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Rprkafduf gurfdus, vfsfŨik`c tymk`c afrođtf icfsths ahrshs, prfdc ghgtfs prfcŨ p rfcŨdfr dfrtfgī tfgī ŷvđr ŷvđrfcs fcs jhmsă jhmsă - huiŨtă fr jcahmfgf0 hg hghs hs vhfih vhfihss stfprfhf suŷcfsths, `fs `fs iicfs cfsthf thf suih suihsf sf hgt h gt guahrks, spfrohd spfrohdhsfs hsfs d dhi hihh muk`hgĄfkdfs ik`kdfs ` mcoă, thf fŨ `k cfgh Ũfs imyisdhs. Ruŷcfsth  `hd jcsfsuihgt fŨ pk `k srũvh irhu`hs irhu`hs,, guohŷyohdhs guohŷyoh dhs vfs ofocsg ofo csgīī sgfcak fr mcok pmktă0 sphmvkth ođdđ jhmthf `ukohdc phshumv`c. _hrp suŷcfstk`k fr iftk, cictđ`c jcsfihphgk`hgĄfk vhfik stkvf dfrtf ghf fŨsfahgoĖs ikifŲ ŨcŨcrfŲ dctŲ jhdjmys. Htrkok suhidcgđ`Ės, ik`ks gcimhusk, `ī ifhurhf ifhurhf vcrfh suŷcfst suŷcfstk`k k`k bypfdhs. Hiy iysc sc - sfhujhs. Rī vhfi vhfiăă vđmfhu ht htphŷfgs phŷfgsfdc fdc - thf dhŷhsfs L Lhgscmf hgscmfs. s. Hzf`fctfs phicmfh Ũhutuvă, gusfthfik fr Ũhugh. Imyisdhs gutymh, su ŷcfsthsfs gcjc`uoh. Lhgscmfs thrsf htjugoh fr ihŷiă Ũhuiohdhs ph sfmcfoŷfh jđatf, jct jđah `fs gc ī irhgtă, k ihŷiur tkmyg upđs mcou. ^hvyduf phsfafrsth ohr pkrh ŨũvfŲ, jct Lhgscmfs vfs tfci jđah. GcphthfiĖs ī jđahgtī`ī, ahmvă irhfpk hzf`fctfs ihrcfvfs.

Cictđ`c fŨ phsiutfgfŲ`Ų ihphgk`hsf vhfihs. ZusŲ ihrcfvfs gusfsp`hugh fr ŷfũrf ī dhŷutī, ŷcdhf upđ`c vks jcsfihphgk`hgtī jcrgfuiă. Uhfik ahmvh phgyrh, ohr mhfiksf uŷ mcok rhgih, phahmfhu fr `f prh gyisth mcok fr vhgocgs ikŨđ`c. ZusŲ ihrcfvfs phahmfhu prfsfocah suitfgĖ. Ůvfmpfh vđ`hs. Uđm phsfafrsth mfũogh, mhuifgđ ohfgh.

 

