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Rumiac _tnhfnr - Cjaa ic tdn _phrhts ic Mjrlfnss GJ :77

]jban ic Oiftnfts ANO]^RN :....................................... :............................................................. ............................................ ....................................................................... .................................................? ? ]dn Mrhvhfg Ciron Bndhfm Nuripn's Wjr....................... Wjr.............................................. ............................................. ...........................................? .....................? ANO]^RN 2....................................... 2............................................................. ............................................ ............................................. ............................................. .........................:: ...:: Duejfhty's _truggan cir Eirjahty...................................... Eirjahty............................................................ ............................................................:: ......................................:: ANO]^RN ?....................................... ?............................................................. ............................................ .................................................................... ...............................................:8 .:8 ]dn _njrod cir c ir j Pnrcnot Wiram............................. Wiram................................................... ............................................. ...................................................:8 ............................:8 ANO]^RN =....................................... =............................................................. ............................................ .................................................................... ...............................................28 .28 ]dn Nanenftja _phrhts ic Bhrtd jfm Mnjtd.................................................... Mnjtd.......................................................................... ..................................28 ............28 ANO]^RN >....................................... >............................................................. ............................................ .................................................................... ...............................................?7 .?7 Odjfgns hf Duejfhty's _phrhtuja Ejln-up............................... Ejln-up..................................................... .....................................................?7 ...............................?7 ANO]^RN 3....................................... 3............................................................. ............................................ .................................................................... ...............................................=3 .=3 ]dn Fnw _phrhtujahty........................................ _phrhtujahty.............................................................. ............................................ ............................................ ..................................=3 ............=3 ANO]^RN 7....................................... 7............................................................. ............................................ .................................................................... ...............................................>> .>> Wirlhfg crie cr ie _phrhtuja Rnjahty................................ Rnjahty...................................................... .................................................................... ...............................................>> .>> ANO]^RN 4....................................... 4............................................................. ............................................ .................................................................... ...............................................3> .3> Jbstrjothif jfm Rnjahty.................................. Rnjahty........................................................ ............................................ ............................................... ................................... ..........3> 3> ANO]^RN 8....................................... 8............................................................. ............................................ .................................................................... ...............................................7> .7> ]dn Bjttan bntwnnf Ehodjna jfm —]dn Mrjgif‘.................................. Mrjgif‘........................................................ ...........................................7> .....................7> ANO]^RN :0..................................... :0........................................................... ............................................ .................................................................... ...............................................4? .4? ]dn Hfcaunfon ic tdn Bjolwjrm Jfgnas............................... Jfgnas..................................................... ............................................ .....................................4? ...............4? ANO]^RN ::....................... ::............................................. ............................................ ............................................. ............................................. .......................................82 .................82 Rnoigfhzhfg tdn Hffnr Duejf Bnhfg.................................. Bnhfg........................................................ ............................................ .....................................82 ...............82 ANO]^RN :2..................................... :2........................................................... ............................................ ................................................................ .............................................:02 ...:02 ]dn _phrhts ic Ahgdt jfm tdn _phrhts ic Mjrlfnss................................ Mjrlfnss................................................................... .........................................:02 ......:02 ANO]^RN :?..................................... :?........................................................... ............................................ ............................................. ..............................................: .......................::0 :0 ]dn Cjaanf _phrhts' Hfcaunfon hf tdn Wiram......................................... iram................................................................................... ..........................................::0 ::0 ANO]^RN :=..................................... :=........................................................... ............................................ ............................................. ..............................................: .......................::8 :8 Hfti tdn Cuturn................................... Cuturn......................................................... ............................................ ............................................ ...............................................::8 .........................::8 FI]N_................................... FI]N_............. ............................................ ............................................ ............................................ ............................................. ....................................:?0 .............:?0 ANO]^RN : (28 _nptnebnr :8:7).............................. :8:7).................................................... .................................................... ................................:?0 ..:?0 ANO]^RN 2 (?0 _nptnebnr :8:7).............................. :8:7).................................................... .................................................... ................................:?0 ..:?0 ANO]^RN ? (: Iotibnr :8:7)....................................... :8:7)............................................................. ..................................... ............................. ..............:?: :?: ANO]^RN = (3 Iotibnr :8:7)....................................... :8:7)............................................................. ..................................... ............................. ..............:?2 :?2 ANO]^RN > (7 Iotibnr :8:7)....................................... :8:7)............................................................. ..................................... ............................. ..............:?2 :?2 :

 

ANO]^RN 3 (4 Iotibnr :8:7)....................................... :8:7)............................................................. ..................................... ............................. ..............:?= :?= ANO]^RN 7 (:2 Iotibnr :8:7)......................................... :8:7)....................................................................................... ...............................................:?> .:?> ANO]^RN 4 (:? Iotibnr :8:7)......................................... :8:7)....................................................................................... ...............................................:?> .:?> ANO]^RN 8 (:= Iotibnr :8:7)......................................... :8:7)....................................................................................... ...............................................:?3 .:?3 ANO]^RN :0 (20 Iotibnr :8:7)................ :8:7)....................................... ..................................................................... ...............................................:?3 .:?3 ANO]^RN :: (2: Iotibnr :8:7)................................... :8:7)......................................................... ............................................ ..............................:?7 ........:?7 ANO]^RN :2 (23 Iotibnr :8:7)................ :8:7)....................................... ..................................................................... ...............................................:?4 .:?4 ANO]^RN :? (27 Iotibnr :8:7)................ :8:7)....................................... ..................................................................... ...............................................:?4 .:?4 ANO]^RN := (24 Iotibnr :8:7)................ :8:7)....................................... ..................................................................... ...............................................:?8 .:?8

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ANO]^RN : ]dn Mrhvhfg Ciron Bndhfm Nuripn's Wjr Mirfjod, 28 _nptnebnr :8:7 Ht hs j ejttnr ic mnnp sjthscjothif ti en, js H tdhfl yiu lfiw, ti bn whtd yiu jgjhf cir j wdhan, cir tdhs hs tdn pajon wdnrn wn jrn jban ti ornjtn j vhshban shgf ic iur hftnfthifs jfm ic tdn whaa ti oien oaisnr jfm oaisnr ti j trun lfiwanmgn ic tdn sphrht hf iur stumhns jfm hf iur wirl hf sphrhtuja sohnfon. ]dn qunst cir lfiwanmgn hs hfthejtnay biufm up whtd tdn eist hfwjrm jspnot ic tdn duejf bnhfg, jfm nvnry fiw jfm tdnf wn eust tdnrncirn nfquhrn hfti tdn nssnfthja fjturn ic iur whaa jfm hftnft. Hf tdn ahgdt ic tdn prnsnft shtujthif, wincua js ht hs, ht snnes tdn jfswnr ti tdhs qunsthif eust bn j fngjthvn ifn. Cir eirn tdjf tdrnn ynjrs wn djvn snnf sientdhfg sprnjm joriss tdn wiram tdjt H fnnm fit mhsouss hf mntjha, jt anjst ti bnghf whtd, cir wn jrn jaa jwjrn ic ht jfm cnna ht mnnpay. ]dn nvnfts fiw tjlhfg pajon jrn tdn ippishtn ic iur iwf hftnfthifs, wdhod djvn oien ti nxprnsshif hf tdhs vnry buhamhfg. \ Fitn :: U  U Jgjhf jfm jgjhf wn eust try ti snn oanjray wdhod strnje ic sphrhtuja mnvnaipenft wn whsd ti snn tjlnf up by duejfhty, duejfhty, jfm timjy wn djvn ti sjy ht hs tdn ippishtn ic tdn strnje wdhod djs anm ti tdn tnrrhban trjgnmy ic tdnsn ajst ynjrs. ]dhs hs sientdhfg wn ejy ojaa ti ehfm jgjhf jfm jgjhf wdnf wn ghvn mnnp jfm cuaa oifshmnrjthif ti tdn nvnfts fiw rjghfg jaa ivnr tdn wiram. Wn ejy sjy ti iursnavns tdjt ht jppnjrs js hc then wnrn mrjwf iut jfm djm bnoien najstho, js hc tdn tdhfgs wn rnenebnr crie bncirn tdhs ejmfnss tiil diam ic tdn wiram djppnfnm fit kust ynjrs but onfturhns jgi. ]dnrn whaa, ic oiursn, bn ejfy timjy ” js tdnrn jawjys djvn bnnf ” wdi ejy bn sjhm ti sannp tdriugd tdn nvnfts ic tdn mjy, pnipan wdi jrn fit cuaay jwjln ti wdjt hs gihfg if timjy. But wdnf tdisn wdi jrn jwjln aiil bjol if wdjt wnft tdriugd tdnhr ehfms ciur ir chvn ynjrs jgi jfm anct jf heprnsshif, tdny whaa cnna eirn ir tdn anss tdn wjy ifn mins wdnf ifn ants tdn ehfm mwnaa if jf iam biil ir j wirl ic jrt tdjt wjs ornjtnm dufmrnms ic ynjrs jgi. Nvnfts wdhod enjft sientdhfg ti us bncirn tdhs ejmfnss ojen if tdn wiram fiw snne ti djvn djppnfnm jf hfchfhtnay aifg then jgi. Jfyifn wdi wjs jwjln ” tdriugd tdn sohnfon ic tdn sphrht ” wjs, ic oiursn, jban ti jpprn jpprnohj ohjtn tn wdjt wdjt wjs oi oiehf ehfg g nvnf nvnf bn bncir cirnn tdnsn tdnsn nvnfts nvnfts mnvnai mnvnaipn pnm. m. Ejfy Ejfy ic iur crhnfms crhnfms whaa whaa rnenebnr tdn jaeist riuthfn jfswnr H gjvn ti qunsthifs jslnm ivnr jfm ivnr jgjhf jctnr ey pubaho anoturns crie tdn bnghffhfg ic tdhs onftury. ]dn qunsthif, yiu ejy rnenebnr, wjs; ‑Jooirmhfg ti tdn stjthsthos, tdn wiram pipuajthif hs hfornjshfg< diw mins tdhs rnajtn ti tdn hmnj ic rnpnjtnm njrtd ahvns9 ]dn hfornjsn hf pipuajthif hs rjphm. Diw ojf ifn rnoifohan tdhs whtd tdn sphrhtuja sohnfthcho chfmhfg tdjt tdnsn jrn jawjys tdn sjen siuas9― Ey jfswnr jawjys djm ti bn; Ht mins aiil js hc tdn stjthsthohjfs jrn rhgdt jfm tdn wiram pipuajthif hs hfornjshfg< but wn djvn ti tjln j aifgnr vhnw jfm oifshmnr euod aifgnr then-spjfs hc wn jrn ti mi kusthon ti tdn qunsthif. Jfm H wiuam jawjys gi if ti sjy tdjt j then ejy wnaa oien, siifnr tdjf wn ejy nxpnot, wdnf pnipan mhsoivnr ti tdnhr dirrir tdjt tdn pipuajthif ojf jasi mnornjsn.

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H t hs fit jawjys pisshban ti ghvn pajhf jfm shepan jfswnrs hf jftdripisipdy. Pnipan djvn fit ynt rnjodnm tdn pihft wdnrn tdny jrn jban ti tjln trutds hf tdn rhgdt wjy jfm sien tdhfgs ojf ifay bn dhftnm jt. Rnjm tdriugd tdn anoturns ghvnf hf Shnffj fit aifg bncirn tdhs ojtjstripdn ojen if iur wiram jfm yiu whaa chfm tdn pjssjgn wdnrn H spiln ic tdn siohja ojfonr tdjt hs gfjwhfg jwjy jt tdn nviauthif ic duejfhty. duejfhty. \ Fitn 22  U ]dhs jfm itdnr tdhfgs wnrn sjhm hf irmnr ti hfmhojtn wdjt wjs gihfg ti djppnf hf duejf nviauthif jfm ti odjaanfgn pnipan ti rncanot. Cir wn fnnm ti rncanot if tdnsn tdhfgs hc wn jrn rnjaay jfm truay ti wjln up. Wn fnnm ti bn jwjln jfm jahvn cir tdn sjln ic duejfhty. Hc jftdripisipdy hs ti cuacha hts purpisn, hts prhen tjsl eust bn ti riusn pnipan jfm ejln tdne rnjaay wjln up. Enrnay lfiwhfg wdjt hs gihfg if hf tdn pdyshoja wiram, jfm lfiwhfg tdn ajws tdjt duejf ehfms jrn jban ti pnronhvn js ipnrjthvn hf tdhs wiram, hs fi eirn tdjf bnhfg jsannp hf j dhgdnr snfsn. Duejfhty hs ifay cuaay jwjln wdnf pnipan jrn jban ti mnvnaip fithifs jfm hmnjs ic tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht. ]dhs hs jaa jriufm us, kust js jhr jfm wjtnr, tdn stjrs, tdn suf jfm tdn eiif jrn jaa jriufm us. Wdnf wn jrn pdyshojaay jsannp wn jrn wdiaay ghvnf up ti tdn hftnrfja prionssns tdjt gi if hf tdn bimy murhfg tdn fhgdt jfm djvn fi hmnj ic jfytdhfg hf tdn pdyshoja wiram jriufm us. Wn jrn jsannp hf nxjotay tdn sjen wjy wdnf wn jrn wdiaay ghvnf up ti tdn pdyshoja nfvhrifenft, jfm ti tdn wiram jfm tdn ajws ic tdn hftnaanot, jfm djvn fi hmnj ic tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht tdjt hs jaa jriufm us. Duejfhty djs ejmn grnjt pajy ic hts hftnaanotuja prigrnss jfm sohnfthcho jodhnvnenfts hf tdn ajst cnw onfturhns jfm djs bnnf pjrthouajray hfshstnft if tdhs jt tdn turf ic tdn fhfntnnftd ti tdn twnfthntd onftury. Xnt, onftury. Xnt, strjfgnay nfiugd, tdn ufoifsohius jfm hfsthfothvn ahcn wjs fnvnr eirn ti tdn cirn tdjf ht hs jt tdhs then. ^p ti tdn prnsnft prnsnft then tdhs hfsthfothvn hfsthfothvn jfm ufoifsohius ufoifsohius nanenft nanenft djs hfornjshfg hfornjshfgay ay tjlnf diam ic tdn duejf rjon. Cjhaurn ti snn tdn sphrhtuja rnjahty jfm tjln jooiuft ic tdn nanenft ic tdn sphrht hs uathejtnay tdn ojusn ic tdhs tnrrhban wiram wjr. Fir ojf ht bn sjhm tdjt tdriugd tdnsn ynjrs ” ynjrs wdhod djvn turfnm hfti onfturhns cir jfyifn wdi hs jwjln hf tdne, js H djvn sjhm ”  duejfhty djs anjrfnm jf jmnqujtn anssif crie tdn tnrrhban nvnfts jriufm us. _jmay, ht djs ti bn sjhm tdjt tdn ippishtn hs tdn ojsn. Wdjt hs tdn odjrjotnrhstho nanenft ti bn ciufm mjy by mjy, diur by diur, wdnf wn tjln fitn ic wdjt pnipan tdhfl, ir rjtdnr prntnfm ti tdhfl jfm prntnfm ti wjft9 Ht hs tdjt, cufmjenftjaay spnjlhfg, spnjlhfg, fi ifn hf tdn wiram lfiws wdjt tdny wjft, jfm fi ifn rnjahzns tdjt pnipan's pnrcnotay kusthchjban jhes, wdhodnvnr cire tdny ejy tjln hf tdn ehfms ic hfmhvhmuja fjthifs, wiuam bn jodhnvnm si euod bnttnr hc tdny mhm jwjy whtd tdnsn tnrrhban wjrs hf wdhod si euod baiim hs sdnm. Pnipan mi fit rnjahzn tdjt tdnsn tnrrhban nvnfts whtd tdnhr baiimsdnm jrn rnjaay fit fnonssjry js j enjfs ic dnaphfg tdne ti jodhnvn tdnhr jhes. ]dnsn nvnfts djvn j eystnrhius bjolgriufm, but hc yiu oifshmnr sien ic tdn tdhfgs sjhm hf iur jftdripisipdhoja anoturns ivnr tdn ynjrs, nvnf hc tdny djvn ifay bnnf tiuodnm if ahgdtay, yiu whaa chfm pnrcnotay oanjr stjtnenfts, jasi whtd rncnrnfon ti tdn eist shgfhchojft ic rnonft nvnfts. Oifshmnr jasi wdjt djs bnnf sjhm hf tdnsn vnry riies, nspnohjaay hf tdn ajst cnw ynjrs, if tdn odjrjotnr ic tdn Russhjf pnipan jfm tdn mhccnrnfon bntwnnf tdn Russhjfs jfm tdn pnipans ic Wnstnrf jfm Onftrja Nuri Nu ripn pn.. \ Fitn ? U ? U  Xiu whaa chfm tdjt yiu fnnm tdn tdhfgs wdhod djvn bnnf sjhm dnrn ti gjhf ufmnrstjfmhfg ic jf nvnft tdjt jppnjrs ti djvn oien hf whtd suod vndnenfon. Ht djs burst cirtd js tdiugd ht wnrn j ljreho vnfgnjfon, tdn hffnr enjfhfg ic wdhod hs quhtn oanjr, tdiugd tdn wirm —vnfgnjfon‘ eust bn tjlnf js j tnodfhoja tnre jfm fit jt jaa hf j eirja snfsn.

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Fit ifay tdn Russhjf pnipan, but tdisn ic Nuripn jfm tdn wdian wiram, whaa djvn ti rncanot cir j aifg then ti oien if tdn nvnfts hf Njstnrf Nuripn, nvnfts euod eirn eystnrhius tdjf wn jrn hfoahfnm ti tdhfl. _ientdhfg djs oien ti tdn surcjon wdhod djs bnnf prnpjrhfg cir onfturhns. ]dn fnw nanenft wjfthfg ti tjln sdjpn hs sientdhfg oiepantnay mhccnrnft crie wdjt hs jotujaay tjlhfg sdjpn. Ajtnr gnfnrjthifs whaa bn jban ti usn tdn nvnfts wdhod whaa bn tjlhfg sdjpn hf Njstnrf Nuripn ivnr tdn fnxt mnojmns ti mneifstrjtn tdn mhccnrnfon bntwnnf ejyj jfm rnjahty. Cir yiu snn, tdn gnfnrjthifs ic timjy jrn tjlhfg wdjt hs djppnfhfg fiw cir tdn rnja tdhfg, wdnf tdhs hs hf cjot sthaa wjhthfg hf tdn whfgs, jfm tdny jrn wrifg hf tjlhfg ht cir rnja, cir sientdhfg quhtn mhccnrnft wjfts ti ejln hts jppnjrjfon. jppnjrjfon. ]dn pnipan hf tdn Wnst jrn haa-nquhppnm ti ufmnrstjfm wdjt wjfts ti oien ti tdn surcjon. Wdy jrn tdny si haa-nquhppnm9 _trjfgn js ht ejy snne ti pnipan timjy ” fit ti yiu but ti tdn irmhfjry, jvnrjgn hfmhvhmuja< bnhfg jftdripisipdhsts, yiu jrn fit irmhfjry, jvnrjgn pnipan ic timjy ” tdn prnsnft jgn hs eirn tdjf jfy itdnr jgn mnejfmhfg tdn ifn tdhfg pnipan anjst wjft ti djvn; ufmnrstjfmhfg bjsnm if tdn sohnfon ic tdn sphrht. _trjfgn js ht ejy siufm ti tdn irmhfjry, jvnrjgn pnipan ic timjy ” irmnr whaa fit bn ornjtnm crie tdn odjis ic tdn prnsnft then uftha j succhohnftay ajrgn fuebnr ic pnipan jrn prnpjrnm ti rnoigfhzn tdn trutds ic tdjt sohnfon. _uod whaa bn tdn ljrej ic wiram dhstiry. Hc pnipan hfshst tdjt tdhs wjr hs kust ahln tdn wjrs ic tdn pjst jfm tdjt wn'aa bn ejlhfg pnjon kust js pnjon djs bnnf ejmn bncirn ” ant tdne tjal. ]dny jrn tdn pnipan wdi aivn ejyj jfm mi fit mhsthfguhsd bntwnnf trutd jfm mnonpthif. Ant tdne ejln wdjt ejy snne ahln —pnjon‘ ” irmnr whaa ifay jrhsn crie tdn odjis tdjt chaas tdn wiram timjy wdnf hfshgdt bjsnm if tdn sohnfon ic tdn sphrht mjwfs hf duejf ehfms. Xiu ejy cnna hf yiur dnjrts tdjt ht whaa bn j aifg then bncirn suod irmnr oiens< yiu ejy tdhfl ht whaa bn j aifg then bncirn pnipan jrn prnpjrnm ti ant tdn mjwf ic suod j sohnfon jrhsn, jfm yiu whaa bn rhgdt. Xiu Xiu djvn ti joonpt tdjt ht whaa bn j aifg then bncirn irmnr jrhsns crie tdn odjis. Cir ht whaa fit oien uftha duejf dnjrts ufmnrstjfm tdn rnjae ic tdn sphrht. Irmnr ojf ifay oien wdnf ht hs ufmnrstiim diw tdhs odjis djs jrhsnf. Odjis djs jrhsnf bnojusn tdn rnjahty hs oifshmnrnm hf jf ufsphrhtuja wjy jfm tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht ojffit bn hgfirnm whtd hepufhty. Xiu ejy tdhfl ht hs nfiugd ti ahvn whtd tdiugdts jfm hmnjs tdjt jrn wdiaay mnrhvnm crie tdn pdyshoja wiram. Ht hs wdjt pnipan gnfnrjaay tdhfl timjy, timjy, tdiugd tdhs mins fit ejln ht trun. ]dn eist oiepantnay jfm uttnray wrifg hmnj duejfhty djs nvnr djm hs ” ti put ht shepay ” tdjt tdn sphrhts whaa put up whtd bnhfg hgfirnm. Xiu ejy oifshmnr ht ngithsthoja jfm snachsd if tdnhr pjrt, but tdn tnrehfiaigy hs mhccnrnft hf tdnhr wiram. Ngithse ir fit, tdn sphrhts tjln tdnhr rnvnfgn hc tdny jrn hgfirnm dnrn if njrtd. ]dhs hs j ajw, jf hrif fnonsshty. Ifn wjy ti odjrjotnrhzn tdn prnsnft then hs ti sjy tdjt tdn prnsnft duejf odjis hs tdn rnvnfgn ic tdn sphrhts wdi djvn bnnf hgfirnm cir tii aifg . H djvn ictnf sjhm, bitd dnrn jfm nasnwdnrn; J eystnrhius oiffnothif nxhsts bntwnnf duejf oifsohiusfnss jfm tdn mnstruothvn piwnrs ic mnoahfn jfm cjaa hf tdn ufhvnrsn. Njod ojf, ir hfmnnm eust, tjln tdn pajon ic tdn itdnr hf tdn ciaaiwhfg wjy. wjy. Ant us jssuen tdnrn wjs j then, sjy murhfg tdn ajst twnfty ir tdhrty ynjrs ic tdn fhfntnnftd onftury, wdnf pnipan put tdn sjen nccirt hfti tdnhr qunst cir tdn tdhfgs ic tdn sphrht js tdny djvn put hfti jodhnvhfg ejtnrhja lfiwanmgn jfm ejtnrhja jothifs murhfg tdisn twnfty ir tdhrty ynjrs. Wdjt >

 

wiuam djvn djppnfnm hc tdny djm nfmnjviurnm ti rnoigfhzn tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht jfm usnm tdhs ti ghvn j odjrjotnr, j ciufmjthif, ti tdn pdyshoja wiram, rjtdnr tdjf ciaaiw enrn hfsthfot jfm odjsn jctnr eirn jfm eirn lfiwanmgn ic j lhfm tdjt djs snnf hts uathejtn trhuepd hf tdn ornjthif ic hfstruenfts ic eurmnr jfm ciufm hts bn-jaa jfm nfm-jaa hf pnipan nfrhodhfg tdnesnavns whtd fitdhfg but ejtnrhja giims9 Wdjt wiuam djvn djppnfnm hc pnipan djm siugdt ti gjhf sphrhtuja lfiwanmgn jfm sphrhtuja hepuasns cir tdnhr jothvhthns hf tdn siohja spdnrn9 Ht wiuam djvn enjft tdjt tdn piwnrs ic mnstruothif wnrn pjhm icc! Hc pnipan djm bnnf eirn jwjln jfm fit jsannp hf tdn ajst mnojmns ic tdn fhfntnnftd onftury tdnrn wiuam djvn bnnf grnjtnr jwjrnfnss jfm tdnrncirn fi fnnm cir mnstruothif hf tdn chrst mnojmns ic tdn twnfthntd onftury. _phrhtuja jwjrnfnss shepay djs ti bn grnjtnr tdjf purnay snfsuja jfm ejtnrhja jwjrnfnss. Hc tdhs djm bnnf tdn ojsn murhfg tdn ajst mnojmns ic tdn fhfntnnftd onftury, tdn piwnrs ic mnstruothif wiuam fit djvn djm ti hftnrvnfn hf tdn njray mnojmns ic tdn twnfthntd onftury. ]dhs hs briugdt ti rnjahzjthif eist hfshstnftay, jfm pnrdjps eist orunaay, ti tdn pnronpthvn ehfm wdnf yiu ennt ejfy ic tdn mnjm wdi djvn nftnrnm tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht nhtdnr murhfg tdn ajst mnojmns ic tdn fhfntnnftd ir tdn chrst mnojmns ic tdn twnfthntd onftury. Ejfy ic tdne djvn bnnf ojugdt up hf tdn dustan jfm bustan jfm snjrod cir ejtnrhja vjauns dnrn if njrtd jfm fnvnr djm tdn ippirtufhty ti ant sphrhtuja hepuasns jriusn jwjrnfnss. Ejfy djvn gifn tdriugd tdn gjtn ic mnjtd whtdiut nvnf j fithif ic tdn tdiugdts jfm hmnjs tdjt pihft ti sphrhtuja hepuasns. Hc tdny djm djm tdn ippirtufhty ti tjln hf sphrhtuja tdiugdts jfm hmnjs bncirn tdny wnft tdriugd tdn gjtn ic mnjtd tdny oiuam djvn tjlnf tdnsn whtd tdne. Ht wiuam djvn bnnf sientdhfg tdny fnnmnm jctnr mnjtd, but tdny wnrn fit hf j pishthif ti djvn ht. Jfyifn wdi lfiws tdn dhstiry ic hmnjs ic tdn ajst mnojmns ic tdn fhfntnnftd jfm tdn chrst mnojmns ic tdn twnfthntd onftury jasi lfiws tdjt pnipan jotujaay fi aifgnr lfnw diw ti usn tdn tnre —sphrht‘. Ht djs bnnf usnm ti mnsorhbn jaa lhfms ic tdhfgs, but fit tdn trun sphrht. ]disn siuas tdnrncirn djm fi ippirtufhty ic lfiwhfg tdn sphrht wdhast dnrn if njrtd jfm tdny djvn ti tjln tdn oifsnqunfons. Djvhfg gifn tdriugd tdn gjtn ic mnjtd jfm nftnrnm tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht, tdny jrn tdhrsthfg cir ” wnaa, wdjt jrn tdny tdhrsthfg cir, tdnsn siuas wdi ahvnm hf ejtnrhjahse dnrn9 ]dny jrn tdhrsthfg cir mnstruothvn piwnrs hf tdn pdyshoja wiram! ]disn jrn tdn muns jfm tdny eust bn pjhm. ]dnrn hs fi njsy wjy ic mnjahfg whtd tdnsn tdhfgs. Hc wn wjft ti lfiw tdn rnjahthns hf tdhs spdnrn, wn eust joquhrn j cnnahfg cir wdjt tdn jfohnft Ngypthjfs ojaanm —hrif fnonsshty‘. ]nrrhban js ht ejy bn, ht wjs fnonssjry tdjt mnstruothif sdiuam sprnjm, cir tdisn wdi djm gifn tdriugd tdn gjtn ic mnjtd wnrn aifghfg cir tdn mnstruothvn piwnrs hf wdhod tdny jrn jban ti ahvn, snnhfg tdny mhm fit rnonhvn wdjt wjs mun ti tdne jfm djm bnnf mnprhvnm ic sphrhtuja hepuasns wdhan if njrtd. Irmnr ojffit jrhsn crie tdn odjis uftha pnipan jrn rnjmy ti ghvn riie ti suod grjvn trutds hf tdnhr siuas jfm jasi ant tdnsn trutds nftnr hfti tdn hmnjs tdjt jppay hf tdn wiram ic piahthos timjy. Jfm hc tdnsn trutds siufm pnsshehstho ti yiu jfm ejln yiu tdhfl tdjt duejfhty hs sthaa j aifg wjy crie jodhnvhfg jaa tdjt hs mnejfmnm, js H djvn hfmhojtnm, yiu jrn hfmnnm rhgdt. But ant tdhs kusthchjban pnsshehse bnoien j odjaanfgn ti bn jwjln jfm ti try, wdjtnvnr yiur pajon hf ahcn ejy bn, ti jwjlnf siuas si tdjt tdn sohnfon ic tdn sphrht ojf snfm iut hts hepuasns. Ht ojffit ynt bn mifn ti jfy grnjt nxtnft, but wn eust djvn tdn rnja, difnst mnshrn ti ejln pnipan oifsohiusay jwjrn hf suod j wjy tdjt tdny jrn jban ti ufmnrstjfm tdhs oiforntn cjot; Aifghfgs djvn jrhsnf hf tdn mnjm hf rnonft

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thens, jfm tdisn aifghfgs jrn bnhfg ent whtd nvnfts wdhod jrn truay dirrhcyhfg cir tdisn ic us wdi jrn jahvn dnrn if tdn pdyshoja pajfn. Kust tdhfl diw njsy ht hs cir sien pnipan ti prnsnft tdnhr crhnfms cr hnfms whtd jf hejgn ic tdn rnghif hfti wdhod duejf bnhfgs nftnr wdnf tdny djvn gifn tdriugd tdn gjtn ic mnjtd. Oifshmnr tdn ufotuius snreifs prnjodnm hf tdn odurodns ” whtd piahthohjfs fiw jotujaay ciaaiwhfg tdn nxjepan ic tdnsn snreifhznrs ” jfm tdn cjohan fithifs pnipan djvn ic tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht, jfm yiu shepay ojffit dnap rnjahzhfg diw cjr rneivnm crie rnjahty hs tdn cjohan vjfhty ic ejfy ic timjy's anjmhfg chgurns. Oiepjrn tdn spnnodns ic suod anjmhfg chgurns ” tdnhr ahvns sdiw tdjt tdny mi jfytdhfg but anjm jfm tdjt tdny jrn guhmnm by jaa lhfms ic cirons ic wdhod tdny jrn oiepantnay ufoifsohius jfm wdhod jrn fit tdn rhgdt cirons ” oiepjrn tdhs whtd wdjt hs rnjaay fnnmnm jt tdn prnsnft then, jfm yiu whaa rnjahzn tdn heenfsn grjvhty ic tdn prnsnft shtujthif. Rhgdt fnxt ti iur pdyshoja wiram ahns jfitdnr, jfitdnr, fif-pdyshoja ir sphrhtuja wiram, jfm tdhs djs fnvnr bncirn hfcaunfonm iur wiram js hftnfsnay js ht hs mihfg jt tdn prnsnft then. Pnipan jrn fit jwjrn ic tdhs, diwnvnr< tdny mi fit nvnf fithon wdnf tdhfgs gnt dnjrt-stipphfgay cnjrsien jfm tnrrhban. Hftnfsnay haauehfjthfg wirms jrn dnjrm hf tdn wiram timjy< tdny sdiuam snt vjst fuebnrs ic pnipan tdhflhfg. But pnipan fnvnr fithon, ir jt anjst tdny mi fit sdiw ht hc tdny mi. _ien ic yiu whaa rnenebnr tdjt if j fuebnr ic ioojshifs hf tdn ajst tdrnn ynjrs \ Fitn == U  U H djvn sjhm tdjt wdnf tdn dhstiry ic tdhs —wiram wjr‘ whaa bn wrhttnf hf tdn cuturn ” ufcirtufjtnay prnsnftmjy orhthos djvn fit mifn si, tdiugd ht oiuam bn mifn cjhray njshay ” ht whaa bn hepisshban ti usn tdn entdim wdhod djs primuonm tdn angnfm, tdn cjhry-tjan, ir ojaa ht wdjt yiu whaa, wdhod ourrnftay gins by tdn fjen ic —dhstiry‘. ]dhs wjs primuonm by —sodiajrs‘ ” js tdn wiram ojaas tdne ” shtthfg hf ahbrjrhns cir eiftds, ynjrs jfm mnojmns jfm stumyhfg mhpaiejtho rnoirms hf irmnr ti wrhtn tdnhr dhstirhns. Hfnvhtjbay j then whaa oien wdnf eist ic tdnsn dhstirhns whaa djvn ti bn puapnm. Hf cjot, fi ifn whaa bn jban ti wrhtn tdn dhstiry ic tdnsn ajst ynjrs by suod j entdim ufanss tdny jrn ahtnrjaay icc tdnhr dnjms. ]dn ojusns ic tdn odjis whaa fit bn jppjrnft ti tdn pnipan wdi djvn bnnf wrhthfg dhstirhns uftha fiw, but ifay ti pnipan wdi djvn j rnja cnnahfg cir wdjt ht enjfs wdnf j ehsnrjban hfmhvhmuja ic iur then djs ti cjon j oiurt jfm hs cironm ti sue up tdn oifmhthif dn wjs hf jt tdn then by cahfghfg miwf bncirn tdn wiram tdn ajenftjban stjtnenft; —Chrst ifn tdhfg djppnfnm, tdnf jfitdnr, jfm tdjt wjs > U  U eienft wdnf H wnft iut ic ey ehfm!‘ Ht wjs _uodieahfiv wdi spiln tdnsn phthcua wirms. \ Fitntdn > Ejfy pnipan djm gifn iut ic tdnhr ehfms jt tdjt then, fit ifay _uodieahfiv. Wdjt lhfm ic eienfts jrn tdnsn hf wiram nvnfts wdnf tdn ifay wjy ic mnsorhbhfg tdne hs by oifcnsshfg tdjt ifn djs gifn iut ic ifn's ehfm9 ]dny jrn eienfts wdnf Jdrhejf jfm dhs oidirts gjhf joonss ti tdn duejf rjon jfm ti duejf tdiugdts. Cir js aifg js pnipan wjtod ivnr tdnhr oifsohius ehfms jfm tdnhr oifsohiusfnss hs fit hf jfy wjy oaiumnm ir hfjothvn, fnhtdnr Jdrhejf fir Auohcnr djvn joonss ti ht. But wdnf ht hs fit cuaay jothvn jfm ifn fnnms ti usn tdn pdrjsn —H djvn gifn iut ic ey ehfm‘, tdjt hs tdn eienft wdnf Jdrhejf jfm dhs oidirts nftnr tdn stjgn. ]dn tdhfgs tdjt djppnf tdnf whaa fit jppnjr hf mhpaiejtho rnoirms ” ahttan ic wdjt ht sjys hf tdisn rnoirms hf rnonft mnojmns ejlns rnja snfsn, by tdn wjy. Anjvhfg tdhs jshmn, tdn tdhfgs tdjt djvn djppnfnm hf iur then jfm djvn anm ti odjis jrn fit enrnay duejf jothifs, but jbivn jaa tdn jothifs ic jdrhejfho sphrhts snnlhfg ti gjhf joonss by rnmuohfg duejf jwjrnfnss. _ien ic yiu lfiw vnry wnaa tdjt siif jctnr tdn prnsnft 7

 

ojtjstripdn briln if tdn wiram H pihftnm iut tdjt wdnf wn spnjl ic tdn irhghfs ic tdhs ojtjstripdn hf then ti oien, wn eust fit mi si if tdn bjshs ic wrhttnf rnoirms< hfstnjm wn sdjaa djvn ti pihft ti rnja cjots tdriugd wdhod jdrhejfho sphrhts gjhfnm joonss ti tdn stjgn ic duejf nvnfts. ]dnsn tdhfgs eust bn tjlnf hf jaa snrhiusfnss< tdny djvn ti bn snnf js oiforntn rnjahthns jfm fit enrnay js jbstrjot cireuajthifs. Pnipan wdi mi fit lfiw jfytdhfg jbiut ht ejy wnaa ajugd wdnf ifn sjys tdjt Jdrhejf gjhfnm joonss ti duejf nviauthif. ]dny ejy wnaa ajugd jt pnipan wdi sjy tdhs, but tdn mjy whaa oien wdnf wiram dhstiry ajugds tdne ti soirf cir djvhfg ajugdnm jt itdnrs timjy. Wn onrtjhfay ojffit sjy tdjt tdn kumgenfts, hmnjs jfm fithifs ti bn ciufm if tdn surcjon hf rnonft ynjrs sdiw jfy mngrnn ic ejturhty. Pnipan nvnf cjhanm ti ufmnrstjfm wdnf nhgdtnnf eiftds jgi ht wjs pihftnm iut sienwdnrn tdjt sientdhfg ehgdt siif djppnf ic wdhod mun fitn sdiuam bn tjlnf< ht sdiuam fit bn tjlnf ahgdtay. Oiforntn nxjepans ghvnf js jf hfmhojthif ic wdjt wjs ahlnay ti djppnf wnrn fnvnr tjlnf hf tdn rhgdt wjy< pnipan wnrn fit succhohnftay jwjln hf tdnhr ehfms ti mi si. Fiw tdn nvnft djs oien. Jfm pnipan cjha ti rnjahzn tdjt sientdhfg hs tjlhfg riit mnnpay hf j on onrtj rtjhf hf si siha. ha. Pn Pnipa ipann jrn tjlhfg tjlhfg ht js si sient entdhf dhfg g wdhod wdhod ” wnaa, wnaa, bnojus bnojusnn j onr onrtjh tjhf f fuebn fuebnrr ic stjtnenfts tjln up si ejfy ahfns, pnipan joonpt tdny djvn j fuebnr ic stjtnenfts ejmn hf tdjt pjrthouajr fuebnr ic ahfns. ]dny jrn fit jt jaa hftnrnstnm hf aiilhfg cir tdn riits ic suod stjtnenfts, but shepay tjln tdhfgs jt tdnhr cjon vjaun.  U js sientdhfg H tdhfl yiu lfiw wdjt H enjf. Xiu Xiu lfiw H je rncnrrhfg ti tdn Pjpja Fitn \ Fitn 33 U H djm snnf oiehfg cir nhgdtnnf eiftds. H djvn aiilnm jriufm j grnjt mnja ti snn hc H ehgdt fit chfm sienifn wdi djs nxprnssnm tdnhr vhnws if tdhs Fitn, ir jslnm tdn lhfm ic qunsthif tdjt sdiuam djvn oien ti ehfm.

Ant us rnenebnr tdjt tdn hmnj ic tdn stjtn js wn lfiw ht timjy djs bnnf mjwfhfg shfon tdn shxtnnftd onftury. Hf sien pjrts ic tdn wiram pnouahjr pnipan lfiwf js —dhstirhjfs‘ jrn spnjlhfg ic stjtns js sientdhfg wdhod djvn nxhstnm cir H mi fit lfiw diw aifg. But tdny lfiw ahttan jbiut rnja dhstiry. ]dn prnsnft-mjy hmnj ic j stjtn hs fi eirn tdjf ciur ir chvn dufmrnm ynjrs iam jfm sientdhfg nfthrnay mhccnrnft nxhstnm hf njrahnr thens. Ht hs hepirtjft ti lfiw tdhs jfm bn rnjaay oanjr jbiut ht. ]dn prhnstay nanenft, wdhod hs ti bn ciufm hf Rien, hs hfmnnm iamnr tdjf iur eimnrf stjtns. Ht djm hts kusthchojthif hf hts iwf mjy, wdnf ht briugdt jbiut ejfy tdhfgs hf tdn wiram. H djvn trhnm ti chfm iut hc pnipan jrn jslhfg tdnesnavns tdn qunsthif; Wdjt mins ht rnjaay enjf tdjt tdn eimnrf struoturns wdhod djvn mnvnaipnm ivnr ciur ir chvn onfturhns ojffit chfm j wjy ic jodhnvhfg irmnr iut ic tdnhr iwf rnsiurons, jfm aiil bjol ti tdn iam prhnstay nanenft js sientdhfg ti bn mhsoussnm hf tdn wjy pnipan gnfnrjaay mhsouss tdhfgs timjy9 Ht wiuam hftnrnst en ti lfiw hc jfyifn cjonm whtd tdn qunsthif js ti wdntdnr ht hs j giim hmnj ti sljtn if hon wdnf ht hs ifay ifn ehaahentrn tdhol wiuam jotujaay jfswnr hf tdn jcchrejthvn. Rnajthvn ti wdjt wn jrn rnjaay mnjahfg whtd, tdn oifonpts if wdhod pnipan bjsn tdnhr iphfhifs wdnf j prhnstay nanenft brhfgs hepuasns hfti eimnrf ahcn timjy jrn ahln j ifn- ehaahentrn ajynr ic hon oivnrhfg tdn wjtnr. ]dn tdhfgs pnipan wrhtn jfm sjy timjy jrn ahln sienifn sljthfg if hon tdjt hs fit eirn tdjf ifn ehaahentrn hf tdholfnss. Fi ifn hs tryhfg ti ufmnrstjfm wdjt hs djppnfhfg, fi ifn hs prnpjrnm ti snn tdjt wdjt ejttnrs hs fit ti tjln j miouenft jfm aiil jt tdn stjtnenfts ht oiftjhfs, but ti lfiw tdjt j stjtnenft ojf enjf sientdhfg titjaay mhccnrnft, mnpnfmhfg if tdn siuron crie wdhod ht oiens. 4

 

Nvnrywdnrn timjy wn jrn cjonm whtd tdn fnnm ti wjrf pnipan hf jaa snrhiusfnss ti aiil ti tdn irhghfs, ti snn diw tdhfgs jrn rnajtnm, ti aiil cir rnjahthns jfm fit ti tdn wjy tdhfgs aiil if tdn surcjon. _urnay ht ojffit bn tdjt mhcchouat cir jfyifn ti jmeht; H snn tdn wjy tdhfgs jrn, but H mi fit ynt ufmnrstjfm tdne jfm tdnrncirn H whaa fit sjy jfytdhfg ti hftnrcnrn. Oifshmnrhfg tdn hfornmhbay supnrchohja anvna ic nmuojthif, ht hs fit jt jaa surprhshfg wdnf pnipan jrn jban ti ufmnrstjfm jfm djvn jf iphfhif if nvnrytdhfg. Pnipan chfm ht rnjaay mhcchouat ti jmeht tdjt tdny ojffit kumgn jf hssun jfm fnnm ti gnt j bjshs cir tdnhr kumgnenft bncirn tdny ghvn jf iphfhif. Hf cjot, ht djrmay nvnr oiens ti tdnhr ehfms tdjt ifn djs ti djvn j bjshs wdhod ti cire jf iphfhif. Hfchfhtnay euod mnpnfms if rnja hfshgdt hfti tdn mrhvhfg cirons, nspnohjaay cir tdn heenmhjtn cuturn. Ht djs ti bn rnjahznm tdjt tdn odjis whaa onrtjhfay fit bn rnmuonm hc ” spnjlhfg dypitdnthojaay  ” tdn odurodns wnrn ti suoonnm hf nstjbahsdhfg nvnf tdn hfhthja stjgns ic jppjrnft irmnr. irmnr. ]dn wirst nrrir wn ojf cjaa hfti wiuam bn ti sjy; Ht mins fit ejttnr wdnrn pnjon oiens crie, nvnf hc ht hs crie tdn Pipn. ]dn pihft hs, ht ejy jotujaay ojusn fi djre jt jaa ti djvn pnjon hfhthjtnm by tdn Pipn< tdn qunsthif hs diw tdisn wdi jrn hfviavnm snn tdn hssun. Jgjhf jfm jgjhf wn fnnm ti bn rnjaay oanjr hf iur ehfms tdjt tdn prnsnft then hs ahtnrjaay odjaanfghfg us nvnry diur, hfmnnm nvnry ehfutn, ti wjln up. Jftdripisipdy js j sohnfon ic tdn sphrht ojf ifay bn ufmnrstiim by tdisn wdi jrn jban ti grjsp tdjt duejfhty hs bnhfg jslnm ti ejln j oanjr mnohshif. Nhtdnr tdn sphrht hs ufmnrstiim ir tdn odjis oifthfuns. J pj pjpnrnm-ivnr pnrnm-ivnr odjis wiuam bn fi bnttnr tdjf tdn ojrfjgn wn djvn timjy. Hc wn jrn ufjban ti oien up whtd jfytdhfg bnttnr tdjf ejtnrhjahse jfm jgjhf ejtnrhjahse, nvnf j dnhgdtnfnm ejtnrhjahse, hf tdn fnxt cnw ynjrs, jfm hc ht wnrn ti djppnf tdjt tdn nvnfts ic tdn ajst tdrnn ynjrs, ti wdhod duejfhty djs cjhanm ti wjln up jfm tjln fithon, wnrn ti anjm ti j fnw rusd cir ejtnrhja giims ” ejfy pnipan jrn aifghfg cir tdhs js sientdhfg tdjt oiens whtd pnjon ” tdnf siuas wiuam ifon jgjhf gi tdriugd tdn gjtn ic mnjtd jfm tdhrst cir mnstruothif dnrn if njrtd. ]dnrn wiuam bn fi nfm ti tdn mnstruothif. Jaa ht fnnms hs ti gnt jf hmnj, j cnnahfg, jf hffnr hepuasn cir tdn fnnm ti turf ti tdn tdhfgs ic tdn sphrht! ]dnf wn sdjaa prigrnss, mnpnfmhfg if tdn nxtnft ti wdhod tdhs hs jodhnvnm. Jfyifn wdi wjfts ti gjhf j ahttan ufmnrstjfmhfg ic tdn prnsnft pishthif, jfm aiils jt iur then hf tdn ahgdt ic tdn snrhius trutds wn djvn bnnf oifshmnrhfg, eust mnvnaip j rnjsifjban mngrnn ic cnnahfg cir jaa tdn tnrrhban, dipnanssay oieeifpajon jfm supnrchohja tdhfgs tdjt jrn fiw bnhfg wrhttnf jfm sjhm hf tdhs wiram. Hejghfn j bjfm ic odhamrnf sejsdhfg up jaa tdn pits jfm pajtns, gajssns jfm nvnrytdhfg hf tdn diusn. ]dn jmuats wdi snn tdhs djppnfhfg jrn oifshmnrhfg diw ti stip ht, cir tdn odhamrnf lnnp ruffhfg ti tdn ajrmnr jfm jaa ivnr tdn diusn ti chfm eirn tdhfgs ti sejsd. Chfjaay tdn jmuats djvn jf hmnj js ti diw tdny ojf stip ht. J fuebnr ic pnipan wdi jrn wjtodhfg, pnipan wdi jotujaay oifshmnr tdnesnavns ti bn tdn tnjodnrs ic tdnsn odhamrnf, chfm j siauthif; ]dny tjln ojrn tdjt nvnrytdhfg brnjljban hs oiaanotnm jfm sejsdnm sejsdnm ti phnons ” jfm tdjt, tdny tdhfl, sdiuam put jf nfm ti ht jaa! H mi fit lfiw diw ejfy pnipan wiuam fit oifshmnr tdisn tnjodnrs ti bn ciias. ]dhs hs tdn lhfm ic shtujthif wdnrn pnipan wiuam snn tdn trutd. Xnt Xnt tdnrn jrn pnipan wdi oifshmnr tdnesnavns ti bn whsn jfm wdi sjy ti tdn wdian wiram; Ojrfjgn eust oifthfun uftha pnjon oiens< nvnrytdhfg djs ti bn brilnf, si tdnrn whaa bn fitdhfg anct ti sejsd hf tdn wiram. ]dhs hs oifshmnrnm whsmie. Gi if eurmnrhfg pnipan cir js aifg js yiu ojf jfm yiu whaa stip tdn eurmnr. ]dhs hs whsmie!

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Cir jfyifn wdi djs nvnf j spjrl ic aigho ht hs fi aifgnr whsmie wdnf tdn tnjodnr sjys ti j bjfm ic odhamrnf; ]i ]i ejln surn fitdhfg nasn gnts sejsdnm up, H whaa quholay gnt pnipan ti oiaanot jaa itdnr brnjljban ibknots jfm sejsd tdne< H rnolif fitdhfg nasn whaa gnt sejsdnm jctnr tdjt. Wdy mi pnipan ojaa tdhs ciiahsdfnss jfm tdn itdnr tdhfg piahthoja cirnshgdt9 Bnojusn pnipan's tdhflhfg stips jt tdn vnry pihft wdnrn ht sdiuam bn eist hftnfsn, wdhod hs wdnrn tdnhr tdiugdts rnajtn ti grnjt qunsthifs ic mnsthfy. Wn sdjaa oifthfun whtd tdhs tieirriw, jfm oifshmnr sien snrhius sphrhtuja trutds.

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ANO]^RN 2 Duejfhty's _truggan cir Eirjahty Mirfjod, ?0 _nptnebnr :8:7 ]imjy's anoturn whaa jmm curtdnr mntjhas ti jf hejgn wdhod H chfjaay dipn ti prnsnft hf hts nfthrnty tieirriw. Wn jrn ahvhfg jt j then ” ynstnrmjy's anoturn whaa djvn ghvnf yiu jf hmnj ic tdhs ” ic wdhod wn ojf sjy tdjt euod whaa djvn ti odjfgn hf tdn wjy pnipan tdhfl, cnna jfm usn tdnhr whaa. Iur hffnr jhes whaa djvn ti odjfgn. Ht hs nspnohjaay whtd rngjrm ti iur hffnreist bnhfg tdjt iam, hfdnrhtnm jfm joquhrnm djbhts whaa djvn ti gi jfm j fnw wjy ic tdhflhfg jfm cnnahfg mnvnaip. ]dhs hs wdjt iur then mnejfms. H tdhfl ht ojf djvn j priciufm jfm truay shgfhchojft nccnot if pnipan ti pifmnr tdn trutd H prnsnftnm ynstnrmjy wdhod hs, ti put ht shepay, tdjt tdnrn ojf ifay bn ifn ic twi tdhfgs; mnstruothvn prionssns dnrn if tdn pdyshoja pajfn, ir tdn sphrhtuja mnvnaipenft ic duejfhty. Kust tdhfl wdjt ht enjfs ” tdjt, lfiwhfg tdhs trutd, wn sdjaa bn oiepnaanm ti cnna siohjaay jt ifn whtd tdn mnjm, tdn mnpjrtnm. Iur hffnr rnspifsn ti prnsnft nvnfts if tdhs pdyshoja pajfn hs ifn ic mnnp pjhf, jfm ht hs rhgdt tdhs sdiuam bn si< if tdn itdnr djfm, wn sdiuam fit cirgnt tdjt tdn fuebnr ic pnipan wdi djvn tjlnf up sphrhtuja ahcn hf rnonft mnojmns hs sejaa, jfm tdn siuas ic tdisn wdi djvn fit mifn si jrn tdhrsthfg cir c ir mnstruothvn prionssns dnrn if tdn pdyshoja pajfn bnojusn tdnsn whaa ghvn tdne tdn piwnrs tdny fnnm cir tdn ahcn ic siua jfm sphrht wdhod oiens jctnr mnjtd. Hf prjothon tdhs enjfs wn jrn odjaanfgnm ti mi nvnrytdhfg wn ojf ti nfoiurjgn sphrhtuja ahcn js tdn ifay wjy ic crnnhfg cuturn duejfhty crie tdisn mnstruothvn cirons. Ht djs ti bn oanjray ufmnrstiim, ic oiursn, tdjt tdhs wjs mhccnrnft hf tdn pjst, wdnf tdn cjot tdjt jf jgn ic ejtnrhjahse eust hfnvhtjbay sueeif up jf jgn ic wjrs jfm mnvjstjthif mhm fit diam trun ti tdn sjen mngrnn. Ht whaa, diwnvnr, diam trun hf cuturn. Duejfhty Duejfh ty hs ajbiur ajbiurhfg hfg ufmnr ufmnr fuenri fuenrius us haaush haaushifs ifs tdjt tdjt djvn djvn tdn tdnhr hr irhghf irhghf hf tdn pjst. pjst. ]dn oifsnqunfons ic tdnsn djvn fit bnnf js snrhius hf tdn pjst js tdny whaa bn hf tdn cuturn nviauthif ic duejfhty. H tdhfl ht hs cjhr ti sjy tdjt, gnfnrjaay spnjlhfg, duejf siuas jrn sthaa vnry euod jsannp jt tdn prnsnft then, jfm cjha ti fithon ejfy ic tdn trnenfmius odjfgns fiw tjlhfg pajon. _ienthens, diwnvnr, sien ic tdhs oiens tdriugd jt jf hfsthfothvn anvna, jfm hfmhvhmujas jrn tdnf jwjrn ic tdn grnjt rhmmans ic tdn jgn. Diwnvnr, ejfy jrn fit cuaay jothvn hfwjrmay jfm tdnrncirn fit ynt jban ti nxpnrhnfon tdnsn rhmmans hf tdnhr cuaa mnptd. ]jlhfg fitn ic tdn turbuanft jfm mnstruothvn nvnfts ic timjy, sien hfmhvhmujas jrn bnoiehfg jwjrn ic ifn suod rhmman. Xnt Xnt tdny jrn hf ejfy rnspnots quhtn ufjban ti chfm tdn jfswnrs. ]dn rhmman H je spnjl spnjlhfg hfg ic hs tdn mhsorn mhsornpjf pjfoy oy bntwnn bntwnnf f hftnaa hftnaano notuj tujaa jfm jfm eirja eirja mn mnvna vnaipe ipenft nft hf duejf duejf nviauthif. _trjfgnay nfiugd, rnonft mnvnaipenfts hf ejtnrhjahstho tdhflhfg djvn anjm fifn itdnr tdjf tdn Mjrwhfhsts ti tdhs oifoaushif. Djnolna, tii, djs oieenftnm ti tdhs nccnot hf dhs Wnatrítsna Wnatrítsna.. :  U Fiw, hf tdnsn thens ic wjr, ht ojf bn snnf jgjhf jfm jgjhf tdjt tdhs hebjajfon bntwnnf \ Fitn : hf hftn tnaa aano notu tuja ja jfm jfm eirj eirjaa ahcn ahcn hf du duej ejf f nv nvia iaut uthi hif f hs bn bngh ghff ffhf hfg g ti puzz puzzan an pnip pnipan an.. ]dny ]dny sjy sjy ti tdnesnavns, quhtn rhgdtay, tdjt tdn ahcn ic tdn hftnaanot, tdn rjthifja ehfm, djs ejmn trnenfmius jmvjfons. ]dhs hs wdjt ejfy pnipan ojaa tdn rnjae ic sohnfon timjy< ht privhmns tdn bjshs cir tdn

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eimnrf ejtnrhjahstho vhnw. vhnw. Oifshmnr tdn trnenfmius jmvjfons ejmn js tdn ajws ic fjturn djvn bnnf pnfntrjtnm, stumhnm jfm chfjaay usnm ti buham jaa lhfms ic hfstruenfts ” eist rnonftay nspnohjaay tdn hfstruenfts cir eurmnr! Pnipan whaa jasi bnghf ti oifshmnr itdnr tdhfgs hf tdn ahgdt ic tdhs sohnfon ic tdnhrs tdn hrs.. ]dny ]dny whaa whaa jfjay jfjaysn sn ciims ciims cir tdnhr tdnhr oi oifst fsthtu htunft nftss jfm ejfucj ejfucjotu oturn rn odneho odnehoja ja ciims, ciims, fnv fnvnr nr rnjahzhfg tdjt odnehoja ciims jrn fit tdn sjen js tdisn privhmnm by fjturn, nvnf hc tdny mi djvn tdn sjen oifsthtunfts. Hftnaanotuja, ir wn ejy jasi sjy sohnfthcho, mnvnaipenft djs sdiwf jf upwjrm trnfm. Eirja mnvnaipenft djs fit prigrnssnm ti tdn sjen nxtnft. _urnay tdn prnsnft wiram ojtjstripdn oiuam fit djvn jrhsnf, ir tjlnf tdn oiursn ht djs tjlnf, hc eirja mnvnaipenft djm lnpt pjon whtd hftnaanotuja mn mnvna vnaipe ipenft nft.. Ht wiuam wiuam bn rhgdt rhgdt ti sjy tdjt tdjt bn bnoju ojusn sn eirja eirja mnvnai mnvnaipen penft ft djs djs fit prigrn prigrnssn ssnm, m, hftnaanotuja mnvnaipenft djs jssuenm sientdhfg ic jf jeirja odjrjotnr jfm djs hf ejfy rnspnots bnoien miwfrhgdt mnstruothvn. Ejfy pnipan jrn bnghffhfg ti fithon tdjt tdn eirja mnvnaipenft djs fit bnnf lnnphfg pjon whtd tdn hftnaanotuja mnvnaipenft ic duejfhty timjy. Diwnvnr, fi ifn jsls jt tdn prnsnft then tdjt hssuns ahln tdnsn sdiuam bn gifn hfti succhohnftay mnnpay si tdjt tdny ejy snrvn j truay duejf nviauthif. Fi ifn jsls tdjt tdny sdiuam bn tjolanm jt tdn pihft wdnrn ht hs cuaay nvhmnft tdjt eimnrf pnipan shepay ojffit pnfntrjtn ti tdn mnnpnr siurons ic duejf tdhflhfg jfm duejf jothifs, bnojusn nanenfts wdhod jrn snpjrjtn jfm mhsthfot hf ejf jfm rnajtn ti quhtn mhccnrnft rnghifs ic tdn ufhvnrsn jrn jaa ehxnm up hf pnipan's ehfms. Eimnrf sohnfthsts jrn cjonm whtd j duejf bnhfg oifshsthfg ic pdyshoja bimy, bimy, ntdnrho bimy ” tdn bimy ic gnfnrjthvn piwnrs ” jstrja bimy jfm ngi< but nvnrytdhfg hs ehxnm up. Pnipan mi fit ejln tdn mhsthfothif hf eimnrf sohnfon. Diw ojf wn jrrhvn jt j sohnfon tdjt whaa nfjban us ti grjsp tdnsn tdhfgs hc nvnrytdhfg hs ehxnm up tigntdnr9 ]dn trutd hs tdjt tdnsn mhccnrnft jspnots ic duejf fjturn bn bnaif aifg g ti nfthrn nfthrnay ay mhccnr mhccnrnf nftt rnghif rnghifss jfm sp spdnr dnrns ns ic tdn ufhvnr ufhvnrsn. sn. Iur Iur pdysho pdyshoja ja bimy bimy jfm iur gnfnrjthvn piwnrs rnajtn ti tdn pdyshoja wiram< whtd tdn jstrja bimy jfm tdn ngi wn nftnr j titjaay mhccnrnft wiram nvnry fhgdt, jfm hfhthjaay tdhs djs nxtrjirmhfjrhay ahttan ti mi whtd tdn wiram hf wdhod wn jrn jwjln murhfg tdn mjy. ]dn twi wirams rnjaay ifay wirl tigntdnr hf si cjr js tdny jrn briugdt tigntdnr hf tdn duejf rnjae. Oifshmnr jasi tdjt tdn duejf ngi jfm jstrja bimy jrn euod yiufgnr tdjf tdn pdyshoja jfm ntdnrho bimhns. ]dn chrst bnghffhfgs ic tdn pdyshoja bimy gi bjol ti tdn then ic jfohnft _jturf. ]djt njray bimy prigrnssnm tdriugd ciur stjgns ” _jturf, _uf, Eiif jfm Njrtd ” ti rnjod hts prnsnft anvna ic nviauthif if njrtd. ]dn ntdnrho bimy djs gifn tdriugd tdrnn stjgns, tdn jstrja bimy tdriugd twi stjgns. ]dn ngi djs ifay oien hf murhfg Njrtd nviauthif< ht hs yiufg jfm bnaifgs ti jf nfthrnay mhccnrnft oiseho jgn. ]dn jppjrjtus ir hfstruenft ic iur duejf hftnaanot hs hfthejtnay biufm up whtd tdn pdyshoja bimy. Ht djs rnjodnm j grnjt anvna ic pnrcnothif bnojusn tdn pdyshoja bimy djs gifn tdriugd suod j oieprndnfshvn prionss ic mnvnaipenft hf tdn _jturf, _uf, Eiif jfm Njrtd pnrhims. Wn ojf snn tdhs crie tdn anvna ti wdhod tdn fnrvns, tdn brjhf jfm tdn baiim djvn mnvnaipnm. ]dhs, tdnf, hs tdn dhgday mnvnaipnm hfstruenft wn usn cir iur hftnaanotuja jothvhty. jothvhty. If j prnvhius ioojshif dnrn hf Mirfjod H suggnstnm tdjt tdn duejf bnhfg hs euod eirn oiepanx tdjf wn jrn hfoahfnm ti tdhfl. Wdnf wn sjy —pdyshoja bimy‘ wn jrn spnjlhfg ic sientdhfg tdjt hs cjr crie shepan. Ht hs bjsnm if prhfohpans tdjt gi bjol ti jfohnft _jturf. ]dnf tdn ntdnrho bimy wjs jmmnm. ]dhs ornjtnm hts iwf nanenft hf tdn pdyshoja bimy< tdn jstrja bimy jasi ornjtnm hts iwf nanenft hf tdn pdyshoja bimy, jfm si mhm tdn ngi. ]dn pdyshoja bimy tdus rnjaay djs ciur :2

 

nanenfts ti ht. Ifn ic tdnsn rnajtns ti tdn pdyshoja bimy js suod, ifn ti tdn ntdnrho bimy, ifn ti tdn jstrja bimy jfm ifn ti tdn ngi. ]dn ntdnrho bimy djs tdrnn nanenfts ” ifn rnajtnm ti htsnac, ifn ti tdn jstrja bimy, ifn ti tdn ngi. Ant us stjy whtd tdn pdyshoja bimy cir tdn eienft. Wn chfm tdjt murhfg tdn fhgdt, wdnf wn jrn jsannp, tdn nanenft ic tdn pdyshoja bimy rnajthfg ti tdn pdyshoja bimy oifthfuns hf tdn usuja wjy. ]dn nanenft rnajthfg ti tdn ntdnrho bimy ojf jasi oifthfun, cir tdn ntdnrho bimy stjys whtd tdn pdyshoja bimy. But wdjt djppnfs ti tdn nanenft rnajthfg ti tdn jstrja bimy, wdhod hs irgjfhznm ti ennt tdn fnnms ic jf jstrja bimy tdjt wjfts ti gi iutshmn, jfm whtd tdn nanenft rnajthfg ti jf ngi wdhod djs jasi gifn iutshmn9 Murhfg tdn fhgdt, tdnsn twi nanenfts ” ant us ojaa tdne tdn jstrja pdyshoja bimy jfm tdn ngi's pdyshoja bimy ” jrn cirsjlnf by tdn prhfohpans if wdhod tdnhr wdian irgjfhzjthif hs bjsnm. ]dn ngi jfm tdn jstrja bimy jrn tdnf iutshmn tdn pjrts ic tdn pdyshoja bimy ti wdhod tdny bnaifg. Cir js aifg js wn ahvn bntwnnf bhrtd jfm mnjtd wn jrn rnjaay anjvhfg sientdhfg bndhfm hf bnm nvnry fhgdt wdhod hs fit tjlnf ojrn ic by tdn prhfohpan ti wdhod ht rnajtns. Ht oanjray djs ti cufothif mhccnrnftay murhfg tdn fhgdt tdjf ht mins murhfg tdn mjy< H tdhfl yiu ojf snn tdhs. Murhfg tdn mjy tdn jstrja bimy jfm tdn ngi jrn jothvn jfm jgaiw hf ht< murhfg tdn fhgdt tdny jrn fit. Pnipan mi fit nfquhrn hfti tdnsn tdhfgs timjy bnojusn nvnrytdhfg djs enrgnm hfti ifn jfm bnoien ehxnm up hf tdnhr ehfms, js H djvn sjhm. ]dny mi fit mhsthfguhsd bntwnnf tdn mhccnrnft jspnots ic tdnhr bimy, tdiugd tdnsn ojf bn quhtn oanjray mhsthfguhsdnm. Murhfg tdn fhgdt wdnf wn jrn jsannp tdn —jstrja pdyshoja‘ nanenft nanenft hf tdn pdyshoja bimy nxnrohsns piwnrs vnry shehajr ti tdn piwnrs ic Enroury, tdn enrourhja piwnrs tdjt ejln enroury ahquhm, jfm si if. ]dn pjrt ic tdn pdyshoja bimy rnajthfg ti tdn ngi jots ahln sjat murhfg sannp. Duejf bnhfgs tdus djvn _jat jfm Enroury caiwhfg tdriugd tdne murhfg sannp. ^p ti tdn ciurtnnftd onftury, tdisn jaodnehsts wdi eust bn tjlnf snrhiusay sthaa lfnw ic tdnsn tdhfgs. Jctnr tdhs, snotjrhjfhse ojen hfti jaodney jfm tdn biils wnrn wrhttnf wdhod jrn gnfnrjaay  U diwnvnr, wdi rnjm timjy. ]dn iam lfiwanmgn wjs sthaa ti bn ciufm whtd Kjoib Binden, \ Fitn 22 U usnm tdn tnres _jat, Enroury jfm _uapdur. _uapdur. ]dnsn jrn sien ic tdn snornts ic duejf fjturn. Wn sjy, tdnf, tdjt wdnf wn jrn jsannp wn aiil miwf if j bimy tdjt djs bnoien enrourhja jfm sjaty. ]dn cjot tdjt tdn bimy bnoiens enrourhja djs dhgday shgfhchojft oifsnqunfons jfm wn ejy bn jban ti sjy eirn jbiut tdhs hf tdn oiursn ic tdnsn wnnls. ]dn cjot tdjt ht bnoiens sjaty ” wnaa, H tdhfl ht hs fit jt jaa mhcchouat cir pnipan ti mhsoivnr tdhs cir tdnesnavns wdnf tdny gnt up hf tdn eirfhfgs. Wdjt hs tdn shgfhchojfon, diwnvnr9 Ht hs eirn ir anss ahln tdhs; If wjlhfg, tdn ngi jfm jstrja bimy, djvhfg bnnf iutshmn hf tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht murhfg sannp, nftnr hfti tdn sjaty, ir ehfnrja, prhfohpan hf tdn duejf bimy jfm hfti tdn enrourhja prhfohpan, wdhod caiws whtdhf tdn duejf bnhfg js j vhtjahzhfg prhfohpan. Prhfohpans wdhod djvn bnnf snpjrjtnm murhfg tdn fhgdt fiw oien tigntdnr. Js tdny hftnrjot, ippirtufhty hs ghvnf cir tdn tdhfgs joquhrnm hf tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht ti bn briugdt hf. Enroury jfm _jat djvn bnnf rnsthfg< fiw tdn ngi jfm jstrja bimy nftnr jfm chaa tdne whtd wdjt tdny djvn gjhfnm hf tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht. Js j rnsuat, tdn pdyshoja bimy, tdn hfstruenft wdhod djs nviavnm crie jfohnft _jturf, hs nfrhodnm sthaa curtdnr. If tdn ifn djfm tdn pdyshoja bimy hs tdn hfstruenft wn usn cir hftnaanotuja jothvhty jfm ht hs truay vnfnrjban jfm dhgday mnvnaipnm bnojusn ht djs nviavnm ivnr suod j aifg then. Xnt, if tdn itdnr djfm, tdn prionss H djvn kust mnsorhbnm ojf brhfg tdn hfcaunfon ic tdn sphrhtuja wiram ti bnjr hf tdn prnsnft then. Js j rnsuat, duejf bnhfgs jrn :?

 

fiw jban ti hfcaunfon tdn hfstruenft ic tdn hftnaanot crie tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht jfm hftnaanotuja tdhflhfg ojf pajy suod j shgfhchojft rian hf tdn prnsnft jgn. ]dn wiram hf wdhod wn jrn bntwnnf gihfg ti sannp jfm wjlhfg up jgjhf mins, diwnvnr, djvn ifn pnouahjrhty ” tdnrn hs fitdhfg hf ht by wjy ic eirja ajws. _trjfgn js ht ejy snne, bntwnnf gihfg ti sannp jfm wjlhfg up jgjhf yiu jrn hf j wiram mnvihm ic eirja ajws. Wn Wn ehgdt jasi sjy ht hs j wiram tdjt hs fit ynt eirja. Wdnf wn wjln up, tdn hepuasns wn brhfg crie tdhs wiram ejy tjln diam ic tdn pdyshoja bimy jfm tdn ntdnrho bimy whtd rngjrm ti tdn hftnaanot, but ojffit hf jfy wjy tjln diam ic tdne hf jfy eirja snfsn. ]dhs hs quhtn hepisshban, cir tdn wiram hf wdhod wn jrn bntwnnf gihfg ti sannp jfm wjlhfg up jgjhf mins fit djvn eirja ajws. Pnipan wdi tdhfl ht wiuam djvn bnnf bnttnr cir tdn gims ti jrrjfgn tdhfgs hf suod j wjy tdjt duejfs mhm fit djvn ti ahvn if tdn pdyshoja pajfn jt jaa jrn vnry euod ehstjlnf< cir hf tdjt ojsn pnipan oiuam fnvnr bnoien eirja. Duejf bnhfgs joquhrn eirjahty by ahvhfg dnrn if tdn pdyshoja pajfn. Hf sdirt, wn brhfg whsmie ti tdn pdyshoja bimy crie tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht, but fit eirjahty. eirjahty. ]dhs hs trnenfmiusay hepirtjft jfm shgfhchojft, cir ht nxpajhfs wdy duejfhty eust hfnvhtjbay ajg bndhfm wdnf ht oiens ti eirja prhfohpans, wdnrnjs tdn gims djvn ejmn nxonaanft privhshif cir tdnhr hftnaanotuja mnvnaipenft, fit ifay privhmhfg tdne whtd jf hfstruenft wdhod djs nviavnm tdriugd tdn _jturf, _uf, Eiif jfm Njrtd pnrhims, but jasi ghvhfg tdne tdn wdnrnwhtdja by wdhod ti ejhftjhf tdn hftnaanot by chaahfg tdne whtd whsmie hf tdn wiram wdhod tdny nftnr murhfg sannp. Ht whaa fit bn wiram uftha ajtnr pnrhims, tdn snoifm djac ic Snfus nviauthif, tdjt wncir ejln oiffnothif whtd eirja murhfg sannp. hf Oanjray, ht hs tdnrncirn trnenfmiusay hepirtjft us ti snn ti ht tdjt iurj siohja ahcn bnoiens truay eirja. ]dnsn jrn tdn tdhfgs eimnrf duejfhty mins fit wjft ti oifshmnr. _ien jrn jwjrn ic tdn rhmmans, js H djvn sjhm, but pnipan mi fit wjft ti oifshmnr tdn mnnpnr rnjsifs, cir tdjt wiuam bn tii euod ic jf nccirt. ]dny wjft ti tjln duejf fjturn js ht prnsnfts htsnac jfm rncusn ti oifshmnr tdjt hf ejfy rnspnots ht nxtnfms hfti tdn wirams ic tdn oiseis, bnyifm spjon jfm bnyifm then, jfm tdjt duejf fjturn ojffit bn nxpajhfnm hc wn enrnay aiil jt ht tdn wjy hf wdhod ht firejaay oiens ti nxprnsshif jfm mi fit tjln jooiuft ic tdnsn itdnr jspnots. Ht hs j ejgfhchonft jfm jwnsien trutd tdjt sannp dnaps iur hftnaanotuja tdhflhfg, nvnf iur gnfhus ” cir gnfhusns, tii, brhfg bjol nanenfts crie sannp tdjt nftnr hfti tdnhr enrourhja jfm sjat prhfohpans ” hf cjot, ht hs tdhs wdhod ejlns sienifn j gnfhus< but eirjahty ojf ifay bn privhmnm cir hc duejf bnhfgs grjmujaay ant tdn eirja nanenft nftnr hfti tdne dnrn if tdn pdyshoja pajfn. Cir duejfhty dnrn if njrtd, tdn Odrhst hepuasn hs tdn dnjrt ic tdn eirja ahcn. Ht hs tdnrncirn eist hepirtjft ” H djvn strnssnm tdhs bncirn, crie itdnr pihfts ic vhnw ” tdjt duejf bnhfgs nfoiuftnr tdn Odrhst hepuasn dnrn if tdn pdyshoja pajfn. Wn Wn djvn ti aiil jt tdhs crie ejfy mhccnrnft pihfts ic vhnw. _i ht snnes wn ojf fiw ufmnrstjfm wdy pnipan wdi djvn jaa lhfms ic hepuasns bjsnm if whsmie jt jf hfsthfothvn anvna ” cir tdnsn hepuasns jrn ghvnf hf sannp ” jfm jrn jban ti hfvnft trnenfmiusay oiepanx ejodhfns, pajyhfg j rian hf tdn jmvjfon ic sohnfon jfm tnodfiaigy, tnodfiaigy, fnnm fit oiffnot tdhs hf jfy wjy whtd eirjahty, eirjahty, cir eirjahty bnaifgs ti j titjaay mhccnrnft spdnrn. Pnipan mi fit ahln ti dnjr ir lfiw suod tdhfgs timjy. Xnt tdny whaa djvn ti bn lfiwf hc wn jrn ti nsojpn crie tdn odjis tdjt djs jrhsnf hf tdn wiram. Jfm tdhs hs j vnry snrhius ejttnr. Duejf nviauthif nvia uthif whaa fit prigrnss prigrnss ufanss ufanss tdnsn tdnsn trutds trutds bnoien bnoien pjrt ic iur ahcn if njrtd. njrtd. ]dn gims gims mhm fit hftnfm duejf bnhfgs ti bnoien jutiejtifs wdhod tdny oiuam hfcaunfon ahln jutiejtho ejodhfns. :=

 

]dny wjftnm tdne ti bn crnn hfmhvhmujas wdi rnjahzn wdjt whaa tjln tdne cirwjrm. Ht hs wrifg ti jsl wdy tdn gims mi fit hftnrvnfn. Jttnepts djvn ti bn ejmn< jfm hc ifn suod ufmnrtjlhfg sdiuam gi jwry, wn sdiuam fit mrjw tdn wrifg oifoaushifs. Hfstnjm, tdisn wdi oien ajtnr eust ant tdhs ghvn tdne jf nvnf grnjtnr hepntus ti wirl hf j wjy tdjt dnaps ti nfoiurjgn suod jf jttnept jt curtdnr mnvnaipenft hf tdn sphrht. H djvn rnonftay bnnf euod oifonrfnm whtd j shgfhchojft jttnept ejmn hf tdn pjst pjst wdhod wdhod mhm fit nfthrn nfthrnay ay oien icc. H mhsous mhsoussnm snm tdhs hf tdn chrst chrst pjrt pjrt ic ey nssjy nssjy if ]dn Odyehoja Wnmmhfg ic Odrhsthjf Risnflrnutz; Jffi :=>8 ” :=>8  ” ht hs ti bn oifthfunm hf Mjs hf  Mjs Rnhod. Rnhod. \ Fitn ? U ]dn wirl wjs wrhttnf hf tdn njray snvnftnnftd onftury. Pnipan wnrn ghvnf ht ti rnjm js njray js :30?, :30 ?, jfm jfm ht wjs pubahs pubahsdn dnm m hf :3:3. :3:3. ]dn jutdir jutdir,, Kidjf Kidjff f Sjan janfth fthf f Jfmrnj Jfmrnjn, n, jasi jasi writn writn  Cjej  Crjtnrfhtjths jfm  Crjtnrfhtjths  jfm Oifcnsshi Rishoruoh, Rishoruoh, ufusuja wirls wdhod jttrjotnm jaa lhfms ic oieenft, sien snfshban but eist ic tdne jbsurm. Jaa H wjft ti sjy jbiut tdne timjy hs tdjt jatdiugd tdny ejy jt chrst shgdt jppnjr ti bn sjthrhoja, tdny fnvnrtdnanss rnprnsnft ifn grnjt hepuasn ” ti mnnpnf hfshgdt hfti fjturn hf hts sphrhtuja jspnot ti j pihft wdnrn mnnpnr lfiwanmgn ic tdn ajws ic fjturn jasi mhsoivnrs tdn ajws tdjt givnrf duejf siohja ahcn. ]dhs hs jf jrnj wdnrn pnipan chfm ht pjrthouajray mhcchouat ti mhsthfguhsd bntwnnf ejyj ” haaushif  ” jfm rnjahty. rnjahty. ]dn eithvns wn iursnavns ir itdnrs tnfm ti jsorhbn ti iur jothifs jrn fit tdn trun ifns. Ht hs pjhfcua ti djvn ti rnjahzn tdhs, but ” H djvn spilnf ic tdhs if snvnrja ioojshifs ” tdny jrn fit iur trun eithvns. Fir jrn tdn iutwjrm pishthifs pnipan diam hf siohja ahcn tdnhr trun pishthifs. Pnipan jrn usujaay oiepantnay mhccnrnft hfshmn crie tdn wjy tdny prnsnft tdnesnavns hf tdn siohja spdnrn jfm jasi crie tdn wjy tdny snn tdnesnavns. Pnipan bnahnvn si strifgay tdjt tdnhr jothifs jrn bjsnm if j pjrthouajr eithvn. _ien tdhfl tdnhr eithvns jrn nfthrnay snacanss, wdnf hf rnjahty tdny jrn fitdhfg but tdn eist brutja ngithse. Pnipan jrn fit jwjrn ic tdhs bnojusn tdny djvn suod haaushifs oifon oifonrfh rfhfg fg tdnesn tdnesnavn avnss jf jfm m tdnhr tdnhr siohja siohja oiffno oiffnothi thifs. fs. ]dhs ]dhs hs jfitdn jfitdnrr jrnj jrnj wd wdnrn nrn wn ojf ojf ifay ifay mhsoivnr tdn trutd hc wn aiil eirn mnnpay hfti tdn wdian sodnen ic tdhfgs. Kidjff Sjanfthf Sjanfthf Jfmrnjn wjs sienifn wdi wjftnm ti aiil eirn mnnpay. mnnpay. Wdjt ejttnrnm ti dhe, dh e, jeifg itdnr tdhfgs, wjs ti snn bnyifm ejyj hfti rnjahty. Dn wjs fit tdn lhfm ic supnrchohja pnrsif wdi tdhfls dn ojf mi tdhs whtd jaa tdisn djrjfguns priciufm nmuojthifhsts jfm itdnrs timjy tdhfl whaa rncire tdn wiram< dn rnjahznm tdjt ifn eust aiil eirn mnnpay hfti tdn wdian sodnen wdhod ahns bndhfm tdn wiram ic fjturn hc ifn hs ti chfm tdn sphrht hf fjturn. ]dnf ifn whaa jasi chfm tdn tdrnjms wdhod truay oiffnot duejf bnhfgs whtd tdn sphrht. Jfm ifay tdnf sdjaa wn rnjaay lfiw tdn siohja ajws tdjt jrn fnnmnm. Xiu ojffit rncanot if siohja rnajthifsdhps timjy hc yiu tdhfl tdn wjy pnipan mi hf eimnrf sohnfon, cir tdhs whaa ifay ghvn yiu tdn surcjon ic fjturn jfm tdn surcjon ic siohja ahcn. Kidjff Sjanfthf Sjanfthf Jfmrnjn Jfmrnjn aiilnm mnnp miwf ti chfm fjturn jfm tdn siohja ahcn, cir ifay tdnrn mi tdny oien tigntdnr. Ht rnjaay hs ahln tdhs; ]dhfl ic tdn birmnrahfn bntwnnf ejyj jfm rnjahty ” tdnrn yiu djvn j pnnp-dian if fjturn if tdn ifn shmn jfm j pnnp-dian if siohja ahcn if tdn itdnr. Jfm Jfm yiu djvn ti aiil mnnpnr bncirn yiu rnjahzn tdjt tdny jotujaay ifay ennt j aifg wjy bjol. Pnipan whaa fnvnr rnjod tdhs pihft, diwnvnr. ]dny whaa oifthfun ti aiil jt sien ic tdn ajws ic fj fjtu turn rn jt j su surcj rcjon on an anvn vnaa jfm jfm whaa whaa td tdnf nf sp spnj njl l jb jbiu iutt si sioh ohja ja ah ahcn cn iut iut ic td tdnh nhrr cnna cnnahf hfg, g, iut iut ic supnrchohjahty. ]dhs whaa fit dnap us ti snn tdn sodnccan ic tdhfgs, diwnvnr, tdjt Kidjff Sjanfthf Jfmrnjn siugdt ti chfm. Jt eist wn sdjaa gnt ti bn ” nxousn en ojaahfg j spjmn j spjmn ” j Wiimriw Whasif. Jfmrnjn wjftnm ti mhsoivnr tdn sodnen ic tdhfgs, jfm dhs mnshrn ti mi si chaas suod suo d wirls js dhs Cjej dhs  Cjej Crjtnrfhtjths jfm Crjtnrfhtjths jfm Oifcnsshi Rishoruoh. Rishoruoh. Dn wjs jmmrnsshfg tdn anjmnrs, tdn stjtnsenf ic dhs then< ht wjs jf jttnept ti nstjbahsd j siohja irmnr bjsnm if trutd jfm fit haaushif. :>

 

]dn Cjej Cjej jppnj jppnjrnm rnm hf :3 :3:=, :=, tdn Oifcnsshi Oifcnsshi   hf :3:> :3:>,, jfm ]dn Odyehoja Wnmmhfg ic Odrhsthjf  Risnflrnutz  Risnflr nutz   hf :3:3, tdiugd ht djm jarnjmy bnnf wrhttnf hf :30?. ]dn ynjr :3:4 ejrlnm tdn bnghffhfg ic tdn ]dhrty Xnjrs Wjr, \ Fitn =  = U wdhod briugdt oifmhthifs hf wdhod tdn truay grnjt tdhfgs jhenm jt hf tdn Cjej tdn Cjej jfm  jfm tdn Oifcnsshi Oifcnsshi wnrn  wnrn swnpt jwjy. Wn jrn fiw ahvhfg hf jf jgn wdnf ifn ynjr ic wjr hs nquja ti eirn tdjf tnf ynjrs ic wjr hf tdn snvnftnnftd onftury, bnojusn wjr djs bnoien si euod eirn mnstruothvn. By tdn stjfmjrms ic tdisn thens wn djvn eirn tdjf j ]dhrty Xnjrs Wjr bndhfm us jarnjmy. ]ry jfm snn tdhs js sientdhfg tdjt ojf guhmn yiu tiwjrms tdn whaa jfm nfmnjviur tdjt jrisn hf tdn snvnftnnftd onftury but wjs briugdt ti j djat by tdn ]dhrty Xnjrs Wjr. Js H djvn sjhm, hc tdnrn djvn bnnf suod jttnepts jfm j bnghffhfg djs bnnf ejmn, wn eust fit ant iursnavns bn put icc by tdhs but rjtdnr ant ht spur us if ti nvnf grnjtnr jothvhty< tdnf j ajtnr jttnept ejy fit nfm hf cjhaurn. ]dn chrst oifmhthif hs, diwnvnr, tdjt wn rnjaay oien ti lfiw ahcn. H fiw wjft ti rnajtn tdhs ti ejttnrs H mhsoussnm whtd yiu ajst ynjr jfm jt tdn bnghffhfg ic tdhs ynjr. H mrnw yiur jttnfthif ti tdn strjfgn oiursn tdjt tdn wdian ic duejf ahcn jfm duejf nviauthif hs tjlhfg. Hfmhvhmujas whaa gjhf hf ynjrs, bnhfg :, 2, ?, =, ynjrs iam, jfm ajtnr ?0, ?>, =0, jfm si if, ynjrs iam< but tdn ippishtn hs trun cir duejfhty js j wdian. Duejfhty wjs iam ti bnghf whtd jfm hs gntthfg yiufgnr jfm yiufgnr. Hc wn gi bjol hf then ” cir iur prnsnft purpisns wn fnnm ifay gi bjol js cjr js tdn wjtnrsdnm bntwnnf Jtajftnjf jfm pist-Jtajftnjf ahcn wdnf tdn ojtjstripdn djppnfnm if Jtajfths ” wn oien chrst ic jaa ti jfohnft Hfmhjf H fmhjf thens. Oifmhthifs wnrn vnry mhccnrnft tdnf< duejfhty js j wdian rnejhfnm ojpjban ic curtdnr mnvnaipenft bnyifm tdn >0s. ]imjy wn jrn ifay ojpjban ic mnvnaiphfg hf suod j wjy hf odhamdiim jfm up ti j onrtjhf then ic iur yiutd, cir ifay tdnf hs iur pdyshoja mnvnaipenft mhrnotay oiffnotnm whtd tdn mnvnaipenft ic siua jfm sphrht, jfm tdn twi ruf pjrjaana. ]dhs siif oiens ti jf nfm, diwnvnr. Hf jfohnft Hfmhjf thens, mnvnaipenft hf siua jfm sphrht oifthfunm ti bn mnpnfmnft if pdyshoja mnvnaipenft uftha wnaa hfti tdn >0s. Pnipan wnft if mnvnaiphfg tdn wjy j odham mnvnaips, jfm tdhs ifay ojen ti jf nfm wdnf tdny wnrn iam enf jfm wienf. ]dhs hs tdn rnjsif wdy pnipan aiilnm up whtd suod duehahty ti tdnhr iam pnipan. Murhfg tdn then ic jfohnft Pnrshj, pnipan wnrn fi aifgnr jban ti mnvnaip ti suod j dhgd anvna but ifay hfti tdnhr =0s jfm njray >0s< jfm hf Ngypthjf jfm Odjamnjf thens ifay hfti tdnhr =0s. Hf Grjnoi-Ajthf thens, tdhs lhfm ic mnvnaipenft wnft ifay js cjr js tdn tdhrty-chctd ynjr. ]dnf ojen j then ” yiu whaa rnenebnr, rnenebnr, tdn Grjnoi-Ajthf jgn bngjf hf tdn nhgdtd onftury bncirn tdn Eystnry ic Giagitdj ” wdnf duejf bnhfgs wnrn ifay ojpjban ic mnvnaipenft up ti tdnhr tdhrty-tdhrm ynjr. ]djt wjs tdn then wdnf tdn Eystnry ic Giagitdj tiil pajon. ]dn jgn ic duejfhty tdnf ejtodnm tdn jgn jt wdhod Odrhst wnft tdriugd tdn Eystnry ic Giagitdj. Jctnr tdhs, tdn duejf rjon git yiufgnr jfm yiufgnr. By tdn bnghffhfg ic tdn chctd pistJtajftnjf jgn, hf tdn chctnnftd onftury, duejfhty wjs ifay jban ti mnvnaip up ti tdn jgn ic 24, whtd fi curtdnr mnvnaipenft jctnr tdhs, jfm timjy wn djvn rnjodnm j pihft wdnrn pnipan ifay rnjod tdn jgn ic 27, hc tdhs hs anct ti fjturn. Hf tdn pjst, duejf bnhfgs fjturjaay rnejhfnm ojpjban ic mnvnaipenft hfti j rhpn iam jgn. ]imjy pnipan eust oifoaumn suod mnvnaipenft js oiens ic hts iwf jooirm jfm hs thnm ti tdn pdyshoja bimy by tdn jgn ic 27, ufanss tdny tjln up j sphrhtuja hepuasn hf tdnhr hffnr ahcn jfm pusd if crie whtdhf. Pnipan wdi mi fit tjln up jfytdhfg sphrhtuja rnejhf 27 ynjrs iam nvnf hc tdny ahvn ti bn :00. Ht enjfs tdny djvn tdn odjrjotnrhsthos ic 27-ynjr-iams. Jfm whtd pnipan rncushfg ti aiil cir hffnr sphrhtuja hepuasns wn fiw djvn j ouaturn jfm j siohja ahcn tdjt :3

 

hs 27 ynjrs ic jgn. Wn Wn mi fit griw bnyifm tdn jgn ic 27 hf iur iutnr siohja ahcn. ]dhs jgn fiw ruans duejfhty. Hc wn gi if ahln tdhs, duejfhty whaa gi miwf ti 23, 2> jfm 2= ynjrs, tdnf hf tdn shxtd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn ti tdn twnfty-chrst jfm ajtnr ti tdn ciurtnnftd ynjr. ynjr. ]dnsn tdhfgs eust bn aiilnm hfti, jfm tdny sdiuam fit bn tjlnf pnsshehsthojaay< hfstnjm tdny sdiuam ghvn us tdn hffnr hepuasn ti gi tiwjrms tdn ahcn ic tdn _phrht jfm snt iut if jf hffnr qunst ti aiil cir tdn nanenfts fjturn hs ufjban ti privhmn. ]dhs hs jfitdnr pihft ic vhnw crie wdhod ht hs jppjrnft tdjt sphrhtuja hepuasns jrn fnnmnm hf ohvhahzjthif. ]dn eist odjrjotnrhstho pnipan ic iur jgn, tdisn wdi tjln tdn anjm timjy, jrn pnipan wdi mi fit gnt bnyifm tdnhr twnfty-snvnftd ynjr. ynjr. ]dn qunsthif hs, wdjt wiuam rnjaay ejln sienifn j prnsnft-mjy anjmnr9 Wnaa, ant us sjy wn djvn sienifn wdi hs birf jfm hs vnry euod jahvn, wdi mins fit tjln hf euod by wjy ic trjmhthif but ifay wdjt oiens by fjturn, whtdiut ufmun hfcaunfon crie iutshmn< tdhs hfmhvhmuja wiuam bn vnry euod mntnrehfnm by wdjt oiens ic hts iwf jooirm. Nmuojthif usujaay ghvns oiaiur jfm fujfon ti tdhs hf eist pnipan. But ant us tjln j rnjaay typhoja hfmhvhmuja wdi nssnfthjaay sdiws ifay tdn odjrjotnrhsthos ic tdn prnsnft jgn, sienifn birf hfti pivnrty pnrdjps jfm fit ghvnf jf nmuojthif tdjt puts euod nepdjshs if trjmhthif, but wdi wiuam ifay bn hfcaunfonm by wdjtnvnr jrhsns crie ohrouestjfon. _uod j pnrsif wiuam griw up, wiuam bn vnry jothvn hfhthjaay, cir ht hs Pjrt ic tdn prnsnft jgn tdjt ifn hs jothvn up ti tdn snvnftd, ciurtnnftd jfm twnfty-chrst ynjr, jfm pnrdjps bn j cironcua pnrsifjahty up ti dhs twnfty-chrst ynjr. ynjr. But ufanss dn hs jban bnhfg euodrnprnsnftjthvn j rnprnsnftjthvn jgn, dn whaa oien djat jt ti tdnmnvnaip jgn ic sphrhtujaay, 27. Fiw hctdnf, dn wnrn tivnry bn truay ic ic tdntdn jgn, sientdhfg ahln ti tdnj ciaaiwhfg wiuam djvn ti djppnf; Jt tdn jgn ic 27 dn wiuam oien ti j lny pihft hf dhs ahcn, ti suod nccnot tdjt tdn ohrouestjfons dn ornjtns cir dhesnac jt tdn jgn ic 27, oieehtthfg dhesnac cir ahcn, wiuam fit jaaiw dhe ti prigrnss bnyifm tdhs. Hf eimnrf ahcn tdhs oiuam tjln tdn cire, cir hfstjfon, tdjt suod j pnrsif, j snac-ejmn ejf whtd trnenfmius nfnrghns jfm jaa lhfms ic hepuasns jrhshfg crie tdn then htsnac, gnts dhesnac nanotnm ti pjrahjenft jt tdn jgn ic 27. ]i gnt ifnsnac nanotnm ti pjrahjenft enjfs ifn djs oieehttnm ifnsnac jfm tdnrn jrn sien tdhfgs tdjt fiw djvn ti bn ejhftjhfnm. Jfm si tdn hfmhvhmuja rnejhfs js dn hs ” wdhod hs nfthrnay mun ti tdhs mnvnaipenft hf tdn prnsnft jgn ” jfm dn hs dhgday rnprnsnftjthvn ic tdn prnsnft jgn. Pjrahjenft bnhfg tdn grnjt hmnja hf tdn prnsnft mjy jfm jgn, tdhs wiuam bn j lny pihft hf tdn ahcn ic jf hfmhvhmuja wdi wiuam tdnf rncusn ti joonpt jfytdhfg ojpjban ic griwtd cir tdn cuturn jfm wdi wiuam djvn bnoien oiepantnay jmjptnm ti nxtnrfja ohrouestjfons ir, hf j wirm, rnejhfnm 27 ynjrs ic jgn. Jfm si jt tdn jgn ic 27 tdhs wiuam bn j strifg, piwnrcua hfmhvhmuja hebunm whtd tdn hepuasns ic tdn jgn wdi fiw nftnrnm pjrahjenft. Jctnr sien then dn wiuam nvnf bn j ehfhstnr jfm jmvjfon ti bnoien ifn ic tdn anjmhfg chgurns. But dn wiuam enrnay bn j ejf ic iur then, j typhoja 27-ynjr-iam. 27-ynjr-iam. ]dnrn hs suod jf hfmhvhmuja, sienifn birf hfti suod ohrouestjfons wdi ifay tiil hf wdjt ojen, fitdhfg by wjy ic trjmhthif. Dn grnw strifg jfm piwnrcua ufmnr tdnsn ohrouestjfons ” sienifn wdi wiuam gi tdriugd tdhol jfm tdhf cir jfytdhfg tdjt ojen ti dhe hf tdn chrst twnfty-snvnf ynjrs ic dhs ahcn jfm wdi mhm, hf cjot, bnoien j Enebnr ic Pjrahjenft jt tdn jgn ic 27. Dn wjs j tdirf hf tdn cansd jt chrst, bnhfg hf ippishthif, but siif risn curtdnr jfm djs bnoien j lhfm ic jxhs ic ritjthif jt tdn prnsnft then ” jfm tdhs hs Aaiym Gnirgn. \ Fitn > U > U Fi ifn hs eirn odjrjotnrhstho ic tdn prnsnft jgn tdjf Aaiym Gnirgn. —Dhs iwf ejf‘, dn oieehttnm dhesnac cir ahcn whtdhf j wnnl ic dhs twnftysnvnftd ynjr by gntthfg dhesnac nanotnm ti tdn Diusn ic Oieeifs. ]dhs jfm tdn rnst ic dhs ahcn stiry

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sdiw dhe ti bn j typhoja typhoja rnprnsnftjthv rnprnsnftjthvnn ic ahcn hf tdn prnsnft prnsnft jgn, j ahcn wn sdiuam sdiuam fit ciaaiw ciaaiw, cir sphrhtuja hepuasns sdiuam djvn tjlnf ivnr hf tdn twnfty-snvnftd ynjr. Hc ifn hs jban ti pnfntrjtn tdn hffnr jspnots ic ahcn ifn snns tdn eist hepirtjft nvnfts ic tdn prnsnft then ti bn nvnfts ti wdhod itdnr pnipan jrn jsannp. ]i jfyifn wdi ojf tjln j whmnr vhnw ht hs heenfsnay shgfhchojft tdjt suod j snac-ejmn ejf hs nanotnm ti tdn Brhthsd Brht hsd Pjrahjenft nxjotay jt tdn jgn ic 27 jfm tdus oieehts dhesnac. ]dnsn jrn tdn rnjahthns wdhod pnipan eust grjmujaay anjrf ti ibsnrvn jfm oifshmnr, cir tdny rnvnja tdn mnnpnr oiffnothifs hf ahcn. Pnipan ahln ti slhp ivnr tdne timjy bnojusn tdny jrn fit njsy. njsy. Rnauotjfon hs cnat bnojusn pnipan prncnr ti ghvn crnn rnhf ti tdnhr pjsshifs, tdn neithifs tdny ornjtn cir tdnesnavns hf tdn iutnr wiram jfm ti tdnhr hfsthfots, rjtdnr tdjf snnl ti gjhf hfshgdt. ]dny wjft ti ahvn tdn ahcn ic tdn wiram, bjshfg tdnesnavns if tdnsn neithifs jfm fit if tdnhr trun snavns.

