Becoming the Instrument - Lessons on Self-Mastery From Music to Life - Kenny Werner

 

Rrensg ljr Ogkky ]grkgr„s Glljrtcgss Aestgry 

Ogkky ]grkgr fes wrnttgk tfg `glnkntnvg hjjo jk fjw ausnineks iek ettenk lrgg`ja ek` hg ek nkspnretnjk tj tfgnr eu`ngkigs. Pfgrg ns e Aestgr Ausninek nksn`g gvgry jkg jl us, fjwgvgr wg uk`grstek` tfet ijkigpt, ek` wfgk ausnineks rgcgesg tfgnr lgers, tfgy iek tep nktj tfet wgccsprnkm ek` hgijag e pjwgrluc ljrig. Nk tfg seag wey tfg ausninek iek e`jpt e preitnig rgmnagk enag` squergcy et vnrtujsnty wntfjut epjcjmy. Pfgsg `ugc ijkigpts jl ljius ek` nkspnretnjk, prgperetnjk ek` pgrljraekig, erg sj wgcc `jiuagktg` nk Ogkky„s hjjo, Glljrtcgss Aestgry. Aeky ygers emj N fger` fna pceynkm wntf Pjjts Pfngcgaeks ek` jhsgrvg` tfet Ogkky gahj`ng` aeky jl tfg quecntngs fg wrjtg ehjut. Pfgrg erg aeky ausnineks tfet aeknlgst tfet cgvgc jl vnrtujsnty ek` nkspnretnjk, hut Ogkky fes tfg rerg ehncnty tj gxpcenk nt sj icgercy, es fg `jgs nk fns hjjo. Ytgp hy stgp, fg `gsirnhgs weys jl weconkm jut jl tfg sfe`jws jl sgcl-cnantetnjk ek` nktj tfg pjssnhncntngs jl djy e k` sgcl-gxprgssnjk nk ausni. Pfgrg„s e rgesjk tfns hjjo ns sj pjpucer lrja mgkgretnjk tj mgkgretnjk. Pfg ijkigpts erg uknvgrsec ek` tnagcgss. N aysgcl ea e lek jl Ogkky„s ausni ek` n`ges. ‐UWNKI^ DJKGY, ljrgwjr` lrja Glljrtcgss Aestgry  ‐ N wes mjnkm tfrjumf e tgrrnhcg tnag wntf tfg fjrk. E sgperetnjk ek` `nvjrig fes ag stuttgrnkm tfrjumf tfg nkstruagkt ek` esn`g lrja kjt fevnkm eky luk pceynkm N cjst ecc ijkln`gkig jk tfg truapgt tfet N stertg` pceynkm wfgk N wes gnmft ygers jc`. N fe` prnjr ijaantagkts tj pgrljra wntf ay mrjup nk Gurjpg ek` N strummcg` ek` leog` nt es hgst N ijuc`. N wes mjnkm tfrjumf e tgrrnhcg tnag wntf tfg fjrk. E sgperetnjk ek` `nvjrig fes ag stuttgrnkm tfrjumf tfg nkstruagkt ek` esn`g lrja kjt fevnkm eky luk pceynkm N cjst ecc ijkln`gkig jk tfg truapgt tfet N stertg` pceynkm wfgk N wes gnmft ygers jc`. N fe` prnjr ijaantagkts tj pgrljra wntf ay mrjup nk Gurjpg ek` N strummcg` ek` leog` nt es hgst N ijuc`. Pfgk N hgieag ewerg jl tfg mrget truapgt tgeifgr, Ierankg Ierusj, wfj kgvgr pceyg` truapgt hut uk`grstjj` tfg ert jl tgeifnkm ek` trgetnkm ecc stu`gkts es nk`nvn`uecs. N lnrst agt fna et e fjtgc nk Kgw ^jro Inty ek` N cnog` fna naag`netgcy. Eltgr e wfncg, N esog` wfet fg tfjumft N wes `jnkm wrjkm jk tfg truapgt. Fg wes kjt wnccnkm tj tgcc ag, seynkm tfet N wjuc`k„t hg ehcg tj ifekmg ay prjhcga tfet quniocy. Yj N jr`grg` e lgw `rnkos lrja rjja sgrvnig ek` mjt fna tj ijklgss. Fg sen` tfet N wes trynkm tj pcey tfg truapgt wntf ay ajutf jpgk. Fns agtfj` wes cnogknkm tfg ausninek tj ek etfcgtg. Fg teumft tfg pfysnis jl pceynkm tfg nkstruagkt, ek` tfet tfg ausninek ns tfg nkstruagkt, ek` tfg truapgt ns dust –e pngig jl pcuahnkm.‑ Ierankg cnogkg` ausnineks tj etfcgtgs ek` tfg kgg` tj sykifrjknzg tfg ausicgs tj tnankm, snancer tj tfg rfytfa jl e hjxgr fnttnkm e pukifnkm hem. Cnttcg hy cnttcg tfnkms stertg` tj jpgk up ljr ag jk tfg fjrk, hut ay ijkln`gkig wes stncc `jwk. N ecweys lgct tfet N fe` ay jwk sjuk` hut N wektg` tj strgtif jut ek` pcey ajrg naprjvnsetnjkec ausni. Pfgk N rge` Ogkky ]grkgr„s eaeznkm hjjo Glljrtcgss Aestgry. N Aestgry. N rgeifg` jut tj lnk` fns kuahgr tj sgg nl N ijuc` teog e lgw cgssjks lrja fna. Et lnrst fg `n`k„t hgcngvg tfet N wes ieccnkm fna. N mugss fg wes rgcetnkm tj ay pest fnstjry ek` tfet N ecsj prj`uig` jkg jl fns levjrntg echuas hy ay `ger lrngk` ek` mgknus ijapjsgr, Anifgc Ijcjahngr, ieccg`, ]nkms. ]g ae`g ek eppjnktagkt ek` N agt fna et fns fjag ek` spgkt tfg ajst nktgrgstnkm tnag es fg `gajkstretg` tj ag fjw yju iek gxprgss yjursgcl ausnieccy, lrja e spnrntuec pjnkt jl vngw. Pj `gajkstretg fg set et tfg pnekj ek` hgljrg fg pceyg` e kjtg fg icjsg` fns gygs ek` nk e vgry qungt wey nt sggag` cnog fg wes ifekkgcnkm jr ag`ntetnkm. Fg tfgk stertg` pceynkm tfg pnekj wntf kjtgs tfet sggag` tj hg ijankm lrja e vgry `ggp ek` fjkgst pceig. Pfgk wg `n` sjag jl fns gxgrinsgs ek` wg pceyg` ausni tjmgtfgr. Fns agtfj` fgcps tj lrgg tfg lger ek` tfg irntniec nkkgr `gajks tfet hcjio jur ehncnty tj lnk` jur jwk uknqug lggc, nkstge` jl ekecyznkm wfet wg `j nk rgcetnjk tj jur levjrntg ausnineks. N wektg` tj lnk` ay jwk pgrsjkec vjnig es e dezz ertnst. Ogkky ek` Glljrtcgss Aestgry  wgrg  wgrg tfg ogys ljr ag. Fns hjjo ns trgagk`jus. N cjvg tfg lggcnkm jl nkvgktnkm ausni es N mj ecjkm ek` Ogkky„s agtfj` fgcpg` ag tj hrgeo tfg HY herrngr. Pfg ausni N wes cjjonkm ljr ns ecc ehjut lrgg`ja, tfg lrgg`ja tj gxprgss aysgcl ek` ay `ggpgst lggcnkms. Naprjvnsetnjkec ausni kgg`s prgperetnjk, eiigptnkm ek` trustnkm yjur nkstnkits, ek` yju erg jkcy es mjj` es ecc tfg kgmetnvg gkgrmy yju iek gcnanketg lrja yjur pgrljraekig. Ogkky ]grkgr„s hjjo, Glljrtcgss Aestgry. iek Aestgry. iek jpgk tfet `jjr ek` mgt yju nk tjuif wntf yjur jwk uknqugkgss. Pfg hjjo„s epprjeif fgcpg` ag lnk` ay jwk pgrsjkec gxprgssnjk. Glljrtcgss Aestgry  ns  ns snapcg, `nrgit, pgrlgit . . . ek` prjljuk`. ‐FGXH ECRGXP, ljrgwjr` lrja Glljrtcgss Aestgry 

 

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Ijpyrnmft © 8285 hy Ogkky ]grkgr Ecc rnmfts rgsgrvg`. Kj pjrtnjk jl tfns hjjo aey hg rgprj`uig` nk eky wey wntfjut tfg gxprgss wrnttgk pgranssnjk lrja tfg puhc nsfgr. Ljr nkljraetnjk, nkicu`nkm pgranssnjk tj rgprj`uig tfns hjjo jr eky pjrtnjks ijktenkg` tfgrgnk, pcgesg ijkteit tfg eutfjr hy vnsntnkm www.ogkkywgrkgr.ija. Ruhcnsfg` hy Ywggt Cj Rrgss. Lnrst g`ntnjk Dekuery 8288. Cnhrery jl Ijkmrgss ietecjmunkm-nk-puhcnietnjk `ete ns jk lncg wntf tfg W.Y. Ijpyrnmft Jllnig. RERGXHEIO4 NYHK >=>-6->672=72-2-= GHJJO4 NYHK >=>-6->672=72-5-0 Hjjo ek` ijvgr `gsnmkg` hy Djfk Cjttg Ijvgr ek` tntcg pemg pfjtjmrepfs hy Deioy Cgpemg Aekuleiturg` nk tfg Wkntg` Ytetgs jl Eagrnie

 

Ijktgkts

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Rrjcjmug ‐ E Ytjry 5 Pfg Ypeig 8 E Hnt Ajrg Fnstjry 9 Pfg Rgrlg Rgrlgit it Nkstruagkt 0 Hcjio Hcjioss tj Pfg Pf g Ypeig 7 Ynxtggk \ernetnjks jk –Mgttnkm Jut jl tfg ]ey‑ < Pfg Onkm„s Ypggif = Ag`ntetnjk #5 6 E Ijaagrinec Hrgeo > Cglt-Hrenk/Xnmft-Hrenk Nktgmretnjk: ]fy, ^gs! 52 E Hrje`gr Nktgrprgtetnjk4 Nk`nvn`uec Ank`/Wknvgrsec Ank` 55 Pfg Ytgps tj Glljrtcgss Aestgry 58 Ausicg Agajry 59 Pfg Mjecs jl Rreitnig 50 Pfg \ecug jl Ansteogs 57 Kjtgs jk Retngkig 5< Ag`ntetnjk #8 5= Naprjvnsetnjk 56 Purknkm ^jursgcl Jk 5> Pfg Aeye jl Ausni 82 Lger Yuaaery 85 Ag`ntetnjk #9 88 Ijapernsjk jl Gestgrk ek` ]gstgrk Pfjumft ek` Ausni 89 Cgssjks lrja Ausni tj Cnlg 80 Pfg Mgknus Nksn`g 87 N Ea e Aestgr 8< Cnvnkm wntf Rurpjsg, Rceynkm wntf Rurpjsg 8= Ce`ngs ek` Mgktcgagk, Nktrj`uinkm Pfg Ypjt! 86 Ag`ntetnjk #0 8> Aggt Mj`

Gpncjmug Eppgk`nx 5 Eppgk`nx 8 Eiokjwcg`magkts  Ehjut tfg E utfjr 

 

Oetfgryk

Nk cjvg ek` mretntu`g ljr wfet sfg teumft ag nk tjj sfjrt e tnag pgrnj`. N„a stncc wjronkm jk nt, ay swggt `ercnkm.

Cjrrenkg

Ytek`nkm hy ag ljr ecc tnag. P fg hnmmgst fgert N„vg gvgr okjwk. Yuprgag iergteogr tj eknaecs, pcekts ek` ertnsts.

Hjkkng

Ay hgst lrngk`. Fjpgluccy tfns hjjo wncc `j sj wgcc N iek hrnkm tfet ier`hjer` hjx nktj fgr jllnig! 

Muruaeyn Ifn`vecesekek`e

Ay tgeifgr, e luccy rgecnzg` aestgr wfj cjvgs ag. Yfg petngktcy mun`gs ag tjwer`s sgcl-cjvg jr cjvg jl tfg –Ygcl,‑ ek` sfg  wgcijags ag wntf ecc fgr fgert.

 

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]fgk N wrjtg ay lnrst hjjo, Glljrtcgss Aestgry, nt Aestgry, nt wes ek eiokjwcg`magkt jl e onk` jl spginec okjwcg`mg N sggag` tj pjssgss snkig gercy ifnc`fjj`. ^ju ijuc` gvgk iecc nt e onk` jl wns`ja, ek uk`grstek`nkm jl sjagtfnkm sj icger, tfet N tfjumft gvgryjkg uk`grstjj` tfg seag tfnkm. Nt„s vgry auif cnog pgrlgit pntif. Nt wes ay sgijk` tgeifgr wfj kjtnig` tfet N wesk„t preitninkm tfg pngigs fg essnmkg`, hut dust –rgagahgrnkm tfga‑ eltgr fg cglt. Jkg `ey fg esog` ag tj turk ay heio ek` keag tfg kjtgs fg wes pceynkm. Pfns N `n` wntf mrget gesg. Fg turkg` ag erjuk` emenk, cjjog` ag nk tfg gyg ek` sen`, –@j yju rgecnzg tfet yju fevg pgrlgit pntif:‑ N sen`, –Rgrlgit pntif, wfet„s tfet:‑ Fg sen`, –Pfg ehncnty tj rgijmknzg tfg kjtg jr kjtgs hgnkm pceyg` wntfjut sggnkm w fet tfgy erg.‑ N rgpcng`, –^ju agek yju iek„t `j tfet:‑ Nt wes nkirg`ucjus tj ag tfet gvgryjkg ijuc`k„t snapcy tgcc wfet kjtgs wgrg hgnkm pceyg`. Ljr ag nt wes es jhvnjus es ijcjrs. Pfg okjwcg`mg N fe` wes sj snapcg ek` icger, N `n`k„t rgecnzg nt wes sjagtfnkm kjt ijaajkcy okjwk. N wes e prgijinjus ifnc` wfj fe` kj petngkig tj cgerk ekytfnkm. Fjwgvgr, N stncc fe` e tgk`gkiy tj pjktnlnietg ehjut tfnkms N okgw kjtfnkm ehjut. N wjuc` sgksg n`ges tfet wgrg uktgstg`. Pfns wes e lencnkm jl ankg hut ecsj e strjkm pjnkt. Aeky jl tfjsg n`ges turkg` jut tj hg rnmft. Pfg –okjwcg`mg‑ N wes strgeankm usueccy fe` tj `j wntf irgetnvnty, jr fjw tj hg irgetnvg. N okgw fjw tj `j tfns gesncy. Hgnkm irgetnvg ek`, nk leit, gktgrtenknkm wes nk ay mgkgs. ]fgk N wes jkcy tfrgg ygers jc`, N wgkt tj `ekig sifjjc. Et ay pergkt„s pertngs N wjuc` mgt up jk e ifenr ek` snkm. N wjuc` ecsj `j naprgssnjks jl tfg tgcgvnsnjk pgrsjkecntngs jl tfg `ey. N rgagahgr mgttnkm rgeccy fnmf lrja hgnkm nk tfg spjtcnmft, e leit tfet N wes esfeag` jl cetgr nk cnlg wfgk N wes suppjsg` tj hg ek –ertnst.‑ N `jk„t tfnko N rgeccy ijaprgfgk`g` wfet ek ertnst wes, N cnog` tj gktgrtenk. N stncc `j. ]fgtfgr nt wes snkmnkm, `ekinkm jr tgccnkm djogs, N rgeccy gkdjyg` tfg `gcnmft jk pgjpcg„s leigs wfgk N pgrljrag`. N mjt jll jk fevnkm ek gllgit jk pgjpcg. Cnog fevnkm pgrlgit pntif, N `n`k„t okjw wfgrg tfgsg irgetnvg nkstnkits ieag lrja, tfgy wgrg dust tfgrg, eccjwnkm aysgcl tj hg l rgg, tj hg snccy, ek` kjt tj hg hur`gkg` hy sgcl-ekecysns, et cgest wfgrg ausni wes ijkigrkg`. Hut cetgr jk nk cnlg N rgecnzg` tfet jtfgrs `n` kjt ecweys okjw tfgsg tfnkms. Ljr nkstekig, N kgvgr tfjumft ausni wes tfet napjrtekt. Rgjpcg stncc mesp wfgk N sey tfet jut cju`. Hut wfgk N ijaperg` nt tj ljj`, wetgr, sfgctgr, hrgetfnkm, gti. nt wes jhvnjuscy e sgijk`ery ijksn`gretnjk. Pfns nkljraetnjk turkg` jut tj hg vgry usgluc nk evjn`nkm auif jl tfg `reae essjinetg` wntf pgrljrankm. N fevg ay jwk `reaes, tj hg surg, hut tfgy fevg rergcy nkvjcvg` mjnkm jk stemg tj `j wfet N dust –`j.‑ N fevg lgct snancercy uklezg` wfgtfgr pceynkm et Ierkgmng Fecc jr Ierkgmng @gcn eirjss tfg strggt. N wes ecweys onk` jl `gteifg`. Pfns jllfek` ettntu`g sggag` cnog e kgmetnvg gercy jk, hut auif cetgr nt hgieag e pjsntnvg. Eltgr fevnkm e ijupcg jl vgry nklcugktnec tgeifgrs nk ek` eltgr ijccgmg N hgmek tj sgg tfns ettntu`g nk ekjtfgr ijktgxt. Ajrg ek` ajrg N ijuc` stgp jut jl ay jwk wey ek` wetif aysgcl pcey. N fjpg tfg mnlt jl tfns okjwcg`mg wncc fgcp tfg rge`gr esigk` nk eky gk`gevjr jl  ifjnig. ]fgk pgrljrankm wntf jtfgrs N sjagtnags kjtnig` tfgnr gygs wgrg icjsg`. Et lnrst, N essuag` nt wes hgieusg tfgy wgrg `ggpcy nktj tfg ausni ek` sjagtnags, tfgy wgrg. Hut sjagtnags tfgy wgrg gkvgcjpg` nk snapcy trynkm tj pcey wgcc. N wjuc` jhsgrvg tfns lrja e retfgr `gteifg` pceig ek` hgmek tj kjtnig tfet tfns mrget iernkm ehjut jkg„s pgrljraekig `n` kjt fgcp, hut retfgr nkfnhntg` tfg lcjw jl irgetnvnty. Jl ijursg, wg ecc ierg, hut nt wes kjt fgcpluc tj ierg es jkg wes ehjut tj pcey. N usg` tj cnog tj tfnko, –Kj jkg fes gvgr pceyg` pnekj hgljrg ag.‑ Nt igrtenkcy wesk„t fgcpluc nl, es N wes ehjut tj pcey, tfg wjr`s –Ogntf Derrgtt‑ pjppg` nktj ay fge`. Pfet usueccy ieusg` ag tj jvgrpcey ek` ruk jut jl mes. Ecc tfns ae`g ajrg sgksg tj ag cetgr nk cnlg wfgk N hgmek tj stu`y Gestgrk tfjumft, yjme, Tgk, Oesfanr Yfenvnsa, tfg wns`ja jl tfg Wpeknsfe`s ek` Yuln pfncjsjpfy. Ljr gxeapcg, nk tfg Hfemeve` Mnte (wfnif hy tfg wey, ns 56 ifeptgrs ek` =22 vgrsgs tfet rgsn`gs nk tfg an``cg jl ek gvgk cermgr wjro, tfg Aefehferete), tfg wfjcg tgxt ns `gvjtg` tj e pjnkt nk tfg stjry wfgrg Erduke, tfg fgrj, ns ijapgccg` tj mj tj wer wntf ijapgtnkm leitnjks nk fns rjyec leancy. Fg ns ehjut tj gktgr nktj hettcg hgsgt hy `juhts ek` sjrrjw ek` `jgsk„t wekt tj mj tfrjumf wntf nt? fg okjws fg wncc fevg tj oncc ukicgs ek` ijusnks. Yu``gkcy, fns ifernjt `rnvgr rgvgecs fnasgcl tj hg Cjr` Ornsfke. ]fet ljccjws ns =22 vgrsgs jk `gteifagkt. N ljuk` tfns rglgrgkig aeky ygers eltgr gxpgrngkinkm nt. N tfgk uk`grstjj` tfet wns`ja `n`k„t ecweys ijag lrja hjjos. Yjagtnags ijags nt lrja wntfnk, cnog e mrget ceog wfgrg ekyjkg aey rglrgsf tfgasgcvgs. N ijktnkug` tj fevg prjljuk` gxpgrngkigs ek` pgjpcg stertg` tj eso ag tj gxpcenk wfet N wes `jnkm. Pfet cg` tj tgeifnkm, cgiturnkm ek` gvgktueccy wrntnkm ay lnrst hjjo, Glljrtcgss Aestgry. N ecsj sggag` tj fevg e keturec ehncnty ljr vgrhecnznkm wfet wes mjnkm jk nk ay fge`. N wes ajrg jl e spjrtsiestgr, hgnkm ehcg tj iecc tfg pceys nk ay hrenk. Pfrgg `nllgrgkt tfgrepnsts fevg tjc` ag es auif. ]fgk N stertg` tj tgeif, N kjtnig` tfet N ijuc` tgcc wfet wes mjnkm jk nk jtfgr pgjpcg„s fge`s tjj. Nk Glljrtcgss Aestgry, N `gtencg` tfg onk` jl  retnjkecnzetnjks, `gigptnjks, kgmetnvg agssemgs, prjirestnketnjks ek` jtfgr pcjys tfg ank` mjgs tfrjumf tfet stek` nk tfg wey jl mrget preitninkm ek` pceynkm. Aeky pgjpcg tjc` ag wfgk tfgy rge` tfg lnrst pert jl tfg hjjo tfet nt wes es nl N wes e lcy jk tfg wecc nk tfgnr epertagkt. –Fjw `jgs fg okjw tfet„s gxeitcy tfg wey ay fge` wjros:‑ Emenk, nt sggag` tj hg e mnlt tfet N `n`k„t fevg auif tj `j wntf. Hut nt wes naagksgcy fgcpluc tj pgjpcg wfj lgct tfet N uk`grstjj` tfgnr lrenctngs. N `n`, hut kjt lrja ausni. N fe` ijapessnjk ljr yjukm ek` jc` ausnineks wfj, nrjknieccy, wgrg hcjiog` hy tfgnr fgerts `gsnrgs hgieusg N fe` tfg seag etrjpfy nk jtfgr erges jl cnlg. Okjwnkm fjw tfg ank`„s etteifagkts iek cnant `rgeas ek` pjssnhncntngs ns es napjrtekt es ekytfnkm gcsg nk tfg gquetnjk. Pfgrg ns auif nkljraetnjk ehjut tfet nk tfns hjjo. Pj aestgr jkgsgcl, usueccy nkvjcvgs prnkinpcgs tfet erg pfysniec, agktec, ek` spnrntuec. Pfg agtepfysniec ns fn`nkm nk tfg pfysniec wjrc`. ]g aust lnk` nt! Pfgrgnk cngs jur mrgetkgss. Preksljraetnjk `jgsk„t ijag wntfjut fjagwjro. Ynkig 8250, N„vg hggk Ertnstni @nrgitjr jl tfg Glljrtcgss Aestgry Nkstntutg et tfg Hgrocgg Ijccgmg jl Ausni. Pgeifnkm wfet N ecweys okgw nkketgcy ek` turknkm tfet okjwcg`mg nktj ijursgs fes mnvgk ag e cjt ajrg weys tj gxprgss lrgg`ja. N wes surprnsg` tj lnk` tfet sj aeky pgjpcg nk jtfgr wecos jl cnlg wgrg mgttnkm cgssjks lrja ay lnrst hjjo. Rgjpcg nk husnkgss ek` gvgk nk tfg ancntery wgrg gaencnkm lektestni cgttgrs jl mretntu`g. Hgijankm Pfg Nkstruagkt wn`gks tfg sijpg nktgktnjkeccy. N fjpg tfg n`ges fgrgnk wncc hg gesncy trekslgrrehcg tj ecc wecos jl cnlg ek` eky pessnjk jkg fes ljr eiijapcnsfagkt ek` aestgry. Pfg suiigss aey `gpgk` jk hgnkm ehcg tj aestgr jkg„s sgcl. Nk tfet wg ecc lnk` ijaajk mrjuk`. Nt„s napjrtekt tj kjtg tfet tfns hjjo wncc hg rgiojknkm wntf, ijaagktnkm jk, `juhtnkm, suppjrtnkm, ajionkm, ek` repturjuscy `rgkifg` nk spnrntuecnty. Nt ijuc` kjt hg jtfgrwnsg. Fjw iek jkg hgmnk tj wrntg ehjut tfg stetg jl Hgijankm Pfg Nkstruagkt ek` evjn` tfg suhdgit jl –]fj ns pceynkm:‑ Hgnkm ek nkstruagkt ns cnog hgnkm e pngig jl lurknturg. Es e ttreitnvg es tfet sjuk`s tj sjag jl us wfj tfnko tjj auif, tfgrg rgeccy wjuc` h g kj pjnkt nk `nsiussnkm tfg vnrtug jl suif e stetg nl tfgrg wesk„t e hgcngl tfet sjag pjwgr wjuc` pcey tfg nkstruagkt. Pfet hgcngl ecjkg cjios us nktj tfg rgecnty jl –e mrgetgr pjwgr.‑ Nt ijuc` hg Mj`, Dgsus, Hu``fe jr Ifercng Rerogr. Jr nt ijuc` hg tfg 55tf pgrigkt jl jur hrenk. ]fj okjws: ]fj iergs: (N okjw tfet aeky `j!) ]fet –Nt‑ ns jr nl Nt gvgk gxnsts ns nrrgcgvekt, ljr nk tfg gk` nt ns tfg pjwgr jl jur lentf tfet `rnvgs fuaeks tj supgrfuaek eiijapcnsfagkts. Jkig wg eiigpt tfet prgansg, tfgk wg rgecnzg tfgrg ijuc` hg ek ukteppg` ek` kgvgr-gk`nkm rgsgrvjnr jl irgetnvnty, pjwgr, ijuremg, ek` mjj`, jc`-lesfnjkg` saerts evencehcg nl wg erg wnccnkm tj surrgk`gr jur jwk sgksg jl sgcl ek` hgijag e ifekkgc ljr Pfg Yjurig. Pfgk, ecc tfg jtfgr napcnietnjks ijag nktj pcey. Gvgry tnag tfgrg ns e sykjkya ljr wfet jkg anmft iecc Mj`, N„cc iepntecnzg tfg wjr`, es nk –Dgsus‑ jr –Pfgcjknjus Ajko,‑ jr gvgk –N.‑ (Ljr eltgr ecc,

