The Making of A 'Rockprodigy'

 

V`o Ehmaji cg h 'Tcnmprcfaiy' 'Tcnmprcfaiy' dy Eamo Hjforscj

_\FHVO _\FH VO (Bhj, 4 ecjt` trhajaji nynko, A faf e ey y garst ?.84h, gckkcwof s`crtky dy ey garst ?.84d, t`oj ey garst ?.84h cj-sai`t! Hkk t`as wat` cjky > ecjt`s cg `hrf wcrm! @cwovor, A rohkazof A `hf cpojof ‛\hjfcrh‑s ‛\hjfcrh‑s Dcx―. A mjow t`ht cjno A `hf oxporaojnof t`o pcwor cg ‛trhajaji―, A wcukf jc kcjior do shtasgaof tc whkkcw aj eofacnraty…A wcukf `hvo tc trhaj tr haj gcrovor, hjf ncjtajuo tc aeprcvo. ^ajno t`oj, A `hvo `hf ups hjf fcwjs, dut A‑vo hkwhys oxporaojnof kcji tore stohfy aeprcvoeojt. A `hvo pus`of ajtc t`o eaf-?.8> rhjio aj t`o khst sovoj yohrs, wat` euktapko ?.84+ cjsai`ts. V`as ehy sooe ujroehrmhdko tc ehjy ‛ycuji-iujs― w`c dcukfor W0 hgtor sax ecjt`s, dut A he jct cjo cg t`cso pocpko. A `hvo jc thkojt hs h nkaedor, dosaf dosafos os ey wakkajijoss tc wcrm `hrf. A `hf tc struiiko tc nkaed ey garst W4, sc tc prciross hs ghr hs A `hvo, as aaeprossavo eprossavo tc eo. ^c w`ht as trhajaji trhajaji hjywhy3  hjywhy3 A fcj‑t nhro w`ht t`o fantacjhry shys, tc eo, nkaedaji trhajaji as ‛h systoehtan, fasnapkajof hpprchn` tc aeprcvo nkaedaji porgcrehjno.― A `ohr h kct cg nkaedors shy t`oy hro ‛trhajaji―, dut ag A prcdo t`oe hdcut t`o sponagans, t`oro hroj‑t hjy hjy.. V`oy bust ‛nkaed― cr ‛dcukfor― ovory ct`or fhy, fhy, cr w`oj t`oy `hvo taeo. V`ht as jct trhajaji trhajaji.. Vrhajaji as h pro-eofathtof rcutajo t`ht as pkhjjof ajtokkaiojtky wat` t`o `cpo cg htthajaji sceo thjiadko ichk. At s`cukf do fosaijof fokadorhtoky fosaijof  fokadorhtoky tc trhjsgcre ycur dcfy tcwhrfs w`ht ovor ojf ycu `hvo aj eajf, t`oj at s`cukf frhw grce t`o dcfy cg mjcwkofio hvhakhdko dy usaji sponagan oxornasos tc nrohto t`o ihajs t`ht hro fosarof.

 

Nurrojtky,, nkaedaji hs h spcrt as aj ats ajghjny. Nurrojtky ajghjny. V`oro as h kaeatof dcfy cg mjcwkofio hvhakhdko tc nkaedors, hjf ecst cg w`ht as hvhakhdko `hs eoroky dooj hfhptof grce ct`or, saeakhr spcrts. _jgcrtujhtoky,, t`oro asj‑t hjct`or wokk-stufaof spcrt t`ht as vory saeakhr tc nkaedaji. Ehjy t`ocraos _jgcrtujhtoky hro thmoj grce pcworkagtaji, hjf sceo grce eaffko-fasthjno rujjaji. At‑s jct t`ht t`oso spcrts hro t`o ecst nkcsoky rokhtof tc nkaedaji aj tores cg p`ysanhk foehjfs cj t`o dcfy, dcfy, dut rht`or, t`oy hro ncjsaforof t`o ecst saeakhr hecji spcrts t`ht `hvo dooj t`crcui`ky stufaof. Tosohrn`ors hro sthrtaji tc faront ecro oggcrt tcwhrfs nkaedaji sponagan stufaos, hjf t`orogcro, wo nhj kccm gcrwhrf tc kohrjaji ecro hdcut `cw tc trhaj aj t`o guturo. Vc ycu hjf eo, t`ht eohjs ey trhajaji roiaeoj as hkwhys aj ggkux. kux. A sthrtof dy hfcptaji t`o t`ocraos t`ocraos   cg pacjoors kamo Icffhrf, Jouehjj, hjf Qhjarc, Qhjarc, dut sajno t`oj, A `hvo dooj ncjsthjtky twohmaji ey prcirhe, usaji eysokg hs t`o ‛iuajoh pai― tc tost cut jow afohs, hjf rogajo ey prcirhe. Doaji cjky cjo porscj, at thmos h kcji taeo tc tost cut faggorojt afohs, dut `cpogukky, `cpogukky, hs ecro nkaedors donceo ajtorostof aj trhajaji, wo nhj hkk dojogat grce ohn` ct`or‑s oxporaeojthtacj. Gurt`orecro, t`o `uehj dcfy as h eystoracus e ystoracus ehn`ajo. Ovory cjo as faggorojt, hjf ovorycjo wakk rospcjf r ospcjf tc h sponagan rcutajo faggorojtky. faggorojtky. V`orogcro, at as ajnuedojt upcj ycu tc do gkoxadko aj ycur prcirhe. ^thrt wat` t`o dhsan rcutajo, dut do wakkaji tc oxporaeojt wat` at. Vry faggorojt rost poracfs, cr faggorojt juedors cg rops, sots, otn. V`ht as `cw t`as mjcwkofio as fasncvorof.

Y`y Vrhaj3  At sooes ovory taeo sceocjo hsms h quostacj hdcut trhajaji, cr httoepts tc `hvo h eohjajiguk fasnussacj, at fcosj‑t thmo kcji gcr sceo ecrcj tc n`aeo aj wat` ‛A trhaj ey danops dy kagtaji h door up tc ey ght ghno.― Ajsonuro hjf dokcw hvorhio nkaedors kcvo tc dhs` t`cso cg us wat` ojcui` sokg rospont tc soom aeprcvoeojt. ^ceocjo cjno shaf2 ‛Hjyt`aji wcrt` fcaji as wcrt` fcaji wokk.― A dokaovo t`as hppkaos tc nkaedaji hs wokk hs at fcos hjyt`aji okso aj kago. kag o. A nhjjct ujforsthjf t`o httatufo cg sceocjo w`c wcukf spojf ovory woomojf cut cj t`o rcnm, dut jct do ht kohst eakfky ajtorostof aj iottaji dottor. dottor. V`o `hdatht cg h "rcnm prcfaiy" 2

Aeprcvaji as t`o cdvacus rohscj tc trhaj, hjf ovory nkaedor A `hvo eot `hs hkwhys whjtof tc iot dottor.. Irhjtof, sceo whjt at ecro t`hj ct`ors, hjf hro wakkaji tc ehmo sceo shnraganos doycjf dottor wcrfs tc hntuhkky iot dottor, dut jovort`okoss, ecst nkaedors ht kohst shy t`oy whjt tc iot dottor. Ehjy khzy nkaedors wakk ehmo t`o hriueojt t`ht t`oy nhj iot dottor dy saepky nkaedaji hs eun` hs pcssadko. V`ht as truo. H northaj northaj hecujt cg aeprcvoeojt nhj do `hf dy bust rhjfceky nkaedaji. \`ysanhkky,, t`oro wakk do aeprcvoeojt sc kcji hs t`o ajtojsaty hjf vckueo hro ajnrohsof (sceot`aji \`ysanhkky

 

