Black Moon in Signs
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BLACK MOON IN SIGNS ARIES ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Due to the impulsiveness and the spontaneity inherent to the sign, we find here violence. In Aries, Lilith speaks about past violent experiences. The native may be - today - scared or interested by blood and weapons. Aries means: action - impulse - creative surge. With Lilith we have a problem bound to "begin something". To start or not to start, that is the dilemma. Craving for independence and liberty is part of the evolution and includes awareness. Fears to be put in chains, fetters, and freedom at any price...all of these are questions, which cause irrational and brusque decisions. This may also generate the absolute pleasure for disobedience itself, the joy to free oneself from interdicts. Here the soul is going to react very strongly to the power, to the law, to the authority, to the command. The native may feel in the same time the desire and the fear to be a leader. The unconsciousness keeps in memory past bad experiences linked to authority and command. Ambivalence of the today behavior: suppressed aggressiveness or no self-control. The soul has a passionate background to control through its life and an emotional instability to resolve. The native is very egocentric but can't assert his ego, as he would like, because, while he wants to command everything without paying attention to other people, life does not allow him to do so. Life obliges the native to limit his ego in being subjected to other people will or to another will (partner - spouse). The self-will may be so crushed, that the native may not trust at all in himself. The relation "Me-The others" will be bad: - One can go ahead with roughness: "Me, I...", - One can be worried by indecisiveness, - Or the problem of assertion depends on the gender: a man may not be enough virile; a woman may not be able to assert herself because she is a woman. So the place they both dream of, will be left to other people. At the beginning the native has an unused creativity power inside himself that troubles him because, at first sight, there are no ways to use it. Anyhow, life will conduct in a direction where, one day, this power will be expressed. Because of pride, the temptation is to say: "As I can't do what I want, I quit!" In fact, life will help the native to learn how to use his power on a non-impulsive way, with discernment and without attempting to o ther people freedom. The native will also learn how to be conducted by the events, how to accept them and to adapt himself to the circumstances. He can be obliged to "fight" alone, to give up the idea of an easy life, of the social and affective situation he dreamed of. The native must place his power in the service of other o ther people. He may suffer because he is giving and sacrificing his own ego, but one day, he will give without sufferings. Libra "others will" - opposite to Aries "own will" - will help the native to be confronted with the power of other people or the society. Black Moon will not allow him to live the negative aspects of Aries: - The others will oblige him to accept their will and therefore will force him to give up - The native will not be able to do what he wants. The only things he can do are to pave the way, to open the doors and to wait. The others of the destiny will decide in place of him. What the native starts, may fail. What he starts by accident, may succeed. If Lilith is between 0° and 2° of Aries, the native is obliged to assume himself without the satisfaction of his own desires.
If Lilith is between 28° and 30°00 of Aries, the native will have to stabilize (Taurus) his vital personal surge (Aries) in order to find a field where he will act and realize. In past lives, the persons having Lilith in Aries, might have been gladiators, guerrillas, mercenaries, revolutionaries, people who used the force for their freedom of action. Keywords: emotional instability - independence - sensuality - defiance -fighting spirit - passionate tendencies TAURUS ~~~~~~~~ Lilith's position here is related to greed either with the material/emotional level or with food. Here we have possessiveness. It is very difficult to c hange our habits, to free us from our roots. Life will oblige us to break our environment. We will have emotional problems because we will not have the love reassurance we need. Our life will go on through uprooting either leaving the place we love or separations with persons we love. If the undergone trials are too rough, suicide is not far. At the beginning of life, the native may have not been happy as - often - a brother or a sister was preferred. The native has turned in on himself and has mostly forgotten all his infancy's memories. Taurus is known for his tendency to keep turning over his problems on an introspective mode, before solving them. He keeps silence on what is worrying him. Here, Black Moon increases inhibition, obstinacy and introversion of the sign. Difficulties to express sensuality or hyper-sensuality, strong jealousy. Sensual feelings are in the same timed very strong and repulsed. The native has to work on himself to learn how to let go. He must go over his fears of change, his fears of the unknown, his fears to be depossessed of his ownership(love and materials). Also the native's interest for money is not clear: desire and refusal of money. Sometimes he is fascinated by the power of money or he renounces to the material. Often financial