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Kut, fj te` rfoet-emag bcra`r fs mdr`mgy vfsumddy kusy, te` mggf-

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pmfatfao, wefbe r`pr`s`ats m bdcs`r prcxfhfty tc te` vf`w`r mag fs te`r`jcr` `msf`r tc mbbchhcgmt`. _e`a a`fte`r cj te`s` bcra`rs mr` ma cptfca, te` upp`r d`jt mag rfoet-emag bcra`rs k`bch` pcssfkfdftf`s. Fj ft j``ds rfoet tc pdmb` ft te`r`, gc ft. M Rfoamtur`‖s Wcamdfty> G`bfgfao ca m eu` mag vmdu` jcr te` sfoamtur` momfa tml`s fatc bcasfg`rmtfca te` mhcuat cj mtt`atfca ma mrtfst wfse`s tc krfao tc te`fr sfoamtur`. We` hcr` bcatrmst te` sfoamtur` ems tc fts surrcuagfaos, te` hcr` mtt`atfca ft wfdd omra`r. Hcst pmfat`rs wmat te` sfoamtur` tc k` vfsfkd` kut act tcc fatrusfv` mag, te`r`jcr`, s`d`bt s`d`bt m eu` mag vmdu` bchkfamtfca temt fs mamdcocus tc te` mr`m we`r` ft wfdd r`sfg`. -

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fa =6?: mag wms dmro`dy cv`rdccl`g fa e`r dfj`tfh`, mdcaosfg` ter`` j`hmd` bcat`hpcrmry mrtfsts. —We`r` mr` sc hmay gfjj`r`at mpprcmbe`s tc tefs ―cdgjmsefca`g‖ h`gfuh,‘ smys Wechms Lúed`r, te` gfr`btcr cj te` K`rdfafsbe` Omd`rf`, wefbe fs secwfao m sft`-sp`bfjfb pmfat`g fastmddmtfcta ky Jrmaz Mbl`rhmaa. —Ymfatfao fs v`ry hube mdfv` fa K`rdfa tcgmy.‘ Wefs dfv`dfa`ss bcudg k` s``a fa te` bchh`rbfmd omdd`rf`s. Rprôte Hmo`rs fs secwfao m s`rf`s cj a`w pmfatfaos, g`sbrfk`g ms —stcrykcmrgs‘, ky te` PR v`t`rma Ncea Kmdg`ssmrf (uatfd ; Acv`hk`r). Mt Omd`rf` Kmrkmrm _`fss, te` Dcs Mao`d`skms`g [`k`bbm Hcrrfs b`d`krmt`s e`r =5te scdc secw wfte a`w mkstrmbt pmfatfaos (uatfd 0 Cbtck`r), wefd` mt Omd`rf` Hmrtfa H`rt`as te` K`rdfa mrtfst Yfus Jcx fs secwfao efs hut`g, hfafhmd bchpcsftfcas (uatfd ;: Cbtck`r). H`mawefd`, m pcp-up

secw cj pmfat`rs, sch` jr`se cut cj bcdd`o`, pr`s`ats m sampsect cj ycuao tmd`at fa K`rdfa tcgmy (—@go` mag Rurjmb`‘, uatfd =; Cbtck`r, :=-:0 D`fpzfo`r Rtrmss`). Ms hfoet k` `xp`bt`g cj ma mrt sb`a` ms gfv`rs` ms K`rdfa‖s, te`r` fs pd`aty cj cte`r wcrl ca cjj`r tcc. Rmrme Dubms fs pr`s`atfao e`r jfrst `xefkftfca `atfr`dy g`gfbmt`g tc juraftur` mt Bcat`hpcrmry Jfa` Mrts (uatfd ;5 R`pt`hk`r). Hmg` cj HGJ mag kr``z`kdcbls, e`r hfafhmd tmkd`s mag s`mts bma k` crg`r`g ky bmtmdcou` jcr k`tw``a £5,099 mag £=;,999. Y`rjcrhmab` mag vfg`c mr` pr`vmd`at fa m auhk`r cj spmb`s. Remrca Emy`s ems ma fastmddmtfca cj pcdftfbmd scuag mag vfg`c wcrls mt Wmaym D`foetca Omdd`ry (uatfd ;: Cbtck`r), wefd` te` Zf`aam bcdd`btfv` O`dmtfa e`dg p`rjcrhmab`s `v`ry `v`afao dmst w``l.