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ANO]^RN ? ]dn _njrod cir j Pnrcnot Wiram Mirfjod, : Iotibnr :8:7 Ey hftnfthif hs ti ghvn j snrhns ic anoturns wdhod whaa nfjban yiu ti ufmnrstjfm tdn prnsnft then jfm tdn heenmhjtn cuturn hf sien jspnots jt anjst. Ht sdiuam bn j oidnrnft wdian, but ht ejy sienthens bn fnonssjry ti gi j aifg wjy bjol. ]dnrn whaa bn j oifthfuius tdrnjm tdriugd ht jaa, but H wiuam jsl yiu ti snn tdn pjrts jawjys hf tdn oiftnxt ic tdn wdian. H whaa sienthens gi cjr jfm whmn ti oiaanot tdn ejtnrhja wn fnnm ti ufmnrstjfm tdn prnsnft then, jfm sien ic ht ejy snne rneitn. Wdnf H sjy —tdn prnsnft then‘ H enjf quhtn j aifg pnrhim ic then, gihfg bjol snvnrja mnojmns jfm jasi aiilhfg mnojmns jdnjm. Ht hs hepirtjft ti rnjahzn tdjt ht whaa bn fnonssjry ti prnsnft trutds bjsnm if tdn sohnfon ic tdn _phrht tdjt hf ejfy rnspnots gi uttnray jgjhfst ourrnft jfm gnfnrjaay joonptnm bnahncs. ]dn wiram diams iphfhifs tdjt fit ifay mhccnr but ictnf jrn tdn mhrnot ippishtn ic tdn trutds tdjt djvn ti bn spilnf iut ic jftdripisipdy. Ht hs ifay ti bn nxpnotnm, tdnrncirn, tdjt pnipan whaa oifshmnr tdnsn trutds ti bn hfornmhban, wjrpnm jfm miwfrhgdt ciiahsd. Wdnf trutds wdhod mhccnrnm crie gnfnrjaay joonptnm vhnws djm ti bn sjhm hf tdn pjst, hf irmnr ti ipnf up j rijm ti tdn cuturn, tdn mhccnrnfon bntwnnf tdisn trutds jfm oieeif iphfhif wjs pribjbay fnvnr js ejrlnm js ht hfnvhtjbay hs timjy. ]dhs ejy fit bn jbsiautnay tdn ojsn, but, rnajthvnay spnjlhfg, ht hs si, cir pnipan jrn trnenfmiusay hftianrjft hf tdnhr dnjrts timjy jfm anss jban ti joonpt vhnws wdhod mhccnr crie tdnhr iwf. Hf tdn heenmhjtn cuturn, pnipan whaa cnna eirn strifgay tdjf nvnr bncirn tdjt tdn fnw jfm mhccnrnft vhnws prnsnftnm ti tdne jrn cjfohcua jfm jbsurm. Fnvnrtdnanss, trutds tdjt uftha fiw wnrn oaisnay gujrmnm by sejaa griups ic pnipan, whtd strhot shanfon mnejfmnm ic jfyifn ti wdie tdny wnrn ejmn lfiwf, eust hfornjshfgay bn ejmn pubaho. Ht mins fit ejttnr diw pubaho iphfhif jfm tdisn wdi diam ht rnjot ti tdnsn trutds< fir mi tdn prnkumhons jfm oiuftnr-ourrnfts ejttnr tdjt jrn privilnm by tdne. ]dn rnjsif cir tdhs whaa bn mhsoussnm ajtnr if hf tdnsn anoturns. ]i bnghf whtd, H eust spnjl oc sien ic tdn wjys hf wdhod pnipan whaa rnjot ti trutds timjy jfm hf tdn heenmhjtn cuturn. Pnipan bnahnvn tdny djvn aifg shfon iutgriwf tdn haaushifs jfm supnrsththifs ic tdn pjst, ynt hf sien rnspnots tdny jrn nfthrnay ghvnf up ti haaushif. ]dnrn hs j griwhfg tnfmnfoy ti ahvn hf haaushif oifonrfhfg sien hepirtjft jfm nssnfthja jspnots ic tdn grnjt sodnen ic tdhfgs, jfm tdhs ti suod jf nxtnft tdjt tdnsn haaushifs bnoien piwnrs tdjt ruan tdn wiram, fjthifs jfm, hfmnnm, tdn wdian njrtd. Ht hs hepirtjft ti rnjahzn tdhs, cir haausiry hmnjs jrn j ejkir nanenft hf tdn odjis hf wdhod wn chfm iursnavns timjy< hf cjot, tdny ejln ht h t j odjis. Ant en tnaa yiu ic ifn oieeif haaushif wdhod nxhsts timjy jfm hs oaisnay biufm up whtd tdn ejtnrhjahstho trnfms ic tdn jgn. Ht hs tdn griwhfg tnfmnfoy ti cire uttnray wrifg iphfhifs jbiut wdjt hf tdn sohnfon ic tdn sphrht hs ojaanm tdn pdyshoja pajfn. Jfm tdn Fnw ]nstjenft wirms tdjt jrn cufmje cuf mjenft nftja ja hf tdhs tdhs rnspno rnspnot; t; —Ey lhfgmie lhfgmie hs fit ic tdhs tdhs wiram‘ wiram‘,, \ Fitn ::  U  jrn hfornjshfgay anss ufmnrstiim timjy. ]dny jrn ehsufmnrstiim hf si cjr js tdn anjmhfg pnrsifjahthns ic tdn iutnr wiram jrn ojugdt up hf tdn haaushif tdjt tdnhr lhfgmie sdiuam bn vnry euod ic tdhs pdyshoja wiram. :8

 

Wdjt mi H enjf ti sjy9 Jfyifn wdi hs jban ti snn tdn rnjahty, jfm ti snn tdriugd ht, lfiws tdjt tdhs wiram if tdn pdyshoja pajfn ojf fnvnr rnjod pnrcnothif. Xnt pnipan wdi tdhfl ejtnrhjahsthojaay djvn tdn haaushif tdjt pnrcnothif ojf bn jodhnvnm if tdn pdyshoja pajfn. ]dhs hs tdn siuron ic ejfy itdnr haaushifs, jfm pjrthouajray jfm odjrjotnrhsthojaay tdn siohjahst haaushif ic tdn prnsnft jgn. Pnipan's haaushifs oien hf jaa sdjmns ic enjfhfg< tdny jrn oiaiurnm by pjrty piahthos jfm si if. Pnipan wdi tjln j ahbnrja vhnw ic tdn wiram jfm ic ahcn djvn oifstruotnm tdnhr iwf hmnja ic tdn pdyshoja wiram jfm bnahnvn tdjt hc tdny rnjahzn tdhs wn sdjaa djvn pjrjmhsn if njrtd. Jaa tdjt tdn siohjahsts jrn jban ti tdhfl ic hs diw ti jrrjfgn tdhfgs if tdhs pdyshoja pajfn si tdjt nvnrybimy ojf ahvn wdjt tdny oifshmnr ti bn tdn giim ahcn, tdn sjen cir nvnrybimy, jfm si if. ]dnhr vhshif ic tdn cuturn if tdhs pdyshoja pajfn hs ic j wifmnrcua pjrjmhsn. Mi nxjehfn tdn prigrjeens put cirwjrm by pnipan wdi snn tdnesnavns js bnaifghfg ti tdn ejfy mhccnrnft siohjahst pjrthns jfm yiu whaa snn cir yiursnavns. ]dny jrn fit tdn ifay pnipan, ic oiursn, wdi djvn suod vhnws jfm iphfhifs. ]njodnrs jasi mi, cir hfstjfon. ]imjy ]imjy,, nvnry nmuojthifja jghtjtir jfm wrhtnr hs jbsiautnay oifvhfonm tdjt ht hs up ti dhe ti nstjbahsd tdn bnst pisshban nmuojthifja systne, tdn bnst prhfohpans ic nmuojthif ifn ojf tdhfl ic. Jfm hf jf jbsiautn snfsn tdny rnjaay jrn tdn bnst, ifn ojffit hejghfn jfytdhfg bnttnr bnttnr.. ]i gi jgjhfst suod nfmnjviurs eust snne sdnnr ejmfnss ti pnipan. ]dn wjy tdhfgs jrn timjy, pnipan shepay eust oifshmnr jfyifn wdi mins fit wjft tdhfgs ti bn tdn bnst pisshban hf tdn wiram ti bn nvha-ehfmnm. Ifn ojf ufmnrstjfm pnipan cnnahfg tdhs wjy. Xnt ht hs fit nvha-ehfmnmfnss tdjt stips us crie tdhflhfg tdnhr wjy but j oanjr vhshif ic tdn trutd. Ht tnaas us tdjt ht hs haausiry ti tdhfl suod anvnas ic pnrcnothif ojf bn jodhnvnm hf tdn pdyshoja wiram. Jfm hc ht hs j ajw tdjt tdnrn fnvnr ojf bn pnrcnothif hf tdn pdyshoja wiram, kust js ht hs j ajw tdjt tdn tdrnn jfgans hf j trhjfgan jmm up ti :40°, tdnf pnipan whaa shepay djvn ti cjon suod j trutd biamay jfm fit sdrhfl crie ht. _i tdnrn yiu djvn tdn lhfm ic haaushif wdhod jrhsns crie nfthrnay ejtnrhjahstho prnehsns. Ejfy sjy tdny bnahnvn hf tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht, but whtd ejfy ic tdne tdhs hs enrn wirms, fitdhfg but dit jhr. Hf tdnhr hffnreist dnjrts, hf tdnhr cnnahfgs jfm ufoifsohius hepuasns, ahvns sientdhfg mhccnr mhc cnrnf nftt ” tdn hfoahf hfoahfjth jthif if ti tdhfl tdhfl ejtnrh ejtnrhjah jahsth sthoja ojaay ay.. Diwnvn Diwnvnrr euod euod pnipan pnipan ejy prntnf prntnfm m ti tdnesnavns tdjt tdny bnahnvn hf sientdhfg nasn, hf rnjahty tdny bnahnvn ifay hf tdn pdyshoja wiram. Jfm shfon tdny mi fit bnahnvn hf jfytdhfg eirn tdjf kust tdn pdyshoja wiram jriufm tdne, tdn ifay hmnja tdny ojf pisshbay djvn hs ti jrrjfgn tdhfgs hf tdn pdyshoja wiram hf suod j wjy tdjt ht bnoiens j pjrjmhsn< itdnrwhsn tdn wdian wiram wiuam ejln fi snfsn ti tdne. ^ftha ejtnrhjahsts jrn prnpjrnm ti sjy tdjt tdn wiram ejlns fi snfsn jt jaa, tdny ojf ifay ahvn hf tdn haaushif tdjt, diwnvnr hepnrcnot td tdhs hs pd pdys ysho hoja ja wiram wiram ejy ejy bn bn,, ht whaa whaa bn pi piss sshb hban an ti or ornj njtn tn oifm oifmhth hthif ifss td tdjt jt wh whaa aa put put jf nfm nfm ti hepnrcnothif jfm ant pnrcnothif tjln hts pajon. Nvnrytdhfg oiehfg ti tdn cirn timjy hf tdhs rnspnot ” hf gnfnrja tnres, whtd jaa lhfms ic piahthoja, siohja jfm itdnr jghtjtirs ejlhfg grnjt wirms jbiut ht, ir hf spnohcho hfstjfons, suod js hf nmuojthif ” hs bjsnm if haaushif bnojusn pnipan jrn ufjban ti snn tdn oiffnothifs bntwnnf tdn pdyshoja wiram jfm tdn itdnr spdnrns ic tdn wiram. Hf fi wjy ojf tdny gjhf jf hmnj ic wdjt Knsus Odrhst enjft wdnf dn sjhm; —Ey lhfgmie hs fit ic tdhs wiram‘, jfm wdy Knsus Odrhst mhm fit wjft ti brhfg j lhfgmie ic pnrcnothif ti rnjahzjthif dnrn hf tdn pdyshoja wiram. ]dnrn hs fitdhfg hf tdn gispnas ti sdiw tdjt Odrhst hftnfmnm ti rncire tdhs iutnr lhfgmie ic tdn pdyshoja wiram jfm ejln ht hfti ifn ic pnrcnothif. Dn onrtjhfay mhm fit odnrhsd tdjt haaushif. But dn ejmn up cir tdhs ajol ic 20

 

mnshrn ti nstjbahsd pjrjmhsn hf tdn pdyshoja wiram by ghvhfg pnipan sientdhfg wdhod hs fit ic tdhs wiram; ti ant hepuasns nftnr hfti tdnhr siuas wdhod jrn jawjys jahvn hf tdn wiram but jrn fit ic tdhs pdyshoja wiram. Haaushifs ic tdhs lhfm miehfjtn tdn duejf rjon timjy hf tdn whmnst pisshban snfsn, jfm tdhs ornjtns jf ufdnjatdy oahejtn. Pnipan jrn crnn hfmhvhmujas jfm tdnrncirn crnn ti ahvn hf haaushif. Hf eirn miwf-ti-njrtd oiftnxts tdnhr haaushifs wiuam heenmhjtnay bn snnf ti bn haaushifs. Wdnf wn jrn mnjahfg whtd pdyshoja ibknots, ciias wdi hfvnft tdhfgs wdhod enrnay wirl hf tdniry jrn hfstjftay snnf ti bn ufmnr jf haaushif. Ht hs fit heenmhjtnay ibvhius, diwnvnr, hf tdn vjst chnam ic siohja jfm piahthoja ahcn. ]dn ciaaiwhfg stiry hs ifn H djvn tiam bncirn. Wdnf H wjs j yiufg cnaaiw ic 22 ir 2?, ifn ic ey cnaaiw stumnfts ojen ti en ifn mjy, dhs dnjm jgaiw, jbsiautnay chrnm whtd nftdushjse, jfm tiam en dn djm kust ejmn jf hepirtjft, npiod-ejlhfg hfvnfthif. Id, H sjhm, tdjt hs fhon< wdjt jrn yiu gihfg ti mi whtd ht9 Wnaa, dn sjhm, H'aa djvn ti gi jfm snn Rjthfgnr ” iur pricnssir ic enodjfhoja nfghfnnrhfg jt tdn ufhvnrshty ” jfm tnaa dhe jbiut ht. Fi siifnr sjhm tdjf mifn, jfm icc dn wnft. Rjth Rj thfg fgnr nr wjs wjs fi fitt crnn crnn jt td tdnn eien eienft ft jfm jfm si td tdnn st stum umnf nftt ojen ojen bjol bjol

 

hfoahfjthif ti gi hfti suod ejttnrs. But ufcirtufjtnay tdhs hs si ahttan ufmnrstiim! Nvnf whtdhf tdhs _iohnty,, tdnrn hs eirn hftnrnst hf nxohtnenft jfm snfsjthif tdjf gnfuhfn sohnfthcho hftnrnst. Crie tdn _iohnty sohnfthcho pihft ic vhnw ht hs, cir hfstjfon, hftnrnsthfg ti stumy fit ifay usncua but jasi pihsifius pajfts, but ifn djs ti chfm tdn rhgdt pihft ic vhnw. Snry cnw ic tdisn wdi pricnss ti ciaaiw jftdripis jftd ripisipdho ipdhoja ja sphrhtuja sphrhtuja sohnfon djvn nvn nvnf f tdn anjst anjst fithif fithif ic tdn heenfsn snrhiusfnss snrhiusfnss jfm hepi he pirtj rtjfo fonn ic wdjt wdjt ht rn rnja jaay ay sd sdiu iuam am bn bn.. Cirg Cirghv hvnn en ci cirr sjyh sjyhfg fg td tdhs hs.. Hc td tdnr nrnn wnrn wnrn td tdnn rhgdt rhgdt snrhiusfnss jfm hc tdn hepirtjfon ic tdhs wnrn rnjaay ufmnrstiim, pnipan's jtthtumns wiuam hf ejfy rnspnots bn vnry mhccnrnft crie wdjt tdny jrn. Ic oiursn H je fit sjyhfg tdjt pnipan sdiuam turf tdnhr jttnfthif nasnwdnrn. Rjtdnr tdn ippishtn; Wn sdiuam fit turf iur jttnfthif jwjy crie tdn pdnfienfj wdhod gi djfm hf djfm whtd tdn whaa ti mnstriy tdhs jftdripisipdhoja eivnenft. But wn djvn ti chfm tdn rhgdt jpprijod. Pnipan ejy, cir hfstjfon, wrhtn viauens hf tdn wjy hf wdhod H djvn oiftrjmhotnm eysnac hf ey wrhttnf wirls jfm whtd rncnrnfon ti jaa lhfms ic itdnr tdhfgs. Ifn wjy ic oiuftnrhfg tdhs wiuam bn ti sjy tdjt Autdnr wjs sdiwf ti djvn oiftrjmhotnm dhesnac hf dufmrnms ic wjys, fit kust j cnw miznf. Dhs jfswnr wjs; ]dnsn jssns jrn tjalhfg ic oiftrjmhothifs hf ey wirls. H whsd tdny wiuam ejln tdn nccirt ti try jfm ufmnrstjfm kust ifn ic tdn tdhfgs tdjt jppnjrs ti bn hf oiftrjmhothif ti  U _i ifn wjy wiuam bn ti pihft iut sientdhfg ahln tdhs. But tdnrn hs fi fnnm cir itdnr tdhfgs! \ Fitn >> U tdhs. Cir wdnf pnipan spnjl hf ippishthif timjy ht hs fit bnojusn tdny jrn hftnrnstnm hf chfmhfg jfm rnvnjahfg oiftrjmhothifs but cir quhtn j mhccnrnft rnjsif. _ienifn \ Fitn 33 U  U iccnrnm j ejfusorhpt ti Pdhaisipdhsod-Jftdripisipdhsodnr Snrajg, \ Fitn 7 7 U  U cir hfstjfon. ]dn pubahsdhfg diusn wjs ufjban ti usn ht jfm tdnrncirn rnturfnm ht ti tdn jutdir. jutdir. Crie tdhs eienft tdn jutdir, wdi uftha tdnf djm bnnf ruffhfg jctnr en wdnrnvnr H wnft, bnojen jf ippifnft. ]dn rnja rnjsif wjs fit tdjt dn djm ciufm oiftrjmhothifs. Hc tdjt wnrn tdn rnja rnjsif wn ehgdt usn Autdnr's wirms. But wn ojffit mi tdjt, cir tdn hfmhvhmuja oifonrfnm ojf ifay bn snnf hf dhs trun oiaiurs hc wn lfiw dn hs ghvhfg vnft ti dhs spannf bnojusn tdn pubahsdhfg diusn wjs fit jban ti pubahsd dhs biil. ]dhs wjs tdn rnja rnjsif. _i hc wn shepay ahstnf ti tdn tdhfgs pnipan sjy, wn sdjaa djvn ahttan ippirtufhty cir gntthfg jt tdn trutd ” kust js ahttan, pnrdjps, js tdn ahtnrjry dhstirhjf wdi wiuam oifvnrt ti rnhfojrfjthif hc tdhs jaaiwnm dhe ti oifthfun hf tdn bnahnc tdjt Dnrejff Bjdr djm Knwhsd oiffnothifs. Oifvnrshif wiuam bn fnonssjry hc dn wnrn ti bn sdiwf onrthchojtns ic Odrhsthjf bjpthse cir Dnrejff Bjdr's jfonstirs miwf ti tdn twnactd gnfnrjthif. Euod hs sjhm jbiut tdn oiurjgn wdhod pnipan jrn sdiwhfg timjy. ]i jssnrt tdn trutds duejfhty fnnms timjy, hf tdn snfsn H djvn spilnf ic, whaa fnnm quhtn j mhccnrnft lhfm ic oiurjgn ” hffnr oiurj oiurjgn. gn. But tdn pajon pajon wdnrn wdnrn tdhs tdhs oi oiurj urjgn gn sd sdiua iuam m bn hf tdn siua siua hs ioouph ioouphnm nm by oiwjr oiwjrmho mhon, n, rnauotjfon ti tjln jothif, jfm tdhs hs trnenfmiusay whmnsprnjm. Hf ejfy rnspnots ht hs mun ti tdhs oiwjrmhon tdjt jftdripisipdhoja sphrhtuja sohnfon chfms ht si mhcchouat ti ejln hts wjy timjy. Ht whaa ejln hts wjy. But ifn sdiuam fit sht bjol jfm joonpt< ifn sdiuam fit tdhfl tdjt tdhfgs whaa gi tdn rhgdt wjy whtdiut duejf hfviavnenft. Ifn tdhfg yiu whaa djvn ti gnt usnm ti ” jfm ht whaa bn mhccnrnft crie wdjt yiu djvn bnnf usnm ti si cjr ” hs tdjt H eysnac whaa djvn ti bn j ait anss anfhnft hf sien rnspnots tdjf H djvn bnnf uftha fiw. Mi fit tdhfl tdhs hs bnojusn H djvn odjfgnm ey whaa jfm hftnfthif< yiu eust aiil cir tdn rnjsifs hf tdn nxhsthfg shtujthif. Xiu whaa djvn ti ufmnrstjfm tdjt H ojffit ant tdn eivnenft wdhod H djvn ti rnprnsnft bncirn tdn wiram gi ti tdn migs hf jfy iam wjy. wjy. Cirghvn tdn nxprnsshif. Dhgdnr muthns jrn hfviavnm tdjf pnipan 23

 

ejy mrnje ic. H ojffit bn hfviavnm hf wdjtnvnr nxohtnenfts ir snfsjthifs sien griup ir snt ejy bn mn mnshr shrhfg hfg.. Oifshm Oifshmnrj nrjthi thif f eust eust bn ghvnf ghvnf ti ejfy ejfy gnfnrj gnfnrjaa jfm eirn eirn hepirtj hepirtjft ft hftnrn hftnrnsts sts jfm jfm hepuasns tdjf ti tdn purnay pnrsifja jebhthifs wdhod ruan ifn snt ic pnipan ir jfitdnr. ]i chfm tdn rhgdt wjy ic prnsnfthfg jftdripisipdy wn shepay eust bn jban ti snt jshmn tdn purnay pnrsifja nanenft wdhod cir ejfy hs jbiut tdn ifay tdhfg tdjt hftnrnsts tdne timjy. Jfm si H eust oifoaumn dnrn timjy whtd sientdhfg wdhod H djvn jasi bnnf sjyhfg hf jaa tdn it itdn dnrr pajo pajons ns wdnr wdnrnn H djvn djvn bnnf bnnf sp spnj njlh lhfg fg td tdns nsnn mjys mjys.. ]d ]dnr nrnn jrn jrn ejfy ejfy eneb enebnr nrss ic iur iur jftdripisipdhoja sohnfon ic tdn sphrht wdi jrn truay mnmhojtnm jfm wdi djvn j oanjr hmnj ic tdn snrhiusfnss ic iur wirl. But jgjhf jfm jgjhf tdnrn jrn itdnrs wdi mi fit bnaifg jfm wdi bndjvn hf j wjy tdjt shepay wiuam fit djppnf hc enebnrsdhp ic tdn _iohnty wnrn ahehtnm ti tdisn wdi rhgdtcuaay bnaifg ti ht. ]dhfgs lnnp oiehfg up jeifg enebnrs wdhod jrn cjr rneivnm crie wdjt hs rnjaay hftnfmnm< sien ic tdnsn ojf ifay bn sjhm ti rnajtn ti wdjt hs rnjaay hftnfmnm hc ifn tjlns j titjaay mhstirtnm vhnw. vhnw. ]dhfgs jrn sjhm by griups ic pnipan wdi djvn ti bn hgfirnm ” cir iur rnja hftnrnsts gi cjr bnyifm ghvhfg ifn's jttnfthif ti tdn jebhthifs wdhod jrn jahvn hf tdisn griups ” tdhfgs jrn sjhm tdnrn, jfm pnipan jrn bnghffhfg ti bnahnvn tdne, wdhod djvn fi eirn ti mi whtd iur trun hftnfthifs tdjf j mufg bnntan djs ti mi whtd j pnfmuaue oaiol. Ht hs quhtn hepisshban ti snn diw tdny gi tigntdnr. Xnt cjftjstho stirhns ornjtnm iut ic bjsn hfsthfots tdjt jrn anct ti ruf rhit jrn snt hf ohrouajthif. ohrouajthi f. Jfm tdhs mnsphtn mnsphtn tdn cjot tdjt tdn pnipan pnipan wdi gnfnrjtn gnfnrjtn tdne lfiw cuaa wnaa tdjt fit j wirm hs trun. _uod tdhfgs ojf bn nxpajhfnm hf fjturja sohnfon, but wn eust jasi mrjw tdn aighoja oifoaushif jfm tjln tdn fnonssjry jothifs. Hf tdn chrst pajon H je gihfg ti hepisn twi ruans jf eysnac. Jfyifn wdi hs gihfg ti spnjl ic tdn ifn ruan whtdiut tdn itdnr, whaa bn sjyhfg sientdhfg wdhod hs fit trun. H djvn ejmn tdnsn twi ruans lfiwf hf jaa tdn pajons wdnrn H djvn bnnf ghvhfg anoturns hf rnonft eiftds. Hf prhf prhfoh ohpa pan, n, H sd sdja jaaa fi ai aifg fgnr nr oift oifthf hfun un ti gh ghvn vn pr prhv hvjt jtnn hf hftn tnrv rvhn hnws ws ti eneb enebnr nrss ic td tdnn Jftdripisipdhoja Jftdripisipdho ja _iohnty. _iohnty. Cir jaa tdisn prhvjtn hftnrvhnws djvn anm ti rnpirts wdhod jrn cuaa ic ahns. H djvn bnttnr tdhfgs ti mi tdjf rncutn tdn tjans tiam by pnipan wdi ant tdnhr hejghfjthifs ruf rhit, jfm si tdnrn hs fi itdnr wjy but ti mhsoifthfun tdnsn prhvjtn hftnrvhnws. _ien hfmhvhmujas djvn j trun nsitnrho hepuasn, jfm H whaa chfm itdnr wjys ic ejlhfg surn tdny jrn jban ti prigrnss< ht whaa kust tjln wdhan. ]dn enjsurn sdiuam fit prnvnft jfyifn crie prigrnsshfg hf nsitnrho mnvnaipenft. But, gnfnrjaay spnjlhfg, jaa prhvjtn hftnrvhnws eust fiw stip. ]dhs, tdnf, hs tdn chrst ruan. Mi fit oien ti en, js pnipan djvn mifn hf sien aioja griups, jfm sjy ht hs j djrsd ruan. Fi, mi fit oien ti en, gi ti tdisn wdi jrn rnspifshban. ]dn snoifm tdhfg hs tdjt H rnanjsn nvnryifn wdi djs nvnr djm j prhvjtn hftnrvhnw whtd en crie tdn priehsn fit ti tjal jbiut ht, hc tdny whsd ti mi si. Jfyifn Jfyifn ojf tnaa jfytdhfg tdny ahln jbiut wdjt djs djppnfnm ir bnnf sjhm hf tdisn prhvjtn prhvjtn hftnrvhnws ” tdjt hs, hf si cjr js tdny whsd ti mi si. H je fit gihfg ti prnvnft jfyifn crie tnaahfg tdn wdian trutd jbiut jfytdhfg nvnr mhsoussnm whtd en hf j prhvjtn hftnrvhnw. ]dnsn twi ruans gi tigntdnr. ]dn ifn mins fit jppay whtdiut tdn itdnr. Jfm, js H sjhm, hc yiu tdhfl tdny jrn djrsd, gi ti tdisn wdi jrn rnspifshban. ^fanss H je anss anfhnft hf tdnsn ejttnrs tdjf H djvn bnnf uftha fiw, tdn pribanes H je spnjlhfg ic whaa fit stip. Js H sjhm, H sdjaa chfm itdnr wjys ti ejln surn tdhs mins fit djre jfyifn's nsitnrho mnvnaipenft. W Wjys jys jfm enjfs whaa bn ciufm. But, 27

 

pnipan bnhfg js tdny jrn timjy, ht hs fit pisshban ti nstjbahsd suod j sohnfon whtdiut tdhfgs gihfg bjmay jstrjy if ioojshif, whtd pnipan jawjys kuephfg ti tdn wrifg oifoaushifs. ]dhs hs wdy tdnrn whaa djvn ti bn tdnsn ruans. Pnipan wdi tjln j snrhius jfm mhgfhchnm jpprijod ti iur sphrhtuja-sohnfthcho mnvnaipenft ejy chfm ht mhcchouat ti ufmnrstjfm diw suod tdhfgs oiuam oien jbiut, but tdny whaa joonpt tdn twi ruans js hfnvhtjban. Crie fiw if, nvnrytdhfg whaa bn nfthrnay hf tdn ipnf. Cir tdnrn hs fitdhfg tdnrn wdhod fnnms ti sduf tdn ahgdt! ]dhs hs wdjt hs si sdjencua jbiut ht jaa; ]dn trutd jfm tdn wdian trutd oiuam bn tiam by nvnrybimy whtdiut anjvhfg tdn anjst stjhf if iur eivnenft. But pnipan djvn griwf jttjodnm ti sientdhfg wdhod djs survhvnm hf iur wirl js j oifthfujthif ic njrahnr prjothons; ti djvn hfmhvhmuja hftnrvhnws. :c tjalhfg ti hfmhvhmujas djm fit rnsuatnm hf ahns, tdn ruan wiuam fit djvn bnnf fnonssjry. But nvnrytdhfg nvnr sjhm ti jfy enebnr ojf bn trutdcuaay tiam. Iur eivnenft ojf ifay gjhf crie tdn trutd ” gi jfm tnaa js euod js yiu ahln. ]dn trutd whaa fit bn jccnotnm by tdn ahns wdhod jrn tiam< but ht eust fit nvnf jppnjr ti bn jccnotnm, cir ht hs hepirtjft cir duejfhty tdjt jfytdhfg prnsnftnm iut ic j bjolgriufm ic sphrhtuja sohnfon hs prnsnftnm hf j snrhius jfm mhgfhchnm wjy. _i ant en rnpnjt ifon eirn; Whtdiut ojushfg jfy aiss ti tdisn wdi jrn snrhiusay snnlhfg nsitnrho mnvnaipenft, H whaa gnfnrjaay fi aifgnr ghvn prhvjtn hftnrvhnws cir enebnrs. Nvnryifn hs crnn ti tnaa nvnrytdhfg tdny wjft jbiut tdn hftnrvhnws wdhod djvn bnnf ghvnf, but ht eust bn tdn trutd. H rnanjsn nvnryifn crie wdjtnvnr viw ic shanfon tdnrn ejy bn. But ht sdiuam ifay bn bnojusn hfmhvhmujas wjft ti tnaa itdnrs cir tdnhr iwf sjln< tdny mi fit djvn ti mi ht cir ey sjln. Jfm H djvn fi ibknothif ti pnipan sprnjmhfg ht jbiut cjr jfm whmn tdjt tdnsn ruans nxhst jfm jrn odjrjotnrhstho ic iur eivnenft. ]dnf tdn wiram whaa rnjahzn tdn hfcjeius fjturn ic tdn tdhfgs tdjt jrn si ictnf sjhm, nspnohjaay jbiut iur _iohnty.

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ANO]^RN = ]dn Nanenftja _phrhts ic Bhrtd jfm Mnjtd Mirfjod, 3 Iotibnr :8:7 Js H sjhm hf ey njrahnr anoturns, tdn then djs oien cir duejfhty ti lfiw onrtjhf trutds oifonrfhfg tdn sphrhtuja bjolgriufm ti tdn pdyshoja wiram. Hc pnipan jrn fit gihfg ti bn prnpjrnm ti joonpt tdnsn trutds iut ic tdnhr iwf giim whaa, tdny whaa bn cironm ti anjrf tdne crie tdn tnrrhban nvnfts tdjt whaa djppnf js then gins if. ]dn qunsthif ejy jrhsn js ti wdy fiw hs tdn then cir duejfhty ti anjrf tdnsn trutds, sien ic wdhod jrn ahjban ti sdiol pnipan. ]dny djvn ic oiursn nxhstnm cir j aifg then, but duejfhty hf gnfnrja wjs pritnotnm jfm mhm fit djvn ti joonpt tdne. Ejfy ic tdnsn trutds wnrn ojrncuaay gujrmnm hf tdn jfohnft Eystnrhns, js yiu lfiw, si tdjt pnipan hf tdn surriufmhfg jrnjs wnrn fit nxpisnm ti tdn mhsturbhfg nccnot ic tdnsn trutds. Fiw, wn djvn ictnf sjhm tdjt ht hs cnjr ic tdn grnjt trutds tdjt prnvnfts pnipan crie joonpthfg tdne. ]disn wdi djvn tdhs cnjr timjy ” jfm tdnrn jrn hfmnnm ejfy ic tdne ” oiuam ic oiursn sjy; Wdy ojffit duejfhty gi if hf j lhfm ic sannp stjtn wdnrn tdnsn trutds jrn oifonrfnm9 Js ht hs, pnipan djvn griwf tnfsn jfm cnjrcua hf rnonft thens, jfm wdy sdiuam tdny bn nxpisnm ti tdisn grnjt jfm cnjrsien trutds9 Ant us gi hfti tdhs qunsthif, chrst ic jaa oifshmnrhfg wdy crie fiw if duejfhty djs ti bn trnjtnm mhccnrnftay, js ht wnrn, by tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht tdjf djs bnnf tdn ojsn si cjr hf tdhs pist-Jtajftnjf jgn. Hf ey njrahnr anoturns H spiln ic tdn fif-pdyshoja wiram wdhod birmnrs mhrnotay if iur pdyshoja wiram. ]dhs hs tdn wiram duejfhty whaa fnnm ti lfiw jbiut hf tdn then wdhod ahns kust jdnjm. Xiu lfiw,, js siif js yiu nftnr hfti j fif-pdyshoja wiram, nvnrytdhfg hs mhccnrnft crie tdn wjy ht hs dnrn. lfiw Xiu gnt ti lfiw onrtjhf nfththns, jfm jbivn jaa tdhfgs ic j spnohja fjturn wdhod jrn dhmmnf crie tdn shgdt ic wnjl duejfhty ” —shgdt‘ dnrn dnrn hfoaumns jfytdhfg oifvnynm hf hfshgdts jfm hmnjs. Wdy djs tdn duejf nyn bnnf mncanotnm crie tdhs itdnr wiram hf tdn pist-Jtajftnjf jgn, rhgdt up ti tdn prnsnft eienft9 Ht hs bnojusn tdnrn jrn nfththns hf tdhs fnxt-miir wiram ” itdnr, dhgdnr wirams ahn bnyifm ht ” wdhod oiuam ifay bn ejmn lfiwf ti duejf bnhfgs ufmnr onrtjhf oifmhthifs. ]dny djvn j spnohcho cufothif hf tdn wdian ufhvnrsn jfm nspnohjaay jasi hf duejf nviauthif. ]dnrn jrn ejfy mhccnrnft lhfms ic tdnsn nfththns hf tdn itdnr rnghif. ]imjy H wjft ti tjal ti yiu jbiut ifn oajss ic suod nfththns, tdn oajss wdisn cufothif hf tdn grnjt sodnen ic tdhfgs hs oiffnotnm whtd duejf bhrtd jfm mnjtd. Xiu sdiuam fnvnr bnahnvn tdjt duejf bhrtd jfm mnjtd jrn jotujaay js tdny prnsnft tdnesnavns ti tdn snfsns. _phrhtuja nfththns jrn hfviavnm wdnf j duejf bnhfg nftnrs tdhs pdyshoja wiram crie tdn fif-pdyshoja, jfm tdnf anjvns ht jgjhf cir tdn fif-pdyshoja wiram. ]i ghvn tdne j fjen, ant us ojaa tdne tdn 'nanenftja sphrhts ic bhrtd jfm mnjtd' cir tdn eienft. Ht hs trun tdjt tdn hfmhvhmujas wdi uftha fiw wnrn hfhthjtnm hf tdn Eystnrhns oifshmnrnm ht ti bn tdnhr strhot muty fit ti spnjl ti pnipan hf gnfnrja ic tdnsn nanenftja sphrhts ic bhrtd jfm mnjtd. Hc ifn wnrn ti spnjl ic tdne, jfm ic tdn wdian wjy hf wdhod tdnsn nanenftja sphrhts ahvn, wiuamdjs bn spnjlhfg ichf sientdhfg tdjt wiuam jgn. snneWn ahlnehgdt rnm-dit oijas pnipan,jfjaigy. cir tdhs Hc hs diw ifn duejfhty mnvnaipnm tdn pist-Jtajftnjf jasi usn ti jfitdnr 28

 

pnipan gnt ti lfiw eirn jbiut tdn nssnfthja fjturn ic tdnsn nanenftja sphrhts ic bhrtd jfm mnjtd jfm mi si hf cuaa oifsohiusfnss, tdny oien ti lfiw piwnrs wdhod jrn hfhehoja ti ahcn hf tdn pdyshoja wiram. Jfyifn whtd eirn ir anss fireja cnnahfgs, nvnf timjy, whaa bn sdjlnf ti anjrf tdn trutd tdjt hf irmnr ti brhfg jbiut bhrtd jfm mnjtd hf tdn pdyshoja wiram, tdn mhvhfn sphrhts wdi guhmn wiram mnsthfhns djvn ti usn nanenftja sphrhts wdi jotujaay jrn tdn nfnehns ic nvnrytdhfg duejf bnhfgs snnl jfm mnshrn cir tdnhr wnacjrn jfm wnaa-bnhfg dnrn hf tdn pdyshoja wiram. Hc nvnrytdhfg wjs mifn  kust ti suht tdn whsdns ic duejf bnhfgs ” ti bn oiecirtjban hf tdhs pdyshoja wiram, bn cht jfm wnaa js wn gi ti sannp jfm wjln up jgjhf jfm gi jbiut iur wirl ” hc jaa sphrhts wnrn ic j lhfm ti snn ti ht tdjt wn djvn suod j oiecirtjban ahcn, bhrtd jfm mnjtd oiuam fit bn. ]i brhfg jbiut bhrtd jfm mnjtd tdn gims fnnm nfththns nfththns wdisn wdisn ehfms jfm wdian wdian wjy ic aiilhfg jt tdn wiram ghvn tdne tdn urgn ti mnstriy jfm ajy wjstn ti nvnrytdhfg wdhod privhmns cir tdn wnacjrn ic duejf bnhfgs dnrn hf tdn pdyshoja wiram. Wn djvn ti gnt usnm ti tdn hmnj tdjt tdn wiram hs fit ejmn js pnipan wiuam rnjaay ahln ht ti bn jfm tdjt tdnrn nxhsts tdn nanenft wdhod hf tdn Ngypthjf Eystnrhns wjs lfiwf js —hrif fnonsshty‘. Js pjrt ic tdhs hrif fnonsshty, nfththns disthan ti tdn pdyshoja wiram jrn usnm by tdn gims ti brhfg jbiut bhrtd jfm mnjtd cir duejf bnhfgs. _i wn jrn aiilhfg jt j wiram tdjt hs heenmhjtnay fnxt ti iur iwf, j wiram tdjt mjy by mjy, diur by diur, djs ti mi whtd iur iwf wiram, cir tdn prionssns ic bhrtd jfm mnjtd djppnf nvnry mjy jfm nvnry diur dnrn if njrtd. ]dn eienft duejf bnhfgs oriss tdn tdrnsdiam ti tdn itdnr wiram tdny nftnrr hfti j spdnrn nftn spdnrn wdnrn nfththns ahvn jfm jrn jothvn wdisn wdian oifmuot, oifmuot, vhnws jfm mnshrns jrn mnstruothvn cir irmhfjry pdyshoja duejf ahcn. Hc tdhs djm bnnf ejmn lfiwf ti pnipan iutshmn tdn Eystnrhns bncirn fiw, hc pnipan djm bnnf ghvnf jf hmnj ic tdnsn nfththns, tdn ciaaiwhfg wiuam hfnvhtjbay djvn djppnfnm. Hc pnipan wdi jrn quhtn ufjban ti mnja whtd tdnhr hfsthfots jfm mrhvns, whtd tdnhr pjsshifs, djm lfiwf tdjt mnstruothvn nfththns wnrn prnsnft jriufm tdne jaa tdn then, tdny wiuam djvn usnm tdn piwnrs ic tdisn mnstruothvn nfththns. ]dny wiuam fit djvn usnm tdne tdn wjy tdn gims mi hf bhrtd jfm mnjtd, diwnvnr, but whtdhf tdn rnjae ic pdyshoja ahcn. Hc pnipan djm cnat tdn mnshrn ti bn mnstruothvn hf sien spdnrn ir itdnr, tdny wiuam djvn djm jepan ippirtufhty ti ejln tdnsn nfththns snrvn tdne, cir ht hs njsy ti ejln tdne snrvn us. ]dhs trutd wjs lnpt dhmmnf ti pritnot irmhfjry ahcn crie tdn mnstruothvn nanenftja sphrhts ic bhrtd jfm mnjtd. ]dn qunsthif hs, sdiuam wn fit oifthfun ti lnnp tdne dhmmnf9 ]dhs hs fit pisshban, jfm cir quhtn spnohcho rnjsifs, ifn ic wdhod hs oiffnotnm whtd j grnjt, hepirtjft oiseho ajw. H oiuam ghvn yiu j gnfnrja cireuaj, but ht whaa bn bnttnr ti usn tdn jotuja cire ht hs tjlhfg fiw jfm hf tdn heenmhjtn cuturn ti mneifstrjtn tdhs ajw ti yiu. Js yiu lfiw, fit aifg jgi griwhfg fuebnrs ic hepuasns ojen hfti duejf nviauthif wdhod mhm fit nxhst bncirn jfm wdhod jrn quhtn odjrjotnrhstho ic iur prnsnft ohvhahzjthif. ]ry jfm gi bjol hf yiur ehfm ti thens fit vnry aifg jgi. Xiu whaa chfm thens wdnf tdnrn wnrn fi stnje aioieithvns, wdnf pnipan mhm fit ynt usn nanotrhohty js wn mi fiw< thens pnrdjps wdnf ifay tdhflnrs ahln Anifjrmi mj Shfoh \ Fitn :  : U wnrn jban ti djvn tdn hmnj, tdnirnthojaay jfm if tdn bjshs ic nxpnrhenfts, tdjt duejfs oiuam ornjtn jppjrjtus wdhod wiuam nfjban tdne ti cay. Jaa tdhs djs oien ti rnjahzjthif hf j rnajthvnay sdirt then. Kust oifshmnr diw euod mnpnfms if tdn usn ic stnje, ic nanotrhohty, ic tdn odjfgns hf jteispdnrho mnfshty wdhod djs ejmn jhrsdhps pisshban, ir tdn lfiwanmgn ic stjthos wdhod djs anm ti tdn jnripajfn. Oifshmnr nvnrytdhfg wdhod djs ?0

 

oien hfti duejf nviauthif hf rnonft thens. ]dhfl ic tdn mnstruothvn piwnrs ic myfjehtn, nto., jfm yiu ojf njshay hejghfn, snnhfg diw swhctay tdhs djs gifn, tdjt fnw jfm mhccnrnft cjbuaius tdhfgs ic tdhs lhfm whaa bn tdn gija ic cuturn duejf nfmnjviur. nfmnjviur. H tdhfl yiu ojf njshay snn tdjt tdn hmnja cir tdn fnjr cuturn whaa bn ti djvn fit eirn jfm eirn Gintdns, but eirn jfm eirn Nmhsifs. ]dhs rnjaay hs tdn hmnja ic eimnrf duejfhty. Eimnrf pnipan mi, ic oiursn, bnahnvn tdjt jaa tdhs ” tdn tnangrjpd, tnanpdifns, tdn usn ic stnje Piwnr, nto. ” djppnfs whtdiut tdn pjrthohpjthif ic sphrhtuja nfththns. ]dhs hs fit tdn ojsn, diwnvnr. ]dn mnvnaipenft ic duejf ohvhahzjthif hfviavns tdn pjrthohpjthif ic nanenftja sphrhts, nvnf hc pnipan mi fit lfiw jbiut ht. Eimnrf ejtnrhjahsts hejghfn tdjt tdn tnanpdifn jfm tnangrjpd, jfm tdn stnje nfghfns mrhvnf aifg mhstjfons jfm jasi usnm by cjrenrs, djvn bnnf oifstruotnm enrnay if tdn bjshs ic wdjt pnipan primuon by tdn swnjt ic tdnhr briw. Nvnrytdhfg pnipan mi hf tdhs rnspnot hs ufmnr tdn hfcaunfon ic nanenftja sphrhts. ]dny jrn jawjys hfviavnm jfm dnaphfg us hf tdhs. Pnipan jrn fit tjlhfg tdn hfhthjthvn if tdnhr iwf hf tdhs chnam ” tdny jrn guhmnm. Hf ajbirjtirhns, wirlsdips, rnjaay rnj aay nvnryw nvnrywdn dnrn rn wdnrn wdnrn tdn sphrht sphrht ic hfvnft hfvnfthif hif hs jothvn jothvn,, nanenf nanenftja tja sphrht sphrhtss jrn privhm privhmhfg hfg tdn hfsphrjthif. ]dn nanenftja sphrhts wdi djvn ghvnf hepuasns ti iur ohvhahzjthif crie tdn nhgdtnnftd onftury ifwjrms jrn ic tdn sjen lhfm js tdisn usnm by tdn gims ti brhfg jbiut bhrtd jfm mnjtd. ]dhs hs ifn ic tdn eystnrhns wdhod duejf bnhfgs djvn ti mhsoivnr timjy timjy.. Jfm tdn ajw ic wiram dhstiry ic wdhod H djvn spilnf hs tdjt js nviauthif prionnms, tdn gims jawjys ruan cir j then whtdhf j pjrthouajr spdnrn ic nanenftja sphrhts jfm tdnf duejf bnhfgs nftnr hfti tdhs sjen spdnrn jfm usn tdn nanenftja sphrhts. Hf njrahnr thens, tdn nanenftja sphrhts ic bhrtd jfm mnjtd nssnfthjaay snrvnm tdn mhvhfn sphrhts wdi guhmnm tdn wiram< shfon iur mjy ” jfm tdhs djs bnnf gihfg if cir sien then fiw ” tdn nanenftja sphrhts ic bhrtd jfm mnjtd jrn snrvhfg tnodfiaigy, hfmustry jfm duejf oieenron. Ht hs hepirtjft ti ant tdhs mhsturbhfg trutd nftnr hfti iur siuas whtd jaa hts piwnr jfm hftnfshty. _ientdhfg hs djppnfhfg hf tdhs chctd pist-Jtajftnjf pnrhim ic ohvhahzjthif wdhod hs shehajr ti sientdhfg tdjt djppnfnm hf Jtajftnjf thens, murhfg tdn ciurtd Jtajftnjf pnrhim. H djvn spilnf ic tdhs bncirn. ^p ti tdn ciurtd Jtajftnjf pnrhim tdn mhvhfn sphrhts wdi guhmn duejf nviauthif usnm onrtjhf nanenftja sphrhts. ]dny djm ti usn tdne bnojusn fit ifay bhrtd jfm mnjtd djm ti bn briugdt jbiut jt tdjt then, but jasi sientdhfg nasn, wdhod ejy bn sjhm ti bn oaisnr ti tdn njrtd. Xiu whaa rnenebnr sien ic tdn mnsorhpthifs H djvn ghvnf ic tdn Jtajftnjf jgn, wdnf duejf bnhfgs wnrn sthaa canxhban hf tdnhr pdyshoja fjturn jfm tdnhr siuas oiuam ejln tdnhr bimhns griw ajrgn ir rnejhf mwjrcahln, whtd tdnhr iutnr jppnjrjfon mnpnfmhfg if tdnhr hffnr fjturn. Panjsn ojaa tdhs ti ehfm jgjhf. \ Fitn 2 U 2 U ]imjy tdn snrvhon onrtjhf nanenftja sphrhts ghvn ti tdn mhvhfn sphrhts if ioojshifs ic bhrtd jfm mnjtd hs oanjray jppjrnft hf pdyshoja tnres. Hf tdisn thens, wdnf iutnr jppnjrjfon wjs hf jooirm whtd hffnr fjturn, onrtjhf nanenftja sphrhts wnrn snrvhfg tdn gims cir tdn wdian ic duejf ahcn. Wdnf tdn Jtajftnjf jgn djm rnjodnm hts ciurtd pnrhim, pnipan jgjhf bngjf ti ruan tdn nanenftja sphrhts, wdhod djm prnvhiusay bnnf usnm by tdn gims, ti givnrf tdn griwtd jfm gnfnrja pdyshigfiey ic duejf bnhfgs. Duejf bnhfgs gjhfnm oiftria ic onrtjhf mhvhfn piwnrs jfm ejmn usn ic tdne. ]dn oifsnqunfon wjs tdjt crie jbiut tdn ehmman ic tdn Jtajftnjf jgn ht wjs pisshban cir hfmhvhmujas wdi mnshrnm ti djre tdnhr cnaaiw duejf bnhfgs ti usn jaa lhfms ic ornjthvn piwnrs if tdne ” lnnphfg tdne mwjrc-shznm hf griwtd ir ejlhfg tdne hfti ghjfts, ir antthfg tdn pdyshoja irgjfhse mnvnaip hf suod j wjy tdjt tdn hfmhvhmuja oifonrfnm wiuam bn jf hftnaahgnft pnrsif ir j ?:

 

ornthf. J tnrrhban piwnr wjs hf duejf ornthf. duejf djfms djfms hf tdn ehmman ic tdn Jtajftnjf Jtajftnjf jgn. Xiu Xiu lfiw, lfiw, cir H djvn mrjwf jttnfthif ti tdhs, tdjt tdhs wjs fit lnpt snornt, tdiugd fit crie jfy lhfm ic nvha hftnft. Jooirmhfg ti ifn ic tdn ajws ic wiram dhstiry, sientdhfg wdhod hfhthjaay wjs tdn wirl ic tdn gims djm ti bnoien tdn wirl ic duejf bnhfgs. ]dhs anm ti snrhius ehsodhnc hf tdn Jtajftnjf jgn, si tdjt ivnr tdn ajst ciur ir tdrnn pnrhims ic ohvhahzjthif tdn wdian ic Jtajftnjf ohvhahzjthif djm ti bn guhmnm tiwjrms hts iwf mnstruothif. Iur iwf ohvhahzjthif wjs sjvnm jfm briugdt joriss crie Jtajfths, js H djvn mnsorhbnm nasnwdnrn, jfm yiu whaa rnojaa ey mnsorhpthifs ic wdjt djppnfnm hf tdn Jtajftnjf jgn. Hf tdn ajst tdrnn, ir twi, pnrhims ic pist-Jtajftnjf ohvhahzjthif hf tdn chctd stjgn ic njrtd nviauthif, wirl fiw mifn by tdn gims whaa jgjhf bnoien wirl ti bn mifn by duejfhty. Wn jrn ifay hf tdn njray stjgns ic tdn tnodfiaighoja, hfmustrhja jfm oieenrohja jothvhthns wdhod prionnm ufmnr tdn hfcaunfon ic tdn nanenftja sphrhts ic bhrtd jfm mnjtd. ]dhs hfcaunfon jfm hts nccnots whaa bn hfornjshfgay eirn rjmhoja. ^ftha fiw, tdn nanenftja sphrhts ic bhrtd jfm mnjtd djvn bnnf guhmnm by tdn gims jfm tdnhr hfcaunfon djs bnnf ahehtnm ti tdn oiehfg hfti bnhfg jfm pjsshfg jwjy ic duejfs jt tdn pdyshoja anvna. But tdn ohvhahzjthif ic iur iwf jfm cuturn jgns djs ti bn suod tdjt tdnsn sphrhts ojf bn jothvn hf tnodfiaigy, hfmustry, oieenron, jfm si if. ]dnrn hs jasi jfitdnr, quhtn spnohcho, jspnot ti tdhs. Js H djvn sjhm, tdnsn nanenftja sphrhts jrn tdn nfnehns ic duejf wnacjrn jfm wjft ti mnstriy ht. Wn djvn ti snn tdhfgs strjhgdt jfm fit djvn jfy haaushifs oifonrfhfg tdn rjmhoja fjturn ic tdhs. Ohvhahzjthif eust prigrnss hf tdn chnams ic tnodfiaigy, tnodfiaigy, hfmustry jfm oieenron. But by hts vnry fjturn suod j ohvhahzjthif ojffit snrvn tdn wnaa-bnhfg ic duejfhty hf tdn pdyshoja wiram< ht ojf ifay privn mnstruothvn ti tdn duejf wnja. ]dhs whaa bn jf ufpjajtjban trutd cir pnipan wdi fnvnr thrn ic ejlhfg grnjt spnnodns if tdn trnenfmius jmvjfons ejmn hf eimnrf ohvhahzjthif, cir tdny snn tdhfgs hf jbstrjot tnres jfm lfiw fitdhfg ic tdn rhsn jfm cjaa wdhod hs pjrt ic duejf nviauthif. H djvn ejmn brhnc rncnrnfon ti tdn ojusns ic mnstruothif hf Jtajfths. ]dn oieenrohja, hfmustrhja jfm tnodfiaighoja ohvhahzjthif wdhod hs fiw hf hts bnghffhfgs djrbiurs nanenfts wdhod whaa anjm ti tdn mnoahfn jfm cjaa ic tdn chctd njrtd pnrhim. Jfm wn ifay snn tdhfgs strjhgdt jfm cjon rnjahty hc wn jmeht tdjt wn jrn dnrn bnghffhfg ti wirl if sientdhfg wdhod eust anjm ti ojtjstripdn. ]dhs hs wdjt ht enjfs ti nftnr hfti hrif fnonsshty. fnonsshty. Aiilhfg cir jf njsy wjy iut pnipan ehgdt sjy; Ja Jarh rhgd gdt, t, H wif' wif'tt tjln tjln td tdnn trje trje.. Ht ehgd ehgdtt nv nvnf nf gi si cj cjrr ” td tdiu iugd gd nvnf nvnf eneb enebnr nrss ic td tdnn Jftdripisipdho Jftdripis ipdhoja ja _iohnty jrn ufahlnay ufahlnay ti tjln tdhfgs tdhs cjr ” tdjt pnipan whaa fit gi if trjhfs, trjhfs, jfm si if. ]dhs wiuam bn oiepantn fifsnfsn, ic oiursn. Ht hs fit j ejttnr ic jvihmhfg tdhfgs but ic gntthfg j oanjr photurn, rnja hfshgdt hfti tdn hrif fnonsshthns ic duejf nviauthif. Ohvhahzjthif ojffit oifthfun hf jf ufbrilnf upwjrm trnfm< ht djs ti gi tdriugd j suoonsshif ic rhshfg jfm cjaahfg wjvns. ]dnrn hs, diwnvnr, sientdhfg nasn wdhod ojf djppnf, sientdhfg pnipan gnfnrjaay mi fit wjft ti lfiw jbiut timjy but wdhod hs nxjotay wdjt eimnrf duejfhty whaa djvn ti mhsoivnr. Hfshgdt ” j oanjr photurn ic tdn fnonsshty wdhod nxhsts ” hs wdjt whaa djvn ti oien ti jaa duejf ehfms. Ht whaa fnonssjrhay enjf tdjt euod whaa djvn ti odjfgn hf tdn crjen ic ehfm hf wdhod wn oifshmnr tdn wiram. Duejf bnhfgs whaa fnnm ti ahvn whtd hffnr hepuasns wdhod tdny sthaa prncnr ti hgfirn timjy, cir tdnsn gi jgjhfst tdn giim ahcn tdny wjft. ]dnrn jrn ejfy suod hepuasns. Ant en ghvn yiu kust ifn nxjepan.

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Pnipan timjy, nspnohjaay hc tdny wjft ti bn giim pnipan, wjfthfg fitdhfg cir tdnesnavns but ifay ti bn snacanss jfm mnshrn tdn giim ic itdnrs, whaa ic oiursn snnl ti mnvnaip onrtjhf vhrtuns. ]dnsn, tii, jrn hrif fnonsshthns. Fiw, ic oiursn, tdnrn hs fitdhfg ti bn sjhm jgjhfst j mnshrn cir vhrtun, but tdn pribane hs tdjt pnipan jrn fit enrnay mnshrhfg ti bn vhrtuius. Ht hs quhtn j giim tdhfg ti wjft ti bn vhrtuius, but tdnsn pnipan wjft eirn. Hc ifn aiils ti tdn ufoifsohius mnptds ic tdn duejf siua ifn chfms tdjt hf tdn prnsnft then pnipan jrn fit rnjaay euod oifonrfnm ti mnvnaip tdn jotuja vhrtuns. Ht hs euod eirn hepirtjft ti tdne ti bn jban ti cnna tdnesnavns ti bn vhrtuius, ti ghvn tdnesnavns up nfthrnay ti j stjtn ehfm wdnrn sjy;sienifn —H je truay snacanss, aiil jt jaa tdn tdhfgs H mi ti heprivn eysnac! H jeicpnrcnot, H je tdny lhfm,ojf H je wdi mins fit bnahnvn hf jutdirhty.‘ ]dny whaa tdnf, ic oiursn, njgnray ciaaiw jaa lhfms ic jutdirhthns. ]i cnna rnjaay giim hf tdn oifsohiusfnss ic djvhfg ifn pjrthouajr vhrtun ir jfitdnr hs nfmanssay eirn hepirtjft ti pnipan timjy tdjf jotujaay djvhfg tdjt vhrtun. ]dny wjft ti cnna tdny djvn tdn vhrtun rjtdnr tdjf prjothsn ht. Js j rnsuat, onrtjhf snornts oiffnotnm whtd tdn vhrtuns rnejhf dhmmnf ti tdne. ]dny jrn snornts wdhod pnipan hfsthfothvnay cnna tdny mi fit wjft ti lfiw, nspnohjaay hc tdny jrn eimnrf hmnjahsts wdi ahln ti cnna giim hf tdn wjy H djvn mnsorhbnm. Jaa lhfms ic hmnjas jrn rnprnsnftnm by siohnthns timjy. Prigrjeens jrn ejmn, jfm j siohnty stjtns hts prhfohpans, wdhod jrn ti jodhnvn ifn tdhfg ir jfitdnr. ]dn tdhfgs pnipan wjft ti jodhnvn hf tdhs wjy ejy hfmnnm bn vnry fhon, but ti chfm sientdhfg fhon hf jf jbstrjot wjy hs fit nfiugd. Pnipan eust anjrf ti tdhfl hf tnres ic rnjahty. Ant us aiil jt tdn jspnot ic rnjahty wdnf ht oiens ti pnipan djvhfg vhrtuns. Pnrcnothif, bnfnvianfon, bnjuthcua vhrtuns, rhgdts ” ht hs fhon ti djvn tdne jaa hf tdn iutnr siohja spdnrn. Diwnvnr, wdnf pnipan sjy; —Ht hs iur prigrjeen ti jodhnvn pnrcnothif hf sien pjrthouajr wjy wjy,, bnfnvianfon hf sien pjrthouajr mhrnothif, wn jhe ti nstjbahsd j spnohcho rhgdt', tdny usujaay oifshmnr tdhs ti bn sientdhfg jbsiautn wdhod ojf bn briugdt ti rnjahzjthif js suod. —_urnay‘, pnipan whaa sjy, —ht eust bn j giim tdhfg ti bn eirn jfm eirn pnrcnot9‘ Jfm —Wdjt bnttnr hmnja ojf tdnrn bn but ti djvn j prigrjeen tdjt whaa ejln us eirn jfm eirn pnrcnot9‘ But tdhs hs fit hf jooirm whtd tdn ajw ic rnjahty r njahty.. Ht hs rhgdt, r hgdt, jfm giim, ti bn eirn jfm eirn pnrcnot, ir jt anjst jhe ti bn si, but wdnf pnipan jrn jotujaay snnlhfg ti bn pnrcnot hf j pjrthouajr mhrnothif, tdhs snjrod cir pnrcnothif whaa jctnr j then odjfgn hfti wdjt hf rnjahty hs hepnrcnothif. J odjfgn ioours tdriugd wdhod tdn mnshrn cir pnrcnothif bnoiens j wnjlfnss. Bnfnvianfon Bnfnvianfon whaa jctnr j then bnoien prnkumhohja bndjvhiur. bndjvhiur. Jfm diwnvnr giim tdn rhgdt ejy bn tdjt yiu wjft ti brhfg ti rnjahzjthif ” ht whaa turf hfti j wrifg hf tdn oiursn ic then. ]dn rnjahty hs tdjt tdnrn jrn fi jbsiautns hf tdhs wiram. Xiu Xiu wirl tiwjrms sientdhfg tdjt hs giim, jfm tdn wjy ic tdn wiram whaa turf ht hfti sientdhfg bjm. Wn tdnrncirn eust snnl nvnr fnw wjys, aiil cir fnw cires ivnr jfm ivnr jgjhf. ]dhs hs wdjt rnjaay ejttnrs. ]dn swhfg ic tdn pnfmuaue givnrfs jaa suod duejf nccirts. Fitdhfg hs eirn djrecua tdjf bnahnc hf jbsiautn hmnjas, cir tdny jrn jt imms whtd tdn trun oiursn ic wiram nviauthif. J giim wjy ic mneifstrjthfg tdhfgs ” fit ti privn, but enrnay ti haaustrjtn ” hs ti usn onrtjhf hmnjs. Jfm Jfm ti sien nxtnft, hmnjs crie tdn pdyshoja sohnfons ojf bn usnm js syebias ti haaustrjtn fifpdyshoja hmnjs. Hejghfn wn djvn j pnfmuaue suspnfmnm dnrn (mrjwhfg if tdn bijrm). Fiw yiu snn, hc yiu tjln tdn pnfmuaue ti tdhs pihft, ti ifn nxtrnen, jfm tdnf ant gi, ht whaa gi ti tdhs pihft ti chfm hts nquhahbrhue. Ht ciaaiws tdhs pjtd. Wdy mins ht mi si9 Bnojusn ht hs subknot ti grjvhty, pnipan sjy. Ht gins miwf, but ifon ht djs rnjodnm tdn aiwnst pihft mins fit stip tdnrn. ]dn miwfwjrm eivnenft djs ghvnf ht j onrtjhf hfnrthj, wdhod ht usns ti eivn ti tdn itdnr shmn. Ht tdnf gins miwf jgjhf. Ht enjfs tdjt wdnf tdn pnfmuaue trjvnas tdhs mhstjfon, tdn miwfwjrm eivnenft ghvns ht ??

 

succhohnft nfnrgy ti swhfg ti tdn itdnr shmn. ]dhs privhmns jf jfjaigy tdjt ejy bn usnm ti ghvn j strifg vhsuja hejgn ic ifn tdhfg ir jfitdnr. ]dus wn ejy sjy; J vhrtun ” pnrcnothif, bnfnvianfon  ” gins hf tdhs mhrnothif, but tdnf gins hf tdn ippishtn mhrnothif. Pnrcnothif bnoiens wnjlfnss, bnfnvianfon uforhthoja uforhthoja jmirjthif, jfm rhgdt turfs hfti wrifg hf tdn oiursn ic nviauthif.

 

Pnipan prncnr fit ti oifshmnr suod hmnjs timjy. Kust hejghfn tryhfg ti nxpajhf ti j siahm ehmmanoajss ohthznf wdi hs nstjbahsdhfg j siohnty wdhod hs ti snrvn onrtjhf hmnjas; Xiu Xiu jrn fiw sntthfg up jf hmnja, but hf ejlhfg ht pjrt ic tdn prionss ic nviauthif yiu whaa ornjtn tdn ippishtn nccnot, jfm yiu whaa mi si hf j rnajthvnay sdirt then. Wnaa, dn wiuam tdhfl yiu jrn fit ifay fi hmnjahst, but j rnja mnvha. Wdy sdiuam tdn nccirt ti bn pnrcnot fit gi tiwjrms hfornjshfg pnrcnothif, jfm wdy sdiuam rhgdt fit oifthfun ti bn rhgdt cir nvnr jfm nvnr9 Ht hs nxtrnenay mhcchouat cir pnipan timjy ti djvn hmnjs bjsnm if rnjahty hfstnjm ic hmnjs tdjt jrn ifn-shmnm jbstrjothifs. Xnt tdny whaa djvn ti anjrf ti djvn suod hmnjs, cir tdny whaa fit prigrnss whtdiut tdne. ]dny whaa jasi djvn ti bnoien usnm ti tdn hmnj tdjt prigrnss hf ohvhahzjthif whaa grjmujaay ejln ht fnonssjry cir us ti usn tdn nanenftja sphrhts ic bhrtd jfm mnjtd. Jfm hf mihfg si, duejfhty whaa djvn ti ahvn whtd tdn cjot tdjt j mnstruothvn nanenft bnoiens pjrt ic duejf nviauthif. Nvnry fiw jfm tdnf, pnipan wdi rncusn ti cjehahjrhzn tdnesnavns whtd jftdripisipdy ” wdhod hs tdn ifay enjfs ic chfmhfg tdn rhgdt jtthtumn ti suod tdhfgs ” chfm tdn rhgdt hmnjs by tdnesnavns, crie hfsthfot. hfsthfot. Wdjt hs tdn shgfhchoj shgfhchojfon fon ic jaa tdhs9 ]dn nanenftja nanenftja sphrhts ic bhrtd jfm mnjtd jrn, ic oiursn, enssnfgnrs ic Jdrhejf. ]dn hrif fnonsshty ic wiram nviauthif cirons tdn gims ti usn Jdrhejf's enssnfgnrs ti oiftria bhrtd jfm mnjtd. Wdnf tdny jsl tdn nanenftja sphrhts ti jot if tdnhr bndjac tdny mi fit jaaiw tdn piwnrs ic tdnsn enssnfgnrs ti nftnr tdn pdyshoja wiram. But js ohvhahzjthif gins hfti hts mnoahfn, crie tdn chctd pist-Jtajftnjf pnrhim ifwjrms, tdhs nanenft djs ti oien hf jgjhf, si tdjt ojtjstripdn ejy bn briugdt jbiut. Duejf bnhfgs eust usn tdnsn piwnrs tdnesnavns. Jdrhejf's enssnfgnrs jrn tdnrncirn jf hrif fnonsshty< tdny djvn ti brhfg jbiut tdn mnstruothif tdjt whaa anjm ti tdn fnxt stnp cirwjrm hf ohvhahzjthif. ]dhs hs j tnrrhban trutd, but ht hs si. Jfm fitdhfg whaa jvjha wdnrn tdhs trutd hs oifonrfnm but ti gnt ti lfiw ht jfm ti snn ht oanjray. Wn sdjaa bn mhsousshfg tdhs curtdnr jfm yiu whaa snn diw ejfy tdhfgs tdnrn jrn wdhod ojaa cir tdn rhgdt jtthtumn ti tdnsn trutds.

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Hfsthfot, Hfsthf ot, H djvn djvn sj sjhm, hm, ejlns ejlns sien sien pnipan pnipan rnjahz rnjahznn tdjt tdjt sientd sientdhfg hfg hs fnonss fnonssjry jry.. Ifn suod suod hfmhvhmuja hs Rhojrmj Duod, \ Fitn ? U ? U wdi djs wrhttnf j fuebnr ic nxonaanft biils jt tdn prnsnft then ” tdiugd fifn tdjt siendiw oiens nvnf oaisn ti jftdripisipdy jftdripisipdy.. Dnr ajtnst wirl, if Autdnr's cjhtd, hs rnejrljban ” fit si euod bnojusn ic hfshgdt, but bnojusn ic tdn hfsthfot ti bn ciufm hf tdhs biil. Hc yiu rnjm tdn chrst tdrnn odjptnrs ic tdn biil yiu chfm tdnrn j strjfgn ory ” H tdhfl wn ejy ojaa ht suod ” j ory cir duejfhty ti chfm jgjhf wdjt djs rnjaay bnnf aist shfon Autdnr ojen if tdn sonfn. Bncirn dhs mjy jtjvhstho oajhrviyjfon sthaa nxhstnm. Rhojrmj Duod sjys tdjt wdjt duejfhty fnnms eist ic jaa timjy hs ti gnt ti lfiw tdn mnvha. _dn mins fit oifshmnr ht si fnonssjry cir pnipan ti oien ti lfiw Gim< ht hs euod eirn hepirtjft, sdn sjys, ti gnt ti lfiw tdn mnvha. Rhojrmj Duod mins fit lfiw, ic oiursn, wdy tdhs hs fnonssjry fnonssjry,, but sdn djs jf hfsthfothvn cnnahfg tdjt ht hs si. Dnfon dnr rnejrljban ory cir lfiwanmgn ic tdn mnvha hf tdn chrst odjptnrs ic tdn biil. ]dhs hs dhgday syeptiejtho jfm shgfhchojft cir iur then. Dnr tdhflhfg hs; Pnipan whaa oien ti lfiw Gim jgjhf ifon tdny lfiw tdjt tdn mnvha hs jaa jriufm tdne. Hfmhvhmujas ahln tdhs, wdi sthaa mi fit wjft ti tjln up jftdripisipdy, jftdripisipdy, whaa jawjys aiil cir j wjy ti jpiaighzn cir tdnhr stjtnenfts. Rhojrmj Duod mins cnna tdjt pnipan eust gnt ti lfiw tdn mnvha js sienifn wdi hs vnry rnja< but sdn heenmhjtnay sjys, js j lhfm ic jpiaigy, tdjt ifn sdiuam fit, ic oiursn, hejghfn tdn mnvha ti bn wjalhfg jriufm hf tdn strnnt whtd dirfs jfm j tjha. Id, but dn mins wjal jriufm! —]dny fnvnr lfiw tdn mnvha hs jbiut, Fit nvnf wdnf dn djs tdne by tdn oiaajr.‘ \ Fitn = U = U  Eimnrf jbstrjot tdhflhfg heenmhjtnay fnnms jf jpiaigy, nvnf hc sienifn lfiws hfsthfothvnay wdjt hs eist urgnftay fnnmnm. But tdnrn hs j giim jfm rnja hfsthfot cir tdn prnsnft then bndhfm tdhs ory cir tdn mnvha. Pnipan sdiuam fit shepay griw bahfmay, js hc jsannp, hfti wdjt hrif fnonsshty mnejfms ic tdne hf tdn heenmhjtn cuturn, cutur n, wdhod hs ti usn tdn enssnfgnrs enssnfgnrs ic tdn mnvha hf iur wirl hf ajbirjtirhns, ajbirjtirhns, wirlsdips, wirlsdips, bjfls jfm nvnrywdnrn nasn. ]dny djvn ti usn tdne si tdjt ohvhahzjthif ejy prigrnss< but tdny eust lfiw tdn mnvha, tdny eust lfiw tdjt tdn lnys wdhod jrn usnm, sjy, ti ufaiol tdn vjuats djvn tdn mnvha's piwnr hf tdne. Rhojrmj Duod lfiws tdhs hfsthfothvnay, jfm pnipan fnnm ti lfiw ht, cir ifay lfiwanmgn whaa tjln us hfti tdn cuturn hf tdn rhgdt wjy. Ht hs ic heenfsn hepirtjfon tdjt tdnrn jrn pnipan wdi, iut ic hfsthfot, pihft ti tdn fnnm wdhod nxhsts ti lfiw tdn mnvha jfm fit wjal pjst dhe cjst jsannp, cir dn hs gntthfg eirn jfm eirn piwnrcua. Pnrdjps tdnrn hs sientdhfg nasn tdjt hs odjrjotnrhstho ” H enfthif ht ifay hf pjsshfg; Hf Pjrjmhsn, tii, ht wjs j wiejf wdi hfsthfothvnay jaaiwnm tdn cufothifs ic tdn mnvha ti nftnr hfti Pjrjmhsn. H tdhfl ht hs fit euod ti tdn ornmht ic enf hf iur ohvhahzjthif tdjt tdny jrn sthaa ojaahfg tdhs lhfm ic tdhfg supnrsththif jfm rncusn ti djvn jfytdhfg ti mi whtd ht, ifon jgjhf anjvhfg ht ti j wiejf. Ht ejy hfmnnm bn odjrjotnrhstho odjrjotnrhstho tdjt j wiejf, wiejf, Rhojrmj Duod, hs ojaahfg cir tdn mnvha, kust js ifon hf Pjrjmhsn ht wjs Nvn wdi ant hf tdn mnvha. ]dhs enrnay js j pjsshfg oieenft. Ht hs tdn mnvha wdi whaa jfm eust bn tdn bnjrnr ic iur cuturn ohvhahzjthif. ]dhs hs j djrsd trutd, but ht hs hepirtjft. Ht hs hfthejtnay biufm up whtd tdn cjot tdjt mnstruothvn piwnrs whaa djvn ti nftnr hfti tdn cuturn prigrnss ic ohvhahzjthif. Jbivn jaa ” jfm H whaa spnjl ic tdhs tieirriw ” mnstruothvn piwnrs whaa djvn ti nftnr hfti tdn wdian chnam ic nmuojthif, jfm nspnohjaay tdn nmuojthif ic odhamrnf, ufanss tdn ejttnr hs tjlnf hf djfm whtd whsmie. Bnojusn ic tdn gnfnrja trnfm ic ohvhahzjthif, jfm tdn oustiejry prjothons jfm neithifs ic pnipan, mnstruothvn piwnrs whaa jasi nftnr eirn jfm eirn hfti tdn wdian siohja spdnrn. ]dny whaa jbivn jaa brhfg eirn jfm eirn mnstruothif hfti tdn jotuja rnajthifsdhps bntwnnf pnipan. ?>

 

Duejfhty sdiuam snnl ti brhfg Odrhst's wirms ti rnjahzjthif; —Wdnrn twi ir tdrnn jrn gjtdnrnm tigntdnr hf ey fjen, tdnrn je H hf tdn ehmst ic tdne.‘ \ Fitn >  > U ]nodfiaighoja jfm oieenrohja prigrnss whaa fit brhfg tdhs ti rnjahzjthif, but rjtdnr; Wdnrn twi ir eirn wjft ti chgdt jfm jssjuat njod itdnr hf ey fjen, tdnrn je H hf tdn ehmst ic tdne. ]dhs whaa djppnf eirn jfm eirn hf tdn siohja ahcn jfm bnojusn ic tdhs tdnrn hs j gnfnrja mhcchouaty timjy hf prnsnfthfg trutds wdhod whaa brhfg pnipan tigntdnr. Ant us oifoaumn by bnhfg oanjr hf iur ehfms, jt anjst cir tdn eienft ” wn sdjaa oifthfun whtd tdn subknot tieirriw jfm tdn mjy jctnr ” jbiut tdn crjen ic ehfm hf wdhod pnipan gnfnrjaay rnonhvn trutds. Pnipan mi fit ahln ti bn tiam trutds timjy bnojusn tdny shepay mi fit bnahnvn trutd ti bn sientdhfg wdhod oiens ti duejf bnhfgs mhrnotay crie tdn wiram ic tdn _phrht. Eimnrf pnipan bnahnvn trutd eust jawjys bn sientdhfg griwf hf tdnhr iwf gjrmnf. Pnipan hf tdnhr twnfthns djvn tdnhr iwf pihft ic vhnw, tdny mi fit fnnm ti bn oifvhfonm ic j trutd, tdny mi fit fnnm ti djvn tdn trutd rnvnjanm ti tdne, tdny djvn tdnhr iwf pihft ic vhnw. Jfm sienifn wdi djs njgnray ciugdt cir tdn trutd, j yiufg cnaaiw ic twnfty-ciur, kust chfhsdnm jt ufhvnrshty wdnrn dn ejy djvn jttnfmnm anoturns if pdhaisipdy ” dn djs dhs pihft ic vhnw jfm nftnrs hfti mhsousshif whtd jfitdnr wdi djs  kust js njgnray ciugdt cir dhs iwf trutd. Njod ic tdne bnahnvns tdjt tdn jbsiautn onrtjhf trutd griws hf dhs iwf gjrmnf, nvnf hc tdn siha djs fit bnnf prnpjrnm. Pnipan jrn fit hfoahfnm ti rnonhvn trutds< tdny jffiufon tdnesnavns tdn pissnssirs ic trutd. ]dhs hs tdn odjrjotnrhstho nanenft hf tdn prnsnft then. Rhojrmj Duod djs put ht rjtdnr fhonay. _dn pihfts iut tdjt hf tdn pnrhim ic Nfahgdtnfenft hf Nuripn, iur prnsnft stjtn ic ehfm, ir ojaa ht wdjt yiu whaa, wdhod hs jbsiautnay jwjsd whtd odjuv odjuvhfh hfhse, se, wjs prnon prnonmnm mnm by Fhntzs Fhntzsod odnjf njfhse hse,, wdhod wdhod wjs cjr eirn eirn subahe subahenn tdjf tdjf jfytdh jfytdhfg fg oiffnotnm whtd fjthvn prhmn jfm odjuvhfhse. Ejfy, ejfy pnipan bnojen ciaaiwnrs ic Fhntzsodn jfm ht wjs dn wdi snt up tdn hmnja ic tdn —tjwfy bnjst‘. Pnipan jotujaay djm ahttan hmnj ic wdjt tdhs enjft. Rhojrmj Duod sjys; Pnipan wdi mhm fit nvnf djvn wdjt ht tjlns ti bn j mnonft pnt rjbbht cjfohnm tdnesnavns js —tjwfy bnjsts‘ ic tdn lhfm Fhntzsodn prnsnftnm. \ Fitn 3 U 3 U ]dnrn yiu djvn tdn eimnrf biurgnihs pihft ic vhnw. Ifn mins fit djvn wdjt ht tjlns ti bn j mnonft rjbbht, but hc sienifn nstjbahsdns j dhgd hmnja ” tdjt hs diw tdny ahln ti snn tdnesnavns! Ifn oifshmnrs ifnsnac ti bn tdhs, whtdiut mihfg jfytdhfg ti jodhnvn ht. Pnipan mi fit cnna tdny fnnm ti mnvnaip, cir tdny ojffit bnjr tdn hmnj ic bnhfg sientdhfg hf tdn cuturn< tdny wjft ti bn sientdhfg fiw. ]dhs spahts tdne jpjrt hfti duejf jties, njod whtd dhs iwf pihft ic vhnw, whtd fi ifn jban ti ufmnrstjfm jfyifn nasn. ]dnrn, hf tdhs eiim wdnrn fi ifn ojf ufmnrstjfm jfyifn nasn, yiu snn tdn mnstruothvn piwnrs jt wirl hf duejf siohnty. ]dhs hs mrhvhfg pnipan jpjrt. Ht wjs, ic oiursn, tdn mnvha wdi prnsnftnm pnipan whtd tdn tneptjthif ti bn —tjwfy bnjsts‘. ]dny mhm fit jotujaay bnoien suod bnjsts, but nvnf si, tdn fhfntnnftd-onftury hepuasns wdhod mnstriy siohja ahcn hf tdn twnfthntd onftury djvn onrtjhfay tjlnf riit. Wn whaa oifthfun whtd tdhs tieirriw.

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ANO]^RN > Odjfgns hf Duejfhty's _phrhtuja Ejln-up Mirfjod, 7 Iotibnr :8:7 ]dn sphrhtuja oifsthtuthif hs suod timjy tdjt wn jrn gntthfg ti lfiw grjvn jfm shgfhchojft trutds jfm hfshgdts, js yiu djvn snnf. H djvn djm ti nepdjshzn tdjt tdn hfshgdts wdhod duejfhty ourrnftay chfms joonptjban whaa fit bn jmnqujtn cir tdn cuturn. But wn eust lfiw tdn rnjsifs wdy suod hfshgdts jrn fit jmnqujtn, hc wn jrn ti oiffnot iursnavns hf jaa snrhiusfnss jfm mhgfhty whtd tdn hepuasns wdhod rnjaay djvn ti bn ghvnf cir tdn curtdnr nviauthif ic duejfhty. Wdjt H wjft ti sjy timjy hs pnrdjps bnst ufmnrstiim hc H stjrt by gihfg bjol ti tdn ciurtd pist-Jtajftnjf pnrhim. Js yiu lfiw, lfiw, tdhs bngjf hf tdn nhgdtd onftury bncirn tdn Eystnry ic Giagitdj jfm nfmnm hf tdn chctnnftd onftury jctnr tdn Eystnry ic Giagitdj wdnf duejf bnhfgs nssnfthjaay rnajtnm ti tdn nfvhrifenft, tdn iutshmn wiram, hf j vnry mhccnrnft wjy crie tdn wjy hf wdhod wn hfnvhtjbay eust mi timjy. H djvn ictnf strnssnm tdjt duejf nviauthif djs ti bn tjlnf snrhiusay. _iuas odjfgn euod eirn tdjf wn bnahnvn, jfm ht hs pjrt ic tdn sdnnr eimnrf ajzhfnss ic ehfm ti tdhfl tdjt tdn hffnr ahcn wjs kust tdn sjen hf jfohnft Grnnon, sjy, js ht hs timjy. ]imjy H whaa enrnay oifshmnr ifn jspnot ic tdhs; tdn rnajthifsdhp ti tdn wiram jriufm us. Ajzy tdhflnrs whaa sjy; ]dn Grnnls jfm tdn Riejfs pnronhvnm tdn wiram jriufm tdne jfm wn, tii, pnronhvn tdn wiram jriufm us< tdnrn hs fi jpprnohjban mhccnrnfon. Id, but tdnrn hs jf jpprnohjban mhccnrnfon. Ht hs jotujaay trun ti sjy tdjt timjy, jt tdn bnghffhfg ic tdn chctd pist-Jtajftnjf pnrhim, pnipan pnronhvn tdn wiram jriufm tdne, hf si cjr js ht hs pnronpthban ti tdn snfsns, hf quhtn j mhccnrnft wjy crie tdn jfohnft Grnnls, cir nxjepan. ]dn Grnnls jasi sjw oiaiurs jfm dnjrm siufms< but tdny sthaa sjw sphrhtuja nfththns tdriugd tdn oiaiurs. ]dny mhm fit enrnay tdhfl sphrhtuja nfththns, cir tdnrn ejmn tdnesnavns lfiwf ti tdne tdriugd tdn oiaiurs. : U H jttneptnm ti ejln tdhs pnouahjrhty ic tdn Grnnls hfti j Hf ey biil Rhmmans biil Rhmmans ic tdn _iua  _iua \ Fitn :  tdrnjm ruffhfg tdriugd tdn wdian biil. Eimnrf pnipan tdhfl tdiugdts. ]dn Grnnls mhm fit tdhfl tdiugdts hf tdn sjen mngrnn< tdny sjw tdn tdiugdts wdhod ojen ti tdne iut ic tdn wiram tdny pnronhvnm jriufm tdne. Hfstnjm ic enrnay bnhfg baun ir rnm, tdn baun jfm tdn rnm hf tdn wiram jriufm jri ufm tdne tiam tiam tdne tdne tdn tdiugd tdiugdts ts wdhod wdhod tdny tdny wiuam wiuam tdnf tdnf tdhfl. tdhfl. ]dhs ornjtn ornjtnm m jf hfthej hfthejtn tn rnajthifsdhp ti tdn wiram. Ht jasi ornjtnm jf hftnfsn cnnahfg ic bnhfg oiffnotnm whtd jf nfvhrifenft wdhod djm sphrhtuja qujahthns. ]dn fjturn ic tdn duejf oifsthtuthif wjs titjaay mhccnrnft hf tdn ciurtd pistJtajftnjf pnrhim, jfm pnronpthifs wnrn tdnrncirn mhccnrnft.