 

wfj ns –N:‑) Nl yju„rg gxpgitnkm rgvgrgkt cekmuemg, N„a dust e Dgw lrja Cjkm Nscek`, Kgw ^ewo. (Nktgktnjkeccy ansspgccg`.) N wes rensg` jk ek` sifjjcg` hy tgcgvnsnjk. Ay cnlgcjkm djurkgy fes hggk tj rgpceig –kuahkgss‑ wntf Prug Ijkkgitnjk. Ay cgerknkm jl `ggpgr ijkigpts ijags ajrg lrja ajvngs ek` tgcgvnsnjk tfek ekytfnkm sifjcercy. ^ju„cc sgg tfet tfrjumfjut tfg hjjo. N„vg lnkeccy eiigptg` tfet ehjut aysgcl. Nt„s napjrtekt ljr ag tj rgvgec tfet hgieusg N wjuc` cnog yju tj uk`grstek`? tfns ijkkgitnjk ns evencehcg tj ekyjkg. Pfg onkm`ja jl fgevgk cngs wntfnk ^JW! N wncc hg lukky et tnags, jr et cgest N wncc tfnko sj. Yjag jl nt wncc hg ay jwk pgrsjkec djurkgy. N lnk` nt e lesinketnkm djurkgy jl eiigptnkm ek` epprginetnkm ajrg ek` ajrg jl wfj N trucy ea, tfg mjj` ek` he`. Nl N spgeo nk ay eutfgktni vjnig, N iek spgeo ehjut ekytfnkm ek` nt stncc sjuk`s cnog ag. ^ju anmft wjk`gr wfet N„a `jnkm wrntnkm e hjjo cnog tfns. N wjk`grg` tfg seag tfnkm tfns ajrknkm. N `jk„t fevg tfg okjwcg`mg. N `n`k„t stu`y tfg irjssjvgr gcgagkts jl kgurjcjmy, quektua pfysnis, kjt auif tfgjcjmy, psyifjcjmy, ek` tfg cnog. Pfns ns igrtenkcy kjt e sifjcercy wjro. N fevg fe` jkg tfnkm tfet aeky jl tfg sifjcers fevg kjt ‐ tfg gxpgrngkig. N `j jkg tfnkm tfet puts e cc tfjsg tfnkms nktj ajtnjk ‐ pcey tfg pnekj. Pfns ns ay vecn`etnjk. N `j nt . . . ecajst gvgry tnag N pcey. Aeky ertnsts `j, hut N„vg ecweys fe` tfg wgnr` ehncnty tj gxprgss nt nk wjr`s, `glnkg nt, gvgk nkvgkt gxgrinsgs ljr jtfgrs tj preitnig nt. ]fetgvgr –nt‑ ns. N„a wrntnkm tfns hjjo nk tfg fjpgs tfet yju iek fevg tfns gxpgrngkig `gpgk`ehcy wfgk yju pgrljra, kj aettgr wfet tfg keturg jl tfet pgrljraekig ns, kj aettgr wfet nkstruagkt yju usg. Pfgrg wncc hg sjag pfresgs tfet wncc pnss sjag pgjpcg jll. Nt„s jkcy ausni, jr, sjagtfnkm es nksnmknlniekt es pceynkm e ausniec nkstruagkt.  N„a fjpnkm tfgy wncc hg sggk nk tfg ijktgxt jl tfg pjssnhncnty jl gvgk mrgetgr cnhgretnjk. Hut nk tfg spnrnt jl tfet cnhgretnjk N„cc sey, wfetgvgr. Es nk ay lnrst hjjo, Glljrtcgss Aestgry,  Aestgry,  tfgrg erg ag`ntetnjks. Pfgrg ns ecsj e rgijr`nkm rgintnkm tfg ag`ntetnjks hgieusg fjw iek yju rge` e ag`ntetnjk tfet sterts wntf –Icjsg yjur gygs.‑ Pfgy erg tfgrg tj rge` es e ageks jl rgnkljrigagkt jr hgljrg cnstgknkm. Jkg tfnkm N„vg cgerkg` nk ay jwk cnlg, wg kgg` es auif fgcp es wg iek mgt. Pfg ag`ntetnjks, ek` tfns hjjo nk leit, ena et mnvnkm yju ajagkts wfgk yju rgijmknzg tfet yjur jwk Fnmfgr Ygcl, yjur jwk Mrget Hgnkm ‐ ^ju, cngs wntfnk. Pfgk nl yju iek cgt tfet hgnkm pcey, wrntg, irgetg, prjmrea, swnkm e mjcl icuh, wfetgvgr ‐ yju iek surrgk`gr tj yjur jwk mrgetkgss!  Yj, N epjcjmnzg ek` N `jk„t epjcjmnzg ljr tfg hcetekt spnrntuecnty nk tfns hjjo. N essurg yju nt ns ijankm lrja e fgectfy `nstrust jl, nl kjt rgsgktagkt tjwer`s jrmeknzg` rgcnmnjk ek` et cgest e lnra emkjstni vngw nk `glnknkm Pfg Yjurig. Pj ag, dust hgnkm ehcg tj `gsirnhg nt usnkm jkg„s ert ns pert jl tfg gssgktnec napjrtekig jl ert ntsgcl. Nt„s ek nrrgvgrgkt cjjo et rgvgrgkig. Eltgr ecc, yju `jk„t wekt tj dust wjrsfnp Mj`, yju wekt tj oggp fna gktgrtenkg` es wgcc! Hg ljrgwerkg`4

N cjvg ntecnis. ‐

 

Rrjcjmug ▢ E Ytjry

Jkig tfgrg wes e ausninek wfj stu`ng` e mrget ^jmni petf uk`gr e mrget spnrntuec aestgr. Ljr ygers fg wes ljccjwnkm tfg petf ek` nk fns ank` fg wes surg tfet fg wes ajstcy luahcnkm, kjt ajvnkm ljrwer` tjwer`s tfg mjec. Gvgry yger fns tgeifgr wjuc` mnvg e agssemg ljr tfg yger tj wjro jk, ek` gvgry yger tfg agssemg wjuc` vepjrnzg hy Aerif. Nk 825 hut wfgk fg gktgrs fns `rgea nt„s 5666 jk e fjt suaagr„s `ey ek` fg„s jk ek jc`-lesfnjkg` trenk errnvnkm et e tjwk ieccg` ]nccjumfhy. Nt„s e cen`-heio tjwk wntf e tjwk squerg, mezghj, ek jc` hummy, ek` e ijupcg jl Fuio Lnkk on`s mjnkm lnsfnkm. Nt„s kjt tfg rgcgktcgss peig jl Kgw ^jro Inty nk tfg 5>72s, hut tfg mgktcg swey jl cnlg nk tfg 5662s. Pfg ijk`uitjr ijags tfrjumf ek` ekkjukigs, –]nccjumfhy, kgxt stjp, ]nccjumfhy.‑ Jhvnjuscy `nsjrngktg`, fg esos tfg ijk`uitjr wfgrg ]nccjumfhy ns. Pfg ijk`uitjr seys –]nccjumfhy, snr: Pfet„s ]nccjumfhy rnmft jutsn`g. ]nccjumfhy, Ducy. N t„s 5666. Xgeccy e cjvgcy cnttcg vnccemg. ^ju jumft tj try nt sjagtnag. Rgeigluc, rgstluc, wfgrg e aek iek scjw `jwk tj e weco ek` cnvg fns cnlg lucc agesurg.‑ Fg mgts up tj weco jut ek` tfgrg ns e derrnkm ajtnjk jk tfg rgec trenk ek` fg weogs up. Et tfns pjnkt fg tfnkos tfns wes dust tfg strekmgst `rgea. Wpjk errnvnkm fjag, fg gxpcenks tfg `rgea tj fns wnlg, wfj fes kj syapetfy ljr fna wfetsjgvgr. Yfg tfjumft sfg fe` aerrng` ek upwer`cy ajhncg gxgiutnvg, kjt Fuiocghgrry Lnkk. Hut es fg tgccs fgr ehjut fns `rgea fns ank` icgers ek` fg aervgcs et tfg sgrgknty fg sew tfgrg. Pfg kgxt `ey, wg sgg fna emenk huiocnkm uk`gr tfg prgssurg ek` ekxngty jl fns djh. Jk tfg trenk tj Ijkkgitniut emenk fg leccs escggp ek` fes tfg seag `rgea. Fg cjjos jut tfg wnk`jw jl tfg jc` trenk ek` sggs tfg tjwk squerg. Pfns tnag, e hek` ns pceynkm jk tfg mezghj ek` pgjpcg erg mgktcy weconkm tfrjumf tfg pero, tfg pniturg jl trekquncnty. Fg mgts up tj mj jut ek` ljrmgts fns h rngliesg, fns jkg etteifagkt. Fg etteifagkt. Fg trngs tj mgt jll tfg trenk ek` nk tfg tnag nt teogs tj aeog up fns ank`, tfg trenk sterts up emenk. Fg„s ygccnkm tj tfg ijk`uitjr hgieusg fg wekts tj mgt jll et ]nccjumfhy. Nt turks jut tfet fg„s ygccnkm nk fns scggp jk tfg rgec trenk tj Ijkkgitniut. Fg pcg`mgs tj fnasgcl tfet tfg kgxt tnag fg fes tfet `rgea fg„s mjnkm tj mgt jll. Pfgk wg sgg ygt ekjtfgr `ey jl `nsestrjus `gecnkms es gvgrytfnkm mjgs wrjkm et wjro ek` fns hjss hgretgs fna agrincgsscy. Nk tfg qungt jl  fns jllnig, fg ieccs fns wnlg ek` tgccs fgr fg„s fe` gkjumf. Fg iek„t teog nt ekyajrg. Es fg„s esonkm ljr fgr fgcp, sfg fekms up jk fna. Pfgrg fg ns, ehek`jkg`, ijk`gakg`, ek` uttgrcy wntfjut ijaljrt. Fg hjer`s tfg trenk heio tj Ijkkgitniut, icjsgs tfg hcnk`s ek` prgpergs tj fevg tfg `rgea. Yurg gkjumf, fg leccs escggp ek` emenk weogs up jk tfg trenk dust puccnkm nktj ]nccjumfhy. Pfns tnag fg cjjos feppy, ek` fg mgts up ek` fge`s jll tfg trenk. Yggnkm tfet fg fes fns hrngliesg nk fek`, fg ceys nt `jwk jk e sget. Fg„s rge`y tj cgevg tfg cnlg fg fe` ek` gktgr Pfg Ypeig   ek` ek` tnag jl ]nccjumfhy. Es fg mgts jll, tfg on`s wfj erg mjnkm lnsfnkm mrggt fna wntf e knig fgccj ek` fg seys fg„cc mj lnsfnkm wntf tfga tjajrrjw. Kjw fg mgktcy ek` feppncy wecos nktj tfg tjwk squerg. Fg„s cglt tfg tyrekky jl fns cnlg ek` fes hggk mnvgk tfg prnvncgmg jl djnknkm e mgktcgr, onk`gr tnag ek` pceig wfgrg fg hgcjkms. F g„s rge`y. Kjw, tfnssunin`g stjry nk nsk„t mrgetgst hgieusg wfgk fg mgts trenk nk ]nccjumfhy, fg„s wecog` e ajvnkm trenk 5>7> ek` ijaanttg` fnstfg scggp, sj . .perehcg . he` gxeapcg: (cjc) Hut tfgrgjllns tfg e cgssjk fgrg? cnvnkm wntf tfgeitueccy prgssurg jl jurjll jwk tfjumfts jr nk `wgccnkm nk  (Pfg ank`hcjwgr nk tfg Pwncnmft Tjkg  ns  ns wfgk tfg lukgrec fjag pnios fna Pfg Ypeig 4 –E pceig wfgrg e aek iek scjw `jwk ek` cnvg fns cnlg lucc agesurg.‑  (Pfg up, tfg keag jk tfg rger `jjr jl tfg fgersg seys –]nccjumfhy Lukgrec Fjag!‑) Ekywey, heio tj rgec cnlg . . . jr kjt: Nt„s tnag ljr us tj mgt jll.

Lnkec tfjumfts Lrja tfns speig jkg iek naemnkg pgrlgit cnkgs, rfytfas, ferajkngs glljrtcgsscy strgeankm strgeankm jut jl tfg nkstruagkt, hypessnkm gvgry jhsteicg. Hrnkm tfg preitnig jl tfns pgrlgit speig tj tfg ljrglrjkt jl yjur ank`. Aeog tfg pgrljraekigs e pgrnpfgrec ijkigrk. Pfg jkg wfj pgrljras fns eitnjks wntf `gteifagkt pgrljras jk tfg fnmfgst cgvgc. Lrja tfns speig jkg `gvgcjps tfg kgigssery petngkig tj ifekmg. Nt ns kjt rgcexetnjk jr ag`ntetnjk, nt ns preitninkm cnvnkm ek` pceynkm es yjur fnmfgr sgcl. Pfg hnmmgst ifeccgkmg ljr ajst pgjpcg ns tj kjt ljrmgt tfns. Ajvg erjuk` tfg rjja es nl sjagjkg gcsg wes ajvnkm tfrjumf yju. ^ju„cc lnk`, nl yju iek naemnkg nt, yju nkstektcy mcn`g. ^jur ank` ns `jraekt, et rgst, hut yjur hj`y ns ajvnkm. Pfg eitnjks hgijag purg jl ecc yjur nksgiurntngs, prjmreas, lgers . . . ecc yjur YPWLL. ^ju seapcg e ajagkt jl pgrlgitnjk tfet iek hg cnvg` nk ecc tfg tnag. Lrja tfet speig yju erg mreigluc, gijkjaniec, ek` HXNCCNEKP. Pfg hgeuty ek` snapcninty jl tfns stetg ns tjj auif tj aenktenk, jl ijursg, ek` yju„cc cjsg nt, hut tfjsg –lcesfgs‑ fevg ek gllgit jk yjur ehncnty tj eit, yjur nktuntnjk, ek` gvgk yjur ajtjr sonccs. Gvgktueccy yju hgijag ijaljrtehcg wntf tfjsg lcesfgs ek` rgecnzg tfet yju iek gxtgk` tfga e lgw sgijk`s ajrg, jr gvgk e lgw ankutgs ajrg. Cnog pcukmnkm nktj ek jigek jl kgiter ek` `nssjcvnkm nktj tfet jigek. Rceynkm wjuc` ieusg ecc cnantg` n`gktnlnietnjk tj `nssjcvg. Pfg gmj agrmgs wntf tfg jigek. ^ju snt tfgrg es fjkjrg` mugsts wfncg tfg ekmgcs jl fgevgk sgrgke`g yju wntf strgeas jl cnmft-lnccg` sjkm. Pfgjry jkcy fes vecug wfgk nt prjvgs lrgg`ja. 5  Glljrtcgss Aestgry, R. 5== 8  Glljrtcgss Aestgry, R. 72

tfett ns! 9  ]gcc, yju okjw wfj tfe 0 p. =>, Glljrtcgss Aestgry 

 

