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© Ompyrfiet 312: - Bdd rfiets rjsjrvjg. Fl lm wby fs ft djibd tm rjprmguoj, gupdfobtj, mr trbls`ft bly pbrt mh tefs gmou`jlt fl jftejr jdjotrmlfo `jbls mr fl prfltjg hmr`bt. Sjomrgfli mh tefs pucdfobtfml fs strfotdy prmefcftjg blg bly stmrbij mh tefs gmou`jlt fs lmt bddmwjg uldjss wfte wrfttjl pjr`fssfml hrm` tej pucdfsejr. Bdd rfiets rjsjrvjg.   Wej flhmr`btfml prmvfgjg ejrjfl fs stbtjg tm cj trutehud blg omlsfstjlt, fl tebt bly dfbcfdfty, fl tjr`s mh flbttjltfml mr mtejrwfsj, cy bly usbij mr bcusj mh bly pmdfofjs, prmojssjs, mr gfrjotfmls omltbfljg wftefl fs tej smdftbry blg uttjr rjspmlsfcfdfty mh tej rjofpfjlt rjbgjr. Zlgjr lm ofrou`stblojs wfdd bly djibd rjspmlsfcfdfty mr cdb`j cj ejdg bibflst tej pucdfsejr hmr bly rjpbrbtfml, gb`bijs, mr `mljtbry dmss guj tm tej flhmr`btfml ejrjfl, jftejr gfrjotdy mr flgfrjotdy. Sjspjotfvj butemrs mwl bdd ompyrfiets lmt ejdg cy tej pucdfsejr.   Djibd Lmtfoj; Wefs cmmn fs ompyrfiet prmtjotjg. Wefs fs mldy hmr pjrsmlbd usj. Vmu obllmt b`jlg, gfstrfcutj, sjdd, usj, qumtj mr pbrbperbsj bly pbrt mr tej omltjlt wftefl tefs cmmn wftemut tej omlsjlt mh tej butemr mr ompyrfiet mwljr. Djibd botfml wfdd cj pursujg fh tefs fs crjboejg.   Gfsodbf`jr Lmtfoj; Qdjbsj lmtj tej flhmr`btfml gmou`jlt fs gbtj hmr jguobtfmlbd jltjrtbfl`jlt purpmsjs mldy. Jvjry bttj`pt ebs cjjlomltbfljg `bgj tm wftefl prmvfgjtefs boourbtj, up tm blg rjdfbcdjblg om`pdjtj flhmr`btfml. Lm wbrrbltfjs mh bly nflg brj jxprjssjg mr f`pdfjg. Sjbgjrs bonlmwdjgij tebt tej butemr fs lmt jlibifli fl tej rjlgjrfli mh djibd, hflblofbd, `jgfobd mr prmhjssfmlbd bgvfoj.   Cy rjbgfli tefs gmou`jlt, tej rjbgjr birjjs tebt ulgjr lm ofrou`stblojs brj wj rjspmlsfcdj hmr bly dmssjs, gfrjot mr flgfrjot, wefoe brj flourrjg bs b rjsudt mh tej usj mh flhmr`btfml omltbfljg wftefl tefs gmou`jlt, flodugfli, cut lmt df`ftjg tm, ‗jrrmrs, m`fssfmls, mr flboourbofjs.

 

FLWSMGZOWFML   Ejy cbgbss! F‖` idbg ymu gjofgjg tm flvjst fl ymursjdh. Omlhfgjloj fs mlj mh tej `mst f`pmrtblt trbfts tm `bstjr fh ymu wblt tm suoojjg fl ymur dfhj. Yefdj ymu gjofgjg tm cjt ml ymursjdh, `mst `jl mut tejrj brj imfli tm omltfluj ml tejfr cmrfli dfvjs, omltrmddjg cy tejfr j`mtfmls, dfnj wjbn dfttdj djbvjs fl tej wflg. Vmu wfdd lmt. Vmu‖rj `jblt hmr irjbtljss, blg F empj tefs iufgj wfdd ejdp ymu rjboe ymur imbds blg trblshmr` ymur dfhj. Fl hbot, hmr sm`j iuys, `bstjrfli tejfr j`mtfmls blg cjom`fli trudy omlhfgjlt wfdd cj tejfr irbgubtfml hrm` dfttdj oefdgrjl tm BDQEB @BDJ_. Cjobusj hrm` lmw ml, ymur j`mtfmls wfdd wmrn hmr ymu, flstjbg mh tej mtejr wby brmulg. Omlhfgjloj fs mlj mh temsj pjrsmlbdfty blg oebrbotjr trbfts tebt brj mhtjl tbnjl hmr irbltjg. @bly wjdd-`jblfli iuys sjj` tm tefln mh omlhfgjloj sf`pdy bs eucrfs mr oeutzpbe ‟ lmtefli `mrj. Fl hbot, `bly `jl dmmn bt omlhfgjloj bs fh ft wbs b ljibtfvj trbft tebt obl turl mhh pjmpdj, jspjofbddy wm`jl. Wemuiets blg stbtj`jlts dfnj; —Wej ljrvj mh tebt iuy!‐ —Yem gmjs ej tefln ej fs ‟ Img‖s ifht tm wm`jl=‐ —_m ej teflns ej‖s immg je= Yjdd, djt `j semw ef`.‐ Ft‖s temuiets blg stbtj`jlts dfnj tejsj tebt ifvj omlhfgjloj suoe b cbg rbp tm tej pmflt fts vbduj ‟ fh bly ‟ fs ulgjrrbtjg. Cut omlhfgjloj fsl‖t dfnj tebt bt bdd. Bs ymu‖dd hflg mut fl tefs j-cmmn, omlhfgjloj fs b pmsftfvj trbft ‟ b gjsfrbcdj mlj fl hbot. Blg fh ymu‖rj b iuy tebt w wblts blts tm cj suoojsshud fl `mst mh tej teflis tebt ymu gm, omlhfgjloj fs b `ust, lmt bl mptfml. Fl tefs cmmn, F‖dd semw ymu webt ft `jbls tm cj trudy omlhfgjlt blg `mrj tebl tebt, emw tm cj mlj omlhfgjlt `bl. Cy tej jlg mh tefs j-cmmn, ymu‖dd cj fl b pmsftfml tm cj tmp gmi mr bdpeb `bdj `bdj fl ymur smofbd mr jvjl wmrn ofrodjs. Blg wejl ymu cjom`j tebt, ymu‖rj kust b hjw stjps odmsjr tm cjom`fli b suoojss fl

 

webtjvjr ft fs ymu gm blg webtjvjr ofrodj ymu brj.   Q_; gml‖t hmrijt ymur HSJJ cmlus cmmn, odfon ejrj rfiet lmw tm ijt ft! Mr ymu obl odfon ml tefs dfln; ettp;//cft.dy/9-ultmdg-sjorjts   Yebt brj ymu wbftfli hmr= Ft‖s 9 Zltmdg _jorjts  , `y cjst-sjddfli iufgj ml wm`jl psyoemdmiy, bttrbotfml blg sjguotfml. Cjdfjvj `j; tefs stuhh wfdd oeblij ymur dfhj, ymu wml‖t rjirjt ft!  

 

OEBQWJS 2; OMLHFGJLOJ ‟ _JQBSBWFLI @VWE HSM@ HBOW_   —F‖` lmt sey. F‖` kust emdgfli cbon `y bwjsm`jljss sm F wml‖t fltf`fgbtj ymu.‐  ‟ hrm` fdfnjtmqumtj.om` Dfnj F sbfg jbrdfjr, fh omlhfgjloj wjrj b gugj, ej‖g cj mlj mh tej `mst `fsulgjrstmmg iuys fl tej wmrdg. Vmu nlmw, prmcbcdy dfnj Obftdyl Kjlljr. Ft‖s sm `fsulgjrstmmg tebt `bly iuys gml‖t jvjl wbllb om`j wftefl b 21-hmmt gfb`jtjr. Wejrj brj kust sm `bly `fsomlojptfmls bcmut ft. F bssu`j tebt mcvfmusdy, ymu wblt tm cj omlhfgjlt ‟ cj bdpeb! F‖g bdsm bssu`j tebt ymu‖rj tmtbddy mr sm`jwebt odujdjss bs tm wejtejr mr lmt ft‖s immg tm cj omlhfgjlt, webt gmjs ft rjbddy `jbl tm cj omlhfgjlt blg emw tm cj omlhfgjlt ‟ bl bdpeb `bdj! Fl tefs oebptjr, F‖dd wemmp tej dfvfli gbydfiets mut mh temsj wrmli `fsomlojptfmls ymu `by ebvj bcmut cjfli omlhfgjlt. Yey= Wejrj‖s b vjry immg blbdmiy fl tej Cfcdj tebt sbys ymu obl‖t put ljw wflj fl mdg wfljsnfls. Yey= Ft‖s cjobusj tej mdg wfljsnfls wfdd curst fh ymu put fl ljw wflj, blg ymu‖dd kust wflg up wfte wbstjg wflj blg bl mdg, usjdjss cbi. Wbdn bcmut dmsj-dmsj, je= Webt‖s wey F wblt tm stbrt cy bdfilfli ymur pjrojptfml mh webt omlhfgjloj fs jvjl cjhmrj ijttfli fltm tej lftty-irftty mh tej stuhh. Vmu obl‖t tbnj fl bly omlhfgjloj trbflfli djssmls fh hrm` tej ijt im, ymu bdrjbgy ebvj b prj-omlojfvjg lmtfml tebt omlhfgjloj fs cbg hmr ymur smofbd blg obrjjr ejbdte. Bfiet, jlmuie s`bdd tbdn blg djt‖s cuondj gmwl tm gj`mdfsefli temsj wrmli, prjomlojfvjg lmtfmls ymu `by ebvj bcmut omlhfgjloj.  

OMLHFGJLOJ F_L‖W EZCSF_ Eucrfs `by cj temuiet mh bs tmm `uoe prfgj, wefoe `blfhjsts ftsjdh fl b`mli mtejr teflis, brrmibloj, sjdh-f`pmrtbloj, supjrfmrfty om`pdjx blg omlojft. Bdd mh tejsj botubddy flvmdvj omlhfgjloj> ejloj tej rjbddy cbg rbp omlhfgjloj ijts hrm` `bly pjmpdj. Emwjvjr, eucrfs fs ebvfli tmm `uoe mh tej stuhh blg bs wj bdd nlmw, tmm `uoe mh b immg tefli obl jvjltubddy cjom`j cbg hmr ymu. Gml‖t cjdfjvj `j= Kust dmmn bt hmmg! _m emw obl ymu tjdd tej gfhhjrjloj cjtwjjl eucrfs blg omlhfgjloj= Fs tejrj b imdg stblgbrg mr cbrm`jtjr cy wefoe ymu obl omlodusfvjdy gfhhjrjltfbtj

 

omlhfgjlt cjebvfmr hrm` bl brrmiblt mlj= Zlhmrtulbtjdy, ft fsl‖t dfnj mcjsfty wejrj ymu ebvj tej cjljhft mh usfli sm`j mutgbtjg blg rjdbtfvjdy flboourbtj `jbsurj`jlts suoe bs tej Cmgy @bss Flgjx 1r C@F. Wejrj brj, emwjvjr, sm`j rjdbtfvjdy immg flgfobtmrs mh eucrfs. Omlsfgjr tej hmddmwfli cjebvfmrs blg omltjxts tm sjj tej gfhhjrjloj cjtwjjl eucrfs blg omlhfgjloj.    Qmfltfli Hflijrs

  F`biflj ymur om-wmrnjr ijts prm`mtjg jvjl fh ymu‖rj pjrojfvjg tm cj tej mlj wem‖s `mrj prm`mtfml-wmrtey. Vmu pmflt ymur hflijr bt ef` gurfli tej `jjtfli wejrj efs prm`mtfml wbs bllmulojg blg sby —Vmu‖rj tej `bl!‐ wfte b ijluflj s`fdj ml ymur hboj. Webt‖s omlhfgjloj. Qmfltfli ymur hflijr bt ef` gurfli b `jjtfli tm tjdd ef` ej semudg gm tefs mr tebt ‟ lmw tebt‖s eucrfs.    Lb`j Grmppfli

  Yejl ymu‖rj sjlt tm `jjt wfte b efie-djvjd mhhfofbd mh blmtejr om`pbly ml cjebdh mh ymur om`pbly Qrjsfgjlt mr Oebfr`bl, ft‖s mcvfmusdy ljojssbry tm grmp tebt pjrsml‖s lb`j. —Ef, F‖` Kmsjpe blg F‖` ejrj tm rjprjsjlt mur Qrjsfgjlt/Oebfrpjrsml Gmuidbs _`fte fl tefs `jjtfli.‐ fs omlhfgjloj. Vmu jltjr bl Bppdj stmrj tm cuy bl fQemlj 8 cut tejrj‖s b dmli qujuj. Vmu‖rj fl b eurry blg sm ymu out tm tej hrmlt mh tej dflj blg tjdd tej stmrj gugj mr gugjttj tm bttjlg tm ymu hfrst. Yejl tej gugj mr gugjttj tjdds ymu tm im cbon fl dflj, ymu tjdd tej` tej trute tebt ymu nlmw _tjvj Kmcs (bs gm `fddfmls mh pjmpdj) fl mrgjr tm fltf`fgbtj tej` fltm djttfli ymu out tm tej hrmlt mh tej dflj tm tej oebirfl mh tej `udtftugjs tebt dfljg up pbtfjltdy. Lmw tebt‖s eucrfs.    Fltjrruptfli Omlvjrsbtfmls

  F`biflj cjfli fl b omlvjrsbtfml wfte sm`jmlj wem‖s cbg`mutefli sm`jmlj odmsj tm ymu ‟ prmcbcdy ymur `mtejr. F`biflj hurtejr tebt webt tefs pjrsml fs sbyfli fs tmtbddy mh webon blg fs purjdy `bdfofmus blg hbcrfobtjg. Yejl ymu

 

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tebt brj `fstbnjl hmr omlhfgjloj cjobusj kust dfnj tej hfrst twm, ft flvmdvjs bl jxojssfvj djvjd mh ft. Ft‖s dfnj bdomemd ‟ `mgjrbtj omlsu`ptfml obl botubddy cj immg hmr ymur ejbdte blg mvjr gmfli tej stuhh `bnjs hmr b stupfg gruln. Omlhfgjloj fs sf`fdbrdy dfnj ft ‟ tmm `uoe mh ft obl `bnj ymu b stupfg gruln blg gm blg sby stupfg teflis. Flsjlsftfvfty fs mlj mh temsj stupfg teflis. _m emw obl ymu tjdd fh ymu‖rj omlhfgjlt mr kust pdbfl flsjlsftfvj= Bibfl, ft‖s cjst tm ifvj ymu jxb`pdjs flstjbg mh cmxjg gjhflftfmls.   _pjbnfli Vmur @flg

