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Id sj pjrkgtj hn rjprdmuffgöi tdtnh d pnrfgnh mj jstj hg`rd, ig su gifdrpdrnfgöi n ui sgstjkn giadrkîtgfd, ig su trniskgsgöi ji funhqugjr adrkn d pdr funhqugjr kjmgd, sjn jstj jhjftröigfd, kjfîigfd, pdr adtdfdpgn, pdr crn`nfgöi u dtrds kçtdmds, sgi jh pjrkgsd prjvgd y pdr jsfrgtd mjh jmgtdr. Hn giarnffgöi mj hds mjrjfbds kjifgdinmds pujmj sjr fdistgtutgvn mj mjhgtd fditrn hn prdpgjmnm gitjhjftunh (nrt. 035 y sgcugjitjs mjh Fömgcd Ujinh) Mgrëonsj n Fjmrd (Fjitrd Jspnþdh mj Mjrjfbds Pjprdcrîagfds) sg ijfjsgtn adtdfdpgnr d jsfnijnr nhcÿi arnckjitd mj jstn d`rn. Uujmj fditnftnr fdi Fjmrd n trnvçs mj hn wj` www.fdihgfjifgn.fdk www.fdihgfjifgn.fdk d pdr tjhçadid ji jh 7> 350 >7 35 35 / 76 030 5= =3 © Fnrkji Kdhn, 050> Jstn jmgfgöi sj bn pu`hgfnmd crnfgns nh nfujrmd fdi Bnisln Hgtjrnry & Aghk  Ncjify, @nrfjhdin, Jspnþn Jspnþn © Jmgtdrgnh Uhnijtn, V. N., 050>  Nv. Mgncdinh, 110-11=, 5256= @nrfjhdin  www.jmgtdrgnh.phnijtn.js  www.jmgtdrgnh.phnijt n.js  www.phnijtnmjhg`rds.fdk Mgsjþd mj hn fdhjffgöi? © Fdkpnþën Urgkjrn jmgfgöi? idvgjk`rj mj 050> Mjpösgtd hjcnh? @. >:.7::-050> GV@I? 732-2=-52-0=72=-7 Fdkpdsgfgöi? Pjnhgznfgöi Uhnijtn Gkprjsgöi y jifunmjrinfgöi? Jcjmsn Urgitjm gi Vpngi - Gkprjsd ji Jspnþn

Jh pnpjh utghgznmd pnrn hn gkprjsgöi mj jstj hg`rd jstî fnhgagfnmd fdkd pnpjh jfdhöcgfd y prdfjmj mj `dsqujs cjstgdinmds mj knijrn sdstjig`hj

 

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@nod jh ncunfjrd, quj bn trnisadrknmd jh sujhd nrfghhdsd ji ui anicnh, ui pjrrd ankçhgfd oujcn fdi hn fn`jzn mj uin igþn. Hn hhuvgn fnj gifhjkjitj sd`rj hns fnsufns, hns `nrrnfns y hds tjonrjs kgsjrn`hjs quj pnrjfji n puitd mj mjrruk`nrsj fdi fnmn rîancn mj vgjitd. Jh Fjrrghhd mjh Pnstrd, id hjods mjh Kntnmjrd mj Knmrgm, sj giuimn sgjkprj quj hhujvj. Unrn hhjcnr n jstj `nrrgd pd`rj y dhvgmnmd, bny quj `n onr uin rnkpn n`ruptn y snhvnr fditgiuns fdrtnmurns mj tjrrjid quj adrkni `nrrnifds nquë y nhhî. Jh ncun cdhpjn fdi aujrzn ji hds tjonmds mj bdonhntn, mj pnon, mj rnkns, pjijtrn ji hns vgvgjimns, frjn fbnrfds ji hn nrjin y fnsfnmns ji hds tnhumjs. Id js jxtrnþd quj inmgj rjpnrj ji jh pjrrd, ji jh cruþgmd oucujtöi fdi jh quj znrnimjn hn fn`jzn quj knitgjij suojtn fdi hds fdhkghhds fhnvnmds ji hn kjoghhn. Jitrj jh jstrujimd mj hn hhuvgn, jh cdrojd bgstçrgfd mj uin vgjon nrrdmghhnmn ouitd n ui fnmîvjr fu`gjrtd mj `nrrd ji jh adimd mj ui pjqujþd `nrrnifd.  ”Hn @jstgn... vjimrî n pdr tdmds. Hn @jstgn ids kntnrî... Mdidsd id hdcrn bnfjrhn fnhhnr? «Hn @jstgn jstî nquë¼, >>

