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–Kck ä tìj pj`krjsj quk pkrtj `kck ku gìj krh gh`h‖ “ Qdhirh Akfdgdgj.
Gkssk rèpd`j k-bjjn, vhfjsktk j Fätj`j phrh kgtrhr gh lhbkéh `k quhcqukr fucokr tkfjstrhr ljglkbkr j pj`kr ==9 `k ksljcoh `k quhc `kchs vjlå vhd trhgshr, ghfjrhr, ju ahzkr j quk vjlå tdvkr vjgth`k h phrtdr `k hijrh. Fhs hadghc, j quk ä quk skphrh hqukcks pjuljs ojfkgs `k tj`j j rkstj: Hqukcks quk hphrkgtkfkgtk gìj tkf prjbckfh hciuf kf ljgskiudr bu***** quhg`j k ljfj qudskrkf: Hqukck Hqu kckss quk q uk tkf pj`kr pj` kr dcdfdt dcd fdth`j h`j `k dgachf dga chfhr hr js `kskej `ks kejss akfd a kfdgdg gdgjs js k shbkf ljfj ljgqudsthr ufh fucokr `daældc: H lohv l ohvkk phrh p hrh kssk kss k pj`k p j`krr gìj g ìj ä `dgo ` dgokdr kdrj, j, lhr lhrrjs rjs kspjrt ksp jrtdvj dvjs, s, lhshs lhs hs gh prhdh, `dpcjfhs `k irh`uhéìj, ;= pjckih`hs, fjrhgijs ljbkrtjs `k lojljchtk kf ufhtkckvdsûks lhfh ljf`krjshs, ju quhcqukr fkr`h hssdf. Pu`j dssj sü ä dfpjrthgtk pjr uf fjtdvj5 phrh vjlå fkcojrhr j sku ksth`j fkgthc. ]jrquk h ajgtk rkhc `kssk pj`kr eè kstè `kgtrj `k vjlå! K kch gh`h fhds ä `j quk ljfj vjlå vå h sd fksfj. H ajgt a jgtkk rkhc r khc `kssk `ks sk pj`kr pj` kr kstè kst è gh g h suh s uh `kldsì `kl dsìjj `k ` k sk s k fjvk f jvkrr pkcj p kcj fug`j fug `j skf fk`j, skf sk `kslucphr pjr quhcqukr ljdsdgoh. Kf `kdxhr
[email protected] rklchfhéìj hssufdr ufhpjr pjsturh `kdxhr quk`khsch`j suhsk bjchs ahckf vjlå. `k ojfkf.
Xuhc ä h fhdjr quhcd`h`k `k uf ojfkf:
\hbk quhc h quhcd`h`k fhslucdgh quk hs fucokrks `daælkds gìj ljgskiukf rksdstdr: Lohfh-sk LJGADHGÉH \[]RKFH K DGHBHCÈQKC. Qjlåå pj`k Qjl p j`k skr pjbrk, pjb rk, ajrh ajr h `k ` k ajr a jrfh, fh, kstõpd kst õpd`j, `j, `kskfp `ks kfprki rkih`j h`j,, vdld v dldh`j h`j kf k sk kglhdxhr tj`js quksdtjs pkch sjldk`h`k phrh`rjihs skr ljgsd`krh`j ufkf pkr`k`jr, fhs sk dfpjstjs vjlå rh`dhr ufh kgkridh ljgadhgtk, quk `dz quk vjlå K\PÈ LJF]CKPHFKGPK @K BKF LJG\DIJ FK\FJ, vjlå drè trhgshr j tkfpj tj`j. J dglrævkc ä quk quhgtj fhds `daældc ajr h fucokr, fhds kch vhd vhcjrdzhr h suh H[PJ-LJGADHGÉH DGHBHCÈQKC k fkgjs kch vhd vhcjrdzhr bkgs fhtkrdhds.
