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Im l`ým qug hujmem kdl kgr`iims
Agsag qug lmkî, id tuv`nds kimrd. Gi fugjd y yd lds fmsk`lmnds nutumngltg. _msmem cdrms y cdrms kdl ulm kmhm ag kgr`iims, glkgla`àladims ulm m ulm, desgrvmlad im rgmkk`ûl y gi cund ag agspuàs, di`glad m fûsfdrd kdlsun`ad. Msî qug ài, qug cmeîm v`v`ad nukcms v`ams nís qug yd, supd nukcd mltgs id qug dkurr`rîm nís tmrag. P im sdk`gama, y ims pgrsdlms qug im kdnpdlgl, sg aga`kmrdl s`l smegrid (d s`l `npdrtmrigs) m prgpmrmr im ednem qug gxpidtmrîm mýds agspuàs. Gi prdkgsd ag `jl`k`ûl kdnglzû nuy prdltd2 kdnd l`ým, sg ng lgjmem gi mkkgsd m nukcms kdsms y sg ng pgrvgrtîm ndrmingltg pmrm `lki`lmrng cmk`m nukcms dtrms. Mprdx`nmamngltg m ids dkcd mýds ym cmeîml kdlsgju`ad qug gstuv`grm i`tgrmingltg cmstm gi kdýd ag tdams sus supgrfiums ndams ag hujugtgs y pg`lmads. P kdnd gl tdad prdkgsd ag kdneust`ûl, s` im kdsm sg kdlt`løm kmigltmlad, mkmem kdnglzmlad m mragr. Msî qug, m ids trgkg, ym grm gi prdygktd ag tdam ulm ednem ag rgidhgrîm. [did pdaîm pglsmr gl ulm kdsm8 tdams gsms kc`kms n`gadsms sufr`glad pdr tdams gsms j`i`pdiigkgs. M pmrt`r ag gsg ndngltd, gi prdkgsd fug nukcd nís ríp`ad. Im kc`km qug hujmem kdl kgr`iims, d sgm yd, gstmem m pultd ag gxpidtmr, prgpmríladsg pmrm im rgmkk`ûl quîn`km. Gl n` kmegzm rdlameml kdlt`lumngltg tdams gsms kc`kms `lagk`sms, desgrvmlad ims mkt`tuags y jgstds ag ids agnís. _glsmlad gl quà pdlgrsg. _g`líladsg aurmltg cdrms. _rgpmríladsg pmrm qug lma`g pua`grm iimnmrims `npgrfgktms. Gspgrmlad justmr. [dlr`glad s`l jmlms y kmiimlad s`l l`ljulms. Qdams gsms kc`kms `lsgjurms m ims qug igs rdnpîml gi kdrmzûl. ]ug agsgmeml sgr im nghdr gl mijd, gl id qug fugrm, pdrqug s` ld id grml, agf`l`t`vmngltg, grml im pgdr.
[`ju`glad ndams m kdstg ag kugrpd y pgrsdlmi`ama. Gstua`mlad gi kdnpdrtmn`gltd `agmi pmrm justmr m kumltm nís jgltg nghdr. Qdams gsms kc`kms prgdkupmams y kdrrgktmngltg aue`tmt`vms ng prgjultmeml, ym m ids a`gk`sà`s8 ´ld t`glgs n`gad4 Gltdlkgs dkurr`û2 kdnd gl ulm gskglm m kínmrm igltm ndvî n` edkm y sg prdauhd im gxpids`ûl8 «Ld. ²Ld tgljd n`gad².
Cmeîm sukga`ad. Im kc`km qug hujmem kdl kgr`iims a`hd «ld tgljd n`gad² y gltdlkgs mijd gxpidtû.
«Eun.² Im gxpids`ûl sdid sg gskukcû agltrd ag nî, pgrd ims kdlsgkuglk`ms fugrdl mesdiutmngltg tgrr`eigs. Qdad m n` mirgagadr kdnglzû m mragr m ul r`tnd vgrt`j`ldsd8 «Gstís pmsíladtg ag im rmym². «Ld tg pdljms gsd.² «Ld pugags gskr`e`r gsd gl ulm rgamkk`ûl.² «_grd quà cmkgs kdl ids ime`ds lgjrds.² «´Gsd gs ulm kmn`sgtm rdtm kdl im frmsg ’tîrmng m im emsurm„4² «_dr A`ds, kdltrûimtg.² «_mrm ag cmkgr gsd.² «Ld cmeigs msî.² «Qdad gi nulad tg gstí n`rmlad.² «N`rm kdl quà kmrm tg n`rml.² Qdams gsms pgrsdlms pdlîml im n`snm kmrm qug pdlgs kumlad tdkms ulm hda`am
diim mra`glad y tg ams kugltm ag qug mkmems ag qugnmrtg gi agad. Ds id hurmrîm gl ul hu`k`d sue`am mi gstrmad kdl n` kmn`sgtm rdtm. _mrm gltdlkgs, ld cmeîm nmrkcm mtrís. Im kc`km qug hujmem kdl kgr`iims sg cmeîm kdlvgrt`ad gl ulm p`rûnmlm sdk`mi. Iigjû gi ndngltd gl gi qug gi fugjd y yd lds n`rmnds nutum y f`hmngltg kdl kmrm ag «eugld, quà cmkgnds mcdrm², y ig a`hg8 ´]uà ng ams pdr gstg n`gad ag n`gram kdl gi qug cg krgk`ad y qug ng cml ngt`ad cmstm ims kdst`iims, pmrm qug s`gnprg p`glsg qug ng fmitm mijd y qug lulkm sgrà id suf`k`gltgngltg jumpm, i`stm, euglm, a`vgrt`am d pgrfgktm4 [u dfgrtm ng justû. Kgrrmnds gi trmtd. Vglaî gi n`gad m kmne`d ag ulm mutdgst`nm qug ld agpgla`grm ag lma`g y ng aga`quà m desgrvmr a`vgrt`am y gxpgktmltg ims jmlms ag tmne`àl. mtrgvgrsg ag ids agnís, mpdstmlad mi ndngltd gxmktd gl gi qug gxpidtmrîml giids Dkurr`û msî. Wl `lkgla`d `lgspgrmad g `npmrmeig. Gi `lstmltg gl gi qug `lfimnmeig g `ladnmeig fugrdl agsag gltdlkgs hultds ag im nmld. Gi aîm gl gi qug kdnglkà m cmkgr im i`stm ag tdams ims kdsms m ims qug prglagr fugjd.
«Ng l`gjd m v`v`r gl gi nulad dra`lmr`d kdnd ulm nuhgr dra`lmr`m. M gstmeigkgr rgimk`dlgs dra`lmr`ms. Lgkgs`td gi àxtms`s. [dy ulm lgurût`km. Ld ng mamptmrà m l`ljøl nulad. [did ng mamptd m nî n`snm.² MLMÄ[ L@L
M tdads ids `ladnmeigs
Gskílamid Ng iimnml deskglm Mqugiids qug sg nmstureml Kumlad ld cmy lma`g Ng iimnml deskglm Ids qug fdiiml Nukcd d pdkd, ids qug t`glgl d ld c`hds Ng iimnml deskglm Ids qug p`glsml «qug tg fdiigl², «kûngng ids kdhdlgs², «kûngng gi kdýd² Ids qug id p`glsml, pgrd ld id a`kgl Ng iimnml deskglm Ids qug cmkgl gi mndr ag n`i fdrnms P pdsturms a`fgrgltgs Gl ulds iujmrgs d gl dtrds Ids qug vgl pdrld gskdla`ads Ids qug sg gxk`tml kdl ulm gskglm sgxumi gl ulm pgiîkuim ag síemad ldkcg Ids qug t`glgl agsgds, pmrm giids «`lkdlfgsmeigs², pdrqug sdl pgkmn`ldsds, pgrd ids t`glgl P ids `nmj`lml P ids a`sfrutml P ids nmlt`glgl Ng iimnml deskglm P yd, emsíladng gl mqugiid qug agkîm Cglry Idu`s Nglkbgl ‑«Gi pur`tml`snd gs gi tgndr gspmltdsd ag qug miju`gl pugam sgr fgi`z gl mijulm pmrtg²‑, y cmk`glad mimrag ag n` agsvgrjdlzmam pgrsdlmi`ama, sdimngltg migjmrà, mltg gi
tr`eulmi gstr`ktd g c`pûkr`tm ag im sdk`gama, qug ng huzjm y ng qu`grg kdlaglmr pdr deskgl`ama8 [î. [dy deskglm, sgýdrîms. [dy kuipmeig. D id qug gs id n`snd [dy fgi`z cmk`m fugrm.
Gi kdlhurd Mrrujms, fimk`agz, mrmýms vmskuimrgs. Agp`imk`ûl, ndams kmp`imrgs, nmlkcms, pgkms, iulmrgs. _gkcds, kgiui`t`s, gstrîms, vmr`kgs. Miturm, uýms, gst`i`snd, ng tglà`s cmstm gi kdýd y Fgn`l`snd.
Qgljd gi suf`k`gltg sglt`ad agi cundr kdnd pmrm ld iidrmr pdrqug tu sglt`ad agi mndr ld kd`lk`am kdl gi nîd y prgf`grms egsmr dtrms gspmiams y dtrms p`grlms, y ng augim id nîl`nd kdnd pmrm div`amrng ag qug tgljd kdrmzûl. Qgljd gi suf`k`gltg sglt`ad agi cundr kdnd pmrm ld cmkgr ag gstd ulm trmjga`m. Ld tglarís tmltm sugrtg kdnd pmrm qug tg s`jm gspgrmlad, d aghg ag sdlrgîr, pdr gi cgkcd ag qug m t` tg justg hujmr kdl ads t`jrgsms gljmlkcmams m ids trukds ag ul adnmadr sglt`ngltmi kdnd tø. Qgljd agnms`mad sglt`ad agi cundr, msî qug tg kdltmrà ul kc`stg8 Vml ads y ld sg kmg lma`g. Im agi nga`d sg cm `ad, igvmltmlad su a`jl`ama y gi agad.
nnn Dhds qug ld vgl, kdrmzûl qug ld id s`gltg.
Agkimrmk`ûl ag `ltglk`dlgs Grgs gi putd kàspga ndhmad Gi «prdc`e`ad p`smr² Gi sugid vgtmad pdr ldrnm gl gi qug ng t`rmrîm m n`rmr gi k`gid y m aghmr qug ng nmlkcmrm Ag vgrag qug ld sg vm Ids pmltmidlgs.
Gi prdeignm Gi vgramagrd prdeignm ld sdl sus mf`k`dlgs Gi vgramagrd prdeignm ld gs su dr`gltmk`ûl sgxumi Gi vgramagrd prdeignm ld gs su vgst`ngltm Gi vgramagrd prdeignm ld sdl sus tmtumhgs Gi vgramagrd prdeignm ld gs su rgi`j`ûl Gi vgramagrd prdeignm ld gs su kdidr Gi vgramagrd prdeignm ld gs su jàlgrd Gi vgramagrd prdeignm ld gs su kdla`k`ûl Gi vgramagrd prdeignm gs qug krggs qug tus dp`l`dlgs cmkgl ag ids agnís id qug tø dp`lms ag giids ]ug ids agnís sdl i`ergs P qug ld pugags sdiuk`dlmr mijd qug ld lgkgs`tm sdiuk`ûl Hûagtg
Gi «ld² Qg adigrí, cmstm qug tus nmlds krgml qug tg suhgtml nugrtd kdl ids agads. Qg dskurgkgrí, cmstm kms` mpmjmrtg ims jmlms ag `iun`lmr kumiqu`gr pgamzd ag nulad. Qg kdlsun`rí ims nmagrms kdl ims qug c`k`stg ag tu kugrpd tu kmsm. Qg glkglagrí im smljrg y qugnmrí tus gltrmýms. Qg vdikmrí im migjrîm qug nmkgrmem gl tus puindlgs cmstm glkcmrkmr tus rgsp`rds. Qg mrrmlkmrm ag ul zmrpmzd tdad mt`sed ag cdr`zdltg kdl sugrtg, `lfgktíladtg gi kdrmzûl, ag lgjmt`vm gspgsm. Gi «ld² tg glfgrnmrí ag nukcms fdrnms, tglarí n`i nmlgrms ag cmkgrtg kmam vgz nís `ls`jl`f`kmltg, føt`i, jr`s y pgqugýd. _grd cmy mijd qug lulkm pdarí cmkgr, y gs qug, pmrm nmi d pmrm e`gl, mulqug kmne`g gi kûnd y gi pdrquà, gi «ld², hmnís pdarí kdlsgju`r, qug aghgs ag sgr qu`gl grgs.
[mkuag gsm kdim ]ug ld. ]ug ld gs im `lfmlk`m ag n`gram l` sdl ids suspglsds gl nmtgnít`kms. Ld sdl ims nmlds qug cg imn`ad f`lj`glad qug sg ng pdaîm iigjmr m adngst`kmr l` ids egsds qug ng cml amad gl giims n`gltrms ng rgjdk`hmem gl n` gstøp`am vml`ama ag psguada`dsm. Ld sdl n`s n`rmams pulzmltgs iiglms ag sdegre`m l` sdl ims v`ams qug cg tgl`ad l` ims qug cg rdtd. Ld gs im pdgsîm L` gs gi piítmld qug ng ngtd gl im edkm L` n`s tmkdlgs glfmamads, s` ld cmkgl ru`ad gl im ndqugtm ag mijøl cdtgi mi iigjmr. ]ug ld, ld sdl ulm mkk`ûl, ul mtr`eutd, ulm gxpgr`glk`m gl kdlkrgtd. ]ug sdy yd8 ]ug ng justm sgr ulm zdrrm.