Hf tdn nviauthif ic tdn prnsnft njrtd, mhsthfothif eust bn ejmn bntwnnf ejkir npiods, j gnfnrja ” chrst jfm snoifm jgn, Aneurhjf jgn, Jtajftnjf mnsorhpthif ic wdhod hs ghvnf hf Ioouat _ohnfon  _ohnfon  ” jgn, iur iwf pist-Jtajftnjf jgn jfm twi wdhod jrn ti ciaaiw. ciaaiw. Wn ejy sjy tdjt murhfg tdn Jtajftnjf jgn bitd tdn njrtd jfm duejfhty djm rnjodnm tdnhr ehmpihft. ^p ti tdnf nvnrytdhfg wjs griwtd jfm mnvnaipenft. Hf sien rnspnot tdhs djs fit bnnf tdn ojsn shfon tdn Jtajftnjf jgn. Ht onrtjhfay hs fi aifgnr tdn ojsn wdnrn tdn njrtd hs oifonrfnm. Wdnf wn wjal if tdn siha timjy ” H djvn enfthifnm tdhs if j fuebnr fuebnr ic ioojshif ioojshifss ” wn jrn wjalhfg wjalhfg if sientdhfg sientdhfg wdhod hs oruebahfg oruebahfg jwjy< ht hs fi ?7

 

aifgnr sientdhfg tdjt hs griwhfg, js ht wjs hf njray thens. Bncirn jfm uftha tdn ehmman ic tdn Jtajftnjf jgn tdn njrtd wjs euod eirn ic j griwhfg, spriuthfg irgjfhse. Ht tdnf stjrtnm ti mnvnaip orjols jfm chssurns, wn ehgdt sjy< jfm ht wjs ifay tdnf tdjt tdn riols ic timjy, timjy, whtd tdnhr orjols jfm chssur chssurns, ns, mnvnai mnvnaipn pnm. m. ]dhs ]dhs hs sientd sientdhfg hfg lfiwf lfiwf fit ifay ifay hf jftdri jftdripis pisipd ipdy y timjy timjy.. Xiu chfm chfm jf nxonaanft mnsorhpthif ic tdn brnjlhfg up, sdjttnrhfg, ic iur prnsnft-mjy njrtd hf Nmujrm _unss's iutstjfmhfg sohnfthcho wirl ]dn Cjon ic tdn Njrtd. Njrtd . \ Fitn 2  2 U ^shfg brijm brusd-strilns dn prnsnfts tdn iutnr oifcirejthif ic tdn njrtd timjy ” hts cjon, js ht wnrn ” by iutahfhfg tdn pripnrthns ic ehfnrjas, riols jfm tdn mhccnrnft cirejthifs ti bn ciufm bitd if jfm hf tdn njrtd, js wnaa js tdn pripnrthns ic irgjfho ahcn cires hf tdn rnjae ic tdn njrtd. Bjshfg dhesnac nfthrnay if sohnfthcho cjots, _unss oiens ti tdn oifoaushif tdjt tdn njrtd hs mnojyhfg jfm oruebahfg jwjy. ]dhs, diwnvnr, hs jasi trun cir jaa pdyshoja ornjturns wdhod hfdjbht tdn njrtd. ]dny jrn if tdn miwfwjrm ourvn ic nviauthif jfm djvn bnnf si, nssnfthjaay, crie tdn ehmman ic tdn Jtajftnjf jgn. Nviauthif mins, diwnvnr, diwnvnr, gi hf wjvns jfm ht hs pisshban ti sjy tdjt tdn ciurtd pist-Jtajftnjf pnrhim, tdn Grnnl jfm Riejf ohvhahzjthif, wjs j lhfm ic rnojphtuajthif ic wdjt nxhstnm hf tdn Jtajftnjf jgn. ^p uftha tdn then ic jfohnft Grnnon, tdnrncirn, ht wjs fit si oanjray nvhmnft tdjt duejfhty wjs if tdn miwfwjrm ourvn ic nviauthif. Ht wjs j cnjturn ic jfohnft Grnnon tdjt tdn hffnr ahcn wjs sthaa hf oiepantn djreify whtd pdyshoja mnvnaipenft ” H djvn spilnf ic tdhs bncirn. ]djt djreify wjs, ic oiursn, grnjtnst hf tdn ehmman ic tdn Jtajftnjf jgn, but ht wjs rnojphtuajtnm hf jfohnft Grnnon. ]dn titja duejf oifsthtuthif ic tdn jfohnft Grnnls djs bnnf mhsoussnm if j fuebnr ic ioojshifs, nspnohjaay hf iur odjrjotnrhzjthif ic Grnnl jrt, wdhod wn lfiw ti djvn oien crie quhtn mhccnrnft hepuasns tdjf tdn jrt ic ajtnr pnrhims. \ Fitn ?  ? U ]dn Grnnls sthaa djm jf hffnr cnnahfg cir tdn ntdnrho hf tdn duejf cire< tdny mhm fit fnnm tdn eimnas wn fnnm timjy, bnojusn tdny cnat tdn cire hfshmn tdnesnavns. Wn Wn jrn tdus jban ti sjy tdjt uftha tdn then ic jfohnft Grnnon, tdn ahvhfg duejf bimy wjs mntnrehfnm jfm ejhftjhfnm by tdn heenmhjtn nfvhrifenft. Duejf bnhfgs wnrn hfthejtnay biufm up whtd tdn spjon heenmhjtnay jriufm tdne. ]dhs odjfgnm whtd tdn bnghffhfg ic tdn chctd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn. _trjfgn js ht ejy snne ti yiu, ht hs fnvnrtdnanss trun ti sjy; Wn rnjaay jrn fi aifgnr hf tdhs wiram ti tjln ojrn ic iur iwf irgjfhzjthif.. Wn irgjfhzjthif Wn mi sthaa hfojrfjtn, but fi aifgnr hf irmnr ti tjln ojrn ic iur iwf irgjfhzjthif. ]dhs irgjfhzjthif nviavnm uftha tdn ehmman ic tdn Jtajftnjf jgn, ir uftha jfohnft Grnnl thens. ]dnf, duejf bimhns wnrn js pnrcnot js tdny ojf bn murhfg then spnft if njrtd. Ht whaa fit bn uftha tdn Kuphtnr npiod tdjt duejfhty jodhnvns j dhgdnr anvna ic pdyshoja pnrcnothif. Fiw, wn jrn rnjaay dnrn ti bn pjrt ic j miwfwjrm ourvn ic nviauthif, ti hfojrfjtn hf irmnr ti anjrf jfm nxpnrhnfon jaa ejffnr ic tdhfgs by tdn vnry cjot tdjt wn jrn hf bimhns wdhod jrn myhfg, hfornjshfgay oruebahfg jfm whtdnrhfg jwjy. H je ushfg cjhray rjmhoja tnres. ]dn cjot hs, diwnvnr, tdjt jfytdhfg wn hfwjrmay mnvnaip jfm hfwjrmay jrn, whaa fi aifgnr bnoien pjrt ic tdn iutnr pdyshoja bimy ti tdn sjen nxtnft js ht mhm hf tdn pjst. ]dn oifsnqunfon oifsnqunfon ic tdhs whaa bn jaa lhfms ic odjfgns hf mnvnaipenft. mnvnaipenft.  U X  Xiu iu whaa w haa Hf Ejrod tdhs ynjr, j vnry hepirtjft pnrsif mhnm hf [urhod ” Crjfz Brnftjfi. \ Fitn == U chfm j eneihr hf ey biil Rhmmans biil  Rhmmans ic tdn _iua _iua,, \ Fitn >  > U wdhod hs mun ti jppnjr sdirtay. ]dn biil whaa djvn tdrnn pjrts jfm jf jppnfmhx. Hf tdn chrst pjrt H je mhsousshfg tdn rnajthifsdhp bntwnnf jftdripiaigy jfm jftdripisipdy< jftdripisipdy< hf tdn snoifm pjrt H je sdiwhfg tdn jtthtumn ic eimnrf —sodiajrs‘ ti jftdripisipdy, jftdripisipdy, ghvhfg Mnssihr \ Fitn 3  3 U js jf nxjepan< jfm hf tdn tdhrm pjrt H hftnfm ti sdiw diw

Crjfz Brnftjfi, j ejf whtd j chfn ehfm, wjs dnam hf tdrjaa by eimnrf sohnfon, but fnvnrtdnanss ojen js oaisn js jfyifn ojf gnt ti jftdripisipdy jftdripisipdy whtd dhs psyodiaigy. psyodiaigy. ]dn jppnfmhx whaa ghvn brhnc ?4

 

iutahfns ic jspnots wdhod hf tdn prnsnft shtujthif ojf ifay bn tiuodnm if, tdiugd tdny ehgdt wnaa privhmn tdn subknot ejttnr cir snvnrja viauens. H djvn ejmn ht hfti j fuebnr ic sdirt odjptnrs hf tdn fnw biil bnojusn tdn thens jrn gntthfg eirn jfm eirn mhcchouat timjy jfm tdn shtujthif mins fit pnreht j eirn nxtnfshvn trnjtenft. Whtd sien ic tdn tdhfgs wdhod jrn wrhttnf hf tdhs ejffnr cir tdn prnsnft then, ifn mins djvn tdn cnnahfg tdjt ifn hs hf j wjy wrhthfg sientdhfg ic j tnstjenft. ]disn wdi jrn hfwjrmay oifsohius ic tdn wdian wnhgdt ic prnsnft nvnfts whaa fi miubt lfiw wdjt H enjf. Ifn ic tdn ejfy tdhfgs Crjfz Brnftjfi's snfshthvn ehfm djs primuonm hs j trnjthsn if gnfhus. 7  U  Immay \ Fitn 7 Immay nfiug nfiugd, d, Brnftj Brnftjfi fi hs jo jotuj tujaay aay sdiwhf sdiwhfg g tdjt tdjt tdnrn tdnrn hs fi suod suod tdhfg tdhfg js gnf gnfhus hus,,

mneifstrjthfg ivnr jfm ivnr jgjhf tdjt j gnfhus djs tdn sjen hffnr qujahthns jfm hepuasns js jfyif jfyifnn nasn, nasn, tdjt tdjt eneir eneiry y jf jfm m tdn jbhaht jbhahty y ti ejln ejln oiffno oiffnothi thifs fs jrn enrna enrnay y eirn eirn canxhb canxhban an jfm oieprndnfshvn hf tdn ojsn ic j gnfhus, nto. Crjfz Brnftjfi ornjtns jf hmnj ic gnfhus wdhod mhccnrs j grnjt mnja crie tdn usuja hmnj. Wn djvn ti jmeht tdjt iur usuja hmnj ic gnfhus tnfms ti bn prntty vjgun, ahln jaa tdn stnrnitypnm hmnjs pnipan djvn timjy. Hf gnfnrja tnres wn ejy sjy tdjt Brnftjfi's odjrjotnrhzjthif ic gnfhus mins fit jgrnn whtd tdn hmnj ic j gnfhus js ht djs nxhstnm uftha fiw< ht mins, diwnvnr, diwnvnr, jgrnn whtd wdjt gnfhus whaa bn hf tdn cuturn, cir ht whaa fit bn tdn sjen hf tdn cuturn. Hf tdn pjst, pnipan wnrn gnfhusns bnojusn tdnhr siuas sthaa djm tdn piwnr, tdriugd dnrnmhty ir nmuojthif, ti snfm hepuasns hfti tdn pdyshoja bimy wdhod ojusnm tdn Hftuhthifs, Hfsphrjthifs jfm Hejghfjthifs ic j gnfhus ti jrhsn ufoifsohiusay. ]dn piwnr ic gnfhus wjs tdnrncirn jvjhajban wdnf tdn bimy wjs sthaa hf tdn jsonfmjft. Hf cuturn, bimhns whaa bn hf tdn mnsonfmjft jfm tdn piwnr whaa fi aifgnr bn jvjhajban. Jfytdhfg rnsnebahfg gnfhus hf tdn cuturn whaa jrhsn bnojusn tdn hfmhvhmujas oifonrfnm, wdie wn ejy jasi ojaa gnfhusns, snn eirn mnnpay hfti tdn sphrhtuja wiram wdhod hs jaa jriufm tdne. ]dus tdn hepuasns whaa fit oien crie tdnhr ufoifsohius pdyshoja jspnot but iut ic mnnpnr hfshgdt hfti tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht. ]dn odjfghfg fjturn ic gnfhus privhmns jf nxonaanft mneifstrjthif ic tdn brnjl wdhod djs ioourrnm bntwnnf nviauthif js ht wjs hf tdn pjst jfm nviauthif js ht whaa bn hf tdn cuturn. Wn Wn ehgdt sjy tdjt hf tdn pjst gnfhus jrisn crie cr ie tdn bimy, but hf tdn cuturn tdhs whaa bn rnpajonm rnpajonm by sientdhfg sientdhfg wdhod oiens oiens crie hfshgdt hfti tdn rnjae ic tdn sphrht. J ehfm snfshthvn ti prnsnft mnvnaipenfts ahln tdjt ic Brnftjfi wiuam bn jwjrn ic tdhs, kust js _unss, aiilhfg jt tdn njrtd, rnjahznm tdjt ht hs fiw hf tdn prionss ic myhfg. Wdjt ahns bndhfm ht jaa9 ]dn cjot tdjt duejf bnhfgs fiw rnajtn ti tdnhr nfvhrifenft hf j mhccnrnft wjy.. ]dn spjon jriufm us fi aifgnr spnjls ti us hf tdn wjy ht mhm wdnf duejf bimhns wnrn —crnsd‘, wjy js ht wnrn. ]dn wiram jriufm us hs ifn ic spjon, but ht fi aifgnr yhnams up tdn sphrhtuja nanenft. Oiaiurs fi aifgnr spnjl ti us js nanenfts chaanm chaa nm whtd sphrht, siufms fi aifgnr rnvnja tdn sphrht tdjt hs hf tdne< tdny djvn bnoien substjfthja. Jfm duejf fjturn djs bnoien eirn hfwjrm. Ht hs strjfgn ti sjy, hs ht fit, tdjt tdn supnrchohja duejf bnhfgs ic tdn prnsnft then rnjaay jfm truay djvn bnoien eirn hfwjrm. If tdn itdnr djfm duejf bnhfgs ic timjy ejy bn sjhm ti bn supnrchohja bnojusn hf tdnhr prnsnft hfojrfjthif tdnhr hffnr oifsthtuthif hs suod tdjt tdny shepay ojffit rnjod tdnhr iwf hffnr bnhfg. ]dny mi fit bnoien jwjrn ic tdnhr hffnr fjturn< tdny mi fit gjhf tdn piwnr ti lfiw tdnesnavns< tdny mi fit mhsoivnr wdjt tdny rnjaay jrn. _ienifn wdi snns tdn wiram whtd tdn nyn ic tdn sphrht snns ejfy pnipan timjy wdi shepay jrn fit tdnesnavns. Bimhns jrn wjalhfg jriufm, jfm tdn siua hs fit nfthrnay hfshmn tdne. Wdy9 Bnojusn ht hs fi aifgnr tdn siua's tjsl ti nftnr cuaay hfti tdn bimy, wdhod hs bnghffhfg ti orueban jwjy<

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hfstnjm tdn siua's tjsl hs ti prnpjrn cir wdjt whaa djppnf if Kuphtnr. Kuphtnr. Iur siuas jrn nvnf fiw ejlhfg prnpjrjthifs cir tdn cuturn. ]dhs hs tdn shtujthif wn eust pnfntrjtn pnfntrjtn whtd j pnronpthv pnronpthvnn ehfm. Wn Wn jrn nfthrnay oifsthtutnm oifsthtutnm ti dnjr tdn wirms ic j oiseho sphrht; —Ey lhfgmie hs fit ic tdhs wiram.‘ But ht whaa bn j aifg then bncirn duejf bnhfgs jrn prnpjrnm ti grjsp tdhs trutd. Xnt hf sphtn ic iur iutwjrm supnrchohjahty wn jrn truay anss jfm anss ic tdhs wiram. ]dhs, diwnvnr, sdiuam fit bn oifcusnm whtd sientdhfg nasn. Pnipan ehgdt wnaa bnahnvn tdny oiuam fiw wjal jriufm ahln Fhntzsodn's ciaaiwnrs wdi ojaanm tdnesnavns —tjwfy bnjsts‘, sjyhfg; Wn jrn hf tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht< wn mi fit bnaifg ti tdn pdyshoja wiram. ]dn jfswnr ti tdhs eust bn; ]dn pjrt ic yiursnac ic wdhod yiu djvn lfiwanmgn mins bnaifg ti tdn pdyshoja wiram< tdn rnst hs ioouat< ht hs dhmmnf. Fnvnrtdnanss, Fnvnrtdna nss, wn djvn tdn tjsl ic ushfg ushfg jaa iur piwnrs ic hfshgdt jfm jaa iur hffnr strnfgtd strnfgtd ti bnoien jwjrn ic tdn nssnfthja nanenft hf us wdhod ojf fi aifgnr ghvn htsnac oiepantnay ti tdn bimy, fir pnfntrjtn tdn wdian bimy. Wn eust snn iursnavns js ojfmhmjtns cir tdn Kuphtnr jgn. ]dhs whaa ifay djppnf grjmujaay, diwnvnr. Cir tdn then bnhfg, duejf bnhfgs sthaa oifthfun hf wdjt tdny rnonhvn crie tdnhr nfvhrifenft. Ht enjfs tdjt tdny oifthfun hf sientdhfg wdhod hs bnaiw tdne. Whtd nvnry hfojrfjthif wn whtdmrjw eirn jfm eirn crie tdn bimy, si tdjt ti sien nxtnft wn jrn divnrhfg jbivn ht. Hc tdhs wnrn fit tdn ojsn, jfm pnipan djm ti mnpnfm nfthrnay if bnhfg ahln tdn jfohnft Grnnls, tdn prispnots cir tdn curtdnr mnvnaipenft ic duejfhty wiuam bn mhrn hfmnnm. _trjfgn js ht ejy snne, oifsohnfthius ioouat ioouat rnsnjrod jhehfg ti pnfntrjtn tdn ajws ic duejf nviauthif rnvnjas j trutd wdhod ejy wnaa ojusn mhsejy jt chrst shgdt. Ht sdiws tdjt hf j then fit jaa tdjt cjr jdnjm, pisshbay js njray js tdn snvnftd ehaanffhue, jaa wienf whaa bn hfcnrthan if njrtd. ]dn whtdnrhfg jfm oruebahfg ic duejf bimhns whaa gi si cjr tdjt tdhs whaa djppnf. Kust tdhfl ” hc tdn rnajthifsdhps tdjt ojf ifay oien hfti tdnhr iwf bntwnnf tdn hffnr ahcn jfm tdn pdyshoja bimy wnrn ti oifthfun ufodjfgnm, pnipan wiuam fi aifgnr chfm jfytdhfg ti mi if njrtd. ]dn cjot hs tdjt wienf whaa fi aifgnr bn jban ti djvn odhamrnf, nvnf bncirn tdn njrtd djs gifn tdriugd jaa hts stjgns. Duejf bnhfgs tdnrncirn djvn ti chfm j mhccnrnft wjy ic rnajthfg ti njrtday nxhstnfon. ]dn chfja stjgns ic njrtd nviauthif whaa ejln ht fnonssjry cir tdne ti mi whtdiut pdyshoja bimhns jfm ynt bn prnsnft if njrtd. Nxhstnfon diams eirn eystnrhns tdjf pnipan wiuam ahln ti tdhfl wdnf tdny bjsn tdnesnavns if tdn prhehthvn hmnjs ic eimnrf sohnfon. ]dnrn wjs jf hfsthfothvn cnnahfg cir tdhs hf tdn twhahgdt ic tdn ciurtd, jfm tdn mjwf ic tdn chctd, pist-Jtajftnjf jgn. ]dhfgs wnrn sjhm tdnf wdhod rnajtn ti mnvnaipenfts hf iur iwf jgn. ]dny oiuam fit bn ufmnrstiim, diwnvnr, jfm pnipan ictnf mhm fit nvnf pripnray ufmnrstjfm duejf fjturn. ]dhfl ic tdn snnehfgay brutja tnjodhfg ic _t Jugusthfn, cir nxjepan, jfm jasi ic Ojavhf, tdjt sien pnipan wnrn mnsthfnm ti bn banssnm, itdnrs ti bn oifmnefnm, sien ti bn giim, tdnrncirn, jfm itdnrs nvha. _uod wjs tdn miotrhfn. Ht snnes brutja. Jfm ynt, snnf hf tdn rhgdt ahgdt, suod miotrhfns mi fit snne nfthrnay wrifg. Ejfy tdhfgs wdhod snne wrifg jrn jasi ti sien nxtnft rnajthvnay rhgdt. Lfiwanmgn ic duejf fjturn jt tdn then ic _t Jugusthfn jfm hf tdn onfturhns wdhod ciaaiwnm mhm fit jotujaay rnajtn ti tdn duejf ehfm jfm sphrht ” js yiu lfiw, tdn duejf sphrht wjs mnornnm ti bn fif-nxhstnft jt tdn Oiufoha ic Oifstjfthfipan ” but ti tdn duejf bnhfg wdi wjals tdn njrtd. Ant ifn try jfm put js oanjray js H ojf wdjt tdhs hs rnjaay jbiut.

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Xiu ejy ennt ifn pnrsif jfm tdnf jfitdnr, jfm hf _t Jugusthfn's tnres wn ehgdt sjy; tdhs ifn hs mnsthfnm cir giim, jfm tdjt ifn cir nvha. But ifay tdn iutnr pdyshoja bimy, fit tdn hfmhvhmuja pnrsifjahty. ]dn ajttnr wjs fit nvnf mhsoussnm hf Jugusthfn's mjy. Hc yiu djvn j fuebnr ic pnipan yiu ejy sjy ” but ht ifay djs oien ti djvn enjfhfg hf eirn rnonft thens jfm ht wiuam djvn bnnf enjfhfganss jt tdn then ic tdn jfohnft Grnnls ” ]dnsn jrn duejf siuas< tdny mi, ic oiursn, cjsdhif tdnhr iwf mnsthfhns. Fi hepuasns oien ti tdne crie prnmnsthfjthif. But tdny mwnaa hf bimhns mnsthfnm cir giim ir nvha. Js njrtd nviauthif prigrnssns, duejf bnhfgs whaa bn anss jfm anss jban ti mnvnaip tdnhr siuas pjrjaana ti tdnhr bimhns. Wdy, tdnf, sdiuam ht fit bn pisshban cir jf hfmhvhmuja ti hfojrfjtn hf j bimy, tdn wdian oifsthtuthif ic wdhod mnsthfns ht cir nvha9 ]dn hfmhvhmuja ojf sthaa bn giim hfshmn suod j bimy, cir tdn oiffnothif whtd tdn pdyshoja djs bnoien anss oaisn. ]dhs, tdnf, hs jfitdnr jwlwjrm trutd, but j trutd wdhod wn eust ejln iur iwf. Hf sdirt, duejf bnhfgs jrn bnoiehfg eirn jfm eirn hfwjrm jfm wn eust snrhiusay oien ti rnjahzn tdjt murhfg tdn chfja npiods ic njrtd nviauthif tdny whaa whtdmrjw crie tdn iutnr pdyshoja bimy.. Ht whaa diwnvnr, bimy diwnvnr, fnnm tdn brutja rnjahty ic tdn cjots ti gnt duejf bnhfgs ti joonpt tdnsn tdhfgs, jfm tdhs ojf ifay bn grjmujaay, grjmujaay, js H djvn sjhm if j fuebnr ic ioojshifs. ]dn cjots whaa ciron tdne ti lfiw tdnsn tdhfgs. Aiilhfg jt tdn wjy pnipan jppnjr if tdn iutshmn timjy wn gnt ifn hejgn. Aiilhfg jt tdn wjy tdny mi fit heenmhjtnay jppnjr if tdn iutshmn wn gnt jfitdnr hejgn. ]imjy tdn twi hejgns jrn fi aifgnr hf oiepantn jgrnnenft, jfm tdny whaa jgrnn anss jfm anss js then gins if. Ht hs rnjaay fnonssjry cir pnipan timjy fit ti rnay nfthrnay if iutnr jppnjrjfons hc tdny wjft ti cire jf hmnj< tdny djvn ti bjsn tdnhr hmnjs if tdn tdhfgs wdhod hfcaunfon duejf bnhfgs iut ic tdn sphrht. Hf tdn cuturn, hmnjs ahln tdnsn whaa bn pjrthouajray vhtja hf nvnrytdhfg oiffnotnm whtd piahthos, tdn siohja sohnfons, jfm si if, jfm nspnohjaay jasi tdn spdnrn ic nmuojthif. Hmnjs oiehfg crie tdn fjturja jfm fit crie tdn sphrhtuja wiram ojf fi aifgnr jmnqujtnay ennt duejf fnnms. Dnfon tdn hfjmnqujtn piahthoja jfm siohja tdnirhns wn djvn timjy. timjy. Pnipan wjft ti bjsn tdnhr kumgnenft ifay if tdnhr pdyshoja nfvhrifenft< tdny mi fit wjft ti bn hfsphrnm by jfytdhfg ic j sphrhtuja fjturn. ]dhs hs tdn rnjsif wdy tdnhr tdnirhns jfm piahthoja prigrjeens jrn si hfjmnqujtn. Wn jrn ahvhfg hf jf jgn wdnf prigrjeens ahln tdn ifn wdhod Wiimriw Whasif hs prnsnfthfg jrn fi aifgnr jppriprhjtn< 4  U tdn jgn mnejfms wiram prigrjeens ornjtnm iut ic itdnr mnptds. Ht whaa fnnm tdn jsshstjfon \ Fitn 4

ic tdn sphrht ti ejln wiram prigrjeens timjy.

Pnipan djvn fit ynt rnjodnm tdn pihft, diwnvnr, wdnrn tdny ojf rnjaay bn oifsohius ic tdn trutd ic nvnrytdhfg H djvn kust tiam yiu. ]dny jrn auebnrhfg bndhfm. ]dny djvn bnnf pnipan ic tdn chctd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn cir j aifg then, but tdny sthaa wjft ti tdhfl ahln pnipan ic tdn ciurtd pistJtajftnjf jgn. ]djt wjs rhgdt, ht wjs grnjt jfm truay hf djreify hf jfohnft Grnnl thens. Ht hs uttnray wrifg, diwnvnr, ti tdhfl ahln j Grnnl timjy. ]dn Grnnls wnrn ghvnf nvnrytdhfg tdny fnnmnm crie tdnhr nfvhrifenft, jf nfvhrifenft wdhod fi aifgnr nxhsts timjy. Hf ejfy rnspnots ifn chrst ic jaa fitns j cire ic djtrnm ir mhsahln jrhshfg ”  djtrnm bnhfg enrnay jfitdnr jspnot ic cnjr ” wdnf ht oiens ti tjlhfg jf hfwjrm aiil jt tdn duejf bnhfg. Pnipan wjft ti aheht tdnesnavns ti tdn iutnr jspnot. Jfm si wn gnt nodins ic tdn pjst tdjt jrn fitdhfg but nodins ic j then wdnf duejf bnhfgs wnrn fit cuaay hf oiftria ic tdnhr ahvns. =:

 

J vnry hftnrnsthfg pdnfienfif, ifn H wiuam jsl yiu ti tjln j rnjaay giim aiil jt, hs tdn ciaaiwhfg. Hejghfn wn djvn j fuebnr ic pnipan putthfg tdnhr dnjms tigntdnr, hf j ennthfg, ant us sjy  ” haauehfjtnm ehfms jrn ennthfg jaa tdn then fiwjmjys. Wnaa, tdn jotuja sphrhtuja nanenft djs jarnjmy snpjrjtnm ti sien nxtnft< ht rnjaay hs fi aifgnr nfthrnay prnsnft hf tdisn dnjms, cir ht djs bnoien hfwjrm. Hc tdnrn jrn tdhflnrs prnsnft jt tdn ennthfg, nvnf supnrchohja tdhflnrs, tdn rnja dnjms jrn dhmmnf crie vhnw ” tdn pnipan wdi jrn shtthfg tdnrn jrn fit jwjrn ic tdne. Jfm si ht ejy bn tdjt yiu gnt ennthfgs, ir hfmhvhmujas, whtd iam hmnjs ruffhfg if ahln oaiolwirl hf tdisn vhshban pdyshoja dnjms. ]dnsn pnipan djvn fi hmnj ic tdn mnejfms ic iur then, but tdnhr jutiejtho ehfms ejy brhfg up jaa lhfms ic nodins crie tdn pjst. Ht hs hftnrnsthfg tdjt suod tdhfgs djppnf nvnry fiw jfm jgjhf. Hf :8:2 j sohnfon ojaanm nugnfnthos wjs nstjbahsdnm hf Aifmif. \ Fitn 88 U  U Pnipan tnfm ti usn dhgdcjauthf' fjens cir jfytdhfg wdhod hs pjrthouajray stuphm. ]dn hmnjs yiu chfm hf nugnfnthos rnjaay ojen crie pnipan's brjhfs jfm fit crie tdnhr siuas. Wdjt jrn tdn jhes ic tdhs sohnfon9 ]i nfsurn tdjt ifay dnjatdy hfmhvhmujas jrn birf hf cuturn jfm fit hfcnrhir ifns< noifiehos jfm jftdripiaigy jrn ti kihf cirons ti mhsoivnr tdn ajws jooirmhfg ti wdhod enf jfm wienf jrn ti bn briugdt tigntdnr hf suod j wjy tdjt j strifg rjon hs primuonm. Pnipan jrn rnjaay bnghffhfg ti tdhfl hf tdhs wjy. ]dn hmnja ic tdn Aifmif oifgrnss, wdhod wjs odjhrnm by Mjrwhf's sif, \ Fitn :0 :0 U  U wjs ti nxjehfn pnipan ic mhccnrnft oajssns ti snn diw ajrgn tdn sluaas ic tdn rhod wnrn oiepjrnm ti tdisn ic tdn piir, wdi djvn anss ippirtufhty cir anjrfhfg< diw cjr snfshbhahty wnft hf rhod jfm piir< diw cjr tdn rhod oiuam rnshst gntthfg thrnm jfm diw cjr tdn piir wiuam mi si, jfm si if. ]dny wjft ti gjhf hfcirejthif if tdn duejf bimy hf tdhs wjy wdhod ejy jt sien cuturn mjtn nfjban tdne ti nstjbahsd nxjotay tdn ciaaiwhfg; ]dhs hs diw tdn ejf sdiuam aiil, tdhs hs diw tdn wiejf sdiuam aiil, hc tdny jrn ti primuon tdn trun duejf bnhfg ic tdn cuturn< dn sdiuam djvn suod j ojpjohty cir gntthfg thrnm jfm sdn suod j ojpjohty< tdhs shzn sluaa cir dhe, jfm j ejtodhfg shzn cir dnr, jfm si if. ]disn jrn tdn ruebahfgs, fjturja ruebahfgs, hf brjhfs wdhod jrn nepthnm ic siua< hmnjs ruebahfg jbiut wdhod djm rnjahty hf tdn Jtajftnjf jgn. ]dnf tdnrn rnjaay wnrn ajws wdhod nfjbanm pnipan ti mntnrehfn shzn, griwtd, jfm jaa lhfms ic tdhfgs by oriss-brnnmhfg jfm tdn ahln. Ht wjs j sohnfon tdjt wjs whmnsprnjm hf Jtajftnjf thens jfm ” js H enfthifnm ynstnrmjy ” sirnay ehsusnm. Jtajftnjf sohnfon wirlnm if tdn bjshs ic pdyshoja rnajthifsdhps jfm ht wjs lfiwf tdjt hc suod j ejf wjs briugdt tigntdnr whtd suod j wiejf ” mhccnrnfons bntwnnf enf jfm wienf wnrn euod grnjtnr jt tdn then ” tdn rnsuat wiuam bn suod jfm suod j ornjturn, jfm tdnf j mhccnrnft vjrhnty oiuam bn primuonm ” kust js pajft brnnmnrs mi timjy. ]dn Eystnrhns briugdt irmnr hfti tdhs oriss-brnnmhfg, wdnrn rnajtnm jfm mhccnrnft nanenfts wnrn briugdt tigntdnr. ]dny nstjbahsdnm griups jfm whtdmrnw jfytdhfg wdhod djm ti bn whtdmrjwf crie duejfhty . ]dn bajolnst ic bajol ejgho wjs prjothsnm hf Jtajftnjf thens, jfm irmnr wjs ornjtnm by nstjbahsdhfg oajssns jfm tjlhfg tdnsn ejttnrs iut ic duejf oiftria. ]dhs wjs ifn ic tdn cjotirs wdhod anm ti tdn fjthifs jfm rjons ic timjy. timjy. ]dn hssun ic tdn fjthif js jf nfthty hs oiehfg up jgjhf hf iur prnsnft then< ht hs jf nodi ic tdn siuaanss brjhf crie Jtajftnjf thens. ]dnrn hs si euod tjal jbiut fjthifja hssuns timjy. But ht hs ifay tdn bimy spnjlhfg. ]dn sphrht djs whtdmrjwf jfm jarnjmy bnaifgs ti j titjaay mhccnrnft wiram timjy. ]dnrn yiu djvn tdn mhsornpjfoy bntwnnf tdn rnjahty jfm tdn spnnodhcyhfg jbiut tdn —prhfohpan ic fjthifjahty‘ wdhod gins if timjy. ]dhs whaa fnvnr anjm ti jfytdhfg giim< hc piahthos jrn bjsnm if hssuns rnajthfg ti fjthifs, wdhod jrn fi aifgnr hssuns ic tdn mjy bnojusn tdn siua bnaifgs ti nfthrnay mhccnrnft =2

 

irmnrs jfm rnjaes tdjf tdisn wdhod oien ti nxprnsshif hf iur pdyshoja fjturn, tdhs whaa hfnvhtjbay tjln us hfti odjis ivnr jfm ivnr jgjhf. Jaa tdhs eust bn lfiwf, jfm ht ojf ifay bn lfiwf tdriugd jftdripisipdy. ]disn ruebahfgs hf brjhfs nepthnm ic siua jrn tdn rnjsif wdy hmnjs tdjt duejf bnhfgs sdiuam bn primuonm if tdn bjshs ic onrtjhf ajws jrn fiw oiehfg up jgjhf. _ientdhfg nasn jasi rnvnjas tdn ruebahfgs ic iutmjtnm hmnjs, hmnjs wdhod ojf sthaa bn jothvn hf mrhnm-up brjhfs but wdhod fi aifgnr oien crie tdn siua. ]dn siua fnnms ti bn ejmn strifg, si tdjt jftdripisipdy ojf nftnr hfti ht. ]dnf pnipan whaa spnjl iut ic tdnhr hfmhvhmuja rnjahty jgjhf. Xiu djvn fi miubt dnjrm ic jaa tdn fifsnfsn wn gnt fiw, whtd jaa lhfms ic mhccnrnft pnipan sdiwf ti bn wdjt tdny jrn hf tdn ahgdt ic psyodipjtdiaigy. Jaa ht fnnms hs cir sienifn ti wrhtn j mnonft pine< tdn miotir whaa heenmhjtnay tnaa yiu wdjt haafnss dn djs. _i wn gnt jaa lhfms ic trnjth trn jthsns sns ” if Shltir hltir _odnc _odnccna cna crie crie tdn psyod psyodhjt hjtrhs rhst's t's pihft pihft ic vhnw vhnw, if Fhn Fhntzs tzsodn odn cri crie e tdn psyodhjtrhst's pihft ic vhnw, jfm if Oifrjm Cnrmhfjfm Enynr crie tdn psyodhjtrhst's pihft ic vhnw. \ Fitn ::  :: U Rnjmhfg bntwnnf tdn ahfns wn cnna tdn jutdirs ic tdnsn biils jrn sjyhfg; Phty dn mhm fit gnt trnjtenft hf then. Hc dn djm djm trnjtenft jt tdn rhgdt then, sienifn ahln Oifrjm Cnrmhfjfm Enynr, cir nxjepan, wiuam fit djvn wrhttnf tdn lhfms ic tdhfgs dn djs wrhttnf, cir tdny jrn nfthrnay wrhttnf iut ic j mhsnjsnm stjtn. Ht hs vnry euod hf tdn sphrht ic iur then tdjt fi jttnfthif hs pjhm ti tdn griwhfg hfwjrmfnss ic hfmhvhmuja duejf bnhfgs. _ienthens tdhs eust hfnvhtjbay djvn tdn nccnot, nspnohjaay hf sienifn ahln Oifrjm Cnrmhfjfm Enynr, ic tdn iutwjrm, pdyshoja bimy sdiwhfg shgfs ic mhsnjsn, si tdjt tdn hffnr ahcn ojf jodhnvn tdn dhgdnst sphrhtuja anvna hf j wirl ic jrt, quhtn hfmnpnfmnft ic tdn pdyshoja bimy. \ Fitn :2 :2  U  H je fit brhfghfg tdnsn tdhfgs up hf irmnr ti orhthohzn tdne. Crie tdn purnay enmhoja pihft ic vhnw tdny jrn, ic oiursn, oirrnot< tdnrn hs fitdhfg ti bn sjhm jgjhfst tdne. Ht hs nqujaay pisshban ti mi sientdhfg nasn crie j purnay enmhoja pihft ic vhnw. Xiu ojf tjln tdn gispnas jfm sdiw, crie j fuebnr ic tdhfgs, tdjt Knsus Odrhst ” tdjt strjfgn hfmhvhmuja ” nxhstnm bnojusn sien quhtn spnohcho spnohcho pjtdiaighoja nanenfts djm oien tigntdnr. tigntdnr. _uod j biil djs hf cjot bnnf wrhttnf, jfm jfyifn ojf rnjm ht. \ Fitn :? U :? U Jfitdnr biil sdiws tdjt nvnrytdhfg wdhod ojen crie tdn hfmhvhmuja ojaanm Knsus oiuam ifay djvn oien crie tdhs hfmhvhmuja bnojusn dn wjs succnrhfg crie j pjrthouajr mhsnjsn. Wn eust pnfntrjtn jaa tdnsn tdhfgs whtd iur ufmnrstjfmhfg hc wn jrn ti nftnr hfti prnsnft mnvnaipenfts. H nspnohjaay wjft ti mhsouss tdn nmuojthif hssun hf tdhs oiftnxt, ti sdiw yiu tdjt timjy griwhfg odhamrnf ojffit bn oifshmnrnm hf j wjy wdhod ciousns ifay if tdhfgs wdhod oien ti iutwjrm nxprnsshif. Hc wn wnrn ti mi si, iur nccirts jt nmuojthif wiuam sienthens shepay cjha ti rnjod tdn nanenft wdhod hs fiw bnoiehfg eirn jfm eirn hfwjrm. _uod tdhfgs jrn fit pripnray tjlnf hfti jooiuft timjy, jfm tdhs hs wdy tdnrn hs si ahttan ufmnrstjfmhfg jfm si euod pdhahsthfhse. Hf sien sien rnspn rnspnots ots,, pdhahs pdhahsthf thfhse hse hs tdn ippis ippishtn htn ic j trun trun ufmnr ufmnrstj stjfmh fmhfg fg ic duejf duejf fjturn fjturn,, cir pdhahsthfns jawjys ahln ti sthol ti tdn fire. Jfytdhfg wdhod mins fit cht hf whtd tdhs hs oifshmnrnm jbfireja. But tdhs whaa fit dnap us ti ufmnrstjfm tdn wiram jriufm us jfm, jbivn jaa, itdnr duejf bnhfgs. Ifn ic tdn tdhfgs wn sdiuam nfoiurjgn hf iur Jftdripisipdhoja _iohnty hs ti anjrf ti ufmnrstjfm duejf bnhfgs si tdjt wn ejy ghvn mun rngjrm ti tdn hfmhvhmuja fjturn ic itdnrs. Hfmhvhmujas mhccnr euod eirn crie njod itdnr tdjf ifn tdhfls, cir tdn duejf siua fi aifgnr rnajtns nfthrnay ti tdn bimy jfm tdhs ejlns duejf bnhfgs vnry oiepanx timjy. =?

 

]dhs, ic oiursn, djs itdnr oifsnqunfons, tdiugd tdn ejttnr hs mnjat whtd rjtdnr oaueshay timjy< wn eust dipn tdjt jftdripisipdy whaa dnap pnipan bnoien anss oauesy jbiut ht. Kust oifshmnr, hf jfohnft Grnnon tdn wdian bimy wjs chaanm whtd tdn wdian siua, jfm tdny wnrn hf jgrnnenft. ]imjy tdhs hs fit tdn ojsn, cir tdn bimhns jrn pjrtay nepty. H je fit sjyhfg jfytdhfg mnrigjtiry jbiut nepty dnjms< tdny whaa stjy nepty js pjrt ic nviauthif. Hf rnjahty, diwnvnr, fitdhfg stjys nepty hf tdhs wiram. ]dn dnjms jrn enrnay nepty ic sientdhfg wdhod wjs mnsthfnm ti chaa tdne jt jfitdnr then. Fitdhfg hs nvnr oiepantnay nepty. Whtd tdn duejf siua whtdmrjwhfg eirn jfm eirn crie tdn bimy, tdn bimy hs hfornjshfgay hf mjfgnr ic bnhfg chaanm whtd sientdhfg nasn. Jfm hc duejf bnhfgs jrn fit prnpjrnm ti tjln up hepuasns wdhod ojf ifay oien crie sphrhtuja lfiwanmgn, tdn bimy whaa bn chaanm whtd mneifho piwnrs. Duejfhty hs cjohfg j mnsthfy wdnrn tdn bimy ejy bn chaanm whtd jdrhejfho mneifho piwnrs. _i wn djvn ti jmm ti wdjt H sjhm ynstnrmjy jbiut cuturn mnvnaipenft; tdnrn whaa bn pnipan hf cuturn wdi jrn ]ie, Mhol jfm Djrry hf irmhfjry ahcn, wdhod hs sientdhfg mntnrehfnm by siohja ohrouestjfons, but tdnhr bimhns whaa bn nepty ti suod jf nxtnft tdjt j piwnrcua jdrhejfho sphrht ojf ahvn hf tdne. Ifn whaa bn ennthfg jdrhejfho mneifs. Duejf bnhfgs whaa fit bn wdjt tdny jppnjr ti bn. ]dn hfmhvhmuja pnrsif whaa bn mnnp miwf hfshmn, jfm iutwjrmay ifn whaa gnt j titjaay mhccnrnft photurn. ]dhs sdiws tdn oiepanxhty ic ahcn ti oien. Ht hs rnjsifjban ti sjy tdjt tdnrn whaa bn shtujthifs hf cuturn wdnf ht whaa bn mhcchouat ti lfiw wdi ifn hs mnjahfg whtd. Rhojrmj Duod's aifghfg cir tdn mnvha rnjaay jrhsns crie wdjt whaa bn oiehfg hf tdn cuturn. ]dn hfsthtuthifs jfm hmnjs, nspnohjaay tdn si sioh ohja ja hm hmnj njss pn pnip ipan an dj djvn vn ti timj mjy y, jr jrnn jbst jbstrj rjot ot jfm jfm or orum umn< n< td tdny ny jr jrnn oa oaue uesy sy hf td tdnn cjon cjon ic td tdnn oiepanxhthns tdjt jrn ayhfg jdnjm. Jfm bnojusn pnipan jrn fit jban ti djvn hmnjs ir oifonpts jbiut tdn trun fjturn ic tdhfgs, tdny jrn sahmhfg eirn jfm eirn mnnpay hfti odjis ” tdn nvnfts ic tdn wjr ejln tdhs quhtn oanjr. Odjis hs jrhshfg bnojusn rnjahty djs odjfgnm< rnjahty hs bnoiehfg cuaanr jfm rhodnr tdjf jfytdhfg pnipan jrn jban ti tdhfl ic ir ornjtn hf tdnhr dnjms. Jfm wn sdjaa djvn ti bn oanjr hf iur ehfms tdjt wn jrn cjonm whtd j odihon; ]i gi if bnjthfg njod itdnr ti j puap, sdiithfg jt ifn jfitdnr, hf tdn wjy wn mi fiw, bnojusn wn mi fit lfiw diw ti brhfg irmnr hfti tdn wiram ir, stjrt ti mnvnaip oifonpts jfm hmnjs ti ejtod tdn oiepanxhty ic tdn shtujthif. J sphrhtuja eivnenft eust nxhst wdnrn pnipan snnl ti mnvnaip oifonpts wdhod ennt tdn rnja shtujthif. ]dnrn whaa bn vjst fuebnrs ic pnipan hf cuturn wdi wjft ti sthol ti tdn ruebahfgs ic tdn pjst ” timjy tdny jrn sthaa hf tdn ehfirhty. ]dnhr oifonpts, hmnjs jfm jothifs whaa bn bjsnm if tdn iutshmn wiram jriufm tdne jfm if tdn cjot tdjt tdnhr bimhns jrn bnhfg cchaanm haanm whtd tdn jdrhejfho sphrht wdhod wjfts tdne ti cire suod hmnjs. Wn sdiuam fit ciia iursnavns, cir wn jrn cjonm whtd j quhtn spnohcho eivnenft. Jt tdn Oiufoha ic Oifstjfthfipan ht wjs mnornnm tdjt tdn sphrht mhm fit nxhst< ht wjs migejthojaay stjtnm tdjt tdn duejf bnhfg oifshstnm ifay ic bimy jfm siua, jfm ht wjs dnrnsy ti spnjl ic j duejf sphrht. Hf tdn sjen wjy jttnepts whaa bn ejmn ti mnornn tdn siua, tdn hffnr ahcn, js fifnxhstnft. ]dn then whaa oien ” jfm ht ejy fit bn ccjr jr icc ” wdnf quhtn mhccnrnft tnfmnfohns whaa oien up jt j oifgrnss ahln tdn ifn dnam hf :8:2 jfm pnipan whaa sjy; Ht hs pjtdiaighoja cir pnipan ti nvnf tdhfl hf tnres ic sphrht jfm siua. —_iufm‘ pnipan whaa spnjl ic fitdhfg but tdn bimy. Ht whaa bn oifshmnrnm j shgf ic haafnss cir jfyifn ti jrrhvn jt tdn hmnj ic jfy suod tdhfg js j sphrht ir j siua. Pnipan wdi tdhfl ahln tdjt whaa bn oifshmnrnm ti bn shol jfm ” yiu ojf bn quhtn surn ic ht ” j ==

 

enmhohfn whaa bn ciufm cir tdhs. Jt Oifstjfthfipan tdn sphrht wjs ejmn fif-nxhstnft. ]dn siua whaa bn ejmn fif-nxhstnft whtd tdn jhm ic j mrug. ]jlhfg j —siufm pihft ic vhnw‘, pnipan whaa hfvnft j vjoohfn ti hfcaunfon tdn irgjfhse js njray js pisshban, prncnrjbay js siif js ht hs birf, si tdjt tdhs duejf bimy fnvnr nvnf gnts tdn hmnj tdjt tdnrn hs j siua jfm j sphrht. ]dn twi pdhaisipdhns ic ahcn whaa bn hf oiepantn ippishthif. Ifn eivnenft whaa fnnm ti rncanot diw oifonpts jfm hmnjs ejy bn mnvnaipnm ti ennt tdn rnjahty ic siua jfm sphrht. ]dn itdnrs, tdn dnhrs ic eimnrf ejtnrhjahse, whaa aiil cir tdn vjoohfn ti ejln tdn bimy —dnjatdy‘, tdjt hs, ejlns hts oifsthtuthif suod tdjt tdhs bimy fi aifgnr tjals ic suod rubbhsd js siua jfm sphrht, but tjlns j 'siufm' vhnw ic tdn cirons wdhod ahvn hf nfghfns jfm hf odnehstry jfm ant pajfnts jfm sufs jrhsn crie fnbuajn hf tdn oiseis. Ejtnrhjahstho pdyshohjfs whaa bn jslnm ti mrhvn tdn siuas iut ic duejfhty. Pnipan wdi tdhfl tdjt pajycua hmnjs whaa dnap tdne ti aiil jdnjm ti tdn cuturn jrn vnry euod ehstjlnf. Wn fnnm snrhius, priciufm hmnjs ti aiil jdnjm ti tdn cuturn. Jftdripisipdy hs fit j gjen, fir kust j tdniry< ht hs j tjsl tdjt eust bn cjonm cir tdn sjln ic duejf nviauthif.

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ANO]^RN 3 ]dn Fnw _phrhtujahty Mirfjod, 4 Iotibnr :8:7 Hc wn jrn ti oifthfun hf tdn rhgdt wjy timjy, wn eust oifshmnr sientdhfg ic tdn fjturn ic tdn duejf bnhfg jfm diw duejf bnhfgs jrn pjrt ic dhstirhoja nviauthif. Chrst ic jaa wn oifshmnr tdn cjot tdjt duejf bnhfgs djvn tdn piwnr, ir tdn ghct, ic tdn hftnaanot. Wdjt mins tdhs enjf9 Ht enjfs tdjt wn jrn jban ti cire hmnjs. Cir tdn eienft wn fnnm fit rncanot if wdnrn tdnsn hmnjs oien crie. ]dn ahcn ic tdiugdt hs whtd us wdnrnvnr wn jrn hf wjlhfg oifsohiusfnss. Jfm wn jasi cnna, cir hfstjfon, tdjt wdnf wn wjal, stjfm ir mi jfytdhfg nasn, wn jrn guhmnm by iur tdiugdts, by sientdhfg wdhod nxhsts nxhs ts chrst ic jaa hf tdn ehfm. Ajtnr if wn sdjaa mhsouss hc tdhs rnjaay hs tdn ojsn. Cir tdn eienft H enrnay wjft ti nstjbahsd wdjt chaas tdn oifsohius ehfm hf nvnrymjy ahcn. Ht hs iur tdiugdts. But wdnf ht oiens ti tdn wiram ic tdiugdt js suod, tdn ejttnr hs rnjaay quhtn mhccnrnft. Jfm wn sdjaa fit ufmnrstjfm diw duejf bnhfgs rnjaay rnajtn ti tdnhr tdiugdts ufanss wn chrst oifshmnr tdn trun fjturn ic tdn wiram ic tdiugdt. Hf rnjahty wn jrn jawjys, wdnrnvnr wn jrn ” wdntdnr shtthfg, stjfmhfg ir ayhfg miwf ” fit ifay hf tdn wiram ic jhr jfm ahgdt a hgdt jfm si if, but jasi hf j wiram ic surghfg tdiugdts. Xiu Xiu whaa chfm ht njshnst ti gnt jf hmnj ic tdhs hc yiu aiil jt ht ahln tdhs; Wdnf yiu wjal if njrtd js jf irmhfjry pdyshoja duejf bnhfg yiu jrn jasi j brnjtdhfg duejf bnhfg, wjalhfg hf j spjon chaanm whtd jhr. Jfm hf eirn ir anss tdn sjen wjy yiu eivn hf j spjon chaanm whtd tdiugdts. ]diugdt-substjfon chaas tdn spjon jriufm yiu. Ht hs fit j vjgun ionjf ic tdiugdts, fir tdn lhfm ic fnbuaius ntdnr pnipan sienthens ahln ti hejghfn. Fi, tdhs tdiugdt-substjfon hs jotujaay wdjt wn ojaa tdn nanenftja wiram. Wdnf wn spnjl ic nfththns wdhod jrn pjrt ic tdn nanenftja wiram hf tdn whmnst snfsn ic tdn wirm, tdny tdn y oifshs oifshstt ic tdiugd tdiugdt-s t-subs ubstjf tjfon on,, jo jotuj tujaa tdiugd tdiugdt-s t-subs ubstjf tjfon. on. ]dnrn ]dnrn hs, diwnv diwnvnr nr,, j mhc mhccnrn cnrnfo fonn bntwnnf tdn tdiugdts cahtthfg jriufm iut tdnrn, wdhod rnjaay jrn ahvhfg nfththns, jfm tdn tdiugdts wn djvn hf iur ehfms. H djvn spilnf ic tdhs mhccnrnfon if j fuebnr ic ioojshifs. Hf ey biil mun ti bn pubahsdnm sdirtay, jfm wdhod H enfthifnm ynstnrmjy, \ Fitn :: U  U yiu whaa chfm curtdnr rncnrnfons ti tdhs mhccnrnfon. Xiu ejy wnaa jsl yiursnac; Hc tdnrn hs suod jf nanenftja prhfohpan iut tdnrn hf tdiugdt-spjon jfm hc H, tii, djvn tdiugdts hf ey dnjm ” wdjt hs tdn rnajthifsdhp bntwnnf tdn twi9 ] ]i i gnt tdn rhgdt hmnj ic di diw w yiur yiur iwf tdiugdts tdiugdts rnajtn rnajtn ti tdn tdiugd tdiugdt-n t-nfth fththn thnss iut tdnrn tdnrn yiu djvn ti vhsuj vhsujahz ahznn tdn mhccnrnfon bntwnnf j duejf oirpsn wdhod djs bnnf anct bndhfm wdnf sienifn djs mhnm jfm j ahvhfg pnrsif wdi hs wjalhfg jbiut. ]dn lhfm ic tdiugdts yiu djvn ti oifshmnr hf tdhs rnspnot jrn tdn lhfm yiu gjhf crie tdn wiram yiu pnronhvn whtd tdn snfsns wdnf hf wjlhfg oifsohiusfnss. Iur iwf tdiugdts jrn jotujaay tdiugdt-oirpsns. ]dhs hs tdn nssnfthja pihft. ]dn tdiugdts oiehfg crie tdn wiram wn pnronhvn whtd tdn snfsns jfm mrjg jriufm whtd us wdnf hf wjlhfg oifsohiusfnss jrn tdiugdt-oirpsns ” tdiugdts tdjt djvn bnnf lhaanm. Iutshmn us tdny jrn jahvn, wdhod hs tdn mhccnrnfon. Wn jrn pjrt ic tdn nanenftja wiram ic tdiugdt hf si cjr js wn lhaa hts ahvhfg tdiugdts wdnf wn mnvnaip hmnjs if tdn bjshs ic wdjt iur snfsns djvn pnronhvnm hf tdn wiram jriufm us. Iur tdhflhfg oifshsts hf djvhfg tdisn oirpsns ic tdiugdts hfshmn us, jfm tdhs ejlns iur tdiugdts jbstrjot. Wn =3

 

dj djvn vn jbstrj jbstrjot ot tdiugd tdiugdts ts bnoju bnojusn sn wn lhaa lhaa ahvhfg ahvhfg tdiugdts tdiugdts.. Ht hs rnjaay rnjaay trun trun tdjt tdjt hf iur stjtn ic oifsohiusfnss wn wjal jriufm bnjrhfg tdiugdt oirpsns wdhod wn ojaa iur tdiugdts jfm hmnjs. ]dhs hs tdn rnjahty. ]dn ahvhfg tdiugdts hf tdn iutshmn wiram jrn onrtjhfay fit ufrnajtnm ti us< tdnrn hs j ahvhfg rnajthifsdhp. H ojf mneifstrjtn tdhs ti yiu, but mi fit bn crhgdtnfnm by tdn gritnsqun fjturn ic tdhs ufjooustienm ufjooustien m hmnj. Hejghfn yiu jrn ayhfg hf bnm jfm ht hs eirfhfg. Xiu Xiu ojf gnt up hf twi mhccnrnft wjys. Irmhfjrhay, Irmhfjrhay, yiu jrn fit jwjrn ic tdn mhccnrnfon bntwnnf tdne bnojusn yiu jrn fit hf tdn djbht ic ejlhfg tdn mhsthfothif, jfm jfywjy yiu mi fit pjy jttnfthif ti tdhs pjrthouajr eienft ic gntthfg up. Fnvnrtdnanss, yiu ojf gnt up iut ic djbht, whtdiut tdhflhfg jbiut ht, ir yiu ojf jotujaay primuon tdn tdiugdt; tdiugdt; H je fiw gihfg ti gnt up. ]dnrn jrn pnipan, pnipan, diwnvnr diwnvnr,, wdi gnt tdnesnavns tdnesnavns up iut ic sdnnr djbht, jfm ynt tdnrn hs kust j tiuod ic tdn hmnj; H je gihfg ti gnt up fiw. ]i rnpnjt, ejfy pnipan mi fit ejln tdn mhsthfothif, but ht ojf bn ejmn hf tdn jbstrjot, jfm tdn mhccnrnfon hs nfireius. Hc yiu gnt up whtdiut ghvhfg ht j tdiugdt, iut ic sdnnr djbht jfm trjhfhfg, yiu jrn ciaaiwhfg hepuasns ghvnf by tdn _phrhts ic Cire, tdn Naidhe, wdnf tdny ornjtnm duejf bnhfgs js mwnaanrs if njrtd jt tdn bnghffhfg ic njrtd nviauthif. _i yiu snn, hc yiu swhtod icc yiur iwf tdhflhfg jfm jawjys gnt up ahln j ejodhfn, yiu jrn fit gntthfg up whtdiut tdiugdt djvhfg gifn hfti ht, but ht hs fit yiur iwf tdiugdt. ]dn cire ic eivnenft hfviavnm hf gntthfg up hfviavns tdiugdts  ” ibknothvn, fit subknothvn, hffnr tdiugdts< tdnsn jrn fit yiur tdiugdts but tdisn ic tdn _phrhts ic Cire. Hc yiu wnrn j tnrrhbay ajzy pnrsif wdi rnjaay mhm fit wjft ti gnt up jt jaa, hc ht rnjaay wjs fit hf yiur fjturn ti gnt up jfm yiu wiuam ifay gnt up if rncanothif, jgjhfst yiur fjturn, iut ic purnay subknothvn tdiugdt, yiu'm bn ciaaiwhfg jdrhejfho tnfmnfohns< yiu wiuam bn ciaaiwhfg ifay yiur dnjm, jfm tdnrncirn Jdrhejf. Js H sjhm, tdn mhsthfothif hs fit ejmn hf irmhfjry ahcn. Jfm nvnrytdhfg nasn wn mi hs rnjaay mifn hf tdn sjen wjy js iur gntthfg up. Duejf bnhfgs truay jrn ejmn up ic twi nfththns wdhod ojf bn iutwjrmay mhsthfguhsdnm js tdn dnjm jfm tdn rnst ic tdn bimy. ]dn duejf dnjm hs jf nxtrj nxtrjirm irmhfj hfjrhay rhay shgfhc shgfhchoj hojft ft hfstru hfstruen enft ft jf jfm m euod euod iamnr iamnr tdjf tdjf tdn rnst rnst ic tdn bimy bimy. ]dn ]dn oifstruothif ic tdn duejf dnjm hs suod ” H spiln jbiut tdhs ajst ynjr \ Fitn 2  2 U ” tdjt tdn bjsho sdjpn jrisn murhfg Eiif nviauthif, tdiugd tdn dnjm djs, hf cjot, oien miwf tdriugd _jturf, _uf jfm Eiif nviauthif. Duejfs wiuam aiil quhtn mhccnrnft hc tdny sthaa djm tdn sdjpn tdny djm murhfg Eiif nviauthif. Hf vnry gnfnrja tnres wn ehgdt sjy pnipan wiuam aiil ahln spnotrns, whtd ifay tdn cire ic tdn dnjm nenrghfg sienwdjt eirn oanjray, wdhod wjs tdn irhghfja hftnft. ]dn rnst ic tdn bimy wjs fit enjft ti bn js vhshban js ht hs fiw. ]dnsn tdhfgs djvn ti bn oifshmnrnm, itdnrwhsn wn ojffit rnjaay ufmnrstjfm duejf nviauthif if njrtd. ]dn rnst ic tdn bimy wjs enjft ti bn purnay nanenftja by fjturn. Hf tdn dnjm, nvnrytdhfg wiuam oien hfti nccnot wdhod djs oien miwf js Eiif nxhstnfon trjfscirenm by njrtd< ant us ojaa ht —j‘. But tdhs hfdnrhtnm Eiif nxhstnfon trjfscirenm by njrtd hs tdn jotuja duejf bnhfg, cir tdn duejf bnhfg hs rnjaay j dnjm whtd ifay j vnry hfshgfhchojft jttjodenft. ]dn rnst ic tdn duejf bnhfg ” ant us ojaa ht —b‘ jfm ti bnghf whtd ant us shepay oifshmnr ht ti bn tdhs nanenftja, jhry prhfohpan ” hs j ejfhcnstjthif ic tdn dhgdnr dhnrjrodhns, crie tdn _phrhts ic Cire miwfwjrms. ]dn rhgdt jfm ifay wjy ic snnhfg tdn duejf bnhfg hs ti rnjahzn tdjt nvnrytdhfg sdiwf dnrn js —b‘ djs bnnf ornjtnm by tdn oiseho dhnrjrodhns. ]dn duejf bnhfg wdhod djs nviavnm crie tdn then ic _jturf nenrgnm jgjhfst tdn bjolgriufm ic tdn oiseho dhnrjrodhns. Hc yiu vhsujahzn =7

 

tdn nssnfthja fjturn ic tdn pjrts ic tdn duejf bnhfg wdhod jrn fit dnjm ” yiu eust tdhfl ic ht js jaa sphrht, ir jt anjst jaa jhr ” tdnf yiu djvn tdn bimy ic oiseho dhnrjrodhns (mrjwhfg if tdn bijrm). Diwnvnr, auohcnrho snmuothif nftnrnm hfti tdn wdian prionss ic nviauthif. ]dn iutoien wjs tdjt Diwnvnr, tdhs wdian, eirn nanenftja, bimy oifmnfsnm ti bnoien tdn rnst ic tdn duejf bimy, wdhod ic oiursn jasi djm jf nccnot if tdn dnjm. ]dhs whaa ghvn yiu jf hmnj ic tdn trun fjturn ic tdn duejf bnhfg. Jpjrt crie tdn dnjm, wdhod hs tdnhr iwf, djvhfg oien crie njrahnr nviauthif, duejf bnhfgs wiuam bn jf iutwjrm ejfhcnstjthif ic tdn Naidhe hc tdnhr bimhns djm fit bnoien snfsuius cansd. Ht hs nfthrn nfthrnay ay mun ti tdn tneptj tneptjthi thifs fs ic Auohcn Auohcnrr tdjt tdjt tdhs tdhs iutwjr iutwjrm m ejfhcn ejfhcnstj stjthi thif f ic tdn Naidhe Naidhe djs oifmnfsnm ti bnoien cansd. _ientdhfg vnry strjfgn djs jrhsnf js j rnsuat, jf hepirtjft snornt ti wdhod H djvn rncnrrnm j fuebnr ic thens. Wdjt djs djppnfnm hs tdjt tdn duejf bnhfg djs bnoien tdn hejgn ic tdn gims hf tdn vnry irgjfs wdhod jrn firejaay ojaanm ojaanm tdn irgjfs irgjfs ic dhs aiwnr fjturn. ]dhs hejgn ic tdn gims djs bnnf mnbjsnm hf duejf bnhfgs js tdny jrn if njrtd. ]dn dhgdnst prhfohpan hf duejf bnhfgs, tdn sphrhtuja prhfohpan oiehfg crie tdn oiseis, djs bnoien tdnhr aiwnr fjturn. Panjsn, mi fit cirgnt tdjt tdhs hs jf hepirtjft snornt ic duejf fjturn. Iur aiwnr fjturn, wdhod hs mun ti Auohcnr's hfcaunfon, wjs jotujaay mnsthfnm ti bn iur dhgdnr fjturn. ]dhs hs tdn oiftrjmhotiry nanenft hf duejf fjturn. Rhgdtay ufmnrstiim, ht whaa siavn oiuftanss rhmmans hf tdn wiram jfm hf ahcn.

 

Wn jrn tdus jban ti sjy; Hf tdn oiursn ic duejf nviauthif ejf djs, tdjfls ti tdn auohcnrho nanenft, ejmn tdn pjrt ic dhe tdjt sdiuam bn oifstjftay nenrghfg crie tdn oiseis hfti dhs aiwnr fjturn. Ejfy dhstirhoja pdnfienfj whaa chfm tdnhr nxpajfjthif hc yiu oifshmnr tdjt tdhs wjs lfiwf ti tdn anjmnrs ic tdn jfohnft Eystnrhns, pnipan wdi wnrn fit js cjonthius, oyfhoja jfm fjrriwehfmnm js pnipan jrn timjy. Onrtjhf syebias tjlnf crie tdn aiwnr fjturn jfm usnm hf tdn pjst, syebias tdjt timjy jrn enrnay snnf js snxuja syebias, jrn nxpajhfnm by tdn cjot tdjt tdn prhnsts wdi =4

 

usnm tdne hf tdn jfohnft Eystnrhns mhm si hf irmnr ti ghvn nxprnsshif ti tdn dhgdnr rnjahty ic tdn aiwnr fjturn ic ejf. Xiu ojf snn diw snfshthvn wn djvn ti bn hf mnjahfg whtd tdnsn tdhfgs hc wn jrn fit ti bn cjonthius. Eimnrf pnipan sahp njshay hfti cjonthiusfnss, bnojusn tdny ojffit nvnf hejghfn tdjt tdnrn hs eirn ti duejf bnhfgs tdjf enrn snfsujahty ” wdhod, hf cjot, hs tdn auohcnrho nanenft hf iur dhgdnr fjturn. ]dus dhstirhoja syebias jrn njshay ghvnf nfthrnay tdn wrifg hftnrprntjthif. Ht tjlns sien fibhahty ic sphrht fit ti hftnrprnt tdn iam syebias hf j aiwnr snfsn, nvnf tdiugd tdny ictnf ojf bn hftnrprntnm hf tdjt wjy. Whtd tdhs, yiu whaa jasi bnghf ti rnjahzn tdjt hc tdiugdts crie tdn nanenftja wiram oien ti us ”  tdny jrn ahvhfg tdiugdts, fit jbstrjot, mnjm ifns tdjt oien crie tdn dnjm ” tdny eust bn oiehfg iut ic tdn wdian duejf bnhfg. Enrn rncanothif whaa fit jodhnvn tdhs. ]imjy tdn hmnj hs tdjt wn ifay jrrhvn jt iur tdiugdts by rncanothif. ]imjy tdn hmnj hs; Hc duejf bnhfgs whaa kust rncanot, tdny ojf tdhfl jbiut jfytdhfg, privhmhfg tdn tdhfgs tdny wjft ti tdhfl jbiut jrn joonsshban. ]dhs hs fifsnfsn, diwnvnr. ]dn trutd hs tdjt tdn duejf rjon hs hf j prionss ic nviauthif, jfm tdn tdiugdts mnvnaipnm by Oipnrfhous, cir nxjepan, ir Gjahani, jt j pjrthouajr then oiuam fit bn rnjodnm by enrn rncanothif bncirn tdjt then. Xiu Xiu snn, pnipan cjbrhojtn tdn tdiugdts tdny djvn hf tdnhr dnjms. But wdnf j tdiugdt wdhod ejrls j rnja odjfgn jrhsns hf wiram dhstiry, dhstiry, tdhs tdiugdt hs ghvnf by tdn gims jfm tdriugd tdn wdian duejf bnhfg. Ht caiws tdriugd tdn duejf bnhfg, ivnroiehfg tdn auohcnrho nanenft, jfm ifay rnjodns tdn dnjm iut ic tdn wdian duejf bnhfg. H tdhfl tdhs hs sientdhfg yiu ojf ufmnrstjfm. Hf onrtjhf jgns, pjrthouajr tdiugdts kust djvn ti bn wjhtnm cir jfm nxpnotnm< tdnf duejf bnhfgs jrn fit enrnay rncanothfg, fir hs sientdhfg oifvnynm tdriugd tdnhr nyns ir njrs, but hfsphrjthif oiens crie tdn wiram ic tdn dhnrjrodhns jfm ht oiens tdriugd tdn wdian nssnfthja duejf bnhfg, wdhod hs tdn hejgn ic tdn dhnrjrodhns. Hc yiu oifshmnr tdhs, sien ic tdn tdhfgs H sjhm ynstnrmjy ojf jasi tnaa yiu grnjt mnja. Hf tdn prnsnft jgn, crie tdn chctd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn, wn jrn ahvhfg euod eirn hfwjrmay tdjf bncirn ” hf jfohnft Grnnl thens, cir nxjepan, wdnf tdn iutnr nfvhrifenft privhmnm euod eirn tdjt wjs sphrhtuja. ]dhs hfwjrmfnss ic ahcn rnajtns ti tdn prionss hf wdhod tdiugdts oien up tdriugd tdn wdian duejf bnhfg. Hf njrahnr thens, hf tdn ciurtd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn, tdn rnajthifsdhp bntwnnf duejf bnhfgs jfm tdn gims wjs euod eirn ic jf nxtnrhir tdhfg< timjy ht djs bnoien euod eirn hfthejtn. Duejf bnhfgs jrn jawjys jssiohjthfg whtd tdn gims< tdnhr dnjms mi fit firejaay lfiw jfytdhfg jbiut tdhs, diwnvnr, bnojusn tdny ifay diam duejf tdiugdts, ir rjtdnr tdn oirpsns ic tdiugdts. Duejf bnhfgs jawjys jssiohjtn whtd tdn gims js wdian duejf bnhfgs, jfm tdhs jssiohjthif hs eirn hfthejtn timjy tdjf ht wjs hf tdn pjst. Nvnf tdn fjturn ic oajhrviyjfon hs suod tdjt tdn rnajthifsdhp ti tdn gims jfm ti mhsnebimhnm sphrhts hs jatigntdnr mhccnrnft crie wdjt ht wjs bncirn. Wdnf j duejf siua jssiohjtns whtd sphrhts ir whtd tdn mnjm, tdn jssiohjthif hs j vnry subtan ifn. Ht hs eirn ir anss shehajr ti tdn wjy hf wdhod iur iwf tdiugdts jssiohjtn whtd iur iwf whaa hf tdn siua. Ht hs vnry hfthejtn, jfm tdhs hfthejoy bnaifgs ti tdn prnsnft jgn. Ht oirrnspifms ti tdn nssnfthja fjturn ic duejf bnhfgs dnrn if njrtd jfm jasi ti tdjt ic tdn mnjm, ic tdisn wdi jrn gihfg tdriugd tdn gjtn ic mnjtd ti nftnr tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht jt tdhs then. ]dhs hfthejtn jssiohjthif djs bnoien pisshban bnojusn hf sien wjys tdn rnajthifsdhp bntwnnf ejf jfm oiseis djs odjfgnm. Hc tdn rnajthifsdhp

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wdhod sien duejf bnhfgs djvn ti tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht oiens ti oifsohius jwjrnfnss, ht sdiws htsnac ti bn j euod eirn hfthejtn ifn, nvnf timjy, timjy, tdjf ht wjs bncirn. Onrtjhf jbhahthns djm ti bn aist, si tdjt tdhs hfthejtn jssiohjthif whtd tdn gims oiuam mnvnaip. Murhfg tdn thens ic jfohnft Grnnon jfm Rien jfm jctnr, rhgdt hfti tdn Ehmman Jgns, pnipan sthaa djm mhrnot pnronpthif ic sphrhtuja nanenfts hf tdn wiram jriufm tdne< js H sjhm, tdny mhm fit enrnay snn pdyshoja oiaiurs hf tdn wjy wn mi timjy, ir dnjr pdyshoja siufms, but pnronhvnm sphrhtuja nanenfts hf oiaiurs jfm siufms. ]dny wnrn jasi jban ti usn tdn nanenft wdhod cir us djs turfnm hfti odjitho mrnjes js j enjfs ic nftnrhfg hfti tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht jfm tdny mhm si hf j wjy tdjt wjs euod anss subtan tdjf hs pisshban timjy. Ht wjs rnajthvnay njsy ti jpprijod tdn _phrhts jfm tdn mnjm hf tdn pjst. ]imjy ]imjy iur irmhfjry mrnjes fi aifgnr djvn tdn sjen qujahty, tdiugd tdhs mhm oifthfun wnaa hfti tdn Ehmman Jgns. _ien pnipan sthaa djm ht cir j aifg then jctnrwjrms. ]disn njrahnr pnipan jasi pnronhvnm js hf j mrnje jaa tdjt djppnfnm jriufm tdne hf tdn nanenftja tdiugdt-wiram ic wdhod H djvn spilnf. ]dny wnrn fit ynt out icc crie tdjt surriufmhfg wiram, jfm tdnhr iwf nssnfthja fjturn sthaa nxtnfmnm hfti ht. Pnipan wnrn jwjrn ic tdhs jfm jotnm jfm bndjvnm jooirmhfgay. jooirmhfgay. ]imjy tdnsn tdhfgs jrn, ic oiursn, oifshmnrnm ti bn jf iam supnrsththif. Xnt wdnf sientdhfg shgfhchojft ioours hf oiffnothif whtd tdhs —iam supnrsththif‘, eimnrf sohnfon mins fit lfiw wdjt ti mi whtd ht. Ant en ghvn yiu kust ifn nxjepan; Oheif, j wnaa-lfiwf dhstirhoja chgurn, djm j crhnfm ojaanm Jstypdhais wdi lfnw diw ti hftnrprnt mrnjes. Jstypdhais wjs jban ti hftnrprnt mrnjes hftnaanotujaay. Wdnf Oheif djm mrnjenm ic j vhohius, yjpphfg mig bncirn tdn Ngypthjf ojepjhgf, Jstypdhais cirnojst dhs mnjtd, sjyhfg; —Xiu djvn mrnjet ic j vhohius, yjpphfg mig< yiu whaa mhn hf tdhs ojepjhgf.‘ ]dn stiry wjs tiam by Dirjon. \ Fitn ?  ? U J eimnrf sjgn wdi djs wrhttnf jbiut mrnjes, tdiugd hf ejtnrhjahstho tnres, mins ic oiursn bnahnvn tdjt Oheif djm jf irmhfjry mrnje jfm Jstypdhais wjs j eiuftnbjfl wdi hftnrprntnm mrnjes. Xnt dn jasi ejlns j strjfgn oieenft; —Odjfon whaanm ht, diwnvnr, tdjt dhs pripdnsy ojen trun.‘ H oiuam sdiw yiu biils wdhod ghvn hrrncutjban nvhmnfon ic pripdnshns wdhod djvn oien trun, =  U but pnipan whaa sjy; —Odjfon whaanm ht.‘ ]dhs hs ifn ic ejfy nxjepans. Pnipan hejghfn tdjt \ Fitn = tdn hffnr ahcn djs jawjys bnnf tdn sjen js ht hs timjy jfm tdjt tdnrn djs bnnf fi mnvnaipenft hf tdn hffnr ahcn ic ejf. ]dus tdn iutnr snfsns pnronhvnm eirn ic tdn sphrhtuja, jfm jt tdn sjen then tdn rnajthifsdhp whtd tdn surriufmhfg nanenftja tdiugdt-wiram wjs, hf j wjy, bjsnm eirn if hejgns. Mrnjes sthaa djm tdn qujahty ic hejgns wdhod pihftnm ti tdn cuturn. Kust js eneiry rnajtns ti tdn pjst, si tdn hejgns pihftnm ti tdn cuturn, tdiugd fit hf tdn sjen wjy, wjy, ic oiursn. ]dn oifsthtuthif ic tdn duejf siua wjs tdnrnc tdn rncirn irn nfthrn nfthrnay ay mhccnrn mhccnrnft ft hf tdn pj pjst. st. Baurrn Baurrnm m mrnje mrnje hejgns hejgns ojen ojen hfti hfti nvnrym nvnrymjy jy snf snfsir siry y pnronpthif, hejgns wdhod fnvnrtdnanss rnajtnm ti rnja djppnfhfgs hf tdn nanenftja wiram. Wn ehgdt put ht ahln tdhs; ]dn pdyshoja wiram ic snfsiry pnronpthif djm fit ynt oifmnfsnm jfm bnoien siahm jfm ehfnrja hf qujahty. Nvnrywdnrn oiaiur jfm siufm sthaa spjrlanm whtd sphrhtuja qujahthns. Jt tdn sjen then pnipan sthaa djm tdn jbhahty ti ahvn hf wjlhfg mrnjes, jfm tdnsn wnrn rnjahty hf tdn nanenftja, ibknothvn wiram ic tdiugdt. ]dnf duejfhty wjs mnprhvnm ic tdhs rnajthifsdhp whtd tdn iutshmn wiram hf irmnr ti nstjbahsd jfm strnfgtdnf duejf crnnmie< tdn hffnr ahcn bnojen eirn hfthejtn hf tdn wjy H djvn mnsorhbnm. ]dnrn hs sientdhfg wn eust oifshmnr wdhod hs eist hepirtjft. Wn ojf usn tdn piwnrs ic tdn fireja hftnaanot ti rncanot fireja rncanot if tdn pdnfienfj pdnfienfj bnaifghfg bnaifghfg ti tdn wiram ic fjturn, fjturn, but wn ojffit usn >0

 

tdhs hftnaanot ti rncanot if siohja pdnfienfj. Pnipan bnahnvn tdjt tdn wjy ic tdhflhfg wdhod nfjbans tdne ti rncanot if tdn nvnfts ic tdn pdyshoja wiram ojf jasi bn usnm ti nstjbahsd siohja ajws jfm piah piahth thoj ojaa hepu hepuas asns ns.. ]dny ]dny jrn jrn jo jotu tuja jaay ay mihf mihfg g si fiw fiw, but but td tdnn aj ajws ws jfm jfm hepu hepuas asns ns jrn jrn ic oirrnspifmhfgay piir qujahty. qujahty. ]dn lhfm ic tdhfg yiu chfm hf Riejf dhstiry, jfm yiu wiuam jasi chfm ht hf ajtnr dhstiry hc ht djm fit jaa bnnf turfnm hfti riejfon ” cir hfstjfon, tdjt Fuej Piephahus tiil dhs hfsphrjthif crie j fyepd ojaanm Ngnrhj hf onrtjhf ejttnrs ic stjtn \ Fitn >>  U ” hfmhojtns tdjt hf tdisn mjys pnipan jppnjanm ti tdn gims wdnf ejttnrs ic stjtn djm ti bn mnjat whtd. ]dny wiuam fit djvn tdiugdt ht pisshban ti ornjtn piahthoja struoturns enrnay by tdhflhfg jbiut tdne. ]imjy tdn hmnj hs tdjt hfmhvhmujas jrn fit jban ti mi tdhs, but hc yiu euathpay tdn hfmhvhmuja by si jfm si ejfy thens, tdnf ht ojf bn mifn. _i hc yiu djvn j eimnrf mneiorjoy jfm jf nfahgdtnfnm pjrahjenft, tdrnn dufmrnm dnjms jrn jban ti jodhnvn by rncanothif wdjt j shfgan dnjm ojffit mi, ic oiursn. ]dhs gins jgjhfst ifn ic Risnggnr's stjtnenfts wdhod H djvn quitnm j fuebnr ic thens; —Ifn's j duejf bnhfg< hc tdnrn jrn snvnrja, yiu'vn pnipan< hc yiu djvn aits ic tdne, tdny'rn bnjsts!‘ \ Fitn 33  U ” but surnay ht hs fit wdjt yiu wiuam mi hf prjothon! Jfm kust hejghfn wdjt tdn wdian nfahgdtnfnm eimnrf wiram wiuam sjy hc fnws wnrn ti gnt jriufm ” fit hf tdn iam cire but hf j fnw ifn ” tdjt Wiimriw Whasif djm tjlnf dhs hfsphrjthif cir sien mnornn ir itdnr crie j fyepd. ]dnsn tdhfgs djvn odjfgnm, nvnf hc tdny jrn fit nxjotay eirn hftnaahgnft. Ht whaa, ic oiursn, bn mhcchouat ti grjsp, but ht hs sientdhfg wn djvn ti rnjahzn, tdjt rnja jfm jppriprhjtn hmnjs oifonrfhfg siohja struoturns whaa ifay oien wdnf pnipan jppnja jgjhf ti tdn sphrht. ]dny jrn fit cironm ti mi si, jfm tdn cire whaa bn mhccnrnft, but tdhs jppnja ti tdn sphrht eust bn ejmn jgjhf. Itdnrwhsn, nvnrytdhfg pnipan primuon by wjy ic piahthoja prhfohpans, siohja struoturns jfm hmnjs whaa bn enrn fitdhfgfnss. ]dnrn djs ti bn ahvhfg jwjrnfnss ic tdn cjot tdjt wn ahvn hf tdn wiram ic nanenftja tdiugdt jfm djvn ti tjln iur hfsphrjthif crie ht. Pnipan jrn sthaa jban ti ajugd jbiut suod tdhfgs timjy. But duejfhty whaa djvn ti struggan tdriugd pjhf jfm succnrhfg ti gjhf jwjrnfnss ic hfsphrjthif hf tdn ornjthvn spdnrn ic tdn siohja irmnr. Dnrn wn djvn jf nvnf eirn subtan hfmhojthif ic sientdhfg tdjt whaa bnoien eirn jfm eirn fnonssjry cir duejfhty. Pnipan whaa djvn ti rnjahzn tdjt tdny eust fiw prnpjrn tdnesnavns ti ejln j oiffnothif jgjhf whtd tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht, si tdjt tdny ejy brhfg hfti tdn lhfgmie ic tdhs wiram j lhfgmie wdhod hs fit ic tdhs wiram but hs prnsnft nvnrywdnrn hf tdn lhfgmie ic tdhs wiram. Ifay tdnf whaa sjavjthif oien cir j siohja spdnrn wdnrn odjis fiw rnhgfs. Ht whaa, diwnvnr, bn fnonssjry cir pnipan ti ivnroien tdn ufnjsn jfm rnauotjfon tdny cnna jbiut oifon oifonrfh rfhfg fg tdnesn tdnesnavn avnss whtd whtd tdn hfthej hfthejtn tn rnajth rnajthifs ifsdhp dhp bntwnn bntwnnf f ejf jfm wiram. wiram. Hf tdn eirn eirn hepirtjft chnams ic duejf jothvhty, pnipan whaa djvn ti gi eirn mnnpay hfti tdn fjturn ic tdhs rnajthifsdhp js ht wjs hf tdn ciurtd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn. ]dhs whaa ghvn tdne tdn fnonssjry irhnftjthif si tdjt tdny ojf rnjaay snn diw duejf bnhfgs rnajtnm mhccnrnftay ti tdn wiram jriufm tdne tdjf tdny mi fiw. Ht hs pisshban ti stumy tdhs, but wn eust ivnroien tdhs eytdiaigy ” eytdiaigy hf tdn bjm snfsn ” wn ojaa tdn stumy ic dhstiry timjy. Wn fnnm ti oifshmnr dhstirhoja rnjahty, gihfg bjol jt anjst js cjr js tdn Eystnry ic Giagitdj, jfm tdhs whaa bn pisshban hc tdn stumy ic nxtnrfja dhstiry hs nfrhodnm by tdn stumy ic sphrhtuja sohnfon. Pnipan whaa shepay djvn ti ejln tdn nccirt ti nftnr hfti j stumy ic sphrhtuja sohnfon. ]dn wdian wjy ic tdhflhfg, ic oiursn, hs suod fiwjmjys tdjt pnipan ictnf cnna nvnrytdhfg ti bn uttnray gritnsqun wdnf tdny bnghf ti nftnr hfti tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht< pnipan >:

 

hfsthfothvnay tdhfl tdjt tdhfgs whaa aiil kust tdn sjen tdnrn js tdny mi hf tdn pdyshoja wiram. Jaa tdny jrn prnpjrnm ti joonpt hs tdjt tdny whaa chfm j eirn rnchfnm, subtan cire ic tdhs wiram, jfm tdny cjha ti ufmnrstjfm tdjt tdny whaa chfm ht oiepantnay mhccnrnft, si euod si tdjt nvnf tdn sejaanst mntjha whaa oien js j surprhsn. Ant us jssuen j eimnrf pdhaisipdnr, yiur fireja lhfm ic ufhvnrshty pricnssir, wnrn ti djvn sien lhfm ic Hfsphrjthif \ Fitn 7 U 7 U ” ht wiuam bn j sejaa ehrjoan, but ant us jssuen suod j ehrjoan wnrn ti djppnf ” si tdjt cir chvn ehfutns dn wnrn hf j pishthif ti jsl tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht hc dn wjs j trun pdhaisipdnr whtd j trun hffnr viojthif. Wdjt mi yiu tdhfl tdn jfswnr wiuam bn9 Dn wiuam bn ghvnf jf hejgn< tdhs wiuam bn tdn rhgdt jfswnr, ifay ht wiuam fnnm ti bn oirrnotay hftnrprntnm. ]dhs hs rnjaay trun< H je tnaahfg yiu sientdhfg wdhod djs djppnfnm hffuenrjban thens. ]dn jfswnr wiuam bn tdjt tdn pdhaisipdnr hs ghvnf jss's njrs. Jfm tdn hftnrprntjthif ic tdhs wiuam bn; —H je hfmnnm j rnja pdhaisipdnr.‘ ]dhs hs fit j kiln. ]dn pihft hs tdjt sien hmnjs enjf ifn tdhfg hf tdn pdyshoja wiram jfm nxjotay tdn ippishtn hf tdn sphrhtuja wiram. Hf tdn pdyshoja wiram ht hs fit j mhsthfothi mhsth fothif f ti djvn jss's jss's njrs< hf tdn sphrhtuja sphrhtuja wiram, djvhfg jss's njrs js jf hejgn hs wirtd euod, euod eirn tdjf tdn dhgdnst mhsthfothif nvnr jwjrmnm ti j pricnssir ic pdhaisipdy. But hejghfn sienifn wdi hs ifay usnm ti tdn pdyshoja wiram jfm wdi summnfay ” js H sjhm, by j ehrjoan ”  bnoiens oajhrviyjft jfm snns dhesnac wnjrhfg jss's njrs. Dn wiuam tdhfl dn wjs bnhfg ejmn j ciia ic, tdjt dn wjs bnhfg tjlnf hf. Jfm dn wiuam heenmhjtnay ojaa tdhs jf haaushif. ]dhfgs jrn mhccnrnft hf tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht, miwf ti tdn ajst mntjha, jfm ht hs fnonssjry ti trjfsajtn nvnrytdhfg wn ennt tdnrn, hf irmnr ti chfm tdn rhgdt oirrnspifmnfon jfm hftnrprntjthif hf tdn pdyshoja wiram. H wjs fit shepay tnaahfg j kiln wdnf H spiln ic tdisn jss's njrs. Hc yiu rnjm tdn wrhthfgs ic jfohnft thens yiu whaa chfm tdn mrnjes mrnjet by pdhaisipdnrs ti oifvhfon tdne ic tdnhr hffnr viojthif. ]dn mrnje H djvn mnsorhbnm hs quhtn typhoja ic tdjt lhfm ic tdhfg. Pdhaisipdnrs djm ti snn tdnesnavns whtd jss's njrs ti bn oifvhfonm ic tdnhr viojthif. Pnipan whaa hfnvhtjbay bn surprhsnm jfm tjlnf jbjol wdnf tdny wjft ti gnt joqujhftnm jgjhf whtd wht d tdn spnohch spnohchoo fj fjtur turnn ic tdn sphrhtu sphrhtuja ja wiram. wiram. Rnjmhfg Rnjmhfg ]dn Odyehoja Odyehoja Wnmmhfg nmmhfg ic Odrhsthjf Odrhsthjf  Risnflrnutz  Risnflr nutz Jffi  Jffi :=>8, \ Fitn 44 U  U yiu whaa sienthens cnna tdjt tdn gritnsqun tdhfgs sjhm hf ht jrn nfiugd ti ejln yiu ajugd. Xnt tdny jrn mnnpay shgfhchojft, cir tdn pjtd ti wdhod tdn wirl rncnrs sdiuam fit bn oifshmnrnm hf j snfthenftja wjy, but whtd j onrtjhf supnrhir dueiur. H djvn ]dnsn sjhm, ajtnr thens djvn nvnfts jfjaigius ti Fuej hfstruothif crieJsNgnrhj. tdhfgs jrn jasi fi aifgnr ejmn lfiwf, wdhod hs, ic Piephahus oiursn, tdnrnonhvhfg rnjsif wdy dhstiry djs bnoien enrn oifvnfthifja chothif. Oifshmnr, ht wjs js ajtn js tdn nfm ic tdn shxtnnftd jfm bnghffhf bngh ffhfg g ic tdn snvnftnnftd snvnftnnftd onftury wdnf Kjoib Binden \ Fitn 88 U  U djm dhs priciufm Hftuhthifs< truay grnjt, trnenfmius grjfm vhshifs wdhod oiftjhfnm Hftuhthifs crie jf njrahnr then. Dhs ciaaiwnrs hfoaumnm ejfy pnipan wdi ahvnm hf ajtnr thens. Ifn ic tdn ajst ti bn oifsohiusay j ciaaiwnr ic Kjoib Binden wjs _jhft-Ejrthf. \ Fitn :0  :0 U Dn bjsnm dhesnac nfthrnay if Kjoib Binden, nspnohjaay hf dhs biil Mns biil  Mns nrrnurs nrrnurs nt mn aj vrht , tdiugd ht hs j sienwdjt mnejtnrhjahznm Binden. _thaa, dn djm nfiugd ic wdjt djm oien tdriugd crie iamnr thens ti rnjahzn; Hc ifn wjfts ti djvn hmnjs oifonrfhfg siohja struoturns, hc ifn wjfts ti djvn rnja, nccnothvn piahthoja hmnjs, tdnsn eust fit enrnay bn tdiugdt up, tdny eust djvn oien crie tdn sphrhtuja wiram. Hf dhs biil, _jhft-Ejrthf prnsnfts fit enrnay hmnjs oifonrfhfg tdn wiram ic fjturn jfm hts prigrnss, jfm ic dhstiry jfm hts prigrnss, but jasi quhtn spnohcho piahthoja hmnjs. ]imjy, wdnf stjtns jrn tdn ifay lhfm ic piahthoja struoturn, ifn wiuam ojaa tdne tdn e hmnjs hmnjs if tdn piahtho piahthoja ja stjtn. stjtn. Dhs mhsous mhsousshi shifs fs mi, di diwnv wnvnr nr,, hfoaum hfoaumnn ifn hmnj hmnj ic spnohj spnohjaa >2

 

shgfhchojfon, jfm ht hs odjrjotnrhstho tdjt tdhs hs hf tdn cirncrift ic dhs piahthoja hmnjs. _jhft-Ejrthf rncnrs ti —irhghfja duejf jmuatnry‘, wdhod dn sjys tiil pajon jt j then wdnf snxuja rnajthifs mhm fit ynt nxhst bntwnnf ejan jfm cnejan if njrtd. Dn hs tdnrncirn fit rncnrrhfg ti jmuatnry hf tdn usuja snfsn. Dn enjfs sientdhfg quhtn mhccnrnft, sientdhfg dn lnnps mnnpay vnhanm, jfm ti wdhod ]dn Bhban rncnrs whtd tdn wirms; —]dn sifs ic tdn gims sjw diw bnjuthcua tdnsn mjugdtnrs wnrn jfm tdny tiil cir tdnesnavns suod wienf js tdny odisn.‘ \ Fitn :: :: U  U ]dhs nvnft briugdt odjis ti tdn wiram ic Jtajfths< tdnrn hs jasi j eystnrhius oiffnothif bntwnnf tdhs jfm tdn wjy hf wdhod duejf bnhfgs djm ejmn tdnhr nanenftja sphrhtuja fjturn snfsuja. Jaa ifn ojf mi hs dhft jt tdn nvnft wdhod _jhft-Ejrthf ojaas —irhghfja jmuatnry‘< dn, tii, wjs enrnay dhfthfg jt ht. Ht hs nvhmnft tdjt _jhft-Ejrthf rnjahznm tdjt ti oifshmnr piahthos, ifn eust fit enrnay tjln jooiuft ic iutnr duejf shtujthifs, js pnipan mi timjy, timjy, but chfm j wjy ic gihfg bjol ti njrahnr thens wdnf ifn djm ti gi bnyifm tdn wiram ic tdn snfsns jfm hfti tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht hc ifn wjftnm ti lfiw jfytdhfg jbiut tdn duejf bnhfg. ]dn prhfohpans ic piahthoja tdhflhfg eust bn nviavnm iut ic tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht. _jhft-Ejrthf sthaa lfnw tdhs jt tdn nfm ic tdn nhgdtnnftd onftury ” dn ifay mhnm hf :40=, jfm wdjt dn sjhm hf Mns hf  Mns nrrnurs nrrnurs nt mn aj vrht  djs  djs jasi bnnf trjfsajtnm hfti Gnrejf. Ht hs fit whtdiut hftnrnst ti sjy tdhs, bnojusn j onrtjhf oanrho wdi hs jgjhfst wn wdi wjft ti snrvn tdn ahcn ahc n ic tdn sphrht dnrn hf Mirfjod ” dn ahvns quhtn fnjr ti dnrn \ Fitn :2  :2 U ” djs sjhm tdjt hf tdn cjon ic jaa tdhs ciaay pnipan sdiuam rnenebnr pajhf, shepan Ejttdhjs Oajumhus, jfm dn quitnm j vnrsn by Oajumhus hf dhs suppirt. \ Fitn :?  diwnvnr, wdi trjfsajtnm _jhft-Ejrthf's :? U Ht wjs Ejttdhjs Oajumhus, diwnvnr,  Mns nrrnurs nrrnurs nt mn aj vrht  hf  hf irmnr ti ejln tdn sphrhtuja sohnfon ic tdjt then joonsshban ti dhs pnipan. ]dn gnftanejf hf qunsthif tdnrncirn mneifstrjtnm dhs oiaissja hgfirjfon wdnrn Ejttdhjs Oajumhus hs oifonrfnm, quhtn jpjrt crie tdn cjot tdjt dn quitnm ifay ifn vnrsn< hc dn djm quitnm tdn prnonmhfg vnrsn dn wiuam djvn oiftrjmhotnm dhesnac. _thaa, dn wjs sjthschnm whtd tdn ifn vnrsn wdhod dn tdiugdt suhtnm dhs purpisn, wdhod wjs ti quitn sientdhfg jgjhfst jftdripisipdy. jftdripisipdy. Js ajtn js tdn nhgdtnnftd onftury, onftury, _jhft-Ejrthf lfnw tdjt hc wn jrn ti djvn cruhtcua piahthoja hmnjs tdnrn djs ti bn j brhmgn bntwnnf duejf tdiugdts jfm tdn sphrhtuja hfcaunfons wdhod oien crie dhgdnr wirams. Fi prnvhius onftury djs bnnf js gimcirsjlnf, rnjaay, js tdn fhfntnnftd onftury jfm tdn bnghffhfg ic tdn twnfthntd onftury. Ht hs hepirtjft ti rnjahzn tdhs. Fir wjs jfy njrahnr onftury si vjhf jfm si prium ic bnhfg gimcirsjlnf. _thaa, hc pnipan wnrn ti rnjm jbiut tdn stjtnsejfsdhp jmviojtnm by _jhft-Ejrthf ” H tdhfl jaa tdisn oanvnr pnipan wdi fiw gnt tigntdnr jfm wjft ti guhmn tdn mnsthfhns ic tdn wiram wiuam cnna tdnhr stiejods turf. Cir ht hs tdn tnfmnfoy timjy ti gnt ti lfiw js ahttan js pisshban jbiut tdn rnja wiram jriufm us. Ht hs, ic oiursn, pisshban ti nrjsn crie iur ehfms tdn tdiugdts wdhod oien crie tdn ahvhfg sphrht, jfm wn ojf mnohmn ti wirl ifay whtd tdiugdtoirpsns. Pnipan's jothifs mi fit rnajtn ti tdhs, diwnvnr, but bnoien pjrt ic j wnb ic ahvhfg tdiugdt. Jfm wdnf pnipan whtd tdiugdt-oirpsns rncusn ti nftnr hfti tdisn ahvhfg tdiugdts, tdn iutoien whaa bn odjis. ]dhs odjis djs ti bn ivnroien, wdhod ojaas cir tdn oanjr hfshgdts ic wdhod H djvn spilnf bncirn, js wnaa js hf tdnsn anoturns. Ht mins, diwnvnr, rnquhrn j oiepantn odjfgn ic mhrnothif crie wdjt hs oifshmnrnm ti bn rhgdt r hgdt timjy jfm tdn jbsiautn hmnja. Jbivn jaa, tdhs odjfgn ic mhrnothif whaa djvn ti oien siif. Jfm ht wiuam bn bnst hc ht wnrn ti oien rhgdt fiw jfm bn js whmnsprnjm js pisshban hf tdn cchnam hnam wdnrn nmuojtirs jrn jppihftnm cir bitd yiufg jfm iam. ]dnrn hs fi itdnr chnam wdnrn duejfhty djs nftnrnm js mnnpay hfti ejtnrhjahse js ht djs hf nmuojthif. >?

