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01/01/2014

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DIARY OF A FRENCH PUA

One year in the life of a young Pick Up Artist | Fabrice X

To Marylou, for a fabulous blowjob

This ebook has three main objectives : - sharing my experience; - improving my game, thinking and making people think about the other sex; - challenging the limits of what most of people think possible in seduction. If I claim I am a Pick-up Artist today (an artist of seduction), it is not only because I slept with more women than most of people. It is especially because I enjoyed doing it in original situations. If I talk about you in this book, please don't be mad at me... I did my best so nobody can recognize you. Btw, I'm French, so... sorry for the grammatical mistakes (but I think my text is understandable). Anyway, thank you for reading me ! Fabrice

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What do we do after the orgasm ?

I finished work earlier than planned this afternoon, so in order to spend time, I had a walk and approached two or three women in the street. It is a very healthy activity and it empties my… mind. Well, I was here just hanging out when I suddenly started THINKING… When I started studying seduction, I guess that my purposes were : quantity, quality, variety… I wanted to kiss a lot of hot women and to be blown in the night clubs of my town, I also wanted to doggystyle a new girl when I wished and especially I wanted to live exciting adventures with numerous princesses. I wanted to corrupt virgins, to bang married women, to try to pick up famous girls, to seduce students, working girls, middle-class persons, silly bitches, shy persons, gourmands, repressed naughty girls… In brief: all kinds of hotties and queens of sex. Among all these women, I planned to choose one that I shall love for life. I’m not writing that because I am foolish, I just think about what Zola said « We have to love only one woman in our life, the one who loves us, and we both will live of this mutual love. » How will I recognize her ? It is simple : thanks to her, I will not anymore want to see the others (fucking vicious circle). There is all the same a big fault in this reasoning… After a while, when I will not have fun in the bed anymore with my one true love, what will I do? Or if we have a kid and that she abandons me every five minutes in order to change his nappies? Will I call a prostitute or will I try to pick up a girl in the street to calm down ? In theory : no, I have to control myself, just like with the alcohol, the drugs and everything… It would seriously damage the health of my couple and thus the mental health of FabriceX Junior. No way ! First of all, I don’t even know if we will live together or if I will take an apartment next to her place… According to Nietzsche « If the spouses did not live together, the happy couples would be more frequent. » I know that it seems stupid but why not thinking about it just two seconds in our life ? Still seems so stupid ??? Now, fucking the same woman during thirty or forty years, is this possible? Even if she ages and doesn’t work out ? Will also need to pass the step of the Viagra and everything because otherwise my Kiki will never be hard in front of grandma Lucienne. Seriously, we are not in The Young and the Restless « they met, loved each other, got married, had many children and lived happy till the end of their days ». All this makes me laugh : where is the ass there? And the game, the desire, the pleasure, the adventure, the risk… where are they ? WHERE ARE THE ORGASMES ?

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In brief, I guess that I have just put the finger on an essential point (not the G-spot) : I adore making the girls laugh, I adore kissing them on their lips (all the lips), I adore touching their hips, their skin, their back, their breasts, their butts… I am also crazy about their caresses, about their bites/scratches and about their fucking cute smiles. I like that they take care of me, I also like leading them to orgasms and I like this bubble of complicity built just after the first time… When the last barriers of the intimacy have just fallen… Do you know what I am talking about ? I really love the women too much… Almost all the first times are magic for me, so, how can we live a sincere relation if we can sleep with a lot of women ? In monogamous relations, we reach a huge rate of criminality : physical violence (knocks, wounds), psychological and verbal violence (blackmail, threats, rumors, insults, roaring), sexual violence (rapes, touches, harassment) and more… Violence is in any case unacceptable if not granted (« Constraint and love do not fit together, and we cannot control our pleasure » Rousseau)… And the divorces, do you wanna talk about the rate of divorces ??? Finally, the problem is maybe the model itself which the society imposes to us : « The married life is simply a habit, a bad habit » according to Oscar Wilde. So what ? A guy who remains faithful to his wife at the age of 50, he continues all the same to eye hotties in the street, to watch porn sites at night when his wife sleeps, to masturbate in the bathroom thinking of his young secretary and everything… We must not fool ourselves… Besides, his poor wife is eventually going to feel that she is not anymore hot enough for him and will feel sad. It is called frustration (not healthy relation). And, we all know where frustration leads… As a result, is it then possible to have the cake and to eat it too (and to fuck the baker) ? I guess that this question will stay without answer as long as we will not have experimented… (It is like the sodomy, we cannot know if we will like it before we tested !) On one side, we can say that the married guy is going to hurt his girl because he is frustrated being stuck with her, on the other one we can suppose that in case of open-relationship he will knock her because she will have spent the night away from home. Then, the problem is doubtless deeper than that, it’s maybe the very nature of the human. I thus quickly carried out a survey via text messages : « If you did not want children and did not expect to live long, would you get married all the same ? The men answered NO for the greater part and the women YES. The model of the traditional couple is thus based on the needs of the fair sex and not on ours. Zebbi, it is nevertheless Eve who bet the apple, she maybe deserves a spanking. « Well, and if you met somebody whom you liked very much but you would know that after two years he or she will disappear forever. Would you date all the same this person ? » Unsurprisingly, the girls answered NO and the guys YES. The majority of the men are thus more hedonist than the average of the women. Well, we want all the same to fertilize some eh, just to immortalize our genes. Except that, ethically, this kind of reasoning is not seen as honorable. It puts us in touch with our animal side… We have to choose our side.