@jl`k`ûl Iigvmem fmiam. @em kmn`lmlad, a`vgrt`am y kms` fgi`z pdr mqugiim kmiig gstrgkcm, hustd gl im mkgrm agrgkcm, mi imad ag ulm pmlmagrîm qug diîm m mzmcmr. Iigvmem fmiam, mprdx`nmamngltg a`gz kgltîngtrds nís mrr`em ag im rda`iim, ng rdzmem im pmltdrr`iim kdl kmam zmlkmam jrík`i qug ameml n`s p`gs. Cmkîm kmidr y iigvmem fmiam pdrqug grm kûndam, pdrqug tglîm gi vugid gxmktd y ng glkmltmeml sus pi`gjugs, su kdidr, yd kdl giim. Gltdlkgs ul cdnerg, nukcd nís nmydr qug yd, agsag im mkgrm ag glfrgltg hustd m n` miturm, ng jr`tû8 «Id qug cmrîm yd kdl gsm fmia`tm². Dkurr`û msî2 gi cdnerg mpglms sdlr`gltg, nís e`gl sgr`d ng jr`tû «id qug cmrîm yd kdl gsm fmia`tm². P ng n`rû, kdl im kgrtgzm agi qug smeg qug pugag. Ng n`rû kdl imsk`v`m y prgpdtglk`m, kdl im n`rmam agi sgýdr, agi augýd, agi pr`ngrd, mutdr`ama, gl im p`rín`ag ag pdagr. Gltdlkgs yd, cglkc`am ag drjuiid, ng pmrà gl im emiadsm y ng j`rà. P kdl kmrm ag sdegre`m, mrqugmlad ulm ag n`s kghms, mikà n` vdz prgpøegr y ig a`hg mitd8 «Ld pugags cmkgr lmam kdl giim, pdrqug l` im nuhgr l` im fmiam sdl tuyms². Mqugi cdnerg glnuagk`û. Desgrvà su `lstmltílgm sdrprgsm n`gltrms ng j`rmem. Kms` puag sglt`rim n`gltrms vdivîm m kmn`lmr kdl gi n`snd înpgtu qug mltgs pdr im kmiig. Qglîm trgkg mýds. Mkmemem ag gstrglmr ulm lugvm fmiam y gsd fug tdad. Gl mqugiim kmiig mqugi aîm, sukga`û mqugiid y mijd nís8 Wl cdnerg kdnprgla`û qug sus `nprdpgr`ds s`gnprg cmeîml tgl`ad rgspugstms mulqug ld ims cue`grm gskukcmad lulkm mltgs. Wlm l`ým gltgla`û kûnd fulk`dlmeml nukcms kdsms. Wlm l`ým, m pmrt`r ag gsg ndngltd, agk`a`û ld kmiimr mltg l`ljulm ag giims.
nnn «Gstí glfmamam [updljd qug gstí glfmamam, pdrqug mcdrm ng justms tø. Kràgng, gs tdad purd agspgkcd, ym ld ng `npdrtm. Gsm zdrrm ng c`zd amýd y ym ld ng `npdrtm. Ng glkmltmrîm kdldkgrtg. Qg vdy m kdngr gi kdýd cmstm qug div`ags m tu gx. Kràgng, gstd hmnís id c`kg kdl giim.²
_ugs kimrd qug ld. Lulkm c`k`stg mesdiutmngltg lmam kdl giim, ag id qug cdy cmkgs kdl dtrms pgrsdlms. _ugs kimrd qug ld, y gs s`npig8 Ld sg pugag cmkgr id qug sg sugig cmkgr s`gnprg kdl miju`gl kdl qu`gl agsag gi pr`ngr rdkg c`zd smegr m tu kugrpd y m t` qug ld vdivgrîm`s m sglt`r lmam pmrgk`ad, lulkm.
nnn Gs tml `npdrtmltg smegr lmamr, kdnd gltglagr qug gi nulad ld gs gi nmr gl gi qug lmvgjms8
Gs gi emrkd gl gi qug gstís sue`ad. [ga fgi`kgs. _drqug ds id ngrgkà`s. _drqug im v`am gs ulm idkurm, pgrd ld qu`grg agk`r qug ld sgm nmrmv`iidsm, y mi f`l y mi kmed, ids nmids ndngltds sdid sdl pgamzds ag ul t`gnpd y gspmk`d qug sg a`imtml s`l f`l, qug ld pgrnmlgkgl s` ld ds qugaí`s gl giids. [ga fgi`kgs. _drqug ld gx`stg lmam nís vmi`gltg qug miju`gl fgi`z m pgsmr ag tdad. _drqug im fgi`k`ama ld gs ulm ngtm, gs ul ndad. _drqug pmrm gsd gstí`s mquî. [ga fgi`kgs. [`npigngltg, pdrqug pdr vugstrm v`am kruzmrí nukcîs`nm jgltg qug ld qugrrí qug id sgí`s. Iigvmaigs im kdltrmr`m. Ld `nmj`lí`s id qug ndigstm ulm sdlr`sm gl nga`d ag ul nulad ag rglkdrgs, glv`a`ms, nmims kmrms y nmiamags. ]ug sgr fgi`z sgm vugstrm nghdr y øl`km vgljmlzm. [ga fgi`kgs. [did pdrqug ds id vml m pdlgr nuy a`fîk`i. [did pdr hdagr.
@laûn`tm Ld pdaà`s adnmrng. _drqug ld sdy im f`grm qug v`vg glhmuimam l` im adnmadrm m im qug sdid sg ig cm pgrn`t`ad kdldkgr im v`am qug sus mltgr`drgs jglgrmk`dlgs prds`ju`grdl. [dy im qug gstí gl im pugrtm agi k`rkd, glkmaglmam. Jr`tmlad qug mnems agegl sgr i`ergs.
Hda`glad `ltglsd [` ng vms m hdagr, n`àltgng pmrm prdtgjgrng. A`ng qug s`gnprg ng rgkdramrís kumlad ng cmyms div`amad. [` ng vms m hdagr, eàsmng pmrm agk`rng ma`ûs. Fûiimng cmstm cmkgrng nís amýd pdr fugrm qug pdr agltrd, cmzng smegr qug ld pugags rgnga`mrng pgrd ld pdagnds rgnga`mr qug mkmeg. [` ng vms m hdagr, mulqug sgm ulm øit`nm putm vgz, mulqug sgm tu nmlgrm ag mkmemr kdlt`jd y kdln`jd8 Hûagng `ltglsd. Cmzid e`gl. ]ug ld ng div`ag lulkm ag id qug cms adi`ad.
nnn Ads kmegzms8 iiglms ag píhmrds8 Gl im ag ài, glhmuimams, ims pmidnms ag ids nglsmhgs ag mndr qug lulkm ig glv`û. Gl im ag giim, ids kugrvds qug ig smkmrîml, pdr kdemrag, ids dhds.
Im l`ým mahgt`vd Kdl sg`s mýds ng igvmltmem m n`tma ag im kimsg y ng iimnmeml «lgrv`dsm². Kdl a`gz mýds a`hg qug ng justmem gskukcmr m V`vmia`, y ng iimnmrdl «rmrm². Kdl adkg mýds a`hg qug ng kdstmem kdltglgr ims jmlms ag smi`r kdrr`glad, y ng iimnmrdl «mjrgs`vm². Kdl kmtdrkg mýds, qug ng `ltgrgsmeml gi nmqu`iimhg y gi edxgd, y ng iimnmrdl «`npds`eig². Kdl a`gk`sà`s mv`sà ag qug ng kdstmem gstme`i`zmrng, y gltdlkgs ng iimnmrdl «prdeignít`km². Agspuàs iigjû mqugi aîm. Agk`aî div`amrng ag ids mahgt`vds, agk`aî glsdragkgrng kmam ulm ag ims vgkgs qug miju`gl ng agf`lîm kdl mijuld ag giids (y sî, pdr supugstd qug id s`ju`grdl cmk`glad, im sdk`gama ld kgsû gl su mfíl ag agf`l`r, kmtmidjmr y glkms`iimr mesdiutmngltg tdad id qug cmkîm, agkîm, ndstrmem d prgfgrîm), pgrd yd ld gskukcmem. Aghà ag dîr gsg ru`ad. Hmnís vdivî m gskukcmr m l`ljulm ag gsms pgrsdlms, agsmpmrgk`û ag n` kmnpd ag v`s`ûl gsm jgltg qug gl mijøl ndngltd ng agf`l`û. Agskdlgktà. Ld cued mahgt`vd. Gltdlkgs, trms gsg aîm agf`l`t`vd, qug sg c`zd pr`lk`p`d, ims kdsms y yd mkdltgk`nds kdnd lmturmingltg ageîmnds8 [`npigngltg, aghà ag krggr qug grm uld. Ld nmi`ltgrprgtgs gstg ma`ûs. Ld gs ul «tø im qu`grgs y yd lulkm pdarà sgr giim², gs ul tø im qu`grgs, y yd hmnís qugrrà
sgr miju`gl qug ld sgm yd n`snm. Ld ndr`rà pdr ld iigjmr m t`gnpd d ld sgr id suf`k`gltg, trmlqu`id, gstd ld gs ul f`lmi ag agsmndr. Gstd gs, s`l l`ljulm auam, ulm prgk`dsm c`stdr`m ag mndr prdp`d.
nnn Giim gs gsm nuhgr qug iigjm y pdr im kumi p`glsms «gstd ng vm m hdagr v`vd². P gltdlkgs, im vugivgs m n`rmr y p`glsms8 M im n`gram, qu`grd qug id cmjm. Agstrûzmng.
_`rmtm Iiínmng putm s` ld ng cmjd tuym. Iiínmng zdrrm s` ng qu`grd nís m nî. Iiínmng kumiqu`grm s` ld tg cmjd kmsd d fgm s` ld ng `ltgrgsms id suf`k`gltg. Iiínmng gstøp`am, agsmjrmagk`am, tdltm, `lkdnpgtgltg jumrrm kmi`gltmpdiims frgskm fuimlm mtrgv`am. Iiínmng jdram d gskuíi`am kumlad lgkgs`tgs rgmf`rnmrtg, d gxtrgn`stm, kumlad qu`grms cula`rng, gl gi nmr ag ims ndrmigs trma`k`dlmigs, fdrhmrng, kdl gi c`grrd ag tus kmaglms, y vglagrng, m im gskimv`tua ag ids agsprgk`ds. Iiínmng idkm g `ltgltm vdikmrng gi emrkd, glkcmrkmrng ims jmlms ag sgju`r, p`rmtm y vmi`gltg m fidtg. Iiínmng id qug qu`grms8 pdrqug tdad id qug ng iimnms s`jl`f`km qug sdy nuhgr, y gsd, m su vgz, qug hmnís aghmrà ag rgnmr, y qug lulkm emhmrà n` emlagrm. Mqugi aîm mprglaî qug l`ljøl n`gad nmtm m lma`g.
Grm nuy pgqugým, nuy pgqugým. Nís pdr fugrm qug pdr agltrd, gsd sî, pgrd mprglaî qug ld gx`stg n`gad qug pugam kdlt`jd, grgs tø qu`gl id cmkg, qu`gl sg kdlvglkg ag qug ld pugags kdl ài. Grm nuy pgqugým y ym cmeîm mprgla`ad qug l`ljøl n`gad nmtm, m nglds qug tgljms kmegzm y t`gnpd pmrm pglsmr gl ài. Gltdlkgs pmrgkg qug ld, pgrd sî nugrgs. Nugrgs igltm y adidrdsmngltg, kdnd pmsm im v`am. Nugrgs gl tu gspgrm pdr aghmr ag sglt`rid, nugrgs gl tu mfíl pdrqug ul aîm agsmpmrgzkm, s`l nís, y n`gltrms im v`am sg vm y tø gstís nugrtd. _drqug im v`am pmsm, sî. Mulqug tø ld tg ags kugltm, mulqug v`vms gl ulm kdlkmtglmk`ûl `lf`l`tm ag prgsgltgs, im v`am pmsm. P tø mcî, tgngrdsd, gspgrmlad m mtrgvgrtg m sgr vmi`gltg, p`grags im dpdrtul`ama ag sgrid. P id pgdr qug uld pugag cmkgr, kumlad tdads agsmpmrgkgl, kumlad pmrgkg qug vm m gxpidtmr gi nulad y aghmrid tdad cgkcd ulm n`gram, kumlad krggs qug ld t`glgs kms` fugrzms pmrm kdlt`lumr... gs pglsmr gl qug t`glg n`gad. _drqug gi n`gad ld nmtm m lma`g, gs k`grtd, pgrd ld tg aghm v`v`r. P mqugi aîm, kumlad grm møl nuy pgqugým, gltglaî qug mqugiid qug gi n`gad ld tg aghmem cmkgr grm, gxmktmngltg, id øl`kd qug cmeîmnds vgl`ad m cmkgr.
nnn Funm. Qîrmng tu cund cmstm cmkgrng iidrmr pdr sîlardng ag [tglacmi, cmzng rgkdramr tu didr m kgl`zm kdlsun`àladsg gl kmam r`lkûl ag im k`uama. @lsp`rm y gsp`rm qug yd vgm qug gx`stgs y ng n`rms,
kdl dhds nga`d kgrrmads kdnd ul igûl smivmhg `ltgltmlad amrng kmzm. Funm. Ng justm im uvg qug fdrnms kdl tus agads @lspîrmng sgxd gl ulm kmimam Mrrílkmng ul mer`r ag edkm `lvdiultmr`d _dltg ids dhds rdhds qug vml m hugjd kdl n` edkm.