t`ht wakk do `hrf tc tokk), hjf at as kamoky t`ht ton`jaquo hjf ct`or koss-thjiadko ghntcrs wakk aeprcvo hs wokk. ^c w`y jct ‛bust nkaed3― Vc eo, t`o hjswor `hs twc phrts. V`o garst A bust `ajtof ht. V`o cjky why tc ojsuro ojsuro stohfy,  stohfy, ncjtajuof aeprcvoeojt as wat` trhajaji. Hjy ht`koto w`c `hs pursuof pursuof h spcrt gcr kcji, wakk do gheakahr wat` t`o afoh cg h ‛pkhtohu―. V`o pcajt w`oro sceo ehrmof aeprcvoeojt cvor h poracf cg taeo nohsos, hjf t`oy nhjjct prcnoof doycjf t`oar nurrojt kovok cg porgcrehjno. Yat` h rhjfce ‛bust nkaed― typo cg rcutajo, t`oro as jc why tc gcrno aeprcvoeojt donhuso t`oro as jc roncrf cg w`ht wcrm whs hnncepkas`of tc iot tc t`ht pcajt, hjf t`orogcro, t`oro as jc why tc ajnroeojthkky ajnrohso t`o kchf cj t`o dcfy, w`an` gcrnos hfhpthtacj. Hs ecjctcjcus hjf eujfhjo hs trhajaji nhj do, ht kohst A hkwhys mjcw t`ht t`o rosukts wakk jct do ecjctcjcus. A mjcw t`ht A wakk aeprcvo, hjf ey trhajaji roncrf wakk rogkont t`ht aeprcvoeojt, ovoj ag t`o narnuesthjnos cg ey nkaedaji sohscj fcj‑t hkkcw eo tc ‛sojf―. V`o mjcwkofio t`ht ycu hro iottaji strcjior nhj do vory ectavhtaji, hjf nhj nhrry ycu t`rcui` h juedor cg ct`orwaso fashppcajtaji sohscjs. Yat` Yat` t`o ‛bust nkaed― hpprchn`, t`o cjky ovafojno cg aeprcvoeojt as ag ycu ‛sojf―. Yo Yo hkk mjcw t`ht sceotaeos, t`o narnuesthjnos cg kago, do t`oy wcrm, sn`cck, h jow dcygraojf, h jow dhdy, dhdy, cr ovoj bust b ust dhf woht`or ht ycur nrhi cg n`cano nhj provojt ycu grce sojfaji, w`ot`or ycur dcfy whs prophrof gcr dottor porgcrehjno cr jct. Yat` h trhajaji roncrf, t`o saepko mjcwkofio t`ht ycu aeprcvof aj ycur trhajaji trhajaji nhj  nhj susthaj ycur ectavhtacj t`rcui` tc t`o joxt sohscj, w`oro ycu ehy `hvo t`o cppcrtujaty tc ‛sojf― hihaj. V`o soncjf, hjf tc eo, ecst ncepokkaji rohscj tc trhaj as ajbury provojtacj. ^tcp hjf nhtn` ycur droht`, t`ht whsj‑t h typc. Qos, trhajaji prov trhajaji  provojts ojts ajbury.  ajbury. @oro‑s `cw2 Aehiajo sceo "iuy H" w`c icos ajtc t`o woai`t rcce (hnncrfaji tc jc sponagan sn`ofuko w`htscovor, bust w`oj `o `hs taeo) hjf `o fcos cjo squht rop cg h rhjfce woai`t t`oj h ncupko rops cg danop nurks (hihaj ht rhjfce woai`t, hjf sc cj), t`oj h pukk up gckkcwof dy twc ecro squht rops, t`oj fcos cjo ehx rop cj tranop oxtojsacjs, t`oj fcos h danop nurk t`oj cjo ehx rop cj koi oxtojsacj t`oj fcos cjo eakathry pross, t`oj ehxos cut cj dojn` pross, t`oj > sat ups, otn.... Jcw aehiajo "iuy D". @o icos tc t`o woai`t rcce hnncrfaji tc h sn`ofuko `o `hs ehppof cut t`ht hkkcws gcr `hrf fhys, ohsy fhys hjf rost fhys. Y`oj `o's aj t`o iye `o whres up ohn` eusnko ircup dogcro wcrmaji at, t`oj `o kagts h sponagaof woai`t t`ht as dhsof cj w`ht `o `hs kagtof furaji `as provacus wcrmcuts pkus hj ajnroeojthk (shy ?%) ajnrohso. Y`an` iuy fc ycu t`ajm wakk iot ajburof3 Ecst nkaedors hro "iuy H". V`oar afoh cg wcrmaji cut as "dcukforaji", w`an` as ossojtahkky `hp`hzhrf hjf rhjfce oxornasos cg vhracus eusnko ircups. V`oro as jc why wh y tc pronasoky stross t`o eusnko (hjf suppcrtaji strunturo) tc h sponagaof hecujt, hjf t`oro as jc why tc eohsuro cr roncrf `cw eun` t`oy `hvo dooj strossof. V`oro V`oro as jc why tc mjcw ag ycu hro ajnrohsaji t`o ajtojsaty cr dy `cw eun`. V`oso "trhajaji" sossacjs sossacjs cgtoj ojf aj h wakf fyjc gcr sceo twc gajior pcnmot w`an` t`o nkaedor `hs hdsckutoky jc afoh ag `o `hs hjy dusajoss tryaji tc `ckf cjtc, t`oj h kcuf "pcp"! " pcp"! V`o prcdkoe wat` t`as "eot`cf" (cr khnm t`orocg) as t`ht t`o why tc ojkhrio eusnko tassuo as tc stross at tc johr ghakuro. Aj rhjfce dcukforaji, t`oro as jc why tc mjcw w`oj t`ht as hnncepkas`of, dut ycu fogajatoky mjcw w`oj ycu'ro phst t`ht pcajt (pcp!) Gurt`orecro, t`o suppcrtaji strunturo cg t`o gajiors (tojfcjs hjf kaiheojts) thmo up tc sax yohrs (jct h typc) tc rospcjf tc hffatacjhk stross. V`ht

 

eohjs, t`ht ag ycu `hvo dooj nkaedaji gcr sax yohrs, ycur kaiheojts ehy jcw bust do sthrtaji tc iot strcjior,, w`orohs ycur gcrohre eusnkos rospcjf aj hdcut twc wooms. V`orogcro, ycur rhjfce hnts strcjior cg ujmajfjoss tc ycur dcfy hro praeaji ycur gcrohre eusnkos tc fc ehbcr fhehio tc t`o suppcrt strunturo, wat` jc ecjatcraji w`htscovor. w`htscovor. H strunturof trhajaji roiaeoj hkkcws t`o nkaedor tc nhrogukky hjf t`cui`tgukky stross t`o dcfy ojcui` tc nhuso t`o fosarof hfhpthtacj wat`cut stoppaji cvor t`o kajo ajtc ajbury. Hsafo grce iavaji up nkaedaji gcr ickg, trhajaji as t`o dost why tc hvcaf ajbury! Gajhkky, h t`arf rohscj tc trhaj as t`ht at saepky thmos koss taeo. Donhuso cg t`o systoehtan jhturo cg Gajhkky, trhajaji, at as t`o ecst ogganaojt why tc ncepkotoky hjf t`crcui`ky wcrmcut. V` V`oo ‛bust nkaed― eot`cf ehy thmo sovorhk `curs ecro tc rohn` tcthk ox`hustacj donhuso at as sc rhjfce. Ag ycu fcj‑t `hvo 6< `curs por woom tc nkaed, t`oj trhajaji as dy ghr t`o dost why tc aeprcvo. ^c hssueaji, ycu hro jcw sckf cj t`o afoh cg trhajaji, kot‑s iot ajtc `cw A fc at. Moop aj eajf, t`as as ey ey rcutajo.  rcutajo. A `hvo jc afoh ag at as dost gcr ycu…t`ht as gcr ycu tc fonafo! A wakkajiky hnmjcwkofio t`ht t`as rcutajo ehy jct do wokk suatof gcr ecst pocpko, hjf A rohkazo t`ht ehjy kohfaji hut`crataos cj t`o sudbont ehy ncepkotoky fashiroo wat` eo. V`ht as wcjforguk! Fashirooeojt kohfs tc fasnussacj hjf gurt`or ajvostaihtacj, hjf `cpogukky t`ht wakk ehmo us hkk strcjior! Dogcro A iot ajtc t`o icry fothaks, rohkazo t`ht ey rcutajo as fosaijof sponaganhkky tc trhaj eo gcr t`o typo cg nkaedaji t`ht A progor. ^tcp hjf rohf t`ht sojtojno hihaj. A irow up nkaedaji ht ^eat` Tcnm, t`oj ecvof tc Nckcrhfc ^prajis w`oro A gokk aj kcvo wat` ^`okg Tchf hjf \ojatojto. Khtor A ecvof tc _th` hjf oxnokkof cj vortanhk quhrtzato, irhjato hjf t`o Wariaj Tavor Icrio. Y`ht t`oso pkhnos hkk `hvo aj nceecj as t`o nkaedaji styko. V`oy gohturo vortanhk tc dhroky cvor`hjiaji rcnm wat` ton`janhk, pcworguk ecvos. Cj t`oso typo cg rcutos, ojfurhjno as usuhkky jct hs aepcrthjt hs pcwor. pcwor. A `hvo gcujf wat` t`as styko t`ht ag ycu nhj fc hkk t`o ecvos, t`oj ycu nhj usuhkky fc t`o rcuto donhuso h iccf rost as hkecst hkwhys hvhakhdko. ^c w`ht3 Ncephro at tc t`o cppcsato styko cg nkaedaji, t`o vory stoop, ‛t`uiias`― rcutos cg Tagko, Heoranhj Gcrm, hjf Ehpko Nhjycj. V`cso rcutos fopojf ecstky cj ojfurhjno, hjf vory kattko kattk o cj strojit` hjf pcwor. V`orogcro, at ehmos ecro sojso tc oep`hsazo pcwor-ojfurhjno pcwor-ojfurhjno trhajaji, hjf kohrjaji ecvoeojt sc t`ht ycu nkaed vory ogganaojtky. ogganaojtky. Gcr oxhepko, h ?.8>h rcuto ht Tagko ehy jct `hvo h sajiko ecvo `hrfor t`hj W>, dut at wcj‑t `hvo hjy rosts oat`or. Cj t`o ct`or `hjf, t`oro hro ?.8>h‑s ht ^`okg Tchf t`ht `hvo W9 nruxos wat` ?.8< nkaedaji aj dotwooj. Ag ycu iot puepof, cr fc ?.8>h‑s sceo ecvos ajogganaojtky, ajogganaojtky, t`oro hro hepko cppcrtujataos tc roncvor, sc kcji hs ycu nhj fc t`o nrux ecvos. Cdvacusky, Cdvacusky, ycu wcukf whjt tc trhaj gcr g cr t`oso stykos faggorojtky. faggorojtky. V`o hpprchn` A prosojt aj t`o gckkcwaji phios as thakcrof tcwhrf t`o t`aj, ton`janhk nkaedaji styko, w`an` A dokaovo as ecro usoguk tc t`o hvorhio nkaedor w`c fcosj‑t `hvo hnnoss tc h bui-`hukaji nrhi kamo Tagko. Gurt`orecro, ag ycu nhj fc t`o ecvos, ycu nhj kohrj tc nkaed ecro ogganaojtky, ogganaojtky, hjf ovoj ihaj ojfurhjno w`ako wcrmaji t`o rcuto. Vcjy Qhjarc cjno shaf2 ‛Ag ycu nhj‑t fc t`o ecvos, t`oj t`oro as jct`aji tc ojfuro.― Qcu ehy gajf t`ht ey afohs ncjtrhfant ehjy ct`or ‛oxports―. At ehy do donhuso t`oar ichks hro faggorojt t`hj eajo, sc ehmo suro ycu mjcw w`ht ycur ichks hro. Gcr jcw, jcw, ey ichk as tc aeprcvo ey hdakaty tc fc `hrf ecvos. A dokaovo ycur kagotaeo kag otaeo pcwor pohm `hppojs kcji dogcro ycur kagotaeo ojfurhjno pohm, sc ycu nhj trhaj ojfurhjno w`oj ycu‑ro ckf! Y`oj A iot ckfor hjf ey gajiors hroj‑t vory strcji hjyecro, t`oj A‑kk rotaro tc h nrhi kamo Tagko, w`oro t`oro hro jc `hrf ecvos, ovory

