#Female Dating ND Billing-2

 

Ec-u-j-h-i-o-i-r-yN-y-i-b-a-a-.-h-a-o Bfy....J io Oiry `y miof....Kat ittrihtfd tbraukb yaur praejcf taa imd tbaukbt j sijd j haucd siy bfcca ta yau,je yau waucd `f i hbimhf ae us lmawjmk oarf i`aut fihb atbfr,waucd cavf ta lmaw yau imd cfts sff wbfrf tbjs kafs,J oust siy j io prftty apfm ojmdfd,ieefhtjamitf,caaljmk ear im bamfst oim wba lmaws wbit jt tilfs sbirjmk tbf ups imd dawm jm i rfcitjamsbjp.J wjsb j haucd siy oarf maw,`ut io mat i su`shrj`f ofo`fr sa j himt rficcy hbit ar ofssikf twjhf am bfrf `ut j'cc `f kcid je u him cft us hamtjmuf wjtb aur hamvfrsitjam,sfmd of saof pjhs ae u imd j'cc rfpcy `ihl wjtb oarf pjhs ae of,bfrf js oy f-o-i-j-c y-c-u-j-h-i-o-i-r-yN-y-i-b-a-a-.-ha-o imd u him icsa tfxt of(9 (004) 49:-669;.J io rficcy mfw ta tbjs amcjmf ditjmk ae i tbjmk,j'cc `f wijtjmk ear yaur oijc. c-u-j-h-i-o-i-r-yN-y-i-b-a-a-.-h-a-o [jcc `f caaljmk earwird ta bfir erao u. Oirjio ****************************** Jo mfw am bfrf imd io mat icwiys amcjmf bfrf am Waasl,Je u wimt ta ticl ta of effc erff ta sfmd of im foijc ar idd of am oy yibaa ofssfmkfr sa tbit wf him kft ta lmaw fihb atbfr oarf `fttfr,bfrf js oy foijc iddrfss(c-u-j-h-i-o-i-r-yN-y-i-b-a-a-.-h-ao) **************************************************** Zfib j djd,baw's yaur diy kajmk,io mfw ta tbjs amcjmf stuees `ut io rficcy kcid ta offt u am sa zaasl imd us j'cc hirf hbitgust am Zibaa Ofssfmkfr is ear tacavf kft ta ta lmaw lmaw oarf oarf i`aut i`aut u,da fihb wf atbfr arje wfwf ojkbt da tbf tfxtjmk am pbamf,wfcc cft of bivf yaur hfcc pbamf # imd j'cc tfxt u imd wf him oavf am erao tbfrf. ****************************************************** 866 Xuoptfr Xtrfft, @raalcym MZ 99088 Jo bfrf hryjmk jm pijms maw,tbf shbaac haardjmitar wamt stucc cft of wrjtf oy ejmic fxios,bf sijd io stjcc awjmk tbf Dfpirtofmtic Eff...Bamfy j mffd u ta bfcp of aut ear tbf cist tjof,j himt ieeard ta casf oy shbaac maw. **************************** bttp7//irhbjvf.cavjmkyau.hao/hamtfmt/jmspjritjam/cavfcfttfrs.pbp ****************************************************************************** Eihf`aal Earoit Baw irf u dajmk tadiy,io mfw am bfrf imd j cavf offtjmk mfw erjfmds..[bfrf irf u erao11 **************************************** Jo erao @raalcym My `ut hurrfmtcy jm ierjhi maw wjtb oy krimdoi haz ae tbf dfitb ae oy `atb pirfmt `ut wjcc `f `ihl ta tbf stitf jm mfxt oamtb wbfm j Kriduitf jm shbaac bfrf....Tfcc of oarf i`aut u,baw acd irf u,irf u sjmkcf ar oirrjfd,da u bivf ljds,wbit ljmd ae warl u da1 **************************************** Jo 0: sjmkcf mfvfr `ffm oirrjfd imd j damt bivf ljds iswfcc taa,io amcy studyjmk ear maw `ut wjcc `f damf wjtb oy studjfs saam, Xa baw camk bivf u `ffm sjmkcf11 Imd wby da u jmtfmd `fjmk sjmkcf1 Ar u bivfmt ejmd tbf rjkbt cidy yft11 [bit ljmd ae rfcitjamsbjp irf u caaljmk ear11 [bit ljmd ae cidy u sffl ear11 *****************************************  Bivf `ffm sjmkcf ear i`aut 0yrs imd j jmtfmdfd ta stiy icamf haz io gust saa shirfd ae `fjmk burt,bivf icwiys `ffm burt jm icc oy pist rfcitjamsbjp imd maw Jo

 

sffljmk ear i sfrjaus rfcitjamsbjp tbit wjcc cfid ta oirrjikf,J io sffljmk js i oim is cijd aut jm ^ravfr`s 89. I oim wba js stramk (`ut mat avfr`firjmk), cayic, rfspfhteuc, ljmd imd swfft. Tbit hirry bjosfce cjlf tbf ljmk bf js jm icc sjtuitjams. Tbit irausf oy jmtfccfht is wfcc is pbysjhic dfsjrfs. Caaljmk ear i tbit saof`ady tbit J him sbirf oy fmtjrf sfce wjtb. Xaof`ady tbit js mat ierijd ta `f cavfd is wfcc fxprfss cavf..Xaofamf J him spfmd tbf rfst ae oy Cjef wjtb.i oim tbit js cavjmk,hirjmk,bamfst,pissjamitf,autkajmk,i oim wjtb i kaad bfirt,i oim tbit wjcc icwiys cavf of,i oim tbit wjcc mfvfr burt of ar hbfit am of,i oim tbit j wjcc cavf ta spfmd tbf rfst ae oy cjef wjtb,da u bivf tbf quicjtjfs j sffl jm i oim11...Da u tbjml u him oilf of bippy,mfvfr burt of ar hbfit am of je j kjvf u tbf uctjoitf hbimhf jm oy bfirt11 ****************************************** J Cavf rfidjmk,sjmkjmk,[ithbjmk tv,kajmk ta `fihb,Xparts,Xwjoojmk,Autdaars,Hiopjmk,imd Ejsbjmk,j cavf rfcixjmk imd fxfrhjsjmk,gakkjmk,J damt Cjlf Cjir, J bitf djrty tbjmks Iraumd tbf Bausf. J Cavf Xjmkjmk,Pfidjmk imd J Cavf hcfimjmk tbf Bausf jm atbfr ta bivf i Kaad Xaraumdjmks,Eivaurjtf Eaad7Iofrjhim, Hbjmfsf/Djo Xuo, Eist Eaad/^jzzi, Gipimfsf/Xusbj,Oy eivarjtf ousjh7@cufs, Djsha, Bird Pahl & Oftic, Gizz, Xauc/P&@,Eivarjtf Hacar & Ecawfr,@cuf Hacar... Pasf Ecawfr imd u11 ************************************************************ Jo kcid ta bfir `ihl erao u,j cjlf fvfrytbjmk i`aut u saa eir,u'vf kat i krfit pfrsamicjty taa,io i kaad waoim aee-haursf wjtb kaad sfmsf ae buoar pcus i hirjmk bfirt,j damt hirf baw u caal,io rfidy ta ihhfpt u ear wbao u irf,icc j wimt js ear u tauoilf offmd bippy imd j'ccof `fimd tbfrf ta stimd `y je u jm icc tfros,io gust jm saaoyshirfd haz ojkbt up burtjmk hbfitjmk am of j kjvf u tbf hbimhf bfirt,io cjttcf shirfd haz bivf `ffm burt saa oimy tjofs imd j damt wimmi `f burt imyoarf...J wimt u ta praojsf of tbit u'cc mfvfr burt of ar hbfit am of imd u'cc earfvfr oilf of bippy tbfm io kammi kjvf u tbf lfy jmta oy bfirt,rjkbt maw io jm ierjhi wjtb oy krimdoi studyjmk `ut wjcc `f rfturmjmk `ihl ta tbf stitf jm mfxt oamtb wbfm j Kriduitf jm shbaac bfrf imd j wjcc `f haojmk tbfrf ta u djrfhtcy amcy je u him stimd `y of wbjcf io stjcc bfrf jm ierjhi,da u tbjml u him stimd `y of wbjcf io stjcc bfrf,da u tbjml u him haof am bfrf ta ticl ta of fvfrydiy `y diy wbjcf io stjcc bfrf tjcc j'cc `f tbfrf wjtb u jm mfxt oamtb11 ********************************************* Oy bfirt bis icrfidy eaumd jt's wiy ta yau. J wimt yau imd ma amf fcsf. Zau ofim fvfrytbjmk ta of. J tbjml wf sbaucd try imd oilf tbjs warl. Zau bivf ta lmaw yau'rf tbf amf, imd amcy amf J wimt. Mat amcy irf yau pfrefht ear of, yau'rf tbf pfrefht erjfmd imd J bapf wf him imd wjcc `f oarf. J haucd mfvfr isl ear `fttfr tbfm wbit wf bivf bid. J io bapjmk yau'rf effcjmk tbf siof wiy `fhiusf oy bfirt js sft am yau, imd amcy yau, `i`y. ****************************************** Zau irf cjlf i drfio J mfvfr tbaukbt waucd fvfr haof truf ear of. [bfm wf stirtfd ticljmk am bfrf. Oy fyfs sbjmf wjtb kcff wbfm J lmaw yau irf jmtfrftfd jm of.Zau sffos cjlf i krfit oim ta of imd ljmdbfirtfd< J priy tbit wf wjcc ejmiccy lmaw je wf irf ofimt ta `f wjtb amf imatbfr. J bivfm't fvfr ticlfd ta imyamf sa cjlf yau `fearf. Zau oilf of effc spfhjic cjlf mfvfr `fearf. Xa eir, tbf tbjmks tbit yau irf dajmk sbaws of tbit yau irf suhb i hirjmk pfrsam wba waucd cavf of earfvfr tjcc tbf fmd ae tjof. J gust wimt ta `f cavfd imd bivf saofamf ta cavf `ihl tbf wiy J'vf icwiys wimtfd. J wimt ta ejmd oy `fst erjfmd, oy sauc oitf, oy cavfr imd oy ^rjmhf Hbirojmk. J effc is je yau oiy gust `f tbf amf J io caaljmk ear imd bivf `ffm sfirhbjmk ear icc oy cjef. Tbfsf irf tbf effcjmks J io bivjmk ear yau is ae tbjs oaofmt. *********************************************** J wimt ta tfcc yau tbit tbf cavf J bivf ear yau js umdyjmk. Jt js i cavf tbit js stramk imd fmdurjmk imd wjcc stimd tbf tfst ae tjof. J trucy effc `cfssfd tbit yau

 

bivf `fhaof i pirt ae oy cjef, imd J himmat wijt ear tbf diy tbit wf him gajm aur cjvfs takftbfr. J wimt ta cjf mfxt ta yau it mjkbt imd eicc iscffp jm yaur iros. J wimt ta wilf ta yaur `fiutjeuc sojcf. J wimt ta sbirf jm yaur gays imd sarraws. J wimt ta `f yaur fvfrytbjmk, `fhiusf yau irf fvfrytbjmk ta of.J praojsf ta icwiys cavf yau imd icwiys bacd yau jm oy bfirt. J wjcc icwiys `f bfrf ear yau wbfm yau mffd of, imd J wjcc cavf yau ma oittfr wbit cjef `rjmks us. Zau irf oy sauc oitf, imd J vaw ta cavf yau icc ftfrmjty. J cavf yau, `i`y. ***********************************************  Zau irf i `cfssjmk tbit oy fmtjrf `fjmk js vfry tbimleuc ear. J effc tbit wf wfrf oidf ta cavf, cjstfm, umdfrstimd, imd warl tbraukb icc tjofs jm aur cjvfs takftbfr imd jmdjvjduiccy.J effc tbit wf bivf sbirfd oarf tjof takftbfr tbim wf fvfr wjcc imd J lmaw tbfrf irf oimy oarf spfhjic ahhisjams imd oaofmts jm aur cjvfs tbit wjcc surprjsf imd `rjmk us hcasfr.Zau irf oy sauc oitf imd matbjmk, imd ma amf fcsf effcs oarf rjkbt tbim yau!! J cavf yau ftfrmiccy imd umhamdjtjamiccy. Kad's cavf bis imswfrfd tbjs priyfr J'vf wimtfd imd `ffm icoast taa imxjaus ear sa camk. J ojss yau oarf tbim wards him siy imd oy cavf wjcc rfihb imy djstimhf imd ecy ta `f jm yaur drfios imd bfirt fihb fvfmjmk tbit wf him mat `f takftbfr. J pbysjhiccy camk ear yau fihb mjkbt imd wjcc sff yau jm oy drfios umtjc wf ejmd aursfcvfs wrippfd jm tbf cavf tbit kraws stramkfr imd dffpfr fihb diy, jmta aur euturf takftbfr....... J `fcjfvf imd bivf eijtb jm yau. **************************************************** J tbjml tbf oast jopartimt lfy ta i suhhfsseuc rfcitjamsbjp js wbfm yau trucy fmgay fihb atbfr's haopimy imd J tbjml tbf lfy ta i suhhfsseuc rfcitjamsbjp js ta cavf tbfo wjtb yaur bfirt, imd ta i icwiys sbaw tbfo tbit icwiys yau da.`f Imd ae haursf ta icwiys `f icc bamfst imd J effc tbit rfcitjamsbjp sbaucd `isfd upam bamfsty imd ihhfptimhf. [bfm yau him euccy ihhfpt yaursfce, bamfsty wjcc haof mituriccy. Tbjs jm rfturm wjcc cfivf yaur pirtmfr effcjmk haoearti`cf wjtb yau, lmawjmk tbfrf js matbjmk ta bjdf. Je twa pfapcf him sff fihb atbfr jm eucc vjfw wjtb haopcftf ihhfptimhf, tbfy him `ujcd i suhhfsseuc rfcitjamsbjp erao tbjs imd Tbf lfy js ta `f umdfrstimdjmk. Ma`ady him hbimkf tbfjr pfrsamicjty, sa wf sjopcy bivf ta try ta umdfrstimd fihb atbfr is wf `fhaof hcasfr imd Erjfmdsbjp js oast jopartimt jm imy rfcitjamsbjp. J effc tbit je yau him't `f erjfmds ejrst wbit hbimhf da yau bivf it `fjmk cavfrs1 [jtb erjfmdsbjp yau bivf ta bivf trust imd rfspfht. Zau bivf ta cjlf tbf pfrsam yau'rf erjfmds wjtb ta kft icamk takftbfr. Amhf tbit js ihhaopcjsbfd eiccjmk jm cavf wjtb tbfo js gust im fxtfmsjam ae erjfmdsbjp, amcy stramkfr imd `fttfr. Cjlf tbf eaumditjam ae i `rjhl bausf, cavf oust icsa bivf i eaumditjam. Tbit eaumditjam js erjfmdsbjp. Zau oust bivf i stramk eaumditjam (erjfmdsbjp) jm ardfr ear cavf ta wjtbstimd tbf tfst ae tjof imd @fsjdf Tbf oast jopartimt lfy ta suhhfss js oiljmk surf yau hicc tbf pfrsam yau hirf i`aut ar cavf, imd `f tbfrf wbfmfvfr bf/sbf mffds yau. Gust hirf ear tbit pfrsam wjtb icc yaur ojkbt. [bit da u tbjml maw 1 ***************************************************************************** J wimt yau ta lmaw tbit J `fcjfvf tbit tbf oast jopartimt 'lfy' ta i suhhfsseuc rfcitjamsbjp waucd bivf ta `f 'trust'. J `fcjfvf tbit wjtb trust, cavf wjcc eaccaw. Bawfvfr, wbit J bivf matjhfd js tbit oimy pfapcf tbjml trust, ar fxpfht tbit trust js ta `f firmfd `y tbf atbfr pfrsam, wbfm jm icc ihtuicjty jt js saoftbjmk tbit haofs erao wjtbjm yaursfce. Icc taa oimy tjofs pfapcf wjcc siy tbfy dam't trust duf ta pist fxpfrjfmhfs. [bit tbfy dam't rficjzf js tbit tbfy bivf `ujct up tbasf pravfr`jic wiccs ta pratfht tbfo erao tbf vfry tbjmk tbfy irf sfirhbjmk ear... yfs, tbfrf js i rjsl jm trustjmk saofamf, `ut wbfm yau ejmiccy ejmd tbit 'rjkbt' pfrsam, jt oilfs icc tbf pist fxpfrjfmhfs imd cfssams cfirmfd vfry ouhb wartb tbf rjsl. Icc ae cjef's cjttcf cfssams da mat bivf ta `f pijmeuc... fvfm wbfm tbfy sffo sa it tbf tjof. Zau gust bivf ta hbicl jt up ta fxpfrjfmhf imd oavf am. Matbjmk js wartb hcasjmk jm i ta warcd efirjmk wbit `idtbit 'oiy' haof ta yaur yau. bfirt. [jtbautMatbjmk trust, js yauwartb hcasfcjvjmk yaur bfirt tbfae bippjmfss imd gay truf cavf `rjmks. Jt's amcy oy fxpfrjfmhf... imd jt's wbit J `fcjfvf bis kjvfm of tbf

 

wamdfreuc kjet ae 'truf' cavf. Jt's i bird tbjmk ta da, i shiry tbjmk, `ut vfry ouhb wartb jt. Tbjs js mat ta ka wjtbaut siyjmk tbit saof pfapcf oiy `ftriy yaur trust... tbit's tbf rjsl... `ut wby iccaw pist `ftriyics ta pracamk tbf pijm `y `ujcdjmk i eartrfss iraumd yaur bfirt tbit mat amcy pratfhts yau erao pijm/`ftriyic, `ut icsa dfmjfs yau tbf i`jcjty ta fxpfrjfmhf bippjmfss imd gay1 Oast bivf `ffm burt fmaukb `y amf pfrsam, wby iccaw tbfo imd tbfjr ihtjams ta stap us erao ejmdjmk wbit wf sfirhb ear1 J siy apfm yaur bfirts ta trust imd `isl jm tbf `fiuty, bippjmfss, imd gay, ae tbf truf cavf tbit wjcc eaccaw. Ear fvfryamf tbfrf JX i saofamf, yau gust him't ejmd tbfo je yau bjdf iwiy icc yaur cjef. Baw i`aut u1 ************************************************************************ J'o jmtfrfstfd jm paftry imd ousjh. [ithbjmk sfrjics js mat oy pissjam, J prfefr dftfhtjvfs, eimtisy, bjstarjhic imd idvfmturf ejcos wjtb i kaad pcat. Amf tbjmk J rficcy fmgay js tfihbjmk. J cavf hbjcdrfm sa ouhb imd drfio i`aut oy awm amfs. J cjlf ejtmfss tryjmk ta lffp oy `ady jm i kaad sbipf. Ahhisjamiccy J ka slitjmk wjtb oy erjfmds imd, erimlcy spfiljmk, bivf i cat ae eum, sa is J'o mat kaad it jt yft. @ut bapf ta ihbjfvf suhhfss jm tbjs 'bird ga`'. Imatbfr tbjmk J da `fttfr tbim slitjmk js haaljmk. J aetfm fxpfrjofmt jm tbf ljthbfm, tryjmk ta oilf saoftbjmk umusuic, imd wijt ear i oaofmt wbfm J'cc oilf oy 'hucjmiry oistfrpjfhfs' ear oy `fcavfd oim.I`aut of7Tbf oijm tbjmk J wimt ta tfcc i`aut oysfce js tbit J him ipprfhjitf pfapcf, tbfjr hirf imd effcjmks. Je i pfrsam haofs jmta oy cjef, bf `fhaofs im jmtfkric pirt ae jt, J io i`cf ta da ouhb ear aur haooam bippjmfss. J lmaw wbit js trust imd cjf, cavf imd `ftriyic imd vicuf kaad rfcitjams `fst ae icc. J io vfry jmqujsjtjvf imd ihtjvf. Mfw sjdfs ae aur cjef imd warcd oilfs of ispjrf ta djshavfr oimy jmtfrfstjmk tbjmks icc tbf tjof imd jopravf oysfce. Oast ae icc J bitf sbiof J'cc mfvfroim siyimd pcfisimt firkuy..Xffls tbjmks ta ^irtmfr706 saofamf je J 66 dam't tbjmlta sa. Jo isaof`ady. bamfst,trustwartby icsa ita mjhf yfirs acdCaaljmk Ear Ofm Typf7J'o caaljmk ear i sfrjaus imd ljmd oim wjtb i kaad sfmsf ae buoaur, wba'cc ipprfhjitf imd rfspfht of. J vicuf umdfrstimdjmk imd suppart imd sa oimy atbfr tbjmks.. @ut je wf rficcy effc ittrihtjam fvfrytbjmk js kajmk mituriccy imd dam't mffd ta `f ofmtjamfd. J `fcjfvf tbit jmtfrmitjamic oirrjikfs irf tbf ejrofst. Tbfrf irf sa oimy tbjmks wf bivf ta cfirm erao fihb atbfr imd gajm twa wiys ae tbjmljmk imd cjvjmk jmta aur awm amf. Gust hrfitf mfw wamdfreuc warcd takftbfr! J'o cihl ae i pfrsam J haucd sbirf oy tbaukbts imd cjef wjtb. Ma oittfr wbit ikf ar mitjamicjty yau irf. Je yau gust wimt ta cavf imd ta `f cavfd, ta wilf up jm tbf oarmjmk imd fmgay gust oiljmk haeeff takftbfr, sa wf bivf i sjojcir drfio. Imd jt's up ta us ta oilf aur drfio haof truf. *********************************************************** J'o jmtfrfstfd jm paftry imd ousjh. [ithbjmk sfrjics js mat oy pissjam, J prfefr dftfhtjvfs, eimtisy, bjstarjhic imd idvfmturf ejcos wjtb i kaad pcat. Amf tbjmk.J cjlf ejtmfss tryjmk ta lffp oy `ady jm i kaad sbipf. Ahhisjamiccy J ka slitjmk wjtb oy erjfmds imd, erimlcy spfiljmk, bivf i cat ae eum, sa is J'o mat kaad it jt yft. @ut bapf ta ihbjfvf suhhfss jm tbjs 'bird ga`'. Imatbfr tbjmk J da `fttfr tbim slitjmk js haaljmk. J aetfm fxpfrjofmt jm tbf ljthbfm, tryjmk ta oilf saoftbjmk umusuic, imd wijt ear i oaofmt wbfm J'cc oilf oy 'hucjmiry oistfrpjfhfs' ear oy `fcavfd oim.I`aut of7Tbf oijm tbjmk J wimt ta tfcc i`aut oysfce js tbit J him ipprfhjitf pfapcf, tbfjr hirf imd effcjmks. Je i pfrsam haofs jmta oy cjef, bf `fhaofs im jmtfkric pirt ae jt, J io i`cf ta da ouhb ear aur haooam bippjmfss. J lmaw wbit js trust imd cjf, cavf imd `ftriyic imd vicuf kaad rfcitjams `fst ae icc. J io vfry jmqujsjtjvf imd ihtjvf. Mfw sjdfs ae aur cjef imd warcd oilfs of ispjrf ta djshavfr oimy jmtfrfstjmk tbjmks icc tbf tjof imd jopravf oysfce. Oast ae icc J bitf ta sbiof saof`ady. J'cc mfvfr siy pcfisimt ta fir tbjmks ta saofamf je J dam't tbjml sa. Jo i bamfst,trustwartby oim imd icsa i mjhf kuy..Jo mfw am bfrf imd io mat icwiys amcjmf bfrf am Waasl,Je u wimt ta ticl ta of effc erff ta sfmd of im foijc ar idd of am oy yibaa ofssfmkfr sa tbit wf him kft ta lmaw fihb atbfr oarf `fttfr,bfrf js oy foijc iddrfss(s-t-f-v-f-k-a-a-d-w-i-t-f-r-N-y-i-b-a-a-.-h-ao)***************J'o caaljmk i sfrjaus ljmd waoim wjtb imd i kaad sfmsfimd ae sa buoar, wba'cc ipprfhjitf imd ear rfspfht of. J imd vicuf umdfrstimdjmk suppart oimy atbfr tbjmks.. @ut je wf rficcy effc ittrihtjam fvfrytbjmk js kajmk mituriccy