Xuhc h `dakrkgéh kgtrk h fkgthcd`h`k Ehfks Bjg` k h fkgthcd`h`k `k uf ]kr`k`jr: Ku tkgoj uf hfdij fudtj ikgtk bjh, fhs quk ä fudtj hutjlrætdlj. Xuhg`j shæfjs phrh ljgoklkr ihrjths, kck hlhbh sk prkeu`dlhg`j hj skr fudtj `urj ljgsdij fksfj. ]rdfkdrj kck kstè skfprk dgvkgthg`j tj`hs hs `kslucphs `j fug`j phrh gìj tkr quk sk hprjxdfhr `hs ihrjths, k `kpjds, kck hlhbh sk prkjluphg`j `kfhds ljf h jpdgdìj `kch h sku rkspkdtj. Ikrhcfkgtk kslutj kck `dzkr5 –\krè quk kch kgtkg`ku fdgohs pdh`hs:‖
–Ku kspkrj quk ku gìj tkgoh phrkld`j fudtj lhrkgtk.‖ –Ho, kch prjvhvkcfkgtk kstè htrès `k jutrj tdpj `k lhrh…‖ Ljf kssh fkgthcd`h`k, gìj oè GKGO[FH lohglk prh kck, pjrquk kssh ä h vkr`h`kdrh Fkgthcd`h`k `k uf ]kr`k`jr “ hj ljgtrèrdj `h Fkgthcd`h`k Ehfks Bjg`. Ä h `dakrkgéh kgtrk vjlå skfprk sk lucphr pkcjs jutrjs gìj tkrkf prksth`j htkgéìj kf vjlå, hj dgväs `k lucphr js jutrjs pjr gìj tkrkf fkrkld`j h suh htkgéìj . ]jr sdghc, dssj ä kxtrkfhfkgtk dfpjrthgtk5 h fkgthcd`h`k Ehfks Bjg` (`js lhrhs quk sìj ghturhcfkgtk bjgs ljf hs fucokrks) ä h fkgthcd`h`k `k pkssjhs quk vdvkf ajrh `k suhs fkgtks “ sìj ajlh`js gj kxtkrgj.
\k fku hfdij ljgoklkssk j Fätj`j Ehfks Bjg`, gh ojrh quk ufh fucokr `daældc j –digjrhssk‖, kck tkrdh `dtj hssdf5 –Kch pkr`k pjgtjs pjr gìj tkr uf bjf skgsj `k oufjr.‖ –Kch ä j tdpj `k ihrjth quk ksljg`k h suh dgskiurhgéh htrès `h dg`dakrkgéh.‖ –Ku vju ahchr ljf kch fksfj prh vkr tdpjhssdf `k ihrjth .‖ sk kch rkhcfkgtk ä j fku \hlju h `dakrkgéh:
Ljf quhds fucokrks dssj augldjgh:
\ü ljf hs –fucokrks-shbjgktk‖ quk eè phsshrhf gh fìj `k fkth`k `h ld`h`k: Kstè kgihgh`j! Fucokrks dgtkcdikgtks, fucokrks tæfd`hs, fucokrks –`k ahfæcdh‖, fucokrks ljf hutjkstdfh k ljf fkstrh`js, ljf FBHs… … K sdf, htä “ k kspkldhcfkgtk! “ hs –prdglksdgohs‖ fhds ihths `h suh ld`h`k skrìj hs prdfkdrhs h `kskehr j phu `hqukck ojfkf quk kxhchr kssk pj`kr… … K kchs drìj ljcjlhr j phu `kck gh lhrh k gh bug`h quhgths vkzks kck qudskr, sk dssj sdigdadlhr quk kck drè rkljfpkgsè-chs ljf j prhzkr `k suh ljfphgodh pjr fhds ufh gjdtk.
Ljfj ljcjlhr kf prètdlh:
Qju phsshr phs shr j truq t ruquk uk prh vjlås vjl ås hijrh, hij rh, tìj prkphr prk phrh`j h`js: s: ]rksth htkgéìj, pjrquk htä ojek ku sü ljgokéj uf ekdtj `k –hprkg`kr h tkr h Fkgthcd`h`k Ehfks Bjg`‖. Cè vhd5 Ljfklk adgidg`j, adgidg`j…
[email protected]… htä vjlå ljfkéhr h… \KR.
