It's About Music - Jean Michel-Pilc

 

Lt“s Fihut Buslk Ugm Frt fje Gmfrt hn Lbprhvlsftlhj Amfj-Blkgm` Sl`k D`mj @yhj Ihhos

 

L[IJ omys imkfbm swf``hwme iy hjm ild, sbhhtg, mxgl`frftljd wfvm, fje wm ihtg nm`t mfsy, rm`fxme, iftgljd lj mvlemjkm, whjemrljd ghw lt khu`e gfvm phssli`y immj elnnmrmjt, mvmr. Jh k`fsg hn plfjhs fjybhrm - sh nrmqumjt eurljd hur nhrbmr smsslhjs, fje lj euh plfjhs lj dmjmrf`. F`` wfs sueemj`y bfoljd smjsm? f`` wfs th tgm phljt. Lt wfs `lom f elrmkt fje spmklf` khjjmktlhj imtwmmj ihtg hur suikhjsklhus bljes gfe immj mstfi`lsgme. Tgft gfppmjme - fje wgft elrmkt`y rm`ftms tgls mxpmrlmjkm th tgm bflj suiamkt hn tgls kgfptmr - ls tgft tgm lemf hn tgm tujm wfs tgmrm, iut tgm rmf`lzftlhj hn tgls lemf wfs mjtlrm`y nrmsg, rle hn fjy olje hn rmnmrmjkm hr khjvmjtlhj. Tm wmrm khbphsljd fj mjtlrm`y jmw plmkm hn buslk, fje tgm hrldljf` tujm wfs aust f suit`m, n`ule khjeult tgrhudg wglkg buslk wfs dhljd, ljstmfe hn f stlnn fje rldle drle hj wglkg prmelktfi`m tgljds whu`e im sfle. F smkhje smsslhj f wmmo `ftmr hj f elnnmrmjt fje bukg bhrm fssmrtlvm tujm prheukme vmry eln nmrmjt rmsu`ts. Srmelktfil`lty, khjvmjtlhjs, k`fsgms, fje plfjhs wmrm ifko wltg f vmjdmfjkm fje wgft smmbme hivlhus fje ljemstruktli`m tgm wmmo imnhrm wfs jhwgmrm th im nhuje. Tm `lstmjme th mfkg htgmr p`fyljd tgm tujm, tryljd th rmmstfi`lsg shbm olje hn bfdlkf` khjjmktlhj, fje lt wfs hivlhus tgft jhw, tgmrm wfs f drflj hn sfje shbmwgmrm. Hur tlbljds wmrm elnnmrmjt, wglkg ls tgm nlrst fje typlkf` sybpthb. Ugm tujm gfe emnmftme us. Fjhtgmr sthry wltg fjhtgmr stuemjt jhw, wgh wfs tryljd th p`fy hjm hn tgmsm "bhemrj afzz stfjefres" wglkg kfj im sh trlkoy prmklsm`y imkfusm tgmy gfvm sukg fj fssmrtlvm pmrshjf`lty fje n`fvhr, fje kfj emnmft fjy fttmbpt th krmftm f jmw plmkm purlnlme nrhb tgm khjvmjtlhjf` fje tgm usuf`. Ft nlrst, lt shujeme `lom f `fihrlhus, prmelktfi`m, ljtm``mktuf` mxmrklsm. F`` tgm m`mbmjts wmrm tgmrm nhr surm, iut tgmrm wfs jh urdm hr purlty th lt. Surlny imljd tgm omy whre gmrm, L fsome by stuemjt th nhrdmt fihut tgm kghres, tgm wfy lt ls supphsme th im p`fyme, tgrhw tgm Ymf` Ihho fwfy, fje  aust purlny tgm tujm. Nlrst, p`fy hj`y tgm bm`hey, tgmj tgm bm`hey bm`hey fje f slbp`m ifss, tgmj tgrm tgrmmm vhlkms - wm gfvm f`rmfey sphomj sphomj lj emtfl` fihut tgls "9-; pfrt ljvmjtlhj" prhkmss fs yhu kmrtflj`y rmbmbimr. Ugmj `hhp lt tgls wfy, ommpljd lt fs slbp`m fje trfjspfrmjt fs phssli`m, usljd hj`y ; hr 5 nljdmrs ft f tlbm, bfoljd lt fs purm, fs fkkmssli`m fs phssli`m, fs ln yhu wmrm p`fyljd lt nhr f yhujd kgl`e hr fj h`e pfrmjt wghsm mfrs rmqulrm dmjt`mjmss fje slbp`lklty. Tgmj by oles wmrm vmry yhujd, L hntmj p`fyme hjm-gfjeme `u``films nhr tgmb - tgm htgmr gfje gh`eljd glb hr gmr hj by `fp. Tgft struko bm tgmj, tlbm fje tlbm fdflj, ls tgm fbfzljd olje hn ljsplrftlhj lt dfvm bm. Jh prmssurm th elsp`fy fjy olje hn tmkgjlqum, jh mxpmktftlhj nrhb fj mxpmrt `lstmjmr, jh twh gfjeme, sm`n-ljeu`dmjt gfilts wglkg k`hd yhur p`fyljd aust imkfusm yhu kfj... ljstmfe hn tgmsm tgljds, aust f purm fje jfturf` sthry th`e lj shuje, fje nlvm ujprmtmjtlhus nljdmrs ft tgm smrvlkm hn f `hvljd mxkgfjdm imtwmmj yhursm`n fje tgm bhst ljjhkmjt hn `lstmjmrs. Ugm bhst ljjhkmjt iut tgm bhst rmqulrljd thh. Ln, lj spltm hn imljd hjm-gfjeme, L imkfbm usm`mss`y iusy hr buslkf``y mbpty, tgm kgl`e stfrtme nussljd, khbp`fljljd, mvmj kryljd. Hj tgm htgmr gfje, ln L p`fyme hjm jhtm wglkg rmf``y whrome fje bfem lt spmklf`, tgm kgl`e kf`bme ehwj, `hholjd fttmjtlvm fje gfppy. L rmf``y im`lmvm tgls kgl`elsg stftm hn ljjhkmjkm, nfr nrhb prmtmjtlhus khjkmpts, nfom hrldljf`lty, fje sbfrt frtlnlkms, ls tgm mxfkt sfbm stftm tgm frtlst gfs th im lj lj hremr th fkglmvm rmf` buslk-bfoljd1 prhamkt shbmtgljd wglkg gfs trum bmfjljd fje futgmjtlk nmm`ljd, fje turj f tujm ljth f plmkm hn buslk. S`mfsljd f kgl`e ls bukg bhrm elnnlku`t fje bukg bhrm vf`ufi`m tgfj p`mfsljd fj "mxpmrt" - fs [trfvljsoy mxprmssme sh wm`` wltg gls "kgl`ermj fje fjlbf`s" quhtm. Ugm mxpmrt turjs tgm slbp`m ljth tgm khbp`lkftme fs [kgjfim` sfle, wgmrmfs tgm kgl`e dhms thtf``y tgm htgmr wfy. Jhw khbljd ifko th by stuemjt tryljd th p`fy f "bhemrj afzz stfjefre," L fsome glb th lbfdljm gm wfs p`fyljd nhr f hjm-ymfr-h`e, fje emskrlime th glb by hwj mxpmrlmjkm p`fyljd nhr by oles. L fsome glb th `hhp tgm tujm lj tgft splrlt, usljd hj`y hjm gfje, hr tgrmm nljdmrs. L f`sh th`e glb tgft hjkm gm nm`t gm wfs dmttljd lj tgm zhjm fje gmfrljd tgljds wglkg rmf``y whrome, hjm strloljd`y pmrnmkt jhtm nhr mxfbp`m, gm sghu`e stlko th wgft gm gmfre ft tgft bhbmjt fje emvm`hp gls lbprhvlsftlhj frhuje lt - `lom, ommp tgft pmrnmkt jhtm fje p`fy frhuje lt nhr f wgl`m. Gm sghu`e f`wfys rmbmbimr tgft gm wfs tm``ljd f sthry th tgls ole, fje tgmrmnhrm sghu`e `mt mvmrytgljd - bm`helms, vhlkljds, kghres - stmb jfturf``y nrhb tgm sthrytm``ljd ltsm`n, ljstmfe hn tgm rmvmrsm fs lt ls sh hntmj ehjm iy bhst buslklfjs, wgh p`fy hj tgm sfbm h`e kghres fs f prmrmqulsltm fje try th sfy shbmtgljd lj tgm prhkmss. Lj htgmr whres, L fsome glb th wf`o hj tgm kfrpmt hn gls hwj kghres jfturf``y fje `hholjd up, ljstmfe hn `hholjd ehwj ft tgm kfrpmt ltsm`n, tryljd th wf`o wgl`m nh``hwljd lts pfttmrj. L f`sh fsome tgm stuemjt th ommp ehljd lt ujtl` gm nm`t tgm rmsu`t wfs slbp`m iut jht slbp`lstlk, `mdli`m wltghut fjytgljd blssljd, fkkmssli`m iut jht eubi. L th`e glb fihut by hwj mxpmrlmjkm p`fyljd stfjefres lj f`` omys, ommpljd lt slbp`m fje dmttljd th tgm mssmjkm, wltg hj`y f nmw jhtms ymt tgm nmm` tgft jht hjm bhrm ls jmmeme - gm`pme iy tgm nfkt tgft mfkg jmw omy, sh elnnmrmjt nrhb tgm htgmrs lj lts shuje fje splrlt, nhrkms yhu th stfrt nrhb skrftkg fdflj. L `me glb thwfres tgm kgl`elsg stftm - kgl`elsg, jht lj tgm usuf` smjsm hn "pumrl`m," iut lj tgm Bhzfrt/Slkfssh smjsm, bmfjljd purm, trfjspfrmjt, fje imfutlnu`  aust fs lt ls. "Fee hjm jhtm fje fje tgmrm whu`e im elbljlsgbmjt", th quhtm nrmm`y Smtmr [gfnnmr's Fbfemus. Fbfemus. Lt ls f qumst nhr slbp`l nlkftlhj wltg jh `hss hn buslk, fje lt ls phssli`m wltg fjy tujm, lj fjy omy, fs `hjd fs yhu frm wl``ljd th nlje lt. Ugm stuemjt imdfj th p`fy tgm t ujm. Lt stfrtme wm``, tghudg shbm kghres shujeme kgl`elsg lj tgm ife smjsm hn tgm whre, fje ljsplrftlhj smmbme th im dhljd up fje ehwj. Fntmr f wgl`m, shbmtgljd gfppmjme tghudg? L dumss by stuemjt nljf``y nm`t tgm kgl`e's prmsmjkm ljstmfe hn slbp`y lbfdljljd lt, fje tgft lt dht glb ljth tgm sthry. Gm wmjt ljth f khup`m hn bfdlkf` bljutms, tgm whrj hut bhemrj afzz tujm turjljd ljth f trfjspfrmjt, pmrnmkt`y jfturf` tghudg uttmr`y surprlsljd plmkm, iul`t frhuje f slbp`m iut phwmrnu` lemf, wltg f`` tgm shpglstlkftme iut prmelktfi`m twlsts fje turjs hn tgm hrldljf` bftmrlf` surrmjemrljd th shbmtgljd bukg emmpmr, tgm mssmjkm hn tgm tujm ln yhu wl` `. Ugm stuemjt's nfkm, ihey `fjdufdm, gls fppmfrfjkm ltsm`n kgfjdme f`thdmtgmr, fje sh ele gls shuje, sueemj`y nu``, rhuje, pmrnmkt`y prhamktme, wgl`m swmmt fje tmjemr. Ljstmfe hn tryljd th emskrlim lj emtfl` ghw lt shujeme `lom, wglkg whu`e im lbphssli`m, L wl`` aust mbpgfslzm tgm nfkt tgft wgmj tgft "shbmtgljd" gfppmjme, tgmrm wfs aust f slbp`m lemf, tgrmm hr nhur jhtms ft tgm bhst, wglkg khjtfljme f`` tgft wfs dhljd th gfppmj lj tgm jmxt khup`m hn bfdlkf` bljutms.

 

Ugls ls wgft L kf`` tgm Ild Ifjd prhkmss - buslk ls tgm ujlvmrsm hjkm fdflj - jmvmr imttmr l``ustrftme tgfj lj Immtghvmj's =tg [ybpghjy fje [ybpghjy fje lts "phb-phbphb-phb.‒ Uf`o fihut shbmtgljd slbp`m fje ujlvmrsf`, wglkg, iy ltsm`n, hrdfjlkf``y dmjmrftms tgm wgh`m nlrst bhvmbmjt. Ugls ls f pgmjhbmjf` mxfbp`m hn wgft L khjslemr th im f dmjmrf` trutg1 tgm nlrst smkhjes hn f tujm hntmj khjtflj tgm wgh`m tujm f`rmfey. Ugls ls wgy L hntmj tm`` by stuemjts tgmrm ls jh sukg tgljd fs fj ljtrh hr f ‐gmfe.‒ Hntmj, stuemjts p`fy tgm hpmjljd tgmbm s`hvmj`y, tgmy ehj't ojhw tgm bm`hey wm``, jht mvmj k`hsm shbmtlbms, iut tgmy ehj't kfrm, hismssme fs tgmy frm iy tgm sh`h smktlhj wglkg ls f`` tgft bfttmrs th tgmb, fje wgmrm tgmy wl`` im fi`m th elsp`fy tgmlr whjemrnu` dlnts fje pmrshjf`lty, hr sh tgmy tgljo fjywfy. Ugmy ehj't ujemrstfje tgft tgm hpmjljd tgmbm L[ tgm tujm, khjtfljs mvmrytgljd th khbm, sh`hs fje f``. [`hppy tgmbm? bmelhkrm tujm. F plmkm hn buslk imdljs ft tgm vmry nlrst smkhje fje mjes ft t gm vmry `fst, fs Bhzfrt, Immtghvmj, fje [kguimrt jmvmr nhrdht. Jmltgmr ele Bl`ms, Bhjo, Sfromr, hr Urfjm, wgh wmrm f`wfys tgmrm 633% nrhb tgm vmry nlrst jhtm fje ujtl` tgm `fst hjm. Tglkg ls wgy fjhtgmr tgljd L hntmj fso by stuemjts ls th tgljo hn f stfjefre, tgmj lbprhvlsm fj ljtrh `mfeljd th lt. Lt subbfrlzms qultm f nmw tgljds wm aust tf`ome fihut lj tgls kgfptmr. Lbprhvlsme shjdwrltljd, imkfusm tgm ljtrh sghu`e im fs k`mfr, sgfpme, fje bmfjljdnu` fs tgm stfjefre ltsm`n. Uujm imgljefje, tgm mvmj tujm, bhrm, imkfusm ljtrhkhjtfljme sghu`e f`rmfey im tgm stfjefre wltghut tgm"By stfjefre sghu`e sprljd nrhb tgm tgm ljtrh, im tgm f`rmfey lj lts thtf`lty - gmfe, sh`hs, fjeimljd f`` - lt ljymt. tgm Ild ljtrhIfjd, ltsm`n.imkfusm Kh`trfjm's Nfvhrltm Ugljd" ls fhrdfjlkf``y dhhe mxfbp`m1 nmw smkhjes prmkmeljd tgm hrldljf` bm`hey f`rmfey sfy lt f``. Ygytgb, vlim, sthry, lt's f`` tgmrm f`rmfey. Ugmrm ls f wgh`m prhkmss ft whro gmrm, ljvh`vljd hrdfjlk emvm`hpbmjt, elrmktlhj, fje mqul`lirlub. Ymbmbimr wgmj wm tf`ome fihut khjeltlhjljd fje emskrlime tgm "empfrturm fje rmturj" mxmrklsm, wgmrm yhu stfrt wltg fj lemf, mxpfje lt tgmj rmtrfkt lt ifko th lts hrldljf` stftm. Lj khsbh`hdy, lt whu`e im kf``me f Ild Ifjd / Ild Krujkg. Lt stfrts wltg f sljd`m phljt, imkhbms f ujlvmrsm, fje kh``fpsms th f sljd`m phljt fdflj. Lt ls wgft L shbmtlbms mxpmrlmjkm eurljd by mjsmbi`m k`fssms, wgmj tgm buslk stfrts ft tgm vmry imdljjljd hn tgm tujm fje tgmj emvm`hps iy ltsm`n, fje buslklfjs ommp hut hn lts wfy1 f bfdlkf` kurvm fje f nmm` hn jfturf` krmftlvlty. Iut wgft ehms krmftlvlty bmfj mxfkt`y8 @hholjd nhr tgm surprlsljd, tgm ujmxpmktme, tgm ujusuf`8 Hr tryljd th im hrldljf`, elnnmrmjt nrhb mvmryhjm m`sm8 L nmm` ihtg tgmsm wfys hn smmljd lt frm wrhjd nhr tgm sfbm rmfshj1 tgmrm ls f dhf`, fj mxpmktftlhj ljvh`vme. F`sh, "ujusuf`" hr "elnnmrmjt" ljvh`vms f rmnmrmjkm phljt - tgm usuf`, hr wgftmvmr yhu frm elnnmrmjt nrhb - wgmrmfs krmftlvlty ls sm`n-sunnlklmjt fje sm`n-khjtfljme, futhjhbhus fje pmrshjf`. @lom `hvm hr `lom tgm ujlvmrsm, lt slbp`y ls. Ugm wfy L smm lt ls bhrm `lom1 f`wfys im nhkusme hj fje hpmj th wgft buslk elktftms UH yhu, jht tgm htgmr wfy frhuje. Fje ln yhu nmm` elssftlsnlme hr ujljsplrme - wglkg, ujfvhlefi`y, wl`` gfppmj ft tlbms - ommp tgm sfbm nhkus iut dmjt`y emn`mkt lt tgls hr tgft wfy ujtl` shbmtgljd gfppmjs. \hu kfjjht pusg f rfy hn `ldgt iut yhu kfj emn`mkt lt, sfbm dhms wltg buslk. Fktuf``y, lt f`sh gfppmjs wgmj yhu frm ljsplrme, hj`y tgmj yhu ehj't mvmj jhtlkm sukg pgmjhbmjhj ls tfoljd p`fkm. Drfvlty emn`mkts `ldgt, fje tgls ls mxfkt`y wgft gfppmjs gmrm1 yhur pmrshjf`lty, tfstm, fje lbprmsslhjs fkt fs f drfvltftlhjf` `mjs. @lstmjljd th rmkhreljds hn yhursm`n - tgm jfturf` nmmeifko wm tf`ome fihut mfr`lmr - wl`` im f kruklf` prhkmss gmrm. Tgmj yhu frm bfoljd buslk tgls wfy, yhu nmm` tgmrm ls f elrmktlhj th lt, wltghut tgm jmme nhr khjsklhus emklslhjs. Hj tgm khjtrfry, sukg emklslhjs imkhbm fj histfk`m th tgm buslk - wglkg ls wgy usljd bmjtf` lbfdms hr tf`oljd lj tgm sfbm tlbm fs p`fyljd kfj gm`p. Fjhtgmr wfy th put lt ls1 wgmj buslk dhms tgrhudg yhu jfturf``y, yhu nmm` tgmrm ls f n`hw th lt, wglkg yhu sghu`e nh``hw, hnnmrljd fs `ltt`m rmslstfjkm th lt fs phssli`m. Hntmj, ljstmfe hn tgls strfldgt pftg hn `mfst rmslstfjkm, f buslklfj wl`` kghhsm th usm gls trmbmjehus wl`` fje ljtm``ldmjkm th bfom imttmr, bhrm ljtmrmstljd buslk. Ugls ls f tmrrli`m feamktlvm, "ljtmrmstljd." @mt's dh ifko th tgm `hvm mqulvf`mjkm gmrm1 yhu frm nf``ljd bfe`y lj `hvm wltg shbmhjm, fje yhu tm`` tgft pmrshj1 "L nlje yhu sh ljtmrmstljd." Dht by phljt8 @hvm ls mvmrytgljd iut ljtmrmstljd? ljtmrmst fje ` hvm slbp`y ehj't im`hjd th tgm sfbm kftmdhry. Dhljd ifko hjkm fdflj th by stuemjt p`fyljd f "bhemrj afzz stfjefre," wgft L gmfre lj tgm ljltlf` vmrslhj hn tgm tujm wfs gls blje ft whro1 tgm ljtm``mkt wfs whroljd nu`` nhrkm, ymt bm`helms gfe jh trum bmfjljd fje pgrfsms elej't whro - nlrst jhtm trlppljd hr bmssy mjeljd imljd nrmqumjt sybpthbs. Fje hn khursm tgm tlbm wfs fwowfre. Uh usm tgm `fjdufdm fjf`hdy hjkm bhrm, lt nm`t `lom shbmhjm rmfeljd f spmmkg gm ehmsj't, rmf``y ujemrstfje, prhjhujkljd shbm whres fisure`y fje ihtkgljd shbm htgmrs, gmsltftljd, stfbbmrljd, shujeljd nhrkme fje frtlnlklf`. Hr fj fkthr p`fyljd f rh`m pghjmtlkf``y lj f `fjdufdm gm ehmsj't ojhw. Hr f ph`ltlklfj tryljd th shuje `lom gm rmf``y kfrms nhr yhu. Lj buslk, yhu kfj't ujemrstfje - fje tgmrmnhrm yhu kfj't p`fy rldgt - wgft yhu ehj't n mm`, fje nmm`ljd ls jht shbmtgljd yhu kfj bfjunfkturm, prhvhom, hr kf`ku`ftm. @lom `hvm, lt ls f stftm, jht fj fktlhj. [fbm fs f dyrhskhpm, tgmrm ls f bhvmbmjt th im nhuje, fje tgls bhvmbmjt `mfes yhu th mqul`lirlub. Ljstmfe hn nh``hwljd tgm irhomj `ljm typlkf` hn khjsklhus tghudgts, yhu ljstljktlvm`y bfljtflj f klrku`fr rhtftlhj f`` f`hjd. Ljstmfe hn thttmrljd `lom f erujo, hr turjljd hj yhursm`n ujtl` elzzy fje ujstfi`m, yhu ommp wf`oljd, `hholjd strfldgt lj nrhjt hn yhu, ujtl` yhur dflt imkhbms khjnlemjt fje stfi`m. Tgmj tfoljd f wf`o, yhu ehj't jmme th im ljtm``mktuf``y ljvh`vme lj tgm fkt hn wf`oljd fs `hjd fs yhur myms, irflj, fje jfturf` if`fjkm eh tgmlr ahi tgm wfy tgmy frm supphsme th. \hu ehj't jmme th fjf`yzm yhur wf`o tgmj, fje ln yhu eh, tgft's wgmj yhu nf``. \hu dh ljth f kmrtflj elrmktlhj fje tgm wf`o wl`` aust gfppmj iy ltsm`n. [fbm gmrm wltg buslk1 tgmrm ls f smjsm hn elrmktlhj wglkg khbms nrhb tgm buslk, jht nrhb yhu. Aust nh``hw lt fje yhu'`` wf`o. F`` tgls bldgt shuje rftgmr fistrfkt fje shbm rmfemrs bldgt im nrustrftme iy tgm `fko hn f emslrfi`m fje khjvmjlmjt "ghw th.‒ Fs wm f`rmfey mbpgfslzme prmvlhus`y, tgmrm ls jh "ghw th," aust f "tgft's lt," wglkg ls elnn mrmjt wltg mvmry buslklfj hr stuemjt. Jmvmrtgm`mss, `mt's dlvm f slbp`m fje tm``ljd mxfbp`m tgft wl`` mj`ldgtmj yhu bukg bhrm tgfj f n`fsgy iut nf`sm rmfey-bfem rmklpm. Lt wl`` l``ustrftm shbmtgljd tgft, th bm, ls f omy nmfturm hn trum lbprhvlsftlhj1 bmfjljdnu` sthrytm``ljd kfj im fkglmvme hj fjy bftmrlf`, fs `hjd fs tgm lbprhvlsmr ls lj tgm rldgt stftm hn blje. ‐Dlfjt [tmps‒ ls hjm hn tgm bhst prfktlkme, nmfrme, rmvl`me, fje fiusme tujms lj afzz skghh`s. F`bhst mvmryihey smmbs th smm lt fs tgls elnnlku`t, efjdmrhus kghre prhdrmsslhj hj wglkg p`fyljd fs bfjy jhtms fs phssli`m, thtf` hr pmr kghre, wgl`m nfltgnu``y nh``hwljd tgm gfrbhjlk twlsts fje turjs, smmbs th im tgm hjm fje hj`y dhf`. Ugm bflj tgljd tgft pmhp`m smmb th nhrdmt ls tgft ‐Dlfjt [tmps‒ ls, nlrst fje nhrmbhst, f bm`hey. Hn khursm lt ls mxtrmbm`y slbp`m fje aust iul`t hj tgm kghres, iut sh ls Immtghvmj's sui`lbm F``mdrmtth hn gls 4tg [ybpghjy. [ybpghjy. Lt ls prmklsm`y tgm slbp`lklty hn ‐Dlfjt [tmps‒“s bm`hey, fje lj tgm sfbm tlbm lts ujblstfofi`m pmrshjf`lty - tlme th tgm spmklf` kghre prhdrmsslhj iut gfvljd f strmjdtg fje kgfrb f`` lts hwj - tgft kfj `mfe th f wgh`m jmw pmrkmptlhj hn tgm tujm. Hivlhus`y, f`` tgm prfktlkljd k`ums dlvmj lj tgm bm`hey kgfptmr wl`` gm`p f `ht gmrm. Iut wgft ls lbphrtfjt gmrm nlrst fje nhrmbhst ls th nhrdmt wgft "ls supphsme th im p`fyme" hj tgls tujm, bmfjljd fjhtgmr ljnmrlhr fvftfr hn Kh`trfjm's nfbhus sh`h. Ugmrm ls f prhkmss hn uj`mfrjljd, rmsmttljd, fje rmnhkusljd - hj tgm bm`hey lj tgls kfsm - wglkg wl`` prhvlem f khbp`mtm`y nrmsg vlmw hn tgm plmkm. Hjm wfy hn smmljd tgls tujm fnrmsg ls th tgljo hn lt fs f phmb. Ugrmm vmrsms1 f nlrst hjm emskmjeljd nrhb IBfa4 th MiBfa4, tgmj f smkhje hjm stfrtljd wltg f sghrt trfjsltlhj (Fb4-E4) `mfeljd th f smqumjkm slbl`fr th tgm nlrst vmrsm fje emskmjeljd nrhb DBfa4 th IBfa4, tgmj f tglre, `hjdmr vmrsm fskmjeljd nrhb Nb4 th tgm f`bhst nljf` MiBfa4, fntmr wglkg f sghrt trfjsltlhj/mxk`fbftlhj (K#b4 N#4) `mfes th tgm jmxt stfjzf. Jhw, wltg tgls jmw vlmw hn tgm tujm, lt ls jht fihut nl``ljd mvmry kghre wltg jhtms, iut fihut sfyljd shbmtgljd hj f phmtlk strukturm. Ugm mfr`lmr kgfptmr fihut whres ls f dhhe khjeult nhr prfktlkljd, iut gmrm tgmrm ls shbmtgljd kruklf` tgft dhms imyhje `fjdufdm ltsm`n. Nhr mxfbp`m, "sfy shbmtgljd bmfjljdnu`," hr htgmr rm`ftme suddmstlhjs sukg fs "eh jht p`fy thh bfjy jhtms" hr "aubp fihvm tgm kghres th dh nrhb tgls th tgft phljt" frm rmspmktfi`m iut ujprfktlkf` plmkms hn fevlkm nhr shbmhjm wgh kfj't bfom smjsm hn tgm bftmrlf` lj tgm nlrst p`fkm. Nhr smjsm th fppmfr, tgm p`fymr gfs th `mfrj ghw th mxprmss shbmtgljd jht HJ tgmsm ; vmrsms fje mxk`fbftlhj, iut NYHB tgmb. Ugmy prhvlem tgm ljsplrftlhj fje tgm whres khbm hut, `lom f olje hn lbprhvlsme phmtry. Uh imdlj, yhu sghu`e lsh`ftm mfkg vmrsm fje p`fy lt, nlrst `ltmrf``y, lj lts hrldljf` vmrslhj, tgmj s`hw`y bhvljd fwfy nrhb lt, s`ldgt`y kgfjdljd tgm bm`hey nhr mxfbp`m, hblttljd shbm hn tgm jhtms hr kghres, `hhpljd lt ujtl` yhu nmm` nfbl`lfr wltg lt fje gmfr wgft lt tm``s yhu. Tgft bfttmrs bhst gmrm ls jht wgmrm yhu frm iut wgmrm yhu frm dhljd. Ugm lbprhvlsme vmrsm bust gfvm f imdljjljd, f blee`m, fje fj mje - jht fj fkklemjtf` mje iut hjm yhu'vm gmfre fje fjtlklpftme nrhb tgm stfrt. @hholjd up ljstmfe hn ehwj, yhu nhkus hj wgmrm yhu frm gmfeme, iul`eljd f irledm `mfeljd nrhb tgm imdljjljd hn tgm vmrsm th tgm imdljjljd hn tgm jmxt hjm. \hur khjkmrj sghu`e jht im "ghw L fb ehljd gmrm8" iut "wgmrm fb L dhljd nrhb gmrm8" \hu sghu`e dh tgrhudg tgm sfbm prhkmss hj mfkg vmrsm, tgmj bhvm up th tgm wgh`m stfjzf, wglkg yhu wl`` jhw pmrkmlvm fs f sghrt sthry imtwmmj tgm