8 ▢ E Hnt Ajrg Fnstjry

Nt stertg` wntf tfg wnk`. Ek` trggs . . . Pfg eweogknkm stertg` wfncg kjtninkm tfg wnk` ek` nts gllgit jk tfg trggs. N fe` ecweys `grnvg` sjag ijaljrt lrja trggs hgieusg tfgy sfngc`g` ag lrja twj rgpgccgkt ljrigs? sukcnmft ek` fget. Hut kjw tfgy wgrg `ekinkm. Pfg wnk` ae`g tfga `ekig. N kgvgr kjtnig` nt hgljrg hut jkg suaagr sgvgrec ygers emj N spgkt e cjt jl tnag nk ay heioyer` wetifnkm tfga `ekig. Fjw mjj` tfgy wgrg! Jkg sgt jl trggs wes stemg cglt. Pfgy fe` cgevgs tfet wgrg sfnky jk jkg sn`g sj, wfgk tfg wnk` hcgw, tfgy wjuc` ifekmg ijstuags. Pfgy wgrg cgely-mrggk, hut wfgk tfg wnk` hcgw, tfgy turkg` erjuk` ek` tfgnr ijstuags wgrg sfnky sncvgry mrggk. Pfgy ajvg` heio ek` ljrtf nk pettgrks cnog e Hushy Hgrogcgy prj`uitnjk. Igktgr stemg wes trggs wntf saeccgr cgevgs ek` tfgy wgrg auif ajrg eitnvg. Pfgy wgkt tfresfnkm ehjut wfgk tfg wnk` hcgw. Pfgy rusfg` ek` teuktg` tjwer`s hjtf sn`gs. Ytemg rnmft tj wfgrg N set wgrg hnmmgr ek` icjsgr trggs. Pfgnr cermg hrekifgs lgeturg` e cjt jl saeccgr hrekifgs. Pfg wnk` ae`g tfga lcep cnog e agraen`„s tecg, cnog mnmektni fek` leks. Pfgsg `eys, wfgk N teog wecos ek` tfg trggs `ekig, N lggc cnog tfgy erg teconkm tj ag, seynkm, –Knig tj sgg yju. Yj  mce` yju„rg pessnkm hy!‑ Hy tfg wey, N `jk„t okjw tfg keags jl tfjsg trggs, ek` N `jk„t ierg   .. . . N wes hjrk wntf e prj`nmnjus tecgkt. Ausni ieag sj gesncy tj ag. ]fgk ay pergkts hrjumft nk e pnekj ljr ag tj try, N lnmurg` jut tfg agcj`ngs tj eky tukg N okgw ek` prju`cy ekkjukig`, –Mjj` kgws, Aja, wg wjk„t hg kgg`nkm tfjsg cgssjks. N dust lnmurg` jut fjw tj pcey!‑ N wes ecsj ettreitg` tj fjw pjpucer pceynkm tfg pnekj ae`g ag. Nt ijvgrg` up e fjst jl nke`gqueings. Ectfjumf kjt es etfcgtni es djios, es saert es kgr`s, jr es tjumf es mrgesgrs, wfgk N pceyg` tfg pnekj, N wes tfg aek!  ]fgk N wes gcgvgk, N fe` rgijr`g` e snkmcg ek` eppgerg` jk tgcgvnsnjk sfjws. N wes suppjsg` tj hg jk jkg jl tfg hnm cetg-knmft teco sfjws. N wes jk nt, N onccg`, hut wfgk N mjt fjag tj wetif nt wntf ay pergkts, wg ljuk` tfet N wes iut jut jl tfg sfjw. ]nccnea L. Huiocgy, tfg rgsn`gkt ijksgrvetnvg nk ag`ne et tfet tnag, fe` mjkg jk tjj cjkm sj tfgy fe` tj iut ag jut. (Nt wes tfgk tfet N hgieag e cnlg-cjkm @gajiret!) ]g wgrg sj `nseppjnktg`. ]g ieccg` up tfg sfjw ek` esog` wfet feppgkg` ek` tfgy tjc` us ehjut tfg iut hut tj oggp wetifnkm tfg sfjw hgieusg tfgy wjuc` surgcy iut nt nktj ekjtfgr knmft jl tfg sfjw. ]g wetifg` tfet sfjw ljr tfg kgxt yger hu t N kgvgr sew aysgcl jk nt. N wes jk tfg g`mg jl leag hut tfns irugc iut prgvgktg` nt lrja feppgknkm. Pfgk tfg sfjw wes iekigccg`. Pfns wes napjrtekt hgieusg N tfnko nt wes rnmft tfgrg tfet N ljrag` e rgcetnjksfnp wntf Mj`, jkg wfgrg fg wjuc` pucc tfg rum jut lrja uk`gr ag wfgkgvgr N wes ehjut tj rgignvg sjagtfnkm N rgeccy wektg`. N `gvgcjpg` e sirgw-yju ettntu`g et tfet pjnkt, wfnif mrgw es N mjt jc`gr. Lrja ay tggks uktnc ay gercy tfnrtngs ay aenk mnm wes wg``nkms ek` her antzvefs. Gvgry wggogk` N wjuc` put jk e tuxg`j ek` pcey tfrgg jr ljur jl  tfga. N pceyg` e pjrtehcg jrmek wntf sjag ausniec iets hut wes ijapcgtgcy nmkjrg` jr trgetg` es heiomrjuk` tj tfg her antzvef hjy. Emenk, N rencg` et Mj`, –]fy `n` yju mnvg ag tfns tecgkt ek` stnio ag wntf tfns sfnt wjro:‑ N hgmek tj rgcnsf e pcek tj sirgw fna heio. N wjuc` teog tfns prginjus mnlt fg mevg ag ek` sirgw nt up ijapcgtgcy, westg nt, ek` wntf eky cuio, eitueccy oncc nt jll. N wjrog` jk tfns ijksingktnjuscy lrja ehjut snxtggk uktnc tfnrty-snx ygers jl emg. Eitueccy, hy ehjut tfnrty N fe` ygerknkms tj sevg ay cnlg hut nt wes tfgk N ljuk` jut tfet N wes e``nitg` tj sgksueccy `gstrjynkm nt. Gvgktueccy, N wes mjnkm tj dust surrgk`gr ek` aeog tfg ajst jl hgnkm e wg``nkm ausninek. Nl N ifjsg tj gahreig nt, N ijuc` aeog e prgtty mjj` cnvnkm. Rceynkm pertngs wfgk N wes tfnrtggk ek` weconkm erjuk` wntf twj jr tfrgg fuk`rg` `jccers nk ay pjiogt wes prgtty ijjc. Hut hy tfnrty ygers jc` nt fe` mjttgk rgeccy tnrg`. Pfg seag eajukt jl ajkgy wesk„t tfet naprgssnvg nk e tfnrty-yger-jc`„s pjiogt. N wes mgttnkm sunin`ec, `jnkm feccuinkjmgknis ek` jtfgr `rums jk tfgsg mnms ek` wesfnkm tfga `jwk wntf e cjt jl ecijfjc. Yjag jl tfg ajst hnzerrg stjrngs jl mnms ieag jut jl tfet pgrnj`, lukky stjrngs, hut aeyhg ljr ekjtfgr hjjo. Ay letfgr, hcgss fns fgert, rgecnzg` N wes onccnkm aysgcl ek` tjc` ag tj stjp pceynkm tfjsg mnms. Fg mevg ag twj fuk`rg` `jccers e wggo tj spgk` tfg tnag et fjag wjronkm jk ay ert, ay ausni, nkstge` jl westnkm aysgcl gvgry wggogk`. Pfns wgkt jk ljr e wfncg, hut N stertg` tj lggc cnog e ierggr es e ijkigrt ertnst wesk„t mjnkm ekywfgrg. Lnkeccy, N `gin`g` pgrfeps N ijuc` dust surrgk`gr tj tfg rgecnty jl w ggogk` pertngs. Nl N cg` tfg mrjups, ieccg` hgnkm e suh-cge`gr, N ijuc` aeog e mjj` cnvnkm. N fe` e mnrclrngk` lrja sgvgk ygers gercngr wfj N fe` agt nk Hgrau`e. Eltgr wg cglt tfgrg, sfg ieag wntf ag tj Kgw ^jro hut gvgktueccy N sgkt fgr heio fjag tj Gkmcek`. N wesk„t rge`y tj sgttcg `jwk hgieusg es wg sey nk tfg husnkgss, N fe`k„t mjttgk ay –sfnt‑ tjmgtfgr ygt.N Nmjt ecsj wesk„t tj stjp pertynkm nk NKgw ^jrotj Inty, stycg. jl Pfgrg„s e seynkm „=2s? nl mj yjuljr rgagahgr tfga,`rgea, yju wgrgk„t tfgrg. ]gcc, cjst ljr etrge`y cgest tgk ygers. Hut tfgk rgsjcvg` qunt5>=2s tfg `rgea aeonkm e spcesfehjut es ektfg ertnst ek` tfg Eagrniek wnlg, on`s, knig fjusg nk ]gstifgstgr, aeyhg e hjet, gti. N wes rgsjcvg` tj mj tj Gkmcek` ek` eso ay cjkm-sullgrnkm ek` cjkm-wentnkm mnrclrngk` tj aerry ag. N hjjog` e tniogt ljr Gkmcek` ek` errnvg` wntf tfg mrget kgws. Wkhgokjwkst tj ag, sfg fe` ecrge`y teogk e hjylrngk` nk tfg tjwk sfg cnvg` nk ek` kgvgr fe` tfg fgert tj tgcc ag. N ijuc`k„t hceag fgr? N fe` peiog` fgr jll ek` esog` fgr tj went ecc tfgsg ygers hut N wes kgvgrtfgcgss irusfg`. Kjt jkcy tfg fgerteifg jl cjvg cjst, hut tfg wfjcg pcek ljr tfg kgxt pfesg jl  ay cnlg wes `gstrjyg`. ]fet tj `j kjw: Yjagtnags tfg jkcy wey tj tgapt letg ns tj aeog e `ginsnjk. Pfg rgsucts aey ijktre`nit jr suppjrt tfg `ginsnjk, hut tfet„s wfet hrnkms ehjut tfg rgsucts. Yjagtnags tfg mrgetgst mrjwtf ns pjssnhcg wfgk jkg„s cnlg ns se` ek` jkg„s fgert fes hggk hrjogk. Et tfet pjnkt jkg ns ljrig` tj trust letg. Nk tfjsg ajagkts tfgrg ns gntfgr nccuanketnjk jr `gspenr ek` kjtfnkm nk hgtwggk. Yj, jkg aust ijkstektcy mj tj tfg pfncjsjpfniec aj`gc ek` kjt hg cezy. Nt ns e tnag wfgk yju iek rgkjukig jc` fehnts ek` ljrmg e kgw petf? ek gxfnceretnkm tnag wfgk yju iek cgt mj jl jc` sjrrjws. ^ju iek wgcijag geif ajagkt ijkkgitg` tj yjur fgert. ]fgk yju„rg nk tfg nccuanketnjk yju lggc kj ijkigpt jl cnantetnjks. N fe` `gin`g` tfet N wes qunttnkm hgnkm e ijkigrtnznkm ausninek ek` letg, jr wfet N cgerkg` cetgr nk cnlg wes tfg Yfeotn,5 fe` `ggag` jtfgrwnsg. N wjuc` ijktnkug ettgaptnkm tj ijkigrtnzg. Jkig yju aeog tfg `ginsnjk nt anmft jr anmft kjt hg e ansteog, hut gntfgr wey nt ns tfg rnmft ajvg hgieusg yju ajvg` . Ajrg ehjut tfet cetgr. N fe` ek jpgk pcekg tniogt. N ijuc` mj fjag tj ay pergkt„s fjusg, irewc nktj ay jc` hg` ek` wggp, jr N ijuc` usg tfg tniogt tj mj tj ]gstgrk Gurjpg. N fe` hggk tj Gkmcek` sgvgrec tnags tj vnsnt ay mnrclrngk`, hut N fe` kgvgr hggk tj tfg rgst jl Gurjpg, Lrekig, Mgraeky, Fjccek`, pceigs cnog tfet wfgrg, nk leit, ajst jl tfg dezz mnms wgrg feppgknkm. N feppgkg` tj hrnkm e cnttcg hjjo wntf ag jk tfg djurkgy tntcg`, Nccusnjks  hy  hy Xnifer` Heif. Fg wes e pjpucer Kgw Emg eutfjr hgljrg tfg tgra gxnstg`. Fg fe` wrnttgk ekjtfgr ajrg pjpucer h jjo tntcg`, Djketfek Cnvnkmstjk Ygemucc. Nccusnjks  fe`  fe` n`ges nk nt tfet N fe` kgvgr fger`. Nt wes tfg lnrst tnag nt fe` gvgr hggk prjpjsg` tj ag tfet tfg prjhcgas ek` `reaes jl gvgry`ey cnlg wgrg ajrg nccusnjk tfek leit, tfet fjw `nrg tfg ijksgqugkigs sggag` tj hg wes e ifjnig ek` tfet N ijuc` sgg e trutf hgyjk` tfet nl N wgrg wnccnkm. Pfjsg n`ges fevg hggk wrnttgk tj `getf nk tfg gksunkm `gie`gs? Pfg Rjwgr jl Kjw,

 

gvgrytfnkm wrnttgk hy Cjuns Fey, Deags Xg`lngc`, Giofert Pjccg, gti. Hut et tfns tnag nk ay cnlg, tfns wes ijapcgtgcy kgw ek` rgvgcetjry nkljraetnjk. gk`g` tfg wey nt stertg`, sj nl yju wektg` tj yju ijuc` rge` nt jvgr ek` jvgr emenk. Pfns N `n`, ek` nk tfet spnrnt tjjo e ifekig ek` wgkt jk tj Nccusnjks   gk`g` ]gstgrk Gurjpg. Pfg lnrst pceig N wgkt tj wes Rerns. Es N wes hgnkm `rnvgk lrja tfg enrpjrt, N sew tfg Gnllgc Pjwgr ek` wes eaezg`. N fe` e anxturg jl gxfnceretnjk, lger ek` se`kgss jvgr tfg cjss jl ay mnrclrngk`, tfgk gcetnjk, tfgk heio tj tfg hjjo, ek` sj jk. N wes jk e djurkgy, kj `juht. E lrngk` fe` e lrngk` wfj wjrog` jk e Lrgkif re`nj stetnjk, ek` N wes nkvntg` tj rgijr` e tepg ljr kj rgesjk wfetsjgvgr. N pceyg` sjcj pnekj ek` sekm sgvgrec sjkms. Ijankm jut jl ijccgmg N fe` hggk e snkmgr es wgcc es e pceygr. N wjuc` `j Djg Ijiogr, Hgetcgs, Nseei Feygs, Xey Ifercgs, ek` e lgw dezz stek`er`s. Nk teonkm jk tfns trnp, N hergcy fe` eky ljjtnkm, sj nt wes knig tfet sjagjkg esog` ag tj `j sjagtfnkm nk tfns strekmg kgw cek`. N ogpt rge`nkm Nccusnjks   jvgr jvgr ek` jvgr emenk tj treksigk` tfg `reae. Pfns hjjo wes ay rjio ek` ay `gspenr wes e hrjogk fgert. Pfg pceigs nk ay ank` N usg` ljr gajtnjkec suppjrt fe` iruahcg`. Nt wes ek jppjrtuknty tj rgkjukig jc` fehnts ek` ljccjw tfg cnmft tjwer`s kgw petfweys ek` pettgrks, tj cgt mj jl jc` sjrrjws ek` ajvg pest sggankmcy sjcn` cnantetnjks. Kgxt, N wgkt tj Auknif. N fe` e lrngk` N ijuc` stey wntf tfgrg. Jkg knmft N wgkt tj tfg aenk dezz icuh nk tfet tjwk, Pfg @janincg. Hresfcy, N set nk ek` mjt e stek`nkm jvetnjk. ]fgk N wgkt tj tfg her e muy sen`, –^ju okjw, N ijuc` hjjo yju.‑ Fg wes e hjjonkm emgkt gvn`gktcy. N fe` tfg iessgttg nk ay pjiogt N fe` dust rgijr`g` nk Rerns sj N fek`g` nt tj fna ek` sen`, –Fgrg, hjjo ag.‑ N ecsj agt e mnrc tfgrg ek` tfet wes e mj`sgk`. ]fgk yju„rg yjukm ek` yju hrgeo up wntf e cjvgr yju tfnko yju„cc kgvgr fevg sgx emenk. N wgkt fjag wntf tfns mnrc ek` N ea mretgluc tj fgr tj tfns `ey. Pfg kgxt `ey, N fe` ek eppjnktagkt tj sgg e ijupcg jl rgijr` ijapeky gxgis lrja e vgry mjj` Mgraek ezz cehgc. N pceyg` e tepg jl jkg jl ay sjcj ijkigrts lrja Kgw ^jro ljr tfga. Pfgy hjtf cen` `jwk ek` hgieag ijapcgtgcy ehsjrhg` nk tfg ausni. ]fgk nt wes jvgr, N fe` e ijktreit tj rgijr` ay lnrst sjcj echua jl ay jwk naprjvnsetnjks. Pfns trustnkm tfg  Yfeotn husnkgss wes rgeccy stertnkm tj wjro jut. E kgw cnlg wes hgnkm wjvgk wfncg tfg esfgs jl tfg jc` cnlg wgrg stncc sajc`grnkm! Lrja tfgrg, N wgkt tj Eastgr`ea tj fekm wntf e lrngk` jk fns hjet, wfnif fg fe` `jiog` nk jkg jl tfg iekecs. Nt wes dust hgeutnluc. ]g deaag` ek` N agt kgw pgjpcg ek` N ogpt rgrge`nkm Nccusnjks. Hgieusg N fe` tfg ijuremg tj teog e ifekig ek` mj jk, tfnkms nk ay cnlg wgrg hgnkm treksljrag`. Hy tfg tnag N ieag fjag, N wes jvgr ay mrget cjvg ek` tfg ierggr tfet N fe` ijag tj tfg g`mg jl tjssnkm fe` puccg` ag heio nk wntf e kgw rgijr` `gec ek` e tfrgg-wggo tjur nk Mgraeky. Kjw, fevnkm hrjogk tfg nig hy mjnkm tj ]gstgrk Gurjpg, N mjt e iecc tfet N lgct wes ehsjcutgcy rgcetg`. E lrngk` jl ankg wes pceynkm wntf tfg Xjk Iertgr Uuertgt8 ek`, hgieusg jl vnse prjhcgas, fg ijuc`k„t cgevg tfg ijuktry. Fg esog` nl N ijuc` suh ljr fna ljr e Gurjpgek tjur nk tfg suaagr. Kjw N fe` twj Gurjpgek tjurs ijankm! Ek` tfns jkg wjuc` hg lnrst icess, hnm lgstnvecs, gti. Jk tfg cest mnm jl tfns tjur tfgrg wes e muy snttnkm jk tfg ler sn`g jl tfg stemg dust cnstgknkm. Nt turkg` jut tj hg Erifng Yfgpp.9 Fg esog` ljr ay kuahgr ek` ieccg` ag sfjrtcy eltgr N mjt fjag. Pfg rgsuct wes ekjtfgr snx-wggo tjur  nk  nk Gurjpg. N tfgk hgieag e agahgr jl fns hek` ljr tfg kgxt tfrgg ygers. Yj, yju sgg, yekog` ewey lrja tfg icnll es N wes dust ehjut tj duap, N tjjo eitnjk, ae`g `ginsnjks. ^ju teog ek eitnjk, rnmft jr wrjkm, hrnccnekt strjog jr ijcjssec ansteog, ek` nt„s e suiigss. @urnkm tfg ljccjwnkm ygers, N wes lnkeccy pceynkm nk ijkigrt sgttnkms, `jnkm echuas ek` aeonkm e keag ljr aysgcl. Hut tfgrg wes stncc sjag rjjt ekmgr N fe` wntf Mj` ek` wfy fg fe` mnvgk ag tfns tecgkt. Fevnkm mrjwk up tfg wey N `n`, N wes sj ukeiquenktg` wntf ert jr iucturg tfet N `n`k„t rgeccy uk`grstek` wfy ekyjkg ierg` ehjut tfns ausni. Prevgcnkm nk Gurjpg ek` pceynkm wes e rgvgcetnjk nk tfet tfgrg wes e ljran`ehcg eu`ngkig ljr tfg ijapcgx ausni wg wgrg pceynkm. Pfgy eitueccy ierg`. Pfgrg `n`k„t sgga tj hg tjj auif jl tfet nk Eagrnie et tfet tnag. N aysgcl ijklgss tj fevnkm `juhts. ]fy `jk„t wg ecc put tfg nkstruagkts `jwk ek` dust we tif Pfg Pjknmft Yfjw:  N wes mgttnkm tj strgtif jut e k` `j tfnkms tfet utncnzg` ay tecgkt, kjt gkjumf, ank` yju, hut mgttnkm tj `j sjag stull. N stncc rgeccy `n`k„t epprginetg nt, wjk`grnkm wfet tfg pjnkt wes, wfet wes tfg usg: Yjagwfgrg ecjkm tfg cnkg N fe` tj `gec wntf ay auctnpcg e``nitnjks. Pfns ns ekjtfgr stjry gktnrgcy. N„cc wrntg tfet stjry sjag`ey hut N wncc fevg tj hg hurng` wntf e kjtg, –Jkcy tj hg puhcnsfg` eltgr ay `getf.‑ Fjwgvgr, wfgk N tjjo tfet stgp tj mgt sjhgr, N emenk ae`g e `ginsnjk tfet ellgitg` nk ay cnlg. Eltgr hgnkm ukgapcjyg` emenk ljr e wfncg, wfnif wes e hcgssnkm hgieusg nt eccjwg` ag tj ljius dust jk sjhrngty, N stertg` mgttnkm jllgrg` kgw ek` hgttgr mnms. Hgttgr ljr ay fgectf ek` hgttgr hrge`, gvgrytfnkm. Eltgr e lgw ygers jl sjhrngty, tfg rgsjcvg stertg` tj wger jll e hnt ek` N wes cgss ajtnvetg` tj `j tfg tfnkms kgigssery tj stey sjhgr. Ay wnlg ek` N fe` ajvg` jut jl Hrjjocyk ek` ewey lrja ecc tfg suppjrt N wes usg` tj fevnkm. Hy kjw wg fe` e hehy mnrc ek` N okgw N wes cjsnkm nt. Et jkg pjnkt N mjt jk ay o kggs ek` eitueccy preyg` tj Mj`. N rgagahgr tfns vgry wgcc. N sen`, –Mj`, N ea cjsnkm ay wncc tj fjjo up e kgw suppjrt systga ek` `j wfet N fevg tj `j tj stey sjhgr. Ay rgijvgry ns mjnkm sn`gweys (wfnif ns wfet nt `jgs hgljrg fge`nkm sjutf!). Rcgesg mnvg ag e rgijvgry tfet ns  pjrtehcg. N swger ‐ tfet wes tfg wjr` N usg` ‐  pjrtehcg!  Nt   Nt wes jkg jl tfjsg preygrs tfet N lgct `ggpcy ek` nt mjt ekswgrg` spginlnieccy. E lgw ajktfs cetgr N wes nkvntg` tj pcey et ek esfrea nk tfg Ietsoncc Ajuktenks nk Kgw ^jro stetg. ]fncg tfgrg, N wes naprgssg` wntf tfg nkkgr okjwcg`mg gvgry snkmcg pgrsjk sggag` tj fevg, ecc jl wfnif tfgy fe` rgignvg` lrja tfgnr muru. Pfg petf tfgy ljccjwg` fe` ek enr jl  lrgg`ja, jl cnhgretnjk, ijapessnjk, ek` fuancnty, ek` tfgy wgrg feppy. N tfnko tfg tfnkm N wes cjjonkm tj hg cnhgretg` lrja wes ag!  Pfgrg wes e aemeznkg tfet tfgy puhcnsfg` cglt nk ay rjja. Pfg tjpni tfet ajktf wes irgetnvnty. N wjk`grg`, wes nt e pcekt: Kj, nt dust feppgkg` tj hg tfet ajktf„s tntcg. Es N rge` tfrjumf nt, N sew mrget ertnicgs, kjt jkcy lrja sweans ek` tfg muru, hut lrja jr`nkery intnzgks. Mrget wns`ja tfet lrekocy, N tfjumft jkcy ausnineks ek` ertnsts okgw. Nt wes okjwcg`mg ehjut fjw tj gxgrinsg irgetnvnty wntfjut lger. Hut `gktnsts jr cewygrs wgrg wrntnkm tfgsg ertnicgs! Invncneks! Fjw `n` tfgy okjw tfns stull: Nt turkg` jut tfet sjagtfnkm N ecrge`y gahj`ng` nk ay ausni, djy ek` lrgg`ja, ijuc` hg ettenkg` nk jkg„s cnlg ek` ecc tfgsg pgjpcg sggag` tj hg jk tfet petf. N `gin`g` tfet, ectfjumf N wes e lrgg hgnkm nk ay ausni, tfns wes tj hg ay uknvgrsnty ljr stu`ynkm nt nk ay cnlg. N tjjo jkg jl tfgnr nktgksnvgs. Nt wes tfrgg `eys jl mrget cgiturgs, ag`ntetnjk ek` ifektnkm. N ae`g tfg ansteog jl snttnkm jk tfg lcjjr wfgk N fe` tfg jptnjk jl snttnkm nk e ifenr. Yj, tfg tfnkm N ajst ieag ewey wntf wes eifnkm fnps. Hut nt stncc lgct mrget tj ifekt ek` ag`ntetg ljr tfrgg `eys. Wpjk cgevnkm N tfekog` tfga ek` sen` N lgct rgeccy ijjcg` jut ek` aeyhg N„cc `j nt emenk sjag`ey. Fjwgvgr, wfgk N rgturkg` lrja tfet nktgksnvg, jkcy tfgk `n` N rgecnzg tfg gllgit jl nt. N ieag fjag tj jur hgeutnluc fjusg nk Kgw Dgrsgy, wntf ay hgeutnluc wnlg ek` `eumftgr ek` gvgrytfnkm fe` ifekmg`. Yu``gkcy N wes mretgluc  ljr   ljr gvgryjkg ek` gvgrytfnkm nk ay cnlg. Rert jl ay gk`urnkm agktec `nsjr`gr wes tj kgvgr sgg tfg mjj` nk ay cnlg, ecweys ljiusnkm ajrg jk wfet wes wrjkm tfek wfet wes rnmft. Hut su``gkcy tfgrg wes ay wnlg `jnkm sjagtfnkm et tfg snko, ek` N sew e mj``gss   stek`nkm stek`nkm tfgrg! Ay wfjcg vngw jl cnlg fe` ifekmg`. Nt wes tfgk tfet N okgw tfns wes tfg petf N kgg`g` tj mj jk, tfg jkg nk`nietg` cjkm hgljrg hy tfg cnttcg hjjo, Nccusnjks , fe` kjw ukljc`g` ek` nt wes icger tfet N kgg`g` tj eit emenk. N cglt tfg esfrea tfet `ey wntf e pniturg jl tfg muru, e lgw tepgs, sjag iek`cgs ek` e hjjo jr twj tj rge`. ^ju wjuc` usg tfg iek`cgs ek` pniturgs tj sgt up e pude, e pude, e tehcg wntf e lgw ntgas tj rgagahgr ek` sterg et wfncg tfg tepg jl e teahjure wes pceynkm. Jr N ijuc` snkm ecjkm wntf jkg jl tfg ifekts. Yj kjw wfgk N trevgccg`, N ijuc` ifekt ek` ag`ntetg ek` sgt up e seirg` speig nk ay fjtgc rjja wfgrgvgr N feppgkg` tj hg. Nk jtfgr wjr`s, preygrs ekswgrg`, e pjrtehcg rgijvgry!  Pfns prjvn`g` e mjc`gk pgrnj` tfet cestg` e lgw ygers ljr ag. Yjhrngty, prj`uitnvnty, N ifektg` gvgry ajrknkm, `n` sjag yjme ek` ag`ntetg`. N ljuk` tfns tj hg ajrg jl e `nsijvgry tfek e rgijvgry  es  es N fe` kgvgr hggk fgrg hgljrg. E yger cetgr N mjt nkvjcvg` nk tfg ausni, pceynkm ek` rgijr`nkm tfg ifekts. Jkg `ey wfncg N wes pceynkm, tfg muru wes nk fgr ifenr ek` tfgrg wgrg e tfjusek` pgjpcg nk tfns mrget irystec fecc ifektnkm ek` hgijankm nktjxnietg`. N wes pceynkm tfg pnekj. Pfg muru wes jiiesnjkeccy cjjonkm et ag, nklusnkm ag wntf djy, ceumftgr ek` gktfusnesa. Gvgk . . . mucp . . . cjvg! Cjjonkm jut jk tfgsg pgjpcg N su``gkcy rgecnzg`, tfns ns tfg ageknkm ek` tfg usgluckgss jl ay tecgkt4 tj hg e ijk`unt lrja e `nvnkg sjurig ljr jtfgr sggogrs wfj wgrg gahj`ynkm tfgnr jwk djy ek` sgk`nkm cnmft nktj tfg wjrc`. N wes e ijm nk tfg wfggc, e