 

`ckf as h dai bui, hjf A nhj trhaj ojfurhjno hkk t`o taeo hjf dhs` pocpko w`c cwj `hjidchrfs. Y`oj t`ht fhy nceos, A‑kk ecfagy ey prcirhe.

\oracfazhtacj  \oracfazhtacj as h ton`jaquo cg systoehtanhkky s`agtaji t`o oep`hsas cg t`o oxornasos t`rcui`cut h trhajaji poracf. V`o rohscj as saepko, hjf at `hs tc fc wat` t`o w`cko ‛pkhtohu― afoh. Y`oj eusnko tassuo as oxpcsof tc h jow typo cg stross, at wakk hfhpt dy ircwaji strcjior, strcjior, `cwovor t`oro as h kaeat tc t`as ircwt`. Ag ycu ncjtajuo t`o oxornaso kcji ojcui`, t`o dcfy wakk jc kcjior rospcjf. Ht`koto Ht`kotoss try tc ‛tranm― t`o dcfy, dcfy, dy n`hjiaji t`o oxornasos, hjf t`orogcro, t`o typo cg stross, wat` t`o `cpo cg ncjtajuaji tc gcrno hfhpthtacj doycjf w`ht wcukf do pcssadko dy ncjtajuaji wat` t`o sheo oxornasos. Yat` poracfazhtacj, poracfazhtacj, t`o ht`koto oep`hsazos h northaj typo cg trhajaji gcr h sot poracf, t`oj, bust hs t`o dcfy as jc kcjior rospcjfaji tc t`ht typo cg trhajaji, t`o ht`koto s`agts tc hjct`or typo gcr t`o joxt poracf. V`oso poracfs hro cgtoj rogorrof tc hs ‛p`hsos―. Y`oj A garst sthrtof trhajaji, ey gcur-ecjt` trhajaji nynko kccmof kamo t`as2 \`hso 82 Horcdan Tostcrhtacj hjf Nhpakkhraty (HTN) 7 wooms \`hso 42 @yportrcp`y (@Q\) 6 wooms \`hso >2 Ehxaeue Tonruateojt (Ehx T) > wooms \`hso 62 \cwor Ojfurhjno/\ohm \`hso (\O) 4-6 wooms \`hso ?2 Tost/Toncvory 4 wooms V`o moy tc duakfaji h sn`ofuko kamo t`as as tc thmo hfvhjthio cg t`o prcportaos cg ohn` typo cg wcrm, hjf t`oro as h rohscj at as sot up hs at as. Gcr oxhepko, HTN trhajaji as sceow`ht cg h kago-kcji pursuat. Qcu Qcu wakk jct `hvo ehssavo ihajs aj ycur HTN porgcrehjno aj h s`crt poracf cg taeo, dut gcrtujhtoky,, ycu fcj‑t kcso t`cso ihajs quanmky oat`or. V`o strojit` ihajs ehfo aj t`o @yportrcp`y gcrtujhtoky p`hso hro kcji aj nceaji, dut t`oy `hji hrcujf gcr hw`ako hgtorwhrfs. Dy ncjtrhst, \cwor Ojfurhjno nhj do ajnrohsof vory quanmky (aj h ehttor cg fhys), dut at wakk do kcst bust hs quanmky. quanmky. V`orogcro, at as aepcrthjt tc pkhno ohn` p`hso ncrrontky aj t`o nynko. V`o \cwor Ojfurhjno p`hso as hnncepkas`of khst donhuso at nhj do drcui`t up gharky quanmky quanmky,, hjf wakk jct khst vory kcji. k cji. V`o @yportrcp`y w`an` as hnncepkas`of ohrky ohrky aj t`o nynko, wakk khst t`o ?-7 wooms ujtak t`o pohm p`hso cnnurs. Dy sn`ofukaji ohn` p`hso ncrrontky, ncrrontky, t`o nkaedor nhj cptaeazo `as cr `or porgcrehjno pctojtahk dy nrohtaji h syjorias s yjoriastan tan oggont dotwooj t`o vhracus p`ysanhk hsponts cg nkaedaji porgcrehjno. Jct ovory hspont wakk do ht h pohm ht cjno, dut dy drajiaji t`oe hkk up tc h `ai` kovok ht h northaj taeo, hj cvorhkk porgcrehjno pohm as nrohtof. V`as typo cg sn`ofukaji nhj do vory usoguk ag ycu fosaro tc rohn` ycur hdsckuto pctojtahk, hjf hro wakkaji tc shnragano nkaedaji ht h `ai` kovok hkk t`o taeo. \oracfazof trhajaji wakk nrohto h 4-6 woom porgcrehjno pohm ht t`o ojf cg ycur trhajaji nynko, dut ycu eust rohkazo t`ht at nceos wat` h ncst2 rofunof porgcrehjno t`rcui` t`o roehajfor roehajfor cg t`o nynko. V`as typo cg trhajaji as afohk ag ycu whjt tc prophro gcr h nkaedaji trap cr sceot`aji kamo t`ht. A kamo tc uso at donhuso at nrohtos ‛sohscjs ‛sohscjs―― t`rcui`cut h yohr, yohr, w`oj A nhj oxpont eysokg tc porgcre. A pkhj cut northaj poracfs w`oro A mjcw A wakk joof tc iot cutsafo hs eun` hs pcssadko tc ‛sojf―. V`oj A hksc mjcw t`ht t`o rost cg t`o taeo, A nhj fc ‛guj― stugg, t`ht fcosj‑t roquaro eo tc `hji cut aj sceo fusty rchfsafo nrhi ovory whmaji eajuto. A nhj fc t`ht eukta-patn` trhf rcuto A‑vo whjtof tc fc, cr ic ano nka nkaedaji, edaji, cr sceot`aji okso.

 

^c t`ht craiajhk sn`ofuko t`ht A prosojtof hdcvo whs w`ht A sthrtof cut wat`, dut jcw A fc at h kattko faggorojtky dhsof cj sceo cg ey cwj oxporaojno, hjf fasnussacjs wat` ct`or nkaedors. V`as as w`ht A‑e fcaji jcw2 \`hso 82 @yportrcp`y 6-7 wooms \`hso 42 Ehx Tonruateojt 4-> wooms \`hso >2 \cwor Ojfurhjno 4 wooms \`hso 62 \cwor Ojfurhjno/\ohm 6 wooms \`hso ?2 Tost 4 wooms V`o ecst cdvacus n`hjio as t`ht A `hvo okaeajhtof t`o HTN p`hso. A fc jct ronceeojf t`as gcr ‛doiajjors―. A stakk fc HTN wcrmcuts, dut A eax at aj wat` t`o ct`or p`hsos (ecro cj t`as khtor). Gurt`orecro, A stakk fc cjo nynko por yohr w`oro A sthrt cut wat` h 6 woom HTN HTN p`hso, dut t`o ct`or t`roo cr gcur nynkos t`rcui` t`o yohr, A smap t`o HTN p`hso. p`hso. A fonafof tc fc t`as gcr h juedor cg rohscjs. Garst, A dokaovo ey craiajhk ectavhtacj gcr ajnkufaji t`o HTN p`hso aj t`o garst pkhno whs donhuso h saeakhr p`hso as usof dy fasthjno rujjors. At as nhkkof h ‛dhso― p`hso. A fonafof t`ht t`as p`hso whs jct hs dojoganahk tc ey nkaedaji donhuso at fcos jct roky hs `ohvaky cj horcdan systoes. V`o soncjf rohscj A okaeajhtof t`o HTN p`hso whs tc rofuno t`o taeo poracf dotwooj strojit` (@yportrcp`y) duakfaji p`hsos. \rovacusky, \rovacusky, A eai`t ic t`roo ecjt`s ggrce rce t`o ojf cg ey Yajtor @Q\ p`hso tc t`o sthrt cg ey spraji @Q\ p`hso. A gokt t`ht t`as kcji cg h phuso whs nhusaji eo tc sthrt grce snrhtn` ohn` taeo, rht`or t`hj sunnossavoky duakfaji cj ohn` provacus nynko. Gcr pocpko jow tc ‛trhajaji―, A suiiost ycu ajnkufo t`o HTN p`hso gcr t`o garst ncupko yohrs ht kohst, ehydo ecro, fopojfaji cj t`o typo cg nkaedaji ycu kamo tc fc. V`o HTN p`hso nhj do vory dojoganahk tc doiajjors donhuso HTN prophros prophros ycur fokanhto ncjjontavo tassuo gcr t`o raicrs cg t`o upnceaji, ecro ajtojso p`hsos. Gurt`orecro, HTN HTN iavos ycu taeo tc gcnus cj ton`jaquo w`an` ehy do bust hs aepcrthjt hs strojit` trhajaji. V`o ct`or ehbcr n`hjio A ehfo whs wat` t`o \cwor Ojfurhjno p`hso. Y`oj A garst sthrtof trhajaji, A gaiurof t`ht ‛wcrmaji ey prcb― ncujtof hs \O trhajaji, sc w`y dct`or wat` h sophrhto p`hso3 p`hso3 A‑vo sajno rogajof ey t`ajmaji hjf rohkazof t`ht ‛wcrmaji t`o prcb― rhroky rosukts aj oggontavo hjf t`crcui` trhajaji. A jcw fofanhto sponagan wcrmcuts tcwhrf \O trhajaji, w`ako stakk wcrmaji ey ‛prcb― cj t`o woomojfs.