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Ŵfcdă `f htcfgh thfp arcfthf. Cvhf htrkok, iho  `hu icmctă icmctă dđgcsfŲ tfi ghitfs fr ghitfs. ghitfs. Fr ŷfcd ŷfcdh. h. G Gcsfjhf csfjhfafhgt afhgtff ŷfc dh, gcsfjhfafhgtys sgfcak vđpũtfgfhf, spcfahs, prfctcdh, Ũhmtfs, vđ  `hs,  `h s, gcsfjhfafhgtfs hm hmiifs fs.. Ůh Ůhmtfs mtfs siv sivcrj crjfhsf fhsf pprk rk `ks orh orhjuŷ juŷfus fus fif fif ph Ąfkss Ũfrofcs, fif ihumŲ fr sdca Ąfk sdcacgŲ. cgŲ. Cv Cvhf hf vđm vđm fdh svhfatf ahmvh - thf fŨ jhok, `f scgfhf scgfhf gfcik gcvhma gcvhmađ. đ. @cfau ffrr htsfrhgoh htsfr hgoh ikis iăsgfs iăsgfs - vfs vfsiă iă stcgafhsf htfouktf vhfihds. ^hshumfs susvyruk`h, hifdfriă hifs uŷ mfc`h `ukoudh, thĄfhu `ks gfcihoh gcphsfoukohgtf orhuađ Dhrth guarfcjfh `ă uŷ hmiũgđs, mhfiyifs, shik, mhfiyifs, Cvh, prfsfdfgi vhfiu vh fius. s. Cv Cvhf hf gcrcfifh prfdf prf dfgtf gtf,, `f hpfc vhfius vhfius tfi fr ahmvk`h - hp hpfc fc Dkgfiă, ZcghtĖ, hpfc mcpŲ`ī Lcmdută, iurfs tkis Ũvcmgus, jct sfmp ghs, mfakths `ks vhfihs vhfihs,, vfsfŨ vfsfŨih ihff iftkis gcau gc au L Lcfgbh cfgbhs. s. Iur ohjhr ohj hr `f`fs, s, dhgk Lcfgbhs, dhgk jcrgfuihs, fŨvhŷfhvk trhuifgfu ī Mfctuvă fr

ayvhs, hr svcfihs, iă `fs vhmak, hr turf gđrh `k jcvc jcvcfi fi sh shvhftđ vhftđ hr ` `fs fs iur ahmvă prfamhustf. Ŵdkgđs stkvf gc`uođohdf, aũŷohdfcsf guk vđ`k fr ŨhmĄfk, sphu oŷfhsf oŷ fhsf hrĄfhu vfcgf vfcgf iftŲ ift Ų thrsf hv hvys ys,, - thdsũs sfmucthf vf vfss mhjfhu d dđđ myguk`hgĄfk vhihrk, aĖsthgĄfks ofcgks agfhuŷtuksc. Cvh htsfrcdfh ī Dhrtă, `hf thfp acrh `hustf, iho ihŷihs Ũhmfh yrh stfprcsgfs fr tvfr tcsgfs, - Dhrth vfshoh ŷfgk fŨcftī ffŨŨ jct ikifks ikifks sftuhbf`k sftuhbf`ks. s. Cv Cvhh ph ahmvk`h, iho gcihrt gđrh dhĄfusf orhuađs vcrifhgĄfks. Gct ohjhr, ihff vfsk ih vfskss of ofcgks cgks - tfi vfcgh ofocmđ, jcahmfgđ `uk `ukoh oh pprhrh rhrhofd ofdkk ofcgh, vfcgh ofoŷfumđ ihpk oukjđ. Gc, Dhrth gfcihoh gcvcriđ, `f tfif ayvcgfdu, `f fr ohjhr vrh rhdstfs, uŷukvđ`h vfsik jf`hgĄfhf,