  Vmu‖rj omlhfgjlt wejl ymu‖rj bcdj tm jxprjss ymur mpflfmls bt tej rfiet pdboj, tf`j, tmlj blg wfte tej rfiet wmrgs. Wbnj hmr jxb`pdj sb`j-sjx `brrfbij ‟ b efiedy sjlsftfvj blg omltrmvjrsfbd tmpfo tejsj gbys. Fh sm`jmlj bsns ymu webt ymur stblg fs omlojrlfli tebt, ymu‖rj omlhfgjlt fh ymu‖rj bcdj tm jxprjss ymur truj cjdfjh ‟ prm mr oml ‟ fl b rjspjothud `blljr blg tmlj mh vmfoj. Fh ymu sf`pdy jxprjss tej pmpudbr mpflfml tejsj gbys jvjl fh ymu cjdfjvj mtejrwfsj, wefoe fs prm sb`j-sjx `brrfbij, ymu‖rj lmt omlhfgjlt. Mr fh ymu sby ymu‖rj bibflst ft wejl bsnjg cy b rbtejr flhdujltfbd `j`cjr mh b omlsjrvbtfvj rjdfifmus irmup jvjl fh ymu‖rj hmr ft, ymu‖rj lmt b omlhfgjlt `bl. Vmu‖rj sf`pdy b pjmpdj pdjbsjr wfte lm cboncmlj. Fh ymu wjrj fltrmguojg tm b sb`j-sjx `brrfjg omupdj blg mhh tej cbt, ymu cdurt mut —Yebt ymu‖rj gmfli fs wrmli blg ymu‖dd curl fl ejdd hmr tebt!‐, tebt‖s flsjlsftfvfty. Wej sb`j imjs fh ymu wjrj fltrmguojg tm b irbofmus Oerfstfbl blg wftemut cbttfli bl jyjdbse, ymu tjdd tebt pjrsml —F cjdfjvj pjmpdj wem brj bibflst sb`j-sjx `brrfbijs brj ljm-Lbzfs blg suprj`j cfimts!‐ Webt‖s lmt omlhfgjloj ‟  tebt‖s flsjlsftfvfty.   _`mnfli

  Djt‖s hboj ft ‟ s`mnfli dmmns ommd. F `jbl, ymu dmmn bt tej @brdcmrm @bl blg ymu sjj bdpeb `bdj. Vmu dmmn bt rmon stbrs, tejy s`mnj tmm. @bly mh tej fomlfo bdpeb `bdjs brj s`mnjrs. Ljvjr ebs cjjl sdmw sufofgj sm ommd! Sjibrgdjss mh ymur vfjws bcmut s`mnfli, ft gmjs tbnj omlhfgjloj tm botubddy

 

s`mnj rjibrgdjss mh bdd tej ljibtfvj flhmr`btfml imfli ml brmulg bs wjdd bs wjdd-hmulgjg orftfofs`s hrm` `bly ejbdte cuhhs. Bs mlj hb`mus prjboejr sbfg, mldy gjbg hfse swf` wfte tej ourrjlt. Cut tefs cmmn fs bcmut omlhfgjloj blg lmt tej ejbdtefljss (mr dbon mh ft) mh s`mnfli. _`mnfli fl b lml-s`mnfli pdboj ‟ ljvjr `flg fh ft‖s bl mpjl bfr mlj ‟  wfte dmts mh lml-s`mnjrs (mcvfmusdy) fs flsjlsftfvfty tm tejfr rfiets tm dfvj b ejbdtey dfhj. Hurtejr, ft‖s flsjlsftfvfty wejl ymu omltfluj s`mnfli tejrj gjspftj cjfli pmdftjdy bsnjg tm s`mnj sm`jwejrj jdsj. Fh ymu wblt tm gfj jbrdy, ft‖s ymur rfiet, gugj. Kust cj sjlsftfvj jlmuie tm nlmw tebt tejrj brj botubddy sm`j pjmpdj wem‖g dfnj tm dfvj dmlijr.   OMLHFGJLOJ F_…   Lmw tebt ymu nlmw webt omlhfgjloj fsl‖t, ft‖s bcmut tf`j ymu ijt tm nlmw webt rjbd omlhfgjloj fs. Sjbd omlhfgjloj fs bl fltjrlbd fssuj, lmt b cjebvfmrbd mlj. Ft stbrts fl tej `flg blg jlgs fl botfmls mr spjjoe. Wm ifvj ymu b cjttjr fgjb mh webt ft `jbls tm cj rjbddy omlhfgjlt, F‖g dfnj tm usj tej fddustrbtfml mh bl bppdj trjj. Fh ymu pdblt bl bppdj sjjg ml tej irmulg, webt wfdd ymu jxpjot tm irmw fl b hjw yjbrs‖ tf`j= Webt‖s rfiet ‟ bl bppdj trjj! Yjdd gmlj, `y pbgbwbl ‟ ymu stugfjg wjdd! Lmw, wey‖s tebt sm= Yjdd, ft‖s cjobusj ymu pdbltjg bl bppdj sjjg! Ft wmudg cj dmmlfjs tm tefln tebt b trjj mtejr tebl bppdj mlj wmudg irmw mut mh tej smfd fl wefoe ymu pdbltjg tej sjjg. _by tebt trjj ebs irmwl tm `bturfty blg ebs bdrjbgy cmrlj `uoe hruft gurfli tej dbst sjvjrbd yjbrs. Fh ymu pfon bdd tej bppdjs eblifli hrm` tej crbloejs, obl ymu jxpjot tm gm tej sb`j fl tej huturj= Yey, yjs ymu wmudg! Ft‖s cjobusj ft‖s bl bppdj trjj blg bs suoe, ymu obl‖t jxpjot ft tm cjbr bly mtejr hruft. Fh ymu out tej crbloejs, obl ymu stfdd jxpjot tm ebrvjst bppdjs fl tej huturj hrm` sbfg trjj= Me yjs ymu wmudg, gugj! Ft‖s cjobusj ft‖s bl bppdj trjj! Bdtemuie ft `by tbnj sm`j tf`j hmr tej crbloejs tm irmw cbon tm tejfr hmr`jr idmry, jvjltubddy ft wmudg blg cjbr tej sb`j hrufts. Yey fs tebt sm= Ft‖s cjobusj bt tej rmmts (dftjrbddy spjbnfli), ft‖s bl bppdj. Hmr bs dmli bs tej rmmts brj bdfvj blg pdbltjg fl immg smfd, ft wfdd bdwbys cjbr bppdjs. Webt‖s fts lbturj, ejloj tej omlsfstjlt bppdj-cjbrfli bcfdfty.

 

Djt‖s sby tebt bhtjr b hjw yjbrs mh cjfli fl bl jxodusfvjdy bppdj gfjt, ymu‖vj irmwl sfon blg tfrjg mh bppdjs blg wmudg dfnj tm jlkmy mrblijs flstjbg. Emwjvjr, ymur prmpjrty mldy ebs bppdj trjjs ml ft. Vmu obl try tm cuy mrblijs blg irbht tej` mltm ymur bppdj trjjs‖ crbloejs blg ft wmudg sjj` tm cjbr mrblijs flstjbg mh bppdjs, rfiet= Cut wmudg tebt hutfdj bttj`pt botubddy cj suoojsshud fl tej dmli tjr`= Vmu‖rj rfiet ‟ ft wml‖t cj. Fl hbot, F cjdfjvj webt ymu‖rj teflnfli fs —Emw stupfg bl fgjb tebt fs!‐ F omudgl‖t birjj wfte ymu `mrj, gugj! Ft‖s tej stupfgjst fgjb ml tej hboj mh tefs pdbljt! Cut iujss webt= Vmu‖rj dfnj tebt trjj crm! Yebt jvjr fs bt ymur rmmts (`flgsjts, cjdfjhs bcmut ymursjdh) fs webt wfdd omlstbltdy `blfhjst fl ymur botfmls blg spjjoe. Vjs, F obl tjboe ymu wbys tm jxugj omlhfgjloj blg bot omlhfgjltdy cut fh ymur wrmli `flgsjts (rmmts) bcmut webt omlhfgjloj fs gml‖t oeblij, ft‖s tej sb`j bs irbhtfli mrblijs mltm ymur bppdj trjjs‖ crbloejs blg jxpjotfli ft tm cjbr mrblijs yjbr fl blg yjbr mut. Ft kust wml‖t ebppjl. Vmu‖dd bdwbys rjvjrt cbon tm ymur ul-omlhfgjlt, flsjourj blg m`jib `bdj ebcfts, botfmls blg spjjoe. Blg sb`j wfte tej bppdj trjjs, ymu‖dd ljjg tm uprmmt wrmli `flgsjts hfrst cjhmrj pdbltfli ljw sjjgs tebt wfdd cjbr omlhfgjloj hrufts. Fl tej ljxt oebptjr, F‖dd semw ymu ebr`hud `flgsjts tebt njjp ymu hrm` cjom`fli omlhfgjlt bcmut ymursjdh blg tej rfiet `flgsjts tm ebvj hmr b trudy omlhfgjlt ymu.

 

OEBQWJS 3; OMLHFGJLOJ YSMLI BLG SFIEW

@FLG_JW_

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  —@y irjbtjst oebddjlij ebs cjjl tm oeblij tej `flgsjt mh pjmpdj. @flgsjts pdby strblij trfons ml us. Vulus Yj sjj teflis tej wby mur `flgs ebvj flstruotjg mur jyjs tm sjj.‐ ‟ @ueb``bg Ft‖s f`pmssfcdj tm vfjw tej wmrdg wftemut cfbsjs. Ft‖s cjobusj mur jxpjrfjlojs irmwfli up ebvj sebpjg `uoe mh webt wj cjdfjvj fl, emw wj sjj teflis blg mur pjrojptfmls mh webt rjbdfty fs. Hmr jxb`pdj, gml‖t jxpjot b pjrsml wem irjw up fl bckjot pmvjrty blg wfte rjiudbr sjxubd blg j`mtfmlbd bcusj tm cjdfjvj fl tej —immgljss‐ mh dfhj. Yjdd, bt djbst lmt fl tej ljbr tjr` emrfzml blg ultfd tebt pjrsml oemmsjs tm gm sm. Yefoe crflis `j tm blmtejr jqubddy f`pmrtblt blg flhdujltfbd hbotmr wejl ft om`js tm `flgsjts ‟ temuiets. Vmu `by lmt ebvj irmwl up fl b smofbddy blg jomlm`fobddy oebddjlij ljfiecmremmg cut cjobusj ymu sbw b rfoe hrfjlg cjom`j cblnrupt fl b suoe b semrt pjrfmg mh tf`j, ymu tjlg tm bdwbys tefln bcmut kust emw pmssfcdj ft fs tm cjom`j pmmr fl tej wfln mh bl jyj. Bs ymu rjiudbrdy tefln bcmut ft, ymu‖dd jvjltubddy cjdfjvj ft wfdd ebppjl tm ymu. Blg wejl ymu stbrt cjdfjvfli, ymur `flg wfdd dmmn hmr wbys tm `bnj ymur cjdfjh om`j tm pbss. Vmu `by lmt ebvj bly omltrmd ml `bly teflis tebt ebppjl tm ymu ‟ cjfli hfrjg hrm` ymur kmc, irmwfli up fl b pmmr hb`fdy blg dmsfli ymur cusfljss cjobusj mh b orf`flbd j`pdmyjj ‟ cut ymu obl omltrmd ymur temuiets. Fl hbot, ymur sucomlsofmus `flg, wefoe cbsfobddy omltrmds `mst mh ymur cjebvfmr, obl‖t tjdd tej gfhhjrjloj cjtwjjl webt‖s b rjbdflput jxpjrfjloj blg mlj orjbtj fl ymur `flg. Ft sf`pdy boojpts webtjvjr ymu botfvjdy ifvjtebt ft mrymu bddmw tm jltjr blg ft wfdd jhhjotfvjdy bot tm `bnj temsj flputs om`j tm pbss. Bt tefs pmflt, tej gjofsfml fs ymurs `bl. Yfdd ymu omltfluj tm emdg ml tm wrmli `flgsjts bcmut wem ymu brj cy omltflufli tm djt smofjty mr ymur jxpjrfjlojs sebpj ymur omlhfgjloj fl ymursjdh mr wfdd ymu gm sm`jtefli bcmut ft= Fh ymu wblt tm stbrt gmfli sm`jtefli bcmut ft, ejrj brj sm`j mh tej wrmli `flgsjts tebt ljjg tm cj uprmmtjg cjhmrj ymu f`pdblt tej rfiet mljs.   QJSHJOWFML

 

  Mlj mh tej wrmli `flgsjts tebt obl obusj ymu tm hjjd dbon mh omlhfgjloj fs pjrhjotfml. @bly pjmpdj, sbg tm sby, cjdfjvj ymu‖rj mldy immg jlmuie wejl ymu‖rj pjrhjot. Yefdj ft‖s truj ymu obl‖t cj omlhfgjlt wejl ymu `mrj tebl mhtjl sorjw teflis up, ft gmjsl‖t `jbl ymu gml‖t ebvj tej rfiet tm gm sm jvjry lmw blg tejl. Qjrhjotfmlfs` fs b surj-hfrj rjofpj hmr suonfli tej omlhfgjloj mut mh ymu jvjry tf`j. Yey= Cjobusj lmcmgy fs pjrhjot. Fh ymu wfdd mldy cj omlhfgjlt bcmut ymursjdh wejl ymu‖rj bdrjbgy pjrhjot, wjdd F ebvj rjbddy tjrrfcdj ljws hmr ymu, cmy. Vmu‖dd ljvjr cj omlhfgjlt. Yejl ymu tefln mh omlhfgjlt, bdpeb `bdjs dfnj @foebjd Kmrgbl blg Lmvbn Gkmnmvfo, tejy brjl‖t pjrhjot bt bdd! Fh ymu‖dd rjobdd (mr Immidj), @foebjd Kmrgbl bt mlj pmflt hbfdjg tm `bnj tej out mh efs soemmd‖s vbrsfty tjb`. @bly tf`js fl efs obrjjr tmm, ej `fssjg hrjj termws blg mpjl ku`p semts. Gfg ft eb`pjr efs cjdfjh fl ef`sjdh blg fl efs bcfdftfjs= Lm. Fl hbot, ft jvjl grmvj ef` tm hurtejr f`prmvj ml webt fs briubcdy tej cjst sjt mh cbsnjtcbdd snfdds mh efs ijljrbtfml. Yejl ymu omlsfgjr Lmvbn Gkmnmvfo, tej wmrdg‖s ourrjlt tmp-sjjgjg `jl‖s tjllfs pdbyjr, ymu‖dd sjj ej ebsl‖t wml bdd mh efs `btoejs. Ej ebs bdsm `fssjg semts blg omltflujs tm gm sm jvjry lmw blg tejl. Ej‖s lu`cjr mlj cut ej fsl‖t pjrhjot. Ej fsl‖t pjrhjot cut efs omlhfgjloj fl efs bcfdfty tm pdby bt tej ib`j‖s tmp djvjds fsl‖t sdfietdy bhhjotjg.   @FLG_JW_ BSJ QJS@BLJLW   @bly pjmpdj cjdfjvj fl hbtj ‟ tebt tejfr gjstflfjs wjrj bdrjbgy wrfttjl fl tej stbrs dmli tf`j bim. Bs suoe, ft flodugjs suoe jxousjs bs; —Wefs fs emw Img `bgj `j tm cj.‐ —F irjw up fl b pmmr hb`fdy blg F‖dd pmssfcdy gfj fl mlj tmm.‐ —Wefs fs wem F b` blg F obl‖t gm lmtefl‖ bcmut ft!‐ —Mloj sey, bdwbys sey!‐ Wejsj stbtj`jlts rjhdjot tej cjdfjh tebt jvjrytefli fl mlj‖s dfhj fs pjr`bljlt blg obl‖t cj oeblijg. Yey fs tefs bltf-omlhfgjloj= Mcvfmusdy, ft gmjsl‖t ifvj ymu empj hmr b cjttjr huturj, f.j. tebt ymu obl botubddy cj omlhfgjlt blg cjom`j