problems occur. All the abilities of the Taurus must be awaken, as the sign has a powerful capital he must show and develop: artistic potential, to create a company, to take care of uprooted persons, financial talents, interests for nature. With Scorpio opposite to Taurus, there will be confrontations when the Taurus dreams of peace. Permanent hard life conditions in an inharmonious environment when he does not want to move. Of course he will do his best to calm down the game and to find back ag ain the peace he needs, but this will be very, very difficult. Also, he will have to pass the passion in love. In the past lives, the soul may have done a bad use of sexual energy. Today, the soul has to become reconciled with sensuality. On a material point of view, she has to accept to possess, then to lose, with the understanding that all of this is part of his inner transformations. If Lilith is between 0) and 2° of Taurus, the choices of life are very important: it is essential to have a deep reflection, to be well integrated in reality and to have impulsitivity under control, in order to build an harmonious life, either in its love part or in the financial field. The native is free to choose, according to his potential and the opportunities he has to adapt himself. The different fields may be lived successively along the life, through L ilith cycles (changes happen every 9 y ears). If Lilith is between 28° and 30°00 of Taurus, there is a past karmic potential which must be achieved
(love relationships for instance), before being able to express the other sides of the personality. Keywords : possessiveness - jealousy - inhibition - obstinacy GEMINI ~~~~~~ Here we have twins in one person. The first one stays at a unconscious level and is occulted while the second one has a "normal" life. Both are like enemies at the beginning as they interpenetrate and bother each other. The native must integrate the both, even if he is scared by the first and refuses him. This gives different attitudes: - One tries to cheat, to hide the truth to oneself or to others, to mask what one does not want to see: that's a kind of unintentional duplicity - Double faced personality (Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde): the showed face is nice, the hidden face is bad. The native will live his outer personality in order to calm down his anxiety. The link between mind and body is difficult. If the mind is not strong enough, it will identify itself to the body and become too much receptive to the others and to the outer world. The head might be "empty" and the native can't concentrate his attention and can't reflect. This type is easy to manipulate. If the mind is stronger than the body, it has its own life, dissociated from the body : we may have schizophrenia. The native must find a conciliation between material and spirit: it is the duality. To harmonize the masculine (Yang) energy and the feminine (Yin) energy is hard to do. Nervous, anxiety, latent homosexuality, mental eroticism, bad communication, i ntellectual frustrations... all of these are in relation with Black Moon in Gemini. The thoughts are o ften ferocious and cold. As there ar e here several personalities in the same person, the concerned native may not know who he really is and where he is. There are different ways to live this: - One may operate a junction (a mix) between its two personalities - One may wake up the hidden part in order to correct its negative aspects - One may use a new gift if the hidden part is positive The native has to solve questions bound to communication. This is done through the WORD, the right one, the search of what is true, authentic, with all the dissatisfaction and the gap between the word itself and the affect. This quest may give either an attraction for the language, the writing or an aversion for the words that never translate exactly what are the feelings, the sensation. The native has a pathological anxiety that is showed through movements or agitation. This anxiety speaks about the native's refusal to be totally incarnated, the difficulty for him to accept the time goes on and to appreciate the instant moment. The native constantly stops the arrival o f emotions and feelings to the surface. Sagittarius - opposite to Gemini - will oblige the native to live many experiences, will increase and multiple contacts, and give to him the permanent opportunity to be confronted to Li lith's problems. The different unknown facets - good
and bad - will reach the consciousness in order to be purified - when they are negative - and integrated to the personality. In the past lives, the native might have been betrayed and might have suffered because of inability to communicate. They also might have made either medical or psychic experiences and destroyed others people psyche. They might have done energy manipulations in order to exert a power. Today the creativity is here but will only be used on a positive way. If Lilith is between 0° and 2° of Gemini, the native must leave the secured life where he would like to stay and live many experiences. If Lilith is between 28° and 30°00 of Gemini, the native will have to learn how to concentrate all his energies in order to build his own personality and a coherent life. Keywords: mental isolation - nervous breakdown - nervosity - sexual duality - dissipation - double personality. CANCER ~~~~~~~ Here Black Moon asks the question about the relation to the mother. It has a karmic sound and is bound to the evolution. - The mother