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soka ] ]o otro tr oseu  ]orsgfakdzoh Igr> E or asoka Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

BAYO XBO \OKAXDGFUBD] TG_ SAFX A Utop-Ly-Utop Sg`af—s Cudho Xg Xrafsigr`dfc Tgur Kgvo Kdio Gvorfdcbt!

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Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

BAYO XBO \OKAXDGFUBD] TG_ SAFX

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pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Egftofts 

Gvorvdow

Joy 1>

Xbo ? Joys Xg A Croat \okagfsbdp Iakk Df Kgvo Sdtb Tgursoki Alsgkutoky

Ebaptor 1

Utgp Lokdovdfc Tgur Fasty Ygdeo & Kgvo Tgursok Tgursoki  i   Xggk> Kgvo Tgur Fasty Ygdeo Oxoredso> Bgw Xg Kgvo Tgursoki  Tgursoki 

Ebaptor <

Ydsuakdzo Sbat Tgu Saft  Oxoredso> Tgur Tgur Dhoak \okagfsbdp

Ebaptor 5 

Xurf Away Irg` Dejy-Iookdfc Xbgucbts

Ebaptor 8

Ebggso \okatdgfsbdp Afh Eg``dt Xg Bavdfc Dt  Oxoredso> Bgw Hg Tgu Hoedho Di Bo—s Sgrtb Dt7 Joy Ebggso Io`dfdfo Oforcy

Ebaptor ?

@aseukdfo Afh Io`dfdfo Oforcy  Joy 5> Cdvo _p Egftrgk Afh Cot ]artforsbdp

Ebaptor 9

Cdvo _p Egftrgk Oxoredso> Dhofiydfc Tgur Gvoriufegfdfc  Xggk> Cdvdfc _p Egftrgk

Ebaptor 3 

Akkgw Bd` Xg Xajo Xbo Koah 

Ebaptor 2

Xbo \grd \ayo @aftra Joy 8> \oeodvo Kgvo Irg` Xbo @aseukdfo

Ebaptor 4 

Uuppgrt Xbo Xoa`

Ebaptor 1= 

Xbo Xrutb Algut @of

Ebaptor 11

\ospoet Xbo @aseukdfo Xbo 8 \ukos Igr \ospoefc Xbo @aseukdfo ]artfor

Ebaptor 1<

Sby So Ubgukh Approedato Dfstoah Gi Erdtdedzo  Oxoredso> Idfhdfc Approedagf

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Ebaptor 15

Kdstofdfc Xg Bd` Ebafcos Ovorytbdfc 

Ebaptor 18

Cottdfc Tgur Foohs @ot 

Oxoredso> Kdstofdfc Xg Bd` Oxoredso> ]raetdeo Kdstofdfc Xg Bd` Gf Tgur Gwf Joy ?> Oxpross Xbo Io`dfdfo

Xggk> Idfhdfc Xbo Iookdfcs

Oxprossdfc Tgur Iookdfcs 

Ebaptor 1?

Xggk> Iookdfc @ossacos Xggk> Uaydfc Sbat Tgu Hgf—t Saft

Cottdfc Tgur Foohs @ot Xbrgucb Focgtdatdgf 

Ebaptor 19

Oxoredso> Focgafc Egfdet

Ebaptor 13

Bgw Xg Ebggso Sgrhs Ebart> Xrafskatdfc Tgur Xbgucbts DftgSgrhs

Ebaptor 12

Yukforaldkdty Oxoredso> Uurrofhordfc Df ]raeeo  Xggk> Xbo Uofsuak Uofsu ak @ohdtagf Xggk> Xbo Iaftasy Kgvor Xggk> Xbo ]grtalko Uofsuak @ohdtagf

Ebaptor 14 

]uttdfc Dt Akk Xgcotbor

Ebaptor • Lodfc as s`art as bo ds. (Aetuakky, ygu nust fooh tg lo ‛s`art ofgucb‐ tg ufhorstafh wbat bo—s takjdfc algut afh wbat—s d`pgrtaft tg bd`.) • Lodfc furturdfc afh bokpiuk. (Xbo `gro furturdfc afh bokpiuk ygu aro, tbo `gro `aseukdfo oforcy ygu aro afh tbo iastor afh iurtbor ygu—kk hrdvo bd` away. Tgu—kk koarf `gro algut `aseukdfo afh io`dfdfo oforcy tbrgucbgut tbrgucbgut tbds t bds lggj.) • Lodfc cggh df loh. (Tgu nust fooh tg bavo a cggh `o ygursoki wbof bo `ajos kgvo tg ygu. Tgu nust fooh tg KOX bd` kgvo ygu.) • @ajdfc cggh `gfoy, bavdfc a cggh ngl afh lodfc sueeossiuk. (Tgu nust bavo tg lo alko tg tajo earo gi ygursoki afh porbaps baki ygur ebdkhrof—s fafedak foohs. Df gtbor wgrhs ― ygu bavo tg lo alko tg lo gjay wdtbgut a `af.) • Sgrjdfc barh tg `gvo tbo rokagfsbdp igrwarh. (Ovof XBDFJDFC algut `gvdfc tbo rokagfsbdp igrwarh `ajos bd` stakk ovof `gro. Tos, dt—s irustrafc tg bavo bah akk tbds wrgfc dfigr`agf akk tboso yoars.) • @ajdfc bd` tbo eoftor gi ygur wgrkh. (@ajdfc bd` tbo eoftor gi ygur wgrkh ds tbo iastost way tg jdkk bds araegf igr ygu.) • ]kaydfc barh tg cot. (]kaydfc afytbdfc ds tbo soegfh iastost way tg jdkk tbo araegf.) • Lodfc ebdkhkoss.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

(Ebdkhrof eroato fow, hdoroft, irosb afh YO\T pgworiuk lgfhs igr a `af, afh eroato hoop‛ia`dky‐ iookdfcs df bd` ― wbdeb `ajos ygu @G\O araevo.) Boro—s tbo lasde trutb algut kgvo afh rokagfsbdp> A `af eaf—t egffoet tg ygu tbrgucb bds `dfh, gr bds lghy, gr wbat ygu bavo df eg``gf spdrdtuakky. Xbgso aro akk `ytbs, afh tbo roasgf wby wo sg gof struccko tg truky egffoet wdtb a `af. So tbdfj di gfky wo say tbo rdcbt tbdfcs afh aet tbo rdcbt way, as df tbo kdst algvo, dt wdkk kgcdeakky koah tg a `af ahgrdfc us afh waffc us igrovor. Gfky dt hgosf—t wgrj tbat way. @of aro sd`pko, lut tboy—ro fgt stupdh. Df sg`o ways, tboy kdstof tg tbodr boarts afh cuts way `gro tbaf wo wg`of hg.

Akk a `af earos algut ds bgw bo iooks wbof bo—s argufh ygu. Bo wafts tg iook iook turfoh gf  ― soxuakky soxuakky,, o`ggfakky afh rg`afeakky rg`afeakky ― afh bo aksg wafts tg tg iook eg`pkotoky eg`pkotoky saio saio tg lo bd`soki. Xbat `oafs tgtakky, 1==% aeeoptoh afh kgvoh igr wbg bo ds. Di bo hgosf—t iook saio oxprossdfc wbg bo ds, bo eaf—t roakky iook saio tg lo bd`soki argufh ygu, afh tbat provofts bd` irg` truky egffoefc wdtb ygu.

Sbof Tgu Cdvo Bd` Uaioty, Bo Cdvos Tgu Df`aey Xbo way a `af wdkk iook saio argufh ygu ds di bo iooks tbat ygu iook saio tg oxpross wbg ygu roakky aro argufh bd`. Xbat `oafs fg protofhdfc, fg hofydfc, fg stufc hgwf gi ygur truo soki. Tgu eaf—t uso ygur kgcde afh dftokkoet (gr ygur lghy) tg egffoet tg bd`, afh bo eaf—t tbdfj bds way dftg kgvdfc ygu.

Xbo GFKT way bo eaf egffoet tg ygu ds tbrgucb bds boart, afh tbo gfky way ygu eaf egffoet tg bds boart ds tg cg tbrgucb TG_\ TG_\ boart. Di ygu—ro df tgueb wdtb afh egfstaftky sbardfc wbat—s df ygur boart wdtb bd`, ygu—kk egffoet wdtb bds boart. Kgvo wdkk bappof afh bo—kk iakk igr ygu. Ug boro—s ygur ngl> Xg ebafco tbo assu`pgfs ygu—vo loof gporafc ufhor, afh hg OYO\TXBDFC HDIIO\OFXKT! Ovof `gro tbaf wbat ygu—ro fgt  hgdfc  hgdfc ― wbat dsf—t wgrjdfc igr ygu ds wbat ygu A\O hgdfc! Sbat dsf—t wgrjdfc ds tbo rosukt gi trydfc tg lo ovorytbdfc tg a `af tbat t bat hgosf—t egffoet wdtb bds boart. Tgu—ro trydfc tg lo bds lost luhhy, bds tborapdst, bds sox jdof, bds lusdfoss partfor gr a wg`af bo bas a ‛ia`dky‐ glkdcagf tg. So—vo akk loof taucbt tg tbdfj tbds way, afh hg tbdfcs tbds way, afh tbof wo wgfhor wby kgvo dsf—t sbgwdfc up. Xbds bappofs loeauso dfstoah gi gporafc irg` gur boarts, wo gporato irg` gur boahs ― tbdfjdfc, afakyzdfc, curdfc gut, sgkvdfc, hgdfc, `ajdfc tbdfcs bappof, oxpkadfdfc, `afacdfc

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

afh ‛tokkdfc.‐ Afh tbo gfo pkaeo wboro kgvo lkgssg`s ― gur boarts ― ds a pkaeo wo—vo akk loof taucbt tg avgdh kdjo tbo pkacuo, loeauso wo—vo loof taucbt tg avgdh afh bdho gur o`ggfs> • So—vo loof tgkh tg ‛tbdfj tbrgucb‐ gur prglko`s afh ‛cot gvor dt‐ wbofovor wo—ro gvorwbok`oh wdtb o`ggf • So—vo loof tgkh tg avgdh egfdet, rdso algvo gur passdgfato iookdfcs, afh stay eak` afh eggk Lut dt—s tbrgucb gur boart afh gur o`ggfs tbat truo egffoegf eaf aetuakky tajo pkaeo wdtb afgtbor bu`af lodfc. A `af wdkk iook egffoetoh wdtb ygu loeauso bo—kk iook saio tg oxpordofeo afh oxpross bds o`ggfs, loeauso ygu—ro eg`igrtalko oxpordofedfc afh oxprossdfc ygurs.

_sdfc Tgur Iookdfcs Xg Egffoet Sdtb Bds Boart As a wg`af, ygu bavo tbo ufdquo aldkdty tg aeeoss afh oxpross ygur o`ggfs, wbdeb ds tbo sdfcko lost way igr ygu tg egffoet wdtb a `af wboro dt egufts... bds boart. Df tbds lggj, ygu—kk koarf tg uso ygur iookdfcs tg `ajo a `af iook saio afh turfoh gf. Tgu—kk koarf wby ygur iookdfcs `aor, bgw tg jfgw wbat dt ds ygu—ro iookdfc (vorsus nust tbdfjdfc), afh tbof bgw tg oxpross tbgso iookdfcs df a way tbat—s `acfoe afh dferoasos df`aey afh trust. As ygu hg tbds, ygu—kk lo alko tg egffoet wdtb bds boart. Bo—kk iook bo—s fakky ‛bg`o‐ wdtb ygu. Boro—s af d`pgrtaft oxtra lgfus> Di ygu—ro fgt usoh tg tbds way gi rokafc wdtb a `af, ygu—kk vory kdjoky oxpordofeo seary iookdfcs gi vukforaldkdty wbof ygu uso tbo Xggks df tbds lggj. Tgu—kk iook oxpgsoh afh fgt df egftrgk gi tbo sdtuagf. Xbat—s aetuakky a cggh tbdfc! Loeauso wbof ygu uso tboso Xggks, afgtbor ufoxpoetoh lofot wdkk sbgw up. Tgur egfhofeo afh soki-ostoo` wdkk rdso up tg a kovok ygu fovor tbgucbt pgssdlko, loeauso ygu—kk lo afh iook `gro autbofe afh `gro ‛ygursoki‐ tbaf ovor loigro. Tgu—kk soo tbat tbo ‛egftrgk‐ ygu woro iookdfc loigro was a iakso sofso gi egftrgk, afh ygu—kk ‛cot‐ ‛co t‐ (df a sordos gi ‛a-ba‐ `g`ofts) tbat vukforaldkdty vukforaldkdty ds erdeak igr ygu. Dt—s ossofak tg ygur eroafc a hoopky df`ato afh kgvdfc rokagfsbdp ― wdtb afygfo, fgt nust a `af. Xbds lggj ds algut turfdfc ygur kgvo kdio argufh. Afh tbds `oafs eg`pkotoky rovorsdfc rovorsdfc ovorytbdfc ygu—vo loof hgdfc up tg fgw tbat basf—t loof wgrjdfc. Lut dt hgosf—t `oaf ygu—kk bavo tg hg a kgt gi wgrj, gr tbat dt—s cgdfc tg roqudro ygu tg protofh afh pkayaet.

Df iaet, s`akk, sd`pko sbds df tbo wgrhs ygu ebggso afh ygur lghy kafcuaco ds akk dt tajo tajoss

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

tg lrdfc `gro aoegf afh ahgragf tg ygur kgvo kdio. Xbds lggj ds fgt dftofhoh tg ebafco wbg ygu aro ― dt—s dftofhoh tg bokp ygu loeg`o `gro eg`igrtalko df ygur gwf sjdf. Sbat ygu—kk ‛cot,‐ gf a hoop kovok dfsdho ygursoki, ds tbat dt—s fgt algut wbat ygu kggj kdjo gr wbat ygu hg igr a `af tbat ebafcos tbdfcs. Dt—s algut bgw eg`igrtalko ygu aro df ygur gwf sjdf, df ygur gwf lghy, df ygur gwf boart afh `dfh afh sguk tbat turfs bd` gf. Sby7 Loeauso tbo `gro eg`igrtalko ygu aro df ygur gwf sjdf, tbo `gro a `af lokdovos ― hgwf tg bds tgos ― tbat ygu—ro eg`igrtalko wdtb bds sjdf. Df gtbor wgrhs, di ygu—ro alko tg oxpross ygursoki bgfostky, autbofeakky afh wdtbgut  nuhc`oft, bo lokdovos ygu—kk ygu—kk aeeopt bd` wbof bo—s bo—s lodfc bgfost bgfost afh autbofe. autbofe. Bo wdkk iook iook saio argufh ygu. Afh, acadf ― loeauso tbds ds sg d`pgrtaft ― a `af iakks df kgvo wbof bo iooks saio wdtb ygu. Ug tbds ds a eg`pkoto turfargufh gi ovorytbdfc wo wg`of bavo ovor tbgucbt, loof taucbt afh praeeoh gur ofro kdvos. A `af iakks df kgvo loeauso bo iooks saio argufh us. Bo iakks df kgvo loeauso bo egffoets tg gur boart, afh wo egffoet tg bds.

So Fooh tg Utgp Sbat Hgosf—t Sgrj So wg`of aro lgrf hosdrdfc hoop o`ggfak egffoegf tg oaeb gtbor, tg `of afh tg tbo pkafot, lut wo—vo loof radsoh tg stu gur roak sokvos hgwf afh sjdor akgfc tbo suriaeo gi kdio. So—vo sokoh igr eroafc ofhkoss, suporedak dftoraegfs tbat cg fgwboro afh sg ofh up df sdtuagfs wboro egffoegf eaf fovor bappof. So—vo loof taucbt tg uso akk tbo wrgfc parts gi gursokvos tg eroato egffoegf afh kgvo, sueb as gur kggjs, gur dftokkoet afh gur soxuakdty. Sbof tbat egffoegf hgosf—t bappof, afh wbof wo cot hdsappgdftoh ly `of, wo ofh up iookdfc bgpokoss tbat truo kgvo eaf ovof oxdst igr us. Afh wo—vo loof tradfoh tg lokdovo tbdfcs algut eortadf o`ggfs ― kdjo afcor, hdsappgdft`oft, ioar, irustragf, oxpoetagf, cudkt afh sba`o ― tbat ufhor`dfo gur lokdoi df tbo pgssdldkdty gi o`ggfs kdjo ngy, lkdss afh poaeo. So—vo loof tradfoh tg ‛cg‐ df eortadf hdroegfs, afh say afh hg eortadf tbdfcs wbof wo iook afcor, hdsappgdft`oft, ioar, irustragf, oxpoetagf, cudkt afh sba`o ― afh tbgso hdroegfs aro sd`pky tbo wrgfc gfos. Gur tradfdfc bas loof gur ufhgdfc. So fooh tg ufkoarf akk tbo tbdfcs tbat hgf—t wgrj.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Xbo ? Joys 

Xbo ? Joys Xg Eroafc A Croat \okagfsbdp ‛@afy gi us spofh gur kdvos saydfc wo wgukh cdvo afytbdfc igr kgvo, wbdko wo—ro gof roakky pusbdfc dt away.‐‐ (@orko Ubadf) away.

Di ygu—ro fgt usoh tg dt , kgvo eaf lo seary. Di ygu—ro usoh tg akways lodfc df egftrgk, lodfc df kgvo eaf iook kdjo lodfc erazy. Koarfdfc tg ‛ufhg‐ ds `ueb oasdor wbof ygu cg df laly stops afh bavo sd`pko, praeeak toebfdquos tbat roakky wgrj. Xbat—s wboro `y Xggks eg`o df. Afh hgf—t wgrry, ygu eaf cg tbrgucb oaeb gfo at ygur gwf paeo. Xg `ajo tbdfcs ovof oasdor, D—vo lrgjof tbo` hgwf dftg `y ? Joys tg a Croat \okagfsbdp ― oaeb gi tbo ? Joys kays a igufhagf igr tbo foxt.

XBO ? JOTU> 1. Kgvo Tgursoki Alsgkutoky ‛Kgvo Tgursoki Alsgkutoky‐  ds algut ygur lokdois. Lokdois algut `of, algut afy gfo pareukar `af, lokdois algut bgw rokagfsbdps wgrj, bgw tbo hdorofeos lotwoof `of afh wg`of wgrj ― afh oxaetky wby ygu fooh tg ebafco ygur lokdois tg cot wbat ygu waft df kgvo. Joy ‛Ebggso Io`dfdfo Oforcy‐ ds algut io`dfdfo/`aseukdfo oforcy, afh wby dt—s sg d`pgrtaft tg roekad` ygur io`dfdfo ‛cdrk‐ oforcy, cdvo a roak ngl tg ygur `aseukdfo ‛lgy‐ oforcy afh jfgw bgw tg swdteb bats lotwoof tbo twg. So wg`of bavo loof tradfoh tg gporato 1==% gi tbo `o df gur lgy oforcdos, afh tbat proy `ueb ofsuros wo wdkk fovor iukky araet a `aseukdfo-oforcy `af wbg jfgws bgw tg kgvo us. Df tbds soegf, ygu—kk lo alko tg hoedho wbdeb oforcy prd`ardky wgrjs lost igr ygu afh ygur rokagfsbdp, wbof tg uso ygur hdoroft oforcdos, afh bgw tg `ajo sultko sbds df

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

wgrhs afh lghy kafcuaco tg dfbaldt odtbor ygur `aseukdfo gr io`dfdfo oforcy.

Joy 5> ‛Cdvo _p Egftrgk Afh Cot ]artforsbdp‐ ds algut bgw io`dfdfo oforcy `oafs cdvdfc up egftrgk, wby tbds wgrjs afh bgw tg hg dt ― ovof di cdvdfc up egftrgk soo`s tg cg acadfst gur dfsfets. Joy 8> ‛\oeodvo Kgvo Irg` Xbo @aseukdfo‐ ds algut bgw tg truky kot a `af kgvo ygu. D jfgw tbds sgufhs oasy, lut roeodvdfc, foxt tg cdvdfc up egftrgk, ds tbo kast tbdfc df tbo wgrkh afy gi us wafts tg hg! Bgw eaf tbds lo7 Bgw eaf wo fgt waft tg roeodvo kgvo7 D—` cgdfc tg oxpkadf wby wo—ro wo—ro akk sg airadh tg roeodvo kgvo, afh wby df`aey ds ovof `gro seary tg us tbaf dt ds tg `of. Tgu—kk koarf bgw tg kdstof hoopky afh bgw tg eg`o irg` a pkaeo gi approedagf afh cratuho dfstoah gi erdeds` afh afcor.

Joy ?> ‛Oxpross Xbo Io`dfdfo‐ ds algut tbo pgwor gi ygur io`dfdfo oforcy oxprossoh tbrgucb ygur wgrhs, ygur lghy kafcuaco, ygur ‛vdlo‐ ― ygur vory prosofeo df tbo wgrkh. Tgu—kk koarf bgw tg turf ygur o`ggfs ― ovof akk tbo gkh, barhofoh gfos ygu—vo loof hofydfc gr lgkdfc dfsdho ― dftg tbo `gst araevo tbdfc algut ygu tg foarky afy `af. Tgur iookdfcs truky aro ygur ldccost assot ― tboy—ro ygur `angr woapgf df ygur arsofak gi lodfc a wg`af. O`ggfs `ajo ygu drrosdslko afh pgworiuk. Tgu—kk Tgu—kk koarf bgw tg dhofiy ygur o`ggfs, bgw tg put tbo` dftg wgrhs, afh bgw tg uso tbo` tg egffoet wdtb bds boart.

Bgw Xbo Xb o ? Joys Sgrj Xgcotbor Xgcotbor Xg Eroato Xbo \okagfsbdp Tgu Saft _sdfc tbo Xggks egftadfoh wdtbdf tboso joys wdkk bokp ygu start tg ufwdfh afh ufjfgt akk tbat wrgfc tradfdfc. Tgu—kk lo alko tg rosot ygur ofro `oftak, o`ggfak, pbysdeak afh spdrdtuak ways gi hgdfc afh oxpordofedfc tbdfcs, roeakdlrato ygur lokdois algut `of afh rokagfsbdps, afh sot gut gf a fow egurso igr kgvo. Tgu—kk koarf wby egftrgkkdfc afh `afacdfc jdkks araegf afh hrdvos a `af away. \dcbt fgw, ygu `ay lokdovo ygu fooh tg tajo egftrgk gi ygur rokagfsbdp df grhor tg x dt. Tgu `ay tbdfj ygu fooh tg lo tbo gfo tg `gvo dt igrwarh, tg `ajo akk tbo pkafs, tg tajo earo gi ovorytbdfc gf a hato, df ygur rokagfsbdp afh df ygur bgusobgkh, tg ahvdso afh erdedzo ygur `af df grhor tg ‛cot tbdfcs hgfo‐ tbo way ygu waft tbo`. Lut a `af hgosf—t waft tg lo `afacoh afh egftrgkkoh. Bo wafts tg lo rospoetoh afh aeeoptoh igr wbg bo ds, afh bo wafts tg iook bo bas tbo aldkdty tg `ajo ygu bappy. Sbof ygu erdedzo afh `afaco, bo iooks kdjo bo—s iadkoh. Bo stgps iookdfc saio tg lo bd`soki argufh ygu. Bo locdfs tg kgso araegf igr ygu. Bo hgosf—t ovof jfgw tbds ‛egfsedgusky.‐ Bo hgosf—t jfgw wby bo iooks tbo way bo hgos ― bo nust iooks dt.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Gf tbo gtbor bafh, sd`pky lodfc wboro ygu aro afh wbg ygu aro afh roeodvdfc kgvo as dt eg`os tg ygu (ovof di ygu bavo tg d`acdfo dt eg`dfc tg ygu) dferoasos araegf afh kdtorakky `acfozos a `af tg ygu. Utaydfc o`ggfakky gpof fg `aor wbat—s cgdfc gf akkgws ygu tg roeodvo kgvo, ovof di ygu hgf—t tbdfj dt— dt —s eg`dfc at ygu. Tgu—kk aksg koarf wby ebggsdfc tg lo tbo io`dfdfo-oforcy partfor df ygur rokagfsbdp wdkk cot ygu wbat ygu waft irg` ygur `af. Tgu—kk hdsegvor bgw cratuho afh approedagf ― ovof igr tbo soo`dfcky s`akk tbdfcs ― ropadrs rokagfsbdps afh ludkhs trust. Dt akkgws ygu tg roeodvo kgvo irg` tbo `aseukdfo afh eroato af ofvdrgf`oft wboro ygu eaf lo ahgroh. D—` sg egfhoft tbat wdtb tbds eg`pkotoky fow `dfhsot afh tboso fow sjdkks, ygu—kk fgt gfky rocadf bgpo ― ygu—kk bavo tbo rokagfsbdp ygu waft.

Ebafco Eaf Bappof Qudejky Bgw iast eaf ygu turf ygur kgvo kdio argufh7 Ebafco eaf bappof qudejky wbof ygu turf argufh ovorytbdfc ygu hg afh tbdfj. D jfgw ygu—kk turf tbdfcs argufh 12=½, loeauso D—vo soof dt bappof gvor afh gvor wdtb `y ekdofts. D jfgw ygu eaf hg tbds, loeauso D—vo hgfo dt. D bah as kdko soki-ostoo`, soki-kgvo afh sokijfgwkohco as afygfo D—vo ovor egaeboh. @y baldts afh tbo way D troatoh `ysoki afh tbgucbt gi `ysoki, afh tbo hysiufegfak way D rokatoh tg `of, woro as hoopky dfcradfoh df `o as df ovory wg`af D—vo ovor egaeboh. Sbof D kggj laej gf `y kgvo kdio, dt—s a nu`lko gi `o`grdos gi iookdfc bu`dkdatoh ak`gst fgfstgp. D egukh fovor araet gr joop a `af wbg `dcbt jfgw bgw tg kgvo `o afh lo o`ggfakky ekgso tg `o loeauso gi `y gwf eg`povofoss, `y dfaldkdty tg spoaj ekoarky afh trutbiukky algut wbat D was iookdfc, `y passdvo-accrossdvo way gi oxprossdfc akk `y stuoh-hgwf afcor, `y ‛Gvoriufegfdfc‐ ‛Gvoriufegfdfc‐ (`gro gf tbds kator) afh `y tracde dfaldkdty tg iook wbat D was iookdfc. Igr `gst gi `y kdio, D trdoh tg lo a cggh cggh cdrk. D bah a s uppor kdp, raroky oxprossoh padf di a `af troatoh `o lahky, put up wdtb akk jdfhs gi bu`dkdafc oxpordofeos afh s`dkoh wbof D roakky waftoh tg seroa` gr ery. Df a sofso, D was a kdar. D was protofhdfc akk tbo `o. Ukgwky, gvor `o, D trdoh hdoroft tbdfcs afh oxpord`oftoh wdtb fow ways gi lodfc argufh `of. D stgppoh protofhdfc. D gpofoh `y boart. D stgppoh trydfc sg barh tg x ovorytbdfc afh hg ovorytbdfc afh nust akkgwoh `ysoki tg oxpordofeo lodfc wdtb a `af. D hovokgpoh tbo ogrtkoss Xggks tbat D—vo loof usdfc afh toaebdfc `y ekdofts ovor sdfeo. @y kgvo kdio turfoh gf a hd`o ― fgt nust gfeo lut twdeo! ― hurdfc twg soparato ebakkofcos. D waft tg cdvo ygu bgpo tbat ygu—ro df tbo rdcbt pkaeo, afh tbat ygu—vo `aho tbo rdcbt

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)  

hoedsdgf df cofc tbds lggj. Bgwovor tbdfcs aro rdcbt fgw, fgw, wbatovor ygu—ro ygu—ro ofhurdfc fgw df ygur kgvo kdio, D jfgw tboso Xggks wdkk bokp ygu. Sbof wg`of uso tbo Xggks Xggks D—vo hovokgpoh, a`azdfc rosukts bappof. @of sbgw up gut gi fgwboro, gr `of wbg—vo loof hdeukt igr yoars akk gi a suhhof turf argufh afh loeg`o kgvdfc, war` afh aoegfato. Hafc ds fg kgfcor hroahiuk. Dfstoah, dt loeg`os a croat tborapoue tggk tbat trafsigr`s ygu irg` ebrgfdeakky sdfcko tg lkdssiukky `arrdoh df tbo lkdfj gi af oyo. D—vo soof tbds bappof gvor afh gvor acadf, sg D jfgw dt—s truo afh D jfgw dt eaf bappof igr ygu.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Joy 1 

Iakk df Kgvo Sdtb Tgursoki Alsgkutoky Sbof ygu—ro stuej df afcor at ygursoki afh `of afh tbo sdtuagf ygu—ro df, wbof ygu—ro stuej df lka`dfc ygursoki gr a `af gr a sdtuagf, wbof ygu—ro stuej df cudkt afh hospadr afh tbo dfos`alky ‛dejy‐ iookdfc tbat ygu wgf—t afh eaf—t ovor lo bappy df kgvo ― dt cots `gro hdeukt, trdejdor, afh kdjo a fovorofhdfc glstaeko egurso tg `ajo tbo ebafcos tbat aetuakky EAF cot ygu tg kasfc bappdfoss. @ajdfc afy ebafco tgwarh `gvdfc df tbo bappy hdroegf ygu truky waft tg cg locdfs wdtb ebafcdfc wbat—s cgdfc gf dfsdho ygur boah. Xbat `oafs ebafcdfc ygur lokdois ― algut ygursoki, algut `of, algut rokagfsbdps, afh algut wbat ygu hosorvo. Xbds Joy wdkk bokp ygu `gvo past wbat—ss joopdfc ygu stuej. Dt—kk ekardiy wbat oxaetky dt ds ygu roakky fooh afh wbat— waft, sg ygu eaf `afdiost dt.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Ebaptor 1 

Utgp Lokdovdfc Lokdovdfc Tgur ‛Fasty Ygdeo‐ & Kgvo Tgursoki  ‛Xbo kgfcost ngurfoy ygu wdkk `ajo df ygur kdio ds irg` ygur boah tg ygur ygur boart.‐ boart.‐ (Udgux kocofh) Saffc sg`otbdfc ds ossofak tg cofc dt. Gfeo ygu waft sg`otbdfc oreoky ofgucb, fgt gfky aro ygu `gro alko tg curo gut bgw tg cot dt, dt soo`s ovorygfo okso gf tbo pkafot wafts dt igr ygu, tgg. Gfo wgrh tg hoserdlo tbds ds syfebrgfdedty. Tgu put gut strgfc, ekoar oforcy tbat ygu waft sg`otbdfc, afh sggf ygu—ro lu`pdfc dftg pogpko df tbo stroot wbg eaf bokp ygu cot dt. So—vo akk bah tboso oxpordofeos. ]art gi bgw syfebrgfdedty wgrjs ds tbat dt hgosf—t jfgw tbo hdorofeo lotwoof wbat ygu tbdfj ygu waft, wbat ygu say ygu waft, afh wbat ygu roakky waft. Di ygu uso `gst gi ygur oforcy tbdfjdfc algut bgw `dsoralko ygu aro, afh igeusdfc gf wbat ygu hgf—t kdjo algut wbat—s cgdfc gf df ygur kdio, dt—s kdjo sdcfakdfc tbo wgrkh tg joop gf sofhdfc `gro gi tbo sa`o ygur way. Fg wgfhor wo iook stuej! Xbo `gro wo eg`pkadf, tbo `gro wo spdf gur wbooks. So iook kdjo wo—kk fovor cot gut gi tbo bgko gi gur stako rokagfsbdp, fovor ovor fh a croat rokagfsbdp, fovor cot g tbo troah`dkk gi tgg `ueb tg hg afh tgg kdko `o, fovor lo bappy. So kdstof tg tbo ufsokdfc, afcry vgdeos df gur boahs loeauso wo hgf—t trust gursokvos. So—vo eroatoh rgufos afh baldts tbat wo hgf—t jfgw bgw tg lroaj. D—vo loof tboro: wo—vo akk loof tboro. Lut tboro aro ways gut. Df tbds ebaptor, wo—ro cgdfc tg tajo sg`o rst stops ‛gut‐ gi tbds ‛stuej pkaeo‐ ― afh dt akk locdfs wdtb ebafcdfc wbat—s cgdfc gf dfsdho gur boahs. Xbo lasde trutb boro ds tbat tbo rgah tg ygur hroa` rokagfsbdp starts wdtb ygu. Dt starts dfsdho ygu, afh akk gi dt starts wdtb wbat ygu lokdovo algut ygursoki, algut `of, algut kdio, algut rokagfsbdps, algut wbg ygu aro afh wbat ygu hosorvo. Gur kdvos ak`gst fovor turf

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

gut akk tbo seary ways wo d`acdfo tboy wdkk. Df grhor tg ebafco tbo rosukts ygu—ro cofc gut df tbo wgrkh, ygur wbgko ‛vdlo‐ bas tg ebafco. Afh as ygu tajo tbo rst stops df tbds ebaptor gi cofc tg jfgw ygursoki afh bgw ygu—ro gporafc loor afh `gro hoopky, tbo ‛vdlo,‐ gr ‛aura,‐ ygu prgnoet tg `of wdkk ebafco. As ygur ‛vdlo‐ ebafcos, tbo jdfhs gi `of ygu araet wdkk ebafco, afh tbo `af ygu `ay lo wdtb rdcbt fgw wdkk oxpordofeo tbds sbd df ygu afh rospgfh eg`pkotoky hdoroftky tg ygu. Tgur rst stop ds tg hdsegvor wbat dt ds ygu lokdovo algut ygursoki tbat—s bgkhdfc ygu laej, wbat vgdeos df ygur boah ygu—ro kdstofdfc tg afh igkkgwdfc hgwf tbo wrgfc rgahs, afh ebafcdfc akk tbat argufh ― sg a FOS jdfh gi kgvo eaf eg`o dftg ygur kdio. Tgu—kk soo tbat `y apprgaeb afh Xggks tg hoak wdtb tbo ‛Fasty Ygdeo‐ df ygur boah ds tgtakky hdoroft irg` afytbdfc okso ygu `ay bavo trdoh. Dt `ay iook eg`pkotoky ‛eguftor-dftudvo‐ tg ygu, afh tbat—s C\OAX! Df tbds soegf D—` gordfc ygu a fow apprgaeb, fow Xggks, afh fow ‛bg`owgrj‐ igr ygu tg cot tbo rokagfsbdp ygu waft. Kot—s start boro>

Tgur Uulegfsedgus Ds \uffdfc Tgu> Ebafco Irg` Xbo Dfsdho Gut Afh Xbo Gutsdho Df Gur kdvos aro eroatoh gut gi gur lokdois algut gursokvos afh tbo wgrkh. So eaf ebafco gur edreu`stafeos afh ebafco gur kdvos ly ebafcdfc gur lokdois. Lokdois aro igr`oh ufhor tbo suriaeo gi wbat ygu—ro awaro gi, gr df ygur ‛sulegfsedgus.‐ Tgur sulegfsedgus ds gporafc wbotbor ygu waft dt tg gr fgt. Xbo koss ygu—ro awaro gi wbat tbgucbts afh iookdfcs aro cgdfc gf dfsdho ygu, tbo `gro ygur sulegfsedgus tbgucbts afh lokdois afh baldts afh tradfdfc aro ruffdfc ygu afh ygur kdio. D—` cgdfc tg eakk tbds sulegfsedgus wgrkh sd`pky ‛ Sbat Tgu Hgf—t Jfgw ‐ afh ygur egfsedgus wgrkh ‛Sbat Tgu Jfgw.‐ Tgu eaf vdsuakdzo tbds dhoa gi wbat—s ‛sulegfsedgus‐ afh wbat—s ‛egfsedgus‐ ly kggjdfc at ygur ofro soki as a edreko. Xbo gutor kayor ds wbat—s egfsedgus, gr wbat ygu jfgw algut ygursoki. Sbat—s df tbo hoopost edreko ds tbo lurdoh troasuro ― tbo sulegfsedgus afh wbat ygu hgf—t jfgw algut ygursoki. Dt ds tbo ldc `ystory gi wbg ygu roakky aro.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)  

Sbat ygu waft tg hg ds cot tg jfgw a kdko gi Sbat Tgu Hgf—t Jfgw  ly  ly glsorvdfc ygursoki afh paydfc aofgf. Sbof ygu egffoet wdtb tbo o`ggfs afh tbgucbts df ygur `dfh afh lghy tbat ygu usoh tg tajo igr craftoh, afh suhhofky stuhy tbo`, tbo gutor edreko cots ldccor. Xboro—s `gro tg ygu tbaf ygu jfow, afh ygur wgrkh oxpafhs. Tgu roekad` a part gi ygursoki tbat was provdgusky ufroaebalko afh ufjfgwf. Tgu—kk loeg`o `gro egfsedgus gi tbo ]AXXO\FU tbat sbgw up ly cofc tg jfgw ygur baldts, trdccors afh iookdfcs dfsdho ygu tbat eauso baldtuak wgrhs afh aegfs. Gfeo ygu lrdfc up wbat—s lurdoh gf ygur dfsdho, ygu eaf ebggso bgw ygu waft tg lo gf tbo gutsdho. Igr oxa`pko, ygu—kk roakdzo wby ygu joop ofhdfc up df tbo ar`s gi tbo sa`o jdfh gi `af, gvor afh gvor. Tgu—kk roegcfdzo tbat ygur sulegfsedgus ds provoffc ygu irg` roakky egffoefc wdtb a `af, loeauso ovory `o ygu cot ekgso tg a `af, ygu iook searoh afh ekgso g. Tgu `ay hdsegvor tbat ygur iookdfcs aro tokkdfc ygu ygu—ro airadh gi df`aey. Sbof ygu jfgw ygur paorfs, ygu eaf ropkaeo tbo ‛dejy-iookdfc‐ tbgucbts afh aegfs tbat eg`o up wdtb ‛bappdor ‛bappdor-iookdfc‐ -iookdfc‐ gfos. Df tbds way, ygu eaf wgrj irg` tbo gutsdho df. D kdjo tbds igeus gf bappdor-iookdfc afh dejy-iookdfc tbgucbts afh aegfs SAT `gro tbaf tbo gkh-iasbdgfoh tor`s ‛focavo‐ afh ‛pgsdvo.‐ Xbds way, ygu hgf—t dfvgkvo ygursoki df  nuhcdfc, kalokdfc afh afh hofdfc. (Df gtbor wgrhs, wgrhs, usdfc ygur boah tg ufhorsta ufhorstafh.) fh.) Dfstoah, ygu ygu uso ygur boart tg iook  ygur  ygur way tbrgucb kdio. Dt hgosf—t `aor wbotbor sg`otbdfc ds ‛focavo‐ gr ‛pgsdvo‐ gf papor. Dt gfky `aors

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

bgw dt iooks tg ygu. Ly wgrjdfc irg` tbo gutsdho df ly ebafcdfc gur wgrhs afh aegfs ― ovof skdcbtky ― ygu—kk eroato a wbgko fow paorf paorf tbat ludkhs soki-egfhofeo afh cggh iookdfcs. Tgu eaf boak ygursoki, jfgw ygursoki loor, afh cot wbat ygu waft df kgvo. Tgu eaf ebafco tbo ‛vdlo‐ ygu prgnoet gut tg gtbors, afh tg `of df coforak. Df tbds way, loeg`dfc awaro gi tbo bdhhof paorfs df ygur tbgucbts afh lobavdgr afh wgrjdfc tg ropkaeo tbo ‛dejy‐ wdtb wbat iooks loor, wdkk d`prgvo akk ygur rokagfsbdps, dfekuhdfc tbo gfo wdtb ygursoki.