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wcrl jrch pectcormpes, hcstdy, secctfao tefs fa m shmdd kmtercch mag hmlfao ft vfsumddy wcrl wms quft` m bemdd`ao`. F emg tc jdfp te` fhmo` d`jt tc rfoet, te` gfstmab` tc te` gccr emg tc k` mdt`r`g mag te` dfoetfao emg tc k` bemao`g‒cte`r tema temt, ft‖s nust dfl` te` pectc. 0. Rch`tfh`s te` fg`m F‖h wcrlfao ca mddcws h` tc wcrl jrch dfj`. Wemt, tcc, fs m pd`msmat bemao`. We` bcdcr pmd`tt` F us` jcr hy uag`rpmfatfao fs mgnust`g jcr tca`, hcstdy, ms F us` up te` bcdcrs d`jt cv`r jrch te` pr`vfcus pmfatfao. F j``d temt te` tca` tca` cj te` bcdcrs fs hcst fhpcrtmat mt tefs stmo`. F usumddy emv` ter`` kdmbls (hmrs, fvcry, Ymya`‖s or`y) mag weft` mdcao wfte kcte wmrh mag bccd bcdcrs. F j``d hy uag`rpmfatfao fs hmg` rfbe`r fj te` jfrst bcdcrs mr` mr` act te` jfamd surjmb`. Wefs mdsc hml`s ft a`b`ssmry tc r`pmfat cjt`a, br`mtfao m stfdd rfbe`r surjmb`. Rfab` F wcrl sc tefa, F j``d tefs fs fhpcrtmat. F mdsc try tc vmry te` wmrhte mag bccda`ss cj te` ormys. F dfl` o`ttfao te` bcdcrs bdcs` kut F pr`j`r tc hml` te` bcdcrs nust m dfttd` cjj, hmlfao te`h hfa`. :. F bma sp`ag up tc twc hcates ca m bchpd`x fagustrfmd pf`b` mag cte`r pmfatfaos bma k` jfafse`g wftefa twc w``ls. Wefs pmfatfao  prckmkdy tccl ter`` w``ls, hmyk` m dfttd` hcr`. Rlfa tca`s mr` emrg tc kd`ag wfte mbrydfbs, temt sdcws te` pmfatfao gcwa, m kft. ?. Wefs pmfatfao wms pr`tty strmfoetjcrwmrg, strmfoetjcrwmr g, lfag cj sfhpd`,

r`mddy. We` emrg`st tefao wms hma`uv`rfao te` pectcormpe tc mbef`v` wemt wemt F s`` we`a F dccl fa te` hfrrcr. F `v`a emg tc grmw m judd-sfz` bmrtcca ca pmp`r k`jcr` F j`dt F bcudg hcv` ft tc te` bmavms mag k`df`v` ft. Hy jmvcrft` pmrt cj  tefs wcrl fs te` sdfoetdy msl`w `y`s temt `aemab` te` bch`gy, dfl` te` jmbfmd `xpr`ssfcas `xpr`ssfcas cj wmrrfcrs fa  Nmpma`s` prfats. 5. Hy jutur` ecp` fs tc bcatfau` fabr`msfao fabr`m sfao te` amturmda`ss amturmda`ss cj hy strcl`s. Mdd cj hy r`mdfstfb fagustrfmd pmfatfaos emv` s`rfcus, emrg `go`s mag te`y‖r` mdd hmg` ky emag, wfte ac grmwfao mfg. Ms F mo` F `xp`bt temt te` `go`s wfdd o`t hcr` euhma, mag temt‖s clmy. F mdsc wmat tc try scjt`afao ecw te` semp`s mr` pmfat`g, ofvfao te`h hcr` euhmafty. 6. Hy faspfrmtfca usumddy bch`s jrch s``fao sch`tefao F‖v` s``a m tecusmag tfh`s k`jcr` kut fs ua`xp`bt`gdy fa m gfjj`r`at dfoet. F usumddy emv` ter`` kdmbls (hmrs, fvcry, Ymya`‖s or`y) mag weft` mdcao wfte kcte wmrh mag bccd bcdcrs. F j``d hy uag`rpmfatfao fs hmg` rfbe`r fj te` jfrst bcdcrs mr` mr` act te` jfamd surjmb`. F usumddy emv` ter`` kdmbls (hmrs, fvcry, Ymya`‖s or`y) mag weft` mdcao  wfte kcte wmrh mag bccd bcdcrs. F j``d hy uag`rpmfatfao fs hmg` rfbe`r fj te` jfrst bcdcrs mr` act te` te` jfamd surjmb`. -[ck`rtc -[ck`rt c Maodmfs`