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However, as human beings, we do not like the nuance : everything has to be white or black (It is often not good when you are not politically correct), but the truth is : the Universe doesn’t care… He does not judge. He only obeys the principles of CREATION and DESTRUCTION. And seduction, as life, contains a destructive part (more you will increase your power of seduction, more you will cause damages – men as women I suppose). Well, now, it’s time to confess. Why did I write all this claptrap ? I didn’t want to write about the pick up or the seduction and tell you that I am a model and that I am happy everyday and everything… Far from it ! I broke hearts, I made serious mistakes and stupidly missed nice doggystyles… But, feel reassured, I also got it up like never before ! That is what makes the understanding of the gender relations worth it… « It is a miracle that a man and a woman born to live together can live together! » Sacha Guitry was maybe not wrong about the apparently impossible reconciliation between the emotional and sexual needs of the men and those of the women. Not to mention the difficulties : recognizing them and expressing them… Well, we will talk about that in details later ! Well, so, what do we do after the orgasm ? May the God of the Game be with you !

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Fabrice’s story

Dear readers, My name is Fabrice X, I was born on February 17, 1989. I live in south of France since... always. To the nursery school, I had my “first girlfriend”. I mean, a girl who was holding my hand… awesome ! At school, I have been in love (some people will say “One Itis”) with two girls, but they never became interested in me. The evidence : they never invited me to their birthday parties. I wanted to cry ! To the middle school, I have been in love with four girls and interested in about ten. I never had a girlfriend there. But nevertheless, I remember that a chick waited for me in front of the building, before classes. “Do you want to date me?” she asked. I smiled because I was totally surprised, but I was happy, I liked her, she was cute. “Oh no, you have a dental appliance” she changed her mind, then she turned and left and never talked to me again. However, my mother said “yes, you’re cute, don’t worry”, she thought I was a womanizer… I really didn’t understand! So, I was obsessed by girls, I was frustrated and desperate because of them. When I entered high school, all my buddies talked about losing their virginities, I still wondered how I would feel if I touched the lips of a girl with my mouth. Fortunately, we took a trip to Italia with the Latinist class, where I met a (good looking) girl who kissed me. I was 16. I was so ashamed, I never told her she was my first kiss. We were on a relationship until I was 17, even if she was a kind of ball-breaker… It’s at that age and with her that I had my first time. Catastrophic, by the way : she had her periods and didn’t let me finish “it hurts”. Another day, she gave me a handjob : it was good, then she said that because of me she developed tendonitis. And she cheated on me. We broke up. Some years later, she gave me another handjob then said “your dick is not big enough for me” (she is crazy, my cock is OK). Girls can be bitches if you let them do. During my last year of high school, I touched no girl. I hung out with “cool dudes” so I saw them with a lot of cute chicks… who of course weren’t interested in me. Some were far from handsome and succeeded, so, I said to myself “you’re probably really ugly”. The boys liked me because I was fun and provocative, but cute girls didn’t see in me a boy who could doggystyle them in the toilets. By the way, I didn’t imagine girls this way, at that time, I was sensitive and romantic. One day, they made a list of the boys and had fun giving marks out of twenty : a girl quite ugly gave me my best mark 12/20 but for others girls, I was around 7. I really didn’t understand (even if I was used to it) : but in a mirror, I didn’t think I was THAT ugly. Diary of a French PUA - www.diaryfrenchpua.com - 6 / 325