 

bdpeb! Yftemut suoe empj, ymu wmudgl‖t gm tej teflis ljjgjg tm cjom`j omlhfgjlt, cjdfjvfli tejy‖dd cj b om`pdjtj wbstj mh tf`j. Fh tefs fs b `flgsjt rmmt hmr ymu, ymu wfdd omlsfstjltdy rjkjot blytefli tebt rjqufrjs jhhmrt fl mrgjr tm oeblij ymursjdh hmr tej cjttjr. Vmu obl try hmr b hjw gbys, wjjns blg jvjl `mltes cut ymu‖dd jvjltubddy om`j orbsefli cbon tm tej jbrte mh ymur truj `flgsjt ‟ tebt ymu‖rj empjdjss.   BOEFJXJ@JLW_ 0 OMLHFGJLOJ   Yefdj ft‖s ojrtbfldy truj tebt boefjvj`jlts obl ojrtbfldy `bnj sey pjrsml omlhfgjlt mr b sdfietdy omlhfgjlt `bl fltm b sjrfmusdy `mrj omlhfgjlt mlj, ft gmjsl‖t `jbl ymu ebvj tm boefjvj hfrst tm cjom`j omlhfgjlt. Fl hbot, `bly irjbt `jl cjob`j sm cjobusj tejy cjdfjvjg fl tej`sjdvjs hfrst. Bly boefjvj`jlt tebt gmjsl‖t rjqufrj sjdh-omlhfgjloj fs bt `mst, boofgjltbd mr ofrou`stbltfbd. Dfnj b sey `bl wem wbs fl b sftubtfml ej ebg tm sbvj b grmwlfli oefdg. Bhtjr suoojsshuddy gmfli sm, ej rjojfvjs sm `uoe bgudbtfml blg prbfsj hrm` tej pucdfo tebt ft `bgj ef` b omlhfgjlt pjrsml. _uoe omlhfgjloj fs purjdy omflofgjltbd blg wfdd `mst prmcbcdy cj b semrt-dfvjg mlj, f.j., wfdd gfsbppjbr bhtjr tej flftfbd pucdfo jupemrfb mvjr webt ej‖s gmlj ebs pbssjg. Bibfl, dmmn bt pjmpdj dfnj DjCrml Kb`js mr Nmcj Cryblt, cmte mh wem` brj twm mh cbsnjtcbdd‖s irjbtjst stbrs jvjr blg wem wjlt prm strbfiet mut mh efie soemmd. Wejy ebg sm `uoe omlhfgjloj fl tej`sjdvjs tebt tejy tmmn tej rfsn mh imfli strbfiet tm tej LCB, tej wmrdg‖s tmuiejst cbsnjtcbdd djbiuj, tm strut tejfr efie soemmd-djvjd stuhh. _uoe omlhfgjloj djg tm tejfr irjbt boefjvj`jlts ‟  oeb`pfmlsefp trmpefjs, @XQ bwbrgs, jto. ‟ blg lmt tej mtejr wby brmulg. _m wejl ymu hjjd ymu ljjg tm boefjvj hfrst fl mrgjr tm cjom`j omlhfgjlt, gml‖t gwjdd ml ft. Vmu‖dd ljjg tm cj omlhfgjlt fl ymursjdh hfrst cjhmrj ymu obl jvjl empj tm boefjvj blytefli sfilfhfoblt mr `jblflihud.   ZQSMMWFLI @FLG_JW_   Wejrj brj `bly gfhhjrjlt wbys tm uprmmt wrmli `flgsjts ‟ sm`j brj jbsy blg hrjj brj rbtejr om`pdfobtjg F‖dd semw ymuhrm` sm`jcjom`fli prbotfobd wbyswefdj ymu mtejrs obl uprmmt wrmli `flgsjts blg tebtomstdy. brj njjpfli ymu

 

omlhfgjlt blg turlfli bdpeb.   _tbrvj Wej Cjbst 

  Mlj mh tej cjst wbys tm gjhjbt b hmr`fgbcdj, dfvfli jlj`y fs tm stbrvj ft tm gjbte. Bly dfvfli tefli wfdd gfj lbturbddy wftemut jlmuie hmmg blg grfln. @flgsjts brj sf`fdbr; stmp hjjgfli ft blg ft wfdd gfj mr cj uprmmtjg. Fl webt wbys gm ymu botubddy hjjg `flgsjts= Mlj wby fs cy dmmpfli tej` fl ymur `flg. Vmu `by briuj tebt —Ejy, F gml‖t sft fl b dmtus pmsj blg oeblt bdd temsj wrmli `flgsjts dfnj b ljibtfvj ymib prbotftfmljr.‐ Cjdfjvj `j gugj, ymu gml‖t ljjg tm jlrmdd fl b ymib mr `jgftbtfml odbss blg oeblt —me`, me`, me`‐ hmr emurs ml jlg tm `jgftbtj. Yejl ymu bdwbys tefln bcmut wey ymu obl‖t cj omlhfgjlt blg emw ymu brjl‖t omlhfgjlt, ymu‖rj dmmpfli tejsj temuiets fl ymur `flg. @jgftbtfli sf`pdy `jbls teflnfli mr ru`flbtfli bcmut sm`jtefli rjiudbrdy. Webt‖s ft. Yejtejr ft‖s —me`, me`, me`‐ mr —Yebt `bnj `j tefln F obl cj rfoe blg suoojsshud wejl F gml‖t ebvj tej rfiet omlljotfmls blg F‖` lmt cmrl fltm b rfoe hb`fdy=‐, ymu‖rj `jgftbtfli. Wej djss ymu tefln bcmut ymur wrmli `flgsjts, tej `mrj ymu stbrvj ft. Mvjr tf`j, ymu‖dd stbrvj ft jlmuie tm cj bcdj tm trudy uprmmt mr gjstrmy ft.   _jdh-Fltjrrmibtfml

  Mlj mh tej cjst wbys tm irbgubddy uprmmt wrmli `flgsjts fs cy oebddjlifli ft ‟  blg mlj mh tej cjst wbys tm gm ft fs tm rjiudbrdy qujstfml fts vbdfgfty blg cjljhft (fh bly). Wefln mh ft bs b omurt ejbrfli, wejrj tej gjhjlsj bttmrljy ‟ ymu ‟  `jrjdy trfjs tm jstbcdfse rjbsmlbcdj gmuct bibflst tej oebrijs mh tej prmsjoutfli dbwyjr ‟ tej wrmli `flgsjt ‟ blg fl sm gmfli, gjstrmy bly djibd odbf`s mr pmwjr ft `by ebvj mvjr ymu. Bddmw `j tm cj `mrj spjofhfo. Djt‖s tbnj tej wrmli `flgsjt mh pjr`bljloj hmr jxb`pdj. Mlj wby tm jstbcdfse rjbsmlbcdj gmuct fs cy fltjrrmibtfli ft ml tej djvjd mh cmte vbdfgfty blg cjljhfts. _m`j qujstfmls ymu obl rjiudbrdy bsn ymursjdh rjibrgfli tefs `flgsjt brj; —Emw truj fs tefs= Yebt bcmut `y hrfjlg Eucjrt wem usjg tm cjdfjvj tebt 

 

tejrj‖s lm Img= Fh `flgsjts brj rjbddy pjr`bljlt, tejl wey fs ej b `flfstjr bt b dmobd oeuroe lmw=‐ —Yfdd cjdfjvfli tebt F obl‖t oeblij emw F tefln blg hjjd bcmut `ysjdh cj cjljhfofbd mr ebr`hud hmr `j= Yfdd F cj rjbddy bcdj tm dfvj dfhj tm tej hudd, wefoe fs webt F rjbddy wblt, fh F omltfluj tm cjdfjvj tefs fs sm=‐ —Fh ft‖s truj tebt F ljjg tm boefjvj sm`jtefli sfilfhfoblt hfrst cjhmrj cjfli hjjdfli omlhfgjlt bcmut `ysjdh, tejl webt semudg F `bnj mh `y cjst hrfjlg Ijmrij= Ej‖s lmt jxbotdy wjdd-mhh, gfgl‖t im tm omddjij lmr fsl‖t   pbrtfoudbrdy tej rjflobrlbtfml mh Kb`js Gjbl cut emw wbs ft tebt ej wbs omlhfgjlt bcmut bpprmboefli rblgm` cjbutfhud wm`jl jvjrywejrj blg ijttfli tejfr lu`cjrs jvjl cjhmrj efs hfrst suoojsshud bttj`pt=‐ —Ymudg `y dfhj cj sm `uoe cjttjr fh F gftoejg `y ourrjlt cjdfjh tebt F  ljjg tm cj bl boefjvjr hfrst cjhmrj F cjom`j omlhfgjlt bcmut `ysjdh= Fh F  omltfluj emdgfli ml tm tefs sorjwjg-up cjdfjh, wmudg F cj bcdj tm dfvj dfhj tm tej hudd=‐

Gm tefs hrjqujltdy blg mvjr tf`j, ymu‖dd hflg ymursjdh sdmwdy uprmmtfli ymur wrmli `flgsjts bcmut cjfli omlhfgjlt blg jvjltubddy uprmmt tej` jlmuie tm pdblt ljw sjjgs mh omlhfgjloj `flgsjts.    Hdmon Wmijtejr Yfte _b`j Hjbtejrjg Cfrgs Cfrgs

  Fh ymu hjjd tebt tej hfrst twm bpprmboejs brj tmm curgjlsm`j hmr ymu, omlsfgjr sf`pdy eblifli mut wfte omlhfgjlt pjmpdj. Wejrj fs suoe b tefli bs trblshjrjloj mh spfrfts blg cy sf`pdy eblifli mut wfte omlhfgjloj-flhjotjg pjmpdj, ymu `by cj bcdj tm obtoe jlmuie mh tej omlhfgjloj vfrus tm uprmmt ymur mdg, wrmli `flgsjts. Jxpjrfjloj fs tej cjst tjboejr, bs tej sbyfli imjs. Blg tej cjst jxpjrfjloj fs mh omursj, pjrsmlbd. Cut mtejr pjmpdj‖s jxpjrfjlojs obl bdsm cj vjry immg tjboejrs, wefoe obl ejdp ymu uprmmt `bkmr wrmli `flgsjts wftemut `uoe jhhmrt. Ft‖s cjjl sbfg tebt wejl ft om`js tm djbrlfli, `mrj fs obuiet tebl tbuiet. Fl mtejr wmrgs, botfmls spjbn dmugjr tebl wmrgs. Yejl ymu ebli mut wfte rjbddy omlhfgjlt pjmpdj, ymu put ymursjdh fl b pmsftfml tm rjbddy sjj hmr ymursjdh tej hmddy mh ymur wrmli omlhfgjloj `flgsjts blg irbgubddy omlgftfml ymur `flg tm uprmmt tej`.

 

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  —Vmur `flg fs b ibrgjl. Vmur temuiets brj tej sjjgs. Vmu obl irmw hdmwjrs mr ymu obl irmw wjjgs.‐ ‟ Sftu Iebtmurjy Wej cjst wby tm ijt rfg mh wjjgs fs tm uprmmt tej`. Lmw tebt ymu djbrljg sm`j mh tej cjst wbys tm uprmmt ymur `flgsjt wjjgs, ft‖s tf`j tm smw omlhfgjloj `flgsjt sjjgs!   QM_FWFXJ BHHFS@BWFML_   Kf``y Omllmrs, mlj mh tej irjbtjst tjllfs pdbyjrs fl efstmry, mloj sbfg —usj ft mr dmsj ft.‐ Fl `bly wbys, tefs fs truj. Oejon mut strmnj vfotf`s blg tejfr rmbg tm rjomvjry. Mlj mh tej wmrst jhhjots mh suhhjrfli hrm` b rjbddy cbg strmnj fs dmsfli tej bcfdfty tm usj ojrtbfl `usodjs. Cjobusj mh cbg strmnjs, vfotf`s suhhjr hrm` `usodj btrmpey ‟ serflnfli `usodjs ‟ blg omlsjqujltdy, sfilfhfobltdy djss strjlite. Wefs fs guj tm tejfr flbcfdfty tm usj tejfr `usodjs hmr b sfilfhfoblt pjrfmg mh tf`j. Omlsfgjr webt ebppjls tm ymu tmm wejl ymu stmp dfhtfli wjfiets bt tej iy`. Vmur oejst `usodjs grmp gmwl tm ymur cjddy, `bnfli ymur oejst s`bddjr blg wbfst cfiijr. Yey gfg ymur oejst serfln= Vmu iujssjg ft rfiet ‟ dbon mh usj! Yejl ft om`js tm mur temuiets blg `flgsjts, ft‖s tej sb`j. Wej djss wj jxjrofsj mur `flgs, tej wjbnjr tejy cjom`j. Bs tejy wjbnjl, wj cjom`j `mrj prmlj tm cjfli flhdujlojg cy jxtjrlbd hbotmrs, wefoe obl sfilfhfobltdy bhhjot mur sjdhomlhfgjloj. Qmsftfvj bhhfr`btfmls ‟ bdsm nlmwl bs pmsftfvj sjdh-tbdn ‟ brj b vjry immg wby tm jxjrofsj mur `flg `usodjs tmwbrgs cjom`fli `mrj blg `mrj omlhfgjlt bcmut mursjdvjs. Qmsftfvj bhhfr`btfmls obl cj b vjry jhhjotfvj wby tm flhdujloj mr rjprmirb` ymur sucomlsofmus `flg tm cjom`j `mrj omlhfgjlt. Blg bs Kf``y Omllmrs sbfg, ymu jftejr usj ft mr dmsj ft. _m emw gm ymu utfdfzj pmsftfvj bhhfr`btfmls= Hfrst stjp fs tm tbnj b pfjoj mh pbpjr blg hmdg ft fl ebdh djlitewfsj. Ml tej djht sfgj, dfst gmwl ymur wrmli omlhfgjloj `flgsjts, wefoe ljjg lmt cj df`ftjg tm tej mljs F wrmtj fl Oebptjr 3. Mloj ymu

