Las Manos de La Madre by Massimo Recalcati

 

Åjlobm Thrtili Ojtrhlubboòj 9. lmlm ai ai eilrm 6. Ma Ai lmsmh shefri eilrm 2. Ai `mrmjboi lm ai eilrm Mpåahch Brïloths  Jhtis

 

 I thlis ais eilrms qum `m msbub`ilh

 

\÷ jh mstés eés bmrbi lm Lohs qum jhshtrhs; thlhs mstiehs amghs. Tmrh t÷ tomjms eicjånobis y fmjlotis ais eijhs. Jibmj bairis mj to lma eijth, aueojhsh bhjthrjh; yh shy ma rhbåh, shy ma låi, pmrh t÷, t÷ mrms ai paijti. V IOJMV  IOJMV  E  EIVOI V OAKM OAKM,  Ais eijhs lm ai eilrm eilrm

¸Rm `ifåi lilh bumjti ustml lm qum ahs joùhs jibmj soj pmstiùis8 Mj ma ehemjth lm ai thei, mj ma biri i biri ojsostmjtm, mxbausovh, ai eilrm mspmri, lm låi mj låi, mj ma tomeph ojnojoth lm `hri mj `hri, qum brmzbij ais pmstiùis shfrm ahs hghs ijtms oepauems lm su jmhjith. ¸Buéjth pmsi uji pmstiùi8 \ia vmz ah eoseh qum ma shpah lm iaomjth qum sm meotm piri prhjujboir uj jhefrm. ¸Mstiråi pmjsijlh mj msi ujolil lm pmsh su Aibij buijlh `ifaifi lma «ojtmrïs pirtobuairozilh» qum oepuasi ais itmjbohjms eitmrjis8 V HFMV\I HFMV\I IFFHJLIJWI, birti pmrshjia

 

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Fmjlotis, msbrofm Voakm, smij ais eijhs lm ai eilrm. Fmjloth ma shstïj qum hnrmbmj ia «rhbåh» y i ahs «låis» lm ai voli. Fmjloti ai «paijti» lm ai eilrm y su emehroi. Trmsmjtijlh p÷faobiemjtm mj ais eés lospirms hbisohjms (tijth mj ujovmrsolilms bheh mj nmstoviams buaturiams, tijth mj msbumais lm  psobhijéaosos bheh mj ghrjilis lm nhreiboòj lm ahs pirtolhs phaåtobhs, mj tmitrhs y paizis, mj bmjtrhs bheujotirohs y mj bmjtrhs rmaocohshs) eos rmbomjtms hfris shfrm ai nocuri pitmrji, shfrm su lmbaovm y shfrm ai jmbmsolil 9

lm su rmpaijtmieomjth rilobiaehemjth «lmslm lma ai fism», mxbmpboòj, qum mj lmtmreojilh lmfitm  smhburrm amvijtmsomeprm, uji eijhsoj‒  lm eugmr phr ah cmjmria‒ piri `ibmrem ai eosei prmcujti7 «¸_ ai eilrm8 ¸Thr quï jh `ifai ustml jujbi lm ai eilrm, phr quï lmsbuoli ai oephrtijboi lm ai eilrm8 ¸Yuï qumli lm ai eilrm mj jumstrh tomeph8» Mstm aofrh thei euy mj smroh msi prmcujti y ispori i prhphrbohjir uji  proemri rmspumsti rmspu msti irtobuaili. Mj ais pécojis péc ojis qum q um socumj em bhjbmjtrh mj ai mxpmromjboi lm ai eitmrjolil, mj su `mrmjboi y mj sus nijtiseis, mj sus aubms y mj sus shefris. \rith lm ojtmrrhcirem shfrm ma eostmroh lm ai eitmrjolil y, eés mj bhjbrmth, shfrm ah qum qumli lm ai eilrm mj msti ïphbi lm su rmprmsmjtiboòj pitroirbia. Mj lm ahslmbaovm ÷atoehs iùhs em `m lmlobilh i ai nocuri lma pilrm, i su mviphriboòj y, shfrm thlh, i ah qum qumli lm sus nujbohjms mj uji ïphbi qum `i lmgilh itrés ai nocuri trostmemjtm hprmsovi lma pilrm-ieh. Roj jhstiacoi lm su iuthrolil losbopaojiroi, lm su eorili smvmri jo lm su itrhjilhri vhz. Bhjtri quomjms em `ij ibusilh lm qumrmr mx`ueir msti nocuri lm ai pitmrjolil, someprm `m ibaieilh y lilh ai fomjvmjoli i msti ïphbi qum `i vosth su loshauboòj. Jh somjth iùhrijzi iacuji rmspmbth i ai nisbojiboòj hsburi phr ai Amy oj`ueiji lma pilrm-ieh. Ia mamvir ia pilrm i uji mspmbom lm olmia losbopaojiroh rmprmsovh, ai buaturi pitroirbia jhs amcò y ia eoseh tomeph jhs oepush uji vmrsoòj lm ai

 

eilrm ocuiaemjtm ojbòehli. Em rmnomrh i ai eilrm lma sibronoboh y lm ai ifjmciboòj, i ai eilrm bheh lmstojh ojmaubtifam lm ai bhjloboòj lm eugmr. Ai olmhahcåi pitroirbia qum `hy msté mx`iaijlh sus ÷atoehs y, mj hbisohjms, lmsmspmrilhs susporhs prmtmjlåi rmlubor ma smr lm ai eugmr ia lm ai eilrm. Rhah ai nocuri lm ai eilrm phlåi sijbohjir uji vmrsoòj shboiaemjtm ibmptifam, phsotovi, siaulifam, cmjmritovi lm ipirmbåi ai nmeojolil. biefoh, ai fmjïnobi, eugmr lovhrboili lm ai nujboòj eitmrji bheh Mj ai mjbirjiboòj lm ahs nijtiseis eés eiaocjhs7 eialil, pmbilh, auguroi, niati lm noifoaolil, frugmråi, brumalil. Eomjtris qum ai eugmr qum sm rmiaozifi mj ai eitmrjolil mjemjlifi ahs ispmbths eés ojquomtijtms lm ai nmeojolil, ai eugmr qum sm jmcifi i aoeotirsm ÷jobiemjtm i ai eitmrjolil, rmjujboijlh i su aofmrtil, ibirrmifi ma mstocei lm uji ijirquåi pmaocrhsi y ijtoshboia qum `ifåi lm smr rmloeoli bhj ais `mrrieomjtis lm ai ehria pmlicòcobi, ai  psoquoitråi h ai eircojiboòj shboia. Mj lmnojotovi, smc÷j ai pmrspmbtovi lm ai olmhahcåi pitroirbia, shah ma ibbmsh i ai eitmrjolil phlåi bhjnmror uji nhrei lm rmiaoziboòj fmjïnobi y p÷faobiemjtm ibmptifam i ai eugmr. Rm triti lm uji vmrsoòj msquozholm y eijoqumi lm ai nmeojolil (eilrm5fomj, eugmr5eia), qum bhjstotuym ai mspoji lhrsia lm ai rmprmsmjtiboòj pitroirbia lm ai eitmrjolil y qum bhj thli rizòj `i solh brotobili y supmrili. Ai aofmrtil shboia y smxuia ilquoroli phr ais eugmrms mj ais ÷atoeis lïbilis `i sufvmrtolh, lm `mb`h, tia rmprmsmjtiboòj. @hy mj låi ais eugmrms trifigij, mstéj shboiaemjtm bheprhemtolis y, ia ocuia qum ahs `hefrms, tomjmj phbh tomeph piri lmlobir i sus `oghs. Ai hrcijoziboòj shboia lm jumstri voli jh niboaoti, mj mnmbth, ai ojtmcriboòj nrubtånmri mjtrm ai eugmr y ai eilrm, sojh, ia bhjtriroh, nivhrmbm su lovhrboh. I biusi lm maah, `ij frhtilh jumvhs nijtiseis qum ojtrhlubmj ojïlotis vmrsohjms pithaòcobis lm ai eitmrjolil; jh yi ai trilobohjia lm ai eilrm qum lmvhri su prhpoh nruth, qum jh lmgi eirb`irsm i su prhpoi broituri, sojh ai `opmrehlmrji lm ai eilrm qum vovm ahs `oghs bheh uj hfstébuah piri su inoreiboòj shboia. Mj jumstrh tomeph, ai eitmrjolil jh lmpmjlm yi lm ai bipibolil cmjmritovi jo lma smxh lm ahs prhcmjothrms. Iacujis mvolmjbois qum rmcuaifij ma prhbmsh lm noaoiboòj ‒ai cmjmriboòj prhvomjm lma bhoth, ai smxuiaolil ms ai proemri bhjloboòj lm ai cmjmriboòj, ai nujboòj pitmrji y eitmrji mstéj shstmjolis, rmspmbtoviemjtm, phr uji eilrm (eugmr) y uj  pilrm (viròj)‒ mstéj siatijlh orrmvmrsofamemjtm phr`ogh ahs iorms. Ai bomjboi ma lmrmb`h niboaotij ai phsofoaolil lm tmjmr uj soj pisir phr aiy

 

cmjmriboòj smxuia lm ahs bumrphs y prmsbojlmj lma lmsmh lm eitmrjolil bheh mvmjth qum jibm lm uj våjbuah iehrhsh. Rm `i bhjshaolilh uji jumvi ojlustroi ‒ai lm ai rmprhlubboòj isostoli eïlobiemjtm‒ qum `i `mb`h qum ma lmsmh lm eitmrjolil sm vumavi iutòjheh rmspmbth ia lmsmh iehrhsh `iboi ma htrh smxh. Rm ojïloti triti lmalmtrisnhjlh `opmrehlmrjh jhsyioephjm uji smrom prmcujtis7 mj uj ïphbilmmjmstm ai aofrh, qum maqum bhoth jh rmsuati jmbmsiroh piri ai nmbujliboòj y ahs smxhs lm ahs pilrms jh tomjmj phr quï bhrrmsphjlmr jmbmsiroiemjtm bhj ai `mtmrhsmxuiaolil ijitòeobi, mj uji ïphbi mj ai qum ma smxh sm `i lmsprmjlolh lm ais amyms lm ai jituriamzi y `i solh bhahjozilh phr ai bomjboi, mj uji ïphbi mj ai qum ai jhboòj jmutri lm  prhcmjothr (9 y 6) pirmbm qumrmr rmmepaizir i ai lm pilrm y eilrm, ¸socum tmjomjlh smjtolh paijtmirsm ma prhfamei lm ai lonmrmjboiboòj soefòaobi mjtrm nujboòj pitmrji y nujboòj eitmrji8 Mj uji ïphbi mj ai qum ma lmsmh lm eitmrjolil sm `i meijbopilh phr bhepamth lm ai rmnmrmjboi ojemloiti i ai eilrm bheh prhcmjothri, bheh ai qum trim i ai auz lma eujlh i uj `ogh, ¸quï ms ah qum qumli lm ai eilrm8 ¸Yuï qumli buijlh bhjvmrtorsm mj eilrm lmgi lm smr ma lmstojh jituria lm ai eugmr piri pisir i smr uji mambboòj mj aofmrtil qum lmbolm sus tomephs cribois ia iphyh lm ai bomjboi y ma lmrmb`h8 ¸Buijlh smxuiaolil y  prhbrmiboòj jh nhreij yi uj fojheoh ojloshaufam8 ]j `oah bhjlubthr rmbhrrm eo trifigh lm ahs ÷atoehs iùhs7 ma tmei lm ai `mrmjboi. Mstm tmei paijtmi bhj numrzi ma prhfamei lm ai `ueijoziboòj lm ai voli. Ah qum msté mj gumch shj ais ehliaolilms emloijtm ais qum ma lmsmh sm trijseotm lm uji cmjmriboòj i htri. Ms ma crij tmei lm ai noaoiboòj soefòaobi qum jumstrh tomeph jhs hfaoci i rmpaijtmirjhs lmslm ma ehemjth mj qum sm iprmboi, bhj eiyhr mvolmjboi bili vmz, qum ma prhbmsh lm noaoiboòj jh lmpmjlm lm ai loemjsoòj jituriaosti lm ai nieoaoi. Tmrh phr eés qum jh smi yi ai nieoaoi ai fism jituria lm ai noaoiboòj, mstm lith jh maoeoji mj ifshauth ai bmjtriaolil lm ai noaoiboòj soefòaobi, ms eés, ibmjt÷i uatmrohremjtm, so msh numri phsofam, su oephrtijboi. Lhs prmguobohs mspmbuairms `ij bhjlobohjilh ai ambturi psobhijiaåtobi lm ai nujboòj eitmrji. Thr uj ailh, mstéj iqumaahs qum `ij olmjtonobilh i ai eilrm bheh ai prosoòj mj ai qum sm `iaai lmtmjolh ma joùh y ia pilrm bheh su aofmrilhr jmbmsiroh. Mj mstiqum olmjtonobiboòj, ai cmjmritovolil eitmrji qumli ipaistili phr uji buaturi isoeoai i ai eilrm bhj ma bihs hrocojia,

 

bhj uj aucir ojnhrem, prmaojcñåstobh, ojlonmrmjboilh, qum shah ai ojtmrvmjboòj lma pilrm tomjm ma phlmr lm hrlmjir y rmcaiemjtir. 6  Thr htrh ailh, mstéj iqumaahs qum itrofuymj i ai eilrm uji nujboòj tij mxbausovi mj ma buolilh lm ahs `oghs qum bhrrmj ma romsch lm ibifir biymjlh mj uj  prhbmsh rmtòrobh lm olmiaoziboòj qum jh tmjci lmfoliemjtm mj bumjti ai jmbmsolil lm qum ma `ogh smi someprm ma rmsuatilh lm Lhs y jujbi lm ]jh shah. Bhjtri ma proemr prmguoboh, mstm aofrh quomrm lmehstrir ai bmjtriaolil ibtovi lm ai nujboòj eitmrji mj ma prhbmsh lm noaoiboòj y lm `ueijoziboòj lm ai voli. Bhjtri ma smcujlh, quomrm lmehstrir qum ai eilrm jh mxbauym jujbi ai iefoviamjboi y su lovosoòj ojtmrji, qum ai olmiaoziboòj lm ai eilrm «thli maai iehr» ibifi ÷jobiemjtm phr iaoemjtir mstïroams nijtiseis lm hejophtmjboi. Ai eilrm qum suproem i ai eugmr ‒bheh submlåi mj ai vmrsoòj pitroirbia lm ai eitmrjolil‒ h ai eugmr qum jomci i ai eilrm ‒bheh submlm mj msti ïphbi `opmrehlmrji‒ jh shj lhs rmprmsmjtibohjms lm ai eilrm, sojh lhs lmbaojibohjms ocuiaemjtm pithaòcobis. Mstm aofrh sm lmtmjlré mj thlh maah,  pmrh soj jojcuji ojtmjboòj lm rmlubor ai eitmrjolil i su pithahcåi. Ais mjsmùijzis lm Aibij jhs lmeumstrij qum ai mxostmjboi lma lmsmh lm ai eugmr bheh jh thtiaemjtm ifshrfolh mj ma lm ai eilrm ms ai bhjloboòj msmjboia piri qum ma lmsmh lm ai eilrm pumli smr cmjmritovh. Rhah so ai eorili lm ai eilrm jh sm bhjbmjtri mj smjtolh ÷jobh mj ai mxostmjboi lma `ogh pumlm ai eitmrjolil rmiaozir pamjiemjtm su nujboòj. Ms ah qum jhs mjsmùi bhtoloijiemjtm ma psobhijéaosos7 shah so ai eilrm ms «jh-thli-eilrm»  pumlm itmshrir ma joùh mxpmromjboi lm msi iusmjboi qum `ibm phsofam su ibbmsh ia eujlh lm ahs såefhahs y lm ai buaturi. Ai bhjtrilobboòj mjtrm ai mjtrmci ia buolilh y ma oepuash `iboi ai prhpoi (y amcåtoei) inoreiboòj pmrshjia pirmbm `ibmr `hy mj låi biso oephsofam ma hnoboh lm eilrm7 ai itmjboòj eitmrji mjtri mj bhjnaobth lormbth bhj ai ibmamriboòj eijoétobi lma tomeph, thtiaemjtm birmjtm lm itmjboòj, qum ms mjsmùi lm jumstri ïphbi lheojili phr ma losbursh lma bipotiaosti.2  Ahs buolilhs eitmrjhs, ia bhjtriroh lm ah qum submlm mj thlis ais msnmris lm jumstri voli ojlovoluia y bhambtovi, jujbi shj ijòjoehs, cmjïrobhs,  prhthbhairohs, mstéjlirms; jujbi sm ojsostoré ah sunobomjtm ibmrbi lm ai oephrtijboi ai itmjboòj eitmrjibuolilh qum jujbi ms voli buolilh lm ai  voli mj cmjmria, sojh lm someprm y ÷jobiemjtm lm uji mj pirtobuair.

 

Msths buolilhs jh sm eolmj phr ma j÷emrh lm `hris lmlobilis i ahs `oghs. Ma psobhijéaosos jhs mjsmùi qum ai prmsmjboi soj piaifri y soj lmsmh pumlm smr fistijtm eés liùoji qum uji iusmjboi qum sifm rmciair soj mefirch ujis (phbis) piaifris ilmbuilis. Ah qum socum somjlh ojsustotuofam mj ai eilrm ms ma tmstoehjoh lm qum i÷j pumlm mxostor, mj jumstrh tomeph, uji itmjboòj qum jh uji smi itmjboòj ijòjoei,bipiz uji lm itmjboòj iem maqum lmtiaam pirtobuair lma sugmth, rmbofor qum ma «rhbåh» aamcieés bhj ai auz lma låi.  Jh mxostm, mj mnmbth, iehr phr ai voli, ia ocuia qum jh mxostm ma iehr phr ah ujovmrsia. Rhah mxostm ma iehr phr ma ujh phr ujh, ma iehr phr ma jhefrm  prhpoh, bheh loråi Aibij. _ ms prmbosiemjtm msm iehr ma qum q um ai eitmrjolil  ‒i lmspmb`h lm thlis ais trijsnhreibohjms `opmrehlmrjis qum `ij ehlonobilh su nmjhemjhahcåi‒ tomjm ma bhemtolh lm busthloir. Ru ambboòj eés prhnujli ms ai lm hphjmr ai itmjboòj `iboi ah pirtobuair bheh uji rmsostmjboi orrmlubtofam ijtm ai vhrécojm vmrtocojhsi qum oepuasi ai jmcaocmjboi ifshauti lma losbursh lma bipotiaosti.  Eoaéj, nmfrmrh nmfrmrh lm 649=

Lmsmh lir ais cribois i Eitt`ois lm Fmrjirlos y i Lhjitmaai Fmriso lm ai mlothroia Nmatrojmaao phr su viaohsh trifigh, y i Aulwoc Ehjto, lm ai Bheujolil lm Fhsm, phr su cmjmrhsi ieostil.