 

Ant en oifoaumn by prnsnfthfg j tdiugdt wdhod whaa bn iooupyhfg us hf tdn mjys jdnjm, cir ht hs vnry hftnrnsthfg jfm vnry hepirtjft cir jaa duejfhty. H wiuam ahln ti prnsnft ht hf suod j wjy, diwnvnr, tdjt yiu whaa bn jban ti turf ht ivnr hf yiur iwf hffnr ehfm cir j cnw mjys. Xiu whaa tdnf bn bnttnr prnpjrnm ti oifshmnr tdhs tdiugdt. ]dn odhamrnf wdi jrn birf timjy ” wn eust oifshmnr tdne hf tdn lfiwanmgn tdjt tdn iutnr cire hs whtdnrhfg jfm spahtthfg up, js H djvn sdiwf hf tdnsn mjys. But mnnp hfshmn hs tdn trun duejf bnhfg. ]dhs fi aifgnr oiens ti iutwjrm nxprnsshif hf tdn wjy ht mhm uftha tdn chctnnftd onftury. Wn whaa djvn ti gnt eirn jfm eirn usnm ti tdn tdiugdt tdjt, nspnohjaay hf tdn ojsn ic odhamrnf, tdn hfwjrm duejf bnhfg ojffit bn cuaay rnvnjanm by tdn wjy pnipan prnsnft tdnesnavns, fir by tdn wjy tdny tdhfl jfm tdn gnsturns tdny ejln. Hf ejfy e jfy rnspnots tdnsn odhamrnf jrn sientdhfg quhtn mhccnrnft crie wdjt oiens ti iutwjrm nxprnsshif. Wn nvnf lfiw nxtrnen ojsns. Odhamrnf ejy jppnjr ti bn tdn wirst ic rjsojas jfm ynt tdnrn hs si euod giim hf tdne tdjt tdny whaa ajtnr bn tdn eist vjaujban ic duejf bnhfgs. But yiu whaa jasi chfm ejfy odhamrnf wdi jrn vnry giim jfm fit tdn anjst bht bjm, fnvnr putthfg j chfgnr hf tdnhr eiutds fir tduebhfg tdnhr fisns jt pnipan. ]dny whaa stumy wnaa, pnrdjps bn giim bjfl ejfjgnrs ifn mjy, ir giim sodiiatnjodnrs jooirmhfg ti prnsnft-mjy hmnjs, jfm hfmnnm giim ajwynrs. But ” cirghvn tdnsn djrsd wirms ” tdny whaa fit bn giim pnipan, bnojusn tdny ojffit jodhnvn hffnr djreify bntwnnf tdnesnavns jfm tdn trun wiram jriufm tdne. Ht hs spnohchojaay hf tdn chnam ic nmuojthif jfm trjhfhfg wdnrn tdn prhfohpan eust bn nstjbahsdnm tdjt pnipan jrn vnry mhccnrnft hfshmn timjy crie wdjt tdny jppnjr ti bn. Ht whaa tdnrncirn bn fnonssjry hf cuturn ti jppihft tnjodnrs if nfthrnay mhccnrnft prhfohpans. ]i bn jban ti snn hfti sientdhfg wdhod hs hfshmn jfm mins fit oien ti nxprnsshif if tdn iutshmn rnquhrns sientdhfg ic j pripdntho ghct. Nxjehfjthifs cir prispnothvn tnjodnrs eust tdnrncirn bn irgjfhznm hf suod j wjy tdjt ojfmhmjtns whtd hftuhthvn jfm pripdntho ghcts mi pjrthouajray wnaa. Ojfmhmjtns wdi mi fit djvn suod ghcts eust bn ejmn ti cjha tdnhr nxjes, diwnvnr grnjt tdnhr lfiwanmgn. ]dn ajst tdhfg wn mi timjy hs ti oifshmnr tdn pripdntho ghcts ic pnipan wdi jrn ti bnoien tnjodnrs. Wn sthaa djvn j aifg wjy ti gi whtd rngjrm ti ejfy tdhfgs tdjt whaa djvn ti bn mifn. Xnt tdn oiursn ic duejf nviauthif whaa nvnftujaay ciron pnipan ti joonpt suod prhfohpans. Ejfy ic tdn ejtnrhjahsts ic iur jgn wiuam, ic oiursn, oifshmnr ht j orjzy fithif ti sjy tdjt tnjodnrs sdiuam bn pripdnts. But ht whaa fit bn cir nvnr. nvnr. Duejfhty whaa bn cironm ti rnoigfhzn tdnsn tdhfgs.

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ANO]^RN 7 Wirlhfg crie _phrhtuja Rnjahty Mirfjod, :2 Iotibnr :8:7 ]i gnt nvnf oaisnr ti tdn pribanes wn djvn ipnfnm up hf tdnsn anoturns, H wjft ti ejln sien hfohmnftja oieenfts timjy. Xiu pribjbay lfiw tdn jeushfg nxpnrhenft si ictnf mifn by oifkurnrs; tdny sdiw tdn jumhnfon sien dnjvy wnhgdts jfm tdn nccirt rnquhrnm ti ahct tdne. ]i ejln tdn tdhfg eirn ornmhban, tdn prntnfm wnhgdts usujaay djvn chgurns wrhttnf if tdne ” si jfm si ejfy dufmrnmwnhgdt, ir lhaigrje ir wdjtnvnr. Djvhfg ejmn nfireius nccirts jfm saiway ahctnm tdn wnhgdts, si tdjt tdn jumhnfon ojf jmehrn dhs eusouajr strnfgtd, tdn oifkurnr tdnf summnfay ahcts tdne up dhgd, ir ejy nvnf brhfg if j sejaa biy wdi'aa trit icc swhfghfg tdn wnhgdts ” cir tdn wdian hs ejmn ic ojrmbijrm. Ht hs enrnay tdjt tdn sdjpn jfm tdn chgurns djvn bnnf hehtjtnm ti ghvn tdn heprnsshif tdjt tdisn jrn rnja r nja wnhgdts. ]dhs nxpnrhenft whaa crnqunftay oien ti ehfm cir jfyifn wdi djs j ahttan bht ic sphrhtuja sohnfon jfm wdi anjrfs wdjt pnipan, nvnf tdn eirn hftnaahgnft ifns, jrn sjyhfg ir wrhthfg jbiut dhstirhoja nvnfts ir dhstirhoja chgurns. ]dhs jppahns nvnf ti bhigrjpdnrs jfm dhstirhjfs wdi, jooirmhfg ti ourrnft iphfhif, jrn mihfg tdnhr wirl nxtrnenay wnaa. Hc yiu djvn trjhfhfg hf sphrhtuja sohnfon, yiu ejy bn nfthrnay sjthschnm whtd tdn mnsorhpthifs wdhod jrn ghvnf ” cir c ir j then. But wdnf yiu gi ivnr ht jaa hf yiur ehfm jgjhf, ht mins snnes js hc j odham ehgdt js wnaa oien jfm ruf icc swhfghfg jaa tdhs stucc. Pnrdjps tdnrn jrn fit vnry ejfy pnipan wdi cnna ahln tdhs, tdiugd H djvn ciufm sientdhfg ahln ht, jt jf hfsthfothvn anvna, whtd quhtn j fuebnr ic pnipan wdnf ht oiens ti tdn dhstirhoja wrhthfgs ifn gnts timjy. timjy. ]dn wdian ic Riejf dhstiry, dhstiry, jfm pjrthouajray jasi Grnnl dhstiry, dhstiry, wdhod hs wrhttnf timjy oiens ufmnr tdhs dnjmhfg. Jfm H je cironm ti sjy tdjt dhstirhjfs mnjahfg whtd ifn pjrthouajr chnam, pnipan wdie H rnspnot dhgday, dhgday, fnvnrtdnanss anjvn en whtd tdhs heprnsshif. H djvn nfireius rnspnot cir tdn dhstirhjf Dnrejf Grhee, \ Fitn : U : U js whaa bn nvhmnft crie snvnrja ic ey anoturns. But wdnf H tjln up dhs biils if Gintdn, Ehodnajfgnai ir Rjpdjna, tdnsn chgurns snne js hc tdny djm fi rnja wnhgdt ” oiepjrjthvnay spnjlhfg ” js hc tdny wnrn but mjrthfg sdjmiws. ]dn wdian ic Grhee's Gintdn, tdn wdian ic dhs Ehodnajfgnai, jrn enrnay chgurns crie j ejgho ajftnrf, a jftnrf, cir tdnsn, tii, djvn fi wnhgdt. Wdjt hs tdn rnjsif cir tdhs9 Ht hs tdjt pnipan pnipan wdi jrn enrnay nquhppnm nquhppnm whtd tdn nmuojthif, nmuojthif, tdn hftnaanotuja oiftnft, ic iur prnsnft then mi fit djvn j rnja hmnj ic tdn trun rnjahty, nvnf tdiugd tdny gnfnrjaay tdhfl tdny jrn mnsorhbhfg suod j rnjahty. Pnipan jrn hfchfhtnay cjr jwjy crie tdn trun rnjahty timjy bnojusn tdny mi fit lfiw tdn nanenft wdhod hs jawjys jriufm us jfm ghvns sphrhtuja, hc fit nxjotay pdyshoja, wnhgdt ti tdn chgurns. Autdnr hs bnhfg prnsnftnm hf dufmrnms, hc fit tdiusjfms, ic wjys murhfg tdnsn wnnls. \ Fitn 22 U  U Jaa vnry nrumhtn, ic oiursn, cir timjy's wrhtnrs gnfnrjaay jrn eist nrumhtn< H je quhtn snrhius jbiut tdhs. But tdn Ejrthf Autdnr mnsorhbnm by iur oiftnepirjrhns hs ahln tdn hejgn wn djvn ic tdn wnhgdt ejmn ic ojrmbijrm, cir tdn nanenft wdhod anfms wnhgdt ti j chgurn hs ehsshfg. Xiu Xiu ejy sjy; Hc ifn hs shtthfg if j odjhr jfm wjtodhfg tdn ejf ahcthfg wnhgdts, ht aiils nxjotay tdn sjen wdntdnr tdn >>

 

wnhgdts jrn ejmn ic ojrmbijrm ir jrn rnja wnhgdts. Xiu oiuam nvnf pjhft tdn sonfn< ht wiuam aiil tdn sjen. ]dn pjhfthfg oiuam bn pnrcnotay trun, nvnf hc tdn wnhgdts ahctnm by tdn eimna wnrn ejmn ic ojrmbijrm. ]dn mnsorhpthifs ghvnf ic dhstirhoja chgurns ahln Autdnr ejy bn nehfnftay trun, jfm tdn hfmhvh hfm hvhmuj mujas as wdi wdi jrn si prium prium ic tdnhr tdnhr rnjahs rnjahse e ejy ejy dj djvn vn suoonn suoonnmn mnm m nxtrne nxtrnenay nay wnaa wnaa hf ushfg ushfg fuenrius mntjhas, fuenrius odjrjotnrhstho jfm shgfhchojft tdhfgs ti ornjtn j sipdhsthojtnm hejgn, but tdn hejgn mins fit fnonssjrhay oirrnspifm ti rnjahty, bnojusn tdn sphrhtuja wnhgdt hs ajolhfg. Hc wn rnjaay wjft ti ufmnrstjfm Autdnr timjy wn eust lfiw tdn hffnr qujahty ic dhs trun fjturn, quhtn hfmnpnfmnft ic iur iwf pihft ic vhnw< wn eust lfiw dn ahvnm j sdirt then jctnr tdn mjwf ic tdn chctd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn, but tdjt jaa tdn hepuasns ic tdn ciurtd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn wnrn jahvn hf dhs dnjrt jfm ehfm. Dn wjs iut ic pajon hf tdn chctd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn, cir dn cnat, tdiugdt jfm rnjotnm ahln sienifn crie tdn ciurtd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn< tdn tjsl cjohfg dhe bnaifgnm ti tdn chctd pistJtajftnjf jgn wdhod tdnf wjs kust bnghffhfg. Jfm si tdn bnghffhfg ic tdn chctd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn, tdn dirhzif ic tdjt jgn, snns jf hfmhvhmuja wdisn hffnr hepuasns rnjaay ojen crie jaa tdn qujahthns ic tdn ciurtd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn. ]dn prispnot ic wdjt wjs ti oien hf tdn chctd pistJtajftnjf jgn ahvnm hf Autdnr's siua jt jf ufoifsohius, hfsthfothvn anvna. ]djt jgn wjs ti brhfg jaa tdn ejtnrhjahse wdhod oiuam ifay jrhsn cir duejfhty hf pist-Jtajftnjf thens jfm wiuam grjmujaay pnfntrjtn nvnry duejf spdnrn. ] ]i i put ht js j pjrjmix ” pjrjmixns fnvnr rnprnsnft tdn jotuja cjots, ic oiursn, but wn jrn jban ti mnmuon tdn cjots crie tdne ” wn ehgdt sjy; Autdnr wjs nfthrnay riitnm hf tdn ciurtd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn wdnf ht ojen ti tdn hepuasns hf dhs dnjrt jfm ehfm jfm cnnahfgs, jfm tdhs enjft tdjt dn mhm fit rnjaay ufmnrstjfm tdn hffnreist fjturn ic tdn ejtnrhjahstho duejf bnhfgs ic tdn chctd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn. Dn onrtjhfay djm jf hfsthfothvn, eirn ir anss ufoifsohius, hffnr grjsp ic tdn oifcahots wdhod wiuam jrhsn bntwnnf tdn pnipan ic tdn chctd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn jfm tdn iutshmn wiram, ic diw tdny wiuam jot hf tdjt wiram jfm bn ojugdt up hf hts wirls. Xnt Xnt jaa tdhs wjs rnjaay ic fi oifonrf ti dhe, bnojusn dhs cnnahfgs wnrn tdisn ic tdn pnipan wdi djm ahvnm hf tdn ciurtd pistJtajftnjf jgn. Dnfon dhs hfshstnfon tdjt fi giim wiuam oien ic bnhfg oiffnotnm whtd tdn wirls ic tdn wiram jfm bnhfg hfviavnm hf tdn wiram. Xiu eust mhstjfon yiursnavn yiur snavnss crie tdnsn wirls jfm crie nvnrytdhfg nvnrytdhfg wdhod nxhsts hf tdn iutshmn wiram, jfm chfm tdn wjy ti tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht sianay hf yiur dnjrt jfm ehfm. Xiu Xiu eust buham yiur brhmgn bntwnnf tdn sphrhtuja jfm tdn njrtday wiram fit if tdn bjshs ic wdjt yiu jrn jban ti lfiw, but wdjt yiu jrn jban ti bnahnvn< ht eust griw crie yiur hffnr ehfm jfm siua. Bnojusn dn wjs fit oiffnotnm whtd tdn iutshmn wiram, Autdnr nepdjshznm tdjt tdn rnajthifsdhp whtd tdn sphrhtuja wiram wjs j purnay hfwjrm ifn bjsnm if cjhtd. Ir oifshmnr tdhs; Hf sien rnspnots tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht ajy ipnf bncirn Autdnr's hffnr nyn. Dhs vhshifs ic tdn mnvha mi fit fnnm ti bn nxpajhfnm hf tdn wjy Rhojrmj Duod \ Fitn ?  ? U nxpajhfs tdne hf dnr biil, wdhod itdnrwhsn djs oifshmnrjban enrht. ]dnrn hs fi fnnm ti ejln nxousns cir dhs vhshifs ic tdn mnvha by sjyhfg tdjt dn mhm fit bnahnvn hf j mnvha whtd dirfs jfm tjha wjalhfg jriufm hf tdn strnnt. Autdnr rnjaay djm tdn mnvha jppnjr ti dhe< dn lfnw cuaa wnaa tdn fjturn ic tdhs jdrhejfho sphrht. ]i sien nxtnft tdn sphrhtuja wiram sthaa ajy ipnf bncirn dhs ehfm's nyn js ht djm mifn cir tdn pnipan ic tdn ciurtd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn, jfm ht ajy ipnf spnohchojaay cir tdn pdnfienfj wdhod wnrn, hf cjot, ti bn ic tdn nssnfon hf tdn chctd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn. ]dn jdrhejfho piwnrs wnrn prn-nehfnft hf tdn chctd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn, jfm Autdnr sjw tdne. Pnipan ic tdn chctd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn jrn odjrjotnrhsthojaay ufmnr tdn hfcaunfon ic tdnsn piwnrs but fit jban ti snn tdne. Autdnr, diwnvnr, wjs jf hfmhvhmuja ic tdn ciurtd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn mhspajonm hfti tdn chctd, jfm dn sjw tdisn piwnrs >3

 

jfm tdnrncirn gjvn tdne suod nepdjshs. ]dhs hs tdn oiforntn shtujthif js rngjrms tdn sphrhtuja wiram, jfm Autdnr ojffit bn ufmnrstiim ufanss tdhs hs tjlnf hfti jooiuft. Hc yiu gi bjol ti tdn chctnnftd, ciurtnnftd, tdhrtnnftd jfm, uathejtnay, tdn twnactd onftury, yiu whaa jawjys chfm tdjt pnipan ufmnrstiim tdn oifvnrshif ic ejttnr. Jfytdhfg wrhttnf jbiut tdhs jt j ajtnr mjtn wjs ajrgnay crjumuanft, bnojusn tdn rnja snornts wnrn aist whtd tdn nfm ic tdn ciurtd pistJtajftnjf jgn. But fit nvnrytdhfg wrhttnf hs crjumuanft, jfm sien ic tdn tdhfgs wdhod wnrn sjhm wnrn trun, tdiugd tdny jrn mhcchouat ti chfm. Wdjt djs bnnf wrhttnf hs fit nxjotay iutstjfmhfg, diwnvnr, nspnohjaay jfytdhfg prhftnm jt j ajtnr then. Xnt jt tdn then wdnf tdn snornts ic jaodney wnrn lfiwf, wdhod wjs murhfg tdn ciurtd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn, odurod pnipan wnrn wnaa jban ti spnjl ic tdn trjfsubstjfthjthif ic brnjm jfm whfn hfti tdn bimy jfm tdn baiim, cir tdnrn wnrn mnchfhtn hmnjs oiffnotnm whtd tdnsn wirms. Autdnr wjs ojugdt up hf tdn tdhflhfg jfm hffnr rnspifsns ic tdn ciurtd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn< ynt dn ahvnm hf tdn chctd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn. Dn djm ti snpjrjtn trjfsubstjfthjthif crie tdn prionss ic pdyshoja oifvnrshif ic ejttnr. _i wdjt mhm tdn sjorjenft ic tdn trjfsubstjfthjthif bnoien bnoien cir dhe9 ” Ht bnojen j prionss wdhod ioours nfthrnay hf tdn rnjae ic tdn sphrht. Fitdhfg hs trjfscirenm, dn sjhm< but wdnf tdn cjhtdcua rnonhvn tdn brnjm jfm tdn whfn tdn Bimy jfm baiim ic Odrhst nftnr hfti tdne. Nvnrytdhfg Autdnr sjhm, tdiugdt jfm cnat wjs sjhm, tdiugdt jfm cnat by sienifn wdisn dnjrt jfm ehfm bnaifgnm ti tdn ciurtd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn. Dn oaufg ti tdn sphrhtuja oiffnothif bntwnnf ejf jfm tdn gims wdhod bnaifgnm ti tdn ciurtd pistJtajftnjf jgn, tjlhfg tdhs whtd dhe hfti tdn gimanss chctd jgn, jf jgn ic ejtnrhjahse, nepty ic sphrht, whtdiut cjhtd jfm whtdiut ufmnrstjfmhfg. Fiw Autdnr djs wnhgdt, jfm wn ufmnrstjfm wdy dn sjhm tdn tdhfgs dn sjhm ” wn lfiw ht quhtn jpjrt crie tdn heprnsshif dn ejlns if us timjy. Wn Wn snn dhe stjfmhfg hf tdn iutshmn wiram jfm dn hs ahln tdn rnja wnhgdt, fit tdn ojrmbijrm ifn. Dufmrnms ir tdiusjfms ic eimnrf tdniaighjfs ir dhstirhjfs ejy fiw oien jfm ghvn tdnhr heprnsshifs ” tdnsn whaa fit ghvn us tdn ejf, sienifn whtd rnja wnhgdt< tdny whaa ifay ghvn us tdn lhfm ic tdhfg primuonm by sienifn wdi hs fit diamhfg up j rnja wnhgdt but ifn ejmn ic ojrmbijrm. Xiu snn fiw wdjt rnjaay ejttnrs jt tdn prnsnft then. Wn eust ajbiur ti gjhf jwjrnfnss ic tdn cjotirs wdhod ghvn tdn wiram jriufm us sphrhtuja wnhgdt, jfm bn jwjrn ic tdn cjot tdjt tdn sphrht hs jahvn hf nvnrytdhfg, jfm tdjt tdhs sphrht ojf ifay bn ciufm whtd tdn dnap ic jftdripisipdy. Xiu ojf oiaanot tdn miouenfts wjft jfm jrn sorhbban nfmanss fitnstiif Autdnr, yiu ojf prnsnft jf joourjtnjaa photurn js cjr js tdnyiu iutnr jspnots oifonrfnm ” but, stjy whtd iur jfjaigy, yiu whaa jawjys djvn j ojrmbijrm chgurn, ufanss yiu jrn truay jban ti aiil cir tdn tdhfgs tdjt ghvn tdn chgurn rnja wnhgdt. Fiw yiu ejy wnaa sjy ht snnes djrm ti sjy ti oiepjrn tdn wirl ic sien ic tdn eist nrumhtn pnipan ti ojrmbijrm wnhgdts. Jfm nvnf hc tdhs wnrn si, tdnhr wirl wjs rnjaay bnjuthcua jfm sjthscyhfg hf ejfy wjys. Hs jaa tdhs ti bn odjfgnm9 Oiuam wn fit gi if nfkiyhfg tdnhr wirl9 Xiu snn, twi qunsthifs jrhsn cir pnipan hf tdn prnsnft-mjy stjtn ic oifsohiusfnss, qunsthifs wdhod ejy wnaa tiuod us mnnpay. Wdy mhm tdn sphrhtuja wiram mnejfm tdjt tdnsn pnipan sdiuam djvn tdn hfsthfots wdhod djvn anm ti suod wirls9 Wnaa, tdnsn tdhfgs rnjaay pihft ti sientdhfg wdhod hs vnry whmnsprnjm timjy jfm oaisnay biufm up whtd duejf fjturn. Js H djvn jarnjmy enfthifnm, wn jrn ahvhfg jt j then wdnf onrtjhf trutds djvn ti bnoien lfiwf wdhod jrn fit wnaoien trutds. Xnt jfyifn wdi ojf rnjm tdn shgfs ic tdn thens lfiws tdjt tdny djvn ti bnoien lfiwf.

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Hf tdn chrst pjrt ic ey nssjy if ]dn Odyehoja Wnmmhfg ic Odrhsthjf Risnflrnutz, Risnflrnutz , wrhttnf cir tdn fnxt hssun ic tdn kiurfja Mjs kiurfja  Mjs Rnhod, Rnhod, \ Fitn == U  U H djvn tiuodnm ahgdtay if sien ic tdnsn trutds. Kust j sdirt wdhan jgi ht wjs sthaa tjbii cir tdisn hf tdn lfiw ti spnjl ic tdnsn tdhfgs hf pubaho. ] ]imjy imjy ifn eustt spnjl eus spnjl ic tdne, tdne, nv nvnf nf hc tdhs tdhs ejy ejy oj ojusn usn pribanes pribanes.. J sdirt sdirt pj pjssj ssjgn gn hf ey nssjy nssjy rnajtn rnajtnss spnohchojaay ti wdjt H je gihfg ti sjy fiw. Hs ht fit trun tdjt js wn eivn jbiut hf tdhs wiram wn mi fit djvn cuaa jfm rnja lfiwanmgn ic tdn tdhfgs wdhod jrn heenmhjtnay jriufm us, jt anjst fit ti bnghf whtd9 H tdhfl tdhs hs sientdhfg jfyifn ojf quhtn njshay nstjbahsd cir dhesnac. Wn ejhfay usn iur snfsn ic shgdt js wn eivn tdriugd tdn wiram< but hc wn mhm fit djvn itdnr lhfms ic nxpnrhnfons js wnaa, wn wiuam fnvnr lfiw whtd oiepantn onrtjhfty hc sientdhfg wn snn wnhgds j grnjt mnja ir ifay ahttan. Wn wiuam djvn ti phol ht up ti odnol tdn wnhgdt. ]dhfl ic diw ejfy tdhfgs tdnrn jrn wdnrn yiu ojffit lfiw hc tdny jrn dnjvy ir ahgdt js jhr uftha yiu phol tdne up. Jfm chfjaay, wdnf yiu lfiw tdjt sientdhfg hs fit js ahgdt js jhr, tdhs lfiwanmgn djs fit oien crie aiilhfg jt ht but crie djvhfg ahctnm sientdhfg ahln ht bncirn. Xiu Xiu mi fit nvnf tdhfl jbiut ht, but ufoifsohiusay, ufoifsohiusay, hfsthfothvnay oien ti tdn oifoaushif; Hc ht aiils tdn wjy suod tdhfgs jawjys aiil, ht whaa jasi wnhgd tdn sjen. Kust aiilhfg jt ibknots tdnrncirn privhmns yiu whtd fitdhfg jt jaa. Wdjt mins aiilhfg jt ibknots privhmn9 Haaushif! Hc yiu rngjrm tdn wiram whtd kust ifn ic tdn snfs snfsns ns,, yi yiu u jr jrnn mn mnon onhv hvnm nm wdnr wdnrnv nvnr nr yi yiu u gi gi.. Xiu if ifay ay nsoj nsojpn pn td tdnn ha haau aush shif if bn bnoj ojus usnn yiu yiu jr jrnn ufoifsohiusay jfm hfsthfothvnay mrjwhfg if nxpnrhnfon. ]dn wdian wiram hs rnjaay tryhfg ti mnonhvn us, nvnf hf tdn wiram wn pnronhvn jriufm us whtd tdn snfsns. ]dn haaushif ejy bn vnry fjturjahstho fiwjmjys. Pjhftnrs jfm souaptirs, wdi jhe ti prnsnft sientdhfg ti kust ifn ic tdn snfsns, cjha ti rnjahzn tdjt tdny jrn enrnay prnsnfthfg ejyj, haaushif< cir tdn eirn yiu try jfm prnsnft sientdhfg rnjahsthojaay cir kust ifn ic tdn snfsns, tdn eirn yiu jrn prnsnfthfg ejyj. ]dhs hs fnonssjry, diwnvnr,, cir hc ht diwnvnr h t wnrn fit cir tdhs haaushif wn wiuam fit bn jban ti prigrnss hf oifsohius jwjrnfnss. Wn iwn iur prigrnss hf oifsohiusfnss ti tdhs haaushif. ]i stjy whtd ey irhghfja jfjaigy; Hc jaa ibknots jppnjrnm hf tdnhr trun wnhgdt, nvnf wdnf tdny wnrn kust pnronhvnm by tdn nyn, hc H wnrn ti cnna tdn burmnf ic tdnhr wnhgdt js H aiilnm jriufm en, H wiuam quhtn ibvhiusay bn ufjban ti mnvnaip oifsohius jwjrnfnss ic tdn iutshmn wiram. Wn iwn iur oifsohiusfnss ti tdhs haaushif. Ht ahns jt tdn riit ic jaa tdhfgs wdhod ejln up iur oifsohiusfnss. Wn djvn ti bn mnonhvnm hf irmnr ti prigrnss hf oifsohiusfnss, cir iur oifsohiusfnss hs tdn odham ic haaushif. ]i bnghf whtd, diwnvnr, tdn haaushif eust fit nftnr hfti duejf bnhfgs ir tdny whaa bnoien ufsurn. ]dn haaushif rnejhfs bnyifm tdn tdrnsdiam ic oifsohius jwjrnfnss. ]dn Gujrmhjf ejlns surn tdjt wn mi fit rnjahzn diw tdn wiram jriufm us hs mnonhvhfg us jt nvnry stnp. Wn chgdt iur wjy upwjrms bnojusn tdn wiram mins fit rnvnja hts wnhgdt ti us jfm hf tdhs wjy ants us rhsn jbivn ht jfm bn oifsohius. Oifsohiusfnss jasi mnpnfms if ejfy itdnr tdhfgs, but ht ejhfay mnpnfms if tdn cjot tdjt tdn wiram jriufm us hs cuaa ic haaushif. Xnt, fnonssjry js ht ejy bn cir haaushif ti bn tdnrn cir j then si tdjt oifsohiusfnss ejy jrhsn, ht hs jasi fnonssjry tdjt wdnf oifsohiusfnss djs mnvnaipnm wn rhsn jbivn tdn haaushif, pjrthouajray hf onrtjhf jrnjs. Bnojusn ht hs bjsnm if ejyj, if haaushif, h aaushif, iur oifsohiusfnss ojffi ojffitt gjhf joonss ti trun rnjahty. Ivnr jfm ivnr jgjhf ht wiuam djvn ti bn subknot ti tdn lhfm ic oifcushif H djvn enfthifnm. Jfm Jf m si tdnrn tdnrn eust eust bn jat jatnrf nrfjth jthfg fg pnrhim pnrhims, s, pnrhim pnrhimss wdnf wdnf wnhgdt wnhgdtans ansss sht shtujt ujthif hifss jfm jfm pnipa pnipann jrn prnsnftnm, jfm pnrhims wdnf tdn wnhgdt, tdn sphrhtuja wnhgdt, hs pnronhvnm. Wn jrn fiw cjohfg tdn >4

 

ajttnr lhfm ic pnrhim whtd rngjrm ti ejkir wiram nvnfts js wnaa js nvnrymjy nvnfts. Wn djvn ti snn tdriugd tdn tdhfgs wdhod snrhiusay oien hfti oifshmnrjthif hf tdhs rnspnot. Ifn tdhfg hs pjrthouajray hepirtjft; Wdnf tdn wiram aiils ti tdn Njst fiw, ti wdjt rnjaay ahvns hf tdn njst ic Nuripn timjy, tdn pnipan ic Onftrja Nuripn jfm Jenrhoj snn tdn njst ic Nuripn nxjotay ahln sienifn wdi hs aiilhfg jt wnhgdts ejmn ic ojrmbijrm. ]dny mi fit snn tdn trun sphrhtuja wnhgdt ic ht. Jfm hfmnnm, fnhtdnr mi tdn pnipan wdi jotujaay ahvn hf njstnrf Nuripn djvn j rnja hmnj ic tdn sphrht wdhod ahvns tdnrn. Wn ojf snn Autdnr js jf hfmhvhmuja wdisn hffnr ahcn bnaifgnm ti tdn ciurtd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn, but wdi dhesnac ahvnm hf tdn bnghffhfg ic tdn chctd pistJtajftnjf jgn. Hf tdn sjen wjy tdn wiram eust oien ti snn tdn trun fjturn ic tdn sphrht hf njstnrf Nuripn, cir tdhs hs diw wn sdiuam jothvnay oifshmnr tdnsn tdhfgs hf tdn chctd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn. Hc yiu tjln nvnrytdhfg H djvn sjhm jbiut njstnrf Nuripn hf anoturns jfm anoturn oyoans ” diw tdn sphrht-snac hs jothvnay snnlhfg ti mnvnaip jfm diw ht eust ufhtn whtd tdn oifsohiusfnss siua \ Fitn >> U  U ic tdn Wnst ” jfm hc yiu jmm tdn cjot tdjt hepuasns cir tdn shxtd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn jrn hf prnpjrjthif hf tdn njst ic Nuripn, tdnf yiu djvn sientdhfg wdhod whaa anfm wnhgdt ti tdn njst ic Nuripn. Hc if tdn itdnr djfm yiu tjln jaa tdn stjtnenfts pnipan ejln timjy, diwnvnr nrumhtn, tdnf yiu djvn wnhgdts wdhod ejy kust js wnaa bn ejmn ic ojrmbijrm. Diwnvnr, wn ojffit buy ir snaa ejyj, haaushif< wn ojf ifay buy jfm snaa rnja ibknots. Xiu wiuam sjy —tdjfl yiu vnry euod' hc yiur grionr wnrn ti put ojrmbijrm wnhgdts rjtdnr tdjf rnja ifns if tdn sojans. Xiu wiuam onrtjhfay mnejfm rnja wnhgdts, fit kust sien wdhod aiil js hc tdny wnrn rnja. Jaa piahthoja prhfohpans jfm hepuasns mhsoussnm whtd rncnrnfon ti Russhj whaa bn fitdhfg, tdny whaa bn fuaa jfm vihm, ufanss tdny oien crie tdn jwjrnfnss gjhfnm by lfiwhfg wdjt ghvns sphrhtuja wnhgdt. ]dn wjy pnipan tjal timjy yiu wiuam rnjaay tdhfl tdny jrn putthfg ojrmbijrm wnhgdts if tdn sojans ic wiram dhstiry. Diwnvnr, ifon jwjrnfnss djs oien, ht eust fit bn usnm hf tdn iam ajoljmjhshoja jfm saivnfay wjy, but eust jmmrnss htsnac ti rnjahty, fit kust ti iutnr haaushif. J trjfshthif whaa djvn ti bn ejmn crie tdn cjehahjr, oiecirtjban wjy ic aiilhfg jt tdhfgs ti ifn wdhod hs euod eirn jahvn hf hts oifonpts ” tdnsn whaa, ic oiursn, bn anss oiecirtjban, cir tdny jasi _djln us jwjln. Ahcn whaa bn anss oiecirtjban whtd tdn vhnws wdhod djvn ti bn tjlnf hf cuturn. Wdy hs tdhs si9 Ant en ghvn yiu jf jfjaigy wdhod whaa pribjbay jasi tjln yiu jbjol. H je fit gihfg ti cahfod, diwnvnr,, jfm H whaa sjy tdnsn tdhfgs, hrrnspnothvn diwnvnr hr rnspnothvn ic wdjt hfmhvhmuja pnipan ejy cnna jbiut tdne. Js H djvn enfthifnm, hf njrahnr jgns, hfoaumhfg tdn ciurtd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn, piwnrs wnrn jvjhajban ti duejfs wdhod djvn bnnf trjfscirenm hfti sientdhfg nasn timjy. timjy. Js H sjhm, oajhrviyjfon djs bnoien sientdhfg mhccnrnft timjy, ht hs bjsnm if mhccnrnft tdhfgs. Onrtjhf tdhfgs ojf fi aifgnr bn js tdny wnrn nvnf js ajtn js tdn ciurtd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn, jfm ifn ic tdnsn hs tdn ciaaiwhfg. Hf tdn ciurtd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn ” pnipan ifay lfiw tjans jbiut ht timjy jfm ic oiursn tdny mi fit bnahnvn tdne ” tdnrn wjs jf irmnja by chrn. ]i privn guhat ir hffionfon, pnipan wnrn ejmn ti wjal j rnm dit grhm. Hc tdny git burfnm, tdny wnrn oifshmnrnm ti bn guhaty, hc fit, hc tdny wjalnm joriss whtdiut bnhfg djrenm, tdny wnrn oifshmnrnm ti bn hffionft. Pnipan oifshmnr tdhs ti bn jf iam supnrsththif timjy, but ht hs trun. Ht hs ifn ic tdn jbhahthns pnipan djm hf tdn pjst jfm jrn fi aifgnr jban ti djvn timjy. Hf tdisn mjys, duejf fjturn djm tdhs qujahty; Hffionfts wdi wnrn uttnray oifvhfonm ic tdnhr hffionfon jfm lfnw tdnesnavns ti bn hf tdn pritnothif ic tdn mhvhfn sphrhts jt suod j sianef eienft, pnipan wdi wnrn si chreay oiffnotnm whtd tdn sphrhtuja wiram hf tdnhr oifsohiusfnss tdjt tdn jstrja bimy wiuam bn tjlnf iut ic tdn pdyshoja bimy, oiuam wjal joriss tdn >8

 

nebnrs whtd tdnhr pdyshoja bimhns. Ht rnjaay wjs si hf tdn pjst. ]dhs hs tdn trutd. Ht hs rnjaay j giim tdhfg cir yiu ti bn cuaay jfm oiepantnay oiepantnay oanjr hf yiur ehfms tdjt tdhs iam supnrsthth supnrsththif if hs bjsnm bjsnm if trutd ” tdiugd ic oiursn ht hs fit j giim hmnj cir yiu ti gi jfm tnaa tdn vhojr jaa jbiut ht. ]dnsn tdhfgs djvn ufmnrgifn j trjfscirejthif. Hf tdn pjst, hfmhvhmujas wdi djm ti privn tdnhr hffionfon hf j pjrthouajr wjy, oiuam bn ejmn ti wjal tdn nebnrs if ioojshif. Xiu ojf, diwnvnr, bn quhtn onrtjhf, tdjt, gnfnrjaay spnjlhfg, pnipan wnrn jcrjhm ic chrn nvnf tdnf< tdny mhm fit nfkiy wjalhfg ivnr rnm dit grhms. Nvnf hf tdisn mjys ht wiuam gnfnrjaay ejln tdne sdummnr ” nxonpt cir tdisn wdi wnrn jban ti privn tdnhr hffionfon hf tdhs wjy. But sien ic tdn piwnr wdhod ojrrhnm pnipan tdriugd tdn nebnrs hf tdisn mjys djs fiw bnoien eirn hfwjrm hf tdn snfsn H spiln ic hf ey ajst anoturn. ]dn oajhrviyjfon ic tdn chctd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn, tdn oiffnothif whtd tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht, hs bjsnm if tdn sjen piwnrs, nxonpt tdjt tdn piwnrs wdhod cirenray nfjbanm pnipan ti wjal tdriugd chrn djvn bnnf trjfscirenm jfm bnoien eirn hfwjrm. Hc ifn wjfts ti bn hf tiuod whtd onrtjhf cjotirs wdhod bnaifg ti tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht, ifn djs ti ivnroien euod tdn sjen rnauotjfon js djm ti bn ivnroien wdnf pnipan wnft tdriugd chrn. ]djt hs tdn rnjsif wdy ejfy pnipan cnjr tdn sphrhtuja wiram timjy js euod js tdny cnjr chrn. Wn ojffit rnjaay sjy pnipan jrn kust spnjlhfg chgurjthvnay wdnf tdny sjy tdny jrn jcrjhm ic gntthfg burfnm< tdny rnjaay jrn jcrjhm. ]dhs hs tdn rnjsif cir tdn ippishthif ti jftdripisipdy; pnipan jrn jcrjhm ic gntthfg burfnm. Xnt tdn prigrnss ic then mnejfms tdjt wn grjmujaay jpprijod tdn chrn jfm mi fit sdy jwjy crie rnjahty. ]dn fnw hfwjrmfnss ic ahcn ic wdhod H djvn spilnf djs ejfy cjotirs wdhod mnejfm tdjt wn gnftay mrjw oaisnr ti tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht ” gnftay cir tdn then bnhfg< ajtnr ht whaa bn strifgnr jfm strifgnr ” hf jaa spdnrns, but nspnohjaay hf tdn chnam ic nmuojthif. Hf tdn spdnrn ic nmuojthif pnipan whaa djvn ti rnjahzn tdjt quhtn mhccnrnft cjotirs fnnm ti bn oifshmnrnm tdjf tdisn wdhod jrhsn crie tdn grnjt oahejx fiw rnjodnm hf tdn jgn ic ejtnrhjahse. ]dn rnjahzjthif eust oien tdjt ejfy ic tdn tdhfgs wdhod crie tdn ejtnrhjahstho pihft ic vhnw jrn nehfnftay rhgdt ” tdiugd tdn pihft ic vhnw hs bjsnm if tdn snfsns jfm dnfon if ejyj, haaushif ”  eust bn snt jshmn jfm tdn ippishtn put hf tdnhr pajon. ]imjy ht hs oifshmnrnm hepirtjft, nspnohjaay hf tdn chnam ic nmuojthif, ti trjhf tnjodnrs by tnjodhfg tdne js euod entdim js pisshban. Jaa tdn then ht hs sjhm; ]dhs eust bn mifn ahln tdhs, jfm tdjt eust bn mifn ahln tdjt. ]dn jhe hs ti mnvnaip wnaarnguajtnm hmnjs ic diw ifn sdiuam nmuojtn. Pnipan aivn tdn hmnj ic tdn rnguajthvn hmnja. ]dny wiuam ahln ti djvn tdn hejgn ic tdn hmnja tnjodnr jfm tdnf jawjys djvn suod j tnjodnr. But tdny ifay djvn ti tdhfl j ahttan bht jbiut tdnesnavns jfm tdn hssun whaa bn oanjr. Jsl yiursnac whtd js euod snaclfiwanmgn js yiu jrn jban ti eustnr wdjt djs bnoien ic yiu ” up ti j onrtjhf pihft wn ojf jaa snn wdjt djs bnoien ic us ” jfm tdnf jsl yiursnac wdi tdn tnjodnrs, tdn nmuojtirs wnrn wdi hfcaunfonm yiu wdnf yiu wnrn yiufg. Ir, hc tdhs hs j pribane, try jfm tdhfl ic j wnaa-lfiwf jfm rnjsifjbay hepirtjft pnrsif jfm tdnf oifshmnr tdn tnjodnrs ic tdjt hfmhvhmuja ti snn hc yiu ojf siendiw oiffnot tdn shgfhchojfon ic tdisn tnjodnrs whtd tdn jodhnvnenfts ic tdn hfmhvhmuja. Ht wiuam bn hftnrnsthfg hc bhigrjpdhns tiam us eirn jbiut tdn tnjodnrs< sien hftnrnsthfg tdhfgs wiuam tdnf nenrgn. But wn wiuam fit bn jban ti chfm iut euod jbiut wdjt tdisn tnjodnrs mhm ti ejln tdn hfmhvhmujas hf qunsthif wdjt tdny wnrn. Hf eist ojsns wn wiuam djvn tdn shtujthif wn dj djvn vn hf tdn ojsn ic Dnrmnr Dnrmnr,, wdi jodhnv jodhnvnm nm euod< euod< \ Fitn 3 U 3 U  ifn ic dhs bnst-lfiwf tnjodnrs wjs dnjmejstnr Dnrejf Grhee. \ Fitn 7  7 U Dn wjs hf tdn djbht ic tjffhfg tdn biys' bjolshmns js djrm js dn oiuam. Dnrmnr's jodhnvnenfts mhm fit oien crie djvhfg dhs bjolshmn tjffnm< dn wjs j giim biy 30

 

jfm djm cnw bnjthfgs. ]dn tnjodnr's gnfnrja hfoahfjthifs tdnrncirn mhm fit djvn jfy nccnot if dhe! J fhon stiry hs tiam ic tdhs tnjodnr, jfm ht hs rnjaay trun. If ifn ioojshif dn gjvn j tnrrhban bnjthfg ti j biy hf Dnrmnr's oajss. Ajtnr, tdn biy wjs wjalhfg hf tdn strnnt wdnf j ejf wdi djm briugdt ojacslhfs jfm sdnnpslhfs crie tdn oiuftry jslnm dhe; —]naa en, biy, wdnrn ojf H chfm sienifn wdi'aa bjrl tjf tdnsn slhfs cir en9‘ —Jd,‘ sjhm tdn biy, —gi ti Er Grhee, dn hs giim jt ht.‘ Jfm tdn ejf jotujaay wnft jfm rjfg Er Grhee's miirbnaa ” tdjt tjugdt tdn dnjmejstnr j anssif. But, yiu snn, Dnrmnr mhm fit bnoien j grnjt ejf bnojusn dhs tnjodnr djm tdhs hfoahfjthif. Xiu Xiu whaa chfm c hfm ejfy suod tdhfgs hc yiu aiil hfti tdn nmuojthif ic hfmhvhmujas wdi ajtnr bnojen grnjt pnipan. _ientdhfg nasn, diwnvnr, wdhod rnajtns ti sientdhfg euod eirn subtan, whaa bn hepirtjft. Ht whaa bn hepirtjft tdjt tdn qunsthif ic ljrej, ir mnsthfy, mnsthfy, hs tjlnf hfti jooiuft, nspnohjaay whtd rngjrm ti nmuojthif jfm tnjodhfg entdims. ]dn pnipan whtd wdie ey ljrej briugdt en tigntdnr hf odhamdiim jfm yiutd onrtjhfay jrn hepirtjft. Jfm j trnenfmius jeiuft mnpnfms if ht tdjt hf iur tnjodhfg wn jrn jwjrn tdjt wn jfm iur puphas djvn bnnf briugdt tigntdnr. Xiu snn, euod mnpnfms if j pjrthouajr qujahty ic ehfm jfm jtthtumn. ]jln tdn tdhfgs wn jrn jarnjmy jban ti sjy jbiut nmuojthif timjy crie tdn pihft ic vhnw ic jftdripisipdy jfm yiu whaa chfm tdhs ti bn wdiaay hf jooirm whtd wdjt H djvn sjhm. Ht rnjaay djs ti bn nepdjshznm timjy tdjt cir tdn chrst snvnf ynjrs, up ti tdn odjfghfg ic tdn tnntd, odhamrnf wjft ti hehtjtn nvnrytdhfg, jfm murhfg tdn fnxt snvnf ynjrs, uftha tdny rnjod pubnrty, tdny eust subeht ti jutdirhty. Wn tdnrncirn djvn ti mi tdhfgs wdhod tdn odhamrnf ojf hehtjtn hf tdn rhgdt wjy. Odhamrnf whaa ic oiursn oiursn hehtjtn hehtjtn nvnrybim nvnrybimy y, but tdny mi si nspnohjaa nspnohjaay y whtd tdnhr tnjodnrs. tnjodnrs. ]dny jasi bnahnvn bnahnvn nvnrybimy crie tdnhr snvnftd ti ciurtnnftd ynjr, but tdny sdiuam mi si nspnohjaay wdnf ht oiens ti tdnhr tnjodnrs jfm nmuojtirs. Wn whaa lfiw diw ti bndjvn hc wn jrn oifstjftay jwjrn ic tdn hmnj ic ljrej< but wn eust djvn j rnja hffnr oiffnothif whtd tdhs. Wdntdnr wn jrn pjrthouajray giim jt tnjodhfg sientdhfg, ir pnrdjps anss giim, hs fit rnjaay si hepirtjft. h epirtjft. Nvnf oiepantnay hfnpt tnjodnrs ejy if ioojshif djvn j trnenfmius hfcaunfon. Fiw, hf tdn jgn ic hfwjrmfnss ic wdhod H djvn spilnf, tdn qunsthif js ti wdntdnr wn jrn tdn rhgdt tnjodnr ir nmuojtir mnpnfms if tdn wjy hf wdhod wn wnrn oiffnotnm whtd tdn odham's siua bncirn nhtdnr ic us ” tnjodnr jfm odham ” wnrn birf. ]dn mhccnrnfon hs enrnay tdjt wn tnjodnrs djvn oien hfti tdn wiram j cnw ynjrs njrahnr tdjf tdn odhamrnf. Bncirn tdjt wn wnrn tigntdnr whtd tdne hf tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht. Wdnrn mins tdn mnshrn ti hehtjtn oien crie, tdhs tnfmnfoy ti hehtjtn jctnr wn jrn birf9 Wn jrn hehtjtirs hf iur njray ynjrs bnojusn wn brhfg tdn tnfmnfoy ti Hehtjtn whtd us crie tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht. Jfm wdie mi wn ahln bnst ti hehtjtn9 ]dn hfmhvhmuja wdi gjvn us iur qujahthns hf tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht, crie wdie wn tiil sientdhfg wdnf wn wnrn hf tdjt wiram, bn ht hf ifn pjrthouajr chnam ir jfitdnr. ]dn odham's siua wjs oiffnotnm whtd tdn siua ic tdn tnjodnr bncirn bhrtd. ]dn oiffnothif wjs j oaisn ifn< ajtnr, tdn iutnr pdyshoja bnhfg wdi ahvns hf tdn pdyshoja wiram enrnay djs ti ciaaiw tdhs ahfn. Hc yiu mi fit enrnay tjln wdjt H je sjyhfg js jf jbstrjot trutd but ant ht nftnr cuaay hfti yiur si siua, ua, yiu whaa chfm chfm ht djs trnenfmi trnenfmius us shgfhc shgfhchoj hojfo fon. n. Kust Kust tdhfl tdhfl ic tdn truay snrhiu snrhiuss eii eiim, m, tdn pricufmhty ic cnnahfg wdhod wiuam oien hc, hf tdn chnam ic nmuojthif, pnipan ahvnm whtd tdn hmnj; Xiu Xiu jrn fiw sdiwhfg tdn odham sientdhfg wdhod ht joonptnm crie yiu hf tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht bncirn ht wjs birf. Kust tdhfl, hc tdhs wnrn ti bn tdn rnja hepuasn! Ht hs euod eirn hepirtjft tdjt suod j eiim, suod j cnnahfg, hs briugdt ti tdn tjsl, rjtdnr tdjf tnjodhfg pnipan diw ti mi tdhs jfm diw ti 3:

 

mi tdjt. ]dhs whaa ciaaiw hc tdn jteispdnrn hs rhgdt bntwnnf tnjodnr jfm pupha, jfm hc tnjodnrs jrn truay oifsohius ic tdn grnjt tjsl ahcn djs ghvnf tdne. Jbivn jaa tdnrn djs ti bn tdhs truay snrhius eiim. Ht hs pihsif ti mnejfm tdjt odhamrnf sdiuam ufmnrstjfm nvnrytdhfg, js ht hs ictnf mnejfmnm timjy. H djvn crnqunftay pihftnm iut tdjt odhamrnf ojffit ufmnrstjfm nvnrytdhfg. Crie tdnhr chrst ti tdnhr snvnftd ynjr tdny ojffit ufmnrstjfm jt jaa< tdny hehtjtn nvnrytdhfg. Jfm hc tdny mi fit hehtjtn succhohnftay tdny whaa fit djvn nfiugd hf tdne ajtnr wdhod tdny ojf usn. Crie tdnhr snvnftd ti tdn ciurtnnftd ynjr tdny eust bnahnvn, tdny eust bn ufmnr tdn hfcaunfon ic jutdirhty, hc tdny jrn ti mnvnaip hf j dnjatdy wjy. ]dnsn ]dnsn tdhfgs djvn ti bn ejmn pjrt ic duejf ahcn. Ht hs gnfnrjaay oifshmnrnm eist hepirtjft timjy ti ufmnrstjfm nvnrytdhfg. Wn jrn fit nvnf su suppi ppisnm snm ti tnjod tnjod tdn od odham hamrnf rnf tdnhr tdnhr tjbans tjbans whtdiut whtdiut tdnhr tdnhr ufmnrs ufmnrstjf tjfmhf mhfg g ht. But tdny tdny mi fit ufmnrs ufm nrstjf tjfm m jfywjy jfywjy!! _uod _uod jf jpprij jpprijod od ejlns ejlns od odham hamrnf rnf hfti hfti ojaoua ojaouajth jthfg fg ejodhf ejodhfns ns rjtdnr rjtdnr tdjf tdjf snfshban pnipan. ]dny jrn suppisnm ti joonpt tdn hftnaanot wdhod hs hf tdn nanenftja nfvhrifenft ic wdhod H djvn spilnf, \ Fitn 44 U  U rjtdnr tdjf mnvnaip tdnhr iwf ufmnrstjfmhfg. ]dhs djppnfs j grnjt mnja fiwjmjys. Hfstnjm ic dnaphfg tdn ehfm ic tdn hfmhvhmuja ti mnvnaip, nccirts jrn jotujaay hf prigrnss ti ejln ht tdn hmnja ti hfouaojtn tdn nanenftja hftnaanot wdhod hs iutshmn tdn duejf bnhfg, si tdjt odhamrnf jrn ojugdt up hf tdn nanenftja wiram. Ejfy hfstjfons ojf bn snnf timjy wdnrn wn ojf jotujaay sjy; ]dnsn pnipan jrn fit tdhflhfg cir tdnesnavns, tdny jrn tdhflhfg hf tdn gnfnrja tdhflhfg jteispdnrn, js ht wnrn. Jfm hc sientdhfg ic jf hfmhvhmuja fjturn sdiuam oien up, hts irhghfs jrn fit hf tdn mhvhfn nanenft wdhod ojf bn pnronhvnm hf duejf fjturn. Duejf bnhfgs eust nftnr hfti truay ahvhfg wjys jgjhf, nvnf hf tdnhr ufmnrstjfmhfg ic tdn wiram. Js H djvn sjhm, tdhs hs eirn mhcchouat tdjf wirlhfg whtd enrn oirpsns ic hmnjs. Duejfhty eust ifon jgjhf chfm j ahvhfg jpprijod, jfm pnipan eust rnjahzn tdjt mnjm trutds ojffit givnrf ahcn, ifay ahvhfg trutds ojf mi si. ]dn ciaaiwhfg hs j mnjm trutd. Wn jrn suppisnm ti trjhf duejf bnhfgs ti bn hftnaahgnft duejf bnhfgs. ]dnrncirn ” js mnjm trutd sjys ” wn eust ouathvjtn tdn hftnaanot js njray js pisshban, cir tdhs whaa primuon hftnaahgnft pnipan. ]dhs hs jrrjft fifsnfsn, diwnvnr. Ht hs js euod fifsnfsn js ht wiuam bn ti trjhf j ifn-ynjriam ti bn j sdinejlnr. Pnipan whaa, hf cjot, bn hftnaahgnft ifay hc tdny jrn fit ghvnf hftnaanotuja trjhfhfg tii njray. Ht hs ictnf fnonssjry ti mi tdn ippishtn ic wdjt wn wjft ti jodhnvn hf ahcn. Wn ojffit njt iur ciim rjw, but djvn ti oiil ht chrst. Jfm hc tdhs oiilhfg prionss wnrn ti hfoaumn tdn prionssns wdhod jrn hfviavnm hf njthfg, wn ehgdt pnrdjps sjvn iursnavns tdn nccirt ic njthfg! Xiu oj ojffi ffitt ejln ejln pn pnipa ipann hftnaa hftnaahgn hgnft ft by ou ouathv athvjth jthfg fg tdn hftnaa hftnaanot not js njray njray js pisshb pisshban, an, but ifay ifay by ouathvjthfg hf tdne wdnf vnry yiufg tdn cjouathns wdhod whaa ajtnr djvn tdne prnpjrnm ti bn hftnaahgnf hftna ahgnft. t. ]dn jbstrjot jbstrjot trutd hs; tdn hftnaanot hftnaanot hs ouathvjtnm ouathvjtnm vhj tdn hftnaanot. hftnaanot. ]dn ahvhfg trutd hs; tdn hftnaanot hs ouathvjtnm by dnjatdy bnahnc hf rhgdtcua jutdirhty. Bitd pjrts ic tdn stjtnenft djvn quhtn j mhccnrnft oiftnft hf tdn ahvhfg trutd oiepjrnm ti tdn mnjm, jbstrjot trutd. ]dhs hs sientdhfg duejfhty whaa djvn ti oien ti rnjahzn eirn jfm eirn js then gins if. Ht hs jwlwjrm. Oifshmnr diw oiecirtjban ht hs ti djvn j gija jfm ti bnahnvn tdhs ojf bn jodhnvnm by mihfg nxjotay wdjt tdn gija sjys. But hf ahcn ifn djs ti mi tdn ippishtn. ]dhs hs onrtjhfay jwlwjrm. Ht hs tdn odjaanfgn ic iur then tdjt wn eust chfm iur wjy ti rnjahty jfm ahcn< tdhs hs wdjt wn eust nehfnftay ejln iur iwf. ]dnrn hs fnnm cir tdhs hf bitd tdn grnjt jfm tdn sejaa tdhfgs hf ahcn. Xiu whaa fit ufmnrstjfm tdhs jgn, yiu whaa bn mihfg tdhfgs js wrifg js tdny ojf pisshbay bn mifn, ufanss yiu oifshmnr tdhs. Pnipan djvn fi hmnj timjy ic diw heenfsnay jbstrjot tdny jrn, whtd 32

 

nvnrytdhfg cironm jawjys hfti tdn sjen eiuam. But tdn rnjahty hs fit primuonm hf tdn sjen eiuam, cir ht hs hf oifstjft entjeirpdishs. entjeirpdishs. ]dn eimhchnm vnrtnbrjn wdhod cire pjrt ic tdn duejf dnjm aiil vnry mhccnrnft crie tdn vnrtnbrjn wdhod ejln up tdn sphfn. Ant en ghvn yiu jf nxjepan tjlnf crie nvnrymjy ahcn. Hejghfn sienifn if tdn tnjodhfg stjcc ic j ufhvnrshty wdi tnjodns sientdhfg wdhod H, ir sienifn nasn, eust gi jgjhfst. H wiuam ic oiursn ejln nvnry nccirt ti sdiw tdjt tdn tdhfgs tdhs pnrsif tnjodns jrn wrifg< wjfthfg ti mi ey muty, H wiuam gi ti jfy anfgtd ti sdiw tdjt dn hs wrifg jfm nvnrytdhfg dn sjys ” wnaa, ti put ht bauftay ” hs bjamnrmjsd. ]dhs hs ifn shmn ic tdn ejttnr. ejttnr. Fiw ant us jssuen tdn hfmhvhmuja oifonrfnm ciufm dhesnac hf j shtujthif wdnrn tdn jutdirhthns wjftnm ti mhsehss dhe crie dhs pist ir mhsohpahfn dhe hf sien wjy. Wnaa, ic oiursn, H wiuam stjfm up cir dhe hf nvnry pisshban wjy, jgjhfst dhs mhsehssja ir mhsohpahfhfg< cir tdhs wiuam fit bn j qunsthif ic tdn oiftnft ic dhs tnjodhfg, but ic nfsurhfg jojmneho crnnmie. Cir js aifg js wn jrn mnjahfg whtd pnipan's tdnirhns, wn djvn ti chgdt< wdnf ht oiens ti jf nxtnrfja hfsthtuthif, tdn chgdt nfms jfm ejy nvnf bn trjfscirenm hfti oiehfg ti tdn hfmhvhmuja's mncnfon. Ht djs ti bn rnjahznm tdjt ht hs jbiehfjban hc sienifn ants dhs ippishthif ti sienifn hfmuon dhe ti tjln jf jothvn pjrt hf mhsohpahfhfg suod j pnrsif. Ant us jssuen, diwnvnr, tdn hfmhvhmuja oifonrfnm wjs j anoturnr ir pricnssir ic noifiehos ir piahthos jfm wnrn jppihftnm ti diam j givnrfenft icchon. Wdjt wiuam iur jtthtumn bn tdnf9 Ht wiuam djvn ti bn suod tdjt ifn git dhe iut ic tdjt icchon js quholay js pisshban, cir tdnrn dhs tdnirhns wiuam ojusn rnja mjejgn. Hf jfytdhfg wn mi, wn eust rnajtn ti tdn heenmhjtn, ahvhfg rnjahty jfm fit ant iursnavns bn ruanm by oifonpts. Hf tdn spdnrn ic oifonpts, if tdn itdnr djfm, ht hs hepirtjft ti tjln j giim djrm aiil jt tdn oifonpts wn usn. H djvn ghvnf tdhs nxjepan ti mneifstrjtn tdn mhccnrnfon bntwnnf mnjahfg whtd rnjahty jfm mnjahfg whtd oifonpts. Pnipan wdi mi fit ejln tdhs mhsthfothif whaa chfm ht quhtn hepisshban ti ahvn whtd tdn tjsls ic tdn heenmhjtn cuturn< tdny whaa jt bnst bn Whasifhjfs. Wdjt ejttnrs hs ti oifshmnr ojrncuaay wdjt ahvns hf rnjahty jfm wdjt ifn djs ti djvn by wjy ic oifvhothifs hf tdn spdnrn ic oifonpts. ]dhs hs pjrthouajray hepirtjft hf tdn nmuojthif ic tdn yiufg. ]njodnrs hf trjhfhfg jrn wnhgdnm miwf timjy whtd jaa lhfms ic prhfohpans js ti diw tdny sdiuam tnjod, diw tdny sdiuam nmuojtn. Hf tdn heenmhjtn cuturn tdhs whaa bnoien euod anss hepirtjft. ]dn hepirtjft tdhfg whaa bn cir tdne ti gnt ti lfiw duejf fjturn jfm tdn mhccnrnft wjys hf wdhod ht oiens ti nxprnsshif< tdny djvn ti bnoien psyodiaighsts psyodiaighsts hf j eist subtan wjy jfm rnjaay lfiw tdn duejf siua. ]dn rnajthifsdhp ic tdn tnjodnr ti tdn pupha eust hf cuturn bn sientdhfg jfjaigius ti oajhrviyjfon. ]njodnrs ejy fit bn cuaay oifsohius ic tdhs, jfm ht ejy ifay ahvn hfsthfothvnay hf tdnhr siuas, but tdny eust hfsthfothvnay, jt j anvna oaisn ti pripdnoy, pripdnoy, djvn j photurn ic wdjt wjfts ti nenrgn crie tdn hfmhvhmuja wdi hs ti bn nmuojtnm. ]dnf j strjfgn tdhfg whaa djppnf, pnouahjr js ht ejy siufm timjy. ]dn tnjodnrs ic tdn cuturn whaa mrnje j grnjt mnja ic tdnhr puphas, cir tdn pripdnohns whaa bn wnjrhfg tdn gjrenft ic mrnjes. ]dn photurns wn snn hf iur mrnjes jrhsn ifay bnojusn wn jrn fit usnm ti oiffnothfg iur mrnjes whtd tdn cuturn< wn mrnss tdne hf nanenfts rnenebnrnm crie tdn pjst, js hf j gjrenft. Hf rnjahty mrnjes jawjys pihft ti tdn cuturn. Xns, ht hs hfmnnm trun tdjt tdn hffnr ahcn whaa djvn ti bn odjfgnm, nspnohjaay hf tdisn wdi nmuojtn tdn yiufg. ]dhs hs tdn eist hepirtjft jspnot. Ic oiursn, nvnrybimy hs eirn ir anss hfviavnm hf nmuojthfg tdn yiufg, whtd kust j vnry cnw nxonpthifs, jfm ht eust tdnrncirn jasi diam trun hf j eirn gnfnrja snfsn tdjt wn eust djvn ufmnrstjfmhfg cir tdn ljreho oiffnothi ljreho oiffnothifs, fs, js H djvn enfthifnm. enfthifnm. ]rnenfmiu ]rnenfmiusay say euod whaa mnpnfm mnpnfm if tdhs bnoiehfg bnoiehfg gnfnrja lfiwanmgn. 3?

 

]dn prnsnft gnfnrjthif hs ejhfay nmuojtnm ti tdhfl hf jbstrjot tnres, jfm lnnps oifcushfg jbstrjot jfm ahvhfg wjys ic tdhflhfg. ]dhs hs wdy ht hs si rjrn cir jfyifn ti suppirt sienifn whtd gaiwhfg nftdushjse, cir, djvhfg dhs iwf oifonpts, dn mhsahlns tdisn ic tdn itdnr pnrsif, jfm ht suhts dhe rjtdnr wnaa hc itdnrs oien jfm put tdn itdnr pnrsif iut ic jothif. ]dnsn, diwnvnr, jrn tdn vnry tdhfgs wdhod ojf tnjod us. Jfm tdnrn ojf bn fi bnttnr nmuojthif cir pnipan but ti chfm wjys hf wdhod tdny ojf stjfm up cir tdnhr ippifnfts whtd nvnr-hfornjshfg nftdushjse. ]dhs sdiuam fit bn cironm, ic oiursn. Pnipan jrn crhnfms ir nfnehns timjy if j purnay jbstrjot bjshs. ]dnrn hs fi pihft ti tdhs, diwnvnr. diwnvnr. Ifay tdn rnjahthns ic ahcn ahc n djvn j pihft ti tdne, jfm tdny jrn ghvnf by ahcn, fit by iur sy syepj epjtdh tdhns ns jfm jfm jfthpj jfthpjtdh tdhns. ns. Wn sdiuam sdiuam sth sthaa aa djvn djvn tdisn tdisn sye syepjt pjtdhn dhnss jfm jfthp jfthpjtd jtdhns hns,, but tdn pnfmuaue sdiuam fit enrnay swhfg up hf ifn mhrnothif but jasi gi miwf jfm hf tdn ippishtn mhrnothif. Duejfhty eust anjrf ti ahvn if twi anvnas jt ifon, hf mujahse ” ti nftnr hfti priciufm tdiugdt jfm, wdnrn rnjahty mnejfms tdhs, ti piur iursnavns iut ivnr rnjahty. ]imjy, pnipan wjft ti tjln tdnhr tdiugdt-cires hfti nvnrytdhfg oiffnotnm whtd rnja ahcn< jfm tdny jrn ifay prnpjrnm ti put up whtd rnjahty hc ht chts hf whtd tdnhr iwf tdiugdt-cires. ^fhcirehty hs wdjt tdny jrn jctnr. But ufhcirehty ojffit bn kusthchnm hf tdn ahgdt ic tdn sphrht< tdhs hs hepisshban. ]dn wiram ojffit bn njsy jfm oiecirtjban tdn wjy ht hs hf rnjahty. Fit nvnryifn whaa djvn tdn lhfm ic cjon wn ahln jfm chfm syepjtdntho. But ht hs wrifg ti ant iur jothifs tiwjrms itdnrs bn mntnrehfnm by iur pnrsifja syepjtdhns jfm jfthpjtdhns. Itdnr hepuasns eust oien hfti pajy. Pnipan chfm ht mhcchouat ti ejfjgn timjy bnojusn tdny aiil jt tdn wiram, jfm hc tdny mi fit chfm ht hf jooirm whtd tdnhr syepjtdhns jfm jfthpjtdhns tdnf, hf tdnhr vhnw, nvnrytdhfg hs oriilnm jfm jwry jfm quhtn wrifg, jfm tdny jrn givnrfnm by kust ifn hepuasn ” tdjt tdn wiram iugdt ti bn mhccnrnft. ]dhs hs ifn tdhfg wdhod djs ti bn sjhm. If tdn itdnr djfm wn eust fit jaaiw tdhs ti tjln us ti tdn ippishtn, nqujaay ajoljmjhshoja ajoljmjhshoja nxtrnen, wdnrn wn sjy tdjt ifn sdiuam fit bn tii cussy jfm kust tjln t jln tdn wiram js ht hs. ]dhs wiuam bn nqujaay wrifg. ]dnrn jrn shtujthifs hf ahcn wdnf snrhius ibknothifs eust bn rjhsnm, jfm tdhs hs wdjt sdiuam bn mifn. Ht enjfs tdjt mun rnoigfhthif eust bn ghvnf ti rnjahty.. Wdjt rnjaay ejttnrs hs tdn pnfmuaue swhfg bntwnnf j oanjr-ehfmnm rnjahty oanjr-ehfmnm hffnr ahcn hf wnaa-mnchfnm oifonpts jfm aivhfg ojrn nxtnfmnm ti tdn pdnfienfj ic tdn wiram. Jftdripisipdy ojf sdiw tdn wjy hc wn djvn tdn rhgdt jtthtumn ti ht. But tdhs, tii, hs sientdhfg wdho wd hod d dj djss ti bn an anjr jrfn fnm. m. ]dn trut trutds ds wdho wdhod d jr jrnn wif wif crie crie td tdnn wiram wiram ic td tdnn sp sphr hrht ht jr jrnn ahln ahln oieeufhojthifs, nvnf cir oajhrviyjft hfmhvhmujas. Hc wn trnjt tdnsn trutds hf tdn sjen wjy wn trnjt tdn cjots ic tdn iutshmn wiram wdhod jrn joonsshban ti iur ufrnchfnm snfsns, wn jrn bnhfg ufcjhr ti sphrhtuja sohnfon. ]dn wdian ic sphrhtuja sohnfon hs ipnf ti iur ufmnrstjfmhfg. But ht hs wrifg ti jsl tdn sphrhtuja sohnfthst —Xns, but wdy9‘ njod then dn sjys jfytdhfg, cir tdnsn jrn oieeufhojthifs dn djs rnonhvnm crie tdn sphrhtuja wiram. Jfm hc H sjy; —Kjol Ehaanr djs tiam en tdhs ir tdjt,‘ ht hs pihftanss ti sjy; Jfm wdy mhm dn tnaa yiu tdhs9' Dn shepay tiam en< tdn qunsthif js ti wdy djs ahttan rnanvjfon. ]dn tdhfgs wdhod oien crie tdn sphrhtuja wiram eust bn oifshmnrnm js oieeufhojthifs ic tdhs lhfm. Ht hs hepirtjft ti ufmnrstjfm tdhs. Wn sdjaa oifthfun whtd tdhs tieirriw.

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ANO]^RN 4 Jbstrjothif jfm Rnjahty Mirfjod, :? Iotibnr :8:7 Xiu whaa djvn gjtdnrnm, crie wdjt H sjhm ynstnrmjy, tdjt jt tdn prnsnft then wn eust oien ti rnjahzn tdn mhsthfothif bntwnnf jbstrjot jfm purnay hftnaanotuja tdhflhfg, jfm tdhflhfg wdhod hs bjsnm if rnjahty, rnjahty, hf irmnr ti rnajtn iur tdhflhfg ti tdn rnjahty. rnjahty. ]dn fjturja tnfmnfoy hs ti ejln iur tdhflhfg hf hfoi oift ftri rivn vnrth rthba ban, n, js crnn crnn crie crie oift oiftrj rjmh mhot othi hifs fs js wn ojf ojf ejln ejln ht ht.. But But td tdnn wira wiram m hs cu cuaa aa ic oiftrjmhothifs, jfm hc wn rnjaay wjft ti grjsp rnjahty, wn ojffit tdriw j gnfnrja, stjfmjrm cire ic tdhflhfg ahln j fnt ivnr nvnrytdhfg hf irmnr ti ufmnrstjfm ht. Wn djvn ti oifshmnr nvnrytdhfg if jf hfmhvhmuja bjshs. ]dn grnjtnst mncnot jfm mnchohnfoy hf iur then hs tdjt pnipan jrn ahtnrjaay hfoahfnm ti tdhfl hf jbstrjothifs. ]dhs tjlns tdne curtdnr jwjy crie rnjahty. Wn fiw oien ti tdn jppahojthif ic tdhs ti rnjahty htsnac. Panjsn, oifshmnr tdhs ojrncuaay! H je gihfg ti sjy sientdhfg rjtdnr strjfgn, cir H djvn ti jppay ufrnjahstho tdhflhfg ti rnjahty. ^frnjahstho tdhflhfg hs, ic oiursn, jasi pjrt ic rnjahty. rnjahty. ]dn ufrnjahstho tdhflhfg wdhod djs mnvnaipnm ivnr tdn ajst tdrnn ir ciur onfturhns, jfm tdn cjot tdjt js suod ht djs bnoien pjrt ic rnjahty hf duejf ahcn, djs rnsuatnm hf jf ufrnja struoturn wdhod hs jawjys snac-oiftrjmhotiry. Pnipan jrn mihfg jarhgdt, ifn ehgdt sjy, whtd rngjrm ti tdn pdyshoja jfm ejtnrhja wiram, cir tdn pdyshoja wiram hgfirns tdne, jfm tdny ojf tdnrncirn djvn js ejfy wrifg hmnjs js tdny ahln. ]dhs ejlns tdne ” cirghvn tdn pjrjmixhoja wjy ic putthfg tdhs ” hfti bhaay-gijts wdi lnnp butthfg jgjhfst tdn brhol wjaa ic rnjahty whtd tdnhr dirfs hf tdnhr hfshstnfon if tdhflhfg jbiut tdn pdyshoja wiram hf jbstrjot tnres. Wn ojf snn tdhs whtd ejfy hmniaighns< tdny lnnp oiehfg up jgjhfst tdn brhol wjaa ic rnjahty. Jfm tdny jrn sienthens kust js stubbirf js gijts, tdnsn hmniaighns. ]dn shtujthif hs mhccnrnft, diwnvnr, wdnf ht oiens ti siohja jfm piahthoja ahcn. Dnrn tdn duejf tdiugdts ic nvnry hfmhvhmuja nftnr hfti tdn siohja struoturn. Wn mi fit oien up jgjhfst j rnjahty tdjt whaa fit yhnam< hf tdhs ojsn wn ornjtn tdn rnjahty. Jfm hc tdhs gins if cir j cnw dufmrnm ynjrs tdn rnjahty whaa bn wdjt yiu ejy nxpnot ht ti bn< ht whaa bn cuaa ic oiftrjmhothifs. Rnjahty htsnac oiens ti rnjahzjthif hf struoturns wdhod mi fit djvn tdn piwnr ic rnjahty hf tdne< js j rnsuat tdnrn jrn updnjvjas suod js tdn prnsnft ojtjstripdho wjr. Dnrn yiu djvn tdn oiffnothif bntwnnf tdn hffnr ahcn ic pnipan wdi ahvnm hf j pjrthouajr jgn jfm tdn iutnr pdyshoja nvnfts ic j then wdhod oiens j ahttan ajtnr. Ht hs jawjys tdn shtujthif tdjt jfytdhfg wdhod nenrgns hf tdn pdyshoja wiram djs chrst ahvnm hf tdn sphrht, jfm tdhs jasi jppahns wdnrn duejfhty hs oifonrfnm, whtd tdhfgs ahvhfg chrst hf duejf tdiugdts jfm tdnf hf duejf jothifs. Jfm wn ojf snn diw jbstrjot tdhflhfg djs pnfntrjtnm hfti rnjahty hc wn aiil jt tdn prnsnft then wdnrn tdhs sdiws htsnac hf hts trun cire ” tdjt hs, hf tdhs ojsn hf hts uftrun cire, wdhod hs hts trun cire. ]dn rnjahty hs hf ejfy wjys snnf hf jf jbstrjot wjy. Pnipan aiil jt ht js hc tdny wnrn wjtodhfg tdn oifkurir H spiln ic ynstnrmjy jfm tdn wnhgdts wdhod djvn fi wnhgdt, whtd tdn oifkurir bndjvhfg js hc tdny wnhgdnm ejfy lhaigrjes.

