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Bk`ygd Ukodgd

Kcnbinysn Ȟn }sdmnȖnn jkbdji

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Kban djcdś}sn k ruĂjd}

Ui jd lngiji |ibngiji

Jd nbkdgi r-k-gbangd} Jd |nxn}ny b-k r}snod} \nxn}nyj mi cngi bi j-k drbyj}d}

Ui jd cdciji cĂ}sãgiji Nds k cdcĂ cĂ}sãgĂ By lyr}d mi jãgĂ By lyr}d |Ăsod}Ă Ui-k cybĂ mi bys jĂrd}Ă By msidu}d }sĂoid* gy usid }sĂoid By r}ãgod ukjko lĂbid ŗn mng ukjko rgku ŗn mng rgku bjdni

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OsĂyg}iji bd `dxĂsid ŗn-g}s-k hkn mi mn`ngidŢĂ

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sĂrĂsn} Ygmi-n osãyj bij |ir}n} Ygmi-n osãyj bij `dn `dsi Cd}i bdjyj jd rungdsi Ygmi-n osãyj bij `dn `nb

Cd}i bdjyj jd kcjãgb Mi ui midj śn mi ui |Ăn ]sdoiŢn skd}d `Ăn ljĂbĂn ŗn aĂnŢn by }kŢnn `Ăn$ Ui rbdsd msidu}Ă r-k jĂrd} ? runbi-k duybd} Çg cd}nr}Ă ji-k jiod} ŗn-gdukn `n r-k-g}ysgd}

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Çg bduyj uĂ`ãg}yjyn Çg hĂsnś}id |ãg}yjyn Ygmi-n msdo |kngnbyjyn rĂ `ygbidrbĂ ŗn jigiśyj rĂ kmnagidrbĂ ŗn-d` rbkr > niui rnsiui  Gy usi }sinisd* bĂ isd d lĂ}d ŗn-d` rbkr 43 hygbdgn hyoĂgnŢn Jd unbnkdsi uk}bk|nŢn By uk}bkd|i mi djd`Ă Cd}i cngi jd myjd`Ă By uk}bkd|i mi dsong}

Bk`ygd Ukodgd

Kcnbinysn Ȟn }sdmnȖnn jkbdji

Cd}i cngi jd uĂ`ãg} Ygmi bĂjbd*uĂ`ãg}yj bsĂud Ygmi uĂśd* uĂ`ãg}yj uĂśd* uĂ`ãg}yj ri usĂcyśd By gĂsnji |ãg} }sĂoid By ysibanji-g rdb uygid

BĂyś gy ji `dn }sicynd ŗn-d` çgbĂsbd} > bdsi ukoĂgiś}n ŗn > ŢĂsĂgiś}n ŗn-d` myr jd `kdsĂ jd N|dg Ygmi-d` `Ăbngd} śn dg Nds akdŢd bid mi `kdsĂ Bãgm |Ăxy d}ã}id bdsĂ By uk|dsĂ-`uk|Ăsd}i By jdgŢysn mi lnis jiod}i Uyri bkdmd ui rungdsi

ŗn ujibĂ çg lyod `dsi Jd bid jygbĂ mi rbĂudsi Jygbd `dsi lsygxĂ g-dsi Jygbd `nbĂ lsygxd-n unbĂ Cd} cĂniŢnn mi-k cĂśnbĂ Nds `ksdsyj `iś}is `dsi Adjdj mi `d`d byn çj dsi D`Ăon `kdsd-g uks}nŢĂ By }sin osĂygŢi skśnkdsi Mi bãgm lkd`i}id bid `dsi ŗn-k duybĂ mi bkmnŢĂ ŗn-k uyri ui uĂsuĂgnŢĂ ŗn-k duybĂ mi bkmkn ŗn-k uyri ui bĂuĂ}Ăn Mi ui midj śn mi ui |Ăn Nd `dn xnbiŢn skd}d `Ăn AĂn* aĂn* aĂn$ ŗn n-k md} yg bnkbdg çg śiji Bsãśbd `kdsd mng `Ăriji ŗn gy bysoid lĂngĂ Bysoid osãy śn `ĂsoĂsn}ds  Ui jd bysŢnji |kdr}si Cknisn `dsn Dr}id gdj}i `ngygd}i

By r}siśngn mi cyrynkb By |ãslysn mi rn`ngkb Md-n `dn cngi ui jd cksminiśiji gkdr}si BĂ-r çg|ijn}i by udni mi ribdsĂ UjkyĂ-g iji bd śn-dldsĂ @ksĂsnŢd-n mng Uyniś}n

Bãgm k |ixn }i usĂuĂmiś}n By uduybnn skśnksn

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Osãy* k|Ăx śn cdsdckji BĂ gi-gbkghysdy ujknji By` çgbkghkdsĂ jyuyj knji Ujkyd gy`dn ui mnśii uds}i Ygmi y`cjĂ li}iji si}ixd}i ŗn ljĂbĂnn by `yr}dŢĂ* ŗn `kśgion by banbd bsidŢĂ Md-g =9-=<

 Gi rbk}id lkd`id mng bdrĂ Gkn gy uy}id` |kscn |kscn mi lkd`i lkd`i

Mkb}ksnn bĂ}dy usng kdji G-d|id` k r}sdbangĂ mi lĂngĂ Mkb}ksnn lĂbidy |dbbngĂ Gy `dn uy}id` mi gibdx

 Gi mĂmid syliji by odx Rbk}id syliji mng bdrĂ ŗn mĂmid ly` mi uybnykdrĂ MdbĂ-n ksmng bi rĂ ldbn; @n-k cĂod} gi|dr}d-g msdbn Dby` bdrd-n |Ăsyn}Ă ŗn gi|dr}d-n usn`ngn}Ă @Ăn sk`ãgi* `Ăn ŢĂsdgi* @Ăn Bkr}nbĂ* `Ăn Nkdgi* ]sdoiŢn ujyoyj jd `imndg ŗn by cknn jd rĂn|dg UygiŢn `ãgd ui ŢĂukn ŗn-`ungoiŢn uĂsngo jd ckn ŗn-dukn mng cĂ}Ă}ysĂ RĂ jd mdŢn dmĂuĂ}ysĂ BĂ mi jygd bi-k rĂ lni* RĂ niśn` jd ujyo cĂmni RĂ dsĂ` akjmiji RĂ-grĂ`ãgŢĂ` ujdg}iji RĂ ri ldbĂ cybd}iji Ui jd }kd}i bdriji

Nd `dn `ãgdŢn `Ăn ljĂbĂn ŗn rygdŢn mng xysoĂjĂn AĂn AĂn aĂn$ aĂn$

Niri hyuãgird odxmĂ çg bismdb Jd-gbangd}

By `ãngnji ryljibd}i ŗn - `cãsgd}i UdsbĂ isdy mi djcngn `yśbd}i Dymi cknn `yoĂngm Bdsiji rbãsŢãngm LjĂbĂnn bankngm Odjcignn bysoãgm Id mng ys`Ă ri jyĂ ŗn by ukdjd çn r}sãgrĂ ŗn-dbdrĂ çn dmyrĂ ŗn ui `drĂ çn uyrĂ ŗn y`cjĂ mng bdrĂ-g bdrĂ UãgĂ jd d > d bdrĂ By k rn}Ă mi giodsĂ ŗn-k md}-k ui yśĂ-dldsĂ BĂ isd rã}d usi sdsĂ ŗn-k rbkr dj}d mi `Ă}drĂ Mi > `iś}isn djidrĂ Cd}i-g rã}Ă śn-g bk|d}Ă Ldbi-yg bkjĂbij çgmd}Ă Gy usi `dsi gnbn usi `nb Mi-k banjĂ śn mi-yg `isjnb Uygi-j dbkjk hkr Uig}sy gkn ujyodsnn mi lkjkr Syui-g mkyĂ mĂ śn gkyĂ Syui-g }snn mĂ byn ś}nn Syui-g = mĂ jd dj}yj Syui-g 9 mĂ jd |kngnbn Syui-g < mĂ jd li}iji mng bdrĂ

ŗn jd biji mng bĂ`dsĂ BĂ-dś}idu}Ă mi ‒  mi ‒ djdj}d rdsĂ Cyrynkb |ismi-g osĂmngĂ SĂ`ãn odxmĂ okrukmngĂ Cyrynkb |ismi ui `drĂ OdxmĂ sĂ`ãn rĂgĂ}kdrĂ ]ngisnbĂ śn lsy`kdrĂ Udadsi ujngi ui `drĂ Jd `yjŢn dgn kd`ign okrukmdsn Kd`ign cygn śn li}i `dsn Lni }ngisn rdy cĂ}sãgn ŗn }k} gid`yj mi sk`ãgn Jd ysibai xysoĂjĂn ŗn jd r}ãgod 2 cĂ}Ăn KusnŢn ujyoyj `Ăn ljĂbĂn$ Dak* dak$

Jd dgyj śn jd `yjŢn dgn$ Byjir m i jd D`ĂsoĂsng}in \drnji* Ukodgd

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Bk`ygd Ukodgd

Kcnbinysn Ȟn }sdmnȖnn jkbdji

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Kcnbinysn Ȟn }sdmnȖnn jkbdji

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`ir}idbĂg śn 455 o jiśni çg}s -yg śnu' Rby}ysĂ-ji uãgĂ bi r -dy d`ir}ibd} cngi* ygoi k  ui}nbĂ mi ng rdy bãgiuĂ śn uygi -k ui sdgĂ' Dbidr}Ă mka}ksni }dni çgmd}Ă mysisid śn dsrysd gnbn gy rbkd}i cĂśnbn śn gnbn sdgd gy ri rduĂ' Mysisn mi r}k`db - ? msd`ysn mi rdcys !djki. śn bã}i yg msd` mng8 ximdysndg* oigŢndgĂ* si|ig} mi rncns* ljkdsi mi `yśbd}Ă* śklsdg* dgoijnbĂ* kodsnbĂ* oĂjcigiji !ri ndy unrd}i mi jd runŢisni.' Ji uyn çg}s -k kbd mi sdbany' ŗdmi 1 xnji dr}yud}Ă cngi śn ri bjd}ngĂ mi 2 ksn ui xn' Jd > xnji r}sibksn' Ri nd bã}i k jngoysĂ jd by k ksĂ çgdng}i mi `drĂ' Cyckn - Ri unridxĂ k sĂmĂbngĂ mi uĂ}syghij śn ri bĂjiś}i by k jngoysĂ mi yg} çg}s -k }nodni ui lkb' Udr}d ri uygi uir}i cyckn' MdbĂ ri uygi dbidr}Ă udr}Ă n`imnd} jd dudsnŢnd cycknyjyn* çg `dn uyŢng mi 45 ksi ri bkdbi śn rudsoi' Dbidr}Ă siŢi}Ă d` lkjkrn}-k ksn mi bã}i ksn d lkr} gi|kni'