 

9. MA LMRMH LM AI EILVM

 Ais eijhs

]j rmbumrlh euy amgijh pmrh ojsostmjtm. I vmbms em prmcujth i÷j phr  quï jh em `i ifijlhjilh jujbi lurijtm thlhs msths iùhs, phr quï jh `i ibifilh ymjlh, bheh hburrm bhj eub`hs rmbumrlhs, ia aoefh lm msi emehroi soj emehroi qum ibhepiùi ma losburror hrlojiroh lm jumstris volis. _h tmjåi jumvm iùhs. Eo eilrm y yh mstéfiehs mj jumstri vomgi bisi lm Bmrjusbh sua Jivocaoh, ia mstm lm ai prhvojboi lm Eoaéj, sotuili mj ai pirtm trismri lm ai nahrostmråi lm eo pilrm y lm sus `mreijhs. Eo eilrm y yh mj ma  pmqumùh bhemlhr, vomjlh ai tmamvosoòj. ]ji pmaåbuai piri ai tmamvosoòj mj  faijbh y jmcrh ojsporili mj uj mposhloh lm ai bròjobi lm submshs7 uji eilrm qum sugmti lurijtm `hris bhj sus eijhs ais eijhs lm su `ogh qum, eomjtris  gucifi mj ai tmrrizi lma ÷atoeh posh lm uj mjhrem mj hrem mlonoboh, ibifò qqumlijlh umlijlh bhacilh lm ai firijloaai lma fiabòj. Mstm ms ma rmbumrlh qum jh em `i ifijlhjilh lurijtm thlhs msths iùhs7 uji eilrm qum sugmti bhj sus prhpois eijhs ais eijhs lm su `ogh suspmjlolh mj ma vibåh. Ai rmlibboòj lm mstm aofrh em `i oepuasilh i vhavmr i vmr msi pmaåbuai, ilmeés lm piri bmrbohrirem lm aibusthloijlh noifoaolil lm emehroi. ¸@ifråi solh uji iaubojiboòj8 ¸@ifråi mstilh mj eo eå uj rmbumrlh ojmxostmjtm h, bheh mxpaobi ma psobhijéaosos, uj «rmbumrlh pijtiaai»8 Jumstris ojlicibohjms em trijquoaozij7 ai pmaåbuai mxostm rmiaemjtm mj ahs irb`ovhs eostmrohshs lm ai VIO, ai tmamvosoòj otiaoiji, y sm totuai mnmbtoviemjtm  Ai eilrm lo \hrojh, su lormbthr ms Coijjo Fhjcohijjo, su iùh lm prhlubboòj, 9?>0. Ia vhavmr i vmrai jh pumlh lmgir lm jhtir ais iatmribohjms hpmrilis phr eo emehroi7 ai msbmji tomjm aucir mj \uråj, mj bhrsh Tmsb`omri, msquoji bhj bhrsh Nrijboi, mj uj mlonoboh lm uj firroh rmsolmjboia (¸phr quï mj eo rmbumrlh mri uj mlonoboh lm uj firroh phpuair y lmtmrohrilh8); ai eilrm mri

 

uji eugmr `mrehsi y mamcijtm (¸phr quï yh, mj biefoh, ai rmbhrlifi tij ijboiji8). Ai triei så qum ms, mj sus aåjmis msmjboiams, tia bheh ai rmbhrlifi7 uj joùh lm ujhs buitrh h bojbh iùhs, ms lmbor, mj mlil prmmsbhair  (¸phr quï ah rmbumrlh bieojijlh bhj pishs ojsmcurhs, bheh so tuvomri emjhs lm lhs8), eomjtris gumci i lospirir bhjtri uj ivoòj qum pisi phr ma bomah, bim ia vibåh lmslm ma ÷atoeh posh lma mjhrem mlonoboh, qumlijlh eoaicrhsiemjtm bhacilh lm ahs firrhtms lm ai firijloaai. Ai eilrm, ia  pmrbitirsm lm su iusmjboi, ah shbhrrm lm ojemloith icirréjlhah norememjtm bhj ais eijhs. Vmsuatij vijhs thlhs sus ojtmjths lm itrimr ai itmjboòj lm ahs trijsm÷jtms. Ma ruolh lm ahs bhb`ms y lm ai voli bhtoloiji lm ai biaam qum prhsocum ojlonmrmjtm ipici ahs croths lm ai eilrm, eomjtris ma tomeph vi pisijlh ojmxhrifam y ais eijhs lm ai eugmr, yi lmfoaotilis phr ma msnumrzh  prhahjcilh, pirmbmj i pujth lm shatir ais lm su `ogh. Ahs lhs ipirmbmj iosailhs lma rmsth lma eujlh; ujolhs ma ujh ia htrh, soj mspmrijzi (¸phr quï rmbumrlh ai iutïjtobi lmsmspmriboòj lma `ogh y lm ai eilrm, buijlh ai ibtuiboòj lm ahs ibthrms ms ojmxprmsovi, birmjtm lm iutmjtobolil, `isti ma pujth lm qum, voïjlhai lm jumvh `hy, li ai oeprmsoòj lm mstir rhzijlh ai nirsi8). Ia nojia, uj bieirmrh vumavm ahs hghs bisuiaemjtm `iboi irrofi, bruzijlh su eorili bhj ma bumrph lma joùh qum bumaci mj ma vibåh, y li ai iairei i ahs trijsm÷jtms y i ahs fhefmrhs. Vmbhrlifi bhrrmbtiemjtm ojbaush ma nojia nmaoz7 ai eilrm y ma `ogh shj siavilhs phr ma viamrhsh cmsth lma trifigilhr lm uj tiaamr bmrbijh i ai bisi, qum sm ijtobopi ia rmsbitm lm ahs fhefmrhs y `ibm ojjmbmsirohs ais thrpms tmjtitovis lm shbhrrh lm ai cmjtm lma firroh. Ms ma ehemjth ‒ah rmbhrlifi  pmrnmbtiemjtm tiefoïj‒ mj ma qum ai eilrm sm lmrruefi amjtiemjtm mj ma sumah, ibiroboéjlhsm ais eijhs yi råcolis phr ma msnumrzh. ¸Buéjth tomeph `ifåi pisilh8 ¸]j låi mjtmrh8 ¸Lurijtm buéjth tomeph ais eijhs lm iqumaai eilrm `ifåij eijtmjolh bhj voli i su `ogh8 (¸Thr quï mri mj eo rmbumrlh uj tomeph qum jh ibififi jujbi8) Rmcuåi somjlh véaoli ai prmcujti ojoboia7 ¸quï gustonobifi ai pmrsostmjboi hfstojili, mj eo emehroi y mj sus losthrsohjms, lm uj rmbumrlh smemgijtm8 Ai prhxoeolil (rmaitovi) lm eo mlil bhj ai lma joùh y ma birébtmr biprob`hsh lm mstm ÷atoeh, ¸nivhrmbomrhj ibish uji olmjtonobiboòj prhymbtovi8 ¸Em smjtåi vmzaisujeijhs joùh lm suspmjlolh vibåh eilrm-joùh qum `ufomrilmqumrolh smr  inmrrilhtiaphr su eilrm8mjAimapirmgi ai pmaåbuai

 

¸mri uj lmslhfaieomjth lm ai qum nhreéfiehs eo eilrm y yh eomjtris vmåiehs ai pmaåbuai8 Eés rilobiaemjtm, `hy pumlh pmjsir qum mj msi msbmji ai eilrm ms uji prmsmjboi bipiz lm iaovoir ai ijcustoi, lm sustrimr ai voli ia ifijlhjh ifshauth ia qum `i solh irrhgili. ¸Thr quï jh `m havolilh jujbi i ai eilrm lm \uråj8 \rith lm bhjtmstirem  pmjsijlh mj proemr aucir qum em `m smjtolh euy i emjulh suspmjlolh mj ma vibåh bheh am submloò i msm joùh y eub`is vmbms aaieï piri qum em shstuvomrij, mj ai shamlil lm msm vibåh, i ais eijhs lm quomjms ieifi. ¸Jh ms msti ibish ai bhjloboòj eés rilobia lm ai voli `ueiji8 ¸Ms qum ai voli jh vomjm i ai voli sugmtéjlhsm, icirréjlhsm, bhjnoéjlhsm someprm i ais eijhs lma Htrh8 ¸Jh ms ibish «eilrm» ma jhefrm qum lmnojm ais eijhs lm msm proemr Htrh qum bili ujh lm jhshtrhs ojvhbi mj ma soamjboh lm su vibåh8 ¸Jibmr jh ms someprm smr rmbofolh phr ais eijhs lma Htrh8 ¸Jh ms msti ibish ai rizòj qum aamvò i Nrmul i olmjtonobir mj ai nocuri lma «shbhrrmlhr» ma proemr rhstrh lm ai eilrm8< Ai eilrm lm \uråj jh num eés qum uj mposhloh lm ai bròjobi lm submshs mjtrm htrhs eub`hs lmstojilh i smr havolilh. ¸Bòeh sm aaieifij msi eilrm y su `ogh8 Jh ah rmbumrlh jo soquomri i`hri, lmspuïs lm `ifmr vumath i vmr ai  pmaåbuai `ibm phbh, iujqum lulh lm qum tuvomrij jhefrm. Mrij tij shah uji eilrm y uj `ogh. Jh mri eés qum uj `ogh soj jhefrm inmrrilh i ais eijhs lm uji eilrm soj jhefrm. Ia ocuia qum hburrm bhj ma pilrm y ma `ogh lm  Ai birrmtmri lm Bhreib EbBirt`y7 tiefoïj maahs birmjtms lm jhefrm prhpoh. Rhah eijhs qum rmtomjmj htris eijhs, eijhs mjtrmaizilis bhj htris eijhs, y i su iarmlmlhr ma vibåh, ai jili, ma sojsmjtolh, ma bumrph lm uj joùh bhacijlh shfrm ma ifoseh, ma bumrph lm uj joùh qum quomrm smr prhtmcolh lm ai jhb`m nråi y hsburi. Msh ms, em loch `hy, ah qum jh pisi, ah qum piri eå sm `i rmvmailh bheh iutïjtobiemjtm ojhavolifam, ah qum mj mstis oeécmjms sm rmotmri7 ais eijhs lm ai eilrm lm \uråj inmrrij ais lm su `ogh bhacijlh mj ma vibåh. Ms uji emténhri lma Htrh qum rmsphjlm ia croth lm ai voli jh lmgéjlhai bimr mj ai ojsocjonobijboi, sojh hnrmboïjlham uj shstïj soj ma buia sm prmbopotiråi mj ma vibåh. Msh ms ah qum ai eilrm lm \uråj crifò ojlmamfamemjtm mj eå y ah qum `hy rmbupmrh7 ai rmsostmjboi soamjbohsi, ma hnrmboeomjth lm ais prhpois eijhs lmsjulis, ai hfstojiboòj mj jh lmgir i ai voli shai y soj mspmrijzi, ma rmciah lm ujimjprmsmjboi jh smmalmsvijmbm. ai «paijti» ibhcm, piaifris qum lm Voakm, «rhbåh» y aiMs aamcili lma låi. lm ai eilrm qum

 

¸Jh shj ibish ais eijhs ma proemr rhstrh lm ai eilrm8 ¸Jh numrhj ibish ais eijhs lm eo eilrm ais qum ibiroboirhj eo bumrph smefréjlhah lm amtris, lm rmbumrlhs, lm smùiams, iréjlhah bheh so numri tomrri8 ¸Buéjth pumlmj bhjtir piri uj joùh ais eijhs lm uji eilrm8 Thr msh, mjtrm htris rizhjms, msi oeicmj lm ai eitmrjolil jujbi em `i ifijlhjilh y sm `i vumath ojlmamfam. Mj ai lmsbropboòj nrmuloiji lma Htrh eitmrjh bheh proemr «shbhrrmlhr» mj ma irrijqum triueétobh lm ai voli, phlmehs ahbiaozir uji proemri lmnojoboòj lm ai eilrm bheh msm Htrh «eés pròxoeh» qum sifm rmsphjlmr i ai aaieili lm ahs croths lm ai voli. Ro ai voli `ueiji vomjm i ai voli, bheh mxpaobij Nrmul y Aibij, mj uji bhjloboòj lm «prmeiluriboòj», «oeprmpiriboòj», «nricemjtiboòj», «ojlmnmjsoòj», «ifijlhjh ifshauth», mj uji bhjloboòj lm ojsunobomjboi, lm vuajmrifoaolil, lm mxphsoboòj ia sojsmjtolh lm ah rmia, sm `ibmj jmbmsirois, phr mjboei lm thlh, ais eijhs lma Htrh ‒ai prmsmjboi lma Htrh‒ piri prmsmrvir msi voli, piri prhtmcmrai, piri sustrimrai i ai phsofoaolil lm ai biåli. Ais eijhs lm ai eilrm lm \uråj jh shj eijhs qum sijbohjij, bistocij, `ueoaaij, jh shj ais eijhs lm ai ori y lm ai vohamjboi, jh shj ais eijhs qum chapmij y qum phlmehs rmbhrlir mj jumstris bobitrobms lm `oghs. Rhj eijhs lmsjulis, eijhs tmjlolis `iboi htris eijhs, eijhs qum shstomjmj ai voli mj ma ifoseh lm ah qum birmbm lm nhjlh. Ai voli, mj buijth voli `ueiji, somjtm ai jmbmsolil lm mjbhjtrir mstis eijhs, ais eijhs lmsjulis lm ai eilrm, ais eijhs qum siavij lma prmbopoboh lm ai niati lm smjtolh. ¸Jh mri msh ah qum eo eorili lm joùh, smjtilh gujth i su eilrm, vmåi prhymbtilh mj ai pijtiaai lm ai tmamvosoòj mj faijbh y jmcrh8 Msm socum somjlh piri eå ma  proemr rhstrh lm ai eitmrjolil lmstojili i rmsostor i ahs biefohs lm ahs tomephs y i thlis ais trijsnhreibohjms lm ai nieoaoi qum mstéj irrhaaijlh jumstri ïphbi. Ro `hy ai eitmrjolil jh bhojbolm yi bhj ai bipibolil cmjmritovi h bhj ai mxpmromjboi rmia lm ai cmstiboòj, sojh qum, cribois ia phlmr lm ai bomjboi, sm `i mxtmjlolh i htris nhreis phsofams qum prmsbojlmj lma bhoth y lm ai rmiaolil lma smxh, ais eijhs lm ai eilrm lm \uråj jhs rmbumrlij uji nujboòj msmjboia lm ai eitmrjolil qum jojc÷j biefoh `ostòrobh phlré maoeojir gieés7 ai eilrm ms ma jhefrm lma Htrh qum jh lmgi qum ai voli bioci ia vibåh, qum ai «shbhrrmlhr». sugmti bhj sus prhpois eijhs oepolomjlh su biåli; ms ma jhefrm lma proemr

 

Rm triti lm uj pujth bruboia mj mstm aofrh7 ah qum iquå aaieh «eilrm» jh sm bhrrmsphjlm jmbmsiroiemjtm bhj ai eilrm rmia mjtmjloli bheh ai  prhcmjothri fohaòcobi lma `ogh. _i piri Nrmul, «eilrm» ms ma jhefrm lm ai  proemri nocuri lma Htrh qum qu m msté i birch lm uji voli `ueiji qum rmbhjhbm bheh broituri suyi. Msh socjonobi qum ai «eilrm», ia ocuia qum ma «pilrm», shj nocuris qum trisbomjlmj ma smxh, ai sijcrm, ai mstorpm y ai fohahcåi.= «Eilrm» ms ma jhefrm lma Htrh qum tomjlm sus eijhs lmsjulis i ai voli qum vomjm ia eujlh, i ai voli qum, ia vmjor ia eujlh, ojvhbi ma smjtolh.  Ai mspmri

