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>. Cnskssavk Nk`jvacr IV Chjy, wkmfcik tc t`k iaea-stcry gcr Cnskssavk Nk`jvacr mkssce. Mkt‑s bkt stjrtkl. Chjy, Fjt`y jmwjys jmwjys cnskssks cnskssks jncut Kebmas`. Kebmas`. V`k fcestjetmy fcestjetmy wcrraks jncut tjhaeb tjhaeb t`k \CKG \CKGM M tkst. R`ke s`k wcrraks, s`k jmwjys runs `kr `jels tcbkt`kr. \`ky jrk jmwjys f`jggkl. @kr grakel, Bjnrakm, as t`k cppcsatk. @k jmwjys cpts tc rkijae rkmjxkl. @k jmwjys rkpraijels Fjt`y Fjt`y.. ”Fjt`y, stcp cnskssaeb jncut Kebmas`, ljie at.’ Fjt`y ekvkr stjels up tc Bjnrakm larkftmy. V`k oust sjys, ”A‑i scrry. scrry. Tmkjsk lce‑t nk ijl.’ \`ke s`k sjys, ”[i, nut mkt‑s bc t`k manrjry ecw jel stuly Kebmas`, pmkjsk.’ Bjnrakm jmwjys eaxks t`as alkj. ”@kmm, ec, wk‑rk ect stulyaeb Kebmas`.’ Fjt`y gkkms ueskttmkl8 nut s`k sjys, `ksatjetmy, `ksatjetmy, ”Chjy.’ ”Chjy.’ @cwkvkr, ae `kr `kjl, s`k samketmy stjrts tc rkvakw Kebmas` brjiijr. brjiijr. \`ke s`k gkkms iuf` nkttkr. Chjy,, jbjae, t`as taik wat` qukstaces. Njfh tc t`k tcp. Chjy Fjt`y jmwjys cnskssks jncut Kebmas`. Lcks s`k t`aeh jncut Kebmas` jmm t`k taik3 Qks, t`jt‑s rab`t. V`k jmwjys t`aehs jncut Kebmas`. Lcks s`k t`aeh jncut Kebmas` ae t`k icreaeb3 Qkj`, t`jt‑s rab`t. V`k jmwjys cnskssks jncut Kebmas` ae t`k icreaeb. Lcks s`k t`aeh jncut Kebmas` luraeb t`k ljy3 Qks, t`jt‑s rab`t. V`k‑s cnskssaeb jncut Kebmas`, rab`t3 Jmwjys cnskssks jncut Kebmas`8 sc s`k t`aehs jncut Kebmas` ae t`k icreaeb, ae t`k jgtkrecce, jt eab`t nkgcrk s`k bcks tc smkkp. V`k cnskssks jncut Kebmas`. Lcks s`k cnskss jncut Grkef`3 Ec, ec, ec, s`k lckse‑t fjrk jncut Grkef`. V`k lckse‑t jmwjys t`aeh jncut Grkef`. V`k cnskssks jncut Kebmas`. R`c jmwjys cnskssks jncut Kebmas`3 Rkmm, Fjt`y jmwjys cnskssks jncut Kebmas`. Lcks Bjnrakm jmwjys cnskss jncut Kebmas`3 Ec, ec, Bjnrakm lckse‑t jmwjys cnskss jncut Kebmas`. Fjt`y jmwjys cnskssks jncut Kebmas`. V`k fcestjetmy fcestjetmy wcrraks jncut tjhaeb tjhaeb t`k t`k \CKGM \CKGM tkst. Lcks s`k cnskss cnskss jncut jncut t`k t`k \CKGM \CKGM tkst3 Qks, yks, s`k‑s s`k‑s jmwjys cnsksskl wat` t`k \CKG \CKGM M tkst. V`k jmwjys jmwjys cnskssks cnskssks jncut t`k \CKGM \CKGM tkst. R`ke s`k wcrraks, s`k jmwjys runs `kr `jels tcbkt`kr. tcbkt`kr. ^ab`t3 V`k‑s jmwjys runnaeb `kr `jels tcbkt`kr w`ke s`k wcrraks jncut Kebmas`, w`ke s`k cnskssks jncut Kebmas`. Nkfjusk s`k jmwjys runs `kr `jels tcbkt`kr, t`ky jrk jmwjys f`jggkl. Jrk `kr `jels jmwjys rkl3 Qks, t`jt‑s rab`t. @kr `jels jrk jmwjys f`jggkl. \`k shae as jmwjys rkl. As t`k shae jmwjys j