may have been known in a past life - The mother is "unknown" BUT the soul has chosen this mother for its evolutio n. Whatever the present mother may represent, give - or not give - will be very important. May she be absent (gone - too busy - dead) or be an overbearing and protective mother, all the awareness will be in relation with the idea of family, of cocooning and dependency. The native is ambivalent in his way to love as he deeply needs a mother and, in the same time, he refuses to be absorbed by her. For the native, to love is already a dependency. The evolution will be done through the emotional plan: "Family I do love you! Family how I hate you!" To be part of the tribe or to refuse the family history, to be oneself a mother or a father, to found or not found a family : all of these are examples of the fear regarding the family with Lilith in Cancer. The native may flee from the dilemma in finding a symbolic family, for instance a community where he can be fed physically and psychically and find a new secured cocoon. In all cases, he must keep his independence, look at his desire or refusal to be part of the family, to find back his origins, even if he feels rejected by the group. With Lilith in Cancer there is a particular place in the family history to be taken by the native. The imagination specific to the sign has to be directed with the tendency to distort reality and therefore to suffer about this. At the beginning of his life, the native has not the sweet secured home he dreamed of. He may either have di fficulties in his own home, or be unable to have one, or be unable to keep the one he has. The others oblige to accept things he does not want. Despite all the problems, the native wants to protect tho se he loves, to preserve innocent lives, to assume his family duties. The fear to have not done the maximum may become distress. The native remains faithful to some principles and is scared of the mistakes he may do. The respect of other people lot will always be essential. As he keeps a childish background and can't often go out of secured emotional surroundings by fear of independence, the
native's maturity is difficult to reach. He must lean on traditional values and go ahead. Capricorn opposite to Cancer - will oblige to a reflection. The deep ties to those who are loved must stay but must not bind. Stability has to be found in relationships, as the native has to lean on his family, to help her without being imprisoned, invaded and destroyed. On a positive way, Lilith in Cancer gives the gift to probe the depths of people unconsciousness in order to understand their emotional problems, among which some have their origin in childhood. One can either build a home for children who are not its own, or be a teacher, or protect familial properties, or build its own properties, manage a family business or create one. In the past lives, the native might have lived in a self-centered atmosphere, or in a cocoon, afraid of the outside. In fact, the soul had suffered either from a excess or a lack of protection. On the other hand, the soul might have neglected his family, specially the children. If Lilith is between 0° and 2° of Cancer, the unity of the personality built at the end of Gemini will help to build a social or a family unit, or will help to integrate a social or religious unit that must be chosen very carefully. What is started is very important. The native has to let himself to be guided by the unconscious forces he has inside him. That is the way to become a person responsible of his own action and being able to manage his own future. The changes in life will be difficult to do, as they depend on own will and the fear to deceive may completely paralyze the decisions. If Lilith is between 28° and 30°00 of Cancer, the native has "to be born to himself" for an independent life. The awakening of consciousness is done here. Keywords: karmic debts with the family members - sometimes rejection of the childhood or t he family (exile) - rejection of vulnerability, of femininity - sentimentally - sexual repression - fantasy temptation - possessiveness - fertility difficulties (sometimes abortion) - authoritarian and castrating mother - absent or dead mother - nutrition problems. LEO ~~~~ Power, influence, and supremacy: Lilith emphasizes these in L eo. The native has to solve something regarding domination. Here is an ambiguity: fascination together with rejection of what is noble, luxurious and sumptuous. Because he lioes them, the native needs to exert his influence on those who are around. He also feels with his heart those he loves and it gives to him the "inner knowledge of the things and the beings". He knows intuitively which way they have to follow and he wants to oblige them to take it. But things do not work, as he wants. Authoritarian on a paternalistic and kindly mode, the native has to learn how to let the others living and -sometimes leaving... He has a thirst of power that he will never satisfy, as he would like, because there is an absolute impossibility for him to dictate to others. He will have to learn how to forget his own desires and his ego must be dissolved. The native may shine forth