The situation has improved during the following years, when I started having beards (some said “you’re cute” but never did more). For example, I had sex with a girl of my prom during a party. That was not a glorious chapter, so after, we evading each other. Or whether, a girl I picked up on the Internet gave me a handjob at my place after I fingered her during hours (I liked her : cute and fun). That same night, without I asked anything, I received a message “sorry I don’t understand what happened but I don’t wanna be in a relationship so don’t get your hopes too high”. Outch. The following year, I have been “in a relationship” during several months with a fat girl who was fun but didn’t really attracted me. I was ashamed in the street with her. She is good at blowjob, but it doesn’t excuse everything. The icing on the cake: she cheated on me too. This was the drop of vaginal lubrication the straw that broke the camel’s back. So, I decided to take the control of my sexual life. I had slept with 4 girls when I discovered the Game (the community of the seduction on the Internet), something like 5 years ago. I was passionate right away : it was a revelation, a true vocation. It wasn’t easy at the beginning : I had a lot a limiting beliefs, it scared me to approach the girls I liked, I didn’t know what to say, etc. It required a lot of efforts and work : worth it ! I have no regrets : we can say that it improved my life and opened my eyes on a lot of realities... and it armored me against the glance of others. I feel free ! I quickly had results, I even slept with some gorgeous girls during my first year in the Game. Changing some details can have huge consequences. It must be said that I did a lot a personal development and learned psychology (hard work). Moreover, in France, there is no good website to help you to become a Pick Up Artist : blogs are mainly published by preachy people and kill-joys in a relationship, self-styled “seducers”, which goal isn’t to make their readers succeed but to let them feel bad enough so that they buy their useless stuff, hoping improving their lives. I am lucky because I am not bad in English, because it is the reading of some American ebooks and the viewing of Anglophones seminars that played an important role. One and a half year ago, I started keeping a diary on a French forum. It was successful : many men sent me messages in order to tell me that it motivates them reading my adventures, that they never thought some things could be possible and that it helped them a lot to improve their relations with women. Today, I wanna share my adventures with the highest number of people because I think it’s my turn to help the other men to improve their lives. So, I will publish here my diary of 2012/2013, then I will add my current stories. It is useless to precise that I changed the name of the girls (on a scrupulous concern for confidentiality) but apart from that : stories are true. They happened to me. I tell them in the form of this diary. I hope the Game will improve your life too. May the God of Game be with you.

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The virtual Paradise

8th September 2012, This all began on Adopteunmec, a few weeks ago (In August). Adopte is the only French dating site with a young audience. However, like any other dating site, the ratio is 10 AFC / 1 girl (despite the fact that the registration is FREE for women). The chicks have their ego boosted : they choose who can talk to them and who can’t, but, when we write to women who accepted us, they answer in condescending ways (princess mode on). I think that even for a girl who tries to pick up boys on the Internet, a man who tries to date on a website is immediately labelled as “loser”, so he deserves (in her opinion) to get hurt badly. The only way to counter that is to show that you don’t take online dating seriously. That you don’t need it. So, I decided to take advantage of the summer offering (3 days free for men with beards). Due to a lack of time, I quickly created a profile (scandalous man looks for a girl who can hold a candle to him, not interested in minors, moustaches and women with a penis) with only two pictures. Relatively quickly, a 19 year old (hot, cute and looking emancipated) allowed me to speak with her. I like this role of sexual-object, so I leaded the conversation to gender relations (and when I say « relations » it’s of course « sexual relations »). At that time, I thought « what a windfall, such as Christopher Columbus, I just discovered a new land to vandalize (full of sexy indigenous) » ! Unfortunately, the three days had passed when she answered : I could not write to her without paying anymore… a true scam if you want my opinion. But I decided to do not give up : so I created a profile of woman in order to add her « as a friend » and of course to explain to her why I had to start spouting such nonsense. It was smart to do so, and I don’t say it to congratulate myself. But, by creating a feminine profile, I immediately accessed to all the functionalities of the site (unlimited free messages + unlimited free contact + a blog which gives advices to women about how to get a man). Isn’t it sexist ? What an injustice! So here I was… I used to hang out on the site during two weeks with my female avatar, contacting naughty girls here and there. I swam though the mesh of the nets of the moderators : I did upload again two photos of me but in my description I wrote « I AM A TRANSVESTITE ». In the end, one day, I was reported by a “Judas” and banned from this virtual Paradise.