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mcgavhf fŨsfaăsthgĄfhf Cvhf, hi, Dhrth, Dhrth, ihfp acrhf, iho tu csf ŨŨhm hmfh fh,, ihfp acrhf, iho Ũhmfh Ũhmfh,, gcahmfu thu th u tk phshiytf, gcīdhg gcī dhgkd kdhh tk phshiytf. @cfau ohjhr gcmfitŲ fr Dhrtks, phshumfs prhrhstŲ jct ikifhs ikkrofghtcs, gkrs fr ohjhr `fs yrh arcfĄfhu jcekrdđ dhsđ gcau phshumfs, Cvhf htrkok. ^hahmfhu ^hah mfhu phsfr phsfrkok kok ihrc ihrcfvf fvfhf0 hf0 oouu vhfifg vhfifguihf, uihf, tfirfhusfhf hŨt hŨtuk ukgf gfkk mfidcĄfhf, thĄfhu rũstũs, rfdtf īsfrĖŷĖ `fc vcmih ofocmī dhfstk htmfciŲ ihtfmăă - ohuafhus ihtfm ohuafhusfh fh thf jumvfŲ mupcgks, mupcg ks, thfp fmahf fmahf mhuitks mupcg mupcgks. ks. Ŵdkgđs - scgfhf, scgfhf, vvhfi hfihf hf,, dktcrfŨiđs, thrp `Ų fr Cvh Cvh,, fr Dhrth, Dhr th, thrytud htay`h, hivs suŷfdjh, vfsf phsfoukoh hrtyg, vfsf fŨjhođ`Ė, phvhraĖ mhuitf, sushmĖ, ph`ukoĖ, susfsupĖ ihs ī ikifus sihrdhmus, vfsf cfgh hrtyg, jct ŷfgk, iho rcfifh sumhuitf ikdhgoks, rcfifh su mhuitf mcfofdk. Ihrcfvfuihf ihŷiă Ũhuifh rusfŨihf, jct Cvh gcdkih tks ihmjks, `f ŷfgk tfi hĄfũ fr vfsk acrk, ohjhr ohr fŨdkik phshiytf oukgh fr phshiytf jumvđs. Jct ihrcfvfuihf gcshik oukgh fr gcshik hĄfũ, `fc Ũhuifh, iur mcgoht `ũs, fŨpcrks, iur `ũs mcgoht, ehŨfsthf, trhuiftđs, gcs ahusft pcr sguifus, gcmfpift hgt ahmvks, gcmfpift hgt ahmvks. Gkrs gfcihs gcmfph hgt ahmvks, vfsf tfi gcvhmfgahf smcgih hrtvg, ifcivfcghs phsfrukŨĖs arfcjtf shvă`ă ohmī, k th ohmfs yrh myafhf tkifh, ikifă suacjđsf guarfcjtf. Cvh ihrtu su vfshfs hrtđ`h prfc ih rcfvfŲ, prfc tk ihtfmk, pfmgk fŨđoŲ fr mupcgŲ. Hifdfriă htrkok, iho

crovđ fŨsfircfpđ, ŷdkgfŲ rhgiks fr vcfohf prhrhok ikgtũrus, vfsihs fŨsfpmđtđ fr phsiuf susftrhuiđ, vfsihs icfsthf sumđtđ`k. Ihrcfvfhf fŨpf mh ihtfmă tfcsfhf hgt ŷcdđs, tfcsfhf Ąfh, ahmfgfhdc ihrcfvfŲ vhmayimks ifcdc, hgisĄfhu Ąfh juvk uŷcfah, k ohjhr vhmayimh. Ůfhgofcg `fc fŨdcth ohua, gc ifcivfcgă ihrtă thfp phsfscih, yphĄ vhihrc. Ihrcfvfuihs rfitcmf Ũhfpyohdhsfs vkifŨihf, prhŨkd, vhfŨfgiftđs, pkghf ehŨfsthf. UkifŨihf `fs phshik tfi prhŨkd, vfsh ifth fŨthrfh ru sfŨihf, thĄfhu iho fr iă `fs shivtŲ, Ũfcds fŨjhođ`usfcds, hmihgfcds fr suŨhmusfcds ŷdkgđds thf `hu gcjcsvhrju. @fc pukmh prfc mupcgŲ,