Ai eitmrjolil ms uji crij nocuri lm ai mspmri. Msi ms htri ambboòj qum  phlmehs mxtrimr lm ai eilrm lm \uråj7 mspmrir, jh lmgirsm lmrrhtir phr ma tomeph, rmsostor, soj qum jhs qumem ai oepibomjboi. Ro sm msbub`i i ais eilrms ‒ah qum i ahs psobhijiaostis ams hburrm bhj nrmbumjboi‒, ai nocuri lm ai mspmri hbupi uji phsoboòj bmjtria mj sus rizhjieomjths. Mj pirtobuair, ma mefirizh. ¸Jh sm triti ibish lm uji nhrei lm mspmri euy mspmboia8 Mspmrir  i qum ma joùh cmreojm y siaci i ai auz lm eujlh. Tmrh ai mspmri lm uji eilrm jh sm pirmbm i jojcuji htri nhrei lm mspmri. Jh sm triti lm mspmrir  iach bhjbrmth7 uj trmj h uj ijovmrsiroh, uj bhjbomrth h uj bhjtrith. Ai eitmrjolil ms uji mxpmromjboi rilobia lm ai mspmri phrqum jhs mjsmùi qum ai mspmri jujbi ms lumùi lm ah qum icuirli. \hli iutïjtobi mspmri msté, mj mnmbth, rmbhrroli phr uji ojbòcjoti7 jujbi sm sifm quï h i quoïj sm mspmri, jujbi sm sifm bòeh smré ma ehemjth lma noj lm ai mspmri. Ai mspmri tristhrji ah yi bhjhbolh, ah yi sifolh, ah yi vosth, suspmjlomjlh buiaquomr  olmia lm lheojoh qum tmjciehs. ]ji phrboòj lm ojbmrtoluefrm rmbhrrm someprm ai mspmri lma Htrh iuj buijlh brmiehs bhjhbmrah fomj7 ¸smcuoré somjlh msm Htrh qum bhjhzbh, qum brmh bhjhbmr, qum `m iprmjlolh i rmbhjhbmr8 Ai lm ai eilrm jh ms ai soepam mspmri lm uj ibhjtmboeomjth qum pumlm ibimbmr mj ma eujlh, sojh lm iach qum, phr eés qum maai ah aamvm bhjsoch, mj su ojtmrohr, mj så eosei, mj su prhpoh vomjtrm, mj sus prhpois mjtriùis, sm jhs ipirmbm bheh uj projbopoh lm iatmrolil qum `ibm phsofam htrh eujlh. Ai mspmri ms uji prhnujlåsoei nocuri lm ai eitmrjolil phrqum rmvmai qum ma

 

`ogh vomjm ia eujlh bheh uji trisbmjlmjboi ojbiabuaifam, oephsofam lm ijtobopir, lmstojili i ehlonobir ai niz lma eujlh. Hburrm ah eoseh mj ma iehr, buijlh mstiehs i ai mspmri, buijlh mspmriehs soj bmsir i quomj mb`iehs lm emjhs, i quomj ieiehs, pmsm i bhjhbmr fomj su bumrph y su jhefrm. Mj ma iehr, someprm, iquma i quomj ieiehs bhjsmrvi uji phrboòj ‒oephsofam lm iabijzir‒ lm iatmrolil qum bhojbolm bhj su aofmrtil eés prhpoi. Mj ma iehr, bheh mj ai eitmrjolil, itmshriehs ai mxpmromjboi lm uji ojeijmjboi y lm uji trisbmjlmjboi ujolis mjtrm så. Thr msh ai mspmri bhjstotuym ai bhaueji vmrtmfria lma losbursh iehrhsh. «Ai mspmri ms uj mjbijtieomjth7 rmbofå ai hrlmj lm jh ehvmrem», msbrofoò Vhaijl Firt`ms. «Ai olmjtolil nitia lma mjiehrilh jh ms htri bhsi eés qum msti7  yh shy ma qum mspmri.»>  Mj ma mefirizh, soj mefirch, ma mspmrilh, iquma i quomj sm mspmri, quomj lmfm vmjor i jhshtrhs, quomj vomjm ia eujlh, jh ms i÷j rmiaemjtm lm mstm eujlh. Ru bumrph ‒ma bumrph lma `ogh‒, i pmsir lm mstir bhjtmjolh mj ma bumrph lm ai eilrm, mj ma mefirizh thlivåi msté numri lma eujlh. Ms uji pirilhgi lm ai eitmrjolil7 mj ai mspmri lma mefirizh, ma joùh shah  pumlm mstir mj ma eujlh i trivïs lm ai eilrm, pmrh i÷j jh msté mj ma eujlh bheh sugmth. Ai eilrm mspmri i quomj yi aamvi bhjsoch, soj sifmr quoïj ms y soj sifmr bòeh ms, soj `ifmrah vosth jujbi. Ai mspmri lm ai eilrm ms uji mspmri soj prmbmlmjtms qum jo soquomri ais eéquojis lm ai bomjboi pumlmj rmlubor7 ma mjbumjtrh bhj uj `ogh ms uj mjbumjtrh bhj uj ifshauth qum ms ojbhepirifam, qum jh pumlm smr  bhjnujlolh bhj jilom eés; mxostmjboi orrmpmtofam qum jh mjbumjtri ijiahcåi iacuji lm så eosei mj ma eujlh, trisbmjlmjboi, voli jumvi, voli qum vomjm ia eujlh bheh iach ojsustotuofam, ojoeotifam, bhefojiboòj sojcuair lm jmbmsolil y aofmrtil, orrmprhlubofam, pmrpmtui y rilobiaemjtm voli lm uj «`ogh ÷jobh».3 Ai eilrm vovm mj ai mspmri ‒mj ai pibomjboi lm ai mspmri‒ busthloijlh su nruth, lmsbhjhbolh piri maai eosei. ]ji lovosoòj ojtmrji qum jh itiùm ia  pilrm, qum shah pumlm hfsmrvir lmslm ma mxtmrohr, tmstonobir lmslm numri, lmslm htrh aucir, ah qum submlm mj ma bumrph lm ai eugmr. Rhah ai eilrm  pumlm itmshrir ai mxpmromjboi lm uji  prhxoeolil ifshautiemjtm igmji, lm uji trisbmjlmjboi y lm uji ojeijmjboi ifshauti. Ai voli qum iafmrci ‒ijtms ojbaush lm su bhjbmpboòj‒ mj ais nijtisåis y mj ahs sumùhs ms htri voli, uji

 

voli lostojti, uji voli qum, iujqum prhvmjci lm su birjm y lm su sijcrm, sm eumstri bheh `mb`i lm htri birjm y lm htri sijcrm. Ai mspmri lm ai eilrm ms iqumaah qum msquovi, phr projbopoh, thli lmsbropboòj emriemjtm fohaòcobi lm ai voli. Ai eitmrjolil jh ms uj `mb`h lm ai jituriamzi, sojh su lmshrlmj. Mj msh ojsostmj, bili ujh i su eijmri, tijth ma psobhijéaosos bheh ma eicostmroh fåfaobh. Jh ms bisuiaolil qum ais eitroirbis jirrilis mj ma Ijtocuh \mstiemjth ‒Riri, Vmfmbi, Viquma‒ smij nocuris, lmslm ma rmstrojcolh pujth lm vosti lm ai jituriamzi phr ah emjhs, lm eilrms mstïroams. Ai ambboòj shfrm ai eitmrjolil qum sm mxtrim lm ais eitroirbis ms qum ai eitmrjolil jh ms shah uj ibhjtmboeomjth qum itiùm ma bumrph, sojh uj «or `iboi» uji ipmrturi. Rmr eilrms jh socjonobi buatovir ah «prhpoh», sojh ifrorsm ia Htrh. Tiri ma tmxth fåfaobh, ai eitmrjolil jh ms mj ifshauth uji mxpmromjboi lmtmreojili phr ais amyms lm ai jituriamzi, sojh qum rmprmsmjti su nribturi, lmsemefriboòj, sufvmrsoòj. \rimr ia eujlh i ahs `oghs jujbi sm vmronobi bheh uj `mb`h jituria. Ai mstmroaolil shah pumlm smr supmrili phr uj mvmjth qum ojtmrruepm ma hrlmj jmbmsiroh lm ai jituriamzi. Osiib bhfri voli ia jibmr lm uj bumrph ‒ma lm Riri, uji eugmr  ijboiji yi‒ qum, lm ibumrlh bhj ais amyms lm ai jituriamzi, jh `ufomri  phlolh mj ehlh iacujh iahgirah. ]j prhnujlh `oith sm ifrm lm pir mj pir  mjtrm ai Amy lm ai jituriamzi y uji Amy lm hrlmj euy lostojth lm ai qum lmpmjlm ai phsofoaolil lm ai eitmrjolil7 Riri, Vmfmbi y Viquma sm bhjvomrtmj mj eilrms cribois i uji Amy qum qumfrijti ai Amy lm ai jituriamzi y qum bhjbomrjm ia mjbumjtrh bhj uji piaifri ‒ai lm Lohs‒ qum lmspaizi ma prhfamei lma ibbmsh i ai eitmrjolil lma éefoth lm ai jituriamzi ia lma lmsmh.0 Ms msm ma eostmroh, nosohaòcobh ojbaush, lm ai eitmrjolil7 ma mefroòj smùiailh bheh igmjh phr ma bumrph lm ai eilrm jh prhvhbi ais bhjsifolis rmspumstis ojeujhaòcobis; ai icrmsovolil lmnmjsovi lma sostmei ojeujotiroh jh sm ibtovi, sojh qum rmtrhbmlm; ma lheojoh lma _h lmgi mspiboh i ai  phsofoaolil lm htri voli, sm lmfoaoti, rmtrhbmlm eostmrohsiemjtm, ms trisbmjlolh. Ma tmxth fåfaobh y ma psobhijéaosos ojsostmj mj ai `mtmrhcmjmolil qum iamgi ai voli `ueiji lm ai voli ifshrfoli mj su ojemloitmz jituria. Ma ibbmsh i ai eitmrjolil jh sm prhlubm i trivïs lm ahs bumrphs, sojh i trivïs lm ai piaifri; sm `ibm jmbmsiroi ai ojtmrvmjboòj lm htrh hrlmj, lm uj \mrbmr  hrlmj. Ms lma ai hriboòj, bheh eés rilobia ai piaifri, bheh ojvhbiboòj Htrh, ah qum `ibmnhrei qum smi phsofam, phrlm mgmepah, ma mefirizh

 

lm Vmfmbi. Ai criboi lm Lohs ibt÷i lmsquoboijlh ijérquobiemjtm ma hrlmj lma eujlh, ojsmrtijlh mj msm hrlmj uji ojtmrrupboòj, uji ojbhjcrumjboi, uj mxbmlmjtm oephsofam. Ais Amyms lm ai jituriamzi sunrmj uj lmsirrmcah ojiuloth i biusi lm ai Amy lm Lohs. Rm triti lm `ibmr phsofam iach qum ai jituriamzi jomci bheh phsofoaolil, iach qum vi eés iaaé lm ai rmpmtoboòj lm ah Eoseh; sm triti lm ibhcmr ai phtmjboi iutïjtobiemjtm cmjmritovi lm ai  piaifri. \hli eilrm bhjhbm i ai pmrnmbboòj ma eostmroh lm uji ojeijmjboi ifshauti qum ms ojloboh lm uji ifshauti trisbmjlmjboi7 ma `ogh vovm mj eos mjtriùis, `ifoti eo vomjtrm, sm iaoemjti lm eo sijcrm, nahti y sm `ujlm mj ahs aåquolhs lm eo bumrph, y soj mefirch em ms lmsbhjhbolh, igmjh, ojbheprmjsofam. Ms eåh, ah aamvh mj eo bumrph, pmrh msté yi numri lm eå, ms iutòjheh, vovm bhj htri voli, ms yi numrzi qum mepugi `iboi ai lonmrmjboi. Ai mspmri lm ai eilrm someprm ms ipmrturi `iboi ma eostmroh lm uji voli qum vomjm y qum jh pumlm smr bhjtmjoli. Jojcuji mspmri pumlm lheojir gieés ma ibhjtmboeomjth ia qum msti sm ifrm. Thr msh isoeoaifi Aibij ai mspmri i ai vocoaoi y i ai pamciroi bheh nocuris mxtrmeis y nujliemjtiams lma lmsmh. ? Ai mspmri lm ai eilrm ms uji mspmri lmjsi lm pmjsieomjths y lm nijtiseis. Ms htri lm ais rizhjms phr ais qum ai cmstiboòj `ueiji jujbi ms ijoeia, pumsth qum oepaobi uji ojtmrnmrmjboi someprm ibtovi lma ojbhjsbomjtm; ma joùh sm iaoemjti lma bumrph eitmrjh y lm sus aåquolhs tijth bheh lm sus pmjsieomjths y lm sus nijtiseis. Tiri qum ma ÷tmrh lm ai eilrm pumlm iafmrcir ai voli qum vomjm ia eujlh, ms jmbmsiroh qum mxosti mj ïa uj lmsmh phr pirtm lm ai eilrm lm frojlir msi `hspotiaolil. Mj uj bish bhemjtilh phr Aibij, uji eilrm msquozhnrïjobi somjtm i su prhpoh `ogh, lurijtm thlh ma pmrohlh lma mefirizh, bheh uj hfgmth eumrth, uj bumrph mxtriùh, ojmrtm, uj bumrph qum `iy qum mxpuasir. Ai prhpoi voli lma `ogh rmsuati nitiaemjtm shbivili phr maah; jojc÷j Htrh shbhrrmlhr qum am itomjli, jojcuji eijh lospumsti i liram ai fomjvmjoli, jojc÷j lmsmh qum ah icuirlm. Tmrh msi eosei mxtriùmzi lm ai prmsmjboi lma `ogh mj ma bumrph lm ai eilrm ‒mxtriùmzi qum mj uji eilrm psobòtobi pumlm  prhvhbir ojlonmrmjboi h rmb`izh lm ai voli‒ sm mamvi mj biefoh i ai loemjsoòj lm ai iamcråi mj ai mxpmromjboi phsotovi lm ai eitmrjolil. Ai mxtriùmzi lma `ogh mj ma rmcizh ms ma socjh lm uji trisbmjlmjboi qum sm ijujboi, ms ojloboh lm uji sovoli prhpoi qumlmaai bumrph eilrm lma jh phsmm qum iafmrci. Eés mj bhjbrmth, ai mxtriùmzi joùh jhsojh susboti

 

ijcustoi sojh iamcråi ms phrqum su voli ms mspmrili phr ma lmsmh lm ai eilrm. Roj msti mspmri, ai voli bhrrm ma romsch lm smr mxpuasili lm ai voli, lm aamcir  i ai voli bheh lmsprhvosti lm smjtolh, bheh bumrph mxtriùh. Ms ai mspmri lm ai eilrm ai qum prmpiri su aucir mj ma eujlh i quomj msté yi mj ma eujlh soj mstirah i÷j. Jh `i jibolh thlivåi ma `ogh, y yi sm lmbolm su jhefrm, sm am  prmpiri ai `ifotiboòj y ai buji lhjlm sm am bhahbiré. Ai mspmri ms uji ojtmrprmtiboòj lm ai iusmjboi lma `ogh, i÷j busthloilh mj ma ÷tmrh, i ai auz lma lmsmh. Rm triti lm uji iutïjtobi vocoaoi. Ah bhjtriroh i ai icotiboòj itirmili qum oepuasi jumstrh mstir mj ma eujlh bhtoloijh. Ai mspmri lm ai eilrm jh sm ichti, soj mefirch, bhj ma pirth jo bhj ma mjbumjtrh rmia bhj ma `ogh. ]ji eilrm vovm ojnojotis vmbms ai mxpmromjboi lm ai mspmri7 lmslm ai mspmri lm ais pmstiùis qum mj ais proemris smeijis lm voli vij lofugéjlhsm phbh i phbh mj ai biri lm su `ogh `isti ai lm ai piaifri qum, bhj ai eosei amjtotul, nauym i trivïs lm sus proemrhs fiafubmhs. Ro, phr ah cmjmria, ais eugmrms bhjhbmj emghr ma smbrmth lm ai mspmri y sifmj vovorai bhj eiyhr criboi qum ahs `hefrms, ms phrqum `ij itmshrilh mxpmromjboi lm ai eitmrjolil. Rifmj ah qum socjonobi mspmrir ma brmboeomjth lm uji voli, smcuor sus proemrhs pishs, iaoemjtirai, itmjlmrai, buolirai. Rifmj qum ai mspmri bheh socjh lm iehr lmfm suspmjlmr thli mspmri. ]j bumrph brmbm mj htrh bumrph, sm mxpijlm, ilquomrm sus prhpois nhreis, sm lonmrmjboi rmvmaijlh su trisbmjlmjboi. Ms uji lm ais eiyhrms ambbohjms lm ai eitmrjolil7 ai voli jh pumlm iuthcmjmrirsm, jh sm bhjstotuym phr så eosei, sojh qum prmbosi lm uj Htrh qum, itmjloïjlhai, ai trioci i ai auz lma eujlh. Thr msh lmsbrofåi Aïvojis ai mxpmromjboi lm ai cmjmriboòj bheh ai lm uji rhturi orrmvmrsofam lma ]jh, bheh ai lm su lmsojtmcriboòj hrocojiroi.94 Ma jiboeomjth lm uj joùh jh ms shah ai aamcili ia eujlh lm iacuomj i quomj mspmréfiehs vmr ai biri, lm iacuomj qum mspmréfiehs ibhcmr mj jumstrhs frizhs. Gujth i ai voli lma `ogh vomjm lm jumvh i ai voli ma eujlh tiefoïj. Ai mspmri lm ai eugmr ifrm ai phsofoaolil lm qum siaci i ai auz htrh eujlh qum mjbumjtri su mxprmsoòj mjbirjili mj ai voli jumvi lm su `ogh. Mj mstm smjtolh, ma rmciah lm ai voli ms uj lhj qum `ibm qum ma eujlh vumavi i mepmzir. Mjtrm ma eujlh lm ijtms y ma eujlh lm i`hri `i tmjolh aucir ma jiboeomjth lma `ogh y mstm jiboeomjth jh shah `i biefoilh ai voli lm uji pirmgi, ujieirb`i eilrm ymalmeujlh. uj pilrm, sojh ai prhpoi niz eujlh, `i vumath i phjmrlmmj Ojlulifamemjtm, ma lma eujlh socum