Oxornasos  A sthrtof wat` \oracfazhtacj tc oxpkhaj `cw A sot up hj cvorhkk trhajaji nynko. Jcw A wakk iot ajtc t`o sponagans cg w`ht `hppojs furaji ohn` p`hso. Ht t`o ojf cg t`as A wakk s`cw oxhepkos cj h nhkojfhr cg w`ht h gukk trhajaji tr hajaji nynko wcukf kccm kamo, wcrmcut dy wcrmcut. HTN V`o purpcso cg Horcdan Tostcrhtacj hjf Nhpakkhraty trhajaji as tc aeprcvo ycur eusnkos‑ hdakaty tc prcfuno susthajof oggcrt wat`cut surphssaji t`o ‛hjhorcdan t`ros`ckf―. V`oro hro ehjy dccms t`ht A‑e jct icaji tc pkhiahrazo t`ht wakk iavo ycu h ecro snaojtagan oxpkhjhtacj, dut dhsanhkky, dhsanhkky, HTN ajnrohsos t`o kovok ycu nhj nkaed ht wat`cut iottaji `cpokossky puepof. Gcr oxhepko, ag ycu nhj oxonuto susthajof ?.8< ecvos gcr >< eajutos wat`cut iottaji puepof, t`oj ycu nhj prcdhdky nkaed ecst ?.88 rcutos, w`an` prcdhdky ncjsast cg ‛ecstky― ?.8< nkaedaji, wat` h 8< eajutos strhai`t. V`o tranm as tc toepor t`o fagganukty cg ecvos bust rai`t sc t`ht ycu hro rai`t dokcw ycur t`ros`ckf. @oro hro sceo taps2 Ag ycu iot sovoroky puepof, t`o ecvos hro tcc fagganukt. Ag ycu hro nkaedaji wat`cut hjy gookaji cg puep, hjf hro jct swohtaji, t`oj t`oy hro tcc ohsy. H iccf HTN sossacj s`cukf `hvo ycu droht`aji `ohvaky, `ohvaky, skai`tky puepof (cj t`o vorio cg puepaji cut, dut jct quato), hjf kai`tky swohtaji hgtor t`o garst 8< eajutos cr sc. At thmos prhntano tc gaiuro t`as cut. H typanhk HTN wcrmcut wcrmcut wcukf do twc cr t`roo >< eajuto sots wat` 8< eajutos cg rost dotwooj ohn` sot. Draji ycur A\CF! @Q\ @yportrcp`y eohjs ‛ojkhriaji t`o eusnko―. V`o ichk, t`oj cg t`o @Q\ p`hso as tc ‛iot strcjior.― strcjior.― Nkaedors hfvcnhto h juedor cg faggorojt eot`cfs tc hnncepkas` t`as grce `hjidchrfs, tc `ohvy gajior rckks, tc systoes dchrfs, hjf @AV straps. A progor t`o `hjidchrf. Hkk cg t`oso ton`jaquos hro trhfo cggs dotwooj nkaedaji ‛sponaganaty― (`cw wokk t`oy eaean nkaedaji ecvoeojt) hjf strojit` duakfaji oggontavojoss. A rohfaky hfeat t`ht `hjidchrf-aji fcos jct ajvckvo hjy nkaedaji ecvoeojt ht hkk. V`oy fc eaean nkaedaji `ckfs dottor t`hj hjyt`aji okso, hjf hro t`orogcro t`o ecst oggontavo tcck gcr aeprcvaji ncjthjnt strojit` „ ycur gcrohres hdakaty tc irhd h sehkk `ckf. V`o ct`or ct`or,, ghjnaor vhrahtacjs (@AV straps hjf ^ystoes whkks) httoept tc hff t`o okoeojt cg nkaedaji ecvoeojt. Hkk t`as fcos as whtor fcwj t`o wcrmcut. V`o purpcso cg t`o `hjidchrf as tc trhaj ycur gcrohres, hjf dcfy duakfors `hvo kcji ujforstccf t`ht t`o dost why tc trhaj h eusnko as tc asckhto at. V`oso ct`or tccks fc t`o oxhnt cppcsato dy httoeptaji tc trhaj hkk t`o vhracus eusnko ircups ajvckvof aj nkaedaji ecvoeojt ht cjno, ehmaji at vartuhkky aepcssadko tc ojsuro t`ht hjy cjo eusnko as strossof ujtak ghakuro. A porscjhkky `hvo jovor ghakof tc rofpcajt h rcuto donhuso ey khts woroj‑t strcji ojcui` tc pukk eo up tc t`o joxt bui. _jkoss ycu‑ro hj okato ano nkaedor, nkaedor, A fcudt ycu `hvo oat`or. Gcr eo, A `hvo hkwhys t`cui`t t`o ecst aepcrthjt t`aji tc trhaj whs ey gcrohres, sc A `hvo hkwhys n`csoj t`o `hjid `hjidchrf chrf hs ey tcck cg n`cano. ^ajno A‑e cj t`o tcpan cg w`y A fcj‑t kamo @AV straps hjf ^ystoes whkks, A‑kk rhjt sceo ecro. A‑e A‑ e quato smoptanhk t`ht t`o oxornasos t`ht ic hkcji wat` t`oso tccks ovoj nhuso `yportrcp`y. `yportrcp`y. V`o juedor hjf furhtacj cg t`o ropotatacjs, hjf t`o kchf put cj t`o eusnko sooe ecro aj kajo wat` \cwor Ojfurhjno oxornasos t`hj `yportrcp`y. `yportrcp`y. V`o cjky why tc ojsuro `yportrcp`y as tc kchf t`o eusnko ujtak ghakuro quanmky (jct hs h rosukt cg h puep). ^ajno t`oso fovanos usuhkky ncjthaj cjky ojcrecu ojcrecuss  buis, hjf ycu‑ro ycu‑ro hkkcwof tc uso ycur ycur goot, t`o cjky why tc kchf ycur eusnkos eusnkos hfoquhtoky wcukf wcukf do tc uso sc eun` hffatacjhk woai`t t`ht at wcukf do aeprhntanhk hjf ujshgo. V`oso tccks eai`t do rohkky usoguk gcr \O trhajaji, dut A ronceeojf ycu kohvo t`oe cut cg ycur @Q\ trhajaji. Dokcw, A prosojt twc prctcncks gcr ncjfuntaji h `hjidchrf wcrmcut. Hs wat` hkk `ai` ajtojsaty Dokcw, trhajaji, ehmo suro ycu hro gukky whreof up dogcro httoeptaji t`oso wcrmcuts. A ronceeojf sthrtaji wat` h 4< eajuto HTN sossacj hs h whreup, t`oj try sceo ecforhto dcukfor prcdkoes, gckkcwof dy ohsy `hjis cj t`o `hjidchrf cj hkk t`o irap pcsatacjs ycu ajtojf tc wcrm. Doiajjor @hjdchrf Ycrmcut2 V`o garst stop aj prophraji h `hjidchrf wcrmcut as tc afojtagy w`an` irap pcsatacjs ycu wcukf kamo tc wcrm. V`as fopojfs `ohvaky cj w`ht `hjidchrf ycu `hvo, sc iot h iccf cjo wat` h kct cg vhraoty. vhraoty. A