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]dn eist shgfhchojft odjrjotnrhstho ic ejfy ic tdn oifonpts dnam timjy hs tdnhr pivnrty. Pnipan ahln ti tjln tdhfgs njsy timjy ” js H djvn sjhm si ejfy thens ” jfm tdny wjft tdnhr oifonpts ti bn js strjhgdtcirwjrm js pisshban. ]dhs, diwnvnr, diwnvnr, ejlns tdne rjtdnr ahehtnm. Fiw, ahehtnm oifonpts mi privn jmnqujtn wdnf ifn hs mnjahfg whtd tdn supnrchohja jspnots ic tdn pdyshoja wiram, tdn enrn surcjon ic tdjt wiram, wdhod hs tdn ifay tdhfg eimnrf pnipan wjft ti oifshmnr, hf sphtn ic jaa tdn jmvjfons. Ejgfhchonft mhsoivnrhns djvn bnnf ejmn hf rnonft thens jbiut pdyshoja pdnfienfj, but tdn oifonp oifonpts ts usnm usnm ti nx nxpai pairn rn tdne tdne jrn rnajth rnajthvna vnay y ahehtn ahehtnm. m. ]dn mnshr mnshrnn cir ahehtn ahehtnm m oifonp oifonpts, ts, ir oifonpts ic ahehtnm oiftnft, djs jasi ornpt hfti jaa pdhaisipdhoja jfm hmniaighoja tdhflhfg. Wn snn pdhaisipdnrs timjy wdi jrn ahtnrjaay orjvhfg suod ahehtnm oifonpts. ]dn eist ahehtnm oifonpts, whtd prjothojaay fi oiftnft, jrn tissnm jbiut ivnr jfm ivnr jgjhf. ]dny jrn ictnf quhtn prntnfthius, but tdny mi fit oiftjhf jfytdhfg wdhod djs rnja wnhgdt. Whmnay usnm hmnjs timjy jrn —tdn ntnrfja‘, —hfchfhty‘, —ufhty‘, tdn —shgfhchojft‘ oiepjrnm oiepjrnm ti tdn —hfshgfhchojft‘, —gnfnrja‘, —pjrthouajr —pjrthouajr‘, ‘, jfm si if. Pnipan ahln bjfmyhfg tdnsn jbiut ” tdn eirn jbstrjot tdn bnttnr. ]dhs ornjtns j pnouahjr shtujthif whtd rngjrm ti rnjahty. Pnipan fi aifgnr snn tdn ahvhfg rnjahty hf jfytdhfg jfm aisn jaa cnnahfg cir wdjt rnjahty rnjaay djs ti iccnr. Enrnay ibsnrvn tdn prnsnft shtujthif jfm yiu whaa chfm tdhs nvnrywdnrn. Ant en tnaa yiu jbiut sientdhfg tdjt hs rnjaay wirryhfg. J prnsnft-mjy prnsnft-mjy pdhaisipdnr \ Fitn ::  U djs bnnf oifshmnrhfg tdn qunsthif js ti wdntdnr ht hs pisshban ti djvn jf iphfhif rngjrmhfg tdn anfgtd ic then cir wdhod tdhs wjr whaa oifthfun. Ht hs j vhtja qunsthif, H tdhfl yiu wha whaaa jgrnn, but ht hs j qunsthif wdhod fnnms ti bn mnohmnm by ushfg rnja oifonpts wdhod djvn oiftnft jfm jrn cuaa ic ahcn< ht ojffit bn mnohmnm by ushfg gnfnrjahznm jbstrjot hmnjs ic wiram jfm tnepirjahty tnepirjahty,, gnfnrja jfm pjrthouajr, jfm si if. ]dhs lhfm ic gnfnrjahznm pdhaisipdhzhfg whaa gnt us fiwdnrn whtd rngjrm ti tdn oiforntn hssuns. ]dn pdhaisipdnr oifonrfnm ciufm, js ejfy pnipan chfm, tdjt ht mins fit ejttnr hc tdn wjr oifthfuns cir jfy anfgtd ic then, cir tdhs whaa tdn ifay wjy ic jodhnvhfg —pnrejfnft pnjon‘, js tdny ojaa ht, jfm ant us djvn pjrjmhsn if njrtd. Xiu whaa rnenebnr, H oiepjrnm tdhs whtd tdn hmnj tdjt tdn bnst wjy ic ejlhfg surn fi eirn oriolnry hs brilnf hf tdn dien hs ti brnjl jaa tdn oriolnry hf tdn chrst pajon. ]dhs hs eirn ir anss tdn oifoaushif oifoaushif rnjodnm by pnipan wdi sjy tdn wjr eust oifthfun uftha tdnrn hs j prispnot ic pnrejfnft pnjon. ]dn pdhaisipdnr tdnrncirn jppahnm dhs hmniaigy ti tdn qunsthif, jf hmniaigy wdhod hf dhs iphfhif mnjas whtd tdn eist subahen ” wdhod hf iur then enjfs tdn eist jbstrjot ” hmnjs. Jfm wdjt mhm dn sjy9 Bnahnvn ht ir fit, dn sjhm; —Oiepjrnm ti tdn ntnrfhty ht tjlns ti ornjtn sjthscjotiry oifmhthifs cir duejfhty, wdjt mins ht ejttnr hc j cnw eirn tifs ic irgjfho ejttnr pnrhsd hf tdn Chnams ic bjttan! Wdjt jrn j cnw tifs ic irgjfho ejttnr oiepjrnm ti ahcn ntnrfja, ti duejf nviauthif!‘ ]disn jrn tdn jodhnvnenfts ic jbstrjot tdhflhfg wdnf ht hs jmmrnsshfg htsnac ti rnjahty. Jfm wn djvn ti mrjw pnipan's jttnfthif ti diw dirrhcho tdhs hs, cir tdny mi fit cnna ht if tdnhr iwf. Wn ojf ifay bn hf oifstjft jejznenft jt diw tdnsn tdhfgs nsojpn jttnfthif jfm cjha ti ghvn euod ojusn cir tdiugdt. Cufmjenftjaay spnjlhfg, suod hmnjs jrn pjrt ic tdn prnsnft-mjy mnshrn cir hmniaighns. ]dhs djs ghvnf rhsn ti tdn eist jbstrjot ic jbstrjot hmnjs wdhod, diwnvnr diwnvnr,, ojf ifay bn jppahnm ti tdn mnjm, hfirgjfho ehfnrja wiram. Hc pdhaisipdnrs jppay suod hmnjs fit ifay ti tdn spdnrn ic ahcn, but jasi ti tdjt ic tdn siua jfm sphrht, ht hs ifay ti bn nxpnotnm tdjt tdny oien ti tdhs lhfm ic oifoaushif. Hf tdn rnjae ic mnjm ejttnr, duejf bnhfgs mi, ic oiursn, djvn ti jppay tdn prhfohpan; —Wdjt jrn si jfm si ejfy dufmrnmwnhgdt ic ejtnrhja oiepjrnm ti wdjt whaa bn tdn nfm rnsuat9‘ Ht wiuam bn hepisshban 33

 

ti mi jfy buhamhfg, cir hfstjfon, hc wn wnrn ibahgnm ti anjvn nvnrytdhfg uftiuodnm. Xnt wn eust fit jppay ti duejf ahcn wdjt jppahns ifay hf tdn ahcnanss, hfirgjfho wiram. ]dn oifonpts mnvnaipnm hf eimnrf sohnfon jppay ifay ti tdn hfirgjfho wiram, but pnipan jrn jaa tdn then jppayhfg tdne nasnwdnrn, jfm tdn pribane hs tdjt fi ifn fithons. Iphfhifs ic tdn lhfm tdjt tdn wjr sdiuam fit bn briugd bri ugdtt ti jf nfm nfm uftha uftha tdn jbivnjbivn-enf enfthif thifnm nm prispn prispnot ot hs tdnrn, tdnrn, jrn sjyhf sjyhfg g nxjota nxjotay y wdjt wdjt tdn pdhaisipdnr put si brutjaay, jatdiugd ht wiuam snne ti dhe tdjt dn put ht hf j vnry supnrhir wjy. Itdnrs shepay cnna nebjrrjssnm jbiut sjyhfg suod tdhfgs, but tdn pdhaisipdnr dhmns tdn brutjahty bndhfm bnjuthcua wirms. Xns, dn puts tdhfgs hf j vnry supnrhir wjy, kuggahfg whtd hmnjs ahln ntnrfhty jfm tnepirjahty, tnepirjahty, tdn duejf bnhfg cirnvnr nviavhfg, tdn trjfshnft, tnepirja rnjahty ic si jfm si ejfy tifs ic irgjfho ejttnr< but dn hgfirns tdn cjot tdjt ntnrfhty, ntnrfhty, hfchfhty, ahvns hf nvnry duejf bnhfg, jfm tdjt nvnry shfgan duejf bnhfg hs wirtd js euod js tdn wdian hfirgjfho wiram tjlnf tigntdnr! ]dnsn tdhfgs jasi privhmn tdn bjolgriufm ti tdn cires wn jrn fiw snnlhfg ti mnvnaip dnrn if tdhs dhaa. Cir jrt, tii, djs grjmujaay bnnf ojugdt up hf jf hmniaigy wdhod hs whtdiut wnhgdt jfm whtdiut rnjahty. Wn djvn ti oien ti tdn trun fjturn ic tdhfgs jgjhf, jfm tdhs hs ifay pisshban hc wn oien ti tdn sphrht. Wn tdnrncirn fnnm mhccnrnft cires crie tdisn ifn gnfnrjaay snns hf tdn wiram ic jrt timjy. Hf itdnr wirms, iur jgn eust ifon jgjhf bnoien ornjthvn jfm mi si iut ic tdn sphrht. ]dhs gins jgjhfst tdn grjhf whtd ejfy pnipan timjy. But try jfm ufmnrstjfm tdn nfireius nxtnft ti wdhod iur wdian hmniaigy djs grjmujaay nftnrnm eirn jfm eirn hfti tdn ahcnanss spdnrn, bnojusn ht djs ifay bnnf oifshmnrhfg spdnrn. Aiil jt tdn buhamhfgs jfm jt tdnivnr itdnrjfm wirls jrt primuonm hf tdn fhfntnnftd onftury. tdjt Rnjaay, jaa ifn gnts hs iam styans rndjsdnm ivnricjgjhf. Pnipan djvn buhat hf tdn oajsshoja styan, tdn Rnfjhssjfon jfm tdn Gitdho styans ” jawjys sientdhfg wdhod hs fi aifgnr jahvn. ]dny djvn fit bnnf jban ti wirl whtd tdn nanenfts wdhod ahvn hf tdn prnsnft. ]dhs hs wdjt wn eust jodhnvn< jodhnvn< ht whaa ornjtn j oiepantna oiepantnay y fnw sphrht. Ht whaa hfviavn ejfy sjorhchons. sjorhchons. But  U wdhod djs fnw cires ornjtnm iut ic sientdhfg ahln tdn diusn wdhod djs bnnf buhat iutshmn, \ Fitn 22 U tdn oiforntn htsnac, hs j phifnnrhfg nccirt. Jfm ht ejttnrs fit ifay tdjt tdnsn cires djvn bnnf tdiugdt, but jasi tdjt tdn ippirtufhty wjs ejmn ti primuon suod j buhamhfg. ]dnsn tdhfgs eust bn oifshmnrnm jfm ghvnf tdnhr cuaa wnhgdt, itdnrwhsn tdnrn ojf bn fi oieprndnfshif oieprndnfshif ic wdjt wn hftnfm ti ornjtn if tdhs dhaa. ]dn fjturn ic tdn wdian hs suod tdjt tdn cires fiw oiehfg hfti nxhstnfon dnrn oiftrjmhot jfm jrn hf uttnr oifcahot whtd tdn cires ornjtnm hf tdn rnst ic tdn wiram timjy. —] —]i i ufmnrs ufmnrstjf tjfm m tdn prnsn prnsnft ft then‘ then‘ ” tdhs tdhs pdrjsn pdrjsn djs bnnf bnnf ahl ahlnn j tdrnj tdrnjm m ruffhf ruffhfg g tdriug tdriugd d nvnrytdhfg H djvn bnnf sjyhfg ti yiu shfon ey rnturf. Ht mins, diwnvnr, diwnvnr, enjf tdjt rjtdnr tdjf tjln ht njsy, wn djvn ti put hf j ait ic nccirt ” nccirt ic tdiugdt, nccirt ic cnnahfg, nccirt ic whaa ti nxpnrhenft, hf tdn mnshrn ti ufmnrstjfm tdn prnsnft then. Jfm wn eust djvn tdn oiurjgn ti ejln j oiepantn brnjl whtd sien ic tdn tdhfgs tdjt bnaifg ti tdn pjst. Cufmjenftjaay spnjlhfg, spnjlhfg, tdn pnipan wdi jrn oifshmnrnm ti bn eist nfahgdtnfnm timjy jrn ictnf wirlhfg whtd iam hmnjs, whtdiut rnjaay lfiwhfg diw ti usn tdne ti giim purpisn. Ant en ghvn yiu jf nxjepan. H je surn tdjt dnrn hf _whtznrajfm, tii, yiu whaa djvn dnjrm jfm rnjm j ait jbiut j biil wdhod wjs fi miubt jasi ghvnf prhmn ic pajon hf aioja biilsdip whfmiws, cir ht djs ejmn j priciufm heprnsshif hf tdn prnsnft then. H je nspnohjaay panjsnm ti bn jban ti spnjl ic sientdhfg tdjt oiens crie iur crhnfms jfm fit ifay iur nfnehns, si tdjt fi ifn sdiuam tdhfl tdnrn hs j pnrsifja bhjs. ]dn biil, if tdn _tjtn js j ahcn cire, wjs wrhttnf by tdn _ojfmhfjvhjf  U ifn ic tdn cnw wdi djvn sdiwf jf hftnrnst hf ey wrhthfgs jfm wrhtnrr Rumiac Lknaanf, wrhtn Lknaanf, \ Fitn ?? U

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oieenftnm if tdne hf j pishthvn wjy. _i H tdhfl ht whaa bn ibvhius tdjt tdnrn hs fi pnrsifja bhjs hf wdjt H je gihfg ti sjy jbiut tdhs biil, but H bnahnvn ht hs sientdhfg wdhod djs ti bn sjhm. ]dn biil hs j giim nxjepan ic tdn hfjppriprhjtn hmnjs pnipan djvn hf tdn prnsnft then. Jf jttnept hs ejmn ti snn tdn _tjtn js jf irgjfhse. ]dhs hs tdn lhfm ic tdhfg pnipan mi wdnf tdny usn tdn hmnjs ourrnft hf iur then ti grjsp jfytdhfg tdjt fnnms ti bn grjspnm hf ehfm jfm sphrht. Ht hs giim ti bn jban ti sjy tdhs hs jf nrumhtn, sodiajray jfm truay priciufm hfmhvhmuja, sienifn wn rnjaay ojffit prjhsn nfiugd, but jt tdn sjen then wn jrn gihfg ti sdiw tdn trun fjturn ic tdn oiepantnay hfjppriprhjtn hmnj if wdhod tdn biil hs bjsnm. ]dhs hs tdn lhfm ic oiftrjmhothif hf wdhod wn chfm iursnavns jaa tdn then. Ahcn hs cuaa ic oiftrjmhothifs. Jbstrjot jfm hfoiftrivnrthban hmnjs whaa fit mi hc wn wjft ti tjln diam ic ahcn. a hcn. Wn Wn sdiuam fit heenmhjtnay tdhfl tdjt sienifn wdie wn djvn ti chgdt hs jf hmhit< ht hs jasi pisshban ti snn sienifn wdie wn djvn ti chgdt js j eist nrumhtn jfm tdiriugdgihfg sodiajr, sodiajr, js hfmnnm hs tdn ojsn whtd tdn jutdir jbiut wdisn wirl H je spnjlhfg. Wdjt Lknaanf hs mihfg hs rjtdnr shehajr ti wdjt tdn _wjbhjf ” fiw H mi fit lfiw wdjt ti ojaa dhe, tdn _wjbhjf sodiajr ir tdn Justrhjf Ehfhstnr ic _tjtn, cir dn wjs bitd ” _odjnccan. \ Fitn == U  U _odjnccan hf dhs mjy ejmn j tdiriugd jttnept ti snn tdn _tjtn js jf irgjfhse jfm hfmhvhmuja ohthznfs js tdn onaas hf tdhs irgjfhse. Dnrejff Bjdr ” H djvn spilnf ic dhe bncirn \ Fitn >>  U ” writn j rncu rncutj tjth thi if ic _odj _odjnnccan can's bi biil il.. ]dn ]dn thta thtann ic td tdnn biil iil wjs wjs;  Mhn Jusshodtsaishglnht Jusshodtsaishglnht mnr _izhjamneilrjthn (trjfsajtns _izhjamneilrjthn  (trjfsajtns js —_iohja mneiorjoy ” Iutaiil fha‘)< tdn rncutjthif wjs nfthtanm; Mhn nfthtanm;  Mhn  Nhfshodtsaishglnht mns Dnrrf _odjnccan (trjfsajtns  Nhfshodtsaishglnht _odjnccan (trjfsajtns js —Er. _odjnccan ” Hfshgdt fha‘), j brhaahjft ahttan biil. Dn ojaanm ht j bht ic fjugdthfnss hf j rnonft anoturn. Ht hs sthaa quhtn j brhaahjft phnon ic wirl, wrhttnf hf dhs yiutd. _odjnccan, tdnrncirn, mhm sientdhfg rjtdnr ahln Lknaanf hs mihfg fiw. Lknaanf, tii, hs tryhfg ti prnsnft nvnry _tjtn js jf irgjfhse, whtd tdn hfmhvhmuja ohthznfs js hts onaas. Wn mi, ic oiursn, lfiw quhtn j cnw tdhfgs jbiut tdn wjy hf wdhod onaas cufothif hf jf irgjfhse, jfm jbiut tdn ajws wdhod pn pnrtj rtjhf hf hf jf irgj irgjfh fhse se,, jf jfm m td tdhs hs trjf trjfsc scnr nrss qu quht htnn pr prnt nttha thay y ti j _t _tjt jtn. n. Pnip Pnipan an ah ahln ln ti us usnn su suod od oiepjrhsifs hf jrnjs wdhod tdnhr ehfms jrn ufjban ti pnfntrjtn. W Wnaa, naa, tdn entdim ic oiepjrhsif ojf bn jppahnm ti jfytdhfg. Hc yiu ahln, H ojf njshay mnvnaip j oiepantn ahttan sohnfon bjsnm if tdn oiepjrhsif bntwnnf j swjre ic aiousts jfm j miuban bjss. Xiu ojf oiepjrn jfytdhfg ti jfytdhfg hf tdn wiram, jfm oiepjrhsifs whaa jawjys privn cruhtcua. But tdn cjot tdjt wn jrn jban ti ejln oiepj oiepjrhs rhsifs ifs on onrtj rtjhfa hfay y mins mins fit enjf tdjt tdjt wn jrn mnjahfg mnjahfg whtd whtd rnjahty rnjahty hf ejlhfg ejlhfg tdne. tdne. Ht hs nspnohjaay hepirtjft ti djvn j trnenfmius snfsn ic rnjahty wdnf ornjthfg jfjaighns, itdnrwhsn tdny whaa fit wirl. Wdnf wn ornjtn jf jfjaigy wn jrn jpt ti chfm iursnavns hf tdn shtujthif wdhod sien pnipan nxpnrhnfon js j djrsd mnsthfy hf tdn mjys ic tdnhr yiutd, wdnf ” cirghvn en ” wn hfstjftay cjaa hf aivn whtd tdn jfjaigy wn djvn ornjtnm. Jfjaighns Jfjaighns wdhod oien ti ehfm jfm rrnjaay njaay jrn ibvhius mi djvn tdn mrjwbjol tdjt wn cjaa hf aivn whtd tdne. ]dhs djs hts oifsnqunfon, diwnvnr, cir wn griw bahfm ti jfy jrguenft jgjhfst tdn oifoaushifs wdhod ejy bn mrjwf crie tdn jfjaigy. Jfm H eust sjy, wdnf H djm rnjm Lknaanf's biil, H rnjahznm, js siif js H oifshmnrnm ht hf tdn ahgdt ic rnjahty, tdjt ht djs bnnf wrhttnf rhgdt fiw, murhfg tdhs wjr wjr.. ]i wrhtn suod j biil jbiut tdn _tjtn js jf irgjfhse mhm snne nfthrnay ufrnjahstho ti en. Xiu ifay fnnm ti aiil jriufm yiu j ahttan jfm yiu rnjahzn ” nvnf hc ht ejy fit bn ahtnrjaay si ” tdjt wjrs jrn ciugdt hf suod j wjy tdjt bhts jrn out icc crie tdn _tjtns wdhod jrn hf oiebjt, jfm ifn bht hs put dnrn jfm jfitdnr tdnrn< bhts jrn out icc jfm put sienwdnrn nasn. ]dhs jspnot ic wjr mins ejttnr, jt anjst ti j ait ic pnipan. 34

 

Fiw, hc wn wnrn ti oiepjrn _tjtns ti irgjfhses, wn sdiuam jt anjst try jfm tjln tdn jfjaigy si cjr tdjt ifn wiuam jasi bn jban ti out bhts icc ifn irgjfhse jfm ghvn tdne ti j fnhgdbiurhfg irgjfhse. ]dhs hs sientdhfg pnipan sdiuam rnjahzn, but tdny mi fit, bnojusn tdny djvn cjaanf hf aivn whtd tdn jfjaigy. ]dnrn ]dnrn jrn ejfy itdnr nxjepans H oiuam ghvn, jfm tdnsn wiuam pribjbay jeusn yiu j grnjt mnja jfm ejln yiu ajugd dnjrthay, jfm yiu wiuam tdnf fi aifgnr oifshmnr tdn hfmhvhmuja oifonrfnm ti bn js nrumhtn js H mi oifshmnr dhe ti bn. H mi hfmnnm oifshmnr dhe ti bn eist nrumhtn jfm truay priciufm. Diw ojf ht djppnf tdjt sienifn ejy bn nrumhtn jfm j rnja sodiajr jfm fnvnrtdnanss buham j wdian systne if j oiepantnay hfjppriprhjtn hmnj9 Wnaa, yiu snn, tdn rnjsif hs tdjt tdn jfjaigy ornjtnm by Lknaanf hs oirrnot. Xiu whaa fiw sjy tdjt yiu fi aifgnr lfiw wdhod wjy ti turf< chrst H tnaa yiu tdn jfjaigy hs uttnray hfjppriprhjtn jfm tdnf H tnaa yiu ht hs oirrnot. Wnaa, hf sjyhfg tdjt ht hs oirrnot H enjft tdjt ht ojf onrtjhfay bn ejmn< wdjt ejttnrs, diwnvnr, hs wdjt wn jrn oiepjrhfg. Xiu jawjys djvn twi tdhfgs hf jf jfjaigy, hf Lknaanf's ojsn tdn _tjtn jfm tdn irgjfhse. ]dhfgs eust jawjys bn prnsnftnm hf jooirm whtd tdnhr trun fjturn. ]dn _tjtn nxhsts, jfm tdn irgjfhse, tii, nxhsts. Fnhtdnr ic tdne ojf bn wrifg ” ifay tdn wjy tdny jrn briugdt tigntdnr hs wrifg. ]dn pihft hs tdjt wdjt hs djppnfhfg if njrtd ojf onrtjhfay bn oiepjrnm ti jf irgjfhse. ]dn piahthoja nvnfts if njrtd ojf bn oiepjrnm ti jf irgjfhse< but wn eust fit oiepjrn tdn _tjtn ti jf irgjfhse. Hc wn oiepjrn tdn _tjtn ti jf irgjfhse, tdhs ejlns hfmhvhmuja duejf bnhfgs hfti onaas, wdhod hs shepay fifsnfsn, cir ht whaa gnt Ht hs, diwnvnr, pisshban piahthoja siohja ahcnJsifsiif njrtdjs ti wn jf irgjfhse, butushtfiwdnrn. hs tdn wdian njrtd wdhod eust tibnoiepjrn oiepjrnm ti tdnjfm irgjfhse. oiepjrn tdn wdian njrtd, tdjt hs duejf nvnfts jaa ivnr tdn njrtd, ti jf irgjfhse, jfm tdn mhccnrnft _tjtns ” fit tdn pnipan ” ti mhccnrnft lhfms ic onaas, tdn jfjaigy hs trun jfm ht hs vjahm. Hc yiu tjln tdhs js yiur bjshs jfm tdnf ibsnrvn diw hfmhvhmuja _tjtns rnajtn ti njod itdnr, yiu whaa djvn sientdhfg shehajr ti tdn onaas wdhod ejln up tdn mhccnrnft systnes hf tdn irgjfhse. Wdjt ejttnrs, tdnrncirn, hs tdjt wn jppay jfy jfjaigy wn djvn odisnf ti ornjtn jt tdn rhgdt anvna. Lknaanf's  ” jfm jasi _odjnccan's ” ehstjln wjs ti oiepjrn jf hfmhvhmuja hfmhvhmuja _tjtn ti tdn wdian irgjfhse, wdnf hf cjot ht ojf ifay bn oiepjrnm ti j onaa, j cuaay mnvnaipnm onaa. Ahcn if tdn njrtd js j wdian ojf bn oiepjrnm oiep jrnm ti jf irgjfhse, irgjfhse, jfm tdnf tdn oiepjrhsif oiepjrhsif whaa privn cruhtcua. H tdhfl yiu whaa jgrnn jgrnn tdjt tdn onaas ic tdn irgjfhse mi fit wjal pjst njod itdnr hf tdn wjy hfmhvhmuja pnipan mi hf j oiuftry. Onaas jmkihf, tdny jrn fnhgdbiurs, jfm tdhs jasi diams trun cir hfmhvhmuja _tjtns, wdhod jrn hfmnnm ahln onaas hf tdn titja irgjfhse ic ahcn if njrtd. Xiu ejy wnaa cnna tdjt sientdhfg hs ehsshfg hf wdjt H djvn bnnf sjyhfg. Hc yiur snfsn cir pnmjftho joourjoy ” jfm tdhs, tii, djs hts kusthchojthif ” bnghfs ti sthr hf yiur dnjrts js H sjy tdnsn tdhfgs, yiu whaa fi miubt sjy H iugdt ti ghvn yiu priic tdjt tdn ahcn ic tdn wdian njrtd eust bn oiepjrnm ti tdn irgjfhse jfm jf hfmhvhmuja _tjtn ti j onaa. Wnaa, Wnaa, tdn priic ic tdn pummhfg ahns hf tdn njthfg< ht mins fit ahn hf tdn jbstrjot mnahbnrjthifs wdhod wn ojf jawjys gi hfti, but hf tjlhfg tdn tdiugdt ti hts oifoaushif. Hc yiu mi si whtd rngjrm ti Lknaanf's hmnj, yiu whaa jawjys chfm tdjt ht ojffit bn tjlnf ti hts oifoaushif. Xiu Xiu whaa lnnp ruffhfg hfti j brhol wjaa, jfm yiu whaa djvn ti turf hfti j gijt< itdnrwhsn yiu ojffit tjln ht ti hts oifoaushif. Xnt hc yiu tjln tdn tdiugdt ti hts oifoaushif cir tdn ahcn ic tdn wdian njrtd, yiu whaa chfm tdjt ht wirls, tdjt yiu gjhf usncua hfshgdts jfm ht ejlns j giim rnguajthvn prhfohpan. Xiu Xiu whaa oien ti ufmnrstjfm ejfy tdhfgs, nvnf eirn tdjf H djvn jarnjmy hfmhojtnm.

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Pnipan jrn jbstrjothifhsts timjy, jfm ifn cnnas ahln sjyhfg tdjt hc yiu djvn j miznf pnipan, tdhrtnnf ic tdne wiuam tdhfl js ciaaiws ” H lfiw tdn chgurns mi fit cht, but tdn rnja shtujthif hs suod timjy tdjt ht hs prjothojaay trun. Hc yiu tjln tdn ojsn wdnrn Lknaanf oiepjrns tdn hfmhvhmuja _tjtn ti jf irgjfhse ” jfm hc wn jrn oiuftnrhfg tdhs by sjyhfg tdjt hf rnjahty ifn eust oiepjrn piahthoja jfm siohja ahcn jaa ivnr tdn gaibn ti jf irgjfhse ” tdnsn tdhrtnnf pnipan iut ic j miznf whaa bnahnvn tdn jfjaigy ti bn vjahm cir jaa thens. Cir hc sienifn nstjbahsdns j tdniry jbiut tdn _tjtn, tdnf tdhs tdniry eust jppay hf tdn prnsnft then, hf Riejf thens, jfm nvnf hf Ngypthjf jfm Bjbyaifhjf thens< cir j _tjtn hs j _tjtn. Pnipan bjsn tdnesnavns if oifonpts timjy, fit if tdn rnjahty. But truay tdhs hs fit diw tdhfgs jrn. Hf tdhs rnspnot, tii, duejfhty hs gihfg tdriugd j prionss ic nviauthif. ]dn jfjaigy H djvn ghvnf hs ifay vjahm crie tdn shxtnnftd onftury ifwjrms< bncirn tdnf tdn gaibn wjs fit j oidnrnft wdian< ht djs ifay oien ti bn j oidnrnft piahthoja wdian crie tdnf ifwjrms. Jenrhoj, tdn wnstnrf dnehspdnrn, shepay mhm fit nxhst cir jfy piahthoja ahcn wdhod ehgdt dj djvn vn bn bnnf nf j oidn oidnrn rnft ft wdia wdian. n. By or ornj njth thfg fg j pr prip ipnr nr jfja jfjaig igy y, yiu yiu heen heenmh mhjt jtna nay y ja jasi si snn snn td tdnn trnenfmius brnjl tdjt nxhsts bntwnnf eirn rnonft ahcn jfm ahcn hf tdn pjst. Hfshgdts bjsnm if rnjahty jawjys bnjr cruht, oiepjrnm ti oifonpts fit bjsnm if rnjahty, wdhod jrn stnrhan jfm mi fit bnjr cruht. Nvnry hfshgdt bjsnm if rnjahty tjlns us j stnp curtdnr. Wn gjhf eirn tdjf hts heenmhjtn oiftnft jfm ht tjlns us cirwjrm hf tdn rnja wiram. ]dhs hs wdjt hs si hepirtjft< ht hs wdjt wn eust oifonftrjtn if. Jbstrjot jrn ahln tdhs; wn djvn tdne, but tdndiam rnjahty hs iutshmn jfmwdian mins jothvn fit ojrn j diit jbiut tdhsoifonpts jbstrjot oifonpt. Oifonpts bjsnm if rnjahty whtdhf tdne tdn hffnr ahcn wdhod hs jasi tdnrn iutshmn, ahcn ahc n tdjt oduebans jfm odurfs \ Fitn 33 U  U hf nvnry pjrt ic tdn rnja wiram iut tdnrn. Pnipan jrn ejmn ufoiecirtjban by tdhs. ]dny wjft tdnhr oifonpts ti bn js quhnt jfm oiaiuranss js pisshban jfm jrn jcrjhm tdny whaa gnt ghmmy hc tdnhr oifonpts djvn hffnr ahcn. Oifonpts whtdiut hffnr ahcn mi, diwnvnr, djvn tdn mhsjmvjftjgn tdjt tdn rnjahty ojf bn tdnrn hf crift ic iur nyns jfm ynt wn mi fit snn tdn eist hepirtjft nanenft hf ht. Rnjahty hs jasi cuaa ic oifonpts jfm hmnjs. Ht hs rnjaay trun wdjt H sjhm dnrn j cnw mjys jgi; nanenftja ahcn gins if iut tdnrn, jfm ht hs cuaa ic oifonpts jfm hmnjs. H jasi sjhm tdjt jbstrjot hmnjs jrn enrn oirpsns ic hmnjs. Ht ojf djppnf tdjt pnipan wdi ifay ahln oirpsns ic hmnjs whaa spnjl jfm tdhfl hf tdne, wdnrnjs rnjahty oiens ti quhtn mhccnrnft oifoaushifs< ht ants nvnfts tjln quhtn j mhccnrnft oiursn crie jfytdhfg duejf ehfms jrn ahjban ti oien up whtd. Cir tdrnn ynjrs fiw wn djvn bnnf ojugdt up hf tnrrhban nvnfts wdhod ojf tnjod us j grnjt mnja< wn eust bn jwjln hf ciaaiwhfg nvnfts, diwnvnr, jfm fit jsannp. Ht hs rnjaay sientdhfg ti ejrvna jt, fngjthvnay spnjlhfg, tdjt si ejfy pnipan jrn sthaa jsannp ti tdn rnjahty ic tdnsn tnrrhban nvnfts jfm sthaa djvn fit oien ti tdn rnjahzjthif tdjt nvnfts wdhod djvn fnvnr djppnfnm bncirn hf tdn wiram nviauthif ic duejfhty mnejfm tdjt wn mnvnaip fnw hmnjs, wdhod jasi djvn fit nxhstnm bncirn. Ant en put tdhs eirn joourjtn joourjtnay ay hf syebiaho cire. Wn Wn ejy onrtjhf onrtjhfay ay sjy tdjt sien hfmhvhmujas hfmhvhmujas djm j fithif tdjt tdhs wjr wjs oiehfg jfm tdny ejy djvn djm ht cir ejfy ynjrs. Gnfnrjaay spnjlhfg, ht ojf bn sjhm, diwnvnr, tdjt whtd tdn nxonpthif ic onrtjhf griups hf tdn Jfgai-Jenrhojf wiram, tdn wjr wjs oiepantnay ufnxpnotnm. Whtd tdisn wdi djm jf hmnj ic hts oiehfg, tdn hmnj sienthens tiil j vnry imm cire. Ifn hmnj, wdhod oiuam bn ciufm jgjhf jfm jgjhf, ojen crie noifiehsts jfm piahthohjfs wdi wnrn mnnp tdhflnrs ” H jssurn yiu, H je fit bnhfg hr hrifhoja, ifhoja, H je oiepantnay snrhius jbiut tdhs ” jfm wjs bjsnm if ojrncua mnmuothifs ejmn whtd rncnrnfon ti onrtjhf nvnfts. ]dnsn pn pnipa ipann prion prionnmn nmnm m hf j vnry vnry sohnft sohnfthcho hcho wjy, wjy, oi oiebh ebhfhf fhfg, g, jbstr jbstrjot jothfg hfg jfm jfm ejlhf ejlhfg g jaa lhfms lhfms ic 70

 

syftdnsns, jfm chfjaay jrrhvnm jt jf hmnj wdhod ifn rnjaay mhm oien joriss cir j aifg then, nvnf jt tdn then wdnf wjr briln iut. Ht wjs tdjt hf tdn ahgdt ic tdn prnsnft wiram shtujthif, ic noifieho cjotirs jfm tdn trjmn shtujthif, tdhs wjr oiuam fit pisshbay gi if cir eirn tdjf ciur ir shx eiftds. ]dhs wjs j trutd cuaay suppirtnm by cjotuja nvhmnfon. Jfm tdn rnjsifs ghvnf wnrn cjr crie stuphm< tdny wnrn pnrcnotay giim rnjsifs. But diw mins rnjahty oiepjrn ti tdn wdian thssun ic rnjsifs put tigntdnr by tdisn oanvnr noifiehsts9 Wnaa, Wnaa, yiu ojf snn wdjt hs djppnfhfg hf rnjahty! Wdjt hs tdn pihft, jsl yiu, wdnf suod j shtujthif jrhsns9 ]dn pihft hs tdjt wn eust mrjw tdn rhgdt oifoaushifs crie suod j shtujthif, si tdjt tdn wjr jotujaay tnjodns us sientdhfg. Wdjt hs tdn ifay pisshban oifoaushif crie wdjt H djvn ghvnf js j syebia9 Xiu Xiu snn, H djvn enrnay ghvnf ifn gajrhfgay ibvhius hfstjfon< H oiuam tnaa yiu ic ejfy itdnr jfm shehajr vhnws wdhod djvn jasi cjaanf ciua ” ti put ht ehamay ” ic tdn rnja nvnfts wdhod djvn ioourrnm hf tdn ajst tdrnn ynjrs. Wdjt, tdnf, hs tdn ifay rnja oifoaushif9 Ht hs tdjt nvnrytdhfg crie wdhod tdn wrifg oifoaushifs wnrn mrjwf eust bn tdriwf ivnrbijrm jfm wn eust sjy ti iursnavns; Iur tdhflhfg djs bnnf mhvironm crie rnjahty< wn djvn mnvnaipnm j systne ic hmnjs jfm tdnf jppahnm tdhs jbstrjot, ufrnjahstho systne ti rnjahty, wdhod ejmn rnjahty bnoien uftrun. Wn eust tdnrncirn brnjl whtd tdn prnehsns if wdhod iur jppjrnft oifoaushif wjs bjsnm, cir tdhs oifoaushif mnstriys tdn rnja wiram! Ifn ojf ejln j strifg pihft ic sjyhfg tdnsn tdhfgs ti pnipan timjy, but wdntdnr tdny whaa jasi tjln ht js j strifg pihft hs jfitdnr qunsthif. _ientdhfg tdjt wjs kust js hftnaahgnft js tdn piahthohjfs' hmnj ic tdn pitnfthja murjthif ic tdn wjr ” jgjhf H je fit bnhfg hrifhoja ” wnrn tdn rnjsifs ghvnf by jf nfahgdtnfnm griup ic enmhoja enf wdnf tdn chrst rjhawjys wnrn bnhfg buhat hf Onftrja Nuripn. _pnjlhfg if tdn bjshs ic enmhoja lfiwanmgn jt tdn then, fit kust j shfgan noonftrho but j wdian griup ic enmhoja enf ” H djvn spilnf ic tdhs bncirn ” sjhm tdjt tdn rjhawjys sdiuam fit bn buhat bnojusn tdn duejf fnrvius systne wiuam fit bn jban ti oipn whtd tdne. ]dhs hs if dhstirhoja rnoirm< ht djppnfnm hf :4?4. Fit si aifg jgi, tdnrncirn, tdn pricnsshifja iphfhif wjs tdjt rjhawjys sdiuam fit bn buhat. Hc, diwnvnr, pnipan wnrn ti buham rjhawjys jctnr jaa ” si tdn miouenft sjys ”  dhgd bijrm cnfons sdiuam bn put if nhtdnr shmn ic tdn trjols, si tdjt tdn cjrenrs wiuam fit snn tdn trjhfs pjsshfg by jfm succnr oifousshif js j rnsuat. Xns, ht hs njsy ti ajugd jctnrwjrms, wdnf rnjahty djs hgfirnm suod jrguenfts. Pnipan ajugd jbiut ht jctnrwjrms, but tdnrn jrn sien nanenftja sphrhts wdi ajugd jbiut duejf ciaay wdnf ht hs bnhfg oieehttnm, ir hfmnnm nvnf bncirn sohnfthsts oien up whtd suod ciiahsd fithifs. Wn eust brnjl whtd jfytdhfg wdnrn tdn ippishtn djs privnm trun. Rnjahty hs oiftrjmhothfg tdniry, jfm tdn ahcn ic tdn ajst tdrnn ynjrs, js ht djs bnnf jaa ivnr tdn wiram, hs oiftrjmhothif oien ti rnjahzjthif. Wn eust tjln j fnw aiil jt nvnfts, cir tdn prnsnft then hs odjaanfghfg us ti ejln j rjmhoja rnvhshif ic iur vhnws. Ht hs jotujaay mhcchouat ti tjln suod j trjhf ic tdiugdt tdriugd ti hts oifoaushif ifon ht djs bnnf stjrtnm. Duejfhty hs fit succhohnftay crnn-tdhflhfg timjy ti jaaiw tdnsn tdiugdts ti rnjod tdnhr oifoaushif. Jfyifn wdi djs j snfsn cir rnjahty, cir wdjt rnjaay djppnfs jaa jriufm us, ojf ic oiursn snn tdjt tdn oifoaushifs jrn bnhfg mrjwf hf tdn rnja wiram iutshmn. Ht hs kust tdjt pnipan whaa fit gnt tdhs hfti tdnhr dnjms. ]dnrn hs jf nfireius mhccnrnfon hf tdhs rnspnot bntwnnf tdn Wnst jfm tdn Njst. Ajst ynjr H mhsoussnm tdn priciufm mhccnrnfon bntwnnf Wnst Wnst jfm Njst whtd yiu crie jaa lhfms ic mhccnrnft pihfts ic vhnw, \ Fitn 77 U  U pihfthfg iut, cir nxjepan, tdjt tdn Wnst hs ejhfay tjalhfg ic bhrtd jfm ic oajhehfg 7:

 

rhgdts. Aiil jt Wnstnrf vhnws; bhrtd jfm irhghf hs tdn prhfohpja hmnj hf sohnfon. Ht djs ghvnf rhsn ti Mjrwhf's tdniry if tdn irhghf ic spnohns. Wn Wn ehgdt jasi sjy; hf hmniaighoja tnres tdn tdniry ic bhrtd jfm irhghf, hf prjothoja tnres tdn hmnj ic duejf rhgdts. Hf tdn Njst, hf Russhjf ahcn, wdhod hs ahttan lfiwf ti us, wn chfm rncanothifs if mnjtd, if tdn duejf gija nxtnfmhfg hfti tdn wiram ic tdn _phrht, jfm if tdn oifonpt ic guhat jfm ic shf hf tnres ic prjothoja ntdhos ” rnjm _iaivhnv, \ Fitn 44 U  U dhs wirls jrn fiw rnjmhay jvjhajban. _uod oiftrjsts ejy bn ciufm hf eist jrnjs, jfm wn mi fit grjsp rnjahty ufanss wn tjln cuaa fitn ic tdne. Neithifs, syepjtdhns jfm jfthpjtdhns prnvnft pnipan crie oifshmnrhfg tdn tdhfgs wdhod ejttnr. Js siif js syepjtdhns jfm jfthpjtdhns jrn jriusnm, jriusnm, pnipan whaa fit nvnf ant tdn trutd gnt fnjr tdne< hf tdn sjen wjy pnipan wdi djvn cjaanf hf aivn whtd j pjrthouajr jfjaigy cjha ti snn tdn oiftrjmhothifs. Pnipan diam jfytdhfg tdny aivn cir tdn jbsiautn trutd< tdny ojffit nvnf hejghfn tdjt tdn ippishtn ejy jasi bn trun, tdiugd crie j mhccnrnft pihft ic vhnw. Ant us oifshmnr tdn Wnst, jfm spnohchojaay tdn Jfgai-Jenrhojf Wnst, cir tdn rnst jrn eistay rnpnjthfg wdjt tdny jrn sjyhfg. Wdhod pihft ic vhnw ” ir hmnja, js pnipan jasi ahln ti ojaa ht ” hs jaa-pnrvjmhfg, pjrthouajray hf Whasifhjfhse9 Ht hs tdjt tdn wdian wiram sdiuam bn tdn sjen js tdnsn Wnstnrf fjthifs djvn bnnf hf rnonft onfturhns. ]dny mnvnaipnm tdnhr iwf hmnja systne ” ojaahfg ht by mhccnrnft fjens, suod js —mneiorjoy‘ jfm tdn ahln ” jfm itdnr fjthifs jrn vnry euod jt cjuat bnojusn tdny djvn fit mnvnaipnm tdn sjen systne! Ht hs ifay rhgdt jfm pripnr tdjt tdn wdian wiram sdiuam jmipt tdnhr systne. ]dn Jfgai-Jenrhojf vhnw hs tdhs; —Wdjt wn djvn mnvnaipnm, wdjt wn djvn bnoien, hs rhgdt cir jaa fjthifs, grnjt jfm sejaa< ht ornjtns tdn rhgdt piahthoja shtujthif jfm ejlns tdn pnipan djppy. ]dhs hs diw tdhfgs sdiuam bn nvnrywdnrn.‘ Wn dnjr ht bnhfg prioajhenm< ht hs tdn gispna ic tdn Wnst. Wnst. Fi ifn nvnf oifshmnrs tdjt suod tdhfgs jrn ifay rnajthvn jfm tdjt tdny mnvnaip ejhfay if tdn bjshs ic neithifs jfm fit, js pnipan bnahnvn, ic purn snfsn jfm rnjsif. ]jln ojrn, ic oiursn, fit ti squnnzn tdnsn wirms tii euod, cir squnnzhfg tdn ajst iut ic j wirm hs sientdhfg wdhod ictnf anjms ti ehsufmnrstjfmhfg timjy. Pnipan ehgdt tdhfl, cir hfstjfon, tdjt H wjft wj ft ti dht dht iu iutt jt td tdnn Jenr Jenrho hojf jf pn pnip ipan an,, ir td tdnn Jfga Jfgaii-Je Jenr nrho hojf jf pn pnip ipan ans, s, wdnf wdnf H sp spnj njl l ic Whasifh hasifhjf jfhse hse ir AaiymAaiym-Gni Gnirg rghjf hjfhse hse.. ]dhs ]dhs hs fit jt jaa tdn ojsn. ojsn. H je mnahbn mnahbnrjt rjtnay nay ojaahf ojaahfg g ht —Whasifhjfhse‘ bnojusn H enjf sientdhfg quhtn spnohcho. But cjr bn ht crie en ti enjf sientdhfg wdhod yiu oiuam shepay ojaa —Jenrhojfhse‘. ]dhs hs jfitdnr ojsn wdnrn ifn djs ti oifonftrjtn if tdn rnja shtujthif. _ien ic tdn thrjmns ti djvn oien crie Er Whasif \ Fitn 88 U  U hf rnonft thens mhm fit nvnf irhghfjtn if Jenrhojf siha. Wn ojffit nvnf mi Er Whasif tdn difiur ic ojaahfg dhs thrjmns irhghfja. ]dny jrn wirtdanss jfm uftrun jfm tdny jrn fit nvnf nfthrnay irhghfja. ]dn strjfgn tdhfg hs tdjtt j wrhtnr tdj wrhtnr hf Bnrahf Bnrahf,, sienif sienifnn whtd whtd oi oifsh fshmnr mnrjba jbann jouen jouenf, f, dj djss wrhttn wrhttnf f jrthoa jrthoans ns wdhod wdhod wnrn wnrn Whasifhjf Whasif hjf whtdiut bnhfg Whasif's. ]dny mhm rjtdnr wnaa, tdnsn jrthoans, tdiugd fit hf Gnrejfy. Gnrejfy. ]dny mhm wnaa hf tdn Jenrhojf Jenrhojf Oifgrnss jfm yiu chfm tdne hfoaumnm, pjgn by pjgn, hf tdn  Prio  Prionnmhfgs nnmhfgs ic  ic Oifgrnss, bnojusn tdny wnrn rnjm iut jt Oifgrnss ennthfgs. _ien ic Whasif's eirn rnonft thrjmns ejy bn ciufm hf tdisn pjgns. _ien ic tdn cjbrhojthifs Whasif primuons jgjhfst Onftrja Nuripn djvn tdnhr irhghf tdnrn. _i tdny jrn fit nvnf irhghfja. Ht sdiuam bn rjtdnr hftnrnsthfg, quhtn j kiln hf cjot, wdnf cuturn dhstirhjfs aiil jt tdn Prio tdn  Prionnmhfgs nnmhfgs ic  ic tdn Jenrhojf Oifgrnss jfm chfm tdnrn wjs j then wdnf tdisn gnftanenf mnohmnm fit ti prnsnft tdnhr iwf brhaahjft hmnjs but ti rnjm iut tdn

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jrthoans jrthoa ns by tdn wrhtnr wrhtnr hf Bnrahf Bnrahf,, jf jfm m tdisn tdisn pj pjgns gns wnrn tdnf hfoaum hfoaumnm nm hf tdnhr tdnhr  Prio  Prionnmhfgs nnmhfgs,, whtd —Prionnmhfgs ic tdn Jenrhojf Oifgrnss‘ wrhttnf if tdn oivnr. Wdjt rnjaay hftnrnsts us, diwnvnr, hs tdn rnjsif wdy tdn Jenrhojfs ahlnm tdisn jrthoans. Wnaa, ht hs bnojusn tdny rnjaay sjy tdjt ifn ojf cnna pnrcnotay oiecirtjban if j odjhr wdhod ifn djs ioouphnm cir onfturhns jfm wdnrn ifn hs fiw jban ti sht jfm tnaa tdn wiram; —Xiu sdiuam jaa sht if odjhrs ahln tdhs, jfm nvnrytdhfg whaa bn chfn.‘ ]dhs hs wdjt yiu gnt hf tdn Wnst. ]dn Njst, Russhj, djs jasi oien ti j oifoaushif, but fit by wjy ic j oifonpt< tdn pnipan tdnrn jrn fit ynt tdnirhsts, cir tdny djvn tdnhr rnjahty. ]dn oifoaushif tdny djvn mrjwf hs j mhccnrnft ifn. ]dny fnvnr mrnjet ic sjyhfg; —Wdjt wn djvn bnnf mihfg cir onfturhns eust fiw bn tdn sjavjthif ic tdn wdian wiram. Wn wjft pnipan ti bn tdn sjen js wn djvn bnnf.‘ Ht wiuam djvn bnnf pisshban ti chfm j prntty wirm cir wdjt djs bnnf gihfg if cir onfturhns hf Russhj. Prntty wirms ojf jawjys bn ciufm, ciuf m, nvnf hc tdn rnjahty hs jbiut js dirrhban dirrhban js yiu ojf hejghfn. hejghfn. Hc yiu pjy cir ht whtd Jenrhojf Jenrhojf eifny, ht whaa kust oist si jfm si ejfy miaajrs jfm yiu ojf rnhftnrprnt tdn eist giamnf ic hmnjs js ntdhoja hmnjas. ]dhs, diwnvnr, hs fit wdjt djppnfnm hf tdn Njst, cir tdnrn j rnja oifoaushif wjs rnjodnm. Pnipan mhm fit sjy; —]dn wiram sdiuam fiw joonpt wdjt wn djvn djm si cjr.‘ Hfstnjm, tdn rnja oifoaushif wdhod H tiuodnm if njrahnr wjs mrjwf; tdjt tdn prnehsns mi fit djvn ti bn oirrnot. _ientdhfg djs bnnf snt hf eithif, tdiugd ht hs js ynt cjr crie wdjt ht whaa bn ifn mjy. But tdhs mins fit oifonrf us< H mi fit wjft ti nxprnss jf iphfhif if tdn ifn ir tdn itdnr, H enrnay wjft ti sdiw diw grnjt tdn oiftrjst hs. Hc yiu oifshmnr tdn oiftrjst, yiu gnt j oiaissja photurn ic tdn rnjahty bntwnnf tdn Wnst, wdnrn pnipan swnjr if jfytdhfg wdhod djs ti mi whtd tdnhr pjst, jfm tdn Njst, wdnrn pnipan djvn brilnf whtd nvnrytdhfg tdjt wjs tdnhr pjst. Hc yiu oifshmnr tdhs, yiu jrn fit jt jaa cjr jwjy crie tdn rnja ojusns ic tdn prnsnft oifcahot< fnhtdnr whaa yiu bn cjr jwjy crie sientdhfg nasn ti wdhod H djvn mrjwf jttnfthif bncirn; \ Fitn :0 :0 U  U ]dn wjr hs jotujaay j wjr bntwnnf Wnst jfm Njst. ]dn ehmman hs shepay bnhfg griufm ti must bntwnnf tdn twi, enrnay bnojusn Wnst jfm Njst ojffit oien ti tnres< tdn ehmman hs succnrhfg bnojusn ic mhsjgrnnenft bntwnnf Wnst jfm Njst. But mins jfyifn wjft ti pjy dnnm ti suod j oiaissja trutd9 Mhm tdn nvnfts ic Ejrod :8:7 \ Fitn Wnst jfm Njst9 Ajst ynjr wn djm tdn hmniaighns ic :: U ::  U ojst j ahgdt if tdn nfireius oiftrjst bntwnnf Wnst tdn Wnst jfm tdn Njst wrhttnf up if tdhs bajolbijrm. \ Fitn :2 U :2 U Wiram dhstiry djs bnnf tnjodhfg us crie Ejrod tdhs ynjr. Jfm duejfhty whaa djvn ti anjrf, jfm oien ti ufmnrstjfm< hc tdny mi fit, quhtn mhccnrnft, nvnf djrmnr, thens whaa oien. Ht hs fit j qunsthif ic lfiwhfg tdhfgs hf jf jbstrjot snfsn but jbivn jaa ic ojaahfg cir j odjfghfg ic wjys, cir jf nccirt ti bn ejmn< tdn iam njsy wjys eust gi, jfm j sphrhtuja jpprijod eust bn snnf ti bn tdn rhgdt wjy. Jfm tdn nccirt eust bn ejmn ti chfm nfnrghns tdriugd sphrhtuja sohnfon, fit tdn lhfm ic enrn sjthscjothif wdnrn pnipan sjy; Wjsf't tdjt fhon! H cnna rnjaay giim!‘ ” jfm caijt jriufm hf Oaium-ouolii-ajfm wdnrn tdny grjmujaay gi ti sannp hf tdnhr sjthscjothif jt tdn djreify wdhod nxhsts hf tdn wiram jfm tdn aivn ic duejfhty wdhod hs si whmnsprnjm. ]dhs wjs vnry euod ti tdn cirn hf tdn siohnty nfmnjviur dnjmnm by Ers Bnsjft. \ Fitn :?  :? U Ejfy ic yiu whaa rnenebnr tdn ejfy pritnsts H ejmn jgjhfst tdn prnohius swnntfnss jfm ahgdt tdjt wjs pjrthouajray ti bn ciufm hf tdn ]dnisipdhoja _iohnty. Dhgd hmnjas wnrn mhsdnm up ahbnrjaay jfm hftnrfjthifjaay hf tdn swnntnst tifns. Jaa yiu dnjrm wjs —gnfnrja britdnrdiim‘, —aivn ic duejfhty‘. H oiuam fit gi jaifg whtd tdhs. Wn wnrn snnlhfg rnja, oiforntn lfiwanmgn jbiut wdjt wnft if hf tdn wiram. Xiu whaa rnenebnr tdn jfjaigy H djvn ictnf usnm, tdjt tdhs swnntfnss jfm 7?

 

gnfnrja aivn snnenm ti en ahln sienifn wdi lnnps if nfoiurjghfg tdn stivn wdhod hs suppisnm ti dnjt tdn riie; —Mnjr stivn, ht hs yiur gnfnrja stivn muty ti gnt tdn riie wjre< si panjsn ejln ht wjre.‘ Jaa tdn ejan jfm cnejan jufts, ht snnenm ti en, wnrn prnsnfthfg tdn sue titja ic tdnisipdy hf tdisn mjys hf swnnt wirms ic aivn cir duejfhty. Ey jfswnr jt tdn then wjs; —Xiu djvn ti put oija hf tdn stivn, jfm put hf wiim jfm ahgdt tdn chrn.‘ Jfm hc yiu jrn hfviavnm hf j sphrhtuja eivnenft yiu eust brhfg hf rnja, oiforntn hmnjs< itdnrwhsn yiu whaa gi if ynjr jctnr ynjr whtd swnnt fitdhfgs jbiut gnfnrja aivn ic duejfhty. ]dhs —gnfnrja aivn ic duejfhty‘ djs rnjaay sdiwf htsnac hf j vnry prntty ahgdt hf Ers Bnsjft, tdn anjmhfg chgurn hf tdn tdnisipdhoja eivnenft. Ht hs, ic oiursn, eirn ic jf nccirt ti mnja whtd rnjahty tdjf ti wjccan hf gnfnrja tnres jbiut wiram djreify, jbiut tdn hfmhvhmuja siua bnhfg hf djreify whtd tdn wiram, jbiut djreify hf tdn gnfnrja aivn ic duejfhty. Jftdripisipdy mins fit nxhst ti snfm pnipan icc ti sannp, but ti ejln tdne rnjaay whmn jwjln. Wn jrn ahvhfg jt j then wdnf ht hs fnonssjry cir pnipan ti wjln up.

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ANO]^RN 8 ]dn Bjttan bntwnnf Ehodjna jfm —]dn Mrjgif‘ Mirfjod, := Iotibnr :8:7 Ht hs fnonssjry fnonssjry ti ant onrtjhf onrtjhf cufmjenftja cufmjenftja trutds ic sphrhtuja sphrhtuja mnvnaipenft mnvnaipenft oien ti ehfm wdnfnvnr wdnfnvnr yiu djvn gjhfnm sien ejtnrhja, js wn ejy ojaa ht, by wjy ic lfiwanmgn jfm tdn ahln, cir tdhs whaa jaaiw yiu ti pnfntrjtn tdisn cufmjenftja c ufmjenftja trutds eirn mnnpay mnnpay.. Hf tdn ajst mjys wn djvn oifshmnrnm jaa lhfms ic hmnjs wdhod ejy nxpajhf tdn nvnfts ic iur then, jt anjst ti sien nxtnft. Wn djvn tdnrncirn joquhrnm j fuebnr ic hmnjs oifonrfhfg prnsnft mnvnaipenfts. Wn ojf put tdnsn tigntdnr whtd cufmjenftja trutds wdhod wn jarnjmy lfiw crie onrtjhf pihfts ic vhnw, vhnw, but wdhod ojf bn pnfntrjtnm eirn mnnpay hc wn jpprijod tdne jgjhf ciaaiwhfg curtdnr prnpjrjthif. H djvn crnqunftay spilnf ic tdn shgfhchojft brnjl wdhod ioourrnm hf tdn sphrhtuja mnvnaipenft ic tdn pnipans ic Nuripn Nuripn jfm Jenrhoj hf tdn ehmman ic tdn fhfntnnftd fhfntnnftd onftury, onftury, jfm nspnohjaay nspnohjaay hf tdn :4=0s. H djvn pihftnm iut tdjt tdhs wjs tdn then wdnf tdn ejtnrhjahstho pihft ic vhnw ojen ti hts pnjl, whtd j pnjl wjs rnjodnm hf wdjt wn ejy ojaa j wjy ic grjsphfg mnjm, iutnr cjots whtd tdn hftnaanot, rncushfg ti nftnr hfti ahvhfg rnjahty. rnjahty. ]dn mnnpnr siurons ic suod nvnfts ” jfm timjy wn jrn vnry euod hfviavnm hf tdnhr jctnr-nccnots, wdhod whaa oifthfun ti djvn jf hfcaunfon cir j aifg then ti oien ” eust bn siugdt hf tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht. Jfm hc wn hfvnsthgjtn tdn prionssns hf tdjt wiram wdhod djvn oien ti iutnr nxprnsshif hf tdn nvnft ic wdhod H djvn kust spilnf, wn djvn ti pihft ti j struggan, j rnja wjr hf tdjt wiram, wdhod bngjf tdnf jfm ojen ti j onrtjhf oifoaushif cir tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht by tdn jutuef ic :478. ]i djvn tdn rhgdt hmnj jbiut tdnsn tdhfgs, yiu eust vhsujahzn j bjttan wdhod oifthfunm cir mnojmns hf tdn sphrhtuja wirams, crie tdn :4=0s uftha tdn jutuef ic :478. ]dhs ejy bn ojaanm j bjttan wdhod tdn sphrhts wdi jrn ciaaiwnrs ic tdn sphrht bnaifghfg ti tdn dhnrjrody ic Jrodjfgnas wdie wn ejy ojaa Ehodjna ciugdt whtd onrtjhf jdrhejfho piwnrs. Panjsn oifshmnr tdhs bjttan ti djvn bnnf hf tdn chrst pajon j bjttan hf tdn sphrhtuja wiram. Nvnrytdhfg H je rncnrrhfg ti jt tdn eienft rnajtns ti tdhs bjttan ciugdt by Ehodjna jfm dhs ciaaiwnrs jgjhfst onrtjhf jdrhejfho piwnrs. J giim wjy ic strnfgtdnfhfg tdhs hmnj, nspnohjaay hc yiu wjft ti ejln ht cruhtcua cir yiur ahcn hf tdn prnsnft then, hs ti djvn ht hf yiur ehfm's nyn tdjt tdn duejf siuas wdi wnrn birf nxjotay hf tdn chctd mnojmn ic tdn fhfntnnftd onftury jotujaay tiil pjrt hf tdhs bjttan bntwnnf Ehodjna's ciaaiwnrs jfm tdn jdrhejfho piwnrs wdnf tdny wnrn hf tdn sphrhtuja wiram. Hc yiu tdhfl if tdhs, ht whaa ghvn yiu j grnjt mnja ic ufmnrstjfmhfg ic tdn iutnr jfm hffnr mnsthfy nxpnrhnfonm by tdnsn hfmhvhmujas, jfm jbivn jaa ic tdnhr hffnr oifsthtuthif. ]dn bjttan tdus tiil pajon hf tdn =0s, >0s, 30s jfm 70s jfm ojen ti j oifoaushif hf tdn jutuef ic :478, wdnf Ehodjna jfm dhs ciaaiwnrs wif j vhotiry ivnr onrtjhf jdrhejfho piwnrs. Wdjt mins tdhs shgfhcy9 ]i snn sientdhfg ahln tdhs hf tdn rhgdt wjy, wn ojf jawjys ojaa if jf hejgn wdhod duejfhty djs lfiwf tdriugdiut hts nviauthif ” tdn chgdt bntwnnf Ehodjna jfm tdn mrjgif. ]dhs hejgn djs oien up jgjhf jfm jgjhf hf tdn oiursn ic nviauthif. Wn Wn ejy odjrjotnrhzn ht by sjyhfg tdjt nvnry bjttan bntwnnf Ehodjna jfm tdn mrjgif hs shehajr ti tdn ifn hf tdn :4=0s, but ht 7>

 

hs jbiut mhccnrnft tdhfgs ” djrecua jfm mjejghfg tdhfgs. Wn ejy sjy tdjt j pjrthouajr oriwm ic jdrhejfho sphrhts snnl ivnr jfm ivnr jgjhf ti brhfg sientdhfg hfti wiram nviauthif, but tdny jrn jawjys ivnroien. Jfm si tdny jasi aist tdn bjttan hf tdn jutuef ic :478, jfm, js H sjhm, tdhs wjs hf tdn sphrhtuja wiram. But wdjt mins ht shgfhcy tdjt tdn piwnrs ic tdn mrjgif, tdhs oriwm ic jdrhejfho sphrhts, jrn mrhvnf miwf hfti tdn duejf rnjaes, bjfhsdnm crie dnjvnf ti njrtd, js ht wnrn9 Aishfg tdn bjttan enjfs tdny jrn fi aifgnr ti bn ciufm hf tdn dnjvnfs, ti usn tdn bhbahoja tnre. Hfstnjm tdny jrn ti bn ciufm hf tdn duejf rnjaes, wdhod enjfs tdjt tdn ajtn :470s wnrn j pjrthouajr then wdnf duejf siuas bnojen subknot ti jdrhejfho piwnrs whtd rngjrm ti onrtjhf piwnrs ic pnronpthif. Bncirn tdhs, tdnsn piwnrs wnrn jothvn hf tdn sphrhtuja rnjaes jfm tdnrncirn anct duejf bnhfgs eirn hf pnjon< wdnf tdny wnrn mrhvnf iut ic tdn sphrhtuja rnjaes tdny ojen upif duejf bnhfgs. Jfm hc wn nfquhrn hfti tdn fjturn ic tdn jdrhejfho piwnrs wdhod nftnrnm hfti duejf bnhfgs wdnf tdny djm ti anjvn tdn rnjaes ic tdn sphrht, tdn jfswnr hs, tdn jdrhejfho ejtnrhjahstho vhnw whtd hts pnrsifja ” ejrl tdhs wnaa ” hts pnrsifja bhjs. Ejtnrhjahse djm, ic oiursn, rnjodnm hts pnjl hf tdn :4=0s, but hf tdisn mjys hts hepuasns wnrn eirn hfsthfothvn hf duejfs, cir tdn oriwm ic jdrhejfho sphrhts sthaa snft tdnhr hepuasns crie tdn sphrhtuja wiram hfti duejf hfsthfots. Crie tdn jutuef ic :478 ifwjrms, tdnsn jdrhejfho hepuasns  ” piwnrs ic pnronpthif jfm ic whaa ” bnojen tdn pnrsifja pripnrty ic duejf bnhfgs. Bncirn tdhs tdny wnrn eirn ic j gnfnrja pripnrty, fiw tdny wnrn trjfspajftnm ti bnoien pnrsifja pripnrty pripnrty.. Wn jrn tdus jban ti sjy tdjt mun ti tdn prnsnfon ic tdnsn jdrhejfho piwnrs crie :478 ifwjrms, pnrsifja jebhthifs jfm hfoahfjthifs ti hftnrprnt tdn wiram hf ejtnrhjahstho tnres ojen ti nxhst hf tdn duejf rnjae. Xiu Xiu ifay djvn ti trjon sien ic tdn nvnfts wdhod djvn jrhsnf bnojusn ic pnrsifja hfoahfjthifs shfon tdnf, ti ufmnrstjfm tdjt tdny rnsuatnm wdnf tdn Jrodjfgna Ehodjna mrivn tdn mrjgif, tdjt hs tdn oriwm ic jdrhejfho sphrhts, crie tdn rnjaes ic tdn sphrht, crie tdn dnjvnfs, miwf ti njrtd. ]dhs ioourrnfon djs priciufm shgfhchojfon. ]dn pnipan pnipan ic tdn fhfntnnftd onftury jfm ic iur iwf then jrn fit hfoahfnm ti pjy jttnfthif ti suod ioourrnfons hf tdn sphrhtuja wiram jfm ti tdn wjy hf wdhod tdny rnajtn ti tdn pdyshoja wiram. Xnt tdn uathejtn rnjsifs jfm chfja hepuasns cir nvnfts if njrtd ojf ifay bn ciufm hc ifn lfiws tdn sphrhtuja bjolgriufm. Ht djs ti bn sjhm tdjt ht tjlns j cjhr jeiuft ic ejtnrhjahse, nvnf hc mrnssnm up js hmnjahse, ti sjy; —Hf tnres ic ntnrfhty, wdjt mins ht ejttnr hc si jfm si ejfy eirn tifs ic irgjfho ejttnr whaa pnrhsd js tdn wjr hs jaaiwnm ti oifthfun9‘ Ifn djs ti cnna tdn nxtnft ti wdhod suod j vhnw djs hts riits hf jdrhejfhse, cir hts riits truay jrn hf tdn rnjaes ic hffnr rnspifsn. ]dn pdhaisipdnr Dnfrh Ahodtnfbnrgnr's \ Fitn ::  U pdhaisipdy ic —tifs ic irgjfho ejttnr‘ hs ifn ic ejfy nxjepans wdhod ejy bn quitnm ti _diw tdn spnohcho cires c ires tjlnf by tdn jdrhejfho wjy ic tdhflhfg. ]dn mnnpnst hepuasn wdhod djs bnnf ahvhfg hf ejfy duejf siuas shfon :478 hs tdnrncirn ifn wdhod wjs ojst miwf hfti tdn duejf rnjaes< bncirn tdjt, ht ahvnm js jdrhejfho piwnr hf tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht. Ht hs dnapcua ti aiil cir itdnr wjys ic strnfgtdnfhfg tdn hmnj hf iur ehfms by ushfg oifonpts crie tdn ejtnrhja wiram, ushfg tdne nssnfthjaay js syebiaho hejgns. Wdjt djppnfs timjy eirn jt tdn anvna ic siua jfm sphrht djm eirn ic j ejtnrhja bhjs hf vnry njray thens. ]dn wiram ic ejttnr hs jasi sphrhtuja< ht hs enrnay j mhccnrnft cire ic sphrhtujahty. Hc yiu wnrn ti gi bjol ti vnry njray thens hf nviauthif, yiu wiuam chfm j bjttan shehajr ti tdn ifn H djvn kust mnsorhbnm. Js jarnjmy enfthifnm, tdnsn bjttans djvn rnourrnm ivnr jfm ivnr jgjhf, 73

 

but jawjys if mhccnrnft hssuns. Hf tdn mhstjft pjst, tdn oriwm ic jdrhejfho sphrhts wnrn jasi ojst miwf crie tdn sphrhtuja wirams hfti tdn njrtday rnjae wdnf tdny djm aist suod j bjttan. Xiu snn, tdny wiuam rnturf ti tdn jttjol jgjhf jfm jgjhf. Jctnr ifn ic tdnsn bjttans, cir nxjepan, tdn oriwm ic jdrhejfho sphrhts pipuajtnm tdn njrtd whtd tdn njrtday ahcn-cires wdhod tdn enmhoja pricnsshif fiw ojaas bjohaah. Nvnrytdhfg wdhod djs tdn piwnr ti jot js j bjohaaus, nvnrytdhfg hf wdhod bjohaah jrn hfviavnm, hs tdn rnsuat ic oriwms ic jdrhejfho sphrhts bnhfg ojst miwf crie dnjvnf ti njrtd jt j then wdnf tdn mrjgif djm bnnf ivnroien. Hf tdn sjen wjy tdn jdrhejfho, enpdhstipdnanjf wjy ic tdhflhfg djs sprnjm shfon tdn ajtn :470s js tdn rnsuat ic suod j vhotiry. ]dus wn jrn jban ti sjy tdjt tubnrouajr jfm bjohaajry mhsnjsns oien crie j shehajr siuron js tdn ejtnrhjahse wdhod djs tjlnf diam ic duejf ehfms. Wn ojf jasi oiepjrn tdn ioourrnfons ic tdn ajst onftury whtd sientdhfg nasn. Wn ojf pihft ti _ohnfon  \ Fitn 2 U 2 U tdn whtdmrjwja ic tdn Eiif crie sientdhfg wdhod yiu lfiw jarnjmy crie Ioouat _ohnfon tdn spdnrn ic Njrtd nviauthif. ]dn Eiif wjs ifon pjrt ic tdn Njrtd< ht wjs ojst iut crie tdn Njrtd. Js j rnsuat, onrtjhf Eiif hfcaunfons tiil nccnot if Njrtd, jfm tdhs, tii, ciaaiwnm j vhotiry wif by Ehodjna ivnr tdn mrjgif. Wn jrn tdnrncirn jasi jban ti sjy tdjt nvnrytdhfg oiffnotnm whtd onrtjhf nccnots rnajthfg ti tdn pdjsns ic tdn Eiif, jfm jaa hepuasns wdhod rnjod tdn Njrtd crie tdn Eiif, djvn tdnhr irhghf hf j shehajr bjttan bntwnnf Ehodjna jfm tdn mrjgif. ]dnsn tdhfgs rnjaay mi bnaifg tigntdnr, hf j wjy, wjy, jfm ht hs nxtrnenay usncua ti oifshmnr tdhs, cir ht djs priciufm priciufm shgfhchoj shgfhchojfon. fon. _ien hfmhvhmuja hfmhvhmujass mnvnaip mnvnaip jf hrrnshsthba hrrnshsthbann djflnrhf djflnrhfg g cir hftnaanotu hftnaanotuja ja ejtnrhjahse wdhod jrhsns crie bnhfg hf anjgun whtd tdn cjaanf Jdrhejf. ]dny grjmujaay oien ti aivn tdn hepuasns wdhod Jdrhejf rjhsns hf tdnhr siuas jfm, hfmnnm, oifshmnr tdne ti bn j pjrthouajray fiban jfm subahen wjy ic tdhflhfg. Ifon jgjhf, ht hs fnonssjry ti bn cuaay jfm oanjray jwjrn ic tdnsn tdhfgs. ^fanss tdny jrn hf iur oifsohius jwjrnfnss jwjrnfnss jfm wn djvn oanjr hfshgdt, wn ojffit ejln dnjm ir tjha ic nvnfts. ]dn mjfgnr hfdnrnft hf jaa tdhs eust bn aiilnm jt whtd j oiia nyn, js ht wnrn, jfm j ojae dnjrt. Wn djvn ti cjon tdne ojaeay. Wn sdjaa ifay mi si, diwnvnr, hc wn jrn quhtn oanjr jbiut tdn cjot tdjt j onrtjhf mjfgnr tdrnjtnfs duejf bnhfgs crie tdhs mhrnothif. ]dhs hs tdn mjfgnr ic prnsnrvhfg wdjt sdiuam fit bn prnsnrvnm. Nvnrytdhfg wdhod djppnfs whtdhf tdn grnjt sodnen ic tdhfgs mins jasi djvn hts giim shmn. Ht hs bnojusn tdn jdrhejfho piwnrs nftnrnm hfti us wdnf Ehodjna wif dhs vhotiry tdjt wn jrn gjhfhfg hf duejf crnnmie. Nvnrytdhfg hs oiffnotnm whtd tdhs, cir tdn oriwm ic jdrhejfho sphrhts djs nftnrnm hfti jaa ic us. Wn gjhf hf duejf crnnmie, but wn eust bn jwjrn ic tdhs. Wn Wn sdiuam fit jaaiw tdn t dn jdrhejfho piwnrs ti gjhf tdn uppnr djfm, js ht wnrn, jfm wn sdiuam fit cjaa hf aivn whtd tdne. ]dhs hs trnenfmiusay hepirtjft. ]dnrn jawjys hs tdn mjfgnr ic pnipan oifthfuhfg hf ejtnrhjahse, hf tdn ejtnrhjahstho, jdrhejfho wjy ic tdhflhfg, jfm ojrryhfg tdhs if hfti jgns wdnf, jooirmhfg ti tdn pajf ic tdhfgs, ht sdiuam djvn bnnf ivnroien. ]dn pnipan wdi mi fit turf jwjy crie tdn jdrhe jdrhejfh jfho, o, ejtnrh ejtnrhjah jahstho stho wjy ic tdhflh tdhflhfg fg jfm wjft ti lnnp lnnp ht, wiuam wiuam tdnf tdnf bn hf anjgun anjgun whtd nvnrytdhfg wdhod djs oien jbiut tdriugd shehajr vhotirhns wif ivnr tdn mrjgif by Ehodjna. ]dny tdnrncirn wiuam fit ufhtn whtd sphrhtuja prigrnss hf duejf nviauthif but whtd ejtnrhja prigrnss. Jfm j then wiuam oien hf tdn shxtd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn wdnf tdn ifay tdhfg ti panjsn tdne wiuam bn ti ahvn hf sientdhfg wdhod whaa djvn bnnf briugdt jbiut by bjohaah, tdisn ehorisoiphojaay sejaa nfnehns ic duejfhty.

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_ientdhfg nasn jasi fnnms ti bn ufmnrstiim. Nxjotay bnojusn ic hts aighoja oifshstnfoy, jfm hfmnnm hts grnjtfnss, tdn sohnfthcho wjy ic tdhflhfg, tii, hs hf grnjt mjfgnr ic sahmhfg hfti tdn jdrhejfho wjy ic tdhflhfg. Oifshmnr diw sien sohnfthsts jrn tdhflhfg timjy hf tdn chnam ic gniaigy, gniaigy, cir hfstjfon. ]dny stumy tdn surcjon cirejthif ic tdn njrtd jfm tdn rnshmuns jfm si if, ti mntnrehfn diw onrtjhf jfhejas ahvn, ir djvn ahvnm, hf tdn mhccnrnft strjtj. Nephrhoja mjtj jrn nstjbahsdnm cir onrtjhf pnrhims. _ohnfthsts usn tdnsn js j bjshs cir tdnhr vhnws js ti wdjt tdn njrtd aiilnm ahln tdiusjfm tdiu sjfmss jfm ehaahifs ic ynjrs ynjrs jgi, jrrhvhfg, jrrhvhfg, cir hfstjfon, hfstjfon, jt tdn fnbuajr dypitdnshs dypitdnshs ic Ljft jfm  U ]dny jasi mnvnaip hmnjs js ti tdn cuturn nviauthif ic tdn njrtd, jfm crie tdn Ajpajon. \ Fitn ?? U Ajpajon. pdyshoja pihft ic vhnw tdnsn jrn quhtn oirrnot. ]dny jrn ictnf uttnray brhaahjft, but tdny jrn bjsnm if j entdim wdnrn tdn nviauthif ic tdn njrtd hs ibsnrvnm cir j then jfm tdnf oifoaushifs jrn mrjwf; ehaahifs ic ynjrs bncirn, jfm ehaahifs ic ynjrs jctnrwjrms.

Wdjt hs rnjaay bnhfg mifn hf tdhs ojsn9 Ht hs tdn sjen js hc wn wnrn ti ibsnrvn j odham wdnf ht hs snvnf, nhgdt ir fhfn ynjrs iam, tjlhfg fitn ic diw hts irgjfs grjmujaay odjfgn, ir pjrtay odjfgn, jfm ojaouajtn diw euod tdnsn duejf irgjfs odjfgn ivnr j pnrhim ic twi ir tdrnn ynjrs. Wn tdnf euathpay tdhs ti wirl iut diw euod tdnsn irgjfs odjfgn odjfgn ivnr j pnrhim ic onfturhns. _i wn ojf wirl iut wdjt tdhs odham aiilnm ahln j dufmrnm ynjrs jgi, jfm gihfg hf tdn itdnr mhrnothif wn ojf jasi wirl iut wdjt ht whaa aiil ahln hf j dufmrnm jfm chcty ynjrs. Ht hs j entdim wdhod ojf bn quhtn brhaahjft jfm hs, hf cjot, tdn entdim usnm by gniaighsts timjy ti wirl iut tdn prhenvja oifmhthifs ic tdn njrtd< ht wjs jasi usnm ti primuon tdn dypitdnshs ic Ajpajon. Nxjotay tdn sjen entdim hs usnm ti vhsujahzn wdjt tdn wiram hs gihfg ti bn ahln jooirmhfg ti tdn pdyshoja ajws wdhod ojf fiw bn ibsnrvnm. But H tdhfl yiu whaa jmeht tdjt suod ajws mi fit shgfhcy euod wdnf jppahnm ti j duejf bnhfg, cir nxjepan. J dufmrnm ynjrs jgi tdn odham mhm fit nxhst js j pdyshoja duejf bnhfg< fnhtdnr whaa ht nxhst js j pdyshoja duejf bnhfg hf j dufmrnm jfm chcty ynjrs' then. ]dn sjen jppahns ti tdn njrtd whtd rncnrnfon ti tdn then-sojan usnm by gniaighsts. ]dn njrtd ojen hfti nxhstnfon ajtnr tdjf ]yfmjaa, ]yfmjaa, Duxany, Djnolna \ Fitn =  = U jfm itdnrs rnolif. Bncirn tdn then oiens wdnf yiu ojf shepay pjhft tdn wjaas ic j riie whtd pritnhf jfm djvn nfiugd ahgdt ti rnjm by by,, tdn njrtd whaa bn fitdhfg but j oirpsn. Ht hs quhtn njsy ti wirl iut tdjt ifn mjy ht whaa bn pisshban ti usn pdyshoja enjfs ti put pritnhf if j wjaa wdnrn ht whaa sdhfn ahln nanotrho ahgdt, si tdjt ifn ojf rnjm tdn pjpnr. pjpnr. ]dhs hs biufm ti djppnf djppnf js pjrt ic tdn pdyshoja pdyshoja odjfgns odjfgns,, fi miubt. But hf cjot tdn then whaa fnvnr oien, kust js ht whaa fnvnr djppnf tdjt hf j dufmrnm jfm chcty ynjrs then j odham whaa sdiw tdn odjfgns ojaouajtnm crie suoonsshvn odjfgns snnf hf hts stiejod jfm ahvnr hf tdn oiursn ic twi ir tdrnn ynjrs bntwnnf tdn jgns ic snvnf jfm fhfn. Dnrn yiu gjhf hfshgdt hfti sien vnry strjfgn tdhfgs wn djvn timjy. Xiu Xiu ojf snn diw tdny oajsd. ]dhfl ic j oifvnfthifja sohnfthst ahstnfhfg ti wdjt H djvn kust bnnf sjyhfg. Dn whaa sjy tdhs hs sdnnr ciiahsdfnss. Jfm tdnf tdhfl ic j sphrhtuja sohnfthst< dn whaa oifshmnr tdn tdhfgs tdn oifvnfthifja sohnfthst sjys ti bn ciiahsd. Jaa tdn ejfy dypitdnsns oifonrfhfg tdn bnghffhfg jfm tdn nfm ic tdn nj njrtd rtd jrn hfmnnm hfmnnm fitdhf fitdhfg g but ciiahs ciiahsdfn dfnss, ss, nvnf nvnf tdiugd tdiugd pn pnipa ipann djv djvnn bnnf bnnf uttnra uttnray y brhaahj brhaahjft ft hf nstjbahsdhfg tdne. Xiu snn crie tdhs diw ufoifsohiusay duejf bnhfgs jrn, hf cjot, bnhfg guhmnm. But wn jrn fiw hf jf jgn wdnf suod tdhfgs eust bn pnronhvnm jfm ufmnrstiim. Ht hs fnonssjry ti ahfl suod jf hmnj whtd tdn itdnr hmnjs wn djvn odjrjotnrhznm timjy. J then whaa oien wdnf wn eust djvn trjfscirenm tr jfscirenm iur ejtnrhjahstho hmnjs ti suod jf nxtnft tdjt wn ojf prigrnss ti j eirn sphrhtuja cire ic nxhstnfon, 74

 

but by tdnf tdn njrtd whaa djvn bnnf j oirpsn cir j aifg then. Ht whaa fi aifgnr suppirt us, jfm hfojrfjthifs hf tdn cansd suod js wn snnl timjy whaa fi aifgnr bn siugdt. But tdn hfmhvhmujas wdi djvn bnoien si thnm up whtd tdn ejtnrhjahstho wjy ic tdhflhfg tdjt tdny ojffit ant gi ic ht whaa sthaa sfnjl miwf ti tdjt njrtd jfm chfm wjys ic hfviavhfg tdnesnavns hf tdn jothvhthns ic bjohaah ” tdn tubnroan bjohaaus jfm itdnrs ” bjohaajry nfththns wdhod whaa wha a bn rueejghfg tdriugd nvnry pjrt ic tdn njrtd's oirpsn. ]imjy's bjohaah jrn enrnay tdn pripdnts, ant us sjy, ic wdjt whaa djppnf ti tdn wdian njrtd hf cuturn. ]dnf j then whaa oien wdnf tdisn wdi oahfg ti tdn ejtnrhjahstho wjy ic tdhflhfg whaa ufhtn whtd tdn eiif piwnrs jfm surriufm tdn njrtd, wdhod whaa bn j burft-iut oirpsn, tigntdnr whtd tdn eiif. Cir jaa tdny wjft hs ti diam if ti tdn ahcn ic tdn njrtd jfm rnejhf ufhtnm whtd ht< tdny mi fit wjft ti tjln tdn rhgdt oiursn, wdhod hs ti prigrnss crie tdn njrtd's oirpsn ti wdjt whaa bn tdn cuturn siua jfm sphrht ic tdn njrtd. Hf iur then pjrthouajray, jaa tdnsn tdhfgs jrn djvhfg jf nccnot if ejfy euod jmehrnm brhaahjft hmnjs jfm eirja hepuasns ” pnipan odrhstnf nvnrytdhfg —eirja hepuasn‘— fiwjmjys ” hf wdhod tdn jdrhejfho jfm ejtnrhjahstho piwnrs jrn jahvn. ]dnsn djvn tdn ojpjohty ti mnvnaip hfti tdn hepuasns wdhod jot js fuenrius thns ti diam duejf bnhfgs ti tdn njrtd, ic tdnhr iwf whaa. Ht hs hepirtjft, tdnrncirn, tdnrn cirn, ti turf iur jttnfthif jttnfthif ti tdnsn tdnsn tdhfgs. Jfm ht hs rnjaay eist fnonssjry fnonssjry ti pjy rnja dnnm ti sien dhgday rnspnotnm nanenfts wdhod jrn tjlnf js j ejttnr ic oiursn timjy, timjy, suod js onrtjhf ajws ic fjturn. Jfyifn wdi mins fit joonpt tdne hs ojaanm jf jejtnur jfm j ciia. Onrtjhf eirja jfm piahthoja jsphrjthifs jrn tjlnf js j ejttnr ic oiursn. Grnjt Whasifhjmns jrn prioajhenm whtd rngjrm ti tdne. Jaa tdnsn tdhfgs djvn tdn pitnfthja ti mnvnaip hfti sientdhfg tdjt ojf bn odjrjotnrhznm hf tdn wjy H djvn kust mifn. H djm ey rnjsifs cir sjyhfg tdjt tdn pnipan wdi djm j pjrt hf tdn bnghffhfg ic tdn bjttan hf tdn :4=0s wnrn hf j spnohja pishthif. ]dny wnrn pajonm if njrtd jt tdjt then. Jfm wn ojf ufmnrstjfm j grnjt mnja ic tdn hffnr ahcn ic tdnsn pnipan, nspnohjaay tdisn wdi wnrn jothvn hf ehfm jfm sphrht, jfm ic tdnhr miubts jfm tdnhr hffnr bjttans, hc wn oifshmnr tdn hepuasn tdny briugdt crie tdn ahcn ic tdn sphrht hf tdn :4=0s hfti tdn snoifm djac ic tdn fhfntnnftd jfm tdn bnghffhfg ic tdn twnfthntd onftury. onftury. _ientdhfg nasn jasi rnajtns ti tdhs, sientdhfg wdhod sdiuam fit bn ivnraiilnm timjy, but vnry ictnf hs. Ht hs tdn bnahnc tdjt sphrhtuja nfththns jfm tdnhr jothvhthns djvn fi pjrt hf duejf jccjhrs. Pnipan mi fit ahln ti spnjl ic nvnfts hf duejf jccjhrs djvhfg sphrhtuja ojusns. Jfyifn wdi lfiws tdn rnja shtujthif, diwnvnr, hs wnaa jwjrn tdjt psyodho ir sphrhtuja hfcaunfons crie tdn sphrhtuja wiram if duejf bnhfgs dnrn hf tdn pdyshoja wiram jrn, hf cjot, pjrthouajray piwnrcua jt tdn prnsnft then. Ht hs fit jt jaa ufoieeif ti chfm pnipan timjy wdi whaa tnaa yiu tdjt j mrnje, ir sientdhfg ahln j mrnje ” tdny mi fit firejaay ufmnrstjfm wdjt hs gihfg if, but tdnsn jrn jawjys fif-pdyshoja nanenfts ” mrivn tdne ti j pjrthouajr oiursn ic nvnfts. Psyodho hfcaunfon hfcaunfonss ic tdhs lhfm pajy j euod grnjtnr rian timjy tdjf ejtnrhjahsts jrn prnpjrnm ti bnahnvn. Jfyifn wdi djs tdn ippirtufhty ti gi hfti suod tdhfgs whaa chfm tdne jt nvnry turf. Hc yiu wnrn ti tjln tdn pubahsdnm wirls ic timjy's bnttnr pints jfm mi j stjthsthoja jfjayshs ic diw ejfy pines djvn oien hfti nxhstnfon hf j wjy cir wdhod tdnrn hs j rjthifja nxpajfjthif, jfm diw ejfy by jf hfsphrjthif ” j mnchfhtn sphrhtuja hfcaunfon crie tdn itdnr wiram, whtd tdn pint nxpnrhnfohfg ht hf j mrnje ir sientdhfg shehajr ”  yiu wiuam bn surprhsnm surprhsnm diw grnjt grnjt hs tdn pnronftjgn pnronftjgn ic mhrnot mhrnot hfcaunfons hfcaunfons crie tdn sphrhtuja wiram. Pnipan jrn hfcaunfonm by tdn sphrhtuja wiram ti j euod grnjtnr nxtnft tdjf tdny jrn prnpjrnm ti jmeht. Jfm tdn duejf jothifs pnrcirenm ufmnr tdn hfcaunfon ic tdn sphrhtuja wiram jrn hfmnnm shgfhchojft ifns. 78

 

Fiw jfm tdnf tdn qunsth qunsthif if oiens oiens up; —Wdy —Wdy wjs j pj pjrtho rthouaj uajrr fnwspj fnwspjpnr pnr stjrtn stjrtnm9 m9‘— ‘— ]dn hfmhvhmuja wdi stjrtnm ht djm j pjrthouajr hepuasn crie tdn sphrhtuja wiram. Hc dn trusts yiu nfiugd ti spnjl ipnfay jbiut dhs hepuasns, dn whaa spnjl ic j mrnje wdnf yiu jsl jbiut tdn rnja irhghf. ]dhs hs wdy sien then jgi H djm ti sjy dnrn tdjt wdnf dhstirhjfs oien ti mhsouss tdn iutbrnjl ic tdhs wjr hf then ti oien jfm usn tdn miouenfts ic iur ohvhahzjthif hf tdn sjen wjy js mhm Rjfln \ Fitn > U jfm itdnr dhstirhjfs wdi wnft by tdn miouenfts, tdny whaa fnvnr wrhtn jbiut tdn eist hepirtjft nvnft, wdhod hs sientdhfg tdjt djppnfnm ufmnr tdn hfcaunfon ic tdn sphrhtuja wiram hf :8:=.

 

Chgurn 8j ]dhfgs gi hf oyoans ir pnrhims. Jfytdhfg Jfytdhfg wdhod djppnfs hf tdn pdyshoja wiram hs rnjaay j lhfm ic priknothif, ir sdjmiw, ic wdjt djppnfs hf tdn sphrhtuja wiram, nxonpt tdjt ht wiuam djvn djppnfnm njrahnr hf tdn sphrhtuja wiram. Ant us jssuen tdhs ahfn dnrn ( Chg. 8j) 8j) wjs tdn ahfn ir pajfn snpjrjthfg tdn sphrhtuja jfm tdn pdyshoja wirams. Wdjt H djvn kust sjhm oiuam tdnf bn odjrjotnrhznm js ciaaiws; Ant us jssuen jf nvnft ” cir nxjepan tdn bjttan bntwnnf Ehodjna jfm tdn mrjgif ” djppnfs chrst ic jaa hf tdn sphrhtuja wiram. Ht chfjaay oiens ti jf nfm wdnf tdn mrjgif hs ojst miwf crie dnjvnf ti njrtd. If njrtd, tdnf, tdn oyoan hs briugdt ti oiepanthif jctnr j then hftnrvja wdhod jpprixhejtnay nqujas tdn then bntwnnf tdn bnghffhfg ic tdn bjttan hf tdn sphrhtuja wiram jfm tdn then wdnf tdn mrjgif wjs ojst miwf. Wn ehgdt sjy; ]dn mjwf, tdn vnry bnghffhfg ic tdhs bjttan bntwnnf Ehodjna jfm tdn mrjgif, wjs hf :4=:. ]dhfgs wnrn pjrthouajray ahvnay hf :4=>. Ht hs tdhrty-ciur ynjrs crie :4=> ti :478, jfm hc wn eivn if tdhrty-ciur ynjrs jctnr :478 wn oien ti tdn ehrrirhfg nvnft; Xiu gnt :8:?, tdn ynjr prnonmhfg :8:=. Xiu Xiu snn, tdn mnvnaipenfts wdhod stjrtnm hf tdn pdyshoja wiram hf :8:? jrn tdn ehrrir-hejgn ic tdn prhen rnjsifs cir tdn sphrhtuja bjttan. Jfm fiw oifshmnr :4=: ”  :478 ” :8:7! :4=: wjs tdn oruohja ynjr hf tdn fhfntnnftd onftury. :8:7 hs hts ehrrir-hejgn. Hc ifn rnjahzns tdjt tdn nxnrthifs ic tdn oriwm ic jdrhejfho sphrhts hf :4=:, wdnf tdn mrjgif stjrtnm ti chgdt Ehodjna hf tdn sphrhtuja wiram, jrn ehrrirnm rhgdt fiw hf :8:7, euod ic wdjt hs djppnfhfg fiw whaa fit rnjaay oien js j surprhsn. Nvnfts hf tdn pdyshoja wiram ojf rnjaay ifay bn ufmnrstiim hc ifn lfiws tdjt tdny djvn bnnf hf prnpjrjthif hf tdn sphrhtuja wirams. ]dnsn tdhfgs jrn fit bnhfg sjhm ti wirry pnipan ir put strjfgn fithifs hf tdnhr dnjms< tdny jrn enjft js j odjaanfgn ti snn tdhfgs oanjray, ti rnsiavn ti ejln tdn nccirt ti aiil hfti tdn sphrhtuja wiram jfm fit ti sannp tdriugd nvnfts. ]dhs hs wdy ht djs bnoien fnonssjry hf tdn chnam ic jftdripisipdhoja mnvnaipenft ti sjy ivnr jfm ivnr jgjhf tdjt tdnrn hs fnnm ti bn wjtodcua, ti tjln fitn ic wdjt hs djppnfhfg jfm fit ant nvnfts gi by uffithonm.

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Ht hs sienthens ifay pisshban ti sjy wdjt H enjf by ushfg jf jfjaigy. Xnstnrmjy H spiln ic tdn wjy hf wdhod wdhod tdn pnipan pnipan hf Njstnrf Njstnrf Nuripn mrjw oifoaushifs oifoaushifs crie suod nvnfts. Hc wn dnrn hf tdn Wnst wjft ti chfm iut wdjt jotujaay ahvns hf tdn Njst Nuripnjf siua, tdn bnst wjy hs ti stumy tdn wirls ic tdn pdhaisipdnr _iaivhnv, \ Fitn 33 U  U tdiugd tdnrn jrn snrhius ahehts ti wdjt wn ojf anjrf hf tdhs wjy. Rnja hfshgdt ojf ifay bn gjhfnm crie wdjt djs bnnf sjhm cir ejfy ynjrs hf anoturns jfm anoturn oiursns ghvnf whtdhf tdn jftdripisipdhoja eivnenft if tdn mnsthfy jfm trun fjturn ic tdn Russhjf sphrht. But by turfhfg iur jttnfthif ti tdn pdhaisipdnr _iaivhnv ht hs pisshban ti nxprnss by enjfs ic jf jfjaigy wdjt ifn rnjaay wjfts ti sjy hf tdhs ojsn. Js yiu lfiw, _iaivhnv mhnm jt tdn turf ic tdn nhgdtnnftd ti tdn fhfntnnftd onftury jfm djs tdnrncirn bnnf mnjm cir j aifg then. Wnstnrf pnipan mhm fit bitdnr euod whtd dhs pdhaisipdy. ]dny djm ahttan ippirtufhty ti gnt ti lfiw ht jfm ahttan nccirt wjs ejmn ti stumy _iaivhnv js j rnprnsnftjthvn ic Njstnrf Nuripn. Jt bnst wn djvn tdn shtujthif ic tdn pricnssir wdi sien ynjrs jgi djm jf hmnj tdjt ht wjs fit nxjotay rhgdt cir j Pricnssir ic Pdhaisipdy ti lfiw fitdhfg jbiut _iaivhnv ” yiu lfiw tdn stiry. _i dn ant sienifn wrhtn j miotirja mhssnrtjthif, sjyhfg ti dhesnac; Dn ojf stumy tdn wirl ic _iaivhnv jfm H ojf rnjm dhs mhssnrtjthif. H enrnay wjft ti usn tdn pihft jt hssun js jf jfjaigy, jfjaigy, tdnrncirn. H sdiuam ahln ti put ht ahln tdhs. Hc wn wnrn ti sjy tdjt, dypitdnthojaay, _iaivhnv wnrn jahvn timjy jfm djm lfiwf tdhs wjr jfm tdn nvnfts tjlhfg pajon hf Russhj ” wdjt wiuam dn, j Russhjf, djvn mifn9 ]dn jfswnr ojf, ic oiursn, ifay bn dypitdnthoja, but ht hs j rnjsifjban jssuepthif tdjt _iaivhnv wiuam djvn ciufm j wjy ic rneivhfg nvnrytdhfg dn djm wrhttnf bncirn tdn wjr jfm wiuam djvn wrhttnf fnw wirls. Dn wiuam djvn rnjahznm tdjt ht wjs fnonssjry ti rnvhsn dhs vhnws oiepantnay, cir dhs vhnws wnrn bjsnm if tdn then wdnf tdny wnrn wrhttnf. Dn wiuam tdus djvn mrjwf tdn sjen oifoaushif js tdn wdian ic Njstnrf Nuripn. Ht snnes pjrjmixhoja ti sjy sientdhfg ahln tdhs. But hc ifn rnjms _iaivhnv timjy ht hs bnst ti bn oanjr hf ifn's ehfm tdjt ahttan wiuam djvn _iaivhnv's jbsiautn jpprivja timjy. Ht wiuam bn j shgf ic bnhfg whmn jwjln ti ejln j cufmjenftja rnvhshif ic hmnjs wdhod ojrrhnm tdn grnjtnst wnhgdt jt tdn then but djvn shfon bnnf rnmuonm ti jbsurmhty. 2+25= wiuam sthaa bn 2+25=, but itdnr tdhfgs eust onrtjhfay bn rnvhsnm. Jfm wn jrn ifay jwjln hf iur then hc wn jrn jwjrn ic tdhs fnnm cir rnvhshif. Hf tdhs ynjr ic :8:7 ” tdhrty-nhgdt ynjrs jctnr :478, whtd :478 tdhrty-nhgdt ynjrs jctnr :4=: ”  sientdhfg hepirtjft hs bnhfg jslnm ic duejfhty. Wdjt ejttnrs timjy hs fit wdjt pnipan mhm hf :8:=, but tdjt tdny gnt tdnesnavns iut ic tdhs shtujthif. ]dn pribane wn djvn ti cjon fiw hs diw ti gnt iut ic ht jgjhf. Jfm ufanss pnipan rnjahzn tdjt tdn iam hmnjs whaa fit gnt us iut ic ht jfm tdjt fnw hmnjs jrn fnnmnm, tdn rnsuat whaa bn cjhaurn. Jfyifn wdi tdhfls wn sdjaa gnt iut ic tdhs whtd tdn iam hmnjs hs bjrlhfg up tdn wrifg trnn. ]dn nccirt eust bn ejmn ti gjhf fnw hmnjs, jfm tdhs hs ifay pisshban whtd hfshgdt hfti tdn sphrhtuja wiram. Ht djs bnnf ey hftnfthif timjy ti ghvn yiu sientdhfg ic j bjolgriufm ti euod ic H djvn bnnf sjyhfg hf tdnrn ajst mjys. Xiu snn, hc ifn mnjas whtd sphrhtuja ahcn hf oiforntn tnres, ht hs fit nfiugd ti djvn tdn gnfnrja twjmman wdhod hs si pipuajr whtd tdn pnipan wdi bnahnvn hf pjftdnhse jfm shehajr pdhaisipdhns ” tdjt tdnrn hs j sphrhtuja wiram, tdjt tdn sphrht hs bndhfm jaa pdyshoja tdhfgs. ]jalhfg jbiut tdn sphrht hf vjgun gnfnrja tnres whaa gnt yiu fiwdnrn. Wn eust oifshmnr spnohcho sphrhtuja nvnfts jfm sphrhtuja nfththns wdhod jrn bnyifm tdn tdrnsdiam. Nvnfts hf tdhs wiram jrn fit enrnay gnfnrja but quhtn spnohcho, jfm tdny jrn oiforntn jfm spnohcho hf tdn itdnr wiram. H mi fit 4:

 

tdhfl tdjt tdnrn jrn ejfy wdi, js tdny gnt up hf tdn eirfhfg, wiuam tdhfl; —Hc H stnp iutshmn tdn crift miir, H sdjaa bn iut hf tdn wiram.‘— ]dny wiuam fit sjy tdhs, but tdny whaa djvn hmnjs jbiut sientdhfg spnohcho tdny jrn gihfg ti nfoiuftnr. Hf tdn sjen wjy wn sdjaa ifay ejfjgn ti mnja whtd tdn mnnpnr mnnpnr siurons siurons ic duejf duejf jfm wiram nviauthif nviauthif hc wn jrn jban ti vhsujahzn vhsujahzn tdn tdhfgs wdhod jrn bnyifm tdn tdrnsdiam hf j spnohcho jfm oiforntn wjy jfm fit kust rncnr ti tdne hf gnfnrja tnres suod js —ufhvnrsja‘, —privhmnfon‘, jfm tdn ahln. Euod, euod ojf bn cnat wdnf wn aiil jt tdn chgurns :4=: jfm :8:7 hf tdn mhjgrje (snn Chg. 8j 8j). ). But iur hffnr rnspifsn ti tdhs djs ti bn jahvn hf us hc wn jrn ti ufmnrstjfm wdjt hs rnjaay djppnfhfg.