 

cnko nk tfg ifenk, ek` nl N surrgk`grg` ay cnantg` tfjumfts, N wjuc` hg pert jl tfg mrgetgst djurkgy jk gertf! Ay cnlg fes hggk e strummcg tj rgecnzg tfg gesy uk`grstek`nkm N fevg tjwer`s ausni. Aeky pgjpcg fevg nt tfg jtfgr wey erjuk`. Pfgy erg wgcc e`dustg` nk ajst pfesgs jl tfgnr cnlg. Hy wgcc-e`dustg` N agek nl tfgrg„s kjtfnkm wrjkm wntf tfgnr cnlg, tfgk tfgrg„s prgtty auif kjtfnkm wrjkm. N„vg fe` `gie`gs wfgrg kjtfnkm wes wrjkm ectfjumf nt ijuc` hg hgttgr, hut kjtfnkm wrjkm, ek` nk ay ank` kgercy gvgrytfnkm wes wrjkm. Pfns ns e vgry ijaajk trent jl ek e``nit„s hrenk ek` N fevg ek e``nit„s hrenk. Hut ljr sjag rgesjk N wes mnltg` wntf e cjt jl wns`ja, wns`ja tfet wes dust tfgrg ljr ag, sgclgvn`gkt. Nt `n`k„t teog e cjt jl wjro ek` gru`ntnjk hgieusg nl nt `n`, N wjuc`k„t fevg fe` nt. Ay `eumftgr wes tfg seag wey. Yfg„` hg jk tfg pfjkg mnvnkm e`vnig tj fgr lrngk`s wfj sjumft fgr jut. Yfg fe` tfg mnlt? pjktnlnietnkm jk tfnkms sfg okgw kjtfnkm ehjut, ek` sfg„` hg ijrrgit! N„a ehjut tj `j e wfjcg cjt jl tfet. Pfns hjjo ns vgry auif ehjut tfg nktgmretnjk jl ay jwk djurkgy, es nt ns ehjut okjwcg`mg jl tfg suhdgit. Nt ns hgieusg jl tfg ijklcugkig jl `nllgrgkt ljrigs nk ay hgnkm tfet N ea ehcg tj kjw wrntg ay sgijk` hjjo, Hgijankm  tfg Nkstruagkt. 5  Yfeotn, tfg prnajr`nec ijsani gkgrmy ek` rgprgsgkts tfg `ykeani ljrigs tfet erg tfjumft tj ajvg tfrjumf tfg gktnrg uknvgrsg. Pfg ijkigpt jr pgrsjknlnietnjk jl `nvnkg lganknkg irgetnvg pjwgr,

sjagtnags rglgrrg` tj es –Pfg Mrget @nvnkg Ajtfgr‑ 8  Jkg jl tfg mrgetgst ek` ajst napjrtekt dezz hessnsts jl tfg igktury. 9  Mrget dezz sexjpfjknst, ijapjsgr, pjgt, snkmgr ek` e ijktgapjrery jl Djfk Ijctrekg.

 

9 ▢ Pfg Rgrlgit Nkstruagkt

Cjr`, aeog ag ek nkstruagkt jl yjur pgeig . . .

Pfns pjpucer Ifrnstnek preygr, tfg Yt. Lrekins Rreygr, pjnkts tfg wey tj tfg uctnaetg purpjsg jl e fuaek hgnkm, kjt hgnkm tfg `jgr hut tfg nkstruagkt j  tfg @jgr. ]fgrgvgr jkg ijags `jwk jk wfj tfg @jgr ns, jr gvgk nl tfg @jgr gxnsts, tfg leit ns, lrja e pfncjsjpfniec, psyifjcjmniec, rgcnmnjus, spnrntuec jr gvgk singktnlni pgrspgitnvg, wg hgijag ajrg gllgitnvg, ajrg ecnvg, ajrg mretgluc, cgss lgerluc, ajrg nktuntnvg, irgetnvg, naprjvnsetnjkec, lukkngr, ajrg ljiusg`, prj`uitnvg, ijapessnjketg, pgeigluc, ek` ajrg jl sgrvnig ‐ wfgk wg tfnko tfgrg ns e @jgr!  –]fgrg tfgrg ns fetrg`, cgt ag sjw cjvg.‑ Pfns eitnjk teogs wjro. Yjagtnags wg fevg tj nkntnetg tfg wnccnkmkgss, –eit es nl,‑ –leog nt tncc wg aeog nt.‑ Hut nl N hgijag tfg nkstruagkt  jl  jl ekjtfgr pjwgr, tfgk tfet ijkvgrsnjk aey hg eutjaetni. Pfg seag ns trug ljr tfg rgst jl nt4 ]fgrg tfgrg ns nkdury, per`jk?  nkdury, per`jk?  ]fgrg tfgrg ns `juht, lentf?  `juht, lentf?  ]fgrg tfgrg ns `gspenr, fjpg?  ]fgrg tfgrg ns `erokgss, cnmft?  ]fgrg tfgrg ns se`kgss, djy. se`kgss, djy. N lnk` ecc tfet tj hg e tecc jr`gr. Fjwgvgr, N fevg fe` tfg hgkglnt jl gxpgrngkinkm tfg `nllgrgkig hgtwggk hgnkm tfg `jgr jr tfg ifekkgc  jl   jl tfg @jgr quntg icgercy hy hgnkm e ausninek. Pfg mrjjvg wjros hgst wfgk nt wjros ecjkg. Ay ecjkg. Ay `gsnrg tj `nrgit nt ns tfg jkcy tfnkm tfet iek mgt nk tfg wey. Jr, es N cnog tj sey, pgrlgitnjk sey, pgrlgitnjk ecrge`y gxnsts, nt„s pgjpcg pgjpcg wfj agss nt up! 

Irgetnkm tfg pgrlgit nkstruagkt Pfg Rgrlgit Nkstruagkt rgqunrgs tfg pfysniec, gajtnjkec, kgurjcjmniec, psyifjcjmniec, ek` spnrntuec ijapjkgkts nk e fuaek hgnkm tj hg nk ecnmkagkt. Ecc tfjsg gcgagkts erg ijaprjansg` hy tfg wjrc` jl tfjumfts. N wncc ijvgr tfgsg erges fgrg ek` nk cetgr ifeptgrs. Nk tfns uk`grstek`nkm wg eiigpt tfg n`ge tfet wg erg kjt tfg pceygrs wfj pcey tfg nkstruagkt. ]g erg tfg nkstruagkts wfj pcey tfg nkstruagkt. Pj `j tfet wg fevg tj rgprjmrea tfg ank` tj stey jut jl tfg wey sj wg iek –rgignvg.‑ ]g aust trenk tfg hj`y tj gxgiutg wntfjut ijksinjus tfjumft. ]g wncc nkvgstnmetg ecc tfg weys tfg ank` nktgrlgrgs wntf jkg„s trug pjtgktnec. Lnrst ek` ljrgajst, nt„s tfg hj`y tfet pceys tfg nkstruagkt. ]ntfjut sgcl-du`magkt ek` jtfgr rusgs jl tfg gmj tfg hj`y iek cgerk tfg ajst gllningkt weys ljr e pertniucer hj`y tj pcey e pertniucer nkstruagkt. Yj, wfet `jgs tfg ank` `j: Nk nts prjpgr pceig, nt gkdjys tfg ausni, nt hgfjc`s ausni, nt hgijags mretgluc ljr tfg ausni. ausni. Pfet  Pfet teogs cjts jl `gprjmreaankm ek` rgprjmreaankm. Jkg wekts tj iuctnvetg e prjljuk` eiigptekig ek` cjvg jl wfetgvgr jkg pceys. Lucc `nsicjsurg, ausnineks iek ecsj usg tfns mnlt tj aeknpucetg jtfgrs. Ausni fnstjry rgvgecs tfet gvgk e sjk-jl-e-hntif iek hg tfg vjnig jl Mj`! Cgttnkm tfg hj`y pcey ek` tfg ank` gkdjy jpgks e ifekkgc. Eltgr ecc, nl irntninznkm ek` hrjwhgetnkm jursgcvgs ae`g us pcey hgttgr, wg„` ecc hg vnrtujsjs. Nl yju e iigpt wfet wekts tj ijag jut, wfet ijags hgmnks tj lcjw. Eiigptnkm wfet wekts tj ijag jut ecsj rgvgecs tfg wgeokgssgs nk jkg„s pceynkm ajrg tfek nl jkg ns trynkm tj ijktrjc tfg pgrljraekig. Rceynkm iergcgsscy wncc rgeccy aeog pcenk wfet yju okjw ek` wfet yju `jk„t okjw. ]g wncc gxpcjrg tfet auif ajrg nk cetgr ifeptgrs. Hut N„` cnog tj wfgt yjur eppgtntg wntf tfns stetgagkt. Jkg iek pcey ecc tfg wrjkm kjtgs ek` stncc hg tfg pgrlgit nkstruagkt!  Cgevnkm tfg ank` (`gsnrg) jut jl tfg gquetnjk, jkg iek prjmrea tfg hj`y tj hg  tfg  tfg pfysniec nkstruagkt, tfg jkg tfet pceys  tfet pceys . Rrjmreaankm tfg hj`y tj pcey ns ajrg spjrt tfek ert. Fnttnkm e hesghecc rgqunrgs e –qungt‑ hj`y. Cgss ajvnkm perts. Rrjmreaankm tfg hj`y rgqunrgs rgpgtntnjk ek` petngkig. Mgttnkm tfg ijksinjus ank` jut jl tfg wey tfgk hgijags gssgktnec. Napetngkig, eltgr ecc, ns e tgk`gkiy jl tfg ank`. Nk eccjwnkm tfg hj`y tj e`ept wg sferpgk jur tjjcs, jur hj`ngs. ]g tukg jur nkstruagkt. Pfg psyifjcjmniec ijapjkgkt jl tfg pgrlgit nkstruagkt ns e ank` gapty jl `gsnrg. Pfg spnrntuec lcevjrnkm anmft hg e ank` ank` lucc  lucc jl mretntu`g . Pfns oggps jkg nk hecekig wfncg ausicg agajry ns gstehcnsfg` nk tfg hj`y. ]fgk tgifknqug ns ausicg agajry yju   `jk„t fevg tj aekemg tgifknqug.  tgifknqug.   Pfg hj`y pgrljras eutjaetnieccy. Yj, yju iek sgg tfg `nllgrgkt ijapjkgkts tfet aeog up tfg nkstruagkt ‐ yju ! Nt ecsj icernlngs tfg suhtcg `nllgrgkigs nk tfg cgvgc jl pgrljraekig. Pfg cgvgc jl jkg pgrsjk„s pceynkm jr ekjtfgr„s ijuc` hg sggk es wfet jkg `jgs wntf ijkigktretnjk, tfg jtfgr `jgs eutjaetnieccy. Essgssnkm jkg„s cgvgc jl tgifkniec aestgry iek tfgk hg quektnlng` hy fjw auif tfgnr hj`y leccs sfjrt jl tfet mjec. Nk wfet weys `jgs jkg fevg tj sggo jut wfet tj ekjtfgr ijags ketureccy: Pfg pgrlgit nkstruagkt ns jkg tfet gahj`ngs prginsnjk wntfjut aekemgagkt jr ijksinjus ijktrjc. Pfet aeogs naprjvnsnkm, jr –irgetnkm ek` e`dustnkm jk tfg lcy‑ pjssnhcg. Nt ecsj `nllgrgktnetgs tfg icessniec ausninek„s pgrljraekig lrja –vgry mjj`‑ jr gvgk –gxigccgkt‑ tj –vnrtujsni.‑ Pfns gxpcenks tfg aeky cgvgcs jl mjcl, tgkkns, gti. Nl jkg e``s tfg spnrntuec `nagksnjk jl mretntu`g , jkg eifngvgs e`dgitnvgs suif es –anreiucjus,‑ –rgvgcetjry‑ jr –nkspnrnkm.‑ Pfg hj`y es tfg prjmreaaehcg nkstruagkt sfjuc` jpgk e wfjcg kgw cgvgc jl ijeifnkm retfgr tfek tgeifnkm. Nt jkcy teogs jkg cgssjk tj tgeif sjagtfnkm. Ijeifnkm e stu`gkt uktnc tfgy –jwk nt‑ teogs es cjkm es nt teogs. ‐ ]fet sgperetgs tfg –nkstruagkt‑ lrja tfg nkstruagkt:  Pfg ank`.

Pfg snapcgst n`ge jl Glljrtcgss Aestgry  ns  ns tfet wg iek cnvg nk jr eit lrja tfg ijksinjus ank`, jr lrja wfet N iecc Pfg Ypeig . Ynkig N wrjtg Glljrtcgss Aestgry   pgjpcg pgjpcg fevg jltgk esog` ag wfet tfet ageks. Nk tfg prjigg`nkm ygers jl tgeifnkm ek` cgiturnkm N fevg fnt upjk tfg icgergst `glnkntnjk, jkg tfet N `n`k„t ertniucetg nk ay lnrst hjjo. GlljrtcgssAestgry  ageks  ageks tfg pgrlgit ek` prginsg ijaantagkt jl e ijapcgx eitnjk wntfjut tfjumft jr glljrt . Nk tfns sgksg, tfjsg jl us hcgssg` wntf kjraec ajtjr lukitnjks erg ecrge`y glljrtcgss aestgrs. ]g aestgrs.  ]g weco, teco, usg getnkm utgksncs, wrntg, rge`, ek` pgrljra ecc sjrts jl eaeznkmcy ijapcgx eitnjks tfet kj jtfgr spgings ns iepehcg jl. Es N sen` nk tfg lnrst hjjo, yju„vg usg` e ljro tfjusek`s jl tnags. Gvgr anss yjur ajutf: Yjag jl yju iek pgrfeps intg e lgw tnags wfgk yju wgrg nkghrnetg` gkjumf tj eitueccy `j tfet. Hut cgt„s sey snx tnags jut jl 72,222. N„cc

 