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To come back to the 19 year old chick (In France, the age of majority is 18 years old) : she gave me her phone number after about ten emails, then the conversion became more and more sexy… she gave me openings, so, I “tactfully” asked her naked pictures. I think she really expected that, because she shared without too much difficulties (the cutie immediately became a fantasy). She had guts, an adventurer who knows what she wants and goes for it… so good ! I could have married her just for that (and because she is really hot too although she is short). It became really erotic. I wanted her, and while we both turned on each other with our pens, sexual tension grew and grew : she even confessed she was masturbating. After having shared such a moment, although virtual, I think two people then have a 100% chance to sleep together if they meet… But the thing is, after that hot night, we didn’t meet because she went off on holidays. As a result, I deleted her pictures because I thought she chicken out (except one, I admit it, but she excited me too much in this position). Moreover, a Pick Up Artist follows a code of honor, so I don’t betray the trust of women. On second thought, if we cannot recognize her on the picture (if we do not see her face), and if IN ADDITION she is in underwear (it is not like if she was naked, rather like if she was in swimsuit), I do not see who can be bothered except those who are always a pain in the ass for the principle…

There has been 3 weeks of radio silence and, when she came back, I found a nice surprise in my mail box : she invited me, a sunny afternoon. I drunk her and we saw a drink (or the reverse). She is very sexy, I like her hair and she is funny. On the same evening, she called me back in order to tell me that she was in town, at the birthday of a friend, she was really bored and wanted ME to make her have fun… I was in town too, doing nothing. From this point, it all went very fast : around midnight, she was already holding my hand… we kissed few minutes after. A first kiss on Le cours Mirabeau, so romantic. We talked a little more, she told me how she did blowjobs to her last boyfriend so I encouraged her to continue this conversation in a bar (to motivate her I bought 2 beers). She nevertheless said something that disturbed me : she felt a sudden urge to be in a relationship. Probably in order to see my reaction : like usual, I didn’t seem affected.

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She then offered two beers, a little bit reluctantly “I am pretty sure that if I say I will have sex with you Fabrice, you would buy me everything I want” I held on. This alcohol helped to get in the mood, and I logically propose her to come over in order to see my fishes. The thing is, the only fishes I have are drew on my duvet (hahahaha). She didn’t understand my joke but, at the bar, asked me if she could pie at my place. OK. When we arrived home, she did what she had to do while I waited for her on the balcony. When she joined me, I suddenly ordered her to « get out of here » while at the same time I started pulling her behind me in order to kiss her (I made a contrast for fun). I lifted her up off the floor turned her on against the wall… she clung on my hair more and more. The sexual tension raised, it was savage. She sharply threaten me « you, buddy, will see what you will see », she took my hand and throw me on the bed… I have to say, I was lucky to find her, it was nice to make love to her… In the bedroom, I have to say that she turned me on by doing crazy deep gorges with her hot body and her nice tits and ass (such a good moment !). Me, I was not really good. I don’t know why, I was not in a good day. I was not satisfied by my performance and I didn’t become hard again « to save the honor ». It is rare that it happens, but well, I have already been in that situation before… bad luck. That also calls me to order : I still have to work so that doesn’t happen to me anymore. I walked her home, holding her hand, it was really cute. She texted me yet, she apparently wants to see me again in spite of the fact that I was not as good in bed as what I would have wanted to be with her… certainly to give me a second chance. Needs that I see her again before she has a change of mind, my « honor » is at stake! No, I’m kidding, I don’t give a shit I am sure that she is an intelligent girl who understands that it can happen (even to the best). May the God of Game be with you.