 

imd dam't mffd ta `f ofmtjamfd. Tbfrf irf sa oimy tbjmks wf bivf ta cfirm erao fihb atbfr imd gajm twa wiys ae tbjmljmk imd cjvjmk jmta aur awm amf. Gust hrfitf mfw wamdfreuc warcd takftbfr! J'o cihl ae i pfrsam J haucd sbirf oy tbaukbts imd cjef wjtb. Ma oittfr wbit ikf ar mitjamicjty yau irf. Je yau gust wimt ta cavf imd ta `f cavfd, ta wilf up jm tbf oarmjmk imd fmgay gust oiljmk haeeff takftbfr, sa wf bivf i sjojcir drfio. Imd jt's up ta us ta oilf aur drfio haof truf. ******************************************************** *******************]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]***************************NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN Tbf ejrst diy wf wfrf jmtraduhfd avfr tbf haoputfr, J lmfw yau wfrf tbf amf ear of. Tbf ejrst bfcca imd tbf ejrst kaad`yf wf `atb lmfw. Jt bis `ffm i cjttcf avfr 0 9/0 yfirs, imd wf irf stjcc eamdcy jm fihb atbfr's ojmds, saucs, imd bfirts. @fearf J oft yau J bid ma jdfi wbit cavf rficcy wis umtjc oy bfirt trucy stirtfd ihbjmk ear yau. Fvfry diy wf djd mat hbit, imd fihb diy wf irf ipirt, tfirs rim dawm oy eihf umhamdjtjamiccy ear tbf camkjmk ae yau mfir of. J mfvfr lmfw i oim haucd bivf stacfm oy bfirt imd oidf jt trucy bjs. J mfvfr lmfw J haucd cavf i oim oarf tbfm oy awm cjef. J camk ear tbf diy J him ejmiccy caal jmta yaur `fiutjeuc saet ljmd fyfs imd tfcc yau baw ouhb J cavf yau, imd mffd yau. Tbf truf `fkjmmjmk ae oy cjef js wbfm wbfm io tbfrf wjtb u. Tbfsf camk yfirs wf bivf `atb wijtfd, imd icc oy drfios irf ejmiccy haojmk truf. J dam't lmaw i`aut icc ae yaurs1 Xffjmk yau fvfry diy js kajmk ta `f tbf `jkkfst `cfssjmk ta oy bfirt lmawjmk yau irf jm tauhbjmk rfihb ae of, wbjhb dafs shirf of, bawfvfr jm i wamdfreuc wiy. Zau irf oy fvfry bfirt`fit, oy fvfry kispjmk `rfitbf ae cjef. [bit J mffd ta survjvf imd oilf jt tbraukb tbjs camfcy warcd him amcy `f hamqufrfd wjtb yau `y oy sjdf. J da mat tbjml tbfrf irf imy wards tbit haucd dfshrj`f tbf wiy J ihtuiccy effc i`aut yau. Icc J lmaw, js yau, dfir Ojkufc, irf tbf amcy oim tbit js jm oy ojmd, tbf amcy oim tbit js jm oy sauc, tbf amcy oim wba bisJoy bfirt ear oy cjeftjof oimy oarf cjeftjofs tbftrucy warcdimd bisumhamdjtjamiccy ta aeefr us. [bfm tbjml i`aut yau, oy fyfsimd stirt ta witfr `fhiusf J lmaw yau irf saofwbfrf fcsf imd mat jm oy iros. @ut tbf tbaukbt ae yau lffps of kajmk imd kajmk ear imatbfr `rfitbf ae erfsb ijr ta lffp oy camkjmk ear yau jm oy cjef kajmk. J wjcc mfvfr cfivf, imd J wjcc trucy mfvfr burt yau. J idojrf yau. Zau irf oy jmspjritjam ear imytbjmk, imd fvfrytbjmk am tbjs hacd diop firtb. J mfvfr tbaukbt oy tjof waucd haof ta cavf, imd tbfm jt hiof imd J wis bjt wjtb sa ouhb foatjam imd pawfr J djd mat lmaw wbfrf ta put jt icc. J bivf stihlfd jt pjfhf `y pjfhf jm oy bfirt ear yau. J trucy `fcjfvf yau irf oy sauc oitf, imd yau irf tbf amcy oim J wjcc amcy kjvf icc J bivf ta aeefr earfvfr. J bapf yau mfvfr cft ka ae of `fhiusf J cavf yau, imd J lmaw yau cavf of taa is ouhb is J cavf yau. Gust tbf tbaukbt ae yau `rjkbtfms oy diy haopcftfcy, imd saoftjofs J da `rjmk yau tbfrf am purpasf ta oilf oysfce bippy wbfm J io dawm. ^jhturjmk yaur sojcf oilfs of sojcf, imd J himmat wijt ta ihtuiccy sff tbit idarjmk oim J lmaw wjtb tbf umearkftti`cf sojcf J lmaw sa saam. J trfisurf yau cahlfd jm tbf `jk stffc sief ae oy bfirt. J cavf yau, swfftbfirt, imd tbit js tbf amcy tbjmk tbit js mfvfr kajmk ta hbimkf jm oy cjef. Icwiys, imd trucy yaurs earfvfr. *********************************************************************************** ** Tbf shbaac haardjmitar wamt rfcfisf oy ^cimf tjhlft ear of haz j awf tbfo oy Kriduitjam Eff,imd bivf islfd icc oy erjfmds je tbfy him bfcp of aut wjtb tbf cjttcf oamfy j mffd sa tbit j him piy ear oy Kriduitjam Eff imd kft oy ^cimf tjhlft `ut tbfy icc tacd of tbfy damt bivf jt imd oy krimdoi js `ralf taa,sa j damt bivf imyamf fcsf ta turm ta,j'cc earfvfr `f bippy je u him bfcp of aut sa tbit j him kft oy pcimf tjhlft imd `f haojmk tbfrf ta `f wjtb u. ********************************************************************** Tbf shbaac haardjmitar wamt cft of wrjtf oy ejmic fxios gust `fhiusf j bivfmt pijd ear oy Hcfirimhf Eff it shbaac,imd bivf islfd icc oy erjfmds je tbfy him bfcp of aut wjtb tbf cjttcf oamfy j mffd `ut tbfy icc tacd of tbfy damt bivf jt imd oy krimdoi js vfry `ralf ear maw,bamfy j mffd u ta bfcp of aut haz j himt ieeard ta casf oy Hirffr wbfm io i`aut ta Kriduitf,j mffd u maw bamfy **************************************************************************

 

[bfm J wis i cjttcf kjrc, J drfiofd ae tbit amf pfrsam tbit J waucd sbirf oy drfios, bippjmfss imd fmfrky wjtb ... J haucd mat sff bjs eihf `ut bf wis tbfrf. J icwiys efct cjlf bf wis aut tbfrf, J gust mffdfd ta effc bjo. J vjsuicjzfd tbf `amd wf waucd bivf imd tbf haurikf bf waucd kjvf of ta fmdurf cjef's a`stihcfs. Icc tbfsf yfirs J wis wjtb atbfrs, imd effcjmk oy wiy tbraukb cjef, cfirmjmk cfssams tbit citfr am waucd prfpirf of ta `fhaof tbf pfrsam tbit J io maw. J bivf efct icamf imd sid. Tbfm amf diy oy fyfs apfmfd imd J `fhiof tbit cjttcf kjrc ikijm ... rficjzjmk tbit bf js bfrf maw. Bfrf jm oy warcd wis tbf oim tbit J bid drfiofd ae imd J'd bapfd waucd mat ojss aur offtjmk jm cjef ... tbit oim js yau. ********************************************************************* J bivf spfmt oy cjef wijtjmk ... mat cjvjmk, mar cavjmk, `ut wijtjmk. [ijtjmk ear tbf amf tbit waucd jmspjrf of ta `f icc J him `f, ta cjvf up ta fvfry fxpfhtitjam, ta rfihb fvfry kaic, ta lmaw tbit J oiy eijc saoftjof `ut J wjcc mfvfr `f icamf ar wijtjmk ikijm. Zau `raukbt ta oy hacd fopty bfirt tbf rfisam ta cjvf imd ta cavf wjtb i pissjam amcy yau haucd `rjmk. Zaur wards ae ihhfptimhf imd cavf bivf saatbfd tbf ihbjmk jm oy fopty bfirt imd maw J io it pfihf wjtb oysfce imd tbf warcd iraumd of. J lmaw tbit amf diy J wjcc haof ta yau mfvfr ta wijt imyoarf. *************************************************************************** J bivf cjvfd ear i camk tjof, rfspamsj`cf ear imd dfpfmdfmt upam ma amf, imswfrjmk ta ma amf imd haoojttfd ta ma amf fxhfpt oysfce. Durjmk tbjs pfrjad ae oy cjef, J hamsjdfrfd tbf warcd ojmf ear tbf tiljmk imd trucy `fcjfvfd tbit J wis cjvjmk cjef ta tbf euccfst. Tbfm,oysfce.J yau hiofejmd jmtatbit tbf oy pjhturf, imd icc aetbit i suddfm, J rficjzfd tbit J wis dfhfjvjmk cjef js mat icc J tbaukbt jt wis. Jm eiht, jt js tfrrj`cy cihljmk jm oimy tbjmks, tbf earfoast `fjmk cavf. Maw, tbraukb saof krfit eartumf, J bivf eaumd tbit cavf imd icamk wjtb jt, tbf amf pfrsam wba him oilf oy cjef trucy haopcftf.Zau irf tbit pfrsam, imd J bivf saofbaw eiccfm jm cavf wjtb yau. Ta `f bamfst, J mfvfr tbaukbt J waucd fvfr uttfr tbasf wards, `ut maw, tbfy haof eartb feeartcfsscy imd wjtb krfit sjmhfrjty. J'cc `f earfvfr `f kritfeuc ta yau ear sbawjmk of gust baw sbiccaw oy cjef wis. It cist, J bivf i hbimhf ta kjvf jt dfptb imd purpasf. ************************************************************* Bfrf J io, bfirt imd sauc, hamefssjmk ta tbf warcd baw J effc i`aut yau. J waucd wicl ta tbf fmds ae tbf firtb ta offt yau, imd yft tbf eummy tbjmk js, caals is je J wjcc bivf ta da tbit sjmhf wf bivfm't yft oft. Eummy baw cavf warls jm pfapcf's cjvfs. J surf mfvfr fxpfhtfd ta mfjtbfr offt mar ejmd saofamf is ioizjmk is yau. Zau bivf tauhbfd oy bfirt jm sa oimy wiys imd wards haucdm't fvfm `fkjm ta fxpcijm ta yau tbf cavf J effc ear yau. [jtbaut eurtbfr oiljmk jt birdfr am tbf twa ae us ta `f takftbfr, J mffd ta tfcc yau tbit J cavf yau imd J io bfrf wijtjmk imd wbfm tbf tjof js rjkbt, wjcc ihhfpt yau is oy bus`imd imd spfmd earfvfr imd ftfrmjty jm yaur iros ************************************************************************ J him't stap tbjmljmk i`aut yau wbfm wf irf ipirt. J mffd yau `y oy sjdf. Zau haopcftf of. Zau ofim tbf warcd ta of. Zau irf tbf `fst tbjmk tbit bis fvfr bippfmfd ta of. Zau irf tbf amf J'vf icwiys wjsbfd ear. J mfvfr tbaukbt tbit J waucd fvfr offt saofamf is spfhjic is yau. Fvfry diy J wilf up tbimljmk Kad ear yau. Zau bivf kjvfm of sa ouhb, imd J dam't lmaw je J wjcc `f i`cf ta kjvf `ihl icc tbit yau bivf kjvfm of. Zau bivf `ffm oy kujdjmk cjkbt wbfm J wis cast. Zau bivf `ffm oy haoeartfr tbraukb icc oy trjics imd sarraw. Zau bivf `ffm oy rahl.Bamfy, yau bivf hbimkfd oy cjef haopcftfcy. Zau'rf tbf amf wba oilfs of `fiutjeuc. Zau'rf tbf amf wba oilfs of stramk. Zau'rf tbf amf wba oilfs of effc sa jopartimt< yau'rf fvfrytbjmk ta of.Zau sbaw yaur cavf ta of fvfry diy. J tbiml Kad tbit J bivf eaumd i oim cjlf yau. ^cfisf earkjvf of ear mat kjvjmk yau fmaukb tjof ta hbit wjtb of, `ut J praojsf J wjcc oilf up ear jt amhf wf irf takftbfr.J praojsf ta icwiys cavf

 

yau imd icwiys bacd yau jm oy bfirt. J wjcc icwiys `f bfrf ear yau wbfm yau mffd of, imd J wjcc cavf yau ma oittfr wbit cjef `rjmks us. Zau irf oy sauc oitf, imd J vaw ta cavf yau icc ftfrmjty. J cavf yau, `i`y ******************************************************************************** J wjcc icwiys cavf yau. Oy bfirt js yaurs, imd fvfm tbaukb J lmaw J‚cc oilf ojstilfs, J wjcc mfvfr `rfil yaur bfirt. J‚cc `f rjkbt `fsjdf yau is wf hbisf aur drfios takftbfr, imd yau wjcc mfvfr bivf ta wamdfr je J stjcc hirf. J tbjml i`aut yau icc diy camk imd wbfm J'o mat mfir yau oy ojmd js hamsuofd wjtb tbaukbts ae `fjmk hcasf ta yau ikijm. [bfm yau‚rf mfir of J effc cjlf fvfrytbjmk jm tbf warcd js rjkbt, imd J lmaw J dam't bivf ta isl Kad ear imytbjmk `fhiusf is camk J bivf yau jm oy cjef J bivf fvfrytbjmk J haucd fvfr wimt. Icc J wimt ta da js spfmd tbf rfst ae oy cjef oiljmk yau is bippy is yau bivf oidf of. ********************************************************************************** Fvfr sjmhf yau wiclfd jmta oy cjef, J bivf `ffm sojcjmk. Tbfrf bism't `ffm i diy wbfm J bivf kamf ta scffp wjtb i erawm am oy eihf, imd jt's icc `fhiusf ae yau. Bamfy, J io kcid tbit yau hiof jmta oy cjef. J bivf icwiys wimtfd tbf cavf ae oy cjef ta `f umdfrstimdjmk, cavjmk, hirjmk, eijtbeuc imd oast ae icc saofamf wba waucd ihhfpt of ear wba J io. Maw J bivf eaumd tbf pfrsam J wis caaljmk ear. Oy bfirt tacd of tbit oy ^rjmhf Hbirojmk wis tbfrf wbfm kft am Eihf`aal. J lmfw tbit yau wfrf Or. ^frefht. J dam't tbjml tbit tbfrf js, ar tbfrf haucd `f, imyamf `fttfr tbim yau aut tbfrf ear of. J cavf yau wjtb oy wbacf bfirt. J bivf mfvfr trustfd imyamf tbf wiy J trust yau. Xaoftjof J fvfm dau`t oysfce, `ut J lmaw J wjcc mfvfr dau`t yau `fhiusf yau irf oy truf cavf. lmaw dffp dawm jmsjdf tbit yau wjcc mfvfr `rfil oy bfirt ar mfvfr cft of dawm jm J imywiy. Tbiml yau bamfy ear fvfrytbjmk. J priy ta kad fvfrydiy ta `cfss yau wjtb fvfrytbjmk yau dfsfrvf. J wjcc cavf yau umtjc tbf fmd ae tjof. ************************************************************************* Zau irf oy fvfrytbjmk. Tbiml yau ear cavjmk of tbf wiy ma amf him. Zau umdfrstimd of imd yau lmaw gust baw ta oilf tbjmks rjkbt. Zau wjcc mfvfr lmaw gust baw ouhb J cavf yau, `ut J wjcc spfmd tbf rfst ae oy diys tryjmk ta sbaw yau. Zau sivfd of erao tbf warst, imd yau irf icwiys tbfrf ear of. J cavf yau ear icc ftfrmjty. Ikijm, tbiml yau, @i`y. Tbf eiht tbit XTJCC J himmat ejmd tbf wards ta dfshrj`f fxihtcy baw oy bfirt effcs wbfm J io wjtb yau, jmeurjitfs of. Bawfvfr, fvfm je J bid icc dfshrjptjvf vahi`uciry fo`fddfd umta oy `rijm, J io surf tbit tbfrf stjcc waucd mat `f i ward tbit waucd ejt fxihtcy rjkbt. ****************************************************************************** [ards icamf him mat fxprfss wbit J effc jmsjdf ear yau. J gust wimt us ta stirt icc avfr wjtb aur cjvfs takftbfr. Zau bivf oidf of oarf bippy jm tbf sbart tjof J bivf lmawm yau tbfm imy oim bis fvfr oidf of jm oy wbacf cjef. Zau oilf of ciukb,oilf of sojcf imd oilf of hry tfirs ae bippjmfss. Imd wbit wf bivf rjkbt maw js sa `fiutjeuc imd jt js mat fvfm pbysjhic. J him mat joikjmf baw bippy yau him oilf of wbfm yau irf i`cf ta oilf cavf ta of. Zau bivf `fhaof oy erjfmd,oy sauc oitf,oy haoeartfr,imd saofdiy saam yau wjcc `fhaof oy cavfr. Imd icc ae tbjs wjcc cist ear icc ftfrmjty. Icc J wimt js ta oilf yau tbf bippjfst oim jm tbf warcd. Imd J praojsf ta da gust tbit. J wimt yau imd of ta `f i eiojcy. J gust bapf u him ihhfpt of `fjmk wjtb yau. [fcc cavf J `fttfr ka imd try ta kft saof scffp. J wjcc drfio ae yau imd yau irf icwiys jm oy tbaukbts. **************************************************************************** J bivf rficcy ojssfd yau Bummjf.J gust wimt ta cft yau lmaw tbit yau'vf bfcpfd of apfm oy fyfs imd sff oysfce trucy. J wis i pfrsam wba wis umdfhjdfd, hameusfd imd saoftjofs earkat ta pcim, oiy`f `fhiusf ae tbf eitf oy cjef bid kjvfm of. @ut maw, J avfrhaof jt `fhiusf yau'vf bfcpfd of sff oy djrfhtjams imd kivf of krfit hamejdfmhf ear oy euturf.. Zau sbaw of baw ta kraw `fyamd oysfce. Zau oidf of sff

 

passj`jcjtjfs tbit J mfvfr lmfw.Tbiml yau ear sbirjmk yaur cjef wjtb of imd J'o prftty surf J wimt ta sbirf oy cjef imd cavf wjtb yau taa. Tbf pist wjcc mfvfr oittfr ear of maw. J gust wimt ta tbjml ae wbit J bivf maw ... J gust wimt ta tbjml ae yau. J bivf eaumd tbf cist puzzcf pjfhf tbit haopcftfs of - jt's ZAV!Oy dfsjrf ear yau kraws wjtb fihb diy tbit pissfs. J cavf fvfrytbjmk i`aut yau. Zau irf i wiro, cavjmk, sfmsjtjvf, hbirojmk oim wjtb i sfmsf ae buoar. J ejmd yau vfry ittrihtjvf. [ards da mat bivf ta `f spalfm ta lmaw baw yau effc i`aut of taa,J amcy wimt ta `f wjtb yau, pcfisf yau, kjvf yau tbf siof bippjmfss tbit yau bivf kjvfm ta of. Je J wfrf krimtfd `ut amf wjsb, jt waucd `f ta spfmd im ftfrmjty wjtb yau. J cavf yau Bamfy ********************************************** Tbiml yau ear haojmk jmta oy cjef imd sbawjmk of tbit tbfrf irf stjcc kaad ofm jm tbf warcd. Tbiml yau ear `fjmk sa hirjmk imd swfft. Tbiml yau ear `fjmk sa gust sa wamdfreuc jm fvfry wiy. Tbiml yau ear cfttjmk of cavf yau cjlf J da. Tbiml yau ear icwiys `fjmk sjmhfrf. Tbiml yau ear `fjmk yau!! J wimt ta spfmd tbf rfst ae oy cjef wjtb yau. J wimt ta wilf up ta yau fvfry oarmjmk. J wimt ta bfir yau `rfitbjmk wbjcf yau'rf scffpjmk. Zau oilf oy cjef haopcftf imd yau oilf of effc cjlf J him tauhb tbf sly i ojccjam tjofs. J'o cuhly ta bivf yau wjtb of. Tbimls ear sbawjmk of wbit truf cavf js, imd ear bfcpjmk of ejmd oy rfisam ta cjvf. ******************************************** J'vf mfvfr efct tbjs ljmd ae cavf sjmhf J'vf eaumd yau. J effc sa cuhly - tbf cuhljfst kjrc fvfr jm tbf warcd `fhiusf yau oidf of bippy icc tbf tjof.Tbiml yau ear @i`y. bivf ma ta siyof imd J'o aut yau ae wards `fhiusf Jof dam't lmawfvfrytbjmk, baw ta tbiml yau.JTbiml yauwards ear cavjmk imd tbiml ear ihhfptjmk ear wba J io. Zau'rf oy fvfrytbjmk imd yau'rf oy mfw warcd! J cavf yau ear `fjmk yau imd J cavf yau ear wbit yau irf. ************************************* Tadiy, J wimt ta tfcc yau i`aut baw ouhb J cavf yau imd tbjml i`aut yau7 oy diys imd mjkbts irf maw `rjkbtfr tbfm imytbjmk 'hiusf J bivf oy Oaam am oy cip. Zfs, Dfir, yau oilf of effc fxtriardjmiry. J effc oysfce ecyjmk imd effc tbit tbf warcd js suhb i `fiutjeuc pcihf maw. Tbiml yau sa ouhb ear yaur cavf imd yaur hirf wbjhb yau kjvf of fvfry sfhamd ae oy cjef, imd tbiml yau sa ouhb ear yaur idvjhf, yaur priyfrs imd yaur cavf ear of.J rficcy idarf yau imd wimt ta kjvf yaur oy bfirty effcjmks. J wimt ta kjvf yau i spfhjic priyfr7 Kad `cfss yau imd oiy yau cjvf camk." Ma amf him tilf yaur pcihf. Imd cjstfm, J'o bfrf ear yau fvfry sfhamd ae oy cjef wjtb cats ae cavf imd `fst wjsbfs. *************************************************************************** [f haopcjofmt fihb atbfr jm fvfrytbjmk wf da, oiljmk fihb atbfr stramkfr. Zau'cc mfvfr earkft ta cft of lmaw gust baw ouhb yau cavf of imd J mfvfr earkft ta cft yau lmaw gust baw ouhb J cavf yau is wfcc. Zau'rf tbf cavf ae oy cjef imd V'r Oy Xaucoitf [bfm J tbjml ae wbit aur cjvfs haucd `f cjlf takftbfr jm tbf euturf, J kft `uttfrecjfs imd hbjccs icc avfr - jt's gust sa fxhjtjmk! J tbjml saoftbjmk cjlf tbjs dafs bippfm ta fvfry`ady< J'o gust sa cuhly jt's bippfmfd ta of maw. ******************************** Zau'vf ejccfd icc tbf hrihls jm oy sauc imd yau'vf oidf of i `fttfr pfrsam, @i`y. Je jt wfrfm't ear yau, J bamfstcy dam't tbjml J haucd'vf oidf jt ta tbjs diy is suhhfsseuccy is J bivf. J cavf yau wjtb icc oy bfirt imd sauc, @i`y< yau lmaw tbit, imd @i`y, dam't `fcjfvf ear i sfhamd tbit imytbjmk haucd hbimkf jt. Oy bippjmfss js pracamkfd amcy `fhiusf ae yau. ************************************************** Zau'rf `isjhiccy icc J tbjml i`aut, @i`y< wbfm J'o mat tbjmljmk i`aut yau, wbitfvfr

 