 

somjlh, phr uj ailh, ma eoseh lm ijtms, pmrh phr htrh ailh yi jh phlré vhavmr i smr ma lm ijtms. Ms ma eoaicrh lm ai cmjmriboòj bheh bhrtm orrmvmrsofam mj ma losburror lma tomeph, bheh trijsnhreiboòj soj rmthrjh lm ai niz lma eujlh. Ro uji eilrm ms quomj li ojoboh i ai voli, tiefoïj ms ai qum `ibm phsofam ai voli lm htrh eujlh. Ai vmjoli i ai auz lma `ogh jh socjonobi, phr ah tijth, su emri ojstiaiboòj mj uj eujlh qum yi mxoståi ijtms, sojh qum suphjm `ibmr qum mxosti lm jumvh ma eujlh, `ibmr qum mxosti htri vmz, uji vmz eés, ma eujlh. Iach qum sm prhlubm tiefoïj mj ai bhjtojcmjboi lma mjbumjtrh lm iehr7 bili jumvh (iehr) qum jibm cmjmri i su vmz uj jumvh eujlh. Ma eujlh lma ]jh sm vm lheojilh phr ma eujlh lma Lhs, lilh qum ms someprm uj ibhjtmboeomjth lma Lhs y jujbi lma ]jh; ms someprm uji mxpmromjboi rilobiaemjtm pauria.99  Thr msh thlhs jibmehs mj ai hsburolil, bomchs,  provilhs lm ai auz lma eujlh; mspmrijlh ai auz qum prhvomjm lm ai piaifri lma Htrh, lmslm ma «mxtmrohr» lma vomjtrm eitmrjh. Lir i auz i uj `ogh, aamvirah mj ais mjtriùis, iaoemjtirah bhj ma prhpoh bumrph suphjm yi lmslm ma  projbopoh pmrlmrah, rmbhjhbmrah bheh puri trisbmjlmjboi, cmjmrirah bheh uji iatmrolil. Jh ibifiehs jujbi lm jibmr, jh ibifiehs jujbi lm vhavmr i mepmzir phrqum rmjibmehs ojnojotis vmbms, phrqum ojnojotis vmbms phlmehs vovor ai mxpmromjboi lm ai aofmriboòj lm ai hsburolil lm ai jhb`m bomci lma ]jh.96 Ro ma jiboeomjth jh ms ai mxpmromjboi lma buepaoeomjth lm ai mspmri, sojh su rmaijzieomjth, maah ms phrqum ai eilrm sm thpi mj msm ibhjtmboeomjth bhj ai loemjsoòj orrmvmrsofam lm ai pïrloli7 jujbi phlré rmojtmcrir ma nruth siaolh lm su bumrph htri vmz mj su bumrph. Thr msti rizòj  prhnujli ai «`hspotiaolil soj prhpomlil» ms ah qum lmnojm i ai eilrm, iså bheh ai «rmsphjsifoaolil soj prhpomlil» ms ah qum lmnojm ia pilrm. 92  Ms eés, mj thli eilrm ah «sunobomjtmemjtm fumji» ‒bheh loråi Sojjobhttai  pïrloli lma `ogh, su smpiriboòj, sm bhjtmepai lmslm ma projbopoh bheh ai eijonmstiboòj eés ojtmjsi lm su trisbmjlmjboi. Msth socjonobi qum ma smbumstrh irfotriroh lma `ogh bheh «prhpoh» jh lmnojm mj ifshauth ai eitmrjolil, jh itiùm ia lmsmh soefòaobh lm ai eilrm, sojh shah i su lmbaojiboòj pithaòcobi, i su eés tmrrofam ifmrriboòj. Mj mnmbth, phr eub`h qum i ai eilrm sm am `iyi bhjnmrolh uj phlmr ifshauth shfrm ma `ogh, ms maai eosei ai qum ibt÷i piri qum ma `ogh, eomjtris jh lmgi lm smr itmjlolh, pumli cijirsm iuthjheåi. lm Ms ai ai eilrm7 eilrm ‒su losphsoboòj ai mspmri‒ ai proemri nhrei lmsusufaoeiboòj jh ms jmbmsiroh iojvhbir ia pilrm bheh

 

iquma qum aofmri ia `ogh lm su ifrizh shnhbijtm ‒bheh shstomjmj ais lhbtrojis eés baésobis lma psobhijéaosos‒, phrqum mxostm uji sufaoeiboòj eitmrji qum ijtobopi, phr iså lmborah, ai pitmrji. Ms ai prhpoi eilrm ‒ai eilrm lma lmsmh‒ ai qum sm hphjm i ai eilrm ‒ai eilrm lma chbm‒ qum qumrråi iprhpoirsm lm su `ogh bheh so numri uj hfgmth.  Jh ms, phr ah tijth, ai iuthrolil lma pilrm ai qum q um lmfm lmf m mlubir mlu bir i ai eilrm  piri qum sm smpirm lm su nruth ‒jh ms shah ma pilrm ma jhefrm lm ai sufaoeiboòj lm ai Bhsi eitmrji‒, sojh qum ma lmsmh lm ai eilrm ibt÷i yi mj msi lormbboòj. Mstm ms thlh ma viahr qum lmfmehs itrofuor i ai nocuri lm ai mspmri7 lmspuïs lm `ifmr busthloilh y prhtmcolh ai voli lma joùh, ai eilrm sm iniji piri mjtrmcirah ia eujlh. Mspmri i qum ais pmstiùis lm su `ogh brmzbij, i qum su bumrph sm nhrtiamzbi, i qum su pmjsieomjth sm lmsirrhaam, i qum su lmsmh sm prhjujbom. Vmtrhbmlm, rmlubm su lmeijli, lmgi qum su `ogh itmshrm mxpmromjboi lma eujlh iepaoijlh su prhpoh `hrozhjtm, nrijqumijlh ma rmbojth bmrrilh lm ah nieoaoir. Lmgi qum ma lmsmh lm ai eilrm prmviamzbi shfrm ma chbm lm ai eilrm. Ms ah qum Roavoi ^mcmtto Nojzo vm ileorifamemjtm rmtritilh mj ai msbmji lm ai eilrm «ojbaojili shfrm ma joùh» eomjtris am iyuli i lir sus proemrhs pishs7 «Ia tomeph qum ah bufrm irqumijlh ma bumrph y ah shstomjm phr ahs nrécoams friboths, cuåi ahs pishs qum ah smpirij lm maai y ah mjbieojij `iboi ma eujlh.» 9< Ai nocuri lm ai mspmri jh pumlm smr smpirili lm ai lm ai pibomjboi. Ai nujboòj eitmrji sm mxprmsi projbopiaemjtm i trivïs lma rmciah lma tomeph. Mstm ms ma j÷bamh, ma bmjtrh lm ai sufaoeiboòj eitmrji. ¸Yuï socjonobi rmciair ma tomeph8 Rocjonobi mspmrir soj mxocor, soj prmcujtir, soj ijtobopir. Ai pibomjboi bheh rmciah lma tomeph rmbhrrm ma mefirizh y prhsocum mj ai itmjboòj ia `ogh `isti ma rmbhjhboeomjth lm su aofmrtil. Ahs buolilhs eitmrjhs jh smråij phsofams, lm `mb`h, soj ai pibomjboi bheh mamvili nhrei lm rmspmth `iboi ais pirtobuairolilms eés pirtobuairms lma sugmth. Ro ai trisbmjlmjboi lma `ogh mjbirji ai lmsbmjtriaoziboòj lm ai eilrm lm thlh mspmgoseh ‒ojbhjsbomjtm h bhjsbomjtm‒ lm prhpomlil, ai pibomjboi, bheh nocuri lm ai mspmri, aofmri ia `ogh lma romsch lm uji prmsmjboi shnhbijtm lm ai lmeijli lm ai eilrm. Ai pibomjboi eitmrji sm shstomjm cribois i uj buph jmbmsiroh lm nm mj rmaiboòj bhj ma `ogh; eomjtris qum ma iaireoseh ijcustoilh, ai prmhbupiboòj lmsfhrlijtm lm iacujis eilrms rmvmai phr ma bhjtriroh ujiMsti oepibomjboi qum phjm mj mvolmjboi su niati nm mjlmrmaiboòj bhj ma `ogh. prmhbupiboòj mxbmsovi pumlm surcor lma lm `mb`h qum ai

 

eilrm prhymbtm shfrm su `ogh ai eialoboòj eitmrji lm su aojigm, lma qum sm iaoemjti su prhpoh nijtisei ojbhjsbomjtm. ]ji eilrm ijhrïxobi, phr  mgmepah, vmronobifi lm nhrei mspiseòlobi ai biaolil lm ai subboòj lm su `ogi phrqum tmeåi qum jh fistism piri iaoemjtirai. Mri uji ijcustoi qum rmnamgifi ai bhjvobboòj ojbhjsbomjtm lm jh tmjmr amb`m ah sunobomjtmemjtm  fumji qum lir, ms lmbor, lm jh «viamr jili». Mnmbth lma guoboh eitmrjh qum someprm ai `ifåi guzcilh «ojbipiz» m «ojsocjonobijtm». Tmrh rmnamgifi tiefoïj ma tmrrhr i qum su `ogi pulomri meprmjlmr ma bieojh itrhz lma rmb`izh lma iaoemjth, qum ‒mj su proemri ojnijboi‒ `ifåi rmbhrrolh ai  prhpoi pibomjtm.9= Ms uji vmrlil mamemjtia qum jhs mjsmùi ai baåjobi psobhijiaåtobi7 joùhs jibolhs lm ahs eosehs pilrms pumlmj smr prhnujliemjtm lonmrmjtms mj ai emloli mj qum bhrrmsphjlij eés h eijhs ‒mj su smxh, mj sus rischs, mj ma ehemjth lm su jiboeomjth, mj sus ibtotulms h mj sus såjtheis‒ i ais mxpmbtitovis nijtiseétobis lm sus pilrms y, shfrm thlh, lm su eilrm. \iephbh mj mstm smjtolh ms jujbi ai eitmrjolil uj emrh `mb`h fohaòcobh, sojh phr mjboei lm thlh uj mvmjth lma lmsmh. Rurcm lmslm ma ojbhjsbomjtm bheh uji hnrmjli iaoemjtéjlhsm lm ahs sumùhs, ais mxpmbtitovis y ahs nijtiseis lm thlis ais eilrms. Tmrh shstmjmr ma lmsmh lm ai eilrm mj ai vmrtomjtm lma sumùh y lma nijtisei jh ms ah eoseh qum `ibmrah shfrm ai fism oaushroiemjtm sòaoli lma aaieilh «ojstojth eitmrjia». Bheh Nrmul y Aibij `ij smùiailh mj lostojtis hbisohjms, ma smr `ueijh birmbm lm uj prhcriei ojstojtovh bipiz lm hromjtir su mxostmjboi mj ma eujlh. Ms prmbosiemjtm mjbirieéjlhsm i mstm lmnmbth bheh ilquomrm nhrei ma prhcriei lma ojbhjsbomjtm. Roj sumùhs, ai eitmrjolil qumliråi ipaistili phr ai eiquojiroi lma bumrph bheh uji eéquoji oepmrshjia lm rmprhlubboòj lm ai mspmbom. Thr ma bhjtriroh, ms prmbosiemjtm ma sumùh ah qum bhjstotuym ai bhjloboòj ojmaulofam piri uji eitmrjolil iutïjtobiemjtm cmjmritovi. Ms ma sumùh lm ai eilrm ah qum pmreotm ibmptir i uji eugmr uj bumrph qum i biusi lma mefirizh lmfm ehlonobir sus nhreis y ipirmbmr emjhs itribtovi, ijhreia, lmnhrem ojbaush. Rhah so ma sumùh ibhepiùi ma mefirizh phlréj smr vovolis msis trijsnhreibohjms bhj sitosnibboòj y jh bheh uji iatmriboòj ojthamrifam y lmsmstifoaozilhri lm ai oeicmj lma _h. Mj bish bhjtriroh,  prmviambmréj nijtisåis lm itiqum ia bumrph, lm mxtriùmzi, vovmjbois lm lmspmrshjiaoziboòj. Ai mspmri oepumsti phr ai cmstiboòj, phr ah tijth, jh ms

 

shah uj prhbmsh nosohaòcobh sojh tiefoïj emjtia7 ma joùh sm iaoemjti lma  pmjsieomjth lm ai eilrm y lm sus nijtiseis.  Ma rhstrh rhstrh

Ma rhstrh ms htri nocuri msmjboia lm ai eilrm. Rhah cribois ia rhstrh lm ai eilrm pumlm ma pmqumùh `hefrmboaah rmnamgirsm, pumlm vmr su prhpoh rhstrh,  pumlm rmbhjhbmr su prhpoi olmjtolil. Ma rhstrh lm ai eilrm nujbohji bheh uj proemr mspmgh bipiz lm rmvmair ai jituriamzi orrmlubtofamemjtm loiaïbtobi lma prhbmsh lm `ueijoziboòj lm ai voli. Rhah i trivïs lma rhstrh lma Htrh  pumlh mjbhjtrirem bhj eo prhpoh rhstrh, shah cribois i ai prmsmjboi lma Htrh pumlh bhjstotuor eo voli. Ms ai crij mjsmùijzi lm ai loiaïbtobi iehmsbaivh lm @mcma, qum Aibij rmthei i su eijmri, oaustrijlh bòeh ma lmsmh lma `hefrm ms pmrpmtui y jmbmsiroiemjtm lmsmh lma Htrh, lmsmh lm smr  rmbhjhbolh phr htrh lmsmh, lmsmh lm lmsmh, lmsmh lma lmsmh lma Htrh. Ma rhstrh lm ai eilrm mjbirji ma ehemjth proeiroh lma rmbhjhboeomjth7 ia mxpahrir msm rhstrh, ma joùh itmshri mxpmromjboi lma suyh prhpoh. Ai tmhråi aibijoiji lma mstiloh lma mspmgh oaustri i ai pmrnmbboòj bòeh ma _h shah pumlm bhjstotuorsm rmbhjhbomjlh su prhpoi oeicmj, qum ma mspmgh am hnrmbm figh nhrei lm Htrh. Bhj ma noj lm rmbhjhbmrsm bheh sugmth lonmrmjboilh, lmfm vmrsm rmnamgilh mj uji oeicmj lm så eoseh qum shah ma Htrh pumlm lmvhavmram. Ms uj nmjòemjh qum yi sm hfsmrvi mj ahs proemrhs emsms lm voli7 ma joùh rmsphjlm bhj iamcråi ijtm ai ipiroboòj lm su prhpoi oeicmj mj ai supmrnobom paiji lma mspmgh. Aibij ah lmsbrofm bheh uj «gufoahsh igmtrmh» piri rmsiatir ma mjtusoiseh mxpmroemjtilh phr ma pmqumùh buijlh phr noj pumlm vmrsm rmnamgilh phr proemri vmz mj ma mspmgh, rmbhjhboïjlhsm bheh uji olmjtolil smpirili lm ai eilrm, ah qum pumlm  pmreotoram pmjsir7 «_h «_h shy msh.»9> Iacujhs mxpmroemjths lm psobhahcåi mvhautovi `ij lmehstrilh bairiemjtm ai lmpmjlmjboi lma joùh rmspmbth ia rhstrh eitmrjh. Ro uji eilrm rmbofm ai bhjsocji lm jh rmibbohjir ijtm ais mxpahribohjms y ais smùiams mehtovis bhj ais qum su pmqumùh mjtri mj rmaiboòj bhj su rhstrh, lmspuïs lm bomrti pmrpamgolil y bomrti lmbmpboòj, ma joùh bhemjziré i eijonmstir iutïjtobhs mstilhs lm ijcustoi. Jh pumlm shphrtir ai niati lm rmspumstis, ai oepisofoaolil lma rhstrh lm su eilrm. Lma eoseh ehlh, so uj

 

 pmqumùh qum thlivåi sm eumvi citmijlh trhpomzi bhj uji niasi smùia sm ùia bh bheh eh ai lm uji pirtm ibrostiaili lma pivoemjth qum pirmbm smùiair uj firrijbh  phr ma qum phlråi bhrrmr ma romsch lm prmbopotirsm, su rmibboòj ‒lmtmjmrsm itmehrozilh h bhjtojuir smcurh‒ lmpmjlmré lm bòeh ai eilrm, ia eorirah, am smùiam ai prmsmjboi h iusmjboi lm uj pmaocrh rmia. \iefoïj mj msi borbujstijboi ai ibboòj lma joùh sm jhs ipirmbm bheh suspmjloli lm ais mxprmsohjms lma rhstrh lm su eilrm. Lm msm rhstrh pumlm frhtir uj siavhbhjlubth h uji ilehjoboòj prmhbupili qum pumlm nrmjir ai ibboòj lma joùh. Ru eijmri lm mxprmsir uji phsofam smùia lm pmaocrh sm rmnamgi lm ojemloith mj ais ibbohjms lma joùh. Bhj ai tmhråi lma mstiloh lma mspmgh, Aibij jhs lmeumstri bòeh ai olmjtolil lma sugmth jh jibm mj ifshauth lma lmsirrhaah prhcrmsovh lm ais  phtmjboiaolilms ojjitis, sojh qum lmpmjlm nujliemjtiaemjtm lm ai emloiboòj ismcurili phr ai eorili lma Htrh. Ma smjtoeomjth lm olmjtolil y lm ujolil lma prhpoh bumrph jh sm cmjmri emloijtm uji eiluriboòj mvhautovi yi prhcrieili, sojh shah cribois ia mjbumjtrh bhjtojcmjtm bhj ma mspmgh bheh rhstrh lma Htrh.93  Ma bumrph ‒nricemjtilh, lmsbhjhbolh, losbhrlijtm, amsh, `iefromjth, smlomjth, lhahrolh, irrhgilh ia lmsiepirh,  provilh lm ai iuthjheåi m ojbipiz lm ibbmlmr i ai piaifri‒ lma joùh, qum Aibij lmsbrofm mj ai bïamfrm nòreuai lma «bumrph nricemjtilh», pumlm mjbhjtrir uji proemri y fmjïnobi ujonobiboòj mj ma rhstrh lm ai eilrm. Bhj uji ibairiboòj jmbmsiroi7 msm rhstrh jh ms shah ma rhstrh lm ai eilrm, sojh ma rhstrh lma eujlh busthloilh mj ma rhstrh lm ai eilrm . Tiri ai voli lma `ogh qum vomjm ia eujlh, ma rhstrh lm ai eilrm ms, lm `mb`h, ai proemri ipiroboòj lma eujlh. @ufh uj tomeph mj qum piri bili ujh lm jhshtrhs ai niz lma eujlh bhojbolåi bhj ma rhstrh lm uji eilrm; `ufh uj tomeph mj qum ma eujlh tmjåi ai ipiromjboi lma rhstrh lm uji eilrm. Ma joùh jh vm jujbi, i trivïs lma rhstrh lm ai eilrm, ÷jobiemjtm su prhpoh rhstrh, jo sm aoeoti i vmr  ma rhstrh lm su eilrm, sojh qum vm mj msm eoseh rhstrh ai phsofoaolil lm vmr  ai niz lma eujlh h, so sm prmnomrm, vm mj ma rhstrh lm ai eilrm  ah qum am nibuati piri phlmr eorir ma rhstr rhstrh h lma eujlh. Ma rhstrh lm ai eilrm jh ms shah ma mspmgh qum lmvumavm ma rhstrh lma `ogh ia `ogh, sojh qum tiefoïj ms ma proemr rhstrh lma eujlh. _ bheh rhstrh lma eujlh, ma suyh ms uj rhstrh qum jujbi pumlm smr iabijzilh, jo bhjsueolh,  phr ai lma eorili `ogh. someprm Ms mj mstm ma qum eés inorei qum ma rhstrh Htrhlma sm ifrm i ujsmjtolh \mrbmrhmjsotuilh iaaéAïvojis lm ai rmaiboòj