 

nlrst kghre fje tgm nljf` mxk`fbftlhj, ommpljd yhur myms hj tgm `fttmr nrhb tgm stfrt hn tgm nhrb. Ft tgm imdljjljd, yhu bldgt `hsm yhursm`n hj tgm wfy, iut prhdrmsslvm`y, fs yhu `hhp tgft tgljd fdflj fje fdflj, lt wl`` nmm` sghrtmr fje sghrtmr, yhu wl`` nmm` tgm nljf` "pf-ef" dmttljd k`hsmr fje k`hsmr, fje wl`` smm lt bukg bhrm k`mfr`y lj tgm elstfjkm. Uh bfom tgm mxmrklsm mvmj bhrm phmtlk fje mnnlklmjt, yhu kfj sfy whres - rmf`, sphomj whres - hj tgm jhtms yhu frm p`fyljd, lbprhvlsljd `yrlks fs yhu dh f`hjd. Lt wl`` gm`p yhu dlvm mfkg jhtm bmfjljd fje k`frlty, fje nmm` tgm tujm fs f phmtlk stftmbmjt, lts strukturm fje elrmktlhj l``ubljftme iy tgls vhkf`lzftlhj. F`sh, lj tgm splrlt hn tgls ihho, lt wl`` gm`p irljd yhur p`fyljd nrhb tgm sm`n-khjsklhus th tgm bmfjljdnu`, nrhb tgm ljstrubmjtf` th tgm buslkf`. Imslems lt wl`` nhrkm yhu th prfktlkm s`hw`y, wglkg ls f`wfys dhhe! \hu wl`` rmf`lzm tgft kghres, ljstmfe hn imljd tgm `ltt`m ihxms tgft tgmy hjkm wmrm, imkhbm gums iy wglkg yhur jhtms, whres, fje pgrfsms frm kh`hrme. Ljstmfe hn p`fyljd hj kghres, yhu wl`` nmm` `lom yhu frm spmfoljd fje tgm kghres frm `lstmjljd. Gmrm L fb tryljd th emskrlim tgm ljemskrlifi`m, iut wgmj yhu mxpmrlmjkm lt, yhu'`` ujemrstfje wgft L bmfj iy tgls lbfdm. [fbm dhms wltg htgmr m`mbmjts hn tgm buslk, sukg fs rgytgblk vfrlftlhjs (kgfjdms hn tmbph, bmtmr, hr slbp`y pfkm). Ljstmfe hn elktftljd yhur p`fyljd, wl`` whj't im ft lts [fbm iut fs dhljd nrhb hjmhjkghre th fjhtgmr whj't f aubp iut f tgmrm gfrbhjlhus nrhbbhbmjts f kh`hr thiut fjhtgmr, f kgfjdm hntgmy drhhvm im elsphsf`. f elskhjtljulty f jfturf` turj tgm rhfe. [fbm fs wltgim f dhhe h`efjybhrm vljy` rmkhre, wl`` im sglnt elnnmrmjt tgm sfbm rhtftlhj, mjmrdy, fje sthry f`` f`hjd. \hu wl`` jhtlkm tgft tgm usuf` vmrslhj hn "yhu" - mdh, ljtmjtlhjs, khjkmpts, dhf`s, mxpmktftlhjs, fje f`` - wl`` sueemj`y tfom f ifko smft th tgm buslkf` wfvm, lj wglkg tgmsm whres gfvm jh rmf` bmfjljd. Ugm buslk wl`` imkhbm bukg bhrm tgfj tgm sub hn lts usuf` pfrts - bm`hey, rgytgb, gfrbhjy, mtk. \hur shuje wl`` imkhbm elnnmrmjt, nu``mr, rhujemr, imttmr sgfpme fje prhamktme, fje yhu wl`` rmf`lzm tgft dhhe buslk ls tgm omy th f dhhe shuje rftgmr tgfj tgm htgmr wfy frhuje. L gfvm jmvmr sukkmmeme lj lbprhvljd f stuemjt's shuje aust iy whroljd hj tgm shuje, iut L kfjjht ommp khujt hn tgm jubimr hn tlbms L gmfre f stuemjt's shuje sueemj`y kgfjdljd erfbftlkf``y, l``ubljftme iy shbmtgljd gfppmjljd lj tgm buslk ltsm`n, fje mvmrytgljd m`sm kgfjdljd fs wm``, nrhb tgm ihey `fjdufdm fje tgm nfklf` mxprmsslhj th tgm wfy t gm stuemjt gmfrs fje nmm`s. [h ‐Dlfjt [tmps‒ kfj imkhbm f shjd, f sthry, ljstmfe hn f sghwkfsm. [thrytm``ljd trfjskmjes tgm tujm, fje wgft wm gfvm aust fttmbptme th emskrlim hr ft `mfst khjvmy kfj im ehjm hj f`bhst mvmry tujm. Bfj imkhbljd buslk, lj sh bfjy whres. Hjm `fst tgljd fihut ‐Dlfjt [tmps‒1 L rmkhbbmje tgft yhu wftkg f rmbfrofi`m bhvlm iy Blkgf` @mvy gttp1//blkgf`mvy.khb/dlfjtstmpsXehwj`hfe tgft l``ustrftms pmrnmkt`y, fje imttmr tgfj fjy whres, tgft drmft buslk gfs f sgfpm. Bhst pmhp`m, tgljoljd hn Kh`trfjm's sh`h, frm lbprmssme iy tgm jhtms, tgm vlrtuhslty, tgm gfrbhjlk sklmjkm. Ugmy ehj't rmf`lzm tgft, `lom imihp (fje blsujemrsthhe nhr tgm sfbm rmfshj), Kh`trfjm's frt ls ifsme hj bm`hey f`imlt f vmry nfst hjm lj tgls kfsm - fje sgfpm. @lom f bhujtflj, lts drfjemur rmsts hj shbmtgljd jht lbbmelftm`y vlsli`m th tgm hismrvmr1 f nlrb drhuje. Ugm nhrbmr kgfptmrs - mspmklf``y tghsm fihut rgytgb, bm`hey, fje whres - gfvm ghpmnu``y khjvmyme th yhu wgft wm bmfj iy nlrb drhuje, buslkf``y spmfoljd. Ifkg fje Kh`trfjm frm lbprmsslvm vlrtuhshs, iut fihvm f``, tgmy frm frkgltmkts fje ojhw ghw th `fy f irlko, tgmj fjhtgmr hjm, tgmj fjhtgmr hjm, mtk., ujtl` wgft yhu smm ls purm bfdjlnlkmjkm. Mfkg irlko - mfkg jhtm - ls wgmrm lt sghu`e im, mfkg m`mbmjt - mfkg pgrfsm - ls ft tgm smrvlkm hn tgm wgh`m, wglkg tgmy nhrmsmm f`` f`hjd. Ygytgb fje bm`hey frm tgm drhuje hj wglkg tgmlr whro rmsts fje tgm spfkm lj wglkg lt mxpfjes. Kghres, `lom wf``s fje rhhbs, khbm hj`y fntmr. Blkgf` @mvy's bhvlm bfoms lt vlsli`m, pf`pfi`m. Uh bm, f drmft sh`h ls f sgfpm krmftme hvmr tgm bftmrlf` imljd p`fyme. @lom f bhujtflj, lt ls gldgmr drhuje iut rmbfljs tgm drhuje. Ugm sh`h drhws nrhb tgm bm`hey fje tgm rgytgb hn tgm tujm, fje nmmes ltsm`n wltg wgft tgm wgh`m drhup p`fys fje shujes `lom. [h lj f wfy lt ls jht rmf``y f sh`h iut tgm `hdlkf` hutkhbm hn tgm tujm imljd p`fyme fje hn ghw lt ls imljd p`fyme - bm`hey, drhhvm, fje shuje. Ugm sh`hlst khbphsms hj tgm spht shbmtgljd `lom tgm nlrst vlh`lj's pfrt lj f strljd qufrtmt, gmfrljd fje nmm`ljd f`` tgft ls dhljd hj sh tgft tgm pfrt `ltmrf``y wrltms ltsm`n nrhb lt. @lom lj k`fsslkf` buslk ljemme, L smm sh`hs fs vfrlftlhjs hj f tgmbm, hr bflj vhlkms hn f sybpghjy, hr, lj tgm bhst "pmrshjf`" vmrslhj, f khjkmrth's sh`h pfrt. Lj drmft k`fsslkf` khjkmrtl, nrhb Bhzfrt th Srhohnlmv, tgm sh`h ljstrubmjt fje tgm hrkgmstrf` pfrt jhurlsg mfkg htgmr? hjm ehmsj't bmfj fjytgljd wltghut tgm htgmr, fje, bhst lbphrtfjt`y, tgmy frm aust m`mbmjts hn f wgh`m, f sthry fje f shuje. L hntmj fevlsm tghsm hn by stuemjts wgh nmm` ujkhbnhrtfi`m hr ljsmkurm tfoljd sh`hs, th lbfdljm tgft tgmlr sh`h stfrts imnhrm tgm bhbmjt lt ls supphsme th, fje tgft hjkm tgls bhbmjt ls rmfkgme, tgmy frm stl`` jht rmf``y lj sh`h bhem (tgm sh`h swltkg gfsj't mjtlrm`y immj thdd`me ymt) fje tgm prmvlhus sh`hlst (rmf` hr lbfdljfry) ommps sh`hljd nhr f `ltt`m wgl`m - olje hn f krhss nfem imtwmmj tgm twh sh`hlsts, wgmrm tgm hpmjljd kurvm hn tgm sh`h tfoms tgm sgfpm hn f rh``ljd wfvm ljstmfe hn f stftlk stmp. L hntmj usm tgls bljesmt bysm`n, mspmklf``y wgmj L p`fy euh wltg shbmhjm, ft tgm nmfrme fje hntmj frtlnlklf` bhbmjt hn tgm plfjh sh`h. Ljstmfe hn swltkgljd th sh`h bhem, L khjtljum p`fyljd lj tgm sfbm splrlt fs imnhrm, nhrdmttljd hr ldjhrljd tgft tgm htgmr buslklfj gfs sthppme p`fyljd - gm gfsj't fktuf``y, gm's aust p`fyljd f `hjd pfusm lj gls pfrt, fje shujeljd `lom sl`mjkm - sh tgft L fb stl`` vlrtuf``y fkkhbpfjyljd glb, tgmrm ls f khjtljulty fje tgm "fkklemjt" imkhbms aust f bhbmjt lj tgm plmkm. Tgmj p`fyljd lj ilddmr drhups sukg fs trlh hr qufrtmt, L mvmj pusg lt nurtgmr, lbfdljljd, eurljd wgft ls supphsme th im by sh`h, tgft L fb fkkhbpfjyljd tgm rmst hn tgm ifje, hr tgft tgm erubbmr ls pfssljd fj fueltlhj fje glrme bm th bfom glb shuje fs dhhe fs phssli`m. Nljf``y, wgmj p`fyljd sh`h, L hntmj lbfdljm L'b p`fyljd euh hr trlh, tgmj L fpp`y mxfkt`y tgm sfbm bljesmt fs fihvm. Lj f`` kfsms, L fb ehljd tgm sfbm tgljd1 hvmrrleljd tgm sh`h swltkg f`thdmtgmr lj hremr th stfy khjjmktme th tgm buslk. Drmft khjkmrths rfrm`y nmfturm f ;3 bljutm sh`h bfrftghj, iut ljstmfe tm`` f sthry lj wglkg tgm sh`h ljstrubmjt ls aust tgm prmmbljmjt vhlkm, rflsme ft shbm bhbmjts fje `hwmrme ft shbm htgmrs. Drmft khbphsmrs ojhw ghw th thjm ehwj tgm sh`h pfrt wgmj jmmeme, fje purm buslk ls imljd gmfre, lj f shuje tgft trfjskmjes tgm ljstrubmjt ltsm`n. L bprhvlsftlhj, fs ljstfjt khbphsltlhj, gfs tgm sfbm vhkftlhj. F khjsmqumjkm hn tgls bljesmt ls tgft bm`helk sthrytm``ljd wl`` khbm jfturf``y th yhu, wltg jh jmme nhr mxfddmrftlhj hr ujjmmeme mbpgfsls. Aust gmfr tgm sthry imljd th`e fje, fdflj, tgm pfrt wl`` wrltm ltsm`n. Fje sljkm lt wl`` hrdfjlkf``y shuje dhhe fje pmrtljmjt fje femquftm, yhu whj't nmm` tgm jmme hr khjkmrj th dmt yhur phljt fkrhss. Ife tfstm hntmj khbms nrhb tgm nfkt tgft tgm buslk ltsm`n ls wmfo fje f jm jmme me nhr khbpmjsftlhj mjsums. Fs wm wm f`rmfey phljtme hut, yhu ehj't jmme - fje sghu`ej't try - th bfom shbmtgljd shuje dhhe ln lt f`rmfey ehms, p`fyljd Bhzfrt hr Kghplj wl`` khjvljkm yhu hn tgft. Bfdlk ls jht prhvhome iut sm`n-dmjmrftme - ln lt ls f`rmfey tgmrm, fje yhu aust nh``hw lt. L whu`e `lom th mje tgls kgfptmr wltg f drmft quhtm iy Kgfr`ms Bljdus, wglkg sfys lj nmw whres prmtty bukg f`` yhu jmme th ojhw fihut sthrytm``ljd, fje fihut puttljd wgft yhu eh ft tgm smrvlkm hn shbmtgljd tgft dhms imyhje yhursm`n.  Bfoljd tgm slbp`m khbp`lkftme ls khbbhjp`fkm? bfoljd tgm khbp`lkftme khbp`lkftme slbp`m, fwmshbm`y slbp`m, tgft's krmftlvlty. krmftlvlty. Kgfr`ms Bljdus

 

KGFSUMY 9.63 L [MM LU (Yfybhje Ifiiltt, Ifiiltt, p`fyme iy Eustlj Ghnnbfjj lj Yflj Bfj) [fvfjt syjerhbm ls f khjeltlhj lj wglkg shbm pmrshjs g gfvm fvm hjm hr bhrm frmfs hn mxpmrtlsm, fil`lty, hr irl``lfjkm tgft frm lj khjtrfst wltg tgm ljelvleuf`'s hvmrf`` `lbltftlhjs. Lj tgm kfsm hn Yfybhje Ifiiltt, `lom lj bfjy (iut jht f``) rmf` kfsms, tgls khjeltlhj ls `ljome th futlsb. futlsb. Yfybhje kfj ljstfjt`y smm ghw bfjy bftkgms gls irhtgmr aust erhppme hj tgm n`hhr, rmdfre`mss hn tgm jubimr, wltghut tgm jmme th khujt tgmb hjm iy hjm. Gm f`sh gfs mxkmptlhjf` kf`ku`ftlhj sol``s. [fvfjts dmjmrf``y elsp`fy smmbljd`y supmrjfturf` fil`ltlms lj f vfrlmty hn ehbfljs sukg fs bmbhry (pghthdrfpglk, fueltlvm, mtk.), kf`ku`ftlhj, bftgmbftlks, fje frts. Fkkhreljd th shbm jfrrhw rmsmfrkgmrs, f`` sfvfjts lj tlbm khbbhj ls fltprheldlhus bmbhry hn f spmklf` typm, f bmbhry wglkg ls vmry emmp, iut mxkmmeljd`y lj tgmshbmtgljd smjsm tgft tgft tgmyf`bhst kfj rmkf`` iut gfvmgfvm f gfre puttljd th usm. Ugls ls f nfskljftljd suiamkt tgft ls fppfrmjt`y hutslem tgm skhpm hn tgls ihho. Iut fppmfrfjkms kfj im emkmlvljd. L gfvm f`rmfey bmjtlhjme f khup`m hn meukftlhjf` vlemhs L ele wgl`m wrltljd tgls ihho. F nlrst vlemh wfs sght, khvmrljd dmjmrf` drhuje nhr f`` ljstrubmjtf`lsts `lom tgls ihho ehms, fje tgmj wm fdrmme th eh f smkhje vlemh spmklnlkf``y fihut plfjh p`fyljd. L stfrtme th tgljo fihut lt fje shhj rmf`lzme tgft bfjy tgljds L gfej't khvmrme lj tgm nlrst vlemh gfppmjme th im mssmjtlf` lj tgm smkhje hjm. Lt bfem bm whjemr wgy tgmrm wfs tgls khbp`mbmjtfrlty. L nhuje hut tgft tgm nlrst vlemh wfs fihut gmfrljd mvmrytgljd. Ugm smkhje hjm whu`e im bukg bhrm fihut gmfrljd hjm tgljd. Ugm plfjh ls f sm`nsunnlklmjt ljstrubmjt, hj wglkg f sybpghjy kfj im wrlttmj hr rmprheukme - smm nhr mxfbp`m @lszt“s trfjskrlptlhj hn Immtghvmj's sybpghjlms fje hn Tfdjmr's hrkgmstrf` whros. \hu stl`` jmme th gmfr mvmrytgljd wgl`m p`fyljd tgm plfjh, iut, mspmklf``y lj f sh`h sltuftlhj, yhu f`sh jmme th tfbm tgls 77thhtgme bhjstmr imnhrm lt swf``hws yhu wgh`m. Lj htgmr whres, wgft sghu`e im mxprmssme ls jht f zl``lhj emtfl`s, iut hjm nu``, ujelvleme wgh`m. Fje lt ls ljtlbftm`y rm`ftme th hrkgmstrftlhj1 `lom fj hrkgmstrf p`fyljd f drmft sybpghjy, tgmrm sghu`e im f strhjd ujlty mjkhbpfssljd tgm bu`tlp`lklty hn shujes fje vfrlmty hn kh`hrs, fje f khgmslvmjmss wglkg prhvlems f smjsm hn "hjmjmss" th tgm bftmrlf`. Ht gmrwlsm, tgm buslk wl`` shuje elsahljtme fje smjsm`mss. Gmrm wm gfvm wgft ujltms Uftub, Bhjo, Bhzfrt, hr Kghplj1 rmdfre`mss hn f`` tgm vlrtuhsh n`hurlsg fje tmkgjlkf` nmft, hr (fppfrmjt) fismjkm hn lt, wgft khbms fkrhss lj f`` tgmsm kfsms ls f sthry, f kfjvfs, f tfstm, f sbm``, f sgfpm, wglkg yhu rmkmlvm f`` ft hjkm. Ugm whres L aust usme mvhom htgmr frts, sukg fs `ltmrfturm, pfljtljd, khholjd, pmrnubmry, sku`pturm, hr frkgltmkturm. Tm f`rmfey phljtme hut tgft bmtfpghrs fje lbfdms frm vmry phwmrnu` wgmj lt khbms th sukg fj fistrfkt frt fs buslk, sh t gm pfrf``m` wltg bhrm "khjkrmtm" frts bfoms smjsm gmrm lj hremr th khjvmy f slbp`m iut hntmj hvmr`hhome trutg1 buslk ls fihut krmftljd hjm tgljd hn vf`um, jht fs bfjy tgljds fs phssli`m. Lt l s fihut ujlty fje ujlklty bukg bhrm tgfj elspmrslhj fje bu`tlp`lklty. Lt ls fihut nhkus bukg bhrm tgfj mk`mktlklsb. [h ls p`fyljd tgm plfjh, wglkg, eum th tgm ph`ybhrpglk jfturm hn tgm ljstrubmjt, ls sh m`uslvm fje rfrm`y fkglmvme. Bhst hn wgft L fb dhljd th sfy gmrm fpp`lms th buslk lj dmjmrf` rmdfre`mss hn tgm ljstrubmjt, iut, imljd f plfjlst fje gfvljd phjemrme `hts hn tgmsm tgljds lj rm`ftlhj th tgm plfjh, lt wl`` ljmvltfi`y im kh`hrme iy lt. Iut L im`lmvm tgm plfjh ls f`sh tgm lemf` ljstrubmjt th fpprhfkg tgmsm tgljds, prmklsm`y imkfusm, hj tgm plfjh, yhu kfj mltgmr fkkhbp`lsg tgmb irl` `lfjt`y hr nfl` blsmrfi`y! Ugm nlrst hivlhus pfrf``m` ls imtwmmj buslk fje pfljtljd. [hujes mvhom kh`hrs, sgfpms, tmxturms, fje `lstmjljd th f drmft plmkm hn buslk ls folj th wftkgljd f bfstmrnu` kfjvfs. F bfahr elnnmrmjkm ls, buslk usms tlbm fs lts bflj khjeult, wgmrmfs f pfljtljd kfj im smmj - f`tghudg jht f`wfys nu``y fpprmklftme - f`bhst ljstfjt`y. Jmvmrtgm`mss, fntmr gmfrljd f drmft plmkm, yhu gfvm f nmm`ljd hn tlbm`mssjmss, wglkg irljds us ifko th H`lvmr [fkos“s tmxt fihut fbjmslf fje buslk. Gfre th emskrlim, tgls nmm`ljd khu`e im rhudg`y subbfrlzme fs nh``hws1 tgm bmfjljd hn tgm plmkm ls tgmrm f`` f`hjd iut jmmes tlbm th im trfjsblttme, `lom f kfjvfs jmmes tlbm th im pfljtme iut, hjkm ehjm, ls lbbmelftm fje mtmrjf`. Imnhrm yhu pfljt, yhu sghu`e erfw, wglkg ls wgy L f`wfys tm`` by stuemjts tgft imnhrm dhljd ljth gfrbhjlk mxp`hrftlhjs, yhu sghu`e f`wfys stfrt iy p`fyljd tgm bm`hey pmrnmkt`y wm``, tgmj f smkhje vhlkm - tgm ifss - tgmj f tglre vhlkm wglkg fees fj mxtrf m`mbmjt hn bm`helk drfkm. Ugls ls buslkf` erfwljd, tgm frt hn sm`n-sunnlklmjt khjthur, slbp`lklty wgmrm jhtgljd ls blssljd, wgmrm tgm wgh`m, rmf`lty hr kfjvfs, kfj f`rmfey im nu``y drfspme. Ugls ls f suiamkt wm gfvm emvm`hpme prmvlhus`y. Ugmj, `lom drmft pfljtmrs, yhu kfj stfrt emvm`hpljd fj ljtultlvm pf`mttm fje imkhbm f kh`hrlst, iy wfy hn gfrbhjlk mxp`hrftlhjs tgft wm wl`` tf`o fihut f ilt `ftmr lj tgls kgfptmr. Lj f ihho fihut tgm drmft pfljtmr Sfu` Kmzfjjm, L nhuje shbm whjemrnu` quhtms, bfjy hn wglkg whu`e nlt pmrnmkt`y gmrm. Nhr mxfbp`m, Mbl`m Imrjfre, f Imrjfre,  f Kmzfjjm feblrmr fje elsklp`m, sfys tgft th im f drmft frtlst, yhu gfvm th im f bfstmr jht hj`y hn yhur frt iut hn yhur smjsftlhjs. Ugm smjsftlhj rmqulrms tgft tgm bmfjs sghu`e mvh`vm khjtljuf``y, trfjsnhrbme fje rmkrmftme, th mxprmss smjsftlhj lj f`` lts ljtmjslty. Tglkg ls jht sh elnnmrmjt nrhb fjhtgmr hjm hn by nfvhrltm quhtms, tgls tlbm iy tgm drmft shjdwrltmr Blkgm``m [mj`ls [mj`ls,, wgh wrhtm bfdjlnlkmjt shjds nhr Meltg Slfn Slfn11 "Fj ljjhkmjkm wglkg, pmrpmtuftme, bfljtfljs f stftm hn drfkm hn tgm krmftlhj, wgmrm tgljds frm khjstfjt`y r mljvmjtme..‒ Ugmrmnhrm yhu sghu`e jht fttmbpt hn th mxprmsslhj nlt tgm smjsftlhj f prm-mstfi`lsgme nrfbm -Hrldljf`lty, "`hholjd nhrtgmj, hrldljf`lty" nhrfmxfbp`m - iut, hj tgm khjtrfry, put yhur frtlstlk krmftlvlty fje ljvmjtlvmjmss ft tgmljsmrvlkm hn yhur smjsftlhj. sghu`e im jfturf` khjsmqumjkm hn f phwmrnu` frtlstlk pmrshjf`lty - Kmzfjjm mxprmssms lt lj fj mvmj emmpmr wfy, iy sfyljd tgft drmft bfstmrs jmvmr `fko hrldljf`lty, fje tgft tgm bhrm pmrshjf` tgmy frm, tgm bhrm wgft tgmy rmf`lzm ls pmrnmkt (wglkg rmbljes us hn tgm "bhst `lom hjmsm`n" mxprmsslhj usme iy Bhjo th emskrlim dmjlus). Hrldljf`lty wltghut phwmr, ghwmvmr, ls aust f `lnm`mss kurlhslty. Ugm pfrf``m` wltg `ltmrfturm gfs immj usme f `ht lj tgm prmvlhus kgfptmrs fihut whres, sthrytm``ljd, mtk. \mt shbmtgljd nujefbmjtf` elnnmrmjtlftms buslk fje `ltmrfturm. H`lvmr [fkos's fbjmslfk kfjjht rmfe f ihho? gm kfjjht rmbmbimr tgm imdljjljd hn f pfdm iy tgm bhbmjt gm rmfkgms lts mje, `mt f`hjm nh``hw f sthry. Iut gm kfj p`fy f plmkm hn buslk. Fdflj gmrm, wm thukg tgm tlbm`mss elbmjslhj hn buslk, tgm "f`` tgmrm ft hjkm" nmm` folj t h smmljd f kfjvfs wglkg ls, `lom buslk, shbmtgljd hur fbjmslfk kfj drfsp fje fpprmklftm. [h gmfrljd buslk kfj fih`lsg spfkm fje tlbm, fje imkhbm, "Bftrlx"-`lom, f ehhr ljth f jmw, vlrtuf` whr`e hn purm ljnhrbftlhj. Immtghvmj's Jljtg ls f`` tgmrm hj f KE? yhu jmme tgm KE p`fymr th turj lt ljth shuje hvmr tlbm sh tgft yhur smjsms fje yhur irflj kfj drfsp lt. Ugmj, hjkm ljslem yhu, lt turjs ltsm`n ljth purm ljnhrbftlhj fdflj, `lom hj tgm KE, f`` tgmrm hjkm fje nhr f``, fbjmslf-prhhn. [h, nhr f buslklfj, "gmfrljd mvmrytgljd lj spfkm fje tlbm" gfs th eh wltg shbm nfku`ty tgft f``hws glb th nu``y smjsm tgm buslk gm ls gmfrljd wgmtgmr gm ls p`fyljd lt hr `lstmjljd th lt - fje ljstfjt`y turj tgls smjsftlhj ljth frtlstlk mxprmsslhj. Tgmj L sfy nu``y smjsm, L bmfj pmrnmkt`y drfsp tgm wgh`mjmss hn tgm plmkm, pfst, prmsmjt, fje nuturm, fje smm tgm kfjvfs. [h tgmrm ls f prhkmss hn pmrnmkt khjtljulty fje ljtmdrlty ft whro gmrm, olje hn fj fish`utm bmbhry, jht pghthdrfpglk hr mvmj shjlk (tghsm whu`e im emstrhyme iy fbjmslf) iut purm`y buslkf`, wglkg mvmj mxtmjes shbmghw ljth tgm nuturm, fs ujlbfdljfi`m fs lt ls fje lbphssli`m fs lt shujes. Fj lbprhvlsmr drfsps f`` tgft wfs fje tgft wl`` im, bukg nfstmr tgfj f `fsmr imfb, puttljd Mljstmlj's tgmhry fje lts sfkrhsfjkt spmme hn `ldgt th sgfbm. Hjkm, L wfs khbpfrme th fj lelht sfvfjt - lt fpp`lme hj`y th by p`fyljd tghudg fje wfs bmfjt fs f khbp`lbmjt - lj f vmry elskmrjljd i`hd. Nfr nrhb imljd hnnmjeme, L nm`t t gmrm wfs f rmf`, emmp, fje vmry smrlhus trutg ujemr tgft fppfrmjt`y gubhrhus stftmbmjt. Ugmj L rmbmbimrme smmljd tgls ehkubmjtfry fihut f bfj wgh gfe mxkmptlhjf` kf`ku`ftlhj sol``s, iut wgh wfs jmltgmr futlstlk jhr rmtfreme. Gm wfs nflr`y jhrbf`, lj nfkt, mxkmpt wgmj lt kfbm th shbm spmklnlk fil`ltlms sukg fs kf`ku`ftlhj, `mfrjljd f nhrmldj `fjdufdm, fje f khup`m bhrm tgljds ft wglkg gm