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ANO]^RN :0 ]dn Hfcaunfon ic tdn Bjolwjrm Jfgnas Mirfjod, 20 Iotibnr :8:7 Ht ojffit bn sjhm tdjt iur prnsnft jgn djs fi hmnjas. If tdn oiftrjry, ht djs j grnjt ejfy hmnjas wdhod, diwnvnr, jrn fit vhjban. Wdy hs tdhs si9 Wnaa, hejghfn ” panjsn cirghvn tdn sienwdjt bhzjrrn hejgn, but ht mins ennt tdn ojsn ” j dnf hs jbiut ti djtod j odhol jfm wn tjln tdn ngg jwjy jfm djtod ht iut hf j wjre pajon, antthfg tdn odhol nenrgn crie tdn ngg. _i cjr si giim< but hc wn wnrn ti mi tdn sjen tdhfg ufmnr tdn rnonhvhfg pjrt ic jf jhr puep jfm tdnrncirn hf j vjouue, mi yiu tdhfl tdn odhol nenrghfg crie tdn ngg wiuam tdrhvn9 Wn wiuam djvn jaa tdn mnvnaipenftja cjotirs wdhod nviauthif djs ghvnf nxonpt cir ifn tdhfg ” sienwdnrn ti put tdn odhol cir ht ti djvn tdn fnonssjry oifmhthifs cir ahcn. ]dhs hs eirn ir anss diw ht hs whtd tdn bnjuthcua hmnjas pnipan tjal jbiut si euod timjy timjy.. Fit ifay mi tdny siufm bnjuthcua, but tdny jrn hfmnnm hmnjas ic grnjt vjaun. But tdn pnipan ic timjy jrn fit hfoahfnm ti cjon tdn rnjahthns ic nviauthif, tdiugd tdn prnsnft jgn mnejfms tdhs. Jfm si ht djppnfs tdjt tdn immnst lhfms ic siohnthns ejy nviavn, rnprnsnfthfg jfm mnejfmhfg jaa lhfms ic hmnjas, jfm ynt fitdhfg oiens ic ht. ]dnrn wnrn onrtjhfay panfty ic siohnthns whtd hmnjas jt tdn bnghffhfg ic tdn twnfthntd onftury, but ht ojffit bn sjhm tdjt tdn ajst tdrnn ynjrs djvn briugdt tdisn hmnjas ti rnjahzjthif. Pnipan sdiuam anjrf sientdhfg crie tdhs, diwnvnr ” js H djvn sjhm j fuebnr ic thens hf tdnsn anoturns. Ajst _ufmjy (:= Iotibnr) H slntodnm j mhjgrje ti sdiw tdn sphrhtuja mnvnaipenft ic tdn ajst mnojmns. H jslnm yiu ti tjln hfti jooiuft tdjt jfytdhfg wdhod djppnfs hf tdn pdyshoja wiram djs bnnf hf prnpjrjthif cir sien then hf tdn sphrhtuja wiram. H wjs spnjlhfg ic sientdhfg quhtn oiforntn, fjenay tdn bjttan wdhod bngjf hf tdn :4=0s hf tdn sphrhtuja wiram ayhfg heenmhjtnay jbivn iur iwf. ]dhs wjs j entjeirpdishs ic tdn bjttans wdhod jrn jawjys ghvnf tdn jfohnft syebia ic tdn bjttan ciugdt by _t Ehodjna jgjhfst tdn mrjgif. H tiam yiu tdjt tdhs bjttan oifthfunm uftha Fivnebnr :478, jfm jctnr tdhs Ehodjna gjhfnm tdn vhotiry ” jfm tdn mrjgif, tdjt hs tdn jdrhejfho piwnrs, wnrn ojst miwf hfti tdn duejf spdnrn. Wdnrn jrn tdny fiw9 Fiw oifshmnr tdhs ojrncuaay ” tdn piwnrs crie tdn sodiia ic Jdrhejf wdhod ciugdt j mnohshvn bjttan hf tdn sphrhtuja wiram bntwnnf :4=: jfm :478 wnrn ojst miwf hfti tdn duejf rnjae hf :478. _hfon tdnf tdnhr cirtrnss, tdnhr chnam ic jothvhty, hs hf tdn tdhflhfg, tdn hffnr rnspifsns jfm tdn whaa hepuasns ic duejf bnhfgs, jfm tdhs hs spnohchojaay tdn ojsn hf tdn npiod hf wdhod wn fiw jrn. Xiu eust eust rnjahz rnjahznn tdjt tdjt hfchfht hfchfhtnay nay ejfy ejfy ic tdn tdiugdts tdiugdts hf duejf duejf ehfms ehfms tim timjy jy jrn cuaa ic jdrhejfho piwnrs, js jrn tdnhr whaa hepuasns jfm hffnr rnspifsns. Nvnfts ahln tdnsn wdhod pajy bntwnnf tdn sphrhtuja jfm tdn pdyshoja wirams jrn pjrt ic tdn grnjt sodnen ic tdhfgs< tdny jrn oiforntn cjots wdhod djvn ti bn rnolifnm whtd. Wdjt giim hs ht ti gnt biggnm miwf hf jbstrjothifs ivnr jfm ivnr jgjhf jfm ti sjy sientdhfg js jbstrjot js; —Duejf bnhfgs eust chgdt Jdrhejf.‘ _uod _uod jf jbstrjot cireuaj whaa gnt us fiwdnrn. Jt tdn prnsnft then sien pnipan djvn fit tdn anjst hmnj ic

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tdn cjot tdjt tdny jrn hf jf jteispdnrn cuaa ic sphrhts. ]dhs hs sientdhfg wdhod djs ti bn oifshmnrnm hf jaa hts shgfhchojfon. Hc yiu oifshmnr kust tdhs ” tdjt js j enebnr ic tdn Jftdripisipdhoja _iohnty yiu jrn hf j pishthif ti dnjr ic tdnsn tdhfgs jfm ti iooupy yiur tdiugdts jfm cnnahfgs whtd tdne ” yiu whaa bn jwjrn ic tdn cuaa snrhiusfnss ic tdn ejttnr jfm tdjt yiu djvn j tjsl timjy, mnpnfmhfg if yiur pjrthouajr pajon hf tdhs prnsnft then, wdhod hs si cuaa ic rhmmans, si euod ipnf ti qunsthif jfm si oifcusnm. Xiu djvn ti brhfg ti tdhs tdn bnst lhfms ic cnnahfgs jfm hffnr rnspifsns ic wdhod yiu jrn ojpjban. Ant us tjln tdn ciaaiwhfg nxjepan. _uppisn j djfmcua ic pnipan wdi djvn fjturjaay oien tigntdnr jfm bnoien crhnfms, lfiw ic tdn sphrhtuja shtujthif H djvn mnsorhbnm jfm ic itdnr, shehajr ifns, wdhast ejfy itdnr pnipan mi fit lfiw ic tdne. X Xiu iu ojf bn surn tdjt hc tdhs dypitdnthoja griup ic pnipan wnrn ti mnohmn ti usn tdn piwnr tdny jrn jban ti gjhf crie c rie suod lfiwanmgn cir j pjrthouajr purpisn, tdn griup ” jfm hts ciaaiwnrs, tdiugd tdnsn wiuam tnfm ti bn ufjwjrn ic tdhs ” wiuam bn nxtrnenay piwnrcua oiepjrnm ti pnipan wdi djvn fi hmnj ic tdhs jfm mi fit wjft ti lfiw ic suod tdhfgs. Prnohsnay suod j griup nxhstnm hf tdn nhgdtnnftd onftury jfm sthaa oifthfuns timjy. J onrtjhf griup ic pnipan lfnw ic tdn cjots ic wdhod H djvn spilnf< tdny lfnw tdjt tdn nvnfts H djvn mnsorhbnm js djppnfhfg hf tdn fhfntnnftd jfm if hfti tdn twnfthntd onftury wiuam djppnf. Hf tdn nhgdtnnftd onftury tdhs griup mnohmnm ti pursun onrtjhf jhes wdhod wnrn hf tdnhr iwf hftnrnsts jfm ti wirl tiwjrms onrtjhf hepuasns. ]dhs wjs mifn quhtn systnejthojaay. systnejthojaay. ]dn ejssns ic duejfhty gi tdriugd ahcn js hc jsannp, whtdiut tdiugdt< tdny jrn oiepantnay ufjwjrn ic wdjt hs gihfg if hf griups, sien ic tdne quhtn ajrgn, wdhod ejy bn rhgdt fnxt miir. ]imjy, eirn tdjf nvnr, pnipan jrn euod ghvnf up ti haaushif. Kust oifshmnr tdn wjy hf wdhod ejfy pnipan lnnp sjyhfg timjy; —at hs jejzhfg diw nccnothvn eimnrf oieeufhojthifs jrn jfm diw tdhs brhfgs pnipan tigntdnr! Nvnrybimy dnjrs jbiut nvnrybimy nasn! ]dhs hs titjaay mhccnrnft crie tdn wjy ht wjs hf njrahnr thens.‘ Xiu whaa rnojaa jaa tdn tdhfgs pnipan tnfm ti sjy if tdn subknot. But wn ifay fnnm ti tjln j oiia, rjthifja vhnw ic sien spnohcho hfstjfons ti chfm sien vnry imm tdhfgs gihfg if hf eimnrf thens. Wdi wiuam bnahnvn, cir nxjepan ” H je enrnay ghvhfg jf haaustrjthif ”  tdjt tdn Prnss, wdhod ufmnrstjfms nvnrytdhfg jfm gins hfti nvnrytdhfg, wiuam nvnr cjha ti ejln fnw aht ahtnrj nrjry ry wirls wirls whmnay whmnay lfiwf9 lfiwf9 Xiu Xiu wiuam wiuam fit tdhfl, tdhfl, wiuam wiuam yiu, yiu, tdjt tdjt priciu priciufm, fm, shgfhc shgfhchoj hojft, ft, npiodejlhfg ahtnrjry wirls wiuam rnejhf uflfiwf9 _urnay wn eust dnjr ic tdne hf sien wjy ir itdnr9 Wnaa, Wnaa, hf tdn snoifm djac ic tdn fhfntnnftd onftury, onftury, —tdn Prnss‘, js wn ojaa ht timjy ” whtd mun rnspnot ” wjs hf tdn njray stjgns ic bnoiehfg wdjt ht hs timjy. timjy. J fnw fnw ahtnrjry wirl jppnjrnm jt tdjt then wdhod wjs eirn npiod-ejlhfg jfm ic eirn rjmhoja hepirtjfon tdjf jaa tdn wnaa-lfiwf  U Gustjv Crnytjg, \ Fitn 2 2 U  U Pjua Dnysn \ Fitn jutdirs tjlnf tigntdnr, pnipan ahln _phnadjgnf, \ Fitn :: U ? U  jfm ejfy itdnrs wdisn wirls wnft tdriugd fuenrius nmhthifs. ]dn wirl hf qunsthif wjs  Mrnhzndfahfmnf  Mrnhz ndfahfmnf   by Whadnae Wnbnr Wnbnr,, \ Fitn == U  U jfm ht rnjaay wjs eirn whmnay rnjm hf tdn ajst tdhrm ic tdn fhfntnnftd onftury tdjf jfy itdnr wirl. But H jsl yiu, diw ejfy pnipan hf tdhs riie mi fit lfiw ic tdn nxhstnfon ic Whadnae Wnbnr's Wnbnr's Mrnhz  Mrnhzndfahfmnf ndfahfmnf99 Xiu snn diw pnipan ahvn jaifgshmn njod itdnr, hf sphtn ic tdn Prnss. Priciufmay rjmhoja hmnjs jrn prnsnftnm hf bnjuthcua, pintho ajfgujgn hf  Mrnhzndfahfmnf  Mrnhz ndfahfmnf,, jfm tdnsn jrn jahvn timjy hf tdn dnjrts jfm ehfms ic tdiusjfms ic pnipan. H djvn spilnf ic tdhs ti sdiw tdjt ht hs nfthrnay pisshban timjy cir tdn ejss ic pnipan ti lfiw fitdhfg ic rjmhojaay fnw mnvnaipenfts wdhod jrn rhgdt if tdnhr miirstnp. Xiu ejy bn surn, hc tdnrn 4=

 

hs jfyifn dnrn wdi djs fit rnjm Mrnhzn rnjm  Mrnhzndfahfmnf dfahfmnf ”  ” jfm H jssuen tdnrn eust bn sien jeifg iur crhnfms ” tdjt tdnsn hfmhvhmujas eust fnvnrtdnanss lfiw tdrnn ir ciur pnipan wdi djvn rnjm ht. ]dn bjrrhnrs snpjrjthfg pnipan jrn suod tdjt sien ic tdn eist hepirtjft tdhfgs shepay jrn fit mhsoussnm jeifg crhnfms. Pnipan mi fit tjal ti njod itdnr. ]dn hfstjfon H djvn ghvnf oifonrfs ifay j ehfir ejttnr hf tnres ic wiram dhstiry, but tdn sjen jppahns ti ejkir ejttnrs. ]dhfgs jrn gihfg if hf tdn wiram wdhod ejfy pnipan cjha ti snn oanjray. oanjray. ]dus ht jasi djppnfnm tdjt hf tdn nhgdtnnftd onftury j siohnty sprnjm onrtjhf vhnws jfm hmnjs wdhod wnrn tjlhfg riit hf pnipan's ehfms jfm bnojen nccnothvn hf jodhnvhfg tdn jhes ic suod siohnthns. ]dn hmnjs nftnrnm hfti tdn siohja spdnrn jfm mntnrehfnm pnipan's jtthtumns ti itdnrs. Pnipan mi fit lfiw tdn siurons ic ejfy tdhfgs tdjt ahvn hf tdnhr neithifs, hffnr rnspifsns jfm whaa hepuasns. ]disn wdi ufmnrstjfm tdn prionssns ic nviauthif mi lfiw, diwnvnr, diw hepuasns jfm neithifs jrn primuonm. ]dhs wjs tdn ojsn whtd j biil pubahsdnm by suod j siohnty hf tdn nhgdtnnftd onftury ” pnrdjps fit tdn biil htsnac, but tdn hmnjs if wdhod ht wjs bjsnm< tdn biil sdiws tdn wjy hf wdhod Jdrhejf hs hfviavnm hf mhccnrnft jfhejas. ]dn jdrhejfho _phrht wjs, ic oiursn, ojaanm tdn mnvha tdnf, jfm ht wjs sdiwf diw tdn mnvha prhfohpan oiens ti nxprnsshif hf mhccnrnft wjys hf hfmhvhmuja jfheja spnohns. ]dn Jgn ic Nfahgdtnfenft wjs jt hts dnhgdt hf tdn nhgdtnnftd onftury, jfm, ic oiursn, nfahgdtnfenft sthaa caiurhsdns timjy. Rnjaay oanvnr pnipan, ejfy ic tdne ti bn ciufm js enebnrs ic tdn Prnss, ejfjgnm ti turf ht hfti j kiln jfm sjy, sjy, —Ifon jgjhf, sien ... ” H'e putthfg mit mit mit dnrn ” djs wrhttnf j biil ti sjy tdjt jfhejas jrn mnvhas!‘ Jd, but ti sprnjm hmnjs ahln tdnsn hf suod j wjy hf tdn nhgdtnnftd onftury tdjt tdny wiuam tjln riit hf tdn ehfms ic ejfy pnipan, jfm hf mihfg si tjln jooiuft ic tdn trun ajws ic duejf nviauthif ” tdjt rnjaay djm jf nccnot. Cir ht wjs hepirtjft tdjt tdn hmnj tdjt jfhejas wnrn mnvhas sdiuam nxhst hf ejfy ehfms by tdn then Mjrwhfhse ojen jaifg jfm tdn hmnj wiuam tdnf jrhsn hf ejfy fhfntnnftd-onftury ehfms tdjt pnipan djm grjmujaay nviavnm crie jfhejas. Jt tdn sjen then, ajrgn fuebnrs ic itdnr pnipan djm tdn hmnj tdjt jfhejas wnrn mnvhas. J strjfgn jooirm wjs tdus primuonm. Js tdhs rnjaay djppnfnm, ht wjs pnrcnotay rnja. Pnipan wrhtn dhstirhns jbiut jaa lhfms ic tdhfgs, but tdn cirons wdhod jrn rnjaay jt wirl jrn fit ti bn ciufm hf tdne. Wn fnnm ti oifshmnr tdn ciaaiwhfg; jfhejas ojf ifay tdrhvn hc tdny djvn jhr ” fit hf tdn vjouue ti bn ciufm ufmnr tdn rnonhvnr ic jf jhr puep. Hf tdn sjen wjy, hmnjs jfm hmnjas ojf ifay tdrhvn hc duejf bnhfgs nftnr hfti tdn rnja jteispdnrn ic sphrhtuja ahcn. ]dhs enjfs, diwnvnr diwnvnr,, tdjt sphrhtuja ahcn eust bn nfoiuftnrnm js j rnjahty. ]imjy, pnipan ahln gnfnrjahthns bnttnr tdjf eist itdnr tdhfgs. Jfm tdny njshay cjha ti fithon fithon tdjt shfon :478 jdrhejfho piwnrs piwnrs djvn bnnf cironm ti mnso mnsonfm nfm crie tdn sphrhtuja wiram hfti tdn duejf rnjae ” tdhs hs j cjot. ]dny djm ti pnfntrjtn duejf hftnaanotujahty, duejf tdhflhfg, rnspifsns jfm pnronpthifs. Jfm wn whaa fit chfm tdn rhgdt jtthtumn ti tdisn piwnrs by shepay ushfg tdn jbstrjot cireuaj; —]disn piwnrs eust bn ciugdt.‘ Wnaa, wdjt jrn pnipan mihfg ti chgdt tdne9 Wdjt tdny jrn mihfg hs fi mhccnrnft crie jslhfg tdn stivn ti bn fhon jfm wjre, ynt cjhahfg ti put hf wiim jfm ahgdt tdn chrn. ]dn chrst tdhfg wn eust lfiw hs tdjt, snnhfg tdjt tdnsn piwnrs djvn oien miwf ti njrtd, wn eust ahvn whtd tdne< tdny nxhst jfm wn ojffit misn iur nyns ti tdne, cir tdny whaa bn eirn piwnrcua tdjf nvnr hc wn mi tdhs. ]dhs hs hfmnnm tdn pihft; ]dn jdrhejfho piwnrs wdhod djvn tjlnf diam ic tdn duejf hftnaanot bnoien nxtrnenay piwnrcua hc wn mi fit wjft ti lfiw tdne ir anjrf jbiut tdne. ]dn hmnja ic ejfy pnipan hs ti stumy sohnfon jfm tdnf jppay tdn ajws ic sohnfon ti tdn siohja spdnrn. ]dny ifay wjft ti oifshmnr jfytdhfg wdhod hs —rnja‘, enjfhfg jfytdhfg wdhod ojf bn 4>

 

pnronhvnm by tdn snfsns, jfm fnvnr ghvn j tdiugdt ti tdn tdhfgs ic tdn sphrht. Hc tdhs hmnja wnrn ti bn jodhnvnm by j ajrgn snothif ic duejfhty tdn jdrhejfho piwnrs wiuam djvn gjhfnm tdnhr purpisn, cir pnipan wiuam tdnf fit lfiw tdny nxhstnm. J eifhstho rnahghif shehajr ti Djnolna's ejtnrhjahstho eifhse eif hse \ Fitn >> U  U wiuam bn nstjbahsdnm jfm privn ti bn tdn pnrcnot chnam cir tdn wirl ic tdnsn piwnrs. Ht wiuam suht tdne vnry wnaa hc pnipan mhm fit lfiw tdny nxhstnm, cir tdny oiuam tdnf wirl hf tdn suboifsohius. Ifn wjy ti dnap tdn jdrhejfho piwnrs, tdnrncirn, hs ti nstjbahsd jf nfthrnay fjturjahstho rnahghif. Hc Mjvhm Crhnmrhod _trjuss \ Fitn 3  3 U djm cuaay jodhnvnm dhs hmnja, wdhod wjs ti nstjbahsd tdn fjrriwehfmnm ehfm nm rnahghif wdhod prieptnm prieptnm Fhntzsodn Fhntzsodn ti wrhtn jf nssjy jbiut dhe, \ Fitn 77  U  tdn jdrhejfho piwnrs wiuam cnna nvnf eirn jt njsn timjy tdjf tdny mi jarnjmy. ]dhs hs ifay ifn wjy, diwnvnr. ]dn jdrhejfho piwnrs whaa jasi tdrhvn hc pnipan furturn tdn nanenfts wdhod tdny mnshrn ti sprnjm jeifg pnipan timjy; prnkumhon, hgfirjfon hgfirjfon jfm cnjr ic tdn ahcn ic tdn sphrht. ]dnrn hs fi bnttnr wjy ic nfoiurjghfg tdne. Kust tdhfl diw ejfy pnipan tdnrn jrn timjy wdi jotujaay ejln ht tdnhr bushfnss ti cistnr prnkumhon, hgfirjfon jfm cnjr ic tdn sphrhtuja piwnrs. Js H sjhm hf ynstnrmjy's pubaho anoturn, \ Fitn 4 U 4 U tdn mnornns jgjhfst Oipnrfhous, Gjahani, Lnpanr jfm itdnrs wnrn fit ahctnm uftha :4?>. ]dhs enjfs tdjt uftha tdnf Ojtdiahos wnrn cirbhmmnf ti stumy jfytdhfg rnajthfg ti tdn Oipnrfhojf vhnw, jfm si if. Hgfirjfon hf tdhs rnspnot wjs jothvnay prieitnm, jfm gjvn jf nfireius biist ti tdn jdrhejfho piwnrs. ]dhs wjs j rnja snrvhon ghvnf ti tdisn piwnrs, cir ht gjvn tdne tdn ippirtufhty ti ejln tdiriugd prnpjrjthifs cir tdn ojepjhgf tdny wiuam stjrt hf :4=:. J snoifm snoifm stjtne stjtnenf nftt sdiuam sdiuam rnjaay rnjaay ciaaiw ciaaiw tdn ifn H djvn djvn kust kust ejmn ejmn ti rnfmn rnfmnrr ht oiepan oiepantn. tn. Diwnvnr, tdhs snoifm stjtnenft ojffit ynt bn ejmn pubaho by jfyifn wdi hs truay hfhthjtnm hfti tdnsn tdhfgs. But hc yiu gnt j cnnahfg ic wdjt ahns bndhfm tdn wirms H djvn spilnf, yiu ejy pnrdjps gjhf jf hmnj ic wdjt hs hepahnm. ]dn sohnfthcho vhnw hs nfthrnay jdrhejfho. Wn mi fit chgdt ht by rncushfg ti lfiw jbiut ht, diwnvnr, but by bnhfg js oifsohius ic ht js pisshban jfm rnjaay gntthfg ti lfiw ht. Xiu ojf mi fi bnttnr snrvhon cir Jdrhejf tdjf ti hgfirn tdn sohnfthcho vhnw ir ti chgdt ht iut ic hgfirjfon. ^fhfcirenm orhthohse ic sohnfthcho vhnws mins fit gi jgjhfst Jdrhejf, but dnaps dhe ti sprnjm haaushif jfm oifcushif hf j chnam wdhod sdiuam rnjaay bn sdiwf hf j oanjr ahgdt. Pnipan eust grjmujaay oien ti tdn rnjahzjthif tdjt nvnrytdhfg djs twi shmns. Eimnrf pnipan jrn si oanvnr, jrn tdny fit9 ” hfchfhtnay oanvnr< jfm tdnsn oanvnr eimnrf pnipan sjy tdn ciaaiwhfg; Hf tdn ciurtd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn, hf tdn then ic jfohnft Grnnon jfm Rien, pnipan supnrsththiusay bnahnvnm tdjt tdn cuturn oiuam bn tiam crie tdn wjy bhrms wiuam bn cayhfg, crie tdn nftrjhas ic jfhejas jfm jaa lhfms ic itdnr tdhfgs. ]dny wnrn shaay iam ciias, ic oiursn. ]dn cjot hs tdjt fifn ic tdnsn soirfcua eimnrf pnipan jotujaay lfiw diw tdn prnmhothifs wnrn ejmn. Jfm nvnrybimy sthaa tjals kust ahln tdn hfmhvhmuja wdie H gjvn js jf nxjepan tdn itdnr mjy, \ Fitn 88 U  U wdi djm ti jmeht tdjt tdn pripdnsy ghvnf hf j mrnje djm oien trun, but wnft if ti sjy; Wnaa, Wnaa, ht wjs js odjfon wiuam djvn ht. Xnt oifmhthifs wnrn suod hf tdn ciurtd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn tdjt tdnrn rnjaay wjs j sohnfon wdhod oifshmnrnm tdn cuturn. ]dnf, pnipan wiuam fit djvn bnnf jban ti tdhfl tdjt tdn lhfm ic prhfohpans wdhod jrn jppahnm timjy wiuam jodhnvn jfytdhfg hf j mnvnaiphfg siohja ahcn. ]dny oiuam fit djvn 43

 

gjhfnm tdn grnjt pnrspnothvns ic j siohja fjturn, wdhod wnft cjr bnyifm tdnhr iwf then, hc tdny djm fit djm j —sohnfon‘, js ht wnrn, ic tdn cuturn. Bnahnvn en, nvnrytdhfg pnipan jodhnvn timjy hf tdn chnam ic siohja ahcn jfm piahthos hs jotujaay sthaa bjsnm if tdn cruhts ic tdjt iam sohnfon ic tdn cuturn. ]dhs, diwnvnr, ojffit bn gjhfnm by ibsnrvhfg tdn tdhfgs tdjt prnsnft tdnesnavns ti tdn snfsns. Ht ojf fnvnr bn gjhfnm by ushfg tdn eimnrf sohnfthcho jpprijod< cir jfytdhfg wn ibsnrvn hf tdn iutshmn wiram whtd tdn snfsns ejlns j sohnfon ic tdn pjst. Ant en tnaa yiu j eist hepirtjft ajw ic tdn ufhvnrsn; Hc yiu enrnay oifshmnr tdn wiram js ht prnsnfts htsnac ti tdn snfsns, wdhod hs tdn eimnrf sohnfthcho jpprijod, yiu ibsnrvn pjst ajws wdhod jrn sthaa oifthfuhfg. Xiu jrn rnjaay ifay ibsnrvhfg tdn oirpsn ic j pjst wiram. _ohnfon hs aiilhfg jt ahcn tdjt djs mhnm. Hejghfn tdhs hs iur chnam ic ibsnrvjthif (Chg. ( Chg. :0j, :0j, wdhtn ohroan), sdiwf hf mhjgrjeejtho cire< tdhs hs wdjt wn djvn bncirn iur nyns, iur njrs jfm iur itdnr snfsns. Hejghfn tdhs (ynaaiw ohroan) ti bn jaa tdn sohnfthcho ajws ojpjban ic bnhfg mhsoivnrnm. ]dnsn ajws mi fit rnajtn ti wdjt hs hf tdnrn fiw,, but ti wdjt djs bnnf tdnrn, wdjt djs bnnf jfm gifn jfm rnejhfs ifay hf j djrmnfnm cire. fiw c ire. Xiu Xiu fnnm ti chfm tdn tdhfgs tdjt jrn iutshmn tdisn ajws, tdhfgs wdhod nyns ojffit snn jfm pdyshoja njrs ojffit dnjr; j snoifm wiram whtd mhccnrnft ajws (ejuvn ohroan). ]dhs hs prnsnft hfshmn rnjahty, but ht pihfts ti tdn cuturn.

Chgurn :0j. ]dn shtujthif whtd tdn wiram hs kust ahln tdn shtujthif yiu gnt whtd j pajft. ]dn trun pajft hs fit tdn pajft wn snn timjy< sientdhfg hs eystnrhiusay hfshmn ht wdhod ojffit ynt bn snnf jfm whaa ifay bn vhshban ti tdn nyns hf tdn ciaaiwhfg ynjr ” tdn prhehthvn gnre. Ht hs prnsnft hf tdn pajft, but ht hs hfvhshban. Hf tdn sjen wjy tdn wiram wdhod prnsnfts htsnac ti iur nyns diams tdn wdian cuturn hf ht, tdiugd tdhs hs fit vhshban. Ht jasi diams tdn pjst, but tdhs djs whtdnrnm jfm mrhnm up jfm hs fiw j oirpsn. Nvnrytdhfg fjturjahsts aiil jt hs enrnay tdn hejgn ic j —oirpsn, ic sientdhfg pjst jfm gifn. Ht hs jasi trun, ic oiursn, tdjt tdhs pjst jspnot wiuam bn ehsshfg hc wn oifshmnrnm tdn sphrhtuja jspnot ifay. Diwnvnr, tdn hfvhshban nanenft eust bn hfoaumnm hc wn jrn ti djvn tdn oiepantn rnjahty. Diw ojf ht bn tdjt pnipan if tdn ifn djfm snt up Ajpajon's tdniry jfm if tdn itdnr djfm tjal jbiut tdn :0 U  U mins ” H spiln ic tdhs hf ynstnrmjy's pubaho nfm ic tdn wiram hf tdn wjy Pricnssir Mnwjr \ Fitn :0 anoturn. Dn oifstruns tdjt wdnf tdn wiram oiens ti jf nfm, pnipan whaa rnjm tdnhr fnwspjpnrs jt snvnrja dufmrnm mngrnns bnaiw znri hf tdn ahgdt ic auehfius pritnhf pjhftnm if tdn wjaas< ehal whaa bn siahm. H wiuam aivn ti lfiw diw pnipan jrn gihfg ti ehal suod siahm ehal! ]disn jrn oiepantnay uftnfjban hmnjs, js hs tdn wdian ic Ajpajon's tdniry. Jaa tdnsn tdnirhns oien ti fitdhfg js siif js

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ifn gins bnyifm tdn chnam ic heenmhjtn ibsnrvjthif, jfm tdhs hs bnojusn tdny jrn tdnirhns ic oirpsns, ic tdhfgs wdhod jrn mnjm. Oanvnr pnipan whaa sjy timjy tdjt tdn prhnsts ic jfohnft Grnnon jfm Rien wnrn nhtdnr soiufmrnas jfm swhfmanrs ir tdjt tdny wnrn supnrsththius, cir fi ifn hf tdnhr rhgdt ehfm ojf bnahnvn ht hs pisshban ti mhsoivnr jfytdhfg jbiut tdn cuturn crie tdn cahgdt ic bhrms jfm tdn nftrjhas ic jfhejas. Hf then ti oien, pnipan whaa bn jban ti aiil miwf if tdn hmnjs ic wdhod pnipan jrn si prium timjy< tdny whaa cnna kust js oanvnr tdnf js tdn prnsnft gnfnrjthif mins fiw hf aiilhfg miwf if tdn Riejf prhnsts oifmuothfg tdnhr sjorhchons. _pnjlhfg ic Ajpajon's tdniry jfm ic Mnwjr tdny whaa sjy; ]disn wnrn strjfgn supnrsththifs. Pnipan hf tdn pjst ibsnrvnm j cnw ehaanffhj hf njrtd nviauthif jfm mrnw oifoaushifs crie tdhs js ti tdn hfhthja jfm chfja stjtns ic tdn njrtd. Diw ciiahsd tdisn supnrsththifs wnrn! Hejghfn tdn wjy hf wdhod tdisn pnouahjr, supnrsththius pnipan spiln ic tdn suf jfm tdn pajfnts snpjrjthfg iut crie j fnbuaj jfm nvnrytdhfg bnghffhfg ti ritjtn. ]dn tdhfgs tdny whaa bn sjyhfg jbiut Ajpajon's tdniry jfm Mnwjr's hmnjs oifonrfhfg tdn nfm ic tdn wiram whaa bn euod wirsn tdjf jfytdhfg pnipan jrn sjyhfg timjy jbiut chfmhfg iut jbiut tdn cuturn crie sjorhchohja jfhejas, tdn cahgdt ic bhrms jfm si if. ]dny jrn si dhgd jfm ehgdty, tdnsn pnipan wdi djvn nftnrnm cuaay hfti tdn _phrht jfm jtthtumns ic sohnfthcho tdhflhfg jfm aiil miwf if tdn iam eytds jfm tjans. —Duejfhty wjs odhamhsd tdnf, whtd pnipan tjlhfg mrnjes snrhiusay! Kust tdhfl diw cjr wn djvn oien shfon tdnf; timjy wn lfiw tdjt nvnrytdhfg hs givnrfnm by j ajw ic ojusjahty< wn'vn onrtjhfay oien j aifg wjy.‘ Nvnryifn wdi tdhfls ahln tdhs cjhas ti rnjahzn ifn tdhfg; ]dn wdian ic eimnrf sohnfon wiuam fit nxhst, nspnohjaay wdnrn ht djs hts kusthchojthif, hc pnipan djm fit njrahnr tdiugdt hf eytds. Xiu ojffit djvn eimnrf sohnfon ufanss ht hs prnonmnm by eytd< ht djs griwf iut ic tdn eytds ic iam jfm yiu oiuam fi eirn djvn ht timjy tdjf yiu oiuam djvn j pajft whtd ifay stnes, anjvns jfm caiwnrs jfm fi riit miwf bnaiw. Pnipan wdi tjal ic eimnrf sohnfon js jf jbsiautn, oiepantn hf htsnac, ehgdt js wnaa tjal ic j pajftt wdhod hs jahvn ifay hf hts uppnr pjrt. Nvnrytdhfg pajf Nvnrytdhfg oiffnotnm oiffnotnm whtd eimnrf eimnrf sohnfon sohnfon djs griwf crie eytd< eytd hs hts riit. ]dnrn jrn nanenftja sphrhts wdhod ibsnrvn tdnsn tdhfgs crie tdn itdnr wirams jfm tdny diwa whtd dnaa's iwf mnrhshif wdnf timjy's ehgdty oanvnr pricnssirs aiil miwf if tdn eytdiaighns ic iam, jfm if jaa tdn enmhj ic jfohnft supnrsththif, djvhfg fit tdn anjst hmnj tdjt tdny jfm jaa tdnhr oanvnrfnss djvn griwf crie tdisn eytds jfm tdjt fit j shfgan kusthchjban hmnj tdny diam timjy wiuam bn tnfjban hc ht wnrn fit cir tdisn eytds. _ientdhfg nasn, tii, ojusns tdisn nanenftja sphrhts ti diwa whtd dnaa's iwf mnrhshif ” jfm wn ojf sjy dnaa's iwf, cir ht suhts tdn jdrhejfho piwnrs vnry wnaa ti djvn ioojshif cir suod mnrhshif ” jfm tdhs hs ti snn sohnfthsts bnahnvn tdjt tdny fiw djvn tdn tdnirhns ic Oipnrfhous, tdny djvn Gjahani's hmnjs, tdny djvn tdhs spanfmhcnrius ajw ic tdn oifsnrvjthif ic nfnrgy jfm tdhs whaa fnvnr odjfgn jfm whaa bn tdn sjen cir nvnr jfm nvnr. J sdirtshgdtnm vhnw! Eytd rnajtns ti iur hmnjs kust js tdn sohnfthcho hmnjs ic tdn fhfntnnftd jfm twnfthntd onfturhns rnajtn ti wdjt whaa bn j cnw onfturhns ajtnr. ]dny whaa bn ivnroien kust js eytd djs bnnf ivnroien. Mi yiu tdhfl pnipan whaa tdhfl jbiut tdn siajr systne hf 2800 hf tdn wjy pnipan tdhfl jbiut ht timjy9 Ht ejy bn tdn jojmnehos' supnrsththif, but ht sdiuam fnvnr bn j supnrsththif dnam jeifg jftdripisipdhsts. ]dn kusthchjban hmnjs pnipan djvn timjy, timjy, hmnjs wdhod mi hfmnnm djvn sien mngrnn ic grnjtfnss hf tdn prnsnft then, jrisn crie tdn eytdiaigy wdhod nviavnm hf tdn then ic jfohnft Grnnon. Ic oiursn, fitdhfg oiuam pisshbay mnahgdt eimnrf pnipan eirn tdjf ti tdhfl; Jd, hc ifay tdn jfohnft Grnnls djm bnnf si cirtufjtn js ti djvn iur eimnrf sohnfon! But hc tdn Grnnls djm djm iur eimnrf sohnfon, 44

 

tdnf tdnrn oiuam djvn bnnf fi lfiwanmgn ic tdn Grnnl gims, fi wiram ic Dienr, _ipdioans, Jnsodyaus, Pajti ir Jrhstitan. Mr Cjust's snrvjft Wjgfnr wiuam bn j vnrhtjban Mr Cjust dhesnac oiepjrnm ti tdn Wjgfnrs wn wiuam djvn timjy! \ Fitn ::  :: U Duejf tdhflhfg wiuam bn mry js must, nepty jfm oirrupt, cir tdn vhtjahty hf iur tdhflhfg djs hts riits hf Grnnl jfm jatigntdnr ciurtd pistJtajftnjf eytdiaigy. Jfyifn wdi oifshmnrs eytdiaigy ti djvn bnnf wrifg jfm eimnrf tdhflhfg ti bn rhgdt, hs ahln sienifn wdi ojffit snn tdn fnnm cir risns ti griw if busdns, ejlhfg ht fnonssjry cir us ti out tdne hc wn wjft ti djvn j biuqunt. Wdy sdiuam tdny fit oien hfti nxhstnfon nfthrnay if tdnhr iwf9 _i yiu snn, tdn pnipan wdi oifshmnr tdnesnavns ti bn tdn eist nfahgdtnfnm timjy jrn ahvhfg whtd nfthrnay ufrnjahstho hmnjs. ]dn hmnjs nviavnm hf tdn ciurtd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn snne ahln mrnjes rjtdnr tdjf oanjray mnchfnm hmnjs ti tdn pnipan ic iur prnsnft jgn< ynt tdjt pjrthouajr wjy ic tdhflhfg djs privhmnm tdn bjshs cir wdjt wn jrn timjy. ]dn tdiugdts wn jrn jban ti nviavn timjy whaa hf turf privhmn tdn bjshs cir tdn fnxt jgn. ]dny ojf ifay mi si, diwnvnr, hc tdny nviavn fit ifay hf tdn ifn mhrnothif, wdnrn tdny whtdnr jfm mry up, but jasi hf tdn mhrnothif ic ahcn. ]dn brnjtd ic ahcn oiens hfti iur tdhflhfg wdnf wn try jfm brhfg tdn tdhfgs wdhod nxhst ti oifsohiusfnss jfm jasi wdnf wn pnronhvn tdn nanenft wdhod ghvns us j whmnjwjln ehfm jfm ejlns us hfti pnipan wdi jrn jwjln. _hfon :478 tdn shtujthif hs ahln tdhs; pnipan gi ti sodiia jfm joquhrn sohnfthcho jtthtumns jfm tdhflhfg< tdnhr pdhaisipdy ic ahcn hs tdnf bjsnm if tdhs sohnfthcho jpprijod jfm tdny bnahnvn ifay tdn tdhfgs wdhod ojf bn pnronhvnm hf tdn wiram jriufm us ti bn rnja, wdhast nvnrytdhfg nasn hs purnay hejghfjry. Wdnf pnipan tdhfl ahln tdhs, jfm hfchfhtnay ejfy pnipan mi si timjy, Jdrhejf djs tdn uppnr djfm hf tdn gjen jfm tdn jdrhejfho piwnrs jrn mihfg wnaa. Wdi jrn tdnsn jdrhejfho piwnrs wdhod djvn nstjbahsdnm tdnhr cirtrnssns hf duejf ehfms shfon :4789 ]dny jrn onrtjhfay fit duejf. ]dny jrn jfgnas, but tdny jrn bjolwjrm jfgnas, jfgnas wdi jrn fit ciaaiwhfg tdnhr pripnr oiursn ic nviauthif jfm tdnrncirn fi aifgnr lfiw diw ti pnrcire tdnhr pripnr cufothif hf tdn sphrhtuja wiram tdjt hs fnxt ti iur iwf. Hc tdny sthaa lfnw diw ti mi ht, tdny wiuam fit djvn bnnf ojst miwf hf :478. ]dny fiw wjft ti pnrcire tdnhr cufothif whtd tdn jhm ic duejf brjhfs. ]dny jrn ifn anvna aiwnr hf duejf brjhfs tdjf tdny sdiuam bn. —Eifhstho‘ tdhflhfg, js ht hs ojaanm timjy, hs fit rnjaay mifn by duejfs. Pnipan ictnf spnjl ic tdn sohnfon ic noifiehos timjy timjy,, j sohnfon hf wdhod ht wjs sjhm jt tdn then wdnf tdn wjr stjrtnm tdjt ht wiuam bn ivnr hf ciur eiftds ” H enfthifnm tdhs jgjhf ynstnrmjy. Wdnf tdnsn tdhfgs jrn sjhm by sohnfthsts ” ht mins fit ejttnr si euod hc pnipan enrnay rnpnjt tdne  ” tdny jrn tdn tdiugdts ic jfgnas wdi djvn ejmn tdnesnavns jt dien hf duejf dnjms. Xns, Xns, tdn duejf hftnaanot hs ti bn tjlnf ivnr eirn jfm eirn by suod piwnrs< tdny wjft ti usn ht ti brhfg tdnhr iwf ahvns ti cruhthif. Wn ojffit stjfm up ti tdhs by putthfg iur dnjms hf tdn sjfm ahln istrhodns, but ifay by oifsohiusay nftnrhfg hfti tdn nxpnrhnfon. Wn ojffit mnja whtd tdhs by fit lfiwhfg wdjt eifhsts tdhfl, cir nxjepan, but ifay by lfiwhfg ht< wn eust jasi lfiw tdjt ht hs Jdrhejf sohnfon, tdn sohnfon ic bjolwjrm jfgnas wdi hfcnst duejf dnjms, jfm wn eust lfiw jbiut tdn trutd jfm tdn rnjahty. Ic oiursn, ht ojf bn sjhm ahln tdhs dnrn, ushfg tdn jppriprhjtn tnres ” jdrhejfho piwnrs ”  bnojusn wn tjln tdnsn tdhfgs snrhiusay. snrhiusay. Xiu Xiu lfiw tdjt yiu ojffit spnjl ahln tdhs ti pnipan iutshmn, cir tdny jrn titjaay ufprnpjrnm. ]dhs hs ifn ic tdn bjrrhnrs wdhod mhvhmn us crie itdnrs< but ht hs, ic oiursn, pisshban ti chfm wjys jfm enjfs ic spnjlhfg ti tdne hf suod j wjy tdjt tdn trutd oiens hfti wdjt wn sjy. Hc tdnrn wnrn fit j pajon wdnrn tdn trutd ojf bn sjhm, tdhs wiuam jasi mnprhvn us ic tdn pisshbhahty ic antthfg ht nftnr hfti tdn pricjfn sohnfon iutshmn tdnsn wjaas. ]dnrn eust bn jt anjst

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sien pajons wdnrn tdn trutd ojf bn prnsnftnm hf jf difnst, strjhgdtcirwjrm wjy. Xnt Xnt wn eust fnvnr cirgnt tdjt nvnf pnipan wdi djvn ejmn j oiffnothif whtd tdn sohnfon ic tdn sphrht ictnf djvn jaeist hfsupnrjban mhcchouathns hf buhamhfg tdn brhmgn ti tdn rnjae ic jdrhejfho sohnfon. H djvn ent j fuebnr ic pnipan wdi wnrn nxtrnenay wnaa hfcirenm hf j pjrthouajr chnam ic jdrhejfho sohnfon, bn bnhfg hfg giim giim sohnft sohnfthst hsts, s, irhnft irhnftjah jahsts sts,, nto., nto., jf jfm m djm jasi jasi ejmn ejmn tdn oiffno oiffnothi thif f whtd whtd iur sphrhtu sphrhtuja ja rnsnjrod. H djvn gifn ti j grnjt mnja ic triuban ti nfoiurjgn tdne ti buham brhmgns. ]dhfl ic wdjt oiuam djvn bnnf jodhnvnm hc j pdyshiaighst ir j bhiaighst wdi djm jaa tdn spnohjahznm lfiwanmgn wdhod ht hs pisshban ti gjhf hf suod chnams timjy djm rnoifshmnrnm pdyshiaigy ir bhiaigy hf tdn ahgdt ic tdn sphrht, fit nxjotay ushfg iur tnrehfiaigy, but oifshmnrhfg tdisn hfmhvhmuja sohnfons hf iur sphrht! H djvn trhnm ht whtd irhnftjahsts. Xiu Xiu snn, pnipan ejy bn giim ciaaiwnrs ic jftdripisipdy jftdripisipdy,, jfm if tdn itdnr djfm tdny jrn irhnftjahsts jfm wirl hf tdn wjy irhnftjahsts mi. ]dny jrn fit prnpjrnm, diwnvnr, ti buham tdn brhmgn crie ifn ti tdn itdnr. ]dhs, diwnvnr, hs tdn urgnft fnnm hf iur then. Cir, js H sjhm, tdn jdrhejfho piwnrs jrn mihfg wnaa hc pnipan bnahnvn tdjt sohnfon ghvns j trun hejgn ic tdn wiram jriufm us. Hc, if tdn itdnr djfm, wn usn sphrhtuja sohnfon jfm tdn hffnr jtthtumn wdhod jrhsns crie ht, tdn jdrhejfho piwnrs mi fit mi si wnaa. ]dhs sphrhtuja sohnfon tjlns diam ic tdn wdian duejf bnhfg. Ht ejlns yiu hfti jfitdnr pnrsif< yiu oien ti cnna mhccnrnftay, ti djvn mhccnrnft whaa hepuasns, jfm ti rnajtn ti tdn wiram hf j mhccnrnft wjy. wjy. Ht hs hfmnnm trun, jfm hfhthjtns djvn jawjys sjhm si; —Wdnf duejf bnhfgs jrn chaanm whtd sphrhtuja whsmie, tdnsn jrn grnjt dirrirs ic mjrlfnss cir tdn jdrhejfho piwnrs jfm j oifsuehfg chrn. Ht cnnas giim ti tdn jdrhejfho jfgnas ti mwnaa hf dnjms chaanm whtd jdrhejfho sohnfon< but dnjms chaanm whtd sphrhtuja whsmie jrn ahln j oifsuehfg chrn jfm tdn dirrirs ic mjrlfnss ti tdne.‘ Hc wn oifshmnr tdhs hf jaa snrhiusfnss wn ojf cnna; chaanm whtd sphrhtuja whsmie wn gi tdriugd tdn wiram hf j wjy wdhod jaaiws us ti nstjbahsd tdn rhgdt rnajthifsdhp whtd tdn jdrhejfho piwnrs< mihfg tdn tdhfgs wn mi hf tdn ahgdt ic tdhs, wn buham j pajon cir tdn oifsuehfg chrn ic sjorhchon cir tdn sjavjthif ic tdn wiram, tdn pajon wdnrn tdn tnrrir ic mjrlfnss rjmhjtns iut ivnr tdn djrecua jdrhejfho nanenft. Ant tdisn hmnjs jfm cnnahfgs nftnr hfti yiu! Xiu Xiu whaa tdnf bn jwjln jfm snn tdn tdhfgs tdjt gi if hf tdn wiram. ]dn nhgdtnnftd onftury rnjaay sjw tdn ajst rnefjfts ic tdn iam jtjvhstho sohnfon mhn. ]dn jmdnrnfts ic _jhft-Ejrthf, tdn —uflfiwf pdhaisipdnr,‘ wdi wjs j stumnft ic Kjoib Binden, djm sien ic tdn iam jtjvhstho whsmie jfm jasi oifshmnrjban cirnlfiwanmgn ic wdjt tdnf wjs ti oien, jfm hf iur mjy djs oien. Hf tdisn ohroans ht wjs ictnf sjhm tdjt crie tdn ajst tdhrm ic tdn fhfntnnftd onftury jfm tdn chrst djac ic tdn twnfthntd onftury j lhfm ic lfiwanmgn wiuam rjmhjtn iut wdhod djm hts riits hf tdn sjen siurons, tdn sjen siha, wdnrn onrtjhf duejf mhsnjsns djvn tdnhr riits ” H spiln ic tdhs ajst _ufmjy (:= Iotibnr)< pnipan's vhnws wiuam tdnf bn riitnm hf cjasndiim, jfm tdnhr hffnr cnnahfgs wiuam oien crie snachsdfnss. Ant yiur nyns bnoien snnhfg nyns hf tdn ahgdt ic tdn hffnr cnnahfgs ic wdhod wn djvn spilnf timjy jfm ant tdne snn wdjt hs jahvn jfm jothvn hf tdn prnsnft then! Ht ejy wnaa bn tdjt yiur dnjrts griw sirn whtd sien ic tdn tdhfgs yiu chfm. ]dhs mins fi djre, diwnvnr, diwnvnr, cir oanjr pnronpthif, nvnf hc pjhfcua, whaa bnjr giim cruht timjy, cruht wdhod hs fnnmnm hc wn jrn ti gnt iut ic tdn Odjis hfti wdhod duejfhty djs nftnrnm. ]dn chrst tdhfg, ir ifn ic tdn chrst tdhfgs, whaa djvn ti bn j sohnfon ic nmuojthif. Jfm ifn ic tdn chrst prhfohpans ti bnojf jppahnm tdhsoifsohiusay chnam hs ifnghvn wdhod hs euod jgjhfst timjy. Eirn tdjf jfytdhfg yiu tnjodhf jfm ti biys jfmshffnm ghras, ir ti yiufg enf jfmhepirtjft wienf,

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jrn tdn tdhfgs tdjt nftnr ufoifsohiusay hfti tdnhr siuas wdhast tdny jrn bnhfg nmuojtnm. Hf j rnonft pubaho anoturn H spiln ic tdn wjy hf wdhod iur eneiry mnvnaips js tdiugd hf tdn suboifsohius, suboifsohius, jfm pjrjaana ti iur oifsohius hffnr ahcn. ]dhs hs sientdhfg nspnohjhay ti bn tjlnf hfti jooiuft hf nmuojthif. Nmuojtirs eust privhmn tdn siua fit ifay whtd wdjt odhamrnf ufmnrstjfm but jasi whtd hmnjs tdny mi fit ynt ufmnrstjfm, wdhod nftnr eystnrhiusay hfti tdnhr siuas jfm ” tdhs hs hepirtjft  ” jrn briugdt iut jgjhf ajtnr hf ahcn. Wn jrn oiehfg oaisnr jfm oaisnr ti j then wdnf pnipan whaa fnnm eirn jfm eirn eneirhns ic tdnhr yiutd tdriugdiut tdn wdian ic tdnhr ahvns, eneirhns tdny ahln, eneirhns wdhod ejln tdne djppy. Nmuojthif eust anjrf ti privhmn systnejthojaay cir tdhs. Ht whaa bn pihsif hf tdn nmuojthif ic tdn cuturn hc ajtnr if hf ahcn pnipan aiil bjol if tdn tiha jfm triuban ic tdnhr sodiiamjys, if tdn ynjrs ic nmuojthif, jfm mi fit ahln ti tdhfl bjol ti tdisn mjys. Ht whaa bn pihsif hc tdn ynjrs ic nmuojthif djvn fit privhmnm j siuron ti wdhod tdny ojf rnturf jgjhf jfm jgjhf ti anjrf fnw tdhfgs. If tdn itdnr djfm, hc ifn djs anjrfnm nvnrytdhfg tdnrn hs ti bn anjrfnm if j subknot, fitdhfg whaa bn anct cir ajtnr if. Hc yiu tdhfl if tdhs, yiu whaa snn tdjt prhfohpans ic grnjt oifsnqunfon whaa djvn ti bn tdn cuturn guhmnahfns cir ahcn, jfm tdhs hf j vnry mhccnrnft wjy crie wdjt hs oifshmnrnm ti bn rhgdt timjy. Ht wiuam bn giim cir duejfhty hc tdn djrm anssifs ti bn anjrfnm hf tdn prnsnft then wnrn fit sanpt tdriugd by si ejfy, jfm pnipan wiuam usn tdne hfstnjm ti bnoien rnjaay cjehahjr whtd tdn tdiugdt tdjt j grnjt ejfy tdhfgs whaa djvn ti odjfgn. Pnipan djvn griwf euod tii oiepajonft hf rnonft thens jfm tdhs prnvnfts tdne crie oieprndnfmhfg tdhs tdiugdt hf hts cuaa mnptd jfm, jbivn jaa, jasi hf hts cuaa hftnfshty.

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ANO]^RN :: Rnoigfhzhfg tdn Hffnr Duejf Bnhfg Mirfjod, 2: Iotibnr :8:7 ]dn jhe ic tdnsn tjals djs bnnf, jfm eust oifthfun ti bn, ti sdiw crie jaa lhfms ic mhccnrnft jspnots diw pnipan timjy jfm hf tdn fnjr cuturn jrn eivhfg hfti j pnrhim ic ohvhahzjthif wdhod whaa ejln spnohja mnejfms hf mhccnrnft spdnrns ic ahcn. _pnjlhfg ic prionssns mnnp miwf hf tdn ahcn ic tdn sphrht, H djvn siugdt ti sdiw wdjt hs djppnfhfg timjy supnrsnfshbay, but jaa tdn sjen whtd piwnrcua nccnot nspnohjaay hf tdn prnsnft then jfm wdhod whaa hfcaunfon tdn wdian ic duejf ahcn, tdn wdian ic ouaturn jfm tdn wdian siohja spdnrn. Wn djvn bnnf jban ti gjtdnr crie tdnsn oifshmnrjthifs tdjt duejf siua fjturn whaa nssnfthjaay bnoien eirn hfwjrm. Wdnf ht hs sjhm tdjt duejf siua fjturn whaa bnoien eirn hfwjrm wn eust fit cjha ti rnjahzn tdjt tdhs griwhfg hfwjrmfnss whaa, hf ejfy hfstjfons, gi djfm hf djfm whtd pnipan bnoiehfg eirn supnrchohja hf tdnhr hftnaanot, cir hfstjfon whtd rngjrm ti tdn sohnfons. ]dhs whaa bn mun ti tdn ohrouestjfons wn djvn jarnjmy oifshmnrnm jfm itdnrs wdhod jrn sthaa ti bn oifshmnrnm. Ht rnjaay djs ti bn tjlnf hfti jooiuft tdjt, hf rnjahty, nviauthif hs fnvnr js oifshstnft js tdisn wdi prnsnft tdn eimnrf sohnfthcho tdnirhns ic nviauthif wiuam ahln ht ti bn. ]dnhr hmnjs jrn fit hfoirrnot< ynt hmnjs wdhod jrn bhjsnm, nvnf hc oirrnot, whaa ictnf ojusn grnjtnr oifcushif tdjf oiepantnay wrifg hmnjs. ]dny jssuen shepan ahfnjr nviauthif crie hfoiepantn ahcn-cires jaa tdn wjy ti tdn duejf bnhfg. ]dhs hs fit diw ht hs, diwnvnr, cir hf tdn nviauthif ic duejfhty jfm jasi ic tdn wiram iutshmn tdn duejf bnhfg, j eirn iutwjrm strnje hs jawjys oiepanenftnm by jf hffnr ifn. ]dus wn jrn jban ti sjy; hc j pjrthouajr strnje oifthfuns cir sien then hf tdn iutshmn wiram, jf hffnr strnje whaa ruf pjrjaana ti ht (snn (snn Chg. ::j). ::j). ]dhs strnje ejy bn eirn ejtnrhja ir ejtnrhjahstho if tdn iutshmn, wdhast hfwjrmay ht hs eirn sphrhtuja ir sphrhtujahstho. ]dnf j eirn sphrhtujahstho strnje oiens ti tdn surcjon jfm tdn ejtnrhjahstho ir ejtnrhja strnje gins miwf hfti tdn dhmmnf mnptds ic duejf fjturn. Jfm tdnf tdn f tdn sht shtujt ujthif hif hs rnvnrs rnvnrsnm nm jgjhf; jgjhf; tdn eirn sphrht sphrhtuja uja ahfn ahfn gins gins hfwjrm hfwjrm jfm tdn ejtnrhja ejtnrhja ir ejtnrhjahstho ifn oiens ti tdn surcjon. Hf tdn then heenmhjtnay jdnjm ic us, iutnr ahcn whaa vnry euod ciaaiw tdn oiursn sdiwf by tdn rnm ahfn dnrn (snn ( snn Chg. ::j) ::j) wdnrn ejtnrhja nvnfts jfm ejtnrhja jtthtumns jfm oifshmnrjthifs jrn oifonrfnm, jfm tdn mnptd ic tdn duejf siua whaa bn eirn sphrhtuja. Ht ejy wnaa bn tdjt pnipan mi fit nvnf wjft ti lfiw jbiut tdhs griwhfg sphrhtuja hfwjrmfnss< but ht whaa djppnf fnvnrtdnanss. Hc yiu rnjaay mwnaa if tdhs hf yiur siua, yiu whaa bn jban ti ghvn mun oifshmnrjthif ti twi jspnots wdhod whaa bn nxtrjirmhfjrhay hepirtjft cir tdn cuturn. Rnenebnr wn sjhm ynstnrmjy tdjt hf :478 jdrhejfho piwnrs ic j spnohja lhfm mnsonfmnm mnsonfmnm crie tdn dnhgdts ic tdn sphrht hfti tdn rnjae ic duejf nviauthif, jfm spnohchojaay hfti tdn nviauthif ic tdn duejf hftnaanot jfm siua. ]dnsn piwnrs jrn dnrn, tdny jrn ahvhfg jeifg us. ]dny snnl jbivn jaa ti tjln pissnsshif ic iur dnjms, ic jfytdhfg wn tdhfl jfm hfwjrmay cnna. ]dny jrn jfgnaho _phrhts, H sjhm, wdi ojffit oifthfun tdnhr mnvnaipenft hf tdn sphrhtuja wiram jfm wjft ti usn duejf dnjms ti oifthfun ti mnvnaip hf tdn heenmhjtn cuturn. Ht hs :j)) ic snor snornt nt,, dh dhmm mmnf nf si siua ua td tdnr nrnc ncir irnn pj pjrth rthou ouaj ajra ray y hepi hepirtj rtjft ft td tdjt jt td tdhs hs ahfn ahfn (bau (baunn ah ahfn fn hf Chg. Chg. ::j mnvnaipenft hs ghvnf mun jttnfthif. Js H djvn tiam yiu, ejfy pnipan pribjbay mi fit wjft ti ghvn ht

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oifso oifsohiu hiuss jttnf jttnfthi thif< f< tdny tdny wiuam wiuam cjr rjtdn rjtdnrr ht stjynm stjynm miwf miwf bnaiw bnaiw,, si tdny tdny fnnm fnnm ifay ifay oifonr oifonrf f tdnesnavns whtd ejtnrhja tdhfgs. Hc ht hs fit ghvnf jttnfthif, tdisn jdrhejfho piwnrs whaa tjln diam ic tdhs vnry prionss ic griwhfg hfwjrmfnss. ]dhs hs ifn tdhfg wn eust tjln hfti jooiuft. Wn eust bn rnjmy ti cjon tdn mjfgnr siif ti oien hf tdn nviauthif ic ohvhahzjthif, jfm stjfm gujrm hf iur eist diay,, hffnr duejf rnjahty jgjhfst tdn hfcaunfons ic jdrhejfho piwnrs. diay Nmuojthifja hssuns whaa bn pjrthouajray shgfhchojft hf tdn heenmhjtn cuturn. ]dn hfwjrmfnss ic tdn duejf siua whaa bn eist shgfhchojft murhfg odhamdiim jfm yiutd hf tdn fnjr cuturn. Pnrdjps ht hs mhcchouat ti bnahnvn tdhs timjy, but tdn then djs aifg shfon oien cir us ti sjy; tdn odhamrnf jfm yiufg pnipan wn snn mi fit sdiw tdnhr trun fjturn hf wdjt wn snn if tdn iutshmn. Wn snn tdn rnm ahfn dnrn (snn Chg. ::j), but bnshmn ht rufs tdn baun ifn, j dhmmnf hffnr ahcn ti wdhod wn eust pjy rnja jttnfthif. ]njodnrs ]njodnrs eust pjy jttnfthif ti ht, anst tdny surrnfmnr ht ti tdn jdrhejfho piwnrs. Nmuojthif jfm trjhfhfg whaa djvn ti odjfgn oiepantnay hf ejfy rnspnots hf tdn fnjr cuturn.

 

Ant us oifshmnr tdn irhghf ic tdn prhfohpans hf iur prnsnft systne ic nmuojthif jfm trjhfhfg. Onrtjhf tdhfgs jawjys ajg bndhfm hf tdn oiseho irmnr. —Nfahgdtnfenft‘, js ht wjs ojaanm, wjs j spnohja cnjturn ic tdn nhgdtnnftd onftury. Pnipan nvnf wjftnm ti nstjbahsd j lhfm ic rjthifja rnahghif bjsnm ifay if duejf rncanothif, if tdn stjrvnahfg jeifg tdn sohnfons, js H djvn sjhm hf ey pubaho anoturns anot urns hf Bjsan. \ Fitn :  : U ]dn wjy pnipan cnna tdny eust bndjvn tiwjrms griwhfg odhamrnf jfm yiufg pnipan hf nmuojthif jfm trjhfhfg djs nfthrnay oien iut ic tdhs strnje ic rjthifjahty; jawjys mi nvnry nvnrytdh tdhfg fg hf suod suod j wjy tdjt tdjt tdn odham odham ojf heenmh heenmhjtn jtnay ay ufmnrs ufmnrstjf tjfm< m< odhamr odhamrnf nf sdiuam sdiuam fnvnr fnvnr nxpnrhnfon jfytdhfg mnnpnr tdjf tdny jrn jban ti ufmnrstjfm. Ht whaa djvn ti bn rnjahznm tdjt tdhs hs tdn wirst pisshban wjy ic privhmhfg cir tdn ahcn ic j duejf bnhfg, cir ht tjlns us ti j truay mhsjstrius nxtrnen hf duejf ahcn. Kust oifshmnr tdhs; hc wn ejln nvnry nccirt ti ghvn odhamrnf ifay suod tdhfgs js jrn hf jooirm whtd tdnhr anvna ic ufmnrstjfmhfg, tdhfgs tdny ojf grjsp, wn mi fit ghvn tdne jfytdhfg cir ajtnr ahcn wdnf tdny jrn suppisnm ti djvn mnnpnr ufmnrstjfmhfg. Ojrn hs tjlnf, si ti spnjl, ti nfsurn tdjt cir tdn wdian ic tdnhr ahvns tdny djvn fitdhfg fitd hfg but tdn ufmnrstjfm ufmnrstjfmhfg hfg ic j odham. ]dhs jpprijod jpprijod djs jarnjmy jarnjmy birfn cruht, jfm tdn cruhts jrn wdjt yiu wiuam nxpnot! Euod ic tdn tdhflhfg hf iur prnsnft-mjy ohvhahznm wiram, wdnrn pnipan oifshmnr tdnesnavns ti bn si whsn jfm nfahgdtnfnm, rnejhfs jt j odhamhsd anvna. Fi ifn hf tdn fnwspjpnrr wiram hs, ic oiursn, gihfg ti jmeht tdjt tdn tdhflhfg hf tdnhr wiram hs ajrgnay odhamhsd, but fnwspjpn ht hs trun fnvnrtdnanss. Nssnfthjaay tdhs hs oiffnotnm whtd tdn cjot tdjt ifay tdn odham's ufmnrstjfmhfg hs jmmrnssnm. ]dhs tdnf rnejhfs tdn sjen tdriugdiut ahcn. _ientdhfg quhtn mhccnrnft whaa djvn ti bn mifn; mif n; wn eust eust chaa iur siuas, siuas, nspnohj nspnohjaay aay hc wn jrn nmuojti nmuojtirs, rs, whtd whtd tdn hffnr jwjrnf jwjrnfnss nss,, tdn oifsohiusfnss, tdjt j eystnrhius hfwjrmfnss rnhgfs hf j odham jfm wn eust prnsnft ti tdn odham's dnjrt jfm ehfm euod tdjt whaa ifay bn ufmnrstiim ajtnr if hf ahcn, fit hf odhamdiim. Ajtnr hf ahcn tdny ojf tdnf rnojaa tdnsn tdhfgs crie eneiry jfm sjy ti tdnesnavns; tdhs hs sientdhfg yiu dnjrm ir anjrfnm if tdjt ioojshif< fiw jt ajst yiu jrn jban ti ufmnrstjfm ejfy ic tdnsn tdhfgs. Fitdhfg whaa

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bn bnttnr cir tdn siufmfnss ic duejf ahcn hf tdn cuturn tdjf cir hfmhvhmujas ti rnojaa tdhfgs tdny wnrn tiam hf odhamdiim, jfm tdnf bn jban ti ufmnrstjfm tdne. Wdnf pnipan jrn jban ti ahvn whtd tdnesnavns hf suod j wjy js ti rnojaa crie eneiry tdn tdhfgs tdny oiuam fit ufmnrstjfm bncirn, tdhs whaa bn tdn siuron cir j dnjatdy hffnr ahcn. Pnipan whaa bn spjrnm tdn hffnr nepthfnss wdhod nftnrs hfti si ejfy dnjrts jfm siuas timjy, jfm ojusns tdne ti nfm up hf hfsthtuthifs. ]dnrn, siuas wdhod djvn rnejhfnm nepty jfm bjrrnf hfshmn bnojusn nmuojthif djs cjhanm ti ghvn tdne jfytdhfg tdjt ojf bn rnojaanm ajtnr if hf ahcn ejy bn iccnrnm sientdhfg crie iutshmn. _ientdhfg nasn fnnms ti bn oifshmnrnm hf tdhs oiftnxt. Bnojusn ic tdn ohrouestjfons H djvn spilnf ic hf rnonft thens, pnipan ic iur prnsnft jgn djvn aist jwjrnfnss ic tdn oaisn oiffnothif bntwnnf duejf bnhfgs jfm tdn ufhvnrsn. Pnipan timjy bnahnvn tdny jrn kust dufls ic enjt wjalhfg if tdhs njrtd ir trjvnaahfg hf j rjhawjy ojrrhjgn. ]dny whaa fit jawjys jmeht tdhs, ic oiursn, but tdhs hs hf cjot wdjt tdny djvn hf ehfm. Ht hs fit trun, diwnvnr. Duejf bnhfgs jrn oaisnay biufm up whtd tdn wdian ufhvnrsn. Jfm ht hs giim ti brhfg tdhs oanjray ti ehfm jgjhf by oifshmnrhfg tdn ciaaiwhfg.

 

Chgurn ::b Oifshmnr tdn Njrtd. ]dn Eiif eivns jriufm ht< ant us sjy tdhs hs tdn irbht ic tdn Eiif (snn Chg. ::b). ::b ). ]dn ]dn Njrtd Njrtd hs, ic oi oiurs ursn, n, jf jfytd ytdhfg hfg but tdn jbstrj jbstrjot ot ehfnrj ehfnrjaa nfthty nfthty hejghfnm hejghfnm by eimnrf eimnrf ehfnrjaighsts, gniaighsts jfm pdyshohsts. Ht hs vnry euod jahvn, jfm wn ojf ibsnrvn ejfy cires ic nxhstnfon hf oiffnothif whtd tdn Njrtd. Cir tdn eienft, ant us enrnay oifshmnr tdn ourrnfts wdhod eivn jriufm tdn Njrtd jaa tdn then. ]dny eivn jriufm ht hf jaa lhfms ic mhrnothifs. ]dny jrn ntdnrho jfm sphrhtuja by fjturn jfm djvn j rnja, substjfthja nccnot. _ientdhfg hs jawjys prnsnft hf tdnsn ourrnfts. Ht hs giim ti oifshmnr tdn siuron jfm irhghf ic tdnsn ourrnfts. Wn sdjaa bn gihfg hfti eirn mntjha js then gins if< cir timjy H enrnay wjft ti ejln sien prnahehfjry stjtnenfts. Hc yiu rnjm ey Ioouat _ohnfon yiu _ohnfon yiu whaa chfm tdjt hf vnry njray thens tdn Njrtd jfm tdn _uf wnrn ifn. Iur prnsnftmjy Njrtd djs bnnf nahehfjtnm crie tdn _uf. ]dnsn ourrnfts jrn rnefjfts crie tdn ahcn ic tdn _uf< _uf ahcn hs sthaa prnsnft hf tdn Njrtd. Xnt tdn Eiif, tii, wjs ifn whtd tdn Njrtd hf tdn pjst. Jfm tdn Eiif wdhod irbhts tdn Njrtd timjy jasi djs ourrnfts whtdhf ht. ]disn ourrnfts jrn rnefjfts crie j ajtnr then, crie Eiif nviauthif.

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Wn tdus djvn twi lhfms ic ourrnfts jfm wn ejy ojaa tdne _uf ourrnfts jfm Eiif ourrnfts. ]dny tjln quhtn j mhccnrnft oiursn, jfm tdny jrn j ahvhfg rnjahty. Ant us jssuen j ornjturn wjalhfg tdhs Njrtd hf j onrtjhf wjy djs _uf ourrnfts pjsshfg tdriugd ht< tdnsn pjss tdriugd njshay. Ant us jssuen jfitdnr ornjturn hs oifstruotnm hf j mhccnrnft wjy, si tdjt tdn _uf ourrnfts pjss tdriugd ht oiehfg crie ifn shmn jfm Eiif ourrnfts crie tdn itdnr. _uf ourrnfts jrn fit ahehtnm ti spnohcho pajons jfm jotujahty pjss tdriugd nvnrytdhfg< tdny ojf tdnrncirn pjss tdriugd tdhs ornjturn hf ifn mhrnothif. ]dus tdnrn ojf bn ornjturns if Njrtd wdi djvn ifay tdn _uf ourrnft pjsshfg tdriugd tdne hf ifn mhrnothif, jfm tdnrn ejy bn itdnrs wdi djvn tdn _uf ourrnft pjss tdriugd tdne hf ifn mhrnothif jfm tdn Eiif ourrnft hf jfitdnr. jfitdnr.

 

Jfhejas jrn ornjturns wdhod ojf ifay djvn tdn _uf ourrnft gihfg tdriugd tdne. Hejghfn j ciuranggnm jfheja; js ht wjals, hts bjolbifn hs nssnfthjaay pjrjaana ti tdn Njrtd's surcjon. ]dn _uf ourrnft, wdhod djs fiw bnoien jf Njrtd ourrnft, ojf oifthfujaay pjss tdriugd tdhs bjolbifn. ]dhs ornjturn, tdnf, hs rnajtnm ti tdn Njrtd.

 

Ht hs mhccnrnft whtd duejf bnhfgs. Hf tdn ahvhfg duejf bimy ifay tdn dnjm djs tdn pishthif dnam by jfhejas. ]dhfl ic j ahfn mrjwf crie tdn bjol ic tdn dnjm ti tdn cirndnjm ” ht hs tdn mhrnothif ic tdn jfheja's bjolbifn, jfm tdn sjen _uf ourrnft pjssns tdriugd tdn dnjm. ]dn duejf bjolbifn, if tdn itdnr djfm, hs ahctnm iut ic tdn ourrnfts wdhod ruf pjrjaana ti tdn Njrtd, hfoaumhfg tdn _uf ourrnft wdhod djs bnoien Njrtd ourrnft. Bnhfg ahctnm iut, duejf bnhfgs jrn hf j pishthif (tdhs mins, ic oiursn, mnpnfm j grnjt mnja if tdn gnigrjpdhoja ajthtumn jfm si if, but ht hs jasi wdjt ejlns pnipan mhccnrnft crie njod itdnr) wdnrn ufmnr onrtjhf oifmhthifs tdn Eiif ourrnft gins tdriugd tdne< fit

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tdriugd tdn dnjm, diwnvnr, but tdriugd tdn bjolbifn. ]dn mhccnrnfon bntwnnf jfhejas jfm duejfs hs trnenfmius. ]dn oiseho ourrnft wdhod pjssns tdriugd tdn jfheja bjolbifn pjssns tdriugd tdn duejf dnjm< tdn iam Eiif ourrnft, wdhod mins fit rnajtn ti jfytdhfg hf tdn jfheja, pjssns tdriugd tdn duejf bjolbifn. ]dn duejf bjolbifn nvnf rncanots hts rnajthifsdhp ti tdn Eiif ourrnft hf hts oiepishthif, cir duejf bnhfgs djvn jpprixhejtnay js ejfy vnrtnbrjn js tdnrn jrn mjys hf j eiftd, bntwnnf 24 jfm ?: vnrtnbrjn. ]dn rnjsif wdy tdn chgurn hs ifay jpprixhejtn whaa bn oifshmnrnm jt j ajtnr then. ]dn wdian ahcn ic tdn duejf bjolbifn, jfm hfmnnm ic tdn duejf brnjst, hs hfthejtnay biufm up whtd tdn ahcn ic tdn Eiif. Dhmmnf bnfnjtd tdn ahcn ic tdn _uf, wdhod rnajtns ti sannphfg jfm wjlhfg jfm tjlns 2= diurs, ahns tdn rdytdehoja ahcn ic tdn Eiif. ]dhs hs j bjsho rncanothif if tdn rnajthifsdhp bntwnnf tdn duejf bnhfg jfm tdn wdian ufhvnrsn. Cir kust js tdn ourrnfts pjsshfg tdriugd tdn duejf bjolbifn jrn pjrt ic tdn ourrnft wdhod rnajtns ti tdn ahcn ic tdn Eiif, si itdnr ourrnfts hf tdn duejf bnhfg rnajtn ti tdn itdnr pajfnts hf iur siajr systne. Jaa tdnsn tdhfgs jrn uttnray rnja. Hf eimnrf sohnfon tdny djvn bnnf oiepantnay jbjfmifnm, jfm fi ifn nvnf vnfturns ti oifshmnr tdnsn rnajthifsdhps. Hf oifsnqunfon, sohnfthsts jrn fit jban ti jpprnohjtn tdjt tdn oifsohius duejf ahcn wdhod hs iutwjrmay jppjrnft dnrn if Njrtd gins djfm hf djfm whtd jf ufoifsohius ahcn wdhod hs oiffnotnm whtd tdn duejf brnjst jfm jrhsns crie eystnrhius hffnr mnptds. ]dhs eust bn nspnohjaay tjlnf hfti jooiuft hf thens ahln a hln tdisn wdhod ahn jdnjm< ht eust bn nspnohjaay tjlnf hfti jooiuft hf tdn spdnrn ic nmuojthif, cir itdnrwhsn tdn jmvnrsjrhja jdrhejfho piwnrs whaa tjln diam ic tdn ufoifsohius ahcn. Ht wiuam bn uttnray mhsjstrius hc pnipan wnrn ti cjha ti fitn tdjt pjrt ic tdnhr hffnr ahcn, tdn pjrt wdhod hs hf tdn prionss ic bnoiehfg eirn hfwjrm ” tdn baun ahfn hf tdn mhjgrje ” hs hf mjfgnr ic cjaahfg prny ti tdn jdrhejfho piwnrs, ufanss ht hs tjlnf up hf cuaa oifsohiusfnss jfm mnnpnfnm tdriugd tdn hfshgdts ic j sphrhtuja sohnfon hf wdhod oiurjgn hs tjlnf jotujaay ti sjy sientdhfg jbiut rnjahthns wdhod iutnr sohnfon hs ufjban ti mhsoivnr. Wn eust aiil jt tdhs hf nfthrnay nfthrnay oiforntn oiforntn tnres. Oifshmnr Oifshmnr tdn wjy iutnr sohnfon sohnfon hs gihfg. gihfg. Ht hs nftnrhfg hfti jaa lhfms ic jbstrjothifs jfm, hfmnnm, hs eist usncua wdnf ht nftnrs hfti jaa lhfms ic jbstrjothifs. Pnipan whaa fnnm tdhs sohnfon cir tdnhr iutnr ahcn< ht eust bnoien pjrt ic duejf ohvhahzjthif. ]i usn tdn iutnr sohnfthcho ouaturn, suod js ht hs fiw, hf nmuojthif whaa bn pjrthouajray mntrhenftja hf tdn heenmhjtn cuturn. ]i tnjod odhamrnf jbstrjot fithifs ic fjturn jfm tdn ajws ic fjturn wdhod pnipan fnnm ti lfiw whaa bnoien jf jbsurmhty hf tdn fnjr cuturn. If tdn itdnr djfm, ht whaa bn hepirtjft ” H ojf jawjys ifay ghvn nxjepans ” ti oifshmnr tdn ahvns ic jfhejas hf j aivhfg wjy, whtd tdnhr spnohja oifmhthifs ic ahcn mnsorhbnm ti ghvn tdn odhamrnf j rnja photurn ic diw jfts bndjvn hf tdnhr oieeufhthns, diw tdny ahvn tigntdnr, jfm si if. Js yiu lfiw lfiw,, tdn bnghffhfgs ic tdhs tdiugd tdny tdny jrn fit cuaay mnvnai mnvnaipnm pnm.. _uod _uod jr jrnn ti bn ciuf ciufm m hf Brnde Brnde's 's ]hnranbnf ]hnranbnf,, \ Fitn Fitn 2 U  tdiugd syebiahznm stirhns ic ahcn hf tdn jfheja wiram fnnm ti bn eirn jfm eirn cuaay mnvnaipnm. Hfmhvhmuja stirhns sdiuam bn tiam hf j truay tdiugdtcua wjy, rjtdnr tdjf mhsdhfg up nanenftjry ziiaigy ti odhamrnf hf tdn mrnjmcua wjy ht hs mifn fiw. Wn eust tnaa tdne ic tdn spnohja tdhfgs tdn ahif mins, jfm tdn cix, tdn jft, tdn ajmybhrm, jfm si if. Ht hs ic fi rnja oifsnqunfon hc tdn mntjhas wdhod jrn tiam jotujaay djppnf ir fit< wdjt ejttnrs hs tdjt tdny jrn tdiugdtcua jfm oien crie tdn dnjrt. ]dn lhfm ic nxtrjot ic fjturja dhstiry wdhod hs mhffnm hfti odhamrnf timjy sdiuam ifay oien hf ajtnr ynjrs< odhamrnf eust chrst ic jaa bn jban ti tjln mnahgdt hf stirhns wdhod rnprnsnft hfmhvhmuja jspnots hf tdn ahvns ic jfhejas. Ht whaa bn pjrthouajray hepirtjft ti oifshmnr pajft ahcn hf suod j wjy tdjt ifn djs ejfy stirhns ti tnaa jbiut tdn rnajthifsdhp ic tdn risn ti tdn vhiant, ic sdrubs ti tdn wnnms wdhod griw jriufm tdne,

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jfm aifg stirhns jbiut tdn _phrhts anjphfg jbivn tdn caiwnrs js ifn wjals tdriugd j enjmiw, enjmiw, jfm tdn ahln. ]dhs hs tdn bitjfy odhamrnf sdiuam bn tiam. Jfm tdny sdiuam bn tiam ic diw onrtjhf grnnfoiaiurnm orystjas wdhod mwnaa hf tdn njrtd bndjvn tiwjrms oiaiuranss orystjas, ir j oubho orystja ti jf iotjdnmrja ifn. Hfstnjm ic tdn jbstrjot orystjaaigrjpdy wdhod hs mhsdnm iut ti odhamrnf wdi jrn sthaa quhtn yiufg, euod ti tdnhr mntrhenft, wn sdiuam djvn j syebiahstho prnsnftjthif ic tdn ahcn ic tdn orystjas miwf hf tdn njrtd. Iur vhnws if nvnrytdhfg wdhod gins if hf tdn mnptds ic tdn njrtd ojf ifay ifay bn cruh cruhtc tcua ua hc wn ejln ejln td tdne ne cruh cruhtc tcua ua whtd whtd td tdnn mnso mnsorh rhpt pthi hifs fs wd wdho hod d jr jrnn gh ghvn vnf f hf iur iur jftdripisipdhoja ahtnrjturn. Ht whaa fit bn nfiugd kust ti ahst htnes< tdnsn tdhfgs eust bn tdn stheuaus jftdripisipdhoja jfm ghvn us hmnjs, si tdjt wn ojf tnaa ejfy stirhns jbiut tdn ahcn sdjrnm by mhjeifms jfm sjppdhrns, jfm si if. ]dhfl jbiut ht jfm yiu whaa lfiw wdjt H enjf. Hf j shehajr wjy ht whaa bn hepirtjft fit ti mhsd up tdisn dirrhban jbstrjothifs wdhod jrn tjugdt js dhstiry timjy, but jgjhf ti brhfg ahcn jfm ahvnahfnss hfti tdn oiursn ic duejf dhstiry jfm dnap tdn odhamrnf ti mnvnaip j cnnahfg cir wdjt duejf dnjrts jfm ehfms nxpnrhnfon hf tdn oiursn ic duejf nviauthif. Oifvnrsjthifs wdhod mhm fit jotujaay tjln pajon hf tdn pdyshoja wiram whaa djvn ti bn hfvnftnm, j oifvnrsjthif bntwnnf jf jfohnft Grnnl jfm sienifn ahvhfg hf tdn chctd pistJtajftnjf jgn, cir nxjepan. ]i ]i ant tdisn ahvhfg duejf chgurns jppnjr bncirn tdn ehfm's nyn ic tdn odhamrnf whaa bn euod eirn usncua tdjf jaa tdn dhstirhoja jbstrjothifs prnsnftnm ti tdne timjy. Xiu ojf snn wdnrn tdhs hs anjmhfg. ]dn pihft hs ti chaa tdn siuas ic odhamrnf whtd ahvhfg hmnjs si tdjt tdn eystnrhius dhmmnf ufmnrourrnft hf tdne ojf bn rnjodnm. ]dnf yiu whaa snn jf hffnr ahcn wdhod hs anss jrhm jfm hfcnrthan jfm pnipan wdi whaa bn whaa jasi bn anss fnrvius ajtnr hf ahcn, ahc n, bnojusn tdny whaa bn jban ti rnojaa stirhns wdhod wnrn tiam iut ic jf hfshgdt hfti oiseho ajws. ]dny whaa jasi bn cjehahjr whtd tdn ajws ic fjturn jfm jban ti nstjbahsd djreify bntwnnf wdjt wjs ghvnf ti tdne hf j ahvhfg, vhtja cire jfm tdn ajws ic fjturn. ]dnhr ehfms ojf ifay griw bjrrnf hc tdny jrn ghvnf tdn jbstrjot ajws ic fjturn. ]dnsn jrn j cnw tdiugdts H wjftnm ti put ti yiu whtd spnohja rncnrnfon ti tdn chnam ic nmuojthif. Ht hs, ic oiursn, euod njshnr ti gnt tigntdnr hf jaa lhfms ic jssiohjthifs timjy jfm prioajhe ivnr jfm ivnr jgjhf ‑Nmuojthif eust bn put if jf hfmhvhmuja bjshs― ” jfm itdnr jbstrjot cireuajthifs ic tdhs lhfm. Ic oiursn, tdhs hs njshnr tdjf ti mi wdjt hs fiw fnnmnm, wdhod hs tdjt pnipan hftnrnstnm hf nmuojthif sdiuam nftnr hfti tdn sphrht ic duejf jfm fjturja nviauthif jfm chfm hejghfjthvn tjans wdhod jaaiw tdn ahcn ic tdn sphrht ti bn oiforntnay grjspnm hf nxjotay tdn cire ht whaa tjln hf tdn heenmhjtn cuturn. Wn whaa jawjys, jfm hf nvnry chnam, fnnm tdn stheuaus ic sphrhtuja sohnfon. Ht jaifn whaa bn jban ti ant fnw ahcn jrhsn crie tdn myhfg cires ic tdn prnsnft ahcn ic ehfm jfm hftnaanot ” fnw ahcn wdhod ojf jot js j stheuajft hf tdn wjy H djvn mnsorhbnm, nspnohjaay cir tdn ehfms ic odhamrnf. Whtdiut tdn stheuaus ic sphrhtuja sohnfon, ifn whaa bn j mrhnm-up sodiia tnjodnr wdi jasi mrhns up tdn odhamrnf's ehfms. Wirst ic jaa, pnipan whaa hfornjshfgay djvn tdn hmnj, nspnohjaay whtd rngjrm ti nmuojthfg tdn yiufg, tdjt tdn bnst wn ojf mi whtd nvnrytdhfg wn anjrf hs ti cirgnt ht jgjhf js quholay js pisshban. Hc j shtujthif hs ornjtnm wdnrn hf ajtnr ahcn pnipan mi fit wjft ti ehss jfy ic tdn tdhfgs tdny wnrn ghvnf hf tdnhr odhamdiim, tdhs whaa fit enrnay bn j panjsurn but privn j wnaasprhfg, j trun wnaasprhfg ic duejf ahcn. H wiuam jsl yiu ti tjln tdhs ti dnjrt. _ohnfon htsnac jasi fnnms fnw stheuaus. Xnstnrmjy Xnstnrmjy H spiln ic diw mhcchouat ht hs ti brhmgn tdn gjp bntwnnf sphrhtuja sohnfon hf gnfnrja jfm tdn spnohja chnams hf wdhod pnipan jrn nfgjgnm hf sohnfthcho

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ahcn. Xnt tdhs whaa bn jbsiautnay ifn ic tdn eist nssnfthja tdhfgs hf cuturn. Xiu eust djvn rnjahznm crie sien ic tdn tdhfgs sjhm dnrn jfm nasnwdnrn tdjt pjuohty jfm hepivnrhsdenft ic oifonpts jfm hmnjs djvn anm ti tdn oifmhthifs wn djvn timjy. H djvn sjhm ht hf ey pubaho anoturn hf Bjsan jfm H djvn jasi rnpnjtnm ht dnrn, tdjt pnipan wdi oifshmnrnm tdnesnavns oiepntnft bnahnvnm wdnf tdhs wjr stjrtnm tdjt ht wiuam ajst fi aifgnr tdjf ciur eiftds. ]dny tdiugdt tdny djm stumhnm tdn siohja jfm noifieho struoturn jfm tdny cirenm tdn hmnj ifHttdjt bjshs. ]dnhr hmnjs ic tdhs mhm fit rnajtncrie ti rnjahty, rnjahtywdi djs djm privnm tdne wrifg. hs strjfgn diw ahttan pnipan jrnlhfm prnpjrnm ti anjrf nvnfts.jfm _ienifn jrrhvnm jt suod jf hmnj if tdn bjshs ic tdnhr iwf sohnfthcho ufmnrstjfmhfg surnay iugdt ti sjy ti dhesnac fiw; —]dn prnehsns if wdhod H bjsnm ey oifoaushifs wnrn oanjray quhtn hfjmnqujtn.‘ _urnay, dn eust fiw bn hfoahfnm ti anjrf sientdhfg. But dn sannps if, mrjwhfg curtdnr oifoaushifs crie tdisn sjen prnehsns, wdhod djvn ifay odjfgnm j ahttan ufmnr tdn prnssurn ic nxpnrhnfon, bnojusn dn mins fit wjftt ti oifshm wjf oifshmnr nr tdn hffnr hffnr oiffno oiffnothi thifs. fs. Ic oiursn oiursn,, jfyif jfyifnn wdi whsdns whsdns ti oifshm oifshmnr nr tdn hffnr hffnr oiffnothifs hf ahcn whaa djvn ti tjln tdhs durman, wdhod hs suod j pribane, pjrthouajray ti pnipan wdi jrn hfviavnm hf sohnfthcho hssuns. ]dn ajst tdhfg tdny wjft hs ti bn bitdnrnm hf tdn ahehtnm chnam hf wdhod tdny jrn jothvn< tdny mi fit wjft ti nstjbahsd ahfls whtd rnajtnm chnams. ]dhs typn ic spnohjahzjthif wjs quhtn j giim tdhfg cir j then. Hc ht oifthfuns, jfm hc iur ufhvnrshty stumnfts oifthfun ti bn ruhfnm by tdn bhjs wdhod oiens whtd spnohjahzjthif, tdn ojajehthns wdhod rnsuat wdnf pnipan's hmnjs jrn mhvironm crie rnjahty whaa gnt wirsn jfm wirsn. Wn whaa djvn pnipan hf eufhohpja, rurja jfm fjthifja rnprnsnftjthvn bimhns wdi shepay djvn fi rnja grjsp ic tdn hssuns hss uns tdny jrn suppisnm suppisnm ti rnguaj rnguajtn tn jo jooir oirmhf mhfg g ti ajw, ajw, bnoju bnojusn sn tdn tdnhr hr hmnjs hmnjs jrn tii ahehtn ahehtnm m ti nfoiepjss rnjahty. rnjahty. Rnjahty hs cjr rhodnr tdjf tdisn hmnjs. ]dnrn ojf bn fi qunsthif, tdnf, ic bnhfg hfoahfnm ti anjvn spnohjahznm jrnjs js cjr js pisshban ti —nxpnrts‘, fir ic ushfg jftdripisipdy ti sjthscy subknothvn jfm ngithsthoja fnnms. Ht djs ti bn j ejttnr ic lfiwhfg diw ti ufhtn tdnsn twi ippishtns, jfm ant ifn privn cruhtcua cir tdn itdnr. itdnr. _ientdhfg wn chfm jgjhf jfm jgjhf ” yiu wiuam jasi chfm ht si hc yiu wnrn ti cious yiur jttnfthif if tdnsn tdhfgs ” hs tdjt hc yiu spnjl jbiut spnohja subknot-jrnjs ti pnipan wdi jrn shfonrnay mnvitnm ti jftdripisipdy, tdny mi chfm tdn ejttnr rjtdnr tnmhius. ]dn rnqunst hs jawjys ti spnjl jbiut onftrja hssuns ” siua, heeirtjahty, Gim, jfm si if. ]dhs whaa, ic oiursn, sjthscy tdnhr heenmhjtn ngithsthoja rnahghius fnnms, but ht anjvns fi ippirtufhty ti ghvn tdne wdjt hs fnnmnm eirn tdjf jfytdhfg cir tdn fnjr cuturn, fjenay tdjt pnipan ejln tdnesnavns j rnja pjrt ic tdhs rnja ahcn. ]dhs hs wdy wn eust tjln fitn wdnf sienifn snnls ti ejln j rnja oiffnothif bntwnnf hepuasns ti aiil jt tdhfgs if tdn bjshs ic sphrhtuja sohnfon jfm tdn spnohjahst jrnjs. H djvn prnvhiusay mrjwf jttnfthif dnrn \ Fitn ??  U ti tdn hepirtjft biil iur crhnfm Mr. Biis \ Fitn Oiaanothvn othvn Jgrnn Jgrnnenft. enft. \ Fitn > U = U  djs wrhttnf if tdn Oiaan > U ]dn biil hs fiw gnfnrjaay jvjhajban jfm H sdiuam ahln ti mrjw yiur jttnfthif ti ht, cir ht hs j pnrcnot nxjepan ic buhamhfg brhmgns bntwnnf tdn gnfnrja jpprijod usnm hf jftdripisipdy jfm j wdian spnohjahst chnam, tdn spdnrn ic ajw. ajw. ]dn pihft hs tdjt iur crhnfms crhnfms whaa fit, H dipn, dipn, oifshmnr oifshmnr spnohja spnohja hfvnsthgj hfvnsthgjthifs thifs ic tdhs lhfm js sientdhfg sientdhfg iutshmn iutshmn tdnhr spdnrn but rjtdnr ghvn tdne tdnhr jttnfthif, cir hf tdn then wdhod ahns jdnjm ahcn htsnac whaa djvn ti bn tdn subknot cir jftdripisipdhoja oifshmnrjthif. Hc yiu rnjm tdn biil ojrncuaay jfm wirl tdriugd ht, yiu whaa chfm jspnots ic nvnrymjy ahcn jrn tjlnf up hf j ahvhfg wjy, wjy, jfm jasi hf suod j wjy tdjt ifn ojf snn twi tdhfgs oiehfg hfti pajy dnrn; chrst, hepuasns ti oifshmnr ahcn hf j truay

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oieprndnfshvn wjy, hepuasns jatigntdnr jttufnm ti oiseho ajws, jfm tdnf jasi grnjt dhstirhoja pnrspnothvns. Xiu whaa jasi chfm ht hfchfhtnay dnapcua ti oifshmnr tdn mhccnrnfon bntwnnf Riejfon oiftr oiftrjot jotss jfm jgrnn jgrnnen enfts fts if tdn ifn djfm jfm Gnrejf Gnrejfho ho siohja siohja oidnsh oidnshif if if tdn itdnr itdnr.. ]dn rnajthifsdhp ic Riejfon ti Gnrejfho duejf fjturn prnsnfts htsnac hf j vnry priciufm wjy hf j pjrthouajr spnohjahst chnam. Jfm ht hs hepirtjft, nspnohjaay whtd tdhs spnohjahst biil by Mr. Riejf Biis, ti wirl ifn's wjy up ti wdjt rnjaay ejttnrs cir tdn heenmhjtn cuturn crie tdn pihft ic vhnw ic sphrhtuja sohnfon -ti brhmgn tdn gjp bntwnnf tdn ahcn tdjt prnsnfts htsnac ti tdn snfsns jfm hf wdhod wn nstjbahsd iur siohja oifmhthifs, jfm tdn ahcn wdhod strnjes hf crie tdn sphrhtuja wiram jfm ants tdn _phrht puasn tdriugd iur cires ic nxhstnfon. H jasi jasi rnoiee rnoieenf nfm m tdjt tdjt yiu rnjm tdn fnw hssun hssun ic Whssnf ufm Anbnf, Anbnf, \ Fitn 3  3 U wdhod djs jf jrthoan by Mr. Biis if tdn lny hssuns hf _whss fjthifja piahohns. \ Fitn 7  7 U Xiu whaa chfm tdjt ourrnft piahth pia hthoja oja hssuns hssuns ojf jasi bn oi oifsh fshmnr mnrnm nm crie crie j mhccnr mhccnrnft nft pihft ic vhnw vhnw tdjf tdjf tdjt tdjt ic nvnry nvnrymjy mjy  kiurfjahse ” hc yiu mi fit ehfm ey sjyhfg si. Jwjrnfnss Jwjrnfnss ic tdn rnajthifsdhp bntwnnf mhccnrnft cires ic ouaturn, suod js mhccnrnft cires ic jrt, cir hfstjfon, jfm piahthoja cires, hs briugdt iut eist bnjuthcuaay hf tdhs nssjy. Djvhfg rnjm Mr. Biis' jrthoan, wdhod tjlns j snrhius aiil jt _whss fjthifja piahohns jfm hs truay hf tdn jftdripisipdhoja sphrht, yiu ejy gajfon jt tdn chrst nssjy hf tdn kiurfja, wdhod hs if tdn shgfhchojfon ic tdn Rncirejthif jfm wjs wrhttnf by Jmiac Lnaanr. \ Fitn 44 U  U Ht hs jf nssjy hf tdn iam styan, nvnf hc ht hs tdiugdt ti bn hf j vnry fnw styan. Hf ifn jfm tdn sjen hssun yiu tdnrncirn djvn j  kusthchjbay truay eimnrf wirl shmn by shmn whtd tdn eist jfthqujtnm stucc. Pnipan wdi wrhtn suod jfthqujtnm stucc mi, ic oiursn, bnahnvn tdny jrn pjrthouajray oanvnr jfm aighoja, whtd pnfntrjthfg tdiugdts. ]dn shgfhchojfon ic tdn Rncirejthif hs mhsoussnm crie mhccnrnft pihfts ic vhnw hf nanvjtnm tnres wdhod jrn fitdhfg but nepty jfm vjphm jbstrjothifs. Djvhfg rnjm Jmiac Lnaanr's jrthoan, wdhod hs mnonft jfm wnaa-enjft jfm ifn ic tdn bnst phnons ic wirl hf tdhs chnam, ifn hs thrnm iut crie bnhfg tissnm dhtdnr jfm tdhtdnr bntwnnf wdjt jrn jgjhf jfm jgjhf tdn sjen jbstrjothifs; tdn Rncirejthif ornjtnm crnnmie ic hfhthjthvn< crnnmie ic hfhthjthvn jrisn tdriugd tdn Rncirejthif< wdnf tdn Rncirejthif wjs hf prigrnss, crnn hfhthjthvn ojen ti ahcn. Ifn hs tissnm dhtdnr jfm tdhtdnr hf tdn typhoja cjsdhif ic jaa jbstrjothifhsts wdi lfiw fi bnttnr tdjf ti wjaaiw hf j cnw hepivnrhsdnm fithifs, djvhfg fitdhfg ti mi whtd tdn rnja wiram. Dnrn yiu djvn j typhoja hfstjfon ic tdn jbstrjot wjy ic tdhflhfg wdhod eust bn ivnroien, wdnf pnipan ahvn whtd fithifs tdjt djvn ahttan rnja tdiugdt ti tdne, ynt jrn pishthvnay sejolhfg tdnhr ahps whtd panjsurn bnojusn tdny hejghfn tdny jrn sjyhfg sientdhfg rnjaay iutstjfmhfg iutstjfmhfg wdnf tdny put ht hf j pjrthouajray jbstrjot wjy. J cnw mjys jgi H wjs snft j trnjthsn if priciufm tdnisipdhoja ejttnrs wdhod wjs, hf cjot, enrna en rnay y j trnjth trnjthsn sn if tdn —sient —sientdhf dhfg‘< g‘< ht ifay ifay mnjat mnjat whtd whtd tdn —sient —sientdhf dhfg‘ g‘ ” tdn —ufhep —ufhepriv rivnm nm sientdhfg‘ jfm tdn —heprivnm sientdhfg‘, jfm diw tdn heprivnm tjlns diam ic tdn ufheprivnm, jfm di diw w tdn —hepri —heprivnm vnm sientd sientdhfg hfg‘‘ tjlns tjlns prnonm prnonmnf nfon on ivnr ivnr tdn —ufhep —ufhepriv rivnm nm sient sientdhf dhfg‘. g‘. Jfm si; oifsohius jfm ufoifsohius —sientdhfg‘, heprivnm jfm ufheprivnm —sientdhfg‘ ” gihfg ifn wjy jfm tdnf tdn itdnr, dnrn jgjhf, tdnrn jgjhf< jfm hf tdn chfja hfstjfon yiu djvn fi eirn tdjf tdhs strjfgn eimnrf wjy ic wirlhfg hf tdn jbstrjot ” tdiugd dnrn jppahnm ti tdhfgs ic tdn sphrht ”  wdhod ahlns ti snn htsnac hf tdn jbstrjot jfm hf rnjahty hs cahgdt crie rnjahty jfm fi aifgnr djs jfytdhfg ti mi whtd jfy lhfm ic rnjahty. ]dhs mins, ic oiursn, djvn quhtn spnohcho oifsnqunfons.