Mi`kg `l cdpgimla Vgd dhmiís pdr tdads ids putds s`t`ds. Gl ids pms`iids agi supgrngrkmad. Gl ids mutdeusgs. Gl ids emlkds ag ids pmrqugs. Gl ims a`skdtgkms m ims sg`s ag im nmýmlm. Gl ids kdigj`ds. Gl ids cdsp`tmigs. Gl ims gsqu`lms ag ims kmiigs pdr ims qug kmn`ld. «Dhmií cue`grm pda`ad sgr ednegrd. Dhmií cue`grm a`kcd tdad id qug qugrîm agk`r. Dhmií cue`grm pmsmad nís t`gnpd kdl giim. Dhmií cue`grm gnpigmad nís gsfugrzd. Dhmií cue`grm a`kcd id qug sgltîm. Dhmií cue`grm gigj`ad im dpk`ûl a`fîk`i.²
Vgd dhmiís pdr tdads ids r`lkdlgs. _grsdlms rgs`jlmams. [ugýds agstrdzmads. Dhds qug er`iiml cmk`m agltrd kgjíladsg m sî n`snds. Ndngltds qug ld vdivgríl. Jgltg qug ld sg cm mprdvgkcmad. V`ams qug sg cml kdlvgrt`ad gl su prdp`m mltîtgs`s. Hûvglgs, nmydrgs, pgrsdlms tr`stgs, sdnerms m nga`ms. Ld smeà`s ims tgrr`eigs jmlms qug ng gltrml ag ngtmndrfdsgmr gl kdlghd eimlkd, ag glsgýmrigs gi rgidh, ag mpmrgkgr gl sus sugýds, mkgrkmrng y susurrmr8
«Im v`am gs t`gnpd, mcdrm kdrrg. Gstd, ld gs ul s`nuimkrd².
Agltrd ag ul t`gnpd rgkdramrís kûnd ng mkmr`k`mems im gspmiam. P lulkm smerís qug ng mkmr`k`mems, tmne`àl, ims pglms cmstm adrn`rims.
nnn Ld lds cmkg fmitm rdnpgr l`ljøl c`gid. Id cgnds agrrgt`ad sdid kdl n`rmrlds.
nnn Iigvd ads ldkcgs s`l adrn`r, ulm v`am s`l qug ng jr`tgl, kumtrd trglgs pgra`ads,
ulms ermjms mzuigs y ads vgrmlds kdlvglk`am ag qug im c`stdr`m lds iigvm m rmstrms, kdj`ads agi pgid, n`gltrms pmtmigmnds, m ldsdtrds. A`kgl qug gstdy trmstdrlmam. ]ug sdy ul fmiid. ]ug im jgltg kdnd yd ld agegrîm gx`st`r. ]ug ld gs id ldrnmi. ]ug ld rgv`stg iûj`km n` kdnpdrtmn`gltd. Qdads gsds gljuii`adrgs ag ldrnmi`ama y gskup`adrgs ag gstílamrgs, a`kgl qug gstdy trmstdrlmam. _drqug kumlad giids sg msustml, yd ng mtrgvd. _drqug kumlad giids rgtrdkgagl, yd kdrrd. _drqug kumlad giids sg tmpml ids dhds, yd ng rîd. _drqug adlag giids vgl nurds `lfrmlqugmeigs, yd vgd ulm gstupglam dpdrtul`ama ag trgpmr. _drqug kumlad giids agstmpml pgrhu`k`ds, yd ng agstmpd pdr agltrd y ng nugstrd cunmlm. A`kgl qug gstdy trmstdrlmam. Ld ng `npdrtml sus agf`l`k`dlgs. Gstdy tdtmingltg agsprdv`stm ag gsm kmpmk`ama qug tg cmkg kdlfgr`r m ims dp`l`dlgs ag ids agnís im `npdrtmlk`m suf`k`gltg kdnd pmrm qug tg `lkuneml y ndauigl tu v`am d tu kdnpdrtmn`gltd. Msî qug gs nuy, pgrd qug nuy prdemeig, qug gsd m id qug giids iimnml gstmr trmstdrlmad sgm id qug yd glt`glad kdnd sgr i`erg2 pmrm krgmr2 pmrm trmskglagr m id tîp`kd2 pmrm vdimr pdr glk`nm ag ims pds`e`i`amags krgmams2 pmrm qu`tmr gspmk`d m id qug aged cmkgr y kgagrid m id qug ld sg c`zd lulkm. ´Gstdy trmstdrlmam4 Ld id sà. ]u`zí agegrîm pimltgírngid. D qu`zí, s`npigngltg, agegrîm prgvgr sus gstøp`ams n`rmams y aghmr ag gxtrmýmrng kmam vgz qug miju`gl id dp`lm. Msî qug sî, sgýdrms y sgýdrgs, pgrsdlms jr`sgs, gstøp`ams v`stms kdrtms y v`s`dlgs s`npigs, s` msî pugagl rgsp`rmr ul pdkd nís trmlqu`ids id cmrà kdlstmr8 yd sdy yd, y gstdy trmstdrlmam. Mulqug krgd qug kdlvglk`àladng cml amad ul nmi pmsd, y gs ul jrmvg prdeignm pmrm tdads ustgags, m ids qug igs ndigstm y kc`rrîm gl su nmlsd kgrgerd
n` prdp`m gx`stglk`m, pdrqug vgríl… Agspuàs ag gstm ergvg rgfigx`ûl, cg iigjmad m im kdlkius`ûl ag qug krgd qug ng justm.
Gstrdp`k`d Qgljd tdads ids pgids qug lulkm tuvg gl im igljum glqu`stmads gl gi kdrmzûl.
nnn Qdads pglsmrdl qug grm cmnerg. P ld kmygrdl gl im kugltm ag qug trms tdams ims mrt`nmýms, kmrrgrms gxtglumltgs y a`sfrmkgs ag imlm, gi ided pgrsgjuîm m im dvghm sdid pdr ul egsd.
Cgrdîlms Mtmkmrgnds m ids k`n`gltds kdl ulm lugvm gaukmk`ûl2 id rgvgrt`ríl kdl im kdstunerg. _`ltmrgnds ims pmrgags agi kdidr ag im rme`m2 ims rgvgst`ríl kdl gi ag im dprgs`ûl. Cula`rgnds ids gspgh`snds gl ids qug lds sungl2 ids rgkdlstru`ríl lugvds nml`puimadrgs. Glsgýmrgnds, fdrnmrgnds, pmr`rgnds, ims rgvdiuk`dlmr`ms, m dtrms rgvdiuk`dlmr`ms. Qghgrgnds ul c`id ag sdrdr`ama. Wlm nmaghm ag rme`m. Cmrgnds tdad mqugiid qug cmjm fmitm. Fmiimrgnds n`i vgkgs, lds gskup`ríl lds mpmigmríl lds qugnmríl ims vîms lds mragríl ims nmlds lds gstrmljuimríl ims jmlms. Lds jr`tmríl8 «¡Agkglk`m, nuhgrgs! ¡Vgrjùglzm, agskmrr`mams!² _grd ld pdaríl kmne`mr gi agst`ld prdp`d ag im Hust`k`m, kuym agk`s`ûl gs `lagfgkt`eig g `lmpgimeig. P pdr giid8 smljrgnds, iidrgnds, km`jmnds d nurmnds8 im iukcm lds cmrí i`ergs, im Hust`k`m sgltglk`mrí m lugstrd fmvdr, im c`stdr`m lds agkimrmrí cgrdîlms. P gltdlkgs, jmlmrgnds.
«Mrag gl fugjd kdl gstus`msnd, y im jgltg vglarí agsag ighds pmrm vgrid.²
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Qrmstdrld Ld gs qug ng justg hujmr kdl fugjd. Gs qug, agsag qug supg qug grms iimnm, ng agskuer`stg im p`rdnmlîm. Mcdrm ld pmrd ag glkglagrtg ims kgr`iims, ids ngkcgrds, ids fdjdlgs. Gl kmam gsqu`lm ag kmam kmiig, gl kmam r`lkûl, gl kmam putm pmrtg ag n` prdp`m c`stdr`m, euskd glkglagrtg dtrm vgz. _grs`std gl n` trmstdrld. _drqug gi prdeignm ld rgs`ag gl qug tg qugngs. Gi prdeignm kdn`glzm, prgk`smngltg, kumlad ld tg `npdrtm gnpgzmr m mragr.
nnn Qgljd im sglsmk`ûl ag qug s` prgjultmnds ag qu`àl gs im kuipm ag qug mi f`lmi lulkm lmam sukga`grm, kumlad mermnds im edkm pmrm kdltgstmr8 «Quym, fug tuym, mulqug ld id a`hg, yd tg qugrîm², ld vmnds m agk`r lmam.
Lds vmnds m egsmr. Ng cg igvmltmad kdl jmlms ag euskmrtg, n`rmrtg m im kmrm, mrrmlkmrtg im igljum ag ul ndra`skd, gskup`rtg gl ids dhds, cmkgrtg smljrmr ag ul zmrpmzd, madrlmrtg kdl iukgs ag lgûl, kdijmrtg ag ul pugltg edkm memhd, y imlzmrtg mi mjum. Mpuýmimrtg cmstm qug tg agsmljrgs y p`ltmrng ids ime`ds rdhd `ltglsd n`gltrms tg smkd gi kdrmzûl, y id agsjmrrd kdl im fugrzm y im rme`m qug sdid kdlk`grlg m mqugi qug cm qugr`ad id suf`k`gltg kdnd pmrm da`mr agspuàs. Ng cg agspgrtmad lgrv`dsm y mls`dsm, agsgmlad cmkgrtg amýd. P ld id cmrà. _drqug ld pugags nmtmr m miju`gl pmrm qug nugrm gl tu ngltg. _drqug gs c`pûkr`tm. _drqug kumlad p`glsms gl amýmr m miju`gl qug tg cm cgkcd amýd, ld euskms cgr`rig m ài, s`ld kurmrtg m t`.
Gi jdipg gl im ngsm Gstm tmrag, n`gltrms pmrt`k`pmem gl ul sgn`lmr`d ag `lvgst`jmk`ûl, cg agemt`ad sderg kr`n`lmi`zmk`ûl ag kdlauktms kdl k`lkd cdnergs. Àrmnds ul jrupd ag sg`s pgrsdlms8 k`lkd cdnergs adktds, `lvgst`jmadrgs, nuy cíe`igs tdads giids y pdr dtrd imad ulm nuhgr (yd). Aurmltg ids k`lkd pr`ngrds n`lutds cml gxpugstd sus pmrgkgrgs y dp`l`dlgs. Pd tmne`àl id cg `ltgltmad, pgrd ng cml kdrtmad mijd msî kdnd ads vgkgs. Agspuàs cml pmsmad ulds kumltds n`lutds nís y cm sukga`ad id n`snd, dtrms ads vgkgs. Kmam `ltgltd nîd pdr cmeimr qugamem gl ul emieukgd aàe`i qug ld iigjmem m ulm pmimerm kdnpigtm. Gltdlkgs, kmlsmam ag qug ld sg ng gskukcmrm, cg amad ul jdipg gl im ngsm y cg jr`tmad8 «[dy ulm nuhgr y qu`grd cmeimr². Msî, tmi kumi. Giids sg cml kmiimad y ng cml n`rmad, kdlsk`gltgs ag qug ng `jldrmeml aurmltg ul eugl rmtd s`l pglsmr, kimrd, qug grm mijd agigzlmeig, pdrqug yd grm ulm nuhgr. Wlm nuhgr mkdstunermam m `ltgltmr cmeimr s`l sgr gskukcmam m im pr`ngrm (y nukcd nglds, im pr`ngrm)2 ulm nuhgr mkdstunermam m qug sus dp`l`dlgs sgml t`iamams ag `lfmlt`igs, føt`igs d jrmk`dsms2 ulm nuhgr kuyms dp`l`dlgs cml s`ad kdls`agrmams c`stûr`kmngltg cdrndlmigs, c`stàr`kms d `ls`jl`f`kmltgs. Pd, ulm nuhgr, cg amad kdl n` puýd gl im ngsm y cg jr`tmad8 «[dy ulm nuhgr y qu`grd cmeimr². P sg cm cgkcd gi s`iglk`d ulds sgjulads. Agspuàs, cg rgsdpimad fugrtg. Wld ag giids cm sdlrgîad gl sgými ag kmnmrmagrîm, m pgsmr ag qug id cmyml gaukmad, `lkdlsk`gltgngltg d ld, pmrm `jldrmrng gl prd ag sus kdnpmýgrds nmskui`lds. P tdads (ids k`lkd) ng cml n`rmad, kmiimads. Gltdlkgs dtrd ag giids cm a`kcd8 gs vgrama. «Gs vgrama.² _drqug s` yd ld iigjd m cmkgrid, cmerîml sgju`ad pglsmlad qug gi qug yd tuv`grm pds`e`i`ama ag tglgr dp`l`ûl2 d ag tglgr ulm euglm dp`l`ûl2 d ulm øt`i dp`l`ûl2 d
jmlms ag amr n` dp`l`ûl pgrsdlmi trms gskukcmr ims suyms, cmerîm s`ad nuy pdkd prdemeig ‑pdr sgr yd nuhgr‑, y ld sg cmerîml amad l` kugltm ag qug «grm vgrama² qug yd qugrîm tmne`àl cmeimr. ]ug `lkiusd, tglîm mijd qug agk`r. Cdy cg amad ul jdipg gl im ngsm y cg kc`iimad. _drqug sà qug nukcms nuhgrgs sg s`gltgl `aglt`f`kmams. _drqug ld qu`grd sgr ul cdnerg l` qu`grd tglgr «`agms ag cdnerg². _drqug sgr ulm nuhgr agk`a`am ld gs tglgr kmríktgr ag cdnerg. _drqug sgr ermvm d fugrtg ld gs sgr nmskui`lm. _drqug sgr vmi`gltg ld gs tglgr cdnerîm. _drqug qu`grd qug pdamnds sgr nuhgrgs s`l sglt`r vgrjùglzm pdrqug gstm sdk`gama p`glsg y lds `lsgrtg gl im kmegzm qug sgr nuhgr gs id qug m im sdk`gama ig kdlv`glg. _drqug qu`grd. P pultd. Cdy cg amad ul jdipg gl im ngsm. P p`glsd amr ids jdipgs qug cmjm fmitm gl tdams ims ngsms qug sg ng pdljml agimltg.
nnn Vdy m cmkgrig kmsd mi kdrmzûl. P vm m sgr mi tuyd.
nnn Im jgltg s`gnprg tg cmrí amýd mijulm vgz. Gi adidr fdrnm pmrtg ag im v`am.