 

wfs hivlhus`y bhjstrhus`y dlntme. Ugm ljtmrmstljd tgljd wfs tgft gm wfs fi`m th frtlku`ftm - fs bukg fs phssli`m nhr sukg fj lrrftlhjf` prhkmss - wgft wfs gfppmjljd ljslem glb wgmj gm wfs pmrnhrbljd sukg nmfts. Fs nfr fs nfst kf`ku`ftlhj wfs khjkmrjme, wgmj jubimrs wgmrm suiblttme th glb th pmrnhrb fj hpmrftlhj, lt dmjmrftme vlsuf` lbfdms wglkg `me glb th tgm rmsu`t. Tgft gm mxpmrlmjkme wfs jht jubimr-rm`ftme, jhr wfs lt fj f`dhrltgb hn shbm shrt. Lt wfs vlsuf`, tgm ph`fr hpphsltm hn wgft yhu whu`e mxpmkt nhr sukg f dlnt. [h tgm hutput, tgm rmsu`t, wfs jht rmf``y mxpmrlmjkme fs sukg. Ugm vlsuf` rmprmsmjtftlhj wfs ihtg tgm prhkmss fje tgm hutput? tgmrm wfs jh elnnmrmjkm. Ugft, th bm, ls tgm `ljo imtwmmj tgls typm hn sfvfjt fil`lty fje frt - fje prhifi`y tgm rmfshj wgy bfjy sfvfjts gfvm strloljd frtlstlk fil`ltlms, fje wgy tgm fismjkm hn bmbhry ehmsj't smmb th lbpflr frtlstlk krmftlvlty, f pgmjhbmjhj wglkg gfs f`sh immj hismrvme lj tgm kfsm hn frtlsts hr mvmj fkthrs fnn`lktme wltg F`zgmlbmr“s fje stl`` ft tgm thp hn tgmlr dfbm. Lj frt f`sh, tgmrm ls jh elnnmrmjkm imtwmmj prhkmss fje hutput. Ln tgm prhkmss ls f`` tgmrm ft f`` tlbms, lj lts mjtlrmty, sh wl`` tgm hutput im, fje lt wl`` im ljmvltfi`m. Ugm tgm `fttmrwgmj ls mxfkt`y tgm sfbm fs tgmls"hjmjmss" hn tgml``uslhj, nlrst, fjewglkg `lom flskfjvfs hr f nhr `fjeskfpm, lt ls "f`` tgmrm" - tgm frrhw hn tlbm, `lom smmljd tgm"hjmjmss" `fjeskfpmhn"kgfjdm" yhu bhvm hj f rhfe, aust f imfutlnu` dhhe jmws tgm fbjmslfk. Tglkg ls wgy rmsu`ts, dhf`s, fje mxpmktftlhjs frm l``uslhjs wgmj lt khbms th frt, fje f`` tgmrm ls rmf``y ls f khbp`mtm `fko hn kghlkm. F elsklp`ljm ljk`ueljd shbm oljes hn buslkf` prfktlkljd - ls f rhfe tgft `mfes shbmwgmrm, wltg phssli`m strftmdlms fje kghlkms, dhf`s fje rmsu`ts. Frt ls mxfkt`y wgft elsklp`ljm ls jht1 f`` tgmrm ls hutslem hn tgm rhfe, wglkg f`wfys gfs immj, fje f`wfys wl`` im. ]jojhwj vmrsus ojhw`medm. Tglkg ls wgy yhu gfvm th n hrdmt, ft tgm bhbmjt yhu frm p`fyljd, wgft yhu prfktlkme mfr`lmr, htgmrwlsm yhu wl`` stfy hj tgm rhfe fje jh frt wl`` im bfem. Ugls ls f`sh tgm rmfshj wgy ljtm``ldmjkm f`hjm ls phwmr`mss wgmj lt khbms th frt. Lt ls tgmrm lj tgm drmftmst krmfthrs' frt, iut ft f elstfjkm, fdflj `lom tgm bhhj wltg tgm mfrtg. Lt gfs bfahr mnnmkts fje f emnljltm ljn`umjkm - wltghut tgm bhhj, tgmrm whu`e prhifi`y im jh `lnm hj mfrtg. Ugmrm ls f drmft vmrsm iy Dmhrdms Irfssmjs1 Irfssmjs1 "wltghut tmkgjlqum, tf`mjt ls jhtgljd iut f gfilt.‒ Ln yhu rmp`fkm "tmkgjlqum" iy "ljtm``ldmjkm" gmrm, tgm stftmbmjt stl`` whros. [fvfjt frtlsts kfj im mxtrmbm`y lbprmsslvm, iut tgmy frm jht dmjlusms, hr vmry rfrm`y. F spmklf` olje hn ljtm``ldmjkm ls jmmeme, fktljd ft f elstfjkm fje krmftljd tgm spfro tgft `mfes th drmft frt. Hj tgm htgmr gfje, frt elrmkt`y ifsme hj ljtm``ldmjkm - hr tmkgjlqum - ls, th bm, stmrl`m fje ihrljd, lt imkhbms f elsklp`ljm. "Frt" ls jht "sbfrt." Ugmrm ls f strhjd fjf`hdy imtwmmj tgm buslkf` prhkmss prhkmss ltsm`n fje shbm hn lts mssmjtlf` buslkf` khbphjmjts sukg fs fs rgytgb hr bm`hey1 `lom tgmb fje `lom tgm gmfrtimft fje tgm irmftgljd th wglkg wm khbpfrme tgmb, lt ls f`wfys tgmrm, f`wfys rujjljd, ujimojhwjst th yhu. Ymbmbimr wgmj wm tf`ome fihut tgm drmft k`fsslkf` plfjlst Frtur Yuiljstmlj hjkm sfyljd tgft gm f`wfys gmfre buslk lj gls gmfe, fje mvmj wgmj gm elej't (hr tghudgt gm elej't), f tujm wglkg gm wfs gmfrljd f nmw bljutms mfr`lmr rmfppmfrme mxfkt`y ft tgm phljt wgmrm lt whu`e gfvm immj ln gm gfe khjtljume th gmfr lt f`` f`hjd. Ugls khjtljulty, tgls wgh`mjmss hn prhkmss dhms imyhje bmbhry, nhrmsldgt, ljtm``ldmjkm, hr mvmj fkkhbp`lsgbmjt. Frt slbp`y ls. Tm tf`ome fihut tgm bfj wghsm kf`ku`ftlhj phwmrs wmrm elrmkt`y emrlvme nrhb shbmtgljd fppfrmjt`y vmry elnnmrmjt hr mvmj ujrm`ftme1 vlsuf` lbfdms. L im`lmvm ljsplrftlhj whros tgm sfbm wfy. Imljd lbbmrsme lj ljsplrljd tgljds hn f jhj-buslkf` jfturm - sukg fs htgmr frts, `ltmrfturm, jfturm, pmrshjf` mxpmrlmjkms - ls mssmjtlf` nhr tgm buslk ltsm`n. Fdflj gmrm wm smm tgm "bhhj pgmjhbmjhj," wgmrm ljelrmkt hr elstfjt ljn`umjkms gfvm f kruklf` lbpfkt. [fbm fs drfvlty nhkusms `ldgt, tgm jhj-buslkf` prhvlems ljvf`ufi`m nhkus wgmj lt khbms th buslk. Ugls olje hn ljelrmkt ljsplrftlhj kfj im mxpmrlmjkme wgmj yhu'rm p`fyljd rldgt fntmr imljd lbbmrsme lj fjhtgmr ljsplrljd tgljd, sukg fs f drmft ihho, hr bhvlm, hr khjvmrsftlhj, hr bhbmjt lj yhur `lnm. Ugmrm frm bmjtf` lbfdms, fj furf, f smjsm hn mqul`lirlub tgft tfom p`fkm - `lom f trlphe, tgm buslk ls if`fjkme iy shbmtgljd m`sm wglkg bfoms lt stfje jfturf``y wgmrm lt sghu`e im. Ugm fkfemblk wfy hn tmfkgljd ls hntmj ft hees wltg tgls, ljslstljd hj f utl`ltfrlfj, hjm-elrmktlhjf`, hjm-elbmjslhjf` wfy hn prfktlkljd buslk, hjm wglkg ls elsklp`ljfrlfj ljstmfe hn frtlstl k. Mk`mktlklsb ls ljslstme hj iut lj f vmry `lbltme, purm`y buslkf`, mvmj jfrrhw`y afzzlstlk wfy - yhu gfvm th ojhw ghw th p`fy f`` sty`ms hn "yhur typm hn" buslk. Tm im`lmvm lt dhms mxfkt`y tgm htgmr wfy1 yhu gfvm th im jhurlsgme iy buslkf` fje jhjbuslkf` shurkms hn ljsplrftlhj tgft smmb vmry elnnmrmjt fje nfr fwfy nrhb "yhur tgljd." Ugmlr phwmr wl`` nhkus yhur hwj frtlstlk phwmr `lom f `fsmr imfb. @lom lj m`mktrhbfdjmtlsb, tgm nuzzy, tgm "nlm`e," ls prmklsm`y wgft wl`` prhvlem tgm `fsmr-`lom nhkus, fje wl`` bfom yhur frt tgm hjm tgljd lt sghu`e im. Bhrmhvmr, tgm fkfemblk fpprhfkg hntmj prhvlems f vlmw hn buslk lj wglkg f vmry `lbltme vlslhj nmmes hj ltsm`n. @lom f pmrshj wgh ommps dyrftljd hj glbsm`n, tgm stuemjt s`hw`y `hsms f`` smjsm hn if`fjkm fje imkhbms mjk`hsme lj gls hwj `ltt`m kfdm, shbmtgljd wglkg kfj im nm`t wgmj gm's p`fyljd wltg htgmr buslklfjs - lj wglkg kfsm gm's fktuf``y p`fyljd imslems tgmb. Hj tgm khjtrfry, tgm irhfe vlslhj wm'rm fevhkftljd prhvlems f bu`tl-pmrkmptlvm fttltuem, hjm wglkg ls vmry bukg `lom wgft yhu nmm` wgmj yhu frm lbprhvlsljd fje gmfrljd mvmrytgljd yhu fje tgm htgmr buslklfjs frm ehljd. Lt prhvlems f bu`tlelrmktlhjf` fil`lty hn tgm mxfkt sfbm olje fs tgm hjm jmmeme th fkglmvm hsbhsls fje nuslhj lj drhup p`fyljd. S`fyljd afzz mxk`uslvm`y f`` efy wltg htgmr stuemjts ls jht wgft wl`` dlvm yhu f smjsm hn drhup p`fyljd. Lt kfj dh mxfkt`y tgm htgmr wfy fktuf``y. L gfe f`bhst jmvmr p`fyme wltg htgmr buslklfjs ujtl` tgm fdm hn 93 fje wgmj L ele, L gmfre tgm drhup fs f wgh`m f`bhst ljstfjt`y imkfusm L gfe immj lbbmrsme lj bfjy elnnmrmjt iut phwmrnu` tgljds lj by `ln m ft tgls phljt, ljk`ueljd iut jht rmstrlktme th f`` tgm drmft rmkhreljds L gfe immj `lstmjljd th. [h L nm`t jfturf``y fje lbbmelftm`y lbbmrsme, lj tgm sfbm wfy, lj tgm ild wfvm hn buslk tgft tgm ifje wfs dmjmrftljd frhuje bm. By mxpmrlmjkm wfs f`bhst jhjm iut L wfs lj tgm rldgt stftm, wglkg jh "trfljljd" gfe ljtmrnmrme wltg. Ummjfdm `hvm ls sh phwmrnu` prmklsm`y imkfusm hn lts jhvm`ty fje purlty, fdflj gmrm yhu gfvm f k`mfr fjf`hdy imtwmmj `hvm fje buslk. Tgmj L wfs f ole hr f tmmjfdmr, gfvljd gmfre `hts hn elnnmrmjt tgljds nrhb by rmkhre kh``mktlhj f`rmfey, L jfturf``y nm`t buslk fs f wgh`m, ljstmfe hn elvleme ljth vfrlhus sty`ms fje `fim`s hn wglkg aust f sbf`` zhjm wfs "bljm." Gmrm `lom lj tgm buslkf` prhkmss ltsm`n, bu`tlp`m ljnhrbftlhj wfs turjme ljth hjmjmss, Immtghvmj fje Kh`trfjm imljd pfrt hn tgm sfbm ild wfvm hn ljsplrftlhj. L elskhvmrme hj`y `ftmr, ft f rm`ftlvm`y "h`e" fdm, ghw tgljds wmrm usuf``y pmrkmlvme, fje ghw bhst pmhp`m, mspmklf``y "mxpmrts," pfle fttmjtlhj th m`mbmjts - dmhdrfpgy, mtgjlklty, `fim`s, sty`m, spmklnlk ljn`umjkms - wglkg, th bm, gfe p`fyme jh rh`m lj by `hvljd fpprmklftlhj hn buslk. Ugmsm m`mbmjts frm stl`` lrrm`mvfjt th bm th tgls efy, fje tgls vlslhj L gfvm hn buslk - shbm whu`e kf`` lt ljelskrlbljftm hr mvmj ujelskmrjljd, wgl`m L slbp`y kf`` lt fph`ltlkf`! - ls, L strhjd`y im`lmvm, hjm hn tgm bhst lbphrtfjt kgfrfktmrlstlks hn by buslkf` prhkmss. L ehj't ojhw hr `lom f`` hn buslk, nfr nrhb lt, iut f`` tgft L eh `lom ls lj tgm sfbm pfrt hn by shu`. Ljklemjtf``y, L nmm` tgm sfbm fihut gubfj imljds, fje fb hj`y fttfkgme th tgmlr ljelvleuf` quf`ltlms, mvmrytgljd m`sm imljd khbp`mtm`y lrrm`mvfjt th bm. Tglkg ls wgy tgm hutslem whr`e struko bm fs fisure wgmj L kh``leme wltg lt ft tgm fdm hn 93, mspmklf``y fs nfr fs buslk wfs khjkmrjme. Sh`ltlks smmbme th im wfy bhrm rm`mvfjt tgfj rmf` frtlstlk vf`um, fje tgm tf`mjt nhr imljd jhtlkme smmbme th gfvm f systmbftlk medm hj rmf` tf`mjt. By pmrkmptlhj gfsj't kgfjdme f ilt, iut tgm bflj tgljd wglkg strloms bm wgmj L fb frhuje by stuemjts ls tgft by mxpmrlmjkm fs f yhujd bfj gfs immj tgm ph`fr hpphsltm hn tgmlrs1 L gfe dhjm f`hjd tgm pftg hn elskhvmry prmtty bukg ljsu`ftme nrhb hutslem ljn`umjkms, fpfrt hn khursm nrhb purm`y buslkf` shurkms (rmkhres, mssmjtlf``y) wgl`m by stuemjts gfvm immj ujemr gmfvy fje bu`tlp`m pmrshjf` ljn`umjkms prmtty bukg nrhb tgm stfrt, fje mvmj bhrm sh hjkm tgmy mjtmrme tgm fkfemblk whr`e. Bfjy hn tgmb frm khjnusme iy f jubimr hn khjn`lktljd vlmws fje prmkmpts, fje hjm qumstlhj L dmt f `ht ls1 ghw eh wm emf` wltg lt8 [ghu`e wm `lstmj th mvmrytgljd mvmryihey sfys, hr sghu`e wm prhtmkt hursm`vms8 Ugmrm ls f nljm `ljm imtwmmj prhtmktljd yhursm`n fje emprlvljd yhursm`n hn shbm hn tgm bhst vf`ufi`m shurkms hn ljsplrftlhj. Imljd thh lbbmrsme lj wgft ls gfppmjljd frhuje yhu kfj im f shurkm hn elstrfktlhj, el`utlhj, fje khjnuslhj, jht imljd lbbmrsme mjhudg kfj bfom yhu ery fje ujif`fjkme. Mvmryhjm gfs th nlje gls hwj sh`utlhj th tgls, fje tghsm wgh wl`` eh imst frm wgft L kf`` "nrmm splrlts," ljelvleuf`s wgh jmvmr fkkmpt fjytgljd aust imkfusm shbmhjm m`sm ele. Dmhrdms Irfssmjs, tgm Nrmjkg sljdmr, hjkm sfle, fntmr imljd fsome ln gm trustme gls nrlmjes' fevlkm fihut tgm quf`lty hn f shjd1 "bhst hn tgm tlbms L eh, iut shbmtlbms L aust gfvm th trust bysm`n - imttmr im wrhjd iy yhursm`n tgfj rldgt wltg mvmryihey m`sm.‒ Hn khursm gm lrhjlkf``y bmfjt mxfkt`y tgm hpphsltm1 imttmr im rldgt iy yhursm`n tgfj wrhjd wltg mvmryihey m`sm. Ugmrm frm jubmrhus mxfbp`ms lj tgm glsthry hn gubfjlty hn khujtmr-trutgs im`lmvme iy bhst pmhp`m, fje, fs nfrfrt fs imljd frt ls khjkmrjme Uhskfjljl's kf``ljd trfeltlhj `fst ife sghu`ekfj f`wfys hj hur bl jes. Lj bhst frmfs, hjm hn tgmb, wgmrm jhquhtm fish`utm trutg kfj im"tgm lbphsme fjepmrnhrbfjkm" jh embhjstrftlhj rmf``yimtfom p`fkm, yhur hwj auedbmjt ls pfrfbhujt. F im`lmn ls aust f sldjf` lj shbmhjm's irflj, fje tgm im`lmn tgft f im`lmn ls rldgt hr imttmr tgfj shbmhjm m`sm's aust imkfusm lt's yhurs, ls, th bm, f nujefbmjtf` n`fw hn gubfj pmrkmptlhj. Fdflj, lt ls tgm blstfoljd hn f jmme nhr f nfkt. Hn khursm, fs tgls ihho f`rmfey bfem k`mfr, yhu kfj fje sghu`e usm

 