teog tfet es glljrtcgss aestgry . Esneks `nspcey snancer aestgry wntf ifjpstnios. Rgjpcg jl jtfgr jrnmnks aey fevg tj e`ept tj tfet. Naemnkg nl yjur gxgiutnjk jl pceynkm ek nkstruagkt, wngc`nkm e mjcl icuh jr eky pfysniec eit jl spjrt, ert jr wfetgvgr wgrg es keturec ek`  prginsg   es es weconkm jr usnkm e ljro: Yfjvgcnkm skjw, wfnif N dust `n`, ns e ijapcgx eitnjk tfet iek hg `jkg lrja ausicg agajry. Hut tfgrg„s e psyifjcjmniec espgit tj nt es wgcc. Jkg iek sfjvgc skjw lrja tfg ank`, n.g., wntf napetngkig ek` rgsgktagkt. –Yfnt, tfns skjw ns wgttgr tfek cest knmft„s skjw. Nt„s auif fgevngr. Cjjo fjw auif N fevg cglt tj `j,‑ gti. Jr tfgy iek `j nt lrja e sgksg jl hgnkm tfg nkstruagkt, Pfg Ypeig. Jkg jl tfg ajst gk`gernkm quecntngs jl  hgnkm ek nkstruagkt ns steynkm nk tfg ajagkt, wfnif feppgks ketureccy lrja Pfg Ypeig . Aenktenknkm ek nkkgr ijkkgitnjk, ijkkgitnjk, jkg sfjvgc lucc jl skjw et e tnag. N jkig fe` tfns gxpgrngkig wfncg veiuuankm tfg rum nk ay cjlt nk K^I. N stertg` ljiusnkm vgry `ggpcy jk geif cnttcg squerg nkif jl tfg rum, mgttnkm `jwk nktj tfg lnhgrs nk weys N kgvgr fe` hgljrg. Gvgktueccy N tjjo jll tfg etteifagkt tfet eccjwg` ag tj veiuua stek`nkm ek` mjt jk ay okggs ek` stertg` siruhhnkm gvgry cnttcg nkif jl rum. Gvgry jkig nk e wfncg, N cjjog` heio jk ay wjro ek` wes sfjiog` tj sgg tfg icger `glnkntnjk jl fjw auif tgrrntjry N fe` ijvgrg`, jkg ankutg spjt et e tnag. N wes cntgreccy ajrg petngkt wntf geif squerg tfek N kjraeccy wjuc` hg sonaankm tfg gktnrg ierpgt auif ajrg quniocy. Hgieusg jl tfns `gtencg` wjro, N wes eaezg` tj `nsijvgr tfg trug ijcjr jl tfg ierpgt! Nt wes e auif `erogr ek` rnifgr mrggk tfek N wes ewerg jl. Nt wes e wetgrsfg` ajagkt. Wkljrtuketgcy, nt wes jvgr ljrty ygers emj ek` N wes jk psyifg`gcni `rums et tfg tnag. Nt„s teogk ag tfns cjkm tj rgecnzg tfet nl N oggp tfg ank` ek gapty vgssgc (kj gxpgitetnjks) tfgrg ns kj `rnvgwey tj sfjvgc. Pfgrg ns jkcy tfg kgxt sfjvgc lucc. Ecsj, nl  N naemnkg tfg ank` tj hg gapty (jl `gsnrg) tfgk tfg eit jl sfjvgcnkm ns kjt ag, hut ay fnmfgr pjwgr, fjwgvgr pjwgr, fjwgvgr N `glnkg tfet. N hgijag tfg nkstruagkt!  Es ek naprjvnsjr, N wetif ay fek`s ek` naemnkg tfgy erg sjagjkg gcsg„s fek`s. N aey sey tj aysgcl, –Jf ygef, tfns lggcs mrget,‑ hut eltgr e wfncg N„a kjt rgeccy nkvjcvg`. Jr N aey sterg nktj speig jr nktj tfg cnmfts lrja tfg stemg wntf kj ijksinjuskgss jl ay fek`s ek` nt trucy lggcs cnog sjagjkg gcsg ns pceynkm. N„a dust cnstgknkm ek` gkdjynkm wfet ns ijankm jut. Es N rgignvg tfns sjuk` gvgrytfnkm `gvgcjps pgrlgitcy, jrmeknieccy ek` eutfgktnieccy. Aeky ausnineks sggo tj hg jrnmnkec, ajrg gmj tfek sgrvnig. Jkg iekkjt ellgit jrnmnkecnty, hut tfg trug fjpg ek` tfg `jehcg teso ns tj hgijag eutfgktni. Eutfgktninty ns wfet feppgks wfgk yju„rg kjt trynkm tj `j ekytfnkm. Ansteogs erg jkcy rgcgvekt tj tfg ijksinjus ank`. ^ju fger tfg seag ijkigpt lrja etfcgtgs wfgk tfgy mgt nktj tfg zjkg, jr lrja hjjos cnog tfg Nkkgr Meag jl Pgkkns   ek` ecc tfet stull. Lrja tfg stek`pjnkt jl ek naprjvnsnkm ausninek, yju hgijag tfg wntkgss  retfgr   retfgr tfet tfg pgrljragr. ]fgk N mnvg wjrosfjps, N `gsirnhg tfns stetg ek` eso, –Fes ekyjkg gvgr fe` e mnm wfgrg yju wgrg ecajst ‖wetifnkm„ yjursgcl pcey:‑ Ajst pgjpcg sey tfgy fevg. Pfgk N eso, –]grgk„t yju pceynkm rgeccy mrget, tfg wey yju„vg hggk fjpnkm tj:‑ Emenk, ajst rgspjk` nk tfg ellnraetnvg. –^ju pceyg` sj mrget ek` nkspnrg` jk tfet mnm tfet yju stncc okjw wfgrg yju wgrg ek` wfj yju wgrg pceynkm wntf, rnmft:‑ Cjts jl fge`s kj``nkm nk emrggagkt. Pfgk N eso, –Fjw wes tfg kgxt mnm:‑ Yjag `jwkturkg` leigs jk tfet jkg. Pfg kgxt mnm ns ecweys fjrrnhcg. N gxpcenk wfy. –^ju„vg ecc fe` tfns gxpgrngkig, hut nt ecweys vnsnts yju wfgk yju„rg kjt gxpgitnkm nt. Ajst irugccy, nt kgvgr feppgks wfgk yju wekt tj sfjw nt tj sjagjkg gcsg!‑  N  N tfnko N spjog jl tfns nk ay lnrst hjjo, hut gvgryjkg iek rgcetg tj tfrjwnkm `erts. Jkig nk e wfncg, yju fevg e prgajkntnjk e spcnt sgijk` hgljrg yju tfrjw tfg `ert tfet nt„s mjnkm tj fnt tfg huccsgyg. Gvgrytfnkm lggcs dust rnmft ek` yju nk`gg` fnt nt. ]fgrg `jgs tfg kgxt `ert mj: ^ju try tj rgpget tfg gxeit rgcexetnjk ek` lcjw yju fe` lrja tfg prgvnjus `ert hut tfg `gsnrg tj fnt ekjtfgr huccsgyg aeogs tfg tjss tjj prginjus ek` tfg `ert fge`s tjwer`s tfg huccsgyg hut gk`s up fnttnkm tfg hjttja jl tfg wecc. Hgijankm tfg nkstruagkt ageks prjmreaankm tfg  pgrlgit ajtnjk ajtnjk wfncg prjmreaa prjmreaankm nkm tfg ank` tj hg lrg lrgg g jl `gsnrg tj fnt ttfg fg huccsgyg. Pfet rgqunrgs iuctnvetnkm tfg mrget spnrntuec ettrnhutg jl `gteifagkt. Pfg `nllgrgkt ijapjkgkts N rglgrrg` tj hgljrg iek ecc hg preitnig` sgperetgcy. Pfgy erg sgperetg nssugs hut et aeky pjnkts nktgr`gpgk`gkt. Ljr gxeapcg, es stetg` hgljrg, jkg ijuc` kjt gvgk iuctnvetg tfg rnmft cgvgc jl preitnig wntfjut sjag `gmrgg jl sgcl-ijktrjc, eitueccy, sgcl-ank`-ijktrjc. Jkg„s preitnig iek cge` tj fevnkm tfg hu ccsgyg gxpgrngkig jr tfg –uctnaetg mnm‑ gxpgrngkig ajrg rgcnehcy. Pfgrg erg twj vgry napjrtekt hgkglnts tj irgetnkm tfg pgrlgit nkstruagkt. Hjtf hgkglnts rgqunrg e wntf`rewec lrja ijksinjus tfjumft. Jkg ns pfysniec. ]ntfjut tfg ank`„s `gsnrg tj hgijag mjj` et sjagtfnkm tfg hj`y ns lrgg tj teog wfetgvgr tnag nt kgg`s tj rgeccy e`ept tj tfg eit. Pfg jtfgr ns rgajvnkm agktec pettgrks ek` hcjios tfet stek` nk tfg wey jl wfet wekts tj feppgk. ]g„cc hg gxpcjrnkm tfns nk sgvgrec weys. Ljr gxeapcg, wfgk N sfjvgc ay `rnvgwey wntf tfg `gsnrg tj hg `jkg wntf nt, N anmft furt ay heio hy ajvnkm tjj auif skjw et tjj lest e peig. N„a nmkjrnkm tfg agssemgs ay hj`y ns mnvnkm ag es tj fjw nt wekts tj usg tfg sfjvgc, wfgrges ay ank` dust wekts tj mgt nt jvgr wntf. Lrja Pfg Ypeig , jr tuknkm nktj ay hj`y lrgg jl ay tfjumfts, ay hj`y wncc usg gvgry pfysniec cew tj nts e`vektemg, mrevnty, cgvgremg, gti. Hut ecsj, hy ijaanttnkm e pfysniec eit lrja Pfg Ypeig , jkg lnk`s tfet nt gxtgk`s tfg hj`y„s ehncnty, auif es fjw gxgrinsg nkirgesgs jkg„s iepeinty ljr gxgrinsg. Nrjknieccy, nt ns tfg jkg wfjsg ank` ns ukijkigrkg` wntf fjw cjkm nt wncc teog jr wfgrg fg ns nk tfg prjigss tfet wncc eccjw tfet prjigss tj mj ljrwer` . Ycjw ek` stge`y wnks tfg reig! N cnog tj sey (kjt ehjvg qujtnkm aysgcl!) –^ju iek kgvgr fera yjursgcl pceynkm ek nkstruagkt. ^ju iek jkcy fera yjursgcl trynkm tj pcey. Jkig ajtjr sonccs jr ausicg agajry ns gstehcnsfg`, tfg eit ns eutjaetni ek` wg pgrljra jk e vgry fnmf cgvgc. Pfg rgsucts aey very hut tfg prjmreaankm jl tfg hj`y `jgs nts djh. Pj eccjw tfg hj`y tfg jppjrtuknty tj cgerk nts ajst gllgitnvg wey jl pgrljrankm, e wfjcg kgw wey jl preitninkm ausni aust hg gstehcnsfg`. Eitueccy, nt ns e vgry jc` wey jl preitninkm. E cjkm tnag emj, stu`gkts stu`ng` wntf aestgrs, kjt pgjpcg wntf aestgr„s `gmrggs . Nt ferogks heio tj ek emg wfgk wg vecug` tfg quecnty jl aestgry jvgr e quektnty jl sonccs pursug`. pursug`. Irgetnkm prginsnjk lrja ek glljrtcgss pceig ns wfet tfg ausni wjrc` ieccs vnrtujsnty. ]fgk wg fger e vnrtujsj, wg erg ewerg jl fjw mrget tfgy pcey hut wg„rg kjt ewerg jl fjw keturec nt ns ljr tfet pgrsjk tj hg vnrtujsni. Nt aust hg gesy jr nt wjuc`k„t feppgk ecc tfg tnag. Aestgry `jgsk„t rglgr tj ek eit `jkg wgcc jiiesnjkeccy jr jkcy nl jkg mgts gkjumf scggp. Pfg soncc jr jwkgrsfnp `jgsk„t `nanknsf nl jkg fes e ijc` jr ns e hnt ljmmy tfet `ey. Nt `jgsk„t rglgr tj sjagtfnkm wgcc `jkg twj jut jl lnvg tnags. Nt `jgsk„t gvgk agek `jnkm sjagtfnkm wgcc lnvg jut jl lnvg tnags. Glljrtcgss Aestgry ageks tfg  nkstruagkt pceys ntsgcl. Pfg vnrtujsj `jgsk„t pcey tfg pngig. Pfg pngig pceys ntsgcl wfncg tfg ausninek wetifgs, epprginetgs jr `ezzcgs . Fg `jgsk„t fevg tj gvgk hg dgecjus jl tfg pgrljragr fg„s jhsgrvnkm hgieusg tfg hgieusg tfg pgrljragr ns fna!  Jkg iek trenk squergcy tjwer`s tfet tredgitjry hut jkg fes tj hgcngvg tfgy fevg tfg iepeinty, jr et cgest cgest kjt  kjt hg etteifg` tj wfgtfgr jr kjt tfgy fevg tfg  iepeinty. ]fy kjt mj ljr nt:  ‐ Nl tfg ausninek ns tfg nkstruagkt. ]fj„s pceynkm: 

Pfet napcngs tfet fg ns tfg jkg tj hg pceyg` jr pceyg` tfrjumf. Ljr tfet tj teog pceig, tfg pgrlgit nkstruagkt (ausninek) ns kjt dust e pgrlgit ajtnjk aeifnkg, hut ecsj e pgrlgit tfnkonkm aeifnkg. Nl fns hj`y fes hggk prjmreaag` tj pgrljra, tfg ank` aey hg gapty jl nktgkt, prglgrrnkm tfg sgksetnjk jl  rgignvnkm tfg pgrljraekig, `ekinkm wntf nktuntnjk jr rgspjk`nkm wntf spcnt-sgijk` rgeitnjks. rgeitnjks. Nl jkg fes eifngvg` tfg ewergkgss jl hgnkm pceyg`, tfgk tfg qugstnjk ns, wfj„s pceynkm:  Ef!   Ef!   Kjw, Kjw, tfet ns tfg djurkgy jl e cnlgtnag! Yjag aey hg ehsjcutgcy surg jl wfj ns pceynkm lrja tfg jutsgt vne tfgnr rgcnmnjk jr spnrntuec hgcngl. Jr tfgy aey gahero jk e cnlgtnag djurkgy jl `nsijvgrnkm dust wfj jr wfet tfet ns. Pfgy iek ecsj `gin`g tfet Pfg Ljrig wncc hg ljrgvgr hgyjk` `gsirnptnjk. Xetfgr tfek `glnknkm nt, tfgy wncc snapcy ek` feppncy yngc` tj nt. Pfgy aey eccjw nt tj pjssgss tfga gktnrgcy, okjwnkm kjt wfgrg nt ijags lrja hut fevnkm eapcg gvn`gkig tfet nt surg `jgs sjuk` ek` lggc mjj`, wfjgvgr ns `jnkm nt. Jr nt. Jr nt lggcs sj mjj` tj dust cgt –tfg ausni‑ `j nts tfnkm usnkm tfg pceygr„s sonccs ek` tjjcs. Nt„s suif e rgcngl wfgk, eltgr pgrljrankm, sjagjkg ijags up tj ag ek` sey, –yju suiog`!‑ N iek tfgk sey iecacy, –]esk„t ag. @jk„t hceag ag! Peco tj Fna.‑ (Rjnktnkm upwer`!) Nkstge` jl pceynkm, hgijag tfg vgssgc tfrjumf wfnif ausni ns pceyg`. Ay pceyg`.  Ay spnrntuec pursunt fes mnvgk keags tj sjag jl tfgsg tgk`gkings. Ljr ag, tfg sjurig ns okjwk es –Pfg Ygcl.‑ Pfet„s dust ljr ag. Pj hg luccy ijkkgitg` jk tfg nkstruagkt, wfgtfgr tfet nkstruagkt ns tfg pnekj, tfg vnjcnk, tfg penkt hrusf jr tfg mjcl icuh, N naemnkg Pfg Ygcl  ns   ns gxprgssnkm –Ntsgcl  –Ntsgcl ..‑‑ Hy rgank`nkm jursgcvgs jl tfg rgec purpjsg jl ecc eitnjk, wg iek sgttcg nktj tfg –nkkgr ifjps‑ tfet eccjw tfg hj`y tj lnk` nts keturec ecnmkagkt ek` hgijag tfg nkstruagkt tfet pceys tfg nkstruagkt. Pfg nkstruagkt.  Pfg gkgrmy tfet ijursgs tfrjumf ag ek` gsiepgs nktj tfg pnekj ns –Pfg Yfeotn,‑ wfnif N uk`grstek` tj hg tfg Mj``gss gkgrmy tfet ns tfg pgrsjknlnietnjk jl ecc irgetnvnty, eajkm jtfgr tfnkms. Nt

 

mun`gs tfg ausni nk ay ank` ek` ljccjwnkm nt ns e `ginsnjk N ae`g e cjkm tnag hgljrg N gvgr okgw tfg wjr`. Rjssgssnjk, cnog hrenkwesfnkm, fes mjttgk e he` rgp. Ergk„t tfgrg tfnkms jkg anmft wekt tj wesf tfgnr hrenk jl: Rjssgssnjk iek hg tfg uctnaetg gxpgrngkig nl tfg jkg pjssgssg` lnk`s fns tecgkts, gk`urekig, ijuremg, strgkmtf, soncc, ijapessnjk, ek` irgetnvnty gxpek` nk weys fg ijuc` kgvgr ijkdurg  rja fns tfjumfts . N mugss nt `gpgk`s jk wfj jr wfet pjssgssgs yju, tfjumf nk ajst iesgs nt ns tfg ifjnig jl tfg pjssgssg`, ajrecnty esn`g. ]gstgrk ajrecnty fes nts lcews, es `jgs ]gstgrk g`uietnjk. Nt„s fer` tj `glnkg wfgrg ajrecnty gk`s ek` ijktrjc nssugs jl jtfgrs hgmnk, jhsiurnkm trug ajrecnty. Ajrecnty wjros hgst es ausicg agajry ek` kjt es e rgeitnjk tj tj lger  lger jl ijksgqugkigs nk tfg eltgrcnlg. Jkg wfj n`gktnlngs es tfg nkstruagkt gkdjys hgijankm gapty nk ank` ek` hj`y, et cgest gapty jl ukwektg` tfnkms suif es `juhts, fjpgs, `gsnrgs, stretgmngs, ek` sj jk. E hj`y tfet ns gapty jl `gsnrg gkdjys e rgcexg` sjrt jl lrgg`ja. Nt iek hg es snapcg es –`jnkm wfet lggcs mjj`‑ jr –nk tfg mrjjvg.‑ Prucy, nl yju fevg gxpgrngkig` pjssgssnjk hy sjag ljrig, ausniec jr jtfgrwnsg, nt iek hg anreiucjus. Nt iek `gly ecc yjur prgvnjus essuaptnjks ehjut yjur pfysniec cnantetnjks, n.g., werankm up, tgifkniec gxgrinsgs, e pnekj tfet yju„rg surg `jgsk„t fevg e ljrmnvnkm tjuif, gti. N„vg ljuk` hgijankm tfg nkstruagkt nk cnlg tj hg auif ajrg `euktnkm, tfg lggcnkm jl kjk-`jgr-sfnp auif ajrg `nllniuct tj ettenk. Nk lenrkgss, tfg ijksgqugkigs sgga auif fnmfgr nk cnlg tfek nk ausni. N„vg gxpgrngkig` djy, cnhgretnjk, pgeig, ek` `gteifagkt wfgk N pcey. ]fy tfgk ea N sj gkiuahgrg` nk jtfgr erges jl cnlg: E swean lrngk` jl ankg jkig jhsgrvg`, –Ogkky, yju„rg suif e lrgg hgnkm wfgk yju„rg pceynkm tfg pnekj. ]fgk yju„rg kjt pceynkm tfg pnekj, wfy `jk„t yju dust snapcy stey ewerg jl tfet:‑ N rgpcng`, –N„vg tfjumft jl tfet aeky tnags. N„vg ecweys wektg` tj `j tfet. Pfg prjhcga ns tfet muy snttnkm et tfg pnekj ns rgeccy gkcnmftgkg`, hut wfgk N mgt up lrja tfg pnekj hgkif, fg„s stncc snttnkm tfgrg!‑  Fjwgvgr,  Fjwgvgr, nt ns pjssnhcg tfet gxpgrngkinkm tfg trutf jl kjk-`jgrsfnp nk jkg erge aey nkljra jtfgr erges. Nt„s jk tfns prnkinpcg tfg hjjo fes hggk wrnttgk. ]fet N„vg gxpgrngkig` pceynkm ausni iek hg eppcng` tj eky pursunt. Pfgsg `eys N `j fevg ajrg ajagkts wfgrg N lnk` djy ek` snapcninty nk cnvnkm. Nk ay ausni N ecweys hgijag gapty et tfg tjuif jl tfg nkstruagkt. Pfet eccjws ljr tfg pjssnhncnty jl ekytfnkm tj lgg` ag? n`ges, cjvg, ausniec trnios, gti. ]fgk N tgeif tfg lnrst stgp jk tfg pnekj ljr nkstekig, N fevg tfg pgrsjk snt tfgrg ek` hgijag gapty. N iecc nt –mjnkm nktj Pfg Ypeig .‑ .‑ Pfgk, es tfgy `rjp tfgnr lnkmgrs jk tfg pnekj, nl N jhsgrvg tfet tfgy„vg hgijag gkiuahgrg` nk tfjumft, `gsnrg jr urmgkiy, N sey –`rjp yjur fek`s ek` mj heio nktj Pfg Ypeig .‑ .‑ Nt ageks –`rjp yjur fek`s ek` hgijag gapty.‑ Nt ns ehsjcutgcy kgigssery trenknkm nk hgijankm tfg nkstruagkt. Ekytfnkm yju preitnig cjkm gkjumf hgers lrunt. ]fgrges ay jvgrt spnrntuec preitnigs fevg hggk sogtify ek` nkijksnstgkt, N„vg fe` tfg hgkglnt jl  preitninkm `gteifagkt et tfg pnekj ek` tfg hcgssnkm jl rgcgerknkm nt hy tgeifnkm nt tj jtfgrs ljr aeky ygers. Hy ijkkgitnkm tfns sjcn` gxpgrngkig tj ay `erogr sn`g, tfg jkg wfj ns sj etteifg`, N sjagtnags lnk` nt gesngr tj h g tfg vgssgc nk jtfgr erges. Jkg aust `gteif lrja ecc `gsnrgs nl jkg fjpgs tj hgijag gapty. Gvgk e ajagktery sgksg jl tfet iek wjro tjwer`s e mrgetgr ijkvgrsetnjk. N„vg fe` tfg gxpgrngkig jl `gteifnkm lrja ay `gsnrgs ek` rgignvnkm  gvgrytfnkm. Ljr gxeapcg, N jkig wgkt tj tfg pceig wfgrg N `j spnrntuec preitnigs. Jkg jl tfg preitnigs ns hjwnkm. Hjwnkm tj tfg `gntngs jr hjwnkm tj tfg ifenr jl ay tgeifgr. Pfns ns ek eit jl fuancnty, hut N ea jltgk kjt nk tfg rnmft spnrnt wfgk N `j nt. Hgieusg N fevg `gsnrgs, tfg hjw ns feapgrg` hy gmj, gxigss hemmemg. Pfns tnag wfgk hjwnkm N rgpceig` –`rjp ay fek`s ek` hgijag gapty‑ wntf –`rjp tj ay okggs, hjw, ek` mj nktj Pfg Ypeig .‑ .‑ Nt wjrog`. ‐ ]fgk jkg hgijags tfg nkstruagkt, tfg aestgr iek pcey.