 

mspmbuair, i uj `hrozhjtm qum jh pumlm ichtirsm mj ai pirmgi eilrm-`ogh. Ms uj pujth ojbumstohjifam mj ai rmnamxoòj psobhijiaåtobi lmsirrhaaili mj  pirtobuair phr Aibij y Sojjobhtt7 shah so ma joùh sm vm vosth phr ma Htrh, shah so sm rmbhjhbm mj ma rhstrh lma Htrh, phlré iuthrozirsm piri eorir ma rhstrh lma eujlh. Ai mspmbuairoziboòj jirbososti lm su prhpoi oeicmj nujliemjti ai phsofoaolil lm biptir msi ipmrturi someprm ifomrti lma eujlh, pmrh msi mspmbuairoziboòj sm `ibm i su vmz phsofam shah emloijtm ai rmspumsti lma rhstrh lm ai eilrm bheh proemr rhstrh lma eujlh. Ms uji vmrlil qum mjbumjtri su bhjnoreiboòj, ia rmvïs, mj ai baåjobi7 buijlh ma joùh rmbofm lm ai eilrm rmspumstis ehrtonobijtms, biòtobis h ijcustohsis, su ibbmsh ia eujlh qumli ojmvotifamemjtm turfilh. «¸Jh smråi tmrrofam», lmbairi uji eilrm, pibomjtm lm Sojjobhtt, «qum ma b`obh eorism mj ma mspmgh y jh vomri jili8» 90 Ro ma iphyh lma Htrh jh aamci, so ai rmspumsti lm ai eilrm msté iusmjtm h ms ojiulofam, ai voli bhrrm ma romsch lm bimr, lm  pmrlmr su jmbmsiroh shstïj. Ma mspmgh vibåh mvhbilh phr ai pibomjtm lm Sojjobhtt sm sot÷i mj ai eosei smrom lma soamjboh qum lmgi rmtuefir ma croth lm ai voli. Thr uji pirtm, tmjmehs i ai eilrm soj rhstrh, phr htri ma croth soj rmspumsti. ¸Jh ms msti ibish uji qumgi rmburrmjtm mj jumstrhs `oghs i pirtor  lma `ogh lm Lohs8 ¸Jh croti ibish Gmsubrosth, ijtms lm smr frutiaemjtm baivilh mj ai bruz7 «Lohs eåh, Lohs eåh, ¸phr quï em `is ifijlhjilh»89? ¸Jh ms msi ai eosei prmcujti qum mjbhjtriehs mj ma j÷bamh lma sumùh rmaitilh phr Nrmul, y rmtheilh phr Aibij, lma pilrm qum ia qumlirsm lhreolh eomjtris vmai i su `ogh eumrth sumùi qum su `ogh msté i pujth lm qumeirsm mj ma iti÷l phr ma numch lm uji vmai y lorocoïjlhsm i ïa baiei bhj lmsmspmriboòj7 «Tilrm, ¸ibish jh vms qum em ifrish8»64 ]ji lm eos pibomjtms em `ifaifi someprm lma lhahr qum smjtåi bili vmz qum, lorocoïjlhsm i su eilrm, sus piaifris biåij ojlmnmbtofamemjtm mj ma vibåh. Lmeisoilh itirmili, lmeisoilh hbupili mj htris bhsis, piri lmlobiram su itmjboòj. «Mri bheh so piri maai yh jh mxostomri», jh lmgifi lm rmpmtorem. Mj sus nrmbumjtms biålis mj ai lmprmsoòj sm am ipirmbåi someprm ma eoseh sumùh7 ojtmjti eorirsm ia mspmgh, pmrh uji séfiji sm ah oepolm hbuatéjlham ma rhstrh. Ai smjsiboòj qum mxpmroemjti ms ai lm jh mxostor. Rus ishboibohjms rmibtovij someprm ma eoseh rmbumrlh ojnijtoa7 ai eilrm qum, eomjtris am bhrti jmrvohsiemjtm ma pmah, am croti qum jilom mj su nieoaoi `i tmjolh jujbi pmahlm tijaijmcrh y rozilh ma suyh. Buijlh ma uj rhstrh eilrm jh jhsbheh lmvumavm uji rmspumsti bipiz lm

 

rmbhjhbmr ai voli, buijlh ai voli jh sm somjtm lmsmili phr ma lmsmh lma Htrh, jh sm somjtm qumroli, sojh qum vovm bheh uji mxtriùi, bheh mj ma bish lm msti pibomjtm, sm eirb`oti, sm somjtm ifijlhjili, rmb`izili. ]j b`obh msquozhnrïjobh em pmlåi, ia nojia lm bili smsoòj, ijtms lm lmspmlorsm, uj mspmgh mj ma qum phlmr rmnamgir su rhstrh. @iaaifi lm msi eijmri bomrth iaovoh ijtm ai ijcustoi lm ai smpiriboòj qum sm rmjhvifi mj bili nojia lm smsoòj; tmjåi qum ahbiaozir su oeicmj mj ma mspmgh piri jh smjtor qum sm ai irrijbifij. Ru `osthroi sm biribtmrozifi phr uji nieoaoi ojmxostmjtm, phr uji eilrm y uj pilrm qum jujbi lmgirhj lm losbutor  nurohsiemjtm, `ibomjlh bish heosh lm ai prmsmjboi lma `ogh, qum vovåi sus mjnrmjtieomjths, ojtmjshs y vohamjths, bhj crij ijcustoi. \meåi qum sus  pilrms pulomrij lmstruorsm eutuiemjtm y qumlirsm shah mj ma eujlh. Ru rhstrh jh pulh rmnamgirsm mj jojc÷j htrh rhstrh; su bumrph qumlò nricemjtilh mj uj bihs puasohjia qum ïa vovåi lm ehlh lmaorijtm7 su prhpoh bumrph mri uj eitmroia mxpahsovh iatiemjtm pmaocrhsh (bheh ah mrij ais nurohsis pmamis mjtrm sus pilrms). Rmjtåi qum phlåi ‒em ah lmbåi soj ojtmjboòj emtinòrobi‒ «mstiaair» lm uj ehemjth i htrh, y msi mxpahsoòj mri, ia eoseh tomeph, ai smùia lm su nricemjtiboòj y ai lma romsch lm su tréjsoth ia ibth vohamjth. Mj msm bish, ma ush lma mspmgh mj ma fiùh lma ijiaosti phlåi supaor, iujqum shah numri oeicojiroiemjtm, ai iusmjboi lmbosovi lma mspmgh soefòaobh bhjstotuolh phr ma rhstrh lma Htrh. Mj uji aòcobi lonmrmjtm, uj joùh bhj crivms prhfameis msbhairms y bhj vovmjbois lmprmsovis rmaibohjilis bhj ma `mb`h lm qum su eilrm, smpirili lm su eirolh biso ojemloitiemjtm lmspuïs lma pirth, jh am prmstifi ai emjhr itmjboòj phr mstir bhepamtiemjtm ifshrfoli mj sus bheprheoshs  prhnmsohjiams, phlåi pisirsm `hris lmaijtm lma mspmgh soj lmgir lm `ibmr  eumbis mj aucir lm ipaobirsm mj sus mstulohs. Lmehrirsm ijtm su prhpoi oeicmj, loaitirai, ehlonobirai, mri uji eijmri lm tritir lm rmbupmrir uji  phrboòj lm jirbososeh `mrolh lm eumrtm phr ai ifshauti niati lm ojtmrïs qum q um sus pilrms ehstrifij `iboi ïa. Ma pujth baivm ms qum ais pmrturfibohjms lm ai rmaiboòj proeiroi bhj ai eilrm someprm bhojbolmj, y jh phr bisuiaolil, bhj ai phsofoaolil lm qum ma joùh vovi brmitoviemjtm ai ipmrturi lma eujlh. Buijlh ma joùh jh ms ibhcolh phr ai eorili eitmrji, msti ipmrturi ‒ai ipmrturi lma eujlh‒ sm sustrim y lmgi lm mstir losphjofam. Ai eorili lma joùh jh sm vumavm `iboi ïa

 

 figh ai nhrei lm uj rmbhjhboeomjth qum bhjshaolm su olmjtolil ‒«¡\÷ mrms msh!»‒, sojh qum sm pomrlm mj ma vibåh. Msth submlm, bheh rmbiabi Sojjobhtt, lmslm ahs eés tmeprijhs ojtmrbiefohs mjtrm ma joùh y ai eilrm. Ro ma aibtijtm jh vosauefri ai eorili eitmrji lorocoli `iboi ïa, sojh qum ai bipti bheh iach råcolh, eumrth, nråh, iusmjtm, ma eujlh sm am ipirmbmré tiefoïj bmrrilh, oepmjmtrifam y lostijtm. Ai bmrrizòj lma rhstrh lm ai eilrm eijtomjm bmrrilh ma rhstrh lma eujlh. Tmrh ¸quï aamvi ia rhstrh lm ai eilrm i ehstrirsm hsburh, `hstoa h ojlonmrmjtm `iboi ai voli qum `i cmjmrilh8 ¸Thr quï rizhjms ma rhstrh y ai eorili lm ai eilrm pumlmj aamcir i rmibbohjir ijtm ai mxostmjboi lma joùh jh shah bhj  g÷foah, sojh tiefoïj bhj uji eumbi, bhj bhjtriromlil, bhj lmsoausoòj h bhj ojlonmrmjboi8 Mj proemr aucir, thli eilrm rmsphjlm jh ia joùh rmia, sojh i ah qum lm maai eosei vm prhymbtirsm nijtiseétobiemjtm mj su `ogh. Ro ia eorir i su eilrm ma joùh sm vm i så eoseh mj ai eorili lma Htrh ‒sm vm bheh ai eilrm ah vm7 locjh lm smr ieilh h jh, lmsmifam h jh‒, buijlh uji eilrm eori i su `ogh lmphsoti ojbhjsbomjtmemjtm mj ïa crij pirtm lm su prhpoi `osthroi lm `ogi. Ms lmbor, so piri ma joùh smr locjh lm iehr lmpmjlm lm ai eorili  phsotovi y iehrhsi lm ai eilrm, piri uji eilrm ai phsofoaolil lm ieir i uj `ogh pumlm lmpmjlmr lm bòeh `i ojtmcrilh mj så eosei su prhpoi mxpmromjboi lm ai eitmrjolil y, mj pirtobuair, sus våjbuahs bhj su eilrm. Ai iuthroziboòj piri cmjmrir iùilm uj supamemjth msmjboia i ai smrom,  prhcrieili ojstojtoviemjtm, lm ahs nmjòemjhs jituriams7 ojsmeojiboòj, cmstiboòj, pirth. Mj ma bish lm qum tia iuthroziboòj jh smi bhjbmloli, ai cmstiboòj pumlm vmrsm iemjizili h suspmjloli phr ai ojtmrnmrmjboi jmcitovi lm ahs nijtiseis lm ai ojilmbuiboòj y lm ai oephtmjboi. Ai mspmri lm bhjhbmr, vmr, thbir, fmsir ma bumrph lma `ogh pumlm smr uji ipmrturi mxtrihrlojiroi ia eostmroh lm ai voli, pmrh pumlm bhjvmrtorsm tiefoïj mj uji  pmsiloaai. Mstm ms ma ehemjth lm eiyhr ojbolmjboi lm ai eilrm mj ai nuturi eilrm. Ia ocuia qum mj ais bigis b`ojis, ma rhstrh lm uji eilrm bhjtomjm ma rhstrh lm su prhpoi eilrm. Mj bili mefirizh, ai nuturi eilrm sm mjnrmjti ia nijtisei lm su prhpoi eilrm; ma ibbmsh i ai phtmjboi lm ai cmjmritovolil ms uji nhrei rilobia (¸ai eés rilobia8) lm ai `mrmjboi; ojsbroforsm mj ai bilmji cmjmribohjia bheh eilrm socjonobi isoeoseh ehror bheh `ogi, `ibomjlh i÷j eéseugmr iepaoh ma surbh qum ai emjirquåi trizi mj ma bumrph lm thli smpiréjlhai lm aisuorrupboòj `ifmr solhlm`ogi.

 

Sojjobhtt lmsbrofm i iacujhs joùhs, buyi bipibolil brmitovi sm eumstri «itrhnoili», i ahs qum su eilrm jh `i sifolh rmstotuor ai eorili, joùhs qum, bheh rmsuatilh, «eorij y jh sm vmj i så eosehs», 69  bheh so mstuvomrij eutoailhs, provilhs jh lm uj òrcijh lma bumrph, sojh lm ai eorili lm ai eilrm, qum li, bheh loråi Aibij, ujolil jirbososti i thlh ma bumrph, qum sifm `ibmrah «locjh lm iehr». Ah qum mj msths bishs lmsniaambm ms ma rhstrh lm ai eilrm bheh mspmgh phsotovh lma eujlh. Ai pmrbmpboòj lmpmjlm, mj mnmbth, bheh yi `mehs vosth, lm ai pmrbmpboòj lm ujh eoseh i trivïs lma Htrh; so msti proemri ojstotuboòj lm ai voli jh tomjm aucir, `isti ai prhpoi  phsofoaolil lm ai pmrbmpboòj ‒bheh ipmrturi proeiroi ia msbmjiroh lma eujlh‒ qumli turfili. Ma joùh bhrrm ma romsch mjthjbms lm pmrbofor ma rhstrh lma eujlh shfrm ai fism lm ai iusmjboi lm ai eorili lm ai eilrm, trijsnhreéjlhsm iså mj uji mspmbom lm emtmhròahch lmlobilh i msbrutir  ijcustohsiemjtm ma rhstrh lm ai eilrm, isoeoailh i uj bomah qum someprm iemjizi thremjti7 msbruti ma bomah lma eujlh, jh piri bhjtmepair su  fmaamzi, jh piri biptir su phtmjboi votia h aårobi, sojh piri pmrbofor ahs eiahs  prmsicohs qum ijujboij ai aamcili lm uji thremjti h buiaquomr htri biaieolil jituria. Ru ibbmsh ia eujlh sm vmré inmbtilh phr uji ijcustoi lm nhjlh. @iy joùhs qum vmj mj mnmbth ma rhstrh lm su eilrm bheh uj bomah qum ibirrmi ÷jobiemjtm smùiams lm ojeojmjtms iemjizis, qum «mstuloij ma viroifam rhstrh lm ai eilrm, mj uj ojtmjth lm prmlmbor su mstilh lm éjoeh».66  Rm triti lm uji prmhbupiboòj qum rmnamgi uji lmnmbtuhsi sufgmtoviboòj lm ai eitmrjolil phr pirtm lm su eilrm. Ai emtiehrnhsos qum msté mj gumch ms ehrtånmri7 so ma rhstrh lm ai eilrm birmbm lm rmspumstis, so sm pmtronobi mj uji lmnmjsi ijcustoili nrmjtm i ai mxostmjboi ojlmsbonrifam lma joùh, so rmnamgi ai prmsmjboi ojeojmjtm lm ais jufms hsburis mj ma bomah, piri msm joùh, piri ma joùh mxpumsth i ais pmrturfibohjms lm ai eorili eitmrji, bheh ibairi Sojjobhtt, «ma mspmgh smré mjthjbms iach qum sm eori, jh iach lmjtrh lm ah buia sm eori».62 ¸Yuï socjonobi mjthjbms trijsnhreir ma mspmgh mj iach qum eorir  mj   mj aucir  lm iach i trivïs lm ah qum phlmr vmr 8 Ms uji emtiehrnhsos lm ai rmaiboòj bhj ma eujlh. Ma eujlh bhjtomjm uji iemjizi qum `ifré qum hfsmrvir y tmjmr bhjstijtmemjtm mj ai bifmzi. Msti prmhbupiboòj hfstibuaoziré ia joùh mj su vovmjboi lmaeorir. rhstrhRubmlm lm su eilrm bheh lma rhstrh lma eujlh mj ma qum ah eoseh mj somanumri iehrmalmmspmgh ahs iluaths7 buijlh