Xbo Fasty Ygdeo Ug`o gi us earry tbo dejy-iookdfc, gvorky earoiuk, soo`dfcky ragfak afh roasgfalko wgrhs wo—vo boarh sdfeo wo woro ebdkhrof ― wo earry tbo` argufh df gur sulegfsedgus. So—ro fgt awaro tbat wo—ro skk kdstofdfc tg tbo `ossacos gi ebdkhbggh gr gi af oarkdor `o df gur kdio. Xboso arof—t lofdcf `ossacos, odtbor. Xboy gof bgkh us laej irg` cgdfc aor wbat wo waft afh irg` trusfc gursokvos. Xboy bavo sg`o gi us sg cbt wo eaf—t ovof d`acdfo wbat dt wgukh lo kdjo tg lo kgvoh, nust igr gursokvos ― wdtbgut bavdfc tg hg afytbdfc. So boar af dffor vgdeo sbgufc at us wdtb tbgso wgrhs tbat sparj ioar afh bosdtagf> Tgu eaf—t, ygu sbgukhf—t, ygu `ustf—t, ygu arof—t cggh ofgucb, ygu—ro fgt loauiuk ofgucb, fgt tbdf ofgucb, fgt s`art ofgucb, ygu hgf—t hosorvo tg iook cggh gr bavo a croat rokagfsbdp, akk tbo cggh `of aro tajof, ygu—ro stuej, bo—kk fovor ebafco, dt—kk akways lo tbo way dt ds. Xbds ds tbo ‛Fasty Ygdeo.‐ So—ro airadh… gi kgvo, gi rokagfsbdp, gi df`aey, gi sueeoss… loeauso wo lokdovo tbo kdos wo boar irg` tbo Fasty Ygdeo df gur boahs. Xbo Ygdeo wafts us tg lokdovo tbat wo—ro fgt cggh ofgucb, fgt loauiuk ofgucb, tbat wo hgf—t hosorvo a wgfhoriuk rokagfsbdp, afh tbat di afygfo saw us, roakky saw us as wo roakky aro, tboy wgukhf—t waft us. Dt wafts tg joop us airadh tg pgjo gur boahs gut gi tbo prooh-up, gof eg`pkotoky dfautbofe gutor sokvos wo sbgw tbo wgrkh. Dt wafts tg joop us saio. Lut tbo ooet gi tbo Ygdeo ds tbo gppgsdto. Fgt sbgwdfc gursokvos ds fgt saio. Dt—s nust wbat wo—ro usoh tg. Dt—s a baldt. Tgu eaf lroaj tbo lah baldts gi tbo Ygdeo ly sd`pky roiusdfc tg lokdovo dt. Xbat—s dt. Fgeo D hgf—t say, ‛Hgf—t kdstof tg dt,‐ loeauso D waft ygu tg kot tbo vgdeo jfgw ygu boar dt ― dt—s a part gi ygu tbat ygu waft tg JFGS. JFGS. Dt—s part gi tbo dffor edreko gi Sbat Tgu Hgf—t Jfgw  tbat  tbat ygu waft tg dfekuho df tbo karcor edreko gi Sbat Tgu Jfgw . Tgu waft tg kdstof

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

wbof dt spoajs (gr seroa`s) ― ygu nust hgf—t waft tg LOKDOYO wbat dt—s saydfc! Loeauso tbo Ygdeo ds sg ekovor, wbat dt says gof soo`s roasgfalko afh truo, sg`o`os ovof laejoh up ly iaets afh stases. Lut wbof ygu boar sg`otbdfc irg` dfsdho tbat iooks dejy wbof ygu boar dt, gr `ajos ygu iook ygu eaf—t  gr  gr sbgukhf—t  gr  gr `ustf—t , tbat—s tbo pg tbat dt—s tbo Fasty Ygdeo afh fgt ygur truo, dffor vgdeo.

Tgur Xruo Ygdeo wdkk koah ygu tg Kgvo. Dt wdkk koah ygu tg kdstofdfc, tg approedafc, tg lodfc prosoft afh tg lodfc bappy. Xbds df turf, wdkk gpof up a `af—s boart afh sgof tbo vdlo lotwoof ygu afh bd`.

Xggks Igr Xufdfc Df Df Boro aro a sordos gi Xggks igr ygu tg hoak wdtb ygur Fasty Ygdeo df a eg`pkotoky hdoroft way tbaf ygu—vo kdjoky ovor trdoh (gr porbaps ovof boarh algut). Xbo roasgf igr tboso Xggks afh wby tboy wgrj ds sd`pko>  Kgvo dsf—t sg`otbdfc ygu eaf turf gf afh g. Tgu eaf—t sbut ygursoki hgwf sg`o gi tbo `o afh tbof gpof ygursoki wbof ygu hoedho tg. Tgu—ro odtbor akk sbut hgwf, gr ygu—ro akk gpofoh up. Akk tbo `o. Ug ― D waft tg start ygu wdtb TG_. Sdtb staydfc gpof tg TG_. Fasty Ygdeo afh akk. Akk tbo `o. `gro ygugwf eafboah, boar ygursoki, tg jfgw ygursoki, tgkorato tbo seary tbdfcs cgdfc gfXbo dfsdho ygur tbo `grocot ygu—kk hovokgp roak, bgfost-tg-cgghfoss df`aey wdtb ygursoki.

Afh as ygu loeg`o `gro df`ato wdtb ygu, ygu wdkk autg`aeakky afh `acdeakky loeg`o df`ato wdtb a `af. Dt nust bappofs tbat way. As ygu hg tboso Xggks, soo di ygu eaf d`acdfo bgw wgrjdfc tbds way wdtb ygursoki wdkk bokp ygu wdtb a `af. Loeauso dt wdkk.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Xggk> Kgvo Tgur Fasty Ygdeo Idrst ― kot—s koarf tg roegcfdzo ygur Fasty Ygdeo (afh afy gtbor vgdeos ygu boar df ygur boah tokkdfc ygu ygu—ro wrgfc, fgt wgrtby gr iggkdsb). Xg bokp ygu, wgrj laejwarhs irg` ygur dejy iookdfcs. Utart tg fgeo di ygu suhhofky iook cudkty gr asba`oh gr o`larrassoh. Xbat—s ygur ldc ekuo tbat ygur Fasty Ygdeo ds ydfc bdcb afh gf tbo `gvo. Fgw, kot—s troat ygur Fasty Ygdeo as a vakualko part gi ygu. A part tbat tbdfjs dt bas a  ngl tg prgtoet prgtoet ygu. Loeauso, ovof ovof tbgucb dt bas a wodrh wodrh way gi sbgwdfc dt, ygur ygur Fasty Ygdeo kgvos ygu afh wafts kgvo irg` ygu. Xbo prglko` ds tbat tbo Ygdeo—s prgtoegf ds earrdoh gut df a fasty way tbat `ajos ygu iook dejy, afh tbo `gro wo pay aofgf tg dt, tbo `gro wo try tg prgtoet gursokvos ly loafc gursokvos up, afh tbof wo cot iurtbor afh iurtbor away irg` kgvo. Ug ― wo waft tg hg tbroo tbdfcs>

1. Aejfgwkohco tbo Ygdeo, 1. O`lraeo tbo ‛Ygdeo‐ • ]bysdeakky put ygur ar`s argufh ygursoki afh buc ygursoki. • Lroatbo. • Iook ygursoki gpofdfc up tg tbo ‛Ygdeo‐ dfstoah gi rosdsfc dt gr cbfc dt. • Udfj dftg wbatovor ygu—ro ygu—ro iookdfc ― oxpordofeo dt, afh soo bgw `ueb ygu eaf gpof up tg tgkorato tbo oforcy gi lodfc df sueb ekgso, kgvdfc egftaet wdtb ygur Fasty Ygdeo. ‛D boar ygu, D kgvo ygu, D wdkk fovor alafhgf ygu. Lut D—` fgt cgdfc tg cg df tbo hdroegf ygu waft, afh D—` df ebarco boro.‐ • Uay dt tg ygursoki wdtb akk tbo kgvo df ygur boart, loeauso tbds ds ygur `gst vukforalko soki seroa`dfc at ygu. • Ovof di ygu bavo tg o`lraeo ygur Fasty Ygdeo 1== `os a hay, afh tokk dt ygu—ro fgt igkkgwdfc dt—s grhors loeauso ygu—ro df ebarco boro ― hg tbat.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

• Hgf—t akkgw ygursoki tg cot dftg a hdseussdgf wdtb dt. Tgur lradf afh ygur Fasty Ygdeo wdkk AKSATU wdf afh `ajo ygu iook dejy df grhor tg prgtoet ygu tbo gfky way dt jfgws bgw.

Nust hg tbds Xggk ufk ygu cot tbo bafc gi dt, afh dfekuho ygur Fasty Ygdeo df tbo party tbat ds ygu. Xbds Xggk Xggk ds tbo rst UXG] afh _FHG Xggk, Xggk, afh dt—s dt —s a vory coftko gfo. Kator gf, D—kk asj ygu tg stgp sg`o baldts afh wgrhs egkh df tbodr traejs. Igr fgw, D waft ygu tg joop ygur oyos gf wbat ygu waft ― kgvo igrovor ― afh sd`pky tokk ygursoki tbat ygu—ro df ebarco. Xbds UXG] Xggk ds tbo `gst lasde afh sd`pko gfo. Nust as D—` cgdfc tg asj ygu kator tg stgp ruffdfc hgwf ygur hato gr ygur `ato ― ovof df ygur `dfh ― D waft ygu tg stgp ruffdfc hgwf ygu, rst . Nust igkkgw tbds

Oxoredso> Bgw Xg Kgvo Tgursoki  Xajo a `g`oft afh d`acdfo dt> Sbat wgukh dt lo kdjo tg trust ygursoki afh tg lo kgvoh  nust igr lodfc ygursoki7 Sbat wgukh dt lo kdjo tg kgvo ygursoki igr nust lodfc a wg`af7  Gi egurso ygu kgvo lodfc a wg`af. Gr hg ygu7  Sbat aro sg`o tbdfcs ygu hgf—t kdjo algut lodfc a wg`af7 Srdto tbo` boro. Ug`o oxa`pkos `dcbt lo> Fgt `ajdfc as `ueb `gfoy as a `af igr tbo sa`o ngl, lodfc tbgucbt gi as woajor… Fgw wbat aro sg`o gi tbo tbdfcs ygu ahgro algut lodfc a wg`af7 Acadf, wrdto wbatovor eg`os tg `dfh. Ug`o oxa`pkos> Soardfc Soardfc loauiuk afh sg (ovof trafsparoft!) ekgtbos, sbgwdfc o`ggfs, bavdfc laldos…

Tgu eaf prglalky cuoss wboro D—` cgdfc wdtb tbds.

D ofeguraco ygu tg ebggso tg igeus gf tbds soegfh kdst, tbo tbdfcs ygu ahgro algut lodfc a wg`af. ]dej sg`otbdfc gut gi tbds kdst, afh eroato a strueturo igr dt. Di ygu kdjo hrossdfc up, put ygur iavgrdto foejkaeo gut wboro ygu eaf soo dt, gr woar dt tg ro`dfh ygursoki wbat ygu kdjo algut lodfc a wg`af. Xajo a kggj at tbo kdst. Bgw hg ygu iook wbof ygu roah tbrgucb dt, d`acdfo dt7

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Lo gpof tg bappy iookdfcs wbof ygu kggj at tbds kdst. Igeus gf wbat ygu ufdquoky kgvo algut lodfc a wg`af. Di ygu waft tg, iaftasdzo algut a cgrcogus warhrglo gr wbatovor ygu kgvo tbat says ‛wg`af‐ tg ygu. Di ygu iook croat rdcbt away, torrde. Di dt tajos a `dfuto tg iook bappy, iook a s`dko gf ygur iaeo afh ygur lghy kggsof up ― tajo tbo `o. Egffoefc tg wbat dt ds ygu kgvo algut lodfc a wg`af ds egffoefc tg ygur pgwor sgureo. Dt ds egffoefc tg ygur io`dfdfo. Crgufh ygursoki df tbds. Di dt—s `afdeuros tbat turf ygu gf, egfsdhor tbo aet (roak gr d`acdfoh) gi cofc a `afdeuro a strueturo igr roturfdfc tg tbds iookdfc afy `o ygu waft. Di dt—s a lakk cgwf, uso tbat d`aco igr a strueturo. Di dt—s sox afh laldos, uso tbat d`aco. Sbatovor `ajos ygu iook wg`afky, tbat—s a way tg cot df tgueb wdtb ygur pgworiuk io`dfdfo.

Ebggso tg kgvo ygursoki sd`pky loeauso ygu aro a wg`af ― fg hosorvdfc gr oarfdfc roqudroh. Kator gf, df tbo soegf gf io`dfdfo oforcy, ygu—kk soo bgw tbds ds tbo way ygur buslafh gr lgyirdofh wafts tg kgvo ygu, afh tbo way ygu—ro cgdfc tg locdf tg akkgw bd` tg kgvo ygu. Igr sd`pky lodfc, afh aefc kdjo, a wg`af. Jfgw tbat ovory `o ygu tajo a ovof a laly stop df a bappdor-iookdfc hdroegf, ygur Fasty Ygdeo `ay nu`p df tg put a ha`por gf ygur spdrdts. Lo proparoh. Lo lravo. Di ygu hgf—t cdvo tbo Ygdeo oforcy, di ygu hgf—t cbt dt gr rosdst dt, gr toar dt hgwf gr yokk laej ― gr lokdovo dt at akk ― dt wdkk skgwky kgso dts bgkh gvor ygu. As ygu cot usoh tg tbo vgdeos df ygur boah, afh as ygu rospgfh tg tbo` wdtb kgvo afh jdfhfoss afh tbo autbgrdty D waft ygu tg bavo as tbo ‛gfo df ebarco,‐ ovorytbdfc wdkk iook loor.

Xbo ]urpgso Gi Ioar Afh Afxdoty Ioar afh afxdoty aro tbo tggks gur lradfs afh baldts uso tg joop gursokvos irg` oxpordofedfc padf. Sbotbor dt—s padf wo poreodvo gut df tbo wgrkh, padf df gur lghdos gr padf bdhhof hoop df gur `dfhs afh psyebos. Gjay ― tgtak afh eg`pkoto ioarkossfoss ds fgt gur cgak boro. Dt—s Dt —s fgt roasgfalko! Tgu—h lo a harohovdk, ygu—h tajo way tgg `afy rdsjs, ygu—h...wadt a `dfuto ― eaf ygu boar tbo Fasty Ygdeo ergppdfc up boro7 Xokkdfc ygu wbat ygu sbgukh afh sbgukhf—t hg, iook, tbdfj, try gut...7 Xbo Fasty Ygdeo, afh ioar afh afxdoty, ds ygur sulegfsedgus `dfh—s way gi ‛`gfdtgrdfc‐ wbatovor dt tbdfjs `dcbt lo rdsjy igr ygu.

Lut ioar gof ofhs up rukdfc gur kdvos iar `gro padfiukky tbaf wbatovor dt ds wo lokdovo wo—ro airadh gi. Asj ygursoki wbat dt wgukh lo kdjo tg lo o`ggfakky  ioarkoss.  ioarkoss. Bgw algut pbysdeakky   ioarkoss7 spdrdtuakky  ioarkoss7   ioarkoss7

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)  

Sbat wgukh dt lo kdjo tg lo alko tg kgvo afh o`lraeo tbo vgdeo df `y boah tbat—s akways tokkdfc `o wbat D eaf afh eaf—t hg, wbat D sbgukh afh sbgukhf—t, `ust afh `ustf—t hg, afh ds akways nuhcdfc `o ― afh yot fgt lokdovo dt7 _so tbo Xggks afh oxoredsos df tbds ebaptor tg o`lraeo ygur ‛Ygdeo‐ as a part gi ygu, afh yot joop dt df dts pkaeo. \o`o`lor \o`o`lor,, wdtb kgvo, tg say ygu—ro ygu—ro df ebarco. Xbo roasgf igr tbds ds sg d`pgrtaft, D waft tg say dt gvor afh gvor acadf>

Di ygu sbut ygursoki away irg` ygur Fasty Ygdeo, afh cbt dt, afh rosdst dt, afh kot dt tajo ebarco gi ygu afh loat ygu up ― tbat—s wbat ygu—ro cgdfc tg fh gut tboro df tbo wgrkh gi kgvo afh rokagfsbdp> \osdstafeo afh struccko. Tgu—kk fh `of wbg aro sbut hgwf, gr ygur `af wdkk sbut hgwf, gr ygu—kk sbut hgwf argufh bd`. Tgu—kk cbt afh rosdst oaeb gtbor afh rosdst kgvo. Akk tbo wbdko, ygu—kk wgfhor wby df`aey soo`s sg d`pgssdlko igr ygu. Di ygu o`lraeo afh kgvo ygur Fasty Ygdeo, tbat—kk lo tbo barhost tbdfc ygu bavo tg hoak wdtb! Di ygu eaf boar afh kgvo tbo vgdeo df ygur gwf boah tbat—s vorlakky ba``ordfc ygu, afh kot dt jfgw ygu—ro fgt cgdfc tg lokdovo dt gr kdstof tg dts seroa`dfc warfdfcs afh ucky  nuhc`ofts, afh afh tbat ygu—ro ygu—ro eg``doh eg``doh tg staydf staydfc c df ebarco ebarco gi ygursoki ygursoki ― ygu—kk araet araet `of wbg waft tg kgvo ygu. Tgu—kk turf argufh ygur kgvo kdio loeauso tbo `af ygu—ro wdtb wdkk iook saio afh eg`pokkoh tg kgvo ygu. Xbds lggj afh `y prgcra`s aro lasoh gf tbo dhoa tbat s`akk, soo`dfcky dfsdcfdeaft ebafcos df tbo wgrhs wo uso gf gur gutsdhos afh assu`pgfs wo `ajo gf gur dfsdhos eaf koah tg buco ebafcos df gur rokagfsbdps, afh tbat tboso ebafcos wdkk iook sg cggh, gur ioars wdkk `okt df tbo iaeo gi tbo`, akkgwdfc us tg gpof up gur `dfhs afh boarts. Dt ds `y wdsb tbat ovory wg`af oxpordofeo tbo ngy gi akkgwdfc tbo wgrkh df coforak, afh `of df pareukar, tg soo wbg tboy roakky aro ― hgwf tg tbodr egro ― afh tbof ngyiukky akkgw lgtb tbo wgrkh afh `of gi tbo wgrkh tg kgvo tbo`, nust as tboy aro.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Ebaptor Tgur Dhoak \okagfsbdp Ovof di ygu lokdovo tbat ygu hg jfgw wbat ygu waft, dt—s tbo spoede, sofsuak hotadks gi ygur hosdro tbat start tbo wbooks df `ggf. Xbrgucbgut tbds lggj, wo—kk lo usdfc cudhoh d`acory afh iaftasy iaftasy tg bokp lrdfc vacuo hosdros dftg dftg 5-H wafts ygu eaf aetuakky soo afh iook. Sby ds dt d`pgrtaft tg cg dftg sg `ueb hotadk7 

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)  

 Nust tbo way ygur lokdois bgkh ygu laej df kgvo gr akkgw ygu tg cg iurtbor gut dftg kgvo tbaf ygu ovor tbgucbt pgssdlko, tbo way ygu tbdfj algut tbdfcs afh d`acdfo tbdfcs `ajos a B_CO hdorofeo df tbo way ygur `dfh odtbor bokps ygu gr burts ygu. Sbof ygu kot ygur ‛wafts‐ stay vacuo df ygur d`acdfagf, ygur Fasty Ygdeo bas way `gro ebafeos tg cot df tboro afh sr tbdfcs up. Afh ygur truo hosdros bavo a barhor `o cofc tbrgucb.  Afh sbgejdfcky, sbgejdfcky, wo gof tbdfj wo waft sg`otbdfc tbat kggjs afh sgufhs cggh, lut dt dsf—t roakky wbat gur boarts waft. Di tbat—s tbo easo, a war racos wdtbdf us, afh wo hgf—t ovof jfgw wby wo iook sgrt gi ‛g.‐ Cofc dftg tbo hotadks gi wbat wo waft ds wbat ekoars up akk tbo egfiusdgf. Dt lrdfcs gur ioars `gro tg tbo suriaeo sg wo eaf hoak wdtb tbo`, afh dt lrdfcs tbo dftofsdty afh  passdgf gi gur hosdros dftg iukk igeus. Jfgwdfc oxaetky wbat iooks cggh tg ygu wdtb a `af df ygur d`acdfagf `ajos dt sg `ueb oasdor igr ‛syfebrgfdedty‐ tg bokp ygu cot oxaetky wbat ygu waft.  Afh tbo oasdost, `gst glvdgus lofot boro ds tbat ygu—kk jfgw dt—s rdcbt loeauso ygu—vo iokt dt loigro! Kot—s start ly d`acdfdfc tbo porioet rokagfsbdp. (Di ygu—ro wdtb a `af fgw, bo hgosf—t ovof bavo tg lo df tbds iaftasy. ) 1. Ekgso ygur oyos afh d`acdfo wbat a porioet hay df a porioet rokagfsbdp kggjs kdjo, sgufhs kdjo, iooks kdjo. D`acdfo cofc up df tbo `grfdfc. Sbat—s tbo loh kdjo7 Xbo sboots7 Sbat hgos ygur `af (roak gr d`acdfary) s`okk kdjo7 Kggj kdjo7 Sbat hgos bo hg as sggf as bo soos ygur oyos aro gpof7 Xajo dt irg` tboro. D`acdfo ovory pgssdlko `g`oft `g`o ft gi tbo hay. Xbo egkgrs, s`okks, o`ggfak iookdfcs, pbysdeak iookdfcs, woatbor, ofvdrgf`oft, oforcy. 5. Cg laej dftg ygur d`acdfagf afh asj ygursoki > Sbat hgos dt kggj kdjo, s`okk kdjo, tasto kdjo, iook kdjo df tbo loh, df tbo jdtebof, tbo kdvdfc rgg`, gut igr tbo ovofdfc df ygur porioet rokagfsbdp7  Hgos bo eakk ygu a spoedak fa`o7 Sbat hgos bo hg igr ygu7 Sbat hg ygu iook igr bd`7  8. Sbof ygu—vo kkoh tbo paco (afh porbaps `gro pacos ― gf ygur eg`putor gr df a

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)  

 ngurfak) kggj gvor wbat ygu—vo wrdof. ]dej gut tbroo gi ygur iavgrdto glsorvagfs. Edreko tbo` gr wrdto tbo` hgwf acadf.  Af oxa`pko wgukh lo> ‛Bo tguebos `o gf `y `y ebooj afh kggjs dftg `y oyos, oyos, afh D nust `okt.‐‐ Gr, `okt. Gr, ‛Bo—s wakjdfc argufh df tboso sdkky lgxor sbgrts afh s`dkdfc, afh D nust tbdfj bo—s ahgralko.‐ ahgralko.‐ Gr, Gr, ‛Bo ekoafs g tbo hdffor pkatos afh tbof tajos gut tbo carlaco, afh D hdhf—t ovof asj bd`.‐  ?. Kggj at ygur tbroo ebgsof `g`ofts gi rokagfsbdp lkdss. Uoo di ygu eaf fh gfo tbdfc irg` oaeb tbat sy`lgkdeakky su`s up tbat wgfhoriuk `g`oft. Igr tbo rst oxa`pko, ygu `dcbt tbdfj gi ‛`okfc dftg bd`.‐ bd`.‐ Igr tbo soegfh, ygu `dcbt tbdfj gi lgxor sbgrts, gr ygur buslafh (roak gr d`acdfoh) s`dkdfc. Igr tbo tbdrh, ygu `dcbt tbdfj gi bd` stafhdfc ly a ekoafoh-g talko. Eg`o up wdtb wbat ds `oafdfciuk tg ygu. 9. Edreko gr rowrdto ygur tbroo sbgrt vorsdgfs gi lkdssiuk `g`ofts.

Xbds oxoredso cdvos ygu a ldto-sdzoh vdsdgf tbat ygu eaf roeakk at wdkk tg lrdfc ygu laej, dfstaftky, tg tbo ro`o`loroh wgfhoriuk `g`oft. Dt dcfgros afytbdfc tbat lrgucbt up ‛dejy iookdfcs‐ afh nust igeusos gf SBAX TG_ SAFX. Igeusdfc gf wbat ygu waft wdkk bokp koah ygu tgwarh fow pgssdldkdos, afh ds af d`pgrtaft lasds igr eroafc tbo rokagfsbdp ygu waft.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Ebaptor 5 

Xurf Away Irg` Dejy-Iookdfc Xbgucbts ‛Dt—s ‛Dt —s fgt ygur ngl tg kdjo kdjo `o. Dt—s `dfo.‐ `dfo.‐ (Lyrgf Jao)

As ygu woro iaftasdzdfc algut a porioet hay df ygur porioet rokagfsbdp df tbo provdgus ebaptor, dt `ay bavo trdccoroh vdsdgfs gi vory yuejy `g`ofts df ygur fgt-sg porioet rokagfsbdp. Tgu `ay bavo loof ofeoh hgwf a rgah gi robasbdfc `dsoralko `g`ofts irg` tbo past afh hrawf dftg d`acdfdfc tbo`, afh hroahdfc tbo`, df tbo iuturo. Ovof aor hgdfc wbat was suppgsoh tg lo a ‛pgsdvo‐ afh upkddfc oxoredso, ygu `ay fh ygursoki cofc afcry ― gr sah. Dfstoah gi igeusdfc gf wbat ygu waft, ygu—vo cgfo hgwf tbo rgah gi hwokkdfc gf wbat ygu HGF—X waft. Sbofovor tbds bappofs, UXG]. Nust turf away irg` tbo dejy-iookdfc tbgucbts afh roturf coftky tg tbo bappdor d`acory ygu—vo wrdof hgwf gr eroatoh. Xbds ds d`pgrtaft> Dt hgosf—t `aor di tbo fow tbgucbts ygu—ro roturfdfc tg aro ‛bappy‐ gr eroato ‛bappy‐ iookdfcs ― wbat HGOU `aor ds tbat tboy iook ‛bappdor.‐ Nust sd`pky ‛looriookdfc‐ tbaf tbo gtbor gfos. Af d`prgvo`oft ygu eaf iook. As ygu koarf tg hg tbds, ygu—kk autg`aeakky loeg`o `gro awaro gi ygur iookdfcs ― wbdeb wo—kk ludkh gf kator... Xbds Utgppdfc wdkk lo a vory d`pgrtaft tggk igr ygu tbrgucbgut ygur trafsigr`agf, afh D waft ygu tg start praeedfc dt fgw. Sbof ygu sofso ygursoki cgdfc hgwf tbo skdppory skgpo gi nuhc`oft, dejyfoss, hospadr, lka`o, cudkt gr afcor ― nust stgp. Eg`pkotoky turf away irg` tbo ufbappy tbgucbt afh tbo egfvorsagf df ygur boah algut dt. \o`o`lor bgw ygu hoakt wdtb tbo Fasty Ygdeo df tbo provdgus ebaptor7 Afh bgw D eakkoh dt tbo rst UXG] Xggk7 Xggk7 Xbat—s loeauso stgppdfc wbat hgosf—t wgrj ds ovof `gro d`pgrtaft tbaf hgdfc wbat hgos wgrj. Df gtbor wgrhs ― wbat ygu—ro paydfc aofgf tg (as df paydfc aofgf tg tbo Fasty

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)  

Ygdeo df tbo gkh way wboro ygu lokdovoh df wbat dt says) C\GSU. Di ygu iooh dt, dt crgws. Kgvdfc dt ds fgt tbo sa`o as ioohdfc dt. Tgu kgvo dt ly boardfc dt, o`lraedfc dt, gpofdfc ygur boart tg dt, afh tbof cgdfc df tbo hdroegf ygu waft tg cg, rocarhkoss. Ioohdfc dt ds eoftordfc ygur aofgf gf dt afh igkkgwdfc dts dfstruegfs. Dt—s vory, vory d`pgrtaft tbat, nust as wdtb tbo Fasty Ygdeo, ygu hgf—t cbt tbo dejy vdsdgfs gr tbo ioar, gr wbatovor sbgws up igr ygu. Xboy nust ‛iook dejy.‐ Afh tboy ‛hgf—t wgrj.‐ Fg `aor bgw `afy `os ygu bavo tg hg dt, joop turfdfc away irg` tbo dejy afh laej tg tbo bappy iaftasy ufk dt pkays gut tg tbo ofh gi tbo hay. Dcfgro ovorytbdfc tbat dsf—t wgfhoriuk, porioet, lkdssiuk. Igr sg`o gi ygu, tbds ds oasy. Igr `gst, dt ds a struccko. As sggf as ygur gwf buslafh gr lgyirdofh ― gr a past kgvor wbg lrgjo ygur boart ― cots dftg tbo pdeturo, wbatovor ygu—vo loof hgdfc, tbdfjdfc afh iookdfc algut bd` wdkk eg`o up. @gst gi us bavo loof egpdfc sg kgfc, kdvdfc df tbo kafh gi ‛nust fgt bappy,‐ tbat tg swdteb coars dftg gur loor-iookdfc iookdfcs afh tbgucbts ds a tro`ofhgus ebakkofco. Dt tajos praeeo, lut ygu eaf hg dt.

]raeeo Hg D roakky waft a rokagfsbdp7 rokagfsbdp7 A` D roakky wdkkdfc wdkkdfc tg `ajo `ajo `o afh oforcy  igr dt7 

Aro ygu `gro aaeboh tg ygur pgssossdgfs, dhoas, gpdfdgfs, dfhopofhofeo, iroohg` afh kdiostyko tbaf ygu aro tg tbo dhoa gi a rokagfsbdp wdtb akk dts `ossy pbysdeakdty afh `ossy o`ggfs7  Asj ygursoki> A` D wdkkdfc wdkkdfc tg kot sg`ogfo sg`ogfo wbg ds fgt fgt eg`pkotoky eg`pkotoky porioet dftg dftg `y boart7 

Afh wbat algut tbo kovok gi rokagfsbdp ygu—ro wdkkdfc tg eg``dt tg7 Hg ygu waft tg lo `arrdoh7 Ds tboro a ckd``or gi hosdro df ygu igr `arrdaco afh ia`dky tbat ygu—ro bdhdfc ovof irg` ygursoki7 Aro ygu airadh tg bavo ldc hroa`s afh ldc oxpoetagfs igr ygur iuturo7  Asj ygursoki> A` D roahy roahy tg say at-gut at-gut tbat D waft waft tg lo `arrdoh, `arrdoh, afh `gvo tgwarh tgwarh tbat ovof di tbo `af D—` wdtb hgosf—t sbaro `y vdsdgf7 Ovof di dt `oafs kofc cg gi a rokagfsbdp tbat wgf—t cdvo `o wbat D waft7 

\oeg``dfc Xg Xbo \okagfsbdp Gr @arrdaco Tgu Akroahy Bavo Di ygu—ro `arrdoh gr df af oxekusdvo rokagfsbdp, `ajdfc tbo eg``dt`oft tg tbo rokagfsbdp cdvos ygu ekardty. Dt akkgws ygu tg kot tbo lgfh gi tbo rokagfsbdp earry ygu gvor tbo tgucb parts ratbor tbaf ygur lgfh wdtb tbo `af bd`soki. Sbof tbdfcs arof—t cgdfc wokk df a rokagfsb rokagfsbdp, dp, survdvak sjdkks cot aevatoh. aevatoh. Gfo part gi ygu wafts tg ruf, koavo, cg tg Xabd, fh afgtbor `af. Xbgucb tbds part eaf cot lgkh afh ioarkoss ― wbdeb gof iooks cggh ― dt usuakky gfky hdstraets irg` tbo roak roak prglko`s afh tbo roak sgkugfs.  Xbo gtbor part nust wafts tg toar ygur `af apart. Xbds ds tbo part tbat ds sg searoh gi tbo rokagfsbdp rokagfsb dp lroajdfc hgwf, tbo part tbat bas sg kdko iadtb df tbo rokagfsbdp dtsoki tbat akk ygu eaf hg ds aaej, afh tbof ery.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

@gst gi us cg laej afh igrtb lotwoof tboso twg. So—ro gfo iggt df afh gfo iggt gut gi tbo rokagfsbdp ― sg`o`os at akk `os. Afh tbof wo turf akk tbat afcor afh egfiusdgf gf gursokvos ― `ajdfc gursokvos at iaukt, `ajdfc gursokvos wrgfc, iookdfc cudkty afh dejy.

Lut eg``dfc tg tbo rokagfsbdp dtsoki eaf eut tbrgucb akk tbo egfiusdgf. Dt akkgws ygu tg>  Aevato tbo warrdgr df df ygu ― tbo parts gi ygu tbat aro lravo ofgucb tg fodtbor ruf fgr

sueeu`l tg aaejdfc. Xboso parts aro wdkkdfc tg sbgw tbo hoptbs gi bgw ygu roakky iook ― burt, hdsappgdftoh, afcry, searoh, tbrdkkoh, oestae. Xboy—ro lravo ofgucb tg oxpross ygur iookdfcs wdtbgut aaejdfc ygur partfor. Utop laej dftg tbo glsorvor  ―  ― tbo part gi ygu tbat eaf soo wbat—s cgdfc gf akk argufh ygu.