Uskl' Nkg Mkcsng

Bkr}y`yj ukuyjds `kjmk|igirb ui bdsi gkn çj |imi` dr}Ăxn by mnlisn}i kbdxnn* lni jd ruib}dbkji rdy lir}n|djysn mi lkjbjks ksn iqukxnŢnn* ir}i mi ldu} bkr}y`yj siusixig}d}n| uig}sy xkgd @kjmk|in* ij lnngm k **ry`Ă‐ d }y}ysks bkr}y`ijks mng rd}iji `kjmk|igiś}n* uig}sy bĂ isdy ygiji mnlisigŢi mi jd xkgd mi `yg}i jd xkgd mi midj rdy mi śir' Mi dbiid r- dy djir mkds uniriji |ir}n`ig}dsi siusixig}d}n|i8 jd cĂscdŢn kungbnji* nŢdsnn* bĂ`dśd* ukdjd* csãyj* njnbyj śn bĂbnyjd mi kdni nds jd li`in kungbnji rdy udg}klnn* lyr}d* bd}sngŢd* csãyj* nd !bĂ`dśd.* njnbyj śn cdr`dyd' Çg xkgd gkdr}sĂ* cĂscdŢnn  uys}dy nŢdsn çgbsiŢnŢn ui unbnks by 454 bsiŢn* bdsi mdbĂ isdy çg}ngśn dhygoidy jd = -9 `i}sn jygon`i rdy  cisgi|nbn* yg lij mi udg}djkgn lkds}i jdson mng jãgĂ* bĂ`Ăśn jygon lĂby}i mng lynks mi bãgiuĂ nds `dn }ãsxny mng cy`cdb* çgbngri by yg  csãy* njnbi by oĂn}dgi* cygmnŢi çglygmd}i* bĂbnyjn mi `nij rdy uĂjĂsnn by  cksysnji `nbn* nds çg unbnkdsi kungbn' Uig}sy |si`id sibi nŢdsnn isdy lĂbyŢn mng jãgĂ nds mdbĂ ujkyd ri lkjkrid ojyod lĂby}Ă mng jãgĂ mi Ţnodni* cĂ}y}Ă jd unyĂ śn ç`ukmkcn}Ă by byrĂ}ysn śn by ŢysŢysn ui `dsongi' SĂxiśnn* ŢĂsdgnn by  uĂ`ãg}* `dn çgr}ĂsnŢn* ri bkgrnmisdy k bjdrĂ usn|njiond}Ă śn ri ç`csĂbdy duskdui bd cknisnn8

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Bk`ygd Ukodgd

Kcnbinysn Ȟn }sdmnȖnn jkbdji

by ck}lksn* rdy bnx`i mng uniji* dg}isny !k adngĂ jygoĂ.* jdncĂsi !adngĂ mi ukr}d| rbys}Ă  uãgĂ-g }djni.* rys}ybi !rdbkysn rdy |ir}kdgi mng ukr}d|* rbys}i. nds li`inji jks uys}dy bdŢd|inbn ç`cjĂgn}i by cjdgĂ mi |yjui śn skbann by mnlisn}i `kmiji śn cskmisnn' Li`inji mi sãgm uys}dy lyr}i jygon mi ? bkŢn* bĂbn isd k `dsi syśngi rĂ n ri |dmĂ bĂjbãniji* mi byjkdsi gidosĂ śn çgbsiŢn}Ă* ukjbn !yg lij mi adngĂ r}sãgrĂ ui bksu.* njnbi śn  cygmnŢi' Çg unbnkdsi d|idy kungbn* bĂjŢygn* hy`Ă}ĂŢn !bnyckŢiji `nbn. nds `dn }ãsxny udg}kln' Ui bdu uys}dy cd}nbysn çgljksd}i* cdsnxi !cskckdmĂ mi jãgĂ lkds}i rycŢnsi* `dsd`Ă.* bdrãgbn śn }sdmnŢnkgdjd cis}Ă bdsi isd yg lij mi śdj `dsi bdsi dbkuisid duskdui hy`Ă}d}i mi bksu* lĂby}Ă mng}s -yg `d}isndj ljdyśd}* by lsdghysn ui `dsongn bd gnś}i ŢysŢysn' Ç`n dmyb d`ng}i mi  cygnbd `id* bdsi d|id śn id cis}Ă* nds bãgm isd ndsgĂ śn ri usioĂ}id rĂ `idsoĂ my`ngnbd my `ngnbd jd cnrisnbĂ* gkn* bkunnn* gi yn}d` jd id rysusngśn* çgbãg}dŢn* udsbĂ ds ln ç`csĂbd} bi|d ruibndj  uig}sy dbij `k`ig}* by cis}d ui id* cĂ}sãgĂ śn cygĂ by gkn* gn ri uĂsid bĂ i k rlãg}Ă' Çg }n`uysnji lsnoyskdri* d}ã} cĂscdŢnn bã} śn li`inji* uys}dy bkhkdbi mng u niji mi kdni rdy `nij lĂby}i mi `iś}isnn mi jd ]k`iś}n* @nsign rdy Uyniś}n śn ry`dgi cĂ}y}i jd unyĂ ç`ukmkcn}i by `yj}i oĂn}dgi !śnsi}ysn ç`uji}n}i. bd yg ri`g mnr}ngb}n| uig}sy r}dsid `d}isndjĂ d bijyn bdsi ji uys}d' ]sicyni ruibnlnbd}* bĂ }kd}i dbir}i adngi ŢĂsĂgiś}n* ukuyjdsi* isdy bskn}i śn bkglibŢnkgd}i çg lygbŢni mi lkjkrnsid jks8 mi iqi`ujy adngiji uig}sy `ygbd jd bã`u isdy bskn}i `dn jdso bd rĂ gy -n ç`unimnbi jd }sidcĂ śn lĂsĂ d}ã}id `k}n|i ukuyjdsi* nds adngiji  uig}sy rĂscĂ}ksn* gygŢn* ck}ixysn* aksi* isdy lĂby}i by bã} `dn `yj}i `k}n|i ukuyjdsi śn bskn}i ui bksu uig}sy d rbkd}i çg i|nmigŢĂ lks`iji' Mirbsnisid bkr}y`yjyn ukuyjds mng xkgd Ukodgd k oĂrn` śn çg micy}yj ujyoyśksyjyn }sdmnŢnkgdj8 **Dak* dak sk`ãgn  ujyodsn+ By ckgmnŢn śn by nŢdsn+ By kbangśn kb angśn śç by }ãsśãgn+ Li}n* ljĂbĂn śç cĂ}sãgn‐' Rdy8 **Bdriji isdy by udni+ Gkn uys}d` bkhkb mi kdni+ ŗn uys}d` ry`dg mi `nŢĂ+ ŗn ui rud}i by xoĂsmnŢĂ+ ŗn by kungbn çgbĂjŢd}+ ŗn by uĂs gisi}ixd}+ Li}iji by bduyj okj+ @isoidy |dsd jd koks+ Nds bãgm isd k śixĂ}kdsi+ D|idy ldŢd bd k ljkdsi+ Nds jd aksĂ* `Ăn cĂmnŢĂ+ By bĂ`dśĂ* by bd}sngŢĂ+ By xoĂsmnŢd ç`uji}n}Ă+ Gy `isoi bd dxn xcãsjn}Ă‐' XoĂsmnŢd isd k cybd}Ă mi  uãgxĂ ui bdsi isdy byry}i `dn `yj}i `Ăsoiji `nbyŢi' `nbyŢi' Bsim bĂ `yj} `dn rĂgĂ}kr isd rĂ }i ç`csdbn by adngi lĂby}i mng `d}isndji gd}ysdji* ksnongdji* lĂby}i mi `ãgd k`yjyn* bdsi lkjkrid byjksn }sdmnŢnkgdji lĂsĂ `d}isndji ban`nbi bd dr}Ăxn* mds mng uĂbd}i kmd}Ă by dudsnŢnd }ãsoysnjks śn usĂ|Ăjnnjks dy duĂsy} śn `Ăslysnji mi }kd}i }nuysnji śn ryc n`udb}yj `kmisgnxĂsnn dbir}i bkr}y`i }sdmnŢnkgdji śn -dy  unismy} çg}ãni}d}id śn dy sĂ`dr mkds bd k d`ng}nsi ui bdsi k `dn dmybi` çg db}ydjn}d}i mkds  d}ygbn bãgm sidjnxĂ` śn usixig}Ă` ruib}dbkji by }i`Ă lkjbjksnbĂ'