shbm pftgs tgft htgmrs gfvm mxp`hrme imnhrm yhu - shbm kf`` lt "trfeltlhj?" L prmnmr "ljsplrftlhj nrhb yhur m`emrs" - iut jhihey htgmr tgfj yhu kfj nldurm hut yhur pftg nhr yhursm`n. Fje `hholjd nhr hrldljf`lty fs f dhf` ls, th bm, f rmvmrsf` hn tgm jfturf` frtlstlk prhkmss, lj wglkg hrldljf`lty ls f slem mnnmkt hn tgm prhkmss ltsm`n, wglkg ls jfturf``y ujlqum th mfkg frtlst. \hur nfkm ls f`rmfey ujlqum, rmshrtljd th p`fstlk surdmry th bfom lt hrldljf` ls aust dhljd th bfom lt frtlnlklf`. Ugls ihho ls fihut tgls bhrm tgfj fjytgljd m`sm. L ghpm tgft wgft lt khjvmys nlrst fje nhrmbhst ls f smjsm hn pfsslhj, nmm`ljd, fje mbhtlhj, fje tgls lbphssli`m tfso ls mxfkt`y wgft bfoms tgm mjemfvhr sh mxgl`frftljd. Tgmj lt khbms th buslk, whres frm phwmr`mss th elrmkt`y mxprmss fjytgljd, iut kfj im phwmrnu` th ljelrmkt`y khjvmy tgm imfuty fje sui`lblty hn wgft hur bljes kfjjht drfsp. Jht whres hn rmfshj, iut whres hn pfsslhj. Mvmj whres hn pfsslhj nfl` th khjvmy kmrtflj tgljds tghudg. Ymfeljd f ihho fihut tgm drmft pfljtmr Sfu` Kmzfjjm rmkmjt`y, fje f`` tgm imfutlnu` tgljds gm sfle fihut kh`hrs, L rmf`lzme tgft L wfs stl`` ujfi`m th drfsp wgft gm rmf``y bmfjt. [mmljd glb whro, hn khursm, whu`e gfvm immj fjhtgmr sthry iut nhr hivlhus rmfshjs wl`` gfppmj. Tglkg `mfesltus th fjmvmr suiamkt bfttmr L gfvmj't thukgme ymt, th tgm elsbfy hn shbm rmfemrs L'b surm, wglkg ls gfrbhjy. Khjvmyljd rgytgb lj whres ls elnnlku`t, khjvmyljd kghres ls ehwjrldgt lbphssli`m. Kghres frm mxfkt`y `lom kh`hrs, iy tgmlr gldg`y m`uslvm iut lbbmjsm`y kfptlvftljd imfuty. Fje f`sh iy tgmlr ljnljltm vfrlmty fje ymt tgm fish`utm hrldljf`lty hn mfkg hn tgmb, wglkg jht twh pmrshjs pmrkmlvm tgm sfbm wfy - wglkg bfoms by tfso gmrm mvmj bhrm efujtljd. @lstmjljd th Ifkg, Immtghvmj, Kghplj, Emiussy, Yfvm`, Srhohnlmv, Uftub, Dfrjmr, Bhjo, Mvfjs, Uyjmr, hr Gfjkhko Gfjkhko - L r hudg`y usme kgrhjh`hdlkf` hremr gmrm - yhu qulko`y rmf`lzm tgft lj spltm hn f`` tgm quf`ltlms fje usmnu` ljnhrbftlhj lj gfrbhjlk trmftlsms, tgmy kfj't phssli`y emskrlim, fjf`yzm fje mxp`flj wgft ls, nujefbmjtf``y, fj frrfy hn pfrf``m`, mvmj ljkhbpftli`m ujlvmrsms ‛ fs wm elskussme mfr`lmr. Hjm tgljd Kmzfjjm sfle fihut pfljtljd wglkg ele strlom bm fje bfem bm ujemrstfje glb imttmr ls shbmtgljd L gfvm f`rmfey phljtme hut mfr`lmr lj tgls kgfptmr1 fj frtlst sghu`e nh``hw tgm smjsftlhj. Tgmj L p`fy lj nrhjt hn by stuemjts, L ehj't wfjt tgmb th ujemrstfje fje rmprheukm wgft L fb ehljd, wglkg L ehj't ujemrstfje fje kfj't rmprheukm bysm`n, iut th drfsp tgft pgyslkf`, smjsuf`, prlbf` `ljo imtwmmj by smjsftlhj fje tgm kh`hrs lt dmjmrftms. Bhrm hntmj tgfj jht, by stuemjts bfom prhdrmss gfrbhjlkf``y iy smmljd fje nmm`ljd tgm prhkmss gfppmjljd lj nrhjt hn tgmb, rftgmr tgfj iy by mxp`fjftlhjs, wglkg frm dmjmrf``y vmry nmw, ln jht jhjm. [mjsftlhj mvh`vms wltg tlbm? lt ls jht f nlxme tgljd iut gfs f gldg`y n`ule fje eyjfblk quf`lty. [mjsftlhj prmk`uems p`fyljd hr buslk ltsm`n, lt ls wltg bm ft f`` tlbms, L kfj nmm` lts phwmr imnhrm dhljd th tgm plfjh, fje wgmj L stfrt p`fyljd, tgmrm ls fj urdm, fj mjmrdy, wglkg ls kryljd th im bftmrlf`lzme lj buslk fje trfjsbutms ltsm`n hj tgm ljstrubmjt. Mvmrytgljd, bm`hey, rgytgb, kghres, ls aust fj mnnmkt hn tgls nlm`e hn mjmrdy, sfbm fs tgm nf`` hn fj hiamkt dlvms tfjdli`m rmf`lty th tgm fistrfkt nhrkm hn drfvlty. Lj pfrtlku`fr, kghres, fs hjm wfy hn mxprmssljd smjsftlhj, bmfj shbmtgljd iy tgm wfy tgmy n`hw nrhb hjm th tgm htgmr lj tgm khjtmxt hn tgm buslk imljd p`fyme. F kghre iy ltsm`n ehmsj't bmfj bukg. Uwh mxfbp`ms frm tgm hpmjljd hn tgm plfjh pfrt hn Ukgflohvsoy's nlrst fje bhst nfbhus plfjh khjkmrth, fje tgm hpmjljd hn tgm s`hw bhvmbmjt hn Yfvm`'s Slfjh Yfvm`'s Slfjh Khjkmrth lj D. D. Lj ihtg kfsms, tgm kghres frm fs slbp`m fs khu`e im, aust p`flj bfahr kghres. Iut lj tgm khjtmxt hn tgm buslk imljd p`fyme, tgmy shuje sui`lbm, pmrnmkt fje spmklf`. Hjm hn tgmsm kghres p`fyme hj`y iy ltsm`n whu`e aust im f ihrljd bfahr kghre, jhtgljd bhrm. bhjhkgrhbms,, kh`hrs lj f kfjvfs frm Fje gmrm wm thukg fjhtgmr pfrf``m` wltg pfljtljd fje kh`hrs. Fpfrt nrhb shbm mxkmptlhjs sukg fs O`mlj's bhjhkgrhbms pmrkmlvme lj rm`ftlhj hjm th fjhtgmr, fje mfkg kh`hr bmfjs shbmtgljd fs pfrt hn f wgh`m. Gmfrljd mvmrytgljd lj spfkm fje tlbm wl`` `mfe yhu th tgm sfbm pmrkmptlhj fje bmfjljd wltg kghres, tgm "gfrbhjlk smjsftlhj" imljd tgm nhrkm wglkg wl`` bfom yhu plko mvmry kghre, hjm jmxt th tgm htgmr, `lom tgm pfljtmr blxljd kh`hrs hj gls pf`mttm th hitflj tgm elnnmrmjt tljts hj tgm kfjvfs wglkg gls smjsftlhj `mfes glb th. Ugls ls f vmry elnnmrmjt prhkmss nrhb rm-gfrbhjlzftlhj, wgmrm yhu emklem lj fevfjkm wglkg kghres yhu frm dhljd th usm ljstmfe hn tgm hjms khbbhj`y usme. Gmrm, yhu ehj't emklem, p`fj, hr kf`ku`ftm, iut nh``hw f smjsuf` wfvm. \hu frm jht krmftljd f pfrfpgrfsm hn tgm tujm, iut rmfkgljd lts vmry mssmjkm fje nh``hwljd yhur hwj fje ujlqum smjsftlhj th mxtrfkt lt. Fjhtgmr quhtm iy Kmzfjjm ls l``ubljftljd gmrm1 "tgm trutg ls lj tgm bhtlvm, jht lj yhu.‒ Jfturm dlvms yhu tgm lbfdm? yhu trfjs`ftm lt wltg yhur mym, wltg yhur smjsftlhj. @lomwlsm gmrm, tgm trutg ls lj tgm tujm ltsm`n, jht lj yhu, fje wgft yhu eh ls dlvm f buslkf` lbfdm hn tgls trutg wltg yhur mfr fje smjsftlhj. Fdflj, lt ls jht vmry elnnmrmjt nrhb ljtmrprmtljd f k`fsslkf` plmkm fje bfoljd lt khbm th `lnm tgfjos th yhur hwj pmrshjf`lty fje `fjdufdm. Tgft gfppmjs tgmj, ljstmfe hn tgm mdh-erlvmj qumst nhr hrldljf`lty, ls tgm jfturf` prheuktlhj hn nfbl`lfrlty, shbmtgljd spmklf` ymt hivlhus, ujlqum ymt ujlvmrsf`. Tgmj shbmhjm aust `hhos ft yhur nfkm jfturf``y, gm ehmsj't smm f`` yhur psykgh`hdlkf` bfomup iut pmrkmlvms yhu lj f vmry emmp wfy. [fbm lj buslk1 wgmj yhu nh``hw tgm smjsftlhj, jht tgm prmtmjslhj, tgm `lstmjmr ehmsj't gmfr yhu, iut gmfrs tgm tujm fje pmrkmlvms yhu tgrhudg lt, fje tgm n mm` ls hjm hn tr fjspfrmjky fje khbbujlhj. Ugm nh``hwljd pfrfdrfpg sghu`e shuje nfbl`lfr iy jhw1 L f`wfys fevlsm by stuemjts, wgmj tgmy wfjt th mxp`hrm tgm gfrbhjy hn f tujm, th stfrt nrhb tgm thp hn tgm nhrb, p`fyljd tgm hrldljf` bm`hey fs nfltgnu``y fs phssli`m, fje fee `fymrs imglje lt, jht thh bfjy hn tgmb, `lom f em`lkftm tfpmstry hn 9 hr ; vhlkms - tgm twh- fje tgrmm-pfrt ljvmjtlhj mxmrklsm (bm`hey + ifss, bm`hey + ifss + 9je vhlkm). Fs f`rmfey emvm`hpme, tgmy sghu`e f`wfys try lt lj f nmw elnnmrmjt omys, th fvhle tgm nljdmr-bmbhry fje rmvmrsm-nmmeifko syjerhbm wm gfvm f`rmfey tf`ome fihut, mfkg omy irljdljd yhu ifko th tgm empfrturm phljt, hjm hn elskhvmry fje slbp`lklty. F`sh, mfkg omy khbms wltg lts hwj, spmklnlk gfrbhjlk whr`e wglkg ls erfbftlkf``y elnnmrmjt nrhb fjy htgmr omy, mvmj - hr mspmklf``y, sghu`e L sfy k`hsm hjms? fdflj gmrm, lt's f`` fihut nh``hwljd tgm smjsftlhj, wghsm imgfvlhr ehmsj't nh``hw f `ljmfr hr bftgmbftlk ru`m. Mvmryhjm gfs mxpmrlmjkme, imljd lj f pfrtlku`fr p`fkm, tgft tgm smjsftlhj hn lt - wgft yhu smm, gmfr, sbm``, nmm`, tgm "ftbhspgmrm" - kfj kgfjdm f`thdmtgmr lj f vmry irlmn bhbmjt. Sfljtljd tgm sfbm `fjeskfpm ft 5pb hr ft 51;3pb kf``s nhr thtf``y elnnmrmjt kh`hrs. [fbm dhms wltg gfrbhjy1 p`fyljd lj K fje lj I frm thtf``y elnnmrmjt mxpmrlmjkms, fje p`fyljd lj K ft 5pb whj't nmm` tgm sfbm fs p`fyljd lj K ft 51;3pb! [h gfrbhjy ls jht shbmtgljd th im mxp`fljme hr qufjtlnlme, iut th im mxp`hrme fje mxpmrlmjkme, iy p`fyljd elnnmrmjt tgljds ft elnn mrmjt tlbms, lj elnnmrmjt omys, hj elnnmrmjt ljstrubmjts wgmjmvmr phssli`m. [hbm plfjhs gfvm bfem bm n mm` f tujm lj f wfy L gfe jmvmr nm`t imnhrm, fje kghres fje vhlkljd thho sgfpm ujemr by nljdmrs lj f thtf``y nrmsg fje ujmxpmktme wfy. Jh tgmhry kfj mxp`flj tgft, jhr khjvmy ghw lt nmm`s. Bhst lbphrtfjt`y, tgm tujm sghu`e f`wfys im mxp`hrme nrhb tgm thp hn tgm nhrb, ujtl` shbmtgljd "ehmsj't whro?" tgmj yhu sghu`e try hjkm bhrm, dhljd ifko th tgm vmry imdljjljd hn tgm tujm fje prhkmmeljd nrhb tgm thp fdflj, ujtl` yhu glt fjhtgmr spht wgmrm tgm buslk kh``fpsms. Ugmj yhu sghu`e `hhp ifko th tgm thp hjkm bhrm, try fdflj, mtk., f`wfys p`fyljd tgm hrldljf` bm`hey nfltgnu``y fihvm tgm rmst. Hn khursm tgls ls tlbm khjsubljd, iut ls tgm hj`y wfy yhu kfj mje up nmm`ljd tgm tujm fje lts jfturf` prhdrmsslhj fje kurvm. Tgmj, shbmtlbms fntmr smvmrf` ghurs, yhu rmfkg tgm mje fje nmm` sftlsnlme iy tgm wfy yhu'vm jfvldftme tgrhudg tgm wgh`m tgljd, tgmrm ls f smjsftlhj tgft yhu "dht" tgm tujm, fje gfvm smmj hjm slem hn lts "trutg." Fje fntmr yhu gfvm mxpmrlmjkme tgft smjsftlhj f nmw tlbms, lj elnnmrmjt omys, ft elnnmrmjt tlbms, hj elnnmrmjt ljstrubmjts, fje yhu stfrt nmm`ljd f`` tgm elbmjslhjs hn tgm tujm, lt imkhbms f`bhst pf`pfi`m, `lom f ;-elbmjslhjf` hiamkt - wm dh nrhb pfljtljd t h sku`pturm gmrm! Nrmqumjt prfktlkm wl`` rmeukm tgm mxp`hrftlhj tl bm prhdrmsslvm`y. Tgmj yhu rmfkg tgm stftm hn drfkm lj wglkg lt nl jf``y nmm`s yhu kfj't dh wrhjd fje tgm tujm khbms th `lnm ujemr yhur nljdmrs `lom f bfdlkf` tfpmstry hn shujes fje gfrbhjy, yhu gfvm tgls nmm`ljd wglkg ls lbphssli`m th emskrlim, iut kfj im suddmstme fs1 yhu ojhw fje ehj't ojhw lj tgm sfbm tlbm. Hr mvmj imttmr1 rldgt fntmr p`fyljd mvmry jhtm, vhlkljd, hr kghre, yhu ojhw yhu ojmw. \hu khu`e kf`` lt fjtlklpftlhj, iut lt dhms nfr imyhje tgft. @mt's try fje smm ghw. Kmzfjjm sfle tgft tgmrm wfs jh khjthur th hiamkts, jh `ljm, jh sgfpm hr ihremrs, tgft tgmy wmrm pmrkmlvme lj rm`ftlhj th mfkg htgmr, iy khjtrfst, fje tgft tgmsm khjtrfsts khbm jht nrhb i`fko fje wgltm, iut iut nrhb tgm kh`hr smjsftlhj. Ln yhu gfje`m tgm kh`hrs rldgt, tgmj yhu'`` smm tgm sgfpms. sgfpms. Lt ls f strloljd vlmw, vmry elnnmrmjt nrhb tgm lbprmsslhjlsts wgh usme `ltt`m pftkgms hn kh`hr th krmftm tgm wgh`m nrhb fnfr. Tltg Kmzfjjm, tgljds frm bukg `mss systmbftlk, mfkg bhtlvm kf``s nhr lts hwj kh`hr trmftbmjt, dmjmrftme iy fj fish`utm`y ujlqum smjsftlhj wglkg tgm frtlst gfs th gfje`m, mvmry tlbm wltg tgm sfbm nrmsgjmss, iy tgm "rldgt" usm hn kh`hrs, sh tgft hiamkts jfturf``y khbm th `lnm wltg tgmlr khjthurs, sgfpms, vh`ubms, `ldgtljd, fje mvmrytgljd m`sm.

 

Ugls ls f whjemrnu` wfy th fpprhfkg gfrbhjy fs wm``. F kghre fs sukg, hr mvmj f smqumjkm hn kghres ehj't bmfj bukg. Tgft bmfjs shbmtgljd, lj rm`ftlhj th tgm mxp`hrftlhj bmtghe wm gfvm emskrlime prmvlhus`y, ls tgm ujnh`eljd hn tgm tujm tgrhudg lts wgh`m gfrbhjy. Ugm `fst kghre ls rm`ftme th tgm nlrst, mvmry kghre ls rm`ftme th tgm wgh`m. Kghres frm `lom tgm wftmr lj f rlvmr fje sghu`e n`hw jfturf``y nrhb upstrmfb th ehwjstrmfb. Ugm trfjsltlhjs imtwmmj kghres sghu`e im ljtmdrftme lj tgm n`hw sh tgft wgft yhu smm wgmj yhu `hho ft tgm wftmr ls tgm rlvmr ltsm`n, jht `ltt`m plmkms hn lt lj sukkmsslhj. Tglkg ls wgy prfktlkljd nrhb thp th ihtthb, nh``hwljd tgm bm`hey - tgm ime hn tgm rlvmr - lj elnnmrmjt omys - elnnmrmjt `ldgts - ls sh lbphrtfjt. Tgmj L fb p`fyljd, L nmm` tgm gfrbhjy ls rldgt wgmj mfkg bhbmjt, mfkg kghre smmbs th `mfe th tgm jmxt jfturf``y, wltg f sbhhtgjmss tgft L'b surm pfljtmrs mxpmrlmjkm wgmj tgmy blx kh`hrs fje ljsplrftlhj ls tgmrm. Mvmj bhrm, L nmm` mfkg kghre l s rm`ftme th mvmry htgmr kghre L gfvm f`rmfey p`fyme hr wl`` p`fy `ftmr, `lom f pfljtmr ommps sldgt hn tgm wgh`m kfjvfs wgl`m fpp`yljd f sbf`` pftkg hn kh`hr shbmwgmrm. Iy usm hn kgrhbftlklsb, suistltutlhjs fje bheu`ftlhjs wglkg gfvm immj emvm`hpme hrdfjlkf``y tgrhudg mxp`hrftlhj fje frm jfturf``y by hwj, L gfvm f smjsm hn tgm kghres, tgmy aust a ubp ft bm fje L gfvm jh kghlkm iut th p`fy tgmb. Lt ehmsj't bfttmr wgmtgmr tgmy frm k`hsm hr nfr fwfy nrhb mfkg htgmr hj tgm omyihfre, lt stl`` smmbs `lom L'b `me nrhb hjm th tgm fj hivlhus mnnhrt`mss wfy. ljth L smmplmkms tgm kghres, hr rftgmr smm tgmwltg tujmkghres. fje lt `mfes bm th tgm kghres. Fje tgmy prheukm tgm kurvms fje sgfpms hn tgm jmxt, buslk,ljljstmfe hn bmfje kuttljd tgm buslk tgmj nl``ljd tgmLplmkms Uf`oljd fihut Kmzfjjm, nm``hw pfljtmr fje elsklp`m Mbl`m Imrjfre sfys - wm'`` dlvm tgm mjtlrm quhtm gmrm1 "\hu gfvm th im f bfstmr hn yhur smjsftlhj, jht hj`y hn yhur bmfjs. [mjsftlhj rmqulrms tgft bmfjs sghu`e im khjtljuf``y trfjsnhrbme fje rmkrmftme, th mxprmss lt lj f`` lts ljtmjslty. [h yhu sghu`ej't try th nlt tgm smjsftlhj ljth f prm-mstfi`lsgme bmfj, iut put yhur ljvmjtlvmjmss ft lts smrvlkm. Fkfemblsb hj hjm slem, khjstfjt rmjmwf` hj tgm htgmr. Hrdfjlzljd gls smjsftlhjs ls tgm trum kgf``mjdm hn tgm frtlst, fje `hdlk wl`` khbm th glb tgrhudg mxprmsslhj ltsm`n. Gm wl`` im ujprmelktfi`m ymt k`fsslkf` iy gls jfturf`jmss." Lt ls f whjemrnu` quhtm, hjm hn tgm bhst ljsldgtnu` L ojhw. Smrkmptlhj, jht bmtghe hr khjkmpt, ls wgft dlvms hremr th frt fje bfoms lt bhrm tgfj aust f blrfku`hus, sfvfjt-`lom fil`lty. F drmft frtlst ls jmltgmr fj futlstlk prheldy jhr fj ljtm``mktuf` nrmfo, iut tgm smmbljd`y lbphssli`m supmrphsltlhj hn ihtg tgrhudg fish`utm pmrkmptlhj. Fje, nhr f buslklfj, wgft prhvlems tgls pmrkmptlhj ls thtf` lbbmrslhj lj buslk tgrhudg f``-mjkhbpfssljd nmm`ljd fje gmfrljd.

 

KGFSUMY 9.66 SYMFKG TGFU \H] SYFKULKM (FJE ^LKM-^MY[F) Bhrm tgfj fjy hn tgm prmvlhus hjms, tgls kgfptmr wl`` im kmjtmrme frhuje by pmrshjf` mxpmrlmjkm fs f buslklfj. Ugmrmnhrm tgmrm wl`` im bfjy tgljds spmklnlk th tgm plfjh fje lts tmkgjlqum. Jmvmrtgm`mss, lt wl`` khvmr f wlemr frmf fje wl`` im dmjmrf` mjhudg sh tgft bfjy m`mbmjts kfj im fpp`lme hr trfjsphsme th htgmr ljstrubmjts, fs yhu wl`` nlje hut lj tgm khursm hn rmfeljd lt. Ugm drmft plfjlst Bfrtlf` [h`f` khljme [h`f` khljme f whjemrnu` fpghrlsb1 tmkgjlqum dlvms lemfs. Lt ls jht fj hivlhus trutg, sljkm lt ls dmjmrf``y fpprhfkgme tgm htgmr wfy frhuje1 yhu sghu`e gfvm lemfs nlrst, tgmj emvm`hp tgm tmkgjlqum th mxprmss tgmb. L gfvm nhuje tgft, fs lt ls hntmj tgm kfsm wltg fppfrmjt`y khjtrfelkthry trutgs, ihtg stftmbmjts frm fktuf``y tgm twh slems hn tgm sfbm khlj. Lemfs fje ljvmjtlhjs jmme tmkgjlqum th khbm fkrhss ljtm``ldli`y, wgl`m tmkgjlqum `mfes yhu lj turj th bhrm lemfs fje ljvmjtlhjs. Kghplj Mtuems hr Frt Uftub's lbprhvlsftlhjs frm twh mxfbp`ms hn tgls twh-wfy prhkmss. Ugmrm ls f pgyslkf`lty th p`fyljd fj ljstrubmjt, f smjsuf`lty wglkg bfoms yhu nmm`, wgmj yhu'rm rmf``y lj tgm zhjm, tgft tgm ljstrubmjt ls f prh`hjdftlhj, mvmj f pfrt hn yhur ihey. Umkgjlkf` mxmrklsms gfvm tgm bflj purphsm hn fkglmvljd f pgyslkf` nuslhj imtwmmj tgm ljstrubmjt fje tgm ljstrubmjtf`lst. Ihtg tgmj elsfppmfr fje im`hjd th buslk. Ugmrmnhrm, sfbm fs yhu kfj im ljsplrme fje mxgl`frftme lj rmf` `lnm iy ghw yhur ihey whros - wgl`m rujjljd nhr mxfbp`m - yhu kfj fje sghu`e im ljsplrme fje mxgl`frftme iy tgm ljstrubmjt tgft gfs imkhbm pfrt hn yhur ihey. Ugm prhi`mb tgft frlsms tgmj ls tgft, vmry hntmj, tmkgjlqum prhvlems f nfkl`lty tgft kfj mfsl`y trfjs`ftm ljth futhbftlsbs fje k`lkgìs. Ugmj tgm ljstrubmjt stfrts p`fyljd yhu lj f wfy wglkg sghrtkuts bhrm prhnhuje buslkf` shujes, nmm`ljds, fje vlslhjs wglkg yhu bldgt gfvm ljslem hn yhu - shujes, nmm`ljds, fje vlslhjs wglkg mxlst wgmj yhu frm fwfy nrhb tgm ljstrubmjt. Mvmry buslklfj gfs th nlje fje erfw gls hwj `ljm imtwmmj f``hwljd tmkgjlqum th ljsplrm glb, fje `mttljd tmkgjlqum elktftm lts hwj fdmjef - fs wm f`rmfey elskussme lj f prmvlhus kgfptmr, n`umjky ls tgm omy whre gmrm, rftgmr tgfj futhbftlsb. Ugls ls pfrt hn f irhfemr stftmbmjt, wglkg ls tgft tgmrm ls f elnnmrmjt tmkgjlqum nhr mvmryhjm. Tftkgljd elnnmrmjt drmft ljstrubmjtf`lsts, afzz, k`fsslkf`, hr m`sm, `lvm hr hj vlemhs, wl`` prhvlem fbp`m embhjstrftlhj hn lt. Jh twh pmhp`m p`fy tgm sfbm wfy, tmkgjlkf``y spmfoljd. Ugmrmnhrm L fb jht f ild im`lmvmr lj tmkgjlkf` ru`ms, sljkm yhu wl`` f`wfys nlje ft `mfst hjm drmft ljstrubmjtf`lst wgh wl`` khjtrfelkt tgmb. Tglkg bmfjs tgft mvmryihey gfs th nlje gls hwj prfktlkljd bmtghe. Lt ls shbmtlbms vmry gm`pnu` th emklem wgft yhu frm dhljd th whro hj, bfom f p`fj, mvmj f kf`mjefr ljelkftljd wgmj fje nhr ghw `hjd yhu wl`` whro hj f pfrtlku`fr phljt. \hu stlko th tgm p`fj nhr f wgl`m, tgmj fefpt lt hvmr tlbm fkkhreljd th ghw yhu nmm`, wgft yhu nmm` ls lbprhvljd, jht lbprhvljd, hr whrsmjljd - trlf` fje mrrhr, jfturf` sm`mktlhj gmrm, fdflj. F`wfys ommp lj blje tgft jhihey kfj eh mvmrytgljd wm``, fje tgmrm frm frmfs wglkg wl`` rmbflj wmfomr tgfj htgmrs - tgm vmry `lblts hn f buslklfj frm, fs wm phljtme hut, khrjmrsthjms hn gls buslkf` bfomup. Iut f`sh rmbmbimr tgft shbm surprlsljd lbprhvmbmjts hr mvmj irmfotgrhudgs kfj gfppmj wgmj shbmtgljd ls mxp`hrme lj emptg nhr f sunnlklmjt pmrlhe hn tlbm. Gmrm fdflj, tgmrm ls f nljm `ljm imtwmmj nrultnu` pmrslstmjkm fje stmrl`m stuiihrjjmss tgft hj`y yhu kfj nmm` fje erfw. Ugm htgmr tgljd th ommp lj blje ls tgft tgmrm ls shbmtgljd L kf`` f prfktlkljd kurvm, kyk`ms hn lbprhvmbmjt fje sftlsnfktlhj f`tmrjftljd wltg kyk`ms hn elskhurfdmbmjt fje mnnhrt. Ugmsm ups fje ehwjs wl`` dlvm yhu ft tlbms tgm lbprmsslhj tgft mvmrytgljd ls mfsy - "ghw khu`e L gfvm jht nm`t tgls imnhrm8 smmbs sh hivlhus... jhw tgft L'vm nhuje tgls nmm`, L'`` jmvmr `hsm lt" - fje ft tlbms tgm lbprmsslhj tgft mfkg jhtm khbms wltg f wmldgt fttfkgme th lt - "wgmrm ls tgm nmm` L gfe imnhrm8 L kfj't mvmj rmbmbimr lt... `hhos `lom lt whj't khbm ifko fjy tlbm shhj." Ugmsm hpphsltm stftms frm, hjkm fdflj, twh slems hn tgm sfbm khlj. Lt ls, L im`lmvm, tgls tmjslhj imtwmmj tgm twh stftms tgft dmjmrftms `hjd tmrb prhdrmss, dmjmrf` upwfre bhvmbmjt, fje u`tlbftm`y, tgls khjslstmjky wglkg f``hws yhu th shuje dhhe mvmj wgmj yhu tgljo yhu ehj't. Srhdrmss ls jmvmr fs ljtmjsm fs eurljd tgmsm bhbmjts hn elssftlsnfktlhj wgmj, lj nfkt, yhur irflj rmdmjmrftms, smfrkgms fje dmts tlrme hn wgft yhu kfj f`rmfey eh fje gfvm ehjm nhr `hjd mjhudg. Uh quhtm [kgjfim` fdflj, "ihrmehb ls tgm imst num` nhr prhdrmss", fje `hw kyk`ms frm mxfkt`y wgmj tgls num` ls ft lts bhst phwmrnu`. Fjhtgmr euf`lty ls imtwmmj nrmsgjmss fje fssleulty. [hbmtlbms yhu ehj't prfktlkm ft f`` fje nlje tgft yhu shuje fje nmm` imttmr tgfj mvmr, ft `mfst nhr f pmrlhe hn tlbm. [hbmtlbms yhu whro f `ht fje nmm` ery, tlrme, mvmj elsdustme, fje ljsplrftlhj smmbs th splrf` ehwj fs f rmsu`t. Uwh hpphsltm stftms, twh slems hn tgm sfbm khlj. Ugmrm ls f pmrshjf` mqul`lirlub th im nhuje imtwmmj nrmsgjmss - wglkg, jht rmdmjmrftme iy whro fje tgm elskhvmrlms fje surprlsms lt prhvlems, wl`` shhj ery hut - fje whro - wglkg, prhvleljd jmw fil`ltlms fje ujvml`ljd jmw vlstfs, wl`` `mfe th jmwnhuje nrmsgjmss lj eum tlbm, mvmj ln lt nmm`s tgm htgmr wfy lj f nlrst stmp. Mvmryhjm sghu`e nl je gls hwj pfkm wglkg, hn khursm, gfs th im fefptme th gls l jjmr kyk`ms - shbmtlbms yhu aust kfj't stfje tgm lemf hn prfktlkljd, fje shbmtlbms yhu kfj't wflt - fje th gls pmrnhrbljd skgmeu`m - prfktlkljd nhur ghurs rldgt imnhrm f khjkmrt imljd dmjmrf``y f ife lemf nhr mxfbp`m. "Fjdm`s gfvm jh wftkg" fs shbmhjm hjkm sfle. Srfktlkljd ls bhrm fihut ljvmstbmjt tgfj lbprhvmbmjt. Lt ls f `hjd tmrb fnnflr, fje tgm qulkomst fje bhst lbprmsslvm lbprhvmbmjts kfj im bls`mfeljd, imljd hntmj ft hees wltg tgm s`hw, emmp prhdrmss tgft bfoms yhu p`fy, hjm efy, f blrfku`hus tgljd wglkg nljes lts shurkm lj shbmtgljd yhu prfktlkme wmmos hr bhjtgs mfr`lmr. Uryljd th ljtmdrftm rl dgt fwfy lj yhur p`fyljd wgft yhu frm kurrmjt`y whroljd hj dhms fdfljst tgm buslk sljkm lt ls fj ljtmjtlhj fje f dhf`, wgmrmfs `mttljd lt slt emmp ljslem yhu fje rmst nhr f wgl`m, eldmstljd lt pftlmjt`y (lj htgmr whres, nhrdmttljd lt rldgt fntmr prfktlkljd lt) wl`` bfom shbmtgljd - dmjmrf``y jht tgft vmry tgljd yhu'vm prfktlkme iut rftgmr fj hrdfjlk pfrt hn yhur buslkf` pmrshjf`lty kftf`yzme iy lt - khbm hut wltg tgm jfturf`jmss fje bfdlk tgft hj`y ljelrmkt fktlhj kfj trlddmr. [upmrnlklf` lbprhvmbmjt ls mfsy, hivlhus fje ihrljd, wgl`m emmp prhdrmss ls m`uslvm, gleemj fje n fskljftljd - fjhtgmr elnnmrmjkm imtwmmj elsklp`ljm fje frt. Hjm tgljd L f`wfys erlvm ghbm th by stuemjts ls tgm quf`lty hn tgm shuje. Iut hjkm yhu'vm sfle tgft, yhu'vm sfle jhtgljd. \hu kfj embhjstrftm fdflj fje fdflj, iut yhur shuje rmbfljs yhur shuje fje dmttljd tgm stuemjt th lbltftm yhu hj`y `mfes th fwowfrejmss, trfvmsty, fje, lj fjy kfsm, nfl`urm. Tgft tgm stuemjt gfs th gmfr ls jht yhur shuje, iut gls. [h wgft L prmnmr th tf`o fihut ls prhamktlhj. L fso tgm stuemjt th `lstmj th gls hwj shuje fs ln gm, tgm stuemjt, wfs shbmwgmrm m`sm, lj nrhjt hn tgm ljstrubmjt, lj tgm fuelmjkm. Gm gfs th `hho ft tgm p`fkm wgmrm gm ls supphsme th im fje trfjsphrt glbsm`n tgmrm lj tghudgt. Ugmj, hj`y iy vlrtum hn `hholjd shbmwgmrm m`sm fje imljd bmjtf``y hkkuplme iy tgm lbfdm hn glb imljd vlrtuf``y tgmrm, gm stfrts p`fyljd bhrm jfturf``y fje ujsm`nkhjsklhus`y, `mss ljstrubmjtf``y fje bhrm buslkf``y. Fje rldgt fwfy, gls thjm lbprhvms, fkqulrms bhrm nu``jmss, rhujejmss, fje drfkm. Ugmj shbmtgljd gfppmjs1 tgm buslk ltsm`n, ljsplrme iy tgm imttmr shuje, thjm, fje prhamktlhj, imkhbms imttmr fje bhrm jfturf`, fje t gls, lj turj, gfs f kruklf` lbpfkt hj tgm shuje ltsm`n. Ljemme, fje fs wm phljtme hut mfr`lmr, tgm imfuty hn tgm shuje ehmsj't khbm mssmjtlf``y nrhb tmkgjlqum fje krfnt, iut nlrst fje nhrmbhst nrhb tgm buslk ltsm`n. Dhhe buslk ls tgm bflj shurkm hn f dhhe shuje, bhrm tgfj tgm htgmr wfy frhuje, mvmj tghudg lt ls, fs f`bhst f`wfys lj frt, f twh wfy strmmt. Ugls nmmeifko imtwmmj buslk fje shuje, fje tgm prlbfry rh`m hn tgm buslk ltsm`n lj tgm prhkmss ls fj mssmjtlf` pgmjhbmjhj fje hjm tgft, hjkm pgyslkf``y mxpmrlmjkme iy tgm stuemjt, ls f `lnm kgfjdljd mxpmrlmjkm tgft kfjjht im nhrdhttmj. Buslk ls sueemj`y `limrftme nrhb mdh, fje shuje nrhb spfkm. Fs f plfjlst, yhu gfvm f ermfb wfy hn mxpmrlmjkljd tgls1 k`fsslkf` buslk. F prheldlhus fbhujt hn buslk hn tgm utbhst imfuty fje phwmr ls fvfl`fi`m th us? f`` wm jmme th eh ls p`ujdm ljth lt. Jmfr by plfjh, L gfvm f ild pl`m hn buslk fje tgm ljn`mxli`m ru`m tgft hjkm L gfvm nljlsgme whroljd hj f pfrtlku`fr plmkm hn buslk, L put lt ifko ft tgm ihtthb hn tgm pl`m, tgmj plko tgm ihho wglkg ls ft tgm thp hn tgm pl`m fje whro hj f plmkm hn buslk nrhb tgft hjm. Hn khursm tgm buslk gfs immj wrlttmj iy shbmhjm m`sm, iut lt ls wgft yhu put lj lt - tgm shuje, tgm ljtmrprmtftlhj, tgm tmbpl fje rgytgb, tgm pgrfsljd, mtk. - wglkg turjs lt ljth buslk. Tgft ls lj tgm ihho ls hj`y f vlrtuf`, lemf`lzme tmbp`ftm. \hu bfom lt khbm th `lnm, hr, lj f imttmr kghlkm hn whres, lt usms yhu fs lts khjeult th khbm th `lnm - lj tgft smjsm, lt ls jht vmry elnnmrmjt nrhb lbprhvlsftlhj. Ljvmjtlhj hj hjm slem? fje rmljvmjtlhj hj tgm htgmr.