 

knsfuhhn sgi fjsnr hn nifgnin. Çh bn `nonmd mjspnfgd pdr jh mjsigvjh mjh tjrrjid y nbdrn tgjij n sus pgjs hds rjstds mj ui fujrpd quj jvdfni hds mjspdods mj ui fnrigfjrd? ui tdrsd fdi ui `rnzd mjsfdyuitnmd, pjrd nÿi uigmd n çh pdr ui bghd mj kÿsfuhds y fnrij mjscnrrnmn. Hn pgjrin mjrjfbn id pnrjfjbny bn`jr suargmd ui mnþd. Mdimj jstnr hn gzqugjrmn, ui kuþöi, ncuojrd qujmj`jrën mjon n hn vgstn hn `hnifurn mjh bujsd mj hn pjhvgs. Hns pnrtjs quj anhtni hns bni nrrnifnmd mj knijrn vgdhjitn, id bny igicÿi fdrtj hgkpgd. Ig sgqugjrn ji jh fujhhd, f ujhhd, mdimj jitrj jh nknsgod mj fnrij sj nmgvgini hns fjrvgfnhjs pnrtgmns. Vöhd hds gifgpgjitjs pjfbds pjrkgtji gkncginr quj sj trntn mj uin igþn mj id kîs mj mdfj d trjfj nþds. Hn hhuvgn bn hnvnmd hds rjstds y npjins bny snicrj< sj pdmrën pjisnr quj js uin kuþjfn rdtn y n`nimdinmn, knifbnmn mj `nrrd.  ”Hn @jstgn jstî nquë. Hn nifgnin sj rjpgtj fdkd uin rujfn quj cgrn sgi fjsnr. Mdidsd hn sjpnrn mjh fnmîvjr fdi ui jkpuoöi.  ”´Udr quç id sj vn n su fdvnfbn y mjon mj nhnrknr n hn cjitj4 Hj mujhj hn fn`jzn< hn tdrkjitn sgcuj rjtuk`nimd fditrn hn fbnpn mj hds tjonmds y sgjitj quj hn bukjmnm sj hj bn aghtrnmd ji jh fjrj`rd. Hj custnrën jstnr kuy hjods mj nhhë. Inmgj qugjrj jstnr ji jh Fjrrghhd mjh Pnstrd kîs tgjkpd mjh ijfjsnrgd, söhd hds kîs pd`rjs, hds mjsbnrrnpnmds, hds quj id tgjiji igicÿi dtrd hucnr ji jh kuimd. Hds quj bni hjvnitnmd hns `nrrnfns mj jsj pd`hnmd fdi sus prdpgns knids, fdi jh drcuhhd y hn mjsjspjrnfgöi mjh quj fnrjfj mj ui tjfbd. Bdy, jstn idfbj, sjrî hn Idfbj mj Vni Ouni. Dtrds nþds hds vjfgids, hhjcnmds mj tdmns pnrtjs mj Jspnþn y agjhjs n hns fdstuk`rjs mj sus puj`hds, bn`rëni jifjimgmd bdcujrns y snhtnmd d `nghnmd nhrjmjmdr mjh aujcd. Id >0

 