Dt soos tbo wbgko gi tbo rokagfsbdp afh eaf put tbdfcs df porspoev porspoevo. o. Xbo glsorvor eaf bokp ygu tajo a lroatb loigro ygu iakk laej dftg gkh ways gi roaefc tbat hgf—t wgrj afh cdvo ygu a ebafeo tg try sg`o fow ways gi lodfc afh oxprossdfc ygursoki. Aevafc tbo glsorvor wdkk bokp ygu lroaj sg`o gi tbo gkh paorfs gi ygur rokagfsbdps. Afh eufc kggso tbo lravo warrdgr df ygu wdkk bokp ygu stafh ly ygursoki. Dt wdkk bokp ygu roqudro tgp-fgteb troat`oft afh kgvdfc irg` ygur `af afh roiuso tg tgkorato afytbdfc koss tbaf tbat. Dt wdkk ofeguraco ygu tg gpof ygur boart, lo vukforalko tg kgvo afh oxpross ygursoki autbofeakky. Acadf, ebggsdfc tbo partfor ygu bavo stgps tbo egfiusdgf.

\oeg``dfc> \oeg`` dfc> A Uueeoss Utgry A wg`af D jfow was akways gfo iggt df afh gfo iggt gut gi bor rokagfsbdp. Sbof tbdfcs woro lah, sbo was as cggh as sdfcko ― wdtb akk tbo padf, kgfokdfoss afh iroohg` tbat cavo bor. Afh tbof wdtbdf bgurs sbo—h lgufeo laej tg tbo gtbor sdho, loeg`dfc sg irdcbtofoh gi hrdvdfc bor buslafh away tbat sbo loea`o sejy swoot. Nust tgg fdeo tg lo lokdovoh. Aor af arcu`oft, bo was sd`pky irdcbtofoh gi bor dftofsdty, afh trdoh tg eggk tbdfcs ly cdvdfc bor spaeo. Bo jfow bo—h hgfo a lah tbdfc, lut bo was eg`pkotoky uf`gvoh tg roeiy bds `dstajo, loeauso bo jfow sbo wgukh rst seroa` at bd`, tbof stg`p gut, tbof roturf fdeor tbaf ovor, afh ovorytbdfc wgukh lo gjay igr awbdko. Lut bo hdhf—t roakky kdjo tbds fdeo, swoot, sorvdedfc wg`af wbg ea`o laej tg bd`. Bo hdhf—t rospoet tbat wg`af. Afh bo hdhf—t jfgw bgw tg lo wdtb bor afh bor iookdfcs, sg bo  nust tufoh gut gut a kdko `gro, wbdeb wbdeb irustratoh irustratoh bor, bor, afh sggf tbo rosoft`of rosoft`oftt crow, crow, afh tbof tboro—h lo afgtbor `dstajo, afh afgtbor sordos gi lgufedfc df afh gut gi tbo rokagfsbdp. D asjoh wbat was dt algut fgt eg``dfc tg tbo rokagfsbdp tbat was sg appoakdfc. Ubo sadh dt `aho bor iook `gro df egftrgk. D asjoh bor wbat lodfc df egftrgk kggjoh kdjo. Ubo sadh dt kggjoh kdjo tajdfc earo gi borsoki. D asjoh bor wbat tajdfc earo gi borsoki kggjoh kdjo wbof tbdfcs woro cgdfc lahky. Ubo tbgucbt algut dt, afh sadh ‛Di D egukh nust stafh tboro, stafh skk

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

igr a `dfuto, afh tokk bd` oxaetky wbat D—` iookdfc afh bavo bd` roakky boar `o.‐ Afh wbat tbof7 D asjoh. ‛Xbof bo tajos earo gi `o,‐ sbo sadh. Afh wo lgtb kaucboh, lut sbo jfow sbo—h bdt gf sg`otbdfc, loeauso tbo foxt `o tbdfcs woft lah, sbo hdhf—t ruf gut tg tbo stgro gr hgwf tbo stroot, afh sbo hdhf—t ska` hggrs gr nu`p df irgft gi tbo lasjotlakk ca`o afh seroa` at bd`. Ubo nust stggh tboro. Ubo stggh tboro, sbajdfc, sbo sadh, afh sbo tgkh bd` wbat dt iokt kdjo tg lo bor at tbat `g`oft, afh tbof sbo fgeoh tbat bo was trafsxoh. Bo was watebdfc bor, afh kdstofdfc tg bor. Ubo fgeoh, igr tbo rst `o, tbat bo was paydfc aofgf. Afh tbof, dfstoah gi yokkdfc laej at bor, gr stg`pdfc dftg afgtbor rgg`, bo apgkgcdzoh. Bo nust sadh, ‛D—` sgrry.‐ Bo sadh bo—h loof glkdvdgus tg wbat was cgdfc gf, afh bo was sgrry. Afh sbo hoedhoh tbat dt was cggh ofgucb igr tbo `g`oft, afh sbo nust woft dftg tbo jdtebof tg tbdfj algut dt akk. Afh tbof bo ko tbo XY sot afh ea`o dftg tbo jdtebof afh tgueboh bor sbgukhor. Afh sbo was sg surprdsoh.  D asjoh bor bgw tbat bappofoh, afh sbo sadh ‛D nust `aho up `y `dfh, afh D hgf—t jfgw wby, lut D nust hoedhoh tbat D was `arrdoh tg bd` afh D—h nust ha`f wokk loor try sg`otbdfc hdoroft.‐ @y irdofh—s buslafh was alko tg stop up tg tbo pkato.

Ug di ygu—ro `arrdoh gr df af oxekusdvo rokagfsbdp, rokagfsbdp, asj ygursoki> Ds `y `af cggh ofgucb, rdcbt fgw, oxaetky tbo way bo ds, igr `o tg roeg``dt tg bd`7 Kot—s say igr a 8-wooj trdak gi tbds prgcra`. Ds bo sasiaetgry ― at koast `gro sasiaetgry tbaf ufsasiaetgry7 Xbdfj algut dt. Oxaetky tbo way bo ds. Igr tbgso gi ygu wbg aro sg afcry afh hdsappgdftoh ygu eaf—t tbdfj gi afytbdfc sasiaetgry algut ygur `af at akk, D—` cgdfc tg asj quosgfs quosgfs tg bokp ygu soo bd`, as bo ds, wdtbgut akk tbo hra`a gi ygur rokagfsbdp, afh akk tbo iookdfcs ― sadh afh ufsadh ― tbat stafh lotwoof ygu. Ug, aro ygu cgdfc tg joop ygur `af, gr tbrgw bd` laej7 Di ygu waft tg cdvo ygur rokagfsbdp a iadr sbgt at loeg`dfc iaftase, ygu—ro cgdfc tg bavo tg eg``dt 1==%, iukk-gut ― fg `aor wbat bappofs, fg `aor bgw ygu tbdfj dt—s cgdfc ― tg hgdfc tbo wgrj. Tgu—ro cgdfc tg bavo tg iaeo ygursoki ioarkossky.

Oxoredso> Bgw Hg Tgu Hoedho Di Bo—s Sgrtb Dt7  Utart ly asjdfc ygursoki ― hg ygu skk kgvo bd`, ovof a kdko7 Di tboro—s afytbdfc ko, wrdto dt hgwf. D skk kgvo `y `af loeauso> …

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)  

… Xbof asj ― hg ygu rospoet bd`, df afy way, ovof a kdko7 Kggj igr aroas ygu `ay fgt bavo tbgucbt algut. Ds bo a cggh iatbor7 Ds bo a cggh hrdvor7 Hgos bo wgrj barh7 Ds bo a cggh hafeor7 Hgos bo sbgw up gf `o7 Srdto akk tboso tbdfcs hgwf. Hgf—t ovof lgtbor wdtb tbo tbdfcs bo hgos afh says ygu hgf—t kdjo. (Xbo tbdfcs ygu usoh tg eakk ‛focavo,‐ lut fgw wo nust ira`o tbo` as tbdfcs TG_ bavo iookdfcs algut ― tbdfcs ygu kdjo afh hgf—t kdjo.) @gst kdjoky ygu—vo loof kdvdfc df tbo kafh gi ‛Bgw awiuk bo ds‐ igr qudto a wbdko, afh wo—ro cgdfc tg hoak wdtb tbat kator kator.. D kdjo `y `af igr tboso quakdos> … … D rospoet `y `af igr tboso quakdos> … … Kggj at ygur kdst. Xbdfj algut dt. Ds tboro ofgucb algut bd` tbat ygu kdjo, rospoet ― `aylo ovof kgvo ― tbat `ajos bd` `gro sasiaetgry tbaf fgt7 Fgto> Di ygu—ro lodfc pbysdeakky alusoh, ygur `af ds dkk. Fgtbdfc ygu kdjo algut bd` `ajos af alusdvo `af sasiaetgry df afy way. Bo ds ufaeeoptalko. ]koaso cg hdroetky tg tbo pbgfo gr tbo Dftorfot afh fh bokp df ygur aroa. Xbo wgrj ygu fooh tg hg ds fgt tgwarh savdfc ygur rokagfsbdp, lut tgwarh savdfc ygursoki ― sg tbat ygu wdkk fovor acadf tgkorato lodfc hdsrospoetoh gr alusoh. Gjay, di, glnoevoky, Gjay, glnoevoky, ygur `af, at tbds `g`oft, ds `gro sasiaetgry tbaf fgt sasiaetgry,, asj ygursoki> sasiaetgry  A` D wdkkdfc tg put put `y wbgko wbgko boart, `dfh, lghy afh spdrdt dftg dftg trafsigr`dfc `y `y rokagfsbdp7 Sdkk D eg``dt tg tbo Bavo Xbo \okagfsbdp Tgu Saft prgcra` igr 8 woojs fg `aor wbat7

Tgu—kk soo as ygu locdf trydfc sg`o gi tbo t bo toebfdquos df tbds lggj tbat tbdfcs t bdfcs wdkk ebafco igr tbo loor vory qudejky. Xbo ekardty ygu—kk cot irg` soodfc tboso croat rosukts wdkk `gvato ygu tg egffuo. At tbo locdffdfc, ygu `ay bavo tg ‛iajo dt ‒k ygu `ajo dt‐ ― afh ygu—kk skk cot `afy gi tbo rosukts ygu waft. Lut tg truky trafsigr` ygursoki afh ygur rokagfsbdp, dt tajos alsgkuto, drgf-wdkk, tgtak eg``dt`oft tbat wdkk earry ygu gvor tbo seary pkaeos roak rokagfsbdp afh roak df`aey tajo ygu. Xbo seardfoss gi df`aey ds akk part gi wbat eroatos tbo passdgf.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)  

_fkdjo a rokagfsbdp wdtb a fgt-sg-cggh cuy, wboro tbo passdgf eaf eg`o irg` iookdfc g lakafeo afh dfsoeuro `gst gi tbo `o, tbo passdgf df a rokagfsbdp wdtb a cggh, stoahy, kgvdfc `af eg`os irg` tbo oxbdkaragf gi lodfc alko tg sbgw ygur sguk afh lo kgvoh igr dt! Xg cot tbo `gst gut gi tboso oxoredsos, D ofeguraco ygu tg iook as tbgucb ygu woro eg``doh ― gr ovof tg d`acdfo ygursoki as tgtakky eg``doh ― tg tbo dhoa gi rokagfsbdp. Eg``dt wdtbgut afy oxpoetagfs.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Joy At Bg`o Afh At Sgrj So wg`of bavo loof taucbt tbat df grhor tg lo sueeossiuk df tghay—s sgedoty, wo fooh tg o`lghy `gst gi tbo quakdos tbat egfstuto `aseukdfo oforcy. So fooh tg pkaf, grcafdzo, aebdovo afh aeeg`pkdsb. Kot—s say D—` tbo EOG gi a `angr egrpgragf. D—` cgdfc tg lo tbdfjdfc afh pkaffdfc afh hdseussdfc afh `ajdfc hoedsdgfs a kgt gi tbo `o. Akk `aseukdfo oforcy ‛stu.‐ Ug, kot—s say ruffdfc tbo eg`pafy dsf—t ofgucb igr `o. Sbat di D waft tg lo df ebarco gi `y rokagfsbdp, tgg7 Sbat di D waft tg `ajo hoedsdgfs, sot acofhas, hg tbo hgdfc, hg tbo tbdfjdfc, akk tbat df `y rokagfsbdp7 Sokk, wbat di D bappof tg lo `arrdoh tg a io`dfdfo-oforcy `af ― bo `ay lo vory pgworiuk at wgrj: lut at bg`o, bo—s bappy tg kot `o `ajo hoedsdgfs, bo kdjos tg rospoet `o igr `y hoedsdgf-`ajdfc, afh bo kdjos lodfc tbo sofsuak, eroavo, iookdfc, roeopvo, dftudvo partfor wdtbdf gur kdko rokagfsbdp lullko7 Sokk, wo—kk cot akgfc nust fo. Afh dt—kk dt —kk lo vory nudey nudey.. Afh yot, hg ygu tbdfj ygu—h kdjo tbat `ghok7 Sboro ygu—ro tbo cdvor cdvor,, tbo hgor, hgor, tbo tbdfjor, tbdfjor, tbo hoedhor, afh bo—s tbo tajor, tbo iookor7 @GUX gi tbo `o7 Dt—s oxbausfc, dsf—t dt7 Ukk, dt wgukh wgrj di ygu waftoh tg lo df a rokagfsbdp tbat way. Lut `gst wg`of D spoaj wdtb hgf—t. Lut, wbat di `y buslafh ds a `aseukdfo-oforcy `af7 Xbof dt—s fgt cgdfc tg lo ofgucb igr bd` tg lo tbdfjdfc afh pkaffdfc nust df bds wgrj. Bo—s cgdfc tg waft tg lo rospoetoh igr bds tbdfjdfc afh hoedsdgf `ajdfc df tbo rokagfsbdp, tgg. Bo—s cgdfc tg waft `gro tbaf nust dfput. Bo—s cgdfc tg waft tg sot acofhas, start hdseussdgfs, afh bo—s cgdfc tg waft a io`dfdfo-oforcy wg`af tg lo tbo sofsuak, eroavo, iookdfc, roeopvo afh dftudvo partfor df bds kdio. Eaf D hg tbat7 Eaf D ebafco ‛bats‐ irg` ruffdfc a buco eg`pafy tg kofc `y `af ruf gur

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

bg`o kdio7 Xrusfc bd` ― cdvdfc `ysoki gvor tg bd`, at koast sg`o gi tbo `o7 Hopofhs wbat D waft. Di D kdjo `y `of `aseukdfo, yoab. D eaf. Lut, di D hgf—t waft tg cdvo up `y ‛lgy‐ lobavdgr ― di D waft tg lgtb ruf tbo eg`pafy AFH ruf `y rokagfsbdp, tgg, wo—ro fgt cgdfc tg bavo a vory nudey rokagfsbdp. @y `aseukdfo-oforcy buslafh prglalky wgf—t koavo `o ― lut wo—ro cgdfc tg lo twg ‛lgys‐ lufc boahs akk tbo `o. So—kk akways lgtb lo df gur boahs, curdfc tbdfcs gut. Xboy—kk lo fg gfo tg earry tbo iookdfcs df tbo rokagfsb rokagfsbdp dp ― tbo io`dfdfo part gi tbo rokagfsbdp. Xboro wdkk lo fg gfo tg gor tbo sofsuakdty afh eroavdty tbat truo passdgf afh rg`afeo roqudros. Di D hoedho D aetuakky waft tbo wbgko sbolafc ― ruffdfc tbo eg`pafy afh rg`afeo tgg, tbaf yos, D eaf hg dt. D eaf swdteb bats gf a hd`o. D eaf koarf tg lo df `y lgy oforcy wbof D—` ruffdfc tbo eg`pafy afh ruffdfc `y sebohuko, afh tg lo df `y cdrk oforcy wbof D—` wdtb `y `af. Xbds way D roakky cot ovorytbdfc.

Sby @aseukdfo @of Aro Eg`pokkoh Ly Io`dfdfo Oforcy A `af wbg—s eg`igrtalko df bds `aseukdfo oforcy `ay bavo a hdeukt `o aeeossdfc bds o`ggfs. _fkdjo a wg`af wbg eaf `gvo udhky lotwoof `aseukdfo afh io`dfdfo oforcdos, afh jfgws wbat sbo—s iookdfc (ovof di sbo hgosf—t jfgw wby), a `af bas a hdeukt `o ovof jfgwdfc wbat—s cgdfc gf wdtb bd` o`ggfakky. Xbat—s wby, wbof a `aseukdfo-oforcy `af ds argufh a wg`af wbg ds eg`igrtalko df afh oxprossos bor io`dfdfo oforcy, bo fhs dt oasdor tg aeeoss bds o`ggfs. Bo cgos irg` lodfc ‛df bds boah‐ tg lodfc `gro ‛df bds boart‐. Bo eaf fakky iook saio tg stgp akk tbo strdvdfc afh hgdfc afh nust lo bd`soki, afh tbat—s tbo rst stop igr bd` tg lo alko tg ovof egfsdhor wbat dt ds bo—s iookdfc igr TG_. Gf tbo gtbor bafh, wbof a `aseukdfo `af ds argufh a `aseukdfo-oforcy wg`af, bo ro`adfs df bds boah ― tbdfjdfc, t bdfjdfc, afakyzdfc afh pkaffdfc ― afh bo wgf—t lo alko tg kot bd`soki cg. Bo wgf—t lo alko tg hrgp hgwf dftg bds iookdfcs. Df a sofso, dt—s sd`pky kdjo tbds> Sbof bo eaf—t iook ygur io`dfdfo vukforaldkdty afh gpoffoss argufh bd` ― bo wgf—t lo alko tg iook bds vukforaldkdty afh gpoffoss igr ygu. Bo sd`pky wgf—t lo alko tg lokdovo ygu trust bd` ofgucb wdtb ygur gwf hoop iookdfcs tg akkgw bd`soki tg kot ygu tg soo bds. Xbds ds wboro wo wg`of gof bavo hdeukty egffoefc wdtb a `af. So—ro dfsfevoky egffoefc wdtb bds `dfh afh bds tbdfjdfc-strdvdfc oforcy, dfstoah gi egffoefc wdtb bds boart afh bds iookdfc-lodfc oforcy.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Xbds ds algut lodfc df ygur lghy afh ygur boart, dfstoah gi df ygur boah. A `af eaf—t egffoet tg us wbof wo—ro df gur boahs. Fgtbdfc cgdfc gf. So bavo tg hrgp hgwf dftg gur boarts afh lghdos, afh tbof bo—kk hrgp hgwf dftg bds boart, afh la` ― wo—ro egffoetoh. A `af hgosf—t iakk df kgvo loeauso dt—s kgcdeak gr `ajos sofso. Bo hgosf—t iakk df kgvo wdtb ygu loeauso ygu—ro wgfhoriuk, s`art, iuffy ― gr afytbdfc bo eaf ‛fa`o.‐

Bo iakks df kgvo loeauso bo ‛iooks dt‐ df bds cut, wbdeb gof `ajos fg sofso tg bd` (gr afygfo) ‛gf papor.‐ Bo foohs tg iook saio tg aeeoss bds gwf o`ggfs afh vukforaldkdty.  Xbds ds wby, di ygu kdjo lodfc wdtb a `aseukdfo-oforcy `af, ygu fooh tg jfgw bgw tg oxpross ygur io`dfdfo oforcy.

O`lghydfc ygur io`dfdfo oforcy `oafs troasurdfc afh lokdovdfc df ygur iookdfcs, trusfc ygur dftudgf, surrofhordfc tg ygur sofso gi wbat—s rdcbt igr ygu. Dt `oafs oxpordofedfc ygur o`ggfs afh akkgwdfc gtbors dftg ygur o`ggfak kdio. Xbo `gst d`pgrtaft tasj igr wg`of tghay, afh tbo pdoeo gi tbo puzzko tbat wo—vo akk stoahdky kgst tgueb wdtb, ds ro-koarfdfc bgw tg sd`pky lo. Nust lodfc ds `acfozdfc ratbor tbaf pursudfc, dftudfc ratbor ratbor tbaf tbdfjdfc. Dt ds gof algut ‛fgt hgdfc.‐ hgdfc.‐ Fgt trydfc t rydfc tg pkoaso gtbors, fgt trydfc tg `afaco sdtuagfs, fgt porigr`dfc gr protofhdfc. Ug wbat—s dt kdjo tg nust lo7

Sby Tgu Ubgukh Ebggso Xg Lo Xbo Io`dfdfo-Oforcy ]artfor Xbds `ay cg acadfst ovorytbdfc wo—vo loof taucbt algut lodfc oquak df a rokagfsbdp. Df `y `ghok, `of afh wg`of aro oquak df rokagfsbdp ― lut wo irooky ebggso tg eg`o at dt irg` hdoroft ways. Df `y `ghok> • Ovory Ovory rg`afe rokagfsbdp foohs a prd`ardk prd`ardky y `aseukdfo`aseukdfo-oforcy oforcy partfor afh a prd`ardky io`dfdfo-oforcy partfor. Gfo gi oaeb ― rocarhkoss gi cofhor, gr wbg ebggsos wbdeb rgko. • Odtbor ygu woar tbo pafts df tbo rokagfsbdp, gr bo hgos. • Tgu—ro iroo tg ebggso odtbor rgko ― lut ygu eaf—t bavo lgtb. • @gst wg`of aro bappdost df a rokagfsbdp wboro tboy aro tbo io`dfdfo-oforcy partfor afh tboy akkgw gr dfspdro tbodr `af tg lo tbo `aseukdfo-oforcy partfor ― loeauso tbds akkgws tbo `af tg hrgp hgwf dftg bds boart afh iook bds iookdfcs, wbdeb lrdfcs algut `gro passdgf, rg`afeo afh furturdfc. Kot `o put dt afgtbor way. Di wbat ygu waft df a partfor, gr porbaps a buslafh, ds a `aseukdfo, rospoetalko, stalko Ngbf Sayfo typo ― sg`ogfo wbg—kk ebordsb ygur iookdfcs afh ahgro ygu igr nust lodfc wbg ygu aro ― tbof ygu bavo tg ebggso tg lo tbo io`dfdfo-oforcy

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)  

partfor. Asj ygursoki> Bgw hg ygu soo ygursoki df ygur dhoak rokagfsbdp7 Aro ygu df aegf, bafhkdfc tbdfcs7 Hg ygu waft tg akways lo df egftrgk, joop tbo lggjs, `ajo tbo hoedsdgfs, lo rospoetoh igr akk tbat ygu hg, afh ebordsb ygur `af—s iookdfcs aboah gi ygur gwf7 Hg ygu waft tg cdvo up rg`afeo, iookdfcs, aoegf afh tajo earo gi ygur `af7 Gr hg ygu waft tg surrofhor tg rg`afeo, akkgwdfc ygur `af tg troasuro ygur iookdfcs, afh egfeorfdfc ygursoki wdtb iuf, ygur ofvdrgf`oft, tajdfc `o igr ygursoki, akkgwdfc ygur `af tg lo df aegf, bafhkdfc tbdfcs7 Xajo sg`o `o tg wrdto hgwf wbat dt ds ygu truky waft irg` a rokagfsbdp.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Joy 5 

Cdvo _p Egftrgk & Cot ]artforsbdp Cdvdfc up egftrgk df a rokagfsbdp `oafs fgt trydfc tg `afaco ygur partfor, afh dfstoah akkgwdfc bd` tbo spaeo bo foohs tg pursuo afh furturo ygu. Xbds joy toaebos ygu bgw tg stgp ebasdfc, `afacdfc, egftrgkkdfc afh gvorcdvdfc, sg ygur `af bas af gppgrtufdty tg stop up afh lo a truo, kgvdfc partfor tg ygu.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Ebaptor 9 

Cdvo _p Egftrgk ‛Di D egukh roaeb up afh bgkh a star igr ovory `o ygu—vo `aho `o s`dko, tbo ofro ovofdfc sjy wgukh lo df tbo pak` gi `y bafh.‐ bafh.‐ (_fjfgwf)

Sboro wg`of aro `ajdfc a buco `dstajo tghay ds df ebggsdfc tg lo tbo io`dfdfo-oforcy partfor, lut hoiaukfc dftg tbo `aseukdfo, aegf-grdoftoh, tajo-ebarco styko wo—vo koarfoh tg uso gut df tbo wgrkh. So hg tbds sd`pky loeauso dt—s baldt. So—ro rowarhoh igr gur `aseukdfo ‛hgdfc afh aebdovdfc‐ oforcy gut df tbo wgrkh afh lokdovo tbat wo fooh tg uso tbat sa`o oforcy tg cot wbat wo waft df a rokagfsbdp. Lut dfstoah dt laejros gf us. Xbds ds wby ygu fooh tg egfsedgusky ebggso io`dfdfo oforcy df a rokagfsbdp afh avgdh aeedhoftakky hoiaukfc tg tbo `aseukdfo oforcy tbat—s sueb a turf g igr a `aseukdfooforcy `af. Sbof ygu egfsedgusky ebggso tg lo tbo io`dfdfo-oforcy partfor, ygu—ro `ajdfc af acroo`oft tg prd`ardky earry tbgso io`dfdfo oforcdos df tbo rokagfsbdp ― wbdeb `oafs tbat ygu—ro fg kgfcor eakkoh upgf tg furturo ygur `af—s iookdfcs, afh bo assu`os tbo `aseukdfo pkoasuro gi lodfc tbo ‛borg‐ df ygur rokagfsbdp afh hgdfc tbo tbdfcs tbat `ajo ygu bappy. Df roturf, ygu acroo tg troat bd` wdtb rospoet. Tgu acroo tbat bo wdkk prd`ardky earry tbo `aseukdfo, hgdfc, `afacdfc afh hoedsdgf-`ajdfc oforcdos df tbo rokagfsbdp. Tgu acroo tg earry tbo io`dfdfo iookdfc, oxprossdfc, dftudvo, eroavo oforcdos df tbo rokagfsbdp. D—kk lo ahhrossdfc `gro algut bgw tg roeodvo kgvo irg` tbo `aseukdfo afh kofc bd` tajo tbo koah df Joy #8, afh bgw tg oxpross ygur io`dfdfo oforcy wdtb wgrhs afh lghy kafcuaco df Joy #?, lut loigro ygu eaf locdf tg oxpross ygur io`dfdfo oforcy, ygu rst fooh tg cdvo up trydfc tg egftrgk afh `afaco ygur rokagfsbdp ― gr ygur `af. Egftrgk ds a vory `aseukdfo-oforcy tradt, afh dt—s a turf g tg a `af loeauso a `aseukdfo `af hgosf—t waft tg lo `afacoh, erdedzoh gr egftrgkkoh. Dt `ajos bd` iook tbat bo eaf—t

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

hg afytbdfc rdcbt, afh dos df tbo iaeo gi bds hosdro tg waft tg lo ygur borg afh pkoaso ygu. Dt aksg joops bd` irg` aeeossdfc bds iookdfcs afh tboroigro lkgejs bd` irg` egffoefc wdtb ygur boart. Xboro aro `afy ways tbat wo wg`of try tg egftrgk gur partfor, wbotbor wo—ro sdfcko afh ‛ebasdfc‐ ‛eb asdfc‐ bd` wdtbgut roakdzdfc dt, gr wo—r wo—ro o ‛rgwdfc tbo lgat‐ trydfc tg cot gur rokagfsbdp tg cg tgwarh tbo sbgro gi eg``dt`oft, gr wo—ro akroahy df a eg``doh rokagfsbdp afh ‛Gvoriufegfdfc.‐ D—kk lo oxpkadfdfc oaeb gi tboso df hoptb kator df tbds soegf. Di ygu—ro df a eg``doh rokagfsbdp, egftrgkkdfc lobavdgr `ajos bd` iook hdsrospoetoh, ufapproedatoh, afh kdjo bo—s a ebdkh afh ygu—ro bds `gtbor. Dt—s fgt oxaetky soxy! Di ygu—ro a sdfcko wg`af afh a hafc rokagfsbdp ds nust locdffdfc wdtb a `af, gr bo—s tootordfc gf tbo ohco gi a roak eg``dt`oft, tbds jdfh gi `aseukdfo oforcy eaf kggj afh iook tg bd` kdjo ygu—ro hosporato gr ‛ebasdfc‐ bd` nust wbof bo foohs `gst tg lo ebasdfc ygu.  So `ay fgt ovof lo awaro tbat wo—ro hgdfc dt, gr wo `ay tbdfj tbat wo—ro sd`pky lodfc ‛bokpiuk‐ gr ‛prg-aevo‐ dfstoah gi soodfc gur lobavdgr igr wbat dt roakky ds> Af ao`pt tg stoor tbdfcs df tbo hdroegf wo waft tbo` tg cg.

Udfcko Afh Hafc> Egftrgk Xbrgucb ‛Ebasdfc‐ Aro ygu baldtuakky rovorfc tg ygur `aseukdfo oforcy df a rokagfsbdp ly ‛ebasdfc‐ bd` wdtbgut jfgwdfc dt7 So `dcbt tbdfj wo—ro wo—ro lodfc ‛irdofhky‐ ly sofhdfc a drty toxt gr lajdfc bd` a ldrtbhay eajo, lut ufkoss a `af ds stoahdky eg`dfc tgwarh ygu akk gf bds gwf, tboso aegfs aro roakky sultko ways df wbdeb wo try tg egftrgk a rokagfsbdp ― afh tboy eaf ofh up pusbdfc a `af away.

Boro aro sg`o tbdfcs tg asj ygursoki tbat wdkk cdvo ygu ekuos> 1. Aro ygu iookdfc kdjo dt—s akways up tg TG_ tg `ajo a rokagfsbdp bappof afh joop dt cgdfc7  1. Eakkdfc bd` loeauso ygu boarh gr roah algut sg`otbdfc dftorosfc, gr loeauso ygu jfow tboro was a croat lafh pkaydfc sg`owboro, gr sg`ogfo tgkh ygu algut sg`o croat ovoft tbat ygu waft tg dfvdto bd` tg. Akkgw bd` tbo spaeo tg stop igrwarh afh eg`o tg ygu. Xboro—s af ahhoh lgfus boro ― ygu—kk cot tg soo bgw a `af roakky iooks algut ygu.

Uordgusky Hafc> Sby ‛\gwdfc Xbo Lgat‐ Ds Afgtbor Igr` Gi Egftrgk Di ygu—vo loof soodfc a `af igr a wbdko afh tbdfcs aro cgdfc wokk, ygu—kk start tg waft tbdfcs igr ygur rokagfsbdp. Tgu `ay waft tg loeg`o `gfgca`gus, `gvo df tgcotbor, cot ofcacoh, cot `arrdoh, gr pkaf sg`otbdfc ldc tgcotbor. D—` cgdfc tg succost a `otapbgr igr bgw tbdfcs `ay lo igr ygu rdcbt fgw. Df tbds `otapbgr, ygu afh ygur `af aro df a lgat. Xbo lgat ds tbo rokagfsbdp. Xbo sbgrokdfo ds ygur iaftasy igr wbat ygu waft irg` tbo rokagfsbdp. Dt—s ygur cgak. D`acdfo ygursoki  df  df tbds rgwlgat wdtb a `af ygu kgvo, gafc df sg, eak` wator df tbo `dhhko gi a cgrcogus kajo. D`acdfo tbat wadfc igr ygu at tbo sbgrokdfo ds oxaetky wbat ygu waft afh yoarf igr df rokagfsbdp.

Fgw ― afh roakky kot ygur wbgko lghy afh boart oxpordofeo tbds df ygur d`acdfagf ― Sbat aro ygu hgdfc7 Sbg—ss rgwdfc tbo lgat tg sbgro7  Sbg—

Ds dt ygu7 @y wbgko kgvo kdio, dt—h loof `o rgwdfc tbat lgat. Akways trydfc tg `ajo dt bappof, akways trydfc, df `y swoot, s`dkdfc way, tg cot tbo kgvo, aoegf, aofgf afh eg``dt`oft D waftoh irg` tbo `af df tbo lgat wdtb `o.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)  

Dt hdhf—t `aor wby bo was tboro (`aylo dt was nust igr tbo aorfggf!) ― D waftoh tg `ajo bd` `dfo. D waftoh tg `ajo bd` dftg tbo `af wbg—h `ajo `o bappy. As ygu—ro d`acdfdfc lodfc df tbds rgwlgat, wbat di, dfstoah gi nust koafdfc laej df dt afh ofngydfc tbo rdho (ovof di ygu—ro nust sdfc df tbo wator afh soo`dfcky cgdfc fgwboro), ygu—ro rgwdfc igr akk ygu—ro wgrtb7 Xbds ds egftrgk. Afh cdvdfc dt up ds barh.

‛\gwdfc Xbo Lgat‐ egukh kggj a kgt gi ways> Tgu `ajdfc tbo pkafs, eakkdfc a `af, cdvdfc bd` tbdfcs, arrafcdfc tbdfcs, asjdfc bd` igr tbdfcs, dfdafc ovorytbdfc akk tbo `o, takjdfc algut tbo rokagfsbdp afh wboro dt—s cgdfc. Fgeo bgw akk gi tbat hgdfc ds `aseukdfo oforcy. Fgeo bgw `ueb dt sgufhs kdjo ‛ebasdfc‐ a `af irg` tbo kast soegf. So wg`of bavo cgt tbds \gwdfc Xbo Lgat tbdfc hgwf sg wokk ly fgw, wo eaf egfvdfeo gursokvos wo—ro fgt ‛ebasdfc‐ a `af. So eaf eg`o up wdtb croat roasgfs tg hg ovorytbdfc wo—ro hgdfc. Afh loeauso wo—ro cggh wg`of, wo roakky lokdovo wo bavo tg hg akk tbds rgwdfc. Ug`ogfo tgkh us, kgfc acg, tbat di wo hdhf—t \gw Xbo Lgat ― fgtbdfc wgukh ovor bappof igr us. Di wo hdhf—t hg dt, dt wgukhf—t bappof. bappof.

Xbo tbdfc ds ― wbat—s a `af iookdfc wbof tbo wg`af bo—s bo—s wdtb ds \gwdfc Xbo Lgat7 Bo `ay lo ofngydfc tbo rdho, bo `ay kdjo bor, kdjo bor eg`pafy, kdjo takjdfc tg bor ― lut bo hgosf—t iakk df kgvo wdtb bor.

Sbof tbo wg`af ds \gwdfc tbo Lgat, sbo—s akk df bor boah, df bor lgy oforcy. Ubo—s `afacdfc afh egftrgkkdfc wboro tbo rokagfsbdp ds boahoh. Xbds hgosf—t akkgw tbo `af tbo spaeo tg jfgw wbat bo—s roakky iookdfc gr wbat bo wafts. Dt `ajos bd` wdtbhraw. Dt hgosf—t ovof `aor bgw ‛df kgvo‐ bo says bo ds wdtb ygu ― egftrgkkdfc, rgwdfc-tbo-lgat oforcy wdkk gfky pusb bd` iurtbor away. A `af—s boart sd`pky eaffgt lo ofcacoh wbof tbo wg`af bo—s wdtb ds rgwdfc. Dt—s as tbgucb sbo—s cgt af acofha, sbo—s hgdfc akk tbo wgrj, sbo—s df bor boah ― afh bo nust sbuts hgwf tbat rg`afe, iookdfc part gi bd`soki. Afh bgw hgos \gwdfc tbo Lgat iook iook igr us7 Irustrafc, dejy, sah. Xbds ds bgw wo cot afcry at a `af.

Dt—s as tbgucb gur afcor ds df hdroet prgpgrgf tg tbo ogrt wo—ro pufc gut. Xbo `gro wo rgw, tbo afcrdor wo cot. Afh tbof ― tbo `af iooks akk tbat irustragf, hdsappgdft`oft afh afcor, afh bo sbuts hgwf ovof `gro. Fgt gfky hgf—t wo eapturo bds kgvo wbof wo rgw ― wo aetuakky hg ha`aco.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Ug, Bgw Hg Tgu Kot Cg Afh Utgp \gwdfc Xbo Lgat7 Tgu start df ygur d`acdfagf. Tgu d`acdfo ofngydfc tbo seofory, takjdfc wdtb tbo `af, sbardfc iggh afh egfvorsagf afh `o. Tgu tufo df tg bgw dt akk iooks df ygur boart afh lghy  ― afh ygu d`acdfo hrgppdfc hrgppdfc tbo gars. gars. Tgu stgp trydfc tg `ajo pkafs, stgp pusbdfc tbo rokagfsbdp igrwarh, stgp trydfc tg cot bd` tg lo gr hg afytbdfc. Tgu kot bd` pdej up tbo gars afh start rgwdfc. Afh, ovof di bo hgosf—t pdej tbo` up as qudejky as ygu—h kdjo ― ygu fovor acadf tgueb tbo`. Tgu kot bd` `ajo tbo pkafs, kot bd` pusb tbo rokagfsbdp igrwarh, kot bd` lo wbgovor bo wafts tg lo. Tgu nust sdt laej, igkkgw ygur iookdfcs, ebggso ygur wgrhs, sot ygur lgufhardos, afh kot ygursoki lo surprdsoh.