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Pnipan's ahehtnm hmnjs ejln tdne ufjban ti wnfm tdnhr wjy tdriugd tdn rhvnr ic ahcn. ]dnhr hmnjs jrn tii ahehtnm ti nfoiepjss tdn rnjahty ic ahcn. Js j rnsuat ifn rnjms tdhfgs ahln tdn ciaaiwhfg, cir hfstjfon, wdhod hs if pjgn >: ic Jmiac Lnaanr's nssjy; Xnt jatdiugd tdhs nxpnrhnfon ojusns tdn mnnpnst wnaasprhfgs ic dnjrt jfm ehfm ti ipnf up, ht hs sthaa eirn tdjf j enrn upsurgn ic cnnahfg. Mhvhfn jfm duejf nanenfts jrn fit ehxnm tigntdnr hf tdhs. Oifsohnfon tjlns ojrn tdhs mins fit djppnf. Ht lnnps tdn mhstjfon jfm ejhftjhfs rnvnrnfon. Ejf rnejhfs ejf jfm Gim rnejhfs Gim. ]dn Rncirejthif jfm eysthohse djvn ht hf oieeif tdjt tdn rnajthifsdhp ti Gim hs nstjbahsdnm tdriugd j pnrsifja nxpnrhnfon< wdjt snpjrjtns tdne hs tdjt tdn Rncirejthif nxpnrhnfon mins fit oien hf j snntdhfg jfm bihahfg ic neithifs hf tdn mnptds ic tdn siua, js hf tdn ojsn ic eysthohse, but crie j triubanm jfm eirjaay nanvjtnm oifsohnfon. Jfytdhfg wdhod hs j eust, jf jbsiautn mnejfm, diams tdn grnjtnst piwnr hf tdn hffnr ahcn. Ejf ojf ifay whtdstjfm tdhs whtd mhvhfn dnap tdjt hs hfwjrmay nxpnrhnfonm. nxpnrhnfonm. Fitdhfg but jbstrjothifs, jfm wn jrn pusdnm dhtdnr jfm tdhtdnr jeifg tdne. ]dnf ciaaiw tdn wirms; —]dhs hs tdn gispna, Knsus Odrhst.‘ ]dn gnftanejf gnftanejf djs gifn si cjr hf dhs jbstrjot jbstrjot tdhflhfg tdhflhfg tdjt dn hmnfthchns hmnfthchns tdn enssjgn ic Knsus Knsus Odrhst whtd Knsus Odrhst dhesnac. ]dhs hs wdjt ifn gnts wdnf jbstrjothif hs tjlnf ti hts nxtrnen. Wdjt ciaaiws hs strjfgn hfmnnm. Dn djs rnknotnm eysthohse. Whtd dhs ahehtnm hmnjs dn sjys tdjt tdn Rncirejthif djm fitdhfg ti mi whtd eysthohse but tdjt ht ornjtns dnjatdy ahcn. Js hc eysthohse wnrn fit nxjotay suod j ahvhfg nxpnrhnfon. But yiu snn, dhs ahehtnm hmnjs ojffit nfoiepjss rnjahty. ]dny jrn tdnrncirn usnm ti sjy nxjotay tdn sjen jbiut oiepantnay ippishtn tdhfgs ]dus dn rnknots tdn —snntdhfg jfm bihahfg‘ js sientdhfg sientdhfg wdhod trun jmdnrnfts ic tdn Rncirejthif sdiuam fit djvn, cir hc tdny mhm tdny wiuam bn eysthos. Jmiac Lnaanr gins if ti sjy; ]dhs dnap hs fit enrnay prnsnftnm iutwjrmay, dhstirhojaay ir hf tdn sjorjenfts. Ht, tii, ojf ifay griw strifg hc ht hs hfwjrmay ejmn ifn's iwf. Ht mins fit jot crie iutshmn, ejghojaay, but ifay hf si cjr js ht ejy bnoien pjrt ic iur hffnr cnnahfgs jfm whaa, jfm ojf snt tdn siua jgaiw. ]dus tdn Rncirejthif eust fit bn j —snntdhfg jfm bihahfg‘ hf tdn mnptds ic tdn siua, ynt tdhs sjen Rncirejthif ojf ifay bn jothvn hf tdn siua hc ht hs jban ti snt tdn siua jgaiw, tdjt hs ejln ht snntdn jfm biha. Xiu ojf stumy tdn wdian nssjy ahln tdhs, jfm fiwdnrn mins hts pivnrty ic sphrht privn jmnqujtn cir nftnrhfg hfti rnjahty. Xnt wrhthfgs ahln tdnsn jrn rnjm whtd rnja pjsshif timjy. Pnipan oifshmnr tdne eist nrumhtn. ]dny cjha ti rnjahzn tdjt tdny ifay djvn ti rnjm twi ir tdrnn ahfns eirn jfm tdny gnt jaa oifcusnm hf tdnhr ehfms, cir tdn sjen hmnjs djvn ti bn usnm cir quhtn mhccnrnft tdhfgs, jfm tdnrn hs suod j pjuohty ic hmnjs. Hc, if tdn itdnr djfm, yiu stumy Riejf Biis' bnjuthcua nssjy if tdn lny hssuns hf _whss fjthifja piahohns ” H mi rnoieenfm ht, cir ht whaa sdiw yiu diw oiffnothifs ojf bn ejmn bntwnnf piahthoja ahcn jfm itdnr cires ic ouaturn, jfm diw iur hmnjs ojf rnjaay oien jahvn jfm tdn ahcn ic hmnjs bn nfrhodnm, diw yiu ojf chfm jf nxnepajry stumy dnrn oifonrfhfg tdn cuturn ic _whss piahthos ” yiu ojf oiepjrn tdhs whtd tdn vjphm ejufmnrhfgs ic Jmiac Lnaanr's nssjy hf tdn sjen hssun ic tdn  kiurfja. By spnfmhfg kust j shfgan sejaa sue yiu ojf djvn tdn ippirtufhty ic gntthfg iam jfm fnw jbsiautnay shmn by shmn jfm rnjaay snn cir yiursnavns.

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_ienthens H rnjaay djvn ti tjln jooiuft ic ourrnft hssuns wdhod jrn hf oiepantn ippishthif, cir jftdr jftdripi ipisip sipdy dy mins mins fit nxhst nxhst cir snac-h snac-hfmu fmuagn agnfon fon jt nxjat nxjatnm nm anvnas anvnas bu butt ti ejln ejln nxjota nxjotay y tdn ibsnrvjthifs wdhod tjln us truay hfti tdn prnsnft, hfti tdn hftnfts jfm purpisns ic tdn prnsnft then.

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ANO]^RN :2 ]dn _phrhts ic Ahgdt jfm tdn _phrhts ic Mjrlfnss Mirfjod, 23 Iotibnr :8:7 ]dn nvnft H djvn bnnf rncnrrhfg ti hf tdn prnonmhfg anoturns, tdn ioojshif wdnf onrtjhf sphrhts ic mjrlfnss wnrn ojst iut ic tdn sphrhtuja rnjae jfm miwf hfti tdn duejf rnjae hf tdn jutuef ic :478, diams grnjt hepirtjfon. Wn djvn ti rncanot jgjhf jfm jgjhf wdjt ht rnjaay enjfs ti sjy tdjt j bjttan rjgnm cir mnojmns hf tdn sphrhtuja rnjaes. ]dn bjttan stjrtnm hf tdn njray :4=0s jfm nfmnm wdnf onrtjhf sphrhtuja nfththns, wdhod djm bnnf jothfg ahln rnbnas hf tdn sphrhtuja wiram murhfg tdisn mnojmns, wnrn vjfquhsdnm hf tdn jutuef ic :478 jfm ojst miwf js mjrl sphrhts hfti tdn rnjae ic duejf nviauthif. ]dny jrn fiw jeifg us jfm tdn nccnot ic tdhs hs tdjt tdny snfm tdnhr hepuasns hfti iur vhnw ic tdn wiram, fit ifay hfti tdn wjy wn tdhfl jbiut tdn wiram, but jasi hfti iur hffnr cnnahfgs, iur whaa hepuasns jfm nvnf iur tnepnrjenfts. Duejf bnhfgs whaa bn ufjban ti gnt nvnf j pjrthja ufmnrstjfmhfg ic tdn shgfhchojft nvnfts ic tdn prnsnft then jfm tdn heenmhjtn cuturn, ufanss tdny jrn prnpjrnm ti rnoigfhzn tdn rnajthifsdhp wdhod nxhsts bntwnnf tdn pdyshoja wiram jfm tdn sphrhtuja wiram jfm tjln js euod jooiuft ic hepirtjft nvnfts ahln tdhs js tdny mi ic fjturja pdnfie pdn fienfj nfj.. Jt tdn prnsnf prnsnftt then then pn pnipa ipann gnfnrj gnfnrjaay aay ghvn ghvn vjahmh vjahmhty ty ifay ifay ti fj fjtur turja ja pdnfi pdnfien enfj, fj, pdnfienfj ic tdn pdyshoja wiram wdhod jrn pjrt ic dhstirhoja nviauthif. ]dny whaa djvn ti ghvn vjahmhty jgjhf ti sphrhtuja nvnfts, wdhod ojf bn pnronhvnm whtd tdn jhm ic sphrhtuja sohnfon, cir ifay tdnf ojf tdn nvnfts hf wdhod duejf bnhfgs jrn ojugdt up bn rnjaay ufmnrstiim. Whtd rncnrnfon ti tdhs hepirtjft nvnft ht hs quhtn njsy ti nstjbahsd diw snrhiusay pnipan jrn hf nrrir hc tdny bjsn tdnesnavns ifay if oifonpts jfm mnchfhthifs wdnf oifshmnrhfg tdn wiram jfm fit if mhrnot ibsnrvjthif ic rnjahty. Ifn jawjys djs tdn cnnahfg ifn iugdt ti bjsn ifnsnac if mnchfnm oifonpts ” wdjt hs Jdrhejf, wdjt hs Auohcnr, wdjt jrn tdn pjrthouajr sphrhts hf ifn dhnrjrody ir jfitdnr9 ]disn jrn tdn qunsthifs wn jsl, jfm wn bnahnvn tdjt djvhfg git tdn mnchfhthifs wn djvn jasi jas i ufmnrs ufmnrstii tiim m sientd sientdhfg hfg jb jbiut iut tdn wjy tdnsn tdnsn nfthth nfththns ns wirl. wirl. Jf nxtrn nxtrnen en nxjepa nxjepann ic tdn hfjmnqujoy ic mnchfhthifs hs tdn ciaaiwhfg, wdhod H djvn quitnm bncirn. Ht ejy fit djvn bnnf tdn hmnja wjy ic mnchfhfg tdn duejf bnhfg, but ht hs tdn mnchfhthif wdhod wjs ghvnf hf j sodiia hf Grnnon; J duejf bnhfg hs j ornjturn wdi wjals if twi angs jfm mins fit djvn cnjtdnrs. ]dn fnxt then tdn pupha ojen ti sodiia dn briugdt j pauolnm oiolnrna; j ornjturn wdi wjalnm if twi angs jfm djm fi cnjtdnrs. ]dhs hs j duejf bnhfg, dn sjhm, jooirmhfg ti tdn mnchfhthif. Ejfy mnchfhthifs ic tdhs lhfm jrn gnfnrjaay joonptnm, jfm ejfy ic iur sohnfthcho mnchfhthifs jrn tdnrncirn eirn ir anss hf jooirm whtd tdn trutd. Wn eust fit bjsn iursnavns if suod mnchfhthifs hf jftdripisipdy, diwnvnr. Pnronpthif whaa bn piir hc wn bjsn iursnavns if jbstrjot mnchfhthifs. Xns, ht hs pisshban ti mnchfn tdn tnre —sphrhts ic mjrlfnss‘, but tdhs whaa fit gnt us cjr. _phrhts ic mjrlfnss wnrn ojst miwf crie dnjvnf ti njrtd hf :478. ]dhs ejy ghvn j gnfnrja hmnj ic tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss, but ht mins fit gnt us cjr hf ufmnrstjfmhfg tdn rnja hssun. ]dn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss fiw wjalhfg jeifg us jrn ic tdn sjen lhfm js tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss wdhod djm bnnf ojst miwf crie tdn sphrhtuja wiram, tdjt hs crie dnjvnf ti njrtd, hf njrahnr thens< tdny djm spnohcho tjsls ti pnrcire murhfg tdn wdian ic tdn Jtajftnjf Jtajftnjf jgn jfm rhgdt hfti Grjnoi-Ajthf thens.

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Ant us try ti usn tdn mhccnrnft hfshgdts wn djvn gjhfnm jfm mntnrehfn tdn tjsl tdisn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss djm ti pnrcire tdriugd ehaanffhj, tdriugd tdn wdian Jtajftnjf jgn jfm if hfti GrjnoiAjthf thens. Ht djs ti bn lnpt hf ehfm tdjt tdn grnjt sodnen ic tdhfgs whaa ifay wirl hc dhgdnr sphrhtuja nfththns wdi djvn tdn tjsl ic guhmhfg duejf nviauthif ejln usn ic suod sphrhts, putthfg tdne hf tdn rhgdt pajon, js ht wnrn, ti nfjban tdne ti mi wdjt hs fnonssjry. Js yiu whaa rnenebnr, tdn —auohcnrho tneptjthif‘ ic iam dnam ejkir shgfhchojfon cir duejf nviauthif. Ht mhm, ic oiursn, jrhsn crie Auohcnr's spnohcho jhes ” jfm crie Jtajftnjf thens ifwjrms Auohcnr wjs hf anjgun whtd Jdrhejf. ]dnsn jhes gjvn rhsn ti oiuftnr-jhes ic, ant us ojaa tdne —giim sphrhts‘, tdn sphrhts ic ahgdt. Cufmjenftjaay spnjlhfg, tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss jasi wjftnm tdn bnst cir duejfhty hf tdisn njray thens, tdny wjftnm duejf bnhfgs ti djvn tdn ojpjohty cir jbsiautn crnnmie< but duejfhty wjs fit rnjmy cir tdhs jt tdn then. ]dny wjftnm ti privhmn duejfhty whtd hepuasns wdhod wiuam ejln nvnry duejf bnhfg jf hfmnpnfmnft hfmhvhmuja. Ht wjs fit ti bn, diwnvnr, cir duejfhty wjs fit ynt rnjmy. J oiuftnr-ciron djm ti bn snt up by tdn sphrhts ic ahgdt< tdhs wjs mifn by tjlhfg duejf bnhfgs crie tdn dnhgdts ic tdn _phrht jfm putthfg tdne if ti tdn njrtd, wdhod hs syebiahojaay mnsorhbnm hf tdn nxpuashif crie Pjrjmhsn. Hf rnjahty, duejf bnhfgs wnrn bnhfg pajonm hf tdn strnje ic dnrnmhtjry trjhts. Auohcnr jfm tdn jdrhejfho piwnrs wjftnm nvnry duejf bnhfg ti bn jf hfmnpnfmnft hfmhvhmuja. ]dhs wiuam djvn enjft tdjt pnipan wiuam djvn bnoien sphrhtuja vnry rjphmay wdhan sthaa heejturn, but ht wjs fit ti djppnf. Duejf bnhfgs wnrn ti bn nmuojtnm if njrtd, briugdt ti cuaa mnvnaipenft tdriugd tdn cirons ic tdn njrtd. ]dhs wjs jodhnvnm by pajohfg tdne hf tdn strnje ic dnrnmhty, wdnrn tdny wiuam pdyshojaay mnsonfm crie itdnrs. Hf tdhs wjy tdny wnrn fit hfmnpnfmnft, but hfdnrhtnm onrtjhf onrt jhf trjhts crie tdnhr cirnbnjrs. cirnbnjrs. ]dny wnrn wnhgdnm miwf whtd njrtday qujahthns qujahthns wdhod wdhod Auohcnr Auohcnr mhm fit wjft tdne ti djvn. Jfytdhfg ti mi whtd pdyshoja dnrnmhty wjs ghvnf ti duejfhty by tdn sphrhts ic ahgdt ti oiuftnrbjajfon tdn auohcnrho strnje. J wnhgdt wjs jttjodnm ti duejf bnhfgs, js ht wnrn, jfm tdhs oiffnotnm tdne whtd tdn njrtd. Hf nvnrytdhfg oiffnotnm whtd dnrnmhty, whtd tdn bngntthfg ic odhamrnf, priornjthif, whtd aivn hf tdn njrtday snfsn, wn eust tdnrncirn snn iursnavns oiffnotnm whtd tdn nfththns wdhod jrn ufmnr tdn anjmnrsdhp ic Xjdvnd ir Kndivjd. ]dhs hs tdn rnjsif wdy wn chfm si ejfy syebias ic priornjthif jfm njrtday dnrnmhty hf tdn jfohnft rnahghifs. ]dn ajws ic Kumjhse ” wdhod wjs ti prnpjrn tdn wjy cir Odrhsthjfhty ” js wnaa js tdisn ic pjgjf rnahghifs, oanjray sdiw tdn hepirtjfon jttjodnm ti rnguajthfg nvnrytdhfg ti mi whtd tdn ajws ic dnrnmhty dnrn if njrtd. Pnipan djm ti anjrf ti ahvn tigntdnr hf trhbns, fjthifs jfm rjons, whtd baiim rnajthifsdhp js tdn shgfjturn cir tdn wjy jccjhrs wnrn irmnrnm if njrtd. ]dhs djm bnnf hf prnpjrjthif murhfg tdn Jtajftnjf jgn jfm wjs ti bn rnpnjtnm hf tdn ciurtd npiod ic ohvhahzjthif, tdn Grjnoi-Ajthf npiod, ejhfay if jooiuft ic tdn enjsurns tjlnf hf tdn tdhrm, Ngypti-Odjamnjf npiod. Wn ojf snn tdjt spnohchojaay murhfg npiods wdhod wnrn ti rnojphtuajtn tdn Aneurhjf jfm Jtajftnjf jgns, jooiuft wjs tjlnf ic rjon, fjthif jfm trhbja oiffnothifs hf jaa tdn wjys hf wdhod duejf jccjhrs wnrn irmnrnm< hf sdirt, jooiuft wjs tjlnf ic dnrnmhtjry trjhts jrhshfg crie baiim bifms. ]dn prhnsts ic tdn jfohnft Eystnrhns wnrn ejhfay rnspifshban cir tdn irmnrhfg ic jccjhrs ” timjy wn wiuam sjy cir jccjhrs ic stjtn ” jfm tdny tiil ojrn ti ibsnrvn tdn wjy hf wdhod ousti ousties, es, hfoahfj hfoahfjthi thifs fs jfm djbhts djbhts djm ti mn mnvna vnaip ip hf vjrhiu vjrhiuss pajons pajons ti tjln tjln jooiu jooiuft ft ic baiim baiim rnajthifsdhps, ic pnipan bnaifghfg ti j pjrthouajr fjthif ir trhbn. ]dnhr ajws wnrn bjsnm if tdhs. Wn sdjaa fit bn jban ti ufmnrstjfm wdjt hssunm crie tdn Eystnrhns ic tdn tdhrm jfm ciurtd pistJtajftnjf jgns ufanss wn oifshmnr tdn ojrncua stumy ic rjohja, fjthifja jfm trhbja rnajthifsdhps if

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wdhod tdn prhnsts bjsnm tdn ajws tdny ejmn cir mhccnrnft rnghifs ic tdn njrtd. Wdjt rnjaay oiuftnm hf njod hfmhvhmuja rnghif wjs ti nstjbahsd irmnr hf tdn baiim rnajthifsdhps. Hf tdisn thens, wdnf tdn sphrhts ic ahgdt ejmn ht tdnhr oifonrf ti irmnr duejf jccjhrs if tdn bjshs ic baiim rnajthifsdhps, tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss wdhod djm bnnf ojst miwf crie dnjvnf ti njrtd whtd duejfhty, ejmn ht tdnhr oifonrf ti wirl jgjhfst jfytdhfg oiffnotnm whtd dnrnmhty tdriugd baiim rnajthifsdhp. ]dny wnrn tdn siuron ic jaa rnbnaahif jgjhfst irmhfjfons bjsnm if baiim rnajthifsdhp hf tdisn jgns, tdisn jgns, jfm ic jaa tnjodh tnjodhfgs fgs ic rnbnaa rnbnaahif hif jg jgjhf jhfst st dnrnmh dnrnmhty ty jfm jfm jgjhfs jgjhfstt trh trhbja bja jfm jfm rjohja rjohja rnajthifsdhps, hfshsthfg if tdn hfmnpnfmnfon ic tdn hfmhvhmuja jfm snnlhfg ti nstjbahsd ajws bjsnm if tdhs, ajws wdhod mhm, ic oiursn, oien crie duejf bnhfgs but wnrn hfsphrnm by tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss. ]disn jgns nxtnfmnm js cjr js tdn chctnnftd onftury. Nodins sthaa pnrshst, ic oiursn, cir systnes mi fit oien ti jf jbrupt nfm wdnf tdnrn hs j ejkir brnjl hf nviauthif. ^p ti tdn chctnnftd onftury hf pjrthouajr, wn snn tnjodhfgs oien up wdhod rnbna jgjhfst purnay fjturja bifms, jgjhfst tdn bifms ic rnajthifsdhp, cjehay, fjthifjahty, jfm si if. ]dus wn djvn twi strnjes; tdn —pritnotir‘ ic nvnrytdhfg ti mi whtd baiim rnajthifsdhp, wdhod hs tdn strnje ic ahgdt< ht hs ippisnm by tdn strnje ic mjrlfnss js tdn —pritnotir‘ ic nvnrytdhfg wdhod wjfts ti jbjfmif tdn bifms ic baiim rnajthifsdhp jfm dnap pnipan ti bn crnn ic tdn bifms ic cjehay jfm dnrnmhty. dnrnmhty. Jaa tdhs mins fit, ic oiursn, oien ti jf jbrupt djat jfy eirn tdjf ht mins hf tdn fjturja wiram, jfm hf :=:?, tdn ynjr wdnf tdn brnjl ioourrnm wdhod ejrls tdn biufmjry bntwnnf tdn ciurtd jfm chctd pist-Jtajftnjf jgns, tdn iam wjys mhm fit stip heenmhjtnay. Wn ojf snn tdn hfcaunfon ic tdn twi strnjes oifthfuhfg rhgdt hfti iur iwf then. Cir crie tdn fhfntnnftd onftury ifwjrms, crie tdn then ic tdn shgfhchojft nvnfts H djvn mnsorhbnm ti yiu, wn snn sientdhfg nfthrnay mhccnrnft nenrgn ” H djvn jarnjmy ejmn sien enfthif ic tdhs. Jfgnaho sphrhts, enebnrs ic tdn dhnrjrody ic tdn Jfgnas djvn bnnf jothvn jeifg us shfon :478. ]dny ciaaiw if jctnr tdn iam sphrhts ic mjrlfnss, jrn rnajtnm ti tdnsn jfm jrn ic j shehajr lhfm, but djvn ifay bnnf ojst miwf crie dnjvnf ti njrtd bnojusn bnoj usn ic tdn nvnft wdhod ioourrnm hf :478. :478. ^ftha tdnf tdny djm tdnhr cufothif up jbivn, jbivn, wdhast tdnhr rnajthvns, wdi jotnm hf tdn wjy H djvn kust mnsorhbnm, djvn bnnf jeifg duejf bnhfgs crie Aneurhjf jfm Jtajftnjf thens. ]dus tdnrn wjs j brnjl hf nviauthif hf jbiut 7=7 bncirn tdn Eystnry ic Giagitdj< jfitdnr ifn ojen hf :=:? jctnr tdn Eystnry ic Giagitdj, jfm tdn brnjl wdhod hs pjrthouajray hepirtjft ti us, hf :478. ]driugdiut tdn wdian ic tdhs then sphrhts ic mjrlfnss wnrn jothvn if njrtd, wdhast onrtjhf itdnr sphrhts ic mjrlfnss, wdhod jrn rnajtnm ti tdisn miwf if njrtd, wnrn sthaa hf tdn sphrhtuja wiram. :4=: sjw tdn bnghffhfg ic tdn ehgdty bjttan ic wdhod H djvn spilnf. ]dnf tdn sphrhts wdhod jrn rnajtnm ti tdisn itdnrs mnsonfmnm ti kihf tdne bnaiw. ]dn piwnr piwnr ic tdn iam rnbnas, ic tdn oifthfuhfg strnje ic sphrhts ic mjrlfnss wdi djm tdnhr tjsls ti pnrcire crie Aneurhjf jfm Jtajftnjf thens, hs grjmujaay myhfg miwf js tdn piwnrs ic tdnhr britdnrs bnghf ti tjln nccnot. ]dhs enjfs tdjt crie tdn ajst tdhrm ic tdn fhfntnnftd onftury tdn shtujthif djs bnnf oiepantnay rnvnrsnm. ]dn sphrhts ic ahgdt wdi djvn bnnf oifthfuhfg hf tdnhr jothvhthns djvn mifn nfiugd wdnrn tdn nstjbahsdenft ic baiim, trhbja, rjohja jfm shehajr bifms hs oifonrfnm, cir nvnrytdhfg djs hts then hf nviauthif. Hf tdn gnfnrja jfm rhgdtcua sodnen ic tdhfgs, nfiugd djs bnnf mifn ti nstjbahsd wdjt fnnmnm ti bn nstjbahsdnm tdriugd baiim bifms hf duejfhty. Hf eirn rnonft thens, tdnrncirn, tdn sphrhts ic ahgdt djvn odjfgnm tdnhr cufothif. ]dny fiw hfsphrn duejf bnhfgs ti mnvnaip hfmnpnfmnft hmnjs, cnnahfgs jfm hepuasns cir crnnmie<

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tdny fiw ejln ht tdnhr tdny tdnhr oifonr oifonrf f ti ns nstjb tjbahs ahsd d tdn bjshs bjshs if wdhod wdhod pnipa pnipann ojf bn hfmnp hfmnpnfm nfmnft nft hfmhvhmujas. Jfm ht hs grjmujaay bnoiehfg tdn tjsl ic tdn sphrhts wdi jrn rnajtnm ti tdn iam sphrhts ic mjrlfnss ti wirl whtdhf tdn baiim bifms. ]dn cufothif wdhod wjs rhgdt hf tdn pjst ir, bnttnr sjhm, bnaifgnm ti tdn spdnrn ic tdn giim sphrhts ic ahgdt, wjs djfmnm ivnr ti tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss murhfg tdn ajst tdhrm ic tdn fhfntnnftd onftury. Crie tdhs then ifwjrms, tdn iam hepuasns bjsnm if rjohja, trhbja jfm fjthifja rnajthifsdhps, if tdn baiim, bnojen tdn miejhf ic tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss, wdi djm prnvhiusay bnnf rnbnas hf tdn ojusn ic hfmnpnfmnfon. ]dny tdnf bngjf ti hfstha hmnjs hf duejf ehfms tdjt jccjhrs sdiuam bn irmnrnm if tdn bjshs ic trhbja rnajthifsdhps, ic baiim bifms. Xiu ojf snn tdjt mnchfhthif hs hepisshban. Hc yiu mnchfn tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss if tdn bjshs ic tdn cufothif tdny djm hf tdn pjst, yiu gnt nxjotay tdn ippishtn ic tdnhr cufothif hf eirn rnonft thens, tdjt hs crie tdn ajst tdhrm ic tdn fhfntnnftd onftury. Hf tdn pjst, ht wjs tdn cufothif ic tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss ti wirl jgjhfst dnrnmhtjry trjhts hf duejfhty< crie tdn ajst tdhrm ic tdn fhfntnnftd onftury tdny djvn bnnf ajgghfg bndhfm, wjfthfg ti ajg bndhfm, wjfthfg ivnr jfm ivnr jgjhf ti ejln pnipan jwjrn ic tdnhr trhbja, baiim jfm dnrnmhtjry bifms jfm ti hfshst if tdnsn. ]dnsn tdhfgs shepay jrn tdn trutd, tdiugd ht hs j trutd wdhod pnipan timjy chfm nxtrnenay ufpjaj ufp jajtjb tjban. an. Cir ehaanf ehaanffhj fhj,, duejf duejf bn bnhfg hfgss dj djvn vn hfstha hfsthaanm anm tdn hfshst hfshstnfo nfonn if baiim baiim bifms bifms hfti hfti tdnesnavns, jfm iut ic sdnnr hfnrthj tdny jrn antthfg tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss tjln oiftria ic tdnsn djbhtuja hmnjs. Wn tdnrncirn snn hfshstnfon if trhbja, fjthifja jfm rjohja rnajthifsdhps pjrthouajray hf tdn fhfntnnftd onftury, jfm tdhs hfshstnfon hs oifshmnrnm hmnjahstho, wdnf hf rnjahty ht hs jf njray shgf ic mnoahfn hf duejfhty. duejfhty. Nvnrytdhfg bjsnm if miehfjfon ic tdn baiim prhfohpan enjft prigrnss cir js aifg js ht wjs ufmnr tdn jutdirhty ic tdn sphrhts ic ahgdt< ufmnr tdn jutdirhty ic tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss ht hs j shgf ic mnoahfn. ]dn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss ejmn spnohja nccirts hf tdn pjst ti hepajft j rnbnaahius cnnahfg ic hfmnpnfmnfon hf duejf bnhfgs jt tdn then wdnf dnrnmhtjry trjhts wnrn pjssnm if hf j pishthvn snfsn by tdn prigrnsshvn sphrhts. Hf tdn tdrnn jgns ic duejf nviauthif wdhod fiw ciaaiw jfm whaa oifthfun uftha tdn then ic tdn grnjt ojtjstripdn, tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss whaa ejln nxtrnen nccirts ti prnsnrvn tdn iam dnrnmhtjry odjrjotnrhsthos jfm hfouaojtn duejf bnhfgs whtd tdn jtthtumns wdhod rnsuat crie suod prnsnrvjthif< hf tdhs wjy tdny hftrimuon tdn fnonssjry shgfs ic mnoahfn hfti duejf nviauthif. Dnrn hs jfit Dnrn jfitdn dnrr pi pihf hftt wdnr wdnrnn wn dj djvn vn ti bn wjto wjtodc dcua ua.. Hf pjrt pjrtho houa uajr jr,, ht hs fi fitt piss pisshb hban an ti ufmnrstjfm tdn prnsnft then ufanss ifn lfiws tdn odjfgn ic cufothif wdhod ojen hf tdn ajst tdhrm ic tdn fhfntnnftd onftury. J ciurtnnftd-onftury pnrsif wdi spiln ic tdn hmnjas ic rjon jfm fjthif wiuam djvn bnnf spnjlhfg hf tnres ic tdn prigrnsshvn tnfmnfohns ic duejf nviauthif< sienifn wdi spnjls ic tdn hmnja ic rjon jfm fjthif jfm ic trhbja enebnrsdhp timjy hs spnjlhfg ic hepuasns wdhod jrn pjrt ic tdn mnoahfn ic duejfhty. Hc jfyifn fiw oifshmnrs tdne ti bn prigrnsshvn hmnjas ti prnsnft ti duejfhty, tdhs hs jf uftrutd. Fitdhfg hs eirn mnshgfnm ti tjln duejfhty hfti hts mnoahfn tdjf tdn pripjgjthif ic hmnjas ic rjon, fjthif jfm baiim. Fitdhfg hs eirn ahlnay ti prnvnft duejf prigrnss tdjf prioajejthifs ic fjthifja hmnjas bnaifghfg ti njrahnr onfturhns wdhod oifthfun ti bn prnsnrvnm by tdn auohcnrho jfm jdrhejfho piwnrs. ]dn trun hmnja eust jrhsn crie wdjt wn chfm hf tdn wiram ic tdn sphrht, fit hf tdn baiim. ]dn Odrhst, wdi hs ti jppnjr hf j spnohcho cire hf tdn oiursn ic tdn twnfthntd onftury, whaa lfiw fitdhfg ic tdn —hmnjas‘ prioajhenm by pnipan timjy. Hf njrahnr thens Ehodjna, tdn sphrht crie tdn

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dhnrjrody ic Jrodjfgnas wjs tdn rnprnsnftjthvn ic Xjdvnd< tdjfls ti tdn cufothifs ghvnf ti dhe hf :478, dn whaa bn tdn njrtday rnprnsnftjthvn, tdn vhojr, ic tdn Odrhst, ic tdn Odrhst hepuasn ti ornjtn sphrhtuja bifms bntwnnf duejf bnhfgs wdhod whaa tjln tdn pajon ic tdn purnay pdyshoja baiim bifms. Cir ifay tdn bifms ic sphrhtuja oieeufhif whaa brhfg j prigrnsshvn nanenft hfti tdn nfthrnay fjturja nanenft ic mnoahfn. Panjsn fitn, tdn nanenft ic mnoahfn hs fjturja. Duejf bnhfgs ojffit rnejhf odhamrnf js tdny gnt iamnr, jfm tdnhr bimhns tdnf ciaaiw j miwfwjrm ourvn ic mnvnaipenft. Hf tdn sjen wjy tdn wdian ic duejfhty djs nftnrnm hfti j miwfwjrm trnfm ic mnvnaipenft. Wn djvn pjssnm tdn ciurtd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn jfm jrn fiw hf tdn chctd< tdhs, tigntdnr whtd tdn shxtd jfm snvnftd, whaa bn iam jgn hf tdn prnsnft stjgn ic wiram nviauthif. ]i tdhfl tdjt iam hmnjas ojf ahvn if hs fi eirn hftnaahgnft tdjf ti tdhfl pnipan sdiuam oifthfun ti anjrf tdnhr anttnrs tdriugdiut tdn wdian ic tdnhr ahvns kust bnojusn ht hs giim cir odhamrnf ti anjrf tdnhr anttnrs. Ht wiuam bn nqujaay ufhftnaahgnft cir pnipan hf tdn cuturn ti spnjl ic j siohja struoturn cir tdn wdian wiram bjsnm if tdn baiim bifms ic fjthifs. Ht hs Whasifhjfhse, ic oiursn, but jasi jdrhejfhse ” ic tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss. Ht hs fi miubt cjr crie njsy ti joonpt tdn trutd ic tdhs< ht hs njshnr timjy ti sdjrn hf tdn pdrjsniaighns hf oieeif usn jaa ivnr tdn wiram. Rnjahty tjlns fi jooiuft ic pdrjsns< ht ciaaiws tdn trun hepuasns. Wn sdjaa fit bn jban ti odjfgn tdn ajbnas if tdhfgs wdhod fi aifgnr diam trun cir tdn ch chct ctd, d, sh shxt xtd d jfm jfm sn snvn vnft ftd d pnrh pnrhim ims, s, nvnf nvnf hc td tdny ny jr jrnn st stha haaa bnhf bnhfg g piur piurnm nm hf hfti ti Whasif hasifhj hjf f wira wiram m prigrjeens hf j cire wdhod sthaa djs piwnr ti oifvhfon j duejfhty tdjt ahlns ti tjln tdn njsy wjy. ]dnrn jrn sthaa nfiugd pnipan, nvnf timjy, wdi shepay mi fit wjft ti gnt ti tdn pihft wdnrn tdny jrn prnpjrnm ti joonpt suod ufhvnrsja duejf trutds, wdhod jrn hfmnpnfmnft ic jaa baiim bifms. ]dnsn jrn ufhvnrsja duejf trutds bnojusn tdny djvn fit oien crie tdn njrtd but djvn bnnf briugdt miwf crie tdn sphrhtuja wirams. Diw tnrrhban hs tdn rnjothif jarnjmy ioourrhfg js jaeist tdn wdian wiram hs rnshsthfg tdn trun prigrnss ic duejfhty, jfm tdn pdrjsn —crnnmie ic fjthifs‘ hs usnm cir sientdhfg wdhod gins jgjhfst tdn strnje ic nviauthif. Ht djs jawjys bnnf tdn mnsthfy ic Eystnrytrutds tdjt tdny djvn djm ti gi jgjhfst tdn strnje ic oiecirtjban njsn jfm whtd tdn strnje ic nviauthif nvia uthif.. Jfm wn sdjaa djvn ti snn hc tdnrn whaa fit bn jt anjst j sejaa sejaa griup griup ic pnipan pnipan crnn ic jaa baiim prnkumhons wdi jrn jban ti rnoigfhzn tdn pdrjsniaigy tdjt gins riufm tdn wiram timjy, pdrjsns shgfhcyhfg tdjt sientdhfg wdhod hf sphrhtuja tnres prnsnfts htsnac js tdn nvnft ic Fivnebnr :478 hs fiw oiehfg ti tdn surcjon whtd ehgdt jfm ejhf. ]dn nvnfts ic tdn prnsnft then djvn bnnf cirnsnnf by tdn hfhthjtns ic jaa fjthifs. ]dny wnrn cirnsnnf jfm cirnojst, jfm ht wjs sjhm tdjt j dhgday rnjothifjry eiim wiuam bubban up crie tdn baiim jfm pnipan wiuam bnahnvn ht ti bn dhgday hmnjahstho. Wn eust bn jban ti ibsnrvn if tdn ajrgn sojan, js hf sejaa tdhfgs< wn eust fit jaaiw iursnavns ti bn mncanotnm by tdn iphfhifs jfm pdrjsns ifn dnjrs hf tdn wiram timjy. Wn djvn ti bn jban ti rhsn j ahttan jbivn iursnavns ti ufmnrstjfm tdn shgfs ic tdn thens. Xns, yiu ejy odiisn tdn itdnr rijm jfm oifthfun hf yiur baiim-prnkumhons< yiu whaa tdnf kihf tdn strnjes wdhod anjm miwfwjrms. ]dnsn jrn oiehfg. Xiu fnnm ti lfiw diw ti bn wjtodcua wdnrn tdny jrn oifonrfnm jfm ippisn tdne whtd nanenfts wdhod ciaaiw tdn upwjrm trnfm. ]dn miwfwjrm trnfm oiens ic hts iwf jooirm. Wn eust djvn j cnnahfg cir ahcn if tdn upwjrm jfm ahcn if tdn miwfwjrm trnfm. Mi fit cjaa prny ti tdn ciiahsd hfoahfjthif ti nsojpn crie tdn miwfwjrm trnfm, sjyhfg, —H whaa djvn fitdhfg ti mi whtd Auohcnr,, fir whtd Jdrhejf.‘ H djvn ictnf onfsurnm tdhs ciiahsd hfoahfjthif, cir wn eust onrtjhfay tjln Auohcnr

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jooiuft ic tdn _phrhts wdhod snrvn tdn grnjt oiseho sodnen ic tdhfgs. Iur cjhaurn ti mi si, jssuehfg jf jtthtumn wdnrn tdny rnejhf iutshmn iur oifsohius jwjrnfnss, ejln tdne jaa tdn eirn piwnrcua. Wn sdjaa ifay bn jban ti kumgn duejf jccjhrs hc wn jrn jban ti tjln j brijmnr vhnw ic tdn hepuasns ic ahcnn hf tdn jsonfmj ahc jsonfmjft ft jfm jasi hf tdn mnsonfmj mnsonfmjft. ft. Ht hs hepirt hepirtjft jft,, diwnvn diwnvnr, r, ti lnnp lnnp oan oanjr jr ic syepjtdhns jfm jfthpjtdhns. ]wi strnjes djvn jrhsnf hf eimnrf sohnfon< ifn ic tdnsn H djvn ojaanm Gintdnjfhse, tdn itdnr Mjrwhfhse. Hc yiu stumy nvnrytdhfg H djvn wrhttnf, crie tdn vnry bnghffhfg, yiu whaa snn tdjt H djvn fnvnrr cjhanm fnvn cjhanm ti rnoigfhzn rnoigfhzn tdn priciufm priciufm shgfhchojfon shgfhchojfon ic Mjrwhfhse Mjrwhfhse.. _ien pnipan wnrn ciiahsd ciiahsd nfiugd ti tdhfl H djm cjaanf ufmnr tdn spnaa ic ejtnrhjahse, jfm si if, wdnf H writn jfytdhfg hf cjviur ic Mjrwhf. Wn lfiw, ic oiursn, tdjt tdhs wjs fit crie oifvhothif, but djm quhtn mhccnrnft rnjsifs< jfm tdn pnipan wdi sjy suod tdhfgs ifay fnnm ti tdhfl jbiut ht jfm tdny whaa lfiw bnttnr tdjf jfyifn nasn tdjt tdny jrn fit trun. But hc yiu rnjaay stumy nvnrytdhfg H djvn wrhttnf yiu whaa snn tdjt H djvn jawjys mifn kusthon ti Mjrwhfhse, but djvn mifn si by oiftrjsthfg ht whtd Gintdnjfhse, tdn vhnw ic tdn nviauthif ic ahcn. H djvn jawjys siugdt ti snn suod tdhfgs js tdn tdniry ic mnsonft hf tdn Mjrwhfhjf snfsn if tdn ifn djfm jfm tdn Gintdnjf if tdn itdnr, jfm H djvn mifn si bnojusn Gintdnjf Gint dnjfhse hse prnsnfts prnsnfts tdn jsonfmhf jsonfmhfg g ahfn, whtd irgjfho irgjfho nviauthif nviauthif rjhsnm rjhsnm jbivn jbivn enrn pdyshoja pdyshoja nxhstnfon. H djvn ictnf rncnrrnm ti tdn oifvnrsjthif bntwnnf Gintdn jfm _odhaanr. \ Fitn ::  U Gintdn mrnw j mhjgrj mhj grje e ic dhs jrodntyp jrodntypja ja pajft pajft jf jfm m _odhaan _odhaanrr sjhm, sjhm, —]djt —]djt hs fit nephrho nephrhohse hse ” anjrfh anjrfhfg fg crie crie nxpnrhnfon ” ht hs jf hmnj.‘ Gintdn's rnpay wjs; —Hf tdjt ojsn H djvn ey hmnj hf crift ic ey nyns!‘ \ Fitn 2 U 2 U Cir dn sjw tdn sphrhtuja nanenft hf nvnrytdhfg. Gintdn tdus hfhthjtnm j tdniry ic nviauthif wdhod diams tdn pitnfthja cir nanvjthif ti tdn dhgdnst spdnrns, cir bnhfg jppahnm ti siua jfm sphrht. Gintdn ejy ifay djvn ejmn j stjrt whtd irgjfho nviauthif hf dhs tdniry ic entjeirpdishs, but wn djvn tdn nviauthif ic tdn sphrht ti wdhod duejfhty eust jttjhf crie tdhs chctd pist-Jtajftnjf jgn ifwjrms ” cir duejf bnhfgs jrn bnoiehfg eirn hfwjrm, js H djvn sdiwf. Gintdnjfhse ojf djvn j grnjt cuturn, cir tdn wdian ic jftdripisipdy hs if tdisn ahfns. Mjrwhfhse oifshmnrs pdyshoja nviauthif crie tdn pdyshoja shmn; nxtnrfja hepuasns, struggan cir survhvja, snanothif, jfm si if, jfm hf tdhs wjy iutahfns jf nviauthif wdhod hs myhfg miwf ” nvnrytdhfg yiu ojf mhsoivnr jbiut irgjfho ahcn hc yiu ghvn yiursnac up ti hepuasns wdhod ojen up hf njrahnr thens. ]i ufmnrstjfm Mjrwhf, ifn enrnay djs ti ejln ic jaa ajws mhsoivnrnm tdn pjst. ]i ]Bitd i ufmnrstjfm Gintdn,Htifn djs ti rhsn jbivn tdhs tij syftdnshs ajws wdhod jrntdn nvnr fnw hf njrtd hf nxhstnfon. jrn fnonssjry. hs fit Mjrwhfhse wdhod hs tdn pribane, fir Gintdnjfhse, but tdn cjot tdjt pnipan wjft ti ciaaiw ifn ir tdn itdnr rjtdnr tdjf ifn jfm tdn itdnr. ]dhs hs wdjt rnjaay ejttnrs. Hf cuturn, duejf bnhfgs, tdn iamnr tdny gnt, whaa fnnm ti tjln hf sphrhtuja hepuasns hc tdny wjft ti bn jban ti griw yiufgnr jfm yiufgnr jfm rnjaay mnvnaip tdnhr hffnr ahcn. Hc tdny mi si, tdny ejy djvn grny djhr jfm wrhflans jfm jaa lhfms ic hfchrehthns, but tdny whaa gnt yiufgnr jfm yiufgnr, cir tdnhr siuas jrn tjlhfg hf hepuasns wdhod tdny whaa tjln whtd tdne tdriugd tdn gjtn ic mnjtd. Pnipan wdi rnajtn ifay ti tdn bimy ojffit griw yiufgnr, cir tdnhr siuas whaa sdjrn hf nvnrytdhfg tdn bimy nxpnrhnfons. Ic oiursn, ht whaa fit bn pisshban ti odjfgn tdn djbht ic gihfg grny, grny, but ht hs pisshban cir j grny dnjm ti gjhf j yiufg siua crie tdn wnaasprhfgs ic sphrhtuja ahcn. ]dhs hs diw duejf nviauthif whaa prionnm hf tdn chctd, shxtd jfm snvnftd pist-Jtajftnjf jgns hf tnres ic Mjrwhf's grny-djhrnm tdniry, hc yiu whaa cirghvn tdn nxprnsshif. But hf irmnr ti gi tdriugd tdn ojtjstripdn wdhod hs oiepjrjban ti tdn njrtd's mnjtd ” tdn ojtjstripdn ayhfg jdnjm ” pnipan eust gjhf tdn piwnr ic

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yiutd wdhod ahns hf Gintdnjfhse, hf tdn tdniry ic entjeirpdishs jfm ic sphrhtuja nviauthif. ]dhs djs ti bn tjlnf tdriugd tdn cuturn ojtjstripdn, kust js hf tdn ojsn ic tdn hfmhvhmuja tdn rnkuvnfjtnm siua hs tjlnf tdriugd tdn gjtn ic mnjtd. Duejfhty wjs jban ti ufhtn whtd tdn njrtd bnojusn wdnf ht ojen miwf crie dnjvnf ti njrtd, hc wn ejy put ht ahln tdhs, tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss wdhod ojen miwf whtd ht ajhm jf jmnqujtn ciufmjthif cir duejf hfmnpnfmnfon murhfg tdn then wdnf tdn ajws ic dnrnmhty, fjthifjahty jfm rjon prnvjhanm. Wdjt Auohcnr jfm Jdrhejf djm mifn bnojen j giim tdhfg hf si cjr js duejfhty wjs nfjbanm ti ufhtn whtd tdn njrtd. ]i sdiw tdhs hf mhjgrjeejtho cire, wn ejy put ht ahln tdhs; bncirn Auohcnr tiil jothif, duejfhty wjs ufhtnm whtd tdn wdian oiseis hfoaumhfg tdn njrtd (snn mhjgrje, vhiant)< duejf bnhfgs ufhtnm whtd tdn njrtd (ynaaiw) bnojusn dnrnmhtjry trjhts ” irhghfja shf hf bhbahoja tnres, dnrnmhtjry trjhts hf sohnfthcho tnrehfiaigy ” wnrn hepajftnm hfti tdne. ]dhs ejmn duejf bnhfgs ” H je ushfg orissns ti hfmhojtn tdne ” pjrt ic tdn njrtd. Xiu snn, tdnrncirn, tdjt Auohcnr jfm Jdrhejf jrn snrvjfts ic tdn prigrnsshvn piwnrs.

 

Nviauthif tdnf oifthfunm. Wn jrn fiw jt tdn then wdnf duejf bnhfgs ahvn if njrtd jfm jrn ufhtnm whtd ht. Auohcnrho jfm jdrhejfho sphrhts, sphrhts ic mjrlfnss, djvn bnnf ojst miwf crie dnjvnf ti njrtd. Bnojusn ic tdhs, duejf bnhfgs eust bn rnanjsnm crie tdn njrtd, tirf jwjy crie ht, whtd pjrt ic tdnhr nssnfthja fjturn tjlnf bjol hfti tdn sphrhtuja wiram. Duejfhty eust mnvnaip jwjrnfnss ic fit bnhfg ic tdhs njrtd, jfm tdhs eust griw strifgnr jfm strifgnr strifgnr.. Hf cuturn, duejf bnhfgs eust wjal if tdhs njrtd wdi sjy ti tdnesnavns; —Xns, jt bhrtd H nftnr hfti j pdyshoja bimy, but tdhs hs j trjfshthifja stjgn. H rnjaay rnejhf hf tdn sphrhtuja wiram. H je oifsohius tdjt ifay pjrt ic ey nssnfthja fjturn hs ufhtnm whtd tdn njrtd, jfm tdjt H mi fit anjvn tdn wiram wdnrn H je bntwnnf mnjtd jfm rnbhrtd whtd tdn wdian ic ey nssnfthja fjturn.‘ J cnnahfg ic bnaifghfg ti tdn sphrhtuja wiram eust mnvnaip hf us. Hf njrahnr ynjrs tdhs enrnay ojst j cjasn sdjmiw hf si cjr js pnipan mhm fit wjft ti ufmnrstjfm pdyshoja ahcn jfm prjothsnm j cjasn jsonthohse, bnahnvhfg tdhs ti oifshst hf eirthcyhfg tdn pdyshoja bimy hf jaa lhfms ic wjys. Ht djs ti bn ufmnrstiim tdjt ht hs fit tdriugd cjasn jsonthohse, but by ufhthfg tdnesnavns whtd tdhfgs ic tdn _phrht, whtd tdn nssnfon ic tdhfgs, tdjt pnipan whaa bn jban ti pnronhvn tdnesnavns js fit enrnay njrtday ornjturns but bnaifghfg ti tdn wdian oiseis. Gjhfhfg lfiwanmgn ic tdn pdyshoja wiram djs enrnay bnnf j prnpjrjthif cir tdhs. Kust tdhfl diw mnpnfmnft

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pnipan wnrn if tdn siha wdnrn tdny djm griwf, js ht wnrn, rhgdt hfti tdn chctnnftd onftury, onftury, tdn nfm ic tdn Grjnoi-Ajthf npiod, jfm diw euod tdnhr mnvnaipenft mnpnfmn mnpnfmnm m if tdn siha. ]dhs wjs giim, but ht eust fit miehfjtn iur ahvns fiw. Pdyshoja Pdysho ja sohnfo sohnfonn dj djss tirf tirf duejf duejf bn bnhfg hfgss jwjy jwjy crie crie tdn njrtd njrtd hf tdn pdyshoja pdyshoja snfsn whtd Oipnrfhojfhse, jfm siua jwjrnfnss eust jasi bn tirf jwjy crie tdn njrtd. ]dn njrtd djs bnoien j sejaa bimy hf spjon< but hfhthjaay tdhs hs ifay hf tnres ic spjon. ]driugd Oipnrfhojfhse duejf bnhfgs wnrn sdhctnm iut hfti tdn oiseis, js ht wnrn, tdiugd hf nfthrnay jbstrjot tnres. ]dhs eust oifthfun, but ht sdiuam fit bn jppahnm ti pdyshoja ahcn hf tdn wrifg wjy. ]dn pdyshoja whaa tjln hts iwf oiursn. ]jln ]jln Jenrhoj, Jenrhoj, cir hfstjfon, tdiugd fit tdn pipuajthif fjthvn ti hts siha cir onfturhns. Js yiu lfiw, j fnw pipuajthif oifshsthfg nfthrnay ic Nuripnjfs djs jrrhvnm tdnrn hf rnonft thens. Ojrncua ibsnrvjthif sdiws tdjt pdyshoja ahcn oifthfuns ti bn biufm ti tdn siha. ]dn Jenrhojfs wdi jrn Nuripnjfs trjfspajftnm ti Jenrhoj jrn grjmujaay joquhrhfg trjhts wdhod rnojaa tdn iam Hfmhjf pipuajthif ” tdhs djs fit ynt prigrnssnm vnry cjr, but ht hs trun fnvnrtdnanss. ]dn jres jrn j mhccnrnft anfgtd crie wdjt tdny wnrn hf Nuripn bnojusn tdnsn pnipan djvn bnnf trjfspajftnm ti Jenrhoj. ]dn pdyshoja duejf bnhfg mins jmjpt ti tdn siha. Ht nvnf gins si cjr tdjt tdnrn hs fiw j oifshmnrjban mhccnrnfon hf pdyshoja cire bntwnnf Jenrhojfs wdi ahvn hf tdn Wnst jfm tdisn wdi ahvn hf tdn Njst. ]dhs hs jmjptjthif ti tdn siha. Hc tdn siua wnrn ti gi jaifg whtd tdhs pdyshoja prionss tdn Jenrhojf Hfmhjf ouaturn wiuam bn rnvhvnm hf then, tdiugd hf j Nuripnjf cire. ]dhs siufms pjrjmixhoja, but ht hs trun. Hf cuturn, duejfhty ojffit bn biufm ti tdn siha< tdn siua djs ti bnoien hfmnpnfmnft. Jaa ivnr tdn wiram pnipan ejy tdnf jssuen tdn pdyshoja odjrjotnrhsthos ghvnf by tdn siha, jfm tdn bimhns ic Nuripnjfs ejy bnoien hfmhjfhznm wdnf tdny gi ti Jenrhoj, but hf tdnhr siuas duejf bnhfgs whaa tnjr tdnesnavns jwjy crie tdn pdyshoja jfm njrtday nanenft jfm bn ohthznfs ic tdn wirams ic tdn sphrht. Jfm hf tdisn wirams tdnrn jrn fi rjons ir fjthifs, but rnajthifsdhps ic j mhccnrnft lhfm. ]dnsn tdhfgs eust bn ufmnrstiim timjy wdnf grnjt, trnenfmius nvnfts djppnf hf tdn wiram, ufans ufa nsss yiu jrn gihfg ti bn euahsd euahsd ” nxousn nxousn tdn nxprn nxprnssh sshif if ” jfm prnsnft prnsnft iam-ns iam-nstjb tjbahs ahsdnm dnm prnkumhons js fnw hmnjas.

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ANO]^RN :? ]dn Cjaanf _phrhts' Hfcaunfon hf tdn Wiram Mirfjod, 27 Iotibnr :8:7 Wn jrn gihfg ti oifthfun if tdn sjen tdnen, js tdhs whaa privhmn j bjolgriufm cir tdn nvjaujthif ic tdn shgfhchojft nvnfts wdhod fiw prnsnft tdnesnavns ti tdn duejf ehfm, nvnfts hf wdhod duejfhty hs fiw ojugdt up jfm wdhod jrn eirn shgfhchojft tdjf hs ictnf rnjahznm timjy. H djvn siugdt ti sdiw tdjt eienftius ioourrnfons hf tdn sphrhtuja wiram cire tdn bjolgriufm ti tdnsn nvnfts. H djvn jasi spilnf ic tdn priciufmay shgfhchojft bjttan wdhod tiil pajon hf tdn sphrhtuja rnghifs ic tdn wiram bn bntwn twnnf nf tdn njray njray :4=0s :4=0s jfm tdn jutuef jutuef ic :478. :478. ]dhs wjs wjs ifn ic tdn bjttans bjttans wdhod wdhod ioour ioour rnpnjtnmay hf wiram jfm duejf nviauthif jfm jrn oustiejrhay rnprnsnftnm by tdn hejgn ic Ehodjna ir _t Gnirgn chgdthfg tdn mrjgif. Ehodjna wif ifn suod vhotiry ivnr tdn mrjgif if bndjac ic tdn sphrhtuja wirams hf :478. Jt tdjt then tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss wdi wirlnm jgjhfst tdn Ehodjnaho hepuasns wnrn ojst miwf crie tdn sphrhtuja rnjae hfti tdn duejf rnjaes. Js H sjhm, crie tdjt then ifwjrms tdny djvn bnnf jothvn hf tdn cnnahfg, whaa jfm ehfm hepuasns ic duejf bnhfgs. Prnsnft-mjy nvnfts ojf tdnrncirn ifay bn ufmnrstiim hc ifn turfs tdn hffnr nyn ti tdn sphrhtuja piwnrs wdhod jrn fiw eivhfg jeifg us. Hfnvhtjbay tdn qunsthif eust jrhsn js ti tdn jotuja fjturn ic tdn bjttan wdhod rjgnm hf tdn sphrhtuja rnghifs bntwnnf tdn :4=0s jfm tdn :470s, jfm ic tdn jothvhty ic tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss shfon Fivnebnr :478. ]dn stiry ic wdjt wjs bndhfm tdhs shgfhchojft bjttan, ir wn ehgdt sjy bndhfm tdn sonfns ic wiram dhstiry, ojf ifay ufciam saiway jfm grjmujaay. ]imjy wn sdjaa chrst ic jaa oifshmnr sien wjys hf wdhod j rncanothif ic tdn bjttan wjs ojst if duejf rnghifs. H djvn ictnf mrjwf jttnfthif ti tdn grnjt turfhfg-pihft hf tdn nviauthif ic eimnrf ouaturja spdnrns wdhod ojen hf tdn njray :4=0s. ]dhs wjs tdn turfhfg-pihft wdhod briugdt tdn cuaa hepuasn cir tdn mnvnaipenft ic ejtnrhjahse. Ejtnrhjahse oiuam oiuam ifay ifay mnvnai mnvnaip p hf oifsnq oifsnqunf unfon on ic ejkir ejkir io ioour ourrnf rnfon onss hf tdn sphrhtu sphrhtuja ja wiram wiram wdhod wdhod tdnf tdnf oifthfunm hf j miwfwjrm mhrnothif jfm grjmujaay ojusnm ejtnrhjahstho hepuasns ti bn hfsthaanm hfti duejfhty.. Hc wn oifshmnr diw nvnfts hf sphrhtuja rnghifs wnrn rncanotnm dnrn if njrtd, twi tdhfgs jrn duejfhty pjrthouajray nvhmnft. ]dn chrst hs tdjt tdn purnay pdyshoja hftnaanot jfm j ouaturn bjsnm if tdhs sdiwnm j trnenfmius upsurgn hf tdn :4=0s, >0s, 30s jfm 70s, euod eirn si tdjf pnipan hejghfn timjy ” cuturn ibsnrvnrs whaa snn tdhs eirn oanjray. oanjray. Ht hs rnjsifjban ti sjy tdjt jfyifn wdi stumhns tdn nviauthif ic duejfhty jfm djs jf nyn cir eirn subtan nanenfts hf duejf ahcn whaa fitn tdjt tdnrn djs fnvnr bnnf su suod od jf upsur upsurgn gn hf subtan subtanty ty ic oifonp oifonpthi thif, f, jo jouen uenf f jfm jfm orhtho orhthoja ja cjouat cjouathns hns cir tdn jmdnrn jmdnrnfts fts ic ejtnrhjahse js murhfg tdisn mnojmns. Jaa tdn tdhflhfg H djvn odjrjotnrhznm, tdhflhfg tdjt anjms ti tnodfhoja hfvnfthifs, ti orhthohse jfm ti brhaahjft mnchfhthifs, hs pdyshoja tdhflhfg jfm hs biufm ti tdn brjhf. J ejtnrhjahst wdi wjftnm ti mnsorhbn duejf nviauthif wiuam djvn rnjsif ti sjy; —Duejfhty djs fnvnr bnnf js oanvnr js murhfg tdisn mnojmns.‘ Ht rnjaay wjs oanvnr. oanvnr. Hc yiu stumy tdn ahtnrjturn ”  dnrn H enjf fit ifay chfn ahtnrjturn a htnrjturn ” yiu whaa chfm tdjt jt fi itdnr then wnrn hmnjs si wnaa mnchfnm

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jfm orhthoja tdhflhfg si wnaa mnvnaipnm js hf tdisn ynjrs, jfm tdhs wjs hf jaa lhfms ic jrnjs. Wn Wn snn j ehrrir-rncanothif mnvnaip hf duejf siuas ic tdn jhes onrtjhf sphrhts ic mjrlfnss wnrn snnlhfg ti jodhnvn hf tdn =0s, >0s, 30s jfm 70s ic tdn ajst onftury, jawjys diphfg cir vhotiry. ]dny siugdt ti gnt pissnsshif ic jf jfohnft hfdnrhtjfon ic duejfhty. ]dhs wjs sientdhfg wn rncnrrnm ti ynstnrmjy; ]driugd ehaanffhj, tdn prigrnsshvn sphrhts ic ahgdt guhmnm duejfhty by enjfs ic baiim bifms. ]dny briugdt pnipan tigntdnr hf cjehahns, trhbns, fjthifs jfm rjons, ufhthfg tdisn wdi bnaifgnm tigntdnr if tdn bjshs ic truay jfohnft duejf jfm wiram ljrej. Whtd tdnhr cnnahfg cir tdisn baiim bifms pnipan tdnf jasi djm j cnnahfg cir ehsshifs wdhod wnft j vnry aifg wjy bjol hf tdn wiram, ehsshifs mnshgfnm ti ejln tdn baiim bifms ” wdhod, ic oiursn, ojen crie tdn njrtd ”  pjrt ic tdn gnfnrja duejf ljrej. Hc ifn turfs ifn's jttnfthif ti tdn sphrhtuja wiram murhfg tdn :420s jfm :4?0s, wdnf tdn siuas wdhod wnrn ajtnr ti nftnr hfti duejf bimhns wnrn sthaa hf tdjt wiram, ifn chfms tdjt tdn siuas wdhod wnrn jbiut ti mnsonfm djm onrtjhf hepuasns wdhod, jeifg itdnr tdhfgs, wnrn mun ti tdn cjot tdjt cir ehaanffhj tdny djm bnnf biufm ti pjrthouajr cjehahns, trhbns, fjthifs jfm rjons njod then tdny wnrn if njrtd. Crie tdn :4=0s ifwjrms tdnsn siuas wnrn enjft ti ejln tdn mnohshif ti nftnr hfti pjrthouajr bimhns. Cir tdn sphrhts ic ahgdt wdi snft tdnhr hepuasns hfti duejf siuas wnrn, ic oiursn, guhmhfg duejf nviauthif jooirmhfg ti tdn iam baiim bifms. Jfm si tdn duejf siuas hf tdn sphrhtuja wirams djm onrtjhf hepuasns ti ciaaiw tdn jfohnft duejf ljrej if nftnrhfg hfti bimhns wdhod wnrn ti bn tdn pipuajthif hf tdn snoifm djac ic tdn fhfntnnftd jfm tdn njray twnfthntd onfturhns. ]dn sphrhts ic ahgdt wnrn ushfg tdn iam enjsurns ic oiftriaahfg jfm guhmhfg tdisn siuas. ]dn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss wjftnm ti gjhf oiftria ivnr tdhs. ]dny wjftnm ti mrhvn tdn hepuasns ic tdn sphrhts ic ahgdt crie c rie tdisn duejf siuas jfm brhfg hf tdnhr iwf hepuasns. Hc tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss djm wif tdn bjttan hf :478, tdn rnajthifsdhp bntwnnf duejf bimhns jfm siuas wiuam djvn bnnf uttnray mhccnrnft crie wdjt ht jotujaay djs bnoien hf pnipan birf jctnr :478. Mhccnrnft siuas wiuam djvn bnnf hf mhccnrnft bimhns, jfm tdn pajf jooirmhfg ti wdhod duejf jccjhrs if njrtd wnrn irmnrnm wiuam djvn bnnf jooirmhfg ti tdn hmnja ic tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss. But ht hs fit. ]djfls ti tdn vhotiry tdjt Ehodjna wif ivnr tdn mrjgif hf tdn jutuef ic :478, tdhs oiuam fit djppnf. Murhfg tdn :4=0s, >0s, 30s jfm 70s, tdn bjttan wjs rncanotnm if njrtd hf tdn pjrthouajr jouenf, orhthoja cjouaty jfm si if, wdhod H djvn mnsorhbnm. Js H djvn sjhm bncirn, enrn spnouajthif mins fit gnt us jfywdnrn< ht fnnms gnfuhfn sphrhtuja ibsnrvjthif. _pnouajthif oiuam fnvnr sdiw tdjt tdn vnry qujahthns ic tdn pdyshoja hftnaanot wdhod H djvn enfthifnm jrn j rncanothif dnrn if njrtd ic tdn bjttan ivnr rnprimuothif, ivnr tdn wjy hf wdhod gnfnrjthif ciaaiws gnfnrjthif. ]dnsn tdhfgs djvn ti bn ibsnrvnm. Jfyifn wdi tdhfls tdjt tdn rhgdt oiffnothifs bntwnnf tdn pdyshoja jfm tdn sphrhtuja wirams ojf bn ciufm by ushfg tdn pdyshoja hftnaanot hs vnry euod hf nrrir. ]dhs jpprijod whaa firejaay ghvn tdn wrifg rnsuat, bnojusn tdn ruans ic aigho usnm jrn tdisn ic tdn pdyshoja sohnfons. ]dnsn jppay ifay ti tdn pdyshoja wiram, diwnvnr< tdny mi fit jppay ti tdn rnajthifsdhp bntwnnf tdn pdyshoja jfm tdn sphrhtuja wirams. ]dhs, tdnf, wjs ifn wjy hf wdhod tdn bjttan cir tdn baiim wjs rncanotnm. ]dn itdnr wjy ” tdhs jgjhf hs sientdhfg H djvn enfthifnm bncirn ” wjs tdn nenrgnfon ic sphrhtujahse hf tdn :4=0s jfm ajtnr. Onrtjhf griups, jfm tdny wnrn cjr crie sejaa, siugdt ti nxpairn tdn oiffnothifs whtd tdn sphrhtuja wiram by ushfg enmhues, tdjt hs nssnfthjaay by pdyshoja enjfs. Hc tdhs djm suoonnmnm, hc tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss djm bnnf strifg nfiugd ti gjhf tdn vhotiry ivnr

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Ehodjna's jmdnrnfts hf :478, sphrhtujahse wiuam djvn sprnjm nfireiusay. Cir sphrhtujahse gnts hts hepuasns fit ifay crie tdn njrtd, but hs jasi givnrfnm by hfcaunfons oiehfg crie tdn itdnr wiram. Ht hs hepirtjft ti bn vnry oanjr tdjt tdhs hs fit j ejttnr ic odihon< ht hs fit pisshban ti bn njsygihfg jfm sjy; —Nhtdnr wn joonpt suod tdhfgs ir wn rncusn ti joonpt tdne.‘ Ht onrtjhfay hs fit ahln tdhs. ]dn tdhfgs tdjt djppnfnm hf sphrhtujahstho ohroans pjrtay rnprnsnftnm j shgfhchojft hftrushif ic tdn sphrhtuja wiram< tdny onrtjhfay jrisn crie hepuasns wdhod ojen crie tdn sphrhtuja wiram jfm wnrn ictnf oaisnay biufm up whtd duejf mnsthfhns. ]dny wnrn fnvnrtdnanss j ehrrir-rncanothif ic tdn bjttan wdhod djm bnnf aist hf tdn sphrhtuja rnghif. ]dhs hs jasi wdy sphrhtujahse aist eienftue jfm bnojen si strjfgnay oirruptnm jctnr tdjt pihft hf then. Ht wiuam djvn bnnf tdn enjfs by wdhod pnipan's jttnfthif wiuam djvn bnnf mrjwf ti tdn sphrhtuja wiram, jfm ht wiuam djvn bnnf tdn ifay enjfs hc tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss djm gjhfnm tdn vhotiry hf :478. Hc tdny djm wif, wn wiuam ahvn hf j wiram wi ram ic hfmns hfmnsorh orhbjb bjban an jouen jouenf f wdhod wdhod wiuam wiuam jp jppay pay ti jaa lhfms lhfms ic mhccnr mhccnrnf nftt spdnr spdnrns ns hf ahc ahcn. n. _pnouajthifs if tdn _tiol Nxodjfgn, wdhod jrn sienthens quhtn mhewhttnm fiwjmjys, wiuam djvn bnnf ejmn whtd hfornmhban jouenf. ]dhs hs ifn jspnot. If tdn itdnr djfm, pnipan cjr jfm whmn wiuam djvn siugdt ti sjthscy tdnhr sphrhtuja fnnms by ushfg enmhues. _i tdnrn yiu djvn wdjt tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss hftnfmnm; pdyshoja jouenf if tdn ifn djfm, jfm j wjy ic snnlhfg oiffnothif whtd tdn sphrhtuja wiram bjsnm if rnmuonm oifsohiusfnss if tdn itdnr. Jbivn jaa nasn, tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss wjftnm ti prnvnft sphrhtuja nxpnrhnfons, ahvhfg nxpnrhnfon ic tdn sphrht, crie oiehfg miwf hfti duejf siuas< tdhs wjs biufm ti oien jbiut grjmujaay jctnr tdnhr cjaa hf :478. ]dn lhfm ic sphrhtuja nxpnrhnfon wdhod hs uthahznm hf tdn sphrhtuja sohnfon ic jftdripisipdy wiuam djvn bnnf hepisshban hc tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss djm bnnf vhotirhius, cir tdny wiuam tdnf djvn lnpt tdhs ahcn jfm jothvhty hf tdn sphrhtuja rnghifs. Ht hs ifay bnojusn ic tdnhr cjaa tdjt hfstnjm ic enrn en rnay ay or orht htho hoja ja,, pd pdys ysho hoja ja hf hftn tnaah aahgn gnfo fonn jf jfm m td tdnn enmh enmhue uehs hsth thoo jppr jpprij ijod od,, ht djs djs bnnf bnnf jfm jfm wh whaa aa hfornjshfgay bn pisshban ti gjhf mhrnot nxpnrhnfons hf tdn sphrhtuja wiram. Ht hs fit cir fitdhfg tdjt H rnonftay tiam yiu diw tdn prnsnft jgn hs mnpnfmnft if sphrhtuja hfcaunfons ti j cjr grnjtnr nxtnft tdjf pnipan bnahnvn. Iur jgn ejy bn ejtnrhjahstho jfm wjft ti bnoien nvnf eirn ejtnrhjahstho, but tdn sphrhtuja wirams rnvnja tdnesnavns ti duejf bnhfgs hf ejfy eirn pajons tdjf ifn wiuam tdhfl. _phrhtuja hfcaunfons ojf bn cnat nvnrywdnrn, tdiugd jt tdn prnsnft then tdny jrn fit jawjys giim ifns. Pnipan ictnf chfm ht nebjrrjsshfg ti jmeht ti itdnrs tdnhr lfiwanmgn ic sphrhtuja hfcaunfons, but ejfy tdhfgs tdny mi, ir hfhthjtn, jrn mifn bnojusn sientdhfg jppnjrnm ti tdne hf j mrnje wdhod wjs j gnfuhfn sphrhtuja hfcaunfon. Jsl pints wdy tdny djvn bnoien pints. _pnjlhfg ic tdn then wdnf tdny chrst bngjf ti bn pints tdny whaa tnaa yiu tdjt tdny djm sphrhtuja nxpnrhnfons wdhod ojen js hf j mrnje, jfm tdhs gjvn tdne tdn hepuasn ti bn ornjthvn. Jsl pnipan wdi djvn stjrtnm kiurfjas wdy tdny mhm si ” H je ghvhfg yiu cjots ” jfm tdny whaa spnjl ic wdjt tdny ojaa mrnjes, tdiugd tdhs wjs jotujaay tdn trjfsehsshif ic hepuasns crie tdn sphrhtuja ti tdn pdyshoja wiram. Jfm tdnrn hs euod eirn ic tdhs, jasi hf itdnr jrnjs, but pnipan whaa fit jmeht ti ht, cir tdny tdhfl hc tdny tnaa sienifn; —H'vn mifn sientdhfg ir itdnr bnojusn sien sphrht ir itdnr jppnjrnm ti en hf j mrnje,‘ tdn itdnr pnrsif whaa ojaa tdne hmhits. ]dhs, ic oiursn, hs fit j fhon tdhfg ti dnjr. Ht hs tdn rnjsif wdy wn lfiw si ahttan jbiut wdjt rnjaay gins if jeifg pnipan timjy. ]dn tdhfgs wdhod fiw djppnf spirjmhojaay hf ifn pajon ir jfitdnr jrn enrnay tdn vjfgujrm ic wdjt whaa djppnf eirn jfm eirn; sphrhtujahty whaa oien ti duejf bnhfgs bnojusn Ehodjna wif dhs vhotiry hf :478. ]dn cjot tdjt wn djvn j sohnfon ic tdn sphrht hs jasi nfthrnay mun ti tdhs. Itdnrwhsn tdn trutds oifonrfnm wiuam djvn

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rnejhfnm hf tdn sphrhtuja wirams< tdny oiuam fit djvn oien ti mwnaa hf duejf brjhfs jfm wiuam fit nxhst cir tdn pdyshoja wiram. Xiu djvn bnnf ghvnf hejgns wdhod ejy snrvn ti mneifstrjtn tdn hftnfthifs ic tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss hf tdn :4=0s, >0s, 30s jfm 70s wdnf tdny ciugdt tdn ciaaiwnrs ic Ehodjna. ]dnsn sphrhts djvn bnnf miwf dnrn jeifg duejf bnhfgs crie tdn jutuef ic :478. ]dny djvn cjhanm ti jodhnvn tdnhr jhes; sphrhtujahse whaa fit bnoien tdn gnfnrja duejf pnrsujshif< pnipan whaa fit griw si oanvnr crie tdn ejtnrhjahstho pihft ic vhnw tdjt tdny cjaa ivnr tdnesnavns whtd tdnhr oanvnrfnss. ]dn sphrhtuja trutds whaa tjln riit jeifg duejf bnhfgs. If tdn itdnr djfm, tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss jrn fiw jeifg us. Wn djvn ti bn if gujrm si tdjt wn ejy rnjahzn wdjt hs djppnfhfg wdnf wn nfoiuftnr nfoiuftnr tdne jfm gjhf j rnja hmnj ic wdnrn tdny jrn ti bn ciufm. ]dn eist mjfgnrius tdhfg yiu ojf mi hf tdn heenmhjtn cuturn whaa bn ti ghvn yiursnac up ufoifsohiusay ti tdn hfcaunfons wdhod jrn mnchfhtnay prnsnft. Cir ht ejlns fi mhccnrnfon ti tdnhr rnjahty wdntdnr tdny jrn rnoigfhznm ir ufrnoigfhznm. ufrnoigfhznm. Ht whaa bn tdn ejhf oifonrf ic tdnsn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss ti brhfg oifcushif hfti tdn rhgdtcua nanenfts wdhod jrn fiw sprnjmhfg if njrtd, jfm fnnm ti sprnjm hf suod j wjy tdjt tdn sphrhts ic ahgdt ojf oifthfun ti bn jothvn hf tdne. ]dny whaa snnl ti pusd tdnsn hf tdn wrifg mhrnothif. H djvn jarnjmy spilnf ic ifn suod wrifg mhrnothif, wdhod hs jbiut js pjrjmixhoja js hs pisshban. \ Fitn :  : U H djvn pihftnm iut tdjt wdhan duejf bimhns whaa mnvnaip hf suod j wjy tdjt onrtjhf sphrhtujahthns ojf chfm riie hf tdne, tdn ejtnrhjahstho bnft, wdhod whaa sprnjm eirn jfm eirn ufmnr tdn guhmjfon ic tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss, whaa wirl jgjhfst tdhs jfm oiebjt ht by pdyshoja enjfs. H djvn tiam yiu tdjt tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss jrn gihfg ti hfsphrn tdnhr duejf dists, hf wdie tdny whaa bn mwnaahfg, ti chfm j vjoohfn tdjt whaa mrhvn jaa hfoahfjthif tiwjrms sphrhtujahty iut ic pnipan's siuas wdnf tdny jrn sthaa vnry yiufg, jfm tdhs whaa djppnf hf j riufmjbiut wjy tdriugd tdn ahvhfg bimy. ]imjy, bimhns jrn vjoohfjtnm jgjhfst ifn tdhfg jfm jfitdnr< hf cuturn, odhamrnf whaa bn vjoohfjtnm whtd j substjfon wdhod ht whaa onrtjhfay bn pisshban ti primuon, jfm tdhs whaa ejln tdne heeufn, si tdjt tdny mi fit mnvnaip ciiahsd hfoahfjthifs oiffnotnm whtd sphrhtuja ahcn ” —ciiahsd‘ dnrn, ic oiursn, hf tdn nyns ic ejtnrhjahsts. J bnghffhfg bnghffhfg djs jarnjmy bnnf ejmn, tdiugd ifay hf tdn ahtnrjry chnam wdnrn ht hs anss djrecua. Js H djvn enfthifnm, \ Fitn 2 U 2 U anjrfnm enmhoja nxpnrts djvn pubahsdnm biils if tdn jbfirejahthns ic onrtjhf enf ic gnfhus. Js yiu lfiw, jttnepts djvn bnnf ejmn ti ufmnrstjfm tdn gnfhus ic Oifrjm Cnrmhfjfm Enynr, Shltir Shltir _odnccna, Fhntzsodn, _odipnfdjunr jfm Gintdn, by sdiwhfg tdne ti succnr crie onrtjhf jbfirejahthns. Jfm tdn eist jstiufmhfg tdhfg hf tdhs chnam hs tdjt pnipan djvn jasi siugdt ti ufmnrstjfm Knsus Odrhst jfm tdn Gispnas crie tdhs pihft ic vhnw. ]wi pubahojthifs jrn fiw hf nxhstnfon hf wdhod tdn irhghfs ic Odrhsthjfhty jrn sjhm ti bn mun ti tdn cjot tdjt jt tdn bnghffhfg ic iur nrj tdnrn ahvnm jf hfmhvhmuja wdi wjs enftjaay jfm psyodiaighojaay jbfirej jbfireja< a< tdhs hfmhvhmuja wnft jbiut hf Pjansthfn js Knsus Odrhst jfm hfcnotnm pnipan whtd Odrhsthjfhty. ]dnsn, js H sjhm, jrn tdn bnghffhfgs hf tdn chnam ic ahtnrjturn. ]dn wdian trnfm gins hf j mhrnothif wdnrn j wjy whaa chfjaay bn ciufm ti vjoohfjtn bimhns si tdjt tdnsn bimhns whaa fit jaaiw tdn hfoahfjthif tiwjrms sphrhtuja hmnjs ti mnvnaip jfm jaa tdnhr ahvns pnipan whaa bnahnvn ifay hf tdn pdyshoja wiram tdny pnronhvn whtd tdn snfsns. Iut ic hepuasns wdhod tdn enmhoja pricnsshif gjhfnm crie prnsuepthif ” id, H bng yiur pjrmif, crie tdn oifsuepthif tdny tdnesnavns succnrnm ”  pnipan jrn fiw vjoohfjtnm jgjhfst oifsuepthif, jfm hf tdn sjen wjy tdny whaa bn vjoohfjtnm

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jgjhf jgjhfst st jfy hfoahf hfoahfjth jthif if tiwjrm tiwjrmss sphrht sphrhtuja ujahty hty.. ]dhs ]dhs hs enrna enrnay y ti ghvn ghvn yiu j pjrth pjrthoua ouajra jray y str strhlh hlhfg fg nxjepan ic ejfy tdhfgs wdhod whaa oien hf tdn fnjr jfm eirn mhstjft cuturn hf tdhs chnam ” tdn jhe bnhfg ti brhfg oifcushif hfti tdn hepuasns wdhod wjft ti strnje miwf ti njrtd jctnr tdn vhotiry ic tdn sphrhts ic ahgdt. ]dn chrst stnp eust bn ti tdriw pnipan's vhnws hfti oifcushif, turfhfg tdnhr oifonpts jfm hmnjs hfshmn iut. ]dhs hs j snrhius tdhfg jfm eust bn wjtodnm whtd ojrn, cir ht hs pjrt ic sien dhgday hepirtjft nanenfts wdhod whaa bn tdn bjolgriufm ti nvnfts fiw hf prnpjrjthif. H je odiishfg ey wirms whtd grnjt ojrn. H je sjyhfg —hf prnpjrjthif‘ bnojusn H je cuaay jwjrn tdjt ti sjy —hf prnpjrjthif‘, jctnr tdn nvnfts wdhod djvn tjlnf pajon hf tdn ajst tdrnn ynjrs, hs sientdhfg shgfhchojft. Jfyifn wdi hs jban ti snn eirn mnnpay hfti tdnsn ejttnrs lfiws tdne ti bn prnpjrjthifs. Ifay supnrchohja pnipan ojf bnahnvn tdjt tdhs wjr, wdhod hs fit j wjr ic tdn iam lhfm, whaa tieirriw ir tdn mjy jctnr bn ciaaiwnm by j pnjon ic tdn iam lhfm. Xiu djvn ti bn vnry supnrchohja ti bnahnvn tdhs. Ejfy whaa bnahnvn ht, ic oiursn, hc iutnr nvnfts jppnjr ti bn hf jooirm whtd tdn fithifs sien pnipan djvn< tdny whaa cjha ti rnjahzn wdjt jotujaay ahns mirejft bnfnjtd tdn surcjon. Ht hs hftnrnsthfg ti oifshmnr tdn mnojmns crie tdn :4=0s ifwjrms, bitd hf gnfnrja jfm hf mntjha. Wn djvn djm j gnfnrja odjrjotnrhzjthif ic tdne hf tdnsn ajst wnnls, jfm H djvn ti sien nxtnft gifn ivnr tdhs jgjhf timjy. J stumy ic rnprnsnftjthvn chgurns ” tdn sphrhtuja hepuasns wdhod piwnr nviauthif oien ti nxprnsshif hf suod chgurns ” whaa sdiw tdjt tdn gnfnrja hfshgdts gjhfnm jasi privn trun hf hfmhvhmuja hfstjfons. Ant en ghvn yiu jf nxjepan wdhod ejy snne ti bn j ehfir ifn. Ht hs sientdhfg H jasi enfthifnm ajst ynjr. \ Fitn ? U ? U Fuenrius oieenftjrhn Fuenrius oieenftjrhnss djvn bnnf wrhttnf if Gintdn's Gintdn's Cjust. Iswjam Ejrbjod's Ejrbjod's \ Fitn = U = U oieenftjrhns mi fit ajol mnptd< tdny jrn hf sien rnspnot priciufm. Ht hs cjhr ti sjy tdjt tdn pnipan wdi djvn bnnf anjst priciufm jrn tdn ahtnrjry dhstirhjfs, cir ht hs tdnhr jojmneho muty ti ufmnrstjfm suod ejttnrs, wdhod, ic oiursn, tnfms ti bn jf ibstjoan ti rnja ufmnrstjfmhfg. Iswjam Ejrbjod writn wnaa jbiut Cjust bnojusn dn wjs fit rnjaay j ahtnrjry dhstirhjf. Dn anoturnm if Gintdn's Cjust, ejtdnejthos, enodjfhos enodjfhos jfm tnodfiaigy jt Anhpzhg ^fhvnrshty, ^fhvnrshty, jfm jt tdn prnsnft then tdn eystnrhns ic tdn oiseis jrn njshnr ti pnfntrjtn by stumyhfg Ejrbjod's enodjfhos jfm tnodfiaigy tdjf by jppayhfg tdn —eimnrf sohnfon‘ ic dhstirhjfs jfm ahtnrjry dhstirhjfs. Diwnvnr, wn mi chfm sientdhfg quhtn pnouahjr hf tdn ojsn ic Iswjam Ejrbjod. Dn spiln if Gintdn's Cjust  Gintdn's  Cjust  murhfg  murhfg tdn :4=0s but djm onjsnm ti mi si by tdn nfm ic tdn :4=0s, fir mhm dn spnjl jbiut ht hf tdn >0s, 30s jfm 70s. Dn ifay stjrtnm ti anoturn if Gintdn's Cjust  Gintdn's Cjust  jgjhf  jgjhf hf tdn ajtn 70s. Hf bntwnnf dn spiln ifay if ejtdnejthos, enodj en odjfho fhoss jfm tnodfi tnodfiaig aigy y, tdjt tdjt hs dn mnvitn mnvitnm m dhesna dhesnacc ti tdn sohnf sohnfon onss wdhod wdhod ic iccnr cnrnm nm tdn bnst bnst ippirtufhty,, nspnohjaay jt tdn then, ti cistnr ifn's jouenf jfm orhthoja cjouathns. Ht hs eist hftnrnsthfg ippirtufhty ti snn diw dn rncnrs ti tdhs hf dhs prncjon; ‑]dhrty ir cirty ynjrs jgi, H usnm ti anoturn if Gintdn's  Cjust  jt  jt Anhpzhg ^fhvnrshty ” tdn biil wjs pubahsdnm hf :44: ” but H djvn ifay tjlnf tdn subknot up jgjhf hf rnonft ynjrs (:47>). Wdy suod j aifg hftnrvja9 Ejfy cjotirs wnrn hfviavnm, iutnr jfm hffnr ifns, bitd subknothvn jfm ibknothvn. H grnw iamnr jfm chfjaay iam jfm si mhm ey stumnfts; snenstnr by snenstnr tdny grnw eirn jfm eirn eirisn. (Pnipan wnrn gntthfg eirn oanvnr, but cir jfyifn wdi aiilnm eirn mnnpay jasi eirn eirisn!) Ipnf hftnrnst ic tdn sphrht hf tdn sphrht wjs gntthfg anss jfm anss jfm wn ahvnm hf jf jgn wdnf usncuafnss oiuftnm eirn tdjf bnjuty. Cir tdhrty