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bmrry twc w`t pma`ds `msfdy. Fj ycu pmfat ca str`tbe`g bmavms, gcukd`-`ag`g pusepfas wfdd gc te` trfbl< ecw`v`r, ycu‖dd a``g twc bmavms`s tc hml` tefs h`tecg wcrl. Ca te` w`t sfg` cj ycur bmavms, puse m pfa fatc `mbe bcra`r (hml` sur` te` pfas oc juddy fatc te` str`tbe`r kmr). We`a pdmb` macte`r bmavms‗ pmfat`g cr act‗jmb`gcwa ca te` pfas prctrugfao jrch te` jfrst bmavms mag puse gcwa o`atdy mt `mbe bcra`r tc s`bur` te` pfas fatc te` s`bcag bmavms. Vcu bma mdsc kuy sp`bfmd bdfps bmdd`g bmavms bmrrf`r bdfps, wefbe `amkd` ycu tc bmrry twc jmbfao bmavms`s wftecut pf`rbfao te` `go`s. We`s` cptfcas wcrl w`dd jcr ca` cr twc pmfatfaos, kut fj ycu emv` hcr`, bcasfg`r m w`t bmavms kcx. Ou`rfddm Ymfat`rEmagy Ycrt`r fs ca` hcg`d temt bch`s fa s`v`rmd sfz`s. Hmg` cj bmrgkcmrg, ft bcatmfas jcmh fas`rts temt mddcw ycu tc bmrry twc str`tbe`g bmavms`s cr jcur

pma`ds. Rch` hmaujmbtur`rs hml` wccg`a kcx`s temt bma bmrry hmay hcr` pma`ds cr pma`ds cj s`v`rmd sfz`s mt cab`. Mrtwcrl @ss`atfmds hml`s te` `zYcrt, wefbe ems mgnustmkd` sdcts. Jcr `xmhpd`, ca` bcajfourmtfca d`ts ycu bmrry jcur =;ß=:-fabe bmavm bmavms`s s`s mag sfx 6ß=;-fabe 6ß=;-fab e bmavms`s bmavms`s mt cab`. cab `. Macte`r cptfca fs m pcbemg` kcx, wefbe bch`s bc h`s wfte w`t-pma`d stcrmo` spmb`. _e`a F‖h ocfao ca m dcao pmfatfao trfp, F‖dd tml` w`t-pma`d kcx`s tc hmtbe te` sfz` cj te` pmfatfaos F‖dd k` wcrlfao ca‗ma 5ß=9fabe kcx, m 6ß=;-fabe kcx cr m =;ß=:-fabe kcx‗kut fj ft‖s m secrt trfp, F‖dd nust jfdd up hy 6ß=;-fabe Ou`rrfddm Ymfat`r kcx tc fts hmxfhuh, wefbe fs jcur 6ß=;fabe pma`ds.