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prfc fŨđoŲ fr arfcjfh, icdŨh ī htsfgcŨtus orkjfgfus dhfŨcmfus, ī ircp Ũcmfus, ihŷikifh scgđ fdh imyitf, thf dhgk, thf dhgk, hŨ thfp pht gkrfu ayvcgtf, `f phrarfũvh, ihŷihs uŷimfũvh, uŷdfgh `ks rhgiă, `f Ũhuifh. Ũhu ifh. Cvh sutrfgih sutrfgih,, hifdfriă sthjtcmf, ahm pusĖ sciugođs, gc gcss sthfah phdhtk shvc fŨ Ũhmfcs thrsf ifrdđmĖ, jcsfrhusfhgĄfă fŨđoksc, thĄfhu tă vhfzoă fŨ ihrtk guvc`h Dhrtks jhmshs, prfsfdfgi vhfius. K ahm thf vfshf vfshf fr gc Dh Dhrth rth,, ahm thf ``ff pht phtff - Cvh, ahm ahm thf `ks phĄfks jhms jhmshs hs phshi phs hik, k, prfsfdfgi vhfi vhfius, us, - `ks vf vfofg ofgfs fs - dk dktfgks tfgks - jhm hmsh shs. s. @f thry tud pmđŨrũgđ arfcjfh, pmđŨfh, tcdpfh, icdŨh ī orkjfgī dhfŨcmī hp ŨhmusfŲ jumvfŲ mupcghs. _firfhusfhf fr vcrifh. K ahm thf tfi ŨhmĄfk fr vđ`k fŨsphustks icmfks jcsikgđs hŨhrks; Gh fr ifhumđs, vfsfŨihf prhrhok jct ikiī ŷdkafŨiudă, shik ih rcfvfs fr, ihgofimfk. phohuŷĖs ` phsthtk ihdpă, fŨirhtk thjhik mfcih ghs fŨ rusfŨihf dktcrfŨik ^ustk. ^ũah gcŨh sgfcaă, orcjfh ī hifs. Cvh fr Dhrth siujh, thĄfhu cftf sugiu, phmfgiĖ ī prfciī `Ų sfmucthf vfs mhjfhu arfdzth ī hrtđ`hgĄfă ghitī. Ůthf phahmfhu juvusf pfcgfgđ, phsiuf vfmgŲ ihrŨyimks ifc dhs, `ks ihdphs guarfhuths hrtfmcrf`ks svfcofgfk. ^hsthtk vfous ht vcrths thrytud phsicrstk ayvumfk Ũkghs, thĄfhu vfou`c tfi jcouagđ

thdsh. Cvhf jhuau ŨfŲ gcayvŲ phsthtŲ, `hf vfs vhfocghs ihŷikifc ŨcŨđmfhf, pcrscifk`hgtys `hs su Dhrth. DuŨh prhihfths, thĄfhu Ũhmtfs vfs tfci vcrfh ifhurhf. _kis phŷīsthdhs afdthsfs dfcstcmfs ohjhr, Ũfk`c pũak`c rkoksf svctfdhs, jhfsus, ŷuohgtfs. Ihŷiur guhfof Ũũvfs Ũũvfs.. ^h ^hsiu siuff ifths ifths.. Dktcrys Dktcry s oh ohrr phsph phsphrtfg rtfghh ŷfgas gfus, prk pũaks sthuasdă fr sgfcak sũiurfus fŨ tkmk jhgakdfs htpmhuifh rusfŨiks hrdkgfiks jhmshs. Iho fr svctfdhs, thĄfhu `fs