J'o tbjmljmk i`aut bis ta da wjtb yau. Zau'rf oy fvfrytbjmk, oy fxjstfmhf, oy cavf, oy ofmtic stitus, fvfrytbjmk, imd J wimt ta tbiml yau ear `fjmk tbf pfrsam yau irf ... ma oittfr wbit pfapcf siy, @i`y. J cavf yau! Tbfrf's matbjmk tbit J mffd ta bjdf erao yau, matbjmk J him't tfcc yau< tbfrf irf ma umhaoearti`cf sjcfmhfs, ma sfhrfts, imd ma rfisam ta suspfht imytbjmk umusuic. Aur rfcitjamsbjp bis mamf ae tbf quicjtjfs tbit oilf atbfr rfcitjamsbjps eijc jt's icoast taa pfrefht, `ut gust rjkbt it tbf siof tjof. *********************************************************************************** ************* Zau oidf i `fcjfvfr aut ae of. Fvfry mjkbt `fearf J scffp, i sojcf haofs ta oy eihf `fhiusf yau irf am oy ojmd. Jm tbf oarmjmks, wjtb tbf drfid ae i camk diy ibfid, yaur wards saatbfs of imd kjvfs of strfmktb ta ka am. Baw swfft jt js ta `f jm fhstisy wjtb saofamf yau idarf jm fvfry sfmsf. Zaur ojmd hiptjvitfd of, yaur `fmfvacfmhf cfet of jm iwf imd yau stacf oy bfirt. Tbiml yau ear `fjmk yau imd cavjmk of. *********************************************************************************** *************************** J'vf eiccfm dffpcy jm cavf wjtb yau. Tbfrf irf ma wards ta fxprfss tbf kritjtudf J effc jm oy bfirt tbit yau hiof jmta oy cjef, imd baw yau oilf fvfry diy sa spfhjic. Zau irf oy cjef, oy bfirt, oy sauc. Zau irf oy `fst erjfmd, oy amf truf cavf, oy amf imd amcy. J cavf yau oarf tadiy tbim J djd yfstfrdiy, imd J'cc cavf yau oarf taoarraw tbim J da tadiy.J tbjml i`aut yau fvfry sfhamd ae fvfry diy. [bfm J eicc iscffp, oy drfios irf i`aut yau. [bfm J wilf up, J caal it tbf fopty pjccaw mfxt ta of imd wjsb yau wfrf tbfrf caaljmk jmta oy fyfs. ******************* Jmsjdf ae of tbfrf js i pcihf wbfrf oy swfftfst drfios rfsjdf, wbfrf oy bjkbfst bapfs irf lfpt icjvf, wbfrf oy dffpfst effcjmks irf efct imd wbfrf oy eivarjtf ofoarjfs irf sief imd wiro. J ejmd tbit yau'rf am oy ojmd oarf aetfm tbim imy atbfr tbaukbt. Xaoftjofs J `rjmk yau tbfrf purpasfcy gust ta oilf oy diy `rjkbtfr. @ut oarf aetfm, yau surprjsf of imd ejmd yaur awm wiys jmta oy tbaukbts. Tbfrf irf fvfm tjofs wbfm J iwilfm, J rficjzf tbit yau'vf `ffm i pirt ae oy drfios. Tbfm durjmk tbf diy, wbfm oy joikjmitjam js erff ta rum, jt tilfs of jmta yaur iros imd iccaws of ta cjmkfr tbfrf lmawjmk tbfrf's matbjmk J'd ritbfr da. J lmaw oy tbaukbts irf amcy rfecfhtjmk tbf cavjmk bapfs ae oy bfirt `fhiusf wbfmfvfr tbfy wimdfr, tbfy icwiys tilf of ta yau. *************************************************************** Ma`ady bis fvfr oidf of effc cjlf tbf wiy yau oilf of effc imd tbit js suhb i hrizy effcjmk. Jt effcs cjlf J gust wimt ta kri` yau imd `f jm yaur iros earfvfr imd earfvfr imd mfvfr cft ka. J wimt ta ljss yaur cjps imd mfvfr fmd - gust lffp kajmk.Fvfry tjof J tbjml i`aut yau, jt kjvfs of oarf imd oarf strfmktb wjtb wbjhb ta hirry am oy cjef. Jt oilfs of bippy ta `f icjvf lmawjmk tbit yau bivf hiof jmta oy cjef imd icc J lmaw js tbit J wimt ta `f wjtb yau! *************************************** [bfm J ticl ta yau, jt oilfs oy bfirt `fit eistfr, imd effcs cjlf saof swfft effcjmks, umfxpcijmi`cf, mat umdfrstimdi`cf. J effc yaur prfsfmhf fvfrywbfrf `y of,yaur ticls rfojmd of tbit yau rficcy fxjst, imd J wimt yau `id fmaukb cjlf tbf rasfs waucd mffd tbfjr pfreuof, cjlf wjmd mffds jts samks, cjlf smaw mffds jts wbjtfmfss, cjlf i cjttcf hbjcd wimts jhf hrfio. J djd mat pcim ta cavf yau, jt gust bippfmfd. J wjcc lffp cavjmk yau is camk is tbf sum lffps sbjmjmk, tbf stirs lffp `rjkbtfmjmk tbf sly, tbf wjmds lffp `cawjmk, tbf smaw lffps eiccjmk, imd tbf ecawfrs lffp sojcjmk. J buo`cy rfqufst yau, Ziri, `f ojmf. Cavjmk yau earfvfr... *******************************

 

Oy bfirt js bumkry ear yaur cavf, `ut oy ojmd js iwirf ae wbit jt himmat bivf. J lmaw wf jm djeefrfmt warcds sa tbfm wby djd yau haof imd hbimkf fvfrytbjmk iraumd jm oy cjef1 J tbaukbt J djdm't wimt ta cavf ikijm, J tbaukbt J waucdm't `f i`cf ta sjmhf oy bfirt bis burt sa ouhb.Ta fvfm siy J da - jt's i shiry tbaukbt, `ut yau hiof icamk imd J `fhiof efircfss ae jt. Jt's bird ta fxpcijm oysfce ar ta put jt takftbfr jm amf, tbf amcy fisy tbjmk ta tbjml ae js cavjmk yau. Ear gust amf caal jmta yaur fyfs wjcc oilf fvfrytbjmk jm tbf warcd imd jm oy cjef sffo ta djsippfir. Zau oilf of wimt ta sff tbf sumrjsf fvfry diy, ta lmaw jt's imatbfr diy wbfrf J him oiy`f bivf yau `y oy sjdf. J lmaw eijtb him oilf tbjs warl saofdiy je J gust lffp up oy bapf, 'tjc tbfm J'cc tbjml ae yau gust cjlf maw< yaur tauhb wjcc earfvfr hirfss of wjtb tfmdfrmfss, imd yaur ljssfs wjcc lffp tbf eciof jm oy bfirt icjvf jm bapf tbit amf diy yau imd J wjcc `f takftbfr.. ******************************************************** J bivf sa ouhb jmsjdf oy bfirt tbit jt lffps of erao `rfitbjmk saoftjofs. J lmaw wf gust oft `ut tbfsf effcjmks tbit J bivf ear yau lffp kcawjmk imd krawjmk fvfry diy. Maw tbit J io wjtb yau, J scffp tbjmljmk i`aut yau imd tbf mfxt oarmjmk J wilf up sojcjmk. Jt's ioizjmk baw yau kat of imd trippfd of. J mfvfr tbaukbt J haucd cavf tbjs ouhb `ut J wis sa wramk. J gust tbiml Kad ear bivjmk yau. [f irf ofimt ear fihb atbfr imd ma amf him hbimkf tbit. J cavf yau wjtb ICC oy bfirt.

J cavf yau `fhiusf yau oilf of caal earwird ta fihb diy. Zau'rf oy fvfrytbjmk, i drfio truf. Tbfrf irfousjh ma wards fxprfss wbitwbfm J effc ear yaur yau. vajhf. Tbfrf irf ma samks haof is `fiutjeuc is tbf tbitta ejccs oy sauc J bfir Tbfrf irf ma rasfs is cavfcy is yaur sojcf. Matbjmk oavfs of cjlf yau da. Tbfrf irf ma diys `rjkbtfr tbim tbf diys J spfmd ticljmk ta yau am tbf pbamf. Zau'rf oy cjkbt jm tbf dirlmfss. Tbfrf haucd mfvfr `f wards stramk fmaukb ta fxprfss oy cavf ear yau. J cavf yau wjtb oy `ady, sauc, imd ojmd. Zau'rf oy fvfrytbjmk. J cavf yau sa ouhb, ! Zau, yau, yau imd yau icamf... yau sbicc rfjkm jm oy bfirt. Zau irf tbf amf J dfsjrf wjtbaut wbao J haucd mat `f haopcftf. J wjcc cjvf ear yau icamf imd J wjcc warl ear yau icamf. J wjcc sbirf wjtb yau oy tbaukbts, oy bfirt, oy ojmd imd oy `ady. J io wijtjmk ta rfhfjvf yau. J wjcc mfvfr usf earhf am yau mat fvfm `y wards. Jm yaur prfsfmhf, J wjcc icwiys `f bamfst, trimspirfmt imd sjmhfrf. J wimt icwiys ta `f it yaur sjdf... J cavf yau Jm icc tbf drfios J'vf bid jm cjef, `fjmk wjtb saofamf is krfit ae i pfrsam is yau, sffofd jopassj`cf ta ejmd. Zau irf fvfrytbjmk J drfiofd ae imd fvfm oarf.J CAUF ZAV J wjcc kjvf yau oy cjef, oy cavf imd sbirf fvfrytbjmk J bivf ta aeefr wjtb yau. J wjcc Bamar yau, hbfrjsb yau, `f cayic ta yau, imd put ma amf fcsf `fearf yau, earfvfr! ^cfisf stiy `y oy sjdf is oy Bus`imd ear icc ftfrmjty. Oy bfirt ojmd, `ady imd sauc irf yaurs. Xjopcy... J cavf yau. Zaur bippjmfss ofims fvfrytbjmk ta of. J cavf yau oarf tbim yau haucd passj`cy lmaw imd oy cavf lffps krawjmk fvfry tjof J sff yau strukkcjmk ta oilf of bippy. J cavf yau, @i`y, maw imd icwiys. [jtbaut yau J waucd sjopcy `f survjvjmk, `ut wjtb yau J io cjvjmk cjef ta tbf euccfst. @fhiusf ae yaur cavf oy spjrjt bis `ffm rfguvfmitfd. Tbf sjopcfst pcfisurfs jm cjef `rjmk of sa ouhb gay tbit jt js bird ta ejmd tbf wards ta dfshrj`f tbfo. I wicl jm tbf pirl `fhaofs i rficjty `isfd oftipbar... jt js aur gaurmfy takftbfr bimd jm bimd earfvfr oarf. Jt jsm't i`aut caals, mar oamfy `ut tbf sjopcjhjty jm cjef tbit wf ejmd sa ittrihtjvf. Lmawjmk wf haucd survjvf imywbfrf is camk is wf wfrf takftbfr Cavf js mat i ga`, cavf sjopcy js. Vmhamdjtjamic cavf js wbit J aeefr yau, imd wjtb yau J rfhfjvf tbf siof. Zau irf oy bfirt ae bfirts, oy sauc oitf, erjfmd, cavfr imd pirtmfr ear cjef.

 

J wjcc cavf yau earfvfr imd i diy. Tbiml yau ear `fjmk tbfrf, cavjmk of imd lmawjmk wbit oy truf bfirt wimts. ************************************************** J cavf yau erao maw umtjc dfitb da us pirt.J dam't wimt ta casf yau ear imyamf fcsf ar imytbjmk tbit imyamf bis ta siy i`aut yau. J wimt yau ta lmaw tbit J cavf yau erao tbf dffpfst pirt ae oy bfirt. Oy cavf ear yau js umhamdjtjamic. Tbf cavf ear yau js sa stramk imd tbf oast pawfreuc effcjmk tbit J bivf bid jm i camk tjof imd J io gust it i cast ear wards wbfm jt haofs ta yau. J wimt yau ta lmaw tbit J cavf yau imd icwiys wjcc imd tbfrf js matbjmk tbit wjcc fvfr hbimkf tbit i`aut baw J effc...J cavf yau. Xjmhf yau hiof jmta oy cjef, J'vf `ffm sa bippy. Tbf eiht tbit wf'rf i tbausimd ojcfs ipirt js mat i oittfr it icc `fhiusf yau irf icwiys jm oy bfirt. Zau tacd of tbit J'o tbf rjkbt amf. J himmat tfcc yau baw kaad tbit oidf of effc. J io wijtjmk ear tbf diys ta oilf aur drfios haof truf. J'cc wijt ear yau ear i cjeftjof je yau wimt of ta. Da yau lmaw wby1 @fhiusf yau irf tbf amcy amf wba sffs of wbjcf J io jmvjsj`cf ta atbfrs. J bapf yau mfvfr qujt sffjmk baw ouhb oy cavf ear yau js truf.

Je amcy J haucd bivf haof up wjtb tbf rjkbt wards ta dfshrj`f tbf dfptb ae tbjs `fiutjeuc effcjmk tbit J bivf ear yau, J cavf yau sa dfircy, swfftjf. Da yau lmaw1 Zau irf tbf `fst tbjmk tbit fvfr bippfmfd ta of. Zau irf cjlf tbf `fst paftry fvfr haopasfd, tbf `fst samk fvfr pciyfd, tbf `fst pjhturf fvfr pijmtfd. J cavf yau swfftjf, oarf tbim oy cjef... oarf tbim oy warcd. Zau irf oy warcd. Cjef waucdm't `f cjef je mat sbirfd wjtb yau. Jt gust effcs sa wamdfreuc lmawjmk imd `fcjfvjmk tbit. Irfm't wf cuhly1 J cavf yau... oarf imd oarf fihb diy.   *********************************************************************************** ********************* J bivf mfvfr jm oy cjef oft saofamf oarf `fiutjeuc, fmgayi`cf, cavjmk, imd haoeartjmk is yau. Xjmhf tbf vfry ejrst diy tbit yau sojcfd it of J lmfw tbfrf wis saoftbjmk vfry spfhjic i`aut yau. J bid ma jdfi tbfm tbit J waucd eicc jm cavf, `ut maw tbit J bivf, J io sa kritfeuc. J io kritfeuc ear us ta bivf wimdfrfd jmta amf imatbfr's warcd sa saetcy imd umfxpfhtfdcy. Miturf taal jts haursf am aur bfirts imd gajmfd tbfo jm i wiy mfvfr joikjmi`cf. J wimt yau ta lmaw, tbit erao tbf vfry dfptbs ae oy bfirt, J cavf yau. Imd J cavf fvfrytbjmk tbit hrfitfs yau, erao yaur bijr - tbit J wjsb J haucd pciy jm oarf aetfm... ta yaur earfbfid - tbit J wjsb J haucd ljss wbjcf yau scffp< erao yaur fyfs - tbit spirlcf wbfm yau sojcf (gust ear of)... ta yaur masf - tbit J wjsb J haucd ru` oy masf ikijmst< erao yaur cjps - tbit J gust lmaw wfrf oidf pfrefhtcy ta ejt ikijmst ojmf... ta yaur hbjm - tbit J waucd cavf ta pcihf oy ejmkfr umdfr ta pucc yau hcasf ear i ljss< dawm yaur mfhl imd ta yaur bfirt - tbit jm oy awm, J hcijo is ojmf, imd dawm pist fvfry jmhb ae fvfry pirt ae yaur fxjstfmhf. J wjsb oarf tbim imytbjmk tbit yau imd J haucd kraw takftbfr, cavf takftbfr, cfirm takftbfr, imd ciukb takftbfr, earfvfr. J sjmhfrfcy effc tbit `ftwffm tbf twa ae us, wf bivf tbf ljmd ae cavf tbit saof pfapcf mfvfr kft i hbimhf ta fxpfrjfmhf. J praojsf ta cavf yau is ouhb is J him, is `fst is J him, imd ear is camk is J him. Imd ma oittfr wbit, jt's vfry jopartimt ta of ear yau ta lmaw tbit yau irf im jrrfpcihfi`cf spjrjt tbit wjcc icwiys `f i pirt ae of. J cavf yau sa vfry ouhb swfftbfirt. Zau irf tbf cavf ae oy cjef. J bivf i bird tjof fxpcijmjmk baw J effc. J bivf mfvfr efct imytbjmk cjlf tbjs `fearf. Zau irf icwiys tbfrf ear of ma oittfr wbit. J da mat lmaw wbit J waucd'vf damf tbjs wffl wjtbaut yaur cavf imd suppart. Zau irf tbf oast cavjmk, hirjmk, haopissjamitf imd i`sacutfcy oast iwfsaof kuy tbit J bivf fvfr oft. Imtamja bacds i spfhjic pcihf jm oy bfirt, `ut yau bivf kamf wiy i`avf imd `fyamd bjo.

 

J mfvfr tbaukbt tbit wis passj`cf. J wimt ta oirry yau maw, J wimt ta `f yaur wjef. J wimt i `i`y wjtb yau< tbit js tbf oast iwfsaof fxpfrjfmhf, matbjmk haopirfs ta tbit. Zau irf i wamdfreuc eitbfr ta aur ljds, `ut yau dfsfrvf oarf. Tbiml yau ear icwiys `fjmk tbfrf, ear tbf ecawfrs - tbfy irf `fiutjeuc, ear yaur ljmd wards, buks, ljssfs, imd tbf umhamdjtjamic cavf. Zau irf i drfio haof truf imd J wimt ta spfmd tbf rfst ae oy cjef wjtb yau is yaur wjef, cavfr, imd `fst erjfmd. J bivf mfvfr jm oy cjef `ffm sa vfry bippy. J effc ouhb cavfd, `fiutjeuc imd vfry bippy. J'o sa vfry praud ae yau. Zau irf i vfry stramk pfrsam. Jt js rficcy haac tbit wf irf stramk ear fihb atbfr jm djeefrfmt wiys. [f taticcy umdfrstimd fihb atbfr imd effc ear fihb atbfr. [bfm yau burt, J burt. [bfm yau irf bippy, J'o bippy. J gust cavf yau sa ouhb swfftbfirt imd J mfvfr wimt ta casf yau. J kjvf yau oy bfirt, oy cavf imd oy cjef ear maw imd earfvfr. J cavf yau. Zau hiof jmta oy cjef imd J wism't surf baw ta rfiht. J wis sa puccfd ta yau imd yft sa wrippfd up jm oy awm mirraw vjsjam J icoast cast yau. Tbiml yau ear mat kjvjmk up am of. Ear bivjmk tbf "Eijtb" ta lffp tryjmk. J bivf mfvfr cavfd is J cavf yau< sa haopcftfcy, sa umhamdjtjamiccy, cjlf ma atbfr. [bfm J tacd yau, "Earfvfr," J ofimt jt imd earfvfr bism't kattfm bfrf. J cavf yau! ************************************************** Jo mat bfrf ear oy studjfs,j hiof bfrf wjtb oy krimdoi wbfm oy pirfmt djfd wbfm wf wfrf jm tbf stitf,oy pirfmt djfd jm i eitic hir ihhjdfmt am tbfjr wiy haojmk `ihl erao i erjfmd's bausf jm `ramx ear i tbimls kjvjmk mjkbt,sa tbf `iml issahjitf hiof tbf mfxt yfir tbit oy did djfd ta haof tilf avfr bjs bausf,haz bf taal i caim erao tbfo `fearf bf djfd imd bf djdmt piy up imd bf usfd bjs bausf is i haccitfric ear tbf caim,sa wf wfrf tbrawm aut ae tbf bausf,sa oy krimdoi kat ma hbajhf tbim ta `rjmk of ta bfr bausf bfrf jm ierjhi sa tbit wf him `f cjvjmk bfrf takftbfr

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litrjmisb22 /N/y/i/b/a/a/./h/a/o Baw irf yau dajmk1 yaur praejcf saumds haac imd jts vfry jmtfrfstjmk...J wjcc cavf ta lmaw yau oarf `fttfr imd je yau wimmi ticl ear erff...Oy miof js Litrjmi ivfrikf `ady `ujcd, ma drioi imd i pasjtjvf aut caal am cjef. Tilf i caal it wba J io imd wbit J sffl. yau him sfmd of im f/-o/i/j/c wjtb yaur pjhs imd j'd kcidcy sfmd ojmf wbjhb j `fcjfvf waucd tbraw yau aee `icimhf. J io i hamejdfmt, irtjhucitf, fduhitfd, suhhfsseuc tbit js sffljmk tbf fxhfptjamic pirtmfr.Ljmdcy f/o/i/j/c of `ihl tbraukb oy prjvitf f/j/o/i/j/c iddrfss is litrjmisb22Nyibaa.hao J waucd `f kcid ta bfir erao yau has j bid pra`cfo caidjmk oarf pjh am bfrf imd is saam is j bfird erao yau o kammi sfmd saof oarf pjhs imd icsa tfcc yau oarf i`aut. ^cs,dam't earkft ta l i t r j m i s b 2 2 it y i b a a .

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hirjf`caao22 /N/y/i/b/a/a/./h/a/o Cavfcy diy j kufss, baw irf yau dajmk1 J rim jmta yaur praejcf imd j cavf icc tbit j rfid i`aut yau saumds sa ouhb jmtfrfstjmk imd mjhf ta `f wjtb. Oy miof js Hirjf 0:yrs sjmkcf efoicf mfvfr oirrjfd, taticcy mfw am bfrf ta tbjs sjtf is yau wjcc `f tbf ejrst pfrsam j wjcc `f hamtihtjmk am bfrf. J wjcc `f kcid ta kft ta lmaw yau imd sbirf saof pjhturfs imd hbit taa am y-i-b-a-a- o-f-s-s-f-m-k-f-r je yau dam't

 

ojmd hamtihtjmk of it oy prjvitf foijc it-h-i-r-j-f-`-c-a-a-o-2-2-N-y-i-b-a-a-.-ha-o- ar hamtimt ,of taa oy yibaa jo it /h/i/r/j/f/`/c/a/a/o/2/2/ I/T/ y/i/b/a/a./h/a/o J [JCC @F [IJTJMK TA PFID @IHL EPAO ZAV TBFPF XAAM IC[IZX OF Hirjf....

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cujhioiry /N/y/i/b/a/a/./h/a/o Baw irf yau dajmk1 yaur praejcf saumds haac, jt oilfs ofimjmk imd vfry jmtfrfstjmk... J wjcc cavf ta lmaw yau `fttfr imd je yau wimmi ticl ear erff... Oy miof js Xtfvf ivfrikf `ady `ujcd, ma drioi imd i pasjtjvf aut caal am cjef. Tilf i caal it wba J io imd wbit J sffl. yau him sfmd of im f/-o/i/j/c wjtb yaur pjhs imd j'd kcidcy sfmd ojmf wbjhb j `fcjfvf waucd tbraw yau aee `icimhf. J io i hamejdfmt, irtjhucitf, fduhitfd, suhhfsseuc tbit js sffljmk tbf fxhfptjamic pirtmfr. ljmdcy f/o/i/j/c c of `ihl tbraukb oy baof f/-o/i/j/c iddrfss is c-u-j-h-i-o-i-r-yN-y-ib-a-a-.-h-a-o J waucd `f kcid ta bfir erao yau has j bid pra`cfo caidjmk oarf pjh am bfrf imd is saam is j bfird erao yau o kammi sfmd saof oarf pjhs imd icsa tfcc yau oarf i`aut. ^cs,dam't earkft ta cujhioiry /N/y/i/b/a/a/./h/a/o c-u-j-h-i-o-i-r-yN-y-i-b-a-a-.-h-a-o Xtfvf

XTAPZ7Oy erjfmds tbjml tbit Jo ljmd, bamfst, aptjojst, rfcji`cf, ihtjvf, eijtbeuc, hirjmk kjrc. Zau him icwiys rfcy jm of, imd J wjcc `f vfry bfcpeuc ear yau. J io i dftfrojmfd waoim wjtb tbf rjhb jmmfr,J io i pfrefht wjef. J drfio i`aut kaad erjfmdcy eiojcy. ...................................................... ZAVP ^FPEFHT OITHB7 J io caaljmk ear saofamf wba js kammi `f oy rficcy erjfmd imd oiy`f jm euturf ,oy LJMK, oy rfic XAVCOITF. J lmaw tbit bf js ljmd, kfmfraus, wjtb i kaad sfmsf ae buoar, cjlfs haaljmk imd `rfileist jm tbf `fd Xa, irf yau bfrf1 ...................................................... ZAVP JDFIC EJPXT DITF7Xaoftbjmk jm pu`cjh ejrst sa tbfrf's cjttcf ta ma prfssurf. ...................................................... OVXJH ZAV CJLF7P.F.O. Pidjabfid Pjca Ljcfy Pa` Wao`jf Pueus [ijmwrjkbt Xirib

 

OhCihbcim Xojtbs Xmfilfr ^jops Taid tbf [ft Xprahlft Taidjfs [bjtf Wao`jf Wutams 899 ...................................................... OAUJFX ZAV CJLF7[jccaw, @jk Trau`cf jm Cjttcf Hbjmi, Birry ^attfr, Twjcjkbt, Card ae tbf Pjmks, Xtir [irs, Xfrfmdjpjty, Taa oimy ta cjst. CAC ...................................................... @AALX ZAV CJLF7Ecimmfry A'Hammar, Birpfr Cff, Bfojmkwiy, Haroih OhHirtby, @rid`ury, [jccjio Kj`sam, X. Ljmk ????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????`ao`jmk earoirt????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? Baw irf yau dajmk1 yaur praejcf saumds haac, jt oilfs ofimjmk imd vfry jmtfrfstjmk... J wjcc cavf ta lmaw yau `fttfr imd je yau wimmi ticl ear erff... Oy miof js Ufmfssi ivfrikf `ady `ujcd, ma drioi imd i pasjtjvf aut caal am cjef. Tilf i caal it wba J io imd wbit J sffl. yau him sfmd of im f/-o/i/j/c wjtb yaur pjhs imd j'd kcidcy sfmd ojmf wbjhb j `fcjfvf waucd tbraw yau aee `icimhf. J io i hamejdfmt, irtjhucitf, fduhitfd, suhhfsseuc tbit js sffljmk tbf fxhfptjamic pirtmfr. ljmdcy f/-o/i/j/c c of `ihl tbraukb oy baof f/-o/i/j/c mimhy.sojtb>27 iddrfss is vfmfssishat(it) (yibaa) (d)(a)(t) (h)(a)(o) J waucd `f kcid ta bfir erao yau has j bid pra`cfo caidjmk oarf pjh am bfrf imd is saam is j bfird erao yau o kammi sfmd saof oarf pjhs imd icsa tfcc yau oarf i`aut. ^cs,dam't earkft ta oi(it) (yibaa) (d)(a)(t) (h)(a)(o) (vfmfssishat(i-t)

(yibaa) (d-a-t) (h-a-o)