Id `npdrtmltg gs qug tø sgpms qu`àl id cmkg s`l qugrgr y qu`àl id cmkg s`l qugrgrtg.
Lgkgsmr`ms Cmkg fmitm jr`tmr. Cmkg fmitm iukcmr pdr id qug krggs hustd. Cmkg fmitm rdnpgr emrrgrms, rdnpgr pmrgags, rdnpgr prghu`k`ds. Cmkg fmitm rdnpgr kdl id gstmeigk`ad. _drqug tdad gstí nmi, nuy nmi. Ldsdtrds gstmnds nmi. Im sdk`gama gstí nmi. Im v`am gstí nmi. Cmkg fmitm qug tdads sg agl kugltm ag id nmi qug gstí tdad. Cmkg fmitm jgltg vmi`gltg qug pdljm vmi`gltg m im jgltg qug tdamvîm ld smeg qug id gs. Msî qug, gnp`gzm. Cdy n`snd. ]ug lma`g tg kmiig. Ugkuàramid. Cmkgl fmitm iukcmadrgs. Cmkgl fmitm pgrsdlms qug sgml gxmktmngltg, kdnd tø.
Kdlfgs`ûl Vdy m sgr frmlkm8 Qø ld ng cms aghmad ag `npdrtmr. _grd, k`gid8 Pd tmnpdkd ng cg aghmad ag qugrgr.
Agsag mqugi aîm hurd, kdl im kgrt`tua agi qug id cm v`v`ad, qug im v`am cmeim. Id rgkugrad kdnd s` cue`grm dkurr`ad cmkg sdid trgs sgjulads. Mqugi aîm gl gi qug ims kdsms, ldsdtrds y ids sglt`n`gltds sg `lv`rt`grdl, agskuerî qug m vgkgs, im v`am tg kdidkm gl ul s`t`d pmrm nís tmrag pdlgrtg hustd gl gi dpugstd.
Agspuàs, ul s`iglk`d. Mijd sg rdnpg, `ltgrld, ul rgsqugermhd, ul mjuhgrd lgjrd gl gi pgkcd adlag im nmtgr`m sg `lc`eg m sî n`snm. Qø gspgrms mcdjmrtg, pgrd ld id cmkgs. Gltdlkgs, agsag gi imad gl gi qug s`gnprg cmeîms gstmad, kms` msgjurmlad qug gs giim im qug gstí glfrgltg, im gskukcms, kîl`km y euridlm8 «´Vgs, id qug sg sgltîm agsag gstg4².
nnn Qdads ids qug gskr`e`nds y iggnds sderg mndr, cmk`glad ids j`i`pdiims pdr y jrmk`ms m gsm pgrsdlm qug hustd ld iggrí hmnís id qug gskr`e`nds y iggnds, tglgnds gl lugstrms nmlds im gsglk`m n`snm ag gstg nulad ag n`gram. Gl ims jugrrms, gl ids s`stgnms ag pdagr, gl ims rgimk`dlgs. Gs mesdiutmngltg sglk`iid y tdad sg rgsung gl gsd8 ul nulad rgpigtd ag j`i`pdiims, nmtmlad m y pdr dtrds j`i`pdiims, dpr`n`glad m y pdr dtrds j`i`pdiims, gskr`e`glad m y pdr dtrds j`i`pdiims, igyglad id qug dtrds j`i`pdiims gskr`egl sderg dtrds j`i`pdiims. _darîm pdlgrsg ul kmrtgi ag e`glvgl`am qug rgzmrm, gxmktd8 «E`glvgl`ads, m im Q`grrm8 j`i`pdiims, sufr`glad, pdr dtrds j`i`pdiims².
Gl tu kmnm c`kg nukcms kdsms qug hmnís dkurr`grdl. Pm tglgnds ulm rgspugstm pmrm tdad mqugi qug prgjultg8 [î. Agf`l`t`vmngltg, id `nmj`lmad tmne`àl pugag rdnpgrtg gi kdrmzûl.
_ûa`un Mkmemnds gstd kdnd qu`gl sg agsp`ag ag ul ma`ûs ym pmktmad. _drqug s`gnprg id fug y s`gnprg id sup`nds. Lugstrm c`stdr`m gs ul f`lmi, agsag gi pr`lk`p`d ag im n`snm. P gsd gs tdad, qug tg a`rîm qug grgs ag n`s fmvdr`tds, qug fu`stg ag ids aurds, qug meimlamstg m im nís aurm ag tdams. _grd ld, pdrqug kdnpmrmrtg sgrîm emhmrtg mi sugid, y kdlt`jd hmnís id tdquà s` ld fug kdl im rda`iim mi rms. Ld grgs ag n`s fmvdr`tds. Grgs gi qug prdvdkû gi rmlb`lj, gi pûa`un qug hmnís ng `npdrtû. Gi `lf`l`td. Im aàk`nm kgltàs`nm y n`iàs`nm ag tdads ids agk`nmigs, ag kmam uld ag ids løngrds qug fugrdl mltgs d agspuàs, ag t`. Grgs gi qug hmnís pmt`lû gl l`ljulm ag n`s kurvms. Im k`glk`m nmtgnít`km, gi pmtrûl qug c`zd qug tuv`grm kimrd kûnd pdlgr, e`gl lungrmads, gl kdnpmrmk`ûl m tus pmríngtrds, m tdads ids agnís bmn`bmzgs.
Im prgjultm ´]uà gs id qug qugrà`s4 ´]ugrà`s qug s`ltmnds `jumi4 ´]ugrà`s qug lds justgl ims n`snms kmlk`dlgs4 ´Ims n`snms pgiîkuims4 ´@lstmimrlds ul edtûl gl im gspmiam qug rgp`tm `lkgsmeig, pdr n`gad m im ld mprdemk`ûl8 «M nî tmne`àl ng justml ids fgst`vmigs y egegr v`ld t`ltd ids síemads²4 ´]ugrà`s qug man`rgnds m im n`snm jgltg4 ´]ugrà`s qug pmrgzkmnds smi`ams ag ulm pgiîkuim kiûl`km mltgmpdkmiîpt`km4 ´]uà gs id qug qugrà`s4 ´]ugrà`s aghmrlds gl pmz4 ´]ugrà`s kdngrlds gi kdýd4
nnn Wlm nmýmlm ag rgsmkm sglt`ngltmi, agspuàs ag cmkgr rgkugltd ag tdads ids cgr`ads qug cmeîm kmusmad, sg mkgptû y msun`û su kdla`k`ûl. Agskuer`û qug grm su prdp`d pgi`jrd, qug lma`g pdaîm cmkgrig nís amýd qug giim n`snm y qug, sme`glad gi sufr`n`gltd qug kmusmem y sg kmusmem, ld sg pgrn`t`rîm sgju`r agstrdzmlad m ids agnís, mi nglds s`l mavgrt`r mltgs ag ids agstrdzds.
Gltdlkgs, agk`a`û kdijmr gi kmrtgi gl im pugrtm8 «Ku`amad kdl im pgrrm².
[`l`gstrd tdtmi Grm gi pr`lk`p`d ag tdad gi agsmstrg. Qø ng n`rmstg, glkgla`ad y mtrgv`ad y a`h`stg8 «[grí nghdr qug ld hugjugs kdl fugjd². Pd ym smeîm qug ld grm im agst`lmtmr`m ag gsm mavgrtglk`m, qug s`l qugrgr, mijd gl t` tg prgvglîm. Im pmrtg ag uld n`snd m im qug ld gskukcmems, sdrad pdr n`s susurrds, ym kdrrîm agsgspgrmam y sdlmeml ims s`rglms ag gngrjglk`m pdr tdams ims kmiigs ag tu kugrpd. Ld diîms gi jms qug agsprglaîm n` mi`gltd, l` sgltîms gi s`iglk`d qug prgkgag m im gxpids`ûl. Msî fug, ulm mutdmavgrtglk`m ag im qug ld tglîms kdlstmlk`m. Grm kimrmngltg `npds`eig sgr yd im qugnmam. Qg mv`smems m t` n`snd, suekdlsk`gltg, k`gjd pdr n`s dhds y a`strmîad pdr mijulm qug dtrm kdsm ag n` kugrpd. Qø y im c`stdr`m ag lugstrd s`l`gstrd tdtmi møl ld id smeîm`s. _grd gstmem kimrd, gstmem agf`l`t`vmngltg kimrd, qug gi fugjd grm yd.
Id qug nís hdag ag gstmr idkm gs ld smegr lulkm a`skgrl`r s` rgmingltg gstí idkd pdr t` d sdid ig cms kdltmj`mad.
L`ým kgr`iim Gstdy mra`glad. Ng n`rml kdl gi kgýd qug surjg kumlad cugig m qugnmad y ld smegs aûlag gstí gi fdkd. Im jgltg, pdr im kmiig, ng vg ids gskdnerds. Mijulds ng sdpiml ims kgl`zms. Ld glt`glagl qug sdid ims kmne`ml ag iujmr, pgrd sdl nîms, sdl tdams nîms. Ng pgrtglgkgl, ims cg krgmad, ims cg sufr`ad, ims cg iidrmad, ims cg tgl`ad gltrg n`s agads kdl ims cgr`ams `lkmlagskgltgs. Gstdy mra`glad. Pm ld sà kûnd agk`rid, kûnd gxpi`kmr gstg prdkgsd gl gi qug im p`gi sg ng glkdjg, gl gi qug ims kûrlgms ng gxpidtml ag rme`m. Kûnd mkmemr rgauk`am m im lmam y aghmr ag sgr iimnm. Kûnd kminmr im geuii`k`ûl. Kûnd smlmr ims mnpdiims ag ids qug cml `ltgltmad smkmrng, smivmrng ag nî n`snm gltrg gskdzdr g `npdtglk`m. Im jgltg ng a`kg «Mpíjmtg8 ´ld vgs qug tg kdlsungs42 ´ld vgs qug mrags agskdltrdimam42 ´ld tg augig vgrtg cdjugrm4². ¡Ld pugad gxpi`kmrid! ¡Ld qu`sg sgr mskum l` iuz! ¡Ld qu`sg sgr n` prdp`m agsjrmk`m! y s`l gnemrjd, ¡mrad! ´Ld vg`s qug ld ng mpmjd4 ´Ld vg`s qug gstm kdneust`ûl ld kdldkg trgjum4 Ld cmy sdiuk`ûl. Gstg gs n` gstmad, gstm sdy yd. Pm ld sà kûnd gv`tmrid,
ym ld sà kûnd gnpgzû, ym ld sà hust`f`kmrng l` tmpmrng l` mer`rng ids puindlgs. [did qu`grd kdlsun`rng. ]ugamrng qu`gtm, rgauk`rng, cmkgrng cund, qug vgljm gi v`gltd qug sg mpmjugl n`s mskums y qug miiî, agsmpmrgk`ams n` `jl`k`ûl y yd, div`amad n` fugjd, mqugiids qug mv`stmrdl im iimnm2 vgml ims nmlkcms lgjrms gl im t`grrm, ld sg prgjultgl lmam y vugivml, gltdlkgs, s`l kugst`dlmr, s`ju`glad gi kursd ag ims kdsms, rgsdiv`glad gi s`ld ag nî n`snm, m p`smrng.
Agstrukk`ûl Mquî s`jd8 Gspgrmlad m qug iigjugs m k`gl b`iûngtrds cdrm y mtgrr`kg gl n` gstûnmjd tu edim ag agndi`k`ûl. Agspuàs ag tdad, y ag ul t`gnpd sdpdrtmlad n` prdp`d pgsd, augig gstmr ag p`g, sdim, agskmizm f`lj`amngltg a`jlm, glk`nm ag lugstrds gskdnerds. Ng s`gltd kdnd im pgrrm qug s`gnprg cg s`ad8 imn`glad kumiqu`grm ag ids agads qug ng tdkml. Cmk`àladid s`npig y j`n`glad ag adidr kmam ldkcg, kumlad sg mpmjml ims iukgs, pdr mqugiim nmld qug ng a`d ag kdngr y qug yd, pdr n`gad, pdr gi gstøp`ad n`gad ag qugrgr m qu`gl ng qugrîm, ndraî. Kdnd s`gnprg, im n`snm c`stdr`m8 Ids qug t`glgl tmltd n`gad m pgragr cmk`glad amýd m qu`gl sg mrr`gsjm m cmkgrid.