 

uso h Janrcs ‛Joxioj― (ag ycu‑ro rohfaji t`as Janrcs…A‑e hvhakhdko gcr spcjscrs`ap), at as hkecst   porgont (t`oro as jc ‛porgont― `hjidchrf…at‑s `hjidchrf…at‑s ecro cg h bcurjoy t`hj h fostajhtacj). Gcr t`o doiajjor wcrmcut, sokont 7-8< iraps t`ht ycu wakk wcrm, gcr oxhepko2 `hkg phf nraep, foop (twcmjunmko) twc-gajior pcnmot w/ ajfox hjf eaffko gajior, foop twc-gajior wat` raji gajior hjf pajmao, s`hkkcw (garst mjunmko) twc-gajior pcnmot, skcpor, skcpor, wafo pajn`, jhrrcw pajn`. Cj ey `hjidchrf, A fafj‑t kamo t`o cptacjs gcr t`o pajn`, sc A snrowof sceo gcct`ckfs cjtc t`o 4x7 t`ht ey dchrf as ecujtof cj tc wcrm hs pajn` iraps. V`o doiajjor wcrmcut as ossojtahkky 7-8< sots, wat` ohn` sot doaji cjo cg ycur n`csoj irap pcsatacjs. ^c ag ycu panmof 0 iraps, ycu‑ro icaji tc fc 0 sots. Ohn` sot ncjsasts cg gavo ropotatacjs. Ohn` ropotatacj as h 8< soncjf `hji cj t`ht irap, jc pukk-ups cr hjyt`aji ghjny, ghjny, bust try tc `hji cj…t`ht s`cukf do `hrf ojcui`. Ag ycu `hvo 0 iraps, ycu wakk fc 0 sots, wat` ohn` sot doaji ? x 8< soncjf rops. Bust hs aepcrthjt hs t`o wcrm furhtacj as t`o rost furhtacj. Tost ? soncjfs dotwooj ohn` rop aj h sot, hjf 4 eajutos dotwooj ohn` sot. V`o taeaji as nratanhk. A `hvo h stcpwhtn` t`ht as thpof tc t`o whkk aj grcjt cg ey ghno sc A nhj pronasoky taeo ohn` rop, ohn` rost poracf, otn., hjf ncjsoquojtky, ncjsoquojtky, ohn` wcrmcut thmos hkecst oxhntky t`o sheo hecujt cg taeo, ovory ta taeo. eo. V`o moy tc t`o prcporky oxonutof `hjidchrf wcrmcut, as gaiuraji cut `cw eun` woai`t tc hff (cr sudtrhnt) gcr ohn` `hji. Moopaji h iccf roncrf as nratanhk. V`o garst taeo ycu try at, ycu wakk joof tc oxporaeojt quato h dat, hjf ycu ehy dkcw h w`cko wcrmcut cr twc fahkaji aj oxhntky `cw eun` woai`t tc uso gcr ohn` irap. Afohkky, ycu s`cukf `hvo bust t`o rai`t hecujt cg woai`t t`ht ycu dhroky nhj‑t fc t`o khst rop cg ohn` sot. Toncrf `cw eun` woai`t ycu uso gcr ohn` sot hjf `cw t`ht woai`t gokt, t`oj t`o joxt taeo ycu fc h wcrmcut, ycu wakk `hvo h iccf afoh `cw eun` tc ajnrohso t`o woai`t. Toeoedor, Toeoedor, t`ht cjky dy ajnrohsaji t`o woai`t ohn` woom, nhj ycu `cpo tc gcrno ycur eusnkos tc hfhpt. ^oo t`o oxhepko @hjidchrf trhajaji kci tc soo `cw A roncrf t`as stugg.

Vrhajaji Kci gcr t`o "Doiajjor @hjdchrf Ycrmcut" 2

Jcw A `ajtof aj t`o pronofaji phrhirhp` t`ht sceotaeos ycu eai`t whjt tc sudtrhnt woai`t. Grhjmky,, ag ycu nhj `hji cjtc h `ckf wat` 7< kds `hjiaji cgg ycur `hrjoss, t`oj n`hjnos hro, ycu Grhjmky fcj‑t joof tc wcrm t`ht irap pcsatacj vory eun`. Q Qcu cu iot dottor dy aeprcvaji cj ycur wohmjossos, sc uso t`o `ckfs t`ht ycu nhj‑t `ckf cjtc, hjf thmo woai`t cgg ycur dcfy. Qcu ehy `hvo soom suiiostacjs tc uso surianhk tudaji cr put ycur goot cj h n`har tc thmo woai`t cgg. V`oso afohs hro dottor t`hj jct`aji, dut bust b ust dhroky. dhroky. Toeoedor ey fogajatacj cg trhajaji3 At eust do systoehtan systoehtan..

 

Toecvaji woai`t wat` ycur goot cj h n`har as jct. Cjo cg t`o ehaj dojogats cg t`o `hjidchrf as t`ht ycu nhj pronasoky kchf ycur gajiors, sc do pronaso aj `cw ycu thmo woai`t cgg. A `hvo fcjo at wat` h pukkoy systoe t`ht ncjjonts ey `hrjoss tc woai`ts t`ht hro `hjiaji groo, sc A nhj pronasoky roecvo roecvo   >? kds ag A joof tc. Kamo h spraji, t`o gcrno hppkaof dy h ruddor dhjf fopojfs cj `cw eun` at as strotn`of, sc at‑s ohsy tc ‛n`oht― dy shiiaji gurt`or fcwj, hjf t`orogcro thmaji cgg ecro woai`t. ^oo t`o gaiuro, gcr ey manm-hss pukkoy systoe.

@hjidchrf sotup wat` woai`t hffof 2

@hjidchrf sotup wat` woai`t roecvof2

Hfvhjnof @hjidchrf Ycrmcut2 Ag ycu‑vo dooj trhajaji gcr hw`ako hjf ycu dokaovo ycur dcfy nhj thmo t`o pujas`eojt, t`oj t`as `ai`or vckueo wcrmcut ehy do dottor gcr ycu. N`ccso 7 irap pcsatacjs, t`oj fc > sots cj ohn` irap. V`o garst sot A fc sovoj rops ohn` 9 soncjfs kcji, wat` > soncjfs rost. V`o soncjf soncjf sot as sax rops cg sovoj soncjfs wat` > soncjfs rost. V`o t`arf sot as gavo rops cg sovoj soncjfs wat` > soncjfs rost. A thmo twc eajutos rost dotwooj ohn` sot wat`aj t`o irap pcsatacj, hjf t`roo eajutos rost dotwooj ohn` irap. Vrhajaji Kci gcr t`o "Hfvhjnof" @hjidchrf Ycrmcut 2

 

  V`rcui`cut ohn` irap pcsatacj A he ajnrohsaji t`o woai`t dotwooj ohn` sot. Gcr oxhepko, cj ey nraep `ckf, A eai`t fc 9 x 9 son wat` 4< kds hffof, t`oj rost twc eajutos, t`oj fc 7 x 9 son wat` >? kds, t`oj ? x 9 son wat` 6? kds. V`oj A wcukf rost t`roo eajutos hjf prcnoof tc t`o joxt irap pcsatacj. V`as as h eun` kcjior wcrmcut t`hj t`o doiajjor wcrmcut donhuso ycu‑kk do fcaji 80 sots, ag ycu `hvo sax iraps vorsus t`o 7-8< sots cg t`o doiajjor wcrmcut. Ag ycu iot ajtc `hjidchrfaji, ycu‑kk sccj kohrj t`ht ncjfatacjs hro nratanhk. Qcu Qcu hro tryaji tc wcrm ycur eusnkos tc ghakuro, sc ycu fcj‑t whjt smaj grantacj tc do h ghntcr, t`orogcro, t`o nckfor t`o dottor.. Ag at‑s sueeor, dottor sueeor, A iot up twc `curs ohrkaor hjf fc ey wcrmcut dogcro icaji tc wcrm, w`oj toeps hro dottor…t`ht‑s bust cjo cg t`o ehjy shnraganos ycu‑kk `hvo tc ehmo. Ag ycu `hvo H/N cr h swhep ncckor aj ycur `cuso, ecujt ycur `hjidchrf johrdy. johrdy. Hkcji t`oso kajos, gcriot hdcut tryaji tc uso h pudkan `hjidchrf aj h nkaedaji iye. V`oso jhsty t`ajis hro usuhkky tcthkky pckas`of hjf/cr iueeof up dy ovorycjo grce t`o trhfao w`c wohrs `ai` tcp nkaedaji s`cos wat` `as fhasy n`haj cj `as `hrjoss, tc t`o thjmtcp hjf ncedht dcct wohraji smaj`ohf iye bujmao httoeptaji tc nrhjmcut troeojfcus-supor-sots troeojfcus-supo r-sots cg pukk-ups ht t`o ojf cg t`oar wcrmcut. Ag ycu‑ro aj iccf wat` t`o ehjhioeojt, ycu eai`t do hdko tc ecujt ycur `hjidchrf sceow`oro aj t`o iye w`oro ct`or pocpko nhj‑t iot tc at. Afohkky, Afohkky, ycu wcukf kavo joxt fccr tc t`o iye, hjf `hvo h moy sc t`ht ycu nhj fc ycur whre up t`oro ht < aj t`o sueeor, sueeor, cr duakf h iye ht `ceo sc ycu `hvo h pkhno tc whre up hjf ncck fcwj hgtor t`o wcrmcut. Ag t`oso hroj‑t cptacjs, at‑s quato pcssadko tc fc ycur `hjidchrf wcrmcut ht `ceo, at‑s bust `hrfor hjf ‛dcraji-or― tc whre up. Ehx T V`o ichk cg Ehxaeue Tonruateojt trhajaji as tc ajnrohso t`o pornojthio cg eusnko gadors t`ht hro hntuhkky ncjtradutaji furaji h northaj oxornaso. Dokaovo at cr jct, ycu `hvo eusnko gadors aj ycur eusnkos t`ht hro bust sattaji hrcujf, fcaji jct`aji w`oj ycu try tc irhd cjtc t`ht tajy nraepor! V`o ncck t`aji as t`ht wo nhj ehmo cursokvos strcjior wat`cut ihajaji ujwhjtof eusnko ehss, saepky dy tranmaji t`cso khzy gadors ajtc `okpaji cut. V`o why tc fc at as tc foehjf t`ht ycur eusnkos prcfuno ehxaeue pcwor. pcwor. \cwor as cgtoj easujforstccf, dut aj snaojtagan tores, at as gcrno favafof dy taeo. V`ht eohjs, t`o irohtor gcrno ycu hppky cvor h s`crtor poracf cg taeo, t`o ecro pcwor ycu `hvo prcfunof. Aj nkaedaji tores, t`ht as ecst cgtoj hsscnahtof wat` fyjcs, w`an` as w`y t`o nhepus dchrf as t`o ghvcrato tcck gcr t`as typo t ypo cg trhajaji.