without being at the first place. The temptation of the personality cult is never far. The trap would be to exert anyway one's authority under the cover of great traditional or avant-gardist principles. He may be the center of a group, admired or idolized by the members. On the other hand the native may fight for ideas he does not apply in his own life, because he does not want to restrain himself and he wants to protect his ego. He may also feel an excessive need for intense pleasure, passion and power he will never satisfy. The instinctive power of self assertion comes back after every failure and each time the temptation to have again the same behavior is there. The native must control and restrain his instinctive strength. Aquarius - opposite to Leo - will impose to the native long-term objectives, will oblige to think, to calculate the consequences of actions, to cast doubt over his instinctive mode of action, to plan his behavior, to be conscious. Also there is an artistic potential to develop on another way. The native may be a teacher. In the past lives, the native might have exerted a power, sometimes at a high level. He also might have been an artist. Abusive power or crushing inferiority? Whatever was the contest, the soul has kept today an imprint which may feel her guilty when she is confronted to similar situations. She may aspire after power to the detriment of everything or she may fight against those who are despotic. If Lilith is between 0° and 2° of Leo, there is a rebirth, a new personality is born. But the movement can't be accelerated. The native goes through periods of fears where things are instinctively held (see Mars position on the Chart). Then he lives periods where he frees himself from past. If Lilith is between 28° and 30°00 of Leo, the native will try to use his influence through the word, to pass on his knowledge with the help of the Leo's innate authority, together with his try to adapt himself to other people and to reality. He has to find a new direction for his gifts in order to transform them and to serve the other people. Keywords : ambition - sexuality - cold will - megalomania - great vitality - arrogance - pushiness - success is often here but with trials in creativity and love affairs - heart and eyes are fragile. VIRGO Here is the problem to trust on oneself and on life. There is a trauma in relation with the notion of confidence. The native has difficulties in building his own individuality because he tends to
compare himself to the others, to merge into the others. To protect himself he may freeze and give a vision of egoism. Daily life, daily constraints are difficult to live. The native tries to incarnate what he is feeling that because he needs to calm down his anxiety and to reach the concrete security he can't find. In front of choices he is anxious. He would like to decide, leaning on reason and clear vision, but he has to leave to intuition and destiny the choice. The choices may be painful because the direction is not the desired one but it is the most reasonable one. The native may have been stopped in his former choice. All the life goes through changes he will have to learn how to live and "digest"; otherwise he will be ill. Crises are often related to the disease that purifies. It affects the bowels. Diseases are purification and refuge for the things the native does not want to live. The fear of a failure reinforces the inhibition of the sign. Inferiority feeling, doubts, scrupulously honesty, extreme logic... all may put the native in a self-accusation mode. Irrational fears, phobias, hypochondria, to be not tidy or to be too orderlysometimes to the pathological meticulousness- are some of the aspects of the Black Moon in Virgo. Pisces - opposite to Virgo - sets the answer to all the problems. Pisces contains all the instincts the native has inside him. The key, the solution is in the depth of his unconsciousness. 2 ways for building the personality: - Permanent control of the instincts as soon as these are lived on a conscious mode. The house where Virgo has its cups will describe the place where the work will be done: negative tendencies to correct gifts to develop. When all opportunities of the sign and the house will have been used, the daily choices will be easier and the anxiety will be reduced. - Use of intuition and inner information to learn how to let go rationality. The constant fear will reduce. The trap with this configuration is either to refuse the own intuition because reason is disturbed, or to take refuge in the dual personality of the Pisces because reality is not the expected one. Unconsciousness disturbs consciousness permanently in the daily life. On a positive way, the native may have therapeutic knowledge - plants that heal and diets. Also the native may be a self-employed craftsman. In the past lives, the soul lived in a context where it was impossible to trust the others. His daily life was conducted with a suspicious behavior. He was obliged to protect himself. Perhaps he also paid dearly for his naïveté. Today a strange feeling of a danger may occur each time the native is tempted to trust somebody and to give up. The problem stays in the unconsciousness. The native c an't trust anybody