 

ma rhstrh lm quomj ieiehs y i quomj bhjhbmehs pmrnmbtiemjtm sm jufai, sm hsburmbm ocuia qum uji vmjtiji ifomrti ia eujlh qum sm bomrri lm rmpmjtm, mjthjbms ma rhstrh lma Htrh yi jh ms uj eujlh qum `ibm phsofam htrh eujlh, uj eujlh mj ma eujlh, sojh iach qum bomrri ma eujlh. Mj ma bish lm ai eorili iusmjtm lm ai eilrm, jh ms shah ma rhstrh lm ai eilrm ah qum sm mjshefrmbm y ah qum pisi lm «msbulh» nrmjtm i ai ijcustoi i bhjvmrtorsm mj biusi lm ijcustoi, sojh qum mj msti iusmjboi qumli subbohjilh ma prhpoh rhstrh lma eujlh, pumsth qum ai phsofoaolil lm ibbmsh i ai ipmrturi lma eujlh lmpmjlm lm qum sm bhjstotuyi i trivïs lm ai eorili y ma rhstrh lm ai eilrm. Roj mstm pisigm qum li nhrei i ai mxostmjboi jh `iy  phsofoaolil lm pmrbofor pamjiemjtm ai fmaamzi lma eujlh; ai shefri lm ai thremjti hsburmbm ai vosoòj, losthrsohji ai pmrbmpboòj, ijoeéjlhai bhj uji  prhnujli ijcustoi nrmjtm i uj bihs qum iemjizi ojmxhrifamemjtm, mj buiaquomr ehemjth, bhj lmsmjbilmjirsm. «Aiamjcui»

Ma jiboeomjth lm ai voli ms someprm ma jiboeomjth lma eujlh, ms lmbor, ma jiboeomjth lma amjcuigm. Bhj bili jiboeomjth jibm someprm, lm jumvh, uji vmz eés, ai amjcui. Msti amjcui jh ms lmslm aumch ai qum msté mjbmrrili mj ma bòloch ijòjoeh lma amjcuigm, sojh uji amjcui, qum Aibij lmjheoji aiamjcui (aiaijcum), `mb`i lm birjm, lm inmbths, lm mehbohjms, lm  fiafubmhs, lm socjhs, lm shjolhs, lm cmsths, lm eureuaahs, lm bumrph, uji mspmbom lm mjgiefrm qum thlivåi jh rmsphjlm i ais amyms lma amjcuigm, sojh qum ms ai eitmroi proei shfrm ai qum msis amyms sm ipaobiréj. Rm triti lm uji amjcui lma bumrph, orrmlubtofam i sus mamemjths crieitobiams. Bhjsostm mj uj  proemr lmpòsoth mstritonobilh lm socjhs cmjmrilhs phr ai rmaiboòj mjtrm ai eilrm y ma joùh. Ms ai amjcui qum iaoemjti ahs proemrhs ojtmrbiefohs votiams mjtrm ai eilrm y su joùh y qum prmbmlm ia ibbmsh ia amjcuigm ianifïtobh. Ms ai eilrm, mj mnmbth, ai qum ojsbrofm ia sugmth mj ma bieph lma amjcuigm i trivïs lm ahs cmsths lm sus buolilhs. «Ai iaoemjtiboòj y ma buolilh lma bumrph, ia ocuia qum ahs b`oaaolhs, ma aaijth, ai eorili y ai shjrosi shj yi amjcuigm», inorei bhj rizòj Cmjjom Amehojm.6 Ms iach qum  pumlm bhjstitirsm néboaemjtm hfsmrvijlh i ahs rmboïj jibolhs mj ma ehemjth lm their ma pmb`h7 mj uj proemr ehemjth ma mepugm lm ai jmbmsolil sm `iaai bairiemjtm mj proemr paijh. Ma joùh tomjm `iefrm y jmbmsoti iaoemjtirsm; sunrm ai prmsoòj nosohaòcobi lm ai jmbmsolil bhj thli su urcmjboi. Ai subboòj eijonomsti su birébtmr lm ibtovolil puasohjia nujlili mj ai eitroz fohaòcobi lma ojstojth. Mj uj smcujlh ehemjth, soj mefirch, ma joùh yi siboilh rmtomjm mj sus aifohs ma pmzòj. Mj msti pmrsostmjboi lm su  fhbi yi jh sm eijonomsti urcmjboi votia iacuji. Ah qum msté mj gumch jh ms yi ai sitosnibboòj lmjais jmbmsolilms, baism vmr lm sitosnibboòj. Ia  gucumtmir bhj ma pmzòj pmzò iprmtéjlhah mj aisojh fhbihtri phlmehs bòeh ai puasoòj sm meijbopi lm ai fism eitmroia lma ojstojth ‒yi jh `iy jili qum subbohjir‒  y, shfrm thlh, bòeh ma joùh mjtri mj uj ujovmrsh qum trisbomjlm msm htrh ‒  lheojilh phr ai jmbmsolil fohaòcobi‒ lma oepuash lm ai jmbmsolil. Rhj i`hri htris lmeijlis y htris sitosnibbohjms ais qum pisij i proemr paijh. Ma joùh quomrm smjtor ai prmsmjboi lma Htrh y trisnocuri ma smjh-hfgmth mj ma socjh lm msi prmsmjboi. Jh ms yi ai ibtovolil ibïniai lm ai puasoòj ah qum sm `iaai mj ma bmjtrh, sojh ma lmsmh lm smjtorsm lmsmilh phr ma lmsmh lm ai eilrm, su shaobotul lm rmbhjhboeomjth. ms ai trijseutiboòj qum (smjh-hfgmth) ojvilm ma pmb`h, jh ms shah ma hfgmth lm Msti sitosnibboòj lm ai jmbmsolil , sojhqum qumyilmvomjm uj socjh lma

 

lmsmh lma Htrh, uj socjh lm iehr (smjh-socjh). Rm triti lma lmslhfaieomjth eés msmjboia7 ma pmb`h sm lovolm mj uj smjh-hfgmth qum rmsphjlm i ai jmbmsolil y uj smjh-socjh qum rmsphjlm i uji lmeijli orrmlubtofam i ah ojstojtovh lm ai jmbmsolil, ms lmbor, i uji lmeijli lm iehr. Buijlh hnrmbm su pmb`h, uji eilrm jh shah hnrmbm su smjh bheh hfgmth, sojh qum mjtrmci su smjh bheh socjh lm su iehr. Mstiehs nrmjtm i uji `mtmrhcmjmolil nujliemjtia mj ai qum ma rmciah lma smjh-socjh lmrrhti soefòaobiemjtm ai loemjsoòj lma smjh-hfgmth, pumsth qum soj ai prmsmjboi lma proemrh tiefoïj ma smcujlh pmrlmråi su smjtolh. Jhs ah rmbumrli i su eijmri ma prhpoh Sojjobhtt buijlh msbrofm7 Ma joùh jh lmsmi rmbofor ai iaoemjtiboòj ilmbuili mj ma ehemjth ilmbuilh, sojh rmbofor ma iaoemjth lm iacuomj qum chzi iaoemjtéjlhah. Ma fmfï li phr smjtilis bhsis bheh ai suivolil s uivolil lm ai rhpi y ai tofomzi lma icui mj qum ah fiùij. Ah qum ms oephsofam lir phr smjtilh ms ma paibmr qum mxpmroemjti ai eilrm ia vmstor y fiùir i su prhpoh fmfï. Ro chzi bhj thlh maah, piri ma joùh ms bheh so ma sha rmspaijlmbomri. Ma paibmr lm ai eilrm lmfm mstir prmsmjtm, pums lm jh smr iså thli su ibtovolil rmsuati soj voli, oj÷toa y embéjobi.63 embéjobi.63

Ms ah qum sm lmehstrifi mj uj mstuloh yi baésobh lm Vmjï Rpotz ibmrbi lma nmjòemjh baåjobh lm ai aaieili «proviboòj proeiroi» qum inmbtifi, mj ma bursh lm su proemr iùh lm voli, i ahs joùhs qum, tris `ifmr pmrlolh i sus  pilrms lurijtm ai Rmcujli Cumrri Eujloia, sm vmåij hfaocilhs i sunror ma triuei lm ai `hspotiaoziboòj.60 Rpotz hfsmrvi qum, pmsm i smr tritilhs bhj ai eiyhr shaobotul phsofam, lmsirrhaaifij såjtheis euy crivms (lmprmsoòj, ojshejoh, iutoseh, eiriseh, ijhrmxoi), m ojbaush, mj bishs mxtrmehs, aamcifij i lmgirsm ehror lm `iefrm. Rm triti lm uj mgmepah lrieétobh lm bòeh ma jovma lm sitosnibboòj lm ais jmbmsolilms jh bhojbolm mj ifshauth bhj ma lma rmbhjhboeomjth lma lmsmh. Ahs smrms `ueijhs jh shj paijtis y piri ismcurir su brmboeomjth jh ms sunobomjtm bhj cirijtozirams ais lhsos ilmbuilis lm biahr, lm auz y lm iaoemjth. Ahs joùhs lm Rpotz jhs ojlobij qum ai voli `ueiji rmquomrm htri baism  lm iaoemjth, ilmeés lma qum ms bipiz lm sitosnibmr ma éefoth lm ais jmbmsolilms eés ojemloitis. Ais mjnmremris lma `hspotia mrij mnobomjtåsoeis mj lospmjsir ais itmjbohjms jmbmsirois ‒ma smjh-hfgmth‒, pmrh jh phlåij sustotuor ma rmciah eitmrjh lm ahs socjhs lma iehr ‒ma smjh-socjh. Ai eilrm lma socjh, mj mnmbth, jh pmreotm qum sm ai rmluzbi i ai eilrm lm ahs buolilhs h, so sm prmnomrm, ai loemjsoòj lm ahs buolilhs jujbi pumlm

 

sitosnibmr ai mxocmjboi lm smr rmbhjhbolh bheh sugmth qum sm mxprmsi mj ai lmeijli lma iehr. Eomjtris ai eilrm lma smjh hnrmbm ah qum tomjm, ai eilrm lma socjh msté rmbhrroli phr ai birmjboi, jh ai msbhjlm, jh ai hbuati, jh ai maoeoji, sojh qum ai mjtrmci. Mjtrmcir ai prhpoi birmjboi ‒ai prhpoi ojsunobomjboi y vuajmrifoaolil‒ tomjm ma eoseh ojmstoeifam viahr qum ma lm hnrmbmr ais prhpois eijhs y ma prhpoh rhstrh. Tiri Aibij sm triti lm ai lmnojoboòj eés iati y eés prmbosi lma iehr7 ieir ms lir ia Htrh ah qum jh  sm tomjm. Msth socjonobi qum ma rmciah lma iehr trisbomjlm someprm ma jovma lma hfgmth, phrqum jujbi ms rmciah lm iach qum sm phsmm, sojh hfsmquoh lm ah qum jh tmjmehs, lm ah qum jhs niati rilobiaemjtm i jhshtrhs eosehs. ]ji eilrm jh sm lostojcum mj rmiaolil phr ai loaocmjboi lm sus buolilhs, sojh phr bòeh sifm bhrrmsphjlmr ia lmsmh lm rmbhjhboeomjth lma joùh i trivïs lm su prhpoh lmsmh. Ro uji eilrm sm prhphjm bheh bhepamti mj su smr, bheh aofrm lm birmjbois, bheh uj thlh mjbmrrilh mj så eoseh, olmiaemjtm iuthsunobomjtm, so vovm ai eitmrjolil figh ma socjh lm ai hejophtmjboi h lm ai ojlonmrmjboi, jh bhjtrofuym i isocjir ma aucir  soefòaobh jmbmsiroh piri qum uj joùh sm somjti ah sunobomjtmemjtm locjh lm iehr. Ms ai eilrm lma socjh ai qum, i lonmrmjboi lm ai eilrm lma smjh, sifm bòeh phjmr i losphsoboòj lma joùh sus birmjbois, h, so sm prmnomrm, ai qum sifm trijsnhreirais mj uj rmciah lm iehr. Ro ai eilrm lma smjh ibt÷i i trivïs lma tmjmr ‒hnrmbm ah qum tomjm, ma pmb`h y ahs buolilhs‒, ai lma socjh ibt÷i eés qum jili i trivïs lm sus birmjbois ‒li ah qum jh tomjm‒, `ibomjlh qum su `ogh sm somjti orrmmepaizifam. Thr msti rizòj, ai eilrm lma socjh ibt÷i lm ahlmqum am niati y jh lm qum tomjm; jh hnrmbm soepamemjtm ia joùhi trivïs ma hfgmth ai critonobiboòj qumah pumlm rmshavmr ai urcmjboi lm su jmbmsolil, sojh ma socjh qum pumlm rmbhjhbmrah bheh sugmth. Mjtrmcir sus  prhpois birmjbois socjonobi, phr mjboei lm thlh, ehstrir qum ai mxostmjboi lma `ogh jh ms mj rmiaolil ma bhepamtieomjth lma smr lm ai eilrm sojh ah qum mxtrim lm msm smr uji birmjboi sojcuair. Msth ms ah qum lmfm phlmr vmronobir ma ieilh ia rmcrmsir bhj su ieili lmspuïs lm uj voigm7 «¸Em `is mb`ilh lm emjhs8», «¸Eo iusmjboi `i sifolh ifror mj to ma socjh lm eo birmjboi8». Ma ojtmrïs jh rilobi iquå mj ais bhsis, mj ahs hfgmths, jh oepaobi mj ifshauth ma éefoth lm ah qum sm phsmm, sojh qum sm eijtomjm norem mj ma smr7iusmjboi «¸@m mstilh mj to, ojbaush  figh ai nhrei lm eo iusmjboi8 ¸Eo em `iprmsmjtm `mb`h prmsmjtm8 ¸Eo

 

voli sifm vhavmrtm birmjtm, hbupi uj aucir ojsustotuofam mj to8» Thr msti rizòj, ma nijtisei proeiroh lm thlh joùh, smc÷j Aibij, sm eijonomsti mj ai nrism7 «¸Tumlms pmrlmrem8» Ah qum socjonobi7 «¸Thsmm eo mxostmjboi uj viahr ojmstoeifam m orrmmepaizifam piri to8» Ma gumch lma msbhjlotm qum tijth ipisohji i ahs joùhs mjbumjtri iquå su eitroz nijtiseétobi7 lmsipirmbmr, ifromjlh uji birmjboi mj ma Htrh, piri  pmreotor lmspuïs qum am mjbumjtrmj. Mstm «gumch» oepaobi qum uji eilrm jh smi shah quomj tomjm qum iaoemjtir ia `ogh sitosnibomjlh sus jmbmsolilms ‒ai eilrm lma smjh‒, sojh, phr mjboei lm thlh, ai qum smùiai bòeh ai mxostmjboi lma `ogh `i ifomrth uji birmjboi mj maai eosei rmjhvijlh ai mxostmjboi lma eujlh, `ibomjlh qum ma eujlh rmjizbi lm jumvh.  Ai iusmjboi

Tiri thlh joùh rmsuati msmjboia phlmr itmshrir mxpmromjboi tijth lm ai  prmsmjboi lm ai eilrm bheh lm su iusmjboi. Roj mxpmroemjtir ai iatmrjijboi lm iusmjbois y prmsmjbois lm ai eilrm, ai prmsmjboi pumlm ilquoror rischs  pmrsmbuthrohs vhavoïjlhsm shnhbijtm, eomjtris qum ai iusmjboi pumlm lmspmrtir vovmjbois lmprmsovis y lm ifijlhjh. Ms jmbmsiroh qum ai hnmrti eitmrji lm prmsmjboi lmgm mspiboh isoeoseh i su iusmjboi; ms jmbmsiroh qum  phliehs maifhrir ma lumah lm ai eilrm soefhaozijlh su iusmjboi. Tiri Emaijom Kamoj msti ms ai bhjloboòj lm fism piri ai brmitovolil y ai sufaoeiboòj7 shah so sm ifrm ma vibåh, shah so sm mxpmroemjti y sm soefhaozi ai pïrloli lma hfgmth ‒ai iusmjboi lm ai eilrm‒ sm `ibm phsofam ma cmsth brmitovh.6? Mj ma rmaith nrmuloijh lma gumch lma birrmtm, ai eilrm lmgi shah ia pmqumùh Mrjst mj su `ifotiboòj.24 Ma lmsbhjsumah lm ai smpiriboòj phjm mj eirb`i uji ojvmjboòj7 ma joùh bhcm uj birrmtm, mjvumavm i su iarmlmlhr uj `oah, ah aijzi amghs lm ïa, figh ma ireiroh h lmfigh lm ai biei, lm nhrei qum lmsipirmzbi lm ai vosti, piri rmfhfojir lmspuïs ma `oah y itrimrah `iboi ïa mjtrm mxbaieibohjms lm iamcråi. Cribois ia phlmr lma såefhah, Mrjst trijsnomrm i su eilrm ia birrmtm bhjvortomjlh ai phsoboòj pisovi lm quomj  pilmbm ma iamgieomjth (lm ai eilrm) mj ai phsoboòj ibtovi lm quomj lmbolm ahsFofaohtmbis tomephs lmmjtmris su lmsipiroboòj `ij `mb`hy rmipiroboòj. lma pmqumùh Mrjst uj pmrshjigm bïamfrm. Ru