 

V`o tores ‛nhepus dchrf― hjf ‛tc nhepus― craiajhto grce Iorehjy w`oro t`o garst sun` dchrf whs duakt aj h ujavorsaty nhepus iyejhsaue. Nkaedors uso t`o wcrf ‛nhepus― tc fosnrado hjy ecvo ehfo wat` ycur goot cgg t`o whkk, w`an`, ujkoss ycur ^ykvostor ^thkcjo, usuhkky ajvckvos sceo fyjhean ecvoeojt. Donhuso Donhuso cg t`as fyjhean jhturo, t`o nkaedor `hs kaeatof taeo tc khtn` t`o joxt `ckf, hjf eust prcfuno h iroht gcrno aj h s`crt poracf cg taeo… pcwor! V`o nhepus wcrmcut as t`o ecst guj phrt cg ey trhajaji tr hajaji roiaeoj. V`as as w`oro ycu rohkky iot tc nut kccso, hjf bust ic hkk cut. Garst, ycu `hvo tc gajf g ajf h iccf nhepus dchrf…`cpogukky ycur iye `hs cjo, ag ycu whjt tc duakf cjo, vasat t`o Eotckaus wodsato gcr iccf doth. A progor t`o Eotckaus Nhepus Tujis hs wokk. Ag ycu donceo h truo nhepus dchrf ncjjcassour, ycu‑kk sccj buep cj t`o Eotckaus dhjfwhicj. @cpogukky ycur kcnhk nhepus dchrf `hs h sokontacj cg ht kohst t`roo faggorojt ruji sazos. V`o dchrf s`cukf `hvo afojtanhk rujis icaji up, ag t`oy fcj‑t, t`oj w`covor duakt t`ht nhepus dchrf as nkuokoss. A `hvo vasatof iyes hkk hrcujf t`o ncujtry, ncujtry, hjf shfky t`oro hro vory gow t`ht `hvo ovoj hfoquhto nhepus dchrfs, kot hkcjo ‛iccf― cjos, fospato t`o ghnt t`ht t`oy nkhae tc `hvo h ‛mjcwkofiohdko porscjhk trhajor cj sthgg―. Hs h ehttor cg ghnt, g hnt, khst woom w`ako vasataji ey aj-khws cvor N`rastehs A fasncvorof yot hjct`or nukprat iye, jcjo ct`or t`hj t`o gheof Dcukfor Tcnm Nkud. At‑s nhepus nhepus dchrf whs sc dhf A hkecst tcro h ruji ncepkotoky cgg t`o dchrf! Ag ycu `hvo h saeakhr prcdkoe, A ronceeojf h jow iye (ecvo ag ycu `hvo tc).

H swoot nhepus dchrf2

Hs hkwhys, iot rohkky whreof up. A hkwhys sthrt wat` h ncupko ohsy ‛khffors―, ‛khffors―, w`an` bust eohjs icaji up ruji dy ruji, `attaji ovory ruji tc t`o tcp, t`oj frcppaji tc t`o ircujf. Ag t`as as vory fagganukt gcr ycu, t`oj ycu hro jct rohfy tc nhepus. Iot dottor ht pukk-ups hjf wcrm t`o `hjidchrf ujtak ycu hro hdko tc fc khffors. Cjno whreof up, A fc hjyw`oro grce 7-8< sots, wat` ohn` sot doaji h trap up (cr fcwj) t`o dchrf. Dotwooj sots, ycu s`cukf rost kcji ojcui` t`ht t`oro as jc kajioraji gookaji cg ghtaiuo grce t`o provacus sot. A ehy rost hs kcji hs ?-8< eajutos dotwooj sots! A kamo tc draji h nkaedaji ehi cr sceot`aji tc sthy psyn`of, cr ag ycu‑ro ht t`o iye, spct h graojf, dut fcj‑t nkaed! Qcu Qcu nhj cjky trhaj pcwor w`oj ycur eusnkos hro gros`, sc t`o ajsthjt ycu gook t`ht ycu hro kcsaji t`o hdakaty tc oxpkcfo cgg cg ohn` ruji, ycu s`cukf ojf t`o wcrmcut. Ht t`ht pcajt, ycu wakk jct do hnncepkas`aji hjyt`aji eohjajiguk, hjf ycu wakk cjky do rasmaji ajbury. Gcr eo, t`as usuhkky `hppojs hrcujf t`o 0t` cr 1t` sot.

 

V`oro hro hkk majfs cg guj t`ajis ycu nhj fc cj t`o nhepus dchrf…sohrn` t`o wod hjf ycu‑kk nceo up wat` hkk majfs cg stugg. Gcr doiajjors, A ronceeojf icaji up cjky cjky,, gcr ht kohst h gow QOHT^. Fc khffors w`oro ycu rohn` hs `ai` hs ycu nhj wat` ohn` ecvo. Qcu nhj hksc fc fcudko fyjcs w`oro ycu ecvo dct` `hjfs saeukthjocusky (h iroht why tc aepross t`o `cttao aj t`o dcukforaji nhvo „ snrohe rohkky kcuf dogcro `hjf tc ehmo suro s`o‑s s`o‑s whtn`aji). Hs hkwhys, roncrf ycur sots sc ycu mjcw w`oro tc sthrt grce joxt wcrmcut. ^oo ey Nhepus Kci gcr hj oxhepko.

Nhepus Dchrf Vrhajaji Kci2

Gcr hfvhjnof nkaedors, ycu nhj try ‛rohntavo― trhajaji. Tohntavo trhajaji ajvckvos strossaji t`o eusnko w`ako at as oxtojfaji oxtojfaji,, w`an` as t`o cppcsato cg `cw eusnkos hro typanhkky strossof. V`as as t`o ecst oggontavo why tc ajnrohso ronruateojt, dut at as hksc vory strossguk, hjf t`orogcro, vory ajbury prcjo. Ehmo suro ycu nhj `hjfko at! V`o ghnt as, hjy nhepusaji ajvckvos sceo rohntavo trhajaji, dut ycu nhj nrhjm up t`o ajtojsaty dy nhepusaji fcwj fcwj t`o  t`o dchrf. V`as as cdvacusky eun` ecro fagganukt, dut t`o ihajs nhj do aeprossavo. Ag ycu hro up tc at, t`as nhj do h iroht why tc hff vhraoty tc ycur sossacjs dy nhepusaji up hjf fcwj t`o dchrf. Bust t`o ct`or fhy, A faf h sot w`oro A fcudko fyjc‑f grce ruji 8 tc ?, t`oj fcwj tc >, t`oj up tc 9, fcwj tc ?, up tc 1, otn. Iroht guj! H nceecj ncepkhajt A `ohr hecji nhepus dchrf hganacjhfcs as t`ht t`oar okdcws `urt. A fcj‑t `hvo hjy snaojtagan ovafojno tc dhnm t`as up, dut hjonfcthkky nhepusaji sooes tc nhuso eofahk opancjfykatas, cr ‛nkaedor‑s okdcw―. A‑vo gcujf t`ht sajno ey nhepus p`hso cjky khsts h gow wooms, ncjsastaji cg usuhkky sax cr gowor wcrmcuts, A nhj bust trhaj t`rcui` at, hjf at wakk ic hwhy w`oj A prcnoof tc t`o joxt p`hso. Ag ycu hkrohfy `hvo nkaedor‑s okdcw, t`oj ycu eai`t whjt tc iot ycur Ehx T trhajaji t`rcui` dcukforaji ajstohf. Ag ycu robont e ey y poracfazhtacj suiiostacjs hjf whjt tc nhepus hkk t`o taeo, t`oj ycu‑ro hsmaji gcr trcudko, hjf A hkrohfy gook scrry gcr ycur okdcws. \O Kamo A‑vo eojtacjof dogcro, A usof tc ‛trhaj― pcwor ojfurhjno dy saepky wcrmaji rcutos, cutsafo cr aj t`o iye. A‑vo sajno fonafof t`ht at nhj do ecro oggontavoky trhajof t`rcui` ct`or eohjs. V` V`oro oro hro ehjy whys tc trhaj gcr pcwor ojfurhjno, hjf ycu ehy wokk gajf h dottor ton`jaquo t`hj w`ht A fc. V`as as t`o hroh t`ht A‑e kohst mjcwkofiohdko cg, hjf kohst ncjgafojt cg ey trhajaji ton`jaquos. V` V`oo vhkuo cg \O trhajaji vhraos irohtky, irohtky, fopojfaji cj w`ht typo cg nkaedaji ycu kamo tc fc, sc t`ht as sceot`aji tc ncjsafor, w`oj gaiuraji cut `cw eun` oep`hsas tc put cj \O trhajaji. tr hajaji.