js hd bn`gtunh ji Knmrgm, nquë sj fjhj`rn Vni Nitdigd mj hn Ahdrgmn uids mëns nitjs, fdi hn vjr`jin y hn trnmgfgöi mj hds nhaghjrjs mj hns kdmgstghhns. Ujrd bdy, hn hhuvgn gkpgmj funhqugjr agjstn. Hn hhuvgn y hns kjmgmns snigtnrgns quj prdbë`ji hns rjuigdijs tukuhtudsns. Jstj knhmgtd nþd mj >26= tdmd pnrjfjmjsnhgr hn cujrrn mj hds fnrhgstns, hn Idfbj Vniknh? Ounijh yföhjrn, hn @jstgn, tnk`gçi hn @jstgn. Mdidsd Cunh auj fjhnmdr rjnh, pjrd pjrmgö ui dod ji ui mujhd pdr nkdr y hj mgjrdi mj `non. Nbdrn bn sgmd rjfhutnmd fdkd rjaujrzd pdhgfgnh kgjitrns murj jh föhjrn pnrn vgcghnr hns pujrtns mj hn fgumnm y nyumnr ji hd quj bncn anhtn. Qgstj jh uigadrkj mjh fujrpd? fnsnfn rdon fdrfd rtn fdi fujhhd, pnitnhöi nzuh fdi `nrrns jifnrinmns, fbnrrjtjrns mj nhcdmöi `hnifd quj, fdi hn hhuvgn, pnrjfji mds kdajtns jkpnpnmns y fbdrrjnitjs. Mj`jrën hhjvnr fnrn`gin, mds pgstdhns mj nrzöi y sn`hj furvnmd, pjrd hns nrkns hns tuvd quj mjvdhvjr funimd hj mgjrdi hn `non y id sj hns rjpusgjrdi nh rjfhutnrhj fdkd rjaujrzd. Vg hds vjfgids sj hj jfbnrni jifgkn, id sn`rën fökd mjajimjrsj. Hd kjodr js knitjijrhds n rnyn bnfgçimdhjs frjjr quj js kîs aujrtj, quj tgjij kîs pdmjr y kîs nrrjstds quj jhhds.  ”Js söhd uin igþn, ´quç jstîgs bnfgjimd4 Vnhgm n pdr hn @jstgn. Gm n fnznrhn nitjs mj quj ids fnfj n tdmns. Hn vgjon id mjon mj crgtnr `nod jh ncunfjrd y prditd dtrds vjfgids sj uiji n sus gkprjfnfgdijs< jk`nrrnmds y sufgds, sdi fdkd fujrvds bgstçrgfds ji jstn tnrmj quj hn tdrkjitn bn fdivjrtgmd ji idfbj. Mdidsd sj prjcuitn fuîimd vjimrîi n rjfdcjr jh fnmîvjr. Mumn kufbd quj uin fnrrjtn sj nmjitrj pdr jstds pncds fdi hn quj jstî fnyjimd. Jh quj së hhjcn js Mgjcd Pugz, n çh hj pncni ji jh pjrgömgfd pdr hns idtgfgns quj hj pu`hgfni y id pujmj mjsnprdvjfbnr uin tni cdhdsn fdkd fd kd jstn. Vj bn pujstd ji knrfbn ji funitd hj bn hhjcnmd jh >6

 

kjisnoj mj su nkgcd Mdidsd, fdkpnþjrd mj arnifnfbjhns idfturins. Mgjcd fruzn jh `nrrgznh, ji jh quj sj kjzfhni fbnrfds mj hdmd y jsfdrrjitëns mj ncuns ajfnhjs mj ui crupd mj fnsufns fjrfnins. Id js hn prgkjrn vjz quj vgsgtn hn zdin? jsfrg`gö ui nrtëfuhd sd`rj jh Fjrrghhd mjh Pnstrd bnfj uids ji jh quj hn anhtn mjmj ntjifgöi mj hns kjsjs nutdrgmnmjs bnfgnmjiuifgn`n hds ijfjsgtnmds, uin hns pdfns vjfjs quj jh mgrjftdr mj su pjrgömgfd hj bn pjrkgtgmd tdfnr tjkns sdfgnhjs. Js pdsg`hj quj jh pd`hnmd murj pdfd tgjkpd, pdrquj jh nyuitnkgjitd qugjrj mjrrg`nrhd  y kn knim imnr nr n su suss bn bn`g `gtn tnit itjs js kî kîss nh nhhî hî mj hn Fj Fjrf rfnn mj Aj Ajhghgpj pj GQ, hn kurnhhn quj rdmjn Knmrgm. Fuhpni n hds pd`rjs mj hn jpgmjkgn mj föhjrn quj bn hhjcnmd bnstn nbë trns nrrnsnr dtrns zdins mj Jspnþn y Jurdpn. Js su anhtn mj bgcgjij hn quj jstî kntnimd n hn fgumnm, mgfji ji hds snhdijs knmrghjþds. Mgjcd yn pujmj mgstgicugr n Mdidsd n ui pnr mj mjfjins mj kjtrds, trns hn fdrtgin mj hhuvgn. Gitjitn nfjhjrnr jh pnsd, pjrd id js `nrrgd pnrn nimnr fdi prgsns? rjs`nhn ji jh anicd y mn fdi hds bujsds ji jh sujhd. Mds fbgfds mj sgjtj u dfbd nþds sj rëji, mjonimd vjr hns `dfns kjhhnmns. Kuy pdfds nhhë fdisjrvni tdmns hns pgjzns mj hn mjitnmurn.  ”Mj kdogid, sj bn fnëmd mj kdogid ”sj ”sj `urhn uid mj jhhds.  ”¡]dmds ntrîs! Mdidsd nhjon n hds igþds fdi nspnvgjitds kgjitrns Mgjcd sj snfumj ji vnid jh fnhzöi, jh fbnhjfd, hds anhmdijs. Hns knifbns id sj vni n qugtnr tni aîfghkjitj.  ”´Dtrd fujrpd4 ”prjcuitn. ”prjcuitn.  ”Fdi jstj yn vni funtrd, d jsd mgfji. Mgjcd id hhjcö n vjr hds nitjrgdrjs< hds jitjrrnrdi nitjs mj quj igicÿi cnfjtghhjrd pumgjrn sjr tjstgcd. N pjsnr mj jsd, jsfrg`gö uin idtn ji jh pjrgömgfd sd`rj jsn @jstgn >=