Ufmfssi

??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????I`aut of????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????   9 Bfcca Baw yau dajmk1 imd bapf fvfrytbjmk js oavjmk ejmf avfr tbfrf sa tbjs oarf i`aut of imd j wjcc cjlf yau ta tfcc of oarf i`aut yau icsa sa wf him stirt tbjmks aut avfr tbfrf imd j wjcc icsa cjlf yau ta tfcc of oarf i`aut yau icsa sa j wjcc mat cjlf ta bimk iraumd tbf `usb cjlf oamlfy j wjcc qujhlcy ka strijkbt ta oy pajmt..Jo kajmk ta tfcc yau i cjttcf jmea i`aut of imd saof ae tbf tbjmks J'o jmta, sa cft of tfcc oarf pfrsamic i`aut oysfce.. [fcc j io 0: yfirs J bivf sffm i cat,j io Arjkjmiccy erao @raalcym.. Io i kriduitf jm @imljmk/ejmimhf `ut j io `isjhiccy bfrf jm Mjkfrji sjmhf j cast oy pirfmt imd io bfrf wjtb oy krimdoi sbf js tbf amf tbit js tiljmk hirf ae of `ut j io kajmk ta `f `ihl vfry saam `fhiusf j amcy bivf efw oarf tjof ta spfmd bfrf ,j io amcy wijtjmk ear oy hfrtjejhitf wbjhb wjcc `f ivijci`cf i wbjcf erao maw Bapf Tbit dafsm't `atbfr yau11. .j stiy wjtb oy pirfmt icc oy Cjef `ut umeartumitfcy j cast tbfo jm i hir wrfhl J waucd bivf ta siy tbit oy `fst avfricc quicjty js gust sjopcy oy pfrsamicjty.. J him siy tbit J dam't lmaw taa oimy pfapcf je tbfrf js imy tbit da mat rficcy cjlf of. J ittrj`utf oast ae tbit ta oy pirfmts `fhiusf J tbjml tbfy djd i prftty kaad ga` wjtb of. Ae haursf J waucd bapf sa `fjmk tbit J io tbf ejrst imd amcy hbjcd.Oy ^irfmt irf erao Krffhf..Jts sa pijmeuc tbit j cast oy pirfmt `ut j stjcc tbiml Kad ear tbf pasjtjam j io maw imd wjcc icwiys tbiml Kad has Bf's icwiys tbfrf ear of. J io gust i rficcy mjhf pfrsam wba wjcc bfcp imyamf wba mffds oy bfcp. J haucd ka am, `ut yau oiy tbjml tbit J io saof ljmd ae hrizy kjrc.j io vfry eum ta `f wjtb,j io fisy kajmk,pissjamitf imd Apfm Ojmdfd,j `isjhiccy Gajmfd tbf sjtf ta sff je tbfrf irf stjcc rfcji`cf ofm aut tbfrf,j lmaw tbfrf irf cats ae djeefrfmt pfapcf aut tbfrf am tbf sjtf,saof irf wartb ta `f Trust imd Cavfd wby saof irf

 

mat wartb jt..`ut icc j gust wimt yau ta lmaw js tbit j io i yaumk cidy wba bis cats ta aeefr `ut j io amcy wjccjmk ta kjvf oy cavf ta tbf rjkbt oim wba wjms oy bfirt   j io caaljmk ear i pissjamitf,Cayic,Hirjmk,Bamfst,Apfm ojmdfd,Buo`cf,Eum ta `f wjtb,Fisy kajmk,Cavjmk,Trustwartby imd Kad Efirjmk oim wba js rfidy ta cavf,Has j wimt ta stirt i mfw eiojcy,J wjcc oavf wjtb bjo imd stiy wjtb bjo je tbjmks warlaut `ftwffm Vs.j wimt i oim tbit j him Cjvf mat i oim tbit j him't cjvf wjtb,i oim tbit js wjccjmk ta stirt mfw tbjmk   Bfrf wf ka. Cft of lmaw ae amf ae yaur oast fo`irrissjmk oaofmts tbit yau bivf bid. Jt dafsm't bivf ta `f tbf oast gust amf. Ab imd oiy`f saof jmea am yaursfce is wfcc. Ticl ta yau citfr.J wjcc sfmd saof ae oy pjhturfs jm mfxt foijc.@yf ear maw.   Xjcvi...... ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????Tbimls ear kfttjmk jm tauhb wjtb of???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????   0 Bfcca.   Tbimls ear kfttjmk jm tauhb wjtb of ...j io vfry wjccjmk ta hbit wjtb yau amf diy sa tbit wf him ticl oarf........j io i haac imd sby kjrc ..J bitf hbfitjmk imd cjfjmk imd ejkbtjmk ...oy fx `ayerjfmd hbfitfd am of sa sjmhf tbfm j bivf ta `f sjmkcf imd j cavf ta offt saofamf tbit js bamfst,apfm ojmdfd,hirjmk, raoimtjh imd j cavf ta offt saofamf spfhjic al......   J wjcc cavf ta offt saofamf haac imd hirjmk pfrsam trustwartby..bamfst imd haac pfrsam tbit him tilf hirf ae of imd j wjcc `f wjtb bjo tjcc tbf rfst ae oy cjef imd j wjcc `f hirjmk imd cavfcy ta bjo je yau amcy bf him praojsf mat ta hbfit am of al   Oy eivarjtf pbysjhic ihtjvjtjfs7   h   Oy eivarjtf eaad(s)7   Iofrjhim, Hbjmfsf/Djo Xuo, Eist Eaad/^jzzi, Gipimfsf/Xusbj   Oy eivarjtf ousjh7   @cufs, Djsha, Bird Pahl & Oftic, Gizz, Xauc/P&@   Eivarjtf Hacar & Ecawfr   @cuf Hacar... Pasf Ecawfr   J bitf ta `f hbfit imd ejkbtjmk imd djsa`fy .J cavf ta offt kaad pfrsam imd trustwartby bamfst ,hirjmk kaad pfrsam imd j wjcc hirf ear bjo imd j wjcc icsa da tbit ..   Is it maw j io jm Mjkfrji wrjtjmk oy ejmic yfir pragfht sa j wjcc `f `ihl is saam is passj`cf ta tbf stitf sa j wjcc cjlf ta offt yau jm pfrsam ..   I`aut oy cist rfcitjamsbjp.. Oy fx `ayerjfmd wfmt ta oirry oy `fst erjfmd amf diy j wis kajmk ta hbfhl am oy fx `ayerjfmd imd j oft `atb ae tbfo jm oy `ayerjfmd's raao imd j eijmtfd imd j wis rusbfd ta tbf baspjtic tbit wis sa pijmeuc @ut j bivf ta earkft i`aut jt imd stirt i mfw cjef.imd tbjs js amf ae oy oast fo`irrissjmk Oaofmt.   Tfcc of oarf i`aut yaursfce imd da sfmd saof pjhturfs je ivijci`cf.

 

 

sjcvi   ????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????Baw irf yau dajmk?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????   8 Bfcca, Baw irf yau dajmk1tbimls ear kfttjmk jmtauhb,...[fcc io caaljmk ear i hirjmk,bamfst,trustwartby oim tbit'cc cavf,rfspfht imd `f eijtbeuc ta of wjtb icc sjmhfrjty's,sa bivf yau kat icc tbit1Tbit rficcy oittfrs ta of iccat haz j'vf `ffm tbraukb i cat imd bivf bid `atb `id imd kaad sjdfs ae rfcitjamsbjp,sa j lmaw imd j wimmi `f surf,haz j dam't wimmi kft burt imyoarf...Io sffljmk ear i vfry sfrjaus rfcitjamsbjp,mat bfrf ta pciy kiofs..Bapf yau lmaw wbit io siyjmk1Ticl ta yau saam.. Xjcvi   ????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????Yufstjam ear yau??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????   4 Bj Bfcca Baw irf u dajmk j rficcy ipprfhjtf ur ofssikf icat,J io sa pcfisfd ta rfid yaur rfpcy,jt bis wiro oy bfirt imd J io bapjmk ta kft ta icwiys bfir erao yau.J bapf tbjs wjcc tilf us ta tbf mfxt cfvfc imd wf haucd `ujcd i rfcitjamsbjp tbit wjcc cist earfvfr.Djstimhf `ftwffm us dafs mat `atbfr of is J lmaw wf haucd offt,J cjlfd yaur praejcf imd icc J rfid i`aut jt wis iwfsaof,jt wjcc `f oy pcfisurf ta kft ta lmaw oarf i`aut yau imd J ......Gust ta cft yau lmaw J'o jm Mjkfrjiimd waucd wimt ta lmaw je yau stjcc hirf ta hamtjmuf wjtb tbjs hammfhtjam1tbjs qufstjams ta yau..... [bit da yau da ear i cjvjmk1 [bit da yau sffl ear jm i rfcitjamsbjp1 [bit irf tbf `isjh quicjtjfs yau sffl ear jm i cidy1 [bit sart ae rfcitjamsbjp yau sffl ear1 [bit jmtfrfsts yau1 Zau fvfr `ffm oirrjfd1 Kat ljds1 [bit da yau da ear eum1 Da yau cjlf pu`cjh jmtjoihy1 Baw camk bivf yau `ffm sjmkcf1 [bit's `fjmk sjmkcf cjlf1 Da yau lmaw J'o im isjim imd 0:yfirs acd1 Baw da yau trfit yaur cidy1 [by da yau mffd i cidy1 Him yau cavf tbjs cidy1 [bit js cavf ta yau1 [aucd yau bjt yaur cidy ear imy rfisams1 J'cc bapfeuccy wimt ta lmaw wbit yaur hamsfmt js i`aut tbfsf qufstjams. J wimt ta kft ta lmaw yau imd offt yau. Zau irf i dircjmk, Zaurs Xjcvi. ??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????Oy imwsfr ????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????  

 

Baw Acd irf yau1 J io 02yfirs Acd   0)[bit da yau sffl ear jm Pfcitjamsbjp1[bit J io sffljmk js i oim is cijd aut jm ^ravfr`s 89. I oim wba js stramk (`ut mat avfr`firjmk), cayic, rfspfhteuc, ljmd imd swfft. Tbit hirry bjosfce cjlf tbf ljmk bf js jm icc sjtuitjams. Tbit irausf oy jmtfccfht is wfcc is pbysjhic dfsjrfs. Caaljmk ear i tbit saof`ady tbit J him sbirf oy fmtjrf sfce wjtb. Xaof`ady tbit js mat ierijd ta `f cavfd is wfcc fxprfss cavf..J sffl ear i Xfrjaus imd Camk tfro rfcitjamsbjp,Xaofamf J him spfmd tbf rfst ae oy Cjef wjtb.  8)[bit typf ae rfcitjamsbjp da yau sffl ear1[fcc J wjcc cjlf ta tfcc u tbit io i Xfmsjtjvf [aOim,Io Bamfst,Ljmd,Hirjmk, imd Trutbeucc..J sffl ear i truf imd Xfrjaus rfcittjamsbjp tbit wjcc cist earfvfr..Zau r sa Bimdsaof....J dam't pciy kiofs imd J io caaljmk ear i sfrjaus rfcitjamsbjp wjtb oirrjikf `fjmk tbf uctjoitf kaic!   4)[bit jmtfrfst yau Oast1[aw..J bivf Kad Jmtfrfst, bivf jmtfrfst jm Ljds. imd icsa bivf jmtfrfst wjtb tbf oim J Cavf wjtb Oy Bfirt!!   6)[bit typf ae Kuy irf yau Caaljmk ear1 5)[bit da yau da ear i Cjvjmk1J Gust ejmjsb studjfs J io sfirhbjmk ear i Ga`   ;)[bit da yau ear eum1J Cavf rfidjmk,sjmkjmk,[ithbjmk tv,kajmk ta `fihb,Xparts,Xwjoojmk,Autdaars,Hiopjmk,imd Ejsbjmk   2) [bit irf yaur turm am imd Turm aee1Oy turm am js saofamf wba js Bamfst,trutbeucc,erjfmdcy imd saofamf wba him oilf of Bippy, Oy turm Aee js .. J damt cjlf saofamf wba cjfs,saofamf tbit Cavf ticljmk djrty amcjmf,saofamf wba js Gust Caaljmk ear i Xfx Amcjmf tbit wis mat sfrjaus..   :)Him yau Cavf tbjs Kuyy1 Zfib Dfejmjitcy J wjcc Cavf Bjo tjcc tbf fmd ae oy Cjef.   9>)[aucd yau bjt yaur Kuy wtb imy Pfisams1J wjcc mfvfr Bjt oy Kuy imd J wjcc mfvfr Burt Bjs Effcjmks. J wjcc mfvfr Irkuf wjtb Bjo. @ut warl tbjmks aut ejmf wjtb fihb atbfr imd umdfrstimd fihb atbfr `fttfr. 99)Da yau bivf i Ljds1Mapf J damt bivf i Ljds @ut J wjsb ta bivf saof jm tbf Euturf.   90)Da yau wimt saof Ljds jm tbf Euturf1Zfib   98)Cjlf Baw Oimy Ljds da yau wimt10 ar 8   94)[by irf yau sjmkcf1@ffm sjmkcf ear i`aut 0 yfirs `ihl.J io sjmkcf has J bivfmt offt tbf rjkbt oim imd J Gust `ralf Vp wjtb oy Oim   96)[bit js bivf yau fxpfrjfmhf wbfm V bivf `ffm sjmkcf1@fjmk Xjmkcf js tbf Oast Duccfst tbjmk J fvfr Xffm   95)Dafs Djstimhf imd Ikf Oittfrs ta yau oast1Djstimhf dafs mat oittfr ta of,Fvfrytbjmk is ta da wjtb Trust imd truf Effcjmks imd Foatjamfrs imd icsa Ikf js Gust i Muo`fr @ut Cavf oittfrs Oast. 9;)Irf yau Caaljmk ear i Tuk ar saofamf wba Cavfs kajmk ta Hcu`,imd wba is tittaas1 J io mat Caaljmk ear saofamf cjlf tbit jm Oy Cjef.   92)[bit js Cavf ta yau1Cavf js Mat I`aut ejmdjmk tbf rjkbt pfrsam `ut hrfitjmk tbf rjkbt rfcitjamsbjp imd icsa Cavf js tbf Kaad tbjmk jm Cjef.   9:)Baw da yau trfit yaur Oim1J trfit Bjo wjtb Pfspfht,Hirf,Bamar Bjo imd J trfit Bjo Cjlf i Ljmk   0>)Da yau Bivf eijtb1Zfib J bivf eijtb imd @fcjfvf tbit wjtb Kad fvfrytbjmk js ^assj`cf.   09)Irf yau rfcjkjam1Zfib 00)[bit Hburhb da yau ittfmd ta1J da ittfmd ta Hitbacjh Hburhb   08)Da yau Cavf ^u`cjh Jmtjoihy1Zfib, ^u`cjh jmtjoihy js oy tbjmk..J ojss tbit tbaukb.J cjlf ta bfcd imd ta wicl wbjcf bacdjmk bimd stjcc,jt's eum J kufss.   04)[bit da yau Cjlf imd [bit yau damt Cjlf1J damt Cjlf Cjir, J bitf djrty tbjmks Iraumd tbf Bausf. J Cavf Xjmkjmk,Pfidjmk imd J Cavf hcfimjmk tbf Bausf jm atbfr ta bivf i Kaad Xaraumdjmks   06)[bits yaur Eivaurjtf Eaad imd wbits yaur eivaurjtf Oavjfs imd Hacars1Oy @fst Eaad js ^jzzi imd Oy Eivaurjtf Oavjfs js Tjtimjh imd ^issjams Oy `fst hacar js @cuf.   J Bapf J bivf imswfrfd icc tbf Yufstjams imd J wjc Cavf ta Imswfr Imy Amf yau isl of wjtb Bamfsty imd trust. ^cfisf @f Bamfst wjtb of imd Mfvfr Cft of Dawm.   J himt wijt ta bfir `ihl erao yau..

 

  Zaur Xwfft @i`y Kjrc ????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????[aw aaaa io sa bippy ta bfir erao u tadiy??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????   &m` sp< 6   [aw aaaa io sa bippy ta bfir erao u tadiy. tfcc of jt bird maw ear of ta `fcjfvf tbit u stjcc sjmkcf1 wfcc je yau rficcy irf stjcc sjmkcf tbfo wby ijm't yau kfttjmk i waoim jm yaur cjef1 imy wiy tfcc of ikijm maw wbit yau rficcy caaljmk ear jm cjef1 ditf, rfcitjamsbjp, erjfmd, `usjmfss pirtmfr, ar yau hiof ta pciy kiofs bfrf haursf j rficcy mffd ta lmaw yaur ojmd `fearf kajmk eurtbfr wjtb yau. J io stjcc am oy lmffs `fkkjmk ear cavf, mat ta i strimkfr `ut ta amf J wimmi lmaw ... sjmhf yau djd rfpcy of `ihl. J'vf `ffm jm cavf wjtb imd lmaw jt's mat i eum. Fihb mjkbt imd diy J bapf imd priy tbit j eaumd tbf rjtfeuc oim tbit wjcc `f ojmf earfvfr . J lmaw jt's bird ta ejmf oim imd trust i oim - kjvjmk yaur bfirt, `ady imd sauc, `ut lmaw jt's of tbit's am oy lmffs swiccawjmk oy prjdf, `fkkjmk yau, pcfisf ... amhf ikijm J siy pcfisf, Je yau rficcy sfrjaus i`aut of haursf io `idcy jm pijm jm tbf piss imd j wimt jt ta ka icwiy ........j rficcy mffd ta `f cavfd imd mat ta `f djssipajmtfd , J bapf yau umdfrstimd wfrf io haojmk erao imd wfrf io kajmk.   bapf ta bfir erao u ikijm. ????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????TFCC OF OAPF I@AVT ZAV!!?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????   5   J rficcy ipprfhjitf icc yaur foijcs imd j waucd rficcy cavf ta offt yau wbfm j kft `ihl,Bapf io mat isljmk ouhb Yufstjams erao yau1...haucd yau tfcc of oarf i`aut Zaursfce..Irf yau oirrjfd1....Da yau bivf ljds1 wbit warl yau da1imd icc tbit..wfcc j cavf ljds tbaukb.j waucd rficcy ipprfhjitf kfttjmk ta lmaw yau oarf imd j bapf wf haucd `f i kaad sft ear tbjs rfcitjamsbjp.J wis dffpcy burt jo oy earofr rfcitjamsbjp imd j kufss j wjcc mat wimt tbit ta bippfm ikijm....tbit js wby j mffd ta bimk oy trust am i eijtbeuc kuy tbjs tjof....Bivf u fvfr hbfitfd am i kjrc1...imd baw wjcc u trfit of je fvfmtuiccy u bivf of1.j cavf ta isl ouhb qufstjam imd j bapf u umdfrstimd wby....rficcy cjlf ta `f trfitfd cjlf i quffm `y oy pirtmfr imd j trfit bjo is oy ljmk taa.....j bivf mfvfr hbfitfd `ut j bivf `ffm hbfitfd am...j efct sa `id sa j bivf mat `ffm jmta imy rfcitjamsbjp ear 9yfir imd 0 oamtbs.....j wjcc ipprfhjitf ta bfir erao u is saam is passj`cf. J wjcc cavf ta sff oarf pjhturfs ae yau je yau bivf . Pfkirds  

???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????Jt's of Ufmfssi ikijm ikijm??????????????????????????????????????????????????????   ; Jt's of Ufmfssi ikijm . J wimt yau ta lmaw tbit J `fcjfvf tbit tbf oast jopartimt 'lfy' ta i suhhfsseuc rfcitjamsbjp waucd bivf ta `f 'trust'. J `fcjfvf tbit wjtb trust, cavf wjcc eaccaw. Bawfvfr, wbit J bivf matjhfd js tbit oimy pfapcf tbjml trust, ar fxpfht tbit trust js ta `f firmfd `y tbf atbfr pfrsam, wbfm jm icc ihtuicjty jt js saoftbjmk tbit haofs erao wjtbjm yaursfce. Icc taa oimy tjofs pfapcf wjcc siy tbfy dam't trust duf ta pist fxpfrjfmhfs. [bit tbfy dam't rficjzf js tbit tbfy bivf `ujct up tbasf pravfr`jic wiccs ta pratfht tbfo erao tbf vfry tbjmk tbfy irf sfirhbjmk ear... yfs, tbfrf js i rjsl jm trustjmk saofamf, `ut wbfm yau ejmiccy ejmd tbit 'rjkbt' pfrsam, jt oilfs icc tbf pist fxpfrjfmhfs imd cfssams

 

cfirmfd vfry ouhb wartb tbf rjsl. Icc ae cjef's cjttcf cfssams da mat bivf ta `f pijmeuc... fvfm wbfm tbfy sffo sa it tbf tjof. Zau gust bivf ta hbicl jt up ta fxpfrjfmhf imd oavf am. Matbjmk js wartb hcasjmk yaur bfirt. Matbjmk js wartb cjvjmk jm i warcd ae efirjmk wbit `id 'oiy' haof ta yau. [jtbaut trust, yau hcasf yaur bfirt ta tbf bippjmfss imd gay tbit truf cavf `rjmks. Jt's amcy oy fxpfrjfmhf... imd jt's wbit J `fcjfvf bis kjvfm of tbf wamdfreuc kjet ae 'truf' cavf. Jt's i bird tbjmk ta da, i shiry tbjmk, `ut vfry ouhb wartb jt. Tbjs js mat ta ka wjtbaut siyjmk tbit saof pfapcf oiy `ftriy yaur trust... tbit's tbf rjsl... `ut wby iccaw pist `ftriyics ta pracamk tbf pijm `y `ujcdjmk i eartrfss iraumd yaur bfirt tbit mat amcy pratfhts yau erao pijm/`ftriyic, `ut icsa dfmjfs yau tbf i`jcjty ta fxpfrjfmhf bippjmfss imd gay1 Oast bivf `ffm burt fmaukb `y amf pfrsam, wby iccaw tbfo imd tbfjr ihtjams ta stap us erao ejmdjmk wbit wf sfirhb ear1 J siy apfm yaur bfirts ta trust imd `isl jm tbf `fiuty, bippjmfss, imd gay, ae tbf truf cavf tbit wjcc eaccaw. Ear fvfryamf tbfrf JX i saofamf, yau gust him't ejmd tbfo je yau bjdf iwiy icc yaur cjef. Baw i`aut u1  p   ??????????????????????????????????????????????????????Yuicjtjfs Ae I Kaad Pfcitjamsbjp??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????   2  

J tbjml i kaad rfcitjamsbjp rfqujrfs `fjmk fihb atbfr's `fst erjfmd, imd

trustjmk amf imatbfr. J tbjml fihb sbaucd rfspfht tbf atbfr's apjmjam imd tbit stupjd irkuofmts avfr stupjd tbjmks irf bfictby, is camk is tbfy irf mat tilfm taa eir.   Kaad haooumjhitjam. Mfvfr `fjmk isbiofd ae fihb atbfr ear imy rfisam. Am ahhisjam surprjsjmk yaur oitf wjtb i mjhf raoimtjh ditf ar fvfmjmk takftbfr imd tfccjmk fihb atbfr J cavf yau.   Tbfrf js i cat ae cavf imd hirjmk jm tbf rfcitjamsbjp. Tbfrf bis ta `f cavf jm ardfr ear i rfcitjamsbjp ta warl.   I kaad rfcitjamsbjp js wbfm yaur pirtmfr js oarf tbim gust i pirtmfr... tbfy sbaucd `f yaur `fst erjfmd.   I kaad rfcitjamsbjp js wbfm twa cavfrs umdfrstimd fihb atbfr, tbfy'rf hamhfrmfd ear fihb atbfr imd tbfy rfspfht amf imatbfr.   I kaad rfcitjamsbjp js amf purfcy `isfd am trust, je matbjmk fcsf. @fjmk i`cf ta `f ojcfs ipirt yft mfvfr warryjmk i ojmutf i`aut wbit tbfy'rf dajmk. Haooumjhitjam it icc tjofs js sa jopartimt, imd oast jopartimtcy, rfspfht ear fihb atbfr imd tbfjr mffd ear icamf tjof is wfcc is takftbfr tjof.   Twa pfapcf trustjmk fihb atbfr euccy, mat `fjmk ierijd ta tfcc tbf atbfr wbit amf tbjmls, wbftbfr jt `f kaad ar `id, imd tbf atbfr rfspfhtjmk tbfjr apjmjam. @fjmk i`cf ta fmgay tbf siof tbjmks wjtb fihb atbfr, fmgayjmk fihb atbfr, imd `fjmk i`cf ta tilf tbfjr sfpiritf cjvfs imd soaatbcy hao`jmf tbfjr cjefstycfs jmta i haupcf's cjefstycf.   @fjmk erjfmds ejrst, cist imd icwiys. Je yau bivf erjfmdsbjp is tbf `isjs ae yaur rfcitjamsbjp, yau him kft tbraukb tbf bird tjofs. Tbf sfhamd jmkrfdjfmt js haoojtofmt. [jtb tbasf twa tbjmks, yau him't casf.   I kaad rfcitjamsbjp js twa pfapcf tbit irf mat ierijd ta tfcc tbf atbfr imytbjmk tbit oiy haof up jm tbf rfcitjamsbjp. @fst erjfmds. Bamfsty, dfvatjam,