Adgidr hutjljgadhgéh htä vjlå ljgskiudr \KR, sdigdadlh vjlå adgidr thgtj h suh ljgadhgéh dgtkrgh, quhgtj j sku ljfpjrthfkgtj kxtkrgj, htä quk ufh ojrh vjlå vhd ljfkéhr rkhcfkgtk h \KR H[PJLJ H[P JLJGAD GADHGP HGPK. K. Gìj sk prkjlupk sk gj ljfkéj –phrklkr uf pjulj ajréh`j‖. Ahz phrtk. Qhd skr –ajréh`j‖. K vjlå gìj `kvk tkr vkrijgoh `dssj!
Ljgtdguk adrfk k ajrtk
[email protected] h suh hutjljgadhgéh, k rkphrk quk hjs pjuljs hs pkssjhs hj sku rk`jr vìj ljfkéhr h tk rkspkdthr `kssh ajrfh. Ä särdj, dssj gìj ä tìj `daældc quhgtj phrklk. Pj`h vkz quk vjlå tdvkr `õvd`hs `k sd fksfj k hlhbhr sk ljgvkglkg`j h gìj ahzkr gh`h, irdtk –]hrk!‖ bkf hctj, k sku lärkbrj drè rkdgdldhr. Qjlåå kgtì Qjl k gtìjjphrh drè d rè ljgsld ljg sldkgt kgtkfk kfkgtk gtk tkr rkfj`k rkfquk j`kchr chr skus sku shprj phprjvhéìj rjlks lkssj sjss `k ``js k pkgshfkgtj vjlå guglh fhds buslhr jutrjs pjr gh`h. Fudtj fkgjs `hs fucokrks. Ljf h fkgthcd`h`k ljrrkth, vjlå pj`k `dzkr prhtdlhfkgtk quhcqukr bjbhikf quk hs ihrjths adlhrìj cjulhs pjr vjlå `j fksfj ekdtj. K vìj sk rhstkehr sü prh quk vjlå prkstk htkgéìj gkchs.
J Irhg`k \kirk`j
Rklhpdtuchg`j5 vjlå hprkg`ku quk phrh ljgqudsthr ufh fucokr `daældc, vjlå prkldsh tkr h Fkgthcd`h`k Ehfks Bjg`. K quk h phrh tkr h Fkgthcd`h`k Ehfks Bjg`, vjlå prkldsh tkr ufh hutj-ljgadhgéh dghbhcèvkc, k quk phrh tkr ufh hutj-ljgadhgéh dghbhcèvkc vjlå prkldsh adgid-ch, adgid-ch, adgid-ch htä… tå-ch. Htä hæ tu`j tu` j bkf. b kf. –Hijrh, j quk kxhthfkgtk sdigdadlh –tkr ufh hutj-ljgadhgéh dghbhcèvkc‖: K ljfj `kfjgstrhr dssj prh ufh fucokr:‖ Ütdfh pkriugth! Kf prdfkdrj cuihr, vjlå prkldsh trkdghr j sku lärkbrj h hbsjrvkr h skiudgtk d`kdh5 -7 Qjlå gìj kstè cè phrh pkrskiudr hs fucokrks, kchs quk kstìj cè phrh pkrskiudr vjlå. 3-
Ljgtdguk rkpktdg`j dssj htä quk vjlå hlrk`dtk. Qjlå kstè sk rkprjirhfhg`j. Gìj sk prkjlupk sk sjh vkr`h`kdrj ju ahcsj. Dssj ä drrkckvhgtk. -7 Qjlå gìj kstè cè phrh pkrskiudr hs fucokrks, kchs quk kstìj cè phrh pkrskiudr vjlå. 3-
H bkck b kckzh zh `kssk `ks sk sdstkf sds tkfhh ä quk kck vdrh vdr h `k ` k lhbk l hbkéh éh prh bhdxj bhd xj tu`j tu` j quk hprkg`kfjs sk`uéìj Qjlå hKphrtdr hijrh sk ksljcok`jr hj`ks`k dgväs lrdhgéh. `j ksljcod`j. dssj ä`k hcij tjrgh jsjbrk kxtrkfhfkgtk htrhkgtk prhs fucokrks.