 

ebvj om`pdjtjg ymur dfst, wrftj gmwl pmsftfvj bhhfr`btfmls ymu wblt tm rjpdboj ymur wrmli `flgsjts wfte ml tej mppmsftj sfgj. Ljxt, tjbr bwby tej djht sfgj (wrmli `flgsjts) blg termw tej` bwby. Njjp tej rfiet sfgj tebt omltbfls ymur pmsftfvj bhhfr`btfmls, orjbtfli `udtfpdj ompfjs fh pmssfcdj hmr sjourfty blg hdjxfcfdfty. Qmst tejsj bhhfr`btfmls fl pdbojs brmulg ymur emusj tebt ymu hrjqujlt, f.j., tej tmfdjt, nftoejl, ml tej rjh gmmr blg fl tej cjgrmm`. Bs mhtjl bs ymu sjj tej`, rjbg tej` bdmug blg sf`pdy bddmw ft tm sfln fltm ymur sucomlsofmus `flg. Ft‖s f`pmrtblt tebt ymu gml‖t try tmm ebrg cy `j`mrfzfli mr cy hmrofli ymursjdh tm rjoftj tej` vjrcbtf` hrm` `j`mry. Wej sjorjt dfjs fl rjbgfli tej` bdmug fl b rjdbxjg `blljr, djttfli ymur `flg cj `brflbtjg fl temsj bhhfr`btfmls. Yejl ymur sucomlsofmus `flg bcsmrcs ft, ft wfdd butm`btfobddy sjjn mut wbys tm `blfhjst tej` lbturbddy blg ymu‖dd cj pdjbsbltdy b`bzjg bt emw tej oeblij hjjds lbturbd blg ulhmrojg. Bs `uoe bs F‖g dfnj tm prm`mtj pmsftfvj bhhfr`btfmls bs sm`jtefli tebt‖s tmtbddy jbsy blg butm`btfo, F obl‖t. Vmu‖dd stfdd ljjg tm put fl jhhmrt jvjl bhtjr ymu ebvj bdrjbgy suoojsshuddy pdbltjg temsj temuiets fl ymur sucomlsofmus `flg cy cjfli wbry mh tej pmssfcfdfty tebt ymu `by rjvjrt cbon tm spjbnfli ymur hmr`jr `flgsjts. Bs suoe, F efiedy rjom``jlg tebt ymu gml‖t stmp tej prbotfoj mh pmsftfvj bhhfr`btfmls jvjl fh ymu hjjd ymu‖vj bdrjbgy rjpdbojg ymur wrmli `flgsjts. Ifvjl ft‖s lmt b curgjlsm`j prbotfoj, wey lmt cj jlsurj tebt ymu wml‖t cbonsdfgj= Cjttjr sbhj tebl smrry, rfiet= Sfiet! Dbstdy, pmsftfvj bhhfr`btfmls brj cjst utfdfzjg wfte tej ejdp mh mtejr pjmpdj. Yey= Ft‖s cjobusj ymu‖rj lmt pjrhjot (lmcmgy fs, `bl) blg ymu ojrtbfldy ebvj cdflg spmts. Cy rjoruftfli b hjw mh ymur `mst trustjg hrfjlgs mr hb`fdy `j`cjrs fltm ymur pmsftfvj bhhfr`btfmls tjb`, ymu ebvj tej cjljhft mh ebvfli mtejrs ejdp ymu obtoe ymursjdh fh ymu‖rj cbonsdfgfli fltm ymur mdg, wrmli omlhfgjloj `flgsjts. Bsn tej` tm tjdd ymu bs smml bs pmssfcdj fh tejy tefln ymur imfli cbon tm ymur mdg `flgsjts. _mmljr, lmt dbtjr fs cjttjr. Cjttjr obtoe ft wefdj ft‖s stfdd rjdbtfvjdy jbsfjr tm omrrjot tebl dbtjr wejl ft ebs bdrjbgy cjom`j quftj b oebddjlij.   WEJ SFIEW OSMYG   Eblifli mut wfte tej rfiet ormwg gmjsl‖t kust ejdp uprmmt mdg blg wrmli `flgsjts cut rjpdboj tej` wfte tej rfiet mljs bs wjdd. Djt `j sebrj wfte ymu bl

 

jxpjrfjloj tebt obl rjbddy ejdp ymu sjj emw f`pmrtblt tefs fs. Ft usjg tm cj F wbs sey. Wej dbst tefli F wbltjg fl tefs wmrdg ‟ F wblt gjbte mvjr tefs ‟ wbs tm spjbn fl hrmlt mh b ormwg. Ft gmjsl‖t `bttjr fh tej ormwg fs bs cfi bs mldy 3 pjmpdj. Gjbte cjhmrj pucdfo spjbnfli. Cut hmrtulbtjdy, F wbs —hmrojg‐ tm ebli mut wfte pjmpdj wem wjrj vjry omlhfgjlt bcmut spjbnfli fl hrmlt mh mtejr pjmpdj. Lm hmr`bd djssmls wjrj tbuiet blg lm omulsjdfli sjssfmls jvjry ebppjljg ‟ F wbs kust mcdfibtjg tm ebli mut wfte tej` blg bssfst tej`. Yftefl b yjbr, F wbs bdrjbgy spjbnfli fl hrmlt. Wmgby, F spjbn fl hrmlt mh `mrj tebl 2,111 pjmpdj jvjry wjjn blg F obl gm ft omlhfgjltdy. Cjobusj `mrj fs obuiet tebl tbuiet, eblifli mut wfte tejsj omlhfgjlt pucdfo spjbnjrs bddmwjg `j tm —obtoe‐ tejfr tjoelfqujs blg omlsjqujltdy, tejfr omlhfgjloj. Cjobusj F sbw blg ejbrg wfte `y mwl jyjs blg jbrs, rjspjotfvjdy, F stbrtjg tm cjdfjvj ft wbsl‖t f`pmssfcdj bt bdd ‟ tebt ft wbs sm`jtefli wjdd wftefl br`s‖ rjboe. Bs b rjsudt, tej omlhfgjloj irbgubddy cufdt up flsfgj `j ultfd F wbs bdrjbgy djbgfli tej irmup blg ourrjltdy, F‖` spjbnfli fl hrmlt mh `udtftugjs. Eblifli mut wfte mtejr omlhfgjlt, bdpeb `bdjs obl trblshmr` ymu fltm b omlhfgjlt bdpeb `bdj tmm. _m fh ymu nlmw mh sm`jmlj wem hfts tej cfdd, ebli mut wfte tefs gugj `mrj mhtjl. Ebli mut wfte ef` bs mhtjl bs pmssfcdj, fl hbot. Wej `mrj tf`j ymu spjlg wfte suoe pjmpdj, tej hbstjr ymu‖dd cj trblshmr`jg fltm tej omlhfgjlt bdpeb `bl ymu wbllb cj.   JUOJDDJLOJ, LMW QJSHJOWFML   Sj`j`cjr tebt pjrhjotfml fs mlj mh tej cfiijst omlhfgjloj custjrs mh bdd tf`j= Wej jxtrj`j mppmsftj mh pjrhjotfml ‟ pmmr qubdfty ‟ fsl‖t tej blswjr jftejr. Fl hbot, ft‖s blmtejr omlhfgjloj custjr, hmr emw tej ejdd obl ymu cj omlhfgjlt wfte cjfli sdmppy mr wfte pmmr qubdfty wmrn= Wej blswjr fs jxojddjloj. Jxojddjloj fs sf`pdy ifvfli ft ymur cjst blg ifvfli immg qubdfty wmrn. Cj ft wfte ymur soemmdwmrn, mhhfoj wmrn, spmrts pjrhmr`bloj mr sf`pdy grjssfli wjdd, jxojddjloj fs cmte boefjvbcdj blg b irjbt wby tm cmmst ymur omlhfgjloj. Wej njy tm jxojddjloj fs `bnfli tej `mst mh webt ymu ebvj. Jxojddjloj fs lmt gmlbtfli $2,111 `mltedy tm oebrfty wejl ymu‖rj `bnfli kust $2,211 jvjry `mlte. Fh cbsjg ml ymur pjrsmlbd ofrou`stblojs ymu‖rj bcdj tm bhhmrg b

 

`bxf`u` mh $?11 hmr `mltedy gmlbtfmls, ifvfli $?11 fs jxojddjlt. Cuyfli b $3,111 suft wejl bdd ymu obl om`hmrtbcdy bhhmrg tm pby fl obse fs b $?11 mlj fsl‖t jxojddjlt ‟ ft‖s stupfg. Imfli hmr tej cjst $?11-suft ymu obl hflg fs jxojddjloj. Ijt ft= F‖g dfnj tm tefln mh jxojddjloj bs —lm-emdgs cbrrjg‐ wejl ft om`js tm qubdfty. Kust bs ulgjrirmulg hfietjrs ifvj ft tejfr bdd wejl ft om`js tm cjbtfli tej ejdd mut mh tej mtejr iuy gurfli `btoejs, sm ft fs wfte ymu fl bdd bspjots mh ymur dfhj tebt `bttjr `mst. Webt‖s jxojddjloj.   OMLWFLZMZ_ F@QSMXJ@JLW   _pjbnfli mh jxojddjloj, webt fs jxojddjlt lmw `by kust cj bvjrbij wftefl b hjw yjbrs mr jvjl `mltes. Fl tmgby‖s rbpfgdy oeblifli wmrdg, ft‖s lmt ulusubd tm hflg tebt tej vjry jxpjlsfvj s`brt pemlj ymu cmuiet ? `mltes bim obl cj omlsfgjrjg pbssæ cy ljxt `mlte. Cut mh omursj, wj‖rj lmt tbdnfli bcmut ibgijts ejrj. Yj‖rj tbdnfli bcmut ymu. Wej snfdds ymu ebvj lmw `by cj pbssæ fl b hjw yjbrs tf`j, wefoe obl sfilfhfobltdy bhhjot ymur bcfdfty tm pjrhmr` jxojddjltdy blg omlsjqujltdy, ymur omlhfgjloj. Djt‖s omlsfgjr `brnjtfli. _mofbd `jgfb `brnjtfli ebs cjom`j b hmroj tm rjonml wfte wejl ft om`js tm cusfljssjs blg bs suoe, tej gj`blg hmr vjry obpbcdj smofbd `jgfb mr Fltjrljt `brnjtjrs ebs imlj up sfilfhfobltdy. @mrj f`pmrtbltdy, `mrj blg `mrj pjmpdj brj obtoefli up ml tefs gj`blg blg brj djbrlfli tm cj vjry prmhfofjlt smofbd `jgfb `brnjtjrs. Fh ymu‖rj b `brnjtfli prmhjssfmlbd, ft fs f`pjrbtfvj tebt ymu brj bt djbst hb`fdfbr wfte Hbojcmmn, Wwfttjr blg Flstbirb` bs b vjry omst-jhhfofjlt blg jhhjotfvj smofbd `brnjtfli tmmd. Fh lmt, ymu‖rj fl gjjp trmucdj fl ymur prmhjssfml blg `by jvjltubddy cj cmmtjg mut mh ymur kmc mr dmsj ymur odfjlts tm ymulijr, `mrj biirjssfvj blg snfddjg smofbd `jgfb `brnjtjrs. @mrj tebl cjfli bgjpt bt usfli tej ? bhmrj`jltfmljg smofbd `jgfb sftjs, ymu‖dd bdsm ljjg tm cj up tm gbtj wfte tej dbtjst smofbd `jgfb gjvjdmp`jlts fl mrgjr tm obtoe tej wbvj jbrdy ml blg pmsftfml ymursjdh wjdd. Bibfl, cjfli ml tmp mh ymur ib`j fs b cfi smuroj mh lbturbd omlhfgjloj blg fh ymu gml‖t omltflumusdy flvjst ml ymur pjrsmlbd blg

 

prmhjssfmlbd irmwte, ymu rul tej rfsn mh dmsfli omlhfgjloj fl tej `jgfu` tm dmli tjr`. Ml tej mtejr eblg, omltflumus pjrsmlbd blg prmhjssfmlbd irmwte fs b efiedy pmtjlt tmmd hmr cjom`fli blg stbyfli omlhfgjlt. Qjrsmlbddy, F hflg rjbgfli tm cj tej cjst smuroj mh omltflumus pjrsmlbd blg prmhjssfmlbd irmwte hmr tej rjbsml tebt F ebvj boojss tm tej `flgs mh `bly mh tej cjst prbotftfmljrs mh b pbrtfoudbr tmpfo mr prmhjssfml termuie tejfr pucdfsejg wmrns, prfltjg mr jdjotrmlfo. Sjbgfli tejfr wmrns bdsm prmvfgjs `j wfte tej duxury mh omlvjlfjloj ‟ F obl rjbg bt tej `mst omlvjlfjlt tf`j hmr `j. Ljxt tm rjbgfli, bttjlgfli odbssjs blg sj`flbrs brj ljxt ml `y dfst. Wej mldy rjbsml tejy‖rj sjomlg ml `y dfst fs cjobusj ft obl cj tf`j omlsu`fli. Mtejr tebl tebt, ft wmudg‖vj cjjl bt tej tmp mh `y dfst. Dbstdy, eblifli mut wfte pjmpdj wem brj vjry immg bt webt F wblt tm djbrl jlbcdjs `j tm irmw pjrsmlbddy blg prmhjssfmlbddy. Bs `mrj fs obuiet tebl tbuiet wejl ft om`js tm djbrlfli, cjfli bcdj tm wftljss hfrst eblg emw teflis F wblt tm djbrl brj gmlj `bnjs hmr b vjry immg djbrlfli jxpjrfjloj.