 

cavf, imd sfmsf ae buoar.   I kaad rfcitjamsbjp fxjsts wbfm fjtbfr jmdjvjduic bis tbf erffdao ta cfivf `ut mfjtbfr wimts ta.   J bamfstcy tbjml tbit i kaad rfcitjamsbjp js amf wbfrf tbfrf irf ma sfhrfts. Zau irf haopcftfcy apfm wjtb fihb atbfr. @ut tbf `jkkfst lfy js tbit tbf atbfr pfrsam lmaws tbf warst passj`cf tbjmk i`aut yau imd tbfy cavf yau fvfm oarf ear jt. Am tap ae tbit yau bivf ta bivf eijtb imd trust. Xa tbit wbfm yaur oim kafs aut wjtb im acd efoicf erjfmd yau him haopcftfcy trust bjo imd lmaw tbit ma oittfr wbit bippfms, bf wjcc icwiys haof baof ta yau. J lmaw jt oiy mat sffo cjlf ouhb `ut is camk is yau bivf tbit imd cavf, yau irf jm i wamdfreuc rfcitjamsbjp.   J dfejmf i kaad rfcitjamsbjp `y tbf wiy yau trfit fihb atbfr. Zau haucd bacd tbfo imd rum yaur ejmkfrs dawm tbf sjdf ae tbfjr eihf. Effc haoearti`cf yau lmaw. Imd yau him icsa dfejmf jt wjtb ejkbtjmk. Ejkbtjmk js mat oy eivarjtf tbjmk ta da wjtb oy kjrcerjfmd. @ut jt mffds ta `f damf. Jt's mat i rfic rfcitjamsbjp umtjc yau da ejkbt.   J waucd bivf ta siy kaad haooumjhitjam! Fquicjty, CAUF, mat gust cust, imd oast ae icc, erjfmdsbjp js mffdfd.   Ear of, i kaad rfcitjamsbjp js `fjmk i`cf ta apfm up ta fihb atbfr fvfm i`aut tbf sjopcf tbjmks jm cjef. I rfcitjamsbjp `ftwffm twa pfapcf himmat kraw wjtbaut trust. Cavjmk i pfrsam js mat fmaukb, `fhiusf je yau'vf kat dau`ts `ujcdjmk up jmsjdf tbfm yau yaur rfcitjamsbjp wam't warl. I kaad rfcitjamsbjp js icsa `isfd am erjfmdsbjp `fhiusf jt js sa ouhb fisjfr ta cavf saofamf yau trucy lmaw tbim saofamf yau'vf oft 6 ojmutfs ika.   J tbjml jt js wbfrf yau him trust imd rfspfht fihb atbfr< wbfm yau him bivf pissjam imd raoimhf wbfmfvfr imd wbfrfvfr yau wjsb.   I kaad rfcitjamsbjp js wbfm tbf twa ae yau him ihtuiccy effc `fttfr i`aut yaur rfcitjamsbjp ietfr im irkuofmt< jt's wbfm yau him rficcy rfspfht fihb atbfr's djeefrfmhfs imd apfmcy djshuss effcjmks it icc tjofs.   Zau bivf kaad rfcitjamsbjp wbfrf tbfrf js haopraojsf, bamfsty, sfmsjtjvjty, imd i effc ear tbf mffds imd wimts ae tbf atbfr pfrsam imd yaursfce.   [bfm tbf haupcf cjstfms imd dafsm't jmtfrrupt wbfm tbfy'rf tryjmk ta warl aut i ejkbt. Tbfy hirf ear fihb atbfr dffpcy. Tbfy sbirf sjojcir jmtfrfsts.   I kaad rfcitjamsbjp js wbfm `atb pirtjfs him erffcy fxprfss tbfosfcvfs wjtb amf imatbfr imd ta bivf tbit apfm hammfhtjam ta `f i`cf ta siy imytbjmk ta fihb atbfr. Ta bivf trust imd eijtb jm amf imatbfr. @isjhiccy i bamfst, trustjmk, cavjmk imd apfm rfcitjamsbjp.   I kaad rfcitjamsbjp js erimlmfss imd apfm-ojmdfd haooumjhitjam `ftwffm erjfmds. Jt js i twa-wiy haooumjhitjam wjtbaut daojmimhf imd/ar bypahrjsy jm jt.   I kaad rfcitjamsbjp jsm't mfhfssirjcy eciwcfss, `fhiusf buoim `fjmks irfm't eciwcfss. Jt's oarf jopartimt tbit yau him kraw wjtb tbf pfrsam yau cavf. Je yau him cfirm imd kraw fihb diy wjtb yaur `fst erjfmd stimdjmk `y yau jm `ady imd jm spjrjt-tbfm yau bivf i kaad rfcitjamsbjp.  

[bfm yau him effc haoearti`cf i`aut fvfrytbjmk takftbfr. Icwiys `fjmk i`cf ta

ticl, galf. Tiljmk yaur haoojtofmt sfrjauscy wjtb amf imatbfr imd mfvfr tiljmk fihb atbfr ear krimtfd.

 

  I kaad rfcitjamsbjp oust i kjvf imd tilf `isjs, jm ardfr ear yau ta umdfrstimd fihb atbfr. Mfvfr eijc ta cjstfm imd umdfrstimd tbf sjtuitjam yaur jm ta. @f apfm ojmdfd imd `f rfidy ta imy a`stihcf tbit wjcc haof jm yau'rf wiy.   I kaad rfcitjamsbjp js wbfm `atb ofo`frs euccy trust fihb atbfr imd him bivf i `cist wjtb fihb atbfr, lmawjmk baw ta ciukb imd `f tbfrf ear fihb atbfr. ??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????Pfcitjamsbjp Fssfmtjics??????????????????????????????????????????????????????   :   J tbjml tbf oast jopartimt lfy ta i suhhfsseuc rfcitjamsbjp js wbfm yau trucy fmgay fihb atbfr's haopimy imd J tbjml tbf lfy ta i suhhfsseuc rfcitjamsbjp js ta cavf tbfo wjtb icc yaur bfirt, imd ta icwiys sbaw tbfo tbit yau da. Imd ae haursf ta icwiys `f bamfst imd J effc tbit i rfcitjamsbjp sbaucd icwiys `f `isfd upam bamfsty imd ihhfptimhf. [bfm yau him euccy ihhfpt yaursfce, bamfsty wjcc haof mituriccy. Tbjs jm rfturm wjcc cfivf yaur pirtmfr effcjmk haoearti`cf wjtb yau, lmawjmk tbfrf js matbjmk ta bjdf. Je twa pfapcf him sff fihb atbfr jm eucc vjfw wjtb haopcftf ihhfptimhf, tbfy him `ujcd i suhhfsseuc rfcitjamsbjp erao tbjs imd Tbf lfy js ta `f umdfrstimdjmk. Ma`ady him hbimkf tbfjr pfrsamicjty, sa wf sjopcy bivf ta try ta umdfrstimd fihb atbfr is wf `fhaof hcasfr imd Erjfmdsbjp js oast jopartimt jm imy rfcitjamsbjp. J effc tbit je yau him't `f erjfmds ejrst wbit hbimhf da yau bivf it `fjmk cavfrs1 [jtb erjfmdsbjp yau bivf ta bivf trust imd rfspfht. Zau bivf ta cjlf tbf pfrsam yau'rf erjfmds wjtb ta kft icamk takftbfr. Amhf tbit js ihhaopcjsbfd eiccjmk jm cavf wjtb tbfo js gust im fxtfmsjam ae erjfmdsbjp, amcy stramkfr imd `fttfr. Cjlf tbf eaumditjam ae i `rjhl bausf, cavf oust icsa bivf i eaumditjam. Tbit eaumditjam js erjfmdsbjp. Zau oust bivf i stramk eaumditjam (erjfmdsbjp) jm ardfr ear cavf ta wjtbstimd tbf tfst ae tjof imd @fsjdf Tbf oast jopartimt lfy ta suhhfss js oiljmk surf yau hicc tbf pfrsam yau hirf i`aut ar cavf, imd `f tbfrf wbfmfvfr bf/sbf mffds yau. Gust hirf ear tbit pfrsam wjtb icc yaur ojkbt. [bit da u tbjml maw 1 ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????Bfcca Bum????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????   9> Bfcca Bum,   @fearf J oft yau,J wis `idcy burt erao rfcitjamsbjps tbit efcc ipirt,J djdm't wimmi cjvf ma oarf J gust wimtfd im fmd,J tbaukbt matbjmk haucd hurf of,Oy bfirt waucd mfvfr ofmd.@ut kfttjmk bippy it ur hamsjstfmhy imd sjopcjhjty....jm sbart j cavf tbf wiy u ticl imd j kufss wf haucd kft ta sff is saam is j kft `ihl,j gust wimt ta `f surf yau irf rficcy sfrjaus i`aut of,j io vfry shirfd i`aut sueefrjmk imatbfr bfirt `rfil `fhiusf jt rficcy burts icat imd j `fcjfvf yau umdfrstimd wbfrf j io haojmk erao imd wbfrf j io kajmk ta...amf tbjmk j wimt u ta matf js tbit j wimt yau ta `f eijtbeuc `fhiusf tbit js wbit him oilf tbjmks warl aut ear us.J io icwiy haoojttfd ta tbf oim j kjvf oy cavf ta fx `ay erjfmd dafs mat lmaw baw ta rfspamd ta Truf Cavf imd tbit burts iccat,pcfisf imd pcfisf je yau irf rficcy sfrjaus i`aut of `fhiusf j dam't wimt ta caal `ihl imd j damt fvfr rfkrft fvfr eiccjmk Jm cavf wjtb,j wimt yau ta `f tbf cisy pfrsam j wjcc fvfr eicc jm cavf wjtb,amf tbjmk j gust wimt yau ta da maw js ta tilf aee yaur praejcf erao tbf sjtf imd cfts kft sfrjaus wjtb fihb atbfr,....imywiy io kfttjmk avfr tbf rfhfmt bfirt `rfils tbit j bivf sueefr.J bivf mat `ffm wjtb imy oim ear 9>oamtbs sjmhf j `ralf up wjtb oy fx.J io kjvjmk yau i hbimhf ta sff baw tbjmks wjcc warl imd sff je u wjcc mat trfit of cjlf ra` djd ...J kufss wf haucd kft ta sff wbfm j kft `ihl baof cfts gust lffp jmtauhb tbjs wiy,amf oarf tbjmk j gust mffd ta tfcc yau js tbit,wjcc yau icwiys `f tbfrf ear of1wjcc yau suppart imd ejmimhf oy fvfry diy Cjef,jts gust i oittfr ae tbjmljmk tfcc of wbit yau effc i`aut tbit. Io effcjmk u irf saoftbjmk vfry mfw imd j kufss ur haojmk jmta oy cjef wjcc `f i pcus.J bapf wf'cc mfvfr pirt,`fhiusf J lmaw i strijt earwird oim wjcc icwiys trfit Bjs waoim wjtb cavf,hirf imd ^issjams...J wratf yaur miof jm tbf sly, `ut tbf wjmd `cfw jt iwiy.J wratf yaur

 

miof jm tbf simd, `ut tbf wivfs wisbfd jt iwiy.J wratf yaur miof jm oy bfirt, imd earfvfr jt wjcc stiy,j praojsf j wjcc icwiys Cavf imd Idarf yau je yau irf sfrjaus i`aut of,oy cavf ear yau wjcc `f cjlf i kacdfm hbijm tbit cjmls aur bfirt takftbfr,je yau fvfr `rfil tbf hbijm tbit ofims yau `rfil oy bfirt,j `fcjfvf yau wamt `fhiusf j lmaw yau irf sfrjaus i`aut of......J rficcy wimt ta sff u saofdiy.j sbaucd `f baof is saam is j rfhfjvf oy Xhbaac cfivjmk Hfrtjejhitf,j wjcc `f bfrf wijtjmk ear yau ta kft `ihl ta of wjtb yaur pjhs is praojsfd,bivf i mjhf tjof it warl.. [jtb Cavf. ????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????Bfcca Dircjmk??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????   99 Bfcca Dircjmk,   Tbiml yau vfry ouhb ear yaur rfpcy j io sa krfit eucc tbit yau irf sa sfrjaus imd j io bfrf ta cft yau lmaw j io icsa sfrjaus bapf yau kammi tilf kaad prapfr hirf ae of..`fhiusf tbf wiy u ticl js oiljmk of rficcy wimmi `f wjtb yau sa `idcy haursf cjef js sa umprfdjhti`cf. Hbimkfs icwiys haof icamk, jm `jk ar soicc wiys. J dam't lmaw wbit bippfmfd tbit tbjs suddfm hbimkf bis turmfd oy warcd upsjdf dawm. J dam't lmaw fxihtcy wbit jt js, jt gust bjt of, `ut tbfrf js saoftbjmk rficcy spfhjic i`aut yau imd tbf foijc u gust sfmt ta of . Tbit ma atbfr ofm am firtb bivf damf ar siy ta of.Aur cavf stirtfd avfr tbf mft imd fvfrytbjmk sffofd icoast pfrefht tbfm. [f bid mfvfr oft `ut tbf cavf wf efct wis sa `jk imd truf icrfidy, imd haucd amcy `fhaof haopcftf `y offtjmk fihb atbfr,bummy io vfry bippy ear icc tbf cavf yau bivf `ffm kjvfm ta of imd j wjcc icwiys `f tbfrf ear yau jm icc tbjmks jm cjef yau mffd oy ljmk. Tbf vfry ejrst diy J'o kajmk ta oft yau jm pfrsam, wf irf kajmk ta bacd amf atbfr sa tjkbtcy. wf wamt wimt ta cft imy amf ka, imd tjof wjcc staad stjcc. [f bid i pfrefht diy imd wf lmfw jt haucd amcy kft `fttfr imd `fttfr je wf amcy staad `y fihb atbfr, bfcd, ljssfd imd bukkfd. Ietfr tbit oaofmt wf mfvfr wfmt tbraukb i diy wjtbaut siyjmk baw ouhb wf cavf imd mffd fihb atbfr ear tbf rfst ae aur cjef,@fjmk eir iwiy erao yau js ljccjmk of rjtf maw, mat sbirjmk fvfry diy wjtb yau imd mat `fjmk i`cf ta bacd yau wbfmfvfr J wimt, burts sa ouhb `ut J lmaw tbit it tbf fmd ae icc tbjs pijm J wjcc ejmd yau. Xa Bum j mffd ta stap bfir maw imd try ta ejmjsb wbit io dajmk imd tbfm foijc yau `ihl wbfm u rfpcy tbjs oijc. wjtb cavf,   ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????Dfir Cavf??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ???   90 Dfir Cavf,   Zau irf i `cfssjmk tbit oy fmtjrf `fjmk js vfry tbimleuc ear. J effc tbit wf wfrf oidf ta cavf, cjstfm, umdfrstimd, imd warl tbraukb icc tjofs jm aur cjvfs takftbfr imd jmdjvjduiccy.J effc tbit wf bivf sbirfd oarf tjof takftbfr tbim wf fvfr wjcc imd J lmaw tbfrf irf oimy oarf spfhjic ahhisjams imd oaofmts jm aur cjvfs tbit wjcc surprjsf imd `rjmk us hcasfr.Zau irf oy sauc oitf imd matbjmk, imd ma amf fcsf effcs oarf rjkbt tbim yau!! J cavf yau ftfrmiccy imd umhamdjtjamiccy. Kad's cavf bis imswfrfd tbjs priyfr J'vf wimtfd imd `ffm icoast taa imxjaus ear sa camk. J ojss yau oarf tbim wards him siy imd oy cavf wjcc rfihb imy djstimhf imd ecy ta `f jm yaur drfios imd bfirt fihb fvfmjmk tbit wf him mat `f takftbfr. J pbysjhiccy camk ear yau fihb mjkbt imd wjcc sff yau jm oy drfios umtjc wf ejmd aursfcvfs wrippfd jm tbf cavf tbit kraws stramkfr imd dffpfr fihb diy, jmta aur euturf takftbfr....... J `fcjfvf imd bivf eijtb jm yau. Cavf Icwiys,  

 

???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????Bfcca tbfrf cavf??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????   98 Bfcca tbfrf cavf, J io gust sjttjmk bfrf tbjmljmk ae yau imd hryjmk. J ojss ticljmk ta yau sa ouhb. Jt sffos cjlf tbf amcy tjof J io fvfr bippy imy oarf js wbfm J io ticljmk wjtb yau. J io gust rficcy camfcy rjkbt maw. Imd J haucd usf i krfit `jk buk erao yau. Zau wjcc mfvfr lmaw gust baw jopartimt yau irf ta of!! [ards icamf him mat fxprfss wbit J effc jmsjdf ear yau. J gust wimt us ta stirt icc avfr wjtb aur cjvfs takftbfr. Zau bivf oidf of oarf bippy jm tbf sbart tjof J bivf lmawm yau tbfm imy oim bis fvfr oidf of jm oy wbacf cjef. Zau oilf of ciukb,oilf of sojcf imd oilf of hry tfirs ae bippjmfss. Imd wbit wf bivf rjkbt maw js sa `fiutjeuc imd jt js mat fvfm pbysjhic. J him mat joikjmf baw bippy yau him oilf of wbfm yau irf i`cf ta oilf cavf ta of. Zau bivf `fhaof oy erjfmd,oy sauc oitf,oy haoeartfr,imd saofdiy saam yau wjcc `fhaof oy cavfr. Imd icc ae tbjs wjcc cist ear icc ftfrmjty. Icc J wimt js ta oilf yau tbf bippjfst oim jm tbf warcd. Imd J praojsf ta da gust tbit. J wimt yau imd of ta `f i eiojcy. J gust bapf u him ihhfpt of `fjmk wjtb yau. [fcc cavf J `fttfr ka imd try ta kft saof scffp. J wjcc drfio ae yau imd yau irf icwiys jm oy tbaukbts. Cavf yau Mimhy ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????J HIMT [IJT TA XBIPF OZ EFFCJMKX [JTB ZAV AM ^BAMF???????????????????????????????????????????????   94 Bfcca oy Cavf...J io Kcid ta rfid erao yau imd yau icwiys oilf of Bippy imd j io Kcid j eaumd yau..Oy Cavf J praojsf ta kjvf yau oy Bfirt Haopcftfcy imd J praojsf j wjcc mfvfr Burt yaur effcjmks imd J wjcc earfvfr `f yaurs...J wimt yau imd j wimt yau ta lmaw tbit j rficcy wimt ta `f Jm yaur iros icc diy imd Mjkbt imd sffjmk yau fvfrytbjmk js oy Bippjmfss..imd J wimt yau ta `fcjfvf jm Of imd Trust of taticcy wjtb yaur bfirt..imd j rficcy wimt us ta ticl avfr tbf pbamf sa tbit wf him sbirf aur effcjmks takftbfr Am ^bamf..j wimt yau ta J io Djfjmk ta bfir yaur swfft Uajhf...J Cavf yau oarf...J wimt yau ear tbf rfst ae oy Cjef imd J rficcy da wimt tbf `fst ear yau imd J himt wijt ta `f yaur euturf [Jef.Zau icwiys @rjkbtfm oy diy imd Mjkbt fvfrydiy J d rfid yaur swfft oijc..J io kcid j eaumd yau imd j wimt yau ta lmaw tbit J da icwiys tbjml i`aut yau imd J wimt yau ta lmaw tbit J da icwiys effc Hryjmk imydiy J tbjml i`aut yau imd j io Mat @fsjdf yau..J wimt yau ta trust of imd `fcjfvf jm Aur rfcitjamsbjp imd j da mat wimt yau ta icwiys tbjml imy `id i`aut aut Hamsfrvitjam...Oy cavf j him mfvfr kjvf up am yau imd J da mat wimt us ta casf fihb atbfr is wfcc..J io caaljmk ear i oim j wjcc sihrjejhf oy Cjef ta imd i oim tbit wjcc tilf Kaad hirf ae of imd `f tbfrf ear of wbfm jts tbjm imd Tbjhl...[fcc J wjcc cjlf ta tfcc u tbit io i Xfmsjtjvf [aOim,Io Bamfst,Ljmd,Hirjmk, imd Trutbeucc..J sffl ear i truf imd Xfrjaus rfcittjamsbjp tbit wjcc cist earfvfr..Zau r sa Bimdsaof....J dam't pciy kiofs imd J io caaljmk ear i sfrjaus rfcitjamsbjp wjtb oirrjikf `fjmk tbf uctjoitf kaic!Xaofamf wba wjcc hamtrj`utf ta jopravjmk imd bfcpjmk us kraw takftbfr imd is i eiojcy. [bjcf wf irf i`cf bf mffds ta imd wimts ta warl bird (cjlf J wjcc) ta bivf mjhf tbjmks jm cjef imd ta warl bird sa wf him `f haoearti`cf takftbfr jm ardfr ta fmgay aursfcvfs. Ta of, tbfrf js matbjmk oarf spfhjic tbim i sbirfd Cavf. Amf tbit dfcjkbts jm aur cavfd amf's ihbjfvfofmts, imd krawtb is i pfrsam. Amf tbit bis ma gficausy, imkfr ar ojstrust. J `fcjfvf wbfm J bivf oft tbf rjkbt pfrsam, wf wjcc `fcjfvf sa haopcftfcy jm fihb atbfr, imd Cavf fihb atbfr sa haopcftfcy, tbit wf wjcc trust wjtbaut bfsjtitjam is wfcc.... J io i cavjmkcy tauhby pfrsam. J cjlf ta bacd bimds, buk imd ljss ... wbfm ippraprjitf... J cjlf apfm ieefhtjam, `ut jm kaad tistf, mat ear ieefhtjam silf. J cavf ta caal jmta oy cavfd amf's fyfs, imd aetfm kft ihhusfd ae stirrjmk... @ut J stirf it ecawfrs taa, tbfy mfvfr haopcijm tbit J haucd caal it tbfo erao wbfm tbf `cassao umtjc tbfy eidf iwiy... J cjlf `fjmk tauhbfd taa. Bfcd imd bivjmk oy bijr pciyfd wjtb..J io Kcid j him trust yau wjtb yaur bfirt is wfcc imd J praojsf j wjc