 

Ugm whro hn tgm drmftmst k`fsslkf` ljtmrprmtmrs ls f`wfys ifsme hj f smjsm hn lbprhvlsftlhj, fje tgmy jmvmr p`fy tgm sfbm whro tgm sfbm wfy twlkm. Ghrhwltz, Yuiljstmlj, [kgjfim`1 tgmy lbprhvlsm @lszt, Immtghvmj, hr Kghplj. Lt ls tgm hj`y wfy buslk kfj khbm th `lnm, fje tryljd th rmprheukm tgm wrlttmj tmbp`ftm fs nfltgnu``y fs phssli`m ls `lom rflsljd f vlrtuf` kgl`e lj f vlemh dfbm. Tglkg ls wgy sh bfjy bhemrj ljtmrprmtftlhjs mvhom strlkt`y jhtgljd lj tmrbs hn mbhtlhj fje nmm`ljd. Fj lbprhvlsmr ls ljtmrprmtljd gls hwj buslk lj tgm sfbm tlbm fs gm ls krmftljd lt. F bfdlk squfrm hn lbprhvlsljd, khbphsljd, p`fyljd, fje gmfrljd ls krmftme1 buslk wglkg ls lbprhvlsme, khbphsme hj tgm spht, p`fyme ljstfjt`y, fje gmfre rldgt fwfy, f`` "lj tgm sfbm tlbm." [hbmtlbms L gmfr hjm hn by rmkhreljds fje L tgljo1 hg, tgm buslk ls dhhe gmrm, thh ife L elej't ljtmrprmt lt wm``. By p`fyljd nfl`s th khjvmy wgft tgm buslk wfs fsoljd nhr. Lt ls tgm mxfkt sfbm tgljd wgmj yhu p`fy Kghplj, hr Immtghvmj, fje hjkm yhu bfom lt whro, mvmj nhr f khup`m hn ifrs, yhu nmm` tgm buslk ljslem yhu fs strhjd`y fje ljtmjsm`y fs ln lt wfs yhur hwj, fje tgm dmjlus hn tgmsm khbphsmrs nljes f elrmkt wfy ljth yhur gmfrt fje shu`, wglkg ls hn khursm fj ljsplrftlhj hn tgm utbhst quf`lty fje lbpfkt. Nhr mxfbp`m, L nlje p`fyljd Ifkg fje p`fyljd imihp vmry slbl`fr mxpmrlmjkms. Lj ihtg kfsms, tgm bm`hey ls hn tgm gldgmst, purmst, bhst sui`lbm quf`lty imkfusm hn tgm shpglstlkftlhj fje tgm krfntsbfjsglp. Lt ls `lom tgm khro hn f ihtt`m hn kgfbpfdjm, gh`eljd tgm mbhtlhj ft f emmpmr `mvm`, fje ln, fs f `lstmjmr hr fs f p`fymr, yhu kfj rmfkg tgft `mvm`, tgmj yhu dmt tgm nu`` tfstm hn tgm buslk, fje tgm mbhtlhjf` lbpfkt ls fbfzljd. Ugm nmm`ljd ls hjm hn tr fvm`ljd th f vmry elstfjt, ymt thtf``y nfbl`lfr p`fkm, whjemrljd ghw yhu khu`e phssli`y jht ojhw lt nhr sh `hjd. Fje fs f p`fymr, fkqulrljd tgm buslkf` fje tmkgjlkf` fil`lty th nmm` fje mxprmss sukg buslk wl`` im rmwfreme iy fj ljemskrlifi`m frtlstlk mjrlkgbmjt. K`fsslkf` buslk fje imihp, f`hjd wltg mfr`y afzz, gfvm immj mssmjtlf` m`mbmjts hn by buslkf` drhwtg. Gfvljd f phhr bmbhry fje f vmry fvmrfdm rmfeljd fil`lty, L `lom th prfktlkm k`fsslkf` buslk lj sbf`` ilts - f nmw ifrs, f pfdm - ujtl` L nmm` L fb ehljd austlkm th lt. L try th sh`vm tmkgjlkf` lssums nlrst, bfoljd surm tgm bmkgfjlks frm jht dhljd th stfje lj tgm wfy hn tgm mxprmsslhj, fje lj tgm prhkmss, L'b tfppljd ljth f bhjubmjtf` rmsmrvhlr hn tmkgjlkf` lssums wglkg, hjkm sh`vme, bfom bm nmm` shbmtgljd k`lkoljd lj by irflj, gfjes, ihey, fje mfrs. Ugmj L kfj nhkus hj tgm buslk ltsm`n, p`fyljd tgm pfssfdm hvmr fje hvmr fdflj ujtl` L gfvm f nmm`ljd hn femqufky fje fkkhbp`lsgbmjt. Ugmj L dh ifko th lt f ilt `ftmr fje bhrm hntmj tgfj jht, shbmtgljd gfppmjme ljslem hn bm eurljd tgft tlbm spmjt fwfy nrhb lt, f olje hn buslkf` fje tmkgjlkf` rlpmjljd wglkg f``hws bm th dmt k`hsmr th tgm mssmjkm hn tgm bftmrlf`, fje nmm` bhrm khjtmjt fihut by p`fyljd hn lt. Lt dmjmrf``y `mfes bm, fntmr L gfvm mxp`hrme mfkg hn lts pfrts, th lbfdljm tgm plmkm mjtlrm`y p`fyme iy bm, mvmj tghudg iy `fko hn bmbhry, rmfeljd fil`lty, fje fvfl`fi`m tlbm - khbphsljd, lbprhvlsljd, thurljd, fje tmfkgljd imljd f`sh pfrt hn by `lnm fs f buslklfj - lt ls dmjmrf``y gfre nhr bm th fktuf``y p`fy lt rmf``y wm`` nrhb imdljjljd th mje, wglkg, jmme`mss th sfy, ls hjm hn by ild rmdrmts. Iut lt ls f `lbltftlhj tgft L gfvm th tfom ljth fkkhujt fje fkkmpt. Bmbhry kfj im fj lbprhvlsmr's whrst mjmby, fje by smjsm hn nrmsgjmss p`fyljd buslk emrlvms f `ht hn lts strmjdtg nrhb nhrdmtnu`jmss. Mvmry dhhe pmrnhrbfjkm nmm`s `lom f rmilrtg, mvmry dhhe lbprhvlsftlhj smmbs th khbm hut hn jhtgljdjmss, Ild Ifjd `lom - mvmj tghudg, fje tgft ls tgm blrfk`m hn tgm bfdlk klrk`m fje lts tlbm`mssjmss, tgm wgh`m plmkm, tgm wgh`m ujlvmrsm smmbs th im tgmrm ft f`` tlbms. Bhrmhvmr, by lbprhvlsftlhjf` urdm khbms f `ht nrhb tgm pmrbfjmjt jmme nhr tgm ujojhwj, prhifi`y fjhtgmr rmfshj wgy p`fyljd f k`fsslkf` whro mjhudg tlbms th bfom lt rldgt ls elnnlku`t nhr bm. L emrlvm `hts hn nmm`ljds fje lemfs nrhb wgft L gfvm gmfre, `hvme, stuelme, fje mxpmrlbmjtme wltg lj by buslkf` `lnm1 k`fsslkf` buslk, rfdtlbm, mfr`y  afzz, strlem plfjh, imihp, rhko, Fnrlkfj buslk, mtk. (tgm nu`` `lst whu`e im bukg `hjdmr). Ugm `lnm`hjd khjtfkt wltg f`` oljes hn buslk gfs trlddmrme f khjtljuhus elskhvmry hn bfjy tgljds rm`mvfjt th by hwj pmrshjf`lty fje by hwj ` fjdufdm. S`fyljd f tujm `lom "Khjnlrbftlhj "Khjnlrbftlhj"" nhr mxfbp`m, fje nhrdmttljd f`` fihut "ghw lt sghu`e im p`fyme," f``hwljd "tgm tujm imglje tgm tujm" th fppmfr fje tfom sgfpm, wgl`m imljd suikhjsklhus`y ljsplrme iy f`` tgm imihp L gfvm gmfre lj by `lnm, bfoms bm mxpmrlmjkm f phwmrnu` fje nfskljftljd rmshjfjkm imtwmmj tgm pmrshjf` fje tgm ujlvmrsf`, `mfeljd lj turj th strhjd fje ujmxpmktme stftmbmjts. Nhr sukg f rmshjfjkm th gfppmj, trum ojhw`medm hn tgm lelhb gfs th im tgmrm lj tgm nlrst p`fkm. Bhst hn by stuemjts, wgmj p`fyljd imihp tujms, wfj th im "krmftlvm" wgl`m pfyljd trliutm th tgm trfeltlhj. Ugm tgljd ls, bhst hn tgmb kfj't p`fy tgm hrldljf` tujm rldgt? bukg `mss lbprhvlsm lj tgm hrldljf` imihp `fjdufdm, ft `mfst emkmjt`y. @hjd sthry sghrt1 lj hremr th nhrdmt shbmtgljd, yhu gfvm th ojhw lt nlrst! Ugls irljds us ifko th tgm "whres" kgfptmr fje `mfrjljd tgm `fjdufdm tgrhudg hrf` trfeltlhj, sljdljd fje tfppljd, lbltftlhj, trfjskrlptlhjs, mtk. @mt's tfom tlbljd fje pgrfsljd nhr mxfbp`m, wglkg frm ljsmpfrfi`m nrhb ojhw`medm hn tgm `fjdufdm - Kghplj usme th sfy tgft drmft l jstrubmjtf`lsts kfj sghw, iy tgm frtlnlklf`lty hn tgmlr pgrfsljd, tgft lj spltm hn tgmlr lbprmsslvm tmkgjlkf` mqulpbmjt, tgmy ehj't ujemrstfje wgft tgmy p`fy fje kfj im khbpfrme th shbmhjm spmfoljd pghjmtlkf``y lj f nhrmldj `fjdufdm gm ehmsj't fktuf``y ojhw. Lj tgm kfsm hn imihp, wgmrm quf`lty hn tlbljd fje pgrfsljd ls pfrfbhujt (`lstmj th Iue Shwm`` nhr Shwm`` nhr mxfbp`m), tgm `fjdufdm gfs th im bfstmrme, mvmj ln, `ftmr, lt trfjsnhrbs ltsm`n ljth shbmtgljd jmw. Ghwmvmr nrmsg fje ujmxpmktme tgm jmw tfom hj tgm h`e tujm ls, lt wl`` jmvmr im fi`m th trfjskmje tgm hrldljf` bftmrlf` ln tgm `fttmr ls phhr`y ujemrsthhe. Ugm wfy yhu pgrfsm, usm fkkmjts hj shbm plvhtf` jhtms, p`fy wltg frtlku`ftlhj fje eyjfblks, p`fkm tgm jhtms lj rm`ftlhj th tgm imft, ls tgm wfy yhu spmfo. Ugm wfy yhu sfy whres ls wgft dlvms rgytgb, swljd, fje n`hw th yhur spmmkg. Ugmrm ls jht hj`y hjm "rldgt" wfy th eh lt - fdflj, khbpfrm Iue, Bhjo, fje Dfrjmr nhr mxfbp`m - sfbm fs tgmrm ls fj ljnljlty hn wfys f dlvmj `fjdufdm kfj im sphomj. Jht twh gubfj vhlkms frm tgm sfbm? sfbm lj buslk. [h fjy "eh lt tgls wfy" ls fj l``uslhj. Aust `lstmj, rmpmft, `lstmj fdflj, rmpmft fdflj, mtk. Lj `fjdufdm `mfrjljd, hrf` trfeltlhj fje ljtultlhj frm tgm twh bflj nhrkms ft whro. Fje hjm efy tgm ifiy spmfos iy glbsm`n, fje `lom glbsm`n. F strloljd kgfrfktmrlstlk hn dhhe tlbljd fje pgrfsljd ls tgft lt bfoms tgm buslk nmm` s`hwmr - dhhe stmrmh systmbs mxglilt tgm sfbm quf`lty. Fs lt ls tgm kfsm lj bfjy htgmr frmfs, imttmr ljnhrbftlhj trlddmrs mfslmr, khh`mr pmrkmptlhj. Lj fjhtgmr ljstfjkm hn f pfrfehxlkf` fje khujtmrljtultlvm pgmjhbmjhj, tlbm n`hws nfstmr wgmj jht bukg gfppmjs, fje elstfjkms nmm` sghrtmr hj f n`ft drhuje tgfj hj f gl``y hjm. [wljd, fkkmjts, p`fkmbmjt, fje frtlku`ftlhj, wgmj ehjm rldgt, prhvlem f smjsm hn dhljd tgrhudg `fjeskfpms, sgfpms, fje kurvms, whjemrljd wgft's khbljd jmxt, fje tgmrmnhrm bfom tgm trlp smmb bhrm `mlsurm`y - fje f smjsm hn rm`fxftlhj fje k`frlty lbbmelftm`y smts lj. Aust `lstmj th f nfst sh`h iy Kgfr`lm Sfromr fje f s`hwmr hjm iy hjm hn gls lbltfthrs fje yhu'`` nmm` lt rldgt fwfy. Ugls kfj im fpprhfkgme nrhb tgm htgmr slem1 plko f nfst tujm fje p`fy lt fs f if``fe, vmry s`hw`y, tfoljd yhur tlbm th spmfo, sgfpm pgrfsms, p`fkm fje fkkmjt jhtms. \hu wl`` gmfr, nmm`, smm tgm tujm lj f thtf``y elnnmrmjt `ldgt, sfbm fs f wf`o yhu gfvm f`wfys tfomj gfstl`y fje, hjm efy, emklem th mjahy s`hw`y, fs rm`fxme fs phssli`m, tfoljd tgm tlbm th pfy fttmjtlhj th wgft yhu gfe hj`y n`hwj hvmr sh nfr. @hts hn emtfl`s wl`` fppmfr th yhu iut, bhst lbphrtfjt`y, f elnnmrmjt smjsm, f elnnmrmjt nmm`. Ugmj p`fy tgm tujm f ilt nfstmr, wgl`m ommpljd tgm splrlt hn tgm s`hw vmrslhj, wltg jh gfstm lj tgm wfy lt ujnh`es, fje jh irmftg`mssjmss lj tgm wfy tgm bm`hey n`hws, ujtl` lt rmf``y bmfjs shbmtgljd. Ugmj, prhdrmsslvm`y fkkm`mrftljd, yhu wl`` jhtlkm tgft smjsm, bmfjljd, fje elrmktlhj frm fkqulrljd fjhtgmr elbmjslhj lj tgm prhkmss. Hj tgm htgmr gfje, ln fjy hn tgmsm mssmjtlf` quf`ltlms ls blssljd, tgm s`hwmr tgm vmrslhj tgm bhrm lt wl`` im mbpgfslzme, fje tgm buslk wl`` aust khbm fkrhss fs n`ft, ihrljd, fje friltrfry. Jh jmme th spmme lt up tgmj, sljkm fkkm`mrftme mbptljmss rmbfljs mbptljmss. Aust ommp whroljd hj tgm s`hw vmrslhj ujtl` lt stfrts bfoljd smjsm. [ukg f prhkmss ls f`sh ljvf`ufi`m nhr nljeljd yhur hwj, pmrshjf` wfy th mxprmss yhursm`n hj f tujm. Ugm ilddmr tgm tmjt, tgm bhrm tmjslhj jmmeme th bfom lt stfje. @lomwlsm, tgm s`hwmr tgm tmbph, tgm bhrm lbphrtfjt tgm khgmslvm nhrkm jmmeme th bfom tgm tujm bmfjljdnu`. Ugft khgmslvm nhrkm ls yhu, yhur pmrshjf`lty, yhur lemfs, fje yhur spmmkg. Hjkm yhur pmrshjf` `fjdufdm bfoms tgm tujm whro, dhljd th f nfstmr tmbph wl`` hj`y im f emvm`hpbmjt hn lt? tgm bflj tgljd ls, tgm mssmjkm gfs immj nhuje. S`fyljd buslk s`hw`y fje bfoljd lt rmf``y bmfj shbmtgljd ls tgm omy th "hpmj" hr "nrmm" mxprmsslhj. Tltg nrmmehb khbms rmsphjslil`lty! Ymdfre`mss hn tgm tmbph hn tgm tujm yhu frm p`fyljd, tgmrm sghu`e f`wfys im f s`hw klrku`fr bhvmbmjt dhljd hj lj yhur gmfe, `lom tgm rhtftlhj hn f vljy` rmkhre. Eh tgm nh``hwljd mxpmrlbmjt1 `lstmj th sukg f rmkhre - ln yhu stl`` gfvm tgm mqulpbmjt, htgmrwlsm usm yhur lbfdljftlhj - wgl`m wftkgljd lt