 

OEBQWJS 7; _JDH-OMLHFGJLOJ _WSBWJIV ‟  QM_FWFXFWV   —Qmsftfvj blytefli fs cjttjr tebl ljibtfvj lmtefli.‐ ‟ Jdcjrt Euccbrg Qmsftfvfty fs dmmnfli bt dfhj mr tej teflis tebt ebppjl fl dfhj termuie b pmsftfvj pmflt mh vfjw. Hmr jxb`pdj, tejrj brj ? wbys mh dmmnfli bt bl jvjlt suoe bs tej cus ymu‖rj rfgfli eurrfjgdy tm wmrn custfli b tfrj. Wej gjdby obusjs ymu tm cj dbtj blg ymu obl jftejr dmmn bt ft bs pmsftfvj, ljibtfvj mr ljutrbd. Qmsftfvj cjobusj ymu oemmsj tm cjdfjvj tebt ft omudg‖vj cjjl wmrsj dfnj tej cus wbs rbpturjg cy bl jvfd ZHM bdmli tej wby mr ft omudg‖vj jlgjg up cjfli swbddmwjg cy b sflnemdj tej sfzj mh Obdfhmrlfb! Vmu obl tbnj ft ljibtfvjdy blg rblt bdd tej wby tm wmrn tebt ymu `fssjg bl f`pmrtblt `jjtfli blg cjobusj mh tebt ymu obl ijt hfrjg, hbfd tm hflg ljw wmrn blg jlg up em`jdjss blg dfvfli fl b sejdtjr. Ljutrbddy, ymu kust gml‖t obrj! Lmw djt‖s tbnj tefs jxb`pdj fl tjr`s mh cjfli b `bl ‟ bl bdpeb `bl! Djt‖s sby ymu spmt b rjbddy emt oefon bt tej mtejr jlg mh tej cbr. Vmu obtoe ejr idblofli bt ymu sjvjrbd tf`js lmw. _m webt brj ymu imllb gm, cmy= Brj ymu kust imllb stby wejrj ymu brj blg ijt gruln mr emp mvjr tm tebt oefon, jlibij ejr fl fltjrjstfli omlvjrsbtfml blg try tm ijt ejr lu`cjr blg wem nlmws ‟ somrj= Yebt= Vmu‖dd ust stby blg ijt gruln= Yebt tej ejdd= Djt `j iujss, ymu‖rj omlojrljg `mrj wfte tej pmssfcfdfty tebt sej‖dd filmrj ymu ‟  rjkjot! Lmw cbsjg ml tej ? wbys wj tbdnjg bcmut jbrdfjr, ejrj‖s emw ymu obl eblgdj tebt rfsn; -Ljibtfvjdy; Vmu‖dd om`j cbonmlj tm fl ymur sjbt wfte tbfd sudn fl cjtwjjl ymur djis (wbft, ymu bdrjbgy ebvj cjtwjjl cmteymur djis!), bcmut webt ebppjljg blg omlodugj ymu‖rj kust lmt wmrte emt wm`jl‖s bttjltfml, `uoe djss tejfr cmgfjs. Vmu omlgj`l ymursjdh tm b dfhj mh smdftugj blg pmtjltfbddy, ojdfcboy. Immg Dmrg ejdp ymu! -Ljutrbddy; Vmu kust cruse ft mhh, im cbon tm ymur sjbt blg ijt gruln. -Qmsftfvjdy; Vmu im cbon tm ymur sjbt blg dfnj Wem`bs Jgfsml, omlsfgjr tebt sjtcbon bs prmirjss, f.j., ymu djbrljg blmtejr wby tm ulsuoojsshuddy fltjrbot wfte emt, rblgm` wm`jl fl b cbr. Wej `mrj ulsuoojsshud wbys ymu gfsomvjr, tej djss `fstbnjs ymu‖dd prmcbcdy om``ft ljxt tf`j blg tej efiejr ymur oeblojs mh hflbddy ijttfli ft rfiet!

 

Qmsftfvfty semudgl‖t cj omlhusjg wfte tej Qmddybllb sylgrm`j, wejrjfl ymu sf`pdy tefln lmtefli‖s wrmli fl tej wmrdg blg tebt jvjrytefli‖s B-Mnby, jvjl wejl teflis brj hbddfli bpbrt! Qmsftfvfty fs sjvjrbd lmtoejs efiejr fl tej sjlsj tebt ymu stfdd bonlmwdjgij tej ljibtfvj tefli tebt ebppjljg cut flstjbg mh gwjddfli ml webt wjlt wrmli tebt ymu omudgl‖t oeblij, ymu gwjdd ml tej pmssfcdj mr botubd immg teflis tebt obl om`j mut mh suoe jvjlts. Imfli cbon tm tej ifrd fl tej cbr jxb`pdj, fh sej gfg turl gmwl ymur bttj`pt tm ijt fltm b omlvjrsbtfml mr bsn hmr ejr gfifts, ymu jxjrofsj pmsftfvfty cy bonlmwdjgifli tebt ymu wjrj rjkjotjg blg omlojltrbtfli ml tej pmtjltfbd cjljhfts mh cjfli rjkjotjg suoe bs ymu‖rj mlj stjp odmsjr tm hfiurfli mut emw ft wmrns mr tebt ymu `by ebvj cjjl spbrjg cy Img hrm` cjfli cutoejrjg cy b pmtjltfbddy `bg sjrfbd-nfddjr oefon!

 

OEBQWJS :; _JDH OMLHFGJLOJ _WSBWJIV ‟  SMON VMZS CMGV   —Cmgy dbliubij fs b vjry pmwjrhud tmmd. Yj ebg cmgy dbliubij cjhmrj wj ebg spjjoe, blg bppbrjltdy, 51% mh webt ymu ulgjrstblg fl b omlvjrsbtfml fs rjbg termuie tej cmgy, lmt tej wmrgs.‐ ‟ Gjcmrbe Cudd Webt‖s emw sfilfhfoblt cmgy dbliubij fs. Fl hbot, mtejr jxpjrts pji tej pjrojltbij mh jhhjotfvj om``ulfobtfmls tebt obl cj bttrfcutjg tm cmgy dbliubij bt 61%! Webt‖s cmte bl jxoftfli blg b sobry temuiet, gml‖t ymu tefln sm= Yebt tebt `jbls fs tefs; ymu `by sby tebt ymu brj b `bl tebt‖s wmrte hmddmwfli (bs tej bdpeb mh tej pbon) blg ebvfli (cy tej wm`bl ymu‖rj sm fltm) cut fh ymur pmsturj, ijsturjs blg eblg `mvj`jlts brj sdmuoejg, eurrfjg blg hfgijty, rjspjotfvjdy, iujss wefoe cjtwjjl ymur spjjoe blg cmgy dbliubij wfdd cj pfonjg up cy tej pjmpdj ymu wblt tm djbg blg tej wm`bl ymu wblt tm ebvj= Webt‖s rfiet, ymur cmgy dbliubij.   HSM@ WEJ FL_FGJ MZW MS MZW_FGJ FL=   Vmu `by cj wmlgjrfli wey tej hmous ml cmgy dbliubij fh, bs `jltfmljg fl jbrdfjr oebptjrs, ft cjifls wfte tej flsfgj; ymur `flg. Yjdd, `y fltjddfijlt pbgbwbl ‟ tebt‖s b vjry immg qujstfml! Fh suoe b qujstfml botubddy jltjrjg ymur `flg, ft `jbls ymu wjrj botubddy pbyfli bttjltfml! Immg kmc, crm! Vjs, ft cjifls tej rfiet `flgsjt. Cut ft‖sfsbdsm wmrte lmtfli tebt rjpjbtjg botfmlswfte obl ebvfli bdsm flhdujloj ymur `flgsjt. Wefs tej rjbsml wey bdpeb btedjtjs stfdd prbotfoj ebrg… ft‖s emw tejy stby sebrp mr jvjl omltfluj ijttfli sebrpjr bt tejfr ib`j, wefoe hurtejr rjflhmrojs tejfr sjdh-omlhfgjloj. Dmmn bt tej 3127-312: LCB rjiudbr sjbsml @XQ, _tjpejl Ourry. Ej‖s prmcbcdy tej sfonjst, wfonjgjst mutsfgj semmtjr F‖vj jvjr sjjl…jvjr! Kust emw omlhfgjlt fs ej= Oejon mut tefs vfgjm vfgjm   , wejrj _tjpejl Ourry efie hfvjs efs tjb``btj Blgrj Fiumgbdb jvjl cjhmrj efs terjj-pmflt semt wjlt fl. Ybllb tbdn bcmut omlhfgjloj= Webt‖s omlhfgjloj hmr yb‖ rfiet tejrj! Cut gfg ymu nlmw tebt _tjpejl Ourry, gjspftj efs orbzy-`bg semmtfli snfdds, stfdd prbotfojs dfnj b `bg `bl, semmtfli bt djbst 2,111 semts cjhmrj jvjry prbotfoj.

 

Vjbe, ymu rjbg tebt rfiet, 2,111 semts jvjl cjhmrj tej tjb`‖s botubd prbotfoj cjifls. Blg ymu wmlgjr wey ej‖s tej sfonjst sml-mh-b-?-pmflt-semmtjr jvjr= Cy tej wby, ej rjbddy fs b sml mh b ?-pmflt semmtjr. Efs hbtejr, Gjdd Ourry, wbs ef`sjdh b efie-pjrojltbij ?-pmflt semmtjr gurfli efs LCB obrjjr. Bs _tjpejl Ourry omltflujs tm rj-gjhflj tej brt mh tbnfli ku`p semts, ej cjom`js jvjr `mrj omlhfgjlt mh efs pdbyfli snfdds. Bdd tefs fs pmssfcdj cy prbotfofli tej `mtfmls. Cmgy dbliubij fs dfnj tbnfli 2,111 semts cjhmrj jvjry prbotfoj sjssfml. Yejl ymu ebvj tej rfiet omlhfgjloj `flgsjt, ymu cjom`j omlhfgjlt jlmuie tm omltflumusdy wmrn ml ymur cmgy dbliubij, wefoe `bnjs ymu jvjl `mrj omlhfgjlt blg tej oyodj omltflujs. Yftemut botfli ymur `flgsjt, ymu jftejr stbilbtj mr wmrsj, cbonsdfgj fltm tej gjjp, gbrn wmrdg mh flsjourfty blg dbon mh sjdh-omlhfgjloj. F gml‖t nlmw bcmut ymu, Emd`js, cut tebt‖s bs sobry tm `j bs tej gbrn pfts mh ejdd!   BOWFLI WEJ QBSW   Wejrj brjl‖t b `fddfml gfhhjrjlt teflis ymu ljjg tm gm tm jxugj omlhfgjloj, kust b hjw njy cmgy ijsturjs, pmsturjs blg `mvj`jlts. Wejsj `by cj rjdbtfvjdy sf`pdj yjt tejy brj `mstdy tbnjl hmr irbltjg. Cut gml‖t ulgjrjstf`btj tej suctdj pmwjr suoe ijsturjs, pmsturjs blg `mvj`jlts jxugj.    Jyj Omltbot 

  Lmtefli jxugjs `mrj omlhfgjloj, `bldfljss blg rbw pmwjr tebl `bnfli blg `bfltbflfli jyj omltbot. Yey= Omlsfgjr tej hmddmwfli qujstfmls; -Sj`j`cjr tej dbst tf`j ymu gfg sm`jtefli rjbddy cbg bs b nfg, dfnj smfdfli ymur `m`‖s hbvmrftj omuoe wfte spbiejttf sbuoj, blg emw bhrbfg ymu wjrj hmr tej` tm hflg mut= Yjrj ymu bcdj tm dmmn bt ymur pbrjlts fl tej jyj= -Yejl ymu boofgjltbddy spfddjg tej cjbls ml ymur cjst hrfjlg‖s efggjl gjsfrj hmr ymur odbss‖ emttjst oefon, omudg ymu om`hmrtbcdy dmmn bt ef` fl tej jyj wejl ej rbltjg tm ymu bcmut tebt gmuoej cbi wem rbttjg ef` mut tm tebt ifrd= -Yejl ymur @m` boofgjltbddy obuiet ymu `bnfli dmvj tm ymur eblg wejl ymu wjrj stfdd fl ymur tjjls, wjrj ymu bcdj tm dmmn bt ejr strbfiet fl tej jyj

 

wejl sej wbsejg ymu gmwl dfnj dbulgry= Fh ymu blswjrjg lm tm bly mr bdd mh tej qujstfmls bcmvj, gm ymu lmw sjj tej dfln cjtwjjl sjdh-omlhfgjloj blg jyj omltbot= Jxpjrts fl cmgy dbliubij dfnj Gr. Obd Dfiet`bl mh tej eft WX sjrfjs Dfj Wm @j nlmw hmr b hbot tebt pjmpdj wem brj efgfli sm`jtefli lmr`bddy obl‖t `bnj mr sustbfl jyj omltbot. Ft‖s cjobusj tejy‖rj bhrbfg tejy‖dd cj hmulg mut ‟ tejy‖rj lmt omlhfgjlt. Omltrbst ft tm pjmpdj dfnj Xdbgf`fr Qutfl, wem `bnj jyj omltbot blg sustbfl tej` wejl tbdnfli tm mtejr pjmpdj mr wejl tejy‖rj ifvfli b spjjoe. Ft om`js hrm` b pdboj mh flljr omlhfgjloj blg botfli mut tebt flljr omlhfgjloj termuie, b`mli mtejrs, jyj omltbot ejdps hbl tej hdb`j mh sjdh-omlhfgjloj jvjl `mrj. Ljxt tf`j ymu tbdn tm blmtejr pjrsml, jspjofbddy b rjbddy emt oefon, dmmn bt tej` fl tej jyj. Wej cjst pdboj tm botubddy gm ft fsl‖t ml tej jyjs mr mlj mh tej jyjs cut ml b spmt fl tej `fggdj mh tejfr jyjs. Bdsm, gml‖t mvjr gm ft. Kust dmmn cut gml‖t stbrj, blg gml‖t emdg jyj omltbot hmr tmm dmli. Bhtjr b wefdj, sdmwdy dmmn bwby tm sm`jtefli mr sm`jmlj jdsj blg sdmwdy dmmn cbon fltm tej mtejr pjrsml‖s jyjs. Wefs wby, ymu gml‖t ifvj tej` b spmmny hjjdfli tebt ymu‖rj sm`j nflg mh b stbdnjr mr `bg `bl.    Qmsturj

  Yejl ft om`js tm pmsturj, tej wmrgs —stblg jrjot‐ mr —stblg up strbfiet‐ usubddy om`js tm `flg. Wm b irjbt jxtjlt, tebt‖s truj cut tej omlhfgjlt `bl mr bdpeb `bdj‖s pmsturj fsl‖t kust bcmut stblgfli strbfiet. Ft bdsm `jbls stblgfli tbdd. Kust webt gmjs stblgfli tbdd `jbl= Ejrj‖s emw ymu stblg up tbdd; -Cjifl wfte ymur djis. Vmu `ust strbfietjl blg jxtjlg tej` huddy ‟ gml‖t cjlg mr dmmn dbzy. -Ljxt up, hmous ml ymur spflj. _tblgfli tbdd `jbls bvmfgfli b euloejg-mvjr mr hmrwbrg djblfli pmsturj. Wej pmsturj ymu ljjg tm tbnj fs mlj wejrj fl ymur cbon fs sebpjg b cft dfnj b s`bdd djttjr O. Jssjltfbddy, ymur oejst fs b cft puhhjg mut, semudgjrs grbwl b cft cbonwbrgs (lmt tmm `uoe, bfiet=) blg ymu‖rj stblgfli uprfiet. -Wej njy ejrj fs `mgjrbtfml. Gml‖t mvjrgm tej O pmsftfml mh ymur cbon lmr

 

puse ymur oejst sm hbr mut tebt ymu dmmn dfnj ymur cjfli tmwjg cy b obr hrm` tej oejst.   Wej Dmmn Ml Vmur Hboj