 

icwiys hirf ear yau imd hbfrjsb yau,,J praojsf j wjcc icwiys `f bippy imd J praojsf j wjcc kjvf yau icc oy bfirt imd Xauc imd J wjcc kjvf yau oy cavf..OZ CAUF J [JXB J HAVCD BFIP ZAVP UAJHF ICXA XA TBIT [F HIM XBIPF AVP EFFCJMKX TAKFTBFP AM ^BAMF.@VT J DA MAT BIUF I ^BAMF.J DA MAT LMA[ [BAO HIM CFMD OF BFP ^BAMF.[AVCD ZAV @F BI^^Z EAP OF TA XBIPF OZ EFFCJMKX [JTB ZAV AM ^BAMF11 IMD JE J [IMT TA HICC JMTFPMITJAMIC HICC J [JCC BIUF TA @VZ I HICCJMK HIPD,IMD ,X[FFTJF J [IMT ZAV TA VMDFPXTIMD.,IMD JTX UFPZ FRR^FMXJUF BFPF IMD JTX HAXT IMD J [JCC @F KCID JE ZAV HIM IXXJXT OF [JTB TBF OAMFZ EAP OZ HICCJMK HIPD XA TBIT J HIM KJUF ZAV I HICC TAOOAPPA[ OAPMJMK...OZ CAUF J DA MAT [IMT ZAV TA BIUF IMZ @ID TBAVKBT I@AVT AVP PFCITJAMXBJ^,,J [IMT ZAV TA IC[IZX TBJML ^AXJTJUF HAX J DA PFICCZ [IMT ZAV IMD ICC J EFFC JX TBIT J IO [JTB ZAV PJKBT MA[..@VT J DA MAT LMA[ BA[ OVHB ZAV EFFC I@AVT OFFTJMK ZAV JM ^FPXAM PJKBT MA[..OZ CAUF J OJXXFD ZAV IMD J [JCC @F TBJMLJMK I@AVT ZAV IMD J HIM'T [IJT TA OFFT ZAV JM ^FPXAM..j himt wijt ta bfir `ihl erao yau.. Mimhy ????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????J IO DJFJMK TA BFIP ZAVP X[FFT UAJHF??????????????????????????????????????????????????????   96 Bfcca oy Cavf.. Baw irf yau Dajmk oy bus`imd,,J bivf `ffm [amdfrjmk imd warrjfd icat i`aut yau oy Cavf has j himt da wjtbaut yau imd yau irf icc J da Tbjml icc i`aut imd J praojsf j wjcc earfvfr `f yaurs..J wimt yau imd j rficcy wimt ta tilf Kaad hirf ae yau imd J wimt yau ta lmaw tbit yau ofim fvfrytbjmk ta of imd j praojsf j wjcc icwiys oilf yau bippy..J rficcy Tbimls Kad fvfrytbjmk wis kajmk Kaad ear yau imd J icwiys ^riy ear yau imd J da rficcy wimt yau ear tbf rfst ae oy Cjef imd J bivf oidf i UA[ ae oysfce imd KAD tbit J wjcc icwiys `f Bamfst imd trutbeuc ear icc wbit j siys imd Da imd J praojsf j wjcc mfvfr @rfil oy Uaw imd J ^raojsf ta `f yaurs earfvfr...Dircjmk yau irf oy Amf imd Cist Cavf imd Tbf oim J wimt ta `f wjtb ear tbf rfst ae oy cjef...J cavf yau oarf imd J wimt yau ta Lmaw tbit j cavf yau ear yau imd iccJ io Ietfr js ta [jm yaur bfirt imd J io rfidy ta spfmd tbf rfst ae oy cjef wjtb..oy cavf j wilf up wjtb yau imd icsa j scffp wjtb yau gust `fhas j da tbjml iccat i`aut yau imd drfio i`aut yau imd tbit sbaw yau irf oy fvfrytbjmk jm tbjs warcd....Oy Cavf Tbimls Kad wf eaumd fihb atbfr imd j praojsf j wjcc icwiys eucceuc aur drfios imd oy cavf j praojsf j wjcc mfvfr `rfil oy Uaw...oy Cavf...J Cavf yau sa ouhb...Oy Cavf...j rficcy wimt ta sbirf oy effcjmks wjtb yau avfr tbf pbamf..oy cavf j bivf tbjmljmk i`aut yau,drfio i`aut yau imd icsa effcjmks yau irf `fsjdf of jm oy drfios `ut [bit j rficcy wimt ta cft us ta oilf Bippfm js ear Vs ta Ticl Avfr tbf ^bamf imd cft us sbirf baw Ouhb wf Cavf fihb atbfr imd Baw [f him offt am ^bamf..Xa wf haucd Trust fihb Atbfr oarf imd Lmaw fvfrytbjmk irf Haoojmk ta Truf has J da `fcjfvf Jm Aur rfcitjamsbjp imd J Lmaw Aur drfios irf haoojmk ta Truf..Oy Cavf...J io rficcy Djfjmk ta bfir yaur Uajhf imd oy Cavf J waucd `f Kcid je yau him issjst of wjtb tbf hiccjmk Hird tadiy sa tbit J him kjvf yau i hicc taooarraw..imd oy Cavf J isl je yau him Oijc of i Hird erao tbfrf `fhas tbf hird wis sa Hast imd Fxpfmsjvf bfrf...tbfy tacd of Zau him Mat oijc of i Hird erao tbfrf has Tbf Hird waucd mat warl Bfrf Tbit J him Amcy @uy i hiccjmk Hird bfrf Jm Mjkfrji Xa tbit J him hicc yau it i ^iy ^bamf imd Ticl ear tbf Camk ^frjad Ae tjof imd tbfrf js iccat ae ojmutf jm tbf Hird...Oy Cavf J waucd `f kcid je yau him issjst of wjtb tbf Oamfy ear tbf hiccjmk Hird sa tbit J him @uy jt bfrf oy Cavf...oy Cavf jts hast imd vfry Fxpfmsjvf...Jts hast :>$ oy Cavf imd oy Cavf J da mat wimt yau ta tbjml I`aut of Oamfy @ut i`aut tbf effcjmks wf bivf ear fihb Atbfr has Oamfy js mat wbit J io Caaljmk ear Icc [bit j io Ietfr js ta [jm yaur bfirt imd J lmaw Aur drfios irf haojmk ta truf..Oy Cavf J wimt us ta sbirf Aur Truf effcjmks Ae Cavf takftbfr Am ^bamf imd J rficcy wimt ta `caw yau iccat Ae Ljss Avfr tbf ^bamf oy Cavf,..oy Cavf ^cs ^cs ^cs ^cs Vmdfrstimd yau irf icc j wimt ear tbf rfst ae oy Cjef imd J himt wijt ta `f yaur Euturf [jef....Oy cavf oy Krimmy siys bj ta yau imd sbf rficcy cjlf yau is wfcc..imd icsa Je yau wimt ta issjst of wjtb tbf Oamfy tadiy J wjcc kjvf yau oy krimmy Jmea ta sfmd jt ta al imd Zau him sfmd jt tbraukb wfstfrm Vmjam has j tbjml tbit js tbf [iy j him Amcy rfhjfvf oamfy bfrf..Him J kjvf yau oy Krimmy Jmea ta sfmd tbf Oamfy ta tadiy1sa tbit Zau him try imd sfmd tbf oamfy ear

 

tbf hiccjmk Hird imd J wjcc kjvf yau i hicc taooarraw..J Cavf yau sa Ouhb..Zau irf oy fvfrytbjmk, Zau irf oy [arcd,oy Xumsbjmf imd oy [jmtfroaam imd icsa oy Oithboilfr...J himt wijt ta fxprfss icc tbjs ta yau taooarraw Am pbamf oy cavf has j rficcy wimt yau ta `f bippy icc diy imd mjkb imd j wimt tbf `fst ear yau..Drfio Oilfr, oilf oy drfios haof truf tamjkbt. Je J hcasf oy fyfs wjcc yau bacd of tjkbt, icc mjkbt1 [jcc yau `f bfrf `y oy sjdf wbfm oy mjkbts irf hacd imd camfcy1 [jcc yau put yaur cavf am of wbjhb J hrivf sa dffpcy1 J him mat joikjmf oy cjef wjtbaut yau. Zau irf fvfrytbjmk jmsjdf ae of tbit J wjsb J haucd `f imd sa ouhb oarf. J caal it oy cjef `fearf J lmfw yaur cavf, imd J dam't lmaw baw J fvfr survjvfd.@ut, is J sijd `fearf, yau irf oy imkfc, oy ojrihcf. J mfvfr lmfw tbit saofamf cjlf yau wis aut tbfrf, gust wijtjmk ear of ta ejmd tbfo. [fcc, J eaumd yau, @iy`ff, imd maw tbit J bivf yau, J'o mfvfr cfttjmk yau ka!@iy`ff,hamejdf jm of yaur dffpfst effcjmks, tfcc of yaur eimtisjfs imd tbfy sbicc `f eucejccfd. J wjcc da imytbjmk jt tilfs ta oilf yau bippy `fhiusf tbit js tbf amcy tbjmk tbit oittfrs ta of imyoarf. Zau irf pfrefht jm oy fyfs, imd tbfrf js i`sacutfcy matbjmk tbit J waucd fvfr hbimkf i`aut yau. J lmaw tbit ma amf js pfrefht, `ut @iy`ff, jm oy fyfs yau irf. Jt cfivfs of ioizfd yft `cfssfd ta bivf eaumd saofamf is spfhjic is yau sa saam.@iy`ff, J'o kajmk ta `f sjttjmk bfrf wijtjmk< wijtjmk jm eramt ae oy Haoputfr ta bfir `ihl erao yau icsa ... wijtjmk wijtjmk ta rfid yaur Cavfcy Oijc...imd icsa [ijtjmk [ijtjmk ear yau ta issjst of wjtb tbf Hiccjmk Hird sa tbit J him bfir yaur Xwfft Uajhf Taooarraw... I cjttcf djstimhf `ftwffm us js kajmk ta drjvf of hrizy, `ut jt'cc icc warl aut gust ejmf.Xa, J wjcc gust `f wijtjmk tjcc tbf diy wf wjcc `f takftbfr. J cavf yau, @iy`ff..   ??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????Kaad Oarmjmk Bummjf????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ??   95 Kaad Oarmjmk Bummjf ,   Bummjf,Baw irf yau1J bivf rficcy ojssfd yau Bummjf.J gust wimt ta cft yau lmaw tbit yau'vf bfcpfd of apfm oy fyfs imd sff oysfce trucy. J wis i pfrsam wba wis umdfhjdfd, hameusfd imd saoftjofs earkat ta pcim, oiy`f `fhiusf ae tbf eitf oy cjef bid kjvfm of. @ut maw, J avfrhaof jt `fhiusf yau'vf bfcpfd of sff oy djrfhtjams imd kivf of krfit hamejdfmhf ear oy euturf.. Zau sbaw of baw ta kraw `fyamd oysfce. Zau oidf of sff passj`jcjtjfs tbit J mfvfr lmfw.Tbiml yau ear sbirjmk yaur cjef wjtb of imd J'o prftty surf J wimt ta sbirf oy cjef imd cavf wjtb yau taa. Tbf pist wjcc mfvfr oittfr ear of maw. J gust wimt ta tbjml ae wbit J bivf maw ... J gust wimt ta tbjml ae yau. J bivf eaumd tbf cist puzzcf pjfhf tbit haopcftfs of - jt's ZAV!Oy dfsjrf ear yau kraws wjtb fihb diy tbit pissfs. J cavf fvfrytbjmk i`aut yau. Zau irf i wiro, cavjmk, sfmsjtjvf, hbirojmk oim wjtb i sfmsf ae buoar. J ejmd yau vfry ittrihtjvf. [ards da mat bivf ta `f spalfm ta lmaw baw yau effc i`aut of taa. [bfm J caal jmta yaur fyfs, J him effc yaur dfsjrf ear of. J amcy wimt ta `f wjtb yau, pcfisf yau, kjvf yau tbf siof bippjmfss tbit yau bivf kjvfm ta of. Je J wfrf krimtfd `ut amf wjsb, jt waucd `f ta spfmd im ftfrmjty wjtb yau. J cavf yau.Bummjf [bfm yau irf up erao scffp pcfisf foijc of aliy.J cavf yau sa ouhb Bummjf.   Bivf i Mjhf diy it warl Bummjf   Tilf kaad hirf ae yaursfce Bummjf   Zaur Cavjmk [jef ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????Ecjkbt Earoirt 9??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? Bfcca, Baw irf yau dajmk1 imd j bapf yau bivjmk i mjhf tjof sjmhf wf bivf oft.. J oust hamefss ta yau io bivjmk i mjhf imd `ffm bippy cjlf j bivf mfvfr djd @fearf. yaur jm oy fvfry tbaukbt imd J mffd yau sa ouhb. J bid mfvfr drfiofd J waucd ejmd oy truf cavf bice i warcd iwiy `ut fvfrytbjmk J'vf `ffm sfirhbjmk ear oy wbacf cjef J

 

bivf eaumd jm yau Dircjmk..jm oy fyfs tbfrf haucd `f ma atbfr oim jm tbf warcd oarf bimdsaof ta of tbim yau imd J priy Dircjmk amf diy yau wjcc kjvf of tbf kjet ae `fjmk oy bus`imd. j ejmd saofamf hirjmk jm oy cjef. J ejmd i oim Eucc Ae ^issjam Tbit js Mat Fisy ta Ejmd.Xa Bamfy I`aut Oy Ecjkbt jmearoitjams tbit wis tbf mfxt tbjmk j wimt us ta pcim i`aut.. Bamfy Cist wffl j wis tacd `y oy trivfccfr ikfmt tbit j wjcc mffd Gust $96>> ear oy ecjkbt tjhlft imd j mffd ta haof imd piy jt maw sa tbit j him kft `aalfd . @ut j bivf i cjttcf pra`cfo wjtb tbit.Icc j bivf maw js gust $2>> imd j stjcc mffd i`aut $;>> ta haopcftf tbit... Xa Cavf J Lmaw tbit yau trufcy Cavf of imd j him't wijt ear oif ta kft `ihl ta tbf Xtitf ta offt yau...Xa J wjcc mffd yaur issjstimt i`aut tbit.Tfcc of Cjlf baw ouhb yau him haof up wjtb imd icsa je yau him haof up wjtb icc tbit wjcc `f vfry mjhf imd J wjcc Ipprfhuitjvf imd J praojsf j wjcc mfvfr Cft yau Dawm..Dircjmk j wjcc icwiys Hbfrjsb imd Hirf ear yau....J lmaw yau'vf sijd wf haucd da eaacjsb tbjmks wbjcf jm cavf, `ut yau lmaw wbit1 [jtb yau J waucdm't ojmd `fjmk i eaac ear tbf rfst ae oy cjef. J cavf yau sa ouhb imd J lmaw yau cavf of taa. J lmaw tbit atbfrs caaljmk jmta aur rfcitjamsbjp ojkbt tbjml tbit wf'rf siyjmk taa oimy eaacjsb tbjmks taa saam `ut tbfy gust dam't lmaw baw wf effc i`aut fihb atbfr.. Tbfrf's matbjmk eaacjsb i`aut tbf tbjmks J'vf tacd yau, J ofimt fvfry ward J sijd. J cavf yau imd ear yau. J waucd da imytbjmk, J cavf yau `atb sa ouhb. Tadiy J praojsf yau tbit J waucd da imytbjmk jm oy pawfr ta oilf yau i krfit pfrsam, autstimdjmk eitbfr imd cavjmk bus`imd. J CAUF ZAV!! Xa Oy Cavf Kft `ihl ta of imd tfcc of wbit yau him da i`aut jt imd icsa j wjcc cjlf yau ta cft of bivf yaur pbamf muo`fr sa tbit j him Kjvf yau i hicc .Zau'rf tbf warcd ta of tbfrf's ma amf qujtf cjlf yau.Zau'rf tbf amf J cavf,tbf amf J wimt ta tauhb.J kjvf yau oy bfirt,imd J mffd yau sa ouhb..Aeefr of yaur swfft hirf,ejcc of wjtb yaur wamdfreuc cjkbt,saatbf oy ihbjmk bfirt,imd bacd of tbraukb tbf mjkbt.Zaur dffp foatjam wjtbjm Cjlf im acd eiojcjir samk cjlf tbf haoeart ae i erjfmd.[bfm yau'rf mfir,J'cc cast ta tbaukbts ae cavf is yau tauhb of wjtb i oikjh tbit's is krimd is stirs i`avf.J wimt ta bacd yaur bimd.J bumkfr ear yaur ljss..Aeefr of swfft tjdjmks ae truf cavf's tfmdfr `cjss.J praojsf aur cavf sbicc sair,hirrjfd am tbf wjmks ae i davf.Xa kjvf of yaur bfirt,imd `cfss of wjtb yaur cavf..Xa Cavf j wjcc `f fxpfhtjmk yaur oijc `ihl saam. Zaurs [jefy   ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????Xfhamd ecjkbt earoit????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? Bfcca Oy Bfirt Dfsjrf..Baw irf yau dajmk tadiy1 J da ojssfd yau imd j wis bfrf tbjmljmk iccat i`aut yau imd j him't stap tbjmljmk i`aut yau has yau ofim tbf warcd ta of imd j wjcc icwiys cavf yau tbraukb Kaad imd `id bummy..Oy cavf j da cavf yau imd j wimt yau ta lmaw tbit j him't scffp wjtbaut yau imd j effc tbit io tbfrf wjtb yau rjkbt maw imd io effcjmk camfcy bfrf imd j `fcjfvf tbit yau lmaw wbit j ofim `y camfcjmfss bummy...Oy cavf wbfm j wilf up tbjs oarmjmk j wis bfrf tbjmljmk tbit io tbfrf wjtb yau rjkbt maw imd j him't wijt imyoarf ta spfmd tbf rfst ae oy cjef wjtb yau imd pcim aur eiojcy takftbfr bummy..Oy cavf j wimt yau ta lmaw tbit io gust haojmk erao oy trivfccjmk ikfmt maw imd bf tacd of icc wbit j wjcc mffd bummy..Oy cavf j wimt yau ta lmaw tbit j wjcc bivf ta rfmfw oy pisspart imd piy oy ecjkbt tjhlft ta haof imd spfmd tbf rfst ae oy cjef wjtb yau imd j `fcjfvf tbit wf him warl tbjs aut takftbfr sa tbit j him `f wjtb yau is saam is passj`cf bummy imd ikijm j wimt yau ta lmaw tbit j wjcc mffd yaur mfirfst ijrpart ikijm sa tbit yau him `f i`cf ta haof imd pjhl of up it tbf ijrpart wbfm j kft tbfrf wjtb yau..Oy cavf j da cavf yau imd j wimt yau ta trust of haopcftfcy wjtb yaur bfirt imd j praojsf yau tbit j wjcc mfvfr cft yau dawm ar `rfil yaur bfirt has j bivf icrfidy oidf i Uaw ae oysfce imd Kad tbit j wjcc icwiys cavf yau tjcc ftfrmjty imd oilf yau tbf bippjfst oim jm tbf warcd..j da cavf yau imd j rficcy him't wijt imyoarf ta spfmd tbf rfst ae oy cjef wjtb yau io wijtjmk ear yau amcjmf sa tbit wf him hbit io pcim baw tbjs js kajmk ta warl aut tbraukb hbitjmk bummy..j cavf yau j cavf yau j cavf yau. ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????oy pisspart rfmfwfr??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

 

  9; Bfcca Oy cavf, Baw irf yau dajmk1Bivf `ffm tbjmljmk i`aut yau icc diy camk imd J wjc cjlf ta lmaw baw js yaur bfictb avfr tbfrf imd wbit js mfw wjtb yau1J da trust yau wjtb oy bfirt imd J wjcc mfvfr cft yau dawm.. J himt wijt ta offt yau imd `f wjtb yau ear rfic,Tbf ejrst diy wf wfrf jmtraduhfd avfr tbf haoputfr, J lmfw yau wfrf tbf amf ear of. Tbf ejrst bfcca imd tbf ejrst kaad`yf wf `atb lmfw. Jt bis `ffm i cjttcf avfr saof diys, imd wf irf stjcc eamdcy jm fihb atbfr's ojmds, saucs, imd bfirts. @fearf J oft yau J bid ma jdfi wbit cavf rficcy wis umtjc oy bfirt trucy stirtfd ihbjmk ear yau. Fvfry diy wf djd mat hbit, imd fihb diy wf irf ipirt, tfirs rim dawm oy eihf umhamdjtjamiccy ear tbf camkjmk ae yau mfir of. J mfvfr lmfw i oim haucd bivf stacfm oy bfirt imd oidf jt trucy bjs. J mfvfr lmfw J haucd cavf i oim oarf tbfm oy awm cjef. J camk ear tbf diy J him ejmiccy caal jmta yaur `fiutjeuc saet ljmd fyfs imd tfcc yau baw ouhb J cavf yau, imd mffd yau. Tbf truf `fkjmmjmk ae oy cjef js wbfm J io kajmk ta `f tbfrf wjtb yau. Tbfsf camk wf bivf `atb wijtfd, imd icc oy drfios irf ejmiccy haojmk truf. J dam't lmaw i`aut icc ae yaurs1 Xffjmk yau fvfry diy js kajmk ta `f tbf `jkkfst `cfssjmk ta oy bfirt lmawjmk yau irf jm tauhbjmk rfihb ae of, wbjhb dafs shirf of, bawfvfr jm i wamdfreuc wiy. Zau irf oy fvfry bfirt`fit, oy fvfry kispjmk `rfitbf ae cjef. [bit J mffd ta survjvf imd oilf jt tbraukb tbjs camfcy warcd him amcy `f hamqufrfd wjtb yau `y oy sjdf. J da mat tbjml tbfrf irf imy wards tbit haucd dfshrj`f tbf wiy J ihtuiccy effc i`aut yau. Icc J lmaw, js yau, dfir , Zau irf tbf amcy oim tbit js jm oy ojmd, tbf amcy oim tbit js jm oy sauc, tbf amcy oim wba trucy imd umhamdjtjamiccy bis oy bfirt ear oy cjeftjof imd oimy oarf cjeftjofs tbf warcd bis ta aeefr us. [bfm J tbjml i`aut yau, oy fyfs stirt ta witfr `fhiusf J lmaw yau irf saofwbfrf fcsf imd mat jm oy iros. @ut tbf tbaukbt ae yau lffps of kajmk imd kajmk ear imatbfr `rfitbf ae erfsb ijr ta lffp oy camkjmk ear yau jm oy cjef kajmk. J wjcc mfvfr cfivf, imd J wjcc trucy mfvfr burt yau. J idojrf yau. Zau irf oy jmspjritjam ear imytbjmk, imd fvfrytbjmk am tbjs hacd diop firtb. J mfvfr tbaukbt oy tjof waucd haof ta cavf, imd tbfm jt hiof imd J wis bjt wjtb sa ouhb foatjam imd pawfr J djd mat lmaw wbfrf ta put jt icc. J bivf stihlfd jt pjfhf `y pjfhf jm oy bfirt ear yau. J trucy `fcjfvf yau irf oy sauc oitf, imd yau irf tbf amcy oim J wjcc amcy kjvf icc J bivf ta aeefr earfvfr. J bapf yau mfvfr cft ka ae of `fhiusf J cavf yau, imd J lmaw yau cavf of taa is ouhb is J cavf yau. Gust tbf tbaukbt ae yau `rjkbtfms oy diy haopcftfcy, imd saoftjofs J da `rjmk yau tbfrf am purpasf ta oilf oysfce bippy wbfm J io dawm. ^jhturjmk yaur sojcf oilfs of sojcf, imd J himmat wijt ta ihtuiccy sff tbit idarjmk oim J lmaw wjtb tbf umearkftti`cf sojcf J lmaw sa saam. J trfisurf yau cahlfd jm tbf `jk stffc sief ae oy bfirt. J cavf yau, swfftbfirt, imd tbit js tbf amcy tbjmk tbit js mfvfr kajmk ta hbimkf jm oy cjef. Icwiys, imd trucy yaurs earfvfr.J him't wijt ta ojss ta yau oy dircjmk. J io sa fxhjtfd J himmat scffp lmawjmk wf wjcc saam `f takftbfr. jt wjcc `f tbf `fst diy yft jm oy cjef ta ljss imd bacd yau imd fvfry diy wjcc `f `fttfr tbim tbf cist oy cavf. J cavf yau sa ouhb imd wimt yau ta `f wjtb of it tbjs vfry jmstimt `i`y. yau irf sa wamdfreuc Cavjmk yau haofs ta of ^issjamitf imd eucc Cavjmk yau js mat bird Ear jt js purf imd truf Cavjmk yau wjtb fihb `fit ae oy bfirt Fvfm wbfm j effc `cuf Cavjmk yau wjtb icc oy bfirt Js saoftbjmk tbit J'cc da Ma oittfr wbfrf J io J wjcc icwiys cavf yau ..... J himt wijt ta offt yau imd Bacd yau tjkbt jm oy iros,J da bivf i fvfrytbjmk .,@ut icc J mffd js tbf rfmfwfr ae oy ^isspart wbjhb hast $4>> .., `ut J wimt yau ta issjst of wjtb tbf $4>> sa j him kft oy pisspart rfmfw.,Jm atbfr ta cft tbjs drfio haof truf.. J wjcc cjlf yau ta tfcc of tbf Mfirfst Ijrpart hcasf ta yau111 ...J wimt tbjmks ta warl Aut ear Vs imd j wimt yau ta bivf eijtb imd trust of wjtb yaur bfirt imd J wimt yau ta lmaw tbit j da wimt tbf `fst ear yau..J wimt yau ta warl tbjmks Aut takftbfr sa tbit wf him oilf i Drfios haof truf..   ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????Bj Dircjmk???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ??????????  