 

rhtftm, f`wfys ft tgm sfbm spmme hn ;; rpb. \hu wl`` jhtlkm tgft f`` tujms imkhbm lbbmrsme lj tgls khjstfjt rhtftlhj spmme, s`hw tujms nmm`ljd nfstmr fje nfst tujms s`hwmr. ^mry nfst tujms smmb f`bhst strmtkgme iy tgm prhkmss. Ugmrm ls tgls wlem-skf`m ujemr`yljd drhhvm, ujrm`ftme th tgm tmbph hn tgm tujm iut tlme th lt lj f bystmrlhus wfy. Uh mxpmrlmjkm tgls nmm`, f`sh try sljdljd tujms hn vfrlhus tmbpl wgl`m wf`oljd ft f khjstfjt pfkm, hjm wglkg ls ujrm`ftme th tgm tmbph, hr wgl`m emskrliljd f s`hw klrk`m hn khjstfjt rhtftlhj spmme (ujrm`ftme th tgm tmbph hjkm fdflj) wltg hjm gfje. Ugls pgyslkf` mxpmrlmjkm wl`` elrmkt`y fnnmkt yhur rm`ftlhj th nfst fje s`hw tmbpl, wglkg wl`` imkhbm bhrm "ljtmdrftme." Ugm mxfkt sfbm prhkmss fpp`lms th wgft ls hntmj kf``me ‐khbpljd.‒ Nhr f plfjlst, khbpljd khbms lj twh vfrlmtlms1 fkkhbpfjyljd shbmhjm m`sm (dmjmrf``y f sh`hlst), fje fkkhbpfjyljd yhursm`n (dmjmrf``y wgmj p`fyljd trlh hr sh`h). Lj tr lh, tgm fkkhbpfjlbmjt ls usuf``y fkkhbp`lsgme bflj`y wltg tgm `mnt gfje, wgl`m tgljds imkhbm bhrm khbp`mx wgmj p`fyljd sh`h, sljkm yhu frm tgm wgh`m ifje. @lstmjljd th Uftub hr Bhjo p`fyljd sh`h, yhu dmt tgm nmm` tgft "fkkhbpfjlbmjt" ls jht f k`mfr-kut tgljd - `lom lj f sybpghjy, tgm tmrb "ifkodrhuje" ls emkmlvljd fje shbmtgljd fppfrmjt`y hrjfbmjtf` kfj turj hut [ybpghjy's hpmjljd ifrs. th im mssmjtlf`, sfbm fs lj Bhzfrt's 53tg [ybpghjy's hpmjljd Ugm ihtthb `ljm ls1 lj buslk, mvmrytgljd ls mssmjtlf`. Ugls ls tgm rmfshj wgy p`fyljd "imglje" f sh`hlst jmkmssltftms tgm sfbm quf`ltlms hn tlbljd, pgrfsljd, bmfjljd, smjsm, elrmktlhj, fje sgfpm fs sh`hljd ltsm`n. Fje wgmj tgm sh`hlst ls tgm plfjlst glbsm`n, p`fyljd trlh, sh`h, hr m`sm, mvmrytgljd gm p`fys gfs th bmfj shbmtgljd fje tm`` f sthry, `mnt gfje, `mnt pljolm, fje f``. Tglkg ls wgy L whro wltg by stuemjts hj hvmrrleljd tgm futhpl`ht `mnt gfje p`fyljd wglkg smmbs th im fnn`lktljd sh bfjy hn tgmb, olje hn f rmn`mx typm hn fktlvlty wglkg ls aust tgm rmsu`t hn pfsslvm khjnhrblsb, fje tgm hpphsltm hn bmfjljdnu` buslk-bfoljd. Ugm `mnt gfje aust bmfjemrs hj tgm omys wltg jh rmf` bmfjljd, f rfbi`ljd imljd wltg jh khjsklhusjmss. Fjjhyljd lj f trlh sltuftlhj, lt imkhbms fj mvmj ilddmr lssum wgmj p`fyljd sh`h. @hts hn mxmrklsms wm gfvm emskrlime mfr`lmr lj tgm ihho fpp`y gmrm, sukg fs tfppljd tgm `mnt gfje rgytgb, tgmj fktuf``y p`fyljd tgm `mnt gfje, wgl`m sljdljd tgm bm`hey f`` f`hjd. [ukg `mnt-gfje kmjtmrme mxmrklsms `mfe th fjhtgmr hjm wglkg wm gfvm f`rmfey bmjtlhjme iut ls whrtg rmbljeljd gmrm, wglkg ls th p`fy f tujm hj`y wltg tgm `mnt gfje ujtl` lt shujes `lom jhtgljd ls blssljd - Yfvm`'s Slfjh Yfvm`'s Slfjh Khjkmrth nhr tgm @mnt Gfje  Gfje  imljd tgm u`tlbftm mxfbp`m hn suk sukg g f nmft. Gmrm, f`` wm sfle prmvlhus`y fihut tlbljd fje pgrfsljd fpp`lms. Srfktlkljd s`hw`y ls mssmjtlf`, mxfkt`y nhr tgm sfbm rmfshjs fs imnhrm. L f`sh sfle f ilt mfr`lmr1 "tgm wfy yhu pgrfsm, usm fkkmjts hj shbm plvhtf` jhtms, p`fy wltg frtlku`ftlhj fje eyjfblks, p`fkm tgm jhtms lj rm`ftlhj th tgm imft, ls tgm wfy yhu spmfo.‒ Ugls stftmbmjt wfsj't `lbltme th `ljms, iut fpp`lms th mvmrytgljd yhu p`fy. Khbpljd, p`fyljd kghres hr hrjfbmjts, `mnt gfje hr r ldgt gfje hr ihtg, ls fs bukg pfrt hn spmfoljd fs fjytgljd m`sm. Lj buslk `lom lj khjvmrsftlhj, tgmrm frm `hts hn elnnmrmjt `mvm`s hn mxprmsslhj, fje tgmy f`` frm mssmjtlf` khbphjmjts hn wgft ls gfppmjljd. BkKhy Uyjmr p`fyljd "imglje" Urfjm f`wfys spmfos, fje lj gls hwj sh`hs, gls `mnt gfje jmvmr sfys fjytgljd friltrfry hr supmrn`uhus, wglkg ls f kruklf` pfrt hn wgft bfoms gls p`fyljd - fje tgm wgh`m ifje - whro sh wm``. L gldg`y rmkhbbmje prfktlkljd i`hko kghres1 tfom f tujm yhu wfjt th whro hj, fje p`fy lt wltg tgm gfjes bhvljd lj pfrf``m`, prhvleljd f kghre nhr mfkg jhtm hn tgm bm`hey. Lj htgmr whres, wgl`m ommpljd tgm bm`hey k`mfr ft tgm thp, tgm twh gfjes iul`e f kghre ujemr mvmry jhtm hn tgm bm`hey, lj rgytgblk ujlshj wltg lt (tgm mxprmsslhj "`hkome-gfjes" ls f`sh usme th emskrlim sukg syjkgrhjlklty). S`fymrs sukg fs Dmhrdm [gmfrljd, Mrrh` Dfrjmr, Yme Dfr`fje,, hr Il`` Mvfjs wmrm jhthrlhus`y nhje hn lt fje tgmlr p`fyljd sghu`e im usme fs fj mxfbp`m. Lj bfjy kfsms tgm bm`hey ls p`fyme iy ihtg gfjes Dfr`fje slbu`tfjmhus`y, tgm `mnt fje tgm rldgt, sh tgft lt irljds lt hut mvmj bhrm, wgl`m tgm bm`hey p`fyme iy tgm `mnt gfje k`fsgms wltg tgm `hwmst jhtm p`fyme iy tgm rldgt gfje, wglkg ls dmjmrf``y gf`n f stmp hr hjm stmp fihvm lt - gmjkm f blx hn k`frlty fje elsshjfjkm wglkg bfoms tgm wgh`m tgljd sh ljtmrmstljd fje mnnmktlvm. Ugls ls f vmry lbphrtfjt tgljd th whro hj, fntmr wglkg yhu kfj dh th khbpljd bhem wgl`m sljdljd tgm bm`hey yhursm`n, stl`` usljd tgm i`hko kghre tmkgjlqum ft nlrst lj yhur fkkhbpfjlbmjt, tgmj dmttljd fwfy nrhb lt prhdrmsslvm`y, ifko th "jhrbf`" khbpljd sh th spmfo. Ugm ljsplrftlhj nrhb i`hko kghres kh`hr fje tmkgjlqum wl`` rmbflj tghudg, jfturf``y dlvljd yhur khbpljd f bm`helk wgl`m rlkg fje khbpfkt quf`lty. Ft lts imst, lt wl`` bfom yhu nmm` `lom f strljd hrkgmstrf p`fyljd f trfjspfrmjt ymt `usklhus frrfjdmbmjt ft tgm smrvlkm hn tgm bm`hey wgl`m pmrnmkt`y khbp`mbmjtljd lt, shbmtgljd wglkg whu`e bfom fjy sljdmr gfppy. Ugls mxmrklsm `mfes th hjm bhrm vfrlftlhj hj tgm tgmbm hn khjeltlhjljd1 tgm "sp`lt pmrshjf`lty" rhutljm. \hu sp`lt yhursm`n ljth twh elnnmrmjt p`fymrs, hjm wgh khbps fje ommps tgm drhhvm, wgl`m tgm htgmr hjm tfoms kfrm hn tgm bm`helk `ljm. Hj tgm `mnt slem hn tgm omyihfre, "yhu jubimr 6" ls tgm fkkhbpfjlst, p`fyljd ifss jhtms fje kghres, prhvleljd f k`mfr fje drhhvljd supphrt hj wglkg "yhu jubimr 9" wl`` `fy shbm bm`helk bftmrlf` - slbp`m, bmfjljdnu`, "th tgm phljt" pgrfsms wltg f vhkf` quf`lty. Bfom tgm pgrfsm thh `hjd hr thh plfjlstlk fje tgm sljdljd quf`lty wl`` elsfppmfr wgl`m tgm drhhvm wl`` imkhbm buee`me fje wl`` dmt `hst iy `fko hn khjtljulty. @mt tgm khbpljd pfrt imkhbm s`hppy, ujk`mfr, ujnhkusme hr bmfjljd`mss, fje tgm bm`helk pgrfsms tgmbsm`vms wl`` lj turj ` hsm bmfjljd, nhkus, fje quf`lty. Ugm kgf``mjdm ls hn khursm th dlvm f smjsm hn sh`lelty fje khjtljulty th ihtg tgm drhhvm fje tgm bm`hey wgl`m imljd twh buslklfjs ft hjkm. @lom twh futhjhbhus imljds bfoljd buslk thdmtgmr, "yhu jubimr 6" fje "yhu jubimr 9" sghu`e mfkg gfvm tgmlr hwj lemjtlty fje shuje, wgl`m tm``ljd f bmfjljdnu` sthry thdmtgmr. Ugmy sghu`e nmm` `lom twh khjslstmjt pfrf``m` p`fjs kh-mxlstljd ghrlzhjtf``y ft f`` tlbms, mvmj (fje mspmklf``y) wgmj hjm hn tgmb ls jht p`fyljd, ljstmfe hn f vmrtlkf`, afddme, elskhjtljuhus ifko fje nhrtg imtwmmj twh tmjtftlvm buslkf` fpprhxlbftlhjs. Nhr mxfbp`m, ln tgm drhhvm elsfppmfrs hr kh``fpsms mfkg tlbm tgm bm`hey tfoms kmjtmr stfdm, wm'rm lj trhui`m. Lj f nlrst stmp, tgmrm frm twh mfsy wfys hn fkglmvljd tgls. Nlrst wfy1 wgmjmvmr tgm rldgt gfje "sljds" shbmtgljd, ommp p`fyljd wltg tgm `mnt gfje shbmtgljd mxtrmbm`y slbp`m, mvmj hivlhus, iut wglkg whros lj tmrbs hn tgm drhhvm. Ugm slbp`mst wfy th eh tgls ls th bfro tgm nlrst imft hn mvmry ifr, lj sthp kghrus nfsglhj - @huls Frbstrhjd khbms th blje gmrm. Bfroljd mfkg imft hn tgm ifr wltg tgm sfbm kghre, dultfr-`lom - hr Mrrh` Dfrjmr-`lom - ls fjhtgmr hptlhj. [mkhje wfy1 usljd f qumstlhj fje fjswmr typm hn p`fyljd, sthp khbpljd fje drhhvljd wgmjmvmr f bm`helk pgrfsm ls imljd p`fyme, wglkg rmqulrms tgft tgm pgrfsljd fje tlbljd hn tgm bm`helk pgrfsm sghu`e mvhom fje khjtljum tgm drhhvm, `lom f sukkmssnu` sh`h irmfo - Am``y Yh`` Bhrthj wfs f bfstmr ft tgls mxmrklsm. Ugmj rmsubm tgm khbpljd lj tgm spfkms hn tgm bm`hey - wglkg wl`` futhbftlkf``y nhrkm yhu th `mfvm sukg spfkms fje ommp tgm bm`hey slbp`m fje th tgm phljt, f`wfys f dhhe tgljd. Hn khursm tgmrm frm bfjy htgmr wfys th bfom tgls euh whro, k`mvmr`y blxljd gfjes fje nljdmrs fje tfoljd fevfjtfdm hn tgm ljnljltm hrkgmstrf` phsslil`ltlms hn tgm plfjh. Fs emvm`hpme lj tgm "plfjh sghu`e shuje `lom f afzz ifje" kgfptmr, bfjy khbiljftlhjs frm phssli`m fje mfkg wl`` irljd lts pfrt hn elnnlku`ty fje kgf``mjdm - iut wgmj ehjm rldgt, yhu sghu`e gfvm tgm nmm` tgmrm frm rmf``y twh buslkf` pfrts imljd p`fyme, mfkg hjm gfvljd khjtljulty fje bmfjljd, fje tgm shuje hn hjm imljd k`mfr`y elnnmrmjt nrhb tgm shuje hn tgm htgmr, fs ln jht p`fyme iy tgm sfbm pmrshj hr mvmj ljstrubmjt. Mfkg bm`helk pgrfsm sghu`e bmfj shbmtgljd - ; hr 5 jhtms wl`` hntmj fkglmvm tgls imttmr tgfj 63 hr 93, fs @huls Frbstrhjd irl``lfjt`y embhjstrftme - wgl`m tgm drhhvm sghu`e f`wfys im tgmrm, f``hwljd fjy `lstmjmr th tfp gls nhht khjnlemjt`y. Fntmr f wgl`m, bm`hey fje ifkodrhuje wl`` aust blx fje bftkg jfturf``y, fje tgm twh tgljds wl`` imkhbm ljtlbftm`y rm`ftme th mfkg htgmr. \hu wl``, wltghut mvmj tgljoljd fihut lt, nlje yhursm`n p`fyljd f drhhvy bm`hey fdfljst f bm`helk ifkodrhuje, fje shujeljd `lom f sh`hlst tfoljd n`ldgt hj f tfl`hrbfem hrkgmstrf` frrfjdmbmjt. "\hu jubimr 6" fje "yhu jubimr 9" wl`` aust rmshjftm thdmtgmr jfturf``y, ljsplrljd fje trfjskmjeljd mfkg htgmr lj tgm prhkmss, `lom f rmf` euh. Fjhtgmr olje hn sp`lt pmrshjf`lty syjerhbm, wglkg L whu`e kf`` "khjtrh` & `mt dh," kfj im emvm`hpme. Hjm bhrm pfrfehx lj lbprhvlsftlhj ls tgft, wgmj yhu frm lj tgm rldgt stftm, yhu nmm` khjtrh` fje fifjehj lj tgm sfbm tlbm. Ljemme, ihtg khmxlst lj tgm buslkf` fkt lj hremr th dlvm lt smjsm fje bmfjljd. [hbm whu`e tf`o fihut tgm supmrphsltlhj hn tgm lbphsme fje hn tgm nrmm? L prmnmr th khbpfrm lt th kmjtrf` fje pmrlpgmrf` vlslhj - wgft yhu nhkus hj fje wgft yhu pmrkmlvm hut hn tgm "nhkus zhjm," ihtg imljd jmkmssfry fje khbp`mbmjtfry th f sftlsnfkthry vlsuf` pmrkmptlhj. L shbmtlbms emklem th nlx shbmtgljd L fb dhljd th p`fy wltg hjm gfje, fje `mt tgm htgmr gfje "bmfjemr" hj lt. Nhr mxfbp`m, L wl`` p`fy f dlvmj smqumjkm hn kghres hj tgm `mnt gfje, usljd f smt rgytgb, stmfey fje swljdljd, wgl`m p`fyljd lbprhvlsme pgrfsms hj tgm rldgt. L wl`` eh tgls hj tgm i`ums hr rgytgb kgfjdms nhr mxfbp`m, mxp`hrljd elnnmrmjt omys lj hremr th fvhle nljdmr bmbhry fje tgm bmkgfjlkf`, futhpl`ht typm hn p`fyljd lt trlddmrs fntmr f

 

wgl`m. Ommpljd by fttmjtlhj hj tgm smqumjkm hn kghres fje lts stmfeljmss, L `mt by rldgt gfje p`fy fje pgrfsm, f`bhst sui`lbljf``y, ujtl` L pmrkmlvm tgft tgm wgh`m tgljd bfoms smjsm. Lt ls jht tgm kfsm ln, nhr mxfbp`m, tgm pgrfsms shuje rfjehb fje mje firupt`y fje l``hdlkf``y. Ln tgmy shuje kf`ku`ftme fje hvmr`y prmelktfi`m, lt's jht rldgt mltgmr. Ugmrm ls tgls zhjm lj-imtwmmj (fihvm, sghu`e L sfy) wgmrm yhu nmm` tgft ihtg yhur kmjtrf` vlslhj - tgm kghres - fje yhur pmrlpgmrf` vlslhj - tgm pgrfsms - whro wgl`m ljsplrljd fje khbp`mtljd mfkg htgmr. Lt k`lkos, fje yhu gmfr mvmrytgljd k`mfr`y wgl`m gfvljd f smjsm hn imljd p`fyme iy tgm buslk ltsm`n wgmj lt khbms th tgm pgrfsms, tgmlr rgytgb, nmm`, fje prmklslhj imljd f jfturf` hutput hn yhur ljtmdrftme vlslhj. \hu frm tgmj "smmljd" tgm buslk wltg f nlsg-mym `mjs, fje tgm quf`lty hn tgm pgrfsljd ls jfturf``y tgmrm, bm`helkf``y fje rgytgblkf``y rhhtme lj tgm kghref` supphrt, lj f wfy tgft whu`e im lbphssli`m th rmprheukm iy bm`helk fje rgytgblk khjkmpts fje kf`ku`ftlhjs. Fdflj gmrm, prfktlkljd s`hw`y, ommpljd lt slbp`m, fje vhkf`lzljd wgft yhu frm p`fyljd frm pfrfbhujt. Hn khursm tgmrm frm bfjy wfys th eh tgls mxmrklsm. Ugm nlxme pfrt kfj im p`fyme iy mltgmr gfje, kfj im f `ljm, hr f pfttmrj, hr f ifss `ljm, mtk. Shsslil`ltlms frm ljnljltm. S`fyljd kghres wltg tgm `mnt gfje wgl`m p`fyljd tgm ifss `ljm wltg tgm rldgt gfje, krhss-gfjeme, ls fjhtgmr vmry lbphrtfjt mxmrklsm, sljkm tgmrm ls fj Dfrjmr hr  hr Fgbfe Afbf` hr Afbf` hr Il`` Mvfjs Mvfjs nhr  nhr mxfbp`m1 mssmjtlf` khjjmktlhj imtwmmj f plfjlst's `mnt gfje fje tgm rgytgb smktlhj lj f trlh smtup. @lstmj th Mrrh` Dfrjmr tgmlr `mnt gfje ls fj l jtmdrf` pfrt hn tgm rgytgb smktlhj, fje bfoms tgm wgh`m buslk k`lko ljth p`fkm. Ugmlr mxfbp`m embhjstrftms tgft f plfjlst's `mnt gfje lj f trlh smtup ls f bfahr ljsplrftlhjf` nhrkm. L rmkhbbmje fjy plfjlst whroljd wltg f rmdu`fr rgytgb smktlhj th shbmtlbms p`fy hj`y tgm `mnt gfje wltg tgmb, khbpljd wltg lt ujtl` yhu nmm` tgm khjjmktlhj ls mstfi`lsgme fje lt `hkos. Ugm khjjmktlhj wltg tgm ifss ls typlkf``y `mss spmktfku`fr iut vmry hntmj bhrm krltlkf` tgfj wltg tgm erubs - jht hj`y imkfusm gfrbhjy ls ljvh`vme iut f`sh imkfusm tgm khbiljftlhj hn rgytgbs p`fyme iy tgm ifss fje iy tgm plfjlst's `mnt gfje ls kruklf` lj hremr th prhpm` tgm mjsmbi`m fje ljsplrm tgm erubbmr. Ymbmbimr, Bhjo sfle tgft yhu gfvm th bfom tgm erubbmr shuje dhhe, wglkg ls hjm hn tgm bhst lbphrtfjt prmkmpts yhu khu`e phssli`y gmfr hj tgls bfttmr. F`` wm sfle fihut tlbljd, pgrfsljd, khbpljd fje tgm rmst ls elrmkt`y rm`ftme th lt. F drmft afzz buslklfj, plfjlst hr m`sm, ls hjm wgh, tgfjos th gls quf`ltlms lj tgmsm frmfs, ldjltms erubbmrs tgm rldgt wfy. Lt gfs th eh wltg tlbljd hn khursm, iut f`sh wltg mjmrdy if`fjkm nmm`ljd rm`fxme mjhudg th nmm` fje gmfr mvmrytgljd - fje wltg bm`hey. @lstmj th drmft sljdmrs sukg fs M``f hr Il``lm fje tgm wfy tgmy bfom tgm rgytgb smktlhj swljd, drhhvm, fje n`hw hj fjy tmbph - ljk`ueljd vmry s`hw if``fes - aust iy tgm wfy tgmy p`fy wltg tgm bm`hey, p`fkm lt, pgrfsm lt, nmm` lt. Ury lt iy p`fyljd wltg f rgytgb smktlhj fje, tgls tlbm, eh tgm rmvmrsm hn wgft wm sfle lj tgm prmvlhus pfrfdrfpg1 p`fy hj`y tgm bm`hey, jh kghre, jhtgljd m`sm. Fdflj, wgmj lt whros fje n`hws, yhu ojhw yhu sfjd lt rldgt. Lj sghrt, f drmft plfjlst jmmes th gfvm tgm quf`ltlms hn tl bljd, pgrfsljd, frtlku`ftlhj, drhhvm, fje nmm`ljd hn f drmft sljdmr, f drmft ghrj p`fymr, f drmft rgytgb smktlhj, fje f drmft ild ifje f`` ft hjkm. Ugmrm khbms fjhtgmr hjm hn tgmsm khujt`mss fppfrmjt pfrfehxms lj buslk1 tgm nmm`ljd hn hjmjmss wm t f`ome fihut ft tgm imdljjljd hn tgm prmvlhus kgfptmr emrlvms elrmkt`y nrhb tgls sp`lt-pmrshjf`lty fil`lty th im sh bfjy t gljds ft hjkm. @lom lj `lnm, `hvm, pfljtljd, hr f drmft sybpghjy, khbp`mbmjtfrlty ls tgm omy th ujlty. @lstmjljd th tgm imst plfjlsts wl`` tm`` yhu bhrm hj tgm suiamkt tgft fjy ihho lj tgm whr`e1 yhu gmfr sh bfjy tgljds fje ymt lt imkhbms hjm. Fs elnnmrmjt fs tgmsm frtlsts frm, tgls ls prmklsm`y wgft ujltms tgmb, f`hjd wltg hrkgmstrftlhj, th wglkg lt ls fktuf``y k`hsm`y rm`ftme. Iut hn khursm ehljd "bfjy t gljds" ls jht mjhudg, fje ln ehjm wrhjd, lt kfj dlvm f nmm`ljd hn ljkhjslstmjky, khjnuslhj, mvmj jhjsmjsm. Tgft bfoms lt whro ls wgft tgm frtlst gmfrs, smms, nmm`s, fje prheukms, ghw gm khbphsms tgm buslk hj tgm spht fje ljtmrprmts lt rldgt fwfy - tgm bfdlk squfrm wglkg tgls ihho ls f`` fihut. Ugmrm ls fjhtgmr tgljd tgft ujltms f`` drmft ljstrubmjtf`lsts (jht hj`y plfjlsts)1 tgm ljstrubmjt ls hj`y f thh`, fje tgmy, tgm frtlsts, frm tgm trum ljstrubmjts hn tgmlr frt. Ugm frtlst ls tgm mjtlty wglkg prheukms tgm buslk, wgmrmfs tgm bftmrlf` ljstrubmjt, plfjh, ghrj, dultfr, ifss, erubs, hr m`sm, ls hj`y f jmkmssfry trfjs`ftlhj emvlkm, turjljd tgm buslk ljth shuje. Ugmrm ls tgls whjemrnu` sthry hn fj fuelmjkm bmbimr tm``ljd tgm drmft vlh`ljlst Afskgf Gmlnmtz ft tgm mje hn f khjkmrt1 "Bfmstrh, yhur vlh`lj shujeme sh drmft thjldgt." Fs f rmsphjsm, Gmlnmtz irhudgt tgm vlh`lj jmfr gls mfr fje sfle1 "Nujjy, L ehj't gmfr fjytgljd." Iut tgmrm ls jh emjyljd tgft tgm thh`'s kgfrfktmrlstlks gfvm fj lbpfkt hj tgm buslk imljd bfem (htgmrwlsm vlh`ljlsts whu`ej't spmje tgft bukg bhjmy hj [trfelvfrlus hr [trfelvfrlus hr Dufrjmrlus ljstrubmjts!). Dufrjmrlus ljstrubmjts!). Fj hivlhus m`mbmjt ls tgm ljstrubmjt ltsm`n - f erubbmr prheukms elnnmrmjt buslk nrhb f ifss p`fymr nhr mxfbp`m - fje lts quf`lty. Iut tgmrm frm htgmr suit`m pfrfbmtmrs. Nhr mxfbp`m, f plfjlst nfkms gls ljstrubmjt wgmrmfs f dultfr p`fymr nfkms tgm `lstmjmr, fje tgls lbpfkts tgm wfy buslk ls gmfre, nm`t, fje trfjsblttme. \fbfgf smje  smje vmry elnnmrmjt shujes, kh`hrs, fje nmm`ljds ifko th tgm plfjlst, Uf`oljd hj`y fihut plfjhs1 f [tmljwfy, [tmljwfy, f Iþsmjehrnmr, f Nfzlh`l, Nfzlh`l, hr f \fbfgf fje buslk kfj kgfjdm erfbftlkf``y fs f rmsu`t. [hbm ljstrubmjts "bfom buslk" wgl`m shbm htgmrs ehj't, wglkg wm, plfjlsts, ojhw wm`` fje nmfr f `ht. Ugm ilddmst kgf``mjdm, nhr tgm vfst bfahrlty hn us wgh kfj't trfvm` wltg hur hwj ljstrubmjts, ls th nlje f wfy th bfom buslk hj fj ljstrubmjt wm ehj't ojhw, khjjmkt th lt lj f tlbm wglkg ls dmjmrf``y vmry `lbltme, fje bfom lt tf`o th tgm imst hn hur fje lts fil`ltlms. Gmrm, khjeltlhjljd tmkgjlqums sukg fs bmjtf` lbfdms khbm lj gfjey, sh eh sukg tgljds fs mxpmrlmjkm fje rm`fxftlhj. Iut tgm bhst lbphrtfjt tgljd ls th gmfr tgm buslk `lom yhu frm f `lstmjmr lj tgm fuelmjkm1 lbbmelftm`y, yhu nmm` tgm ljstrubmjt ft f elstfjkm, wglkg f``hws yhu th tm`` tgm p`fymr, tgls htgmr slem hn yhu, ghw th gfje`m tgm sltuftlhj. Lt's immj f vmry `hjd tlbm sljkm L gfvm bmt f sltuftlhj wgmrm L khu`ej't bfom buslk imkfusm hn tgm ljstrubmjt hr tgm fkhustlks. Imslems, p`fyljd f jht sh dhhe ljstrubmjt lj f jht sh dhhe rhhb kfj rm`lmvm tgm prmssurm iy jmutrf`lzljd f ild mjmby1 gldg mxpmktftlhjs. Ylkgtmr jmvmr wfjtme th plko f plfjh imnhrm f khjkmrt imkfusm hn tgm prmssurm ljvh`vme - gm whu`e tgmj p`fy tgm wgh`m khjkmrt whjemrljd wgmtgmr hr jht gm gfe kghsmj tgm rldgt ljstrubmjt! Gm mxprmssme lt iy sfyljd tgft yhu sghu`e t fom f plfjh `lom yhu tfom emstljy, fje feeme tgft gm ele shbm hn gls imst khjkmrts hj ife plfjhs. Hn khursm tgls ls f khjtrhvmrslf` fttltuem tgft shbm wm``-ojhwj plfjlsts wl`` strhjd`y elsfdrmm wltg. Fdflj gmrm, elnnmrmjt pmrshjf`ltlms `mfe th elnnmrmjt fttltuems. By hwj plfjh tmkgjlqum fje prfktlkljd rhutljms frm ifsme hj emvm`hpljd nljdmr fje gfje futhjhby - L prmnmr tgls whre th ljempmjemjkm - sh tgft mfkg kfj im ft by buslkf` smrvlkm fje nrmm`y mxprmss wgft L gmfr fje nmm`. Lj f wfy, nljdmrs fje gfjes sghu`e im `lom elnnmrmjt ljstrubmjts lj by plfjhmbu`ftme ifje, sh tgft L kfj prheukm shujes, vhlkms, kh`hrs... lj hjm whre1 hrkgmstrftm. Tltghut dhljd thh nfr ljth spmklnlk plfjh tmkgjlqum - wglkg whu`e rmqulrm lts hwj hpus fje strfy fwfy thh bukg nrhb tgm dmjmrf` splrlt hn tgls ihho - L kfj sfy tgft bhst mxmrklsms L eh frm ifsme hj elnnmrmjtlftlhj. L usm elnnmrmjt rgytgbs, pgrfsljds, frtlku`ftlhjs, eyjfblks, omy hr tlbm sldjfturms, mltgmr iy swltkgljd nrhb hjm th tgm htgmr lj tgm blee`m hn fj mxmrklsm, hr iy usljd hjm nhr tgm `mnt gfje fje fjhtgmr hjm nhr tgm rldgt. [hbmtlbms L mvmj eh ihtg - usm elnnmrmjt hjms nhr tgm `mnt fje rldgt gfjes, fje swltkg hj f rmdu`fr ifsls th f jmw hjm nhr mfkg gfje, ommpljd tgmb elnnmrmjt hn khursm. L mvmj pusg nurtgmr iy shbmtlbms blxljd mxmrklsms, prfktlkljd hjm mxmrklsm wltg tgm `mnt gfje fje fjhtgmr hjm wltg tgm rldgt hjm, hr usljd tgm "fskmjeljd" pfrt hn fj mxmrklsm ft hjm gfje fje tgm "emskmjeljd" pfrt ft t gm htgmr gfje, th dmjmrftm khjtrfry bhtlhj hn tgm gfjes. [ukg fj hvmrusme mxmrklsm ihho fs tgm nfbhus "Bmtghem " Bmtghem Gfjhj" Gfjhj" kfj `mje ljkrmeli`m kgf``mjdms wgmj usme tgft wfy - tgmrm frm fktuf``y f vfrlmty hn rgytgbs fje frtlku`ftlhjs ljelkftme ft tgm imdljjljd hn tgm ihho, wglkg kfj gm`p emsldj yhur hwj mxmrklsms. Fs f rmsu`t yhu jmvmr prfktlkm bmkgfjlkf``y, iut f`wfys gfvm th khjkmjtrftm fje nhkus ujtl` mfkg nljdmr, mfkg gfje ehms mxfkt`y wgft lt ls supphsme th eh, fje yhu gmfr mvmrytgljd fje tgm wgh`m wltg k`frlty. Ugls, th bm, ls f ild elnnmrmjkm imtwmmj trfeltlhjf` plfjh prfktlkm - p`fy tgm rldgt jhtms - fje hrkgmstrf` plfjh prfktlkm - bfom tgm rldgt shujes. Fs f bfttmr hn nfkt, drmft k`fsslkf` plfjh buslk, imljd hrkgmstrf` lj splrlt, fihujes lj mxfbp`ms hn sukg elnnmrmjtlftlhj. Ugmrm frm bfjy ljstfjkms lj Bhzfrt, Immtghvmj, hr Kghplj nhr mxfbp`m, hn pfssfdms wgmrm elnnmrmjt nljdmrs fje gfjes eh shbmtgljd vmry elnnmrmjt - hjm gfje p`fyljd krmskmjeh hr stfkkfth wgl`m tgm htgmr hjm p`fys emkrmskmjeh hr `mdfth, nhr mxfbp`m - fje wgmrm usm hn tgm pmef` sghu`e im smjsli`m, ln jht fvhleme f`thdmtgmr, th ommp tgm hrkgmstrftlhj k`mfr. Ugm nfkt bhrm tgft shelnnlku`t nmw k`fsslkf` nh``hw tgmsmrftgmr ljelkftlhjs nfltgnu``y, erhwjljd ljstmfe tgm d`hrlhus buslk lj p`fymrs nfom hiamktlvlty fjesukg gmfvy pmef`ljd, sghws ghw bukg lt ls th plfjlsts im fj hrkgmstrfthr tgfj aust f plfjlst. @lstmjljd th shbm hn tgm pfst fs Ghnnbfj hr Ghnnbfj hr Ghrhwltz, yhu rmf`lzm tgmlr vlrtuhslty ls jht bmrm`y plfjlstlk, iut ljemme, hrkgmstrf`. Lj f wfy, tgm omy th dhhe plfjh p`fyljd ls em-plfjlstlnlkftlhj. \mguel Bmjuglj sfle Bmjuglj sfle tgft, wgmj jht nme iy buslk, vlrtuhslty aust elms. L whu`e dh hjm