Mrr`gsjm mcdrm Gl kugst`ûl ag mndr, m vgkgs, «nís vmig tmrag qug lulkm² ld fulk`dlm. Gl kugst`ûl ag mndr, m vgkgs, tmrag gs lulkm.
nnn Qg vms m sglt`r sdid. Nukcms vgkgs, kràgng. [grí kumlad nís lgkgs`tgs kdnpmýîm. Gl ul ndngltd ag lgjrds y dskurds. Wlm nmim àpdkm, ulm gtmpm msf`x`mltg, ulm kr`s`s, ulm pàra`am. Wlm agsmpmr`k`ûl gspdltílgm ag migjrîm d ul sgkugstrd ag im n`snm `lgspgrmad, kuyd rgskmtg ym ld tgljms l` jmlms ag pmjmr. Qg sglt`rís sdid tmne`àl gl s`tumk`dlgs gl ims qug, tgûr`kmngltg, ld agegrîms cmkgrid. M vgkgs id cmrís kmn`lmlad kdl nukcîs`nm jgltg m tu mirgagadr. Qg sglt`rís sdid gl ulm f`gstm iiglm ag nøs`km y jgltg pmsíladid e`gl. @lkiusd em`imlad tø, tmne`àl, pdarís sglt`rid. _ugag qug id cmjms kumlad gxmktmngltg, pdr kumiqu`gr k`rkulstmlk`m qug sg prgk`g, tdads tg a`jml «gstdy kdlt`jd², «ng t`glgs mquî², «gstmrà m tu imad². _ugag qug id cmjms gskukcmlad ulm kmlk`ûl, pugag qug
n`gltrms kugltms ul kc`stg gl nga`d ag pgrsdlms qug tg gskukcml. ]ug tg qu`grgl. Id cmrís nukcms vgkgs, kràgng. _grd sglt`r y gstmr sdl vgreds a`st`ltds. P pmrm amrsg kugltm ag giid sdid cmkg fmitm n`rmrsg gl gi gspghd, tdkmrsg im kmrm, y sdlrgîr m im pgrsdlm qug, s`gnprg qug iidrms, iidrm kdlt`jd2 s`gnprg qug susp`rms, susp`rm kdlt`jd2 s`gnprg qug sdlrîgs, tg agvugivg im sdlr`sm. Gfgkt`vmngltg, tg vms m sglt`r sdid. Nukcms vgkgs. P ld. Ld id gstmrís hmnís.
Im `lfigx`ûl Dkurr`û s`l qug lma`g l` lmam id gspgrmrm. Msî, ul aîm, gltrg pdrtmigs, agspuàs ag ul t`gnpd s`l vgrlds y n`gltrms lds rgîmnds, tø ng glsgýmstg ims sdlr`sms ag dtrms nuhgrgs. Ng lmrrmstg sus c`stdr`ms, ng kdltmstg kûnd ims egsmstg pdr pr`ngrm vgz, kûnd ims c`k`stg ul pdkd tuyms, kûnd igs justmem pgrtglgkgrtg agemhd. Kûnd tg cmeîms, pdr f`l, glmndrmad. Msî, ul aîm, gltrg pdrtmigs, n`s dhds mvgk`lmrdl tdrngltm. Qg c`k`stg cdnerg ng c`kg pgamzds sg ng age`i`tmrdl ids cugsds y sg ng mfidhmrdl ids nøskuids y tuvg qug sditmr tdads ids futurds mitgrlmt`vds kdlt`jd qug mprgtmem gltrg ims nmlds.
Agi rgvàs ´Ugkugrams gi pr`ngr egsd4 Iidrmem. Qø ng mkmr`k`mems im ngh`iim. Ng qugrîms. P yd lgkgs`tmem qug miju`gl ng qu`s`grm. Mcdrm, agspuàs ag tmltd t`gnpd (sderg tdad kumlad ng gnedrrmkcd, cmkg frîd d cg tgl`ad ul aîm ag n`gram), tmne`àl ng mkugrad, mijulms ldkcgs, agi øit`nd. Fug `lgspgrmad g `ltglsd, kdnd mi f`l y mi kmed id sdl tdads ids f`lmigs. Qdad gstmem gltdlkgs agi rgvàs8 Qø ym ld lgkgs`tmems qug yd tg qu`s`grm. P yd tmne`àl iidrmem, kdnd im pr`ngrm vgz8 _grd pdr t`. P pdr agltrd.
N`imjrd Ld sg pugag aghmr ag krggr gl gi mndr. _drqug gi mndr gs mijd qug gx`stg `lagpgla`gltgngltg ag qug tø tg kmjugs gl ài, y gl tdads tus hda`ads putds nugrtds. Gx`stg y s`jug mcî, ngt`àladtg gi agad gl gi dhd ld `npdrtm id qug tg iidrg d id qug tg glfmag su gx`stglk`m. Gx`stg `lagpgla`gltgngltg ag qug gi dtrd sg vmym y tg aghg sdid y krgms qug hmnís vdivgrís m sglt`r id n`snd pdr lma`g nís. Gx`stg mulqug tø ld tgljms l`ljulms jmlms ag vdivgr m mnmr m miju`gl, mulqug auags nuy sgr`mngltg ag qug mijøl aîm vugivms m cmkgrid. Ld sg pugag aghmr ag krggr gl gi mndr. _grd tg hurd qug gi aîm gl gi qug, `ldp`lmamngltg, ag rgpgltg, aghmnds ag sgr, kms` derd gi n`imjrd. Kms`, pgrd ld. _drqug ld sg pugag aghmr ag krggr gl gi mndr. M hdagrsg.
_mtr`mrkmad Agltrd ag kmam nuhgr, kdnd nmtr`dsbms rusms, gx`stg ul kdýd, qug ld gs gi kdýd qug sg midhm gl gi emhd v`gltrg, s`ld qug ymkg agltrd ag su kmegzm, sgpmrmad gl ads cgn`sfgr`ds qug lmam glt`glagl ag jàlgrd. Agltrd ag kmam nuhgr, gx`stg ul kdýd qug p`glsm, qug gskukcm, qug cmeim, qug s`gltg, qug pmrg c`hds kmam aîm, qug iidrm smljrg gl kmam igtrm y qug, kmam `lstmltg, aurmltg tdam su v`am8 gs gskup`ad mltgs ag sgr v`dimad.
K`rkuimr Grms k`rkuimr. Kdnd ims c`stdr`ms qug vugivgl m gnpgzmr s`l kgsmr, kdl a`fgrgltg ju`dl y pugstm gl gskglm pgrd n`snd mrjungltd. Kdnd gi Bmrnm Gi Acmrnm Gi mndr y tdad id qug sg agvugivg kumlad sg cm amad. K`rkuimr kdnd im edkm ag im kdpm gl im qug egeîm gi mikdcdi qug ng pgaîml ims vgramags qug agskuerî im ldkcg qug tg ndstrmstg kdl tu fdrnm vgramagrm. Kdnd im rugam ag im fdrtulm. Kdnd im sugrtg d ims kmsumi`amags d im v`am. Kdnd tus dhds y ids nîds, age`grm cmegrid sme`ad. Kdnd ids f`lmigs e`gl gskr`tds qug tg aghml kdl smedr m pr`lk`p`d pgrd tr`stgzm pdr smegr qug tgrn`lml. Grms k`rkuimr y yd ld id supg cmstm qug tg v` ag ighds y puag desgrvmrtg rgmi dh`piít`km. @lkràauim mltg id qug im v`am ng ndstrmem. Qø grms k`rkuimr, grms tdad id qug hmnís qu`sg pglsmr qug sgrîms. Mcdrm id glt`glad y ng vgd n`rmlad cmk`m mtrís gl im c`stdr`m y s`gltd pglm ag nî n`snm gspgríladtg, `lkmlsmeig, gl kmam ulm ag ims gsqu`lms qug fdrnmeml gi kumarmad qug s`gnprg `nmj`là qug fu`stg.
«Lulkm lma`g supd pimltmr fidrgs gl ul kdrmzûl tml ír`ad y sgkd kdnd gi nîd. P mcdrm qug id c`k`stg, y tg fu`stg, vdy m tglgr qug iidrmr nmrgs pmrm rgjmrims.²
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[gkm. Ld cmeîm lmam. Gspmrk`stg tdad gi medld qug cmeîms jumramad gl tus nmlds y gltdlkgs yd, nmim c`grem qug fidrgkg kmam vgz qug gstí m pultd ag ndr`r, iidrà. Ng rgjuà. Ng c`kg rmîz. Jrmk`ms pdr ims sgn`iims.
Gstmad gstdnmkmi Ng cms aghmad tdams ims nmr`pdsms gl fdrnmtd kmpuiid.
nnn «Qg qu`grd agspg`lmam y glfgrnm Qg qu`grd s`l nmqu`iimr, suamlad, edrrmkcm Kdl ims nga`ms rdtms Qg qu`grd gl p`hmnm Qg qu`grd kdl dhgrms y kdl ids ime`ds kdrtmads Qg qu`grd gl tus pgdrgs aîms Qg qu`grd mi lmturmi.²
[gjuîs s`l gltglagr ulmqugrí`s n`gram. Ld qugrgnds qug lds s`l lmam. Ld lds `npdrtm kûnd lds qugrí`s. Lds vmiarîm kdl ul «tg qu`grd qugr`àladtg g `npdrtíladtg ulm n`gram id qug yd qu`grm² y ul s`iglk`d, agspuàs, `lf`l`td. ]ugrgnds gnpgzmr m qugrgrlds ldsdtrms.
Im fulk`ûl Im nmj`m gs rgmi. Q`glg p`grlms y ermzds y agads qug tg tdkml y tg cmkgl sdlmr tu nghdr ngidaîm. Q`glg pgid y dhds qug tg n`rml, agsgmlad qug agskuerms tdads ids trukds. Im nmj`m cugig m pgrfung qug lulkm tg justû pgrd mcdrm tg rgkugram qug gi nulad pugag sgr ul iujmr nghdr. Im nmj`m tg a`kg8 « Aàhmtg `r qug gs nghdr pmrm ids ads qug yd ld qu`grd cmkgrtg amýd qug a`kgl qug ld gx`std qug ld krgms gl nî. ]ug sdy kdsm ag l`ýds qug sg `lvgltml rgmi`amags nghdrgs qug ims qug v`vgl².
Im nmj`m gx`stg. P tg egsm s`l smegr qug ld gs sdid ulm fulk`ûl. ]ug agtrís agi tgiûl tø sgrîms gi kdlghd eimlkd ulm y dtrm y dtrm vgz.
Cdy cm s`ad ul aîm fgi`z. Cg ege`ad kmfà s`l pmsmrng, ng cg rgîad ag nî n`snm s`l pmsmrng, cg a`sfrutmad ag ims v`stms qug cmy cmk`m im fgi`k`ama, cg kdltmad kc`stgs sgxumigs ag nmlgrm pdkd sut`i, cg kdn`ad ag nmlgrm tmne`àl nuy pdkd sut`i, cg qugr`ad m n` nmarg, m n` nmlgrm tdad `em e`gl, s`l pmsmrsg. Iugjd, ng cg imvmad ids a`gltgs, ng cg ngt`ad gl im kmnm y ng cg qugamad nuy qu`gtm, kms` `lnûv`i, mi sglt`r kûnd tu rgkugrad ng mermzmem ims kdst`iims y vdivîm m egsmrng gi kugiid kdl im lmr`z.
Ims l`ýms qug fu` mnmeml smitmr m im kdnem sglt`r kûnd igs edtmem gi glkàfmid y msî aghmr ag `nmj`lmr ul rmtd kûnd sgrîm dtrm v`am. Vgîml kdl ims nmlds y sg ims imvmeml kdlt`lumngltg gl kmam imvmed ag kmam iujmr mi qug lma`g ims mkdnpmýmem. Qdams sdýmeml mijøl aîm kdl sgr nuhgrgs s`l gskrøpuids smkmr sus ngtrmiigtms mpultmr m ids jgl`ds y dei`jmrigs m kunpi`r kumtrd agsgds pdrqug trgs ld ameml pmrm tdad. Ims l`ýms qug fu` jr`tmeml pdtgltgs, `npgrtàrr`tms mltg su jugrrm, agsag gi nís rgkûla`td mivgdid qug lma`g pdarîm lulkm kdl giims. _grd tdams, mesdiutmngltg tdams ims l`ýms, tdams ims ldkcgs, qu`s`grdl ndr`rsg.
Id nís `npdrtmltg qug mprglaî gl n` `lfmlk`m, ld ng id glsgýû gi kdigj`d. Id nís `npdrtmltg qug mprglaî gl n` `lfmlk`m, ag im `lfmlk`m, ng id glsgýû n` kmnm y pugag rgsun`rsg gl id s`ju`gltg8 L`ljøl l`ýd agegrîm lulkm tgneimr.
Pd gstmem sdim y ng emstmem kdln`jd. Ugpgtîm ulm y dtrm vgz «Ld lgkgs`td m lma`g qug ld ng lgkgs`tg m nî². P ng glkmltmem kûnd sdlmem gl ids dîads ag ids agnís, `lkugst`dlmeig. Qglîm nukcds ignms y tdads ng cmkîml jmlmadrm, g `lkiusd kumlad ng lgkgs`tmrdl, m vgkgs, tmnpdkd ids lgkgs`tà. Ld eusquà m lma`g qug ng pua`grm myuamr, kumlad im v`am ng a`d ag cdst`ms y ng aghû n`i ldkcgs kdl gi kugrpd adidr`ad, pglsmlad agsgspgrmam gl kuíltd tmrameml gl agsmpmrgkgr ims `lfimnmk`dlgs ag minm. Pd ng mfgrrà m n` prdp`m nmld, qug fug im øl`km qug s`gnprg gstuvd kdln`jd. Kmn`là agskmizm pdr gi fugjd agi @lf`grld, `lstmurmam gl n` sdegre`m. [dermam ag vmigltîm. Cglkc`am ag fugrzm. [mivmhg. Ng fmer`quà m nî kdnd n` prdp`m mrnm. Ng krgà, pgi`jrdsm y amý`lm. P ng gskr`eî im nmim ag im nmydrîm ag ims c`stdr`ms qug ndiagà m n` prdp`d justd y mkmeà kumlad ng kmlsmrdl. Iugjd, mpmrgk`stg tø. P yd sgjuî s`glad ulm nuhgr ag mrnms tdnmr, kràgng, ulm ym lmkg fík`i pmrm a`spmrmr y a`fîk`i ag p`smr. [did qug mpmrgk`stg tø, y dkurr`û mqugiid tml gxtrmýd8 Gnpgkà m pglsmr agnms`mad ids a`spmrds.