but it is his main lesson today: he has to learn again confidence and this will change his life. If Lilith is between 0° and 2° of Virgo, the choices in life will be very important and the anxiety of a wrong choice will always be there. The native will have to be not torn by life, but will think to all the opportunities which occur and to the gifts he has inside him in order to take the good decisions. If Lilith is between 28° and 30°00 of Virgo, the personality will be already built and will have to learn how to stand in front of others or the spouse. The control of the instincts will not be the main problem. Harmonious relationships will have to be done together with a choice of value. These will be defined, according to life's experiences: success and failures. The native will have to learn how to feel not guilty and to keep self-confidence. Keywords: limitations in work are hard to bear - health problems (bowels) - sexuality and decease or sexuality and work are bound frustration - curiosity - marginality - hard obligations - emotional and psychic instability - sexual repression - tidiness, duty, hygiene, health, diet obsessions - trial asking for a purification fussiness LIBRA Here is the difficulty to place oneself in relation to the others, to find the way - behavior - and the true word in each relation. On a relationship point of view, Libra means harmony. Equilibrium between oneself and the other(s) must be found. To accept the other without denying oneself. The notion of the couple - association - has an important value, which lessons are conciliation, comprehension, and defense. There will be a lot of problems regarding the couple or the associations. Though the native needs harmony in his life and wants to set peace in his relationships - often to the detriment of himself - the other(s) decides for him. In the same time, the native can't assert himself and can't live without the other(s). He often sees the partner (associates) as invaders of his own(private)world but can't organize his contacts with them. These lacks of selfconfidence, of trust oblige him to let be impressed and to suffer. Even if one feels unhappy, shirking confrontation is not a good idea. On the other hand, to protect oneself, one can react with violence, impulsiveness at an inopportune moment. There is no place for own will, the others will being stronger. The native will have to endure trials as other people will not allow him to have a self-expression,
or will oppose to him, even if he deeply knows he is right and the others are wrong. And yet he must keep self-confidence and simply accept the others as they are. To give without interested motives, to be subjected to others desires, to put own desires aside. here are some of the lessons the native will have to learn before he will have the opportunity to express his own wil l. Moreover, Black Moon in Libra may develop a pathological indecisiveness: the native might never take a decision. Therefore, he will have to clarify his positions and to affirm them without ambiguity under pain of creating awkward situations. As his life's choices are taken at an unconscious level, the native can't explain them and does not bear to be obliged to wait and to be patient. He is obliged to sacrifice some values, to keep just the essential. The air signs tend to mental emotions. Because she loves peace, the Libra pays attention to be not submerged by its emotions. With Lilith here, Librans tend to refuge in indifference and insensitivity. The danger here is to stay in an ivory tower. Aries opposite Libra will oblige to solve the problems. The ego has to find his place between the others. Par alyzed at the beginning, the native must find the happy medium in his relationship if he wants to express himself. Every 9 years cycle, an other kind of relationship starts which may proceed through changes in life, allowing a better self-expression. So, the ego that was very much debated at the beginning, will gradually assert itself. Even if he dreams of an " other world " the native has to live on a day-to-day basis, what he is offered, and has to always maintain the stability. Equilibrium between being patient, respecting, co-operating with other people and his timidity and sensitiveness. The native might have artistic abilities to be used or develop a job where the spirit of conciliation is required. Personal expression will always be related to human relationship. In the past lives, the soul might have misused the social power she had and was unjust. On the other hand she might have suffered of injustice. There is here a trauma bound to equity and social position. The soul might have chosen between rebellion and submission. Today the native may be obliged to endure situations which will lead him to clarify his position, to take sides or to refuse the social power. He also may have a karmic debt with justice or endure an injustice that will oblige him to change. If Lilith is a the very beginning of Libra, the native as to find his way himself, to learn how to be with the others without underestimate
himself, but in co-operating with them as equals. In these cases, associations will be of utmost importance. They must not be on a dominant/dominated basis. If Lilith is at the very end of Libra, changes occur in life either on an inner or on an outer mode. Venus position and the house where Black Moon is, will help to understand the process and the probable results. There will be renunciations, self-sacrifices the native has not to live as frustrations, but as necessary detachments for his evolution. Keywords: difficulties in unions, associations and meetings - tendency to refuse social conventions - egoism - magnetism - frustration snobbishness - unsatisfied desires - great power on others - health problems (nephritis) - widowhood SCORPIO It is a strong position activating desires, passions and extreme reactions. Question which are related to life and death wake up either compelling attractions or distress. A very deep mutation of the being must be done on an unconscious level through his life. Rigor, sobriety, deprivation in all life's field is like