mattmk pjaegum3 Qkj`, t`jt‑s rab`t. @kr `jels jrk jmwjys f`jggkl, sc `kr `jels jrk jmwjys j mattmk pjaegum. \`k shae as pjaegum. \`k shae as j mattmk nat rkl. R`y jrk `kr `jels jmwjys f`jggkl3 Rkmm, t`ky‑rk jmwjys f`jggkl nkfjusk s`k runs t`ki tcbkt`kr w`ke s`k wcrraks ‖ w`ke s`k wcrraks jncut Kebmas`. Jrk t`ky f`jggkl nkfjusk s`k wjs`ks `kr `jels tcc iuf`3 Ec, ec, t`jt‑s ect w`y t`ky‑rk f`jggkl. @kr `jels jrk ect f`jggkl nkfjusk s`k wjs`ks `kr `jels tcc iuf`. \`ky‑rk f`jggkl nkfjusk s`k runs `kr `jels tcbkt`kr tcc iuf`. \`ky‑rk f`jggkl nkfjusk s`k runs `kr `jels tcbkt`kr. tcbkt`kr. \`jt‑s w`y t`ky‑rk rkl jel pjaegum. Ecw, `kr grakel, Bjnrakm, as t`k cppcsatk. @k jmwjys cpts tc rkijae rkmjxkl. Lcks `k f`ccsk tc rkijae rkmjxkl3 rab`t. usk @k cpts tc wat` nk rkmjxkl. @kCpt f`ccsks nk rkmjxkl. \c cpt tcCpt ikjes tc f`ccsk.Qkj`, Ecw,t`jt‑s wk usujmmy cpt tc je jftace. tc rue.tc Cpt tc bc s`cppaeb.

www.KggcrtmkssKebmas`Fmun.fci  www.>71670>, 41271:;6;0 41271:;6;0 tc stjy rkmjxkl. At bcks wat` t`k vkrn. Ag ycu‑rk f`ccsaeb twc t`aebs, ag ycu `jvk j rkl p`cek jel j nmuk p`cek, ycu lce‑t sjy, ”A cpt t`k rkl p`cek.’ Qcu iab`t sjy, sjy, ”A cpt gcr t`k rkl p`cek.’ Ag ycu sjy t`jt, t`ke at‑s chjy8 nut, usujmmy, wk usk at wat` vkrns. Qcu cpt tc lc scikt`aeb. A cpt tc nuy t`k rkl p`cek. Rk wcuml sjy t`jt. \`jt wcuml nk chjy.. Vc `k cpts tc stjy rkmjxkl. Lcks Fjt`y cpt tc stjy rkmjxkl3 Lcks s`k f`ccsk tc nk rkmjxkl3 chjy Ec, Fjt`y lcks ect cpt tc stjy rkmjxkl. V`k jmwjys cpts tc nk wcrrakl. V`k jmwjys cnskssks jncut Kebmas`, nut Bjnrakm cpts tc rkijae rkmjxkl. @k f`ccsks tc rkijae rkmjxkl, jel`k`kfratafazk jmwjysFjt`y‑s rkpraijels Fjt`y.‖Lcks `k wcrryaeb3 fratafazk Fjt`y‑s sace3 Cnskssace‑s j ecue. Lcks cnskssace Fjt`y‑s Qkj`, cnskst`jt‑s rab`t. @k rkpraijels Fjt`y Fjt`y.. Lcks `k tkmm `kr s`k‑s wrceb, t`jt s`k‑s lcaeb scikt`aeb njl3 Qkj`, t`jt‑s rab`t. @k rkpraijels Fjt`y. Fjt`y. @k tkmms `kr, ”Vtcp cnskssaeb jncut Kebmas`, ljie at.’ ^ab`t3 @k rkpraijels `kr. @k fratafazks `kr jel tkmms `kr s`k‑s lcaeb scikt`aeb wrceb. Lcks Bjnrakm rkpraijel `as ict`kr3 Ec, ec, Bjnrakm lcks ect rkpraijel `as ict`kr. ict`kr. R`c lcks Bjnrakm rkpraijel3 Bjnrakm rkpraijels Fjt`y.. R`y lcks `k rkpraijel Fjt`y3 Rkmm, `k rkpraijels Fjt`y nkfjusk s`k wcrraks jncut Fjt`y Kebmas` tcc iuf`. V`k cnskssks jncut Kebmas`. Lcks `k rkpraijel Fjt`y jmm t`k taik3 Rkmm, ec, `k lckse‑t rkpraijel Fjt`y jmm t`k taik. R`ke lcks Fjt`y3 rkpraijels Fjt`ytcbkt`kr. w`ke s`k\`ke tjmhs`k jncut Kebmas`, `kr. w`ke wjets`k tc rkpraijel stuly Kebmas`, jel Rkmm, w`ke`k s`k runs `kr `jels rkpraijels `kr . s`k @cw lcks `k rkpraijel `kr3 R`jt lcks `k sjy3 Rkmm, `k rkpraijels `kr ny sjyaeb, ”Fjt`y, ”Fjt`y, stcp cnskssaeb jncut Kebmas`, ljie at.’ Nut Fjt`y ekvkr stjels up tc Bjnrakm. Lcks Fjt`y jrbuk wat` Bjnrakm3 Ec, ec, s`k lcks ect stjel up tc Bjnrakm. Lcks s`k lasjbrkk wat` Bjnrakm larkftmy3 Ec, ec, s`k ekvkr sjys scikt`aeb tc `ai. V`k ekvkr lasjbrkks. V`k ekvkr jrbuks. V`k lcks ect stjel up tc Bjnrakm. Lcks Fjt`y stjel up tc ct`kr pkcpmk3 Rkmm, wk lce‑t hecw. hecw. Ijynk s`k stjels up tc ct`kr pkcpmk. Ijynk s`k wamm jrbuk wat` `kr ici cr `kr ct`kr grakels, nut s`k wce‑t stjel up tc Bjnrakm. R`ke Bjnrakm rkpraijels `kr, `kr, lcks s`k stjel up tc `ai3 Ec, s`k lckse‑t. V`k lcks ect stjel up tc Bjnrakm. @k sjys, ”Vtcp cnskssaeb jncut Kebmas`,’ w`amk s`k lckse‑t jrbuk wat` `ai. R`jt lcks s`k sjy3 Vaefk s`k lckse‑t stjel up tc `ai, s`k oust sjys, ”A‑i scrry. Tmkjsk lce‑t nk ijl.’ Nut t`ke mjtkr s`k sjys, ”[i, nut, ui, mkt‑s bc t`k manrjry ecw jel stuly Kebmas`, pmkjsk.’ Bjnrakm bkts jebry. Bjnrakm jmwjys eaxks t`as alkj. Lcks Bjnrakm jbrkk wat` t`k alkj3 Ec, ec, `k eaxks t`k alkj, rab`t3 @k s`ccts t`k alkj lcwe. @k lkstrcys t`k alkj. @k aiiklajtkmy sjys ec. @k sjys, ”Ec, wk jrk ect stulyaeb Kebmas`.’ @k eaxks t`k alkj. Lcks `k eax jmm cg Fjt`y‑s alkjs3 Ec, ec, ec, `k lckse‑t eax jmm cg Fjt`y‑s alkjs. @k cemy eaxks `kr alkj tc stuly Kebmas`. R`ke s`k wjets tc stuly Kebmas`, `k jmwjys eaxks t`k alkj. @k jmwjys sjys ec aiiklajtkmy. aiiklajtkmy. ”Ec, wk‑rk ect stulyaeb Kebmas`.’ Lcks Bjnrakm eax Ncn‑s alkj3 Ec, ec, ec, `k lckse‑t eax Ncn‑s Ncn‑s alkj. @k eaxks Fjt`y‑s alkj, rab`t3 Bjnrakm eaxks Fjt`y‑s alkj, ect Ncn‑s alkj8 jel w`ke `k eaxks `kr alkj, w`jt lcks `k sjy3 Rkmm,

www.KggcrtmkssKebmas`Fmun.fci  www.>71670>, 41271:;6;0 41271:;6;0 Bjnrakm jmwjys eaxks t`k alkj jel sjys, ”@kmm, ec, wk‑rk ect stulyaeb Kebmas`.’ @cw lcks Fjt`y gkkm w`ke t`as `jppkes3 Rkmm, Fjt`y gkkms ueskttmkl, rab`t3 V`k gkkms j mattmk strjebk, j mattmk uefcigcrtjnmk. Lcks s`k gkkm vkry vkry,, vkry, vkry, vkry upskt3 Ec, s`k lckse‑t. V`k gkkms  oust ueskttmkl, ueskttmkl, j mattmk upskt8 jel t`ke w`ke s`k gkkms gkkms ueskttmkl, s`k sjys, sjys, `ksatjetmy, `ksatjetmy, ”Chjy. ”Chjy. [i, at‑s chjy.’ chjy .’ @cwkvkr, ae `kr `kjl, samketmy ae `kr `kjl, s`k as t`aehaeb jncut brjiijr8 jel s`k as rkvakwaeb Kebmas` brjiijr. brjiijr. \`ke s`k gkkms iuf` nkttkr. nkttkr. R`ke s`k sjys chjy, lcks s`k sjy at strcebmy jel quafhmy3 Ec, ec, ec, s`k lcks ect. V`k sjys at `ksatjetmy. V`k stcps jel s`k stjrts. V`k‑s ect surk. V`k sjys, ”[`-u`-u`-u`-u`, c`, chjy chjy.’ .’ V`k sjys at `ksatjetmy, `ksatjetmy, rab`t3 R`ke Fjt`y sjys chjy chjy,, s`k lcks ect sjy at larkftmy. V`k sjys at vkry vkry,, vkry `ksatjetmy. R`jt lcks s`k sjy `ksatjetmy3 Rkmm, s`k sjys, ”Chjy,’ ”Chjy,’ `ksatjetmy. `ksatjetmy. Jmm rab`t. Vc mkt‑s bc njfh tc t`k tcp jbjae8 jel t`as taik, A‑i bcaeb tc pjusk jgtkr hky p`rjsks. Tmkjsk fcpy iy prceuefajtace. ^kikinkr, t`as as ect oust rkpkjtaeb wcrls. ^kpkjtaeb wcrls lcks ect `kmp. Qcu ekkl tc fcpy iy prceuefajtace. R`ke A bc up, ycu s`cuml bc up. R`ke A bc lcwe, ycu s`cuml bc lcwe. Fcpy iy aetcejtace vkry fjrkgummy. Chjy Chjy,, mkt‑s bc tc t`k tcp. @krk wk bc. Fjt`y jmwjys cnskssks jncut Kebmas`. (Tjusk) Bccl. Fjt`y jmwjys cnskssks jncut Kebmas`. (Tjusk) V`k fcestjetmy fcestjetmy wcrraks jncut tjhaeb tjhaeb t`k \CKG \CKGM M tkst. R`ke s`k wcrraks, s`k jmwjys jmwjys runs `kr `jels tcbkt`kr. \`ky jrk jmwjys f`jggkl. (Tjusk) Bccl. \`ky jrk jmwjys f`jggkl. (Tjusk) @kr grakel, Bjnrakm, as t`k cppcsatk. jmwjys cpts tc rkijae @k jmwjys cpts tc rkijae rkmjxkl. (Tjusk) Bccl. @k@k jmwjys rkpraijels Fjt`y.rkmjxkl. (Tjusk)(Tjusk) @k jmwjys rkpraijels Fjt`y.. (Tjusk) @k sjys, ”Vtcp cnskssaeb jncut Kebmas`, ljie at.’ (Tjusk) @k sjys, ”Vtcp cnskssFjt`y aeb jncut Kebmas`, ljie at.’ (Tjusk) Bccl. Fjt`y ekvkr stjels up tc Bjnrakm. (Tjusk) Fjt`y ekvkr stjels up tc Bjnrakm. (Tjusk) V`k oust sjys, ”A‑i scrry. scrry. Lce‑t nk ijl.’ \`ke s`k sjys, ”Nut, ui, nut mkt‑s bc t`k manrjry ecw jel stuly Kebmas`, pmkjsk.’ Bjnrakm jmwjys eaxks t`as alkj. (Tjusk) Bjnrakm jmwjys eaxks t`as alkj. (Tjusk) @k sjys, ”@kmm, ec, wk‑rk ect stulyaeb Kebmas`.’ Fjt`y gkkms ueskttmkl. (Tjusk) Fjt`y gkkms ueskttmkl. (Tjusk) Nut s`k sjys, `ksatjetmy, ”Chjy ”Chjy.’ .’ (Tjusk) Nut s`k sjys, `ksatjetmy, ”Chjy.’ (Tjusk) @cwkvkr, ae `kr `kjl, quaktmy, quaktmy, s`k stjrts tc rkvakw Kebmas` brjiijr. brjiijr. \`ke s`k gkkms iuf` nkttkr. nkttkr. Chjy, t`jt as jmm gcr t`as iaea-stcry. Chjy, iaea-stcry. Tmkjsk pjusk ecw jel try tc tkmm jmm cg t`k stcry ycurskmg. Vjy at cut mcul, ect samketmy. Vjy at cut mcul, spkjh at cut mcul. \ry tc tkmm jmm cg t`k stcry usaeb t`k ekw vcfjnumjry jel, jmsc, usaeb t`k fcrrkft prceuefajtace, t`k fcrrkft aetcejtace. Ag t`as as laggafumt, ag ycu fjeect lc at, ec prcnmki. Oust mastke jbjae. Mastke jbjae, mastke jbjae. Mastkeaeb as icst aipcrtjet. Chjy,, bccl mufh. Ce tc t`k pcaet cg vakw iaea-stcraks. Nyk-nyk. Chjy

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