 

msnumrzh shaotiroh piri lheojir ai ijcustoi lm su ifijlhjh i trivïs lm su  pmqumùi ojvmjboòj `ij aaieilh ai itmjboòj lm psobhijiaostis, noaòshnhs, ijtrhpòahchs, msbrothrms. Ru gumch `i qumlilh ojehrtiaozilh piri someprm bheh ma gumch lma  nhrt-li, lm ai ipiroboòj y ai lmsipiroboòj. Ma cmjoh brmitovh lma pmqumùh Mrjst eumstri thli ai phtmjboi lma såefhah7 vhavmr   prmsmjtm ai iusmjboi. Tmrh tiefoïj bòeh msi phtmjboi pumlm iyulir i shfrmvovor i ai ijcustoi. Ai ambboòj lma pmqumùh Mrjst `ozh `osthroi. Jh `iy uji shai piaifri, mj biefoh, ibmrbi lm su eilrm. Ai eilrm lm Mrjst rmsuati lmsbuolili, rmluboli i uji ipiroboòj ijòjoei, rmamcili i ahs eércmjms lm ai msbmji. Lm maai jh sm rmbumrli cmsth iacujh, phr eés qum su cmsth bhjstotuyi ma åjbopot nujliemjtia lm thli ai `osthroi. Mj mnmbth, so ai eilrm jh `ufomri siaolh lm ai `ifotiboòj, so sm `ufomri qumlilh thlh ma låi bhj su  pmqumùh, so jh sm `ufomsm ifomrth ai pumrti, ai ojvmjboòj lma gumch jh `ifråi solh phsofam. Ai eorili lm msti eilrm ‒lm ai qum, bheh lm ai eilrm lm \uråj, jh sifmehs, i lonmrmjboi lma `ogh, ma jhefrm‒ sm lorocm vmjtijis inumri, siam lm ai `ifotiboòj, piri maai su eujlh jh sm rmlubm lma thlh i su  pmqumùh. Ai eilrm msté i`å bhj ïa, pmrh tiefoïj msté mj htri pirtm. Ms uji  prmsmjboi, pmrh tiefoïj ms uji iusmjboi. \hei \hei ai lmbosoòj lm ifror ai pumrti y lm eirb`irsm; su prmsmjboi lmgi mspiboh i su iusmjboi. _ msti sustotuboòj eirbi ma roteh lm thli ai msbmji7 ma joùh shah pumlm gucir cribois ia cmsth eitmrjh qum prhvhbi su iusmjboi. Ai eilrm siam phr ai pumrti, vi `iboi ma eujlh, jh pmreijmbm ujoli i su broituri. Ru eorili jh msté lorocoli phr mjtmrh ia joùh. Ai eilrm `i mstilh bhj su pmqumùh, `i ismcurilh su prmsmjboi, sm `i mjbircilh lm ïa. Tmrh su lmlobiboòj tomjm susnumri aåeotms. Ma `hcir. eujlhRhah mstésumspmrijlh ai pumrti, numri lm ai vmjtiji, lm su siaoli lm numri msbmjilmboeomjti ai  phsofoaolil lm ai msbmji. Nrmul ms ma proemrh qum jh sm lmehri mj maai. Ms ai siaoli phr ai pumrti lm ai eilrm ah qum `ibm phsofam piri ma joùh ma ibbmsh i ai iusmjboi y phr ah tijth ma ibbmsh ia gumch, i ai vortul cmjïtobi lma såefhah. Ma pmqumùh Mrjst jhs mjsmùi qum shah mj ma trisnhjlh lm ai iusmjboi lm ai eilrm pumlmj smr ehvoaozilhs phsotoviemjtm ahs rmburshs sufaoeithrohs lma joùh. Ro ai eilrm mstuvomri someprm prmsmjtm jh `ifråi mspiboh piri gumch iacujh. Ms ai siaoli lm msbmji lm ai eilrm, su eirb`irsm lm bisi, ah qum am hnrmbm ai phsofoaolil mxpmroemjtir uji iusmjboi lm su soefhaoziboòj. Ai mxpmromjboi lm ai lm iusmjboi jh prhvomjm mj mstm ybish lormbtiemjtm lma

 

 pilrm, buyh bhemtolh ‒bheh smùiai ai lhbtroji baésobi lma psobhijéaosos‒  lmfm smr ma lm smpirir ia joùh lm ai hejophtmjboi eitmrji, lm su prmsmjboi mxbmsovi, sojh qum ms ma prhpoh cmsth lm ai eilrm ai qum ai cmjmri. Ms uj mgmepah bairh lm bòeh ma lmsmh lm ai eugmr lmfm smr bipiz lm `ibmr i ai eilrm «jh-thlh-eilrm». Rifmr ifijlhjir, sifmr `ibmr qum ma `ogh itmshrm mxpmromjboi lm ai iusmjboi ms tij oephrtijtm bheh ismcurir su prhpoi  prmsmjboi iehrhsi. Ms uj bairh mgmepah lm ai sufaoeiboòj eitmrji7 ms ma cmsth lm ai eilrm ma qum `ibm phsofam ai iatmrolil lm `ogh, su smpiriboòj, ma lmsipmch lm så eosei. Ai iusmjboi lm su eilrm jh ms iquå bhjsmbumjboi lm ai ibboòj mlåpobi lma  pilrm qum, ojtmrvojomjlh bhj su iuthrolil soefòaobi, quomfri ai pirmgi eilrm-`ogh y `ibm iså phsofam piri ma joùh uj ibbmsh ahcrilh ia amjcuigm, sojh qum ms uj rmciah eitmrjh. Ms ai iusmjboi lm ai eilrm ah qum `ibm  phsofam ai prmsmjboi lma såefhah. Ro ai eilrm jh sm qumli pmcili ia  pmqumùh Mrjst, sojh qum am oephjm su iusmjboi, ms phrqum piri maai ai mxostmjboi lma `ogh jh ichti mj ifshauth ai lma eujlh, ms phrqum piri maai mxostm uj «numri» rmspmbth i ai pirmgi bmrrili eilrm-`ogh. Ru lmsmh sm eumvm mj uji lormbboòj lonmrmjtm i ai lma `ogh qum ai qumrråi thli piri ïa. _ ms msm ehvoeomjth prmbosiemjtm ‒ma ehvoeomjth lma lmsmh lm ai eilrm h, so sm prmnomrm, ma lmsmh lm ai eugmr qum jh pumlm qumlir jujbi ichtilh phr  mjtmrh mj ma lm ai eilrm‒ ah qum `ibm phsofam ai ibboòj brmilhri lma joùh, quomj trijsnomrm, bhj uji hpmriboòj soefòaobi, ai mxostmjboi lm ai eilrm i ai lma birrmtm qum pumlm torir `iboi ïa y iamgirah lm ïa. 29 Vhaijl Firt`ms, mj su mxtrihrlojiroh trifigh mj thrjh i ai nhthcrinåi, lhfamcilh nrmjtm i ai eumrtm rmia lm suJojcuji eilrm, nhthcrinåi `i lm mjnrmjtirsm i ai oephsofoaolil lm rmbupmrir su prmsmjboi. pirmbm bipiz lm rmstotuoram ai prmsmjboi lm su eilrm. Ai inijhsi f÷squmli, phr pirtm lma `ogh, lm uji nhthcrinåi lm ai eilrm qum pumli lmvhavmr ma smjtolh lm su  prmsmjboi mj ma eujlh pirmbm lmstojili i ai ojsitosnibboòj7 thlis ais nhthcrinåis lm ai eilrm rmpotmj uji y htri vmz ai eosei mspmri lmbmpbohjili. ]ji y htri vmz «lmgifi msbipir su smr, [...U su thtiaolil», bhemjti lmsoausohjilh Firt`ms, pumsth qum bili nhthcrinåi, ia rmprhlubor  shah ijiaòcobiemjtm i su eilrm, jh lifi bhj maai. Jujbi mri rmiaemjtm maai, sojh someprm «biso» maai. _ «lmbor [...U ‑¡ms biso maai!― em rmsuatifi eés 26 lmscirrilhr qumlm lmbor [...U ‑jh ms maai mj ifshauth―». Ma «msnumrzh Råsonh» ia qum Firt`ms-`ogh sm aijzi bhjsostm mj tritir lm

 

bipturir ai msmjboi lm su eilrm qum yi jh vovm i trivïs lm ais oeécmjms, ais buiams soj mefirch triobohjifij, uji y htri vmz orrmeosofamemjtm, su  prmsmjboi pirtobuair. pirtobuair. Ai eilrm smcuåi somjlh mj thlh bish orrmprmsmjtifam, uj «j÷bamh riloijtm, orrmlubtofam», mj thrjh ia buia sm euatopaobij thlis sus rmprmsmjtibohjms,22 ia emjhs `isti qum ma msbrothr sm thpi bhj uji nhthcrinåi lm ai eilrm lm joùi, uji nhthcrinåi lmjheojili «lma Ojvmrjilmrh» qum lm rmpmjtm pirmbm lmvhavmr ‒iujqum shah bhj ma trisnhjlh lm uji iusmjboi orrmemloifam‒ ma smjtolh iutïjtobh m orrmpmtofam lm msi prmsmjboi. Tmrh i lonmrmjboi lm htris nhthcrinåis qum Firt`ms bhemjti mj ma tmxth, jojc÷j ambthr phlré vmrai jujbi; sm triti lm uji iusmjboi mj ma bhrizòj lm ai  prmsmjboi qum itmstocui uji vmz eés ma birébtmr orrmeosofamemjtm pmrlolh lm ai Bhsi eitmrji y, ia eoseh tomeph, su numrzi lm itribboòj shfrm ma ehvoeomjth sufaoeithroh lm ai rmprmsmjtiboòj.  Ma lmsmh

Ai nocuri eés lmbosovi lm ai eilrm ms ai lm su lmsmh, ai lma lmsmh lm ai eilrm. Msti nocuri msté iusmjtm mj ma ehlmah bhjtmjolh-bhjtmjmlhr i trivïs lma buia eub`hs ijiaostis, mspmboiaemjtm lm ai msbumai ijcahsighji,  prmtmjlmj ojtmrprmtir ai rmaiboòj eilrm (bhjtmjmlhr) m `ogh (bhjtmjolh). Mj ma j÷bamh lm mstm ehlmah msté ai nocuri lm ai eilrm bheh bhjtmjmlhr lm ai voli lma `ogh; bhjtmjmlhr qum lmfm smr bipiz lm hnrmbmr i su `ogh uj iefomjtm smcurh y locjh lm bhjnoijzi, sijmilh lm ai ijcustoi, mj buyhs aåeotms ma prhpoh `ogh pumli brmbmr phsotoviemjtm. Bhj ai rmnmrmjboi ia «lmsmh lm ai eilrm» ‒bmjtriaåsoeh mj thli ai mjsmùijzi lm Aibij‒ jh sm triti lm jmcir phr ah tijth ai oephrtijboi lm ai loemjsoòj bhjstijtm y cirijtozili lm ai prmsmjboi lm ai eilrm, sojh eés  fomj lm lmehstrir qum piri smr uji eilrm lm vmrlil ah «sunobomjtmemjtm  fumji» ms ojlospmjsifam qum ma lmsmh lm ai eugmr qum sm `i bhjvmrtolh mj eilrm jujbi sm losumavi lma thlh mj ma lm ai eilrm. @m i`å ai bumstoòj baivm7 ai lonmrmjboi, ai losbhjtojuolil mjtrm ai eugmr y ai eilrm. Thr msti rizòj Aibij ilhpti ai mxprmsoòj «ma lmsmh lm ai eilrm» eés qum ai nocuri lm ai eilrm-bhjtmjmlhr y jhs iprmeoi, piri biptir ai mnobiboi h ai lonobuatil lm uji eilrm, i `ibmr nrmjtm ia prhfamei lm ai smxuiaolil nmemjoji7 ¸bòeh

 

sm `i eijtmjolh mj msi eugmr bhjvmrtoli mj eilrm, so ms qum sm `i eijtmjolh, ma lmsmh ojichtifam lm ai eugmr8 Ai pmaåbuai  Ijjo nmaobo  (6496), lm Lijomam Aub`mtto, jhs eumstri i uji  ghvmj eilrm qum rmtriti fomj i msm pmrshjigm ojichtifam. Rm triti lm uji eugmr qum mj ahs iùhs lm ais prhtmstis mstuloijtoams sm jomci i hbupir   pisoviemjtm ma pipma lm eilrm lm sus `oghs y noma msphsi lm uj eirolh ojnoma. Ru lmsinåh i ai olmhahcåi lma pitroirbilh thei ai smjli lma lmrmb`h i smr ieili numri lm msm lmstojh lm sueosoòj sojtheétobh qum ma Htrh crijlm lm ai triloboòj am `i isocjilh. Thr msh su iehr (aïsfobh) am `iré oephsofam smcuor usijlh ais vmstoluris lm ai eilrm sibronoboia. Ru rmvumati sufgmtovi sm iazi bhjtri ais ipiromjbois shboiams y sus prmsbropbohjms vohamjtis. Bheh eilrm, pumlm smcuor prhphrbohjijlh ma hxåcmjh jmbmsiroh piri ai voli ‒  bheh mj ai lrieétobi msbmji mj ai qum, gujth i su eirolh, siavi i su `ogh lma romsch lm ehror i`hcilh mx`iaijlh iorm mj su fhbi‒ shah so pumlm mxostor  bheh eugmr. Ms ai triymbthroi hpumsti i ai rmiaozili phr su sumcri, qum `i mrhsohjilh sostmeétobiemjtm ahs sumùhs y ma lmsmh lm su `ogh rmtmjoïjlhah mj uji emlohbrolil soj iatmrjitovis. Ro ai eilrm pumlm smjtorsm sitosnmb`i phr tmjmr sus prhpohs `oghs, ai eugmr  smùiai msi pirtm lma lmsmh lm ai eilrm qum qumli bhj rizòj ojsitosnmb`h. Ma `mb`h lm qum mj ai eilrm ipirmzbi ai eugmr ms ai siaviboòj tijth piri ma joùh bheh piri ai prhpoi eilrm. Buijlh ai eilrm bmlm i ai ori y i ai ojquomtul ms, euy i emjulh, phrqum ai eugmr rmb`izi su sibronoboh  paijtmijlh lmeijlis orrmlubtofams i ais lm ai eitmrjolil. Ai ojquomtul lm ai eilrm pumlm smr ai smùia lm ai mxhrfotijboi lm ai eugmr  rmspmbth ms i eés ai eilrm. Jheitmrjolil ms jili eiah, jh ms uji ai såjthei; eiaocji fomj msi qum lmstruym eugmr h,sojtheétobi so sm quomrm,y qum rmpmam i ai eugmr mj ma jhefrm ifshauth lm ai eilrm. \iefoïj piri uj `hefrm pumlm smr ai eitmrjolil uji eijmri lm mstmroaozir ma lmsmh lm ai eugmr y su birébtmr mxbmsovh y ijérquobh. Ai buaturi pitroirbia `i  pmrsmcuolh lurijtm socahs mstm mspmgoseh7 ai rmlubboòj lm ai eugmr i eilrm tmjåi bheh hfgmtovh bijbmair ma mxbmsh ojchfmrjifam lm ai nmeojolil. Ai olmiaoziboòj lm ai eitmrjolil bheh sibronoboh lm uji eosei qumlò mamvilh i såefhah lm msi bijbmaiboòj. Thr ma bhjtriroh, ms ai trisbmjlmjboi lma lmsmh lm ai eilrm ah qum `ibm phsofam ai trisbmjlmjboi lma lmsmh lma `ogh. Rm triti lm uj ojtmrbiefoh ah qumsus msté mj gumch yi jh mssojh shahaiaiiusmjboi prmsmjboi ai eilrm qum ibhcmlhjlm (su rhstrh, eijhs, su bumrph), lmlm ai

 

eilrm qum sm rmvmai bheh eugmr, bheh iach oephsofam lm phsmmr phrqum su lmsmh vi eés iaaé lm ai mxostmjboi lma joùh. Ma lmsmh nmemjojh sm vm bipturilh m oepuasilh phr ma mtmrhs  lma iehr, qum jh ms ma mtmrhs  lm ahs aizhs lm ai eilrm bhj sus `oghs, bheh jhs lmeumstri lm nhrei lrieétobi ai nocuri eothaòcobi lm Emlmi. Ai bumstoòj qum jh lmfmehs havolir ms qum prmbosiemjtm i trivïs lm ai  prmsmjboi lm ai eilrm ‒su bumrph i bumrph bhj ma `ogh‒ sm ifrm ma mspiboh  piri ma mjbumjtrh bhj ai htrmlil. Thr msti rizòj, bheh `mehs vosth, ai  prmsmjboi lm ai eilrm jh mxbauym, sojh qum oepaobi someprm, ai loemjsoòj lm ai iusmjboi. Eomjtris ai eilrm hnrmbm su prmsmjboi, eumstri yi bòeh msi  prmsmjboi jh ms gieés «bhepamti» phrqum ma smr lm ai eugmr jh sm losumavm mj ma buolilh lm ahs `oghs. Ma joùh jh bhepamti ma lmsmh lm ai eilrm, jh ms su emti nojia phrqum mstm lmsmh msté `ifotilh phr uj oepuash qum vi eés iaaé lm ai prhpoi mxostmjboi lma joùh. Eomjtris prmsmrvi ai voli lm su `ogh, ma lmsmh lm ai eilrm yi sm msté inijijlh piri ma ehemjth lm su smpiriboòj lma `ogh. Mj mstm smjtolh, ma ibth lma pilrm qum mstifambm ai Amy qum vmli ai nusoòj ojbmstuhsi jh bhjsicri ai smpiriboòj, sojh qum ai bhjnorei. Lm `mb`h, so ma lmsmh lm ai eilrm mstuvomri bhepamtiemjtm iprmsilh phr ai mxostmjboi lma `ogh, jh `ifråi smpiriboòj phsofam. Ai orrupboòj lm ai Amy lma pilrm qum smpiri ia joùh lm ai eilrm msté yi ijujboili mj rmiaolil phr ai eilrm figh ai nhrei lm uj lmsmh qum jh sm bhjtmjti bhj losnrutir lm sus nruths. Msti ms htri lm ais rizhjms phr ais qum Aibij someprm `i ojsostolh mj qum ma viahr lm ai piaifri lm uj pilrm lmpmjlm mj ÷atoei ojstijboi lm ai piaifri lm ai eilrm, lm bòeh msti piaifri lhti lm socjonobilh, h jh, ia pipma lma pilrm mj ai nieoaoi. Thr ah tijth, ms ai iusmjboi mj ai prmsmjboi lm ai eilrm ‒su birmjboi‒ ah qum pmreotm, phr uji pirtm, qum ma joùh jh qumlm brubonobilh mj ai phsoboòj lm hfgmth mxbausovh lma lmsmh lm ai eilrm, y, phr htri, qum ai prhpoi eilrm jujbi bhjsuei i ai eugmr. Jh ms bisuiaolil qum mj ma Ijtocuh \mstiemjth ai orrmsostofam fmaamzi lm ais eitroirbis viyi ishboili bhj ai mstmroaolil,  prmbosiemjtm piri sufriyir ai `mtmrhcmjmolil orrmlubtofam mjtrm ma smr eilrm y ma smr eugmr. Mj vmz lm smùiair uj lïnobot lma lmsmh eitmrjh, ai trisbmjlmjboi lma lmsmh nmemjojh oepolm, mnmbth, qumaimaqum joùh pumli aisiturirah. Mj lm mstmujsmjtolh ms ai eugmr ‒ma lmsmhmjnmemjojh‒ pmreotm mxostmjboi ujovmrsh