death of one's part. When trials are too heavy, the native may chose death, or tries to suicide. Progressions through different levels, different trials, progressions through beloved persons death, are the native's program. The authoritarian potential is very strong here. There is also a background of violence, sexuality, and destruction where the native must not fall. Here the danger is to reverse the situation against himself when violence can't be exerted on others. Links to death are very important. Death fascinates. Sometimes the native may chose to snatch people from death (being a physician doctor, for instance). He also may receive messages from dead persons. But if his Lilith is not well aspected, the native has to be very careful with spiritualism, as lemurs may incorporate his body and drive him crazy. In Scorpio, Black Moon gives the opportunity to always restart with energy. If disease is here, it regenerates,especially when Sun is conjunct to Black Moon. The creativity potential is important: to be an analyst, to practice hypnosis, to handle money. In any case the native as to be honest. The native will always be unable to control the evolution of the house whose cusp is in Scorpio. He will have to accept the events as they come, and will do his best in living them while hoping coming better days. Taurus opposite Scorpio will oblige the native to hang on to life in
order to reach the harmonious life he is dreaming of. This desire will calm down his passionate tendency. Inner roots must not be destroyed like the Scorpio would do. Love of live must be respected and preserved. Life's values must be understood. In past lives, the soul might have commanded armies, might have been a warrior. Also she might have been soaked in magic and occultism, but not in a good way : rituals, secret practices, initiations where sexuality and religion were mixed and bound to physical or psychic power. The soul might have either l ived them with passion or endured them. The environment was destructive causing deep injuries to the soul with buried traumas bound to death, blood, money power and sexuality. She might have free instincts that had either destroyed people or herself. Today the native may be fascinated by this strange world of power, magic, and sexuality as he knows he has something more to learn about himself. He may be using occultism for help in his metamorphosis. Sexuality is part of the lessons. He must be careful with its use together with the use of power under the pain of getting new trials. If Lilith is at the very beginning of Scorpio, the native must change of way. If he does not, he will be stopped. The process will take place many times in his life, and each change will be drastic and will generate distress. The native will have to find an action field and organize his life on good basis. If Lilith is at the very end of Scorpio, the native will have to open himself to new horizons. Each step in his evolution will depend on the way he has evolved during the previous one. He cannot plan. Eachstage asks for a renunciation, a sacrifice, a deprivation, for the death of something(or someone). Keywords: great interest for enigmas, mysteries, death, for the beyond -very important sexuality which may be transcended through esotericism - passionate power - temptation - frustration - material ambition - fantasy - suicidal impulses - magnetism - acute lucidity transformation or initiation - fascination - nightmares - onanism surpassing of oneself - financial problems - rebirth - for a woman: the vamp, the witch. SAGITTARIUS Here Lilith feels different from others. The way people perceive him gives to the native the feel to be not well understood. Most of the
time, the native underestimates himself and suffers from a lack of self-confidence. Due to this, it may happen that he will accept challenges just to prove that he can do it. The native would like to look as the other person are, and is worried by any gossip about himself. Sagittarius is known as a sociable and conformist sign. Here Lilith asks "to be or not to be conformist? To be or not to be representative? Black Moon may either be attracted by an artificial role to play or to reject everything bound to a social image. As the Sagittarius can't live without ideals, Lilith here obliges to the quest for these. But the native has to find his own belief as despite a strong call for spirituality, he does not often agree with the religions or social ideals being already set up. The native will have to evolve through his own experiences and to create his own view of things as the time goes on. He will seek his truth and ideals for life in the Sagittarian potentials. Gemini opposite Sagittarius will oblige the native to have a concrete life, to have various experiences, to express al l his multi-faceted personality. Gemini will not allow Sagittarian Lilith to escape in dreams. The native must build a united personality. Though there is here a strong desire to exercise a moral authority over people, Gemini will not allow the native to use this power unless it is in a disinterested aim. In the past lives, the soul had already lived in a spiritual environment. She might have exercised a religio us authority at a very high level. Deceptions or betrayals were the source of ordeals she had to undergo. The soul keeps in memory traumas of disappointed ideals, religiosity for which she had dearly paid. Today the native has an inner work to do about faith. Actually he may be born in an atheistic environment and he will have to find alone his way to spirituality. Or, he may be born in a group having dogmas he will have to reject and to free him from inculcated beliefs. Whatever the context, the native will have his destiny directed to spirituality, as Sagittarius can't live without ideals. Another point: Sagittarian Lilith may be attracted or repulsed by everything bound to previous (sometimes endured) experiences linked up to faraway countries, journeys, exile, racism. On a positive mode, the native may love to travel, to discover new horizons. It happens that he may find a place where he feels in deep affinities with, probably a place where he lived in the past. If Black Moon is at the very beginning of Sagittarius, the native will look for a broadening of his activity field and his creativity in