Df A Eg``doh \okagfsbdp Gr @arrdoh> Gvoriufegfdfc As A Igr` Gi Egftrgk Gvoriufegfdfc Gvoriufegf dfc ds hgdfc tgg `ueb. Df a `arrdaco, partforsbdp, gr eg``doh rokagfsbdp, Gvoriufegfdfc kggjs kdjo hgdfc `gro tbaf ygur iadr sbaro, hgdfc gtbor ia`dky `o`lors— wgrj, afh bokpdfc wboro fg bokp ds foohoh. Dt—s stoppdfc df wbof ygu jfgw ygu egukh hg a loor ngl, stoppdfc up tg roseuo sg`ogfo, nu`pdfc df tg savo tbo sdtuagf. Bgw hdh wo fh gursokvos boro7 Di wo ebggso tg lo tbo io`dfdfo-oforcy partfor df tbo rokagfsbdp, afh tbof egffuakky tajo `aseukdfo oforcy bg`o wdtb us, wo eg`pkotoky hoprdvo gur `of gi tbo pkoasuro gi lodfc `of. So `ajo dt ufrowarhdfc igr tbo` tg aet kdjo `of, wbdeb ds tg lo tbo hgdfc, `afacdfc afh tbdfjdfc partfor df tbo t bo rokagfsbdp.

Ly hgdfc ovorytbdfc, wo aro eg``ufdeafc tbat wo hgf—t trust bd` tg lo tbo earotajor afh prgvdhor prgvd hor.. So aro ufhoreufc wbat `ajos bd` iook strgfc as a `af afh cggh algut bd`soki, wbdeb ds bds aldkdty tg earo igr us afh `ajo us bappy. Sbat bappofs tg gur `of wbof wo Gvoriufegf7 Xboy loeg`o kazy afh eg`pkaeoft afh vacuoky rosofuk afh stgp trydfc tg `ajo us bappy. Xboy sofso gur hdstrust df tbodr aldkdty afh dftofgf, afh iook erdedzoh as a rosukt. Xboy gpt gut gi `aseukdfdty, bafh dt gvor tg us, afh kot us hg dt akk. Tgu eaf soo bgw tbds koahs tg ebrgfde egfdet. Df a buco ogrt tg joop ovorytbdfc df tbo bgusobgkh, tbo rokagfsbdp, afh gur hadky kdvos ruffdfc akgfc s`ggtbky, afh df af ovof ldccor ogrt tg joop gur rosoft`oft afh afcor qudot afh bdhhof, wo Gvoriufegf.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Kot—s Xajo A Kggj At Bgw Tgu—ro Gvoriufegfdfc Hg ygu fh ygursoki pdejdfc up aor ovorygfo, gr tajdfc akk tbo hdsbos df akk tbo `o, gr hgdfc ygur buslafh gr lgyirdofh—s ebgros loeauso bo igrcgt, gr coforakky aefc kdjo Uuporwg`af7 So—vo tajof gf tbo ‛hgdfc‐ gi tbo wgrkh ― df iaet `afy gi us iook as tbgucb wo aro aetuakky bgkhdfc up gur wgrkh. So—ro aeeustg`oh tg tbo dhoa tbat lodfc a cggh wdio afh partfor `oafs wo fooh tg tajo earo gi ovorygfo afh HG ovorytbdfc. So—ro aeeustg`oh tg tbo dhoa gi ‛furturdfc‐ a `af, afh tbat furturdfc ds ‛gur ngl‐ df tbo rokagfsbdp. So loeg`o egfiusoh. So tbdfj lodfc kgvdfc tg gur `of `oafs HGDFC ovorytbdfc, `afacdfc dt akk. So eg`pkotoky `dss tbo ngy gi kgvdfc gur `of ly oxpordofedfc tbo`. Oxpordofedfc `of, kdjo oxpordofedfc oxpordofedfc a sufsot, gr a wakj df tbo igrost, gr a wgrj gi art, gr ebdkhldrtb, gr radf, gr sox roqudros tbat wo kot cg gi tbo urco tg hg> Xg pbgtgcrapb tbo sufsot, tg bdjo tbrgucb tbo igrost, tg wrdto algut tbo art, tg pusb tbo laly gut, tg hghco tbo radf, tg wgrj tgwarh af grcas`. Afh wo—vo igrcgof bgw tg kot cg. Gur `dfuto-ly-`dfuto fooh tg joop gur prgigufhost afh soo`dfcky harjost iookdfcs bdhhof lkgejs akk iookdfc. A ruffdfc eg``oftary irg` gur `dfhs loeg`os gur fgr`ak sofso gi oxpordofeo. Lt dt hgosf—t bavo tg lo tbat way. Laly stops gi praeedfc oxpordofedfc iookdfcs wdkk tajo ygu iurtbor tbaf afy a`guft gi trydfc tg igreo a lroajtbrgucb.

Hgdfc Ug`o Xbdfcs, Fgt Akk Sbof hdroetoh tgwarh `of, gur Gvoriufegfdfc oforcy ds gof poreodvoh as `gtbordfc. So aro tajdfc earo gi tbdfcs igr  tbo`.  tbo`. Gur aegfs soo` dftrusdvo. So—ro assu`dfc wo jfgw wbat tboy waft. So soo` tg lo nuhcdfc `of afh fhdfc tbo` eg`dfc up sbgrt ― gtborwdso, wby wgukh tboy fooh tajdfc earo gi7 Gf tbo gtbor bafh, tboy kgvo aofgf. Hgf—t wo akk7 _fhorstafhalky, tboro aro sg`o tbdfcs tbat hg fooh gur aofgf. Ug`ogfo foohs tg cot tbo crgeordos afh pay tbo ldkks afh pkaf tbo vaeagf afh sdcf tbo jdhs up igr su``or ea`p. Xbo dhoa boro ds tbat ygur rokagfsbdp ds a partforsbdp, afh eortadf ebgros afh rospgfsdldkdos sbgukh lo focgatoh afh hdseussoh. D—` fgt saydfc tbat ygu sbgukhf—t hg afytbdfc, D—` saydfc tbat ygu sbgukhf—t hg ovorytbdfc. Xg bokp ygu strdjo sg`o sgrt gi lakafeo wbof wo aro akk sg `dcbky gut gi lakafeo, D—` asjdfc ygu tg pukk laej tg zorg. Xg at koast d`acdfo pukkdfc laej tg zorg. Xbo laly stops ygu tajo `ay soo` buco.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

D—` asjdfc ygu tg stgp hgdfc igr ygur `af afh ygur ia`dky wbat tboy hgf—t roakky fooh ygu tg hg. Ovof tbgucb bo—s crgwf aeeustg`oh tg ygur hgdfc sg `ueb afh `ay rosoft ygur fgt hgdfc dt afy`gro, ygur `af wdkk alsgkutoky fh bd`soki rokdovoh tbat ygu—vo stgppoh hgdfc dt.

Sbat aro sg`o gi tbo ways ygu Gvoriufegf df ygur rokagfsbdp7 Srdto tbo` hgwf.  Gvoriufegfdfc eaf lo algut waffc tg lo approedatoh, waffc aofgf afh rospoet. Lut hgos dt wgrj7 Hg wo cot approedagf7 Fg. Dt hgosf—t wgrj loeauso aofgf, approedagf afh rospoet aro wbat tbo `aseukdfo oforcy wafts ― afh as kgfc as ygur buslafh gr lgyirdofh wafts tg lo tbo `aseukdfo-oforcy partfor df tbo rokagfsbdp, ygu—ro fgt cgdfc tg cot approedagf afh rospoet igr wbat ygu hg dfsdho tbo rokagfsbdp. Ug stgp. Nust stgp.

Dfstoah, stop laej afh start lodfc ebordsboh igr wbg ygu aro, fgt igr wbat ygu—ro hgdfc. Xbds ds wbat ygur buslafh gr lgyirdofh wafts ― tg ahgro ygu igr wbg afh wbat ygu aro.

Srdto hgwf sg`o tbgucbts algut bgw ygu waft tg lo approedatoh… ... ... Gvoriufegfdfc eaf lo algut fgt approedafc ygursoki ofgucb tg bavo roasgfalko lgufhardos. Dt—s tbo ekassde soki-ostoo` dssuo gi iookdfc ygu eaf gfky lo kgvoh di ygu oarf dt. Ly sorvdfc, ly lodfc fdeo afh cggh. Afh wo eaf pass tbds gf tg gur haucbtors. So tbdfj wo—ro passdfc gf cggh jfgwkohco algut bgw tg cot akgfc. Xbo trutb ds tbat tbo lost rgko `ghok igr gur haucbtors ds a `gtbor wbg jfgws bor wgrtb as a wg`af afh ds eg`igrtalko wdtb dt. A `gtbor wbg hgos fgt tgkorato sul-par troat`oft afh sul-par kgvdfc irg` `of. Bgw aro ygu fgt approedafc ygursoki7 Sbat aro ygu tgkorafc tbat dsf—t cggh igr ygu gr tbat ygu hgf—t kdjo gr hgf—t waft7

Oxoredso> Dhofiydfc Tgur Gvoriufegfdfc Xbo lost way tg locdf tbo prgeoss gi ofhdfc ygur Gvoriufegfdfc ds tg sdt hgwf, `ajo a kdst gi akk tbo tbdfcs ygu—ro hgdfc, afh prdgrdzo. Glvdgusky, sg`ogfo bas tg cot tbo jdhs tg sebggk afh sgeeor praeeo. Df hafc, sg`ogfo bas tg `ajo tbo hdffor rosorvagf. Ug`ogfo bas tg pkaf tbo trdp, `ajo tbo hato, curo gut wbat tg hg gf tbo hato, curo gut wbat `o tbo hato sbgukh start. Lut sg`owboro gf tbat kdst ygu—kk fh a eutg kdfo ― wboro tbo wgrkh wgf—t iakk apart di ygu stgp hgdfc stu stu.. Dt `ay cot a kdko `ossy, lut dt wgf—t egkkapso.  Afh wbof ygu stgp hgdfc stu ― tbo roakdty gi wbat roakky foohs tg lo hgfo afh wbg

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)  

d t `gst gof loeg`os erystak ekoar df a eg`pkotoky oasy, hdoroft way foohs tg hg dt tbaf wo—ro usoh tg. Afh dt—s fovor wbat wo tbgucbt. Srdto tbat kdst fgw. Srdto hgwf ovorytbdfc ygu iook rospgfsdlko igr hgdfc afh cofc hgfo afh `ajdfc bappof df ygur rokagfsbdp, gr rokagfsbdps ygu—vo bah df tbo past afh df ygur bgusobgkh. Fu`lor tbo` ly prdgrdty> 1. \oakky d`pgrtaft afh usuakky urcoft Boro— 1. Egffuo tg oxpross ygur iookdfcs as tboy eg`o up. Oaeb gi ygu ebggsos tbroo tbdfcs tg say ‛fg‐ tg irg` ygur kdsts, afh tbof ygu bgkh oaeb gtbor aeeguftalko igr aetuakky fgt hgdfc tbgso tbroo tbdfcs. Sdtb ovory gtbor wg`af argufh ygu hospadrdfc tbat tboro—s fgt ofgucb `o tg hg ovorytbdfc tbat foohs hgdfc, ygur s`akk suppgrt systo` wdkk lo tbo afhgto tg Gvoriufegfdfc. Nust joop ro`o`lordfc tbds> Sbat wo—ro algut boro ds cofc ygu tbo ldc-ejot dto`s ― Aoegf, Croat Uox, Iuf, \ospoet, \g`afeo, Oxedto`oft, ]koasuro, Bar`gfy, O`ggfak Uaioty afh Uuppgrt, a ira`owgrj igr focgafc wbat ygu waft ― afh a Uguk-`ato Egffoegf wdtb tbo `af ygu bavo gr tbo `af ygu—ro algut tg `oot. Xbds ds fgt algut fhdfc loor, ekovoror ways tg cot bd` tg hg wbat ygu waft bd` tg hg afh tg lobavo tbo way ygu waft bd` tg lobavo. Dt—s fgt algut `afacdfc afh egftrgkkdfc bd` loor, sg tbat bo hgosf—t iook kdjo ygu—ro `afacdfc afh egftrgkkdfc bd`. Dt—s fgt algut trdejs ― dt—s algut Kofc Cg tg cot wbat ygu waft. Dt—s algut cdvdfc up akk igr`s gi egftrgk afh `af-`afaco`oft df grhor tg bavo ygur hroa` rokagfsbdp. Dt—s algut troafc ygur `af as tbgucb ygu trust afh rospoet bd` ovof di ygu—ro fgt tboro yot.

Xggk> Cdvdfc _p Egftrgk D waft tg dkkustrato cdvdfc up egftrgk pbysdeakky df tbo igr` gi a Xggk ygu eaf hg afywboro afh afy`o. ]raeedfc tbds Xggk df a pbysdeak way wdkk dfstaftky bokp ygu hdsegvor bgw ygu—ro rokafc tg a `af rdcbt fgw df tbds `g`oft afh oxpordofeo bgw tbat iooks tg ygu afh tg bd`.

Boro—s bgw dt cgos> Bgkh gut ygur bafhs afh cbtof ygur sts kdjo ygu—ro bgkhdfc gftg sg`otbdfc. D`acdfo ygur `af, gr ygur hato, ds stafhdfc rdcbt df irgft gi ygu ― afh wbat ygu—ro bgkhdfc gftg wdtb ygur ekofeboh sts ds bd`. Tgu bavo bds sbdrt df ygur bafhs. Hgf—t kot cg. Sbat hg ygu d`acdfo dt—s kdjo igr bd`7 Sbat—s bo tbdfjdfc, wbat—s bo hgdfc7 Ds bo squdr`dfc, trydfc tg cot away7 Di ygu—ro `arrdoh, bo wgf—t koavo. Bo hgosf—t waft tg koavo. Bo—kk nust stafh tboro, gr sg`o`os bo—kk lat gr pusb ygu away. Hgos tbat

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)  

sgufh ia`dkdar7 Afh wbat hgos dt iook kdjo igr ygu7 Bgw hgos dt iook tg lo cralldfc gftg bds sbdrt kdjo tbat7 Xofsdgf df ygur stg`aeb7 Gjay, fgw kggj at ygur bafhs. Dt iooks kdjo ygu—ro cralldfc gf, rdcbt7 Lut kggj at wboro ygur jfuejkos aro ― tbo part gi ygur bafh tbat tbat——s ekgsost tg bd`. Tgu—ro roakky pusbdfc bd` away wdtb ygur sts! Ug ygu—ro lgtb cralldfc gf afh pusbdfc away at tbo sa`o `o. Bgw hgos tbat iook7 Aro ygu airadh gi wbat wdkk bappof di ygu kot cg7 Hgf—t kot cg. Akk rdcbt, fgw kot cg. \okoaso afh rokax ygur bafhs. bafhs. Fgw turf ygur bafhs, ogrtkossky fgw, pak`s up afh gut. Sbat hgos tbat iook kdjo7 Gjay. Ekofeb ygur sts acadf, bgkh gf acadf. Xbds ds egftrgk. Gpof ygur bafhs, pak`s up. Xbds ds surrofhor. Ekofeb tbo` acadf. Xbds ds egftrgk ― waffc, trydfc tg cot, trydfc tg joop, arrafcdfc, `afacdfc. Fgw gpof tbo` afh turf tbo` up afh gutwarh. Xbds ds roeodvdfc, akkgwdfc, lodfc gpof. Xbds ds io`dfdfo oforcy. A `gftb irg` fgw, dt wdkk lo croat tg rovdsdt wbat ygu—vo wrdof boro afh ahh tg dt akk tbo ebafcos tbat bavo bappofoh sdfeo ygu locaf praeedfc tbds Xggk gf a rocukar lasds, gr wbof ygu foohoh dt.

Utart fgw ― wrdto algut bgw dt iooks  tg ekofeb ygur sts afh pukk afh pusb ygur `af. Srdto wbat dt iooks kdjo tg waft tg egftrgk bd` afh tbo rokagfsbdp. Fgw gpof ygur bafhs afh kot tbo pak`s iaeo up afh gutwarh acadf. Srdto wbat dt iooks kdjo tg kot cg gi tbo ekofeboh st afh roeodvo. Kot lgtb tbo cggh-iookdfc iookdfcs afh tbo lah-iookdfc iookdfcs algut dt eg`o up afh gftg tbo papor.

So ekofeb gur sts afh try tg egftrgk sg `ueb loeauso wo—ro airadh gi wbat wdkk bappof di wo hgf—t. Ug wbatovor ygu tbdfj gr iook, wrdto dt hgwf. Sbof ygu iook tofso, upsot gr a fooh tg ‛`ajo sg`otbdfc bappof‐ wdtb a `af, hg tbds Xggk. Dt wdkk egffoet ygu tg bgw awiuk dt roakky iooks tg a `af wbof ygu iook eg`pokkoh tg lo df egftrgk. Dt wdkk akkgw ygu tg ebggso tg lo df ygur io`dfdfo oforcy afh kot cg gi egftrgk, wbdeb wdkk tbof akkgw ygu tg rokax `gro afh kgvo ygursoki `gro afh `gvo dftg ygur `gro `acfoe io`dfdfo oforcy igr ygur `aseukdfo `af.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Ebaptor 3 

Akkgw Bd` Xg Xajo Xbo Koah ‛A `aseukdfo `af eaf—t iakk df kgvo wbof bo roeodvos, gfky wbof bo cdvos.‐ (Hr. ]atrdeda Akkof)

D jfgw bgw irustrafc dt ds tg sdt laej afh kot a `af rgw tbo lgat afh tajo tbo koah. So waft a `af tg jfgw wo—ro dftorostoh df bd` afh wo waft tg `ajo dt oasy igr bd` tg asj us gut acadf, sg wo dfahvortoftky ebaso bd`. So waft tg lo furturdfc wbdko at tbo sa`o `o `gvo gur kdio afh rokagfsbdp cgaks igrwarh tbrgucb aegf afh eboejkdsts, sg wo rgw tbo lgat. So waft tg cdvo as `ueb as wo waft tg roeodvo, afh sg`o`os wo cdvo tgg `ueb afh wo Gvoriufegf LOEA_UO wo waft tg roeodvo. Lut df afy rokagfsbdp, wbotbor ygu—ro  nust hafc gr gr ygu—vo ygu—vo loof `arrdoh `arrdoh igr a kgfc kgfc `o, wbof ygu aet kdjo tbo `aseukdfo-oforcy partfor afh prgh afh pursuo afh cdvo, ygu hgf—t cdvo bd` tbo ebafeo tg sbgw ygu bgw bo roakky iooks algut ygu. Afh `y oxpordofeo bas sbgwf tbat tbo gfky way tg roakky lo suro gi wboro bds boart ds at ds ly eroafc tbo spaeo bo foohs tg cdvo tg ygu, gr tg pursuo ygur aoegfs.

Sbof ygu ‛hg‐ tbdfcs igr a `af, gr igr tbo rokagfsbdp, gr tajo ebarco gi tbdfcs afh `afaco tbdfcs ― ygu fgt gfky hgf—t cdvo bd` a ebafeo tg pursuo ygu, ygu hgf—t cdvo bd` a ebafeo tg ‛stop up.‐ Tgu hgf—t cdvo bd` a ebafeo tg HG. Tgu hgf—t cdvo bd` a ebafeo tg aet kdjo a `af, lo a `af, hg kdjo a `af, afh cot tbo rospoet huo a `af. Tgu tajo away irg` i rg` bd`. Df tbo `gst oxtro`o easo, ygu—ro ooevoky o`aseukafc bd`. Bo nust wafts tg hg igr ygu afh cdvo tg ygu afh kgvo ygu ― afh bo wafts tg lo approedatoh

igr akk gi tbat. Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Utoppdfc laej afh akkgwdfc a `af tg HG tbds igr ygu ds buco. Dt eroatos a tro`ofhgus iookdfc gi araegf igr bd`, afh pu`ps bd` up tg stop up ovof `gro.

Araet Bd` Ly Kofc Bd` ]koaso Tgu Igr a `af tg iook kdjo bo wafts wafts tg cot ekgsor tg ygu, bo foohs tg iook cggh argufh ygu. Afh tbo way bo iooks cggh argufh ygu ds wbof bo pkoasos ygu. As kgfc as ygu soo` bappy tg soo bd` afh tokk bd` bgw `ueb ygu ofngy bds eg`pafy, ak`gst afy `af wdkk iook bds araegf afh aoegf igr ygu crgw, afh joop eg`dfc laej igr `gro.

Utay df ygur io`dfdfo oforcy ly lodfc roeopvo afh gpof tg bds aofgf. Di ygu—ro hafc, bo soos tbat ygu—ro a wg`af wbg—s soeuro df borsoki afh hgosf—t fooh tg pursuo bd`, afh bo—kk lo ofeguracoh tg stop up bds ca`o sg afgtbor `af hgosf—t loat bd` tg tbo ebaso. Di ygu—ro df a eg``doh rokagfsbdp, kofc bd` tajo tbo koah afh egffudfc tg lo roeopvo roeopv o tg bd` afh rospoefc bds tbgucbts wdkk iuok bds passdgf igr ygu. Bo—kk ahgro ygu afh approedato ygu, afh ygu—kk lo alko tg rokax df tbo jfgwkohco tbat ygu—ro a hosdralko eroaturo bo—h lo a iggk tg tajo igr craftoh. Akkgwdfc a `af tg pkoaso us, as gppgsoh tg trydfc tg lo cdvdfc, porioet afh ‛hgdfc‐ igr bd` ds ak`gst a eg`pkoto turfargufh irg` ovorytbdfc wo wg`of bavo loof taucbt afh aro sg usoh tg hgdfc. Afh tbat—s wby dt wgrjs tg qudejky trafsigr` rokagfsbdps.

@aseukdfo @of Aro Fgt Xbroatofoh Ly Uueeossiuk Sg`of A ldc `dstajo wg`of `ajo ds lokdovdfc tbat wo—ro tgg sueeossiuk afh tbat gur sueeoss ‛tbroatofs‐ a `af. Xbat lodfc kawyors afh hgetgrs ds wbat—s joopdfc tbo kgvo irg` gur kdvos, tbat `of eaf—t bafhko dt. D lokdovo nust tbo gppgsdto. ]art gi lodfc ‛sasiaetgry‐ ds tbat ygur `af iooks lasdeakky ahoquato. Bo—s ossofakky egfhoft ofgucb tg lo prguh gi wbat ygu hg df tbo wgrkh, afh bo—s prguh tbat ygu ― a torrde wg`af ― ebgso bd`. D lokdovo bo—s tbrdkkoh tg bavo a eraejornaej, s`art, loauiuk wg`af as bds partfor. L_X ― wbat a `aseukdfo-oforcy `af eaf—t bafhko, eaf—t stafh, afh hdhf—t luy at ygur wohhdfc gr wbof bo startoh sordgusky hafc ygu, ds tg lo skoopdfc, oafc, hrdvdfc wdtb, afh

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)  

pkaydfc wdtb afgtbor `af df wg`of—s ekgtbdfc.

Sbat ygu hg gut df tbo wgrkh ds eg`pkotoky hdoroft irg` bgw ygu aro wdtb bd` wbof ygu—ro akgfo tgcotbor. Bo wafts a wg`af wbg—s vory dftorostoh df bd` ― df lgtb bds `dfh afh bds lghy. A wg`af wbg aeeopts afh kgvos afh rospoets bd`, nust as bo ds. A wg`af wbg eaf sbaro bor o`ggfs afh lghy wdtb bd`. Egfiusdfc tbat jdfh gi wg`af wdtb a ‛ld`lg‐ ds a ldc `dstajo. As tbo io`dfdfo-oforcy partfor, ygu—ro acroodfc tbat ygu—kk prd`ardky earry tbo iookdfcs df tbo rokagfsbdp, afh tbat bo—kk prd`ardky earry tbo tbdfjdfc aspoets gi tbo rokagfsbdp. Tgu iook, afh bo tbdfjs. Xbds hgosf—t `oaf ygu fovor tbdfj, gr bavo gpdfdgfs, gr hg a croat `afy tbdfcs `gro eg`potoftky afh oedoftky tbaf bo eaf sd`pky loeauso gi ygur aldkdos. Dt `oafs tbat `ajdfc hoedsdgfs, usdfc bds lradfpg lradfpgwor wor ― ovof di dt `oafs hokocafc hokocafc tasjs tg ygu as tbo `gro alko partfor ― ds wbat bo wafts rospoet igr. Dt `oafs bo tajos ygur iookdfcs dftg egfsdhoragf, lut bo—s tbo aeeoptoh koahor gi tbo toa`. Di ygur dhoak rokagfsbdp ds `gro gi a iroo-igr` hafeo ― wdtb `aseukdfo afh io`dfdfo oforcdos `gvdfc afh ebafcdfc udhky ratbor tbaf a trahdgfak hafeo wdtb tbo `af koahdfc  ― ygu eaf wgrj tgwarh tgwarh tbat. tbat. Xbat jdfh gi udhdty udhdty eg`os as `of `of afh wg`of wg`of `aturo, `aturo, afh as a rosukt gi af ofvdrgf`oft gi trust afh oaso.

Xbo eg`pkd`oftary oforcdos gi tbo `aseukdfo afh io`dfdfo eroato rg`afe afh soxuak ro afh o`ggfak df`aey tbat akkgw lgtb gi ygu tg iook saio, kgvoh afh suppgrtoh.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Ebaptor 2 

Xbo \grd \ayo @aftra ‛Tgurr tasj ds fgt tg sooj igr kgvo, lut `oroky tg sooj afh fh akk tbo larrdors wdtbdf ygursoki tbat ygu bavo ‛Tgu ludkt acadfst dt.‐ (\u`d)

Egftrgk usuakky sbgws up wbof wo ioar tbo ufjfgwf, gr arof—t suro gi wboro wo—ro boahoh df kgvo. Dt stgps us irg` lodfc truky gpof afh roeopvo tg akk tbo wgfhoriuk tbdfcs tbat eaf bappof wbof ygu kot cg afh tajo a koap gi iadtb ― wbof ygu akkgw ygursoki tg lo surprdsoh. D—vo su``oh up tboso koaps gi iadtb df a ‛@aftra.‐ Dt—s a pgo` ygu eaf uso as a `ohdtagf, as a ro`dfhor, as a ngkt wbof ygu—ro egfiusoh gr cbtofdfc up wdtb afxdoty. Dt cgos kdjo tbds>

Xrust ygur Lgufhardos Igkkgw Tgur Iookdfcs Ebggso Tgur Sgrhs Lo Uurprdsoh  Xrusfc ygur lgufhardos `oafs ygu lokdovo df ygur aldkdty tg tajo earo gi ygursoki, tg troat ygursoki wokk rocarhkoss gi bgw ygu—ro iookdfc algut ygursoki, afh tg dfsdst tbat ygu lo troatoh wokk, fg `aor wbat ygur `af gr tbo egfdefc vgdeos df ygur boah `ay lo saydfc tg ygu. Igkkgwdfc ygur iookdfcs `oafs ygu igeus gf ygur iookdfcs. Dt `oafs tbat, ratbor tbaf trydfc tg tbdfj ygur way tbrgucb a egfdet gr sg`otbdfc tbat—s lgtbordfc ygu, ygu kggj dfsdho igr iookdfcs afh sofsagfs tbat aro roak df tbo `g`oft. Ebggsdfc ygur wgrhs `oafs ygu so tbo autg`ae rospgfsos ygu fh `gst eg`igrfc. Tgu rospoet tbo pgwor gi wgrhs ly odtbor saydfc gfky wbat ygu iook df ygur gwf lghy ― wdtbgut sg `ueb as roiorrdfc tg ygur `af gr bds aegfs ― gr fgt spoajdfc at akk. Xajdfc a

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)  

lroatb loigro ygu spoaj, rospgfh, afh roaet df tbo sa`o gkh ways cdvos ygu a `g`oft tg fh a fow, loor way tg rospgfh, gr sg`o`os, tg hg fgtbdfc. Tgu—kk koarf `gro algut bgw tg ebggso wgrhs afh oxpross ygur io`dfdfo df Joy #?.

Lodfc surprdsoh su`s up tbo wbgko oxpordofeo gi cdvdfc up egftrgk. Dfstoah gi usdfc ygur oforcy, dftokkoet afh o`ggfak rosgureos tg prohdet afh hotor`dfo tbo guteg`o gi ovory `g`oft gi ygur rokagfsbdp, ygu kot dt cg. Tgu akkgw ygursoki tg lo surprdsoh! Fg `aor bgw barh ygu—ro wdsbdfc igr ebafco, wbof dt eg`os, ygu—kk lo surprdsoh. @gst gi us hgf—t tajo wokk tg surprdsos. So kdjo ovorytbdfc spokkoh gut df ahvafeo, wo kdjo tg lo proparoh. Fg gfo eaf lo proparoh igr tbo surprdsos gi kgvo. Igr tbo way ygur boart iooks, tbo way ygur lghy fckos, tbo way `ajdfc a hoedsdgf tg lo wdtb sg`ogfo igr akk gi ygur kdio iooks, afh tbo way dt iooks df tbo `dhhko gi tbat hoedsdgf, wbof tbdfcs arof—t cgdfc tbo way ygu—h hroa`oh. Di ovorytbdfc akways turfoh gut tbo way wo oxpoetoh, di ovory turf df tbo rgah koh tg wboro wo tbgucbt dt wgukh, kdio wgukh lo proy hds`ak. Fgt gfky wgukh wo jfgw algut tbo cggh stu, wo—h jfgw algut tbo lah stu. Di wo jfow ovorytbdfc df ahvafeo, tboro—h lo fg afedpagf. Ioar algut tbo ufeortadfty gi tbo iuturo wgukh lo ropkaeoh wdtb hroah. Kdio wgukh lo a lgarh ca`o wdtb fg hdeo. Ovof di wo egukh jfgw tbo iuturo, wo egukhf—t bavo dt lgtb ways ― jfgw wbat wo waft tg jfgw afh fgt jfgw wbat wo hgf—t waft tg jfgw. Bgw egukh wo hoedho wbotbor wo waftoh tg jfgw sg`otbdfc wdtbgut rst fhdfc gut wbat dt ds7  Ug wo—ro proy `ueb stuej wdtb fgt jfgwdfc afytbdfc, roakky. So bavo fg way gi jfgwdfc bgw afytbdfc wdkk turf gut, sg wo eaf—t ovof jfgw di wo sbgukh ovof waft dt at akk! So bavo tg `ajo gur lost cuoss. So bavo tg `ajo ebgdeos. Afh yot, `gst gi us hg gur lost hay df afh hay gut tg cadf, `adftadf, rocadf, oxort, ho`gfstrato egftrgk gvor sg`otbdfc df gur kdio. So waft tg egftrgk tbo guteg`o gi ovofts afh tbo lobavdgr gi gtbor pogpko. Gf a hoop kovok, wo jfgw wo eaf—t bavo tbat jdfh gi egftrgk ― dt—s wdsbiuk tbdfjdfc. Lut wo skk waft tg. Afh wo skk try. Afh tbat ogrt `ajos us tofso. Afh wgrso, dt `ajos us ekgsoh tg tbo pgssdldkdos gi syfebrgfdedty. Dt `ajos us ekgsoh tg tbo gutstroteboh boarts gi roak, kdvo `of. Xbo fooh igr egftrgk eg`os irg` ioar ― ioar tbat wo—kk lo burt. Afh tbo way gut gi ioar ds tg gpof up, laly-stop-ly-laly-stop, tg kgvo.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Joy 8 

\oeodvo Kgvo Irg` Xbo @aseukdfo A cggh `af wafts, `gro tbaf afytbdfc, tg `ajo ygu bappy. Lut ly egftrgkkdfc, `afacdfc afh erdedzdfc, wo wg`of `ajo dt hdeukt igr `of tg cdvo us tbo kgvo wo hosorvo. Joy #8 wdkk sbgw ygu bgw tg suppgrt tbo toa`, kot cg gi iakso lokdois algut `of, eg``ufdeato `gro ooevoky, rosgkvo afcor, afh `ajo dt oasy igr a `af tg ahgro us ufegfhdgfakky.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Ebaptor 4 

Uuppgrt Xbo Xoa` Xoa` ‛Kgts gi pogpko waft tg rdho wdtb ygu df tbo kd`g, lut wbat ygu waft ds sg`ogfo wbg wdkk tajo tbo lus wdtb ygu wbof tbo kd`g lroajs hgwf.‐ hgwf.‐ (Gprab Sdfiroy)

Dfstoah gi trydfc tg egftrgk ovory aspoet gi gur rokagfsbdp , wo fooh tg tajo egftrgk gvor sg`otbdfc wo hg egftrgk> Gur ebgdeos! Xboro ds pgwor df ebgdeo. Ly fgt lokdovdfc wo bavo a ebgdeo df afy sdtuagf df wbdeb wo fh gursokvos, wo cot egfiusoh, iook hroah, stop df afh gut gi eg``dt`ofts, cot afcry, hdsappgdftoh, afh eroato hra`a afh egfdet ofgucb tg hdstraet us irg` tbo iaet tbat wo aro airadh tg ebggso. Tgu eaf ebggso tbo rokagfsbdp ygu—ro df. Tgu eaf ebggso tg koavo ygur eurroft rokagfsbdp afh lo akgfo. Tgu eaf ebggso tg fh sg`ogfo fow tg kgvo. Lut di ygu egfsdhor ygur `af, afh lokdovo tbat bo ds a `af wbg ds wgrtby gi ygur `o, oforcy afh kgvo, afh ygu kdjo wbg bo ds as a porsgf, tbaf ygu fooh tg ebggso rokagfsbdp afh cdvo up egftrgk . Ebgdeo ds eg`pkotoky hdoroft irg` egftrgk. Egftrgk ds proy `ueb trydfc tg ebafco sg`otbdfc gr sg`ogfo okso. @gst gi us kdvo gur kdvos lokdovdfc tbat tbds ebafco wo waft tg `ajo wdkk `ajo us bappdor. So aksg lokdovo tbat wbat wo bavo df `dfh igr tbo gtbor porsgf gr sdtuagf ds cggh igr tbo`, tgg, afh tbat dt—s truky wbat wo waft. Afh wo gof hg try wdtb akk gur pgwor, gur `dcbt, gur wdts ― afy way wo eaf ― tg cot gur way. Kgvo afh rokagfsbdp ds suppgsoh tg lo algut cgdfc dftg tbo ufjfgwf pkaeos gi gur boart, fgt algut egftrgkkdfc ovory guteg`o. So—ro suppgsoh tg oxpafh gursokvos ― tbo su` gi tbo twg gi us tgcotbor ds croator tbaf nust twg. So—ro suppgsoh tg tajo oaeb gtbor, aeeg`pafy oaeb gtbor, suppgrt oaeb gtbor tbrgucb tbo harjfoss ― fgt bgkh oaeb gtbor laej.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

So—ro suppgsoh tg lo partfors. So—ro suppgsoh tg lo a toa`. Afh a rokagfsbdp ds a toa` gi tbroo `o`lors. Xboro—s ygu, tboro—s bd`, afh tbof tboro—s tbo rokagfsbdp.

As a egupko, ygu eroato a lrafh fow grcafds`, wdtb roqudro`ofts roqudro`ofts afh foohs gi dts gwf. Ug`o rokagfsbdp prglko`s eaf lo sgkvoh sd`pky ly lgtb gi ygu egfsdhordfc tbo foohs gi tbo rokagfsbdp. Tgu lgtb acroo tg cdvo up a karco part gi tbo iroohg` gi a sdfcko kdio df grhor tg oftor dftg a `arrdaco gr rokagfsbdp toa`. Tgu lgtb cdvo up rg`afeo wdtb afygfo okso, ygu cdvo up akk jdfhs gi s`akk lobavdgrs ygur partfor eaf—t kdvo wdtb ― s`gjdfc, gr fgt latbdfc ― ygu cdvo up tbdfjdfc gfky gi ygursoki, ygu cdvo up bavdfc fg rospgfsdldkdty tg afygfo okso. Tgu cdvo up eg`pkoto dfhopofhofeo igr dftorhopofhofeo. \okagfsbdp `ajos ygu hoak wdtb o`ggfak trau`as irg` tbo past, wdtb lah, koarfoh baldts afh wdtb dfsfets ygu—h ratbor fgt hoak wdtb ― tbo urco tg lo hopofhoft, tg akways bavo ygur way… Uuppgrfc tbo Xoa` ds algut bgfgrdfc tbo egrforstgfo gi rokagfsbdp ― irdofhsbdp.

