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Cgkaqucecr a darjr  Cs jd jdpr prcs csja jagh ghgt gtcc ka irèf irèfjk jk qu qucc cs kh dcgt dcgtcc budhgh budhgh.. Cg ck ?> ?>82 82,, ao aosc scrv rvêê ug dj djgj gj maeudcgthk mc ug ejcgtäijea quc pusa h prucoh su prapjh dcgtc hk rcerchr ka quc khs eèreckcs jdpkcdcgthohg eada ehstjfa, hkfa eagaejma eada ‛jgtcgsa hjskhdjcgta—. ^ar 5 mähs cstuva  oh`a rcekusjõg hutajdpucsth cg ugh bhojthejõg sjg dès eadphøäh quc phrcmcs heakebhmhs y kuz ckêetrjeh eagsthgtc (jgekusa cg barhs mc kh gaebc). Ck prjdcr mäh jgtcgtõ eadohtjr ck hourrjdjcgta cxtrcda eag c`crejejas dcgthkcs y iäsjeas. Hk eadcgzhr ck scfugma mäh, pcrmjõ kh gaejõg mck tjcdpa, eagvcgejma mc quc csthoh hk ijghk mck ðktjda mäh mck cxpcrjdcgta. Hk tcrecr mäh suirjõ hkuejghejagcs, yh quc ga kafrõ mjicrcgejhr cgtrc rchkjmhm y sucøa. Euhgma ijghkdcgtc ijghk dcgtc tcrdjgõ tcrdjgõ ck cxpcrjdcgta, cxpcrjdcgta, rceaorõ su dcgtc par eadpkcta mcspuês mc ughs barhs mc scr kjocrhma. Cg ehsa mc quc buojcrh csthma sj qujcrh ug mäh dès, su ecrcora bhoräh suirjma mhøas jrrcphrhokcs y scfurhdcgtc bhoräh ehäma cg kh mcdcgejh. Bc mc hmdjtjr quc csc maeudcgthk dc horjõ kas a`as0 cg 5 mähs mc hjskhdjcgta ugh pcrsagh  pucmc qucorhrsc. Z dc prcfugta, ±euègma gas phshrè h gasatras1 ±Euègma scrè ck mäh cg quc cgkaqucecrcdas1

Djcgtrhs sjcgta khs phrcmcs eru`jr h dj hkrcmcmar, ck tceba cstrcebhrsc oh`a dj ehoczh y kas mähs eagvcrtjrsc cg ug ihgthsdh mc kas hgtcrjarcs, ga gjcfa pcgshr cg ka quc suecmc hiucrh0 Ck ehas rcjgh, ck iutura cs jgejcrta, y kas faojcrgas sc vcg jdpatcgtcs hk cseafcr êtjeh saorc kh ceagadäh, tama par ug cgtc jdprcvjsjok jdprcvjsjokcc quc bh maokcfhma h kh budhgjmhm. budhgjmhm. Cg cstc høa mcseuorjdas gucstrh ihkth mc eagtrak saorc ck dugma. Hk ijg vcdas kas bjkas aseuras y vjseasas quc tc`cg gucstra pkhgcth. Cg ug dugma hsä, B.^. Kavcerhit eaorh dueba dès scgtjma.

 

Uus eucgtas rcearrcg dj dcgtc eada pcshmjkkhs mc kh jgihgejh quc ga dc htrcva h eag`urhr  sj qu qujc jcrh rh,, pa parr tc tcda darr h kjocr kjocrhr hrka kas, s, pc pcra ra kh khss eh ehmcg mcghs hs sc tc tcgs gshg hg eb ebjr jrrj rjhg hgtc tcss eu euhg hgma ma ka kass dags agstru ruas as fakp fakpch chg g

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akvjmhmhs, quc jgvhmcg kas sucøas mhgma ug htjsoa mck vcrmhmcra hojsda phrh quc suirhdas djcgtrhs ckkas pcrmurhg. Za htrhvcsê ck prjdcr vcka euhgma asê kccr Dès kccr  Dès hkkè mck dura mck sucøa y sucøa  y mcsmc cgtagecs ga bc phrhma mc bugmjrdc cg sus mcserjpejagcs y sucøas dhehoras, cg su hpraxjdhejõg gavcmash h khs cgtrhøhs mck cspärjtu budhga y, dès quc ghmh, cg su jgcquävaeh vjsjõg mck barrar. Uj kas pcrsagh`cs mcejmcg hbagmhr cg ka aseura, sc vcrèg cgircgthmhs eag dhkcs hgtjfuas, vcrmhmcs prabjojmhs y barrarcs jgmcserjptjokcs. Ck mcstjga mc kas quc burfhg ck hojsda saka tjcgc mas ehdjgas0 ]cgcr su shkum dcgthk rcmuejmh h ugh ourou`h mc erjsthk, kcgthdcgtc irhfdcgthmh par ck pcsa mc su prapjh eagsejcgejh< a darjr par ga saparthr su  prapjh cxjstcgejh.  Dès hkkè mck dura mck sucøa ga cs ug ehsa mjstjgta. mjstjgta. Euhgma dc hmcgtrê cg êk ga iuc eada sj tadhrh ug vhsa mc pctrõkca, gj ug orcoh`c mc sadorhs, phrh quc kas mjascs hgtjfuas dc cgvcgcghrhg eag su prcscgejh< ga, cg ehdoja, iuc eada ococr ugh paejõg mc kuz quc mjsjpõ ck vcka mc kas sucøas y kas scerctas quc hkkä sc aeukthg. Dc hmcgtrê cg kh dcgtc mc ug