 

quj mjspjmnzn n sus vëftgkns. ]uvd `ujin nfdcgmn y, mj fnkgid nh Fjrrghhd, pjisn`n quj jstn sjrën uin `ujin dpdrtuigmnm pnrn cninr hustrj ji hds nk`gjitjs pjrgdmëstgfds. Udmrën fditnr mj prgkjrn knid hd quj bnfj hn @jstgn, pjrd, nbdrn quj tgjij nitj sus dods jh fujrpd mjskjk`rnmd jk`nmurinmd ji `nrrd, sn`jjstj qujbdrrdr. iuifn fditrnrî hnsypnhn`rns oustns pnrn mjsfrg`gr bd rrdr.jiVu tnhjitd id hhjcn tni hjods.  ”¡Nquë! ¡Qjicni nquë! Zin kdzn crgtn mjsjspjrnmn mjsmj ui `nifnh.  ”¡Js hn fn`jzn! ¡Vj hn vn n fdkjr jh pjrrd! Mgjcd snhj fdrrgjimd. Jitrj hns pntns mjh pjrrd jsfuîhgmd, quj fbdrrjn jkpnpnmd fdkd ui jspnitnod, jstî hn fn`jzn mj hn igþn. Jh fbufbd, kujrtd mj bnk`rj, mjscn on hn fnrij mj hn ykjoghhn. Zidjimj fbnvnhjs hnizn mjon uin pgjmrn nh nigknh hj nfgjrtn jh hds fdstnmd. Jh pjrrd jsfnpnr ui cjkgmd mj mdhdr y buyj mjh nhuvgöi mj pgjmrns quj hds igþds sgcuji tgrnimd.  ”Js @jrtn, hn bgon mj Cjinrd. Zi nifgnid jioutd js qugji bn mgfbd su idk`rj? @jrtn. Mgjcd sgjitj uin puiznmn nh kgrnr jsn fn`jzn f n`jzn fdi hds pîrpnmds n`gjrtds ji kgtnm mjh `nifnh, fdi hn bujhhn mjh kdrmgsfd mjh pjrrd ji hn kjoghhn y hn kjhjin ijcrn y rgznmn jxtjimgmn sd`rj jh `nrrd. Murnitj ui gistnitj rjfujrmn n uin mj jsns vërcjijs mj hns gchjsgns, fdi hn kgrnmn jxtnsgnmn y pjrmgmn ji jh fgjhd. Ji jstj fgjhd ijcrd quj id mjon mj vdkgtnr ncun. ´Js pdsg`hj gkncginr jh mdhdr mj @jrtn4 Hds vjfgids sj bni jirjmnmd ji uin fdi vjrsnfgöi mjsdrmjinmn quj vn nphgfnimd pgifjhnmns sd`rj hn vgmn mj hn igþn? tjiën mdfj nþds y bnfj uids trjs d funtrd sj auj n vgvgr n jsns `nrrnfns fdi su pnmrj, Cjinrd. Bnfj kîs mj ui kjs quj id sn`ëni mj jhhn. Vgi jk`nrcd, hn fnrij jstî gitnftn? sg hhjvnrn kujrtn kîs mj ui mën, hds nigknhjs, fdkd jh pjrrd quj hn kdrmgsqujn`n, sj bn>:

 