Cofc Xg Jfgw Xbo \oak @af Ebarkdo Lrgwf df tbo ]oafuts eartggfs says dt lost> ‛A irdofh ds sg`ogfo wbg kdjos ygu.‐ Ug ― bgw `ueb hg ygu KDJO a `af ― fgt iook cusby-cusby algut bd`, gr sdcb wbof ygu tbdfj gi bd`, bd`, lut KDJO bd`7 As a porsgf7 porsgf7 Df iaet ― wbat hg ygu ovof JFGS algut bd`7 So gof tbdfj wo jfgw a `af ly wbat bo hgos. Gr wbat bo ‛says‐ ‛says‐ bo tbdfjs. Dt dsf—t ufk wo—vo kdvoh wdtb bd` igr a wbdko tbat wo hdsegvor bds ioars afh eurdgus baldts. Dt gof dsf—t ufk tbo rgucb `os bappof tbat wo ovof hdsegvor wbat bo `ay bavo loof tbdfjdfc afh iookdfc akk akgfc. Ug, tg start ygur rokagfsbdp g rdcbt, gr turf dt argufh di dt—s cgof s, hdstaft, egkh, roh gr ovof afcry, dt `ajos sofso tg cot tg jfgw a `af gf a `ueb hoopor kovok as qudejky as ygu eaf. So tbdfj tbat ly asjdfc quosgfs algut tbo tbdfcs tbat aro d`pgrtaft tg us df a `af, wo—ro cgdfc tg fh gut `gro algut bd`. Lut tbat dsf—t sg. Igr oxa`pko, cofc a `af tg ‛gpof up‐ ds tbo sdtuagf D—` `gst asjoh algut. _suakky, wbof wo tbdfj gi cofc a `af tg gpof up, wo `oaf tg gpof up algut bgw bo iooks algut _U ― lut wo—kk fovor cot tbat iar ufk wo eaf cot bd` tg gpof up algut wbat bo kdjos igr lroajiast. Xbo tbdfc ds ― bo `ay fgt ovof JFGS wbat bo kdjos igr lroajiast. Gr wbat egkgrs bo kdjos ygu tg woar. Lut D cuaraftoo ygu tboro aro tbdfcs bo earos algut tbat bo jfgws nust ofgucb algut tbat a croat egfvorsagf wdtb ygu wdkk gpof bd` up afh `ajo bd` iook a`azdfc.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Kdjo ygu—ro tbo wg`af bo—s wadtoh igr akk bds kdio. Kdjo ygu—ro tbo wg`af wbg ‛cots‐ bd`. Idfakky.

Sbat Lodfc A Xoa` @o`lor Ds Algut Afh boro—s tbo `gst d`pgrtaft tbdfc algut lodfc a toa` afh bgw ygu cot a `af tg gpof up afh lo a truo kdio partfor igr ygu>

Di ygu try tg bgkh gftg sg`o sofso gi egftrgk ― df tbo egfvorsagf, df ygur gwf io`dfdfo aldkdty tg lo vukforalko, df wbg hgos wbat gf tbo hato gr df tbo `arrdaco ― ygu—kk sbut bd` hgwf iast. Lodfc a toa` `o`lor `oafs cdvdfc up lodfc rdcbt. Dt `oafs cdvdfc up lodfc tbo gfo wbg jfgws wbat—s cgdfc gf. Dt—s cdvdfc up lodfc tbo oxpkadfor, gr tbo toaebor, gr tbo roasgfalko gfo, gr tbo gfo wdtb tbo afswors. Dt—s cdvdfc up lodfc df ebarco gi afytbdfc. Xbds ds algut eroafc a toa` irg` tbo cot-cg> • Dt—s algut asjdfc tbo rdcbt quosgfs, afh fhdfc gut wbat ygu—vo loof paydfc aofgf tg wboro bo—s egfeorfoh. • Dt—s algut pufc tbo toa` aboah gi afy gi ygur dfhdvdhuak egfeorfs. • Dt—s algut hdsegvordfc wbat—s `gst d`pgrtaft igr tbo tbrdvdfc gi tbo toa`, afh igeusdfc lgtb ygur aofgfs gf tbat. • Dt—s algut hdsegvordfc, as a toa`, wbg foohs tbo `gst suppgrt, wbof ― afh pufc lgtb ygur oforcdos dftg `ajdfc tbat bappof. • Dt—s algut wgrjdfc tbrgucb hdsacroo`ofts, wgrjdfc tbrgucb hdsappgdft`ofts, wgrjdfc tbrgucb fgt cofc ygur way, wgrjdfc tbrgucb rosoft`ofts afh afcor afh hdseg`igrt afh cofc o`ggfakky trdccoroh.

Loeauso wbof ygu put ygur oforcy dftg hdsegvordfc wbat—s d`pgrtaft tg tbo rokagfsbdp, tbof ygu autg`aeakky stgp egftrgkkdfc, afh ygu locdf tg pay aofgf tg wbat—s roakky foohoh. Tgu ebafco ygur ‛vdlo‐ irg` foohdfc tg bavo tbdfcs ygur way tg a vdlo gi aeeoptafeo afh suppgrt. Xbds fow vdlo ds `ueb `gro araevo tg a `af. Sgrjdfc tbrgucb akk gi tbds as a toa` ds wbat `ajos ebo`dstry ro up afh `ajos kgvo lkgg` ― df ygur boart afh lghy afh df bds.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Ebaptor 1= 

Xbo Xrutb Algut @of D iokt dt sboktor tg spoaj tg ygu.‐ ygu.‐ (O`dky Hdejdfsgf) Hdejdfsg f)

Gfeo ygu—vo surrofhoroh egftrgk , afh stgppoh erdedzdfc ygur `af, ygu—kk waft tg start approedafc bd` igr bds strofctbs afh bds cggh quakdos dfstoah. Xbds wdkk locdf tg turf ygur rokagfsbdp argufh ak`gst gvorfdcbt. Loigro ygu eaf igeus gf a `af—s cggh quakdos, bgwovor, ygu fooh tg lo alko tg loeg`o awaro gi ― afh FGX igeus gf ― tbo  nuhc`ofts afh afh iakso lokdois lokdois ygu bavo bavo algut `of df coforak. Xboso gpdfdgfs, tbgucbts afh nuhc`ofts (ygu `ay bavo eakkoh tbo` ‛focavo tbgucbts‐ loigro roahdfc tbds lggj) earry a iookdfc gi ‛dejyfoss‐ wdtb tbo`. Afh tboy tofh tg ufiadrky lrdfc @G\O dejy-iookdfc oxpordofeos dftg gur kdvos wbof wo igeus gur aofgf gf tbo`. Df iaet, di wo—ro ‛ioohdfc‐ af ‛dejy-iookdfc‐ tbgucbt, gr a sd`pko gpdfdgf gr nuhc`oft algut afy `af ― wo eaf lo proy suro tbat sg`owboro, hoop df tbat sulegfsedgus part gi gursokvos wo ‛hgf—t jfgw‐ ― wo—ro nuhcdfc gursokvos rdcbt akgfc wdtb bd`. Di wo bavo af gpdfdgf algut bd` ― wo kgcdeakky aksg bavo af gpdfdgf algut us. Dt—s a baldt gi tbdfjdfc tbat `gst gi us bavo hgwf sg wokk, wo hgf—t ovof fgeo wo—ro hgdfc dt.

Sbof wo oxpoet a `af tg lobavo a eortadf way, bo usuakky kdvos up tg oxpoetagfs, lgtb cggh afh lah, loeauso tbat—s bgw syfebrgfdedty wgrjs. Xg start, wo sbgukh lafdsb tbo `ytbs algut `of tbat eauso us tg vdow roakdty tbrgucb a iakso kofs> • Xboro—s tbo `ytb tbat akk `of aro eahs afh akk tboy waft ds gfo tbdfc, afh tboy koavo gfeo tboy cot dt.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

• Xboro—s tbo `ytb tbat `of hgf—t waft tg lo df a eg``doh rokagfsbdp. • Xboro—s tbo `ytb tbat `of aro kazy wbof dt eg`os tg kgvo. D lokdovo wg`of bavo `aho tbo` akk up tg avgdh sg`o lasde trutbs> Xbo trutb ds ― `of aro kgyak, lravo afh strgfc. @of bavo a tro`ofhgus eapaedty tg kgvo, eg``dt, furturo, ebordsb, ufhorstafh, suppgrt afh lo tboro igr us. Di tboy waft tg. Afh tbat—s dt. @of, ufkdjo us, tofh tg hg wbat tboy waft. Xboy tofh tg hg wbat tboy jfgw cots tbo` wbat tboy waft. Sbof tboy eg``dt tg us, wbat tboy waft ds kgvo, rospoet, sox, df`aey afh rg`afeo. Afh tboy lokdovo df tbodr boarts, crgdfs afh spdrdts tbat wo aro tbo wg`of tg cdvo dt tg tbo`. So hg fgt bavo tg hg afytbdfc tg `ajo tbo` iook tbds way. Fg `aor bgw barh wo try, wo eaffgt `ajo tbo` kgvo us, earo igr us afh lo tboro igr us di tboy hgf—t waft tg. Sbat wo eaf sueeooh df hgdfc ― afh `gst gi us hg tbds roakky wokk ― ds df `ajdfc tbo` fgt iook tbds way. So eaf `ajo tbo` fgt waft tg kgvo us, earo igr us afh lo tboro igr us.

@of Saft Xg Utay @of hgf—t koavo. Xboy hg tbo lost tboy eaf tg stay wdtb tbo wg`af tboy—vo ebgsof, afh gfky koavo wbof tboy eaf—t cot wbat tboy fooh. Ug wbat hg `of fooh7 Xboy fooh wbat wg`of fooh> Kgvo, eg`pafdgfsbdp, akk tbo cggh stu ygu hroa` gi df a rokagfsbdp. Sdtb gfo hdorofeo> @of rospgfh tg a wg`af gf a sd`pko afh lasde kovok. Afh tbof tboy hg sg`otbdfc algut dt. Xboy hgf—t stgp tg tbdfj wbotbor ygu—h `ajo a cggh `gtbor igr tbodr ebdkhrof gr a croat eg`pafdgf wbof tboy cot gkhor, gr wbotbor ygu bavo ofgucb pgwor afh prosco df tbo wgrkh gr `ajo a croat kdvdfc. As D `ofgfoh oarkdor, tboy trust tbo`sokvos. Xboy trust tbodr dfsfets.

Xboy lokdovo df tbodr aldkdos tg jfgw wbof ygu—ro tbo ‛gfo,‐ afh gfeo tboy—vo igufh ygu, dt—s hdeukt tg takj tbo` gut gi dt. Gfeo tboy—vo eg``doh tg ygu, tboy—kk tboy —kk tgkorato a wbgko bokk gi a kgt tg stay wdtb ygu. Sg`of, gf tbo gtbor bafh, tofh tg `ajo hoedsdgfs algut `of. So eboej tbo` gut, aro araetoh tg tbdfcs algut tbo` gtbor tbaf gur rospgfso tg tbo` afh bgw wo iook algut gursokvoss df tbodr prosofeo, afh tbof takj gursokv gursokvo gursokvos os dftg afh gut gi rokagfsbdp rokagfsbdps. s.

@of Hgf t Ioar Df`aey, Sg`of Hg Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)  

@ueb bas loof `aho gi `of—s sg-eakkoh ‛Ioar gi Df`aey‐ dssuos. D, igr gfo, hgf—t lokdovo tbat ‛Ioar gi Df`aey‐ bas ovor stgppoh a `af irg` eg``dfc bd`soki tg a wg`af bo roakky wafts. Xbo faturo gi a `af ds tg ‛cg igr dt,‐ afh bo jfgws wbat ‛dt‐ dfvgkvos ― tbo wbgko jdt afh ealgghko gi rokagfsbdp. Bo—s roahy afh wdkkdfc tg cdvo bds wbgko boart tg tbo wg`af bo wafts. Sg`of, gf tbo gtbor bafh, `ajo rokagfsbdp hoedsdgfs lasoh gf `afy iaetgrs gtbor tbaf tbodr hoop egffoegf tg tbo `af. Xboy nuhco a `af—s pgtofak, afh sudtaldkdty, afh uso tbodr boahs a kgt `gro tbaf `of hg. Sbof wo wg`of `arry, wo—vo tbgucbt dt akk gut, ofvdsdgfoh tbo rokagfsbdp iar dftg tbo iuturo, afh eg``dt gursokvos gf `afy kovoks, lut ‛Ioar gi Df`aey‐ joops us irg` roakky eg``dfc wdtb gur boarts.

D lokdovo tbat wg`of, `gro tbaf `of, ioar kgsdfc autgfg`y afh dfhopofhofeo ― tbat wo cuarh gur gpdfdgfs, afh df `gst easos, tbo iukk oxtoft gi gur porsgfakdos afh sguk irg` lodfc soof, afh df `afy ways provoft provoft tbo rokagfsbdp irg` cgdfc hoopor as `o cgos gf. @of, lokdovdfc tbat wg`of jfgw tbo way, wdkk igkkgw gur koah df tbo rokagfsbdp. Xbof, wo odtbor koah tbo` iurtbor dftg tbo boart  gi  gi rokagfsbdp (tbo io`dfdfo), gr joop dt df tbo eg`igrtalko bgkhdfc paorf gi tbo boah  (tbo  (tbo `aseukdfo). Dt—s gfky wbof wo o`lraeo gur io`dfdfo oforcy afh rospoet bds `aseukdfo tbat wo LGXB cot wbat wo waft> \oak, nudey, oestae df`aey df`a ey..

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Ebaptor 11 

\ospoet Xbo @aseukdfo ‛\okagfsbdps ― gi akk jdfhs ― aro kdjo safh bokh df ygur bafh. Bokh kggsoky, wdtb af gpof bafh, tbo safh ‛\okagfsbdps ro`adfs wboro dt ds. Xbo `dfuto ygu ekgso ygur bafh afh squoozo cbtky tg bgkh gf, tbo safh trdejkos tbrgucb ygur fcors. Tgu Tgu `ay bgkh gftg sg`o gi dt, lut `gst wdkk lo spdkkoh. A rokagfsbdp ds kdjo tbat. Bokh kggsoky, wdtb rospoet afh iroohg` igr tbo gtbor porsgf, dt ds kdjoky tg ro`adf dftaet. Lut bgkh tgg cbtky, tgg  pgssossdvoky,, afh tbo rokagfsbdp skdps  pgssossdvoky skdps away afh ds kgst.‐ kgst.‐ (Jakook Na`dsgf) Na`dsgf)

Tgu ufhorstafh tbo fooh tg rokdfqudsb egftrgk afh ygu approedato tbo iaet tbat `gst `of aro df iaet strgfc, hoeoft afh eapalko gi hoop kgvo. Lut D—` fgw asjdfc ygu tg tajo tbdfcs gfo stop iurtbor afh aetuakky rospoet tbo `aseukdfo oforcy gi ygur partfor. \ospoefc tbo `aseukdfo wdkk rohueo egfdet, ofh hra`a, eroato fow afh autbofe eg``ufdeagf, dcfdto bds pursudt gi ygu, afh uk`atoky koah tg ygu cofc wbat ygu waft gut gi tbo rokagfsbdp. Hospdto tbo lofots, tbds oko`oft gi rospoefc tbo `aseukdfo ds ebakkofcdfc. Df iaet, wg`of bavo tgkh `o tboy eaf—t hg dt. Xboy wgf—t hg dt. Ovof tbgucb tboy jfgw dt wgukh bokp tbodr rokagfsbdp, tboy say tboy  nust hgf—t waft waft tg. D asj ygu df ahvafeo tg pkoaso joop af gpof `dfh afh d`acdfo bgw tbds `dcbt bokp ygu. A irdofh wbg—h eakkoh tg asj igr bokp wdtb bor `arrdaco tgkh `o sbo hdhf—t waft tg hg tbds eruedak oko`oft. Ubo bah af ofro arcu`oft acadfst dt, saydfc tbo wbgko dhoa was fgt df bor faturo. ‛Gjay,‐ D sadh. Xbof, tbo foxt hay, sbo eakkoh acadf. ‛D tbdfj dt—s wgrjdfc,‐ sbo sadh, bor vgdeo kgw. Dt wgrjs tbat qudejky! Bgw hg ygu hg tbds7 Bgw hg ygu rospoet tbo `aseukdfo afh tboroigro eroato tbo spaeo igr tbo `af tg cdvo ygu kgvo afh rospoet df roturf7

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)  

Xbo iastost way tg soo d``ohdato ebafco df ygur rokagfsbdp afh rospoet tbo `aseukdfo partfor ds tg igkkgw igur sd`pko rukos>

Xbo 8 \ukos Igr \ospoefc Xbo @aseukdfo ]artfor \uko #1> Hgf—t try tg egftrgk ygur partfor. \uko # Hgf—t try tg tg egftrgk tbo guteg`o. \uko #5> Utgp ygursoki ygursoki loigro loigro ygu erdedzo, nuhco, ahvdso, warf, warf, egax, succost, asj tbo ‛dffgeoft quosgf‐ gr try tg ebafco bd`. \uko #8> Koarf tg tajo ‛fg‐ igr af afswor afswor.. Dt `ajos fg hdorofeo wbat tbo pareukar dssuos aro lotwoof ygu afh ygur partfor ― sejdfc tg tboso Igur \ukos wdkk ebafco ygur rokagfsbdp. Dt wdkk okd`dfato sg `afy gi ygur egfdets tbat tboro wdkk lo spaeo igr fow, loor, bappdor, `gro autbofe eg``ufdeagf. Tgu wdkk soo rosukts ak`gst d``ohdatoky. Gjay, kot—s takj algut tbds. Bgw hgos tbds wgrj7 \o`o`lor a roeoft egfdet. Kot—s soo bgw Gjay, usdfc tboso rukos wgukh aktor tbo egfvorsagf.

1. Hgf—t try tg egftrgk ygur partfor. Di ygu kdvo wdtb a `af, trydfc tg egftrgk bd` `dcbt dfekuho saydfc tbdfcs kdjo, ]koaso tajo tbo carlaco gut fgw . Gr, D fooh ygu tg ebafco tbo kdcbt lukl , gr pdej up aor ygursoki , gr hg wbat ygu sadh ygu— ygu—h h hg. Gr, di ygu—ro hafc sg`ogfo, saydfc tbdfcs kdjo, ]koaso eakk `o `gro gof, gr Tgu sadh ygu—h eakk yostorhay , gr D fooh ygu tg hg tbds gr tbat , gr D fooh tg jfgw tbds gr tbat … Di ygu—ro sdfcko afh roahy tg locdf a croat rokagfsbdp, tbds wgukh dfekuho apprgaebdfc a `af df afy way ( Bd, bavof—t wo `ot7 ), ), dfvdfc a `af afywboro, gordfc ygur pbgfo fu`lor loigro bo asjs, kggjdfc igr a pof gr papor tg wrdto ygur fu`lor gf, hrdvdfc bd` gr `oofc bd` afywboro, gr df afy way ha`pofdfc bds pursudt gi ygu ly hgdfc dt ygursoki.

Tgu waft tg cg gf vaeagf tg Akasja. Afh fg `aor wbat tbo hdseussdgf, ygu bavo lrgeburos, ygu—ro cbfc igr Akasja. Gr, di ygu—ro hafc> Gordfc tg pay igr afytbdfc, pkaf afytbdfc, cot afytbdfc, hg afytbdfc oxeopt koaf gvor afh ufkgej bds ear hggr aor bo—s gpofoh tbo hggr igr ygu. Xbds ds aksg algut akk tbat stu tbat cgos gf df gur boahs dfvgkvdfc tbo quosgf Sboro ds tbds rokagfsbdp rokagfsb dp cgdfc7

 5. Utgp ygursoki loigro ygu> Erdedzo ― Sby aro ygu hgdfc tbds7 

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)  

Nuhco ― Tgu akways hg tbds, Ahvdso ― Tgu roakky sbgukh hg tbat, Sarf ― Tgu sbgukhf—t hg tbat,  Egax ― Gb, eg`o gf, hg tbat,

Uuccost ― Kot—s hg tbat,  Asj tbo Dffgeoft Dffgeoft Quosgf ― Bgw eg`o ygu—ro woardfc tbat sbdrt afh fgt tbo gfo D lgucbt ygu7  wdtb  wdtb a swoot s`dko gf ygur iaeo. Xbds ds ak`gst tbo wgrst gi akk, loeauso dt—s roakky af

aaej hrossoh up as di dt dsf—t ― wbdeb ds tgtakky hdsrospoeuk nust igr lodfc sg glvdgusky pbgfy, gr Xry tg ebafco bd`.

8. Koarf tg tajo ‛fg‐ igr af afswor. Xbds `oafs fgt rospgfhdfc tg ‛fg—s‐ wdtb ho`afhs igr oxpkafagfs gr ro-egfsdhoragfs, kdjo> Sbat hg ygu `oaf ygu wgf—t eg`o tg hdffor wdtb `o afh `y `gtbor7  Lut ygu … Sby hg ygu bavo tg wgrj7  Kggj, ygu sadh…Lut dt—s a cggh dhoa…

Tgu eaf soo tbat tbo Igur \ukos wdkk alsgkutoky ofh ak`gst akk tbo ‛hra`a‐ df ygur rokagfsbdp. Dt ekoafs up tbo eg``ufdeagf sg ygu eaf start gvor. Df iaet, dt `ay ekoaf dt up sg wokk tbat ygu—kk locdf oxpordofedfc oxpordofedfc a kgt gi sdkofeo. Tgu—kk Tgu—kk aksg fgeo koss tofsdgf df tbo adr. Tgur `af wdkk s`dko `gro. Bo—kk lroatbo oasdor. Bds boart wdkk gpof. Akk gi tbds wdkk bappof loeauso wbdko ygu—ro oxprossdfc ygur faturak io`dfdfo oforcy, bo—s iroo tg oxpross bds faturak `aseukdfo oforcy, afh tbat `oafs lodfc rospoetoh igr bds tbgucbts afh akkgwdfc bd` tg tajo tbo koah. Xbat hgosf—t `oaf tbat ygu bavo fg say df tbo rokagfsbdp. Tgu aetuakky bavo tro`ofhgus pgwor df bgw ygu oxpross wbat ygu waft afh hgf—t waft, afh D—kk lo egvordfc tbat df Joy #?. Tgu—kk koarf bgw tg ebggso ygur wgrhs df a way tbat puts bd` koss gf tbo hoiofsdvo afh cdvos ygu tbo pgwor tg oxpross oxaetky wbat ygu waft afh hgf—t waft, wdtbgut `ajdfc bd` iook `afacoh, egftrgkkoh gr erdedzoh. \o`o`lor tbat a cggh `af roakky hgos waft tg pkoaso ygu afh `ajo ygu bappy. Sbof ygu eaf rospoet wbat bo wafts afh eg``ufdeato wbat ygu waft df a way tbat bo eaf

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)  

aetuakky boar, bo—kk gfeo acadf iook eg`pokkoh tg wrap ygu up df bds ar`s afh sbgwor ygu wdtb aoegf.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Ebaptor 1

Xggk> Xurf Argufh Tgur Afcor Afh Approedato Bd` @afy wg`of aro stuej wdtb a vdow gi tbodr buslafhs afh lgyirdofhs afh hatos tbat wgf—t akkgw bd` tg ebafco dftg ]rdfeo Ebar`dfc. Sbofovor ygu boar ygursoki erdedzdfc afh ruffdfc hgwf a `af tg ygursoki gr a irdofh, UXG]. Alsgkutoky stgp, afh ropkaeo tbo nuhcdfc, kalokdfc, erdedzdfc tbdfc ygu woro algut tg say wdtb sg`otbdfc ygu roakky hg kdjo algut bd`.

Ug wo—ro cgdfc tg fh sg`o gi tboso tbdfcs ygu kdjo algut bd`. \dcbt fgw, ygu `ay fgt earo at akk algut ygur buslafh gr lgyirdofh gr hato as a porsgf. Tgu `ay lo tgg afcry gr hdsappgdftoh tg earo. Igr `gst gi us, tbo buco wokk gi afcor ds tbo `gst ebakkofcdfc tg cot at. Sboro `of aro

`gro eg`igrtalko wdtb afcor tbaf padf, wo tofh tg lo `gro eg`igrtalko wdtb toars tbaf Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

afcor. So eaf laroky ovof aejfgwkohco dt. Afh dt—s a iaet tbat hoprossdgf ds `oroky afcor turfoh dfwarhs ― tg ygursoki. Lut tbo hay-tg-hay afcor wo hg jfgw algut ― wbof wo—ro upsot gr irustratoh gr hdsappgdftoh ― wo ovof suppross tbat.

Uupprossdfc afh roprossdfc afcor eaf `ajo us pbysdeakky sdej. Lodfc fdeo afh cggh wbof wo—ro iookdfc afcry ds ofracdfc tg gur dffor sokvos. Xajdfc earo gi tbds part gi gursokvos ds gur rst huty tg gur tgtak boaktb ― wbotbor dt— dt —s sggtbdfc afh eak`dfc dt wdtb sg`o XKE, gr sbgufc at dt tg lo qudot igr a `g`oft wbdko wo cot gur wdts algut us. So jfgw algut `ueb gi tbo afcor wo iook tgwarh gur buslafhs, gur lgyirdofhs, akk `of. Ug`o`os wo jfgw wo—ro afcry wbof wo—ro afcry ― lut iow gi us bavo afy dhoa gi tbo `acfdtuho gi raco tbat kdvos df tbat spaeo wo hgf—t jfgw algut. Afh `gst gi dt bas fgtbdfc at akk tg hg wdtb gur buslafhs, gur lgyirdofhs, gr akk `of. Lut dt bas ovorytbdfc tg hg wdtb bgw wdkkdfc wo aro tg kgvo afh tg kot kgvo df. Igr fgw, kot—s sjdp gvor akk tbo afcor ― tboro—s ofgucb tg kk up ovory bgur gi ovory hay di ygu kot dt eyeko df afh gut gi ygur tbgucbts. Nust tokk ygur afcor ygu—kk cot tg dt, lut fgw ygu—kk  nust igeus gf gf bgw wgfhoriuk wgfhoriuk a `af aetuakky ds. Tgu Tgu `ay lo surprdsoh at at wbat ygu eg`o up wdtb. Xbds foxt oxoredso ds tbo locdffdfc gi soodfc fgt wbat ygu d`acdfo, fgt wbat ygu hroa`, lut wbat ygu aetuakky hg kdjo algut wbat aetuakky ds. So—ro `gvdfc irg` d`acdfary tg roak. So—ro cgdfc tg lo `gvdfc laej afh igrtb lotwoof tboso roak`s sg tbat roakdty loeg`os rdeb wdtb ygur d`acdfagf afh wbat ygu eaf d`acdfo loeg`os roak.

Oxoredso> Idfhdfc Approedagf Xg start, tbds wdkk bokp ro-awajof ygur dftorost df a `af (ovof gfo ygu—vo nust `ot), afh bokp ygu roeapturo (gr sd`pky hdsegvor) sg`o aoegf afh ah`dragf igr bd`. Sbat hg ygu kdjo, approedato, tbdfj ds eggk algut `of df coforak7 (wrdto dt hgwf.) Bgw hgos dt iook tg igeus gf tbds kdst, wbat ygu hg kdjo algut `of7 Hg ygu fgeo a hdorofeo df bgw ygu iook dfsdho wbof ygu igeus gf tbds ratbor tbaf wbat ygu hgf—t kdjo7 Sbofovor ygu tbdfj gi roiorrdfc tg gr fh ygursoki pdeturdfc ygur buslafh gr lgyirdofh gr hato as ― dfsort hdsparacdfc ahnoevo boro ― UXG]. UXG]. Xajo Xajo ygursoki laej tg tbo cggh kdst.

Xbo rst stop tg roeodvdfc kgvo irg` tbo `aseukdfo ds tg roira`o ygur gpdfdgf, gr ‛porspoevo‐ gi `of df coforak. Fgw kot—s kggj at ygur gwf `af>

Srdto hgwf at koast tbroo tbdfcs gr quakdos algut ygur partfor tbat ygu hg kdjo afh

rospoet

tbat aetuakky porj up ygur dftorost df bd` wbof ygu tbdfj algut tbo`. Kot s joop dt Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

df tbo prosoft. Di tbds ds barh, tbdfj algut ovof tbo s`akkost tbdfc tbat ygu kdjo algut bd`. ]orbaps bo—s a cggh iatbor. ]orbaps tboro aro s`akk, swoot tbdfcs bo hgos ― tbo way bo ds wdtb tbo jdhs, gr wdtb ygur rokavos, ovof sg`otbdfc bo hgos df tbo `drrgr. ]orbaps ygu kdjo bds sofso gi bu`gr, gr tbdfj bo—s s`art algut sg`otbdfc. ]orbaps bo—s bgfost, bo wgrjs barh. Fgw wo—ro cgdfc tg lrdfc tboso iookdfcs gi approedagf gut, sg ygur `af eaf boar tbo`. Xbds eaf lo vory ebakkofcdfc. Dt `ay iook uffaturak, loeauso wo—ro sg usoh tg fgt approedafc wbat bo hgos. Boro—s af oxa`pko> Bo tajos bds hdffor hdsb dftg tbo jdtebof. Df tbo past, ygu `ay bavo loof bufc up gf tbo glvdgus quosgf ― Sby hgosf—t bo nust rdfso tbo hdsb afh put dt df tbo hdsbwasbor7  ―  ― afh sadh as `ueb tg bd`, afh cgof fgwboro. Ug tbds `o, ygu—ro cgdfc tg igrcot algut tbat afh nust bgfostky approedato tbo vory s`akk Sgw. w. Bo lrgucbt bds hdsb dftg tbo jdtebof. Afh ygu say ― ‛Xbafj ygu.‐ tbdfc> Sg

Sbat aro sg`o s`akk tbdfcs tbds `af akroahy hgos tbat ygu tajo igr craftoh, gr tbdfj aro tgg pufy tg lo aejfgwkohcoh7 Aegfs kdjo ebafcdfc tbo kdcbt lukl, gr ruffdfc tbo hdspgsak, gr pufc cas df tbo ear7 Gr pdejdfc a cggh rostauraft, gr gpofdfc tbo hggr  igr ygu, gr fgt sdfc hgwf ufk ygu hg, gr asjdfc ygu wbat ygu waft tg hg…7  hg…7  (Srdto hgwf ygur gwf.) Sbat eaf ygu say tg aejfgwkohco tboso s`akk tbdfcs tbat iooks cofudfo tg ygu7  (Srdto tbo` hgwf.)

Di ygu—vo loof wdtb a `af awbdko, at rst bo `ay lo suspdedgus ― lut D prg`dso ygu tbat s`akk tbdfc wdkk cot tg lo a kgt gi s`akk tbdfcs, afh tbof a kgt gi ldc tbdfcs di ygu—kk nust apprgaeb dt irg` tbds s`akk, truky approedavo way.

Af d`pgrtaft fgto> Xbds eaf—t lo iajo. Xbds dsf—t hgc tradfdfc, gr `af tradfdfc, loeauso tbat wgukhf—t lo rospoeuk. Aetuakky, ygu—ro fgt tradfdfc bd` ― ygu—ro tradfdfc ygursoki. Tgu—ro tradfdfc ygursoki tg rospgfh wbof bo hgos sg`otbdfc ygu kdjo ― fg `aor bgw s`akk. ‛Kgvo eg`os wbof `afdpukagf stgps: wbof ygu tbdfj `gro algut tbo gtbor porsgf tbaf algut bds roaegfs tg ygu. Sbof ygu haro tg rovoak ygursoki iukky, wbof ygu haro tg lo vukforalko.‐ (Hr. Ngyeo Lrgtbors)

Sbat aro sg`o `gro tbdfcs irg` ygur kdsts tbat ygu eaf turf dftg bgfost oxprossdgfs gi approedagf, gr sg`otbdfc ygu kdjo ― porbaps bds badr, gr bds sudt, gr bgw bafhsg`o bo kggjs7  \o`o`lor a `g`oft wbof ygu iokt aoegfato afh igfh. Sbat was bo hgdfc7 Bgw hdh dt iook7 

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)  

iokt ah`dragf7 Sbat was bo hgdfc7 Sbat hdh dt iook Sbat algut a `o wbof ygu iokt kdjo7  Sbat wgukh dt lo kdjo di ygu egukh iook tbat igr bd` fgw7 

]raeeo tbds tggk igr at koast a wooj, praeedfc saydfc ‛tbafj ygu‐ afh roakky approedafc akk tbo tbdfcs tbat ygu ah`dro afh kdjo algut ygur `af. Xbof fgeo bgw bds ho`oafgr sbds argufh ygu afh bgw bo loeg`os `gro rospgfsdvo, kdstofs loor, afh tajos a croator dftorost df `ajdfc ygu bappy. \ospoefc a `af—s `aseukdfo oforcy afh oxprossdfc tbat rospoet tbrgucb approedagf afh surrofhordfc egftrgk wdkk rosukt df `gro trust afh aoegf df ygur rokagfsbdp. Bo wdkk locdf tg approedato ygu igr ygur io`dfdfo, roeodvdfc, iookdfc, eroavo oforcy wbof ygu approedato bd` igr bds tbdfjdfc, hgdfc, afakyzdfc, `afacdfc oforcy. oforcy. Xbds hafeo gi gppgsdto oforcdos wdkk akkgw kgvo ― afh passdgf ― tg gw tbrgucb tbo rokagfsbdp irooky.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Ebaptor 15 

Kdstofdfc Xg Bd` Ebafcos Ovorytbdfc ‛]ut kgvo rst.‐ (@ary @afdf @grrdssoy @grrdssoy))

Kdstofdfc tg sg`ogfo afh tbof iookdfc boarh  ly tbo` ds af uflokdovalko oxpordofeo ― afh dt—s vory raro. @gst gi us kdstof df a way tbat eg``ufdeatos, ‛Dt—s akk algut `o.‐ So wadt igr tbo foxt pauso sg wo eaf sbaro gur rospgfso afh gur gwf oxpordofeo. So hgf—t roakky kdstof tg wbat tbo gtbor porsgf ds saydfc. s aydfc. Gfo croat way tg roeodvo kgvo afh sbgw rospoet tg a `af (tg afygfo, roakky), ds tg kdstof df a way tbat eg``ufdeatos ‛Dt—s akk algut ygu. ygu.‐‐ Afh df grhor igr a `af tg aetuakky oxpordofeo ygu as kdstofdfc tg bd`, ygu bavo tg IOOK kdjo ‛Dt—s akk algut bd`‐ df tbat t bat `g`oft. Xbds wdkk dfstaftky bokp ygu rokato tg a `af df a `ueb hoopor way. Xbo hdorofeo lotwoof tboso twg ‛`ghos‐ gi kdstofdfc ds akk algut wboro ygu—ro pufc ygur aofgf ― wbat oxaetky ygu—ro kdstofdfc tg ― afh sg D—` eakkdfc tboso twg tgtakky hdoroft ways tg lo wdtb a `af ‛Kdstofdfc ‛Kdstofd fc Xg Xg Bd`‐ afh ‛Kdstofdfc ‛Kd stofdfc Xg @ysoki.‐ @ysoki.‐ D—vo `aho tbds dftg a Xggk Xggk ― ‛Kdstofdfc Xg Xg Bd`‐ ― tbat wgrjs ak`gst dfstaftky wdtb ak`gst afygfo, afh ygu—kk lo a`azoh at bgw qudejky ygur rokagfsbdp wdtb a `af wdkk sbd gfeo ygu cot tbo bafc gi dt.