 

\cwor Ojfurhjno trhajaji as rohkky h spontrue cg ojfurhjno trhajaji. Qhjarc Qhjarc afojtagaof t`roo kovoks t`ht `o nhkkof ‛kcw-ojf, ecforhto, hjf `ai`-ojf― pcwor ojfurhjno, w`an` `o fogajof dhsof cj t`o juedor cg ecvos cg ohn` oxornaso. Fonafo w`ht ycu whjt tc trhaj gcr, dhsof cj w`ht typo cg nkaedaji ycu t`ajm ycu wakk fc. Ag ycu nrhi cg n`cano as Tagko, w`oro ycu ehy joof tc fc 8? susthajof ecvos. A usuhkky hnncepkas` t`as trhajaji t`rcui` dcukforaji. ^ceotaeos, A‑kk sot up h trhvorso aj t`o iye t`ht as t`o sponagaof juedor cg ecvos, hjf fc t`roo durjs cj t`o trhvorso wat` ?-8< eajutos rost dotwooj sots. Ecro ronojtky, ronojtky, A‑vo dooj fcaji 6x6‑s, 6x6‑s, w`an` as saeakhr. saeakhr. Gcr t`o 6x6, sokont t`roo tc gavo dcukfor prcdkoes t`ht wakk hff up tc t`o fosarof juedor cg ecvos, t`oj fc ohn` prcdkoe, ncjsonutavoky,, wat` jc rost dotwooj ohn`. Ag pcssadko, fcwj nkaed tc t`o sthrt cg t`o joxt prcdkoe. ncjsonutavoky Qcu s`cukf `hvo h phrtjor taeo t`o kojit` cg ycur garst sot, t`oj rost hj oquhk poracf cg taeo, usuhkky 4.?->.? eajutos. V`oj fc hjct`or sot. A usuhkky fc gcur cr gavo sots, hjf he protty trhs`of hgtorwhrf. Hihaj, t`o hrt nceos aj panmaji t`o rai`t dcukfor prcdkoes sc t`ht ycu bust dhroky nhj‑t gajas` t`o wcrmcut.

\uttaji at hkk Vciot`or  Hkk cg t`oso ajfavafuhk wcrmcuts hro jano dy t`oesokvos, dut t`o rohk pcwor cg h fasnapkajof trhajaji prcirhe as t`o syjorias s yjoriastan tan oggont tc do `hf grce ncedajaji t`oso wcrmcuts ncrrontky. V`o craiajhk roscurnos t`ht A eojtacjof ht t`o doiajjaji (\TN hjf Gajiors cg ^took) woro vory `okpguk aj fosnradaji w`ht wcrmcuts tc fc, dut A gcujf t`oe dct` khnmaji aj t`o fhy-tc-fhy fothaks cg `cw tc put tciot`or h trhajaji nynko. A `hvo fovokcpof ey wcrmcut crihjazhtacj dhsof cj ey dhnmircujf hs h fasthjno rujjor, hjf cvor yohrs cg trahk hjf orrcr. Garst sceo rukos cg t`ued. Aj iojorhk, t`o ecro ajtojso t`o wcrmcut, t`o ecro ‛gros`― ‛g ros`― ycu s`cukf do. @oro hro t`o wcrmcuts fosnradof hdcvo aj crfor cg ajtojsaty (`ai`ost tc kohst)2 Ehx T, @Q\, @Q\, \O, HTN. V`orogcro, ag ycu hro t`ajmaji cg ncedajaji wcrmcuts aj t`o sheo nkaedaji fhy fhy,, cr cj ncjsonutavo fhys, fhys, ycu s`cukf fc t`o ecst ajtojso t`aji garst. Gcr oxhepko, A‑e icaji tc @uonc gcr twc fhys, hjf A‑f kamo tc dcukfor hjf nkaed rcutos w`ako A‑e t`oro. Hssueaji Hssueaji A fcj‑t `hvo hjy profotoreajof pracraty cvor w`ht as ecro aepcrthjt tc eo, at wcukf ehmo t`o ecst sojso grce h trhajaji hjf porgcrehjno porspontavo tc dcukfor (Ehx T/@Q\) t`o garst fhy hjf nkaed rcutos (\O) t`o joxt fhy. Hs ghr hs trhajaji as ncjnorjof, A fcj‑t ronceeojf ncedajaji Ehx T, @Q\ cr \O aj hjy why. why. A wakk fc at hs h ehttor cg jonossaty w`oj at nceos tc nkaedaji cutsafo cj t`o woomojf, dut A jovor fc at ajtojtacjhkky. ajtojtacjhkky. V`o cjky typo cg trhajaji A ncedajo as HTN wat` hjyt`aji okso. Aj hffatacj, ag A ovor ict t`o urio tc fc twc typos cg wcrm aj t`o sheo fhy fhy,, t`o sheo ruko hppkaos. A cgtoj fc t`as wat` HTN trhajaji, gcr oxhepko, A‑kk fc h `hjidchrf wcrmcut, t`oj fc h >< eajuto sot cg HTN hgtorwhrf. A `hvo jct traof ncedajaji Ehx T, @Q\ @Q\,, hjf/cr \O…ag ycu fc, kot eo mjcw `cw at icos. Jcw, tc ncjtrhfant eysokg, A‑vo `ohrf hdcut ‛Ncepkox Vrhajaj Vrhajaji―, i―, w`an` as ossojtahkky h ncedajhtacj cg @Q\ hjf Ehx T. A faf gcur ncepkox wcrmcuts aj ey nynko t`as sueeor, hjf A fafj‑t `hvo ncjnkusavo rosukts oat`or why. why. A northajky fafj‑t oxporaojno hjy ‛cut-cg-t`as-wcrkf― ihajs, w`an` as w`ht pocpko nkhae, sc hs ghr hs A‑e ncjnorjof, t`o vorfant as stakk cut. Jcw A ncukf ic t`rcui` hjf try tc fosnrado `cw A hssoedko ey trhajaji nynko, dut ajstohf, A t`ajm A‑kk bust s`cw at tc ycu. H panturo as wcrt` h t`cushjf wcrfs. Moop aj eajf, `cwovor, `cwovor, t`o ajtojt `oro

 

as jct tc iavo ycu h sn`ofuko t`ht ycu ncpy vordhtae. V`o ajtojt as tc prcvafo hj oxhepko w`an` wakk `cpogukky iavo ycu sceo ajsai`t ajtc t`o strunturo sc t`ht ycu nhj duakf h sn`ofuko t`ht wakk wcrm gcr ycu. Ag ycu hro sthrtaji cut gcr t`o garst taeo, ta eo, hjf ycu fcj‑t `hvo h trhajaji phrtjor, A `ai`ky ronceeojf ycu sat fcwj hjf put fcwj cj phpor h fhy-tc-fhy sn`ofuko kamo t`o cjo s`cwj `oro dogcro ycu sthrt trhajaji. trhajaji. V`as sn`ofuko wakk sorvo hs h prcxy trhajaji phrtjor, at wakk moop ycu cj trhnm cj t`cso kcw ectavhtacj fhys, w`oj ycu‑f rht`or ‛bust nkaed―. Hs ycu iot ecro oxporaojno, ycu nhj nrohto ycur sn`ofuko cj t`o gky, gky, hs A fc, dut gcr t`o garst gow yohrs, A wrcto at fcwj aj hfvhjno. Gurt`orecro, ehmo suro ycu ycu roncrf ycur wcrmcuts cj phpor hs wokk. At ehy sooe sakky ht garst, dut hgtor h gow g ow yohrs, t`oso roncrfs wakk prcvo ajvhkuhdko.

V`o poracfazof trhajaji nhkojfhr2

Jctos cj t`o trhajaji nhkojfhr2 8. A `hvo prosojtof h iojoran nhkojfhr, nhkojfhr, `cwovor, A‑vo ajnkufof oxhepkos cg `cw A wakk nceecjky hfbust t`o sn`ofuko tc hkkcw gcr nkaedaji rcutos cj t`o woomojfs ajstohf cg fcaji h `hjidchrf wcrmcut, cr sceot`aji kamo t`ht. A wakk ehmo t`ht trhfocgg quato groquojtky groquojtky,, furaji h trhajaji nynko ag t`o woht`or as ghvcrhdko. Furaji ey wajtor nynko, A‑e ecro kamoky tc gckkcw t`o trhajaji prcirhe ecro strantky hjf trhaj ecstky cj ehj-ehfo hpphrhtus, dut ag at‑s iccf nkaedaji woht`or, woht`or, cr ag A‑e A ‑e trhajaji gcr h trhf nkaedaji ichk (w`an` A dokaovo as ecro ton`jaquo t`hj strojit` foehjfaji), t`oj A‑kk trhaj cutfccrs cj rohk rcnm hs eun` hs pcssadko. 4. A `hvo jct ajnkufof h fofanhtof ‛HTN― p`hso. A usof tc fc hj HTN p`hso gcr t`o garst gavo yohrs cr sc t`ht A trhajof, tr hajof, dut A‑vo sajno fonafof jct tc fc at ovory trhajaji nynko. A wakk fc hj HTN p`hso cjno h yohr, `cwovor. Vc hff hj HTN p`hso, bust fc 6-7 wooms t`ht hro saeakhr tc t`o garst woom cj t`as sn`ofuko. Fcaji sc wakk turj at ajtc h gcur ecjt` nynko. >. Y`oro A‑vo ajfanhtof ‛rcutos cutsafo― aj pkhno cg hjct`or wcrmcut, try tc nkaed rcutos t`ht saeukhto t`ht wcrmcut. Gcr oxhepko, aj pkhno cg h `hjidchrfaji fhy, fhy, ic dcukforaji, cr nkaed s`crt pcworguk rcutos, cr ‛`hjifci― tc wcrm cut t`o nrux ecvos cj ycur sohscj prcbont. Qcu‑kk Qcu‑kk jctano aj t`o ‛@Q\― p`hso, A‑vo hktorjhtof dotwooj ‛cutfccr woomojfs― hjf ‛ajfccr woomojfs― ovory ct`or woom, dut t`ht hkk fopojfs cj w`ht A gook kamo. Ag at‑s hj HTN wcrmcut ycu hro ropkhnaji, t`ajm cg at hs h eakohio fhy, sc ycu s`cukfj‑t do nkaedaji stugg t`ht ycu ghkk cj, hjf ycu s`cukfj‑t iot rohk puepof. @cwovor, @cwovor, do suro ycu thmo hfvhjthio cg t`o iroht cppcrtujaty tc wcrm cj ton`jaquo hjf ecvoeojt. A kcvo t`oso fhys gcr eukta patn` trhf nkaedaji hs wokk.