Bmrnm Gi bmrnm gs mijd msî kdnd amrtg kugltm trms nukcms kdpms, kmkcdlad pgra`ad y m pultd ag nmrkmr ul løngrd qug smegs qug kdltgstmrí, ag qug a`sfrutmr ag kmam ulm ag ims n`rmams qug tg gkcml glk`nm glfrgltg d agemhd ld cmrí qug tg n`rgl kdnd giim. Hmnís, lulkm, cmrí qug tg n`rgl kdnd giim.
Agspuàs ag im ldt`k`m Iidrà tmltd, tmltd, tmltd s`glad yd tml frîm, qug iigjuà m pglsmr qug, gl n` dtrm v`am, fu` ulm edism ag ju`smltgs, rgk`àl smi`am agi kdljgimadr. Jdtgmlad s`l pmrmr. Agrr`t`àladsg. Mprgtmlad ul gsju`lkg ag tde`iid qug adiîm y imtîm gl kmi`gltg. Adiîm y imtîm, `jumi qug id qug sg cmeîm rdtd agltrd ag n`s kdst`iims.
@aglt`ama gxd`npugstm Aghà ag sgr ulm l`ým euglm ustd gl gi prgk`sd `lstmltg gl gi qug kdnglkà m qugrgr sgr ulm l`ým i`erg.
Nuhgr kgl`zm M vgkgs, qugrrîm8 agstmpmrng ids n`gads agi pgkcd, mrrmlkmrng ims pgstmýms y ids dhds, qugamrng k`gjm ag v`am y smi`r m im kmiig, agspdhmam ag gljmýds, i`egrmam ag nglt`rms y sdlr`sms qug f`lhd tdad gi t`gnpd, agsag qug ng glsgýmrdl m sgr fgi`z, kdnd s` fugrm sunmr, m agk`r, kdl gi pgkcd ag pmr gl pmr me`grtd gl kmlmi y ids dhds y gi fmisd drjuiid gl im nmld, smljrmlad8 N`rmang. Gstm nugrtm gl v`am gstm iíp`am gl p`g gstg fmljd sgkd gstm n`gram gs id qug sdy.
nnn Quvd nukcms nuhgrgs kdl ims qug mkdstmrsg y agspgrtmr, pgrd sdid ulm nuhgr ag sus sugýds. P gsd ig nmrkm m kumiqu`grm
im fdrnm ag kgrrmr ids dhds. Ng vgd mcdrm, `lkmpmz ag rgkdramr id qug pmsû y s`lt`glad qug gstí id suf`k`gltgngltg ighds kdnd pmrm ld iigjmr m tdkmrng. [`l mkdramrng ag tus n`rmams. _drqug ld ims glkugltrd. [g cml pgra`ad gl ulm c`stdr`m qug mkmeû cmkg nukcd t`gnpd. Krgd qug gi mndr gs tmne`àl ulm gtmpm. ]ug ag ldsdtrds (y ag im v`am) agpglag qug aurg nís d qug aurg nglds. P qug pdr gsd n`snd qug gs gi mndr hmnís sg div`am. _drqug im v`am sg kdlstruyg ag gsms n`snms gtmpms qug lds kdlstruygl m ldsdtrds n`snds kdnd pgrsdlms. P gs pdr giid qug sà qug tø fu`stg ulm gtmpm `npdrtmltg gl n` n`gram ag gx`stglk`m. _drqug ag t` smiî dtrm, nís nuhgr qug lulkm pgrd kdl ulm l`ým iidrmlad cmstm mtrmjmltmrsg agltrd. Kmiimam pgrd jr`tmlad qug hmnís gkcmrîm tmltd ag nglds m miju`gl gl s`iglk`d. P gsd gs tdad. Krgd qug gi prdeignm gs qug tg glkdltrà kumlad tdad gstmem pgra`ad. Krgd qug tuvg ulm `lkrgîeig nmim sugrtg mi aghmr qug ng ku`amrms pmrm iugjd `rtg. Krgd qug ng a` kugltm ag qug kmiima`tm gl kugst`ûl ag sglt`n`gltds ld gstdy nís jumpm, s`ld nís j`i`pdiims.
[mvg tcg w`ia fidwgrs Cg vugitd mi emrr`d. ]ugr`glad adrn`r kdnd ulm l`ým gl im mkgrm. Cg vugitd m sdlrgîr m ids qug ng suhgtmeml gi kuid smitmlad ims vmiims. M rgkdramr m ids qug ld gstíl2 m mijulds ng ids cm rdemad im v`am, m dtrds ng ids cm rdemad gi Gstmad. Cg vugitd m `nmj`lmr m ids mv`dlgs imlzmlad pdi`kîms qug aml nís n`gad qug ims ednems. Cg v`std m sus c`hds, qug gskmlami`zml m ims nmargs ag e`gl, kdl sus c`hds ag kdrrgktd, qug pmsml pdr ims kmiigs ag glfrgltg. Cg vugitd. M su didr m jmsdi`lm qugnmam. M sus vgltmlms kdl rghms mlt`rrgamams. M sus dhds ag j`tmlm v`ghm. M vgrims emrrgr gi pdivd ag ids pdrtmigs, m vgrids vglagr gi pdivd trms ims pugrtms. Mi mrtg. M im mn`stma vgramagrm qug tg aml ids mýds. Cg vugitd mi emrr`d pdrqug lulkm tg vms agi s`t`d qug tg ms`jlû im c`stdr`m. _drqug ims fidrgs smivmhgs hmnís sg div`aml ag im emsurm, ag ims gsqu`lms, qug ig s`rv`û ag medld m sus rmîkgs. Ld p`glsd div`amrng ag t`. Ng qugamrà mquî gspgrmlad m vgr pmsmr im v`am y mijøl qug dtrd mndr qug ng pdljm im vglam y ld kurg im cgr`am,
qug ng mkc`qug gi mjum y ld kdls`jm qug fidtg, qug ng pdljm im t`grrm y ld ng krgzkm im sgn`iim. Ld p`glsd div`amrng ag t`. Ld vdy m aghmr qug tdam gstm kmtístrdfg qug cm sukga`ad, pdr ld smegr qugrgrlds e`gl, ng cmjm aghmr ag qugrgrtg m n` nmlgrm, lds cmjm aghmr ag rgkdramr im mrglm qug emhû agi rgidh, mi qug hultds a`nds im vugitm, qug mrnû im tdrngltm qug gskdkîm gl ids dhds y mi qug ym sg ig tgrn`lû gi t`gnpd. Ld vdy m div`amrng ag t`. L` ag tu edkm ag kmýûl l` ag tus agads qug mprgtmeml kmam uld ag n`s jmt`iids. L` ag tu didr m pûivdrm y tu smedr m nugrtg qug rgsuk`tm m ids qug krggl qug gstíl v`vds. L` ag tu vdz ‛pun‛ a`rgktm m ids puindlgs. Ld vdy m div`amrng ag t`. _drqug fu`stg ulm glfgrngama krûl`km s`l im qug ym ld sà kdlv`v`r kdl im v`am. _drqug ym ld sà vgr mi mndr s` ld gs m trmvàs ag tus dhds l` ag tus nmlds mprgtíladng kdltrm gi kdikcûl. _drqug ng s`gltd ulm l`ým `ltgltmlad cmkgr ulds agegrgs qug l` qu`grg l` pugag y lma`g vm m cmkgrids pdr nî. _drqug ld glt`glad ims gkumk`dlgs agi div`ad pdrqug ld sà rgamktmr tu ma`ûs pdrqug sdid gskr`ed tu ldnerg gl im p`zmrrm pdrqug sdid gskukcd tu vdz. _drqug fu`stg im øl`km pgrsdlm pdr im qug cmrîm qug ig igvmltmrml gi kmst`jd pmrm pdlgrng yd ag kmrm
m im pmrga.
Kmiagrd _dlga gi kmríktgr fugrtg gl gi rgk`p`gltg. _rgpmrma gi kmiad ag kuit`vd m emsg ag ulm gaukmk`ûl qug im dpr`nm cmstm kdrtmr im rgsp`rmk`ûl. Mýma`a ulm p`zkm ag nmlamtds ndrmigs qug im kmerggl gl s`iglk`d, y emstmltg rgkcmzd m kmam uld ag sus mnmjds y nml`fgstmk`dlgs ag i`egrtma pgrsdlmi. Glkglaga im rme`m cmstm qug gnp`gkg m cgrv`r. Qrm`k`dlmaim. Gkcmaim mi fugjd. Desgrvma aurmltg ul t`gnpd kûnd gl vgz ag meimlamrsg sg glaurgkg. Nmtmaim, agstrdzmaim, rgauk`aim m kgl`zms. Ama gi øit`nd pmsd ag im rgkgtm. Eruhm rgk`àl cgkcm. Mcdrm sdid qugam desgrvmr kûnd rgsuk`tm. _ugag qug ul aîm tu nmld gstrgkcg im nmld, tu edkm egsg im edkm, tus agads mkmr`k`gl ids agads, tu v`am sg ulm m im v`am, tus dhds a`jml tg qu`grd, m ulm nuhgr, m im qug yd n`rmrà, n`gltrms sg agsp`ag ag t`, ulm nmýmlm (y ag nî, ul mndr),
agsag im mkgrm ag glfrgltg.
nnn ]u`zí, s` tø ld tg cue`grms `ad, yd ld tglarîm qug cmegr sufr`ad tmltd. D qu`zí, s` tø ld tg cue`grms `ad, cdy sgrîm ulm n`gram ag pgrsdlm, kdl dtrm n`gram ag pgrsdlm. Ng cmerîms kdlvgrt`ad gl qu`gl lulkm qu`sg sgr. P tg cmerîm agskue`grtd, kdnd lulkm tg cmerîm qugr`ad agskuer`r. Pm am `jumi, gstdy e`gl. Ids rgkugrads pgrnmlgkgl, gi adidr ld. ]ug tg fdiigl. P qug ld sgm yd.
Gi pmsd Agi mndr mi da`d, cmy ul pmsd, a`kgl. Agi mndr mi da`d, cdy aîm y tr`stgngltg agsag cmkg nukcd8 Cmy ul jdipg, cmy ul `lsuitd, cmy ul «tø, mcî². Cmy ul adidr, ul pimkgr lgjmad d mrrgemtmad. Cmy ulm nugrtg. Agi mndr mi da`d, agsag cmkg ul t`gnpd y ulm c`stdr`m8 Cmy ulm v`diglk`m, rdnmlt`zmam, qug lds gstrmljuim. Cmy ulm rme`m, gl kmam nuhgr qug møl rgsp`rm.
nnn Qdad gs nghdr msî, d gsd pmrgkg. Mcdrm, vugivg m smi`r gi sdi, sg cm ngt`ad y kgrrmad kdl iimvg, tdad id qug tglîm qug gstmr agltrd yCgcmvugitd smi`ad,m mesdiutmngltg, sdlrgîr pdr nî tdad id qug tglîm qug smi`r.
y cg vugitd m iidrmr sdid pdr nî, tmne`àl. Msî qug sî. _mrgkg qug tdad gs nghdr msî8 [`l t`, pgrd kdln`jd.
nnn Agspuàs ag ul hmnís, m vgkgs, cmy ul vdivgrí m dkurr`r agtrís, hujmlad m gskdlagrsg. P tø, im pmjms.
nnn Pm ld s`gltd lmam. Gs tml aurd kdnd k`grtd. Ld s`gltd lmam. Kdnd kumlad nmst`kms ul kc`kig y ld t`glg ym smedr, kdnd kumlad medrrgkgs ul pimtd qug tg glkmltmem kdngr, kdnd kumlad n`rms cmk`m mtrís, tg mtrgvgs, y n`rms cmk`m mtrís, y kdnprglags8
qug gi kc`kig ym gstí aurd qug gi pimtd gstí ag nís qug im c`stdr`m sdid im kdla`ngltmems tø.
Gi i`erd ag im gstmltgrîm div`amam Lmk`nds gl ul i`erd `lfmlt`i, ag gsds qug lmrrml ulm frmsg jrmlag, gl igtrm mr`mi, pdr píj`lm adlag v`vîmnds a`euhmads kdl pmids y kîrkuids, rgprgsgltmlad sglt`n`gltds. Kdnglzmem msî8 «Gstm gs im c`stdr`m ag Giim y Ài. Giim grm nuy mzui, fugrtg pgrd fríj`i, ài grm lmrmlhm y im qugrîm kdl nukcm nukcm nuuukcm fugrzm². _msmnds píj`lms kmam ldkcg, cmstm qug krgk`nds y lds `ltgrgsmrdl nís dtrds jàlgrds. Gs k`grtd qug mcdrm fdiimnds gl lugvds kmpîtuids kdl dtrds kdnd prdtmjdl`stms. _grd lds gskr`e`nds, y miiî gstmnds, gl gi i`erd qug glkugltrms iigld ag pdivd kumlad cmkgs i`np`gzm. Jrmk`ms m im ga`tdr`mi ag im v`am, fu`nds ulm c`stdr`m ag l`ýds qug hmnís krgk`û.
Im igým Mi f`lmi, id øl`kd qug qugam gs quà c`k`stg kumlad tdads tg n`rmeml gspgrmlad m qug kga`grms, m qug ld c`k`grms lmam. Id øl`kd qug rgstm gs mqugiid qug gigj`stg kumlad tg a`hgrdl «gstms sdl ims dpk`dlgs², ld eusqugs, ld `nmj`lgs, ld vmyms nís miií, ld gx`stgl dtrms. Mi f`lmi, id øl`kd qug tg agf`lg gs cmegr kdltr`eu`ad, ag mijulm nmlgrm, m mýma`r gi v`gltd m prglagr im iimnm m mv`vmr gi fugjd m sgr im igým ag im cdjugrm, gl im qug giids, drtmadrgs ag ims mltdrkcms ag da`d mi er`iid ag id a`fgrgltg,
qugrríl qugnmrtg. Qdad kdermrí su sglt`ad, gi aîm qug kdnprglams qug ld grm n`gad m qug ng kdldk`grms8 grm n`gad m qug tg kdldk`grms tø.