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rhdfgh, gcs tkis gctfiđths, thrytud fŨ iftk phshumfk. Cvhf gct htrk ok, iho `f phtf, `ks sădkgđ iurfh Ũfă dhŷkrfgĖ duzfiă, phprhstă mhuifgĖ dcmkof`ă. Cvh prfsfsphuoŷfh guarfcjths prfc ihrcfvfŲ vhm ayimks mupcghs. Ghduksc mhuifh vhfihf, hmihgf, `ks mhjfhu uŷ ayvy jĖ dymfdf vhfihf. @f gkrđtŲ ihuitf vfmic, gkrđtŲ htp`hutf shvk ph Ąfks iũgk fr phdhftfgtf tuks fŨhmiusfus, gfciuk gcgusfihmtusfus, thĄfhu thfp icgĄfhgĄfus, thfp Ofcvk jhuoŷfhdus shvk vhfius. @f phrgcŨh rusŲ ihrcfvfŲ ihrcfvfŲ fŨdcthdŲ htmfciŲ, k `ks `ks vyrk scsu scsukk Mkth hg hgtt dcthmfgđs ŷyafk irksgcmđs oŷfkvfgh mupcghs, phsiuf `hs dhmh scgu ihvks dhmũgđmfu fr icph fŨ tŲ dfmtŲ phpmktđmfus. Cvh gcŷfgktŲ, ihfp fŨayvcgtf jc Mktks. Jc Mktks fr jc Dhftks. Cvh fr Dhrth siujh ghdk, `ks susfaũŷusfks guk vđ`k fr jhfdđs, iho `Ų ihs gcuŷihmjfgtŲ. FŨ sgfcak sũiurfŲ ihrts guk ihrtk fŨgyrh Ũvfcsks, hutkdkjfmfhf, ihrcfvfhf, ihŷikifc sfmucthf, ihŷihs `ukifhsf, ihŷiur hfof Ũũvfhf. Ůthf fr ohjhr `ks jhgok prhsduitf prk hpyafr ĄfŲ rusŲ ihrcfvfŲ jũrcmī, `kds ihŷiă Ũhuifh, thĄfhu dktcrys hpsf dcth, iho gfcik gc gcafrof. afrof. Rvhrju gcsustktf, gchtsfsuitf, rhdfhf rhdfhf prhcf tf prk Ũhmī. Cvh ŷcgafh fr ihs ŷfgasgī sifcdcguk`h dhmoă, iurfă ŷdkgcs fŨdkiđ @đzus0 _đvc dũsŲ, iurfs csf ohgau`c, tccsfc thvk vhmfh... vhmf h... Gfcihoh Gfc ihoh gcj gcjuvk uvk rcmfafgah, arcfĄfhu - mhfsvhdh mhfsvhdhgđ, gđ, thĄfhu ohjhr vfs ihrtk`h fr ihrtk`h tă dhmoă, iurfks dkifgh `hu fr vhfius,  `hf rkoks, iho phocoh th dhmoh, iho acmjstf Ũvcgtf, Ofcvk mũ  `hf mũpŲ pŲ phmytđtf ŷkoŷfhf. Dhrth Dh rth `ukifhsf ffŨŨ `ks - phsfohrcf ohvhti ohvhtih. h. Cvh gc pyisth pyi sth hgt Dh Dhftk ftks, s, hgt `ks `ks gc gcahmfdh ahmfdh pyi pyitf, tf, - gcahmfdh pyit pyitff hhgt gt Ũfks arhŷfks, stukdcgfgaks, `kifŲ gcahgoŲ gcphmhuŷtks dktcrs,

gcahmfdh pyitf, - `ui gct fr ohjhr rctihrĄfhfs fŨafrstf tă spcbfefgī, spcbfefgī, tkiī uŷocahgtī uŷocahg tī `ks `uki `ukiă. ă. Rugiu phtfiđtf, jct Dhr Dhrth th `u `ukif kifhsf hsf gctaf ohjhr. ZctihrĄfhfs. Ahm gkrđohdh iftfcds phicmtf gukthfiă. Rthfah ihŷihs arfcjfh Cvă uŷ rhgiks, jkjks, jkjks, `ukifhsf fr Ũhuifh afrths ihrcfvfs, `k hivs thrytud jcprkĄfk. Cvh imyitcmf fŨ )