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Bk`ygd Ukodgd

Kcnbinysn Ȟn }sdmnȖnn jkbdji

 Iji|d - Djiqdgmsd Rd|d Rd|d

Dsan}ib}ysd

ukuyjdsĂ sk`ãgidrbĂ bkgr}n}yni k `dgnlir}dsi runsn}ydjĂ śn bsid}n|Ă d gid`yjyn gkr}sy' Dbir}i lks`i mi `dgnlir}dsi ds}nr}nbĂ ri sioĂrirb śn dr}Ăxn çg bk`ygd gkdr}sĂ* bands mdbĂ ygiji dy mnruĂsy} ruyjcisãgmy -ri çg gnrnuyj gi`njkr dj }n`uyjyn' Sion`yj }k}djn}ds }siby} śn ldb}ksnn gd}ysdjn dy bkg}sncyn} jd mnrudsnȖnd ygksd mng}si iji' Dbijid bdsi dy sĂ`dr siusixng}Ă `ãgmsnd rd}yjyn gkr}sy' Iqnr}Ă* śn dr}Ăxn* `kgy`ig}i śn bjĂmnsn bi md}idxĂ m i 495-355 mi dgn' Ç`n d`ng}irb * bãgm ç`n uk|ir}idy cygnbnn* m i `kmyj çg bdsi dy lkr} bkgr}syn}i jkbyngȖiji* by` isdy bk`uds}n`ig}d}i śn mi `d}isndjiji dsadnbi śn symn`ig}dsi lkjkrn}i' Usng kbann `in mi bkunj* lnoysd djcĂ śn rigngĂ d cygnbnjks ç`n sĂrdsi bd mng}s-yg dj} }n`u śn k dj}Ă nr}ksni' Cksminyj - bid `dn |ibai lks`Ă mi jkbyngȖĂ sĂ`drĂ mng |si`ysn usinr}ksnbi uy}id ln oĂrn} Ȟn çg bk`ygd gkdr}sĂ ui `kȞnnji  cknisiȞ}n mng Ukodgd* CkoiȞ}n rdy ]k`iȞ}n ' Cksminiji isdy rĂud}i mnsib} mnsib} çg uĂ`ãg} lĂsĂ d d|id k r}syb}ysĂ mng ji`g* bdsi isd çgjkbyn}Ă by ygd mng gyniji' Usn`d bd`isĂ mi jd ng}sdsi* bdsi ri `dn gy`id Ȟn oãsjnbn* isd ngbjngd}Ă Ȟn mybid jd gn|ijyj bijksjdj}i çgbĂuisn' DbkuisnȞyj cksminyjyn isd lĂby} mng ji`g* udni rn uĂ`ãg}' Bdriji - isdy snmnbd}i jd gn|ijyj rkjyjyn  ui k r}syb}ysĂ ji`gkdrĂ !lysbn Ȟn bkr}kskdci. by uisiȖn n bkgr}synȖn mng jy} d`ir}ibd} by ujid|Ă ' UisiȖnn uy}idy ln snmnbdȖn çg mkyĂ lijysn* by jy} cĂ}y} jd rbãgmysĂ rdy by uĂsyndjĂ' Bdriji }sdmnŢnkgdji d|idy dbkuisnśysnji bkgr}syn}i çg mkyĂ rdy ud}sy dui' @d}isndjiji lkjkrn}i ryg} mn|isrnlnbd}i' Ri y}njnxdy8 r}yl+   uduysĂ+}sir}ni* udni* śngmsnjĂ śn `dn gky }dcjĂ* kjdgi' ]d|dgyj isd sidjnxd} mng ji`g by osngxnji niśn}i çg dldsĂ '

Yg iji`ig} dsan}ib}kgnb n`uks}dg} çj siusixig}d uig}sy bdrd sk`ãgidrbĂ }sdmnŢnkgdjĂ* ngmnlisig} mi }nuyj dbir}ind* usnru d* dśixd}Ă çg biji `dn `yj}i bdxysn jd ldŢdmd bdrin' Id ri dljd ui jd}ysd usngbnudjĂ d bdrin śn isd bkgr}syn}Ă mng jy} śn `Ăsongn}Ă mi k cdjyr}sdmĂ mi ji`g' Usnrud dsi yg skj lkds}i n`uks}dg} çg ir}i}nbd jkbyngŢin* lnngm lsy`kr ç`ukmkcn}Ă' Ygiji bdri is dy bkgr}syn}i by bismdb usi|Ăxy} by r}ãjun rn ksgd`ig}i mng ji`g'

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Bk`ygd Ukodgd

Kcnbinysn Ȟn }sdmnȖnn jkbdji

ȘĂsdgnn gi|kndȞn d|idy bdrd by k rngoysĂ bd`isĂ * nds bin `dn d|yȖn d|idy bdrd by mkyĂ bd`isi miruĂsȖn}i usng}s -k }ngmĂ !akj.' MyuĂ bi isd snmnbd}Ă bdrd* uisiȖnn bd`isijks  ri lngnrdy by jy}* dukn isdy |ĂsynȖn ng djc6 udsmkridjd isd }k} mng jy}' Jd}isdj isd bkgr}syn} banjisyj* lnngm dbkuisn} mi usijygonsid dbkuisnȞyjyn bdrin' @dhksn}d}id ȖĂsdgnjks }sdgrlks`dy banjisyj çg cybĂ}Ăsnn mi |dsĂ' Bdriji by k rngoysĂ bd`isĂ d|idy 3-2 lisir}si gy usid `dsn*  usi|Ăxy}i by oid`ysn mi r}nbjĂ* kd`ignn gi|kndȞn çgjkbyndy r}nbjd by ciȞnbn mi cky' Jd lisir}si rdy midryusd jks* ri uygidy ś}isodsi jygon çg lks`Ă mi ljy}ysi mng jãgĂ Ţnodni* ng rdy bãgiuĂ' Njy`ngd}yj ri lĂbid by jy`ãgĂsn* kudnȖi rdy jĂ`un by od x' Ui jãgoĂ bdrĂ* ȖĂsdgnn bkgr}syndy mnlisn}i dgiqi uig}sy dgn`dji* uĂrĂsn rdy uig}sy miukxn}dsid uskmyrijks !osdhmyj* bk}iȖyj* un|gnȖd* bkȞisyj. ' OkrukmĂsnnji isdy çgosĂmn}i by odsmysn bkglibȖnkgd}i mng rbãgmysĂ * gyniji rdy rungn' Bkgdbiji cknisiȞ}n  ‒  Çg bk`ygd Ukodgd çg}ãjgn` mkyĂ bkgdbi cknisiȞ}n8 bij dj ld`njnin R}ysmxd* mng rd}yj Ukodgd Ȟn bij dj cknisyjyn Gnbkjdi Mkbdg* mng rd}yj ]k`iȞ}n' D`ciji bkgdbi ryg} bkgr}syn}i mng bĂsĂ`nmĂ Ȟn dy rylisn} mi -d jygoyj }n`uyjyn gy`iskdri `kmnlnbĂsn' Iji dy lygbȖ nkgd} bd8 ȞbkdjĂ* osĂmngnȖĂ* `dodxng* mnruigrds* cncjnk}ibĂ* bĂ`ng byj}ysdj' Bands mdbĂ r}dsid jks mi miosdmdsi ir}i dbbig}yd}Ă* uy}i` kcris|d bĂ dbir}i bkgr}sybȖnn dy iji`ig}i

mnr}ngb}i* bdsdb}isnr}nbi bkgdbijks  cknisiȞ}n8 d`ujdrdsid ir}i lĂby}Ă ui jkbysn çgdj}i* dy yg

gy`Ăs `dsi mi bd`isi Ȟn dgiqi* çgbĂuisnji ryg} çgdj}i Ȟn rudȖnkdri* oid`ysn ji ryg} `dsn* by r}kjisni mi cygĂ bdjn}d}i' Cnrisnbnji  ‒  Cnrisnbnji mng bk`ygd Ukodgd ryg} b}n}ksnn cknisiȞ}n bi ri n`uyg bd n`uks}dg}i `kgy`ig}i dsan}ib}kgnbi' Dbir}id dy lkr} snmnbd}i çg rib' \NNN-NQ* bid `dn |ibai dljãgmy -ri çg rd}yj BãshĂkdgn !4???.' Cnrisnbnji mng rd}iji BãshĂkdgn* Ukodgd Ȟn CkoiȞ}n ryg} bkgr}syn}i ui }i`ijnn mi und}sĂ* mng cãsgi ksnxkg}dji çgbaind}i Ȟn dbkuisn}i jd iq}isnks by rbãgmysĂ' Cnrisnbd mng BãshĂkdgn dsi ujdgyj çg lks`Ă mi gd|Ă nds cnrisnbnji mng Ukodgd Ȟn CkoiȞ}n dy ujdgyj }siljd} ' Usnm|kdsiji cnrisnbnjks ryg} djbĂ}yn}i mng `dn `yjŢn r}ãjun* jiodŢn by dsbdmi çg lks`Ă mi dsb mi bisb ' NgnȖndj* jĂbdȞysnji mi byj} dy lkr} dbkuisn}i by r}yl rdy by ȞngmsnjĂ* myuĂ siudsdȖnnji lĂby}i dbir}id dy lkr} dbkuisn}i by }dcjĂ'

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Kcnbinysn Ȟn }sdmnȖnn jkbdji

Uskl' Nkg Mkcsng

@isoãgm mi jd **Ukds}d ţĂsgnn‐ uãgĂ jd ** Ukmyj jyn @ksĂsirby‐ ui uds}id r}ãgoĂ isd k }dsjd by ŢijngĂ śn `ksbk| nds ui uds}id msidu}Ă isd }dsjdyd B'D'U - iyjyn by skśnn* dsmin śn |ngi}i' Ui dbir} msy` çg lnibdsi mn`ngidŢĂ kd`ignn mybidy |dbnji jd bnsidmĂ uãgĂ jd ** Kbkj‐ - jkbyj ygmi |dbnji }sicynd rĂ ri dmygi uig}sy d `isoi jd uĂrby}' Kbkjyj isd yg Ţdsb ygmi kd`ignn dmybidy |dbnji śn ji cĂody çg Ţdsbyj siruib}n| uãgĂ |igid |Ăbdsyj' Isdy rn}ydŢnn bãgm kd`ignn `isoidy jd usĂśn} rdy dj}i }sicysn śn mybidy |dbnji `dn mi|si`i śn ji jĂrdy çg kbkj nds bãgm |igid |Ăbdsyj ujibd by bnsidmd' Jd lij ri çg}ã`ujd śn

 uiś}i usĂhn} uirbyn} mnsib} mng oãsjĂ rdy kyĂ by bãŢn|d bds}kln usĂhnŢn' \Ă mdŢn rid`d* bi `nskr mi `Ă`ĂjnoĂ lniscng}i śn mi }nodni çgbngrĂ ri sĂruãgmid mi -d jygoyj śiryjyn' Mi `yj}i ksn* gkn* bkunnn* gi dmygd`

ridsd duskdui mi bkjncd jyn śn gi yn}d` by` çśn usioĂ}id `ãgbdsid śn by` çśn dmygd bdnn śn `ãghnn ui bdsi çn d|id çg osnhĂ' Gy ri dyxid ui d}ygbn mi akŢn rdy mi djŢn kd`ign by ng}igŢnn siji' Isd dbij siruib} dj `ygbnn* bãgm lnibdsi çśn lĂbid md}ksnd dbkjk ygmi isd uyr rdy dbkjk ygmi ri nmig}nlnbd by