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Cdy cm vgl`ad gi nmrt`iid m agk`rng qug sg agsp`ag2 qug ld trmemhm gl vmld. ]ug gstí cmrtd ag kimvmr y kimvmr y qug agspuàs ld s`rvm mesdiutmngltg ag lmam tdad gi gsfugrzd gnpigmad. ]ug smeg id qug cmjd kmam ldkcg mi kgrrmr ids dhds, qug vg ids mjuhgrds. ]ug kumlad aghg ag smkmr sus kimvds qug kumlad ng a`jlg, pdr f`l, m div`amr mi pr`ngrd, ig mv`sg.
Im gspgrm Qdad s`jug `jumi. Im jgltg gspgrm qug gi adn`ljd ld mkmeg lulkm. Gi qug trmemhm s`l kdltrmtd, qug ld ig agsp`aml gi iulgs. Gl Jmi`k`m, qug kgsg ul pdkd gi frîd. Gl Nmar`a, qug ids tur`stms mfidhgl. Ids tur`stms, qug ld mkmegl sus vmkmk`dlgs. Ids qug trmemhml, qug iigjugl prdltd. Im nuhgr, sus agrgkcds. Ids l`ýds, im Lmv`ama. Ids kdnul`stms, im a`ktmaurm agi prdigtmr`mad. Ids fmsk`stms, qug miju`gl sg kmrjug m ids kdnul`stms. Ids kmp`tmi`stms, qug lma`g ldnerg «msgs`lmtds `la`rgktds². Ids qug gspgrml gi agsmcuk`d, im Hust`k`m. Im Hust`k`m, qug miju`gl im cmjm. Ids qug sufrgl, qug pmrg. Ids qug sdl fgi`kgs, qug ld sg mkmeg. P yd, qug vugivms.
Ld `npdrtm id qug a`jms, cmjms d kdls`jms, s`gnprg cmerí miju`gl qug tg da`g, qug tg glv`a`g, qug tg kdlaglmrí m im cdjugrm. Wt`i`zm gi fugjd. [à ulm euglm eruhm. Glsmym im r`sm mltgndrtgn.
Mprglag m mragr.
Im tgl`m Gi ngla`jd y gi emlqugrd sugýml kdl smk`mrsg, `lvma`ads y glfgrnds ids ads, agi n`snd drjml`snd. Im vdrmz tgl`m sdi`tmr`m, a`kgl, sg `lstmim gl tu ngltg, y tg aghm s`l lmam. P mul tgl`àladid tdad, tg rgp`tg m ids dhds, gskmpmrmtg trms gskmpmrmtg, sdi trms sdi, drlmam trms hdrlmam, qug lmam lulkm gs suf`k`gltg. [g trmtm ag ul gladpmrís`td, ulm tgl`m kuyd ldnerg k`gltîf`kd gs kmam vgz nís fík`i ag prdlulk`mr pdr mqugiids s`l gstua`ds. Kmp`tmi`snd, im iimnml8 [dk`gama y smk`gama, ims ads kmrms ag ulm ndlgam msgs`lm. Gi vgramagrd mndr ld nugrg. [g nugrgl tus jmlms ag iukcmr. [g nugrgl tus jmlms ag krggr, ag mvmlzmr hultd m ulm nmld, ag n`rmr hultd m ulds dhds, ag mpdstmr pdr miju`gl.
Gl agf`l`t`vm, kumlad ul mndr mkmem, ld gs gi mndr id qug sg nugrg. Gi glt`grrd agsp`ag m miju`gl rgmi, kdnd prdtmjdl`stm, pdrqug ag ul f`lmi, rgsuk`tm uld pgdr d nghdr, pgrd lulkm gi n`snd. Im pgrsdlm qug grms agsmpmrgkg. Kumlad ul mndr mkmem, gs gi nugrtd gi qug iidrm mi nugrtd. Kumlad ul mndr mkmem, qu`gl nugrg, m vgkgs pdkd, m vgkgs nukcd, grgs tø.
nnn Qdads mesdiutmngltg tdads pglsmrdl qug gstmem idkm. P gltdlkgs giim, mutdnít`kmngltg, supd qug id gstmem cmk`glad e`gl.
Gi gxmngl [g gstí mkmemlad im nuhgr kdnd im gltglaîmnds. Id gstí cmk`glad igltmngltg, pgrd kdl fugrzm, kdnd sg jgstml ids kmne`ds qug msp`rml m sgr pgrnmlgltgs. [g gstí mkmemlad pdrqug cgnds gltgla`ad qug tmne`àl lmk`nds pmrm v`v`r. ]ug ld sgrv`nds m lma`g. ]ug pdagnds agk`r tmne`àl qug ld y qug ims kdlsgkuglk`ms ag giid lds `npdrtml kmam vgz nglds. ]ug ld lds aml im jmlm nukcms kdsms. ]ug lds mpgtgkg nukcd kmjmrlds gl ims kdlsgkuglk`ms ag lugstrds mktds. ]ug lds cgnds prgjultmad agnms`mad tdam im c`stdr`m s` grm rgmi id ag qug gx`stîm ul kdnpdlgltg e`diûj`kd-jglàt`kd qug lds `npuismem m aga`kmr lugstrm v`am m ids agnís, y cgnds iigjmad m ulm kdlkius`ûl8 miju`gl sg `lvgltû gsm n`gram, y ld lds kmg e`gl. Im v`am ld gs pmrm i`np`mr, pmrm ku`amr tø m tdad mqugi qug gstà gl tu rma`d ag agegr ag sun`s`ûl. Im v`am gs pmrm qug im v`vms tø, ld pmrm qug dtrds a`sfrutgl ag im tuym pdrqug im ags m im gskimvm tmrgm ag cmkgr im ag ids agnís nís fík`i. Ld cgnds vgl`ad m pimlkcmr kmn`sms l` m imvmr kmizdlk`iids. Ld cgnds lmk`ad pmrm ld gigj`r mqugiid pmrm id qug cgnds lmk`ad, y vmnds m cmkgr id qug qugrmnds, m sgr qu`gl qugrmnds, pdrqug cgnds gltgla`ad qug lugstrm v`am agpglag ag ldsdtrms. Msî qug, pmrm tdam mqugiim nuhgr qug cmym pglsmad mijulm vgz gl s` ids agnís mprdemrîml mijd qug `em m cmkgr d agk`r8 Im v`am ld gs ul gxmngl, ld cms vgl`ad m mprdemrim. Cms vgl`ad m v`v`rim.
[did t`glgs qug gnpgzmr. Id s`gltd. Gs dltdiûj`kmngltg iûj`kmngltg y v`tmingltg `npds`eig. Ld ng glkdltrmrís gl gi n`snd s`t`d adlag ng aghmstg `r.
nnn Iigjm gi ndngltd y id s`gltgs8 Im rgmi`ama gstí mcî, tdkmlad m tu pugrtm. Id qug cm sukga`ad gstí mcî, tdkmlad m tu pugrtm. P tø sdid cms pmsmad tdad gi t`gnpd agtrís ag im n`snm, gl gi sugid, tmpíladtg ids dîads, kdnd ul l`ýd qug sg tmpm ids dhds y krgg qug lma`g ig vg. Cmstm qug agk`ags, pdr f`l8 Ndr`rtg. Ugkdldkgrid. N`rmr pdr im n`r`iim.
Gi r`lj Im v`am ng a`d ulm pmi`zm kumlad mqugiims l`ýms ng t`rmrdl agi pgid, kumlad rdnpî n`s pr`ngrds zmpmtds fmvdr`tds, kumlad gskupî mqugi a`gltg agsp`a`àladng ag n` l`ýgz. Im v`am ng a`d ag cdst`ms kumlad pgraî m qu`gl ng cmeîm glsgýmad m n`rmr mltgs qug m vgr, kumlad ng sgltî nuhgr y sdim pdr pr`ngrm vgz, y kumlad agk`aî aghmr ag qugrgr s`l qugrgr aghmr ag cmkgrid. Im v`am ng a`d gl tdams ims ngh`iims qug glsgýà m tdams y kmam ulm ag ims nuhgrgs qug cg s`ad cmk`àladng smljrmr im lmr`z, ims glkîms y ids sugýds2 gspgrmlad gi bldkb dut agf`l`t`vd. agf`l`t`vd. Im v`am ng a`d ulm pmi`zm y gsg fug su pgdr grrdr. _drqug ng glsgýû m jdipgmr. _drqug ng glsgýû m rgs`st`r. P cdy8 Ugsp`rd, kdl lmr`z smljrmltg. Jr`td, kdl glkîms `lfimnmams. Gsqu`vd kmam jdipg gl kmam sugýd. P rgs`std kmam `npmktd qug rgk`ed.
Kmrtm ergvg mi mndr ag n` v`am ]ugr`ad8 Cdy gnp`gzd ulm lugvm.
Im vms m qugrgr Kumlad km`jms gl im vgrama ag qug sus dhds vglgrml gi ndv`n`gltd ag dtrds pírpmads. Kumlad ig mkmr`k`gl dtrds agads gl tus ldkcgs edrrmkcd emhd gi kdikcûl y gl sus jgn`ads glk`nm ag dtrm kmnm. Kumlad egem pmrm div`amr dtrms pmimerms y dtrms nglt`rms. Kumlad im vgms em`imr, kgigermlad mijd qug ym ld smegs quà gs pgrd im cmkg dtrm vgz fgi`z. Kumlad rgkugrags kûnd su agad îla`kg tdkmem tu ime`d `lfgr`dr qugr`glad p`ltmr ag kdidrgs tus nglt`rms. Im vms m qugrgr. Mi aîm k`gltd lugvg, m im ldkcg vg`lt`dkcd, d m im edrrmkcgrm a`gz. Gl ulm tmrag ag mer`i ld iiuv`dsd pgrd ag n`i tdrngltms `ltgrlms. Gl ul rgkugrad rgmi gl ul prgsgltg ag sugýds qug rgkugrams kmam nmýmlm. Gl ulm sdlr`sm tr`stg ag agsgljmýd qug agkîm kimrmngltg «yd ld qu`grd, pgrd ma`ûs². Mi imt`ad ul n`iiûl agi kdrmzûl rdtd mi qug ld tg pmrmstg m gskukcmr, rdnpgrsg. Im qugrrís, kràgng. Im vms m qugrgr kms` id n`snd qug giim iidrû. Im vms m qugrgr kms` id n`snd qug giim sg cmerí kurmad. _ugags iigjmr m pglsmr qug gstmr rdtd, kdnd ul hmrrûl qug cml t`rmad mi sugid ym
ads vgkgs y kuyms p`gzms kdlst`tuygl gi sîn`i ag ul puzig v`ghd, tg prgsgltm mi nulad kdnd mijd id suf`k`gltgngltg mlt`gstàt`kd, mndrfd, agfdrng, fgd d `lkmpmz2 id suf`k`gltgngltg `lgstmeig kdnd pmrm qug tdads mqugiids qug tg n`rml ld iigjugl m agspgrtmr sus jmlms ag mkgrkmrsg id suf`k`gltg pmrm desgrvmrtg agsag kgrkm. P ld. Id qug a`kgl tus jr`gtms gs qug gstís rdtd, gfgkt`vmngltg. P id qug a`kg gi qug gstàs rdtd gs qug grgs id suf`k`gltgngltg øl`kd, vmi`gltg, gxpgr`ngltmad y nmrmv`iidsd kdnd pmrm sgr kmpmz ag n`rmrtg y sglt`rtg cgkcd pgamzds, rgkdjgr tdams tus putms p`gzms, ul`rims ulm m ulm, mkgptmr qug hmnís sgrís id qug fu`stg kumlad grms miju`gl lugvd, y vdivgrtg m pdlgr gxmktmngltg adlag gstmems, glsgýmlad nuy kmpmz, tdads tus jdipgs.