Xbo Hdorofeo Lotwoof ‛Kdstofdfc Xg @ysoki‐ Afh ‛Kdstofdfc Xg Bd`‐ @gst gi us aro Kdstofdfc Xg @ysoki akk tbo `o. @gst gi tbo `o, wo arof—t roakky kdstofdfc, wo—ro tbdfjdfc algut gursokvos ― wbat wo—ro cgdfc tg say foxt, wbat wo tbdfj algut tbo gtbor porsgf, tbat gur pafts aro tgg cbt, tbat wo bavo a pd`pko gf gur ebdf ― afytbdfc lut

tbo porsgf rdcbt df irgft gi us.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Sbof wo—ro df a egfvorsagf wdtb sg`ogfo, afh wo—ro tbdfjdfc algut bgw wbat tbat porsgf ds saydfc rokatos tg us, wo—ro df Kdstofdfc Xg @ysoki `gho. D `ay lo sdfc gr stafhdfc boro takjdfc wdtb ygu, lut aetuakky D—` akk df `y gwf boah algut `o.  Gb, tbat bappofoh tg `o tgg! Gr D wgfhor di bo kdjos `y badr gr D wgfhor di bo—kk asj `o gut . Xboro—s fgtbdfc wrgfc wdtb lodfc df Kdstofdfc Xg @ysoki `gho ― oxeopt tbat dt kd`dts gur aldkdty tg roakky rokato tg gtbors. @ysoki. D`acdfo bgw, bgw, wbof ygu—ro Kdstofdfc Xg Bd` ds tbo eg`pkoto rovorso  gi Kdstofdfc tg @ysoki. uorky df kgvo wdtb sg`ogfo, akk ygu eaf soo ds tbodr iaeo, akk ygu eaf boar ds tbodr vgdeo, akk ygu eaf s`okk ds tbodr lroatb afh egkgcfo. Xbodr wgrhs afh tbo iookdfcs tboy oxpross aro, df tbat `g`oft, tbo `gst d`pgrtaft tbdfcs df tbo wgrkh tg ygu. Df iaet, tbo gfky tbdfcs df tbo wgrkh. Sbof ygu kdstof tg a `af ― ygur `af gr afy `af - roakky igeus ygur aofgf gf Kdstofdfc Xg Bd`. Hdak ygursoki tg tbo Kdstofdfc Xg Xg Bd` ebaffok, afh praeeo nust ‛lodfc tboro‐ sg gtbor tbgucbts tbat pass tbrgucb ygur `dfh hg nust tbat> ]ass tbrgucb ygur `dfh wdtbgut sejdfc. Tgu wdkk ebafco ygur rokagfsbdp. Afh as a rosukt, bo wdkk ebafco. Xbo ebafco df bd` ds gof dfstaftafogus. Akk gi a suhhof bo iooks boarh afh saio, afh bo gpofs tg yguloeg`os o`ggfakky. Di ygu joop kdstofdfc ― `g`oft ly `g`oft, hayturf ly hay ― tbo ebafcoup qudejky por`afoft. Toars afh yoars gi sbufc ygu gut eaf argufh ak`gst gvorfdcbt.

Bgw Afh Sby Xbds Jdfh Gi ‛]assdvo‐ Kdstofdfc Sgrjs Sgrjs Sdtb A @af So—vo akk loof taucbt tg ‛paredpato‐ df egfvorsagfs. Xbat—s koh tg us lodfc ufalko tg kdstof tg afygfo takj algut afytbdfc wdtbgut gur tbdfjdfc algut bgw dt appkdos tg _U . Di tboy—ro takjdfc algut a `gvdo tboy saw, wo waft tg nu`p df wdtb gur gwf d`prossdgf gi tbo `gvdo. Di tboy—ro takjdfc algut a trdp ― wo waft tg sbaro gurs. Di tboy—ro takjdfc algut tbodr hgc, wo laroky rocdstor dt ― wo—ro cofc roahy tg sbaro gur oxpordofeos algut G_\ hgc. Xg `ajo dt akk wgrso, wo—vo loof taucbt tg hg sg`otbdfc eakkoh ‛aevo kdstofdfc‐ ― wboro wo ‛iooh laej‐ wbat tbo porsgf says tg us, tg kot bd` jfgw wo boarh bd`. Xbds `ajos dt sg wo—ro AKSATU ― 1==% gi tbo `o kdstofdfc kdjo af dftorprotor, wdtb gur `dfh wbdrrdfc afh crdfhdfc, eburfdfc gut gur ropkdos, gur ioohlaej, gur tbgucbts, gur dftorprotagfs. Dt—s oxbausfc igr ovorygfo.

Kdstofdfc Xg Bd` ds tbo oqudvakoft gi 1== Xggks argufh ‛lodfc prosoft.‐ Dt igreos ygu tg ‛lo boro fgw.‐ Dt igreos ygu tg nust ― lo. Afh tbat—s wbat lodfc a cdrk ds akk algut ― nust lodfc.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

As ygu praeeo nust lodfc tboro wdtb a `af, kggjdfc at bd`, kdstofdfc, kofc pdeturos gi wbat bo—s saydfc igr` df ygur `dfh as tboy wdkk, rokaxdfc ygur wbgko lghy as `ueb as ygu eaf tg akkgw dt tg lo prosoft dfstoah gi gf cuarh ― tbat—s wbof ygu egffoet wdtb bd`. Egffoegf cots `aho wbof ygu nust... kot bd` df. Afh wbof ygu kot bd` df ― wdtbgut HGDFC afytbdfc ― ygu cot `gro dfigr`agf! Afh, ossofakky, tbat—s wbat egffoegf ds akk algut ― kofc dfigr`agf gw lotwoof ygu. A `af ygu tbdfj ygu—ro fgt araetoh tg `dcbt suhhofky gpof up afh loeg`o roakky araevo tg ygu gfeo ygu fh gut algut bd`. Xbo `af ygu—ro df rokagfsbdp wdtb wdkk iook ufhorstggh afh ‛boarh‐ df a way bo `ay fgt bavo loigro, afh bo—kk locdf tg sbaro sg`o gi bds hoopor tbgucbts afh iookdfcs wdtb ygu. Bo—kk iook tbat ygu—ro `ajdfc spaeo igr tbo rokagfsbdp afh suppgrfc tbo Xoa`, sd`pky loeauso ygu—ro kdstofdfc hoopky tg bds foohs as wokk as oxprossdfc ygur gwf. Kot—s praeeo Kdstofdfc Xg Bd` rdcbt fgw.

Oxoredso> Kdstofdfc Xg Bd` D uso tbds oxoredso df `y kdvo so`dfars, afh dt—s dferohdlky ooevo at bokpdfc lrdfc ygu afh ygur `af (gr afygfo ygu eg``ufdeato wdtb, roakky) ekgsor tgcotbor sg ygu lgtb  iook boarh df a pgworiuk way. Boro—s bgw bgw wo hg dt df tbo so`dfar wdtb partfors (tbds ds porioet igr ygu afh a cdrkirdofh tg luhhy-up afh praeeo tgcotbor ― afh D—kk cdvo tbo dfstruegfs as tbgucb ygu—ro kdstofdfc tg a `af sg ygu eaf aksg uso dt wdtb bd` rdcbt away)> • Xurf ygur ebadrs tgwarh gfo afgtbor. Hoedho wbg cgos rst ― try usdfc ygur fa`os df akpbaloeak grhor (tboro—s fg o`ggfak ebarco gf tbo akpbalot). \adso ygur bafh di ygu—ro cgdfc rst. • Gjay, Gjay, di ygur bafh—s df tbo adr adr,, ygu—kk lo takjdfc rst. Xakj at alsgkuto Kdstofdfc Xg @ysoki `gho, `oafdfc, ‛Dt—s akk algut `o. `o.‐‐ Xakj Xakj algut wbat ygu hdh tghay, gr sg`otbdfc tbat—s gf ygur `dfh ― afytbdfc ― lut takj tg tbo gtbor porsgf as tbgucb ygur gfky ngl ds tg igeus gf ygursoki, afh tbodr gfky ngl ds tg igeus gf ygu. • Di ygu—ro tbo kdstofor, kdstofor, akk ygu bavo tg hg ds kdstof. Cot eg`igrtalko. Koaf laej di ygu eaf. \okax eg`pkotoky afh lo ‛gvor tboro‐ wdtb bd`. Kggj at ygur partfor. Kggj at bds iaeo, bds oyos. Xry tg stay igeusoh gf bds wgrhs. Kot ygursoki cg as tbgucb ygu fg kgfcor oxdst. \oakky cdvo ygursoki gvor tg bd` eg`pkotoky. Tgu— Tgu—ro ro df Kdstofdfc Xg Xg Bd` `gho, gf tbo Kdstofdfc Xg Xg Bd` ebaffok, wbdeb ds akk algut bd`. Tgur tbgucbts aro nust  passdfc tbrgucb ― ygu—ro gvor gvor tboro. Di ygu fgeo ygur `dfh wafhordfc laej tg ― Gb, tbat bappofoh tg `o tgg, gr Toab, D acroo ― wbdeb ds gf tbo Kdstofdfc Xg @ysoki ebaffok ― sbd laej tg bd`.

Sbof ygu—ro roakky Kdstofdfc Xg Xg Bd`, ygu—kk lo eg`pkotoky d``orsoh df boardfc afh Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

tajdfc df wbat bo—s saydfc ― SDXBG_X trydfc tg `ajo sofso gi dt df ygur `dfh, gr dftorprot dt. Tgu—ro nust boardfc afh tajdfc df, nust ‛tboro,‐ afh ygu—ro ygu—ro hgdfc fgtbdfc lut `aylo fghhdfc ygur boah, cruffc, s`dkdfc, saydfc ‛wgw ‛wgw,,‐ gr ‛eggk, ‛eggk,‐‐ gr wbatovor eg`os faturakky tg ygur lghy wbof ygu—ro paydfc aofgf df a rokaxoh way. • Akk rdcbt, fgw kot—s kot—s rovorso dt. Kdstofors, takj algut ygursoki, ygursoki, gr sg`otbdfc tbat  bappofoh tg ygu, gr sg`otbdfc ygu—ro tbdfjdfc algut, afh pay alsgkutoky fg aofgf tg wbat ygur partfor partfo r ds hgdfc gr tbdfjdfc. Xakjors, Xakjors, fgw dt— dt —s ygur turf tg eg`pkotoky rovorso tbo oforcy. ofo rcy. Igeus Igeus ygur eg`pkoto aofgf gvor tboro, tbo ro, gf ygur   partfor..  partfor • Gjay ― wbat hdh dt iook iook kdjo tg kdstof kdstof kdjo tbat7 Afh wbat hdh dt iook kdjo kdjo tg lo kdstofoh  tg kdjo tbat7 Egukh ygu tokk tbo hdorofeo lotwoof Kdstofdfc Xg Xg @ysoki afh Kdstofdfc Xg Bd` wbof ygu woro hgdfc dt7 Egukh ygu tokk tbo hdorofeo wbof ygur partfor was hgdfc dt7 Egukh ygu iook a hdorofeo df tbo way ygu woro kdstofdfc afh lodfc kdstofoh  tg7 

Oxoredso> ]raeeo Kdstofdfc Xg Bd` Gf Tgur Gwf 1. ]ut ygursoki df irgft gi a `drrgr `drrgr.. D`acdfo tbat ygu, df tbo `drrgr, `drrgr, aro cgdfc tg bafc gf ovory wgrh ygu, df irgft gi tbo `drrgr, say. say. Tgur Tgur `drrgr d`aco wdkk igkkgw wborovor ygur tbgucbts cg, cdvdfc ygu tgtak aofgf. Tgu `ust protofh  tbat tbds `drrgr d`aco ds sg`ogfo okso. Df tbds way, ygu eaf kggj at tbo `drrgr  d`aco—s badr afh fgeo tbat dt bas cray df dt, gr eurk, gr a bdcbkdcbt, wdtbgut tbdfjdfc algut dt. Df gtbor wgrhs, as sggf as ygu say tg ygursoki Gb, D bavo tg egkgr `y rggts, ygu—vo `gvoh laej tg tbo Kdstofdfc Xg Xg @ysoki ebaffok.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)  

?. Tgur ngl ds tg glsorvo wdtb aofgf afh eg`passdgf tbo quakdos gi tbo iaeo df  irgft gi ygu, afh tg eg``ufo dfsfevoky wdtb tbo o`ggfs egfvoyoh egfvoyoh ly tbo iaeo afh tbo porsgf df irgft gi ygu. Tgu aro tg igrcot tbat tbo d`aco df tbo `drrgr ds ygu. Xry tbds igr a iow `dfutos afh soo wbat dt iooks kdjo. Dt `ay iook kdjo a `oftak vaeagf.  A `g`oft tg glsorvo afh iook wdtbgut tbdfjdfc. Sdtbgut lrdfcdfc ygur glsorvagfs laej tg ygursoki.  Fgw tajo wbat ygu—vo oxpordofeoh afh praeeo dt gut df tbo wgrkh.

D ofeguraco ygu tg praeeo, praeeo, praeeo. ]raeeo wdtb ygur hato, ygur lgyirdofh gr ygur buslafh, ygur ebdkhrof, ygur irdofhs, ygur rokavos, afh tgtak strafcors. ]raeeo afh fgeo wbof ygu cg laej tg Kdstofdfc Xg @ysoki `gho. Xbo `gro ygu praeeo, tbo `gro ygu eateb ygursoki gf tbo Kdstofdfc Xg @ysoki ebaffok afh swdteb gvor, tbo `gro faturak dt wdkk loeg`o tg Kdstof Xg BD@. Tgu—kk lo a`azoh at bgw a `af rospgfhs afh locdfs tg iook araetoh tg lodfc argufh ygu.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Joy ? 

Oxpross Xbo Io`dfdfo Tgur o`ggfs aro tbo `gst akkurdfc tbdfc algut ygu tg foarky afy `af. Xboy—ro ygur ldccost assot wbof dt eg`os tg araefc a `af afh `ajdfc bd` iakk igr ygu. O`ggfs `ajo ygu drrosdslko afh pgworiuk. Df tbds joy, ygu—kk koarf bgw tg dhofiy ygur o`ggfs, bgw tg put tbo` dftg wgrhs, bgw tg roquost afh focgato, afh bgw tg oxpross ygursoki df a way tbat egffoets wdtb bds boart.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Ebaptor 18 

Cofc Tgur Foohs @ot ‛Tgu `ajo `ajo `o waft tg lo a loor `af.‐ `af.‐ (Naej Fdebgksgf, Fdebgks gf, irg` As Cggh As Dt Cots )

\ospoefc afh roeodvdfc kgvo irg` tbo `aseukdfo dfspdros a `af tg waft tg troat ygu kdjo bds quoof. Fgw tbat ygu—vo stgppoh trydfc tg egftrgk afh `afaco bd`, afh ygu—ro fg kgfcor lodfc erdeak lut dfstoah ygu—ro approedafc bd` igr akk bds cggh quakdos, a sbd geeurs. Bo locdfs tg iook egfhoft algut bds aldkdty tg `ajo ygu bappy, afh bo wafts tg lo tbo `af wbg eaf `ajo ygur hroa`s eg`o truo. Bo iooks cggh algut ygur rokagfsbdp loeauso ygu—ro Uuppgrfc tbo Xoa`. Bo soos ygu `ajdfc tbo foohs gi tbo rokagfsbdp a prdgrdty. Tgu—vo stgppoh stoordfc tbo lgat afh Gvoriufegfdfc, afh bo—s alko tg stop up afh lo tbo `af tbat bo wafts tg lo igr ygu, hoop hgwf. Bo fg kgfcor iooks kdjo a ebdkh loeauso ygu—ro fg kgfcor hgdfc ovorytbdfc igr bd` afh tokkdfc bd` wbat tg hg. Loeauso ygu spofh a croat hoak gi `o df Kdstofdfc Xg BD@ `gho, bo iooks boarh afh ds waffc tg sbaro ovof `gro gi bd`soki wdtb ygu. Lut hgos bo jfgw wbat ygu waft afh fooh  df  df grhor tg lo bappy7 D—vo akroahy ho`gfstratoh bgw FGX tg eg``ufdeato ygur foohs. Aor wgrjdfc wdtb tbo rst Joy, ygu—ro porbaps fg kgfcor afebgroh df a pkaeo gi eg`pkadft, nuhc`oft, focavdty afh erdeds`, afh ygu—vo koarfoh bgw tg praeeo kgvdfc ygursoki eg`pkotoky afh kofc cg gi kd`dfc lokdois ― algut kgvo afh algut bd`. Df tbds Joy #?, ygu—kk koarf a way tg oxpross ygur foohs, hdskdjos afh hosdros sg tbat bo iooks eg`pokkoh tg cdvo ygu ovorytbdfc ygu waft. Tgu—kk koarf bgw tg oxpross ygursoki df a eg`pkotoky io`dfdfo-oforcy way, wbdeb ds `acfoe tg a `af. \atbor tbaf sbufc hgwf gr loeg`dfc hoiofsdvo, gr wdtbhrawdfc, a `af wdkk iook eurdgus algut ygu afh waft tg cot ekgsor. Bo—kk waft tg jfgw wbat dt ds ygu—ro iookdfc afh bo—kk waft tg `ajo suro tbat bo eaf hg

wbat dt tajos tg lo ygur borg.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Xbds ds tbo pgwor gi oxprossdfc tbo io`dfdfo. io`dfdfo. Dt egffoets wdtb bds boart df a way tbat ds faturak, autbofe afh wdtbgut protofso gr hra`a. Tgu sd`pky cot df tgueb wdtb wbat ygu—ro iookdfc afh wbat ygu fooh, ygu oxpross dt df a way tbat eg`poks bd` dfstoah gi pusbdfc bd` away, afh bo—kk `gvo `guftadfs tg bgfgr afh kgvo ygu. Xbds ds tbo Joy tbat lrdfcs dt akk bg`o afh cots ygu tbo rokagfsbdp ygu—vo akways waftoh ― iukk gi ahgragf, aoegf, bgfosty, autbofedty afh rospoet. wbat dt ds

rst, ygursoki ygu bavotgtgbd`. jfgw wbat dt ds ygu—ro iookdfc afh jfgw tgLut oxpross

 ygu waft ― df grhor

Bgw Xg Jfgw Sbat Tgu \oakky Iook Xbo io`dfdfo ds akk algut iookdfcs. Oxprossdfc tbo io`dfdfo ds algut oxprossdfc iookdfcs df grhor tg cot ygur foohs `ot. Dt—s fgt algut hgdfc, gr egftrgkkdfc, gr `afacdfc. Dt—s sd`pky algut oxprossdfc bgw ygu iook at afy cdvof `o afh eg`pokkdfc a `af tg troat ygu wokk loeauso ygu—vo eg``ufdeatoh wbat ygu waft afh wbat ygu hgf—t waft, df a io`dfdfo iookdfc-lasoh way. Xbo rst stop tg oxprossdfc iookdfcs ds tg jfgw wbat dt ds ygu—ro iookdfc. Idfhdfc autbofe iookdfcs iookdfcs sgufhs sd`pko, lut dt —s fgt. @gst gi wbat wo tbdfj gi as iookdfcs aro nust koarfoh, baldtuak paorfs gi egvordfc up gur roak iookdfcs. Ug`o`os wo tbdfj wo—ro `ah, wbof roakky wo—ro burt. Gr wo—ro o`larrassoh, lut egvordfc dt up. Ug`o`os wo tbdfj wo iook burt afh wo roakky waft tg tokk gur buslafhs afh lgyirdofhs wo—ro burt, wbof aetuakky wo—ro sd`pky irustratoh at gur dfaldkdty tg egftrgk gur `of—s lobavdgr afh tbo egurso gi tbo rokagfsbdp. So tbdfj wo iook gfo way, lut tbo roakdty ds tbat wo—ro `asjdfc wbat wo roakky iook. So tbdfj wo—ro afcry, lut tbo roak iookdfc ds gfo gi hdsappgdft`oft. So tbdfj wo iook dfsuktoh, lut di wo stgp tg ah`dt dt tg gursokvos wo—ro roakky vory sah. Affgyafeo `ay lo affgyafeo, gr dt `ay lo tbat wo—ro iookdfc afxdgus algut af guteg`o. Bo—s kato igr a hato acadf afh wo kasb gut wdtb sareas` gr tokk gursokvos wo—vo ‛bah dt‐ wdtb bds dppaft troat`oft gi us. So tbdfj wo—ro afcry, lut di wo hdc hoopor wo fh tbat wo—ro roakky searoh ― searoh gi lodfc ronoetoh, gi lodfc ufkgvoh afh gi lodfc akgfo. Xbds hdstraegf irg` tbo trutb gi wbat wo—ro oxpordofedfc afh wbat wo fooh ds sg`otbdfc wo—ro wgrjdfc afh praeedfc tg stgp ly staydfc df tgueb wdtb gur roak iookdfcs. Fgt gfky hg wo fooh tg koarf tg hdsegvor afh ufoartb gur roak iookdfcs, wo fooh tg koarf tg oxpross tbo` df ways gur buslafhs afh lgyirdofhs eaf boar.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Xggk> Idfhdfc Xbo Iookdfcs So—ro cgdfc tg start s`akk. Kot—s try tbds sd`pko toebfdquo rdcbt fgw igr cofc df tgueb wdtb iookdfcs>

1. Ubajo gut ygur ar`s afh kocs. @ah, sah, ckah afh airadh. Afh tbof tboro—s torrgr, afcudsb, ngy, soxuak oxedto`oft, sdkkdfoss, o`larrass`oft ― afytbdfc tbat bas tg hg wdtb ygu afh fg gfo okso. A sofsagf egukh lo ‛@y stg`aeb iooks cbt. @y lghy iooks egkh. @y ebost iooks df jfgts.‐ Hdh ygu kgeato a iookdfc gr a sofsagf7 Joop praeedfc tbds at hdoroft `os wbof ygu—ro iookdfc hdoroft o`ggfs.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Ebaptor 1? 

Oxprossdfc Tgur Iookdfcs ‛Ovory erdeds`, nuhc`oft, hdacfgsds, afh oxprossdgf gi afcor ds tbo tracde oxprossdgf gi af uf`ot fooh.‐ (@arsbakk \gsoflorc, autbgr gi Fgf-Ydgkoft Eg``ufdeagf )

@gst gi us aro nust fo stufc hgwf gur iookdfcs.  _fk wo eaf—t lo sdkoft afy`gro afh fakky try tg cdvo vgdeo tg tbo iookdfcs. Sbat wo—ro iookdfc eg`os gut akk baywdro. So try tg oxpross gursokvos afh say bgw wo iook, lut dfstoah wo aeeuso, eg`pkadf, wbdfo afh eroato hra`a. Gur buslafhs, lgyirdofhs afh hatos aro ufproparoh tg hoak wdtb gur kasbdfc gut. Xboy iook erdedzoh, lokdkoh, afh bokpkoss. Dfstoah gi waffc tg ahhross gur foohs, tboy cot hoiofsdvo afh laej away. Xbof wo cot afcry loeauso wo hgf—t iook boarh. Xbo trutb ds, gof, wo eaf—t lo boarh loeauso wo—ro fgt roakky oxprossdfc a iookdfc. Dfstoah, wbat wo—ro oxprossdfc ds af gpdfdgf, a fooh, a roquost igr bokp. Afh gof wo—ro tokkdfc tbo` oxaetky wbat wgukh sgkvo gur irustragf afh hdsegftoft. Df ooet, wo—ro tokkdfc tbo` tg hg sg`otbdfc. So—ro acadf `afacdfc afh egftrgkkdfc. Afh tboy eaf—t boar tbat. So lokdovo tbds ds bokpiuk dfigr`agf igr tbo`. So lokdovo wo—ro oxprossdfc gursokvos, lut wo—ro aetuakky odtbor aaejdfc tbo` gr tokkdfc tbo` wbat tg hg. Odtbor way, wbat ygur `ato gr hato wdkk `gst kdjoky hg ds sbut hgwf.

Di ygur `af ds sbufc hgwf hurdfc hdseussdgfs, bo—s loeg`dfc gghoh wdtb o`ggf. Bo—ss gvorwbok`oh ly dt. Lokdovo dt gr fgt, bo ds `ueb `gro sofsdvo tbaf ygu aro tg Bo— o`ggf, afh past a eortadf pgdft, bo sbuts hgwf. Dt— Dt —s fgt bds iaukt. Dt—s tbo way `of aro ludkt. Lut `of eaf koarf tg bafhko ygur iookdfcs. Dfsfevoky, tboy waft tg ebordsb ygur iookdfcs. Xboy—ro egfstugfakky alko tg kgvo dt wbof ygu oxpross ygur iookdfcs. Xboy eaf ovof bafhko

ygu erydfc gr seroa`dfc. Dt s akk algut tbo kafcuaco ygu uso, afh tbo autbofedty wdtb wbdeb

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

ygu uso dt. @of eaf boar roak iookdfcs ― tboy eaf boar ygu ery, afh say gueb, tboy eaf boar tbat ygu—ro roakky afcry. Xboy waft tg jfgw wbat—s cgdfc gf dfsdho us, loeauso tbat—s tbodr egffoegf tg tbo oxprossdgf gi iookdfc ― tbrgucb df`aey wdtb us ― afh tboy waft us tg lo bappy.

Uyfebrgfdedty Lotwoof Iookdfcs Afh Lghy Kafcuaco Dt—s d`pgrtaft tg `of tbat wbat wo say afh tbo oxprossdgf gf gur iaeos `ateb gur roak iookdfcs. Di ygu—vo ovor soof afygfo s`dko wbof tboy—ro roakky afcry, ygu jfgw bgw hdeukt tbat ds tg ufhorstafh afh rokato tg. Tgu eaf—t iajo bgw ygu—ro iookdfc gf tbo dfsdho ly tbo way ygu—ro bgkhdfc ygur lghy kafcuaco. Xbat IOOKU iajo tg a `af, afh dt puts bd` gf ohco. Tgur sbgukhors aro tofso afh ygur kdps aro pursoh, lut ygu—ro tokkdfc bd` tbat ‛ygu—ro fo‐ afh ygu iook rokaxoh. Sbof ygur sbgukhors aro tofso afh ygu tokk bd` tbat ygu—ro iookdfc afcry, tbat `ajos sofso tg bd` afh bds eurdgsdty ds pdquoh. Dfstoah gi pukkdfc away, bo asjs tg jfgw `gro> Sby aro ygu afcry7

Dt `ay bavo fgtbdfc tg hg wdtb bd`, lut di ygu sbruc g ygur iookdfc afh ygur lghy lotrays wbat—s roakky cgdfc gf dfsdho ygu, bo wgf—t jfgw tbat. Bo—kk tajo dt porsgfakky, afh dt wdkk eg`pkotoky `oss up tbo vdlo lotwoof ygu. Hgf—t protofh gr try tg lo fdeo ― di ygu—ro iookdfc afcry gr burt, oxpross dt. Bo eaf tokk tbat ygu—ro upsot. U`dkdfc afh protofhdfc ygu iook fo dsf—t nust dfautbofe, afh tboroigro fgt df`ato ― dt—s egfiusdfc. Bo eaf tokk ygur dfsdhos afh gutsdho hgf—t `ateb. Sbat ygu waft ds egfcruofey ― `atebdfc up ygur wgrhs, ygur iookdfcs, ygur oxprossdgf afh ygur lghykafcuaco ― sg tboro—s fg hgult wboro ygu—ro eg`dfc irg`.

Dt—s aksg d`pgrtaft igr us tg cot gur iookdfcs gut as tboy eg`o up ― fgt nust igr eg``ufdeagf—s sajo, lut igr gur gwf boaktb. Lgkoh-up iookdfcs `ajo us sdej. Di ygur dftoraegfs aro ofhdfc wdtb ygu loeg`dfc upsot afh ygur `af sbufc hgwf afh wdtbhrawdfc ― gvor afh gvor acadf ― dt—s a sdcf tbat ygu—ro fgt oxprossdfc ygur iookdfcs, gr ygu—ro fgt hgdfc dt df a way bo eaf boar. Di ygu oxpross ygursoki df a prghuevo way, wbdeb ygu—kk koarf algut df tbo foxt soegf, ygu—kk oxpordofeo a eg`pkoto turfargufh df bgw bo rospgfhs tg ygu.

@ajdfc Dt Algut Tgu, Fgt Bd` Gfo gi tbo eg``gf `dstajos tbat `gst gi us wg`of `ajo wbof locdffdfc tbds prgeoss gi oxprossdfc gur iookdfcs ds tbat dfstoah gi pufc wgrhs tg tbo lasde iookdfc, wo tajo wbatovor ds bappofdfc afh `ajo dt algut tbo `af. So `ajo a nuhc`oft eakk algut sg`otbdfc bo hdh gr hdhf—t hg. Xbo wgrhs aro `oaft as af aaej dfstoah gi af oxprossdgf gi gur iookdfcs.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Igr oxa`pko, ygu `ay say, ‛D eaf—t stafh dt wbof ygu sbgw up kato. Sbat aro ygu tbdfjdfc7 Dt—s kdjo ygu hgf—t earo!‐ Ovof di ygu—ro dfiurdatoh afh ofracoh wdtb sg`otbdfc bo hdh, takj gfky algut ygu ― ygur iookdfcs afh sofsagfs. Tgu `ay waft tg say dfstoah, ‛D—vo loof sdfc boro akgfo igr af bgur. D a` iookdfc ofracoh rdcbt fgw. Afh D iook bu`dkdatoh.‐ Xbds ds tbo sa`o sdtuagf, afh tbo sa`o lasde iookdfcs aro lobdfh wbat trafspdroh, lut df tbo rst oxa`pko ygu—ro `ajdfc dt algut bd` afh erdedzdfc bd`, afh df tbo soegfh ygu—ro gfky oxprossdfc wbat ygu—ro iookdfc wdtbgut roiorrdfc tg bd` gr bds lobavdgr at akk. Dt—s akk algut TG_ ― wbat ygu—ro iookdfc afh oxpordofedfc. Df tbds way, ygu—vo stgppoh akk igr`s gi egftrgk afh erdeds`, afh dfstoah ygu—ro o`lghydfc tbo iookdfcs ygu—ro oxpordofedfc afh oxprossdfc tbo`. Xbds ds aeeossdfc afh usdfc ygur io`dfdfo oforcy dfstoah gi tbo tbdfjdfc, nuhcdfc afh `afacdfc quakdos gi `aseukdfo oforcy.

Ly fgt erdedzdfc gr `ajdfc dt algut bd`, ygu—r ygu—ro o akkgwdfc bd` tg boar ygu. Sbof ygu oxpross ygursoki df a lka`dfc afh erdeak way, ygu put bd` gf tbo hoiofsdvo ly `ajdfc bd` wrgfc ― sg bo wdtbhraws, sbuts ygu gut, afh gof aets as di bo basf—t boarh a wgrh ygu sadh. D waft tg ofeguraco ygu tg praeeo trusfc tbat bo eaf boar ygu. D prg`dso ygu tbat gvor `o, bo wdkk. As ygu koarf tg oxpross iookdfcs as tboy eg`o up, tboro wdkk lo koss k oss afh koss afcor stgroh up afh koss afh koss voffc df tbo rokagfsbdp.

Xggk> Iookdfc @ossacos Fgw D—` cgdfc tg asj ygu tg locdf oxprossdfc ygur iookdfcs df Iookdfc @ossacos. Xry locdffdfc wdtb ‛D iook…‐ gr ‛D kdjo tbo way tbds iooks,‐ gr ‛D hgf—t kdjo tbo way tbds iooks.‐ Xboso aro vory bokpiuk startor wgrhs. Srdto hgwf wbat eg`os tg ygu. D iook… ... ...

@gst gi tbo `o, tbds ds akk ygu waft afh fooh tg hg ― oxpross iookdfcs df wgrhs. D jfgw tbat sgufhs uflokdovalko, lut dt—s truo. Tgu oxpross ygur iookdfcs, afh cdvo bd` a ebafeo tg rospgfh. Lut sg`o`os ygu aetuakky waft sg`otbdfc ― `aylo `gro gi wbat ygu akroahy bavo, gr ygu—ro fgt egftoft afh waft sg`otbdfc hdoroft. Ug`o`os ygu waft ygur buslafh gr lgyirdofh tg hg sg`otbdfc igr ygu. Afh `gst d`pgrtaft ― sg`o`os ygu nust hgf—t waft

sg`otbdfc. Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Cofc Sbat Tgu Fooh A ldc `dstajo wo wg`of `ajo ds df afswordfc tbo quosgf Sbat hg ygu waft7  wdtb  wdtb sg`otbdfc akgfc tbo kdfos gi D wdsb bo wgukh… Tgu Tgu eaf kk df tbo lkafj wdtb a kgt gi tbdfcs tajo gut tbo carlaco, kdstof tg `o, tajo tajo loor earo gi bd`soki, bd`soki,  ― pay `gro aofgf tg `o, tajo lo a loor kgvor, stgp watebdfc spgrts gf XY, tokk `o bo kgvos `o, tokk `o bgw bo soos gur rokagfsbdp… afh gf afh gf. Saffc sg`ogfo okso tg ebafco afh hg sg`otbdfc ds egftrgkkdfc oforcy. Dt—s `aseukdfo oforcy. Tgu koarfoh df provdgus Joys bgw tbds jdfh gi oforcy bas a hostruevo d`paet gf ygur rokagfsbdp loeauso dt—s af alsgkuto turf-g tg a `af. Dfstoah gi tokkdfc a `af bgw ygu waft bd` tg lobavo gr wbat ygu waft bd` tg hg gr stgp hgdfc, ygu waft tg sbaro dfstoah wbat ygu waft gr hgf—t igr ygursoki. Di ygu waft aoegf, say D waft aoegf, fgt D waft ygu tg lo `gro aoegfato. Gfo ds algut ygur foohs afh tbo gtbor ds tokkdfc bd` wbat ygu waft bd` tg hg. Sbof ygu stato ygur foohs sd`pky, ygu cdvo bd` tbo ebafeo tg stop up afh iukkk ygur foohs.

\o`o`lor, bo wafts tg pkoaso ygu. Dt `ajos bd` iook cggh algut bd`soki. Bo nust hgosf—t waft tg lo `afacoh dftg dt. Bo wafts tg bavo tbo ebgdeo afh spaeo tg curo dt gut igr bd`soki. Oxpross ygur foohs sd`pky> D waft `gro rost, D waft sox, D waft poaeo gi `dfh, D waft tg lo `arrdoh, D waft jdhs, D waft tg iook cggh.

Gr ― ovof `gro d`pgrtaft igr eg``ufdeagf ― dt egukh lo a ‛hgf—t waft‐> D hgf—t waft tg wgrry algut `gfoy, D hgf—t waft tg ekoaf tbo bguso, gr typo koors, gr wasb hdsbos ly `ysoki, gr lo akgfo fdcbt aor fdcbt, D hgf—t waft tg wadt igr ygu, D hgf—t bavo sox ufkoss D—` df af oxekusdvo rokagfsbdp… Xbds ds vory pgworiuk ― saydfc ‛fg‐ tg wbat ygu hgf—t waft. D uso tbds `gro tbaf afytbdfc df `y bgusobgkh. Dt `ajos `o iook o`pgworoh, afh yot ds eg`pkotoky algut `o. Xboro—s fg egfirgftagf, fg lah iookdfcs, fg aaejdfc. D—` fgt saydfc Tgu—ro torrdlko wdtb `gfoy, ygu hgf—t bokp argufh tbo bguso, ygu hgf—t hg tbo hdsbos, ygu—ro away tgg `ueb, ygu—ro nust dftorostoh df sox. D—` nust saydfc ‛fg.‐ Hg ygu soo tbo hdorofeo7

Xbo D`pgrtafeo Gi Uaydfc ‛Fg‐ Xbo ebakkofco igr `gst gi us df saydfc ‛fg‐ tg afygfo ― gur ebdkhrof, sakospogpko, gur

irdofhs, gur lgss, gur `of ― ds tbo ioar afh cudkt wo bavo algut hdsappgdffc afygfo. Afygfo at akk. Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

So—ro airadh tboy wgf—t kdjo us afy`gro. Airadh tboy—kk koavo us. Airadh tboy—kk lo afcry. @afy gi us eaffgt stafh afy jdfh gi egfdet. So eaffgt tgkorato afygfo okso—s hdseg`igrt, ospoedakky gf gur lobaki. So `ust koarf tg say ‛fg‐ df a sd`pko, stradcbgrwarh afh rospoeuk way ― gfo laly stop at a `o. Gfo s`akk ‛fg‐ at a `o. Di tbds lggj eaf bokp ygu tg say, df sd`pko, hdroet wgrhs, afh wdtb sd`pko, autbofe iookdfc, wbat ygu hg fgt waft tg hg afh wbat ygu hg fgt waft df ygur kdio ― ygur kdio wdkk ebafco eg`pkotoky, dfsdho afh gut, wdtbgut afy `angr egfdets, upsots, gr hra`ae egfirgftagfs. D jfgw dt—s pgssdlko. D—vo hgfo dt `ysoki.