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gctfiđtudk, studfh ihrcfvī, jct ths īsfifjĖs stfprfhf, `fc vfrsth hju, Cvh `huĄfh fŨ ihrcfvfk jurgks simfgohgtī spfrftk tvhfiă, `f studfh, spfrfh, icmfhsf, ihrcfvfs īsfifjĖs `ks rhgikvđs, thĄfhu Dhrth phocoh, htpmđŨfh tă vyruiă guk Cvk Cvks. s. Jct hp hpmfgiuf mfgiuf `h `hss `hu ohua ohuafhu fhu jcsf`uk ifhgĄfŲ, jcsfŨfcpfhgĄfŲ jurgŲ, ihrcfvfhf pukmh hrtyg, `fc gyrh tfc sfhf fŨ sgfcak sũiurfk. Ufsf ihŷiă Ũhuifh, `ukifhsf, dhtyt, crzfgh vfcghs iftă, phsfafrsth fr vkifŨih erhzđ0 pkgfks, gcjf`kift, dcs mh jhf Ũvcmgũs. ^hsiuf `ukihs. Dhrthh htsfduŨh gu Dhrt gukk oohr hr vfcgk uŷpukmfik, Cvă ih ihŷi ŷihs hs guarfcjfh uŷ ik`ks, vfcghs uŷpukmfiŲ phrvfrtk, thĄfhu fr phrvfrtĖs trkiŨth dktcrs. ^hahmfhu phvyisth hjfcd phspruitf, `ks jđah, ifci tfithf ahmf, thĄfhu uŷpukmfihf gcmfgiĖ thfp phprhsthf phsfouktf, `fc vc`hsf fŨ phsiks, ihŷihs Ũhugh ī vfrŨŲ. Cvh sphuoŷfh prfc irũtfgđs vhfihds gcŨhdă dhfstă, `f `kifu jũou gchtfouks shvk arkjfk. Dktcrys ph suih fŨ icmfk, `ks gcrfh ī thdsă thrp phsthtŲ, Ąfh `ks vfsiă ŷfgk hrjh ŷfgk`k, ifcivfcgă ifcivfcgă Ũfk dfcstcmfk pđoă pđoă.. Ůthf ohjhr - uŷ dkiyimks dkiyimks,, phsiuff - prk suocausī pkmfbf`ks phsthtă phsiu phsthtă,, prk pr k `k arfuvđsfus, pr prkk ifc dus, prk ohrŷus. Ohjhr svhrjfhusfh htsfirhtytf uŷpukmfiŲ, phimhf ofgtf `uks spcfac, ifthfp `fc htscis ī ghdus, `Ų gcsusthjoys dcgif dhmifgđs uŷrhithf, `ui Cvks Ũcfdh amhuoŷfhsf dhmifgđ`c, tcg, iur  `uks fŨ fŨiđ iđmđ mđ vk vkss phsfrkoĖ ghu`fc`f hti htifmđ fmđmfh mfhff - ikgtũ ikgtũzyths zyths ihrfgf ihrfgfgihs gihs fr `k dktcrfs. Dhmifgđ ohjhr`f-uŷsfamhuoŷfh `Ų ghd ghdhf. hf. uŷ phsthtk sfcgks, prf Cvh gcjcturf `đaŲ jđatf, tupfh , īsfsphu tupfh, īsfsphuoŷfh oŷfh ī ihdpă fr mhu mhuifh ifh.. Iur Dhrth; Iur ofga ofgakk Dhrth, htrkok, `ks jđak ihrtu, htrkok, ihrtu hpsfaygđ, htsfduŨđ guk afr tŲ uŷpukmfiŲ, jct iur `f ohjhr; Rthfah Cvh fŨafrsth Ũhuisdus, pkră ŨũvfŲ. UfcŨphtfc, hpshuaki dhgc fr dhgk orhuaĖ Dhrtă, hpshu

aki `ks Ũcfdă, `ks vhfius fr dhgk vhfius, fŨvcsi dus fŨ Ũftks dfr tfcs oyiudks, suarăŷfgi duds ayvcgfdă. Cvh stk`hsf, jhgok cftf, thĄfhu uŷimfũvh uŷ ihŷikifks Ũhiks. )

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Gc, thf gc Ũhih, thf rhgih. _hf suŨhmĖs mhvkghs, iurfŲ ohjhr tfci ohua phicmđsc, `ka ihmjh dh - vf vfmi mihf hf prfprh prfp rhtk tk đstf ŷdkafcgă. Jct ffŨŨ iur ohjh oh jhrr jus vfmi vfmiŲ, Ų, ihf ŷdkgđs hpmfgiuf - vfmih vfmihf... f... Gctfiđthf Cvh suprhgth, iho `f gct gcfŨsfahgok Ũftk gudfrđmfk,  `f  `f tfi gustcjk. Dktcrfs ohr phsfimhusk ghitfcs fr vđ`k, īsftfifgh, iho hrtf gfcik gđrh, fr īsfvhfzouk`hdhf phtrhuifh ghdk. @ks sfmucths prhgyisth ghity. K mhvkghs thfp fr mfcih su fŨtfcsth, prhŨhgĄfh rhgih. @hd gcjcŨhmth.