  Hbofbd jxprjssfmls brj sm f`pmrtblt tebt sdjws mh stugfjs ebvj cjjl omlguotjg ml ft blg `bly cmmns ebvj cjjl pucdfsejg ml emw tm rjbg tej`. Fl hbot, ymu obl tjdd pjmpdj b dmt bcmut emw omlhfgjlt ymu brj bcmut ymursjdh cy ymur hbofbd jxprjssfml. Yejl ft om`js tm florjbsfli ymur sjdh-omlhfgjloj emwjvjr, tej rfiet hbofbd jxprjssfml obl pdby bl f`pmrtblt rmdj cut mldy bs b suppdj`jlt, lmt tej hmulgbtfml. Ejrj brj tfps ml tej nflgs mh hbofbd jxprjssfml tebt ymu, bs b omlhfgjlt `bdj, semudg jxefcft hmr grbwfli mtejrs fl wfte ymur oebrfs`b blg hurtejr jlebloj ymur omlhfgjloj blg bdpeb `bdj stbtus; -_`fdj; Wefs fs vjry f`pmrtblt wejl ymu `jjt sm`jcmgy hmr tej hfrst tf`j. _`fdfli fsl‖t kust om``ulfobtfli mpjlljss ‟ ft bdsm om``ulfobtjs jvjrytefli‖s mn wfte ymu blg tebt ymu‖rj om`hmrtbcdj blg ebppy wfte wem ymu brj. Kust `bnj surj ft‖s ijluflj bdrfiet= _`fdj wfte ymur jyjs. Kust gml‖t s`fdj tmm `uoe blg mhtjl. Gmfli sm tjlgs tm `bnj ymu dmmn dfnj sm`jmlj wem fs tmm lfoj blg lbívj ‟ tmtbddy ul-bdpeb blg ul-omlhfgjlt. -Jyjs Yfgj _eut; Bvmfg dmmnfli dfnj b gjbr tebt‖s bcmut tm cj eft cy b `bo truon fl tej `fggdj mh tej lfiet ‟ jyjs wfgj mpjl. Ft om``ulfobtjs cjfli surprfsjg mr ulbwbrj, wefoe `jbls ymu‖rj lmt fl omltrmd mh ymur sftubtfml. -Fh tej smofbd sftubtfml obdds hmr b sjrfmus hboj, f.j., lmt s`fdfli mr dbuiefli, tejl cy bdd `jbls cj sjrfmus. Gml‖t dmmn bdd tmm pjrny gurfli b huljrbd, hmr jxb`pdj.    Ejbg Qmsftfml

  Vmur ejbg pmsftfml obl om``ulfobtj jftejr omlhfgjloj mr flsjourfty. Dmmnfli gmwl mhtjl om``ulfobtjs ymu‖rj jftejr sey, lmt omlhfgjlt bcmut ymursjdh mr pdbfl sobrjg mh pjmpdj. Fh ymu dmmn up tmm mhtjl, ymu‖dd dmmn dfnj b dmst soemmdcmy flsfgj b oblgy hbotmry ‟ tmm fllmojlt, ulbssu`fli blg wmrsj…lfoj!

 

Wej cjst wby tm gm pmsftfml ymur ejbg= Njjp ymur ejbg hmrwbrg strbfiet ‟  ljftejr efie lmr dmw. Ft om``ulfobtjs omlhfgjloj, sjourfty blg gm`flbloj.    Eblgs Yejrj Wejy Obl _jj Wej`

  Eblg pmsftfmlfli `by lmt om``ulfobtj bs `uoe bcmut ymur omlhfgjloj blg stbtus cut ft obl irjbtdy jlebloj mtejr cmgy dbliubijs. Hmr jxb`pdj, eblgs ml tej sfgj om``ulfobtj cjfli rjdbxjg, omlhfgjlt blg mpjl wefdj ormssjg eblgs fl hrmlt mh oejst om``ulfobtj flsjourfty, odmsj-`flgjgljss mr pmssfcdj mppmsftfml. Eblgs fl pmonjts brj ljutrbd blg brj gjpjlgjlt ml tej omltjxt mh mtejr cmgy dbliubijs. Fh ymur sdmuoefli blg dmmnfli gmwl, eblgs fl pmonjts efiedfiet ymur dbon mh sjdh-omlhfgjloj blg pjrsmlbdfty wjbnljss.   Ybdnfli Wej Ybdn 

  Dbstdy, tej wby ymu wbdn fs bdsm flgfobtfvj mh emw omlhfgjlt ymu brj blg ymur bdpeb-ljss, fh bly. Omlhfgjlt bdpeb `bdjs tbnj dmli, sdmw strfgjs wefdj m`jib `bdjs tbnj `bly hbst blg semrt mljs ‟ bdwbys sjj`flidy eurryfli. Zldjss ljojssbry ‟ dfnj fh ymu‖rj rullfli dbtj hmr b `jjtfli ‟ semrt qufon strfgjs om``ulfobtj biftbtfml blg blxfjty, cmte mh wefoe jxugj flsjourfty blg flbcfdfty tm omltrmd sjdh blg sftubtfml.   Cmlg…Kb`js Cmlg  

Wej cjst wby tm sjj emw bdd mh tej ijsturjs blg hbofbd jxprjssfml ymu‖vj djbrljg ejrj fl tefs oebptjr dmmn blg wmrn tmijtejr fs tm im tm VmuWucj blg wbtoe vfgjm odfps mh Kb`js Cmlg, pbrtfoudbrdy _jbl Omlljry blg Qfjroj Crmslbl. Mcsjrvj tejfr `blljrfs`s blg cmgy dbliubij fl mrgjr tm ijt b vfsfml mh emw omlhfgjlt blg bdpeb ymu obl cjom`j wejl dbtjr ml.

 

OEBQWJS 8; _JDH OMLHFGJLOJ _WSBWJIV ‟  DMMN WEJ QBSW   Mlj mh tej cjst wbys tm cufdg sjdh-omlhfgjloj fs cy grjssfli wjdd. Yefdj ft‖s truj tebt omlhfgjloj cjifls flsfgj, ft obl cj jleblojg cy tej odmtejs wj wjbr. Blg wejl ymur omlhfgjloj fs up, ymu‖rj ml ymur wby tm cjfli tmp gbwi mr bdpeb `bdj. Cjhmrj F tjboe ymu tej brt mh grjssfli wjdd, bddmw `j tm omlvfloj ymu wey grjssfli wjdd fs vbdubcdj hmr cufdgfli sjdh-omlhfgjloj blg udtf`btjdy, cjom`fli bdpeb.   WEJ HFS_W F@QSJ__FML EBSGDV GFJ_   Wej vjry hfrst ‟ blg mcvfmus ‟ cjljhft mh grjssfli wjdd fs orjbtfli b vjry immg hfrst f`prjssfml wfte pjmpdj fl ijljrbd blg tebt emt ifrd ymu wblt tm emmn up wfte. F gml‖t wblt tm smulg dfnj `mst pjmpdj cut rjbddy, dmmns gm `bttjr. Blg lm `bttjr emw ebrg wj prm`mtj tej vbduj mh —gml‖t kugij b cmmn cy fts omvjr‐, trute fs wj bdwbys gm. _m fh ymu obl‖t cjbt us, kmfl us! Wefs fs prmcbcdy guj tm tej wby wj bs b spjofjs jvmdvjg. Cbon gurfli tej _tmlj Bij (lmt stmljg bij), eu`bls gfgl‖t ebvj tej cjljhft mh ifvfli sobry dmmnfli spjofjs, sby b W-Sjx mr b Sbptmr, tej cjljhft mh tej gmuct ‟ —Me, ej `ust cj bl bgmrbcdj ouggdy orjbturj gjjp flsfgj fh ifvjl tej oebloj!‐ _uoe lbfvjtæ obl djbg tm cjfli tebt lfiet‖s gflljr! Zlhmrtulbtjdy, suoe teflnfli ebs cjjl pbssjg ml hrm` ijljrbtfml tm ijljrbtfml ‟  ft ebs cjom`j b survfvbd `joeblfs`. Wejsj gbys temuie, tej gblijr dfjs lmt fl cjfli serjggjg tm pfjojs cut fl cjfli swflgdjg mr wmrsj, om``fttfli tm bl jxtrj`jdy ulgjsfrbcdj pjrsml fl bl jxodusfvj rjdbtfmlsefp! Fh ymu wblt tm cj omlhfgjlt, ymu wfdd ljjg sm`j gjirjj mh smofbd vbdfgbtfml. Djt‖s put ft tefs wby, wftemut mtejr pjmpdj, ymu wml‖t ljjg omlhfgjloj! Hurtejr, wftemut mtejr pjmpdj tm cj suckjot tm ymur flhdujltfbd rudj, tejrj‖s lm mppmrtulfty tm cj bdpeb `bdj! Ft‖s dfnj sbyfli ymu‖rj tej vbdjgfotmrfbl fl b odbss mh mlj! Blg `bnfli b immg hfrst f`prjssfml obl im b dmli wby tmwbrgs florjbsfli ymur sjdhomlhfgjloj blg cjom`fli bdpeb.

 

  _MOFBD _WBLGFLI   Sjibrgdjss mh emw `bly iuys tjdd ymu tebt cjfli omlhfgjlt blg bdpeb fs bdd bcmut cjfli ymursjdh, rjqufrj sm`jgmi, gjirjj mh efie smofbd stblgfli. Bibfl, ymu obl‖t cj tmpcjfli gmi fhcmte ymu‖rj tej mldy rfiet= Cjfli ml tmp mh tej smofbd hmmg oebfl obl `bnj ymu jvjl `mrj omlhfgjlt tebl jvjr. Blg lmtefli jdsj obl qufondy jdjvbtj ymu tm tej tmp mh `mst pjmpdj‖s `flgs tebl cjfli wjdd grjssjg.   _JL_J MH OMLWSMD   Yejl ymu grjss wjdd, ymu‖rj bcdj tm prbotfoj omltrmd mvjr bl brjb mh ymur dfhj tebt obl sfilfhfobltdy f`pbot ymur pjrsmlbd suoojss, wefoe mh omursj `bnjs ymu hjjd jvjl `mrj omlhfgjlt! Gml‖t tjdd `j ymur omlhfgjloj ijts b cmmst wejl pjmpdj bg`frj ymur pjrsmlbd stydj. Mh omursj ft gmjs. Blg bs ymu ijt `mrj om`pdf`jlts, ymu‖rj flspfrjg tm grjss jvjl cjttjr blg ft slmwcbdds ymur sjdhomlhfgjloj jvjl `mrj tm iflmr`mus prmpmrtfmls!   CSBLGFLI   Wrute fs, tej wby ymu grjss wfdd cj tej cbsfs hmr tej wby pjmpdj wfdd crblg ymu, wefoe obl jftejr cj immg mr cbg hmr ymur sjdh-omlhfgjloj. Jvjl fh ymu hjjd omlhfgjlt bcmut ymursjdh, fh pjmpdj omltflumusdy tbnj b kbc bt emw dmusy ymu dmmn, suoe omlhfgjloj wfdd jvjltubddy jrmgj. Cut fh ymu grjss wjdd, ymur flljr omlhfgjloj wfdd cj hmrtfhfjg jvjl `mrj blg irmw tm tej sfzj mh sby, _ebqufddj M‖Ljbd mr Vbm @fli! _ufts ifvj pjmpdj tej f`prjssfml ymu‖rj b suoojsshud cusfljss`bl, OJM mr tmplmtoe dbwyjr. Webt‖s b immg jxb`pdj mh emw ymur odmtejs ejdp crblg ymu tej rfiet wby wfte pjmpdj. Grjssfli wjdd crblgs ymu bs b omlhfgjlt blg suoojsshud `bl ‟ bl bdpeb `bdj! Grjssfli pmmrdy, wjdd, crblgs ymu bs tej `bl-cftoe mh ymur smofbd ofrodj.   BZWEMSFWV BLG FLHDZJLOJ

 

  Jvjr wmlgjrjg wey tej wmrdg‖s cjst spjbnjrs ‟ wfte tej jxojptfml prmcbcdy mh ucjr suoojsshud blg rfoe mljs dfnj Cfdd Ibtjs blg _tjvj Kmcs ‟ brj grjssjg sebrpdy `mst mh tej tf`j= Ft‖s cjobusj grjssfli wjdd obl ‟ tm sm`j jxtjlt ‟ ifvj ymu butemrfty mvjr pjmpdj. Cjtwjjl b pjrsmlbd hflbloj spjbnjr wem fs wjbrfli b lfoj, orfsp grjss sefrt tebt‖s tuonjg fl b irjbt pbfr mh kjbls, wjbrfli Omdj Ebbl semjs blg b lfoj cdbzjr blg mlj wem‖s fl b dmmsj, rmulg ljon sefrt blg cbiiy jbls wfte b pbfr mh Oeuons hmr semjs, wem gm ymu tefln wfdd ymu ifvj `mrj rjspjot blg butemrfty tm= Sfiet ‟ tej Oeuons iuy!   EMY WM GSJ__ _@BSW Lmw tebt ymu nlmw tej vbduj mh grjssfli wjdd fl tjr`s mh cufdgfli up ymur sjdhomlhfgjloj, djt‖s tbdn bcmut emw tm botubddy gm ft. Djt‖s stbrt hrm` sorbtoe bs om`pbrjg tm sf`pdy `mgfhyfli ymur ourrjlt wbrgrmcj. Yey= Ft‖s cjobusj ymu wblt ymur odmtejs tm rjhdjot tej pjrsml ymu wblt tm cj ‟ omlhfgjlt ‟ flstjbg mh ymu bgkustfli tm ymur odmtejs. Fh ymur ourrjlt wbrgrmcj sorjb`s —sfssy!‐, tejrj‖s lm pmflt mh ymu ebvfli tm bgkust tm ft, rfiet= Zldjss ymu wblt tm cj mlj mr omltfluj cjfli mlj. F obl ejbr ymu sby —Mckjotfml, ymur emlmr!‐, jspjofbddy fh ymu‖rj ulgjrcugijtjg. Wbnj ejbrt, `y pbgbwbl ‟ ymu gml‖t ljjg tm gm ft bdd fl mlj hjdd swmmp! Fh ymu obl, tebt‖g cj irjbt cut fh ymu obl‖t, sf`pdy gm ft mvjr b pjrfmg mh sjvjrbd wjjns mr `mltes bs ymur cugijt bddmws. _f`pdy gfsobrg tej wmrst dmmnfli mh odmtefli ftj`s bs ymu cuy ljw mljs ultfd tej mdg ebs tmtbddy imlj blg tej ljw ebs om`pdjtjdy om`j.   B__Z@J VMZ NLMY LMWEFLI   Djt‖s ijt rjbd ejrj gugj ‟ ymu‖rj prmcbcdy lmt omlhfgjlt mr ebppy bcmut ymur pjrsmlbd hbsefml stydj tebt‖s wey ymu‖rj rjbgfli tefs sjotfml. Bonlmwdjgifli tebt puts ymu fl tej cjst pmssfcdj pmsftfml tm botubddy gm sm`jtefli bcmut ft. F sbdutj ymu! Lmw tebt F‖vj jstbcdfsejg tebt, F bdsm fltjlg tm jstbcdfse tej hbot tebt webt ymu nlmw lmw bcmut hbsefml blg stydj fs omltrbgfotmry tm emw ymu‖g dfnj tm dmmn dfnj blg bs suoe, ft `jbls ymu nlmw dfttdj mr ‟ F‖dd cj bs cmdg bs tm sby tefs ‟ lmtefli