Koarfdfc tg say ‛fg‐ ds gfo gi tbo ekoarost `ossacos gi soki-ost soki-ostoo` oo` afh soki-kgvo a wg`af eaf oxpross. Dt—s gfo gi tbo `gst araevo quakdos afy wg`af eaf pgssoss. A wg`af wbg eaf say ‛fg‐ ds a wg`af a `af eaf trust. Xbo ossofeo gi io`dfdfo oforcy df a rokagfsbdp ds vukforaldkdty afh autbofedty. Akkgwdfc ygursoki tg lo soof oxaetky as ygu aro.

Xggk> Uaydfc Sbat S bat Tgu Tgu Hgf—t Hgf —t Saft Ovof di ygu lokdovo ygu bavo soki-ostoo` dssuos, ovof di ygu—ro roakky afcry, ygu eaf start s`akk ly oxprossdfc a s`akk autbofe iookdfc gr sofsagf. Xbds wdkk `ajo ygu iook lravor igr tbo foxt `o, afh proy sggf ygu—vo ludkt a fow baldt. Afh ygur sokiostoo` wdkk cg up. Tgu eaf soo tbat tbds ds way `gro prgigufh tbaf waffc ygur buslafh gr lgyirdofh tg tajo tbo carlaco gut. Afh tbgucb dt `ay soo` tg ygu oasdor tg nust asj, gvor afh gvor acadf, igr bd` tg tajo tbo carlaco gut, tbo trutb ds ― tbat hgosf—t wgrj. Xajo sg`o iookdfcs ygu—vo wrdof hgwf irg` tbo rst oxoredso afh turf tbo` dftg oxprossdgfs gi Hgf—t Safts> D iook... ... ...

D hgf—t waft... ... ...

D iook... ...

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)  

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D hgf—t waft... ... ...

Fgw wo—ro cgdfc tg koarf bgw tg put tbo sjdkks gi hdsegvordfc ygur iookdfcs, oxprossdfc tbo` afh saydfc ‛fg,‐ tg spoede ways gi eg``ufdeafc ygur foohs afh cofc tbo` `ot.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Ebaptor 19 

Cofc Tgur Foohs @ot Xbrgucb Focgagf ‛Dt ds loor tg lroaj gfo—s boart tbaf tg hg fgtbdfc wdtb dt.‐ (@arcarot Joffohy) Joffohy )

Bgw eaf iookdfcs lo usoh tg lrdfc ygu ekgsor tg a `af afh cot ygu wbat ygu waft7 Xbrgucb tbo art gi focgagf. Focgagf df tbds egftoxt ds fgt algut egfhuefc a lusdfoss `oofc wboro twg paros eg`o tg tbo talko wdtb egfdefc acofhas. Xbo way D hofo focgagf ds sd`pky eg``ufdeafc tg a `af wbat ygu iook, wbat ygu waft afh hgf—t waft, afh akkgwdfc bd` tg `ajo tbo hoedsdgf algut wbat tg hg algut dt. Focgafc df tbds egftoxt puts tbo d`potus igr a sgkugf gf bd`. Dt hgos fgt roqudro ygu tg eg`o up wdtb tbo sgkugfs afh aktorfavos igr bd`. Dt `ajos tbo spaeo igr bd` tg hg tbo pkaffdfc, tbdfjdfc afh hgdfc df rospgfso tg ygur iookdfcs afh hosdros.

Xbo joy tg focgafc ds tg jfgw tbat ygu eaf—t `ajo sg`ogfo okso hg wbat ygu waft tbo` tg hg. Tgu eaf—t egftrgk afygfo okso, afh trydfc tg hg sg nust eroatos egfdet afh tofsdgf. \ospoefc ygur partfor ly fgt trydfc tg `afdpukato bd` dftg cdvdfc ygu wbat ygu waft ds eruedak tg sofc tbo rokagfsbdp rdcbt. Dt tajos a kgt gi soki-egftrgk tg joop irg` hgdfc ovory ekovor tbdfc ygu eaf tbdfj gi tg cot ygur way. As sggf as ygur partfor starts cofc tbat ygu aro fgt cgdfc tg try tg lukky gr `afdpukato bd`, bo—kk surprdso ygu ly locdffdfc tg aet df a `gro eardfc way ― `gro kdjo a `af.

***A fgto> Ovof di wbat ygu—ro oxprossdfc ds a sd`pko hosdro ― ‛D waft tg cg `guftadf ekd`ldfc,‐ ‛D waft tg cg tg ]ards,‐ ‛D waft a ldc bguso,‐ tbo rst tbdfc bds `dfh `ay cg tg ds tbat ygu—ro fgt bappy.

Afh bo wafts ygu tg lo bappy. Bo `ay dfstaftky try tg takj ygu gut gi ygur hosdro. ]orbaps loeauso bo—s usoh tg lodfc gf tbo hoiofsdvo. Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)  

Kot—s kggj at tbo oko`ofts gi a focgagf igr a wg`af wbg ebggsos tg lo tbo io`dfdfooforcy partfor> 1. Xd`dfc Gfo gi tbo ldccost `dstajos wg`of `ajo ds pdejdfc a lah `o tg takj. Di ygu—ro fgt suro ― asj. @ajo af appgdft`oft. D wgukh kgvo tg spoaj wdtb ygu algut sg`otbdfc. Ds fgw a cggh `o7 @of bavo a hdeukt `o `uk-tasjdfc. Di ygu eateb tbo` at a `o wbof tboy—ro igeusoh gf wgrj gr afgtbor prgnoet, dt `ay lo eguftorprghuevo tg try cofc bd` tg ‛swdteb coars‐ afh kdstof tg ygu. Bo foohs tg fdsb wbat bo—s hgdfc afh lo alko tg igeus gf ygu eg`pkotoky.

D iook…... Sbat hg ygu tbdfj7  D hgf—t waft… Sbat hg ygu tbdfj7 D hgf—t kdjo….Sbat kdjo….Sbat hg ygu tbdfj wo sbgukh hg7

Xbds ds tbo way akk tboso jdfhs gi dftoraegfs sbgukh cg. Tgu oxpross, afh asj wbat bo tbdfjs. Uggfor gr kator bo—kk eateb gf, bo—kk stop up tg tbo pkato ly lodfc prg-aevo afh dftorostoh df iukkkdfc ygur foohs. Bo—kk iook kdjo a ‛roak `af‐ loeauso bo—kk bavo tbo ebafeo tg `oot ygur foohs usdfc bds `aseukdfo, tbdfjdfc, hgdfc oforcy, wbdeb wdkk lggst bds sokiostoo`. Afh bo—kk ahgro ygu igr dt! ]ufc wgrhs tg ygur iookdfcs, ‛wafts,‐ afh ‛hgf—t wafts‐ wdkk bokp bd` jfgw wbat tg hg tg pkoaso ygu. Joop df `dfh ― bo `ay lo sg usoh tg lodfc tgkh algut bds sbgrteg`dfcs tbat bo—s ludkt a wakk tg joop bd`soki irg` boardfc ygu at akk. Lo proparoh ly eg``dfc tg eg``ufdeafc as sd`pky afh autbofeakky as pgssdlko. Di ygu eaf, try starfc wdtb vory s`akk ‛hgf—t wafts‐ ― algut ovoryhay `gvdos afh hdffor

hosfagfs. Uavo tbo ldc hdseussdgfs igr wbof ygu—vo ludkt sg`o oxpordofeo, trust afh oaso Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

dftg tbo focgafc prgeoss. \o`o`lor tbat `of aro oasdky gvorkgahoh. Xboy cot gghoh afh sbut hgwf wbof tboy eaf—t bafhko akk tbo o`ggfak dfput. Ug tajo dt skgw. Utart oasy. Utart s`akk. @aseukdfo oforcy wafts rosukts. Io`dfdfo oforcy ds fgt algut rosukts. Tgu aro algut oxprossdfc. Tgu—ro cgdfc tg bavo tg bavo iadtb tbat tbo rosukts ygu roakky waft afh fooh wdkk bappof ― lut igr fgw, igrcot akk algut bavdfc a cgak df `dfh. D jfgw tbds ds tbo gppgsdto gi ovorytbdfc ygu—vo ovor boarh. Igrcot cgak sofc. Igrcot rosukts. Nust oxpross. 8. Kdstofdfc Xg Bd` Tgu—vo asjoh bd` wbat bo tbdfjs. Bo afswors. Kdstof tg bd` df Kdstofdfc Xg Bd` `gho.

?. \osgkvdfc Ug`o`os tboro—s a pkaf ygu eaf acroo tg, sg`o`os dt—s ko bafcdfc. Koarf tg kdvo wdtb kaej gi ekgsuro. Di ygu koarf tg aeeopt ufeortadfty afh tbo iaet tbat fgt ovorytbdfc wdkk akways lo lugfoh hgwf afh bafhkoh nust wbof ygu waft dt tg lo, ygu—kk gpof ygursoki up tg sg`o wgfhoriuk surprdsos.

9. Uaydfc ‛Fg‐ Ug`o`os tbo pkaf bo—s eg`o up wdtb, ovof aor egfsukfc afh egfsdhordfc ygur iookdfcs, dsf—t wbat ygu waft, afh ygu bavo tg say ‛fg.‐ Igr tbo io`dfdfo-oforcy partfor, saydfc ‛fg‐ ds tbo lakafeo tg tbo `aseukdfo-oforcy partfor—s hoedsdgf `ajdfc. Hgf—t say ‛fg‐ kdcbtky. Lut di ygu bavo tg, sej tg ygur cufs. Hgf—t lo wdsby-wasby loeauso ygu—ro airadh gi afcordfc ygur buslafh gr lgyirdofh gr hato gr gi `ajdfc bd` ufbappy. Dt ds fgt ygur rospgfsdldkdty as tbo io`dfdfo io`dfdfo-oforcy -oforcy partfor tg egfeorf ygursoki wdtb wbotbor ygur `af ds bappy wbof ygu oxpross ygur iookdfcs. Dt—s tbo `aseukdfo-oforcy partfor—s ngl tg earo algut ygur iookdfcs.

Sbat Di Bo—s @ajdfc Hoedsdgfs Sdtbgut Egfsdhordfc Tgur Tgur Iookdfcs7 Di ygur `af ds fgt egfsukfc afh egfsdhordfc ygur iookdfcs loigro `ajdfc hoedsdgfs, ygu `ust focgato tbds! Xbds eaf bappof wbotbor ygu—ro nust hafc gr di ygu—ro `arrdoh. Af oxa`pko `ay lo tbat bo assu`os ygu aro avadkalko afh dftorostoh df aofhdfc a party gr sgedak iufegf tg wbdeb bo—s roeodvoh af dfvdtagf. Bo hgosf—t egfsukt ygu rst loigro loigro rospgfhdfc igr lgtb gi ygu. Tgu iook put upgf afh hdsrocarhoh. Dt—s fgt tbat ygu hgf—t waft tg cg, dt—s tbat ygu waft ygur `o afh foohs tg lo egfsdhoroh loigro bo `ajos hoedsdgfs tbat egfeorf ygu. Tgu waft tg tokk bd` bgw ygu iook afh focgato tbo sdtuagf sg tbat bo bgfgrs ygur iookdfcs. Utart wdtb fhdfc gut di dt—s a cggh `o tg takj. Di dt ds, ygu `dcbt say, ‛D—` iookdfc

ufeg`igrtalko. Ug`otbdfc s roakky lgtbordfc `o, afh dt s sg`otbdfc tbat s d`pgrtaft tg `o. D waft tg lo a part gi tbo prgeoss wbof ygu—ro `ajdfc a hoedsdgf tbat egfeorfs lgtb gi us. D Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

hgf—t waft tg lo ko gut. Sbat hg ygu tbdfj wo sbgukh hg7‐ Focgagfs aro at tbo boart gi ygur rokagfsbdp. Dt Dt—s —s wbat ‛cggh eg``ufdeagf‐ ds akk algut, afh `ueb gi tbo `o a fy kdko ahhdgf tg ygur eg``ufdeagf sjdkk sot eaf `ajo a buco hdorofeo. Fgw dt—s `o tg praeeo wbat ygu—vo nust koarfoh algut focgagf.

Oxoredso> Focgafc Egfdet  D`acdfo a eg``gf egfdet lotwoof ygu afh a `af. D`acdfo bgw dt `dcbt pkay gut usdfc tboso focgagf tggks. Srdto hgwf tbo egfvorsagf. Di ygu—ro fgt bappy bgw tbo d`acdfoh egfvorsagf cgos, try a hdoroft apprgaeb wdtb tbo D iook, D waft, D hgf—t waft… wbat hg ygu tbdfj7 serdpt. ]raeedfc tbo focgagf stops, ovof di nust gf papor, wdkk bokp ygu joop a eggk boah afh eg``ufdeato ygur  iookdfcs ekoarky wbof sejy sdtuagfs eg`o up wdtb ygur `af df roak kdio.

Jfgwdfc wbat tg say tg a `af afh wbof ― afh praeedfc spoajdfc tbo trutb tg bd` wdtbgut irdkks gr oxpkafagfs ― eaf sparj rg`afeo wboro ygu tbgucbt dt was cgfo, turf gf kgvo wboro ygu tbgucbt ygu—h kgst dt, afh ro up a locdffdfc rokagfsbdp. Xakjdfc tg a `af `ay fgt soo` kdjo tbo ‛soxdost tbdfc‐ ― afh dt aetuakky eaf lo tbat. Xakjdfc eaf eroato a sofso gi saioty df a `af tbat oxedtos bd` tg gpof bd`soki up tg ygu df o`ggfak pkaeos bo—s jopt sbut hgwf bds wbgko kdio. Jfgwdfc bgw tg oxpross ygur iookdfcs afh foohs df tbds way eaf `ajo tbo hdorofeo lotwoof arcudfc tgcotbor afh kaucbdfc tgcotbor. Df tbo foxt ebaptor, wo—kk koarf `gro algut serdpfc, afh bgw dt eaf eroato a patbway igr afcor ― sg dt loeg`os a igreo igr cggh df ygur rokagfsbdp dfstoah gi a hostrgyor gi dt.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Ebaptor 13 

Bgw Xg Ebggso Sgrhs Upoaj irg` ygur ygur boart tg bds bds boart dfstoah gi irg` ygur ygur `dfh tg bds `dfh. (\grd \ayo)

Koarfdfc bgw tg oxpross ygur iookdfcs df a way a `af eaf boar afh rospgfh tg `oafs ropkaedfc eortadf baldtuak wgrhs afh pbrasos wdtb gfos tbat put tbo o`pbasds gf ygur foohs, fgt bds sbgrteg`df sbgrteg`dfcs. cs. Ug iar, ygu—vo koarfoh bgw tg aeeoss wbat ygu—ro roakky iookdfc, afh ygu—vo eg`o tg ufhorstafh tbat eg``ufdeafc df a way tbat trdos tg egftrgk a `af—s lobavdgr ds fgt af ooevo way gi cofc wbat ygu waft. Tgu fgw jfgw tbo pgwor tbat eg`os wdtb oxprossdfc iookdfcs, focgafc ygur foohs, afh cdvdfc a `af tbo gppgrtufdty tg stop up afh lo tbo `af bo roakky wafts tg lo igr ygu.   Tgu `ay fgt jfgw akk tbo ways ygu—ro skk ofcacdfc df wbat D eakk Egftrgk Upoaj wdtb a `af. Egftrgk Upoaj ds lasoh gf wgrhs afh pbrasos tbat aro aetuakky ways gi `afdpukafc, egftrgkkdfc gr `ajdfc succosgfs tg a `af algut wbat bo sbgukh hg. Egftrgk Upoaj ds `aseukdfo oforcy! Xbo ebart df tbds ebaptor wdkk bokp ygu ebafco tbo wgrhs ygu uso wbof ygu takj tg `of, afh dt wdkk bokp ygu ebafco tbo tbgucbts ygu tbdfj. \o-roah dt gof afh praeeo wdtb ovorygfo ygu takj tg, afh soo bgw iast dt loeg`os oasy afh autg`ae. Sbofovor ygu boar ygursoki lodfc egfeorfoh wdtb sg`otbdfc df egku`f gfo ― Egftrgk Upoaj ― pukk ygur tbgucbts hgwf irg` ygur boah afh dftg ygur lghy. Lroatbo. Xry tg igeus gf wbat ygu—ro iookdfc df tbo pdt gi ygur stg`aeb. _so tbo wgrhs df egku`f twg ― Uurrofhor Upoaj ― tg vorlakdzo wbat ygu iook. Ovof di dt—s as lasde as `ah, sah, ckah gr airadh ― cofc tbo wgrhs gut wdkk ekoar tbo adr lotwoof ygu afh afy `af. Afh ovof `gro d`pgrtaft> \okoasdfc tbo oforcy gi poft-up o`ggfs wdkk akkgw ygu tg iook `gro rokaxoh, `gro df tufo wdtb ygursoki, ygur lghy afh ygur spdrdt.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

X bgucbts Dftg Sgrhs Xrafskafc Tgur Xbgucbts Egftrgk Upoaj

Uurrofhor Upoaj

Xbds egku`f ds algut bd` ― sg dt—s bds lusdfoss gfky: dt—s fgt `y lusdfoss, afh dt—s g kd`dts tg `o

Xbds ds algut `o ― sg dt—s dt —s `y lusdfoss: dt—s algut lodfc vukforalko afh roak: dt—s tbo way tg cg

Sby ds bo hgdfc tbat7

D iook `ah, sah, ckah, airadh, searoh, afcry, bappy, hdsegffoetoh, egfiusoh, sbajy sbajy,, ufeg`igrtalko, wodrh, upsot, kgfoky, roh, oxbaustoh

Sbat ds bo hgdfc7

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Sbat ds bo iookdfc7

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Sbat aro ygu iookdfc7

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Sbat hg ygu `oaf7

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D—kk lot D jfgw jf gw wby bo—s hoprossoh, afcry, roh, qudot, ote.

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Gb, bo—s nust…..

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Gb, `of aro nust kdjo tbat

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Xboro—s sg `ueb tofsdgf lotwoof us… Bo `ust Xboro—s lo… `ah, upsot, bavdfc ebdkhbggh `o`grdos, ote.

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Sby hgos bo akways bavo tg hg tbat7

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Tgu fovor kdstof tg `o!

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D fooh ygu tg hg tbds gr tbat

D hgf—t waft tg hg tbds, wbat hg ygu tbdfj7

Sbat di wo (ygu) hdh tbat7 Eaf wo (ygu) pkoaso hg tbat7

D hgf—t waft tg cg tboro, hg tbat, soo tbat, iook tbds, iook tbat, kdstof tg tbds, lo tboro, lo boro, stafh boro, tgkorato tbds, bavo tbds, wgrry algut tbds, tbdfj algut tbds, tajo ebarco gi tbds, pkaf tbds  ―wbat hg ygu tbdfj7

Sby hdhf—t ygu eakk `o7

Fgtbdfc

Sbat— t—ss cgdfc gf wdtb gur rokagfsbdp7

D hgf—t waft tbat jdfh gi rokagfsbdp, wbat hg ygu tbdfj7

Fgt fg fgedfc wb wbof bo bo hg hgos sg sg`otb tbddfc fd fdeo

Xba baf fj yg ygu. D kdjo tb tbat o o, D kdjo bg bgw ygu kg kggj, D kgvo tbds rostauraft, D iook sg cggh boro, D iook sg cggh wdtb ygu, tbat iooks sg cggh, ote.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)  

waftt yg D waf ygu tg tg pde pdej j `o `o up, up, gpo pof f `y `y hgg hggrr, ot ote.

Ahh ygur gwf boro…

D—` gk D—` gkhh-iias asbd bdg gfo foh. h. D hg hgf— f—tt ioo iookk eg` eg`iigr grttal alkko `oofc `of, eakkdfc `of, pkaffdfc hatos, ote.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Ebaptor 12 

Yukforaldkdty ‛D gfky jfgw tbo afswor hgosf—t kdo df koarfdfc bgw tg prgtoet ygursoki irg` kdio. Dt kdos df koarfdfc bgw tg strofctbof ygursoki sg ygu eaf kot a ldt `gro gi dt df.‐ df.‐ (@orko Ubadf)

Fgw wo—ro `gvdfc tg tbo part wboro dt cots roakky seary afh roakky oxedfc. Gfeo ygu sot lgufhardos, gfeo ygu stgp egftrgkkdfc afh start approedafc afh oxprossdfc ygur iookdfcs, ygu—ro cgdfc tg iook oxpgsoh afh vukforalko. Xbat—s bgw dt—s suppgsoh tg lo. Afh tbat—s wbat—s at tbo lgg` gi akk tbat egftrgkkdfc. So—ro sg torrdoh gi lodfc vukforalko afh oxpgsoh, sg torrdoh gi lodfc df`ato, gi lodfc eg``doh afh ekgso, tbat wo ruf df tbo gtbor hdroegf. So iook eg`pokkoh tg egftrgk ovorytbdfc df tbo rokagfsb rokagfsbdp. dp. Xbat—s wby wo pdej kgsors, gr `of wo—ro fgt roakky araetoh tg, gr `of wbg hgf—t waft us, gr aro fgt roahy igr a rokagfsbdp, gr fg `of at akk ― gr pusb away tbo `of wo bavo wbg—vo akroahy ho`gfstratoh tbodr eg``dt`oft tg us ly `arrydfc us. Di bavdfc lgufhardos `oafs stafhdfc up igr ygursoki df a sd`pko, stradcbgrwarh afh rospoeuk way, Uurrofhor ds algut `okfc. Di ygu—ro hafc, dt—s ovof seardor loeauso ygu bavo fg way gi jfgwdfc wbat—s cgdfc tg bappof. Tgu bavo fg way gi jfgwdfc wbotbor ygu bavo a iuturo wdtb tbds `af. Ly surrofhordfc, ygu—ro saydfc ygu eaf—t egftrgk tbo guteg`o afh ygu—ro fgt cgdfc tg try.

Oxoredso> Uurrofhordfc Df ]raeeo Boro aro sg`o pgworiuk quosgfs igr ygu tg tbdfj algut afh wrdto algut>

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Sbat wgukh dt lo kdjo tg nust lo7  ... ... Sbat wgukh bappof di D kot cg gi trydfc tg egftrgk gr `afaco `y buslafh gr lgyirdofh afh bds lobavdgr7  ... ...

Sbat aro sg`o gi tbo tbdfcs (ro`dfhdfc bd`, asjdfc bd` tg hg tbdfcs gvor afh gvor, ote.) tbat D `dcbt lo eg`igrtalko kofc cg gi7  ... ...

Xbo way tg stop dftg autbofedty afh vukforaldkdty ds fgt tg ebafco ygur `af sg tbat ygu eaf trust bd`, lut tg koarf tg trust ygursoki rst.

Xbds foxt oxoredso ds a `ohdtagf. D eakk dt sd`pky sd `pky a Uofsuak @ohdtagf. @ohdtagf. Xbo dhoa ds tg aetuakky oxpordofeo a fow kovok gi gpoffoss afh vukforaldkdty tbat `dcbt bokp ygu, afy`o ygu waft, tg afswor tbgso quosgfs gf af gfcgdfc lasds.

Xggk> Xbo Uofsuak @ohdtagf 1. Sbof ygu praeeo tbds, ygu `ay waft tg lo akgfo df ygur bg`o, gr at koast akgfo df ygur lohrgg`, afh iook saio tbat fg gfo wdkk oftor. Soar as kdko ekgtbdfc as eg`igrtalko.

Xggk> Xbo Iaftasy Kgvor Boro, tbo prgeoss ds tbo sa`o. Gfky tbds `o ygu lrdfc ygur buslafh gr lgyirdofh, gr ygur iavgrdto `gvdo star, gr a iaftasy `af, tbrgucb ygur d`acdfagf, dftg tbo rgg` wdtb ygu. • D`acdfo bd` lodfc tboro. Xajo ygur `o kggjdfc at bd`, afh usdfc tbo lroatbdfc, rokaxdfc afh oxpafhdfc toebfdquos, kot bd` cot as ekgso tg ygu as ygu eaf tgkorato. • D`acdfo tbat bo ds vory passdgfato, vory swoot afh kgvdfc wdtb ygu, tbat tbo kggj df bds oyos oxedtos ygu. • Cg vory skgwky, akkgwdfc ygur d`acdfagf tg tajo gvor, akkgwdfc ygur buslafh gr lgyirdofh tg tajo gf tbo porsgfa gi tbo `af gi ygur hroa`s, akkgwdfc ygursoki tg rospgfh. • Gfky cg as iar as ygu ofngy ― di ygur `dfh dftorvofos wdtb afcor, gr gtbor tbgucbts, afh ygu aro ufalko tg kot tbo` cg, stgp igr fgw afh dfstoah prgeoss tbo iookdfcs tbat aro eg`dfc up. • As af aktorfavo dhoa, lrdfc df a iaftasy kgvor tbat ds fgt ygur buslafh gr lgyirdofh. Akkgw ygursoki tg cg as iar gut, afh as hoop dfsdho ygursoki as ygu eaf tgkorato, akkgwdfc tbo soxuak aspoet gi tbo `ohdtagf tg cg as iar as ygu eaf tgkorato.

Xbds oxoredso ds algut loeg`dfc a `gro soxuak, soxuak, sofsuak lodfc gf ygur gwf. Sbatovor ygu gpof up df ygursoki tbrgucb tboso `ohdtagfs loeg`os ygurs. Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Xbo fow oforcy ygu—vo oxpordofeoh gf ygur gwf wdkk trafsigr` ygur rokagfsbdp loygfh sox. Lrdfc tbds oxpordofeo dftg gtbor parts gi ygur kdio. Sbof ygu tgueb afy glnoet, loeg`o awaro gi ygur ar`, afh bgw dt—s `gvdfc tbrgucb tbo adr, bgw dt `oots tbo oforcy gi tbo glnoet, bgw ygu—ro `gvdfc tbrgucb spaeo. Sbof ygu bavo sox wdtb ygur buslafh gr lgyirdofh, gr kgvor igr fgw, lroatbo afh `okt df tbo sa`o way, afh akkgw ygur oforcy tg oxpordofeo tbo oforcy gi bds tgueb. Dfstoah gi trydfc tg aeeg`pkdsb afytbdfc, rospgfh tg bd` ly sd`pky lodfc. Xbds ds vory hdoroft tbaf lodfc skoopy afh nust kydfc tboro. Gpofdfc ygur boart, lroatbdfc, `okfc, afh akkgwdfc ygursoki tg lo vukforalko tg bds oyos, oars, afh tgueb ds oxtragrhdfardky sofsuak. Afh di dt—s fow tg ygu, dt—s aksg af aet gi lravory.

Xggk> Xbo ]grtalko Uofsuak @ohdtagf Fgw D waft ygu tg tajo tbds sofsuak `ohdtagf gut dftg tbo wgrkh ― as a `g`oft-ly`g`oft, hay-ly-hay ‛praeeo.‐ Dt wgrjs kdjo tbds ― ygu> Iook ygur surrgufhdfcs, kdstof tg pogpko ygu jfgw afh earo igr, afh kdstof tg strafcors ygu `oot. Kdstof igr ldrhs, kdstof igr ebdkhrof afh `usde, afh `gst gi akk, kdstof igr tbo vgdeo gi ygur gwf boart. Tgur o`ggfs aro ygur eg`pass df tbo wgrkh. Xufo gut tbo ebaor df ygur boah ly akkgwdfc wbat ygu iook ― roakky, kdtorakky iook, tgueb, boar, soo afh tasto df tbo prosoft `g`oft ― tg kk ygur kdio. Xajo tbds pgrtalko vorsdgf gi tbo Uofsuak @ohdtagf wdtb ygu ovorywboro. Hg dt at tbo `arjot, wadfc df kdfo at tbo H@Y, sdfc at tbo ]XA `oofc, at Upooh Hafc, at tbo `gvdos. Tgu eaf uso dt wbdko ygu—ro wadfc df ygur ear tg pdej up ygur ebdkhrof, wadfc igr ygur hato tg arrdvo, wasbdfc tbo hdsbos, takjdfc aergss tbo talko gf a rst hato gr df tbo `dhhko gi a pgtofak arcu`oft wdtb ygur `af. Afy`o ygu iook ygursoki eaucbt up df tbo ebaor gi ygur boah, gr spkdt df a `dkkdgf hdoroft hdroegfs trydfc tg `uk-tasj. Afywboro ygu eaf tajo a `g`oft tg lroatbo afh igeus gf wbat—s rdcbt df irgft gi ygu> 1. ]ut ygur bafh gf tbo talko, gr ebadr, gr sbgppdfc lasjot, gr wbatovor ds df irgft gi ygu. 1. Xbo rokagfsbdp eg`os loigro tbo rostauraft, tbo `gvdo, tbo rguto ygu tajo, wbotbor gr fgt dt—s iuf gr pkoasaft gr wbat ygu waft, tbo carlaco, tbo ebgro, tbo `oss, tbo sebohukdfc, tbo ldkk paydfc, tbo bgusobgkh dssuos. Bgw ygu aro troatoh, bgw ygu aro spgjof tg, bgw ygur kdio ds. Dt—s fgt algut tbo carlaco gr tbo bgusobgkh ebgros, gr tbo `gvdo, gr ovof algut sox. Xbo carlaco, tbo `oss, tbo sebohuko, tbo kgcdses, wbotbor gr fgt ygu—kk bavo sox gf a hato ― tboso aro ebgros afh hotadks afh ebgdeos algut wbdeb ygu bavo a proiorofeo. Ug`o`os ygu iook strgfcky algut a proiorofeo ― D hgf—t waft tg tajo gut tbo carlaco gr padft tbat wakk. D hgf—t iook roahy tg bavo sox yot. D hgf—t waft tg lo nust a ‛irdofh.‐ Gr  Uaydfc ovof, as ygu koarf `gro algut Edreukar Hafc ― D hgf—t waft tg lo a ‛cdrkirdofh…‐  Uaydfc D hgf—t waft  algut  algut a proiorofeo ds afgtbor way gi oxprossdfc afh sbardfc a iookdfc ― dt—s fgt algut ygur egro lgufhardos. Xbgso egro lgufhardos aro ossofakky ygu lokdovdfc tbat ygu trust ygursoki, tbat ygu trust ygursoki tg tajo cggh earo gi ygursoki df tbo prosofeo gi a `af, afh tbat ygu—kk lo gjay fg `aor wbat. Dt—s ygu troafc ygursoki sg wokk afh kgvdfcky tbat afy troat`oft koss tbaf tbat irg` afygfo okso hgosf—t iook rdcbt tg ygu. Dt—s ygu stafhdfc up igr troafc ygursoki loauiukky. 11. Di bo hgos fgt tajo ygur iookdfcs dftg aeeguft, ygu eaf odtbor egffuo tg sbaro bgw ygu iook algut tbat, say wbat ygu hgf—t waft, afh asj acadf wbat bo tbdfjs sbgukh lo hgfo, gr ― di ygu eaffgt tgkorato tbo oforcy ― koavo tbo rgg`. 1 wdkk > Tgu Tgu aro a `acfot igr kgvo nust loeauso ygu—ro ygu —ro a wg`af. Tgu akroahy A\O wbat bo wafts. Tgu akroahy A\O a `acfdeoft kdio partfor igr a croat `af ― gfo wbg—kk suhhofky sbgw up, gr tbo `af ygu—ro wdtb rdcbt fgw. Sbat tbds lggj afh tbo Xggks df dt wdkk hg igr ygu ds tg fakky lrdfc hgwf tbo lkgejs tg kgvo tbat ygu afh D afh akk gi us bavo loof bgkhdfc up gur wbgko kdvos. Afh gfeo tboy—ro hgwf ― kgvo wdkk eg`o pgurdfc df. Xbdfcs wdkk ebafco. Tgu wdkk ebafco, afh bo wdkk ebafco, afh ovorytbdfc ygu tbgucbt a rokagfsbdp was suppgsoh tg lo wdkk ebafco. ]koaso iook iroo tg vdsdt `y wolsdto at www.Bavotbo\okagfsbdpTguSaft.eg` www.Bavotbo\okagfsbdpTguSaft.eg` afh  afh tajo a kggj at akk tbo df-hoptb Xggks afh prgcra`s D gor tg bokp ygu lrdfc bd` ekgsor afh turf ygur kgvo kdio argufh. ]koaso kot `o jfgw bgw tbds akk wgrjs igr ygu ― afh joop `o up tg hato gf ovorytbdfc ygu—ro hgdfc.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

@y Utgry

‛Tgu eaf ekgso ygur oyos tg tbo tbdfcs ygu hg fgt waft tg soo, lut ygu eaffgt ekgso ygur boart tg tbo tbdfcs ygu hg fgt waft tg iook.‐ (Afgfy`gus)

D—` a tradfoh egaeb, D was gfeo a erdsds egufsokgr, afh D bavo a wgfhoriuk prdvato praeeo as a rokagfsbdp egaeb igr wg`of. Akk gi `y ekdofts uso `y Xggks, afh sg hg D ― ovory hay ― afh yot, `y ldccost erohofak ds `y porsgfak stgry. @y wbgko kdio, up ufk algut 9 `gftbs loigro D `ot `y buslafh, D was tbo quoof gi tajdfc eru`ls. Xbo quoof gi bafcdfc df afh bafcdfc gf tg `of wbg hdhf—t kgvo `o. D was tbo quoof gi wgrjdfc barh, tgg. D wgrjoh barh at drfc, afh D was vory sueeossiuk  ― sg sueeossiuk tbat tbat D—h D—h cot tbo cuy cuy igr tbo fdcbt, fdcbt, tbdfj D was was kuejy, kuejy, afh tbof fovor fovor soo bd` acadf. Dt was kdjo, wokk, bo hdhf—t waft tg turf `o hgwf, D was euto ― lut bo eortadfky wasf—t dfspdroh tg lo wdtb `o. Gr D—h lo df a ‛rokagfsbdp‐ igr `gro tbaf a yoar, yoar, gfky tg fh gut bo—h akways akways iokt wo woro ‛irdofhs.‐ D egukh rgpo ‒o` df, lut D egukhf—t joop ‒o`. Ug, hg ygu ― kdjo D hdh ― sg`o`os iook kdjo ygu—ro loafc ygur boah acadfst a wakk7 Kdjo di ygu egukh nust curo bd` gut ― wbat bo—s tbdfjdfc, wbat bo `oafs wbof bo says sg`otbdfc, wbat bo iooks, di ygu egukh cot bd` tg gpof up afh XOKK ygu wbat bo iooks ― bo—h  nust JFGS ygu—ro ygu—ro porioet porioet igr igr oaeb gtbor, gtbor, bo—h bo—h sbapo up, bo— bo—h h cral ygu up. Lut dt hgosf—t bappof. Dt—s roakky oasy igr `o gr afy rokagfsbdp oxport tg say, ‛Sokk, di bo—s fgt hgdfc tbo ngl, cot rdh gi bd`. Uay ‛foxt.‐ Lut wbof ygu—ro dfvgkvoh, wbof ygur boart—s dfvostoh, afh wbof ygur bgr`gfos aro akk aaeboh tg bd` ― ygu ygu hgf—t waft tg hg tbat. Tgu waft tg hg OYO\TXBDFC ygu eaf pgssdlky hg ― ovorytbdfc ygu roah df a `acazdfo, ovorytbdfc ovorytbdf c afygfo says says tbat `dcbt wgrj. Tgu nust hgf—t waft tg cdvo up gf a `af wbg iooks cggh tg ygu ― ovof di bo aetuakky iooks LAH `gst gi tbo `o. D jfgw tbds. D—vo hgfo takj tborapy, psyebgafakysds, bypfgsds, lghywgrj, wrdof `afy lggjs, pkays afh k` serdpts afh ovof `gro ngurfaks, afh trdoh akk sgrts gi tborapoue toebfdquos. Ovorytbdfc gpofoh up `y boart gr `y `dfh a kdko ldt `gro. D loea`o ahhdetoh tg tbo ‛aba‐ `g`ofts gi tborapy.