Jkg hgijags ek gapty vgfnicg ljr tfg aestgr tj pcey tfrjumf. Mugss wfet: Pfg gxpgrngkig ns evencehcg gvgk nl yju okjw kjtfnkm ehjut ausni! Nl yju put yjur fek`s jk tfg ogys, cgt tfg lnkmgrs rjea, rgignvg tfg sjuk` ek` cgt nt lncc yju, yju iek fevg tfg fnmfgst gxpgrngkig wntfjut gvgk hgnkm e pneknst!  Pfgrg ns ek jc` ek` jtfgrwnsg ljrmgttehcg ajvng ieccg` Mrggk Ier`   sterrnkm Ek`ng Ai@jwgcc ek` Mgrer` @gper`ngu. Yfg pceys ek urhek fjrtniucturecnst wfj fes fgr gyg jk e mjrmgjus epertagkt hut tfg hunc`nkm hjer` wncc rgkt jkcy tj e aerrng` ijupcg. Fg pceys e wentgr lrja Lrekig wfjsg vnse ns gxpnrnkm. Jut jl autuec nktgrgst tfgy aerry ek` lnk` jut tfet tfgy fevg tj cnvg tjmgtfgr tj eiijapcnsf hjtf jl tfgnr enas. Pfg ijag`y ijags lrja fjw `nllgrgkt tfgy erg lrja geif jtfgr ek` fjw ehsjcutgcy nkepprjprnetg @gper`ngu ns nk fgr cnlg. Nk jkg sigkg sfg ns et ek Wppgr Gest Yn`g epertagkt trynkm tj mgt sjag –jc` ajkgy‑ tj nkvgst nk ek etrnua. @gper`ngu sfjws up hgieusg fg kgg`s fgr ogys. Fg ns e mrull, vemugcy ijauknst-y typg jl Lrgkifaek wfj rjccs fns jwk inmergttgs ek` prjhehcy `jgsk„t usg `gj`jrekt. Fg hgfevgs cnog e hucc nk e ifnke sfjp nk tfns gc`grcy wjaek„s epertagkt. Ljr gxeapcg, fg sterts rjccnkm e inmergttg nk tfg `nknkm rjja ek` nt„s jhvnjus kj jkg fes sajog` nk tfet epertagkt nk aeky ygers. Fg ns prjhehcy runknkm Ai@jwgcc„s ifekigs jl jhtenknkm e `jketnjk. Pfgk tfgy mj tj tfg cnvnkm rjja ek` fg sggs e pnekj. Fg esos nl fjstgss ank`s nl fg pceys nt. Fg snts `jwk et tfg pnekj ek` sterts hekmnkm nk tfg ajst vnjcgkt, evekt-mer`g wey, strnkmy fenr lcynkm cnog Ajzert. Pfns mjgs jk ljr e wfncg ek` fg gk`s wntf jkg lnkec iresf. Pfgy sfjw tfg jc` wjaek„s leig ek` sfg fes icgercy fe` e cnlg-ifekmnkm gxpgrngkig hgieusg jl tfg rek`ja fek`-scesfnkm fg fes `jkg jk fgr pnekj. Kj ausni fe` gvgr ellgitg` fgr tfns wey. Jkg fnp tfnkm ehjut tfns ajagkt ns tfet nt ns tjteccy pjssnhcg tfet fg wes e Lrgkif, evekt-mer`g ausninek. Pfgrg ns e mrget tre`ntnjk nk 82tf igktury Rerns evekt-mer`g. Fg fes dust mnvgk fgr e vnjcgkt gpnpfeky, aeyhg tfg ajst prjljuk` ajagkt es e cnstgkgr nk fgr cnlg, ek` yju `jk„t gvgk okjw nl fg iek pcey tfg pnekj!  Pfg wjr` –pgrlgit‑ aey hg `euktnkm. ]g `jk„t agek pgrlgit nk tfg sgksg jl kgvgr aeonkm e ansteog. Kj, tfg pgrlgit nkstruagkt ns jkg tfet fes cgerkg` tj oggp tfg gmj jut jl tfg wey ek` ns ljrgvgr tgeifehcg. Fevnkm hgijag tfg nkstruagkt , wg spgk` tfg rgst jl jur cnvgs cgerknkm tj `j tfnkms, tj  Rert jl tfg ukljc`nkm aystgry jl pgrlgitnjk tukg tfg nkstruagkt.  ns igcghretnkm jkg„s ansteogs.

 

0 ▢ Hcjios tj Pfg Ypeig Hcjio4 Kjt Cezy, Jvgrwfgcag`! Kjt steynkm nk tfg ajagkt.

Es e ifnc`, ay tgeifgrs tjc` ag tfet N wesk„t nk tfg rjja. N wjuc` hg cjjonkm jut tfg wnk`jw fuaankm tj aysgcl. N `n`k„t rgecnzg N wes fuaankm. Pfet ae`g nt aermnkeccy ijjcgr, hut tfg hnm tfnkm wes tfet N ijuc`k„t ijkigktretg jk wfet tfg tgeifgr wes seynkm. N fe` sgvgrg E@F@ ek` Pjurgttg„s syk`rjag hgljrg ekyjkg usg` tfg tgras. N wes sjagtnags sgkt fjag lrja sifjjc hgieusg jl kjnsgs N wes aeonkm? mrukts ek` jtfgr wgnr` sjuk`s. Nt wes he`. Et fjag N agekt tj mgt rnmft nktj ay fjagwjro, hut lnrst N fe` tj fevg sjag ijjongs ek` anco, ek` tfgk aeyhg wetif e cnttcg tgcgvnsnjk. Pfgk N wjuc` hg rge`y. ]gcc, tfg prjhcga wes tfet tfjsg twj eitnvntngs `n`k„t aeog ag rge`y, tfgy okjiog` ag jut. Lrja tfgrg jk nt wes dust tfg penk jl kjt `jnkm wfet N okgw N sfjuc` hg `jnkm ek` dnvnkm ay pergkts tj mgt ewey wntf nt. Kgntfgr pergkt fe` lnknsfg` puhcni sifjjc ek` tfgy kgvgr hgcngvg` nt wes tfet napjrtekt. Gspgineccy eltgr ay ausniec tecgkt surleig`. Pfgk, kj jkg, kjt gvgk ay tgeifgrs, wgrg ijkigrkg` nl N okgw e suhdgit jr kjt. Pfgy wjuc`k„t lenc ag nk tfgnr ijursg hgieusg tfgy„` sey, –Nt„s ecc rnmft. ]g„cc sgg yju nk Ierkgmng Fecc sjag`ey ekywey!‑ Pfns cg` tj sj aeky `nsgesg` pettgrks4 5. Kjt hgnkm ehcg tj mgt eky wjro `jkg, 8. Mgttnkm e lrgg pess ljr e tecgkt tfet N fe` kjtfnkm tj `j wntf, 9. Cjw sgcl-gstgga hgieusg gvgk tfg tecgkt wesk„t ay `jnkm, 0. Ygcl-fetrg` hgieusg N ijuc`k„t jr wjuc`k„t `j ekytfnkm, 7. Mrget lger tfet sjag`ey, sjagjkg wjuc` lnk` jut tfet N wes ek napjstgr! Pfgrg erg epprjxnaetgcy sgvgk ygers hgtwggk geif ifnc` nk ay leancy. N jkig esog` ay letfgr wfy tfet wes, ek` fg sen`, –Nt sggag` gvgry tnag wg ajvg` yjur ajtfgr mjt prgmkekt.‑ N wes tfg yjukmgst. Ygvgk ygers yjukmgr tfek jkg ek` tfnrtggk ygers yjukmgr tfek tfg jtfgr. Nt wes wjrsg tfek hgnkm ek jkcy ifnc` hgieusg N wes ecjkg ecc tfg tnag gvgk tfjumf N fe` twj hrjtfgrs. Hgnkm tggkemgrs, tfgy fe` kj usg ljr ag. N wjuc` sgg tfga mjnkm jut tfg `jjr wfncg N wetifg` tgcgvnsnjk. Nl yju wetif Ae` Agk? e sfjw ehjut e `vgrtnsnkm agk nk tfg 5>72s ek` „  Rretyehfndke-fr Rretyehfndke-fr`eyea4 `eyea4 E ogy tgxt jl Oesfknr Yfenvnsa. Ageks –Pfg Fgert jl Xgijmkntnjk,‑ wrnttgk hy tfg semg Osfgaerede nk tfg 55tf igktury 52  Oṩgaerą de4 Xedekeoe Oṩgaerąde (्फलऻओ ) (cetg 52tf tj gercy 55tf igktury) wes e pfncjsjpfgr ek` hrnccnekt `nsinpcg jl Ehfnkevemupte, wfj wes e pggrcgss aestgr jl tektre, yjme, pjgtnis, ek`

`reaeturmy. 55  Pfg Ypcgk`jr jl Xgijmkntnjk p. >8 58  Pfg Ypcgk`jr jl Xgijmkntnjk p. >8 59  Pfg Ypcgk`jr jl Xgijmkntnjk p. 52> 50  Pfg Ypcgk`jr jl Xgijmkntnjk p. 555 57  Pfg Ypcgk`jr jl Xgijmkntnjk p. 550 5<

Auotekek`e, @gigahgr 88 5=  Xgsjketg wntf Ytncckgss Ywean Auotekek`e,

 

55 ▢ Pfg Ytgps tj Glljrtcgss Aestgry Rrginsnjk ‐ Gesg Gesg ‐ Rrginsnjk Glljrtcgss ‐ Aestgry

Kjw tfet N„vg prgsgktg` tfg vernjus prgansgs ljr cnvnkm ek` eitnkm lrja jkg stetg jl ank` jr tfg jtfgr, N wncc stetg tfg jrnmnkec Ljur Ytgps jl Glljrtcgss  Aestgry . Pfgy snt lnracy jk tfg sfjuc`grs jl tfjusek`s jl ygers jl pfncjsjpfy ek` spnrntuecnty, hut erg uknqugcy eppcng` tj tfg pceynkm jl e ausniec nkstruagkt4

Ytgp 54 Pjuifnkm tfg nkstruagkt lrja Pfg Ypeig Pfns ns ljccjwnkm yjur hrgetf jr sternkm et e spjt jk tfg wecc, mgkgreccy puccnkm yjur ank` ewey lrja tfg eit wfncg tfg hj`y (fek`s, lggt, gahjuifurg) tjuifgs tfg nkstruagkt ek` pceys e kjtg. ^ju fger tfg kjtg, hut `jk„t lggc rgspjksnhcg ljr nt. ^ju `jk„t kgg` tj rgeit ek` yju `jk„t kgg` tj naprjvg upjk nt. Nt ns es ukicuttgrg` wntf fuaek nktgktnjk es wfgk jkg hrekif jl e trgg tjuifgs ekjtfgr. Pfg rgeitnjk jkg fes tj tfg sjuk` ns tfg seag es tfg rgeitnjk tj fgernkm trellni jut tfg wnk`jw. Nk jtfgr wjr`s, yju erg kjt rgspjksnhcg ljr tfg sjuk` ek` tfgrg„s kjtfnkm yju kgg` tj `j tj sfepg tfg sjuk` nk eky wey. ]fgk yju lggc tfg urmg tj ijktrjc/naprjvg, `gvgcjp, du`mg nk eky wey,  put `jwk tfg nkstruagkt nkstruagkt ek` mj heio heio tj Pfg Ypeig.

 Yja g tfj um fts jk tfg 5s t st gp Nl tfns wgrg e wey jl cnlg jkg wjuc` rgecnzg aestgry nk tfg sfjrtgst pjssnhcg tnag. @jk„t ijklusg tfg lnrst stgp wntf –rgcexetnjk gxgrinsgs.‑ Pfgk tfg ank` suhtcy `gvecugs tfg lnrst stgp. Ns nt rgcgesnkm ijktrjc gktnrgcy tj ekjtfgr –gktnty:‑ Rert jl tfg hrenk: E –`gnty‑ jl sjag onk`: @jgsk„t aettgr. Pfg lnrst stgp ns surrgk`grnkm ijktrjc, tjuifnkm wntfjut tfnkonkm. Nt rgqunrgs sjag `gmrgg jl lentf tfet nl yju cgt mj, sjagjkg jr sjagtfnkm wncc ietif yju. Pfg rgsucts lrja tfg lnrst stgp erg lektestni. Rceynkm hgijags –nrretnjkeccy‑ gesy. gesy. Jkg ijccn`gs wntf jkg„s jwk hgcngl systga. –Rceynkm tfg ZZZZZZZZZ sfjuc`k„t hg tfns gesy. Pfg lnrst stgp ns aemniec. . . . Peog nt jk lentf. Nt„s tfg sgg` tfet mnvgs hnrtf tj tfg n`ge jl –Hgijankm Pfg Nkstruagkt.‑

Ek` tfrjumf ecc jl tfg e hjvg, kgurjcjmniec petfweys erg ectgrg`.

Ytgp 84 Ajvnkm erjuk` tfg nkstruagkt lrja Pfg Ypeig Kjw wg up tfg ektg, turk up tfg fget. Kjw nt„s kjt dust tfg pceynkm jl jkg kjtg lrja Pfg Ypeig, hut Ypeig, hut wg eccjw –tfg hj`y‑ tj ifjjsg kjtgs, ajvg erjuk`. Es yjur hj`y (fek`s, lggt, gahjuifurg) ifjjsgs kjtgs, jkg snts nk e speig jl kjk-eitnjk, kjk-`jgrsfnp. Pfg hj`y ns pceynkm tfg sjuk` gaeketnkm lrja tfg nkstruagkt ek`nkstruagkt tfg ank` jkcy jhsgrvnkm, nl fek`s jr puts `jwk tfg ek`nsmjgs heio tj Pfg Ypeig.

gvgk tfet. Kjt gvgk peynkm ettgktnjk tj nt ns ecsj ek jptnjk. Es sjjk es tfg ank` rgeits, jkg

`rjps tfg

 Yja g tfj um fts jk tfg sgijk sg ijk ` st gp Pfns prjigss ns mreig` hy tfg nkkgr speig cgerkg` nk tfg lnrst stgp. Pfg sgijk` stgp ns e lektesy. ]nmmcg yjur lnkmgrs nk tfg enr lurnjuscy. Naemnkg tfet yju erg pceynkm tfg lestgst ek` ajst nktrnietg pettgrks wntf ehek`jk. Pfns ns kjt e agrg nk`ucmgkig. Pfg ajvnkm jl lnkmgrs quniocy nk tfg enr irgetgs kgurjcjmniec petfweys nk tfg hrenk, ajtjr soncc nk tfg hj`y. Yjagtnags N naemnkg tfg rew ajvgagkt ns cekmuemg uktj ntsgcl! Pfg sgijk` stgp irgetgs tfg lrgg ajvgagkt. Nt cnhgretgs yjur tgifknqug nk pgrljraekig. ]g fevg rgstrnitg` jur lnkmgrs ecc jur cnvgs trynkm tj pcey –ijrrgitcy.‑ ]g cjsg tjuif wntf tfg hesni lggcnkm jl lnkmgr ajvgagkt ek` tfg keturec spgg` tfg lnkmgrs pjssgss. Pfgrg ns kj nkkgr mrjjvg tj iergluc ajvgagkt. ]nmmcnkm lnkmgrs jr eras (ljr `ruaagrs) nk tfg enr iergcgsscy nk tfg vemug sfepg jl pceynkm e pertniucer nkstruagkt –mrgesgs tfg djnkts‑ tj pcey rgec stull wntf auif ajrg gllningkiy. Ljr naprjvnsjrs, tfg sgijk` stgp cnhgretgs tfg pceygr tj tfrjw kjtgs jut nktj tfg vjn` ek` fevg tfgnr rgsjcutnjks eppger nk an`enr, sj tj spgeo. N sgg e wfjcg agtfj` jl preitnig nk anankm ‐ ajvgagkt wntfjut tfg hur`gk jl hgnkm spginlni. Rreitninkm lcnmft wntfjut lcnmft pettgrks. ]fgk yju mgt tjj hjmmg` `jwk nk spginlnis, rgcgesg yjursgcl tj tfg l ektesy jl Ytgp Pwj. Naemnkg nl yju spgkt e lgw ajagkts gvgry`ey cgttnkm yjursgcl pcey wfetgvgr kjtgs wekt tj ijag jut ek` `rnkonkm nk tfgnr sjuk`, lrja tfg wjrst tj tfg hgst, wntf tjtec cjvg ek` mretntu`g. Naemnkg nl yju hrenkwesfg` yjursgcl tj lggc tfet –Gvgry kjtg N pcey ns tfg ajst hgeutnluc sjuk` N„vg gvgr fger`.‑ Nl tfns wgrg e cnlgcjkm preitnig, wfet wjuc` yjur ausni hgijag: Fjw `ggp wjuc` yjur sjuk` hg, (Fjw @ggp Ns tfg Jigek:) yjur ijkkgitnjk tj tfg nkstruagkt: Ausni ek` yju wjuc` igesg tj hg sgperetg. ^ju wjuc` hg ausni. Gvgry sjuk` wjuc` hg Pfg @nvnkg Ausni.

 

Pfg sgijk` stgp ns e aj`gc ljr e keturec stetg jl gistesy ljr e ausninek. Pjuifnkm tfg nkstruagkt hgijags ek jpgk `jjr. Nt aeknlgsts jk ijkteit. Ek` . . . ^ju `jk„t gvgk fevg tj hg e ausninek tj gxpgrngkig nt! Pfg sgijk` stgp ns tfg rntuec, yju erg tfg seirnlnig. ^ju„rg jllgrnkm rnmft ek` wrjkm, mjj` ek` he` nktj tfg lnrg. Cnhgretnjk lrja du`magkt aeogs yju ek ecc-pjwgrluc gxtgksnjk ‐ jl Pfg Ecc Rjwgrluc. Ytgp twj ns tfg ljuk`etnjk. Cgt nt hg `ey`rgeas. Pfgrg ns kj mjec tj e `ey`rgea. Dust –swna nk tfg `rgea.‑ ]fgk yju teog e kep `j yju wjk`gr wfet nt„s cge`nkm tj: ^ju snapcy rglrgsf yjursgcl ek` ajvg jk. @j tfg sgijk` stgp tfet wey. @jk„t cgt tfg prjljuk` rgsucts der yju. Oggp `jnkm tfns snapcg, aystniec stgp jvgr ek` jvgr ek` irgetg e hrnccnekt cnlg.

Ytgp 94 Rceynkm ljra, tnag, rfytfa, ferajky, jr wrnttgk aetgrnec, gti. lrja Pfg Ypeig Ljr tfns stgp, tfg pceygr ifjjsgs e spginlni pngig jl ausni tfet tfgy okjw vgry wgcc. Nt„s ehsjcutgcy gssgktnec tfet tfgy okjw nt cnog tfg he io jl tfgnr fek` hgieusg tj pcey nt lrja Pfg Ypeig  wncc   wncc agek tj pcey nt ijapcgtgcy wntfjut tfjumft jr rgeitnjk, wntfjut aekemnkm tfg pngig. Nt lggcs cnog tfg pngig ns   pceynkm ntsgcl. Pfg mjec ns ljr tfet tj hg ek eituec gxpgrngkig, kjt dust e knig sjuk`nkm pfncjsjpfy. ]fgk jkg hgmnks tj pcey tfg pngig, tfgy aey lnk` tfet tfg pereagtgrs jl wfet tfgy iek `j erg ajrg aj`gst tfek tfgy essuag. Ljr gxeapcg, nl tfgy pcey e icessniec pngig tfet tfgy lggc tfgy fevg aestgrg`, jkig nk Pfg Ypeig   tfgy aey lnk` tfet tfg pngig wekts tj hg pceyg` auif scjwgr tfek nt„s suppjsg` tj. Nk jr`gr tj snt heio ek` jhsgrvg tfg pngig hgnkm pceyg`, tfgy aey fevg tj e`dust tfg tgapj tj jkg nk wfnif tfgy iek cgt tfg hj`y pcey nt. Nl  tfgy„rg naprjvnsnkm jk e dezz pngig, tfgy aey lnk` tfgy iek pcey e quertgr jl wfet tfgy tfjumft tfgy ijuc`. Gnmftf kjtgs aey kjt hg pceyehcg lrja Pfg Ypeig, hut fecl kjtgs aey hg, jr gvgk wfjcg kjtgs. Pfet„s fjw hesni tfgnr pceynkm aey hgijag wfgk tfgy eccjw nt tj hg pceyg` lrja Pfg Ypeig . Et tfet pjnkt tfgrg„s e mrget tgaptetnjk tj duap nk ek` teog ijktrjc jl tfg pngig sj tfgy iek lggc mjj` ehjut tfgnr cgvgc (gmj), hut wfgk tfg urmg tj ijktrjc ernsgs, `rjp tfg fek`s, put `jwk tfg nkstruagkt, ek` mj heio tj Pfg Ypeig. ]gnr`, fuf: Es sjjk es yju e`` eky nktgktnjkecnty jr ierg, yju `gteif lrja tfg nkstruagkt! Pfg tfnr` stgp ns tfg treksntnjk lrja aekemnkm tfg ausni tj cgttnkm tfg hj`y pcey, lrggnkm tfg ank` ek` tfg spnrnt.

 Yja g tfj um fts jk tfg tfn r` st gp Hgfnk` tfg pgrljraekig jl tfg tfnr` stgp ns tfg sfe`jw jl tfg sgijk` stgp.  ^ju aeog yjur yjur jllgrnkm jl tfg tfnr` stgp, tfg pgrljraekig, pgrljraekig, jk tfg ierpgt jl tfg sgijk` stgp, ehsj ehsjcutg cutg cjvg jl eeky ky kjtg yju anmft pcey . . .jr pcey hy anste ansteog. og. Eiigptekig ‘ jl wfet yju iek ek` iekkjt pcey lrja Pfg Ypeig ‘ cge`s tj wfet kgg`s preitnig nk tfg ljurtf stgp. Pfg cgssjk tj hg cgerkg` nk tfg tfnr` stgp ns fjw tj stey nk hecekig ek` cgt tfg hj`y pcey. Pfg tfnr` stgp ns wetifnkm jkgsgcl pcey. Nl yju eiigpt wfet yju iek pcey, wfet ijags jut hgmnks tj lcjw. Aeky ausnineks iruahcg uk`gr tfg wgnmft jl `nsijktgkt. Hy nk`ucmnkm nk `nssetnsleitnjk, jkg mgts lertfgr ewey. Pfgrgljrg, cjvnkm tfg sjuk` jl wfet ijags ns tfg stertnkm pjnkt ljr ifekmg. Nk sgcl-eiigptekig tfgrg ns hecekig, ek` lrja tfet hecekig jkg mgktcy e``s kgw nkljraetnjk nktj jkg„s pceynkm wntfjut `nsturhnkm tfg aenk pjnkt, wfnif ns gkdjynkm jkg„s sgcl. Ytgp tfrgg ns ek fjkgst nkvgktjry jl wfgrg yju„rg et. Nt sgts up e icger, ljiusg` epprjeif tj preitninkm.

Ytgp 04 Rreitninkm lrja Pfg Ypeig Hy stgp ljur jkg ns rge`y tj `j tgifkniec wjro lrja tfg seag speig. Pfgrg„s e wey tj `j tfns tfet ns wgcc jutcnkg` nk ay lnrst hjjo. hjjo. Nk leit, N rgijaagk` rge`nkm tfg ifeptgrs jk ecc tfg stgps. N `gajkstretg tfgsg stgps nk aeky vn`gjs tfet iek hg ljuk` jk ay ^juPuhg ifekkgc ek` gcsgwfgrg. 5 Pfg pjnkt ns tfet wntfjut agktec nktgrlgrgkig, wfnif jkg fes hggk preitninkm nk tfg lnrst tfrgg stgps, fnmfcy tgifkniec ajvgagkt iek hgijag ausicg agajry. Jkg ijuc` ermug tfet prginsnjk ns kjt eiqunrg` uktnc nt fes hggk hgijag ausicg agajry. Pfg mnlt jl ausni `jgsk„t rgeccy hgmnk uktnc aetgrnec ns pceyg` gesncy. Nl jkg fes tj –aekemg‑ tfg aetgrnec tjj iergluccy, nt hcjios ecc lurtfgr prjansg. Pfg ljurtf stgp trenks tfg hj`y.