`ygbd ui bdsi k lĂbid by  ujĂbisi' Çg mnsibŢnd ukmyjyn jyn @ksĂsirby* çg uĂmysid mi rdjbni `dn isd yg ukm bdsi lĂbid jioĂ}ysd by rd}yj mi mngbkjk mi oãsjĂ !@nbiś}n. śn by rd} iji Bãshkdgn śn @Ărbysin' Ui dbkjk isd msy`yj bdsi `isoid jd Cãsjdm* |igid

ridsd* ygnn kd`ign ukd}i d|idy }sidcĂ śn |igidy `dn

}ãsxny śn gy uy}idy rĂ lni çg dbijdśn }n`u by |ignsid |dbnjks śn mi dbiid lnibdsi çśn oĂridy |dbd çg dbij kbkj' UĂśygid isd ui midjyj mngrusi Cãsjdm* mi jd sãud jyn @kś HignbĂ  uãgĂ jd sãud jyn Ayndg nds çg |dji ri -k çg}ngmid uãgĂ jd Ckoiś}n* usng}s -k lsy`kdrĂ uĂmysi mi rdjbni mi -d jygoyj oãsjin !]y}k|d. ygmi duskdui mi Ukmyj mi

ui bkdr}d midjyjyn }sibid ui ukmyj mng

 uĂmysi* dukn ui ukmyj jyn @ksĂsirby* `isoid ui msy`yj mi jãgoĂ bnȞ`idyd jyn  Gibyjdn dj jyn OanŢĂ śn ysbd uãgĂ jd Sd}iś' Bkunnn mi mngbkjk mi o ãsjĂ* |igidy jd śbkdjĂ ui hkr bands mdbĂ ujkyd rdy r dy gngoid* nds gkn* binjdjŢn* gi yn}d` jd in bd jd gnś}i

Lnis isd aisoaijnd mi bdn d B'D'U'-yjyn'

Dbkjk isd yg cĂ}sãg bdsi d|id k bkjncĂ nds  mi hys ç`usihys ç`usihys isd ndscĂ śn oãsjd ygmi ri dmĂudy bdnn' Ridsd* `kśyj* !Nkg M y`n}sy mng Ckoiś}n. mi jd aisoaijni d|id yg banskr}ny śn lĂbid dbkjk `Ă`ĂjnoĂ śn

}i`isdsn' Mi `yj}i ksn* |dsd * gi ng|n}dy

 ui jd in rĂ `ãgbĂ` bnsiśi śn rĂ gi rbĂjmĂ` çg oãsjĂ' Bdriji isdy djngnd}i jd `dsongid midjyjyn* usng ldŢd jks  }sibid oãsjd* nds çg rud}iji bdrijks ri |imidy

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Bk`ygd Ukodgd

Kcnbinysn Ȟn }sdmnȖnn jkbdji

 uk`n* |nn śn jdgysnji mi uksy`c rdy osãy

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 ‒  ri mĂmid djioisi śn |ãgĂ}ksnn  ‒ ri śn ri lks`dy mkyĂ ibanui* dukn k ibanuĂ ng}sd jd `nhjkb ui **ukr}‐ mi sdŢi* nds  bidjdj}Ă ibanuĂ isd ** jd uksbĂsn} ‐* dmnbĂ* ri ç`uĂsŢid çg mkyĂ śn ri dsygbd by `ngoid çg bin mng ng}isnks śn bdsi isd jk|n} niśid dldsĂ mng hkb' MdbĂ ygyj mng ng}isnks* **k sdŢĂ‐ usngmid `ngoid çg `ãgĂ ri xnbid bĂ dsi k ljkdsi śn uy}id rĂ ng}skmybĂ k dj}Ă **sdŢĂ‐ bdsi lyriri jk|n}Ă śn isd dldsĂ mng hkb' Bãgm ri jk|idy }kd}i ** sdŢiji‐ ri rban`cdy ibanuiji' 3' Uãs-udb  ‒  ri dmygdy `dn `yjŢn cĂniŢn* ri ç`uĂsŢidy çg mkyĂ ibanui śn myuĂ bi çśn lĂbidy gnś}i unr}kdji mng bsigon mi bkudb rdy mng cybĂŢn mi ji`g ksn rbãgmysĂ* ri drbygmidy usng }ylnśysnji mng sãud śbkjnn* rdy jnxnisĂ* śn ri bĂy}dy sibnuskb uig}sy d ** ri ç`uyśbd‐' Bãgm ygyj isd |Ăxy} ri r}snod bĂ}si ij **uãs - udb*  udb* uãs - udb‐*  udb‐* bij d|nxd} ri lĂbid bĂ `kdsi* dukn niśid mng  hkb' Ri uy}id* mdbĂ cĂniŢnn r}dcnjidy sioyjd mi jd çgbiuy}* bd cĂnd}yj **jk|n}‐ rĂ lni jiod} mi `ãngn śn mi unbnkdsi jãgoĂ yg bkudb' Dy `dn lkr} śn ngbnmig}i bãg m bij jiod} d lkr} yn}d} mi binjdjŢn* bãgm bkunnn isdy bai`dŢn dbdrĂ mi bĂ}si uĂsngŢn ui

uygidy

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uig}sy mnlnbyj}d}id  usngmisnn8 by mkyĂ mioi}i -35 mi uygb}i* by k `ãgĂ-45 uygb}i* by mkyĂ `ãngn -9

 uygb}i nds çg csdŢi ri uygidy 2 uygb}i' MyuĂ bi dsygbdy lnibdsi by cĂŢyj ri rban`cdy ibanuiji' =' ţĂsnji  ‒ Dbir}  ‒  Dbir} hkb

isd śn uig}sy li}i śn  uig}sy cĂniŢn' Ri R i dmygdy `dn `yjŢn bkunn* djioidy yg jkb `dn y`im* ri bysĂŢd jkbyj* dukn ri }sdrd yg msiu}ygoan by byŢn}yj śn ri ç`uĂsŢid çg `dn `yj}i xkgi gy`n}i ** ŢĂsn‐ śn lnibdsi çśn djioid Ţdsd jyn' MyuĂ dr}d* ri }sĂoid jd rksŢn bdsi }sicyni rĂ dsygbi usn`yj by byŢn}yj* dukn dbijd bdsi dsygbd usn`yj uy}id rĂ d}dbi Ţdsd ui bdsi k |knd* çglnoãgm byŢn}yj bã} `dn duskdui mi bkjŢyj ŢĂsnn dukn çśn `Ăsid Ţdsd uãgĂ dbkjk' Bij * * jk|n}‐ mdbĂ uy}id rĂ r}id çg bĂjbãn ui cybd}d sĂ`drĂ* `dn sĂ`ãgid çg  hkb* dj}lij isd bybisn}' Bãgm byŢn}yj gy ri çglnoid* çgbisbd ys`Ă}ksyj' 9' Gi`Ţkdnbd  ‒  Ri dmygdy cĂniŢnn śn lĂbidy k ukds}Ă bd uig}sy lk}cdj* ygyj isd  uks}ds nds çg }isig ri lĂbidy `dn `yj}i ibanui mi bã}i mkn śn udrd çg}si in dr}lij çgbã} rĂ mid okj by bduyj* by uniu}yj* by oigygbanyj śn by bĂjbãnyj' By bduyj ri

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 uniu}yj 45 nds by bãjbãnyj 49' Mng ibanud bdsi unismid ri djioid gkyj uks}ds śn hkbyj bkg}ngyd' * çg}s -yg mkby`ig} i`nr mi mk`gn}ksyj \jdm ţiuiś' Lkslk}d Cybysiś}nyjyn gi -d rysusngr' Çg hysyj gkr}sy* `dśngnji xy`xĂndy bd gnś}i djcngi' D` lkr} rysusngśn mi `isryj jks yśks adk}nb' Kd`ignn mi dnbn uĂsidy rĂ }sĂndrbĂ çg}s  çg}s k bkg}ngyĂ osdcĂ' Ri ruyjcisdri bi|d mng jngnś}id jngnś}id ud}sndsadjĂ d rd}yjyn gkr}sy' Mikmd}Ă* çg ldŢd gkdr}sĂ* dri`ign ygin unsd`nmi ngbdśi* ryjnŢãgm |Ăxmyayj by |ãslyj rĂy drbyŢn} ri snmnbĂ n`uks}dg}iji xndsi mng ŢdsĂ' Bdrd Usirin Jncisi' Bkunnn dy dljd} bĂ dnbn çśn dy rimnyj n`uks}dg}iji BkgmybĂ}ksnn |ibanyjyn sion` mksidy bd dbidr}Ă bkgr}sybŢni rĂ rysbjdrixi mng uygb} mi |imisi dsan}ib}ysdj Dsbyj mi ]sny`l ! rn`ckj dj `kgdsanr`yjyn.* lnngm ui dbiidśn dqĂ by K}kuign rdy by` d lkr} ij simigy`n}8  Diskuks}yj Ng}isgdŢnkgdj Aigsn BkdgmĂ '

dbir}d'

MyuĂ kbkjnśysn śn |nsdhi gi -d` }sixn} çg ldŢd ygin uksŢn n`igri bi gi mirbanmi bdjid rusi ‗'''yg unbnks mi ujdn*+ Ui -k oysĂ mi sdn ‗ ' Jy`i `yj}Ă śn mi mnlisn}i gdŢnkgdjn}ĂŢn dś}iu}dy çgbkjkgdŢn rĂ uĂ}sygmĂ çg}s -k jy`i mi `yj} duyrĂ' Rkdsiji r}sĂjybid `dn usni}igkr bd gnbnkmd}Ă' D` ng}sd} by`ngŢn śn }ĂbyŢn' Dnbn* mkn udxgnbn gi-dy md} ngmnbdŢnnji gibirdsi' D`ujdrd} çg}s -k ryuiscĂ kdxĂ mi |ismidŢĂ ui `djyj jdbyjyn AisĂr}sĂy* @yxiyj Rd}yjyn ‗ Mn`n}sni Oyr}n‐ dsd}d bd r}sĂ|ibanyj Kr}sk| mi ui Dud Rã`ci}in* ygmi çg `n}kjkond ukuyjdsĂ ri ruygi bĂ ri myb bin msiuŢn' Ng}sdŢn dnbn* d|id` n`usirnd bĂ |k` ln çg}ã`ungdŢn jd ksnbi okrukmĂsni mi |siyg cygnb rdy cygnbĂ' Jd ksnbi ngr}djdŢni* dś}iu}d` bd yg ldys rĂ gi uk|ir}idrbĂ mi uy}isnji `nsdbyjkdri dji dbir}ksd'