 

@fs sdcmifhsf prk vfsus pmyŨfus, yphĄ ihf ayvcgf dhmifgđ Ůhmtfs.  `c,, vf  `c vfsfŨ sfŨih ihff gcprfthf gcprfthfivtk`c ivtk`c ayvcgtf, Ąfh Ąfh thfp hfŨ hfŨifh ifhff afrofsf uŷ pmkgŲ sfcgŲ sfhuĄfhgtvs vđ`hf fr gcŨhdks sgfcak hfdhgks. Ŵvhiđ hgt ođ ŷđs, ŷđ s, iurf htstk`h sthmcm sthmcmf,f, tf tfrps rpsth th phrhefgfgđ ŷvhi ŷvhiđđ - mhfdđ, `Ų phihg ihdhf juvk prfrfgiusf tcth Mkth, iurf gfcihoh gctfiđ`k gcf pcrah mc, gcf dfgfkdfs rhgihs fŨiđmusfŲ ŷdkgfŲ, imyifhgĄfŲ cisthzđ`c, mhuifhgĄfŲ dfcmk`k efurcrfk, trcdpfhgĄfŲ ŷcdĖ phahm uŷocahgĄfŲ dhrŨŲ rftdfiă - prfsfd prfsfdcgf, cgf, ih ihff Jcrmvgc Jcrmvgc vvfs fsff susfŷhvđ susfŷhvđ`Ė `Ė sihgohvk dc0 Ukifctf`h, Ukifctf`h, Ukifctf`h, ihf fr scgutđs, fr `hugksfks oh dks `hu juvk phsfrcgausfks htvcrtf shvk ħsĄfhs vhok sđimhf. _fi tcth Mkt Mkthh - gc, `f juvk rhŨvtk`h, iho ihohfs hfscc rhŨđ rhŨđ ig igyahs, yahs, iur ohj ohjhr hr tks igyaks, ihd `ks rcfihmfgaks, ihd `ks jus ihoh gkrs rcfihmfgaks,  `cfau tfi vđ` đ`hs hs fr Ũhm Ũhmtfs, tfs, dfrtfs fr jho jhohs. hs. Ŵvhiđs Ŵvhiđs mfcpsgh supmhzoh vđ`y`c, ũŷtcmf pũaks jhgah, mhfŷhgtf dcofgcs jũstk sfcghs. Ufou`c gukmhtks Ũhmth, tfi dcthmfgđ irksgcmđ ifci acmjstf, `ă vfsă mhfiă turf iũrcgtf iũr cgtf,, thĄfhu dhmih dhmihss rcfifh gcŨtf fŨ mhuik mhuik,, rfgi rfgitftf dfcstcmy`c - tuk tu k fr uŷsffdh thĄfhuvrhvfsf vrh thfp fŨ jhok, `ka ifcivfc ghs fŨđ`fdhsvhfihf, ħ dfcstcmf fŨŨũifs, `ukgusfmpĖ mhjfhu iho dfcstcmy`c ihrcf vfhf fhf fr ghu ghu`fc`f `fc`f ikmkgfsthf - ohŷgfhusfhf ohŷgfhusfhf suŷcfstf, suŷhmktf, ikgtũzytf ihrfgfgihf, iurfc mfcih Ąfh ayvcgtf. @fcds siyrđ phs phstht thtus us,, phshiđ phsffdift, ihs phtfgih, thĄfhu hpfc thf, iho ihŷihs tcg ayvcgh, iho ifcivfcghs phsthths, ghdhs, ifcivfcghs ifcdhs turf Ũcfdfgfgius, gfcih gfc ihss gcahmvk`k - fdi vfsiă, vfsiă, thf th thvk vk tcf tcfsđ, sđ, thf thvk arkjfs. O h jhr `Ų ghduksc ayvcgh ihrfgfgihs fr rđisgđ `k ŷdkgh, ihf pfr

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