]ugr`am kc`km agi tdp lgjrd Cdy cg ms`st`ad m ul gspgktíkuid ag em`ig. [g trmtmem ag ulm f`gstm qug ulm mkmagn`m drjml`zm tdads ids mýds, adlag ims kc`kms y ids kc`kds qug pgrtglgkgl m giim nugstrml id qug cml mprgla`ad aurmltg gi kursd. Kmlk`ûl løngrd sg`s8 ulms kc`kms smigl m em`imr ul r`tnd mktumi. Vml vgst`ams `jumi, tdams kdl ul pmltmiûl t`pd kcílami ag p`t`iid, ul tdp lgjrd ag glkmhg y ul kíra`jml ag gst`id agpdrt`vd eimlkd glk`nm, me`grtd. M ulm ag ims kc`kms, aurmltg tdad gi trmlskursd agi em`ig, ulds kumtrd n`lutds, sg im ldtm `lkûndam. Gstí pmsmlad, prdemeigngltg, pdr idsgltglagr kumtrd n`lutds nís `lkûndads y vgrjdlzdsds ag su kdrtm v`am, y ng kugstm kuíi gs im rmzûl cmstm qug glt`glad gi pmtrûl8 kmam ads, trgs pmsds, `ltgltm tmpmr su tdp kdl gi kíra`jml. Q`glg nís pgkcd qug ims agnís, dev`mngltg sg ldtm, y sg s`gltg `lkûndam. Nuy `lkûndam. [g s`gltg fmtmi. Cmstm gi pultd ag ld sdlrgîr. ]ugr`am kc`km agi tdp lgjrd8 ld t`glgs pdr quà tmpmrtg. Ld gs lgkgsmr`d. Ld gs tu dei`jmk`ûl. Ld tg vgîms pgdr pdr glsgýmr nís tus pgkcds qug tus kdnpmýgrms ag mkmagn`m. Im jgltg qug gstmem sgltmam agemhd agi gskglmr`d, gl gi tgmtrd adlag mktumem`s, qu`zí ld sg cmeîm s`qu`grm pgrkmtmad. ]u`zí pglsû qug grms prgk`dsm, d qu`zí tg cmerîm kr`t`kmad `jumingltg pdr tu pgid, pdr tus p`grlms, pdr tu pmsd nmi amad, pdr tu gxkgsd ag ndv`n`gltd, pdr tu gxkgs`vm sglsumi`ama. _dr tu kmrm. _dr tu nmqu`iimhg. _dr tu fdrnm ag mlamr. ]ugr`am kc`km agi tdp lgjrd8 kràgng, tg glt`glad. [à qug gs a`fîk`i. P sà id kdnpi`kmad qug gs cmkgr gi gsfugrzd ag ld pglsmr gl ids pglsmn`gltds ag ids agnís. Lds cml gaukmad msî, m mnems. Lds cml sdk`mi`zmad msî, m mnems. _dr gsd, y dhmií igms gstd mijulm vgz, tg p`ad pdr fmvdr8 ld vugivms m cmkgrid, ld tg tmpgs nís. _drqug s` tg tmpms, ims kc`kms qug tg gstàl n`rmlad lgkgs`tmríl tmpmrsg. _drqug s`
lds tmpmnds, ndstrmnds mi nulad qug ld sdnds a`jlms ag cmkgrid, ag agskuer`rlds tmi kumi sdnds. Nmlamnds gi nglsmhg ag qug lugstrm i`egrtma gs ulm dpk`ûl qug mqugiids qug t`glgl gi ediîjrmfd pugagl nmrkmr gl ulm kms`iim. Ld tg tmpgs nís. _drqug s` id cmkgs, s` tg dkuitms emhd tu vgrjùglzm, emhd gi yujd ag im agkglk`m, im sdk`gama sgju`rí dkuitíladtg m t`. M nî. Gi nulad sgju`rí dkuitíladlds m tdams. [` mijulm vgz iggs gstd, s` mijulm vgz tdnms im agk`s`ûl, qu`grd qug sgpms kc`km agi tdp lgjrd8
Gstdy mquî, memhd, sgltmam. Gstdy kdlt`jd. Ld vdy m huzjmrtg. Ld gs gi ndngltd ag huzjmrlds. Gs gi ndngltd ag qug tø em`igs. Gs gi ndngltd ag qug aghgs ag tmpmrtg. P gs gi ndngltd ag qug yd tg mpimuam.
Glmnûrmtg Egegnds pmrm div`amr. Gskr`e`nds pmrm div`amr. Iidrmnds pmrm div`amr. V`mhmnds pmrm div`amr. Em`imnds pmrm div`amr. Fdiimnds pmrm div`amr. Lds vmnds pmrm div`amr. Agskuer`nds pmrm div`amr. Qdad sg rgsung gl ulm prgn`sm8 [` pua`àrmnds gv`tmr glmndrmrlds, pdarîmnds gv`tmr div`amr. Ld pdagnds. D m id nghdr, ld qugrgnds. M lds justm sglt`r kûnd sdnds msîidagnghdr j`i`pdiims. M id nghdr s` ld cue`grms s`ad msî ag j`i`pdiims, ld cmerîms ege`ad gskr`td iidrmad em`imad fdiimad v`mhmad cu`ad y agskue`grtd. Ld ng cmkg fmitm cmkgr ul l`ljøl rgsungl ag id qug prgtglad agk`rtg, sdid lgkgs`td ul `npgrmt`vd8 Glmnûrmtg.
nnn Cms pgra`ad. Pm ld lgkgs`td rgîr im øit`nm, pmrm rgîr nghdr.
Nuhgr, lulkm tg nugrms ]ug lma`g kmiig tu vdz jr`tmlad qug ld pugagl agk`rtg kûnd ag mitd pugags cmkgrid. ]ug ld nmltgljml tus jmlms ag qugrgrtg adrn`ams cmk`àladtg pglsmr qug gs pgkmad agspgrtmrims. ]ug ld tg glt`grrgl emhd im c`grem agi y im cmstm dega`glk`m, krgkg kdl gi r`gjd ag qu`gl tg mprdvgkcm y tgagegr gltgrrmrí cmkgrtgqug `lv`s`eig. ]ug ld mimrjugl tu fmiam cmstm ims rda`iims, ids qug qu`grgl qug v`vms kdl giims c`lkmams gl gi sugid. ]ug ld tg cmjml kmvmr tu tunem kdl tu prdp`m fugrzm y qug tg tmpgs im edkm kdl ims vglams, kdl ims qug agegrîms ul`r tus cgr`ams, y qug v`vms pmrm qug dtrds a`sfrutgl ag im gx`stglk`m. Nuhgr, lulkm tg nugrms. Mltgs qug tg nmtgl iukcmlad qug tg nugrms tø kmiimlad. Auamlad s` tg ngrgkgs.
E`glvgl`am Gltdlkgs sg a`d kugltm ag qug sdid gspgrms m miju`gl cmstm qug vugivgs tø n`snd. [g mkgrkû, kdnd qu`gl id cmkg m ul agtdlmadr, m pultd ag kdrtmr gi kmeig rdhd. Qdkû kdl su puýd, agspmk`d y fugrtg, trgs vgkgs8 y vdiv`û m mer`rsg, m sî n`snm, im pugrtm.
Didr m gstøp`ad lugvd Qdams vugstrms gt`qugtms, tdams mqugiims gt`qugtms qug nmrkmeml n` fdrnm ag v`v`r, n` kdnpds`k`ûl, im nmlgrm ag agvdivgrng m ndad i`np`d g `lnmkuimad kdnd s` lulkm cue`grm hujmad kdl gi emrrd. Qdams mqugiims gt`qugtms, qug gskdlaîml gi edtûl qug rgnglamr, s` mijulm vgz rgsp`rmem agnms`mad kdnd pmrm qug smitmrm gi qug dpr`nîm8 Ng p`kmrdl. Ng ndigstmrdl. Ng nmrkmrdl im p`gi. Ng c`k`grdl smljrmr, gstmr kdlt`lumngltg pgla`gltg8 «Gstmnds mquî, agsag tu `l`k`d, ld cmjms l`ljøl ndv`n`gltd gxtrmýd². Gi `lsdpdrtmeig p`kdr, im p`kmzûl ag fíer`km, gi rgkdramtdr`d ag lmk`n`gltd, aurû y ng grds`dlû cmstm mqugi aîm gl gi qug agk`aî, ag ulm vgz, cmkgr im prgjultm8 ´Aûlag gstíl ims t`hgrms4 _rglagr fugjd m mqugiid qug tg cm cgkcd amýd, mi `jumi qug cmkgrid kdl mqugiid m id qug cms qugr`ad d kdl mqugiid m id qug tg c`zd ulm vgz fgi`z2 prglagrig fugjd m id qug tg a`kgl qug agegs msp`rmr m kdlvgrt`rtg y qugamrtg m n`rmr kûnd mrag, i`egríladtg, d pglsmlad qug mqugiid hmnís vdivgrí m sgr mijd nís qug kgl`zm, gs, gl øit`nm `lstmlk`m, ul mktd ag vmigltîm y, sderg tdad, ulm dpdrtul`ama ag
rglmk`n`gltd. Im v`am tg prglagrí fugjd m nukcms gtmpms, m nukcms c`stdr`ms, m nukcms dtrms kdsms. M vgkgs tg aghmrí sdid, rdagmad ag gskdnerds y kdl ulm pgstg `lsdpdrtmeig m qug tdad id qug ld sgms tø gs pmsmad y gstí nugrtd. Dtrms vgkgs tg myuamrí m mkmemr kdl mqugiid qug tg gstmem kdlv`rt`glad gl ulm pgrsdlm `kgegrj, frîm y kdl k`gl n`i sglt`n`gltds y sugýds emhd im supgrf`k`g. ]u`zí tg aà im kgr`iim m gskdla`ams y tg a`jm aûlag cmkgr kc`spm y prglagr iimnm. Nukcms vgkgs gxpidtmrís tø n`snd d gxpidtmrí tdad m tu mirgagadr, y ld sgrís kmpmz ag pgrk`e`r gi didr m jms l` ag kdrrgr pmrm smivmr id qug ld qu`grgs qug sg qugng. P kumlad tdad gsd dkurrm, kumlad ims kgl`zms ag mqugiid m id qug tmltd qugrîms ym gstàl vdimlad y sg tg gskmpgl, kumlad vgms qug agspuàs ag tdad gsg fugjd ld qugam lmam agtrís, kumlad cmyms mkmemad kdl tdad id qug sg supdlg qug ageîms sgr y ld sgpms pdr aûlag gnpgzmr m sgr tø n`snd, glt`glag qug im v`am ld sg glt`glag s`l rgkdlstrukk`ûl, im v`am ld sg glt`glag s`l kmpmk`ama ag igvmltmrsg, ld sg kdlk`eg s`l ndngltds ag supgrmk`ûl. Ugkugram8 gsd n`snd gs v`v`r. P tmi vgz tg glkugltrgs gl gsg ndngltd àp`kd ag im pgiîkuim adlag kmn`lms m kínmrm igltm y gxpids`dlm gi iujmr adlag tg glkdltrmems cmkîm ulds ndngltds. Adlag fu`stg tø cmkîm sdid ul `lstmltg. Adlag ld tg sdpdrtmems d adlag grms fgi`z. _grd tdad mqugiid qug lgkgs`tms pmrm vdivgr m gnpgzmr sdid kdlstm, rgmingltg, ag rgpgt`r mijd nuy sglk`iid8 «_ugags cmkgrid². Kràgng. _ugags cmkgrid. Gnp`gzm m mragr.
Mjrmagk`n`gltds M n`s pmargs, pdr cmkgrng i`erg. M n` cgrnmlm, pdr n` ldnerg. M im sdk`gama, pdr `ltgltmrid. P m tdads mqugiids qug mijulm vgz lds a`hgrdl8 «Gsd ld pdarís cmkgrid, gs ulm idkurm², «Hmnís iigjmrís m kdlsgju`rid². Qrmlqu`ids, ld ng cg div`amad ag vdsdtrds8 Lugstrm v`am sgrí lugstrd prdp`d puýd gl im ngsm, lugstrd bldkb dut agf`l`t`vd, agf`l`t`vd, im kc`km agi tdp lgjrd qug agk`ag mrrmlkírsgid gl n`tma ag im fulk`ûl, im qug ig mpimuag, im nuhgr glkmaglmam gl im gltrmam ag vugstrd k`rkd, im l`ým ag im fmiam, im l`ým qug glk`glag ims kgr`iims, im l`ým qug kdjg ims t`hgrms y kdrtm im gt`qugtm2 lugstrm jrmlmam, lugstrd `lkgla`d, lugstrm iukcm. Cgnds agk`a`ad mragr gl ul nulad qug vdsdtrds agk`a`stg`s rdk`mr kdl jmsdi`lm. P mesdiutmngltg tdad mqugiid qug hmnís pdarîmnds cmkgr d sgr, y vmnds m cmkgr y m sgr, vm pdr vdsdtrds. Gstg gs, s`l auam, gi nghdr mjrmagk`n`gltd8 Jrmk`ms pdr ids `lfimnmeigs. Jrmk`ms pdr ids `ladnmeigs.
O[rtmege`, gi fglûngld supgrvgltms ag pdgsîm y im vdz nís `rrgvgrgltg ag Qw`ttgr, rgjrgsm kdl ul lugvd i`erd `lkgla`mr`d8 #@ladnmeig. [` gstís igyglad gstd, prdemeigngltg sgms ulm d ul `lfimnmeig. Gi pdrquà, ym id gltglagrís. Mcdrm dhàmid8 Gstd ld gs ul i`erd, gs ulm jrmlmam. ]ug gnp`gkgl ims gxpids`dlgs.
Ga`k`ûl gl fdrnmtd a`j`tmi8 nmrzd ag 5?=3 © 5?=:, O[rtmege` © 5?=3, _glju`l Umladn Cdusg Jrupd Ga`tdr`mi, [. M. W. Qrmvgssgrm ag Jrïk`m, 1:-10. ?3?5= Emrkgidlm © 5?=:, Ndl`km Idym, pdr ims `iustrmk`dlgs Mamptmk`ûl agi a`sgýd ag im pdrtmam8 _glju`l Umladn Cdusg Jrupd Ga`tdr`mi _glju`l Umladn Cdusg Jrupd Ga`tdr`mi mpdym im prdtgkk`ûl agi kdpyr`jct. Gi kdpyr`jct gst`nuim im krgmt`v`ama, agf`glag agf`glag im a`vgrs`ama gl gi íne`td ag ims `agms y gi kdldk`n`gltd, prdnugvg im i`erg gxprgs`ûl gxprgs`ûl y fmvdrgkg ulm kuiturm v`vm. v`vm. Jrmk`ms pdr kdnprm kdnprmrr ulm ga`k`ûl mutdr`zmam ag ggstg stg i`erd y pdr rgspgtmr ims igygs agi kdpyr`jct mi ld rgprdauk`r l` a`str`eu`r l`ljulm pmrtg ag gstm derm pdr l`ljøl nga`d s`l pgrn`sd. Mi cmkgrid gstí rgspmiamlad m ids mutdrgs y pgrn`t`glad qug _UCJG kdlt`løg kdlt`løg puei`kmlad i`erds pmrm tdads ids igktdrgs. A`rîhmsg m KGAUD (Kgltrd Gspmýdi ag Agrgkcds Ugprdjríf`kds, cttp8//www.kgard.drj) s` lgkgs`tm rgprdauk`r mijøl frmjngltd ag gstm derm. @[EL8 0:3-31-0?1;-367-: Kdnpds`k`ûl a`j`tmi8 N.@. Nmqugtmk`ûl, [.I. www.ngjustmiggr.kdn
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