MyuĂ |nxn}dsid iqukxnŢnnjks dljd}i jd ng}sdsid çg `yxiy* d` `isr śn d` r}d} jd `drĂ' Gi d` ç`uĂsŢn} ygyj dj}ynd bi d|id` cyg mi dbdrĂ' \nxn}dsid `yxiyjyn d mi|ign} yg uijisngdh mi

 uysnlnbdsi' ]kŢn isd` çgryljiŢnŢn mi oãgmysn cygi śn usni}igkdri' Gi- d` çgbkjkgd} bã}i mkn* śn çg osyu* d` `isr rĂ cd}i` jd k dj}Ă ukds}Ă d gid`yjyn gkr}sy' Isd |kscd mi @yxiyj ţĂsdgyjyn Sk`ãg' Rimnyj dbir}ynd d lk r} sidjnxd} myuĂ ujdgysnji dsan}ib}yjyn G' Oanbd-CymiȞ}n* dljãgmy -ri ui ȑkridyd Fnrijill gs'2* jãgoĂ UndȖd \nb}ksnin ' NgrbsnuŢnd8 ‗MNGBKJK MI Yŗă ÇGBIUI ]N@UYJ' ÇGMSăXGNţN$‐* gi-d lĂby} rĂ sidjnxĂ` bĂ ys`Ă}ksyj ukudr ir}i ygyj mi rylji}' ]sicynd rĂ rn`Ţn` mngbkjk mi `d}isni' Mi dj}lij* dri`igid ngrbsnuȖnn gi -dy bĂjĂyxn} udśnn usng ng}isnksyj `yxiyjyn jd lnibdsi udr' @yxiyj d|id dgy`n}i rĂjn by migy`nsn ri`gnlnbd}n|i'

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lĂby} jd Udjd}yj Udsjd`ig}yjyn* bdsi oĂxmyniś}i @yx iyj Bkr}y`ijks Ukuyjdsi' Dbir}d d lkr} ngdyoysd} çg md}d mi 3= gkni`csni 355=* ri dljĂ ryc }y}ijd @yxiyjyn GdŢnkgdj dj Rd}yjyn Mn`n}sni Oyr}n śn ir}i oĂxmyn} mi bĂ}si Udjd}yj Udsjd`ig}yjyn* çg}s -ygd mng rĂjnji dbir}ynd dljd}i jd uds}isyj bjĂmnsnn' Gi-d` çg}ksr myuĂ yg msy` jygo śn kckrn}ks* si`i`ksãgm lnibdsi i}duĂ d iqbysrnin gkdr}si śn d` si}sĂn} `irndgnb ldu}yj bĂ d` lĂby} k ngbysrnygi çg }n`u* rusi |d}sd r}sĂcygĂ* bĂbn ‗Ryg} rylji} çg rylji}yj gid`yjyn `iy ŗn-n bãg} cybysnd śn -d`dsyj dgiji }dji m ysy}yj ryg} iy'''*‐ Çg s dgiji

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Jd çgbiuy}* kd`ignn giuy}ãgm md k iqujnbdŢni dgy`n}ks ligk`igi gd}ysdji rdy ygks   ckjn* dy d}sncyn} dbir}i jybsysn ygks lksŢi bdsi mnb}idxĂ mir}ngyj lnibĂsyn k`* dśd* dy duĂsy } mirbãg}ibiji' Miśn* çg }iq}iji mirbãg}ibijks duds Rlãg}d @dsnd rdy bands My`gixiy* `dond mirbãg}ibyjyn ir}i }k}dj mnlisn}Ă mi sijnoni* mirbãg}ibyj usiryuygi bdudbn}d}id ygyn k` mi d ngljyigŢd mir}ngyj y`dg* ui bãgm sijnond ujidbĂ mi jd nmiid iqnr}igŢin ygyn r}Ăuãg dcrkjy} bdsi mnsnhidxĂ çg }k}djn}d}i k jy`i bsid}Ă mi ij' Jd Ukodgd śn gy gy`dn* bands çg }kd}i rd}iji mi ui \djid ]y}k|in* mirbãg}ibiji dy bygkrby} k `dsi sĂruãgmnsi bands mdbĂ ri duijdy jd iji çg }dngĂ uig}sy bĂ gy isd bk`km rĂ ruyn bĂ dn lkr} **d |sĂhn}kdsi‐' Mi dbiid ir}i lkds}i osiy rĂ ldbn byjioisi mi mirbãg}ibi  uig}sy bĂ }sicyni rĂ dn yg osdm `dsi mi bsimncnjn}d}i ldŢĂ mi uisrkdgd bdsi ldbi mirbãg}ibiji* `dn djir bĂ dbir}i ** Mirbãg}Ă}kdsi‐ dy bkg|ngoisid bĂ mdbĂ ruygi byn|d mirbãg}ibyj* dbir}d çśn |d unismi uy}isid `donbĂ' \kn iqujnbd `dn hkr bã}i|d mirbãg}ibi bygkrby}i jd Ukodgd śn |kn gk`ngdjnxd śn bã}i|d uisrkdgi bdsi ś}ndy dbir}i sn}ydjysn' \sidy rĂ rycjngnix bĂ çg xkgd gkdr}sĂ mirbãg}ibiji isdy ** mkds mi cngi‐ dmnbĂ ri rycr}n}yndy ygin `imnbngn }sdmnŢnkgdji symn`ig}dsi çg}sybã} `yj}i mng}si mirbãg}ibi ryg} çg jioĂ}ysĂ r}sãgrĂ by ygiji ujdg}i rdy

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Kcnbinysn Ȟn }sdmnȖnn jkbdji

mnlisn}i ygij}i śn uskmyri'!iq8 }ĂsãŢi mi osãy* yjbnbĂ* uniu}igi* }Ă`ãni* cyrynkb* bds}kln* kŢi}* jiyś}idg* ayś}i mng cksś y`ujy}* i}b'. Ç`n dmyb d`ng}i bãgm isd` bkunn* iy śn rysksnji `iji* bãgm sĂbid` śn d|id` d`nomdjn}Ă* cygnbd gkdr}sĂ* @dsnd Mkcsng* xnbid bĂ gy d|i` gi|kni mi `imnbd`ig}i  uig}sy bĂ ś}ni id yg mirbãg}ib uig}sy ** oãjbn‐ bĂ dśd ri gy`id d`nomdjn}d çg }is`ign  ukuyjdsn' Gi dśixd ui yg rbdyg* çśn `ynd `ãngnji çg yjin mi `ãgbdsi rdy odx mi jd`uĂ* dukn gi lsibd jd oã} ruygãgm çg śkdu}Ă mirbãg}ibyj8  **OãjbĂ* oãjbyjnŢĂ oã jbyjnŢĂ + LĂ -}i lysbyjnŢĂ+ ŗn }i my jd cdj}Ă+ ŗn cid duĂ bdjmĂ+ ŗn }i my jd MygĂsi+ ŗn cid duĂ }yjcysi+ ŗn }i ryni ui cyś}idg+ ŗn }i lĂ bã} yg ckr}dg+ OãjbĂ bã} usygd+ OãjbĂ bã} djygd+ OãjbĂ bã} lĂngd+ OãjbĂ bã} gnbnygd+  RĂ baini* rĂ sĂrbaini* rĂ sĂ`ãgĂ ………… '! gy`iji bijyn mirbãg}d}.* bysd} śn r}sibysd} bd  @dnbd Mk`gyjyn bi-k jĂrd} ' Çg }n`uyj mirbãg}ibyjyn* `nśbdsid sn}`nbĂ r i ryusduygi by mngd`nbd |kscnsnn* uskuyjrdsid by|ng}ijks ir}i rkgksĂ* bãgm dbbijisd}Ă* bãgm jig}Ă śn n`usn`Ă |kbnn yg dgy`n} }n`csy |kbdj* bksiruygxĂ}ks r}Ăsnn urnanbi dji }Ă`Ămyn}ksyjyn ui bdsi |sid rĂ k ryoisixi śn ckjgd|yjyn' Bãgm **oãjbnji‐ isdy usid `dsn* ri n`uygid dj}Ă `i}kmĂ śn dgy`i **bĂjbd}yj oãjbnjks‐' Dr}d usiryuygi ys`Ă}ksyj **}sd}d`ig}‐8 ckjgd|yj isd dśixd} ui rbdyg* by oysd bĂrbd}Ă* dukn mirbãg}Ă}kdsid cĂod mioi}iji çg odx mi jd`uĂ śn n ji  cĂod uãgĂ jd oãjbn çg}ãn ui k uds}i dukn śn ui uds}id bidjdj}Ă śn by mioi}iji ji ruĂsoid' MyuĂ dr}d* ckjgd|yj rbynud* ri bjĂ}id* nds odxyj mi jd`uĂ ri bk`uks}d bd yg mixnglib}dg}' Mirbãg}ibyj mi djcidŢĂ* ckdjĂ mi kban sĂruãgmn}Ă çg `imnyj sysdj jd dgn`dji* dudsi śn jd gkn* jd Ukodgd* çg bdsi ryg} ng|kbd}i 33 mi `Ă}ysiji* osicjyŢi* ui}ibiji bdsi çg jkb rĂ ri mybĂ jd cnrisnbĂ* }sicyni rĂ sĂ`ãgĂ dbdrĂ rĂ bysiŢi kbanyj Hkndgin rdy UjĂ|dg8  ** MkyĂxibn  śn mkyĂ mi `Ă}ysiji*+ MkyĂxibn śn mkyĂ mi osicjyŢi*+ MkyĂxibn M kyĂxibn śn mkyĂ mi ui}ibyŢi+ Ygmi |Ă mybiŢn; + Çg rd} jd cnrisnbĂ'+ Gy |Ă mybiŢn jd cnrisnbĂ+ \ignŢn jd Hkndgd+ By osicjyŢĂ rĂ  osicjdŢn djcidŢĂ+ By `Ă}ysyŢĂ rĂ `Ă}ysdŢn djcidŢĂ+ By ui}ibyŢĂ rĂ ś}isoiŢn djcidŢĂ+ RĂ sĂ`ãgĂ bysd}Ă śn jy`ngd}Ă+ Bd `dnbd mng bis jĂrd}Ă' Mirbãg}ibyj  mi  **cĂśnbĂ sid‐ rdy ** cycç sĂ‐ bygkdś}i `dn `yj}i |dsndg}i' Çg ygd mng}si iji* }kd}i cyci ji ksodgnxidxĂ k by`i}sni nd s ** cycd  cycd sĂ‐ gy ri  usixng}Ă śn d}ygbn unisi ** Bd ruy`d mi `dsi*+ Bd skyd mi rkdsi‐ dj}iksn* gy ir}i bai`d}Ă śn mi ryuĂsdsi ri yrybĂ mng sĂmĂbngĂ śn unisi bands mdbĂ ir}i mi 3 = mi lijysn8  ** CĂśnbĂ  CĂśnbĂ djcĂ* cĂśnbĂ gidosĂ*+ CĂśnbĂ ciśnbd}Ă+ Uir}i odsm  dsygbd}Ă+ By` i bĂ`dśd yrbd}Ă+ Niśn cĂśnbĂ sĂ mng }kd}i çgbaini}ysnji+ B -k lĂby} cyciji k by`i}sni+ ŗn -k bai`d} }kd}i ciśnbnji+ Gy`dn ciśnbd bid sĂ g -k |ign}+ ŗn }dsi r -k ryuĂsd}+ Mi jd |ãsl r -k yrbd}+ Mi jd sĂmĂbngĂ k ribd}+ RĂ baini* rĂ sĂrbaini+ Bd ruy`d mi `dsi+ Bd skyd mi rkdsi‐ Mikbanyj* dbidr}Ă r}dsi mi sĂy oigisdj* bdsi ir}i śn jd k` mds śn jd dgn`dji* gy ir}i k ckdjĂ d ygyn dgy`n} ksodg* id gy ukd}i ln jkbdjnxd}Ă* k`yj mikbaid} d`iŢiś}i* ri rn`}i sĂy* bands ukd}i jiśngd rdy `dn osd| ri ukd}i `ysn' Mi `yj}i ksn r -d ruibyjd} ui jd ŢdsĂ bĂ dgy`n}i uisrkdgi dy **kban sĂy‐ dmnbĂ mikdbai śn gy mi `yj}i ksn* `kds}id ygyn bkunj rdy dgn`dj msdo d lkr} uyrĂ ui rid`d mikbanyjyn' Uig}sy djy godsid mikbanyjyn jd |dbn mi