 

stmp nurtgmr iy sfyljd tgft rmf` vlrtuhslty ls aust fj m`mbmjt hn buslk fbhjd bfjy htgmrs, sfbm fs smeuktlhj ls f khbphjmjt hn `hvm. Kghplj, @lszt, Yfvm`, fje Srhohnlmv gfvm l``ustrftme tgls irl``lfjt`y, fje sh gfvm Frt Uftub, Iue Shwm``, Omltg Afrrmtt, fje Bfrtlf` [h`f`. Umkgjlqum dlvms lemfs, fje lj turj lemfs, ln yhu nh``hw tgmb, frm wgft wl`` bfom yhur tmkgjlqum emvm`hp tgm rldgt wfy. Em-plfjlstlnlkftlhj kfj im fkglmvme iy khjeltlhjljd, bmjtf` lbfdms, pgyslkf` bmfjs - sukg fs stfjeljd up, Omltg Afrrmtt-`lom, hr khjeuktljd, D`mjjDhu`e-`lom, hr gubbljd, Afrrmtt-Dhu`e-`lom, mtk. Hjm tgljd wm gfvm th dh ifko th tghudg, fs f drmft fje kruklf` em-plfjlstlnlkftlhj emvlkm, ls bm`hey, fje tgls irljds ifko fj lbphrtfjt mxmrklsm fsshklftme wltg lt1 tgm "sljdmr + fkkhbpfjlst" mxmrklsm. [tfrt iy sljdljd tgm bm`hey hn f stfjefre, aust wltg tgm vhlkm, wltghut p`fyljd. Ugmj ommp ehljd lt wgl`m p`fyljd f ifkodrhuje fkkhbpfjlbmjt th tgm bm`hey hj tgm plfjh, iut hj`y fs fj fntmrtghudgt, `lom f sljdmrDutgrlm hr  hr Dmhrdms Irfssmjs whu`e eh, usljd tgm ljstrubmjt jfturf``y fje ujsm`nkhjsklhus`y ft tgm smrvlkm hn shjdwrltmr fje nh`o buslklfj sukg fs Thhey Dutgrlm tgm bm`hey fje tgm whres. Lj htgmr whres, `mt tgm vhlkm mxprmss tgm bflj khjtmjt wgl`m tgm plfjh, prhvleljd f slbp`m, dultfr-`lom ifkodrhuje, p`fys f purm`y supphrtljd, ujjhtlkmfi`m rh`m - ltlt, ls iut tgmrm iut pmrlpgmrf``y. ommp ehljd mxfkt`y tgm sfbm tgljd yhu wmrm sh Gmrm nfr mxkmpt tgft jhw p`fy tgm bm`hey f`bhst hj tgm plfjh wgl`m sljdljd f`bhst `lom yhu frmUgmj jht p`fyljd lt ymt, `lom jhtgljd gfs kgfjdme nrhbehljd imnhrm. yhu swltkg th yhu tgm sp`ltpmrshjf`lty khjeltlhjljd, mxprmssljd ihtg bm`hey fje fkkhbpfjlbmjt hj tgm plfjh? tgm ljstrubmjt ls aust f sui`lbljf` mkgh hn yhur vhlkm, wgl`m ommpljd gls fkkhbpfjyljd rh`m iy stl`` supphrtljd tgm bm`hey wltg lts strubbljd. Ehljd tgls nhr f wgl`m wl`` f``hw yhu th blx ihtg pfrts jfturf``y tgmj nmm`, fntmr f wgl`m, strljds-`lom kh`hrs ljsljuftm tgmbsm`vms ljth tgm ifkodrhuje, fje tgm bm`hey khbm th `lnm hj tgm ljstrubmjt wltghut smmbljd th. Ugmrm wl`` f`wfys im tgls pmrlpgmrf` quf`lty th tgm ifkodrhuje, wgl`m tgm bm`hey wl`` rmbflj kmjtmr stfdm. Gmfrljd tgm wgh`m tgljd, shbmtgljd wl`` strlom yhu1 tgft yhu whu`e jmvmr gfvm fkglmvme lt iy tryljd, fje tgft lt whu`e gfvm nm`t thh elnnlku`t th fkglmvm sukg jfturf` ljempmjemjkm, elsshklftlhj, blx hn kh`hrs, fje k`frlty wltg  aust tmkgjlkf` fil`lty. Khjsklhusjmss fje pgyslkf`lty wl`` hj`y `mfe yhu sh nfr, gmjkm tgm trum kgf``mjdm1 bfoljd tgm elnnlku`t mfsy nrhb fihvm, jht nrhb ljslem - lj htgmr whres, tgrhudg buslk, jht tmkgjlqum. Ugls wl`` f`sh gfppmj wgmj yhu prfktlkm f k`fsslkf` plmkm `hjd mjhudg th gmfr fje nmm` lt sh jfturf``y tgft lts tmkgjlkf` elnnlku`tlms imkhbm `lom tgm kh`hrs hn fj lbprmsslhjlstlk kfjvfs1 khbp`mx lj emtfl`, iut slbp`m fje imfutlnu` smmj nrhb f elstfjkm. Umkgjlqum dlvms lemfs, iut buslk ls wgft dlvms tmkgjlqum.

 

KGFSUMY 9.69 TF@O HJ UGM UGM TL@E [LEM (nfbhus @hu Ymme shjd) "L'b stl`` prfktlkljd bfjy tgljds yhu tfudgt bm fje tgmy smmb th whro hut vmry dhhe. Nljf``y L'b fi`m th sljd tgm rlem (kybif`) fje lbprhvlsm! Lt  thho bm shbm tlbm iut lt's fj ljkrmeli`m smjsftlhj, L nmm` bhrm nrmm th eh wgftmvmr L wfjt fje L kfj gmfr tgm buslk tgft ls imljd p`fyme f `ltt`m ilt nrhb tgm hutslem, wglkg L `lom f `ht."  `ht."   (Ahm` Bhrmjh) Ugls bmssfdm nrhb f stuemjt hn bljm, fje dlntme dultfr p`fymr, sghu`e jhw spmfo nhr ltsm`n th yhu. Ghwmvmr, tgm rmfshj wgy L fb quhtljd Ahm` ls imkfusm hn shbmtgljd yhu kfj nmm` tgrhudg wgft gm ls sfyljd, shbmtgljd tgft dhms imyhje gls hwj whres. Sfsslhj hn khursm, iut shbmtgljd m`sm tgft dhms gfje lj gfje wltg pfsslhj1 nmfr`mssjmss. Bhst afzz stuemjts gfvm strhjd ljgliltlhjs. Ugmy frm khjkmrjme fihut wgft pmhp`m tgljo fihut tgmlr p`fyljd, ljtlbleftme iy pmmr prmssurm fje fkfemblk elotfts, p`fdume wltg pmrshjf` ljsmkurltlms fje sh nhrtg. Lj feeltlhj th tgmsm bhst`y jhj-buslkf` nhrkms, tgmy nmm` f purm`y buslkf` ljsmkurlty1 tgm nmfr hn p`fyljd ife`y. Fje tgls dhms gfje lj gfje wltg f bhrm spmklnlk, fje hntmj austlnlme, pfrfjhlf1 tgm nmfr hn dmttljd `hst. Bfjy stuemjts shuje skfrme, frm skfrme imkfusm tgmy frm jht nrmm fs Ahm` emskrlims, sljkm tgmy ojhw tgft `mttljd dh wl`` `mfe th f krlpp`ljd `hss hn rgytgb wglkg wl`` fnnmkt htgmr mssmjtlf` m`mbmjts hn tgm buslk (tmbph, drhhvm, swljd, nhrb, khjstruktlhj, mtk.). Ugm erubbmr hr tgm ifss p`fymr hr ihtg wl`` `hho ft tgmb rmprhfkgnu``y imkfusm hn ujnhrtujftm ljklemjts, f imft solppme gmrm, fjhtgmr hjm feeme tgmrm, tgm nhrb dmttljd bmssme up, mtk. [h th fvhle lt, tgmy turj tgm DS[ hj fje stfy hj tgm rhfe lt tm``s tgmb th nh``hw. Ahm` nmm`s nrmm imkfusm gm kfj gmfr - f `ltt`m ilt nrhb tgm hutslem, fs gm puts lt. Gm ls lj f stftm hn gmfrljd, ljstmfe hn imljd lj tgm fkt hn p`fyljd. Gm ehmsj't nh``hw f rhfe, iut krmftms lt, fje imkhbms pfrt hn lt. Lj f wfy, gm ehms jhtgljd, gfs jhtgljd th eh, imkfusm lt's f`rmfey tgmrm. Gm kfj't im skfrme imkfusm tgmrm ls jh kghlkm th bfom fjybhrm, jh prmssurm fs th "wgft sghu`e L p`fy8", fje yhu kfj't dmt `hst wgmj tgmrm ls hj`y hjm wfy - nrhb fismjkm hn kghlkm khbms nrmmehb, nrhb tgm ljmvltfi`m khbms nmfr`mssjmss. Bhrm pfrfehxms! Lj sukg f stftm, yhu fje yhur wgh`m ihey frm ft f elstfjkm nrhb tgm ljstrubmjt, fje nrhb tgm wgh`m ifje. Ugm rmsu`t ls f thtf` pmrkmptlhj tgft dhms f`hjd wltg f thtf` smjsftlhj, f khbp`mtm lbbmrslhj lj tgm buslk imljd p`fyme. Fs f rmsu`t, bfjy tgljds wglkg frm fppfrmjt`y elstljkt - ft `mfst fkkhreljd th tgm fkfemblk / ljtm``mktuf` vlslhj hn buslk - turj hut th im elnnmrmjt nfkmts hn tgm sfbm tgljd. [huje fje tlbljd, bm`hey fje gfrbhjy... f`` ujemrdh f smjsuf` nuslhj. Lt ls jht ljtm``mktuf`, jhr tmkgjlkf`. Bhrm prmklsm`y, tmkgjlqum ehmsj't bfom lt gfppmj iut f``hws lt th gfppmj iy rmbhvljd ujwfjtme histfk`ms i`hkoljd tgm fkkmsslhj th tgft stftm - bflj`y, f pgyslkf` sm`n-khjsklhusjmss wglkg prmvmjts tgm smjsms nrhb whroljd ft t gmlr nu`` mxtmjt. L im`lmvm tgft ljsmkurltlms fje mdh - fdflj, twh slems hn tgm sfbm khlj - sghu`e jht im nhudgt fdfljst, fje tgft tgmy kfj fktuf``y im prmklhus f``lms hj tgm rhfe th drmft buslk. Fs wm phljtme hut mfr`lmr, yhu iul`e yhur buslkf` ghbm wltg yhur `lblts, fje gmrm ls jh mxkmptlhj. Ljstmfe, wgft ls jmmeme ls f if`fjkm imtwmmj tgm nmfr hn nfl`ljd fje tgm mxkltmbmjt prhvleme iy tgm stftm wm gfvm aust emskrlime. L whu`e mvmj dh fs nfr fs th sfy tgft tgm tmjslhj imtwmmj ljsmkurlty fje `hvm ls wgft dlvms buslk tgm imst olje hn mjmrdy, elstfjkm, fje imfuty. Il`` Mvfjs, Ahgj Kh`trfjm, fje Bl`ms Efvls wmrm `ftm i`hhbmrs fje khu`e im jhthrlhus`y sm`n-emprmkftljd? hj tgm htgmr gfje, buslk thukgme tgmb emmpmr fje strhjdmr tgfj bhst. Uh pfrfpgrfsm ^mrel's  ^mrel's  quhtm fihut nfltg, nfkl`lty ls drmft, `fko hn nfkl`lty ls mvmj imttmr. Ugm stftm hn drfkm ls f bystmrlhus fje m`uslvm tgljd k`mfr`y imyhje whres? ghwmvmr, f nmw tgljds kfj im sfle fihut lt. Eurljd tgm bfdlkf` euh plfjh mxpmrlmjkm wltg f stuemjt hn bljm wglkg L mvhome lj f prmvlhus kgfptmr, tgmrm wfs f pgyslkf`, pf`pfi`m stftm hn "L gmfr wgft yhu gmfr" `mfeljd elrmkt`y th jfturf` nmm`ljd fje ljsplrftlhj, trlddmrljd hsbhsls imtwmmj tgm buslklfjs, fje prhvleljd smjsm th tgm buslk imljd p`fyme. \hu gmfr, fje lj tgm sfbm tlbm, yhu nmm` tgm htgmr buslklfj(s) gmfrljd tgm mxfkt sfbm tgljd. @lom lj `hvm, yhu imkhbm shu` bftms... hr rftgmr shuje bftms! Hj tgm htgmr gfje, yhu shbmtlbms gfvm tgm smjsftlhj, wgl`m yhu frm p`fyljd, tgft yhu sueemj`y sthp gmfrljd tgm buslk. Lt nmm`s `lom f p`ud ls imljd pu``me. Ugm dhhe - ymt hntmj khujtmrljtultlvm - rmfktlhj ls th tfom f stmp ifko fje `mt tgm buslk khbm ifko th yhu, ommpljd lt slbp`m, ujtl` yhu nlje tgft stftm hn gmfrljd hjkm fdflj. Tgft wm sfle fihut tgm stftm hn drfkm thwfres tgm imdljjljd hn tgm ihho fpp`lms gmrm1 tgm ;Y - rmkhdjlzm, rmkhre, rmkf``. Ugm rmkf``ljd pfrt, wglkg ls tgm hjm jmmeme gmrm, kf``s nhr yhu th im rm`fxme fje hpmj, jht tmjsm fje wl``n u`. Gmrm, f kruklf` stftmbmjt wm gfvm f`rmfey bfem mfr`lmr jmmes th im bfem fdflj, mspmklf``y lj rm`ftlhj th tlbljd lssums1 yhu ehj't jmme th `lstmj th shbmtgljd yhu gmfr. L phljtme lt hut th f stuemjt hjkm wltghut mvmj tgljoljd fihut lt? tgm smjtmjkm kfbm hut hn by bhutg fs mvlemjt`y fs 6 + 6 2 9, fje L whjemrme ghw lj tgm whr`e L gfej't tghudgt fihut lt imnhrm. Tm wmrm p`fyljd  F`` I`ums lj I`ums  lj fj 66/5 vmrslhj, tgm ifss `ljm imljd f bhelnlme vmrslhj hn tgm hrldljf`, sghrtmjme iy hjm imft mvmry htgmr ifr. By stuemjt, f ifss p`fymr, wfs khjkmjtrftljd sh gfre hj p`fyljd tgm `ljm fje `lstmjljd th bm p`fyljd lt wltg by `mnt gfje f`hjd wltg glb, tgft gm khu`ej't p`fy fjybhrm, fje gls tlbljd wfs dmttljd f`` bmssme up. F`` gls phwmr hn khjkmjtrftlhj wfs dhljd ljth tgls `lstmjljd fkt. Ugls ls wgmj L fevlsme glb th aust `mt gls gmfrljd eh tgm whro, jfturf``y fje lj tgm ifkodrhuje. Ugmj, blrfku`hus`y, gm khu`e p`fy fdflj, mvmj drhhvljd lj f wfy tgft f``hwme us th gfvm `hts hn nuj fje eh f`` olje hn tgljds wltghut dmttljd `hst hjkm. Lt nm`t `lom f blrfk`m kurm. L tghudgt fihut lt f `ht fntmrwfres, fje rmf`lzme tgft tgm wgh`m blstfom wfs tgm fkfemblk khjkmptlhj hn ljtmrp`fy1 `lstmjljd th mfkg htgmr ljtmjt`y lj hremr th khjjmkt fje bfom dhhe buslk thdmtgmr. L rmf`lzme tgft lt wfs tgm pmrnmkt wfy jht th bfom buslk, fktuf``y. @lom lj f emiftm imtwmmj ph`ltlklfjs, hr `lom lt gfppmjs hntmj lj shklf` jmtwhroljd, pmhp`m eh `lstmj th mfkg htgmr iut u`tlbftm`y lt ls f`` fihut "bm," fihut imljd khjvljkljd fje femquftm fje jhtlkme - yhu khu`e f`bhst sfy tgft pmhp`m `lstmj th mfkg htgmr lj hremr th dmt tgm ljnhrbftlhj wglkg wl`` tgmj f``hw tgmb th drfi tgm fttmjtlhj fje khjvljkm. Lj fjy kfsm, tgm rmsu`t ls f supmrnlklf` khjjmktlhj, ifsme hj ljn`umjkm fje lbltftlhj. Bhrmhvmr L rmf`lzme, th dh ifko th tgm purm`y buslkf` slem hn lt, tgft "hvmr-`lstmjljd" wfs tgm shurkm hn f `ht hn rgytgblk prhi`mbs tgft sh bfjy hn by stuemjts wmrm gfvljd wgl`m p`fyljd thdmtgmr. Lj f wfy, iy ljtmjt`y nhkusljd hj tgm htgmr buslklfjs' p`fyljd, tgmy wmrm `lom f erlvmr nhkusljd hj mvmry emtfl` hn tgm `fjeskfpm, fje shhj krfsgljd gls kfr lj tgm prhkmss. Tm gfvm f`rmfey phljtme hut tgft, lj hremr th wf`o tgrhudg buslk, yhu sghu`e `hho lj nrhjt hn yhu, jht ft tgm drhuje hr ft yhur sghms. Gmrm, lj f drhup sltuftlhj, f shbmwgft slbl`fr lbfdm kfj im usme1 yhu ehj't jmme th `hho ft mvmry `mfn hn mvmry trmm lj f `fjeskfpm th drfsp fje fpprmklftm lt. Hj tgm khjtrfry, yhu wl`` rmf``y mxpmrlmjkm tgm `fjeskfpm ln yhu `mt yhursm`n im thukgme iy lts hvmrf`` imfuty fje `mt yhur irflj eh tgm fjf`ytlk prhkmssljd lj tgm ifkodrhuje, fwfy nrhb khjsklhusjmss fje wl`` - tgmj yhu smm f`` tgm `mfvms jfturf``y, wltghut mvmj imljd fwfrm hn lt. Fdflj lt gfs f `ht th eh wltg pmrlpgmrf` vlslhj, tgm fil`lty th pmrkmlvm tgljds wltghut `hholjd ft tgmb - lrhjlkf``y, tgm kmjtmr hn tgm mym ls i`lje, sh ln yhu `hho ft f phljt thh ljtmjt`y, yhu mje up jht smmljd lt ft f``, aust try lt wgmj wftkgljd elb stfrs lj tgm soy. Smrlpgmrf` gmfrljd, ljstmfe hn ljtmjsm `lstmjljd, wl`` `mfe th hsbhsls, wglkg ls bukg bhrm tgfj ljtmrp`fy. Lt wl`` f`` im tgmrm, wltghut tgm jmme th frtlnlklf``y nhkus hj tgls hr tgft emtfl`, ujif`fjkljd tgm wgh`m pmrkmptlhj lj tgm prhkmss. Lj fjhtgmr ljstfjkm hn ljtmrjf`lzftlhj, tgm shujes prheukme iy tgm ifje wl`` bmrdm ljth f prlbf` smjsftlhj, ahljljd thdmtgmr ft tgm emmpmst `mvm` hn yhur buslkf` shu`. [hbmtlbms L dh fs nfr fs th fevlsm shbm stuemjts th `lstmj bhrm th tgmbsm`vms fje tgmlr hwj p`fyljd, fje `mss th tgm rmst hn tgm ifje - mspmklf``y lj sltuftlhjs wgmj tgmy frm elssftlsnlme hr hvmrwgm`bme iy sukg fje sukg buslkf` lssum gfvljd th eh wltg tgm ifje tgmy frm p`fyljd wltg. Lt trlddmrs fj ljtmrmstljd slem mnnmkt1 tgmy pmrkmlvm tgm rmst hn tgm ifje `mss khjsklhus`y fje tgmrmnhrm bhrm jfturf``y fje syjtgmtlkf``y, lj f bhrm `fle ifko fje ljtmrjf`lzme wfy, fje rmfkt wltg bhrm buslkf`lty - fje `mss strmss - th jhj lemf` sltuftlhjs. Ugls gfs f tgrmmnh`e khjsmqumjkm1 6. tgmy elskhvmr tgft tgm stftm hn gmfrljd kfj im fkkmssme lj bhst klrkubstfjkms, mvmj prhi`mbftlk hjms, wltg f`wfys tgmy wl`` fkkmss tgls stftm ljkrmfsme nfkl`lty fje ljtmjslty jmxt tlbm p`fy`mss lj fhntmj, bhrmwglkg nfvhrfi`m sltuftlhj. ;. imkfusm tgmy kfjimjmnlklf` pmrkmlvm mnnmkts. tgm ifje9.fs f wgh`m, tgmy rmfkt bukgwltg imttmr th rgytgblk ujkmrtfljtlms hr tgm fkklemjts fjetgmy dmt `hst lj turj bfoms tgmb mvmj strhjdmr iy ljkrmfsljd tgmlr `mvm` hn khjnlemjkm. Lj htgmr whres, lt dlvms tgmb bhrm rmslstfjkm th iubps hj tgm rhfe, wglkg dhms gfje lj gfje wltg nmfr`mssjmss fje khjslstmjky.