order to open himself to new horizons. If Black Moon is at the end of Sagittarius, ideals of life will have to be defined at the beginning of life and then materialized along the life, with the help of the lived experiences. Keywords: difficulties to guide others, to blossom oneself - search for the absolute through a teaching, a religion, a philosophy, a spirituality - limits, borders, laws are denied - spiritual quest nightmares - accidents - anarchism - difficulties with strangers or during travels - feels different - must take his independence and be opened to higher consciousness. CAPRICORN Here Lilith is very ambitious: material ambition or moral ambition. She wants to have all situations under control, to exercise her power on people or on matters, but she can't. The native must not stiffen, must not be hard to please. He has to accept what life is offering, without becoming embittered because his desires are not satisfied. Lilith is not optimistic and when rough periods occur, she can only see their negative sides. Also she does not accept what she has to live in the emotional field and the desert's periods he has to go through. Inner isolation is frequent as the native tends to build an armour to protect himself. (Think about Simon & Garfunkel's great hit: I am a rock). He has to learn patience and endurance, to leave his "shell", and to just be himself. Sometimes, the native tends to impose on himself duties and constraints while denying any pleasure. His attitude may also be the one of punishment either to the others or to himself (nervous breakdown is not far.). Some people having Lilith in Capricorn are tempted to resign themselves to the fact that nothing expected arrive. Ambition is gone and they do believe to nothing. Some of them choose suicide. A woman may completely dedicate herself to her motherhood and therefore be considered as a castrating mother by her child. Asceticism asked by life may be lived like a kind of death because the native may totally lose his ability to hope. Therefore the native has to stand back in order to see things on a different way. Also he tends to find himself more powerful and superior than does other people. But he can't express this aspect because the social or family contexts do not allow him. Lilith is craving for absolute. If absolute can't be reached, she may destroy it and just stay materialist. As Lilith in Capricorn permanently recharges her capacity to endure, she may also increase her hard and inflexible behavior with others, but on the other hand this helps Lilith to resist to trials.
Cancer opposite Capricorn asks to express the feelings that are buried deep inside. Feelings must find their tr ue place. Then the native will be able to exert his authority on a more human mode. Cancer, as water sign, will also act on Capricornian unconsciousness in helping it to express emotions and therefore to easier control them. In past lives the soul might have been a powerful highly placed person who reigned imperiously over people. She might have experimented with rigor, austerity, and deprivation. She also might have known or inflicted hard rules, frustrations around. Miserliness or g reed of materiality was her concern. She also had to manage true problems bound to survey. Today the native tends to internalize his thoughts to favor reflection with sometime an excessive self-control. The native is brought back to the people's level (as an ordinary man/woman.) in order to better understand the others. This lesson will help him to be a better ruler in a next life. If Lilith is at the very beginning of Capricorn, it will be of a great importance for the native to find as much as possible a way corresponding to his ideals. He also may be deprived of something he wants to do and then will have to adapt to what is arriving. If Lilith is at the very end of Capricorn, the native will have to discover, to create, and to be ready for new unknown spiritual or physical horizons. Keywords: instincts repression - tendency to arrogance, sterility, snobbishness, coldness - silence - permanence - depression - long trials - isolation - ambition - widowhood - frustration - sadism deprivation In a feminine natal chart Lilith is castrating and very authoritarian - End of life often hard to live for non broad-minded persons. AQUARIUS Here Lilith is quite intolerant. The native thinks he has the monopoly of truth, which makes him very demanding indeed ruthless. But life will break all his principles. The native would like to live what he has chosen according to his own will, but it will be impossible. There will be limits that can't be crossed and the native will not be allowed to take some directions indeed even to compel the events.