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My first streetfucking

13th September 2012, The day had badly started. I had negotiated bilateral consensual relations with a chick who was supposed to come to my apartment, the afternoon. At the desired time : no news. As punishment, I didn’t call her, I am not a needy frustrated poodle. Too bad for her, I hate rude individuals who think because they’re cute they’re allowed to do anything and to stand people up. If she calls me ON HER OWN INITIATIVE and makes a counterproposal she will have ONE more chance. In the meantime… hopefully Arnaud wanted to go out, otherwise, I would have hung out in this polar cold, alone and disappointed like a cow-boy who would have lost his cows. 11:00 p.m. On the dancefloor, I said, loudly enough as an act of provocation « There are not a lot of women I didn’t kiss in this city… » A chick came to me « Do you want to kiss me ? - Would it please you if I kissed you ? - Do you want to kiss me or not ? » I did it. She said she wanted to see me again the day after, in a club. She took my number. Arnaud thought it was nothing but the day after, she sent me a text message in order to see me. To be continued. I then passed in front of a group of girls « I have enough, they all want to kiss me » the group laughed and called me « pretentious ». We shall say what we want but girls like arrogance! Well, at least, those who have a minimum of confidence! For his part, Nono took a eleven-digit phone number (in France, it’s ten-digit) and paid his beer with a cheque. Midnight I went to put my jacket in the cloakroom then I negotiated the FB of the pretty Polish who worked there. Opener : « girls change every week here » then because I tried to pick up the girl who was here before her, we talked about her. I noticed she was reading a book, so contextual joke : « he dies at the end », she laughed. At the beginning, she said she didn’t want to give me her FB because in Poland, they wanna know better each other before. I don’t get this shit, in Poland, they get drunk with some vodka and fuck like monkeys. After a little talk, she agreed ! Her name is Paulina (I’m not sure) she is 25 , she loves sex but is shy : she is waiting for her Prince Charming on his white horse but is ready to have sex with an alpha stranger who would know how to activate the right levers (the last part is a supposition).

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00:30 a.m.

I approached two waddling girls « wouldn't it be better to dance with a guy ? ». Then I talked to their cool buddies. When I went out to get some fresh air, a girl stared at me, so I stared at her too and asked her if we knew each other or if we had already kissed. She said no. But, I really thought I recognized her so I asked if her name was Lucie ? She said no but that her name actually ends with the sound « i ». - « Am I supposed to guess ? » So, in a playful way, I guessed (it was Emilie), I talked with her buddies, besides, a brunette recognized me : I dated a friend of her last winter. OK. Then, they left the bar and I didn’t do anything more than a Mexican during naptime (no kiss no FB). Hopefully, later, Emilie passed in front of me again so I told her to come (with a wave of the hand), and she did. We started to get closer when suddenly one of her friends, who has come out of nowhere (she was probably smoking outside) jumped on her, a little bit like Chabal tackling an Australian rugbyman « forget him he is ugly ». I suspect her to be a little bit jealous and frustrated, or she really thought I’m ugly when her friend liked me (the hazards of the Game)! I would have dickslaped her in order to break her teeth ! In any case, it was none of her business, and treating people this way reveals her ill-being. A chick who watched the scene because she was bored started laughing at my misfortune. So, I introduced myself « Hi, I’m student/writer/good kisser (pronounce it slash) ». A little later in the evening, she came back to me « so, I've heard you’re a good kisser ? » I proved it to her. Then, I asked her to show me her tits, she answered « not here, too many people ». She promised to show me her boobs later, in a club. 2:00 a.m. So, with Arnaud, we came to the club. I saw again the girl of the bar, who I had fun calling Eugénie instead of Emilie. I told her to come with a wave of the hand again, and she did… again (compliance test) : huge indicator of interest and of drunkenness. Her friend motherfucka came back to keep her away from me AGAIN : I felt like an idiot. This is the second time : I think, she and I, will have a problem. Also, twenty minutes later, I saw her keeping her other friend, the brunette, away from a guy who was ten times more handsome than me… I tried to talk to her in order to tell her to take care of HER life… but she didn’t let me say a word ! Incredible ! The blonde started kissing a tall guy totally drunk with the t-shirt full of sweating (moreover, I think he always turned his tong in the same direction). Her loss, she really has to change her social circle ! Seriously.

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Extremely offended, I came back to the girl who had to show me her tits. She did. Nice, I like when people keep promises! I remember there was guys that night who tried to steal my girl in a not very catholic way « he is such a loser, fuck with me I’m better baby ♥ ». Let me tell you that it reveals a lot of frustration. Poor guys ! For her part, it looked like she knew what she wanted and assumed it… It makes a change, in a good way ! It was really cool to make love to her… but, also, I think she was lucky to find me too : on the Internet, like in clubs, there are so many inexperienced and awkward and complicated suckers. Then, everything gone naturally, alternating sweetness and assertiveness… she wanted incredibly and savage good sex, I think she had value for money (doggy style was particularly good). I do understand her : if everything was that simple, the world would be better ! Less frustration, less violence, more happy people… However, discretion is important (social pressure). 5:00 a.m. I got my jacket, she asked men for some cigarettes, and we were on our way. When she asked cigarettes, I said I was her roommate 'cause men won’t give something to a girl who will fuck with another dude. We stopped in an alley, and I said « would you dare a streetfucking ? » She said yes. We had sex on-the-spot. She came in the street, once, but I didn’t. I was hard like a tripod from The War of the Worlds on the way to my place. At home, we fucked, twice. (I gave her orgasms with my tong, my fingers and my cock, she really deserved it to reward her boldness). She came, 3 times. Then we did it again after sleeping and she went to work. She is 30, and teased me a lot : « hmm for a 23 year old boy » it’s « not bad » haha. Flattering. I have to say, she is really fun, I’m charmed, I want to see her again. Such complicity, in particular into bed, creates solid bonds. I’m interested. She dared, she tried me, she won. For his part, Arnaud have been banned from a club where he was a regular… because he never buys drinks. May the God of the Game be with you.