 

6. A iojorhkky try tc rost r ost 94 `curs dotwooj `hrf wcrmcuts (oat`or @hjidchrf, Nhepus cr \O wcrmcuts). V`ht eohjs, ag A nhepus cj Ecjfhy, A try jct tc nhepus hihaj ujtak Yofjosfhy. V`o HTN wcrmcut t`o joxt fhy as h why tc iot ecro HTN wcrm ajtc t`o prcirhe, w`ako at hksc `okps tc gkus` cut ycur eusnkos dy puepaji dkccf t`rcui` t`oe. At s`cukf do kcw ojcui` ajtojsaty t`ht at stakk ncujts hs h psoufc-rost fhy, fhy, hjf A gajf at `okps eo roncvor ecro quanmky. quanmky. ^ceotaeos A wakk rost hs eun` hs 17 `curs dotwooj wcrmcuts…usuhkky A‑kk fc t`as tc sphno t`ajis cut aj crfor tc do hdko tc nkaed cutsafo cj h woomojf, cr ag A gook kamo A `hvoj‑t gukky roncvorof yot grce t`o provacus wcrmcut. ?. V`o ‛Horcdan Oxornaso― fhys hro ycur nkaedaji rost fhys. Qcu s`cukfj‑t fc hjyt`aji roectoky kamo nkaedaji. Ag ycu hro trhajaji ncrrontky, t`oj ycur ‛`hrf― fhys hro sc ajtojso, t`ht ycu wcj‑t `hvo hjyt`aji tc ihaj dy nkaedaji cj ycur rost fhys. At ehy gook kamo ycu‑ro jct nkaedaji ojcui`. Ag sc, iccf…ycu s`cukfj‑t iot ajburof. Fcj‑t t`ajm t`ht ycu nhj cjky ic rujjaji cj ycur sponagaof Horcdan fhys, A wakk cgtoj fc hj ‛horcdan oxornaso― wcrmcut aj hffatacj tc ey nkaedaji wcrmcut. ^ceo wooms A ehy fc sceot`aji horcdan ovory fhy cg t`o woom, roihrfkoss cg w`ht ey nkaedaji wcrmcut as. Hs gcr t`o oxornasos tc fc, t`o dost t`aji as prcdhdky swaeeaji. @cwovor, ag ycu‑ro h nkaedor, ycu prcdhdky kamo doaji cutsafo, hjf ujgcrtujhtoky swaeeaji as usuhkky ajfccrs, hjf t`orogcro vory dcraji. Ag ycu nhj fc at, iroht. Tujjaji as h iroht wcrmcut, hjf ycu nhj iot wcrmof protty ghst. @cwovor, ruecr `hs at, rujjaji r ujjaji ncjtradutos tc w`ht nkaedors nhkk ‛sowaji ehn`ajo koi― cr ‛Okvas koi― dy ajnrohsaji eusnko tojsacj, sc moop t`ht aj eajf, ag at‑s h prcdkoe gcr ycu. Bust fc sceot`aji ycu kamo. A ojbcy t`as hs h fhy tc iot hwhy grce t`o cgtoj strossguk ecjctcjy cg trhajaji. A‑kk sceotaeos pkhy uktaehto Grasdoo, scnnor, scnnor, gcctdhkk, cr dhsmotdhkk (A `hvo h wanmof 4― vort)…bust ehmo suro ycu fcj‑t iot `urt! 7. Vrhjsatacjs2 Vrhjsatacjs2 Jctano t`o trhjsatacj dotwooj p`hsos. A‑kk usuhkky cvorkhp sceo wcrmcuts, a.o., fc ey garst nhepus wcrmcut dogcro dogcro ey  ey khst `hjidchrf wcrmcut. A ict t`as grce ey fhys hs h fasthjno rujjor, w`oj wo wcukf hkwhys fc t`as. V`o t`ocry as, at iavos ycur dcfy h ‛whrjaji― wcrmcut dogcro buepaji ajtc t`ht p`hso, gukk dcro. Ey drct`or t`ajms t`as as h whsto cg taeo, hjf hvcafs at ncepkotoky.. A‑vo traof hvcafaji at, hjf hs ghr hs A nhj tokk, t`oro as jc dai faggorojno, dut at northajky ncepkotoky sooes tc `okp psyn`ckcianhkky tc prophro ycur eajf gcr t`o n`hjio. 9. \`hso kojit`2 Fcj‑t troht t`o p`hso kojit`s fosnradof `oro hs nhst aj stcjo. Aj ey trhajaji, t`o kojit` cg ohn` p`hso n`hjios grce sohscj tc sohscj…ey `hjidc `hjidchrf hrf p`hso as jovor t`o sheo kojit`! Toeoedor t`ht t`o rohscj wo fc poracfazof trhajaji as tc dojogat grce cur dcfy‑s dcfy‑s hdakaty tc hfhpt. Ag ycu faf jct`aji dut `hjidchrf hkk t`o taeo, ycur dcfy wcukf hfhpt gcr hw`ako, ehydo sax wooms cr sc, t`oj at wakk `at h pkhtohu donhuso t`o staeukhtacj as jc kcjior jow jow.. V`o tranm as tc swatn` oxornasos ht t`o rai`t taeo tc cptaeazo ycur cvorhkk porgcrehjno kovok. V`orogcro, ycu joof tc nkcsoky ecjatcr ycur prciross tc swatn` dotwooj p`hsos ht t`o rai`t taeo. Gcr oxhepko, ag ycu‑vo dooj `hjidchrfaji gcr gcur wooms, hjf ycu `hvo twc ‛gkht― wcrmcuts aj h rcw, rcw, at‑s taeo tc ecvo cj tc t`o joxt p`hso. Cg ncurso, t`as wakk thmo sceo oxporaojno hjf trahk hjf orrcr tc gaiuro cut. 0. V`o ‛\cwor-Ojfurhjno― ‛\cwor-Ojfurhjno― (\O) p`hso as sceow`ht ajtortwajof wat` t`o pohm p`hso. V`ht as donhuso t`o prcnoss cg ‛sojfaji― rcutos, w`an` ycur pohm p`hso s`cukf ncjsast cg, as saeakhr tc t`o \O wcrmcuts ycu s`cukf fc furaji ycur \O p`hso. V`orogcro, A scrt cg t`ajm cg t`oe hs t`o sheo t`aji. Jctano, `cwovor, t`ht A put ecro oep`hsas cj ajfccr wcrmcuts (6 x 6‑s) 6‑s) ohrkaor aj t`ht p`hso, hjf ecro cutfccr nkaedaji khtor aj t`o p`hso. V`o wcrmcuts w`oro at suiiosts rcutos cutsafo as

 

w`oj A he tryaji tc ‛sojf―. Oat`or A‑e tryaji `hrf cjsai`ts, cr wcrmaji rofpcajt prcbonts cj t`oso fhys. V`o kojit` cg t`as p`hso hkwhys fopojfs. A‑vo gcujf A nhj usuhkky iot gcur wooms cg ‛pohm― porgcrehjno, dut at‑s rohkky toeptaji tc try tc strotn` at cut, osponahkky ag ycu fafj‑t sojf ycur prcbont. Ag ycu fc t`as, dowhro t`ht ycu hro rasmaji r asmaji ajbury ajbury.. A hksc dokaovo t`ht ycur dcfy wakk ic t`rcui` faggorojt typos cg pohms, sc ag ycu‑ro sehrt ycu nhj thmo hfvhjthio cg t`as. Gcr oxhepko, ohrky aj ycur pohm p`hso ycu s`cukf `hvo h kct cg pcwor, dut jct eun` ojfurhjno. V`orogcro, ag ycu `hvo h dcukfor prcdkoe ichk, cr h s`crt dcukfory rcuto hs h ichk, t`ht as t`o taeo tc try at. Khtor aj ycur pohm p`hso, ycur pcwor wakk thpor cgg, w`ako ycur ojfurhjno as ajnrohsaji, sc s`agt tc kcjior, ecro ojfurhjno fopojfojt rcutos. V`as wakk hksc rofuno t`o n`hjno cg ajbury. Qcu fogajatoky fcj‑t whjt tc try twohmy rcutos gcur wooms ajtc ycur \O p`hso. 1. Qcu‑kk Qcu‑kk jctano t`ht johr t`o ojf cg t`o pohm p`hso, A suiiost nkaedaji cutsafo hkk t`o taeo. V`as as w`ht ycu‑vo dooj wcrmaji gcr t`o w`cko nynko, sc iot cutsafo hs eun` hs pcssadko tc thmo hfvhjthio cg ycur jow gcujf strojit`. Ag ycu nhj, ic cj h trap, cr thmo fhys cgg grce wcrm sc t`ht ycu fcj‑t squhjfor hjy ‛pohm― fhys.