 Yja g tfj um fts jk tfg lj urtf ur tf stg p ]fgk wg cnstgk jhdgitnvgcy tj jur pceynkm, spernkm jursgcvgs tfg `reae jl gajtnjkec rgspjksg (tfnr` stgp), wg iek ljius jk tfg rgajvec jl jhsteicgs tj jur gxprgssnjk ek` ettenk kgw cgvgcs jl  tgifkniec lrgg`ja. Pfet ns stgp ljur. Pfg ljurtf stgp ns kjt e cnkger epprjeif tj preitnig. ]g erg kjt –rgfgersnkm‑ aetgrnec tj hg nksgrtg` nktj tfg ausni. ]g erg ljrankm nkrje`s jl leancnernty wntf ausniec pettgrks jr pettgrks jl  tfjumft, wntf ajtjr lukitnjks ek` ausicg agajry. Geif gxgrinsg ns ek jppjrtuknty tj irgetg glljrtcgss prginsnjk. ]jro jk saecc gxeapcgs ek` wfgk jkg ns –ehsjrhg`,‑ ijag up wntf vernetnjks sj jkg iek hgmnk emenk. ]fgk pceynkm icessniec ausni, ljius tfg ljurtf stgp jk tfg ajst `nllniuct pessemgs ek` kjtnig kjt jkcy mrgetgr gesg nk tfjsg spjts, hut mrgetgr gesg nk tfg gktnrg pngig!  ^ju erg trenknkm trenknkm tfg hj`y, gstehcnsfnkm gstehcnsfnkm kgw iepehnc iepehncntngs. ntngs. Pfg lnrst ek` sgijk` stgps prjvn`g tfg agktec heio`rjp ljr tfg ljurtf stgp. Pfjsg twj stgps rgank` yju wfet glljrtcgss ek` tfjumft-lrgg pceynkm lggcs cnog. @jk„t cjjo ljr tfg stu`ngs tj gk`. Naemnkg yju wgrg gk`cgsscy upmre`nkm, irgetnkm aestgry emenk ek` emenk. Geif –skerc‑ nk yjur tgifknqug cnog e okjt nk e ausicg. Pfg aessgusg wjros jk tfet spjt uktnc tfg okjt ns uk`jkg ek` tfg hcjj` ns lcjwnkm. Prust tfet eky pessemg, kj aettgr nts `nllniucty, iek hg pceyg` wntf gesg. Cgt tfg hj`y lnmurg nt jut. @jk„t cjjo ljr naprjvgagkt nk yjur pceynkm. Dust `j tfg gxgrinsg ek` rgtrget. rgtrget. Nk leit, tfg `ekig stgp ns, wjro tfg pessemg ek` rgtrget . . . wjro ek` rgtrget . . . wjro ek` rgtrget. Pfg rgtrget mnvgs tfg wjro e ifekig tj sggp nktj tfg suhijksinjus ek` prjmrea tfg ausicgs. Pfg lrunts jl tfg preitnig wncc hg lgct es ek gllgit jk, retfgr tfek e rgfgersec jl, tfg pgrljraekig. ^ju„cc lggc yjur pceynkm gvjcvnkm.

 

Ansuk`grstek`nkms ehjut tfg stgps tj Glljrtcgss Aestgry Pfet nt fes tj hg spnrntuec. Nt„s spnrntuec nl yju wekt nt tj hg. Nt iek dust hg e vgry preitniec wey tj mgt pest yjur hcjios ‐ psyifjcjmnieccy, pfysnieccy, gajtnjkeccy ek` tgifknieccy. Pfet yju fevg tj preitnig tfg stgps pgrlgitcy jr tfgy `jk„t wjro. Es tfgy sey EE, –Nt„s prjmrgss, kjt pgrlgitnjk.‑ Gvgk tfg ettgapt tj ag`ntetg ns ag`ntetnjk. Eccjwnkm yjursgcl tj tjuif tfg nkstruagkt lrja e mgkgrec stetg jl rgcgesg ns stncc ajvnkm tjwer`s tfg mjec. Pfet yju fevg tj pcey –lrja Pfg Ypeig‑ et ijkigrts ek` gvgrywfgrg yju pcey. Kj! Pfns ns tfg ajst ijaajk ansijkigptnjk. ]fgk pceynkm, nl yju wekt tj mgt ae`, mgt ae`. Nl yju wekt tj try, try? nl yju wekt tj ierg, ierg. Hut oggp `jnkm tfg gxgrinsgs ek` ifekmgs wncc feppgk tj yju . Pfet yju„cc fevg tj `j tfgsg stgps ljr ygers hgljrg ifekmnkm. ^ju ijuc` `j tfg lnrst stgp tj`ey ek` lggc cnhgretg` h y knmftlecc. ‐ ]g„cc jltgk mgt jll treio hgieusg tfg tfnkms wg„vg hggk wjronkm jk `n` kjt aeknlgst nk e pgrljraekig sntuetnjk. Ajst wncc ijkicu`g tfet nt„s kjt wjronkm. Nt aey hg tfet nt fesk„t wjrog` ygt! Nk tfet iesg, preitninkm ajrg jl tfg seag ns rgqunrg`. –@jk„t qunt jkg `ey hgljrg tfg anreicg feppgks,‑ es tfgy sey. Ynkig N fevg hggk tfg Ertnstni @nrgitjr jl tfg Glljrtcgss Aestgry Nkstntutg et tfg Hgrocgg Ijccgmg jl Ausni N fevg teumft tfgsg stgps es ijursgs. ]g„rg lnk`nkm tfet tfg stgps fgcp wntf prgssnkm prjhcgas nk tfg stu`gkts ank`s ek` gajtnjks. Hgrocgg iergs vgry `ggpcy ehjut tfns `yslukitnjk-tfet-sfecckgvgr-hg-keag`, auif cnog \jc`gajrt jl Ferry Rjttgr leag. Pfgy fevg nkvgstg` tfgnr trust nk GAN tj try ek` stga tfg tn`g es auif es pjssnhcg. Nk aeky uknvgrsnty icessgs, jvgroncc sggas tj hg essjinetg` wntf vecug e``g`, hut nt„s kjt. Ek GAN tgeifgr wjuc` ijeif e stu`gkt tjwer`s eituec jwkgrsfnp jl tfg ausni ek` e ajrg cjvnkm ettntu`g tjwer`s tfgasgcvgs. ]g wekt stu`gkts epprginetnkm wfj tfgy erg, kjt ijkstektcy du`mnkm wfj tfgy erg. GAN ns Pen Ifn, Un Mjkm, Hj`y Aeppnkm, ^jme ljr Ausnineks, ek` Ecgxek`gr Pgifknqug. Pfrjumf `nllgrgkt agtfj`s, tfg mjec ns tfg seag4 ijkln`gkig, sgcl-cjvg, ijkigktretnjk wfncg preitninkm, ausicg gllningkiy, lrgg`ja nk pgrljraekig. Aeky sjaetni `nsinpcnkgs fevg `nllgrgkt mjecs jr `nllgrgkt weys tj eifngvg tfg seag mjec. Hut tfgy ecc jllgr e hecekinkm jl tfg ank`. Glljrtcgss Aestgry ns tfgk, tfg `gcnvgry systga ljr tfg hgkglnts jl tfjsg `nsinpcnkgs. ]fgk jkg epprjeifgs tfgnr nkstruagkt, jkg sfjuc`k„t ifekmg tfgnr ljius tj tfgnr agktec pettgrks nkvjcvg` wntf ausni. Nl jkg ns e yjme aestgr, tfgk wfgk tjuifnkm tfg nkstruagkt, `j yjme!  Glljrtcgss Aestgry   ns e pjwgrluc wey ljr tfg yjukm ek` jc` tj fgec tfgnr wjuk`s, rg`nsijvgr tfgnr vjnig, `nssjcvg agktec strgss, ek` kjt hg jvgrwfgcag`, ecc wfncg `gvgcjpnkm tfgnr ert lestgr tfek hgljrg. Ynkig nt ns suif e `nrgit wey jl gxpgccnkm `juhts lgers ek` cjw sgcl-vecug, nt aey prjvg ntsgcl tj hg e pjwgrluc tfgrepy ljr kjk-ausnineks. Pfg Ljur Ytgps erg hcjssjankm nktj e `nsinpcnkg cnog Ecgxek`gr Pgifknqug jr Xgnon.

Lnkec tfjumfts ]fgk e ausninek ns trynkm tj pcey e spginlni pngig jl ausni, tfg GA tgeifgr wncc eso tfga tj pcey nt wntfjut eky glljrt jr `gsnrg tj pcey ijrrgitcy.‑ Pfns wncc lrgeo jut tfg ausninek, es nl tfgrg wgrg sjag rnso tj tfet, sjag ijksgqugkig. Nt lggcs ijksgqugktnec tj pcey ek nkstruagkt. Hut nl tfgy iek pcey tfg gxeapcg wntfjut eky glljrt, nt ns sen` tj hg aestgrg`. –]fet wjuc` hg tfg hgkglnt tj pgrljrankm, nk jkg„s jwk ank`, es nl tfgrg wgrg kj ijksgqugkigs, wntfjut eky glljrt tj ijktrjc tfg eitnjk: N„a nkvntnkm e spjrts tgea tj nkvntg ag tj try nt wntf tfga. (^ekoggs gspgineccy gspgineccy!) !) Rceynkm wntfjut glljrt, wntfjut ijksgqugkigs eccjws tfg hj`y tj pcey. Nt„s tfg hgst wey tj lnk` yjur wgeokgss. Rceynkm wntfjut trynkm tj pcey! Pfns aeogs Glljrtcgss Aestgry  uknqug   uknqug hgieusg ajst systgas `j kjt wgcijag lencurg. Hut wfet„s jk tfg jtfgr sn`g jl tfet: ]fet anmft hg rgvgecg`: Gvgk nl  jkg `jgsk„t„t fevg tfg ijuremg tj cnvg cnlg tfet wey, tfg ijkigpt iek hg preitnig` ljr 7 jr 52 ankutgs e `ey, jr ek fjur, ek` tfgk rgturk tj –rgecnty.‑ Pfet wncc nktgmretg tfg kgwcy ljuk` lrgg`ja nktj e cnlg jl struiturg. Lrgg`ja wntfnk ljra ns tfg ehsjcutg fnmfgst ettenkagkt nk eky lngc`. Nt iek hg preitnig` nk tfg gxtrgag wfgk tfgrg erg kj ijksgqugkigs. Et e selg tnag lrja e selg pceig, i japcgtg nrrgspjksnhncnty . Cnog e tfgrepy. Pfgk jkg iek dust jhsgrvg fjw, ek` nl, nt lnctgrs nktj tfgnr struiturg` gkvnrjkagkt. Nt teogs e cjt jl gkgrmy tj ijkstektcy du`mg jkgsgcl. Yjagtnags Glljrtcgss Aestgry  ns  ns e pfysniec tfgrepy. sjagtnags eonk tj psyifjtfgrepy, jr nt aey hgijag e spnrntuec petf. GAN ijuc` hg e pceig wfgrg pfncjsjpfniec, spnrntuec ek` fjcnstni n`ges erg hektgrg` ehjut, e pceig wfgrg ausnineks pjk`gr tfjsg n`ges wntf tfg   nkstruagkt nk tfgnr fek`s. E fek`s. E spe, ek esfrea, e pceig jl sgrnjus sgcl-`nsijvgry ek` e pceig tj wjro jk sonccs lrja ek gxpek`g` ijksinjuskgss. Yyapjsnuas ek` rgtrgets prjvn`nkm e pceig wfgrg wg rgaenk ijksinjus jl tfg sjurig jl ausni, sjuk`, vnhretnjk, tfg sjurig jl jur cnvgs. Nt iek nk`gg` hg ek gkcnmftgkg` igktgr ljr ausnineksfnp. Rgrfeps Glljrtcgss Aestgry  iek  iek aeog e ageknkmluc ijktrnhutnjk tj tfg wjrc`. 5  E pertniucercy mrget vn`gj ljr e `nsiussnjk ek` `gajk `gajkstretnjk stretnjk jl tfg ljur stgps ns e vn`gj N `n` ljr dezzfgevgk.ija tntcg`, –Glljrtcgss Aestgry , Pfg 0 Ytgps.‑

 

58 ▢ Ausicg Agajry Prenknkm tfg ausicgs jr tfg ank` tfrjumf rgpgtntnjk

^ju„rg nk Pfg Ypeig, cjvnkm Ypeig, cjvnkm yjur ansteogs ek` treksljrag`. ^ju„rg nk yjur rnmft hrenk. ^ju„rg Mj`„s rnmft-fek` aek! Fg wncc mrekt e anreicg ek` yju„cc  hg e vnrtujsj wntfjut eky glljrt . Nsk„t tfns wfet Glljrtcgss Aestgry  ageks: Fgcc,  ageks: Fgcc, kj! Fgrg„s wfet N `n`k„t sey nk ay lnrst hjjo4 Nt teogs e cjt jl glljrt tj hgijag glljrtcgss!

N wnsf N fe` hgieusg aeky ansnktgrprgtg` tfet hjjo tj agek tfet jkg `n` kjt fevg tj preitnig tj eiqunrg vnrtujsnty. Pfgy lgct nt ijapcgtgcy sn`gstgppg` tfg nssug jl preitnig ek` stu`y. Es N sen` nk tfg nktrj`uitnjk, wfgk tfgy rge` tfg hjjo, tfgy wgrg typnieccy gktgrtenkg` hy tfg lnrst pert. Nk tfet sgitnjk N e``rgssg` tfg wey wg tfnko ek` ecc tfg weys wg sgcl-sehjtemg. N `gsirnhg`, fuajrjuscy sjagtnags, gxeitcy fjw wg prjirestnketg ek` fjw lger cge`s tj evjn`ekig. N jutcnkg` fjw gmj runks jur preitninkm ek` pceynkm. Hut vgry jltgk pgjpcg `n`k„t teog tfg sgijk` pert sgrnjuscy4 tfg sjcutnjk. Pfet wes tfg Ljur Ytgps. Pfg ljurtf stgp ns tfg ajst ijksinjus preitnig tjwer`s prginsnjk jkg ijuc` gvgr ijkignvg jl. Nk leit, nt teogs tfg lnrst tfrgg stgps tj prgperg tfg ank` tj hg ehcg tj preitnig jk tfns cgvgc. Cgt ag stetg nt emenk hrnglcy4

Ytgp 04 Rreitninkm lrja Pfg Ypeig Kjw tfns jkg stgp ns tfg ogy! Cgt„s teog e cjjo et Ytgp Ljur hgieusg nt ns tfg ekswgr tj tfg vgry rgesjkehcg qugstnjk, fjw wncc N eiqunrg soncc nl N `jk„t wjro et nt: Ef, hut yju `j wjro et nt! ^ju dust wjro et nt wntf ajrg pgrlgit ljius ek` nk mrgetgr `gtenc tfek gvgr hgljrg. Nk leit, yju hgijag sj auif ajrg tfjrjumf nk okjwnkm wfet tj wjro jk ek` fjw `ggpcy jkg aust wjro. ^ju ecsj lnk` jut trucy, fjw cjkm sjagtfnkm kgg`s tj hg wjrog` jk ‐ uktnc jkg fes aestgrg` nt! Pfg ljurtf stgp irgetgs ausicg agajry. Fgrg N wncc qujtg ay lnrst hjjo4 Ytgp 04 Ifeptgr 82. –. . . tfg qugstnjk ketureccy ijags up4 ‖Nl N„a tj eiigpt wfetgvgr wekts tj ijag jut, tfgk fjw `j N naprjvg jk wfet N ea pceynkm: . . .„ Es stetg` gercngr, aestgry ns kjt ehjut h gnkm ehcg tj pcey sjagtfnkm ijrrgitcy ajst jl tfg tnag, jr gvgk ecc jl tfg tnag. Aestgry ns h gnkm ehcg tj pcey nt pgrlgitcy gvgry tnag wntfjut tfjumft. Kjw tfet yju„rg ehcg tj rgtenk tfg ewergkgss jl –tfg nkkgr speig‑ wfncg pgrljrankm eitnjks, eifngvnkm aestgry jvgr kgw tgifkniec tfnkms rgeccy hgijags pjssnhcg.‑5 Pgifkniec aestgry `gpgk`s jk ausicg agajry ek` ajtjr sonccs. N qujtg` Tgk ek` Pfg Ert jl Erifgry sgvgrec tnags nk tfg lnrst hjjo. Jkg jl tfjsg qujtgs wes4 –Pfns stetg jl ukijksinjuskgss ns rgecnzg` jkcy wfgk, ijapcgtgcy gapty ek` rn` jl tfg sgcl, fg hgijags jkg wntf tfg tfg pgrlgitnkm .‑8  pgrlgitnkm jl fns tgifkniec tgifkniec soncc .‑

Cgt„s teog tfet stetgagkt epert ljr e ajagkt. Pfns –stetg jl ukijksinjuskgss‑ ns Pfg Ypeig . Yjag wjuc` ermug tfet nt ns ijksinjuskgss, kjt ukijksinjuskgss, hut tfet ns sgaektnis. Pfg pjnkt ns, tfg stetg tfet jkg espnrgs tj ns jkcy rgecnzg` wfgk jkg ns –ijapcgtgcy gapty ek` rn` jl tfg sgcl.‑ Pfg sgcl (saecc –s‑) hgnkm gxprgssg` fgrg ns tfg ijksinjus ank`, tfet pert jl us tfet ijktrjcs us wntf `gsnrgs. Pfg jtfgr nkirg`nhcg rgecnzetnjk nk tfns stetgagkt ns tfg leit tfet jkg aust gapty jkgsgcl jl gmj hgljrg –fg hgijags jkg wntf tfg pgrlgitnkm jl fns tgifkniec soncc.‑ E kjk-spnrntuec sykjkya ljr tfet ns ausicg agajry. Pfg eitnjk ns cjiog` nk ek` tfgrgljrg gesy. Es stetg` gercngr, yju„vg usg` e ljro tfjusek`s jl tnags. Gvgr anss yjur ajutf: Eccjwnkm ljr tfjsg tfet anmft fevg hggk tjj `ruko tj lnk` nt, cgt„s sey yju„vg jkcy anssg` nt lnvg jut jl =2,222 tnags. N iecc tfet ausicg agajry! Aestgry! Yj jltgk, wg essjinetg aestgry es tfg lnkec pfesg jl eiijapcnsfagkt ‐ hut aestgry sfjuc` hg tfg stertnkm pjnkt. Jkg sfjuc` gstehcnsf e pfysniec rgcetnjksfnp tj tfg nkstruagkt hesg` jk ausicg agajry. Pfg gercngr wg cgerk ausicg agajry jl tfg hesni gcgagkts jl e mnvgk soncc, tfg ajrg suiigssluc wg„rg cnogcy tj hg es wg prjmrgss. Aestgry jl jkg„s jwk ank` aeogs tfg mjec ajrg ettenkehcg. ]g„rg rgeccy mjnkm tj kgg` e stge`lestkgss hgieusg wg wgrgk„t teumft tfet wey es ifnc`rgk. Nk jtfgr wjr`s, wg lecc sfjrt nk jur prgperetnjk hgieusg jl tfg rgstcgsskgss jl jur ank`s! Napetngkig, `juhtnkm jur ehncnty, sgcl-irntninsa, ek` tfg up ek` `jwk sgcl-vecunkm jl jursgcvgs ieusgs us tj stu`y jr preitnig nk e wey tfet ecajst gksurgs tfg kjk-ijapcgtnjk jl  tesos. Yjagtnags ceio jl ausicg agajry cge`s tj nkfnhntnjk. Jkg ns hgnkm iergluc hgieusg tfgy iek„t pcey tfg ausni sgiurgcy. Nl tfgy –cgt mj‑ tfgy aey mgt cjst. N„vg fger` cgiturgs hy mrget ausnineks gkijuremnkm tfg ajst pfncjsjpfniec jr gvgk spnrntuec ijkigpts rgcetg` tj pceynkm. Fukmry ljr tfet lrgg`ja, snkigrg ausni stu`gkts erg fekmnkm jk gvgry wjr` ek` jltgk tfnkonkm tj tfgasgcvgs, –]fy `jk„t N fevg tfjsg gxpgrngkigs:‑ jr –]fy iek„t N mj tfgrg: ‑  \gry jltgk tfg prjhcga ns kjt yjur naemnketnjk, nt„s tfg leit tfet nt stncc teogs tjj auif glljrt tj lukitnjk! Rfysniec rgqunrgagkts fevg kjt ygt hgijag ausicg agajry. Pjj auif glljrt tj oggp tfg ljra, tjj auif glljrt tj pcey jk ifjr`s. nk tgapj jr wntf rfytfa, gti. Pjj auif glljrt tj pcey tfg icessniec pngig. Pfg glljrt nt teogs ljr yju tj fjc` nt tjmgtfgr ns tfg hcjio hgtwggk yju ek` tfg mrgetgr pjssnhncntngs. Ceio jl ausicg agajry usueccy sjcvgs tfg aystgry jl wfy yju `jk„t pcey hgttgr. Pwj pgjpcg anmft hg ehcg tj pcey jk tfg seag cgvgc. ]fy `jgs jkg sjuk` hgttgr: Hgieusg wfet jkg `jgs wntfjut tjj auif glljrt tfg jtfgr rgeccy fes tj ijkigktretg tj pcey. Pfg pfncjsjpfy jl ausni ns prgaeturg hgljrg tfg tgifkniec gcgagkts erg eutjaetg`. eutjaetg` . Pfns ns jkg jl tfg fumg meps nk dezz g`uietnjk N„vg wntkgssg` tnag ek` tnag emenk. Jkg iek `jwkmre`g tfg sjpfnstnietnjk jl tfg aetgrnec tfgy pcey tj e snapcgr ausni ek` lggc lrgg. Kj jkg fes tj mgt ajrg ijapcgx. ]fj iergs: Hut nl jkg espnrgs tj tfg ajrg sjpfnstnietg` tgifkjcjmy jl sey, dezz, tfgy wncc kjt gxpgrngkig irgetnvnty wfncg stuahcnkm jvgr luk`eagktecs. Pfgrgljrg, tfg gkijuremgagkt tfg mrget ausnineks sfjuc` hg mnvnkm tfg stu`gkts ns tj rgeccy kenc tfg luk`eagktecs. Kjt ettenknkm ausicg agajry jk tfg hesnis wncc hg tfg rgesjk tfgy wjk„t ettenk tfgnr `rgeas. Mgttnkm jc`gr `jgsk„t lnx nt. ]fgk tfg luk`eagktecs erg ausicg agajry, tfg pceygr ns lrgg! N„` cnog tj tgcc e lgw stjrngs tfet nccustretg tfns4 ]fgk N wes nk ijccgmg et Hgrocgg, N wjuc` jltgk mj tj jkg jl tfg mrget dezz icuhs et tfet tnag, tfg Dezz ]jrosfjp. Nt wes tfgrg tfet N lnrst fger` cnvg tfg cnogs jl Hncc Gveks, Ifnio Ijrge, ek` AiIjy Pykgr. N rgagahgr mjnkm tj sgg AiIjy Pykgr gvgry knmft. Et tfet tnag, fg we s tfg ajst –hurknkm‑ pnekj pceygr ecnvg. (Pfet ageks tfg strjkmgst lnkmgr tgifknqug ek` tfg strjkmgst rfytfa!) Fns snkmcg kjtgs wgrg cnog feaagrs, cnog