 

Lj khjjmktlhj th tgls suiamkt, by mxpmrlmjkm tmfkgljd mjsmbi`ms ft J\] [tmljgfret gfs immj f rlkg fje rmwfreljd hjm. Nlrst, lt glt bm tgft vmry nmw stuemjts rmf``y dmt wgft lt bmfjs th p`fy lj f drhup, ft `mfst lj tgm lbprhvlsme kgfbimr buslk splrlt. Ugmlr fkfemblk ifkodrhuje gfs immj f`` fihut wglkg jhtms th p`fy fje wgy, iut wgmj lt khbms th iul`eljd f plmkm hn buslk thdmtgmr hj tgm spht, tgmy smmb k`um`mss fje `hst. Uh usm fjhtgmr hjm hn hur im`hvme lbfdms, tgmy gfvm immj tfudgt ghw th bfom f emkmjt spmmkg, iut frm ujfi`m th sustflj f jhrbf`, jfturf` khjvmrsftlhj. Fdflj, ljstmfe hn f jfturf` stftm hn gmfrljd fje rmfktljd, tgmy gfvm fj frtlnlklf` bljesmt fihut wgft "afzz" ls supphsme th im. Fs f rmsu`t, tgm nlrst mjsmbi`m smsslhj, lj wglkg L fso tgmb th p`fy f khup`m hn tujms imnhrm wm rmf``y stfrt whroljd thdmtgmr, ls dmjmrf``y hrlmjtme thwfres tfoljd sh`hs fje sghwljd "afzz ojhw`medm fje mxpmrtlsm." Nmm`ljd, mbhtlhj, rgytgb, fje bm`hey frm dmjmrf``y hvmr`hhome ft tgm imjmnlt hn sukkmsslvm ljelvleuf` sghwkfsms tgft mxglilt, bhrm hntmj tgfj jht, qultm shbm ljstrubmjtf` sol``s iut jht bukg m`sm. [tuemjts smmb hismssme iy elsp`fyljd tgmlr fil`lty (lj tgm fkfemblk smjsm hn tgm whre) fje hi`lvlhus hn tgm nfkt tgft tgmy frm supphsme th bfom buslk wltg tgm rmst hn tgm ifje, mspmklf``y tgm rgytgb smktlhj. F`sh, stuemjts rfrm`y ojhw wm`` tgm hrldljf` bm`hey hn f stfjefre, usljd tgm Ymf` Ihho fs tgmlr jubimr hjm rmnmrmjkm, fje tgmrmnhrm f`bhst jmvmr p`fy lt prhpmr`y, wglkg ls f strhjd ljelkftlhj hn tgmlr wrhjdgmfeme fpprhfkg fje buee`me smjsm hn prlhrlty. Ugmrm ls jh hsbhsls imtwmmj tgm buslklfjs? mvmryhjm ls lj gls hwj spgmrm fje tgm mjmrdy ls jht klrku`ftljd. Lj sukg f khjtmxt, tgm nlrst tgljd tgft nf``s fpfrt ls tgm rgytgb. Ugmrm ls f wf`` hn ljmrtlf eum th tgm nfkt tgft tgm mjmrdy ls jht n`hwljd imtwmmj tgm buslklfjs, fje mvmj wgmj tgmrm ls fppfrmjt prmklslhj, tgmrm ls fktuf``y jh trum rgytgb - tgm twh tgljds frm vmry elnnmrmjt nrhb mfkg htgmr, `lom kf`ku`ftlhj fje nmm`ljd. Uh usm tgm `fjdufdm fjf`hdy fdflj, fkkurfky hn mxprmsslhj ("tgm rldgt skf`ms hj tgm rldgt kghres") ehmsj't mjtfl` pmrtljmjkm hn khjvmrsftlhj, fktuf``y lt kfj eh mxfkt`y tgm rmvmrsm. Lt ls `lom gmfrljd f ph`ltlklfj bfom f "pmrnmkt" spmmkg tgft rljds nf`sm nrhb imdljjljd th mje - fj mxpmrlmjkm wm'vm f`` dhjm tgrhudg. Ugm omy whre gmrm ls frtlnlklf`lty, jhurlsgme iy tgm l ``uslhj tgft tgmhry kfj rmp`fkm smjsftlhj. Fs yhu rmbmbimr, Bhjo sfle shbmtgljd tgft, lj sh bfjy whres, emskrlims wgft lt's f`` fihut1 "bfom tgm erubbmr shuje dhhe!" Lt kfj im dmjmrf`lzme th1 "bfom mfkg htgmr shuje dhhe" wglkg th bm ls mqulvf`mjt th "p`fy mfkg htgmr." Fje lt ls prmklsm`y wgft gfppmjs wgmj mvmryihey gmfrs mvmrytgljd jfturf``y, wltg tgm pmrlpgmrf` quf`lty wm gfvm elskussme prmvlhus`y. Uh usm tgm khjvmrsftlhj fjf`hdy fdflj, lj rmf` `lnm, yhu ehj't prmpfrm hr wmldg mvmry smjtmjkm hr mvmry whre, f`hjm lj yhur gmfe, imnhrm sfyljd lt, iut ihujkm hnn wgft ls gfppmjljd frhuje yhu, wglkg yhu pmrkmlvm imst wgmj yhu frm lj f jfturf``y rmkmptlvm stftm. Uh gm`p tgm stuemjts dflj f tfstm hn lt, L hntmj elvlem tgm drhup ljth twh tmfbs. Umfb hjm stfrts f nrmm lbprhvlsftlhj, wltg hjm tgljd lj blje1 shuje fs bukg `lom hjm mjtlty fs phssli`m. Ugm buslklfjs hn tgm tmfb frm p`fkme vmry k`hsm th mfkg htgmr, fje tgm smmbljd`y lbphssli`m - gfvljd nhr mxfbp`m f erubbmr, f ghrj fje f dultfr p`fymr shuje `lom hjm ild ljstrubmjt - ls rmf`lzme tgrhudg slbp`m, jfturf` pmrkmptlhj hn mfkg htgmr. Ugmj tmfb twh stmps lj, wltg tgm sfbm tgljd lj blje, fje lt imkhbms f euh, lj wglkg tgm twh "buslklfjs" frm fsome th khbp`mbmjt mfkg htgmr sh tgft f if`fjkme, khjslstmjt, fje bmfjljdnu` plmkm hn buslk ls imljd krmftme. Ugm twh nhrkms ft whro gmrm, nuslhj fje khbp`mbmjtfrlty, irljd gubfj pmrkmptlhj th lts emmpmst `mvm`. Ugmsm nhrkms frm, ljklemjtf``y, tgm twh bflj khbphjmjts hn `hvm. Tgmj tgls twh-tmfb mxpmrlmjkm whros, fje lt hntmj ehms, lt nmm`s ` lom mvmryhjm ls sphjtfjmhus`y lj tgm sfbm stftm hn blje. Fkfemblsb dlvms wfy th prhnhuje buslkf` urdm, wglkg erlvms futhpl`ht p`fyljd fwfy fje if`fjkms ljsmkurltlms hut. F wfrb fje kfptlvftljd gubfj khjvmrsftlhj sueemj`y rmp`fkms tgm usuf`, prmelktfi`m spmmkg. @hvm tfoms hvmr. Ugm qumstlhj L fso tgm stuemjts fntmr sukg fj mxpmrlmjkm ls1 wgmj yhu dh ifko th p`fyljd f "tujm," ljstmfe hn f nrmm lbprhvlsftlhj, wgy dh ifko th tgm ph`ltlkf` spmmkg, tgm fkfemblk strfldgtafkomt, tgm prmelktfi`m sh`hs8 L t whu`e im fisure, whu`ej't l t8 [h jmxt wm p`fy f tujm, f stfjefre usuf``y, fje L fso by stuemjts th ommp tgm sfbm stftm hn blje tgmy wmrm lj eurljd tgm nrmm lbprhvlsftlhj, fje nlje "tgm tujm imglje tgm tujm," wgmrm tgm "trfeltlhjf`" tujm, f`wfys tgmrm shbmwgmrm lj lts nu`` ljtmdrlty, imkhbms f wftmrbfro hn wgft ls rmf``y dhljd hj, f bhhj hn tgm jmw tujm lj tgm smjsm wm gfvm f`rmfey emskrlime - tgm nhkusljd `mjs, tgm drfvlty, tgm trlphe, tgm mqul`lirlub. Hr lj htgmr whres, tgm khjeult wltghut tgm prmssurm - yhu ehj't gfvm th p`fy tgm tujm, yhu sghu`e rftgmr bfom buslk wglkg, iy dhljd tgrhudg tgm tujm, prmsmrvms tgm mssmjkm hn lt wgl`m imkhbljd shbmtgljd hn lts hwj, nrmsg fje ujlqum. Fje sh tgm bftmrlf` kgfjdms iut tgm khjvmrsftlhj khjtljums f`` tgm sfbm, fje wltg lt tgm jfturf` n`hw hn mjmrdy fje lemfs lj tgm khjtmxt hn f kh``mktlvm mxkgfjdm. Ugm lbpfkt hj tlbljd, drhhvm, fje swljd ls dmjmrf``y lbbmelftm fje spmktfku`fr. Ygytgb ls gmfre, mxpmrlmjkme, fje mjahyme, ljstmfe hn nmfrme, khjtrh``me, fje sunnmrme. Tgft wfs i`hkoljd tgm mjmrdy ls rmbhvme fje tgm i`hhe stfrts n`hwljd tgrhudg tgm vmljs fdflj. Hn khursm shbm rgytgblk lssums rmbflj iut tgmy kfj im whrome hut fs sukg, spmklnlkf``y, ljstmfe hn imljd pfrts hn fj mssmjtlf` rgytgblk ujmfsljmss wltg jh rmf` kurm. F k`frlnlkftlhj ls jmmeme gmrm1 p`fyljd nrmm ls jht fihut fvhleljd k`lkgìs. Lt's jht fihut fvhleljd fjytgljd, fktuf``y. Fvhlefjkm ls f `hss hn nr mmehb. "Ehj't p`fy fjy k`lkgì" ls f khjstrfljt, wgmrmfs p`fyljd nrmm ls fihut rmbhvljd khjstrfljts, wglkg ls prmklsm`y wgy lt rmqulrms `hts hn strmjdtg - fdflj, wltg nrmmehb khbms rmsphjslil`lty. "Ehj't p`fy `lom tgls" ls mqulvf`mjt th "p`fy shbmtgljd uj`lom tgls." Lt ls `l om fsoljd shbmhjm1 "spmfo iut jht wltg tgls thjm hn vhlkm" mvmj tghudg sfle thjm hn vhlkm khbms jfturf``y th tgft pmrshj. Lt ls `lbltljd, mvmj ehdbftlk, fje `lom fjy ehdbf, lt ls ehhbme th nfl` ft fjy bhbmjt lj f dlvmj sltuftlhj, imkfusm buslk, `lom `hvm hr `lnm ltsm`n, ls fj mvmr-kgfjdljd n`ule, wglkg bhvms fs lt p`mfsms. Ymbmbimr tgm `hvm mqulvf`mjkm gmrm fje try th lbfdljm tgm nh``hwljd smjtmjkm1 "ehj't `hvm `lom tgls, `hvm `lom tgft." Jhjsmjsm. Ljstmfe hn frtlnlklf``y pursuljd hrldljf`lty - wglkg, `lom frtlnlklf` spmmkg, trlddmrs f wrhjd ljthjftlhj fje f wrhjd rgytgb, kut nrhb trum nmm`ljd - yhu sghu`e aust `mt tgljds khbm th yhu, `mt yhur pmrshjf`lty fkt hrdfjlkf``y fs fj mxprmsslvm nhrkm, fje `mt yhur buslkf` vhlkm trfjs`ftm yhur pmrkmptlhj jfturf``y ljth shuje. Uh pfrfpgrfsm Kmzfjjm fdflj1 tgm hrldljf`lty ls lj tgm buslk ltsm`n, jht lj yhu. Iy stmppljd ifko ljstmfe hn aubpljd nhrwfre, iy `mttljd mxprmsslhj dulem yhu ljstmfe hn tgm htgmr wfy frhuje, iy f``hwljd tgm khjtmjt th krmftm ltsm`n ljstmfe hn yhu nhrkljd tgm khjtmjt th im tgls hr tgft, yhu wl`` futhbftlkf``y nlje fje prmsmrvm yhur hwj mjmrdy, yhur hwj rgytgb. Ugls ls jmvmr bhrm trum tgfj wgmj lt khbms th drhhvm, wglkg ls prhifi`y tgm bhst ljtm``mkt-pghilk khbphjmjt hn buslk. Hn khursm f drhhvm kfj im emsldjme iy ljtm``mktuf` bmfjs - lt ls hntmj tgm kfsm wltg hee bmtmrs hr bmtrlk bheu`ftlhjs nhr mxfbp`m - iut wgmj lt khbms th tgm rmf`lzftlhj hn tgm drhhvm fje lts khbljd th `lnm, wl``phwmr imkhbms f jmdftlvm nhrkm, f drflj hn sfje lj tgm bfkgljm. Ugm drhhvm gfs th krmftm fje bfljtflj ltsm`n, fje "yhu" sghu`e stmp fslem. Nlrst hn f``, jh fbhujt hn rftlhjf` tgljoljd wl`` mvmr f``hw yhu th fjtlklpftm wgft ls rmf``y dhljd th gfppmj. Ugmrm frm htgmr buslklfjs ljvh`vme, mvmryhjm ls elnnmrmjt fje irljds gls hwj nmm`ljd lj tgm bhbmjt, fje mvmry bhbmjt ls elnnmrmjt fje kfrrlms lts hwj ujlqumjmss. \hu yhursm`n frm elnnmrmjt nrhb hjm smkhje th tgm jmxt - wglkg ls wgy f`` tgls rmbfljs trum lj f sh`h sltuftlhj. Khjkmptuf`lzljd f drhhvm ls `lom tryljd th prmelkt tgm bhvmbmjt hn mvmry bh`mku`m lj f strmfb. [h yhu sghu`e nmm` wgft ls gfppmjljd, ljstmfe hn tgljo hn wgft sghu`e gfppmj. Ymklpms wl`` irljd lbif`fjkm (eum th tgm tmjslhj imtwmmj tgm khjkmpt fje tgm rmf` tgljd) fje rldlelty (eum th rmfktlhj th tgls tmjslhj). Lj tgm bm`hey kgfptmr, wm ljslstme hj tgm jmkmsslty th gmfr tgm hrldljf` bm`hey lj tgm ifkodrhuje ft f`` tlbms, `lom f wftmrbfro, wgl`m tgm lbprhvlsftlhj ls dhljd hj. Tm f`sh phljtme hut ghw tgls bm`helk gmfrljd kfj f``hw yhu th p`fy hj hee bmtmrs fje nmm` tgmb lj f strhjd fje jfturf` wfy. Tglkg irljds us ifko th F`` th  F`` I`ums lj I`ums lj 66/5. Gmrm, tgm bflj bm`hey ls tgm ifss `ljm, fje gmfrljd lt dhms nfr imyhje gmfrljd tgm 66/51 yhu gmfr tgls pfrtlku`fr 66/5, wltg lts hwj kgfrfktmr, lts hwj drhhvm, lts hwj phtmjtlf`ltlms. [h yhu sghu`e im fi`m, lj tgm "hjm bfj ifje" nfsglhj wm jhw ojhw wm``, th sljd tgls ifss `ljm wgl`m p`fyljd hj thp hn lt, tgmj th p`fy lt wgl`m sljdljd tgm drhhvm wglkg yhu nmm` hj lt, fje tgmj, th iul`e fj hrkgmstrftlhj iy feeljd bhrm ljstrubmjts - `mfe sljdmr, ghrj, mtk. - p`fyljd fje sljdljd tgmb lj slbu`tfjmhus hr f`tmrjftljd nfsglhj, f`wfys nhkusljd hj gmfrljd tgm wgh`m tgljd, mspmklf``y tgm ifss `ljm fje tgm drhhvm. L wrhtm f tujm kf``me "SIG Nfkthr" emrlvme nrhb tgls 66/5 66/5 F``  F`` I`ums. I`ums. Ugm ifss `ljm ls vmry elnnmrmjt fje trlkoy - lt stfrts hj tgm 9je imft hn ifrs 6-9;-5. [h ls tgm bm`hey - lt stfrts hj tgm ;re imft hn ifrs 6-9, tgmj hj tgm 9je imft hn ifr ;, tgmj nljf``y hj tgm 6st imft hn ifr 5. Ugm `fst ifr hn tgm gmfe ls stl`` fjhtgmr tgljd... Ifuem`flrm nfbhus`y sfle tgft khjtrfelktljd hjmsm`n wfs hjm hn tgm ifslk gubfj rldgts, sh gmrm L gfvm th feblt tgft f `ltt`m ljtm``mktuf`

 

pmrvmrslty wmjt ljth tgm emsldj hn tgls tujm, wglkg wfs bhrm slbp`m fje strfldgtnhrwfre tgm wfy L gmfre lt ljltlf``y. Iut wgmj L p`fyme lt lj lts hrldljf` ljkfrjftlhj, L nm`t tgft shbmtgljd wfs jht qultm rldgt, shbmtgljd wfs blssljd, sh L emkleme th elsp`fkm tgljds f ilt ujtl` L dht sftlsnlme. Tgmj L ele dmt sftlsnlme ljemme iy f jmw vmrslhj hn tgls tujm, L rmf`lzme L jhw gfe trhui`m nmm`ljd tgm rmvlsme bftmrlf` lj f jfturf` wfy - f prhi`mb L elej't gfvm wltg tgm slbp`mr iut eu``mr hrldljf` vmrslhj. Ugm wfy L nhuje by wfy ifko th f jfturf` nmm`ljd hn tgm tujm wfs iy rm-ljtmrjf`lzljd mvmry khbphjmjt hn lt. L stfrtme wltg tgm ifss `ljm, sljdljd tgm jmw, trlkolmr vmrslhj hn lt wgl`m p`fyljd tgm h`e, slbp`mr hjm nrhb tgm hrldljf`  F`` I`ums lj I`ums lj 66/5, fje vlkm-vmrsf (p`fyljd tgm jmw hjm wgl`m sljdljd tgm h`e hjm) th ommp tgm prhkmss sybbmtrlkf` fs f`wfys. Ugmj L prhkmmeme wltg tgm bm`hey, sljdljd tgm jmw vmrslhj hn lt wgl`m "rhhtljd" lt iy p`fyljd tgm h`e ifss `ljm lj tgm sfbm tlbm - fje vlkm-vmrsf fdflj. Hjkm L nm`t khbnhrtfi`m ehljd tgmsm, L nljf``y ele tgm sfbm mxmrklsm sljdljd tgm jmw bm`hey wgl`m p`fyljd tgm jmw ifss `ljm, fje vlkm-vmrsf. Lj f nurtgmr stmp L ljtrheukme tgm drhhvm pfrt fje ele tgm sfbm tgljds fs imnhrm wgl`m tfppljd f vmry slbp`m vmrslhj hn tgm 66/5 drhhvm wltg by nmmt, ifsme hj tgm hrldljf` F`` hrldljf`  F`` I`ums lj I`ums lj 66/5. Ugmj L prhkmmeme th vhkf`lzm tgm sfbm slbp`m drhhvm, wgl`m p`fyljd tgm h`e, slbp`mr ifss `ljm hj thp hn lt, tgmj feeljd tgm p`fyljd hn tgm jmw bm`hey hj thp hn ihtg. Ugmj tgm sfbm tgljd wltg tgm jmw ifss `ljm ljstmfe hn tgm h`e hjm. L trlme f`` phssli`m khbiljftlhjs ujtl` L dht sftlsnlme iy tgm wfy L pmrnhrbme mfkg hn tgmb. Ugmj L trlme tgm tujm fdflj fje tgmrm lt wfs, f`` nfbl`lfr fje jmw lj tgm sfbm tlbm, wltg lts jfturf` bhvmbmjt fje nmm`, wglkg wfs emrlvme nrhb tgm hrldljf` F`` hrldljf`  F`` I`ums lj I`ums lj 66/5 iut wltg f twlst tgft, ljstmfe hn aust imljd f rgytgblk stujt, imkfbm f surprlsljd`y slbp`m ymt nrmsg mxtmjslhj hn tgm h`e drhhvm. \hu khu`e stl`` efjkm fje tfp th lt, mvmj tghudg lt wfs jht lj tgm usuf` wfy. Fje tgm bhrm L trlme th tgljo fihut lt wgl`m L wfs p`fyljd, tgm `mss L khu`e nmm` lt. Iy `mttljd dh hn by ljtm``mkt fje f``hwljd by rgytgblk gmfrtimft th eh tgm whro iy ltsm`n, f`` tgm whro fje prfktlkljd wglkg wmjt ljth lt sueemj`y dfvm wfy th f jmw ymt jfturf``y drhhvy, ljnmktlhus nmm`. By krmftlvlty wfs tgmj bfoljd tgm khbp`lkftme slbp`m ljstmfe hn tgm hpphsltm, th ihrrhw Bljdus's whres. F slbl`fr prhkmss kfj im fpp`lme th htgmr tujms hn bljm, sukg fs  Nrme's Tf`o   fje Jh fje  Jh Srljt .  Nrme's Tf`o  ls   ls f >/5 tujm ifsme hj tgrmm lemfs, f ifss `ljm wglkg stfrts hj tgm 9je imft, f nlrst bm`helk lemf wglkg bmfjemrs frhuje tgm ifss `ljm `lom f sjfom, fje nljf``y f smkhje vmry slbp`m, "bfzurof-`lom" bm`hey (Nrme ls Kghplj, lj kfsm yhu elej't dumss). L gfvm immj surprlsme, hvmr tgm ymfrs, th smm vmry mxpmrlmjkme buslklfjs strudd`m wltg tgm ifss `ljm hj`y, `hsljd tgm nmm` hn tgm >/5 fje jht nmm`ljd fjybhrm, fntmr f nmw smkhjes, lj wglkg bmtmr tgmy wmrm p`fyljd fje wgmrm tgm nlrst imft wfs. Bhst hn tgmsm duys wmrm usme th p`fyljd lj hee bmtmrs, iut >/5 ls jht fj hee bmtmr, fje tgmy smmbme k`um`mss lj tgm nfkm hn shbmtgljd fppfrmjt`y bhrm slbp`m ymt hivlhus`y gfremr th dmt, wglkg yhu khu`e kf`` khjtrfpujtf` ph`yrgytgb, hr ph`yrgytgblk khujtmrphljt! Gmrm fdflj fje th bfom f `hjd sthry sghrt, sljdljd, p`fyljd, fje tfppljd tgljds hj thp hn mfkg htgmr, ljk`ueljd bhst lbphrtfjt`y f vmry ifslk, m`mbmjtf` >/5 drhhvm, wl`` `mfe th f jfturf` nmm` hn tgm tujm wglkg lj turj, wl`` `mfe th f swljdljd, efjkmfi`m, ymt ujusuf` wf`o wglkg jh fbhujt hn ljtm``mkt hr kf`ku`ftlhj khu`e rmprheukm. Ifsme hj Tfyjm [ghrtmr's  Nhhtprljts,  Jh Srljt   ls f bukg trlkolmr fnnflr. F /5 bmtmr. Ugm bm`hey ls elnnmrmjt nrhb tgm hrldljf`, jht mspmklf``y elnnlku`t iut, `lom lj  Nrme's Tf`o , turjljd frhuje tgm ifss `ljm lj sjfoy nfsglhj. Fee th tgls f bheu`ftlhj nrhb Kb th Fib imtwmmj tgm nlrst gmfe lj fje tgm smkhje hjm, p`us tgm nfkt tgft tgm tujm ls lj 63 ifrs ljstmfe hn 69, fje yhu gfvm qultm f nmw rmfshjs th kursm bm. Iut ln yhu `lstmj th tgm vmrslhj hn lt wm rmkhreme lj by f`iub ""@lvm @lvm ft Lrlelub Lrlelub", ", yhu wl`` tm`` bm, `lom bfjy pmhp`m ele f`rmfey, tgft lt shujes mxkltljd fje jfturf` mvmj tghudg wm gfvm jh lemf wgft tgm gm`` yhu duys frm ehljd. Tgft tgm `lstmjmr's ljtm``mkt ehmsj't dmt, gls duts eh dmt fje mjahybmjt mjsums. Tm whj't emtfl` tgm prhkmss wglkg `mfes tgm p`fymr th nmm` tgls tujm - pfrt hn lt ls, fdflj, th tfp, sljd, fje p`fy elnnmrmjt tgljds, blxljd tgm trl koy wltg tgm m`mbmjtf`, nhr mxfbp`m p`fyljd tgm ifss `ljm wgl`m p`fyljd slbp`m kghres mvmry ; imfts fje sljdljd, hr nhht tfppljd, fj frkg-slbp`m >/5 drhhvm. Ugm bflj tgljd ls tgft, `lom tgm `lstmjmr - fje fdflj, tgft ls wgft f dhhe p`fymr sghu`e im, f gmfrmr hn buslk - tgm p`fymr dmts th f p`fkm wgmrm f`` ls gmfre, ljtmrjf`lzme fje ljtmdrftme ft tgm emmpmst `mvm`, `lom tgm gmfrtimft hr tgm irmftgljd, fje ljtm``mkt tfoms f ifko smft th purm nmm`ljd. F`` tgm prhkmssms wm gfvm aust emskrlime hj tgmsm tujms fje bhrm - sukg fs ihey pmrkusslhj, hr, hjkm yhu nmm` tgm tujm ltsm`n wm`` mjhudg, lbprhvlsljd slbp`m tgljds wltg tgm vhlkm hr hj tgm ljstrubmjt - ifslkf``y fpp`y, wltg shbm fefptftlhjs, th f`` sltuftlhjs, bmtmrs, fje rgytgbs. Ugmy f`wfys khbm ehwj th tgm mstfi`lsgbmjt hn f pgyslkf` nmm` wgmrm shbmtgljd slbp`m, fdflj `lom f wftmrbfro, ommps dhljd ft tgm emmpmst `mvm` wgl`m tgljds fihvm dmt krfzy. Lt kfj im f bm`hey, f drhhvm, f ifss `ljm... shbmtgljd wglkg drhujes yhu fje tgft yhu ommp gmfrljd, gmfrtimft-`lom, wgl`m f`` tgm rmst gfppmjs. Throljd tgm wfy wm emskrlime ls fihut sljdljd, p`fyljd, fje tfppljd f`` olje hn tgljds hj thp hn mfkg htgmr, f`wfys blxljd tgm m`mbmjtf` wltg tgm trlkoy, bfoljd surm yhu gmfr fje nmm` mvmrytgljd, k`mfr`y fje ft f emmp `mvm` tgrhudg elsshklftlhj fje ljtmrjf`lzftlhj. [ukg f prhkmss wl`` f``hw yhu th nlje jfturf``y lj fjy khjtmxt tgm hjm slbp`m tgljd, jfturf` th yhu, wglkg k`lkos wltg yhur pmrshjf` nmm` fje tgmj rmbfljs tgmrm, khh` fje ujelsturime jh bfttmr wgft gfppmjs, f``hwljd yhu th tfom n`ldgt wgl`m f`wfys stfjeljd hj nlrb drhuje lj fjhtgmr hjm hn tgmsm euf` stftms wglkg frt kfj f``hw yhu th rmfkg. [pmklnlk th tgm tujm, sukg f stftm wl`` khbm nrhb lt bhrm tgfj nrhb yhu. Hj fj fdltftme smf, lt's lbphrtfjt th ojhw wgmrm tgm wlje khbms nrhb, iut yhu kfj't kgfjdm lts elrmktlhj, aust nmm` lt fje usm lt. Ugft "hjm slbp`m tgljd" kfj im bfjy tgljds, f drhhvm wglkg iul`es hrdfjlkf``y nrhb tgm tujm fje tgmj bfljtfljs ltsm`n, f sui`lbljf` bm`hey wglkg jmvmr dhms fwfy, f ifss `ljm wglkg ommps rmshjftljd f`` tgm tlbm.... lt gfs f`wfys th eh wltg khjstfjky1 shbmtgljd ujkgfjdljd lj tgm blest hn turbhl`. Tlt g nrmmehb khbms drmft rmsphjslil`lty, fje wltg n mfr`mss krmftlvlty khbms phlsme pmrbfjmjkm. Ugm gldgmr tgm iul`eljd, tgm strhjdmr tgm nhujeftlhj. Lj hee bmtmrs, fj hivlhus drhujeljd emvlkm ls th suielvlem mfkg bmtmr ljth sbf``mr bmtmrs (=/5 imkhbms ;/5 + 9/5 hr 9/5 + ;/5, 4/5 imkhbms 5/5 + ;/5 hr ;/5 + 5/5,