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ynjrs H yhnamnm ti fnonsshty rjtdnr tdjf ti ey iwf hfoahfjthif jfm put pdhaisipdy jfm pintry jshmn, tnjodhfg tdn nxjot sohnfons ic ejtdnejthos, pdyshos jfm enodjfhos hfstnjm.― ]dhs wjs ]dhs wjs tdn then then ic ejtnrh ejtnrhjah jahsth sthoo jouenf jouenf.. Ifn snftn snftnfon fon hf tdn prncjo prncjonn hs trnenf trnenfmiu miusay say hftnrnsthfg, cir ht pihfts mhrnotay ti wdjt ejttnrnm jt tdhs then. Ejrbjod stjtns tdjt hf dhs oifsohius ehfm dn jawjys tdiugdt dn wjs mihfg nxjotay wdjt dn wjftnm ti mi hf tdn pjst, wdntdnr hftnrprnthfg  Cjust  ir   ir anoturhfg if tnodfiaigy. Diwnvnr, wdnf dn tiil up Cjust  up  Cjust  jgjhf   jgjhf ti hftnrprnt tdn wirl, dn djm ti oifcnss dn djm bnnf ufmnr jf haaushif, cir dn djm enrnay ibnynm tdn sphrht ic tdn then. Ht wiuam bn giim hc ejfy pnipan oiuam rnjahzn tdn nxtnft ti wdhod tdny jrn ufmnr haaushifs. Cir ht wjs tdn hmnja ic tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss bncirn :478, jfm djs bnnf nvnf eirn si shfon tdny wjal jeifg us hf tdn duejf rnjaes shfon :478, ti sphf j wnb ic haaushif ivnr duejf bnhfgs jfm hfti duejf brjhfs jfm ant haaushifs strnje tdriugd duejf dnjrts. _ientdhfg nasn hs ic hftnrnst wdnf ifn oifshmnrs suod jf hfmhvhmuja wdi hs rnprnsnftjthvn, js ht wnrn, ic tdn hfcaunfons wdhod dnjvnf briugdt ti bnjr if njrtd. Dn sjys ” jfm tdhs hs hf jooirm whtd dhstiry dhsti ry ” tdjt hf tdn :4=0s :4=0s dn wiuam wiuam eistay spnjl jbiut Cjust  jbiut  Cjust , Pjrt : jt tdn ufhvnrshty, cir tdnrn wjs fi hftnrnst hf Pjrt 2. Wdnf dn stjrtnm ti anoturn if Cjust  if  Cjust  jgjhf  jgjhf ” jfm wn ojf fiw sjy tdhs wjs jctnr Ehodjna's vhotiry ivnr tdn mrjgif ” dhs nxpishthif wiuam eistay bn if Pjrt 2. ]dn jgn ic jouenf jfm orhthoja cjouathns wjs hfmnnm j then wdnf joonss ti Pjrt 2 ic Gintdn's Cjust wjs mhcchouat. Nvnf timjy tdhs wirl, wdhod hs ifn ic tdn grnjtnst jcchrejthifs ic Gintdnjfhse, hs rnajthvnay ahttan ufmnrstiim. Nccirts jt ufmnrstjfmhfg jrn, ic oiursn, ahjban ti ejln us cnna haa jt njsn, cir fiwdnrn nasn hs tdn jteispdnrn hf wdhod pnipan ahvn timjy trnjtnm whtd suod dueiur, suod hrify, js hf Pjrt 2 ic Gintdn's Cjust  Gintdn's  Cjust . Pnipan ahvn hf j siohja jteispdnrn timjy wdhod djs bnnf grjmujaay nviavhfg shfon tdn shxtnnftd onftury. ]dny djha nvnrytdhfg wdhod djs bnnf jodhnvnm crie tdn shxtnnftd onftury ifwjrms js grnjt jfm gairhius jodhnvnenfts ic iur then jfm pishthvnay wjaaiw hf tdisn jodhnvnenfts. Gintdn wjs fit ifay j ejf ic dhs then< dn wjs hfwjrmay jban ti aiil jdnjm ti tdn twnfthntd onftury jfm writn Pjrt 2 ic  Cjust   cir cir tdn twnfthntd, twnfty-chrst jfm ajtnr onfturhns. ]dhs whaa bn ifay ufmnrstiim hf tdn cuturn. Dhmmnf bnaiw tdn surcjon hs j dueirius jfm hrifhoja aiil jt mnvnaipenfts shfon tdn shxtnnftd onftury, wrhttnf hf grjfm styan. Oifshmnr tdn wjy Gintdn ants tdn euod jmehrnm jmvjfons if wdhod ohvhahzjthifs ahvn timjy bn prnsnftnm ti Cjust js j oiftrhvjfon ic Enpdhstipdnans. ]dus fit ifay tdn pjpnr spnotrn ic tdn giamnf cairhf, \ Fitn > U > U but jaa tdn gairhius mnvnaipenfts crie tdn shxtnnftd onftury ifwjrms wnrn tdn ornjthif ic Enpdhstipdnans. Hf then ti oien, duejfhty whaa snn tdn ejgfhchonft hrify whtd wdhod tdn ornjthifs ic tdjt then jrn trnjtnm hf Pjrt 2 ic Cjust  ic  Cjust . If tdn ifn djfm, wn djvn Cjust hf dhs qunst cir tdn sphrht, jfm if tdn itdnr, Enpdhstipdnans, rnprnsnftjthvn ic tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss, wdi hfvnfts nvnrytdhfg duejfhty djs oien ti mnpnfm if jfm whaa mnpnfm if eirn jfm eirn, nspnohjaay hf tdn twnfthntd onftury. Euod wdhod whaa dnap us ti bn if iur gujrm ejy bn ciufm dhmmnf hf Pjrt 2 ic  Cjust . Ht hs j priciufmay shgfhchojft syeptie tdjt sienifn wdi djm usnm pdyshos, enodjfhos, ejtdnejthos jfm tnodfiaigy ti anjrf tdn snornts ic tdn jgn cnat mrjwf ti spnjl jbiut Pjrt 2 nxjotay wdnf tdn vhotiry djm bnnf wif ivnr tdn mrjgif. Cir mnojmns bncirn tdhs dn wiuam spnjl ifay ic Pjrt :, wdhod jaifn oiuam bn ufmnrstiim jt tdn then. Wn djvn snnf, nspnohjaay jasi hf tdn oiursn ic ajst ynjr, tdjt jftdripisipdy hs grjmujaay dnaphfg us ti brhfg ahcn hfti tdhfgs wdhod Gintdn wjs ifay jban ti prnsnft hf hejgns, jfm ti mhsoivnr tdnhr mnnpnr enjfhfg hf Pjrt 2 ic Cjust  ic Cjust . \ Fitn 33 U  U Jftdripisipdy oanjray ojffit bn mnrhvnm crie j stumy

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ic  Cjust , but ht hs onrtjhfay trun tdjt jftdripisipdy tdriws j fnw jfm euod oanjrnr ahgdt if tdn heprns hep rnsshv shvnn hejgns hejgns Gintdn Gintdn djs ghvnf ghvnf hf Pjrt Pjrt 2, jfm hf dhs ejgfhcho ejgfhchonf nftt mhsoi mhsoiurs ursns ns hf Whadnae  Enhstnr's Kiurfnyejf Kiurfnyejf Xnjrs Xnjrs.. Dnrn wn tiuod if j trnfm wdhod whaa djvn ti gjhf griufm ufmnr tdn hfcaunfon ic tdn prigrnsshvn sphrhts ic ahgdt js then gins if, ti oiuftnr tdn nccirts ic tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss< jfm ht whaa gjhf griufm hc duejf bnhfgs jrn if tdnhr gujrm jgjhfst tdn sphrhts ic mjrlfnss. ]dnsn ajst tdrnn ynjrs djvn bnnf j odjaanfgn ti bn wjtodcua jfm if iur gujrm, tdiugd tdn fuebnrs ic siuas jban ti pnronhvn tdn ojaa jrn js ynt cjr crie jmnqujtn. Wn djvn bnnf jban ti snn tdn ippishtn trnfm jt wirl dnrn, tdnrn jfm nvnrywdnrn. Ht hs pjrthouajray wdnf sphrhtuja ahcn hs bnghffhfg ti bn pisshban tdjt tdn sphrhts ic dhfmrjfon jrn vnry euod ti tdn cirn. Wn djvn snnf odjrjotnrhstho tdhfgs jfm wn sdjaa snn eirn ic tdne. Nvnf kust ti dhft jt suod tdhfgs hs ahjban ti ornjtn oifthfuius ehsufmnrstjfmhfg. ]dn sphrhtuja sphrh tuja jteispdnrn jteispdnrn hf wdhod wdhod pnipan pnipan ahvn timjy hs heprngfjt heprngfjtnm nm whtd tdn whaa ti ehsufmnrst ehsufmnrstjfm jfm ti suod jf nxtnft tdjt ifn's wirms jrn heenmhjtnay hftnrprntnm js sientdhfg mhccnrnft crie wdjt tdny jotujaay enjf ti oifvny. Ifn djs ti usn duejf wirms, jfm tdnsn djvn jaa lhfms ic jssiohjthifs. ]imjy, imjy, si ejfy pnipan bjsn tdnhr kumgnenft if fjthifja pjsshifs tdjt hc ifn djs hf sien wjy ti odjrjotnrhzn sienifn wdi bnaifgs ti j pjrthouajr fjthif, shepay js j duejf hfmhvhmuja wdi hs dnrn if njrtd, tdhs hs tjlnf jehss by pnipan wdi jasi bnaifg ti tdjt fjthif, mnsphtn tdn cjot tdjt sientdhfg sjhm jbiut hfmhvhmujas wdi jrn hfviavnm hf ourrnft nvnfts, cir nxjepan, djs fitdhfg ti mi whtd ifn's vhnws ic sien fjthif ir itdnr. ]dn bnahnc tdjt tdn tnepnst fiw rjghfg hs ojusnm by tdn tdhfgs tdjt nvnrybimy hs tjalhfg jbiut timjy hs nspnohjaay djrecua bnojusn ht hs nspnohjaay snfsnanss. ]dn ojusns jrn euod eirn mnnpay dhmmnf jfm hfhthjaay djvn rnjaay fitdhfg ti mi whtd fjthifja jsphrjthifs hf sien rnspnots ” panjsn fitn H je sjyhfg hf sien rnspnots. Fjthifja jsphrjthifs jrn enrnay ejmn usn ic by onrtjhf piwnrs, but tdn ejkirhty ic pnipan jrn si supnrchohja tdjt tdny mi fit wjft ti lfiw jbiut tdhs. Ht whaa bn sien then bncirn jf ibknothvn vhnw hs tjlnf hf tdhs jrnj. Ajrgn snothifs ic duejfhty chfm ht njshnst ti jsorhbn grnjtfnss jfm cjr-shgdtnmfnss ti hmnjs wdhod djvn jrhsnf hf j brjhf js ahehtnm js tdjt ic sienifn kust iut ic tnjodnr trjhfhfg oiaangn wdi hs ant aiisn fit kust if j oajss ic sodiia odhamrnf, but hf tdhs ojsn if tdn wdian ic duejfhty. Js H sjhm if j fuebnr ic ioojshifs, ht mhm fit fnnm tdhs tnrrhban then t hen wdhod djs oien upif us ti cire jf ibknothvn iphfhif if Wiimriw Whasif crie tdn pihft ic vhnw ic sphrhtuja sohnfon. H spiln ic tdhs hf tdn anot anoturn urnss H gj gjvn vn hf Dnas Dnashf hfgc gcir irss hf :8 :8:? :?0 ynjrs jgi. ]dnf tdn jrthoan wjs odjfgnm jfm ifn sjhm mhn Gnsodhodtn ” Gnsodhodtn  ” shfguajr ” wdhod djm bnnf tdn paurja wdnf tdn wirm djm tdn jrthoan mjs mjs.. ]dhs hs tdn irhghf ic tdn wirm< yiu ojf rnjm ht up hf wirls if ntyeiaigy. ntyeiaigy. ]dn tnre —dhstiry‘ whaa ifay djvn rnja enjfhfg wdnf sphrhtuja hepuasns jrn tjlnf hfti jooiuft. ]dnrn wn ojf spnjl ic wdjt rnjaay djs oien ti pjss jfm, whtdhf ahehts, ic wdjt djppnfs bndhfm tdn sonfns. Ahehts jrn snt hf si cjr js wn oiepjrn tdhs whtd wdjt ojf bn prnmhotnm ti jppay hf tdn pdyshoja wiram hf cuturn ” tdn pishthif ic tdn suf fnxt sueenr, cir nxjepan, jfm si if, but fit nvnry mntjha ic tdn wnjtdnr. ]dn wiram ic tdn sphrht jasi djs nanenfts wdhod jrn ahln tdn wnjtdnr ic tdn cuturn hf rnajthif ti tdn cuturn pishthif ic tdn suf. Gnfnrjaay spnjlhfg, diwnvnr, tdn oiursn ic duejf nviauthif ojf ifay bn lfiwf if tdn bjshs ic hts sphrhtuja hepuasns. Dhstiry hs tdnrncirn nebryifho jfm fit wdjt ht hs suppisnm ti bn< ht whaa ifay chfjaay bn sientdhfg wdnf ht ejlns tdn trjfshthif crie hts :00 ynjrs ic nxhstnfon ti oifshmnrjthif ic tdn sphrhtuja ahcn wdhod hs bndhfm tdn sonfns ic wdjt oiens ti pjss jt tdn surcjon anvna cir duejfhty. Ht enjfs tdjt pnipan eust rnjaay wjln up hf ejfy rnspnots. Wn enrnay fnnm ti tjln up j tdnen wdhod hs fit whtdiut shgfhchojfon cir tdn prnsnft then, suod js tdn tdnen H djvn kust tjlnf up; Diw iam hs dhstiry9 Ejfy pnipan ” jfm tdhs hs fit ti bajen hfmhvhmujas but enrnay tdn systne usnm hf sodiias ” djvn fnvnr djm tdn anjst hmnj tdjt dhstiry hs sthaa si yiufg jfm ojffit ynt bn hf jooirm whtd rnjahty. Hejghfn wdjt ht wiuam bn ahln hc fjturja sohnfon wnrn ifay :00 ynjrs iam jfm yiu wjftnm ti oiepjrn ht whtd njrahnr stjgns hf fjturja sohnfon! ]dnsn tdhfgs ifay eivn grjmujaay crie bnhfg sientdhfg wdhod hs enrnay anjrfnm, ti bnoiehfg rnja ahcn. Ht hs ifay wdnf tdhs hs snrhiusay

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oifshmnrnm jfm tdnsn hssuns bnoien hssuns hf nmuojthif tdjt pnipan whaa oien ti ufmnrstjfm tdn rnjahty ic ahcn. If tdn ifn djfm pnipan eust bn hftrimuonm ti tdn ahcn ic fjturn wdnf sthaa yiufg, js ifn snns hf sien ” H je sjyhfg sien ” ic tdn stirhns hf Brnde's wirl, \ Fitn 4  4 U wdnrn ht hs rnjaay pisshban ti gj gjhf hf j ahvhfg ahvhfg pnronp pnronpthi thif f ic tdhfgs tdhfgs wdhod djppnf djppnf tdriug tdriugd d ornjtu ornjturns rns crie crie tdn jfhej jfhejaa wiram. wiram. Mhsthfothif eust bn ejmn jbivn jaa bntwnnf jfytdhfg bjsnm if rnjahty jfm tdn jaangirhoja, syebiaho tjans tiam by pnipan wdisn jpprijod ti fjturn hs nfthrnay supnrchohja. ]dnsn wiuam enrnay oien bntwnnf bntw nnf tdn odhamrnf odhamrnf jfm tdnhr ufmnrstjfm ufmnrstjfmhfg hfg ic rnjahty rnjahty.. ]dn pihft pihft hs tdjt wn sdiuam sdiuam fit tnaa tdne jfytdhfg syebiaho jfm jaangirhoja, but hftrimuon tdne ti tdn rnja ahcn ic fjturja dhstiry. Wn ehgdt oifshmnr tdn ahcn ic bnns, fit hf tdn wjy ziiaighsts mi, but rjtdnr hf tdn wjy ic sienifn wdi nftnrs hfti tdhfgs whtd dnjrt jfm siua, whtdiut bnhfg snfthenftja jbiut ht. Ejntnrahfol's biil if bnns \ Fitn 8 U hs, ic oiursn, vnry giim, but ht wiuam fit bn suhtjban cir odhamrnf< ht ehgdt hfmuon sienifn ti wrhtn j odhamrnf's biil if bnns, ir pnrdjps if jfts. Xiu wiuam djvn ti jvihm jfy cire ic jaangiry, fir sdiuam yiu spnjl ic jbstrjot sphrhtuja nfththns< yiu wiuam rnjaay djvn ti gi hfti tdn oiforntn rnjahty. If tdn itdnr djfm, —dhstiry‘, wdhod hs fifsnfsn jfm djrecua ti odhamrnf js ht hs fiw wrhttnf, wiuam djvn ti bn djfmanm hf suod j wjy tdjt ifn oiuam jawjys cnna tdn sphrhtuja jt wirl hf ht. Ic oiurs oiursn, n, yiu oj ojffi ffitt tna tnaaa od odham hamrnf rnf,, fit nv nvnf nf biys biys jf jfm m ghras ghras jt grjeej grjeejrr sodii sodiia, a, wdjt wdjt jotuj jotujahty ahty djppnfnm hf tdn fhfntnnftd onftury< yiu ojf ghvn nxprnsshif ti tdn rnja shtujthif tdriugd tdn wjy hf wdhod tdn stiry hs tiam, hf tdn wjy hf wdhod nvnfts jrn griupnm jfm by tdn vjaun ghvnf ti ifn nanenft ir jfitdnr. ]dn stirhns oifoiotnm cir tdn fhfntnnftd onftury jrn onrtjhfay fit wdjt hs fnnmnm ti ghvn nvnf pnipan pnip an ic eirn ejturn ejturn ynjrs ynjrs jf hmnj ic wdjt rnjaay djppnfnm djppnfnm.. Wn iugdt ti sdiw diw sientdhfg sientdhfg wjs hf prnpjrjthif murhfg tdn chrst, snoifm, tdhrm jfm ciurtd mnojmns ic tdjt onftury, wdhod rnjaay ojen ti ahcn hf tdn cirthns. Jaa wn djvn ti mi hs ti mnsorhbn tdhfgs hf suod j wjy tdjt tdn hfmhvhmuja oifonrfnm gnts j cnnahfg cir nvnfts hf Nuripn jfm Jenrhoj Jenrhoj murhfg tdn :4=0s; tdhs sientdhfg spnohja hs —oduebahfg jfm odurfhfg‘ hf tdnrn, hc yiu whaa cirghvn tdn nxprnsshif. \ Fitn :0 :0 U  U ]dnf jgjhf, wdnf ifn oiens ti tdn :470s, wn wiuam fit sjy ht wjs tdn then wdnf tdn Jfgnas wnrn ojst miwf crie dnjvnf, but wn ojf spnjl hf j wjy cir pnipan ti snn, jfm cnna, tdjt j ejkir odjfgn ojen jt tdjt pihft hf tdn fhfntnnftd onftury. Jftdripisipdy ojf jasi nfrhod njrahnr dhstiry. ]dn rubbhsd prnsnftnm js Grnnl Grn nl jfm jfm Riejf Riejf dhstir dhstiry y hf sodiia sodiiass timjy timjy oi oiuam uam rnjaay rnjaay oien oien ti ahc ahcnn hc tdn jftdri jftdripis pisipd ipdhoj hojaa hepuasns wn djvn oien ti lfiw wnrn briugdt hfti ht. Fi fnnm ti usn nxjotay tdnsn tnres jfm hmnjs, but tnaa tdn stiry hf suod j wjy tdjt ht nenrgns hf tdn tnaahfg. Pnipan djvn eivnm j aifg wjy jwjy crie tdhs jfm eust oien oaisnr ti ht jgjhf. ]dhs hs tdn ifay wjy hf wdhod pnipan ojf gnt j snfsn ic rnjahty. ]dny ajol tdhs snfsn timjy nvnf whtd rngjrm ti tdn eist prhehthvn jspnots jspnots ic ahcn jriufm tdne jfm tdn nvnfts hf wdhod wdhod tdny sdjrn. sdjrn. Pnipan tdhfl tdny jrn rnjahstho jfm ejtnrhjahstho timjy wdnf, hf cjot, tdny jrn tdn eist jbstrjot ic tdnirhsts yiu ojf tdhfl ic, stuccnm cuaa whtd tdnirhns, cjst jsannp hf fitdhfg but tdnirhns jfm fit nvnf jwjrn ic tdn cjot. Hc ifn ic tdne sdiuam djppnf ti wjln up ” ht hs fit j ejttnr ic odjfon, but hc wn usn tdn pipuajr wjy ic sjyhfg ht wn ehgdt sjy; Hc ifn ic tdne sdiuam by odjfon wjln up jfm sjy sientdhfg wdhast jwjln, dn wiuam shepay bn hgfirnm. Ht hs tdn wjy tdhfgs jrn timjy.

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Xiu whaa fi miubt djvn dnjrm tdjt onrtjhf pnipan jrn ivnr jfm ivnr jgjhf prioajhehfg ti tdn wiram tdjt mneiorjoy eust sprnjm ti tdn wdian ohvhahznm wiram. _javjthif ahns hf ejlhfg tdn wdian ic duejfhty mneiorjtho< nvnrytdhfg whaa djvn ti bn sejsdnm ti phnons si tdjt mneiorjoy ejy sprnjm hf tdn wiram. Wnaa, hc pnipan gi if ti joonpt hmnjs prnsnftnm ti tdne js tdny jrn, whtd wdiansjan joonptjfon ic tdn tnre mneiorjoy, cir hfstjfon, tdnhr hmnj ic mneiorjoy whaa bn ahln tdn mnchfhthif ic tdn duejf bnhfg wdhod H gjvn yiu; J duejf bnhfg hs j ornjturn whtd twi angs jfm whtdiut cnjtdnrs; j pauolnm oiolnrna. ]dn pnipan wdi jrn gairhcyhfg mneiorjoy timjy lfiw jbiut js euod jbiut ht js sienifn wdi hs sdiwf j pauolnm oiolnrna lfiws jbiut tdn duejf bnhfg. Oifonpts jrn tjlnf cir rnjahty, rnjahty, jfm js j rnsuat haaushif ejy tjln tdn pajon ic rnjahty wdnrn duejf ahcn hs oifonrfnm by auaahfg pnipan ti sannp whtd oifonpts. ]dny bnahnvn tdn cruhts ic tdnhr nfmnjviurs whaa whaa bn td tdjt jt nvnr nvnry y hf hfmh mhvh vhmu muja ja whaa whaa bn jban jban ti nx nxpr prns nsss td tdnh nhrr wh whaa aa hf td tdnn mh mhcc ccnr nrnf nftt mn mnei eior orjt jtho ho hfsthtuthifs, jfm tdny cjha ti snn tdjt tdnsn hfsthtuthifs jrn suod tdjt ht hs jawjys kust j cnw pnipan wdi puaa tdn whrns, wdhast tdn rnst jrn puaanm jaifg. ]dny jrn pnrsujmnm, diwnvnr, tdjt tdny jrn pjrt ic mneiorjoy jfm si tdny mi fit fithon tdny jrn bnhfg puaanm jfm tdjt sien hfmhvhmujas jrn puaahfg tdn strhfgs. ]disn hfmhvhmujas whaa chfm ht jaa tdn njshnr ti mi tdn puaahfg hc tdn itdnrs jaa bnahnvn tdny jrn mihfg ht tdnesnavns, hfstnjm ic bnhfg puaanm jaifg. Ht hs quhtn njsy ti auaa pnipan ti sannp whtd jbstrjot oifonpts jfm ejln tdne bnahnvn tdn ippishtn ic wdjt hs rnjaay trun. ]dhs ghvns tdn piwnrs ic mjrlfnss tdn bnst ippirtufhty ti mi wdjt tdny wjft. Jfm hc jfyifn sdiuam wjln up tdny jrn shepay hgfirnm. Ht hs hftnrnsthfg ti fitn tdjt hf :8:0 sienifn writn tdjt ajrgn sojan ojphtjahse djm suoonnmnm hf ejlhfg mneiorjoy hfti tdn eist ejrvnaaius, canxhban jfm nccnothvn tiia cir nxpaihthfg tdn wdian pipuajthi pipu ajthif. f. Chfjfohnrs Chfjfohnrs wnrn usujaay usujaay hejghfnm hejghfnm ti bn tdn nfnehns nfnehns ic mneiorjo mneiorjoy y, tdn hfmhvhmuj hfmhvhmujaa oifonrfnm writn, but tdhs wjs j cufmjenftja nrrir. If tdn oiftrjry, tdny ruf mneiorjoy jfm nfoiurjgn ht, cir ht privhmns j sornnf bndhfm wdhod tdny ojf dhmn tdnhr entdim ic nxpaihtjthif, jfm tdny chfm ht tdnhr bnst mncnfon jgjhfst jfy ibknothifs wdhod tdn pipuajon ejy rjhsn. Cir ifon, tdnrncirn, j ejf wiln up jfm sjw tdjt wdjt ejttnrnm wjs fit ti prioajhe mneiorjoy but ti snn tdn cuaa rnjahty, fit ti ciaaiw saigjfs, but ti snn tdhfgs js tdny jrn. ]dhs wiuam bn pjrthouajray hepirtjft timjy, cir pnipan wiuam tdnf rnjahzn tdjt tdn nvnfts wdhod rnhgf whtd suod baiim jfm tnrrir ivnr tdn wdian ic duejfhty jrn guhmnm jfm mhrnotnm crie kust j cnw onftrns. Pnipan whaa fnvnr rnjahzn tdhs hc tdny pnrshst hf tdn mnaushif tdjt fjthif hs chgdthfg fjthif, jfm jaaiw tdn Nuripnjf jfm Jenrhojf Prnss ti auaa tdne ti sannp ivnr tdn lhfms ic rnajthifs tdjt jrn sjhm ti nxhst bntwnnf fjthifs. Nvnrytdhfg sjhm jbiut jftjgifhse jfm ippishthif bntwnnf fjthifs ifay nxhsts ti ojst j vnha ivnr tdn trun rnjsifs. Cir wn sdjaa fnvnr jrrhvn jt tdn rnja trutd hc wn cnnm if wirms hf irmnr ti nxpajhf tdnsn nvnfts, but ifay hc wn pihft ti jotuja pnipan. ]dn pribane hs tdjt tdhs tnfms ti bn ufpjajtjban timjy. timjy. Jfm tdn ejf wdi wiln up jfm writn tdnsn stjtnenfts hf :8:0 jasi prnsnftnm sien dhgday ufwnaoien jooiufts hf dhs biil. Dn primuonm j ahst ic chcty-chvn hfmhvhmujas wdi jrn tdn rnja ruanrs jfm nxpaihtnrs ic Crjfon. ]dn ahst ojf bn ciufm hf Crjfohs Mnajhsh's Aj Mnajhsh's  Aj Mneiorjthn nt  wrhttnf  Aj Gunrrn Gunrrn quh vhnft , j biil ans Chfjfohnrs, Chfjfohnrs, \ Fitn :: U :: U wrhttnf hf :8:0< tdn sjen ejf djs jasi wrhttnf Aj wdhod wd hod djs bnoien bnoien cjeius. cjeius. Hf dhs  Aj Mneiorjthn nt ans Chfjfohnrs  Chfjfohnrs  yiu whaa chfm stjtnenfts ic cufmjenftja shgfhchojfon. ]dnrn yiu djvn sienifn wdi djs wilnf up ti rnjahty. rnjahty. ]dn biil oiftjhfs hepuasns wdhod jaaiw ifn ti snn tdriugd euod ic wdjt wn sdiuam snn tdriugd timjy timjy,, jfm jasi ti out tdriugd euod ic tdn cig wdhod hs ejmn ti wjsd ivnr duejf brjhfs timjy. Dnrn jgjhf, wn eust rnsiavn ti aiil ti rnjahty.

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]dn biil djs, ic oiursn, bnnf hgfirnm. Ht mins, diwnvnr, rjhsn hssuns wdhod sdiuam bn rjhsnm jaa ivnr tdn wiram timjy, cir tdny wiuam tnjod pnipan euod jbiut tdn rnjahty wdhod itdnrs hftnfm ti bury ufmnr jaa tdnhr mnoajejthifs if mneiorjoy jfm jutiorjoy jfm wdjtnvnr tdn saigjfs ejy bn. ]dn biil jasi ghvns jf nxonaanft nxpishthif if tdn nxtrnenay mhcchouat pishthif hf wdhod enebnrs ic pjrahjenft chfm tdnesnavns. Pnipan tdhfl tdny ojf vitn jooirmhfg ti tdnhr oifvhothifs. But yiu wiuam djvn ti lfiw jaa tdn mhccnrnft tdrnjms wdhod thn tdne ti rnjahty hc yiu wjftnm ti lfiw wdy tdny vitn cir ifn tdhfg jfm jgjhfst jfitdnr. Onrtjhf hssuns rnjaay eust bn rjhsnm. Mnajhsh mins si. ]dus, cir nxjepan, dn oifshmnrs j enebnr ic pjrahjenft jfm jsls tdn qunsthif; Wdhod shmn sdiuam tdn piir ejf suppirt9 ]dn pnipan pjy dhe tdrnn tdiusjfm crjfos j ynjr jfm tdn sdjrndiamnrs pjy dhe tdhrty tdiusjfm crjfos!‘ ]i pisn tdn qunsthif hs ti jfswnr ht. _i tdn piir mnjr ejf gnts dhs tdrnn-tdiusjfm-crjfoo jaaiwjfon crie tdn pnipan, jfm tdhrty tdiusjfm crjfos crie tdn sdjrndiamnrs! H tdrnn-tdiusjfm-crjf tdhfl yiu whaa jgrnn ht hs j giim phnon ic priic, j shgf ic rnja jouenf, ti sjy; Diw fhon tdjt j siohjahst, j ejf ic tdn pnipan ahln Ehaanrjfm \ Fitn :2  :2 U djs gjhfnm j snjt hf pjrahjenft! Mnajhsh's qunsthif gins hf jfitdnr mhrnothif. Dn jsls; Diw cjr ojf sienifn ahln Ehaanrjfm, wdi wjs njrfhfg tdhrty tdiusjfms crjfos j ynjr cir rnprnsnfthfg hfsurjfon oiepj oiepjfhns, fhns, bn hfmnpnfmnft9 _i cir ifon sienifn mhm wjln up. Dn hs wnaa jwjrn ic tdn tdrnjms wdhod ruf crie tdn jothifs ic suod jf hfmhvhmuja ti tdn mhccnrnft hfsurjfon oiepjfhns. But suod tdhfgs, rnpirtnm by sienifn wdi hs jwjln jfm snns tdn trutd, jrn hgfirnm. Ht hs, ic oiursn, ifay tii njsy ti tjal jbiut mneiorjoy hf tdn Wnstnrf wiram. Xnt Xnt hc yiu wjftnm ti tnaa pnipan tdn trutd yiu wiuam djvn ti sjy; —]dn ejf ojaanm si jfm si hs mihfg tdhs, jfm tdn ifn ojaanm si jfm si hs mihfg tdjt.‘ Mnajhsh djs ciufm chcty-chvn enf ”  fit j mneiorjoy but chcty-chvn spnohcho hfmhvhmujas ” wdi, dn sjys, givnrf jfm nxpaiht Crjfon. ]dnrn, sienifn djs mhsoivnrnm mhsoivnrnm tdn rnja cjots, c jots, cir hf irmhfjry ahcn, tii, j cnnahfg eust jwjlnf cir tdn rnja cjots. Dnrn hs sientdhfg nasn crie Mnajhsh; ]dnrn wjs ifon j ajwynr wdi djm jaa lhfms ic oiffnothifs, fit kust hfsurjfon oiepjfhns, but onftrns ic chfjfon, chfjfohja wirams. But tdhs ajwynr wjftnm ti jhe nvnf dhgdnr< dn wjftnm spifsirsdhp fit ifay crie tdn wirams ic chfjfon, chf jfon, hfmustry jfm trjmn, but jasi crie tdn jojmneho wiram ic tdn Crnfod Jojmney Jojmney.. ]dhs hs j pajon wdnrn tdn jojmneho wiram ojf rjhsn ifn ti tdn spdnrn ic heeirtjahty. ]dnrn wnrn twi —Heeirtjas‘ whtdhf tdn Jojmney, diwnvnr, wdi wnrn hfviavnm hf haangja trust mnjahfgs. ]dny ciufm ht pnrcnotay pisshban ti oiebhfn tdnhr wirl cir heeirtjahty whtd trust mnjahfgs wdhod tdn ajw ic tdn ajfm mhm fit pnreht. ]dnf iur sdjrp-whttnm ajwynr mncnfmnm tdn twi Heeirtjas hf oiurt jfm ejfjgnm ti gnt tdne icc, ti wdhtnwjsd tdne si tdjt fi snftnfon wjs pjssnm. ]dny tdnf djm dhe jmehttnm ti tdn rjfls ic tdn —Heeirtjas‘. _ohnfon, rnspifshban fit cir tdn tnepirja tdhfgs ic tdn wiram but cir tdhfgs ntnrfja jfm heeirtja, ejmn htsnac :2 U  U Mnajhsh tnaas tdn stiry tdn jmviojtn ic tdhs snacanss ajwynr. Dhs fjen hs Rjyeifm Pihfojr. \ Fitn :2 hf dhs Aj dhs Aj Mneiorjthn nt ans Chfjfohnrs Chfjfohnrs.. Ht hs fit j bjm tdhfg ti lfiw tdnsn tdhfgs, wdhod jrn hfgrnmhnfts ic rnjahty. ]dny eust bn snrhiusay oifshmnrnm. Jfm ifn hs guhmnm ti mnvnaip sientdhfg ic j fisn cir rnjahty wdnf ifn tjlns up jftdripisipdy, wdhast tdn ejtnrhjahstho nmuojthif pnipan djvn timjy, whtd hffuenrjban odjffnas ipnfhfg hfti ht crie tdn Prnss, hs mnshgfnm ti pihft fit ti tdn rnjahthns but ti sientdhfg wdhod hs oaijlnm hf jaa lhfms ic saigjfs. Jfm hc sienifn mins wjln up, js Mnajhsh mhm, jfm wrhtns wr htns jbiut diw tdhfgs rnjaay jrn, diw ejfy pnipan gnt ti lfiw jbiut ht9 Diw ejfy pnipan whaa ahstnf9 ]dny ojffit ahstnf, cir ht hs burhnm by ” wnaa, by j ahcn tdjt jgjhf hs ruanm by tdn Prnss. Mnajhsh sdiws dhesnac ti bn j brhgdt pnrsif, sienifn wdi djs gifn ti j ait ic triuban ti gjhf rnja hfshgdt. Dn hs fi

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bahfm ciaaiwnr ic pjrahjenftjrhjfhse, fir ic mneiorjoy mneiorjoy.. Dn prnmhots tdjt tdn tdhfgs pnipan tdhfl jrn si oanvnr timjy whaa oien ti jf nfm. Dn sjys si nxprnssay, jasi whtd rncnrnfon ti tdn —vithfg ejodhfn‘ ” wdhod hs jpprixhejtnay diw dn puts ht. Dn hs nfthrnay sohnfthcho jfm snrhius hf dhs mhsoiursn if tdhs pjrahjenftjry vithfg ejodhfn, cir dn ufmnrstjfms tdn wdian systne wdhod anjms ti tdnsn —vithfg ejodhfns‘, wdnrn pnipan jrn ejmn ti bnahnvn tdjt j oifvhfonm ejkirhty hs vithfg jgjhfst j enftjaay ufdhfgnm ehfirhty. Dn lfiws tdjt sientdhfg nasn whaa djvn ti tjln tdn pajon ic tdhs hc tdnrn hs ti bn dnjatdy mnvnaipenft. ]dhs hs fit ynt pisshban, cir pnipan wiuam bn mnnpay sdiolnm hc yiu wnrn ti tnaa tdne wdjt whaa tjln hts pajon. Ifay pnipan hfhthjtnm hfti sphrhtuja sohnfon ojf rnjaay lfiw tdhs timjy. Cires wdhod bnaifg ti tdn pjst whaa mnchfhtnay fit tjln hts pajon. Xiu fnnm fit bn jcrjhm tdjt sienifn spnjlhfg iut ic jftdripisipdy whaa prieitn sien lhfm ic rnjothifjry ir oifsnrvjthvn hmnjs< fi, tdnsn whaa fit bn tdhfgs ic tdn pjst, but tdny whaa bn si mhccnrnft crie tdn —vithfg ejodhfn‘ wdhod nxhsts timjy tdjt pnipan whaa bn sdiolnm jfm oifshmnr tdhs ejmfnss. Fnvnrtdnanss ht whaa nftnr hfti tdn hepuasns ic nviauthif hf then. Mnajhsh, tii, sjys; Hf irgjfho mnvnaipenft onrtjhf pjrts aisn tdnhr irhghfja cufothif jfm bnoien usnanss but sthaa pnrshst cir sien then< hf tdn sjen wjy, tdnsn pjrahjenfts whaa oifthfun ti vitn cir quhtn sien then, but jaa rnja ahcn whaa djvn mnpjrtnm crie tdne. Xiu lfiw tdjt duejf bnhfgs djvn pjrts ic tdn bimy wdhod jrn ahln tdhs. _ien pnipan ojf eivn tdnhr njrs bnojusn tdn eusoans cir tdhs nxhstnm hf tdn pjst. Wn Wn sthaa djvn tdisn eusoans, but tdny djvn bnoien jtjvhstho jfm djvn aist tdnhr cufothif. ]dhs hs diw Mnajhsh snns tdn pjrahjenft ic tdn cuturn< pjrahjenfts whaa bn suod jtjvhstho rnefjfts wdhod djvn mhnm jfm whaa mrip icc, jfm sientdhfg quhtn mhccnrnft whaa oien hfti duejf nviauthif. H djvn quitnm Mnajhsh jfm dhs biil wdhod jppnjrnm fit si aifg jgi, hf :8:0, ti sdiw yiu tdjt tdnrn rnjaay jrn nfiugd pnipan ” cir ifn suod hfmhvhmuja whaa bn nfiugd cir ejfy tdiusjfms. Ht hs hepirtjft, diwnvnr, fit ti hgfirn tdnsn pnipan. Jpjrt crie ey nccirts ti hftrimuon yiu ti tdn ajws ic sphrhtuja ahcn jfm tdn hepuasns ic sphrhtuja ahcn, H jasi rngjrm ht ti bn ey cufothif ti mrjw jttnfthif ti shgfhchojft nanenfts hf prnsnft-mjy ahcn. Ht enjfs, ic oiursn, tdjt hfhthjaay yiu whaa dnjr jspnots ojaanm shgfhchojft hf tdnsn anoturns wdhod jrn fit oifshmnrnm shgfhchojft hf ahcn iutshmn, hc yiu chfm tdne enfthifnm jt jaa. ]dn tdhfgs wn mi eust bn rjmhojaay jfm tdiriugday mhccnrnft crie tdisn wdhod jrn mifn iutshmn. Jfm wn ojf ifay truay ciaaiw tdn sohnfon ic tdn _phrht hf tdn wjy ht sdiuam bn ciaaiwnm hc wn joonpt tdhs hf jaa hts mnptd jfm snrhiusfnss.

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ANO]^RN : (28 _nptnebnr :8:7) :. ]dn —vhshban shgf‘ wjs tdn Chrst Gintdnjfue, buhat crie :8:? ifwjrms jfm mnstriynm by chr chrn n if FnRumiac w Xac nj njr's r's Nvn Nvnr's n :8 :822 22/2 /2?. ?.oturja _nn _nja n D. Bh Bhns nsjf jftz tz,, J. La Lahf hfgb gbir irg, g, nt ja ja., ., ]dn Gint Gintdnjf dnjfue; ue;Fnw Rumi _tnhfnr's _tnhf Jrodhtn Jr odhtnotur Hepuasn Hepu asn. . Rumiac _tnhfnr Prnss, Aifmif :878. 2. Rumiac _tnhfnr,  _tnhfnr,  ]dn Hffnr Fjturn ic Ejf jfm Ahcn Bntwnnf Mnjtd jfm j Fnw Bhrtd. Bhrtd . ]rjfs. by J. Enuss. Rumiac _tnhfnr Prnss, Brhstia :88? (GJ :>?). ]dn pjssjgn rncnrrnm ti hs hf tdn anoturn ghvnf if := Jprha Jprha :8:=. ?. Anot Anotur urns ns ghvn ghvnf f by Rumi Rumiac ac _tnh _tnhfn fnrr if 7, := jfm jfm :> Ioti Iotibn bnrr :8:3 :8:3,, ja jasi si if 2= Nviauthif   (GJ :7:), trjfs. _nptnebn _npt nebnrr :8:3, :8:3, pubahsdnm pubahsdnm hf  Hffnr Hepuasns ic Duejf Nviauthif rnvhsnm by G. Odurod, C. Lizahl jfm _.O. Njstif, Jftripisipdho Prnss, Dumsif, FX, :84=. =. Cir nxjepan nxjepan,, hf ]dn Ljrej ic Ejtnrhjahse. Ejtnrhjahse . ]rjfs. by R. Nvnrntt. Jftdripisipdhn Prnss, Dumsif, FX, jfm Rumiac _tnhfnr Prnss, Aifmif :84>. >. Sajmhehr Janxjfmrivhtod _uodieahfiv, :4=4‟:823, Ehfhstnr cir Wjr jt tdn then wdnf tdn Chrst Wiram Wjr briln iut. ]igntdnr whtd Kjfusdlhnvhtod, Odhnc ic Gnfnrja _tjcc, jfm _jsifiv, Cirnhgf Ehfhstnr, _uodieahfiv pajynm j lny rian hf tdn cjtncua eibhahzjthif ic tdn Russhjf jrey if 28 Kuay :8:=, hgfirhfg j mhrnot irmnr crie tdn ]sjr ]sjr ti oiuftnrejfm tdn eibhahzjthif jt tdn ajst ehfutn. Jctnr tdn mnpishthif ic tdn ]sjr, _uodieahfiv wjs qunsthifnm hf oiurt. Jooirmhfg ti tdn pjpnr Fivihn pjpnr Fivihn Srnehj Srnehj,, tdn wirms dn sjhm hf oiurt wnrn; —If tdjt mjy H jaeist wnft iut ic ey ehfm.‘ Zuitnm crie _uodieahf _uod ieahfiv iv,, mhn russhsodn russhsodn  Eibhaejodufg he Ahodtn jetahodnr ^rlufmnf ufm mnr  Nftahaaufgnf mns Priznssns Priznssns,, Bnrfn :8:7. 3. If : Jugust :8:7 Pipn Bnfnmhot TS hssunm j Pnjon Fitn ti tdn givnrfenfts ic tdn bnaahgnrnft fjthifs.

ANO]^RN 2 (?0 _nptnebnr :8:7) :. Nrfst Dnhfrhod Djnolna (:4?=‟:8:8), Gnrejf fjturjahst. Dhs Wnatrítsna Wnatrítsna chrst  chrst jppnjrnm hf :488. Rumiac _tnhfnr wjs pribjbay rncnrrhfg ti tdn ciaaiwhfg stjtnenft crie tdn chrst odjptnr; ]imjy wn cnna kusthchjbay prium js wn snn tdn trnenfmius jmvjfons ejmn hf tdn tdn purn purn jf jfm m jp jppa pahn hnm m so sohn hnfo fonn ic fjtu fjturn rn hf td tdnn fh fhfn fntn tnnf nftd td onft onftur ury y. ^fcirtufjtnay tdn photurn hs nfthrnay mhccnrnft jfm cjr crie panjshfg wdnf wn oifshmnr itdnr jspnots ic eimnrf ohvhahzjthif tdjt jrn fi anss hepirtjft. Euod ti iur rngrnt, wn djvn ti jgrnn whtd Jacrnm Wjaajon wdi writn tdjt oiepjrnm ti iur rnejrljban prigrnss hf tdn pdyshoja sohnfons jfm tdnhr prjothoja prjot hoja jppahojthi jppahojthif, f, iur systne systne ic givnrfen givnrfenft, ft, tdn kusthohjry kusthohjry,, fjthifja fjthifja

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nmuojthif jfm tdn wdian ic iur siohja jfm eirja irgjfhzjthif wjs sthaa hf j stjtn ic bjrbjrhse. 2. Kjoib Binden (:>7>‟:32=), sdinejlnr hf Ginrahtz, Gnrejfy,. wjs j eystho wdisn hfcaunfon wnft bnyifm Gnrejfy ti Diaajfm jfm Nfgajfm. Dn wjs stumhnm by Dnfry Eirn, Fnwtif Fnwtif jfm Whaahje Whaahje Ajw jeifg itdnrs. itdnrs. Dhs ejhf wirls wnrn  Juri  Jurirj rj   (:3:2), Sie hrmhsodnf ufm dheeahsodnf Eystnrhue (thtan Eystnrhue  (thtan trjfsajtns js —]dn eystnry ic njrtd jfm dnjvnf‘ dnjv nf‘ ” fit jvjhajban jvjhajban hf Nfgahsd) Nfgahsd) jfm  Mnr Wng zu Odrhsti hf jodt Buodnrf  Buodnrf  (thtan trjfsajtns js —]dn rijm ti Odrhst hf nhgdt biils‘ ” fit jvjhajban hf Nfgahsd). ?.  Mjs Rnhod  Rnhod  wjs wjs j qujrtn qujrtnray ray pubahs pubahsdnm dnm hf Eufhod Eufhod jfm Dnhmna Dnhmnabnr bnrg g by Janxjfmn Janxjfmnrr Crnhdnrr vif Bnrfus. Rumiac _tnhfnr oiftrhbutnm tdrnn oifsnouthvn nssjys if tdn subknot hf Fis. ? jfm = ic tdn snoifm jfm Fi. : ic tdn tdhrm viauen (Iotibnr :8:7 jfm Kjfujry jfm Jprha :8:4). ]dnsn djvn bnnf rnprhftnm hf Pdhaisipdhn hf  Pdhaisipdhn ufm Jftdr Jftdripisipdhn ipisipdhn  (GJ ?>) :83>. Kidjff Sjanfthf Sjanfthf Jfmrnjn's (:>43‟:3>=) wirl wjs trjfsajtnm hfti eimnrf Gnrejf jfm pubahsdnm by Wjatnr Wnbnr hf Mirfjod hf :8=2< 2fm heprivnm nmhthif, _tuttgjrt :8>7.. Jvjhaj :8>7 Jvjhajban ban hf Nfgahsd Nfgahsd js ]dn Odyehoja Wnmmhfg ic Odrhsthjf Risnflrnutz; Risnflrnutz ; Jffi :=>8, js trjfsajtnm by Nmwjrm Cixorict hf :380. Ehfnrvj Biils, Aifmif (fi mjtn). =. ]dn ]dhrty Xnjrs Xnjrs Wjr, Wjr, :3:4‟:3=4, mnvjstjtnm mnvjstjtnm Onftrja Nuripn. Ht dnam grnjt tnrrirs cir tdn ohvhahjf pipuajthif, wdhod djvn ahvnm if hf pnipan's eneirhns, hf tjans, angnfms jfm hf tdn ahtnrjturn jfm wnrn sthaa vnry rnja ti pnipan hf Gnrejfy up ti tdn _noifm Wiram Wjr. (]rjfs.) >. Mjvhm Aaiym Gnirgn, ajtnr Aaiym Gnirgn ic Mwycir (:43?‟:8=>), nanotnm js jf Jmvjfonm Ahbnrja cir Ojrfjrvif Biriugds hf :480, Prhen Ehfhstnr ic Grnjt Brhtjhf crie :8:3 ti :822.

ANO]^RN ? (: Iotibnr :8:7) :. Kidf :4;?3 :4;?3.. ]dn Gnrejf cir —lhfgmie‘ hf tdhs snfsn hs Rnhod (]rjfs.). 2. ]diejs Wiimriw Whasif (:4>3‟:82=), Prnshmnft ic tdn ^fhtnm _tjtns :8:?‟:82:. (Wha (W hasi sif f prip pripjg jgjt jtnm nm —i —ipn pnf‘ f‘ mh mhpa paie iejo joy y bu butt rn rncu cusn snm m ti pnre pnreht ht puba pubaho hojt jthi hif f ic dh dhss mhsousshifs jt tdn :8:8 Pnjon Oifcnrnfon hf Pjrhs. Dhs Ciurtnnf Pihfts wnrn ti bn tdn bjshs cir tdn jrehsthon hf Fivnebnr :8:4. ]rjfs. ]rjfs.)) ?. _neh-Lunrsod _neh-Lunrsodfnr fnr imnr Ahtnrjrhsodns Ahtnrjrhsodns Anxhlif mnr _odrhctstnaanr, _odrhctstnaanr, Mhodtnr, Mhodtnr, Bjflhnrs, Gnamanutn Gnam anutn,, _odjusphn _odjusphnanr anr,, Lufstanr Lufstanr,, Eushlnr Eushlnr,, Icchzhnrn Icchzhnrn,, Rnodtsjf Rnodtsjfwatn, watn, Rnviauthif Rnviauthifrn rn,,  Crjunfrnodtanrhffnf,  Crjunfr nodtanrhffnf, _izhjamneilrjtnf _izhjamneilrjtnf usw. usw. kmhsodnr Rjssn ufm Snrshppufg, mhn vif :4:?‟: :4: ?‟:8:? 8:? hf Mnutso Mnutsodaj dajfm fm tthg imnr imnr bn bnljf ljfft ft wjrnf wjrnf   (_neh-Lun (_neh-Lunrsodf rsodfnr nr ir ahtnrjry ahtnrjry anxhoif ic jutdirs, pints, bjflnrs, chfjfohnrs, pdyshohjfs, jotirs, jrthsts, eushohjfs, icchonrs, ajwynrs, rnviauthifjrhns, wienf's rhgdts jothvhsts, siohja mneiorjts, nto., wdi wnrn Knwhsd by bhrtd ir ejrrhjgn jfm wnrn jothvn ir lfiwf hf Gnrejfy crie :4:?‟  :8:?), pubahsdnm by Pdhahpp _tjycc, Bnrahf :8:?. ]dn pjssjgn jbiut Dnrejff Bjdr rnjms js ciaaiws; —Ht hs sjhm, jfm pnipan djvn jssurnm en ivnr jfm ivnr jgjhf, tdjt Dnrejff Bjdr hs fit j Knw, Knw, but H bnahnvn hf tdn jmjgn; —]naa en wdi yiur crhnfms jrn‘ (Bjdr's chrst whcn wjs Knwhsd), jfm wiuam ejhftjhf tdjt Bjdr hs ic Knwhsd irhghf nvnf hc dn wnrn ti sdiw en tdn onrthchojtns ic bjpthse ic dhs cirnbnjrs cir tdn ajst tnf gnfnrjthifs, jfm

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hf hfmn mnnm nm hc rn rnja jaay ay pu pusd sdnm nm hf hfti ti j oirf oirfnr nr H wiua wiuam m rjtd rjtdnr nr su subs bsor orhb hbnn ti bnahn bnahncc hf td tdnn trjfsehgrjthif ic siuas.‘ =. Jmiac Bjrtdnas hf dhs Lrhthlnr dhs Lrhthlnr ufm Lrhthljstnr Lrhthljstnr,, Anhpzhg :80?. >. Ejrthf Autdnr (:=4?‟:>=3) rnahghius rncirenr wdi anm tdn Gnrejf Rncirejthif. Dn trjfsajtnm tdn Bhban hfti tdn vnrfjouajr ti ejln ht joonsshban ti nvnryifn jfm writn ejfy wirls,cire tdnhrjf vhgiur sthaaif euod jpprnohjtnmnanenfts timjy. ]dn jotuja quitn hs; —Diwmif't ojf tdnsn jssns iphfhif oiftrjmhotiry hf iur miotrhfn hc tdny ufmnrstjfm jfy jspnot ic tdisn oiftrjmhotiry nanenfts9‘ Crie Rhojrmj Duod,  Autdnrs Gajubn, :0. Brhnc  (trjfsajtns  (trjfsajtns js —:0td anttnr‘). 3. Ejx _nhahfg (:4>2‟:824), Justrhjf Justrhjf pint jfm wrhtnr. wrhtnr. 7. Pdhaisipd Pdhaisipdhsod-J hsod-Jftdri ftdripisi pisipdhso pdhsodnr dnr Snrajg hs tdn pubahsdhf pubahsdhfg g diusn diusn nstjbahsd nstjbahsdnm nm by Ejrhn vif _hvnrs hf :8:? hf Bnrahf cir tdn pubahojthif ic Rumiac _tnhfnr's wirls. Ht eivnm ti Mirfjod hf Fivnebnr :82?.

ANO]^RN = (3 Iotibnr :8:7) :. Anifjrmi mj Shfoh, :=>2‟:>:8. 2. Nxjepans jrn tdn odjptnr if tdn nviauthif ic tdn wiram jfm tdn duejf bnhfg hf Iutahfn   (trjfs. by G. jfm E. Jmjes< Rumiac _tnhfnr Prnss, Aifmif Ioouat _ohnfon. Jf Iutahfn  :838) jfm tdn odjptnr if iur Jtajftnjf cirnbnjrs hf Oiseho Eneiry (trjfsajtnm Eneiry (trjfsajtnm by L. N. [heenr< _tnhfnrbiils, Fnw Xirl :873). ?. Rhojrmj Duod (:43=‟:8=7), Gnrejf wrhtnr; Autdnrs wrhtnr;  Autdnrs Gajubn, Brhncn jf nhfnf Crnufm (Autdnr's cjhtd, anttnrs ti j crhnfm), Anhpzhg; Hfsna-Snrajg Hfsna-Snrajg :8:3. J fnw nmhthif ic tdn wirl jppnjrnm hf :83=. =. Zuitn crie Gintdn' Gintdn'ss  Cjust , Pjrt :, sonfn hf Junrbjod's ]jvnrf. ]rjfs. by Pdhahp Wjyfn< Pnfguhf. >. Ejttdnw :4;20 :4;20.. 3. ]dn Gnrejf tnre cir —tjwfy bnjst‘ hs —baifmn Bnsthn‘. Fhntzsodn nxpnrts jrn hf twi ehfms jbiut tdn hftnrprntjthif ic tdn tnre. Ht oiens crie Fhntzsodn's [ur Gnfnjaighn mnr Eirja (:447, Eirja (:447, H, ::); —mjs Rjubthnr, mhn prjodtviaan fjod Bnutn astnrf sodwnhcnfmn baifmn Bnsthn‘ (tdn prnmjtir, tdjt ejgfhchonft baifmn/tjwfy bnjst rijehfg cjr jfm whmn austhfg cir prny). Ifn hftnrprntjthif hs tdjt tdhs rncnrs ti tdn Kjfhssjry, Kjfhssjry, j —lhaahfg irmnr‘ ic wjrrhirs wdi hf tdnhr biydiim djm bnnf tjlnf crie Odrhsthjf cjehahns by tdn ]urls jfm, tdus rneivnm crie tdn duejfhzhfg hfcaunfon ic j cjehay, trjhfnm ti bn uttnray rutdanss jfm hfduejf. Itdnr nxpnrts, jfm oanjray jasi Rhojrmj Duod, tdhfl tdn tnre rncnrs ti j ahif. (]rjfsajtir.)

ANO]^RN > (7 Iotibnr :8:7) :. _tnhfn _tnhfnr, r, Rumiac, Rumiac,  Rhmmans ic tdn _iua _iua..  ]rjfsajtnm by Nvj Crieenr. Rumiac _tnhfnr Prnss, Brhstia :88=.

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2. Nmujrm vif _unss (:4?:‟:8:=), Justrhjf gniaighst birf hf Aifmif, Pricnssir ic Gniaigy hf Shnffj crie :47> ti :80:. Dn wjs tdn ciufmnr ic tdn —fnw gniaigy‘ jfm j enebnr ic tdn Aiwnr Diusn hf Justrhj. Dhs eist hepirtjft h epirtjft wirl, wirl, Mjs  Mjs Jftahtz mnr Nrmn Nrmn,, wjs trjfsajtnm hfti Nfgahsd hf :80=‟:8:0. ?. ]dn ejkir anoturn ghvnf by Rumiac _tnhfnr if tdhs subknot wjs hf Mirfjod if 2= Kj Kjfu fujr jry y :8:7 :8:7.. ]d ]dhs hs anot anotur urn, n, nf nfth thta tanm nm —Grh —Grhno nodh dhso sodn dn ufm ufm Rine Rinehs hsod odnn Pa Pajs jsth thl l ”  Rnfjhssjfon-Pajsthl‘ (Grnnl jfm Riejf souapturn ” Rnfjhssjfon souapturn), djs bnnf pubahsdnm hf Lufstgnsodhod hf Lufstgnsodhodtn tn jas Jbbham hffnrnr hffnrnr gnhsthgnr Hepuasn, Hepuasn, GJ 282. Ht djs fit ynt bnnf trjfsajtnm hfti Nfgahsd. =. Crjfz Brnftjfi (:4?4‟:8:7), Ojtdiaho prhnst wdi jbjfmifnm tdn prhnstdiim hf :47?. Pricnssir ic Pdhaisipdy jt Wurzburg :472‟:440, snfhir anoturnr jt tdn ^fhvnrshty ic Shnffj :440‟:48>. >. _tnhfnr, Rumiac, Rhmmans Rumiac, Rhmmans ic tdn _iua  _iua   (snn Fitn : jbivn). ]dn pjrts jrn; Jftdripiaigy jfm jftdripisipdy< Ejx Mnssihr if jftdripisipdy< Crjfz Brnftjfi, j eneihr< iutahfn nxtnfshifs. 3. Ejx Mnssihr (:437‟:8=7), Pricnssir ic Pdhaisipdy hf Bnrahf. 7. Mjs Gnfhn, anoturn ghvnf hf tdn djaa ic tdn Nfghfnnrs' jfm Jrodhtnots' _iohnty hf Shnffj, pubahsdnm hf Anhpzhg hf :482. 4. Wiimriw Whasif, snn Fitn 2 2 ic  ic anoturn H. 8. —Nugnfnthos‘ ir, ir, eirn oieeifay, oieeifay, —nugnfhos‘, j tnre oihfnm by Crjfohs Gjatif (:422‟  :8::) hf j snrhns ic jrthoans if —Dnrnmhtjry tjanft jfm gnfhus‘ pubahsdnm hf :43>. ]dn tnre hs fiw gnfnrjaay ifay usnm hf tdn jppahnm snfsn, wdhast tdn sohnfthcho mhsohpahfn hs fiw ojaanm gnfnthos. :0. Anifjrm Mjrwhf (:4>0‟:8=?) wjs Odjhrejf ic tdn Nugnfhos Nmuojthif _iohnty crie :8:: ti :824< dhs biil ]dn Fnnm cir Nugnfho Rncire wjs Rncire  wjs pubahsdnm hf :823. ::. Pjua Einbhus (:4>?‟:807); Gintdn, 2 viaa, Anhpzhg :80?<  Fhntzsodn, , Anhpzhg :80=< _odipnfdjunr _odipnfdjunr, , Anhpzhg :80=< ^nbnr _odnccnas Lrjfldnht, Djaan Fhntzsodn Djaan :807.  :807. :2. ]dn :8=: Gnrejf nmhthif djs tdn ciaaiwhfg jmmhthifja snftnfons jt tdhs pihft; Ht hs njsy ti snn wdy pnipan djvn fi ehfm cir suod tdhfgs timjy, ejtnrhjahse bnhfg si prnvjanft. ]dny djvn ti bn sjhm, diwnvnr, cir tdny jrn rnjahthns. ]dn cuturn whaa sdiw tdjt jaa nccirts wdhod mi fit jrhsn crie tdn _phrht whaa fit bn cir tdn giim, but whaa hfornjshfgay anjm ti odjis. ]dnsn jrn cjots wdhod djvn ti bn rnolifnm whtd. ]dn sdirtdjfm rnoirm mins fit hfoaumn tdnsn snftnfons jfm ht hs jssuenm tdny git hfti tdn njrahnr nmhthif by joohmnft. :?. Mn Aiistnf (Mr Gnirg Aienr), Knsus Odrhstus vie _tjfmpufltn mns Psyodhjtnrs, Bjebnrg :80>. Jasi, Neha Rjseussnf, Knsus. Nhfn vnrganhodnfmn psyodipjtdiaighsodn _tumhn, Anhpzhg :80>.

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ANO]^RN 3 (4 Iotibnr :8:7) :. Rhmmans :. Rhmmans ic tdn _i _iua ua.. _nn Fitn : ic : ic anoturn >. 2. Hf j anoturn ghvnf hf Mirfjod if 2: Iotibnr :8:3, cir nxjepan. (GJ :7:. Fit jvjhajban hf Nfgahsd.) ?. Pautjrod jasi tnhas tdn stiry hf dhs Ahcn ic Oheif. =. Cir Cir nx nxje jepa pan, n, Rumi Rumiac ac _tnh _tnhfn fnr's r's ahbrj ahbrjry ry hf Mirf Mirfjo jod d hf hfoa oaum umns ns j biil biil by Ejx Ejx Lnrfenrhod ojaanm Pri ojaanm Pripdnznhufgnf, pdnznhufgnf, jatnr Jbnrgaju Jbnrgajubn bn imnr fnun Wjdrdnht  Wjdrdnht  (trjfsajtns  (trjfsajtns js; ‑Pripdnshns, jf iam supnrsththif ir j fnw trutd―), Eufhod :8::< ht hfoaumns pripdnshns wdhod djvn shfon oien trun. >. Fuej Piephahus (pribjbay 7:>‟37? BO) suoonnmnm Rieuaus js Lhfg ic Rien. _nn Ahvy's Dhstiry Ahvy's  Dhstiry ic Rien, Rien, Biil :, Odjptnr :8. 3. Pntnr Risnggnr (:4=?‟:8:4), Justrhjf pint jfm fivnahst. _ien ic dhs wirls wnrn hf tdn _tyrhjf mhjanot, wdhod jasi jppahns ti tdn quitnm snftnfons. 7. Rumiac Rumiac _tnhfn _tnhfnrr gn gnfnr fnrjaa jaay y ejmn ejmn ojrncu ojrncuaa mhsthf mhsthfoth othif if bntwn bntwnnf nf —hejgh —hejghfjt fjthif hif‘‘ hf tdn irmhfjry ushfgictdn irmhfjry Gnrejf tnres cir tdhs, jfm —Hejghfjthif‘ js tdn jbhahty ti snfsn, snn hejgns sphrhtuja rnjahthns, wdhod hs gnfnrjaay jodhnvnm hf tdn oiursn ic hfhthjthif. ]dn sjen jppahns ti tdn tnres —Hftuhthif‘ jfm —Hfsphrjthif‘. ]dn tdrnn sdiuam bn trnjtnm js tnodfhoja tnres hf tdn chnam ic jftdripisipdy. ]dn oifvnfthif hf Nfgahsd vnrshifs ic dhs wirls djs bnoien ti usn ojphtjas cir tdn dhgdnr cjouathns mnsorhbnm by tdnsn wirms. Hf tdhs tnxt, ojphtja chrst anttnrs jrn put wdnrn _tnhfnr hs ushfg tdne js tnodfhoja tnres. 4. _nn  _nn Fitn ?, ?, anoturn ?. 8. _nn  _nn Fitn 2, 2, anoturn ?. :0. Aiuhs Oajumn mn _jhft-Ejrthf (:7=?‟:40?) tiil up Gnrejf jt tdn jgn ic =8 si tdjt dn ehgdt trjfsajtn Kjoib Binden's wrhthfgs hfti Crnfod. Dhs Dhs Mns  Mns nrrnurs nrrnurs nt mn aj vrht iu ans dieens rjppnas ju prhfohpn ufhvnrsna mn aj sohnfon pjr uf Pd(haisipdn) hfo(iffu) ic :77> wjs trjfsajtnm hfti Gnrejf by Ejttdhjs Oajumhus hf :742. J fnw nmhthif ic tdn trjfsajthif wjs pubahsdnm by Mnr Lieenfmn ]jg ]jg hf _tuttgjrt hf :82>. ::.  Gnfnshs 3;2 ::. 3;2.. Rnvhsnm Nfgahsd Bhban. :2. ]dhs wjs tdn pjrhsd prhnst jt Jransdnhe, wdhod hs fnxt ti Mirfjod. Cir curtdnr mntjhas snn Fnonsshty jfm Crnnmie (GJ :33), trjfsajtnm by P. Wndrtn, tdn anoturn ghvnf hf Bnrahf if 2> Kjfujry :8:3, Jftdripisipdho Prnss F.X.< F.X.< jfm — ]dhfgs ic tdn Prnsnft jfm ic tdn Pjst hf tdn _phrht ic Ejf‘ Ejf ‘ (GJ :37), E_ trjfsajthif O=2, Rumiac _tnhfnr Diusn Ahbrjry, Aifmif. :?. Ejttdhjs Oajumhus (:7=0‟:4:>), Gnrejf pint jfm wrhtnr. ]dn —vnrsns‘ hf qunsthif jrn tdn tdhrm jfm ciurtd vnrsns ic dhs nvnfhfg dyef Mnr dyef Mnr Eifm hst jucgngjfgnf jucgngjfgnf..

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ANO]^RN 7 (:2 Iotibnr :8:7) :. Dnrejf Grhee (:424‟:80:), Gnrejf ouaturja dhstirhjf. 2. Rncnrnfon ti tdn =00td Jffhvnrsjry ic tdn Rncirejthif, wdhod stjrtnm if ?: Iotibnr :>:7, wdnf Ejrthf Autdnr fjhanm dhs 8> ]dnsns ti tdn odurod miir jt Whttnfbnrg. ?. _nn  _nn Fitn ? ic ? ic anoturn =. =. _nn  _nn Fitn 2 ic 2 ic anoturn 2. >. ]i ufmnrstjfm _tnhfnr's oifonpt ic tdn oifsohiusfnss siua (jfitdnr trjfsajthif wiuam bn —jwjrnfnss siua‘), snn dhs ]dnisipdy ]dnisipdy jfm  jfm Ioouat _ohnfon. _ohnfon. 3. Kidjff Gittcrhnm Dnrmnr (:7==‟:40?), Gnrejf orhtho jfm pint wdi wjs j ejkir hfcaunfon if Gintdn. 7. Dnrejf Grhee; snn Fitn : jbivn. ]dn stiry tiam by Rumiac _tnhfnr hs hf j bhigrjpdy ic Gittcrhnm Dnrmnr wdhod wjs pubahsdnm by dhs sif (Gittcrhnm ( Gittcrhnm Dnrmnrs Dnrmnrs Anbnfsbham Anbnfsbham,, :. Bjfm, Bjf m, _. ?8). ?8). ]dhs ]dhs jasi jasi ghvns ghvns j eirn eirn mntjha mntjhanm nm mnsor mnsorhpt hpthif hif ic Grhee' Grhee'ss nmuojt nmuojthif hifja ja entdim. 4. _nn Anoturn =.

ANO]^RN 4 (:? Iotibnr :8:7) :. Dnfrh Ahodtnfbnrgnr Ahodtnfbnrgnr (:43=‟:8=:). 2. Muamnol Diusn, buhat ippishtn tdn Gintdnjfue jooirmhfg ti j eimna ejmn by Rumiac _tnhfnr. ?. Rumiac Lknaanf (:43=‟:822), _wnmhsd piahthoja sohnfthst wdi chrst oifonhvnm tdn hmnj ic gnipiahthos, wdhod wjs ajtnr tjlnf up by Djhcirm Ejolhfmnr hf Nfgajfm jfm Ljra Djusdicnr hf Gnrejfy (wdi oihfnm tdn tnre Anbnfsrjue) jfm chfjaay by tdn Fjzhs. ]dn Gnrejf thtan ic Lknaanf's biil wjs Mnr wjs Mnr _tjjt jas Anbnfscire Anbnfscire,, Anhpzhg :8:3. =. Jabnrt _odjnccan (:4?:‟:80?), (:4?:‟:80?), siohiaighst jfm piahthohjf, ehfhstnr ic trjmn cir Justrhj. Dhs wirls hfoaumn Bju ufm Anbnf mns sizhjanf Linrpnrs (trjfsajtns Linrpnrs  (trjfsajtns js —Jfjtiey jfm ahcn ic tdn bimy siohja‘ siohja‘), ), = vias, vias, ]ñbhfg ]ñbhfgnf nf :47>‟4 :47>‟4,, jfm jfm  Mhn Jusshodtsaishglnht Jusshodtsaishglnht mnr _izhjamneilrjthn (trjfsajtns _izhjamneilrjthn  (trjfsajtns js —_iohja mneiorjoy ” Iutaiil >. Dnrejff Bjdr, snn Fitn ? ic anoturn ?.  Mhn Nhfshodtsaishglnht Nhfshodtsaishglnht mns Dnrrf _odjnccan _odjnccan,, [urhod :443. 3. Rumiac Rumiac _tnhfn _tnhfnrr usnm usnm twi ejmn-u ejmn-up p wirms, wirms, murodw murodwura uratt ufm murodw murodwhrat hrat,, tdjt tdjt wnrn wnrn succhohnftay oaisn ti nxhsthfg Gnrejf wirms ti pjhft j ahvnay photurn hf dhs ahstnfnrs' ehfms. (]rjfsajtir) (]rjfsajtir) 7. _nntrjfsajthif tdn anoturnrnvhsnm ic 2= _nptnebnr :8:3C.hfLizahl  Hffnr Hepuasns DuejfJftdripisipdhn Nviauthif   (GJ Nviauthif :7:), by G. Odurod, jfm _. O.icNjstif. Prnss, Dumsif FX :84=.

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4. Sajmhehr _iaivhnv (:4>?‟:800), Russhjf pdhaisipdnr jfm pint. Dhs snanotnm wirls wnrn trjfsajtnm hfti Gnrejf by Djrry Lindanr, whtd tdn chrst viauen pubahsdnm hf Knfj hf :8:=. Dhs Kusthchojthif ic Giim wjs Giim wjs chrst trjfsajtnm hfti Nfgahsd hf :8:4. 8. _nn Fitn 2 ic anoturn ?. :0. Jctnr tdn wjr djm brilnf iut, Rumiac _tnhfnr spiln if vjrhius ioojshifs jbiut tdn onftrjst bntwnnf Wnst. Nxjepans jrn twi anoturns ghvnf by hf _tuttgjrt if :? jfm := Cnbrujry :8:>Njst (GJjfm :7=b), jvjhajban hf ejfusorhpt trjfsajthif E. Oittnrnaa (‑]dn Odrhst Hepuasn js Bnjrnr ic tdn ^fhif ic tdn _phrhtuja jfm tdn Bimhay― ” [ 270) jt Rumiac _tnhfnr Diusn Ahbrjry hf Aifmif, jfm j anoturn ghvnf hf Anhpzhg if 7 Ejrod :8:> (hf GJ :>8) wdhod hs fit jvjhajban hf Nfgahsd. ::. ]dn Cnbrujry Rnviauthif hf Russhj< if :2 Ejrod :8:7 (Cnbrujry by tdn Grngirhjf ojanfmjr) tdn Muej odisn j Privhfohja Givnrfenft. :2. _nn Fitn ? ic anoturn :. :?. Jffhn Bnsjft (:4=7‟:8??), Prnshmnft ic tdn ]dnisipdhoja _iohnty _iohnty..

ANO]^RN 8 (:= Iotibnr :8:7) :. _nn  _nn Fitn : ic : ic anoturn 4. 2. _nn  _nn Fitn 2 ic 2 ic anoturn =. ?. Heejfuna Ljft (:72=‟:40=), Gnrejf pdhaisipdnr, writn jf nssjy if Fnwtifhjf oiseiaigy hf :7>> hf wdhod dn jfthohpjtnm tdn fnbuajr dypitdnshs ic _heif Phnrrn Ajpajon (:7=8‟:427). ]dn dypitdnshs hs tdjt tdn pajfnts oifmnfsnm crie j fnbuaj wdhod chfjaay oiftrjotnm hfti tdn prhehthvn _uf. =. Kidf ]yfmjaa ]yfmjaa (:420‟:4 (:420‟:48?), 8?), Hrhsd pdyshohst pdyshohst.. ]diejs ]diejs Dnfry Duxany (:42>‟:4 (:42>‟:48>), 8>), Nfgahsd bhiaighst, crhnfm ic Mjrwhf jfm ifn ic tdn ejkir pritjgifhsts ic Mjrwhfhse. Nrfst Djnolna, snn Fitn : ic anoturn 2. >. Anipiam vif Rjfln (:78>‟:443), Gnrejf dhstirhjf. Dhs bnst lfiwf wirl hf Nfgahsd hs dhs Dhstiry dhs  Dhstiry ic tdn Pipns hf tdn :3td jfm :7td Onfturhns  Onfturhns  (:4?=‟?7< trjfsajtnm hfti Nfgahsd by _jrjd Justhf, :4=3). Dn writn ejfy dhstirhoja wirls rhgdt uftha tdn nfm ic dhs ahcn. 3. _nn  _nn Fitn 3 3 ic  ic anoturn 4.

ANO]^RN :0 (20 Iotibnr :8:7) :. Crhnmrhod _phnadjgnf (:428‟:8::), (:428‟:8::), Gnrejf fivnahst. 2. Gustjv Crnytjg (:4:3‟:48>), Gnrejf fivnahst jfm pajywrhgdt. Wirls trjfsajtnm hfti Nfgahsd jrn _iaa ufm Djbnf  Djbnf  (:4>>>4), Mhn :4>4), Mhn Snrairfn Djfmsodrhct  (:43=< ]dn Aist Ejfusorhpt  :43>)  :43>) jfm Rnehfhsonfon jfm Rnehfhsonfonss (Nfgahsd trjfsajthif hf :480).

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?. Pjua Kidjff vif Dnysn (:4?0‟:8:=), Gnrejf wrhtnr, Fibna Prhzn jfm nffibanenft hf :8:0. Writn fivnas, pajys, npho pines jfm trjfsajthifs ic Htjahjf pines but wjs nspnohjaay cjenm js j wrhtnr ic sdirt stirhns. =. Crhnmrhod Crhnmrhod Whadnae Whadnae Wnbnr (:4:?‟:4 (:4:?‟:48=), 8=), Wnstpdjahjf nstpdjahjf pint. pint.  Mrnhz  Mrnhzndfahfmnf ndfahfmnf,, jf npho wirl if tdn then wdnf tdn _jxifs wnrn oifvnrtnm ti Odrhsthjfhty, wjs pubahsdnm hf :474. >. ]dn Gnrejf fjturjahst Nrfst Dnhfrhod Djnolna wjs Pricnssir ic [iiaigy jt Knfj jfm if ifnn ic td tdnn chrs chrstt ti iu iuta tahf hfnn td tdnn trnn trnn ic jfhe jfheja ja nvia nviaut uthi hif. f. Dhs Dhs td tdni niry ry wjs wjs ifn ifn ic ejtnrh ejt nrhjah jahsth sthoo eifhse eifhse.. Wirls irls trjfsa trjfsajtn jtnm m hfti hfti Nfgahs Nfgahsd d jrn Ornjthif Ornjthif,, =t =td d nm nmf. f. :482 :482 ( Fjtunrahodn  Fjtunrahodn _odinpcufgsgnsodhodtn _odinpcufgsgnsodhodtn,, :434) jfm  Nviauthif ic Ejf, Ejf, :478 ( Jftdripignfhn  Jftdripignfhn :47=).  :47=). (_nn jasi Fitn : ic anoturn 2.) 3. Mjvhm Crhnmrhod _trjuss (:404‟:47=), Gnrejf tdniaighjf. Dhs Anbnf Dhs  Anbnf Knsu (:4?>/?3) Knsu (:4?>/?3) wjs mnshgfnm ti sdiw tdn Gispnas ti bn j oiaanothif ic eytds whtd pnrdjps kust j ahttan dhstirhoja dhsti rhoja trutd ti tdne. Dhs snoifm  Ahcn ic Knsus, Knsus, oiepisnm cir tdn Gnrejf pnipan (:43=< trjfsajtnm :43>) siugdt ti ornjtn j pishthvn ahcn ic Odrhst. Hf  Mnr jatn ufm mnr fnun Gajubn (trjfsajtns Gajubn (trjfsajtns js —Iam jfm Fnw Rnahghius Bnahnc, :472) dn jhenm ti sdiw tdjt rnahghius bnahnc wjs mnjm jfm j fnw cjhtd djm ti bn ornjtnm if tdn bjshs ic eimnrf sohnfon jfm ic jrt. 7. — Mjvhm  Mjvhm Crhnmrhod _trjuss, mnr Bnlnffnr ufm _odrhctstnaanr‘ _odrhctstnaanr‘ (trjfsajtns (trjfsajtns js —Mjvhm —Mjvhm Crhnmrhod _trjuss, Oifcnssir jfm Wrhtnr‘) hs pjrt ifn ic Fhntzsodn's viauen ic nssjys ^fznhtgnejnssnn Bntrjodtufgn ^fznhtgnejnss Bntrjodtufgnf f (trjfsajtns js —^fthenay ]diugdts‘), Anhpzhg :47?. 4. Anoturn ghvnf hf Bjsan if :8 Iotibnr :8:7. Fit trjfsajtnm. Pubahsdnm hf Gnrejf hf GJ 72, Crn 72, Crnhdnht hdnht ” ^fstnrbahodlnht ^fstnrbahodlnht ” _izhjans Anbnf Anbnf (:880).  (:880). 8. _nn anoturn 3. :0. _hr Kjens Mnwjr (:4=2‟:82?), Pricnssir ic Pdyshos jt Ojebrhmgn. (Njrahnr nmhthifs rncnrrnm ti Pricnssir Mrnws (:43>‟:8?>) hf nrrir.) ::. Wjgfnr, Cjust's fjrriw-ehfmnm, pnmjftho snrvjft jfm pupha hf Gintdn's Cjust  Gintdn's  Cjust .

ANO]^RN :: (2: Iotibnr :8:7) :. Anoturns ghvnf hf Bjsan if :4 jfm :8 Iotibnr :8:7. _nn Fitn 4, anoturn :0. 2. Jacrnm Jacrnm Nmeufm Nmeufm Brnde Brnde (:428 (:428‟:4 ‟:44=) 4=) writn writn  Haaustrhnrtns ]hnranbnf  hnranbnf  (]dn haaustrjtnm ahvns ic jfhejas), whtd tdn snoifm, :0-viauen nmhthif jppnjrhfg hf :473‟:478. Ajtnr nmhthifs wnrn rnvhsnm by itdnr jutdirs, jfm tdn fjrrjthvns tdjt gjvn tdn lhfm ic photurn ic wdhod Rumiac _tnhfnr wjs spnjlhfg wnrn grjmujaay rnpajonm whtd —strhotay sohnfthcho‘ tnxts. Ejfy itdnr fjturja dhstirhns djvn bnnf bjsnm if Brnde's wirl. ?. Hf jf jmmnfmue ti j anoturn ghvnf if 3 Jugust :8:3 (GJ :70). ]dn jmmnfmue djs fit si cjr bnnf pubahsdnm hf Gnrejf ir hf Nfgahsd.

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=. Mr Riejf Riejf Biis Biis (:448 (:448‟:8 ‟:8>2) >2),, si siohj ohjaa so sohnf hnfths thst, t, wrhtnr wrhtnr jfm anotur anoturnr< nr< rnprns rnprnsnft nftnm nm jftdripisipdy jfm ajtnr Rumiac _tnhfnr's hmnj ic tdn ]drnnciam _iohja Irmnr< dn wjs dnjm ic j siohja sohnfons jssiohjthif jssiohjthif jt tdn Gintdnjfue hf Mirfjod. >. Mnr >. Mnr Gnsjetjrbnhtsvnrtrjg Gnsjetjrbnhtsvnrtrjg fjod fjod _odwnhznrhsodne _odwnhznrhsodne Rnodt  Rnodt , Eufhod jfm Anhpzhg :8:3. 3. Whssnf ufm Anbnf (trjfsajtns Anbnf (trjfsajtns js —Lfiwanmgn jfm ahcn‘), j cirtfhgdtay _whss kiurfja nmhtnm by Jab. Bjur wdhod jppnjrnm crie :807 ti :82>. ]dn hssun oifonrfnm wjs mjtnm :> Iotibnr :8:7. 7. —Mhn —Mhn Lnrecrj Lnrecrjgnf gnf mn mnrr _odwnh _odwnhzn znr-P r-Piah iahthl thl‘, ‘, ajt ajtnr nr rnprhf rnprhftnm tnm hf Biis' Biis'  Ehodjna gngnf  Ehodna,, Bjsan :823, pp. ?3‟=7.  Ehodna 4. Jmiac Lnaanr (b. :472), _whss Pritnstjft tdniaighjf, pricnssir hf Gnfnvj jfm [urhod.

ANO]^RN :2 (23 Iotibnr :8:7) :. Kidjff Wiacgjfg vif Gintdn (:7=8‟:4?2), Gnrejf pint, mrjejthst, sohnfthst jfm stjtns stj tnsejf ejf.. Dhs so sohnf hnfthch thchoo wrhthf wrhthfgs gs wnrn wnrn nmhtnm nmhtnm by Rumiac Rumiac _tnhfn _tnhfnrr hf tdn :440s :440s jfm privhmnm whtd hftrimuothifs jfm oieenftjrhns. Ki Kidj djff ff Odrh Odrhst stip ipd d Crhn Crhnmr mrho hod d vi vif f _o _odh dhaan aanrr (: (:7> 7>8‟ 8‟:4 :40> 0>), ), Gnre Gnrejf jf mrjejthst mrjejt hst,, pint pint jfm dhstir dhstirhjf hjf.. _odhaa _odhaanr nr jfm Gintdn Gintdn djm jf hftnrn hftnrnsth sthfg fg oirrns oir rnspif pifmn mnfon fon if jnstdn jnstdntho thoss jf jfm m oi oiaaj aajbir birjtn jtnm m hf wrhthf wrhthfg g cir j aht ahtnrj nrjry ry ejgjzhfn ojaanm Mhn ojaanm Mhn Dirnf Dirnf,, wdhod wjs jgjhfst biurgnihs jtthtumns. 2. Cir hfstjfon, hfstjfon, hf Gintdn's Wiram Shnw  Shnw  (GJ 3), trjfsajtnm by W. Ahfmnejff, Enroury Prnss, Prn ss, _prhfg _prhfg Sjaany jaany,, FX, FX, :84>. :84>. Gintd Gintdn's n's jo jooiu oiuft ft ic tdn oifvnr oifvnrsjt sjthif hif jppnj jppnjrs rs hf W. Ahfmnejff, Enroury Prnss, _prhfg _tnhfnr's Gintdnjf _ohnfon (GJ _ohnfon (GJ 2), trjfsajtnm by W. Sjaany, FX, :844.

ANO]^RN :? (27 Iotibnr :8:7) :. _nn ciurtd ti ajst pjrjgrjpd ic anoturn >. 2. _nn anoturn >. ?. Gnhstnswhssnfsodjctahodn Nrajnutnrufgnf zu Gintdns ‑Cjust―. ‑Cjust― . Bjfm H. GJ 272. Fit jvjhajban hf Nfgahsd. =. Iswjam Ejrbjod (:4:0‟:480), Pricnssir ic ]nodfiaigy hf Anhpzhg, pint jfm wrhtnr< dnjm ic —Bjamuhf zur Ahfmn‘ Crnnejsifs' Aimgn. Gintdns Cjust, ]nha H jfm HH nrlajnrt , :44:. >. Cjust  >. Cjust  2,  2, Jot :, _onfn 2; hf tdn hepnrhja pjajon, Enpdhstipdnans tnaas tdn nepnrir jfm dhs jmvhsnrs tdjt pjpnr eifny whaa siavn tdn chfjfohja orhshs. _onfn = mnsorhbns tdn rjphm sprnjm ic pjpnr eifny. 3. Murhfg :8:3, tdn wirl if stjgn primuothifs whtd nurytdey ic sonfns crie Pjrt 2 ic Gintdn's Cjust  Gintdn's  Cjust  wdhod  wdhod djm stjrtnm hf :8:>, ouaehfjtnm hf j fuebnr ic pnrcirejfons. _nn

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tdn anoturn anoturn ic = Fivne Fivnebnr bnr :8:3 (GJ :72) :72) hf ]dn Ljrej ic Siojthif, Siojthif, tr. by 0. M. Wjffjejlnr, rnv. by G. Odurod. Jftdripisipdho Prnss, Dumsif FX, :84=. 7. _tnhfnr, R. ]dn Ioouat _hgfhchojfon ic tdn Bdjgjvjm Ghtj. Ghtj . ]r. by G. E. Jmjes, rnv. by M. E. Bugbny. Jftdripisipdho Prnss, Dumsif FX, :84=. 4. _nn  _nn Fitn 2 ic 2 ic anoturn :.

ANO]^RN := (24 Iotibnr :8:7) Duejfhty.. (GJ :>) ]r. by :. _tnhfnr, R. ]dn _phrhtuja Guhmjfon ic tdn Hfmhvhmuja jfm ic Duejfhty D. Eifgns. Jftdripisipdho Prnss, Fnw Xirl, :870. 2. _nn anoturn >. ?. _nn anoturn 2. =. Crhtz Ejutdfnr (:4=8‟:82?), Winrtnrbuod mnr Pdhaisipdhn, fnun Bnhtrjngn zu nhfnr  Lrhthl mnr _prjodn  _prjodn  (trjfsajtns js —Mhothifjry ic Pdhaisipdy, Fnw oiftrhbuthifs ti j orhthqun ic tdn ajfgujgn‘), 2 vias, :8:0/::. ]dn stjtnenft rnajthfg ti Mjrwhf hs ti bn ciufm hf j snothif if dhstiry. Ht rnjms js ciaaiws; —Ht hs fit tdn wjy hf wdhod Mjrwhf jffhdhajtnm tnaniaigy tdjt whaa rnejhf cir nvnr< wdjt whaa fit bn cirgittnf hs tdn cjot tdjt dn siugdt ti ufmnrstjfm tdn wiram ic fjturn whtdiut rnsirthfg ti tnaniaigy.‘ tnaniaigy.‘ >. Cnrmhfjfm Ajssjaan (:42>‟:43=), Gnrejf siohja mneiorjt. 3. Ljra Ejrx (:4:4‟:44?), ( :4:4‟:44?), ciufmnr ic eimnrf hftnrfjthifja Oieeufhse. 7.  Mjs Gnsodhodt , ir ir mhn Gnsodhodt Gnsodhodtnn, mnrhvns crie tdn pjst pjrthohpan ic tdn vnrb gnsodndnf,, ti djvn oien ti pjss< mhn Gnsodhodtn fiwjmjys gnsodndnf Gnsodhodtn fiwjmjys trjfsajtns hfti Nfgahsd js —dhstiry‘, ir —stiry‘, —jooiuft‘, mnpnfmhfg if tdn oiftnxt. (]rjfsajtir) 4. _nn  _nn Fitn 2 ic 2 ic anoturn ::. 8. Ejurhon mrjejthst jfm wrhtnr.hfti Fibna prhzn cirOiuft ahtnrs ahtnrstur turn n :8 :8:: ::.Ejntnrahfol . Dhs  Aj vhn(:432‟:8=8), mns jbnhaans  jbnhaans Bnaghjf (:80:) djs bnnf trjfsajtnm Nfgahsd. Ejntnrahfol jasi writn Aj writn Aj vhn mns tnrehtns tnrehtns (:823)  (:823) jfm Aj jfm Aj vhn mns ciurehs (:8?0). ciurehs (:8?0). :0. _nn  _nn Fitn 7 ic 7 ic anoturn 4. ::. Crjfohs Mnajhsh (b. :47?), Crnfod siohja sohnfthst jfm wrhtnr. :2. Janxjfmrn Janxjfmrn Ehaanrjfm (:4>8‟:8=?), tdn chrst siohjahst ti diam ehfhstnrhja Pishthif hf j Crnfod givnrfenft. Ehfhstnr ic Oieenron :488‟:802, ic Wirls :808‟:8:0, ic Wjr :8:2‟:8:?. :?. Rjyeifm Fhodiajs Pihfojr (:430‟:8?=), prnshmnft ic tdn Crnfod Rnpubaho :8:?‟  :820< dhs piahohns wnrn nxtrnenay jfth-Gnrejf.