Uranus, one of Aquarius masters, is always in hurry and wants everything immediately. Stability is not its main concern. It means that long-term projects will always be shaken up or changed. The native may have to free himself from past life's chains and fight for his independence. There we find an excessive need of liberty and revolutionary instincts, according to a broad-minded vision of the world, indeed even the need of greater spiritual horizons. The native may be obliged to take care of close relatives what could be felt as a lack of freedom. The lesson here will be to understand that inner freedom is most important. Changes, moves, betrayals of friends will happen regarding friendship. There is also a big fund of creativity and the chart will indicate in which field this will be expressed. The native may work in humanitarian activities or open his mind to a wider spiritualist vision of things. As the Uranian energy is very powerful, it is very important to have a look at Saturn's location, in order to understand how this will be channeled. If the force is locked or not properly channeled, or used in a too strict and personal way, psychic troubles, nervous paralysis may occ ur. Leo opposite Aquarius will oblige to adhere to conservative social structures and to respect them. Also Aquarian Lilith will be obliged to "think" with her heart - and not only with her head - to integrate the notion of love in his ideas about humankind. Thereby the native will be able to exercise his influence on a wide unselfish mode. Freedom for everyone and to teach people that inner liberty is the utmost important one. In past lives, the soul might have been part of group life, in communities, gathered in the same ideals. These contexts might have been freely chosen or imposed. In both cases, the soul was disappointed in her hopes about ideology, solidarity. Her experiences and traumas are bound to her quest of freedom and her beliefs in human-being dignity. Today, the native is both attracted and suspicious by "great ideals". He would like to invest himself but he "feels" a danger. Attraction and rejection of ideals, politic, freedom-worship, individuality, is different subjects the native will have to deal with. Too much attached to his freedom, he has an instinctive fear to be - again trapped whatever the context, the relation, the love are. If Black Moon is at the very beginning of Aquarius, the future is always questioned: permanent improvisation and adaptation required. The native must not be scarred in acting, in finding day after day solutions in order to handle situations, even if he does not clearly
see the results. If Black Moon is at the very end of Aquarius, the native must handle his life and decide to win. He will neither be allowed to let his instincts commanding, nor to leave the place because it's too hard, but he will have to manage without imposing his own will. Keywords: great tension - nervousness - betrayals, death of friends claustrophobia - sexual independence or sexual ambivalence attraction or rejection of independence - sudden trials - divorce possibility - search of an absolute freedom - accidents - surgery must learn to express his true personality - must learn to open himself to others - in a feminine chart often indicates a "liberated" woman personality - must learn to open himself to others - in a feminine chart often indicates the "liberated" woman PISCES Pisces, the kingdom of dreams, fantasy, sometimes utopia, far away from daily realities, the sign longs for unlimited horizons. Here Lilith activates the quest for infinity. She may be lived like an attraction for escape, flight. The native does not often know whose gifts are his, how to express them. He is afraid of all his unconscious inner forces. He has no control, moreover he has to adapt to daily life. Other people do not often see his inner troubles. The result may be a chronic disease creating a deep weariness that will oblige to break defenses and lies. Here we also have the medium or channel. It is an ambiguous gift: on a negative point of view, if the native has no mind protection he will be attacked by others negative energies in his unconsciousness, this being mainly seen with a lack of experience. On a positive point of view, the native handles his mediumship and protects himself from others. He has the power to feel the inner part of people, literally to see through their eyes. Here Lilith gives the ability to get information from the akashic memories: inspiration, mystic tendencies, clairvoyance. are some of the components of the personality. Hesitation, which is one of Pisces characteristics is showed by a pathological indecisiveness and is one of the problems the native will have to solve on the condition he gets rid of his fantasies, fears or people's domination. Virgo opposite Pisces will oblige the native to "go back" on earth and its daily reality. The earth sign will help to control, to analyze all the "data" the Pisces obtain, to separate fears, emotions, dreams from what is true and can be used in life.
In past lives, the soul might have lived in a context where she was imposed to abandon her own desires, as Pisces also means sacrifice. The soul keeps the memory of a sacrificial behavior that led her to the ruin. It might as well be possible that the soul had lived in a spiritualism environment or was a clairvoyant, both having caused shocks and lack of equilibrium. Today the native tends to escape when the situation appears difficult instead of confronting it. The sleep may become a refuge as well as imagination. In very serious cases we find mental disease. As this parallel universe fascinates him, the native has t he opportunity to express his gift in a work bound to psychiatry, psychology, nervous diseases, researches on drugs, coma. If Lilith is at the very beginning of Pisces, the native has a great intuitive and perceptive ability. This will help him to guide, to teach others, to have a moral or religious authority. If Lilith is at the very end of Pisces, the native has to clearly define what he wants to live and has to learn independence. This work will be done step by step, each new period starting with Black Moon's transit on its natal position (around 9 years cycle). Keywords: risk of a real or symbolic imprisonment - tendencies to health problems, to use drugs to escape from reality - search for a "wonderland" - bewitching magnetism - many love affairs - psychic troubles - meeting of pseudo guides - tendencies to nightmares, insomnia - prophecy gift - aura of mystery - wrong spiritual choices illegality - in a feminine chart shows the glamorous woman.