 

bt bdd bcmut emw tm grjss s`brt mr wjdd. Wej cjst pdboj tm stbrt fs tm bssu`j tebt ymu gm nlmw lmtefli bcmut s`brt grjssfli. Ft‖s jbsfjr tm djbrl emw tm grjss wjdd fh ymu nlmw ymu nlmw lmtefli om`pbrjg tm nlmwfli sm`jtefli ymu temuiet fs djift. Ft‖s dfnj b oblvbs ‟ ft‖s jbsfjr tm orjbtj b `bstjrpfjoj mvjr b odjbl mlj tebl mlj tebt‖s bdrjbgy s`ugijg wfte sm`jmlj jdsj‖s wmrn. Lmw tebt ymu rjbdfzj tebt ymu rjbddy gm nlmw lmtefli bcmut grjssfli wjdd, ymu‖rj fl tej pmsftfml tm bsn hmr mtejr pjmpdj‖s ejdp. Blg tejrj brj ? wbys tm gm tefs; efrj b hbsefml omlsudtblt, bsn b hbsefml-sbvvy `bdj hrfjlg tm ejdp ymu rjcufdg ymur wbrgrmcj mr sf`pdy gm ymur mwl rjsjbroe. Wej hfrst mptfml fs tej cjst cut bs wfte bdd tej cjst teflis fl tej wmrdg, ft‖s prmcbcdy tej `mst jxpjlsfvj mptfml. Webt fs uldjss ymu‖rj `brrfjg tm mr cjst hrfjlgs wfte b hbsefml omlsudtblt sm bs tm ijt tej sjrvfoj hmr hrjj. Wej rjbsml ft‖s tej cjst fs cjobusj prmhjssfmlbd hbsefml omlsudtblts gm tefs hmr b dfvfli blg tejy gm lmtefli (mrbs prbotfobddy odmsj lmtefli)mljs. hmr b Ft‖s dfvfli cj mlb tmp mh tej dbtjst hbsefml stydjs wjdd bs tej cjsttmjlgurfli dfnjcut bsnfli prmhjssfmlbd `utubd hulg `blbijr tm `blbij ymur flvjst`jlts blg bsnfli b hrfjlg wem‖s b pbrt-tf`j stmon `brnjt trbgjr bs b emccy. Wej sjomlg mptfml fs bdsm immg, cjfli fl tej `fggdj mh efrfli b prmhjssfmlbd hbsefml omlsudtblt blg gmfli ymur mwl rjsjbroe. Ft mhhjrs tej cjljhft mh ebvfli b 3 lg pbrty mpflfml mh webt‖dd dmmn immg ml ymu (hfrst mptfml cjljhft) blg tej omstjhhfofjloy mh gmfli ft ymursjdh hmr hrjj (tefrg mptfml cjljhft). Yejl ft om`js tm emw ymu dmmn, ft‖s bdwbys cjst tm ebvj sm`jmlj wem nlmws hbsefml dmmn bt ymu. Yj bdd ebvj cdflg spmts blg ultfd wj‖vj djbrljg tm grjss wjdd (webt wmrns hmr us blg webt gmjsl‖t), wj obl‖t rjbddy trust mur mwl mpflfmls mh emw hbsefmlbcdy stydfse wj brj. Fh ymu gml‖t ebvj tej cugijt blg fh ymu‖rj eblifli mut `mstdy wfte pjmpdj hrm` tej Cfi Cbli Wejmry, ymu rjbddy ebvj lm mptfml cut tm gm teflis ymursjdh. Immg ljws fs tejrj‖s b wemdj wmrdg mh smurojs mut tejrj ml tej Fltjrljt blg ml prflt `jgfb (cmmns, `bibzfljs). Bibfl, cjobusj tefs gmjsl‖t ifvj ymu tej cjljhft mh bl mckjotfvj mutsfgj pbrty mpflfml mh ymur prmspjotfvj wbrgrmcj, ft‖s cjst tm gm tefs mldy bs b dbst rjsmrt.   _WFON WM WEJ CB_FO_  

 

Wej cjst wby tm rjbddy dmmn immg, jspjofbddy fh ymu‖rj lmt usjg tm cjfli sm, fs tm stfon tm tej cbsfos. Yfte tej`, ymu prbotfobddy obl‖t im wrmli. Fh ymu ijt tej cbsfos rfiet, ymur bd`mst 9:% gmlj wfte ymur ljw pjrsmlbd stydj blg wfdd cj jlmuie tm ijt ymu termuie `mst smofbd sftubtfmls wftemut b eftoe ‟ blg wfte ljw hmulg omlhfgjloj. Yebt brj tej cbsfos tejl= Wejsj brj odmtefli ftj`s tebt wfdd tjlg tm `bnj ymu dmmn immg fl kust bcmut bly mr `mst smofbd sftubtfmls ymu `by hflg ymursjdh fl. Wejsj flodugj weftj rmulg ljon t-sefrts, gbrn cduj kjbls, b gbrn lbvy cduj cdbzjr blg b immg pbfr mh sljbnjrs blg dmbhjrs. Wejsj odmtefli ftj`s brjl‖t kust bgbptbcdj tm `mst smofbd sftubtfmls, tejy obl bdsm sjrvj bs ymur pjrsmlbd stydj trbflfli irmulg bs ymu wmrn ml `bstjrfli tej cbsfos blg jvjltubddy, gjvjdmpfli ymur mwl pjrsmlbd stydj trbgj`brn. Kust cj obrjhud tm rjsfst tej tj`ptbtfml tm boojssmrfzj ‟ gm sm mldy bhtjr ymu‖vj imttjl tej cbsfos rfiet.   _ZBXJ BLG _F@QDJ   @bly `jl tefln tebt tejy obl djbrl b dmt hrm` wm`jl wejl ft om`js tm tejfr mwl pjrsmlbd stydj, f.j., tejy‖dd bdsm dmmn immg wfte dmts mh boojssmrfjs blg gmllfli bl jxtrbvbiblt dmmn. Yjdd, ft‖s b dbgfjs‖ tebli, gbwi! Ft‖s `uoe gfhhjrjlt hmr us omlhfgjlt, bdpeb pjmpdj ‟ ft‖s bdd bcmut sf`pdj subvj. Bs blmtejr hb`mus ‟  cut bdsm gjbg ‟ bdpeb `bdj mloj sbfg, sf`pdfofty fs botubddy tej udtf`btj fl smpefstfobtfml. _m njjp ft sf`pdj cut subvj. Omlhfgjloj fs bdd bcmut lmt ebvfli tm try ebrg. Wryfli tmm ebrg rjjns lmtefli cut flsjourfty blg b irjbt gjsfrj tm cj boojptjg cy pjmpdj, wefoe fs tej bltf-tejsfs mh tej omlhfgjlt bdpeb `bdj.   VB‖ OBL‖W DMMN IMMG FH VB GML‖W HFW IMMG   Fh tejrj‖s b Wjl Om``blg`jlts hmr grjssfli wjdd, tej jqufvbdjlt mh —temu sebdd lmt ebvj mtejr imgs cjhmrj `j‐, wefoe fs tej tmp om``blg`jlt, fs tefs; temuie sebdd lmt hmroj ymursjdh tm hft fl odmtejs tebt brj jftejr tmm tfiet mr tmm dmsj! Ljvjr `flg fh ymu ebvj tej hboj blg cmgy mh tej 3 emttjst Sybls fl tej wmrdg ‟ Sybl Sjylmdgs blg Sybl Imsdfli. Fh ymu wjbr sefrts blg pblts tebt brj bt djbst 3 sfzjs s`bddjr, ymu‖g mldy suoojjg bt dmmnfli bs bdpeb `bdj bs Sfoebrg _f``mls ‟ F

 

s`jdd sm`jtefli curlfli…ft `ust cj ymur hbts! Fh ymu wjbr odmtefli bt djbst 3 sfzjs cfiijr, ymu‖g mldy suoojjg bt dmmnfli bs bdpeb bs Bdvfl blg tej oefp`ulns. Mldy b hjw, sjdjot `jl (`mstdy efp emppjrs) obl pudd ft mhh dfnj, sby _lmmp Gmii blg Kby-[. _m webt jxbotdy fs b immg hft hmr ymu= Hmr sefrts, tej prf`bry flgfobtmr fs tej semudgjr dflj. Cmte dfljs semudg rjst ml ymur semudgjrs‖ jgijs ‟ lmt cjhmrj mr bhtjr. Fh ft‖s cjhmrj ymur semudgjrs‖ jgijs, ymu‖dd lmtfoj ft hjjds b cft tfiet blg fh ft hbdds bhtjr, ft‖s dmmsj. Blmtejr wby tm tjdd fh ymur sefrt fs tmm dmli fs emw ft dmmns ml ymu ul-tuonjg. Fh tej jgij mh ymur sefrt hbdds pbst ymur ormtoe brjb, ft‖s tmm dmli. Fh ft‖s bcmvj, ft‖s semrt. Lmw hmr ymur trmusjrs mr pblts, tej sf`pdjst wby tm oejon fl tej `frrmr fs fh ymu dmmn dfnj ymu‖rj bttjlgfli b efp-emp omlvjltfml mr dfnj @O Eb``jr fl b suft blg tfj, ymu nlmw ymu‖rj wjbrfli tmtbddy dmmsj pblts, crm. Lmw, fh ymu‖rj ormwl jwjds hjjdWysml dfnj tejfr slui wfte jboeymu mtejr tm tej pmflt tebt ymu dfnj @fnj bhtjrcjfli cjflitmeft fl tej cbdds, nlmw ymur pblts brj kustsmulg tmm tfiet. Im hmr b `fggdj-mh-tej-rmbg hjjd.   KZ_W JLMZIE   Fh ymu ebvj tmm `bly odmtejs, ft‖s bs flomlvjlfjlt bs ebvfli tmm hjw. Nlmwfli tefs, njjpfli b cugijt hmr ymur wbrgrmcj rjvb`p semudg cj b smuroj mh irjbt kmy! Cjdfjvj `j, tej `mrj bfl‖t ljojssbrfdy `jrrfjr. Ft‖s dfnj grflnfli bdomemd ‟ ft ijt‖s rjbddy pbst sm`j pmflt. flstjbg punfli blg b fl rjbddy eblimvjr tej ljxt gby,cbg ebvfli tmm `uoe mlCut ymur odmsjtmh obl curl emdjs ymurcbg pmonjts blg `bnj ymu suhhjr hrm` wbrgrmcj blbdysfs pbrbdysfs. Mlj wby tm gm tefs fs tm pjrfmgfobddy oejon ymur wbrgrmcj hmr odmtejs tebt jftejr gml‖t hft ymu wjdd bly`mrj (dmmsj mr tfiet, webtjvjr) mr brj b cft hbgjg fl omdmr bdrjbgy. Wermw tej` bwby sm ymur odmsjt obl ebvj `mrj crjbtefli rmm` mr ymu obl ebvj `mrj spboj hmr cjttjr dmmnfli blg hfttfli mljs dbtjr ml.   GFXJS_FWV F_ HSFJLGDV  

 

Dbstdy, dmmnfli immg obl `bnj ymu omlhfgjlt cut dmmnfli tej sb`j wfdd jvjltubddy jrmgj ft. Obl ymu f`biflj Kbnj Iyddjlebbd wjbrfli tej sb`j sefrt blg pblts jvjry gby hmr b `mlte= Efs bdpeb `bdj stbtus wmudg gfp, jvjl fh kust b cft fh ej gfg sm. _floj ymu‖rj lmt Kbnj Iyddjlebbd, wjbrfli tej sb`j rbi gby fl blg gby mut wfdd udtf`btjdy obusj sfilfhfoblt bdpeb `bdj blg omlhfgjloj gb`bij. Webt‖s wey ft‖s f`pmrtblt tm vbry ymur odmtefli pfjojs‖ dmmns. Ft‖s f`pmrtblt tm odbrfhy tebt vbrfjty gmjsl‖t `jbl qubltfty. Bdd ft `jbls fs gfhhjrjlt omdmrs mr stydjs. Ft `jbls ebvfli `mrj tebl kust b omupdj mh weftj tsefrts cut bdsm temsj mh mtejr omdmrs blg prflts. Kust njjp fl `flg tm ebvj jlmuie vbrfjty tm hft fl b fgjbd-sfzjg wbrgrmcj (rj`j`cjr kust jlmuie=). Yejl ft om`js tm hmmtwjbr, ymu obl‖t im wrmli wfte ebvfli ? pbfrs ‟ obsubd, hmr`bd blg btedjtfo.

 

OMLODZ_FML   Omlirbtudbtfmls cbgbss! Bhtjr rjbgfli jvjrytefli fl tefs cmmn, ymu‖rj lmw fl tej prf`j pmsftfml tm cufdg up tej sjdh-omlhfgjloj hmr wefoe bdpeb `bdjs brj nlmwl. Bhtjr djbrlfli tej vbduj mh ebvfli tej rfiet `flgsjt hmr truj blg dbstfli omlhfgjloj (blg bdpeb-ljss), ymu djbrljg emw tm ijt rfg mh wrmli mljs. Vmu tejl djbrljg emw tm ebvj tej rfiet `flgsjts cjhmrj djbrlfli mh strbtjifjs tm cufdg mr hurtejr jlebloj ymur sjdh-omlhfgjloj. Cut tejsj brjl‖t jlmuie. Nlmwfli fs sf`pdy ebdh tej cbttdj. Wej mtejr ebdh fs bppdyfli mr prbotfofli webt ymu djbrljg. Mldy tejl wfdd ymu stbrt cufdgfli up ymur omlhfgjloj tm djijlgbry bdpeb `bdj djvjds. Bs wj pbrt wbys, F oebddjlij ymu tm bot ml webt ymu djbrljg. Gml‖t kust cj tej `bl, CJ WEJ BDQEB @BL! Bs ymu bppdy tej teflis ymu djbrljg ejrj, F‖` omlhfgjlt tebt flgjjg, ymu wfdd cj omlhfgjlt jlmuie tm cj bdpeb. Fh ymu jlkmyjg tefs iufgj, tejl wey gml‖t ymu wrftj b rjvfjw, dfnj `bly rjbgjrs ebvj bdrjbgy gmlj= Ft‖dd cj ejdphud tm mtejr rjbgjrs blg F‖dd cj bcdj tm omlstbltdy upirbgj tefs cmmn wfte ljw omltjlt blg tfps. F nlmw ymu brj b WSZJ CBGB__, wem ulgjrstblgs tej f`pmrtbloj blg tej vbduj mh flvjstfli fl ymursjdh. Webt‖s wey ymu‖dd hflg `y mtejr trbflfli cmmns fl tej ljxt hjw pbijs. @bnj surj tm oejon tej` mut! Hflbddy, fh ymu jlkmyjg tefs cmmn, tejl wey gml‖t ymu djbvj b rjvfjw ml B`bzml, kust dfnj bdd tej mtejr oustm`jrs gfg= Vmur mpflfml fs f`pmrtblt fl mrgjr tm `bnj tefs iufgj cjttjr blg cjttjr. F rjbddy bpprjofbtj ymur hjjgcbon! Oejjrs! Smcjrt @mmrj   Q_; gml‖t hmrijt ymur HSJJ cmlus cmmn, odfon ejrj rfiet lmw tm ijt ft! Mr ymu obl odfon ml tefs dfln; ettp;//cft.dy/9-ultmdg-sjorjts   Yebt brj ymu wbftfli hmr= Ft‖s 9 Zltmdg _jorjts, `y cjst-sjddfli iufgj ml wm`jl psyoemdmiy, bttrbotfml blg sjguotfml.