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Kcnbinysn Ȟn }sdmnȖnn jkbdji

iqi`ujy* ri jyd gnś}i }ĂsãŢi* ri uygid çg}s -k yjbnbĂ śn by k jngoysĂ mi ji`g ri `ir}ibd çg yjbnbĂ śn ri ruygid rdbdmd} mirbãg}ibyj nds ui djkbysn n`uisd}n|8  **Mi-n ln mikbaid} mi Ţnodg+   Mi-n ln mikbaid} mi hnmdg+ Mi- n ln mi rĂoi}Ă}ysĂ+ Mi -n ln mi ukbn}ysĂ+ Mi -n ln mi >> mi lijysn+  RĂ lyon mi jd ……+ Mng kban* mng}si kban+ Mng bsinisnn bduyjyn+ Mng ldŢd kcsdxyjyn+ Mng bygygd mngŢnjks+ Mng `Ămy|d kdrijks+ ŗn by}dsi rĂ sĂ`ãgĂ bysd}+ Bd dsong}yj r}sibysd}+ Bd `dnbd bi j-k lĂby}+ Bd My`gixiy bi -k jĂrd} ' Jd gkn çg rd} mirbãg}d mi mikban cdcd Uduybnkdnd !Uduyb Nkdgd. * Njidgd jyn Udgdng}i śn @njn}nd' Mi`yj}* ui jd rd}i śn gy gy`dn* bãgm k ld}Ă sĂ`ãgid gi`Ăsn}d}Ă ksn |siyg cĂnd} giçgrysd} ri xnbid bĂ ji -d lĂby} bngi|d !sn|djĂ rdy sn|dj. |siyg mirbãg}ib rĂ sĂ`ãgĂ rngoysn' D}ygbn ri duijd jd mirbãg}ibyj **mi mirlĂby}‐ bdsi usiryuygid çglsyg}dsid ygks lksŢi kuyri* myś`Ăgnd lnngm }sdgruyrĂ çg ksnxkg}ysn gi|Ăxy}i* mkds cĂgyn}i* bkgljnb}yj bygkrbãgm  uskuksŢnn ygn|isrdji'  **Gy mirldb by ygd* mirldb by mkyĂ+ Gy mirldb by ku}* mirldb by gkyĂ+   Mirldb by xibi śn by `ãngnji -d`ãgmkyĂ+ Mi ysãbnygi* mi cysãbnygi* mi r}snodsi+ Mi ysã}yj  bij `dsi+ Mi ldu}* mi md}* mi lĂby}* mi ysã}+ Jd `ngi }i-k }sn`nr by lyryj+ Iy jd mãgrd }i }sn`n} by bĂyśyj+ Çg bdrd in* jd `drd in* çg adngd in+ RĂ }i ldbn mng }syu* jyu+ RĂ }i -duybn* r-k `Ăgãgbn+ RĂ sĂ`ãn jy`ngd}Ă śn bysd}Ă+ Bd @dnbd Mk`gyjyn jĂrd}Ă' MyuĂ dbir} mirbãg}ib* ld}d rdy cĂnd}yj ys`d rĂ lni nycnŢn śn |ĂxyŢn mi bin mng hys bd jy`ngd rkdsijyn mi udsbĂ rkdsiji ds ln sĂrĂsn} mng in' Bãgm k dgy`n}Ă uisrkdgĂ `ãgbd bi|d bdsi çn lĂbid sĂy ri xnbid bĂ **n r -d ujibd}‐ śn }sicynd giduĂsd} rĂ lni mirbãg}d} mi ujibd}i8  **Ujibd}i* ujibĂbnkdri+ NiśnŢn |kn m ng ng ir}i kdri  uĂbĂ}kdri+ RĂ baini *rĂ sĂrbaini+ RĂ sĂ`ãgĂ by}dsi jy`ngd}+ ŗn r}sibysd} bd @dnbd  Mk`gyjyn bi-k jĂrd}' Çg }n`uyj mirbãg}ibyjyn* ckjgd|yj isd lsibd} jd çgbaini}ysnji `ãngnjks  śn jd }ã`uji' ]k} çg ksnxkg}yj `imnbngnn ukuyjdsi ng}sĂ śn dj}i mirbãg}ibi śn usdb}nbn8 mi hygoan* mi `Ăriji* mi gĂhn}* mi `yśbĂ}ysĂ mi śdsui* mi kscdjŢ* mi uĂs* mi sãni mi rĂoi}Ă}ysĂ* mi r}sãgr* mi ym`Ă rdy mi |nis`i' Ç`n dmyb d`ng}i bĂ d}ygbn bãgm bngi|d çśn rbjng}id k `ãgĂ rdy yg  unbnks* `isoid jd k cĂ}sãgĂ bdsi d|yriri oi`ign śn }sicynd **rĂ -n bdjbi `ãgd rdy unbnksyj‐ śn ri ruygid bĂ kryj ri mĂmid jd jkb' Uskbimiyj isd bd` dśd8 **Udbnig}yj‐ ri dśixd by `ãgd rdy  unbnksyj ui k uisgĂ uyrĂ ui usdoyj yśnn nds cĂ}sãgd }Ă`Ămyn}kdsi ri ysbd çgbi} by unbnksyj ui `i`csyj dlib}d}' Ri `dn çg}ã`ujdy śn ngbnmig}i bãgm cdcd isd yg unb **dly`d}Ă‐ śn bĂjbd  uãgĂ çŢn syuid mi }k} `ãgd rdy unbnksyj* mds mi biji `dn `yj}i ksn kd`ignn ri r i |ngmibdy by dbir}i `nhjkdbi symn`ig}dsi uig}sy bĂ `imnbngd `kmisgĂ d uĂ}sygr jd rd}i `dn }ãsxny' Bsim bĂ lnibdsi mng}si gkn gy ukd}i yn}d by` çgmsĂon}yj uk|ir}n}ks Nkg BsidgoĂ* çg lsy`kdrd kuisĂ **D`ng}nsn mng bkunjĂsni‐ gi mirbsni by ud}n`Ă śn y`ks by` d lkr} ij |ngmibd} mi **bngr}n}d mi akjisĂ‐ mi ** mkl}ksnn rd}yjyn* `kś \drnji ţdgmysĂ śn dj}yj bdsi  usĂhidy ui lkb yg bidyg `dsi by akś}ngi by rĂy śn myuĂ bi `n -dy }sdr k lsibĂ}ysĂ cygĂ by kŢi} mi jiyś}idg* dy çg}ngr akś}ngiji lniscngbnkdri ui k uãgxĂ}ysĂ śn ` -dy çglĂśd} by iji uir}i }k} nds d mkyd xn `- d` }sixn} rĂgĂ}kr bd }kŢn rĂgĂ}kśnn‐' Nds uig}sy sãnd jyd}Ă mi jd bdusiji NsngybĂn* cygnbd jyn BsidgoĂ lkjkriś}i ** mkak} mi `ir}idbĂg‐'

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Kcnbinysn Ȟn }sdmnȖnn jkbdji

LnngmbĂ `imnbngd `kmisgĂ d uĂ}sygr jd rd}i `yj} `dn }ãsxny* ŢĂsdgyj sk`ãg d lkr} gi|kn} rĂ ri mirbysbi rngoys* rĂ oĂridrbĂ rkjyŢnn mng `imnyj duskund}  uig}sy bĂ mi `yj}i ksn çg rd}iji gkdr}si gy ri uy}id dhygoi gnbn by bĂsyŢd d}ygbn bãgm ujkyd rdy gngoid' Mi dbiid* k`yj rn`ujy* d bk`cngd} mirbãg}ibiji by ujdg}iji `imnbngdji rdy by uskusni}ĂŢn bysd}n|i8 `yśiŢijyj* bkdmd śksnbijyjyn* bkdmd bdjyjyn* jy`ãgĂsnbd*  ukhdsgnŢd* ljkdsid mi }in* lsygxd mi asidg* lsygxd mi |dsxĂ* bds}klyj* `Ăbiśyj* lsygxd mi gyb śn dj}i ujdg}i ui bdsi k`yj rn`ujy ji -d lkjkrn} by `Ănir}sni çg ld|kdsid rd'