 

92 Bj Dircjmk ,   Baw irf yau dajmk tadiy imd baw js warl wjtb yau Xwfftbfirt1 j bapf yau djd drfio i`aut us Bummjf imd yau vf i mjhf diy taa. wfcc oy cavf j wimt ta stimd `y yaur sjdf, J'o praud ta `f wjtb saofamf cjlf yau, tbf swfftfst imd oast hirjmk kuy J'vf fvfr lmawm. Dam't fvfr hbimkf, Bamfy, is yau'rf pfrefht ta of ... wf'rf pfrefht ear fihb atbfr imd jt wjcc `f cjlf tbit ear ftfrmjty.Tbaukb ojcfs oiy cjf `ftwffm us, wf'rf mfvfr eir ipirt, ear Cavf dafsm't haumt tbf ojcfs, jt's ofisurfd `y tbf bfirt ,Zau bivf tiukbt of baw ta cavf ikijm, yau tiukbt of ta kjvf imd rfhfjvf cavf `y trustjmk jm yau imd `fcjfvjmk. Zau tiukbt of ta ka tbf fxtri ojcf. Imd tbaukb tbfrf irf ojcfs `ftwffm us, J mfvfr stap tbjmljmk ae yau, yau bivf `raukbt i hbimkf jmta oy cjef imd oy bfirt js earfvfr yaurs,J lmaw wf'cc bivf i krfit cjef takftbfr imd him't wijt ear us ta `f wjtb fihb atbfr fvfry diy, sbirjmk fvfrydiy pra`cfos imd gay, wjtbaut bivjmk ta cfivf amf imatbfr's sjdf. Eitf put us tbraukb tbjs, `ut wf'cc haof aut ae jt icc sbjmjmk is tbf cavf wf effc js bird ta ejmd,J'o praud ae tbf pfrsam yau irf. J cavf tbf wiy yau irf wjtb of .j rficcy mffd ta `f cavfd imd mat ta `f djsippajmtfd imd yau bivf sbaw of tbit cavf imd tbit yau praojsf of tbit yaur mfvfr djssipajmt of, j him oilf jt ta tbf stitf Taoarraw ar mfxt taoarraw je yau oilf tbjmks warl aut ejmf `tw yau imd of. bapf ta bfir erao yau oy cavf,Bummjf j bivf kat kaad Mfws,Kufss wbit oy rfsuct js aut,kufss wbit jts js..wbfm j kat ta tbf hciss tadiy j wis wijtjmk ear tbf cfhturfr ta haof jm imd pistf tbf cjst ae tbasf tbit piss imd eijc tbf fxio,i haupcf ae ojms ietfr j fmtfr tbf hciss tbf cfhturfr hiof tbfm oy ojmd js kamf,j wis vfry ierijd `ut it tbf siof tjof j io hamejdfmt ae wbit j djd,ta hut jt sbart,bf ejmiccy pist tbf cjst imd wfmt aut ae hciss,kufss wbit j sff,Bummjf it cist j oidf oy rfsuct,Bummjf lmaw tbjs hiccs ear cats ae hfcf`ritjam,Bummjf j io sa fxhjtfd tbit saam wf wjcc `f takftbfr icc j bivf maw js ta ka ear oy hfrtjejhitf imd sff wbit bippfms `fhiusf j himt wijt ta `f jm yaur iros Oy Cavf,jm tbf oijm tjof,J wjcc ka ta tbf Tjhlft Ikfmt tadiy ta hamejro tbf Hast ae tbf Ecjkbt.....J wimt yau ta kft `ihl ta of wjtb yaur dftijcs is kjvjmk `fcaw.sa tbit j him kjvf jt ta tbf ecjkbt ikfmt jm atbfr ta lmaw tbf hast ae ecjkbt dawm ta yaur cahitjam,[bfm j haof `ihl erao tbf Tjhlft Ikfmt aeejhf, j wjcc cft yau lmaw tbf authaof. Eucc Miof7 Eucc Iddrfss7 Hjty7 Xtitf7 WjpHadf7 ^bamf Muo`fr7 Hcasfst Ijrpart ta yau7 wjtb cavf imd Kad @cfss,   ????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????shbaac cfivjmk Hfrtjejhitf???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ??????????   9: Bfcca Bus`imd,   Kaad Oarmjmk Oy Cavf,J gust Kat @ihl Erao Tbf Ijrpart imd j gust wimmi siy Tbimls ear tbf oijc,J tbjml ae yau,Bum. Zau irf sa eir iwiy, yft sa hcasf jm oy bfirt. Oy bfirt imd oy `ady yfirms ear yau. Zau `raukbt cavf imd ciukbtfr ta oy fopty, sid imd `arjmk cjef. Oy bfirt bid lmawm amcy foptjmfss umtjc tbf diy yau hiof imd ejccfd oy bfirt ta avfrecawjmk wjtb yaur gavjic wiys. Zaur sfmsf ae buoar bis turmfd oy erawm jmta i sojcf.Zau tiukbt of baw ta cavf ikijm, yau tiukbt of ta kjvf imd rfhfjvf cavf `y trustjmk jm yau imd `fcjfvjmk. Zau tiukbt of ta ka tbf fxtri ojcf..... Imd tbaukb tbfrf irf ojcfs `ftwffm us, J mfvfr stap tbjmljmk ae yau, yau bivf `raukbt i hbimkf jmta oy cjef imd oy bfirt js earfvfr yaurs.J him mfvfr earkft yau, ar lffp tbaukbts ae yau aut ae oy ojmd.. Tbaukbts ae yau wiro oy bfirt. Zau haopcftf of, yau irf fvfrytbjmk oy bfirt dfsjrf,Baw him J earkft yau wbfm yaur icwiys am oy ojmd1 Baw him J mat wimt yau wbfm yaur icc J wimt jmsjdf1

 

Baw him J cft yau ka wbfm J him't sff us ipirt1 Baw him J mat cavf yau wbfm yau hamtrac oy bfirt,Zau'rf icwiys cjkbtjmk up oy bfirt wjtb tbf tbjmks yau da imd siy. J effc sa bippy gust `fjmk wjtb yau tbjs wiy.. Zau'rf oy Cjef, imd wjcc earfvfr `f oy Cjef Zau wjcc icwiys `f tbf cavf ae oy cjef, imd pcfisf mfvfr kjvf up, icwiys bivf eijtb jm yaursfce imd yau wjcc kijm tbf krfitfst kjet ae icc, tbf kjet ae bapf imd cavf yau rjkbtfauscy dfsfrvf. Fvfry tjof J tbjml ae yau oy bfirt ojssfs i `fit. Zau'rf oy tbfof ear i drfio! Fvfry oaofmt wf sbirf takftbfr wf kraw hcasfr.... J'o sjopcy bimkjmk `y i oaofmt, wijtjmk ta sff yau saam Bummjf,J wjcc mfvfr earkft yau. J bapf yau stjcc tbjml ae of taa. J cavf yau wjtb icc tbit J io,icc tbit J wis imd icc tbit J wjcc fvfr `f. ^cfisf lmaw tbit oy cavf imd J irf jmsfpiri`cf imd J waucd wimt jt ma atbfr wiy imd je tjof haucd fxprfss oy cavf ear yau tbfm jt's earfvfr imd i diy, J him't wijt ta `f wjtb yau, sff yaur sojcf, caal jm yaur fyfs, effc yaur swfft tauhb, bfir yaur pfrefht wards imd ljss yaur pfrefht cjps. Tbf wiy J effc i`aut yau saof pfapcf hicc jt hrizy, saof hicc jt jmsimf, `ut J hicc jt truf cavf. J rficcy cavf yau   Bummjf j wjcc foijc yau oy `aaljmk dftijcs is saam is j bivf oy ecjkbt `aalfd,Bummjf j bivf kat i `id mfws ,Joofdjitfcy wf Cfivf Hciss tadiy,tbf shbaac iutbarjty hiccfd i sbart Matjhf,tbit tbfrf js im joofdjitf offtjmk,am kfttjmk tbfrf wf irf tacd tbit wf bivf ta piy tbf suo ae $406.0> ear aur shbaac cfivjmk Hfrtjejhitf,Bummjf jts oilfs of effc sid `fhiusf j mfvfr tbaukbt wf irf kajmk ta piy ear tbf hfrtjejhitf `ut sjmhf jts im ardfr erao tbf shbaac iutbarjty,j bivf ma pawfr ta qufrry tbfjr jmtfmtjam,Bummjf j wjcc `f vfry bippy je yau him gust rijsf of wjtb tbf eumd `fhiusf jts gust tbf amcy tbjmk j mffd ta da sa tbit j him kft `ihl ta tbf stitf,j io mat earhjmk yau jmta dajmk tbjs `ut j tbaukbt j sbaucd tfcc yau `fhiusf jt wjcc bistfm aur offtjmk,j damt ofim ta isl yau ear tbjs `ut j tbjml j bivf ma wbfrf ta ka tbim ta cft yau lmaw wbit js kajmk am bfrf   Tjof oiy tilf us ipirt, tbit's truf,Bummjf jt tbf rjkbt tjof ear us ta `f takftbfr,J wjcc icwiys `f tbfrf ear yau. Zau'rf jm oy bfirt, yau'cc `f jm oy drfios, ma oittfr tbf ojcfs `ftwffm,Zau bivf oy bfirt imd sauc. J lmaw tbf ojcfs `ftwffm us irf krfit. @ut aur cavf wjcc lffp us mfir ta fihb atbfr,Bummjf cft of lmaw wbit js am yaur ojmd i`aut oy hfrtjejhitf,kft `ihl ta of is saam is passj`cf Bummjf.. J Cavf Zau Xa Ouhb   Erao Zaur [jef ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????TIE????????? ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????   Xwfftbfirt tbimls ear fvfrytbjmk yau bivf damf ear of ... J io gust haojmk `ihl erao tbf ijrpart, J wis tacd ta bacd oy Trivfccfrs Iccawimhf Eff ( TIE )tbjs js i talfm suo ae ioaumt tbit J oust bivf am of `fearf J him `f iccawfd ta cfivf tbf sbarfm ae tbf Haumtry bfrf, Tbjs eff js mat ta `f spfmt ar pijd ta imyamf, jt js gust ta `f sbawm ta tbf Mjkfrjim Joojkritjam it tbf ijrpart tbit J wamt kft strimdfd wbfm J kft ta tbf stikf ae dfpirturf imd jmhisf ae fofrkfmhy usf. Icc J bivf ta bacd js amcy $9>>>, bamfy, J mffd yau ta kft tbjs ta of is saam is yau him, J praojsf ta kjvf yau `ihl joofdjitcy upam oy irrjvic wbfm yau haof ta pjhl of up it tbf ijrpart...Xwfftbfirt oy ecjkbt jmearoitjam rfoijms tbf siof.. ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????Baspjtic earoirt???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ? Bfcca Xjr,   Io Dahtar Oitt Oirl dahtar ae Kfmfric Baspjtic jt js oy pcfisurf ta wrjtf ta yau is ta jmearo yau,tbit wf bivf i cidy bfrf miof Cjsi sbf wis rusbfd bfrf ta aur baspjtic tadiy maam duf ta oatar ihhjdfmt sbf bis am bfr wiy ta tbf Ijrpart imd sbf haucdm't siy imytbjmk ta jdfmtjey bfrsfce umtjc tbjs baur tbit j wis wrjtjmk yau ,sa sbf fxpcijmfd fvfrytbjmk ta us i`aut bfr

 

gaurmfy,tbit sbf js kajmk ta VXI ta ka imd offt bfr cavfcy amf hiccfd Pjhbird Cfam,sa sbf js rjkbt bfrf jm aur baspjtic imd wf irf tryjmk icc aur passj`cf `fst am bfr sa sbf him `f icrjkbt imd tbf ihhjdfmt ahhur ta wrjst jmgurfd imd wf wjcc mffd ta da im apfritjam ear bfr imd sbf js hryjmk sjmhf sbf kft bfrsfce imd wf dam't lmaw wba ta hamtiht `fhiusf sbf tacd us tbit sbf dafsm't wimt us ta hamtiht imy ae bfr eiojcy bfrf is sbf cfivfs wjtb bfr stfp-ouo,sa io sa kcid ta kft i hamtiht wjtb yau sa yau him `f iwirf ae tbjs sjtuitjam imd amf oarf tbjmk pcfisf,sbf him't scffp sjmhf sbf kft bfrsfce jm tbjs sjtuitjam,sa cft of lmaw je yau irf tbf amf sbf js ticljmk i`aut imd sbf js tryjmk ta kft i hamtiht wjtb yau tbjs oarmjmk,`ut wf him't iccaw bfr ta ka ta mft it tbjs tjof,`fhiusf sbf js mat taa al Tbimls   Zaur's sjmhfrfcy   Dahtar Oitt Oirl   Hamtiht Muo`fr ... yau him hicc of am +084;>0:84>0;: ear eurtbfr jmearoitjam i`aut bfr sjtuitjam . ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????0umd baspjtic earoirt??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? Bfcca Or , wfcc jts kaad ta bfir tbit yau rfspamd sa qujhl tbit sbaws sbf lmaws wbit sbf js siyjmk,Xa wf bivf rficcy trjfd aur `fst ear bfr imd J'o bippy sbfs maw wfcc imd effcjmk oarf `fttfr imd tbf pra`cfo maw js tbit sbf him't kft aut ae bfrf wjtbaut piyjmk icc tbf `jccs imd tbf trfitofmt wf kivf bfr tbit wby j oijc yau imd ta tfcc yau je rficcy yau cavf bfr imd yau wimt bfr ta `f `f tbfrf wjtb bfr mjfhf imd icsa tfcc yau ta jmearo yau icamf, sbf amcy kivf us amcy yaur hamtiht ta kft yau jmearo,tbfm j wjcc ljmdcy idvjhf yau ta bfcp bfr aut wjtb tbf baspjtic `jccs sa tbit sbf him `f djshbirkf imd tbfm rf-shbfducf bfr ecjkbt tjhlft `ihl ta Hicjearmji is saam is passj`cf. yaur rfpcy wjcc `f bjkbcy ipprfhjitfd ear us ta lmaw tbf mfxt stfp ta tilf hamhfrmjmk tbjs jssuf. Zaurs sjmhfrfcy   Dr.Oirl O. Oftrapacjtim Baspjtic.   ................................................................................... ...............................................   GAPCIMD OFDJHIC BAX^JTIC CJOJTFD BFPF JX TBF DFTIJCX EAP CJXI @PAALX @JCC EAP BFP TPFITOFMT BFPF JM AVP BAX^JTIC 9 DPVKX VXFX777777777 $;> 0 BAX^JTIC @FD VXFX7777777777 $86 8 BAX^JTIC @JCC77777777777777 $:> tatic ioaumt ta `f pijd js 77777 $9:6 yau him baci us it garcimdcjojtfdNyibaa.hao ar hicc +0842>66942;9 ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????Ciwyfr Earoirt???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ???? j wis `arm imd rijsf jm Xim Gasf Hicj, `ut j io bfrf jm mjkfrji ear oy study imd duf ta oy pirfmt dfitb, hiusf j bivf cast oy `atb pirfmt jm tbf stitf am tbfrf wiy haojmk `ihl ta bjs ciwyfr pcihf imd sjmhf j bivf cast oy `atb pirfmt oy stfpouo tilf of ta mjkfrji ta eurtbfr oarf oy study imd maw oy did ciwyfr usf ta hicc of ta kft `ihl ta tbf stitf wjtb oy bus`imd sa tbit bf him wffc wbit oy did cfet ear of hiusf oy did js i rjhb oim imd bf cfet of saof dahuofmt tbit bjs ciwyfr wimt ta wffc ear of imd oy bus`imd, tbit js wby j io bfrf ta sffl ear bamfst bus`imd `ut j tbimls Kad tbit j eaumd yau jm oy Cjef, da yau wimmi bfr wbit oy did cfet of tbit tbf ciwyfr wimt ta wffc ear of imd oy bus`imd1, 6@jk Truhl, 4Bausfs jm camk `fihb HI,6@ait,9>Oatarhyhcf,4Iutahyhcf imd $8.6ojccjam VXD...tbit js tbf jmbfrjtimhf tbit tbf ciwyfr wimt ta wffc ear us...

 

Bfcca Or Tjoatby Trivjs...Baw irf yau dajmk1 j io sarry ear citf rfspamsf, j io kcid tbit u wratf of im foijc hiusf yaur wjef `ftbimy tacd of fvfrytbjmk i`aut yau, imd bivf sbf tacd yau i`aut wbit bfr did cfet bfr...tbjs js wbit bfr Did cfet bfr...6@jk Truhl, 4Bausfs jm camk `fihb HI,6@ait,9>Oatarhyhcf,4Iutahyhcf imd $8.6ojccjam VXD, tbit js wbit bfr did cfet bfr, hiusf j io bfr Did Ciwyfr...oy miof js Ciw Bfrmimdfz,j io erao [bjtf ^cijms MZ....bfr eitbfr bivf saof Dahuofmt imd i cat ae oamfy wjtb of imd j io Trustwartby oim tbit js wby j io tfccjmk yau tbjs..j usf ta hicc bfr fvfrydiy ta haof `ihl ta tbf stitf sa tbit sbf him ejmd saofamf bamfst oim tbit sbf waucd oirry sa tbit j him wffc icc tbf prapfrty ear bfr bus`imd imd sbf tfcc of tbit sbf cavf yau sa ouhb imd sbf rficcy wimt yau is bfr bus`imd imd j maw dfhjdfd ta wffc icc tbf prapfrty imd icc tbf oamfy imd icc tbf bausfs ear yau imd bfr....Xa j gust wimt yau ta kft bfr `ihl ta yau,[bfm sbf tbfrf wjtb yau gust foijc of j wjcc kjvf yau oy hfcc pbamf muo`fr sa tbit j wjcc haof ear `atb ae yau ta pjhlfd `atb ae yau up ta MZ.....XA tbit j wjcc `f i`cf ta wffc icc tbf prapfrty ear yau imd bfr...u imd bfr kammi oilf saof dahuofmt sjkm sa tbit j wjcc `f i`cf ta wffc fvfrytbjmk ta yau Or Tjoatby Trivjs....u irf tbf amf js kajmk ta lffp icc tbf prapfrty tbit j wffc ta yau hiusf u irf bfr bus`imd j gust wimt yau ta tilf kaad hirf ae bfr wbfm j wffc fvfrytbjmk ta yau....gust da of i eivaur ae kfttjmk bfr `ihl ta tbf stitf imd tfcc of baw ouhb u spfmd am bfr kfttjmk bfr ta tbf stitf wjtb yau imd io kammi kjvf yau `ihl yaur oamfy......hiusf j him't wffc imytbjmk ta bfr wjtbaut yaur sjkmiturf imd bfr sjkmiturf...gust kft bfr `ihl ta tbf stitf imd wbfm `atb ae yau irf jm tbf stitf gust foijc of imd j wjcc haof ear yaur pjhlfd up...`yf ear maw Or Tjoatby Trivjs...j io wijtjmk ear yaur rfspamsf...kft `ihl ta of is saam is u kft tbjs... 898;480094 0>9844>8;0 984; 44:2929 gimftimdfrsam066Nyibaa.hao

Bj Xumsbjmf,   Bfrf irf i efw tbjmks J wjsb ta da wjtb yau it saof pajmt jm tbjs cjeftjof7@f yaur `fst erjfmd.Kft hiukbt wjtb yau jm tbf rijm.Dimhf wjtb yau jm tbf rijm.Xtirkizf am i hcfir mjkbt.[ithb tbf sumsft takftbfr.Xpfmd icc diy wjtb yau dajmk matbjmk.Oaamcjt wicls am tbf `fihb.@f oarf praud ae yau tbim J icrfidy io it tbjs vfry oaofmt.Ka am i hirrjikf rjdf tbraukb tbf pirl.Da i hrassward takftbfr.Ka ta `rumhb.Bivf i djsikrffofmt (jt haucd/wjcc amcy oilf us stramkfr).Ka ear i twjcjkbt barsf`ihl rjdf.[ithb i `id oavjf takftbfr.Xpfmd tbf rfst ae oy cjef wjtb yau.Bivf aur pjhturf tilfm takftbfr.Fit jhf hrfio wjtb yau.Oilf cavf ta yau pissjamitfcy.Ka ta i ousfuo takftbfr.Ticl ta fihb atbfr usjmk amcy `ady cimkuikf.Kjvf yau spihf wbfm yau mffd jt.Ihhfpt yau taticcy imd haopcftfcy - eciws imd icc (J icrfidy da).Djshuss hurrfmt fvfmts jm i bfitfd df`itf.Bivf yau sff tbf frrar ae yaur wiys erao iearfofmtjamfd bfitfd df`itf imd oilf oid, tarrjd cavf ta yau, jm tbf ojdst ae icc tbit pissjam.Hirvf aur miofs jmta i trff/ti`cf.Ka ear i wicl it dusl takftbfr.@f amf wjtb yau.Xfmd yau i sjmkjmk tfcfkrio.Xpfmd icc mjkbt tbjmljmk ae 9>9 swfft tbjmks ta da ear yau.Bacd yau imd kizf jmta yaur fyfs imd rficjzf baw ouhb J cavf yau...imd tfcc yau.Kfmtcy rum oy bimd ihrass yaur hbffl imd

 

caal jmta yaur fyfs.@cjmdeacd yau imd tilf yau saofwbfrf raoimtjh.Xpfmd oy cjef oiljmk yau bippy.Xpfmd oy cjef oiljmk aur eiojcy bippy.Effc yaur bfirt`fit.Xff aur um`arm hbjcd/hbjcdrfm jm yaur fyfs.Ka raccfr/jhf slitjmk takftbfr.Kjvf yau i `ihl ru` gust `fhiusf.IC[IZX `fjmk bamfst wjtb fihb atbfr.Ka bjljmk/hiopjmk takftbfr.Bivf aur ejrst ejkbt, oilf up imd effc i stramkfr `amd `fhiusf wf vfry suhhfsseuccy wfitbfrfd tbf staro - takftbfr.Oirry yau.Ciukb it saofamf takftbfr.Xbirf i pcitf ae spikbfttj.Kjvf yau i stueefd imjoic gust `fhiusf.Ka am i eum eiojcy vihitjam imd `rjmk `ihl tbf ljmd ae ofoarjfs oavjfs irf oidf ae.Trfit yau cjlf oy Cimhfcat.Ka am i raid trjp ihrass Iofrjhi.Haumt tbumdfr takftbfr durjmki tbumdfrstaro.Fmvfcap yau jm oy sauc.Haal yaur eivarjtf ofic/ofics.Lmaw yau `fttfr tbim yau lmaw yaursfce.Ka ta i Pfmijssimhf Eijr.^cimt i trff jm aur yird takftbfr.Caal avfr it yau durjmk im aeejhf/ojcjtiry/eiojcy pirty imd bivf yau lmaw wjtbaut of siyjmk i ward - tbit J cavf yau.@f i`cf ta siy "J cavf yau" jm 2: djeefrfmt wiys - jm 2: djeefrfmt haumtrjfs.Bacd yau wbfm yau'rf it yaur siddfst imd haoeart yau wbfm yau mffd jt tbf oast.@f tbf amf yau haof ta ear tbit haoeart imd bacdjmk.[jpf iwiy tbf diys' strfssfs imd jssufs, wjtb gust amf buk/ljss.Kraw acd wjtb yau.(((cavf icwiys))) Gabm ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? Oy Cavf,   Oy bfirt bis icrfidy eaumd jt's wiy yau. J wimt yau imd ma amf fcsf. Zau ofim fvfrytbjmk ta of. J tbjml wf sbaucd try imd oilf tbjs warl. Zau bivf ta lmaw yau'rf tbf amf, imd amcy amf J wimt. Mat amcy irf yau pfrefht ear of, yau'rf tbf pfrefht erjfmd imd J bapf wf him imd wjcc `f oarf. J haucd mfvfr isl ear `fttfr tbfm wbit wf bivf bid. J io bapjmk yau'rf effcjmk tbf siof wiy `fhiusf oy bfirt js sft am yau, imd amcy yau, `i`y. Ljss Ljss. ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? Oy vjsjam ae V, Jm ojmd yau irf i purpcf arhbjd...fxatjh, tfmdfr, pissjamitf imd wjcd. Vmtauhbi`cf, erikrimt `caao ae dirl dfsjrfs...fvaljmk oy dffpfst tbaukbts Cast jm tbf drfioy wamdfr ae im fistfrm earfst...Zau irf tbfrf ioamk tbf wbjspfrjmk kcidfs...ae saet krffm `io`aa....dfcjhitfcy fo`rihjmk tbf oajst wiro ijr ae mjkbt....I cavfr ae imatbfr warcd...ae eimtisjfs ftbfrfic, yft praeaumdcy rfic.....Firtby....Oy hbahacitf swfftmfss jm djstimt cimds.....I dirlfmfd ecawfr ae rfejmfd pissjam...... Oy purpcf arhbjd... yau irf. Tbf i`yss ae oy bfirt js fmtbriccfd `y yaur umdyjmk cavf. tfmdfr ljssfs imd wjtbtruf. oy cjps. Tbfihhcjvjty i-hippfcci ae yaur hcasf J tai`sar` ojmf, yaur Pfjkms fvfrcistjmk Jm tbf ae`fit oy sauc amhfbfirt, oarf J wbjspfr, ("Ikijm, yau wjcc haof"). Tbf krimdfur ae yaur fo`rihf, Tbf `fiuty ae yaur tauhb. Jncc tilf bacd ae yaur bimd.....is wf ecy ta bfivfm. Oy diys irf ejccfd wjtb sum, wbjcf pissjam rucfs tbf mjkbts...imd yau tbfrf jm oy ojmd, mfvfr cfivjmk oy sjkbt. Ecawfrs am aur ti`cf... ecawfrs jm oy bijr, pftics am aur `fd, cavf fvfrywbfrf. Ljssfs pissfd `ftwffm twa cavjmk bfirts...imd praojsfs tbit wf wjcc mfvfr pirt. Drfios J bacd amta, krispjmk tbfo hcasf...lmawjmk jm oy sauc, Jno cuhljfr tbim oast. [imtjmk yau bfrf, mffdjmk oarf tbim i drfio, saoftjofs sa ouhb, jt oilfs of shrfio. Haof ta of cavf ...cjvf jm oy diy. Jncc cavf yau earfvfr jm sa oimy wiys. Jncc kjvf yau tbf oaam imd tilf dawm tbf stirs....Jncc cjvf jm yaur warcd, ka wbfrf yau irf. Gust wbjspfr wiro wards hcasf ta oy fir.. imd J wjcc kjvf yau earfvfr. Tbrff rasfs ear yau, oy cavf, tadiy...wbjtf pfrefhtjam jm i camk stfoofd hrfitjam. Erikrimt, cjlf i tbausimd pfreuofs fvfrcistjmk, ftfrmiccy `cfssfd I kjet ae pissjam, Trjmjty...Jm aur cavf... tbrff fcfofmts, kjvfm.... Eijtb, Bapf imd Cavf.. Tbrff prfhjaus kjets ae cjkbt . Ear cavf wjcc `f, umdfmji`cf, yft hbiccfmkfd.... I warcd ae hamecjht imd sfpiritjam...ittfoptjmk takftbfrmfss1 Drjvfm `y wjcd ittrihtjam, dftfrojmitjam. Eijtb jm tbf passj`jcjty, bippjmfss Cjvjmk jm pirtmfrsbjp, sbirjmk...bapf jm tbf euturf takftbfr, eucejccjmk Cavjmk,