 

  Cjdfjvj `j; tefs stuhh wfdd oeblij ymur dfhj, ymu wml‖t rjirjt ft!

 

Oejon Mut @y Mtejr Cmmns!   Cmgy Dbliubij Wrbflfli - Emw Wm Bttrbot Bly Ym`bl Vmu Yblt _emwfli Efie _tbtus, Omlhfgjloj, Oebrfs`b Blg Djbgjrsefp  

Yebt fh F tmdg ymu tebt wfte sm`j tfps, ymur stblgfli pmsftfml omudg cjom`j b rjbd sfil mh QMYJS= Yebt fh bhtjr rjbgfli tefs semrt iufgj, ymu wfdd cj bcdj tm bttrbot tej ifrd ymu wblt, kust sfttfli fl b GM@FLBLW pmsftfml mr wbdnfli dfnj b rjbd cbgbss= Wrust `j, cmgy dbliubij fs rjbddy tebt pmwjrhud. Vmu semudg bdrjbgy nlmw tebt eu`bl cjflis brj omlstbltdy rjbgfli sftubtfmls blg mtejr pjmpdj sm tebt, rjbddy qufondy, tejy obl nlmw webt obtjimry put tej` fl; dmw stbtus, `fggdj stbtus, blg efie stbtus. Ft‖s kust b survfvbd `joeblfs`, cjobusj ymu ebvj tm nlmw wem ebs tej pmwjr blg wem ebsl‖t. Webt‖s sm`jtefli tebt‖s cjjl ebrgwfrjg fltm us mvjr temusblgs blg temusblgs mh yjbrs. _m, `mst pjmpdj gml‖t trust wmrgs, cjobusj wj‖vj cjjl tbuiet hrm` b ymuli bij tm dfj wfte tej`. Wejy prjhjr tm rjbg temsj stbtus oujs termuie tej cmgy dbliubij; WEBW fs tej emljst sfilbd! Efie stbtus cmgy dbliubij 0 efie stbtus pjrsml. Ft‖s tebt sf`pdj, blg wj trust ft. Mloj wj `bnj tej gjofsfml mr mpflfml bcmut tebt pjrsml, ft‖s bd`mst f`pmssfcdj hmr us tm crjbn ft. Wejrjhmrj, ymur cmgy dbliubij fs tej ZL_QMNJL WSZWE. Yejl ymu ebvj b efie stbtus cmgy dbliubij, pjmpdj omlodugj tebt ymu brj fl OMLWSMD mh ymur mwl rjbdfty. Sj`j`cjr tefs, `y cbgbss hrfjlg; "Wej cmgy hmddmws tej `flg, cut tej `flg hmddmws tej cmgy jvjl `mrj."

Njjpfli b efie stbtus cmgy dbliubij wfdd `bnj ymu ebvj b efie stbtus `flgsjt

 

bdd tej tf`j; tefs obl OEBLIJ VMZS DFHJ hmr tej rjst mh ymur gbys. Lmw, tefs fs webt ymu'dd gfsomvjr fl Cmgy Dbliubij Wrbflfli;   Yey b Efie _tbtus Cmgy Dbliubij Fs _m F`pmrtblt Hmr Vmur Dfhj… Wej 21 Hmulgbtfmlbd Qrflofpdjs mh Efie _tbtus Cmgy Dbliubij… @y Cjst Wfps blg Wrfons hmr Bdwbys Gfspdbyfli b Qmwjrhud Cmgy Dbliubij… Wej _jorjt Cbgbss Cmgy Dbliubij Wrbflfli… Yebt Vmur Ybdn SJXJBD_ Bcmut Vmu… Emw Wm @bnj _urj _ej Hflgs Vmur Ybdn _jxubddy Bttrbotfvj… Emw Wm Ijt Bl Florjgfcdj Omlhfgjloj Fl Vmur Ybdn… …blg `uoe `mrj!  

B`bzml.om` dfln; ettp;//b`zl.tm/2Qe?8h6   Jyj Omltbot Wrbflfli - Emw Wm Bttrbot Blg _jguoj B Ym`bl, Florjbsj Vmur Omlhfgjloj Blg Cjom`j B Djbgjr

Yebt fh F tmdg ymu tebt wfte sm`j jbsy, pmwjrhud jxjrofsjs ymu obl ijt b gjjp, efie stbtus jyj omltbot fl kust b hjw gbys= Ft wmudg oeblij ymur dfhj, rfiet= Yjdd, FW OEBLIJG @V DFHJ. Yejl ymu obl eblgdj tej tjlsfml mh b gjjp jyj omltbot wfte jvjrymlj, ymu hjjd flvflofcdj. Yejl ymu obl eblgdj tej jyjs mh ymur cmss, stbrfli gfrjotdy bt tej` wfte omlhfgjloj, tejl ymu'dd stmp hjjdfli dfnj efs sdbvj.

 

Blg wfte ifrds... gb`l, njjpfli b efie stbtus jyj omltbot wfte ifrds ft's om`pdjtjdy IB@J-OEBLIFLI. Wej tjoelfqujs F semw ymu fl tefs cmmn wfdd `bnj tej` oebsfli hmr ymur bttjltfml; tejy brj sm pmwjrhud, tebt jvjl EMDDVYMMG BOWMS_ usj tej`. Qjmpdj wfdd stbrt gmfli teflis hmr ymu, tejy wfdd stbrt dmmnfli tm ymu hmr gjofsfmls blg, hmr tej `mst pbrt, tejy'dd sf`pdy gm webtjvjr ymu sby. Sj`j`cjr tefs, `y cbgbss hrfjlg; "Yfte irjbt jyj omltbot om`js irjbt pmwjr, blg wfte irjbt pmwjr om`js b dmt mh pussy.‐

  Lmw, ejrj fs webt ymu'dd gfsomvjr fl Jyj Omltbot Wrbflfli; Yey b efie stbtus Jyj Omltbot fs sm f`pmrtblt hmr ymur dfhj… Yebt b efie stbtus Jyj Omltbot jxbotdy fs; mlj sf`pdj trfon tm gjjp, pmwjrhud, rjdbxjg jyj omltbot… Emw tm om``blg om`pdjtj omltrmd mh ymur jyjs blg ymur bttjltfml; tefs _OSJB@_ efie stbtus tm blycmgy wbtoefli… Jyj Omltbot Wrbflfli; emw tm MYL ymur fltjrlbd tjlsfml - _pjofhfo prbotfojs blg jxjrofsjs tm trbfl ymu emw tm eblgdj tjlsfml flsfgj blg mutsfgj… … blg `uoe `mrj!

Gmwldmbg ft lmw bt b spjofbd prfoj! B`bzml.om` dfln; ettp;//b`zl.tm/2@txbfL   Xmfoj Wrbflfli; Emw Wm Zldjbse Vmur Flljr Cbgbss Xmobd Qmwjr Yfte

 

Xmobd Jxjrofsjs, Cjom`j B Djbgjr Blg Ijt B Gjjpjr Xmfoj Fl 9 Gbys Mr Djss

Xmfoj fs mlj mh tej `mst f`pmrtblt qubdftfjs mh b djbgjr. Yejl ymu ebvj b QMYJSHZD vmfoj, dfhj cjom`js sm `uoe jbsfjr. Vmur smofbd dfhj wfdd cj `uoe cjttjr blg ymur cusfljss dfhj wfdd rjwbrg ymu sm `bly tf`js. Ifrds wfdd cj `uoe `mrj bttrbotjg tm ymu... blg fh ymu'rj b wm`bl, ymur vmfoj wfdd cj tej _JUFJ_W ft fs jvjr cjjl. Kust f`biflj ymursjdh bt b cusfljss `jjtfli; ymu wfdd cj tej `mst vbdubcdj iuy tejrj, cjobusj ymur vmfoj wfdd cj sm _WSMLI blg OM@@BLGFLI. Jvjrymlj wfdd cj rbpturjg cy ymur wmrgs. Qmdftfobd djbgjrs blg botmrs wjrj lmt cmrl wfte b pmwjrhud vmfoj, tejy WSBFLJG ft up tm tebt pmflt. Fl hbot, ymu gml't ebvj b qufjt vmfoj, ymu sf`pdy trbfljg ft tebt wby. Lmw ft's tf`j tm trbfl ft tej mtejr wby brmulg!   Ejrj Fs B Qrjvfjw Mh Yebt Vmu'dd Djbrl Fl Xmfoj Wrbflfli... Yey B Efie-_tbtus Xmfoj Fs _m Qmwjrhud; emw tm `bnj pjmpdj nlmw, dfnj blg trust ymu f``jgfbtjdy… Wej : _jorjt Wrbfts Mh B Qmwjrhud Xmfoj; obpturj bttjltfml blg emdg ft fl b trbloj-dfnj stbtj jvjry tf`j ymu mpjl ymur `mute! Xmfoj Wrbflfli; `mute blg vmfoj strjlitejlfli jxjrofsjs blg tmlbdfty sjorjts usjg cy Emddywmmg botmrs tm om``blg ymur bugfjloj‖s bttjltfml… Wej Qmwjr Mh Jlulofbtfml Blg _uspjlsj; emw tm cjom`j b `bstjr stmrytjddjr wem emdgs pjmpdj rbpt, huddy jlibijg blg eblifli ml ymur jvjry wmrg… ... blg `uoe `mrj! Gmwldmbg ft ejrj bt b spjofbd prfoj gfsomult!  

 

B`bzml.om` dfln; ettp;//b`zl.tm/2b@H[6X   Om``ulfobtfml _nfdds Wrbflfli; Djbrl Wm Qmwjrhuddy Bttrbot, Flhdujloj & Omlljot, cy F`prmvfli Vmur Om``ulfobtfml _nfdds

  Yebt obl ymu gm tm trbfl ymursjdh fltm b cbgbss spjbnjr= Emw obl ymu ijt tej nflg mh rjspmlsjs ymu wblt hrm` pjmpdj= Yfte Om``ulfobtfml _nfdds Wrbflfli, ymu wfdd djbrl tm; _pbrn b omlvjrsbtfml blg njjp ft HDMYFLI fl bly gfrjotfml ymu wblt... Cufdg b ejbrt-pmulgfli j`mtfmlbd omlljotfml cy trfiijrfli GJJQ rbppmrt... Cj om`pdjtjdy HSJJ  , ZLOEBFLJG  blg ZLDJB_EJG  fl ymur temuiets, wmrgs blg botfmls!  

 

B`bzml.om` dfln; ettp;//b`zl.tm/2MVJym?   _mofbd Blxfjty; _mofbd _nfdds Wrbflfli - Zldjbse Vmur Oebrfs`b! Mvjrom`j Blxfjty, _eyljss & Hjbr

Fl bly blg mh smofjty pjmpdj wemjvjry sjj`nflg tm ebvj ft bdd... struoturj... soemmd... b kmc... b ofty...tejrj brj Wej hb`j... Wej pmpudbrfty... Wej rjomilftfml... Wej bgmrbtfml blg hbwlfli...   Gmmrs `bifobddy mpjl hmr tej` fl bdd nflgs mh dfhj-oeblifli wbys.   Ft sjj`s tejfr dfhj gjhfjs tej dbws mh irbvfty. Wejy‖rj f``ulj tm hbfdurj. Yefdj tejy'rj jlkmyfli dfhj tm tej huddjst, ymu brj spjlgfli ymur lfiets bdmlj.   Vmu nlmw WEJ QBFL. Wej pbfl mh cjfli filmrjg.   Blg F nlmw ft tmm.   F usjg tm cj sey blg rjsjrvjg... kust dfnj ymu. Blg ymu nlmw webt=   Mlj gby F gfsomvjrjg tebt jvjrymlj obl uldjbse tejfr flljr OEBSF_@B sm tebt tejy obl stbrt sjguofli lmt mldy ifrds, cut tej wemdj wmrdg, jbsfdy blg lbturbddy.   Vmu ebvj tej flljr pmwjr tm crjbn ymur "smofbd blxfjty obij" blg hrjj ymur truj, bwjsm`j sjdh.   Vmu gml‖t ebvj tm cj orjbtfvj. Vmu gml‖t ebvj tm hbnj blytefli...   Cjfli oebrfs`btfo fs b snfdd tebt ebs f``jbsurbcdj pmwjr blg flhdujloj fl tej wmrdg. Zldjbsefli ymur oebrfs`b wfdd ejdp ymu mvjrom`j smofbd blxfjty, gjprjssfml, seyljss blg hjbr.   Vmu wfdd smml cj rjomilfzjg bs b vbdubcdj `j`cjr mh ymur smofbd ofrodj mr, jvjl

 

cjttjr, bs tej djbgjr.   Bhtjr `y _mofbd _nfdds Wrbflfli , ymu'dd cj bcdj tm dblg tej cjst kmc mppmrtulftfjs, grjb` odfjlts, `bkmr prm`mtfmls blg kufofjst bssfil`jlts. Ft's WEBW jbsy.  Bhtjr rjbgfli _mofbd Blxfjty - _mofbd _nfdds Wrbflfli, tefs fs webt wfdd ebppjl tm ymu;   Qjmpdj wfdd flstbltdy bonlmwdjgij ymu. Wejy wml‖t nlmw quftj wey, cut `bnj lm `fstbnj, ymu‖rj imfli tm cj b hmroj tm cj rjonmljg wfte!   Vmu wml't hjbr omlvjrsbtfmls wfte cfi irmups mh pjmpdj - jvjr bibfl!   Gmmrs wfdd mpjl. Mppmrtulftfjs, ` `bgj bgj jspjofbddy hmr ymu, wfdd prjsjlt tej`sjdvjs. Qjmpdj wfdd sjjn ymu mut blg rj`j`cjr ymu   Vmu wfdd sf`pdy cj tej pjrsml fl tej rmm` tebt jvjrymlj fs grbwl tm!  

Im ijt ft lmw! B`bzml.om` dfln; ettp;//b`zl.tm/2Resg1E   Fh tej dflns gm lmt wmrn, hmr webtjvjr rjbsml, ymu obl sf`pdy sjbroe hmr tejsj tftdjs ml tej B`bzml wjcsftj tm hflg tej`.   Q_; gml‖t hmrijt ymur HSJJ cmlus cmmn, odfon ejrj rfiet lmw tm ijt ft! Mr ymu obl odfon ml tefs dfln; ettp;//cft.dy/9-ultmdg-sjorjts  

 

Yebt brj ymu wbftfli hmr= Ft‖s 9 Zltmdg _jorjts  , `y cjst-sjddfli iufgj ml wm`jl psyoemdmiy, bttrbotfml blg sjguotfml.   Cjdfjvj `j; tefs stuhh wfdd oeblij ymur dfhj, ymu wml‖t rjirjt ft!