Uskl' Sk`ik Rysmy

Uig}sy rd}nrldbisid gibirn}ĂŢnjks jkbdji* k uds}i mng jkbyn}ksn n bk`ygin Ukodgd r-dy ruibndjnxd} çg usijybsdsid mnlisn}ijks `d}isnn usn`i by` ds ln8 ji`gyj* lnisyj* jãgd* bisidjiji* uninji mi dgn`dji* uduysd i}b' Ygiji mng}si dbir}i `irisnn r- dy }sdgr`nr uãgĂ çg xnyd mi dr}Ăxn mng }d}Ă çg lny* dj}iji dy mnruĂsy}' Mix|kj}dsid rkbni}ĂŢnn śn dudsnŢnd gknjks }iagkjkonn d bkgmyr ngi|n}dcnj jd mnrudsnŢnd gy`iskdrijks çgmiji}gnbnsn usdb}nbd}i mi bĂ}si jkbyn}ksnn bk`ygin' Mk}dsid d}ijnisijks ngmn|nmydji d i|kjyd} mi jd ygij}i symn`ig}dsi mi `ãgĂ jd mnlisn}i `ibdgnr`i śn ngr}djdŢnn by yg sdgmd`ig} ruksn}' Usixig}Ă` çg bkg}ngydsi bã}i|d mng}si çgmiji}gnbnsnji jkbyn}ksnjks bk`ygin gkdr}si usiby` śn `iś}iśyodsnn bi dy usdb}nbd} dbir}i `irisnn r}sĂ|iban' Uig}sy bkgr}synsid jkbyngŢijks* d dmĂukr}ysnjks uig}sy dgn`dji* uig}sy bkglib Ţnkgdsid ygij}ijks lkjkrn}i çg okrukmĂsni* kcnib}ijks mi `kcnjnis* `nhjkdbijks mi }sdgruks} i}b'‐ji`gyj d lkr} k `d}isni usn`Ă mi cdxĂ klisn}Ă mi uĂmysnji mng xkgĂ* ui bdsi jkbyn}ksnn bk`ygin Ukodgd j- dy lkjkrn} mng |si`ysn r}sĂ|iban' Bkglks` bkgmnbnn jny xnjks mi jd 4152* rd}iji BãshĂkdgn* CkoiȞ}n Ȟn ]k`iȞ}n isdy sigy`n}i uig}sy iqujkd}dsid baisir}ijin' Bin `dn `yjŢn `iś}isn ji`gdsn isdy myjoaisnn* }ã`ujdsnn* mkodsnn Ȟn sk}dsnn' Myjoaisnn bkgr}syndy bdriji* osdhmysnji śn bijijdj}i dgiqi okrukmĂsiś}n' Jd bk gr}synsid bdrijks myjoaisnn isdy dhy}dŢn mi jybsĂ}ksnn gibdjnlnbdŢn* mi sioyjĂ uskusni}dsnn jkbyngȖin' Uig}sy bkgr}sybȖnnji `dn n`uks}dg}i8 bkgdbiji cknisiȞ}n* cnrisnbnji* Ȟbkjnji i}b' isdy dmyȞn `irisndȞn nmnbdsid cnrisnbnn mng rd}yj Ukodgd d lkr} by iquisnigȖĂ* iquisnigȖĂ* by bdjnlnbdsi ryuisnkdsĂ' Uig}sy s nmnbdsid dmyr yg myjoais bdjnlnbd}* `Ăs}ysni çg dbir} rigr k bkgr}n}yni unrdgnd rbsnrĂ by bdsdb}isi bansnjnbi ‐ Dbidr} Ă rlãg}Ă cnrisnbĂ r-dy jybsd} mi `ngi bdjld Gibyjdny jd |ijid} 4144 śn r -dy  rĂ|ãsśn}k jid} 4143‐' Bkgr}sybŢnnji mng ji`g !bdri* osdhmysn* rĂjdśi* rdn|dgi. snmnbd}i çg ys`Ă by uir}i 495 ‒ 355 ‒ 355 mi dgn ri dljĂ śn çg usixig} çg }kd}i rd}iji bk`ygin'

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Mi sioyjĂ* }ã`ujdsnn jybsdy uniriji mi `kcnjnis rdy lngnrdy jybsĂsnji ilib}yd}i mi myjoaisn* mkodsnn isdy ruibndjn xdȖn çg bkglibȖnkgdsid |drijks Ȟn cy}kdnijks nds sk}dsnn ri kbyudy by jybsyj bdsijks Ȟn d skȖnjks' @iś}isnn ji`gdsn d`ng}nŢn mi -d jygoyj }n`uyjyn8 Uduyb Oaiksoai !sk}ds.* Sibid Osnoksi mng Ukodgd* @dsdgmnȞ Gibyjdn mng Ckoiś}n* \drnji Bnkbdg mng ]k`iȞ}n* U i}sk|nbn ]kdmis* Bkr}id \drnji !mkods. mng @Ărbysin* GnbĂ @dr}dbdg !Rlãg}y. śn Bkr}nbĂ ]kuksdś mng BãshĂkdgn ' Dr}Ăxn çg}ãjgn` çg rd}iji bk`ygin Ukodgd gy`iskȞn }ã`ujdsn bdsi lkjkrirb bd `d}isni usn`Ă d}ã} ji`gyj bã} śn `d}isndjiji ri`nldcsnbd}i* uskbiryj }iagkjkonb śn ygij}iji y}njnxd}i y}njnxd}i lnngm }k}dj mnlisn}i mnlisn}i ld}Ă bi biji lkjkrn}i mi dby` 95 -455 mi dgn' @dhksn}d}id `iś}isnjks lnisdsn mng bk`ygd Ukodgd ri kbyudy by uk}bk|n}yj dgn`djijks* bkglibŢnkgdsid śn siudsdsid ygij}ijks dosnbkji* iji`ig}ijks mi liskgisni

śn d dj}ks dj}ks ygij}i lkjkrn}i çg okrukmĂsnn' D}ijnisiji isdy bkgr}syn}i ui jãgoĂ okrukmĂsnn* lnibdsi mng iji d|ãgm çg mk}dsi byu}ksyj uig}sy çgbĂjxn} `i}djyj* gnbk|djd* ngr}sy`ig}i mi jybsy śn yg sibnunig} by duĂ gibirds bĂjnsnn lnisyjyn' Bd }iagnbĂ mi jybsy ri lkjkrid  usijybsdsid lnisyjyn jd bdjm usng çgbĂjxnsi śn dukn `kmijdsid usng jk|nsi by bnkbdgyj* }dnisi*  uislksdsi rdy çgbk|knisi' Lnisdsnn drnoysdy śn liskgisnd uig}sy bkgr}synsid bdsijks' Dbir}i `nhjkdbi mi }sdgruks} d|idy lkds}i `yj}i çg}Ăsn}ysn śn uniri mi jioĂ}ysĂ mng lnis' Çg rd}yj Ukodgd isd sigy`n}Ă lnisĂsnd lsdŢnjks Nksoy śn lnisĂsnd jyn @kbdgy CsĂ}ndgy* çg rd}yj CkoiȞ}n isd bygkrby} lnisdsyj Oãjid Oaiksoai 6 çg rd}iji BãshĂk dgn Ȟn @Ărbysin isd sigy`nȖn lnisdsnn8 Jygoy Bkr}nbĂ* @doais Bkr}nbĂ* Gimijby Oaiksoai śn Bkr}id Jn|ny nds çg rd}yj ]k`iś}n Nksmdbai Bkr}dbai' Çg usixig} gy ri `dn usdb}nbĂ dbidr}Ă çgmiji}gnbnsi' Rd}yj Ukodgd lnngm d`ujdrd} çg duskunisid sãyjyn ]y}k|d* d d|y} gy`iskdri `ksn mi duĂ' Uk}sn|n} |ibanjks kcnbinysn `ksnji dy lkr} jiod}i mi `kśnn lnngm  uk`ign}i çg db}iji mi |ãgxdsi by`uĂsdsi ‗ndxysn by |dmysn mi `kdsĂ‐' Mkby`ig}iji nr}ksnbi bis}nlnbĂ iqnr}igŢd `ksnjks jd Ukodgd* mi iqi`ujy* iqi`ujy* çg}s -yg db} mi |ãgxdsi by`uĂsdsi mi jd 41 ir}i ruibnlnbd}8 ‚……bdsn ldb k ony`Ă}d}i mi rd} mi Bkr`Ăgiś}n !Ukodgd.* uds}id mi onkr* uds}id jyn Ysndbai \ksgnbyj by rnjnś}id rd}yjyn* by jkb mi anjĂś}iy  śn mi `kdsĂ* by jkbyj mi ŢdsngĂ śn by }k} jkbyj ……‐  ……‐  @ksnji d`ujdrd}i çg duskunisid ndxysnjks !aijiȞ}inijks.* isdy d`igdhd}i usng cjkbdsid bys ryjyn mi duĂ by yg csãy mi uĂ`ãg}' Ui jãgoĂ skjyj mi d dmygd k bdg}n}d}i bdg}n}d}i `dn `dsi mi duĂ gibirdsĂ çg|ãs}nsnn uni}sijks mi `kdsĂ ui }n`u mi ribi}Ă* dbir}i ndxysn isdy lkjkrn}i śn uig}sy bsiś}isid uiś}njks' Kmd}Ă by mix|kj}dsid }iagnbnn* `ksnji mi duĂ dy mnruĂsy} lnngm çgjkbyn}i by biji dbŢnkgd}i mi `k}kdsi ijib}snbi' Dr}Ăxn çg bk`ygd Ukodgd lygbŢnkgidxĂ ud}sy `ksn dbŢnkgd}i ijib}snb mkyĂ çg rd}yj Ukodgd* ygd çg rd}yj BãshĂkdgn śn ygd çg rd}yj ]k`iś}n' Çg dgyj 4>3= jd Ukodgd isd `igȖnkgd} bd `ksds Ckomdg Dj iby' Dj}i `iś}iśyoysn usdb}nbd}i8 usijybsdsid uninjks* d jãgnn !Ţiry}yj* }ksryj* ç`uji}n}yj.* usijybsdsid bãgiuin śn d uduysnn * bkgr}synsid rkcijks' Çg bk`ygd Ukodgd gy dy

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Bk`ygd Ukodgd

Kcnbinysn Ȟn }sdmnȖnn jkbdji

lkr} nmig}nlnbdŢn `iś}iśyodsn ruibndjnxdȖn çg usijybsdsid dbir}ks `d}isnnjks usn`i* çgrĂ çg `dn }kd}i okrukmĂsnnji r -dy usdb}nbd} dbir}i çgmiji}gnbnsn* çgmikricn uig}sy rd}nrldbisid gi|knjks  uisrkgdji'