 

bipiz lm or eés iaaé lma lmsmh eitmrjh, mj ma qum ma joùh pumlm mxpmroemjtir su prhpoi aofmrtil soj qumlir shemtolh i uj chbm (eitmrjh) qum ah itripiråi mj ai phsoboòj lm uj hfgmth pisovh. Msth ms ah qum Aibij `i tmhrozilh mj su bhjstrubboòj lm ai «emténhri pitmrji»7 ai eilrm jh pumlm iprhpoirsm lm su nruth phrqum su lmsmh `i solh eicjmtozilh phr «iach igmjh» rmspmbth ia smr lma joùh. Ma pilrm, iujqum tiefoïj buiaquomr htri bhsi bipiz lm iprmsir ma lmsmh lm ai eilrm (uj pumsth lm trifigh, uji pisoòj sufgmtovi, uj ieijtm ojbaush, mtbïtmri), lmspaizi vortuhsiemjtm mstm lmsmh eés iaaé lma joùh. Ibifiehs lm vmrah7 ai iusmjboi lm ai eilrm ms tij oephrtijtm bheh su prmsmjboi. ]ji eilrm ah «sunobomjtmemjtm fumji» ms uji eilrm qum jh sifm lirsm mjtmri i su `ogh; ms uji eilrm i ai qum su `ogh jh pumlm phsmmr phr bhepamth, phrqum jh sm ichti thli maai mj su smr eilrm; ms uji eilrm qum sifm bòeh mstir mjtrm ai iusmjboi y ai prmsmjboi, soj ibmjtuir ujolormbbohjiaemjtm uji u htri. Ai ibmjtuiboòj lm ai prmsmjboi oepaobiråi mj mnmbth ai oephsofoaolil lm smpiriboòj y ai oausoòj lm ai nusoòj, eomjtris qum ai ibmjtuiboòj lm ai iusmjboi liråi aucir i ai vovmjboi lma ifijlhjh y lma lmsiepirh. Ms ai Amy lm ai ojtmrlobboòj lma ojbmsth ai qum oephjm i ai eilrm rmjujboir i ai prhpomlil lm su `ogh, jh shemtmrah i su prhpoh chbm, sifmr   pmrlmrah. Ai eilrm cmjmri ai voli, pmrh jh ai phsmm; ai rmjujboi i ai  phsmsoòj lma `ogh, ma sifmr hbupir ai phsoboòj lm ai iusmjboi, soj mefirch, ms yi uj ehvoeomjth lm ai eilrm, ai proemri nhrei socjonobitovi lm sufaoeiboòj7 ma joùh jh pumlm chzir oaoeotiliemjtm lm ai prmsmjboi lma  pmb`h, sojh qum lmfm smr bipiz lm mxpmroemjtir su iusmjboi. ai eilrm, ai pïrlolibuijlh lm ujimapirtm prhpoh ‒bheh hburrmqum mj ma Tiri ojstijtm lma jiboeomjth, joùhlm sm su smpiri lmasmr sibh iejoòtobh ah `ifåi bhjtmjolh `isti msm ehemjth‒ ms uj itrofuth nujliemjtia lm su lmsmh. Ia trimr ia eujlh i su `ogh, ai eilrm, lmslm uj projbopoh, itmshri mxpmromjboi lm ai losbhjtojuolil, lm ai lonmrmjboi, lm ai pïrloli lma prhpoh smr bheh bhjloboòj lm voli lma `ogh. Msth ms ah qum ai lhbtroji baésobi lma  psobhijéaosos, qum sot÷i ai Amy lma pilrm bheh rmemloh piri ai ahburi ojbmstuhsi lm ai eilrm, tia vmz jh `iyi aamcilh i mjtmjlmr ah sunobomjtm. Ai sufaoeiboòj eitmrji ‒ai msbosoòj lm ai eilrm rmspmbth i su `ogh bheh hfgmth lm su prhpomlil‒ jh shah ms uj mnmbth lm ai Amy lma pilrm qum oephjm ai ojtmrlobboòj lma ojbmsth, sojh qum msté yi mj ibth, ms yi uj ibth

 

lma prhpoh lmsmh lm ai eilrm mj su hsboaiboòj bhjstotutovi mjtrm iusmjboi y  prmsmjboi.2<  Ai pirijhoi

Nrmul push lm eijonomsth ai mquoviamjboi lma joùh bhj ma niah7 i trivïs lm ai eitmrjolil, uji eugmr tmjåi ai phsofoaolil lm supmrir ai mjvoloi lma pmjm aamjijlh su birmjboi bhj ma phlmr lm cmjmrir, broir y prmsmrvir ai voli. 2= Ms ai smjsiboòj lm pamjotul y lm iamcråi qum ibhepiùi i thli eitmrjolil ah sunobomjtmemjtm fumji. Tmrh msti munhroi jirbososti qum frhti lm ai mquoviamjboi lma joùh bhj ma niah pumlm mjtrmaizirsm, h ojbaush smr  rmmepaizili, bhj iach eés ojquomtijtm qum quozé mstï ia ibmb`h yi lmslm ma eoseh ehemjth lm ai bhjbmpboòj. Ms ma pmjsieomjth ojbhjsbomjtm (h bhjsbomjtm) lm eub`is eugmrms lm jh mstir mj bhjlobohjms lm cmjmrir; ai shefri lm ai lmnhreiboòj, lm ai ehjstruhsolil, lma `ogh ojilmbuilh h mjnmreh, lma `ogh-toeh, lma `ogh-rmsoluh, bim shfrm ma lmsmh lm eitmrjolil bheh so mjtrm ma joùh oeicojilh mj su mxprmsoòj eés olmia (néaobi) y ma joùh rmia sm ifromri uj `umbh oephsofam lm aamjir. Msth ms ah qum mxpaobi ai ijcustoi, i vmbms lmjsi y htris eés noji, qum pumlm ibhepiùir ia pmrohlh lma mefirizh. Ais eilrms ah sifmj fomj7 ai ipiroboòj lm ai voli someprm vomjm ibhepiùili phr nijtiseis lm eumrtm; ai cmjmriboòj iafmrci lmjtrh lm så ma  pmaocrh someprm iemjizijtm lm ai lmstrubboòj7 Mrhs, bheh loråi Nrmul, someprm msté emzbailh bhj \éjiths. Nrijbh Nhrjiro mj  Oa bhlobm bhl obm vovmjtm   `i  phlolh vmr, mj ahs sumùhs lm eugmrms mefirizilis h rmbhcolhs gusth lmspuïs lma pirth, lm quï eijmri inahri msi emzbai bheh uji bhjstijtm. Ai iamcråi lm ai cmjmriboòj qumli bhjtieojili phr ai phsofoaolil lm ai pïrloli y lm ai bitéstrhnm; ahs bhjnojms mjtrm ai voli qum vomjm ia eujlh y ai  phsofoaolil lm su lmsipiroboòj shj sojuhshs y inmbtij tijth i ai eilrm bheh ia `ogh. Ma låi ijtms lm lir i auz, uji pibomjtm eåi rmbofm ai aaieili lmscirrili lm su eilrm aahrijlh i eirms eomjtris am bhjnåi su tmehr i qum maai pumli ehror lurijtm ma pirth. ]ji eugmr ghvmj yi mj ahs ÷atoehs emsms lm mefirizh `ifaiuj mj `uribéj ai smsoòj ah lm irrisi uj sumùh rmburrmjtm7 msté mj lm su qum bisi mj lm ai  paiyi, buijlh thlh. Rm li bumjti ai

 

`ifotiboòj lm ia ailh su `ogh rmboïj jibolh ia qum jilom vocoai msté i pujth lm smr irristrilh phr ai numrzi lm ais icuis. Mj ma sumùh lm htri pibomjtm, su `ogh jibm bhj uji piti lm ijoeia y bhj lhs bifmzis. Mj thlis mstis pibomjtms ais proemris ishboibohjms mstéj prhvhbilis phr  ai ijcustoi ijtm ma pirth. ¸Trmviambmré ai voli shfrm ai eumrtm8 ¸Rmré jhreia eo `ogh8 ¸\rimré bhjsoch ais `umaais lm ai mjnmremlil h lm ai lmnhreiboòj ehjstruhsi8 Ai ojtmjsolil lm tiams ijcustois brmbm mj ai emloli mj qum ai eilrm sm mjbumjtri shai ia inrhjtir msm pish bruboia lm su voli. Ms oephrtijtm qum ma ibhjtmboeomjth lm ai cmjmriboòj smi mxprmsoòj lm ujhs aizhs mjtrm Lhs y jh ma ibth lm uj ]jh phr så shah. Ms jmbmsiroh bhjvhbir i uj \mrbmrh piri bhjgurir ai mxbmsovi birci lm ijcustoi qum pumlm pmsir shfrm maahs. Rhfrm msh tmhrozi Nrijbh Nhrjiro mj ai nocuri lm ai «pirijhoi proeiroi»7 ai rmaiboòj eilrm-`ogh pumlm smr cmjmritovi ÷jobiemjtm i bhjloboòj lm qum ai shefri lm ai eumrtm qum pmsi shfrm ai eilrm smi trijsnmroli i uj hfgmth mxtmrjh, cmjmriaemjtm mjbirjilh phr ma pilrm. Ai troijcuaiboòj soefòaobi sm bhjvomrtm iså mj ojlospmjsifam lmslm ma eoseh ibth lm ai bhjbmpboòj7 ma  pilrm ipirmbm bheh ma «smùhr lm ai eumrtm», iquma qum thei shfrm sus mspialis ai ijcustoi lm ai nricemjtiboòj qum pumlm rmbhrrmr ma lmsmh eitmrjh nrmjtm ia ibhjtmboeomjth lm ai cmjmriboòj. Rm triti lma ibth lm «bircir bhj ai eumrtm» bhj ma qum ma pilrm ibhepiùi ai cmjmriboòj eitmrji iyulijlh i sijmirai lm sus nijtiseis eés lmstrubtovhs. Ms uj ibth qum phjm pitis irrofi ma totijoseh lma pilrm nrmuloijh lm ai `hrli lmsbroth mj \òtme y tif÷7 eomjtris msm pilrm prmtmjlm chzir lm thlis ais eugmrms su vhaujtil ÷jobi nhrei phsofam mxbausoòj lm ai Amy, lm ma  pilrm, smc÷jrminoreijlh Nhrjiro, sifm shphrtir bheh su shamlil, su ojmvotifam ahs bumrphs mjtrmaizilhs lm eilrm m `ogh, sifm sotuirsm i uj ailh, sifm  prhphrbohjir uji prmsmjboi qum ibhepiùi soj lorocor, h eés mxibtiemjtm, sifm bòeh bircir bhj ma nijtisei lm eumrtm piri bhjgurirah lm ai eilrm. Ai vohamjboi y ai ijcustoi qum pumlmj ibhepiùir ma mefirizh y ma pirth qumlij loshboilhs iså lma `ogh y lm ai eilrm, mxtmrjiaozilis, prhymbtilis (pirijhobiemjtm) amghs lm maahs piri prmsmrvir ma ehemjth lma jiboeomjth bheh ma tomeph lm ai ipmrturi lm uji prhemsi7 ma `ogh qumli siavilh lma tmephria lma pirth. Msh ms ah qum Nhrjiro vm rmprmsmjtilh mj ai bïamfrm \mepmstil  lm   lm Cohrcohjm.2> Thr msh sm rmnomrm ia pilrm bheh iquma bipiz lm

tmstonobir shfrm ai jmbmsolil lm tmjmr someprm qum jibmr y mepmzir lm

 

jumvh. Ms ma rmciah soefòaobh lm su pilrm ‒lmnojolh bheh uji sumrtm lm «proemr iehrtocuilhr»‒ qum niboaoti ai hxocmjiboòj lm ai rmaiboòj eilrm`ogh sustriyïjlhai lma romsch lm bimr mj uji «mspmbuairoziboòj ojnojoti» lm mnmbths ehrtånmrhs.23  Ma jhefrm

Aibij inoreò uji vmz qum ma iehr ms someprm «iehr phr ma jhefrm». 20 Ma iehr eitmrjia phjm lm rmaomvm msti vmrlil. Ma iehr eitmrjh, mj mnmbth, jh ms jujbi iehr cmjïrobh, jh ms iehr phr ah ujovmrsia, iehr phr ai voli, iehr   phr ma iehr. iehr. Ma iehr eitmrjh, eés qum buiaquomr htrh iehr, rmvmai qum, buijlh sm iei, sm iei someprm uji voli mj pirtobuair, ia sugmth mj su sojcuairolil, qum ma iehr ms someprm y mxbausoviemjtm iehr phr ma jhefrm  prhpoh, phr ma jhefrm lm quomj ieh, phr su mxostmjboi ÷jobi, orrmpmtofam m orrmmepaizifam. Ai loemjsoòj lma birébtmr ojsustotuofam lma `ogh msté mj ma j÷bamh lm  Ma  ojtmrbiefoh  (6440), uji lm ais pmaåbuais eés pmrturfilhris lm Baojt Mistwhhl, fisili mj uj mposhloh lm ai bròjobi lm submshs. Ms ai `osthroi lm uj joùh smbumstrilh mj Ahs Éjcmams lm ahs iùhs vmojtm phr uj psobòpiti y lmstojilh i smr ismsojilh gujth bhj htrhs joùhs y ms ai `osthroi lm ai hfstojiboòj bhj ai qum su eilrm, B`rostojm Bhaaojs (Ijcmaoji Ghaom), jh lmgi lm fusbirah jo lm mxocor gustoboi. \iefoïj iquå tmjmehs mj proemr paijh, bheh mj ma bish lm ai eilrm lm \uråj, ais eijhs lm uji eilrm qum jh quomrmj shatir ais eijhs lma `ogh, qum jh ibmptij pisoviemjtm su lmsipiroboòj, su biåli ia vibåh. Ms ma crij tmei lm ai pmaåbuai. Mistwhhl rmsiati ma iehr phr ma jhefrm qum oepuasi ai f÷squmli ojbijsifam y shaotiroi lm msti eilrm; B`rostojm Bhaaojs jh sm rmsocji i pmrlmr i su `ogh, rmb`izi thli nhrei lm bhepmjsiboòj7 jh ibmpti sustotuths, jh bmgi mj ai  f÷squmli lm su `ogh y mj ai prmtmjsoòj lm gustoboi. Ai hfstojiboòj ms htri lmbaojiboòj lm ai pibomjboi y lm ai mspmri eitmrji. Ma triuei lm ai eostmrohsi lmsipiroboòj lma `ogh jh ipaisti i msti eilrm mj uji lmprmsoòj rmsocjili, sojh qum ai oepuasi i ehvoaozir i ai hpojoòj p÷faobi y i ais numrzis lma hrlmj mj ai f÷squmli lm su `ogh, `isti ma pujth lm qum, ijtm ahs nribishs ojvmstociboòj, ma gmnm lmlmphaobåi ‒pirihrcijozi jhreiaozir uji sotuiboòj lm qum aitmem qum pumli msbipérsmam ais eijhs‒ uj niash

 

`iaaizch lma `ogh. I ai eugmr sm am prmsmjti uj joùh qum supumstiemjtm ms ma suyh, pmrh qum maai lmsmjeisbiri lm ojemloith bheh uj oephsthr. Ma iehr lm uji eilrm `ibm ojbhjnujlofam ijtm sus prhpohs hghs ai mxostmjboi lma `ogh7 ia smr iehr `iboi ah eés pirtobuair jh pumlm smr  mjciùilh. ]ji eilrm ‒bheh ma Lohs lm ai triloboòj brostoiji‒ bhjhbm ma j÷emrh mxibth lm bifmaahs qum tomjm su `ogh mj ai bifmzi. Ms mvolmjtm qum jh pumlm smr mjciùili lm msi eijmri. Ai eugmr mjtri iså mj uji rmaiboòj ojmvotifamemjtm bhjnaobtovi bhj ais numrzis lma hrlmj lm ai boulil, qum  prmtmjlmj soamjboir su prhtmsti y trijquoaozir i ai hpojoòj p÷faobi. Vmb`izijlh ia `ogh-sustotuth, B`rostojm sm sot÷i mj bhjtriphsoboòj rmspmbth i ai Amy lm ai boulil. Ru fitiaai ojvhbi ai mxostmjboi lm htri Amy, uji Amy eés numrtm qum msi Amy. Eomjtris ahs phlmrms bhjstotuolhs guzcij bheh uji ahburi ma iehr lm msti eilrm y sm mepmùij mj lhemùir su ojnamxofoaolil, jmutriaozir su numrzi sufvmrsovi ‒`isti ma pujth lm qum B`rostojm aamci i smr  ojtmrjili mj uj `hspotia psoquoétrobh‒, ma iehr phr ma jhefrm rmb`izi thlh ibhehlh7 uj `ogh jh pumlm rmmepaizirsm, jh pumlm sustotuorsm phr htrh, jh  pumlm ojtmrbiefoirsm.2? Ai ambboòj lm ai eilrm lm Mistwhhl jhs lmeumstri qum ma iehr phr uj `ogh ms iehr phr ai pirtobuairolil thrboli lm ai voli y phr jili eés. Ais eilrms jh ieij i su `ogh i pmsir lm  qum jh smi pmrnmbth; ah ieij  prmbosiemjtm phrqum jh ms pmrnmbth, phrqum ms msm `ogh mj pirtobuair. Msh ms iach qum ai mucmjmsoi jizo jh phlåi bhjbmfor lm jojcuji eijmri. ]jh lm ahs nmjòemjhs eés ojquomtijtms lma jizoseh num, mj mnmbth, ma  prhcriei lm mutijisoi lmjheojilh mj baivm \