Lut fgtbdfc soo`oh tg ebafco df `y rokagfsbdps. @y rst `arrdaco tg a `af D ahgroh bah

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

hdsdftocratoh, koavdfc `y soki-ostoo` sg`owboro lokgw ggr kovok. D was wgrjdfc `y way tbrgucb hoah-ofh rokagfsbdps afh ebggsdfc `of wbg egukhf—t cg afywboro afyway. \g`afeos kastoh way kgfcor tbaf tboy sbgukh bavo loeauso D put up wdtb sg `ueb. D `aho eg`pkotoky wrgfc ebgdeos irg` locdffdfc tg ofh. D tbgucbt D was roahy tg `ajo tbo koap dftg a croat rokagfsbdp, lut D hdhf—t jfgw bgw.

Cofc \oahy Igr @y @r. \dcbt Igr `o, dfigr`agf was tbo `dssdfc kdfj. D was sueeossiukky wgrjdfc gf `ysoki, ufegvordfc gkh iookdfcs, ebafcdfc `y aegfs, lut D was kdjo a ebdkh df sg`o ways. Cofc tbo croat rokagfsbdp D waftoh afh tbof joopdfc dt croat was kdjo koarfdfc a igrodcf kafcuaco. D foohoh a ‛bgw tg. tg.‐‐ D igufh tbo dfstruegfs df `acazdfo arekos, df lggjs, afh irg` `of tbo`sokvos. D oxpord`oftoh. D tggj wbat D koarfoh dftg tbo roak wgrkh afh usoh hafc as a tutgrdak. D pdejoh `of—s lradfs, asjoh algut akk tbodr gkh rokagfsbdps afh wbat tboy tbgucbt afh hdh afh iokt. Sbat D was aetuakky hgdfc ― loigro D ovof jfow wbat dt was gr put a fa`o tg dt ― was Edreukar Hafc. D hdhf—t eakk dt tbat ufk `gro tbaf twg hoeahos kator wbof D locaf egaebdfc wg`of tg uso akk tbo Xggks D—h loof eroafc `y gwf kdio. Edreukar Hafc ds wbat D eakk ‛iroo tborapy.‐ Dt—s fgt algut ‛hafc‐ (aktbgucb dt eaf dfekuho aetuak hafc) ― dt—s algut usdfc `y Xggks df ovory dftoraegf wdtb a `af (afh wdtb wg`of afh ebdkhrof, tgg) gut df tbo wgrkh. Dt—s ossofakky praeedfc `y Xggks ‛gut df tbo okh‐ dfstoah gi nust wgrjdfc akgfo. D usoh Edreukar Hafc tbds way> D hatoh `of, gof sovorak at a `o, afh ‛usoh‐ `y `o wdtb tbo` tg koarf `gro algut `ysoki, bgw rokagfsbdps wgrj gr hgf—t wgrj igr `of, wbat D foohoh irg` a `af, wbat jdfh gi `af egukh roakky `ajo `o bappy ― afh, `gst d`pgrtaft ― bgw tg oxpross `ysoki as a ‛cdrk.‐ Bgw tg oxpross `y iookdfcs df wgrhs a `af egukh boar afh kgvo. Edreukar Hafc ds fgt  algut  algut tbo cgak gi fhdfc ygur @r. \dcbt. D jfgw tbds sgufhs wodrh, afh hoopky eguftor-dftudvo ― lut tbo `gro ygu igeus gf tbo cgak gi fhdfc kgvo, tbo koss kdjoky ygu aro tg araet dt! Dt—s fgt loeauso gi sg`o ruko, gr ‛kaw‐ algut bgw tbdfcs t bdfcs wgrj wbof ygu waft sg`otbdfc ― dt—s loeauso cgak-sofc dtsoki  eg`os  eg`os irg` gur boahs, afh fgt gur boarts. Afh tbo `g`oft a `af sofsos ygur ‛acofha,‐ bo—s koss araetoh tg ygu. Dfstoah, Edreukar Hafc ds algut TG_. Dt—s algut praeedfc tbo Xggks df tbds lggj, afh hdsegvordfc bgw dferohdlky araevo ygu aro tg akk `of nust ly igeusdfc gf hgdfc tbo Xggks, afh fgt gf tbodr guteg`o.

Igeusdfc gf tbo praeeo cots ygu tbo rosukts. Igeusdfc gf tbo rosukts cots ygu wbat ygu—vo akways cgof ― boartaebo afh hdsappgdft`oft.. Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Bgw Edreukar Hardfc Eg`pkotoky Ebafcoh @y Ydlo D startoh gut foohy afh hosporato, afh fg `aor bgw `ueb D trdoh tg protofh D wasf—t ― afy `af egukh soo D was. Afh bo iokt fgtbdfc igr `o. Ossofakky, di D wasf—t cgdfc tg sbgw bd` wbg D roakky was dfsdho, tbof bo suro wasf—t cgdfc tg gpof up tg `o, odtbor! Lut wbof D stgppoh `ajdfc afy `af tbo eoftor gi `y kdio ― afh dfstoah igeusoh gf `ajdfc `o tbo eoftor gi `y kdio ― D autg`aeakky loea`o tbo eoftor gi ovory `af wbg ea`o dftg `y kdio. Df `y prgcra` Xarcofc @r. \dcbt, D sbgw ygu wby afh bgw Edreukar Hafc wgrjs tg

cot ygur o`ggfak foohs `ot ly `of afh bgw dt wgrjs tg cot ygu tbo croat rokagfsbdp ygu waft wdtb ygur gfo `af. Tgu eaf roah `gro algut Xarcofc @r. \dcbt afh `y gtbor prgcra`s at tbo ofh gi tbds lggj. Sbof D stgppoh ebasdfc `of ― afh stgppoh ebasdfc `y hosdro tg bavo a cggh `af afh a igrovor rokagfsbdp wdtb bd` ― dt soo`oh kdjo akk tbo cggh `of argufh igufh `o. D Edreukar Hatoh, koarfoh a kgt algut `ysoki afh algut `of, afh aetuakky bah a croat `o hgdfc dt... ...Afh tbof D `ot `y buslafh. Bo iokk dftg `y kap. D egukhf—t sbajo bd` g fg `aor bgw barh D trdoh. Afh D roakky trdoh. D tbgucbt bo wasf—t `y typo, D tbgucbt bo was tgg fdeo. D hdhf—t cot tbat dftofso tbrdkk irg` lodfc wdtb bd` tbat D iokt wdtb gtbor `of ― tbo `of wbg fovor ‛wgrjoh gut.‐ D put bd` g igr woojs, afh tbof, fakky, D kggjoh at bd` sdfc aergss irg` `o df `y kdvdfc rgg` afh dt was as di a `dst ― stradcbt irg` a rg`afeo rg`afeo fgvok ― waoh aergss bds iaeo. Dt was alsgkutoky erystak ekoar tg `o tbat bo was ‛tbo gfo.‐ Xbat D was cgdfc tg `arry bd` afh lo wdtb bd` igr tbo rost gi `y kdio. Afh D was fgt bappy algut dt. D was skk bggjoh dftg tbat wbgko ‛nufjdo‐ `oftakdty gi ebasdfc `of wbg odtbor hdhf—t gr egukhf—t waft `o. D rosdstoh bd`, lut bo wgf `o gvor. Bds cggh-cuyfoss loea`o oxedfc, as D igufh `ysoki aetuakky lodfc tajof tg hdffor, asjoh gut egfsdstoftky, pursuoh afh kggjoh at as tbgucb D was a cghhoss. Bo was aetuakky ahgralko ― `ueb `gro bafhsg`o afh appoakdfc tbaf tbo Jarato dfstruetgr gr tbo wgukh-lo Nosudt prdost gr afy gi tbo bufhrohs gi `of D—h gfeo tbgucbt D waftoh wbg—h goroh gor oh `o sg kdko ― afh D fakky cgt dt. D waftoh tg cot `arrdoh afh bavo ebdkhrof, afh tboro bo was ― rdcbt df tbo fdej gi `o> @y porioet-igr-`o `af. Bo soo`oh ‛roahy.‐ \oahy tg cot `arrdoh afh bavo ebdkhrof wdtb `o ― afh tbat `aho `o waft tg `arry bd` afh bavo ebdkhrof wdtb bd` ovof `gro. Bds ‛roahdfoss‐ was a buco part gi wbat `aho `o iakk igr bd`. D jfow bo was df kgvo wdtb

`o, afh tbo `o soo`oh algut as rdcbt as a `o egukh cot. So cgt akgfc, wo bah iuf, D startoh tbdfjdfc algut wohhdfcs afh bgw bo—h prgpgso tg `o ― afh D aetuakky oxpoetoh bd` Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

tg prgpgso gf Fow Toar—s Ovo. Gfky bo hdhf—t.

Sbof Xbo _ftbdfjalko Bappofoh Fow Toar—s Ovo ea`o, D cgt hrossoh up, afh dfstoah gi tbo lrdkkdaft, `gvdo-kdjo prgpgsak wbof tbo sdkvor lakk hrgppoh df Xd`os Uquaro, D cgt tbo ‛spooeb‐ algut bgw bo ‛wasf—t roahy.‐ Bo sadh bo ‛foohoh `gro `o‐ ― tbat di D roakky afh truky earoh algut bd`, D—h cdvo bd` tbo `o bo foohoh. D was stuffoh. Dt iokt kdjo a lrdej bdt `o afh tbo ggr hrgppoh gut irg` ufhor `o at tbo sa`o `o. D ak`gst d``ohdatoky iokt `ysoki iakkdfc dftg af dftofso stato gi pafde afh hosporagf, afh, yos ― iury. Boro D—h cgof `ysoki dftg fgt nust af o`ggfak ldfh, lut a pbysdeak gfo. Di wo lrgjo up, `y wbgko kdio wgukh bavo tg ebafco. Bo wasf—t gfky `y lgyirdofh ― bo was fgw aksg `y rgg``ato. Xboro was fg way D egukh agrh tg stay df `y apart`oft wdtbgut bd`, afh ovof tbo tbgucbt gi cofc yot afgtbor rgg``ato iokt awiuk gf tgp gi tbo padf gi tbdfjdfc gur rokagfsbdp was gvor. gvor. D ro`o`lor iookdfc ak`gst vdgkoftky afcry, afh tbof iookdfc torrdoh gi rudfdfc ovorytbdfc. ‛Sbat di akk bo foohs ds a ldt `gro `o7‐ D asjoh `ysoki. ‛Hg D waft tg rudf dt ly cofc upsot7‐ Bo—h wgrjoh sg barh tg cot `o ― D was nust egfiusoh, lowdkhoroh, afcry afh roh.

A Uordos Gi Lroajtbrgucbs D roakdzoh tbat dfstoah gi ‛rdfc bd` up‐ algut eg``dfc tg `o, D—h aetuakky tajof away `y fgw-buslafh—s hosdro tg ‛ekad`‐ `o igrovor ― afh D—h hgfo tbds gvor afh gvor afh gvor, hay df afh hay gut, ly egfstaftky ‛tbdfjdfc‐ algut bgw D egukh cot bd` tg eg``dt tg `o afh tbof ly ‛wgrjdfc‐ tg cot bd` tg eg``dt tg `o. Ug D sbdoh coars. D igeusoh gf cofc `y sofso gi pgwor laej, dfstoah gi trydfc tg cot bd`. D igeusoh gf ro`o`lordfc ovorytbdfc D hdh afh hdhf—t hg afh hdh afh hdhf—t say, afh ovorytbdfc D iokt df tbo vory locdffdfc gi gur rokagfsbdp wbof bo was tgtakky ebasdfc `o afh egukhf—t cot ofgucb gi `o. D ro`o`loroh wbat tbat iokt kdjo ― bgw dt iokt igr `o tg lo pursuoh afh fgt iook sg dfvostoh   df wbat was cgdfc tg bappof hgwf tbo kdfo. Bgw D ak`gst hdhf—t earo wbotbor bo was df `y

kdio at akk. Bgw D nust sgrt gi trustoh tbat bo waftoh tg lo wdtb `o, afh akkgwoh tbat tg iook cggh.

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Afh dfstoah gi wgrjdfc sg barh at tbo rokagfsbdp afh tbdfjdfc algut dt sg `ueb, D wgrjoh barh tg iook cggh algut `ysoki. D igeusoh gf bgw tbdfcs woro cgdfc afh bgw D iokt algut tbo rost gi `y kdio, gf tbdfcs tbat bah fgtbdfc tg hg wdtb bd`. D igeusoh gf takjdfc tg bd` afh iookdfc argufh bd` tbo way D bah at tbo locdffdfc.

Afh Xbof Xbo Kdcbt Lukl Soft G  D fakky roakky ‛cgt‐ tbat dt hdhf—t wgrj wdtb bd` di D nust ‛protofhoh‐ fgt tg earo. Xbo trutb was ― D roakky HDH earo! Bo egukh soo afh iook stradcbt tbrgucb `y protofhdfc. Afh tbat nust `aho `o kggj ovof foohdor tbaf loigro. D sg`obgw foohoh tg truky fgt lo dfvostoh df wbat bappofoh tg gur rokagfsbdp. Afh fgt loeauso D hdhf—t earo algut bd` afh igr bd` ― afh fgt loeauso D hdhf—t earo algut lodfc `arrdoh tg bd`. D bah tg fgt earo sg `ueb algut wbat bappofoh tg tbo rokagfsbdp loeauso D jfow D—h lo akk rdcbt fg `aor wbat. D bah tg lokdovo tbat di D stuej tg `y gwf pkaf igr `y kdio, D—h bavo tbo rokagfsbdp D waftoh. Ovof di dt wasf—t wdtb bd`. D locaf tg Edreukar Hato acadf ― lut tbds `o, D aetuakky ‛hatoh‐ gfky `ysoki . (D skk usoh `y hovokgpdfc Edreukar Hafc egfeopt tg dftoraet wdtb `of, drt wdtb tbo`, takj tg tbo`, afh koarf `gro algut bgw D was lodfc wbof D was rokafc tg a `af ― ovof di dt was nust igr a iow `g`ofts df tbo crgeory stgro.) Xbo `gst hra`ae `gvo D `aho was cgdfc away igr tbo woojofh akgfo. D cgt a s`akk bgtok rgg` df Uafta Larlara, paejoh up, hrgvo (`y jfoos afh boart sbajdfc) afh boahoh hdroetky tg wboro D jfow tboro—h lo irdofhky pogpko ― afh `gst d`pgrtaft ― irdofhky `of. D woft stradcbt tg tbo igkj-hafedfc pkaeo af gkh lgyirdofh bah gfeo tajof `o tg, afh D bah I_F! D hafeoh, D bufc gut, D takjoh afh drtoh ufk kato wdtb a croat-kggjdfc `af wbg pkayoh Ika`ofeg cudtar. D hdh fgtbdfc lut `ajo irdofhs wdtb bd` ― fg jdssdfc gr afytbdfc. D woft laej tg tbo hoprossdfcky o`pty bgtok rgg` gf `y gwf, afh tbof D `ot bd` afh bds irdofhs igr lroajiast tbo foxt `grfdfc. Afh wbof D cgt bg`o ― D iokt ebafcoh. Dt was nust a sbgrt woojofh, lut dt `aho a B_CO hdorofeo df `o. D iokt `ysoki  igr  igr tbo rst `o df a kgfc `o. D iokt  kdjo  kdjo a porsgf, a wg`af, dfstoah gi sg`ogfo wadfc argufh igr `y `af tg `ajo up bds `dfh algut `o.

Afh Xbat—s Sbof Ovorytbdfc Xurfoh Argufh Xbo ‛oforcy‐ lotwoof us ebafcoh eg`pkotoky. Df `y gwf `dfh D loea`o a prdzo bo foohoh

tg pursuo df grhor tg wdf, ratbor tbaf sg`otbdfc bo was akroahy cuaraftooh tg bavo igr tbo rost gi bds kdio. Afh ak`gst dfstaftky, bo startoh iookdfc tbat sa`o tbdfc acadf ― tbat D was

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

tbo prdzo bo waftoh. D igeusoh gf `ajdfc `ysoki bappy dfstoah gi trydfc tg `ajo bd` bappy ― gr trydfc tg cot bd` tg `ajo `o bappy. D jfow tbat tbo rgah tg eg``dt`oft wasf—t algut a sordos gi ovofts, gr a ‛`okdfo‐ tbat cuaraftooh af guteg`o gi Bappy Ovor Aor ― nust as kgfc as wo igkkgwoh a eortadf roedpo gi ‛wbat foohs tg bappof afh wbof.‐ Bds \okagfsbdp Xd`okdfo ]art gi wbat bokpoh `o ebafco tbdfcs sg qudejky was roakdzdfc gfo sd`pko tbdfc> @y fgwbuslafh—s ‛\okagfsbdp Xd`okdfo‐ was eg`pkotoky hdoroft irg` `dfo. Nust as AKK `of—s \okagfsbdp Xd`okdfos aro eg`pkotoky hdoroft irg` gurs! Ly \okagfsbdp Xd`okdfo, D `oaf wbat bappofs df wbat grhor df tbo prgcross gi tbo rokagfsbdp ― afh wbat akk tbgso ‛ovofts‐ aetuakky @OAF. Df gtbor wgrhs, wo wg`of hofo d`pgrtaft ‛ovofts‐ eg`pkotoky hdoroftky tbaf a `af hgos. So cdvo tbo` eg`pkotoky hdoroft `oafdfcs. So tbdfj `oofc bds irdofhs afh ia`dky `oafs sg`otbdfc. So tbdfj hafc igr sdx `gftbs `oafs sg`otbdfc. So tbdfj bds ‛takjdfc algut tbo iuturo‐ `oafs sg`otbdfc. So tbdfj tbo passaco gi `o `oafs sg`otbdfc. So ovof tbdfj bds saydfc ‛D kgvo ygu‐ `oafs sg`otbdfc. Afh tbat—s nust fgt bgw `of wgrj. A `af odtbor tbdfjs bo wafts tg spofh tbo rost gi bds kdio wdtb ygu, gr bo hgosf—t. Ovorytbdfc okso ds nust ‛hafc.‐ Ovof ‛lgyirdo ‛lgyirdofh/cdrkird fh/cdrkirdofh‐ ofh‐ hgosf—t `oaf afytbdfc afytbdfc,, loeauso, wokk, wbat `af wgukhf—t waft ygu igr a cdrkirdofh7 D jfgw tbat—s sbgejdfc. Lut tbo trutb ds, ovof di ygu—vo loof wdtb a `af igr a wbgko yoar ― ufkoss ygu bavo a rdfc gf ygur fcor (afh ovof tbof...), gr wbatovor okso ygu egfsdhor a fak eg``dt`oft tbat pkoasos ygu> A trdp argufh tbo wgrkh, luydfc a bg`o tgcotbor ― bo—s nust ‛hafc‐ ygu. Df bds `dfh, ygu aro ‛igr fgw‐ ― ufkoss ygu—ro igr ‛igrovor.‐ Afh tboro—s nust fg way tg jfgw di bo soos ygu as ‛igrovor‐ ufk bo tajos AEXDGFU tbat `oaf igrovor. Ug, bgw hdh D cot tg `y Bappy Ovor Aor wdtb tbo \okagfsbdp Xd`okdfo `y `af was gf7

Xbo Lrdhco Xg \oak Eg``dt`oft D eakk tbo way tg wbat wo waft ― Bappy Ovory Aor ― ‛Lrdhcdfc.‐

D bah tbgucbt ― `dstajofky ― tbat bo was wakjdfc akgfc tbo sa`o patb D was, at tbo sa`o spooh. Dfstoah, Dfstoah, bo was stakkdfc. stakkdfc. Afh bo wasf—t hgdfc dt tg burt `o. `o. Df iaet, trydfc tg curo Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

 bo was stakkdfc was a ldc part gi wbat was bgkhdfc tbo rokagfsbdp laej irg` iukky gut wby  bo lkgssg`dfc. D fakky roakdzoh wbat D foohoh tg hg afh fgt hg. D`acdfdfc a ‛Lrdhco tg `y Bappy Ovor Aor,‐ D roakdzoh tbat dfstoah gi kofc bd` pukk `o g `y Lrdhco afh tbof sdfc, dhkdfc afh stuej, wdtb bd` df sg`o ‛pdt‐ gi irustragf afh hospadr sg`owboro lokgw `y lrdhco ― D foohoh tg joop wakjdfc hgwf dt. Fg `aor wbat. D foohoh tg joop `y oyos afh `y boart gf `y hroa`s afh kot tbds pareukar `af lo wborovor bo was gf `y lrdhco. D bah tg joop `gvdfc, o`ggfakky afh kgcdseakky afh `oftakky afh psyebgkgcdeakky afh d`acdfavoky afh eroavoky hgwf `y lrdhco ― tgwarh `y Bappy Ovor Aor aboah gi `o ― afh sd`pky akkgw bd` tg odtbor cot laej gf tbat lrdhco afh KOAH `o tg `y Bappy Ovor Aor, gr fgt. Afh odtbor way ― D bah tg jfgw D—h lo gjay afh tbat tbdfcs wgukh wgrj gut tbo way tboy woro suppgsoh tg. Xbat, di bo hdhf—t waft wbat D waftoh, dt wgukh fg kgfcor wgrj igr `o tg try tg pusb bds squaro poc dftg tbo rgufh bgko D waftoh bd` df. D bah tg stgp waffc a ‛puppot‐ `af wbg wgukh hg wbat D waftoh, afh koarf tg lo wdtb a roak `af, wdtb bds gwf wafts, foohs, ioars afh... `okdfo. Df `y Eg``dt`oft Lkuoprdft prgcra`, D sbgw ygu bgw eroafc a Lrdhco irg` hafc tg

a eg``dt`oft dfvgkvos lrdhcdfc a sordos gi sbaroh `g`ofts tbat trdccor a `af—s hosdro tg ‛sow ygu up‐ afh `ajo ygu bds igrovor. Afh tbof, ovof tbgucb D—h stgppoh trydfc tg `ajo afytbdfc bappof df tbo rokagfsbdp, ovof tbgucb D—h aetuakky stgppoh eardfc wbotbor gr fgt sg`otbdfc wgukh bappof ― ovorytbdfc ebafcoh. Iast. Boro D was, `gro araevo tg bd` wbof D was rahdafc a ‛wbatovor‐ vdlo tbaf D ovor was trydfc tg `ajo bd` bappy. Koss tbaf twg woojs kator, gf `y ldrtbhay, bo prgpgsoh tg `o. So—h `ot gf `y 52tb ldrtbhay, bo asjoh `o tg `arry bd` gf `y 54tb ldrtbhay, wo woro `arrdoh igur `gftbs kator, afh gur haucbtor was lgrf rdcbt aor `y 8=tb ldrtbhay.  Afh tbof tbo fdcbt`aro startoh akk gvor acadf.

Laej Xg Xbo Utart Kdfo Idrst, aoegf skgwoh hgwf. Kaucbdfc afh lodfc sdkky stgppoh. Uox stgppoh. D was cofc forvgus afh afxdgus afh fgt skoopdfc wokk. Bo was `gghy. Afcry. Sdtbhrawdfc irg` `o. So trdoh egupkos tborapy, wbdeb gfky `aho `o iook afcrdor afh `gro bgpokoss. Xbds woft gf igr ak`gst igur yoars ufk, df hosporagf, D curoh dt gut.

D—h koarfoh bgw tg araet `y `af, lut D bah fg dhoa wbat tg hg wdtb bd` wbof bo was Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

`dfo. D—h cgfo laej tg tbo gfky lobavdgr D jfow ― wbat D saw df `y gwf bg`o lotwoof `y `gtbor afh iatbor, afh wbat D—h hgfo df akk `y gtbor gkh, hoah-ofh rokagfsbdps, dfekuhdfc `y rst `arrdaco. D skgwky locaf tg soo tbat wbat was wrgfc wdtb `y fgw `dsoralko `arrdaco was tbo sa`o tbdfc tbat bah loof wrgfc wdtb akk `y rokagfsbdps. Dt wasf—t tbat bo was tbo wrgfc `af, gr egukhf—t lo df`ato, gr afy gi tbo gtbor tbdfcs D—h tbgucbt afh boarh algut ‛`of.‐ Dt was `o. D bah tg fh fow dfstruegfs, a fow `oftgr. Lut fgt gfo sdfcko wg`af D jfow was afy `gro bappdky `arrdoh tbaf D was. Acadf D roah, D oxpord`oftoh. D rosoareboh. D trdoh ovorytbdfc D igufh, ovorytbdfc D akroahy jfow. jfow. Xbof, fakky, dt akk loea`o ekoar tg `o.

Eroafc \oak Ebafco D fgeoh tbat D was saydfc afh hgdfc tbdfcs tbat woro eg`pkotoky hostruevo tg `y dhoa gi wbat a croat rg`afeo afh `arrdaco sbgukh lo. D was `ajdfc suro tboro was fg roak df`aey, trust afh passdgf df tbo rokagfsbdp rokagfsbdp,, afh D was afcry wdtb bd` algut dt! Xbof D roakdzoh bgw akk tbo `of D—h ovor ebgsof bah sd`dkar ebaraetordses, afh tbat tbo rokagfsbdps bah akk hdsdftocratoh df tbo sa`o way. Ug D oxpord`oftoh wdtb a iow dhoas. Dt was ebafcos gf `y gutsdho ― gvorbaukdfc `y kafcuaco, aegfs afh atuhos ― tbat eaucbt `y buslafh—s aofgf, sgofoh gur dftoraegfs, afh gpofoh tbo hggr igr `o tg `ajo tbo ovof ldccor ebafcos gf `y dfsdho.  Dt was `y fowigufh wdkkdfcfoss tg iook `y iookdfcs afh oxpross tbo` df a way `y buslafh egukh roakky boar tbat turfoh `y `arrdaco argufh igrovor. D taucbt `ysoki tg trust `ysoki ly sofc lgufhardos afh stafhdfc ly tbo`. Xbof, skgwky, D koarfoh tg surrofhor `y fooh tg egftrgk ovorytbdfc df `y kdio. D stgppoh trydfc tg egftrgk `y buslafh. D koarfoh tg surrofhor tg `ysoki, tg kgvo, tg df`aey afh fakky, tg trust `y buslafh. D locaf tg lokdovo bd` wbof bo sadh bo kgvoh `o. D locaf tg lokdovo bo was nust fo wdtbgut `y bokp afh suporvdsdgf. Uox ea`o laej. Aoegf ea`o laej ldc-`o. So woro bavdfc iuf acadf. Akk gi a suhhof wo woro a toa`, dfstoah gi twg ‛koahors‐ cbfc gvor wbg was df ebarco. D stgppoh trydfc tg ‛hokocato‐ ebgros tg bd`. Bo startoh s`dkdfc at `o, takjdfc wdtb `o. Akk tbds bappofoh df koss tbaf a `gftb. D nust ludkt gf tbat, afh hovokgpoh `y gwf Xggks, afh fgw, `gro tbaf oof yoars kator, `y `arrdaco nust cots loor ovory hay. Ug`o`os D stafh argufh a`azoh at `y cggh igrtufo. D jfgw tbat `y buslafh ds tbo sa`o cggh `af bo was loigro, afh tbat gur a`azdfc `arrdaco

bas eroatoh a pkaeo igr us lgtb tg crgw dftg tbo lost pogpko wo eaf lo, iukky suppgrtoh, iukky rospoetoh,, iukky ebordsboh, iukky kgvoh. rospoetoh Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

Afh fgw D kggj at `y kgvoky buslafh, s`dkos gf lgtb gi gur iaeos, gur haucbtor hafedfc argufh gur kgvosoat kdjo a wgghkafh iadry df sg`o pastgrak seofo, afh D iook cratoiuk akk tbo way tg `y tgos. ‛Di D—h jfgwf tbof wbat D jfgw fgw…‐ rufs tbrgucb `y boah. Afh D jfgw tbat di D egukh hg dt, ygu roakky eaf, tgg. Ug, Di D egukh bokp ygu jfgw fgw wbat D koarfoh gvor `afy yoars afh boartaebos, wbat wgukh D tokk ygu7

Kgvo Hgosf—t Xajo Barh Sgrj  Dt—s a `ytb tbat ygu bavo tg ‛wgrj‐ gf a rokagfsbdp. D lokdovo wo—ro gf tbds oartb tg koarf afh crgw afh loeg`o tbo lost, `gst iukkkoh, bappdost pogpko wo eaf lo. Afh tbat df a rokagfsbdp, wbof wo bavo tg sbaro gur dfsdhos wdtb sg`ogfo, wbof bo cots tg soo tbo parts gi gursokvos wo waft tg bdho irg` ovorygfo okso, wbof tbds hoop ‛soodfc‐ bappofs gf a hay tg hay lasds ― tbat—s wbof wo koarf afh crgw tbo iastost. Ovory `dfuto ygu—ro wdtb ygur `af ― gr tbo `af ygu—ro algut tg `oot ― wbg ygu aro afh wboro ygu aro wdkk lo rooetoh laej tg ygu. Df rokagfsbdp, wo soo oaeb gtbor at gur lost afh at gur wgrst afh sg wo autg`aeakky loeg`o `gro gursokvos. Sbof wo—ro wdtb sg`ogfo, wo—ro egfstaftky cofc o`ggfakky trdccoroh trdc coroh ly tbo`. So—ro So—ro egfirgffc gur ioars wdtb tbo`, gpofdfc up gur hoop wokks gi cudkt, sba`o afh raco wdtb tbo`, afh koarfdfc tg trust gursokvos wdtb tbo`. Xbo wbgko ufdt gi twg pogpko df a rokagfsbdp ds kdjo radfwator, kdjo iggh, kdjo sboktor igr oaeb gi us ― dt—s kdjo wo bokp hovokgp oaeb gtbor. gtbor. So bokp oxpafh oxpafh oaeb gtbor. gtbor. Dt Dt—s —s a vory loauiuk egfeopt.  Afh yot ― bgw gof hg wo cot df a rokagfsbdp kdjo kdjo tbat7

Barhky ovor. ovor. Loeauso ak`gst akk gi us bavo loof taucbt tg hg tbo gppgsdto gi wbat a croat rokagfsbdp kggjs kdjo. So—vo loof taucbt tg bdho gursokvos. Xg joop tbo ‛ucky‐ parts gi gursokvos bdhhof, tg akways bavo a s`dko gf gur iaeo. Gr, di wo crow up df eortadf ways, wo `dcbt akways bavo hra`a bafcdfc gvor us kdjo a egstu`o, gr a irgwf afh a ekguh radfdfc gvor us, gr a nuhco—s rglo gf gur sbgukhors akk tbo `o. So akk bavo gur gwf way gi bdhdfc gur truo sokvos. Afh wo—vo aksg loof taucbt tg appoar eggk afh pgdsoh afh egfhoft afh soxy ― afh aor awbdko, wbof wo hgf—t iook kdjo tbat, wo eaf—t cot up tbo oforcy tg protofh afy`gro, afh sg wo laej away irg` gursokvos ovof `gro. Xbo rosukt gi tbds ds tbat wo—ro araetoh tg `of wbg eaf—t lo df rokagfsbdps tbat suppgrt

gur porsgfak crgwtb. Loeauso wo—vo spoft gur kdvos wgrrydfc algut kofc afygfo soo tbgso parts gi gursokvos, Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)  

wo hg ovorytbdfc wo eaf, df af ufhorcrgufh, sulegfsedgus way, tg joop dt akk bdhhof. Afh wo araet `of wbg waft tg bokp us joop tbdfcs as tboy aro. Sbg waft us tg joop gursokvos bdhhof sg tbat tboy eaf egffuo tg bdho tbo`sokvos, tgg. Lut wbat bappofs ds tbds ― di fg gfo sbgws wbg tboy aro, fgtbdfc bappofs. Fgtbdfc bappofs df tbo rokagfsbdp. Dt `ay soo` kdjo a kgt gi passdgf afh hra`a afh eg`dfc afh cgdfc afh padf afh wadfc afh croat `os, lut fgtbdfc—s roakky bappofdfc ufhorfoatb. Ug ygu ofh up wdtb a ebgdeo gi> 1. A `af wbg bas ‛dssuos‐ ― wbg bas ‛stu‐ ‛stu ‐ bo wafts tg bdho sg lah bo—kk `ajo suro ygu bdho akk ygur stu, tgg. Xbo `af wbg wafts tg `ajo suro TG_ bafc gf tg akk ygur lah baldts ― tbo gfos TG_ hgf—t kdjo algut ygursoki ― sg bo eaf bafc gftg bds lah baldts. Gr... Sateb Gfkdfo Gr Hgwfkgah @GHO\F UD\OF Tgu EAF lo tbo jdfh gi wg`af wbg ogrtkossky `ajos a `af iook bypfgeakky araetoh afh hoopky egffoetoh… egffoetoh… Koarf tbo soerot tg lodfc sg drrosdslko, bo—kk rdsj ovorytbdfc tg lo wdtb ygu. Dfekuhos sdcfaturo Xggks ygu eaf start usdfc rdcbt away.

KGYO UE\D]XU IG\ \OKAXDGFUBD]U Xbds prgcra` wdkk toaeb ygu bgw tg trafsigr` ygur rokagfsbdp wdtb ygur wgrhs, ly koarfdfc tbo wgrhs a `af foohs tg boar ― afh BGS bo foohs tg boar tbo` ― sg tbat bo iooks kdjo ygu—ro tbo jdfh gi wg`af bo foohs tg rospoet, ahgro, afh `ajo bappy… afh ygu—kk iook saio afh soeuro df bds kgvo.

KGYO UE\D]XU IG\ HAXDFC Tgu—kk koarf, stop ly stop, tbo vory wgrhs tg say tg a `af df afy sdtuagf, tbat wdkk `ajo bd` iakk igr ygu afh dfspdro bds tgtak hovggf ― irg` a rst hato akk tbo way tg eg``dt`oft, sg ygu eaf bavo tbo rokagfsbdp ygu—vo akways waftoh.

XA\COXDFC @\ \DCBX Koarf bgw tg lo tbo prdzo a `af wafts tg pursuo ― ovof di ygu—vo loof wdtb bd` igr yoars. Xarcofc @r. \dcbt wdkk bokp ygu iook pgworiuk df kgvo afh radso ygur soki-ostoo` sg ygu—kk aetuakky lokdovo bgw drrosdslky araevo ygu truky aro.

EG@@DX@OFX LK_O]\DFX

Cofc a `af tg eg``dt hgosf—t roqudro uk`atu`s gr pkaydfc ca`os. Dfstoah, ygu—kk

Hokdvoroh tg Eorasoka ]otroseu ;pteorasokaMc`adk.eg`6 (Grhor Y2I??O)

 

koarf bgw tg FAX_\AKKT dfspdro a `af—s ufhydfc hovggf sg bo soos ygu as tbo gfky wg`af bo eaf—t kdvo wdtbgut.

XGRDE XG RDE @OF @O F Utay gr cg7 Xbds prgcra` sbgws ygu bgw tg trafsigr` ygur hdeukt `af dftg a cofudfo cggh cuy afh fakky bavo tbo jdfh gi kgvdfc, rospoeuk rokagfsbdp ygu—vo akways waftoh... gr hdsegvor di bo eaf fovor cdvo ygu tbo rokagfsbdp ygu waft sg ygu eaf gpof ygur boart tg a cggh `af wbg eaf.

Auhdg ]rgcra`s> Kdstof Afywboro \OEGFFOEX TG_\ \OKAXDGFUBD] Di ygu—ro strucckdfc tg joop ygur rokagfsbdp irg` iakkdfc apart, tbof ‛\oegffoet Tgur \okagfsbdp‐ ds igr ygu. Koarf bgw tg turf ygur trgulkoh rokagfsbdp argufh ― fg `aor bgw lah dt soo`s fgw ― afh dfspdro bd` tg lo ygur porioet partfor.

BOA\X EGFFOEXDGF XGGKJDX Ovof di ygur soki-ostoo` ds at rgej lgg`, afh ygu—ro iookdfc bgpokoss algut ovor bavdfc tbo rokagfsbdp gi ygur hroa`s, tbds prgcra` bas ‛tbo pkaf‐ tbat wdkk toaeb ygu bgw tg qudejky iook egfhoft afh LOKDOYO dt eaf bappof igr ygu ― loeauso DX SDKK.

Iukk Aeeoss Xg @y Ofro Eatakgc @T EG@]KOXO EGKKOEXDGF Tgu eaf try akk gi `y kgvo ahvdeo prgcra`s igr a iraegf gi tbo egst wdtb ‛@y Eg`pkoto Egkkoegf‐ - Tgu—kk koarf ovorytbdfc ygu fooh tg jfgw algut Kgvo & \okagfsbdps> Araegf, Eg``dt`oft, Eg``ufdeagf, Df`aey, Hafc afh sg `ueb `gro.