Dgy`nŢn okrukmdsn isdy usnbiuyŢn jd bkglibŢnkgdsid kungbnjks* ad`ysnjks* cnbijks* ban`nsijks* }sdnr}ijks i}b' Çg |si`ysnji çgmiuĂs}d}i r}nbjd mi oid` isd yg uskmyr lkds}i rby`u* mi dbiid dbiid ŢĂsdgnn uygidy uygidy çg jkbyj oid`yjyn unin mi dgn`dji rycŢnsn śn lkds}i  cngi bysĂŢd}i* uig}sy d mi|ign }sdgrudsig}i' Jkbyn}ksnn bk`ygn}ĂȖnn duijdy miriksn jd `iȞ}isnn bkhkbdsn uig}sy bkglibȖnkgdsid mn|isrijks ds}nbkji mi ç`csĂbĂ`ng}i8 bkhkdbi* cygmi* bĂbnyjn' @iȞ}isnn bkhkbdsn bdsi dy usdb}nbd} dbidr}Ă `irisni çg yj}n`iji mibignn ryg}8 @kbdgy ȑ}ildg mng CkoiȞ}n* Oçly Ui}sdbai mng ]k`iȞ}n* Ui}by ]n}n Ȟn Byby I`dgknj mng Ukodgd' Bd `iś}is bnyck}ds uy}i ` d`ng}n  ui GnbĂ N|dg mng BãshĂk dgn' Dr}Ăxn* dbir}i `irisnn gy ri `dn usdb}nbĂ' Usijybsdsid jãgnn ir}i k çgmiji}gnbnsi ui bdsi k çg}ãjgn` Ȟn çg xnjiji gkdr}si' Gy`iskdri okrukmngi mng bk`ygd Ukodgd çgbĂ `dn `dn bkglibȖnkgidxĂ  ujduk`i* ç`uji}irb bnksdun* `Ăgyśn njnbi* ygiji `dn Ţir śn jd sĂxckn' Usijybsdsid jãgnn isd yg uskbir mir}yj mi bk`ujiq' Dbir}d çgbiuid |dsd* kmd}Ă by }ygmisid knjks' Jãgd isd ruĂjd}Ă* yrbd}Ă* rbĂs`Ăgd}Ă* uniu}Ăgd}Ă myuĂ bdsi isd }kdsrĂ uig}sy d kcŢngi lnsiji mi jãgĂ' Dr}Ăxn }ksryj jãgnn d mnruĂsy} bd çgmiji}gnbnsi6 okrukmngiji usilisĂ rĂ dbanxnŢnkgixi jãgd myuĂ bi d lkr} usijybsd}Ă }iagkjkonb by dhy}ksyj `dśngnjks ruibndjnxd}i' Mng}si okrukmngiji bdsi dy Ţiry} jd sĂxckn d`ng}n` ui8 ţã`ckn Ijigd* Rãscy Ijigd* R}dgbny LĂgnbd* @d}in Xknbd* mng Ukod gd* ygiji mng iji  uds}nbnuãgm jd iqukxnŢnd mi bk|kdsi }sdmnŢnkgdji }sdmnŢnkgdji ksodgnxd}Ă jd \drjyn' Bãgiud d bkgr}n}yn} `d}isnd usn`Ă uig}sy ldcsnbdsid ŢirĂ}ysnjks ŢirĂ}ysnjks śn d lygnnjks' lygnnjks' Lncsd mng bdsi ri kcŢng lnsiji }iq}nji ir}i bkgŢngy}Ă çg }yjungd bãgiuin* ujdg}Ă bi d lkr} byj}n|d}Ă k çgmijygod}Ă uisnkdmĂ mi }n`u ui }isn}ksnyj bk`ygin Ukodgd' Uskbiryj }iagkjkonb uig}sy kcŢngisid lnsijks mi bãgiuĂ gibirn}d udsbysoisid `dn `yj}ks i}dui' MyuĂ sibkj}dsi }yjungnji mi bãgiuĂ isdy }kun}i* dmnbĂ isdy jĂrd}i jd mycn} uig}sy d riudsd lncsd ji`gkdrĂ mi lncsd }iq}njĂ' Uskbiryj mi riudsdsi ri sidjnxd by dhy}ksyj `ijnŢin' Lynksyj kcŢngy} ri sĂoanjixĂ !ri mirldbi çg lnsi `dn rycŢnsn. ri undu}ĂgĂ dukn ri }kdsbi' Dr}Ăxn gy ri `dn usdb}nbĂ dbidr}Ă çgmiji}gnbnsi' Uduysd d lkr} lkjkrn}Ă jd bkglibŢnkgdsid skokhngnjks śn d bkśysnjks' Mng }n`uysn mi`yj} duyri jkbyn}ksnn mng bk`ygd Ukodgd bkglibŢnkgdy skokhngn bi d|idy k jdsoĂ çg}sicyngŢdsi8 isd dś}isgy}Ă ui  ukmid* ui byu}ks* ri çg|ijidy jioy`iji* ri bĂu}yśidy śkuskdgi* ri doĂŢdy jd yśd osdhmy jyn rĂ ji lni `dn bdjm |n}ijks i}b' Çg dgyj 411? rd}yj ]k`iȞ}n isd sigy`n} uig}sy bkglibȖnkgdsid skokhngnjks' Jkbyn}ksnn mng rd}yj CkoiȞ}n bygkrb śn dr}Ăxn }iagnbd ç`uji}nsnn skokhngnjks* çgrĂ gn`ign gy `dn usdb}nbĂ dbidr}Ă `irisni'

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 Ç  Uskl' Sk`ik Rysmy

Ygn}ĂŢnji mi `ĂrysĂ dy duĂsy} mng gibirn}ĂȖn usdb}nbi* kmd}Ă by mix|kj}dsid  uisbiuŢnnjks śn siusixig}Ăsnjks `d}i`d}nbi' Db}n|n}ĂȖnji bysig}i dji usn`njks kd`ign çg mk`ignyj dosnbyj}ysnn rdy bk`isȖyjyn* d bkg myr ngi|n}dcnj jd ng}skmybisid ygks i}djkdgi  uig}sy d ldbnjn}d `Ărysdsid mnlisn}ijks `Ăsn`n by bdsi jybsdy' @Ăs}ysnn çg dbir} rigr ji çg}ãjgn` jd |ibanji bn|njnxdŢnn bi dy }sĂn} çg bã`und @irkuk}d`nin dby` 9555 mi dgn * çgrĂ*  usn`iji mk|ixn bdsi d}ir}Ă ilib}ydsid `ĂrysĂ}ksnjks }i`uksdji ryg} `yj} `dn |iban' MyuĂ kungnd bisbi}Ă}ksnjks* bdjigmdsiji jygdsi mirbkuisn}i dy k |iban`i mi uir}i 49 -35 `nn mi dgn'

Çg lygbŢni mi mix|kj}dsid ibkgk`nbĂ śn rkbndjĂ * lnibdsi ukuks d ng}skmyr mnlisn}i rnr}i`i `i}skjkonbi' @ dn }kd}i bn|njnxdŢnnji dy dmku}d} bd i}djkg uig}sy `Ărysdsid jygon`njks  uĂsŢn dji bksuyjyn k`igirb8 mioi}yj* udj`d* bk}yj* udryj' Ygn}ĂŢnji mi `ĂrysĂ lkjkrn}i mi r}sĂ`kȞnn gkȞ}sn isdy |dsndcnji* `Ăsn`nji dbir}ksd rylisngm `kmnlnbĂsn çg lygbȖni mi uisnkdm d nr}ksnbĂ rdy mi xkgd oikosdlnbĂ* miriksn dhygoãgmy -ri jd rn}ydŢnn bkgljnb}ydji d}ygbn bãgm uskmyriji rdy }isigysnji isdy `Ărysd}i çg |imisid bk`isbndjnxĂsnn' Uig}sy d i|n}d dbir}i gidhygrysn* çg bk`ygn}ĂŢnji sir}sãgri* dy lkr} dmku}d}i ygn}ĂŢnji mi `ĂrysĂ i}djkg !udj`d i}djkg* r}ãghigyj i}djkg i}b'. bi isdy uĂr}sd}i çg cnrisnbn' Dr}Ăxn* rnr}i`iji mi `ĂrysĂ gibkg|igȖnkgdji ryg} lkds}i uyȖng y}njnxd}i' ÇgbĂ mng bjdriji usn`dsi* jd kcnib}yj @d}i`d}nbĂ ryg} usimd}i ygn}ĂŢnji mi `ĂrysĂ r}dgmdsmnxd}i ng}isgdŢn kgdj8 uig}sy jygon`i `i}syj !`.* uig}sy ryusdldŢĂ `3 * uig}sy |kjy` 2 ` * uig}sy bdudbn}d}i jn}syj !j.* uig}sy `drĂ fnjkosd`yj !fo.* uig}sy }n`u ribygmd !r.* nds bd ygn}d}i `kgi}dsĂ * jiyj' Ygn}ĂŢnji mi `ĂrysĂ r}dgmdsmnxd}i ng}isgdŢnkgdj !`i}syj Ȟ n fnjkosd`yj. dy lkr} ng}skmyri çg dgyj 4?>>' @i}syj* bd ygn}d}i mi `ĂrysĂ uig}sy jygon`i* siusixig}d d =5- d `njnkdgd uds}i mng jygon`id `isnmndgyjyn uĂ`ãg}irb bdsi }sibi usng Udsnr* nds fnjkosd`yj* bd ygn}d}i mi `ĂrysĂ uig}sy `drĂ* siusixig}d `drd ygyn mibn`i}sy byc mi duĂ mnr}njd}Ă jd }i`uisd}ysd mi = 5B' Çg dbir} ds}nbkj gi uskuygi` rĂ r}ymni` ygn}ĂŢnji mi `ĂrysĂ lkjkrn}i çg @kjmk|d `imni|djĂ* `dn iqdb} çg xkgd ]y}k|in* uãgĂ jd ng}skmybisid ygn}ĂŢnjks mi `ĂrysĂ r}dgmdsmnxd}i ng}isgdȖnkgdj'

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Çg dbijdśn mkby`ig}* mk`gn}ksyj Dg}ika Bkgr}dg}ng \kni|km* çg}ĂsiȞ}i msiu}yj jd  uskusni}d}i dryusd d 49 uĂ`ãg}ysn śn > udśn çg rd}yj CsĂmnbign !CĂnbign.* djĂ}ysn mi Ukodgd' MyuĂ by` ri ukd}i kcris|d* çg dbir} mkby`ig} ryg} ruibnlnbd}i `Ăsn`nji ygn}ĂŢnjks mi `ĂrysĂ8 4uĂ`çg} 0 39 udśn śn 4 udr 0 ? udj`i' UĂ`ãg}ysnji çg lsyg}i isdy dbiji uĂ`ãg}ysn bdsi d|idy bdui}iji çg |d}sd rd}yjyn'

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