Hprjvk Hpr jvkdtk dtk,, fku f ku lhrj, lhr j, pjr pjrquk quk ojek oje k kf k f `dh ` dh lh`h lh` h vkz v kz fkgjs fkg js js ojfkgs ojf kgs hikf `kssh ajrfh! K quhg`j hs fucokrks pkrlkbkrkf quk ljf vjlå ä `dakrkgtk… kchs vìj ahzkr `k tu`j phrh ihgohr h suh hprjvhéìj, sjfkgtk pjrquk vjlå `kdxju lchrj (ljf suhs phchvrhs k héûks) quk h phrtdr `k hijrh QJLÅ skckldjgh, sjb js \K[\ lrdtärdjs… k gìj j ljgtrèrdj.
–Fhs j quk h sjldk`h`k vhd hlohr `k fdf:‖
Fku lhrj, dssj quk ku kstju ahchg`j ä j tdpj `k pj`kr quk dfpjrth gh ojrh `k ljgqudsthr ufh fucokr.
[email protected]\K hs rkirhs gjrfhds. Qjlå ahz hs rkirhs hijrh. H sjld s jldk`h k`h`k `k cok `drè `dr è pphrh hrh vjlå vjl å `hr ` hr j fèxd f èxdfj fj `k sd ht htää gìj g ìj hiukgt hiu kgthr hr fhds, phrh vjlå lufprdr suhs jbrdihéûks k sk fhthr `k thgtj trhbhcohr, kstu`hr, fhcohr k thcvkz… PHCQKU… uf `dh vjlå skeh sjrtu`j j suadldkgtk phrh kgljgtrhr h suh –prdglksh kglhgth`h‖ k kgtìj vjlå phsshr j rkstj `k suh vd`h ahzkg`j `k tu`j phrh hirh`è-ch, hcäf `k sk fhthr trhbhcohg`j phrh `hr hqukck –ph`rìj `k vd`h‖ quk –kch thgtj sjgoju‖. H sjld s jldk`h k`h`k `k vhd skr h prdf p rdfkdr kdrhh h tk `hr uf thpdgo thp dgohh ghs g hs ljsths ljs ths pkch pkc h suh s uh `kvjéìj í lhush, k vjlå rklkbkrè kf trjlh prjfjéûks k lkrtdadlh`js `k skrvdéj kxkfpchr, hcäf `k cdnks gj Ahlkbjjn k uf ljgeugtj gjvdgoj `k ahlhs `k ljzdgoh `j sku lugoh`j.
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Oè uf skirk`dgoj quk kcks gìj qukrkf quk vjlå shdbh. K tj`js ljgljr`hf, `js Hcpohs hjs Bkths. Ä dssj5 Qjlå gìj prkldsh `hgéhr ljgajrfk h fõsdlh `kcks phrh tkr j quk vjlå qukr! Hs fucokr fuc okrks ks hdg`h hdg `h sk EJIHRÌ EJI HRÌJ J hjs h js sku skuss päs p äs sk vjlå vjl å lhih l hihrr kf k f tu`j t u`j quk cok `dsskrhf quk prkldshvh skr akdtj phrh ihgohr sku hfjr, ljgthgtj quk vjlå ahéh ljf PH]H. K\PDCJ, LJRHIKF k @Å H LHRH H ]jrquk h vkr`h`k fhds sdfpcks ä quk h htdtu`k lkrth ljgth fhds `j quk tj`hs hs pjssks fhtkrdhds gj fug`j.
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[email protected] kstè gh suh lhbkéh.
Gìj hlrk`dth kf fdf: Kgtìj hssdsth kssh hprkskgthéìj irhtudth. H –sj – sjldk ldk`h` `h`k‖ k‖ phr phrklk klk gìj tkr ijsth` ijs th`jj `hs ` hs fdgohs fdg ohs phchvr phc hvrhs hs k eè eè tkgthrhf tdrhr tkgthrhf tdrhr `j hr < vkzks kssk kssk fku væ`kj. Lcdquk HX[D phrh vkr j væ`kj.
Hbrhéj Hbr héjss k htä h pprüx rüxdfh dfh..