 

e vnhrepfjknst wjuc` saeio tfg agtec he rs wntf nk`nvn`uec aeccgts. Jk tfns cgvgc AiIjy hurkg` w ntf fns lnkmgrs. Kjw nl N wgkt gvgry knmft, nt sggag` tfet AiIjy wes tfet hurknkm gvgry tnag. Pfgrg wes kgvgr e tnag wfgrg fns rfytfa wes w geogr ek` fns lnkmgrs cgss cnog feaagrs. N fe` tj ijktgapcetg tfns. ]fy wjuc` fg pgrljra jk tfns cgvgc ecweys, wntfjut lenc: ]fy wjuc` N tfnko tfet gvgk nl fg tfjumft fg fe` e he` knmft: Pfgrg wes jkcy jkg cjmniec ekswgr. Nt aust hg gesy! Kjtfnkm gcsg ijuc` rgeccy gxpcenk nt. nt . Pfet ns ausicg agajry. Pfet„s wfy AiIjy Pykgr sjuk`g` tfet hurknkm gvgry knmft. Pfg seag tfnkm feppgkg` wntf Hncc Gveks. N wgkt tj sgg fna gvgry knmft ek` fg fe` fjkg` fns ferajkni ajvgagkt nktj purg ausicg agajry. Gvgry knmft Hncc Gveks pceyg` pgrlgit ferajky ek` wfet wg iecc vjninkms, tfg kjtgs tfet gxprgss tfg ferajky. Fjw `n` fg `j tfet: Pfg ekswgr ns, fns ausicgs, nk pgrlgit ijaauknietnjk wntf fns ank`, pgrljrag` tfjsg ferajkngs es nl tfgy wgrg snkmcg kjtgs. N `n` kjt mgt e ifekig tj sgg Fgrhng Fekijio. Fg wes tjj leajus tj pcey tfg Dezz ]jrosfjp, hut wfgkgvgr N `n` sgg fna nk ijkigrt, N kjtnig` tfet fns rfytfa, ler ajrg `gvgcjpg` tfek ankg, wes pceyg` wntf tfg seag gesg tfet jkg wjuc` pcey e wfjcg kjtg wntf kj rfytfa. Pfgrg erg pgjpcg wfj erg irgetnvg wfgk tfg ausni ns ruhetj. 9  Es cjkm es tfgrg„s kj tnag jr rfytfa, tfgy iek hg vgry irgetnvg. Pfet„s wfy, fuajrjuscy, nklgrnjr pceygrs erg su``gkcy vgry lrgg jk tfg cest kjtg jl e sjkm. Pfet„s hgieusg tfgrg„s e hnm lgraete 0 jk tjp jl tfet cest kjtg. Nl tfg ausni wgrg nk tnag, nk ljra jr vgry rfytfani, tfet pgrsjk wjuc` hg ecc twnstg` up nksn`g. Eltgr ijktgapcetnkm tfns emenk, N errnvg` et tfg ijkicusnjk tfet Fgrhng Fekijio pceyg` rfytfa wntf tfg ijaljrt nk fns hj`y tfet N pceyg` e wfjcg kjtg. Xglnkgagkt jl rfytfa ijags `jwk tj tfg saeccgst uknt, ek` tfg ausicgs hgijag glljrtcgsscy ijaljrtehcg wntf tfet uknt. Aeyhg jkcy ausnineks wncc uk`grstek` tfns kgxt hnt. Hut tfg prjjl tfet ausicg agajry ns tfg ogy leitjr ns tfns. Eso AiIjy tj pcey wfet fg pceyg` nk ek ukleancner j`` agtgr, jr wntf e pettgrk jtfgr tfek tfg jkgs fns rnmft fek` fe` ehsjrhg`. Fg wjuc`k„t sjuk` cnog AiIjy! Eso Hncc Gveks tj pcey gvgrytfnkm nk ekjtfgr ogy e fecl-stgp fnmfgr. Yu``gkcy tfjsg ferajkngs ek` vjninkms wjuc`k„t hg sj cjiog` nk. Ausicg agajry ns tfg mrget leit tfet„s kjt rgeccy tecog` ehjut. Eso eky dezz ausninek tj pcey hcugs nk H nkstge` jl Hh! dezz pceygrs mgt ay ageknkm fgrg. Ekjtfgr stjry4 Jkig N wes pceynkm tfg wg``nkm jl e mjj` lrngk` jl ankg, Mgkg Rgrce, tfg mrget hess pceygr wfj fe` pceyg` wntf Gcvnk Djkgs ljr aeky ygers. Fg ek` Dek Feaagr 7 ij-jwkg` e lera nk upstetg Kgw ^jro. Mgkg esog` ag tj put e hek` tjmgtfgr tj pcey ljr fns wg``nkm. N put e rgeccy knig hek` tjmgtfgr ek` N pceyg` e Lgk`gr Xfj`gs gcgitrni pnekj jut nk tfg heioyer`. N wes pceynkm mrget tfet `ey ek` gvgryjkg ieag up tj ag tj tgcc ag tfet. ek Feaagr, fnasgcl jkg jl tfg mrgetgst pneknsts, tjc` ag N sjuk`g` mrget. N lgct wjk`grluc. Et tfg gk` jl tfg `ey sjag pgriussnjknsts ieag aerifnkm `jwk tfg strggt tj djnk tfg perty. Pfgy wgrg pceynkm sjag fgevy stull. N `jk„t okjw fjw N wjuc`„vg lerg` wntf tfga. Dek Feaagr, cnog Ifnio Ijrge jr AiIjy Pykgr, ns jkg jl tfg ajst rfytfani pneknsts. ]fgk tfg pgriussnjknsts errnvg`, Dek jpgkg` fns hesgagkt ek` rjccg` jut fns H9 jrmek. /6 wes stertnkm tj pcey ntsgcl. Jkg knmft nk Ifniemj, N wes pceynkm wntf ay trnj ek` N fe` tfns lggcnkm lrja wntfnk, –Nl yju wekt tj agss erjuk` nk >/6, N tfnko yju„rg rge`y tj `j nt nk puhcni.‑ N `gin`g` tj suhdgit nt tj tfg uctnaetg tgst. Jk tfg tfnr` sgt jl tfet knmft, N fe` e strjkm vj`oe ek` dust ieccg` tfg tukg. Ay trnj wjuc` fevg kj prjhcga pceynkm tfns tukg nk >/6 hgieusg tfg `ruaagr ek` hess pceygr pcey hgttgr tfek N `j. (Ecweys cjjog` ljr tfet nk e trnj.) Nl N ijuc` hg tnpsy, lcjet up tfgrg ek` pcey tfg tukg, tfet wjuc` agek nt fe` djnkg` tfg rekos jl –tfnkms N iek pcey nk puhcni.‑ Nt `n` pcey ek` N fe` e``g` e kgw ehncnty tj ay tjjc hjx. ^ju sgg, N wjk„t pgrljra ekytfnkm N„a wjronkm jk uktnc nt pceys ntsgcl. (Rrgtty auif tfg tfgag jl tfg wfjcg hjjo.) Hut es stetg` ehjvg, N ijuc` wjro jk tfnkms tfet wncc kgvgr aeturg ek` ygt jtfgr tfnkms erg naprjvnkm hgieusg jl nt. Jl ijursg, es stetg` aeky tnags ecrge`y, jkg w juc` fevg tj hg wjronkm w ntfjut tfg tyrekky jl  tfg ank`! Yj, wfet erg sjag mun`gcnkgs ljr mjj` preitninkm:

YAECCGX NY HGPPGX. Pfg leit ns tfg cgss stull yju preitnig, tfg ajrg ijapcgtg yjur jwkgrsfnp jl sen` aetgrnec wncc hg. Pfnko jl yjur ijkigktretnjk es e igrtenk eajukt jl wetgr. Nl yju put tfet wetgr nk e wn`g ijktenkgr, tfg wetgr wncc hg sfeccjw. Jk tfg jtfgr fek`, nl yju put nt nk e kerrjw ijktenkgr, tfg wetgr wncc hg `ggp. Ek` sj, nt ns wntf ijkigktretnjk. Pfg saeccgr tfg gxeapcg, tfg ajrg yju iek ijapcgtgcy aestgr tfet pjrtnjk.

YPJR AGEYWXNKM. Pfns ns tj sey, `jk„t oggp ljiusnkm jk tfg fjrnzjk. ^ju cjsg epprginetnjk ljr tfg kgxt nkif. Pfgrg„s kjtfnkm wrjkm wntf –e `rjp nk tfg huiogt.‑ Nk leit, tfet„s rgeccy tfg jkcy wey tfg huiogt hgijags lucc. @jk„t ljius jk e lucc huiogt, retfgr `gvgcjp ek epprginetnjk ljr tfg kgxt `rjp. Pfg mrget sexjpfjknst ek` pfncjsjpfgr ]eykg Yfjrtgr sen`, –Pfg cjkm rje` ns tfg sfjrt rje`.‑

NL PFGXG„Y E ANYPEOG NK PFGXG, CGP NP FERRGK.  Ajst pgjpcg preitnig tfg jppjsntg wey, trynkm tj evjn` ansteogs. ^ju sfjuc`k„t try fer` tj pcey nt rnmft hut nkvntg nt tj pcey wrjkm. Pfgk wrjkm. Pfgk yju okjw tfet nl nt mjgs rnmft, yju aust fevg aestgrg` nt. ]gcijankm ansteogs wncc lncc nk tfg meps nk yjur trenknkm. Pfjsg ansteogs wncc cng nk tfg wgg`s ekywey wentnkm tj sehjtemg yju et gxeitcy tfg ajagkt yju wekt tj hg pgrlgit. Yj, hrnkm jk tfg ansteogs! (]fgk preitninkm!)

RXEIPNIG ]NPFJWP GMJ. Pfnko jl nt cnog hrusfnkm yjur tggtf. ^ju `jk„t hrusf yjur tggtf tfnkonkm –]jw! N„a rgeccy mgttnkm sjagwfgrg wntf tfns hrusfnkm. Nk e sfjrt tnag, N„cc fevg pgraekgktcy wfntg tggtf!‑ Kj. Hrusfnkm yjur tggtf ns dust sjagtfnkm tfet feppgks. Kj aettgr fjw wgcc yju hrusf tfga nk tfg ajrknkm, yju luccy gxpgit tj hrusf tfga emenk tfet knmft. (Nl yju„rg tfet mjj` ehjut nt!) ^ju `jk„t agesurg. ^ju snapcy `j nt. Nl  stu`ynkm wes tfet gmjcgss tfgrg„` hg kj stjppnkm yju!

 

KJ GVRGIPEPNJKY. Gxpgitetnjks runk tfg ajagkt. Fevgk„t tfgy ecweys: F evnkm kj gxpgitetnjks nk yjur cnlg cge`s tj tfg hgst rgsucts. Nk yjur preitnig nt cge`s tj nklnkntg petngkig ek` e mjj` nkvgktjry jl yjur sonccs. ^ju snapcy jhsgrvg wntfjut tfg urmg tj wgnmf, agesurg jr quektnly. Mjecs, ygs. @rgeas, ygs. Gxpgitetnjks, KJ! 

HG ]NCCNKM PJ YPEXP J\GX EK@ HG REPNGKP.  Pfg anssnkm cnko ljr aeky wfj erg nk e furry tj irgetg ns uk`grstek`nkm tfg prgperetnjk tfet kgg`s tj hg `jkg ljr tfg –anreicg‑ tj feppgk. Gahreig tfg n`ge jl stertnkm jvgr nkstge` jl hgajeknkm nt. –]jw, N fevg tj stert jvgr!‑ Mgt gxintg` ehjut nt! Gvgryjkg wekts tj mj ljrwer`. Pfet„s tfgnr wgeokgss. Pfg hgst wey tj mj ljrwer` ns tj stert jvgr. Nt„s kjt rgeccy stertnkm jvgr, hut retfgr, turknkm e pemg. E trgg aey mrjw aeky hrekifgs hut yju wetgr nt et tfg rjjt. Nt sggas ijuktgrnktuntnvg, hgieusg tfg gmj jkcy wekts tj ajvg ljrwer`. Nl  yju„rg e pgrsjk wfj rgcnsfgs stertnkm jvgr tfgrg„s kjtfnkm yju iek„t eiijapcnsf!

@JK„P IJAREXG ^JWXYGCL PJ JPFGXY. Pfg pgrsjk wfj `jgs ecc jl tfg ehjvg iek eifngvg eky mjec. Pfgrg„s ek jc` seynkm, ijaperg ek` `gspenr. Pfg mjec jl preitnig ns tj rgajvg tfg herrngrs hgtwggk jkg„s cnantetnjks ek` ijapcgtg lrgg`ja. Cjjo hgyjk` lukitnjkecnty. Rreitnig ljr ljr lrgg`ja  lrgg`ja.. 5  Glljrtcgss Aestgry  p.  p. 5 Naemnkg preitninkm jkg, ljur-kjtg pettgrk, pgrlgitnkm nt, ek` ijkkgitnkm nt tj ekjtfgr ljur-kjtg pettgrk, ljrankm e pgrlgit gnmft-kjtg cnkg. Naemnkg `jnkm jkg jl tfjsg e `ey ljr twgkty ygers. Naemnkg nt hgieag e fjhhy cnog `jnkm tfg irjsswjr` puzzcg. @j yju tfnko yju ijuc` evjn` hgijankm e aestgr jl agcj`y:

Retngkig 52 Yuppjsg yju preitnig` jkg rfytfani pfresg eltgr ekjtfgr, kgvgr ajvnkm jk uktnc tfg prgvnjus jkg wes ehsjcutgcy aestgrg`. Yuppjsg yju petngktcy `n` tfns ljr tgk ygers. @j yju tfnko yju ijuc` evjn` hgijankm e aestgr jl rfytfa:

Retngkig 55 Pfnko ehjut tfg wey jkg `jgs e hjjo jl irjsswjr` puzzcgs. @jgs tfns pgrsjk sey, –N„vg mjt tj mgt tfgsg puzzcgs `jkg es lest es pjssnhcg sj N iek ajvg jk tj tfg kgxt sgt jl meags. N wjk`gr nl N„a mgttnkm hgttgr et irjsswjr` puzzcgs: Ea N mgttnkm hgttgr ygt:‑ Kj, jl ijursg kjt. Pfgy erg d ust rgirgetnjkec ijktgkt tj pess tfg tnag. Pfgy prjhehcy fjpg tfet tfgy `jk„t lnknsf tfga tjj lest sj tfet tfgy wncc rgaenk jiiupng`. Pfgy `jk„t hur`gk tfgasgcvgs wntf tfg qugstnjk jl wfgrg erg tfgy mjnkm. Pfgy gkdjy tfg ajagkt.

 

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Icjsg yjur gygs. Mj ewey. Cgt gvgrytfnkm ijapcgtgcy cgevg yju. Cgevg gvgrytfnkm hgfnk`. Kjw gkdjy tfg tgksnjk ek` rgcgesg jl yjur nk-hrgetf ek` ju thrgetf. Hgijag tfg sfgcc. Ek gapty sfgcc. Nt„s e strjkm sfgcc, e stur`y sfgcc, vgry stncc ek` gapty. ^ju iek ecajst fger ek gifj nk tfg pceig, cnog nk ek gapty wergfjusg. Kjw, igktgr jk tfg sjuk` jl tfg hrgetf mjnkm nk ek` mjnkm jut. Gkdjy tfg scnmft ijktreitnjk jl tfg nkfecg, ek` tfg rgcgesg jl tfg gxfecg. Naemnkg e aeifnkg tfet jkcy `n` tfet. ]fet nl tfg sjuk` jl tfg enr mjnkm nk ek` jut wes es setnslynkm es tfg sjuk` jl tfg wevgs jl tfg jigek: ]fet nl yju wgrg ljrgvgr ijktgkt dust tj rn`g tfet sjuk` wntf yjur ewergkgss: ^ju wjuc` kgvgr wekt ljr ekytfnkm emenk. ^ju„` hg gapty jl ecc jtfgr sjuk`s, tfjumfts, `gsnrgs, ek` kgg`s. Rgrfeps yju wjuc` jiiesnjkeccy rgqunrg ljj`, wetgr, scggp, ek` westg gcnanketnjk. Hut naemnkg e hunc`nkm cnog tfet, ek g`nlnig wfjsg weccs erg stur`y ek` cermg, hut Pfg Ypeig   nksn`g nksn`g ns gapty ek` ievgrkjus. Pfgrg ns jkg aeifnkg nk nt, e hrgetfnkm aeifnkg. Pfg jkcy sjuk` lnccnkm tfg fumg fecc ns tfg jigekni sjuk` jl hrgetf –rusfnkm nk ek` rgcgesnkm jutwer`.‑ Pfet„s rgeccy tfg wfjcg ag`ntetnjk. Hut fgy, yjur gygs erg icjsg` ek` yju erg cnstgknkm, sj N„cc gcuin`etg qungtcy uk`gr tfg sncgkig. Cgt„s naemnkg tfg hgkglnts. Nl jkg wgrg trucy es gapty es e veiekt wergfjusg, nl jkg„s weccs wgrg tfet stur`y ek` nl tfg snapcg sjuk` jl yjur nkfecg ek` gxfecg lnccg` tfg sfgcc„s ewergkgss, yju wjuc`k„t wekt jr kgg` ekytfnkm, hut yju wjuc` hg e speig ljr tfnkms tj gktgr. Gvgryjkg kgg`s gxtre speig, rnmft: Mreig, ljr gxeapcg, nl tfet ijkigpt wjros ljr yju. Nkstge` jl preynkm ljr Mreig, yju wjuc` hg e aemkgt ljr Mreig! N„a surg Mj`„s mjt tjj auif jl nt ‐ Mreig tfet ns. Fg„` prjhehcy epprginetg tfg gxtre stjremg speig ‐ e pceig tj stjrg Fns mreig, Fns hcgssnkms, ek` Fns ehuk`ekig. Aeyhg nt„s ausniec n`ges yju irevg. ]fgk yju gapty yjursgcl ijapcgtgcy ek` eccjw Ausniec Mreig tj lncc yju, wjk`grs aey jiiur! ]fet ehjut cjvg: Gapty jl tfg kgg` tj hg cjvg` yju aey hgijag cjvg. Jf cjvg. Jf ygef, cgt„s `j tfns! Naemnkg cjvg lnccnkm tfg gygs ek` gers, tfg kjsg ek` ireknua, tfg kgio ek` sfjuc`grs, tfg eras ek` fek`s. Cjvg rukknkm cnog e rnvgr `jwk e ajuktenk, lnccnkm tfg ifgst, tfg stjaeif, tfg fnps, ek` tfgk, et tfg ljro, hgijankm twj strgeas, tfg rnmft ek` cglt cgm. Cjvg rukknkm `jwk tfg tfnmfs, tfg okggs, nktj tfg iecvgs, ekocgs ek` lggt. Naemnkg tfg tjgs swgccnkm wntf cnqun` cjvg. Pfg lnkmgrs hgnkm lnccg` cnog tnky wetgr heccjjks wntf cjvg, jr ausni, jr Mj`. ]fetgvgr yju„` ajst `gsnrg tj hg lnccg` wntf. Pfet„s nt.

Ijaagktery ]g fevg e herk rnmft kjw et jur fjusg tfet„s lnccg` wntf ecc onk`s jl stull wg iek„t lnt nk tfg fjusg. Jc` hems (jr jc` hemmemg pgrfeps:), jut`jjr lurknturg, jut-jl-`etg gcgitrjkni ausni gqunpagkt, (we-we pg`ec, ekyjkg:), wjj`, ek` tjks jl hjxgs jl agajrngs wg„cc prjhehcy kgvgr rgvnsnt emenk. N wjuc` sj cjvg tj gapty tfet herk, nksucetg nt, ek` lncc tfg lnrst lcjjr wntf ay hgeutnluc pnekj, rgijr`nkm gqunpagkt, ay hgeutnluc `gso ljr ay ijaputgr, spgeogrs, ek` wfetgvgr ijaprnsgs ay stu`nj. Nk tfg upstenrs, N„` cjvg tj put ekjtfgr `gso, lncnkm iehnkgts, knig lurknturg, ijaly ijuifgs, ek` rgicnknkm ifenrs. Jf, ek` rgicnkgrs jk tfg lnrst lcjjr tjj. Gvgry squerg nkif jl Pfg Ypeig  wjuc`  wjuc` tfgk hg `g`nietg` tj ay ijaljrt, ay pcgesurg (ljrmjt tj agktnjk tfg