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It’s one of the simple life’s small pleasures

15th September 2012, Sometimes, I’m so tired that I don’t wanna do something else than sleeping. But, if a bro calls me, I make an effort. I will tell you what happened during a very good night, before which Arnaud took me by surprise. What a shame ! 9pm text message «get up, come eating with me» ! Seriously, I thought it was Sunday. My body hurt everywhere (because of sport) but I did some self-motivation IN ORDER TO EAT. The traitor opened a bottle of rosé which made me forget all my pain! And, one thing leading to another, we went out ! In the first pub, I opened a set of Greek girls but didn’t understand anything they said and they weren’t really pretty so we decided to go to another pub ! On the dance floor, I started talking with an ignoble Spanish accent (when I’m drunk, I often false identity to pose as a Spanish) : « tonight, I kiss without the tong. » A chick and her friend came to me, asking why, so I explained that I lose a bet (bullshits). We had fun together and the girl said : « I think, it’s better with the tong. » I asked her if she wanted that I kiss her in order to show her how we proceed in Spain! She said yes ! So I kissed her, with the tong of course, and I said « oops ». One of the guys whispered me that I just kissed his sister. « Oops again ». Then, a blonde approached me, saying « your friend is cute, what’s his name? » she showed me Nono. I was happy for him, so I put him down from the podium where he was dancing like if he participated to the gay pride, I caught their heads and made them kiss. They did their business, but, after a while, she came back to me. I didn’t understand what she said, but I answered « do you think I’m cute too ? » I kissed her without waiting for her answer. I think she liked, because she wanted me to give her my FB. We decided to go to a club. I saw two chicks, dancing together, in the way « we are the two intimidating hotties of the club and we know it ». One more beautiful than the other. I asked them if they were going to kiss as lesbians : they laughed but nothing else. I gave up, but after a while, I saw only ONE cutie, dancing with a boy… « Where is your friend ? I would like to see her again. » She explained that her feet’s friend hurt, so she was waiting on the couches. I opened her, just to tell her that I would like to see her again and that I wanted her FB. Her name is Aurore, brunette, thin, green eyed. Unfortunately, Arnaud wanted to sleep, so I asked him to wait, that I wanted to play at « double or nothing ». I came back to her, on the couch « I will leave soon, can I have a kiss ? » She said yes, she kissed me. « Good night. » I maybe should have tried to make love to her, but I felt good enough. It’s one of the simple life’s small pleasures.

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On my way out, I crossed a group of Asians. The cutest asked me « do you really wanna go to sleep now? », I answered « no ». She asked what I wanted to do, I said that we could kiss, she kissed me on the cheek. I complained « no, that is nothing », and tried to kiss her lips but failed. OK, by being so aggressive, it was inevitable that it happened. No problem, it’s already forgotten. The bottom line is that, men like women, when we’re home after a party, we’re alone… Kissing some girls can have give us some validation, but in the end we’re in the same situation we were before going out. I’m not saying that it is very helpful to fuck someone, but still, it fulfils our needs, we feel better after. Only kissing, without even taking her number, it is useless. What is the problem there ? Why everybody doesn’t have orgasms on Saturday night ? It’s social pressure. Girls are scared to be seen as sluts. The guys should thus accept that girls have good time, and do not be jealous when it’s not with them (in particular to do not insult them), and women should learn how to enjoy their lives ! May the God of the Game be with you !

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A platonically sexual relation with a Parisian

24th September 2012, What’s up ? First of all, I try to fuck an American girl. I talked to her in a club, good vibe, and she suddenly disappeared. Fortunately, I had enough time to take her Facebook. So, I contacted her on FB, we met and we drank three or four drinks of Muscat. Then, we flirted with our words, our eye contacts and as a consequence our body temperatures increased uncontrollably. It ended letting off steam by dancing very close together in the nearest club. So here we were, I didn’t keep my hand for myself and she neither