 

 psjeõkafa rhejsth, hrrafhgtc y eag kh erccgejh mc quc êk pamäh mcejmjr quê pcrsaghs crhg dcgas quc budhghs par ck kufhr mc mõgmc vcgähg< y iuc eag cstc mcshfrhmhokc jgmjvjmua eag qujêg mcseuorä ck ehsa quc ehsj ka cgkaqucejõ. Ck ehsa mc ug dagthøcra surcøa, eag rhejaejgja kjdjthma, quc suiräh hthqucs mc pcrsaghkjmhm vjakcgtas, pcra quc kc sudhohg ugh jgmcserjpt jgmcse rjptjokc jokc jgtckjfcgejh. jgtckjfcgejh. Euhgma ck psjeõkafa ijghkdcgtc ijghkdcgtc sc hmcgtrõ cg kh dcgtc mc cstc jgmj jgmjvj vjmu mua, a, tadh tadhgm gma a kh bcrrh bcrrhdj djcg cgth th ircum ircumjh jhgh gh mc ka kass su sucø cøas as ph phrh rh hmcgt hmcgtrh rhrs rscc cg ck suoeagsejcgtc, kh vaz quc hkkä cgeagtrõ ga iuc kh mc ug badorc darthk. Crh kh mc ug scr, vcgjma mc ejumhmcs mc kudjgashs dès hkkè mc kh ohrrcrh mc kh rchkjmhm, quc sc bhoäh kjorhma mc su prjsjõg. Ck surcøa y ck psjeõkafa crhg eckmhs mc ehrgc phrh kas scrcs kudjgasas quc bhoähg sjma hprjsjaghmas cg eagtrh mc su vakugthm. Kh budhgjmhm ga crh dès quc ugh eèreck. Euhgma kh hrrafhgejh mck rhejsda y kh ejcgejh sc vja cgircgthmh eag ug scr vcrmhmcrhdcgtc supcrjar, iuc euhgma kh scdjkkh mc kh mumh sc pkhgtõ cg dj dcgtc y ercejõ eada ugh dhrhøh mc cspjghs par tama dj ecrcora. ±Z sj kh vcrmhmcrh vjmh cg ck ugjvcrsa, sus fucrrhs y mjkcdhs csthohg kc`as mc gucstrh eadprcgsjõg1 Dj arfukka budhga, djs scgtjdjcgtas y dj dcrh cxjstcgejh sc rcmu`crag h hkfa thg bcrdashdcgtc csehkairjhgtc eada kas ohrratcs mc ugh kjgtcrgh. Iuc csta ka quc dc cstrcdcejõ y kh rhzõg par kh quc yh ga pucma djrhr hk ejcka gaeturga mc kh djsdh dhgcrh.

 

  Cg ck ea earh rhzõ zõg g mc su suss eucgt eucgtas as,, Kavc Kavcer erhi hitt mc mcse seuo uorc rc ug ughh tc tcrr rrjo jokc kc vc vcrm rmhm hm00 Hk vc vcrg rgas as cgircg cgi rcgthm thmas as eag gucstr gucstrhh jgsjfg jgsjfgjij jijehge ehgejh, jh, eag gucstrh gucstrh jdpatc jdpatcgej gejh, h, mco mcocda cdass mcejmjr mcejmjr sj cgkaqucecr a darjr. ‛C ‛Cgk gkaq aquc ucecr ecr a darj darjr— r—.. ±Euè ±Euèkk sc scrè rè ck pcar pcar ijghk ijghk11 ±Dar ±Darjr jrcd cdas as ea eada da jg jgmj mjvj vjmu muas as a cgkaqucecrcdas eada saejcmhm1 Ka ðgjea quc sê cs quc kh pucrth bh sjma hojcrth, kas ehmcghs sc bhg rata y khs pcshmjkkhs… Khs pcshmjkkhs hgmhg suckths.

 

Uaorc ck eragjsth0 @. E. Fjttcrkc cs ug cserjtar mc bjstarjhs y eucgtas, hdhgtc mc kas kjoras, khs bjstarjhs y kh ihgthsäh mcsmc quc eafjõ par prjdcrh vcz ug kjora kkhdhma ]jcrrh mc Mrhfagcs h su cmhm mc 2 høas. Cstumjõ kjtcrhturh cg kh ^agtjijejh Sgjvcrsjmhm @hvcrjhgh, cs djcdora iugmhmar y arfhgjzhmar arfhgj zhmar mc kh rcvjsth rcvjsth kjtcrhrjh kjtcrhrjh Eakcee Eakceejõg jõg ?>/?>, ?>/?>, y cs arfukkashdcgtc khtjgahdcrjehga, hugquc êk tcgfh kh rjfjmcz mc ug sujza hk ohjkhr.