`rëni mnmd ui ajstëi. Id bn`rëni bnhhnmd kîs quj uids bujsds.  ”Bn sgmd hn @jstgn, hn @jstgn hj mgd fnzn. Zi hnkjitd quj sj rjpgtj jitrj hds vjfgids. Mgjcd id qugjrj frjjr jh fujitd mj hn @jstgn< nhrjmjmdr mj jsj idk`rj sj jiknrnþn ui cnhgkntëns mj mjsfrgpfgdijs mj supujstds tjstgcds. Nhcuids bni bn`hnmd mj ui dsd, dtrds mj ui hncnrtd mj prdpdrfgdijs gkpdsg`hjs, bny qugjijs frjji quj sj trntn mj nhcd pnrjfgmd n ui on`nhë. ´^uç nigknh kntn söhd pdr phnfjr4 Bnstn mdimj çh sn`j, tdmns sus vëftgkns bn`ëni sgmd vgdhjitnkjitj mjskjk`rnmns, pjrd igicuin tjiën sgcids mj bn`jr sjrvgmd mj nhgkjitd pnrn jstn jspjfgj mj nigknh qugkçrgfd quj bn`gtn ji hds pd`hnmds mj Knmrgm. Hd ÿigfd quj sj jsfdimj trns jh idk`rj mj hny@jstgn js uin sjisnfgöi tni nusjitj mj adrkn tni giqugjtnitj fdkdpjcnodsn, jsns mjsfrgpfgdijs mjkjifgnhjs? jh kgjmd. Dtrd vjfgid hhnkn n crgtds? bn jifditrnmd hn pgjrin quj anhtn`n. Mjh fujrpd vni n hn fn`jzn, mj hn fn`jzn n hn pgjrin... Ji nhcÿi sgtgd tgjij quj bn`jr dtrd `rnzd, ` rnzd, qugzî npnrjzfn. Hds igþds kjhhnmds fdrrjtjni mj ui rgiföi n dtrd `usfîimdhd, fdkd sg sj trntnrn mj ui oujcd. Hns rujmns mj ui fnrrd tgrnmd pdr uin kuhn sj buimji ji jh `nrrd y jh fdimuftdr crgtn n Mdidsd quj bny quj hhjvnr jh fujrpd bnstn nhhë. Id pujmj nrrgknrsj kîs. Vj dyj hhdrnr n trjs phnþgmjrns quj sj bni mnmd fgtn fjrfn f jrfn mj hns fnsufns. Zin knmrj gitjitn quj hds igþds vujhvni n hn fdvnfbn, pjrd jh ntrnftgvd mj vjr ui fnmîvjr mjskjk`rnmd js supjrgdr n funhqugjr fnstgcd quj pujmn gkpdijr hn kuojr, y hds igþds sj igjcni n fukphgr sus örmjijs. Hn `ÿsqujmn mjh tjsdrd fditgiÿn? ´möimj jstî jh `rnzd quj anhtn4 Jh prgkjrd quj hd mjsfu`rn pujmj mnr pjsfdzdijs n hds mjkîs. Mgjcd vj y jsfufbn tdmd fdkd sg jstuvgjrn mjitrd mj >1

 

uin pjsnmghhn n`surmn? hns prjkdigfgdijs ncdrjrns mj hns nifgnins y hn anhtn mj jkpntën mj hds kîs pjqujþds. Hn gimgajrjifgn mj nhcuids bdk`rjs, quj rdmjni jh fujrpd sgi kgrnrhd, dfupnmds ji sus qujbnfjrjs. ´Nfnsd çh js kjodr4 Mj fnkgid nh Fjrrghhd söhd pjisn`n ji fuîitds rjnhjs pdmrën snfnrsj pdr jstn idtgfgn. Bnstn bn`ën bn` ën anitnsjnmd fdi ui tgtuhnr? «Hn @jstgn vujhvj n kntnr¼, ji hn prgkjrn pîcgin mj  Jh Jfd mjh Fdkjrfgd , kgjitrns tdmd jh kuimd ji Knmrgm sj jstnrën prjcuitnimd qugçi jrn Jh Cntd Grrjvjrjitj, sjumöigkd fdi jh quj sgjkprj agrkn sus nrtëfuhds. Vj sgjitj ui rjahjod mjh pjrrd ankçhgfd, nhgkjitîimdsj mj hn kujrtj. Fdkd sg yn bu`gjrn fukphgmd su prdpösgtd mj mnr mrnkntgskd nh kdkjitd, hn hhuvgn fjsn, jh fgjhd jsfnkpn  ypdmjon vgstn jh bdrrdr mj hn zdin, hds pjmnzds pjmnzds mjh fujrmj nhnhnkufbnfbn. Mdidsd fnrcn fdi jh tdrsd mj @jrtn y, nyumnmd pdr jh fdimuftdr, hd mjon fnjr ji jh fnrrd.