-Hfbem`d Be`sd`y Be`sd`y Nceasca

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s br`mtfao mrt, wcrl3 wcrl3 Fj ycu msl sch`ca` m pmssfcamt` pmfat`r, te` masw`r wfdd k` m g`jfaftfv` y`s. Bcav`rs`dy, hube cj te` wcrdg wcrdg mrcuag us s``s wemt wemt w` gc ms pdmy. [`b`atdy F cv`re`mrg m j`ddcw mrtfst semrfao ecw jrustrmtfao ft wms we`a sch`ca` msl`g, —_e`a mr`  ycu ocfao tc o`t m r`md nck3‘ Wefs r`hfag`g h` h` cj te` hmay tfh`s F emv` k``a fa te` smh` pcsftfca. Jr`qu`atdy we`a k`fao fatrcgub`g tc sch`ca` mt m scbfmd `v`at, te` jfrst qu`stfca wfdd k`, —_emt gc ycu gc3‘ _e`a _e` a F r`pdy r`p dy,, —F mh m r`pr`s`atmtfcamd pmfat`r pmfa t`r,, ma mrtfst.‘ We`fr r`spcas` ems k``a, —Ac, wemt gc ycu gc jcr m dfvfao3‘ Mdtecuoe te`fr fat`asfcas hmy k` faacb`at, te`y g`jfaft`dy r`jd`bt scbf`tmd pr`nugfb`s. Ma Mrtfst‖s Dmkcr> Wefs qumagmry k`tw``a br`mtfao  mrt mag `mrafao m dfvfao cjt`a ems mrtfsts g`j`agfao te`hs`dv`s momfast te` kfms`s cj cte`rs. Rfab` hcst br`mtfv` fagfvfgumds mr` fas`bur` (ft s``hs tc oc mdcao wfte te` mrtfstfb t`hp`rmh`at) mag mrt fs m  vcbmtfca jrch wefbe w` a`v`r ormgumt` (te`r` fs ac kmr `xmh tc

pmss), ft fs `msy tc s`` wey sc hmay fagfvfgumds wec gca‖t pmfat s`` te` prmbtfb` h`r`dy ms m pmstfh`, m eckky. _efd` te`r` fs actefao  wrcao wfte wfte te` pursuft cj pmfatfao ms m pmstfh` (_fastca Beurbefdd gfg, mag `v`a p`aa`g m kccl ca te` sukn`bt), hcst mrtfsts

uag`rstmag temt bcasfg`rmkd` g`gfbmtfca mag emrg wcrl mr` r`qufr`g tc hmst`r te` brmjt cj  pmfatfao. Wefs pmssfcamt` pursuft tc strfv` tc k`tt`r ca`‖s mptftug` ms m pmfat`r mag udtfhmt`dy bchhuafbmt` fat`at subb`ssjuddy, l``ps mrtfsts wcrlfao emrg tercuoecut te`fr dfv`s.

Ca Dmkcr Gmy> Maaumddy, ca te` jfrst Hcagmy fa R`pt`hk`r, te` Paft`g Rtmt`s b`d`krmt`s Dmkcr Gmy, m ecdfgmy wefbe pmys trfkut` tc te` bcatrfkutfcas mag mbef`v`h`ats cj te` Mh`rfbma wcrl`r. wcrl`r. D`t us mdsc b`d`krmt` te` bcatrfkutfcas cj wcrlfao mrtfsts. mrtfsts. Rch` hmy hml` m dfvfao jrch mrtfstfb `jjcrts< cte`rs ecp` tc sch`gmy< mag hmay mr` emppy pmfatfao ms m pmstfh`< kut te` mrtfstfb wcrls wcr ls cj mdd `arfbe cur dfv`s. A`xt tfh` ycu jfag ycurs`d ycurs`djj fa te` pcsftfca cj  k`fao msl`g, —Rc, wemt gc  ycu gc3‘ Yrcugdy prcbdmfh, —F mh ma Mrtfst.‘ Gca‖t k` msemh`g, ft fs ackd` wcrl. Vcur dmkcrs krfao k`muty mag wcrte tc `v`rygmy dfj`. [`h`hk`r, mrt fs te` budturmd k`grcbl k`grcbl cj m bfvfdfzmtfca mag fts wcrte fs k`ycag h`msur`. Ft wcudg act `xfst wftecut ycu, te` Mrtfst.

- Md`namgrc G`afrc

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