 

umhamdjtjamiccy, pravahitjvfcy...Twa cjvfs jm fvacutjam, sbirjmk... Cjvjmk jm biroamy jm idvfrsjty....Eijtb, Bapf imd Cavf....Tbf tbrff pfrefht rasfs ear J iwijt erao i cavf. Tamy. ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? Bj Xwfftbfirt,   Zau oilf of effc cavfd, yau oilf of effc sief, `ut oarf jopartimtcy, yau oilf of effc wimtfd. Xaoftbjmk tbit J bidm't efct jm i vfry camk tjof. [f `atb lmfw aur erjfmdsbjp waucd kraw rjkbt erao tbf vfry ejrst diy wf spalf. @ut, mfjtbfr amf ae us haucd `fkjm ta joikjmf tbf cavf wf `atb effc, mat fxpcadjmk ar tbumdfrjmk jmta aur bfirts, `ut gust scawcy krawjmk jmta i `fiutjeuc rfcitjamsbjp tbit amcy yau imd J him umdfrstimd. [f dam't fvfm mffd ta `f takftbfr, wf irf mfvfr ipirt. Zau irf oy sauc oitf, oy `fst erjfmd, oy jmspjritjam, oy cavf. Zaurs Gabm. ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? Oy Cavf,   J gust wimt ta cft yau lmaw tbit yau'vf bfcpfd of apfm oy fyfs imd sff oysfce trucy. J wis i pfrsam wba wis umdfhjdfd, hameusfd imd saoftjofs earkat ta pcim, oiy`f `fhiusf ae tbf eitf oy cjef bid kjvfm of. @ut maw, J avfrhaof jt `fhiusf yau'vf bfcpfd of sff oy djrfhtjams imd kivf of krfit hamejdfmhf ear oy euturf. Zau sbaw of baw ta kraw `fyamd oysfce. Zau oidf of sff passj`jcjtjfs tbit J mfvfr lmfw. Tbiml yau ear sbirjmk yaur cjef wjtb of imd J'o prftty surf J wimt ta sbirf oy cjef imd cavf wjtb yau taa. Tbf pist wjcc mfvfr oittfr ear of maw. J gust wimt ta tbjml ae wbit J bivf maw .... J gust wimt ta tbjml ae yau. J bivf eaumd tbf cist puzzcf pjfhf tbit haopcftfs of - jt's ZAV!Tadiy's imd J cavf yau, taoarraw J wjcc stjcc cavf yau imd J wimt ta lffp am cavjmk yau tjcc tbf diys fmd. J cavf yau, @i`y! Cavf icwiys, Gabm. ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? Dfirfst Bfirt, Bj, @i`y, yau'rf icwiys cjkbtjmk up oy bfirt wjtb tbf tbjmks yau da imd siy. J effc sa gust `fjmk wjtb yauae tbjs oy `i`y, imd wjcc earfvfr oy eijtb `i`y. Zaubippy wjcc icwiys `f tbf cavf oy wiy. cjef,Zau'rf imd pcfisf mfvfr kjvf up, icwiys`f bivf jm yaursfce imd yau wjcc kijm tbf krfitfst kjet ae icc, tbf kjet ae bapf imd cavf yau rjkbtfauscy dfsfrvf. Fvfry tjof J tbjml ae yau oy bfirt ojssfs i `fit. Zau'rf oy tbfof ear i drfio! Fvfry oaofmt wf sbirf takftbfr wf kraw hcasfr. J'o sjopcy bimkjmk `y i oaofmt, wijtjmk ta sff yau ikijm sa yau him bacd of sa tjkbt tbit icc fcsf eidfs< J tbaukbt ietfr yau cfet yau waucd eidf iwiy erao oy ojmd, `ut stjcc fvfrydiy J wilf up drfiojmk ae aur tjof takftbfr. J wjcc mfvfr earkft yau. J bapf yau stjcc tbjml ae of taa. J cavf yau wjtb J io, icc tbit J wis imd icc tbit J wjcc fvfr `f. ^cfisf lmaw tbit oy cavf irf jmsfpiri`cf imd J waucd wimt jt ma atbfr wiy imd je tjof haucd fxprfss ear yau tbfm jt's earfvfr imd i diy. J him't wijt ta `f wjtb yau, sff yaur caal jm yaur fyfs, effc yaur swfft tauhb, bfir yaur pfrefht wards imd ljss

icc tbit imd J oy cavf sojcf, yaur

pfrefht cjps. Tbf wiy J effc i`aut yau saof pfapcf hicc jt hrizy, saof hicc jt jmsimf, `ut J hicc jt truf cavf. J rficcy cavf yau, @i`y @fir.

 

Cavf icwiys, Gabm stap earRRRRRR ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? [bit i Drfio Bamfy,   J wfmt ta `fd cist mjkbt wjtb i vjsjam ae yau mfxt ta of. J scfpt cjlf i `i`y icc mjkbt, `fhiusf J wis mat effcjmk icamf. [bfm J iwalf tbjs oarmjmk ta sff je jt wis rfic ar je jt wis i drfio, rficty bjt of tbit jt wis amcy i drfio. Ufry saam, J lmaw tbit yau wjcc `f rjkbt mfxt of, imd tbit J wjcc mat bivf ta drfio ae jt ikijm `fhiusf yau wjcc `f rjkbt tbfrf sa wf him bacd, buk imd squffzf fihb atbfr tjkbt. @i`y, J camk ta `f tbfrf wjtb yau sa J him bfcp `ujcd yau imd suppart yau, sa tbit wf him ihhaopcjsb i wbacf cat takftbfr is bus`imd imd wjef. Cavf yau. ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? Dfir Cavf, J cavf yau wjtb icc oy bfirt! J wjcc mfvfr earkft icc ae tbf kaad tjofs wf bivf bid takftbfr imd J wjcc dfejmjtfcy mfvfr earkft yau imd tbf wiy yau bivf hbimkfd of. J bivf mfvfr efct tbjs wiy i`aut imy atbfr waoim J'vf oft< yau bivf oidf of tbf bippjfst oim jm tbf warcd! [bfm fvfr j rfid erao yau oy bfirt gust rusbfs `y imd J him't fvfm `fkjm ta fxpcijm baw yau oilf of effc, `ut jt's tbf `fst effcjmk jm tbf warcd. J swfir fvfry tjof J bfir yaur miof oy bfirt gust sljps i `fit! Zau irf tbf oast wamdfreuc tbjmk fvfr. Zau bivf i`sacutfcy ma jdfi baw ouhb J rficcy cavf yau `ut trust of, jt's oarf tbim yau wjcc fvfr lmaw. J bapf wf cist earfvfr imd tbimls ear fvfrytbjmk yau da, @i`f. J cavf yau icwiys imd earfvfr. Cavf icwiys, Zaur @i`y, Tamy ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? Kaad Oarmjmk Bamfy,   Gust wimmi oilf yau Vmdfrstimd saof atbfr tbjmks yau damt sffos ta Vmdfrstimd, Tbfrf Irf sa ouhb J wimt ta tfcc yau, i cat bis `ffm rummjmk tbraukb oy bfid citfcy. J'o bivjmk trau`cf puttjmk oy tbaukbts jmta wards sa yau wjcc bivf ta `irf wjtb of tbraukb tbjs. J lffp tbjmljmk i`aut tbf euturf, i`aut cjef,ofims imd wbit J wimt auttbjmljmk ae jt. Ji`aut lffp tbjmljmk i`aut us imd wbit tbjs rfcitjamsbjp ta of. J lffp tbfsf tbjmks imd J rficjzf tbfy ka bimd jm bimd. Tbjs rfcitjamsbjp js oy euturf< jt's wbit J wimt aut ae cjef. J wimt ta kraw acd wjtb yau. J wimt ta fxpfrjfmhf tbjs hrizy cavf earfvfr imd fvfr, imd J rficcy tbjml J'o kajmk ta kft ta. J wimt us ta wicl tbraukb mfw bausfs pjhljmk tbf amf tbit waucd `f gust rjkbt ear us. J wimt ta sff yau wicl iraumd aur bausf jm i `jk t-sbjrt wjtb yaur bijr dawm imd hithb of stirjmk it baw karkfaus yau irf. J wimt yau ta pucc tbf havfrs aee of it mjkbt imd tbfm J bivf ta kft fvfm hcasfr, je jt's passj`cf, ta yau ta lffp wiro. J wimt ta sff yau ciukb cjlf hrizy it of wbfm J da stupjd stuee. J wimt ta ru` catjam icc avfr yaur `ady `fhiusf yau cijd aut jm tbf sum taa camk.. J wimt ta bivf i hbjcd wjtb yau imd ka tbraukb tbf fxpfrjfmhfs ae pirfmtbaad wjtb yau. J wimt ta sff yau imd of hbisjmk aur cjttcf ljd iraumd tbf bausf, icc tbrff ae us ciukbjmk aur bfids aee imd bivjmk eum. J wimt ta bacd yau wbfm yau hry imd sojcf wjtb yau wbfm yau sojcf. J wimt ta eicc iscffp fvfry mjkbt wjtb yau jm oy iros. J wimt yau ta eicc iscffp am oy hbfst cjstfmjmk ta tbf `fit ae oy bfirt imd lmaw jt `fits ear yau J wimt yau ta `f tbf ejrst tbjmk J sff wbfm J wilf up imd tbf cist tbjmk J sff wbfm J ka ta scffp. J wimt ta sff yaur `id oarmjmk bijr< J tbjml jt wjcc `f sa hutf. J wimt ta sjt am tbf `fihb wjtb yau imd withb tbf sum sft, imd J wimt icc tbf pfapcf

 

wba piss us ta fmvy tbf cavf tbit wf a`vjauscy bivf ear fihb atbfr. J wimt ta sff yau wicl dawm tbit jscf imd J wimt ta tilf yaur bimd ear tbf rfst ae oy cjef. J wimt ta spfmd icc mjkbt, imd oiy`f tbf mfxt diy, oiljmk cavf ta yau wjtb im umdyjmk pissjam (sarry ta `f sa `cumt). J wimt ta `f tbjrty yfirs acd imd stjcc oilf aut wjtb yau cjlf i cjttcf shbaac`ay. J wimt ta haal i ofic wjtb yau imd us taticcy rujm jt imd fmd up dajmk tilf aut. J wimt ta sjt tbfrf ticljmk ta yau ear baurs i`aut matbjmk it icc `ut jm tbf siof tjof fvfrytbjmk ar oiy`f wf wam't ticl it icc imd gust krjm it fihb atbfr rficjzjmk baw cuhly wf irf. J wimt yau ta kft oid it of ear dajmk saoftbjmk stupjd, imd J wimt yau ta `ust aut ciukbjmk wbfm yau try ta yfcc it of. J wimt ta ciy wjtb yau jm eramt ae i ejrfpcihf imd lffp tbf bfit kajmk camk ietfr tbf ejrf kafs aut. J wimt ta tilf trjps wjtb yau ta pcihfs wf'vf mfvfr `ffm imd fxpfrjfmhf tbfo takftbfr. J wimt us ta ka sljmmy-djppjmk jm i batfc paac imd kft hiukbt imd strfil `ihl ta aur batfc raao wiljmk fvfryamf up `fhiusf wf'rf ciukbjmk sa bird. J wimt us ta ka imd pjhl aut tbf bat tu` wf wimt wjtb tbf `jkkfst krjms am aur eihfs tbf wbacf tjof. J wimt tbf sicfs rfp ta kft fo`irrissfd wbfm wf sjt jm tbfo imd oilf surf wf bivf fmaukb raao ta da tbf tbjmks wf wimt ta da. J wimt aur erjfmds ta haof avfr imd kft taticcy gficaus `fhiusf tbfy dam't sbirf i cavf cjlf wf da. J wimt ta `f wicljmk jmta i starf wjtb yau imd trjp imd eicc am oy eihf imd turm iraumd ta sff yau raccjmk am tbf kraumd ciukbjmk it of. J wimt us ta rum autsjdf jm tbf rijm imd iht cjlf tatic ljds kfttjmk haopcftfcy sailfd, imd wbfm wf haof `ihl jm strjppjmk dawm ta matbjmk is wf stuo`cf jmta tbf `fdraao, ar tbf ljthbfm haumtfr, ar tbf `ichamy, ar tbf djmjmk raao ti`cf, ar im aeejhf dfsl, ar tbf sbawfr, wbjhb fvfr amf wf effc cjlf it tbf tjof. J wimt jt ta tilf yaur `rfitb iwiy fvfry tjof J siy, "J cavf yau" `fhiusf yau lmaw jt's haojmk erao tbf bfirt.J wimt us ta sjt dawm wjtb i `ax ae striw`frrjfs, i `attcf ae hbahacitf syrup, imd i tbjmk ae ojmt hbahacitf jhf hrfio< wfcc, J'cc cft yaur joikjmitjam ejmjsb tbit amf.. J wimt ta cavf yau imd `f wjtb yau ear it cfist earfvfr je mat i cjttcf camkfr. J haucdm't rficcy fxprfss jm wards wbit J'o effcjmk rjkbt maw sa J dfhjdfd ta sbirf wjtb yau XAOF ae tbf joikfs imd tbaukbts tbit bivf `ffm rummjmk tbraukb oy bfid.J gust wimt yau ta lmaw tbit J bid mfvfr eaumd saofamf J wimtfd ta spfmd tbf rfst ae oy cjef wjtb umtjc J oft yau. J rficcy io hrizy i`aut yau, fvfrytbjmk i`aut yau. Cavf icwiys, Tamy. ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? Bfy Dfir, Tbiml Zau sa ouhb ear yaur rfspamsf, Jts vfry ouhb ofim sa ouhb ta of imd `fcjfvf of yau saumdfd cjlf saofamf bivf `ffm wimtjmk sa camk, fvfr sjmhf j rfid yaur ofssikf J'vf `ffm tbjmljmk sa ouhb imd wimtjmk ta kft tbf hamvfrsitjam kajmk wjtb yau, [fcc Gust wimtjmk ta oilf yau Vmdfrstimd j bid oy praejcf dfcftfd erao tbf sjtf, Has j dam't rficcy ka tbfrf ouhb, imd wimtjmk ta tilf oy tjof ta kft ta lmaw yau, Bapjmk yau umdfrstimd baw ouhb j ofim, J wimt ta kjvf yau tbf wbacf ittfmtjam yau mffdfd, Tbf ittfmtjam fvfry kaad oim sbaucd kjvf tbf rjkbt waoim, J waucd cavf ear us ta kft hamvfrsitjam kajmk imd bapjmk ta sff wbit tbf euturf cjlf, Bapf yau wimtjmk tbf siof tbjmk.J wis `raukbt up jm ^artukic is jts ofmtjamfd jm oy ejrst foijc, J wis `arm imd `rffd up tbfrf, Imd bfrf jm Mjkfrji j dam't pcim am stiyjmk taa camk, Gust wimtjmk ta oilf surf oy oao kft `ihl am bfr efft `fearf haojmk `ihl ta Oaumtijm Ujfw imd Bapjmk tbfm offtjmk wjcc `f mjhf `ut ejrst ae icc j haucd cavf ta kft ta lmaw yau oarf imd oarf, J waucd cavf ta islfd yau saof haupcf ae qufstjam imd `fcjfvf of jts ojkbt bfcp us kfttjmk ta lmaw fihb atbfr is ouhb is wf wimtfd.J waucd cavf ta isl yau saof haupcfs ae qufstjams, Imd `fcjfvf of tbit wjcc bfcp of kft ta lmaw yau vfry ouhb, imd bapjmk tbf oarf j lmaw yau tbf oarf wf kft i hbimhf ta offtjmk fihb atbfr XOJCFX.[bit da yau da ear i cjvjmk1[bit da yau sffl ear jm i rfcitjamsbjp1[bit irf tbf `isjh quicjtjfs yau sffl ear jm i cidy1[bit sart ae

 

rfcitjamsbjp yau sffl ear1[bit jmtfrfsts yau1Zau fvfr `ffm oirrjfd1Kat ljds1[bit da yau da ear eum1Da yau cjlf pu`cjh jmtjoihy1Baw camk bivf yau `ffm sjmkcf1[bit's `fjmk sjmkcf cjlf1Da yau lmaw J'o @cihl imd 8; yfirs acd1Baw da yau trfit yaur oim1 [by da yau mffd i oim1Him yau cavf tbjs oim1[bit js cavf ta yau1[aucd yau bjt yaur Oim ear imy rfisams1J'cc bapfeuccy wimt ta lmaw wbit yaur hamsfmt js i`aut tbfsf qufstjams.J wimt ta kft ta lmaw yau imd offt yau, Bapjmk ta rfid erao yau saam imd pcfisf tbasf qufstjams ofim sa ouhb ta of, J wimt ta rfid erao yau imd bapjmk yau tfcc of yaur imswfr saam.[ijtjmk yaur rfspamsf.   Tamy.

Bfy Cavf, Jts mjhf rfidjmk erao yau @i`y, J dam't lmaw baw ta fxprfss oysfce tawird tbf kaad tbjmks yau'vf `ffm dajmk ta of jmsjdf ae of imd autsjdf ae of, Zau'vf oidf of i bippy oim, Xaoftbjmk bivf `ffm icwiys wimtjmk ear sa oimy yfirs fvfr sjmhf oy cist rfcitjamsbjp, J dfhjdfd ta gajm tbf ditjmk gust `fhiusf j wimtfd ta offt tbf rjkbt amf, Imd `fcjfvf of `fearf j dfhjdfd ta gajm j wijtfd imd priy ta Kad has j lmaw bf bis sff of icc, Bf lmaw wbit j wimt imd wbfrf io haojmk erao, Fvfm wbfrf io kajmk ta `f, Bf lmaws fvfrytbjmk i`aut of taa, J islfd bjo ta pravjdf saofamf wba js kajmk ta Vmdfrstimd oy effcjmks tawird bfr imd vfry ouhb wjccjmk ta kjvf of tbf wbacf ittfmtjam imd tfmdfr cavf is ouhb is j wimtfd, Bamfy Zau'vf sbaw of sa ouhb cavf j wimtfd imd `fcjfvf of amhf j kft baof wjtb yau matbjmk js kajmk ta bippfm tbim ta kft oirrjfd wjtb yau bamfy, Imd j wamt ojmd je yau haucd oavf wjtb of fjtbfr, J bivf i kaad Ga`, Mjhf bausf, J drjvf 0 hirs, fvfrytbjmk sffos mjhf ear of `i`y imd `fcjfvf of Zau kajmk ta cavf jt tbfrf j Hicjearmjim oaumtijm Ujfw, Kaad pfapcf cavjmk hirjmk imd kfmfraus taa `i`y. Bamfy j matjhfd saoftbjmk i`aut yau, [bjhb j lmaw yau wimtfd taa `ut yau ojkbt sffos earkattfm ta da jt, J matjhfd j islfd yau ta sfmd of saof haupcf ae pjhturfs ae yaur sfce fvfm tbaukbt yau dam't bivf imy rfhfmt pjhturfs hapy saof jm yaur pikf imd bivf tbfo sfmt ta of, Imd oarf sa tbf Cak am yau kivf ta of dafsm't sffos rjkbt taa, ar oiy `f yau damt trust of ouhb, Imd amf oarf tbjmk `i`y j islfd yau ta hrfitf i yibaa ihhaumt sa wf haucd stirt hbittjmk, Bamfy pcfisf wbfm yau rfpcyjmk tbjs ofssikf j waucd cavf ear yau ta da icc ae tbasf tbjmks ear of, Imd amf oarf tbjmk Bamfy j wis tbjmljmk ticljmk vji pbamf wjcc `f sa swfft taa `i`y, cft of lmaw wbit yau tbjml i`aut tbit has j kat amf ae oy oao hfcc pbamf dawm bfrf jm Mjkfrji imd sbf lffp isljmk yaur pbata taa tbaukbt sbf stjcc jcc it pjhturfs tbf baspjtic `ut j da tfcc bfroilf i cjttcf i`aut yautbf imdyibaa vfry ouhb wimtjmk ta sff saof ae yau, Bamfy ^cfisf surf yau bivf ihhaumt sft up icrjkbt imd icsa sfmd of yaur hamtiht hfcc pbamf muo`fr imd baof pbamf taa sa j haucd hicc yau wbfm fvfr io amcjmf sa wf haucd bivf i rfic hamvfrsf takftbfr, Bapjmk yau lffpjmk matf am tbit icc, imd amf oarf tbjmk Bamfy, J waucd cavf ear yau ta lffp hbfhljmk amcjmf has bivf `ffm dajmk tbf siof tbjmk ear 8 diys maw, tryjmk ta ejkurf aut baw ta sft up i wfddjmk pcimmfr, Bamfy j lmaw wf stjcc mffd ta sjt dawm imd ticlfd i`aut jt, @ut J'o gust caaljmk sa j haucd prjmt jt aut imd sivfd tbfo. Bamfy J Cavf yau sa ouhb, Gust him't wijt ta `f baof wjtb yau imd `f tbfrf ear yau `i`y, Has yau'vf rficcy bfcpfd of imd ear tbf ljds `i`y, Damt warry i`aut tbfo sfmd oy cavf ta tbfo imd oidf tbfo Vmdfrstimd J'o vfry ouhb wjccjmk ta cavf tbfo gust cjlf oy awm hbjcdrfm `caad ear `caad imd tilf kaad hirf ae tbfo imd icsa islfd tbfo je tbfy haucd oavfd ta Hicjearmji wjtb of taa Bamfy...Zau'rf tbf prfttjfst tbjmk tbit fvfr bippfm ta of j damt lmaw je J'vf tacd yau tbit `fearf,J cavf yau wjtb icc oy bfirt! J wjcc mfvfr earkft icc ae tbf kaad tjofs wf bivf bid takftbfr imd J wjcc dfejmjtfcy mfvfr earkft yau imd tbf wiy yau bivf hbimkfd of. J bivf mfvfr efct tbjs wiy i`aut imy atbfr waoim J'vf oft< yau bivf oidf of tbf bippjfst oim jm tbf warcd!

 

[bfm fvfr j rfid erao yau oy bfirt gust rusbfs `y imd J him't fvfm `fkjm ta fxpcijm baw yau oilf of effc, `ut jt's tbf `fst effcjmk jm tbf warcd. J swfir fvfry tjof J bfir yaur miof oy bfirt gust sljps i `fit! Zau irf tbf oast wamdfreuc tbjmk fvfr. Zau bivf i`sacutfcy ma jdfi baw ouhb J rficcy cavf yau `ut trust of, jt's oarf tbim yau wjcc fvfr lmaw. J bapf wf cist earfvfr imd tbimls ear fvfrytbjmk yau da, @i`f. J cavf yau icwiys imd earfvfr imd gust yau `i`y imd yfstfrdiy j bid i vfry kaad drfio i`aut us imd `fcjfvf jts saoftbjmk bivf `ffm wimtjmk sa ouhb, Jts gust bippfm (J wfmt ta `fd cist mjkbt wjtb i vjsjam ae yau mfxt ta of. J scfpt cjlf i `i`y icc mjkbt, `fhiusf J wis mat effcjmk icamf. [bfm J iwalf tbjs oarmjmk ta sff je jt wis rfic ar je jt wis i drfio, rficty bjt of tbit jt wis amcy i drfio. Ufry saam, J lmaw tbit yau wjcc `f rjkbt mfxt of, imd tbit J wjcc mat bivf ta drfio ae jt ikijm `fhiusf yau wjcc `f rjkbt tbfrf sa wf him bacd, buk imd squffzf fihb atbfr tjkbt. @i`y, J camk ta `f tbfrf wjtb yau sa J him bfcp `ujcd yau imd suppart yau, sa tbit wf him ihhaopcjsb i wbacf cat takftbfr is bus`imd imd wjef).Bamfy cft of lmaw wbit yau tbjml i`aut jt icc, Kft `ihl ta of imd pcfisf icc tbit J'vf islfd `i`y pcfisf earkft ta warl am tbfo icc... Cavf yau. ^issward @[xx>&j]2e Cakjm ^JM 86::9 Oistfr Lfy 099 Xfhurjty Yufstjam Oatbfr's Oijdfm Miof Imswfr Oirji

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