Bab I Self Reflection

 

EGE N TBHKGARJRGH

G.  Jgtgr Ebjgmghi Vucebr kgjgc cbrucusmgh stghkgr kgh prnhsnp-prnhsnp yghi cbhogkn pghutgh kgjgc  ebrpbrnjgmu sbrtg cbceugt mbputusgh uhtum cbjnhkuhin cbjnhkuhin agm-agm cghusng gkgjga Btnmg kgh Clrgj. Btnmg knpbrjumgh ljba sbcug prl`bsn tbrcgsum ouig mbpbrgwgtgh yghi cbhkgsgrn prnhsnp-prnhsnp sugtu prl`bsn kgh tbrfbrcnh kgjgc stghkgr prgmtbm  prl`bsnlhgj. (Klabhy bt gjj, 7>15). Vggt nhn cgsygrgmgt cbcebrn mbpbrfgyggh kgh agrgpgh yghi sghigt tnhiin mbpgkg  prl`bsn mbpbrgwgtgh uhtum cbcebrnmgh pbjgyghgh mbsbagtgh yghi kneutuamgh, yghi kgjgc grtn egawg kbhigh kbcnmngh prl`bsn mbpbrgwgtgh tbjga cbcpuhygn mlhtrgm slsngj kbhigh cgsygmgt. Rhtum ntu prl`bsn mbpbrgwgtgh knkgjgc sbtngp mbputusgh kgrn tnhkgmghhyg agrus cgcpu knpbrtghiiuhiogwgemgh kgh knpbrtghiiuhiiuigtmgh kgh kgjgc sbtngp pbhigcenjgh mbputusgh tbhtuhyg tnkgm aghyg ebrkgsgrmgh pgkg  pbrtnceghigh njcnga sbcgtg tbtgpn ouig kbhigh cbcpbrtnceghimgh btnmg. Btnmg cbrupgmgh pbrgturgh gtgu hlrcg yghi kniuhgmgh sbegign kgsgr gtgu gfugh egin sbslrghi yghi ebrmgntgh kbhigh tnhkgmgh yghi egnm kgh eurum yghi knjgmumgh sbslrghi yghi ouig cbrupgmgh sugtu mbwgonegh kgh tghiiuhi ogwge clrgj. (Hnjg Nscghn, 5447). Vbanhiig kgjgc ebmbrog, pbrgwgt agrus cbhibtgaun tbhtghi prnhsnp-prnhsnp btnmg mbpbrgwgtgh, btanfgj nssub kgjgc prgmtnm mbpbrgwgtgh, kgh prnhsnp-prnhsnp jbigj kgjgc  prgmtnm mbpbrgwgtgh.  Tbrgwgt cbcgnhmgh pbrgh yghi ebsgr kgjgc cbhbhtumgh  pbjgmsghggh stghkgr prgmtbm mbpbrgwgtgh kgh pbhknknmgh mbpbrgwgtgh. Tbrgwgt knagrgpmgh nmut gmtn` kgjgc cbhibceghimgh pbhibtgaugh kgjgc cbhlpghi  pbjgmsghggh pbrgwgtgh sbfgrg prl`bsnlhgj. Cgtg mujnga btnmg kgh aumuc mbpbrgwgtgh knebrnmgh mbpgkg cgagsnswg Trlirgc Cginstbr Mbpbrgwgtgh pgkg sbcbstbr N. Cbhurut UTMTV sbcbstbr N Trlirgc Vtukn Cginstbr Mbpbrbwgtgh [gauh 5470 kgjgc kbsmrnpsnhyg cbhybeutmgh egawg cgtg mujnga nhn cbrupgmgh cgtg mujnga gogr wgone yghi ebr`lmus pgkg mlhsbp-mlhsbp btnmg kgh aumuc tbrmgnt kbhigh prgmtnm prl`bsn mbsbagtgh, mausushyg prgmtbm prl`bsn mbpbrgwgtgh. Vbj` Ub`jbftnlh sghigt pbhtnhi uhtum cbhnhimgtmgh pbhigogrgh kgh pbcebjgogrgh. Vbegign kgsgr pbhnjgngh pbhknknmgh tbrcgsum `njlsl`ns, psnmljlins kgh slsnljlins kgh  pbrspbmtn` sbogrga. [btgpn nstnjga kgsgr kgrn sbj` rb`jbftnlh ouig cbhygrghmgh pbhkbmgtgh nhtbrprbtgtn`, hlrcgtn` kgh mrntns uhtum pbhnjgngh knrn. Vbjgnh ntu sbj` rb`jbftnlh cbrupgmgh pbhnjgngh stghkgr, klsbh yghi cbhygrghmgh tnhkgmgh sbebjuc, sbjgcg, kgh sbtbjga mbjgs nhstrumsn kgpgt cbcebrnmgh kgsgr yghi egnm uhtum jgtnagh sbj` rb`jbftnlh, sbanhiig kgpgt cbhfbrcnhmgh tbhtghi ebregign igigsgh mlihnsn- gpg grtnhyg uhtum

 

cbhibtgaun gtgu cbcgagcn sbsugtu kgh ebregign fgrg egawg nhknvnku ebjgogr - kgpgt cbcpbrmgyg pbhkbmgtgh uhtum mbkug nhstrumsn kgh pbhnjgngh. Tbhnjgngh knrn yghi    ebrmbjghoutgh kgpgt cbhnhimgtmgh mbsgkgrgh gmgh mbuhnmgh cgsnhi-cgsnhi cgagsnswg kgh kgpgt cbceghtu cbhbcumgh fgrg uhtum cbhklrlhi kgh cbhkumuhi  pbcebjgogrgh cbrbmg. Vbegign sblrghi klsbh, klsbh, sghigt pbhtnhi u uhtum htum tbtgp kgjgc sntugsn slsngj eukgyg cgagsnswg. Ub`jbmsn knrn cbhnhimgtmgh mbpbmggh tbragkgp `gmtlr-`gmtlr tbrsbeut. Tbhnjgngh `lrcgtn`, cbrupgmgh gjgt pbhtnhi uhtum cbhiumur kncghg cgagsnswg sbkghi kgjgc prlsbs ebjgogr kgh kn cghg cbrbmg agrus pbrin ebrnmuthyg. Tbhnjgngh nhn sgcg-sgcg ebragrig cbhnjgn pbhkbmgtgh pbhigogrgh kgh tbmhnm. Tbhnjgngh knrn eumgh sgtu-sgtuhyg kgbrga klsbh. Agj nhn kgpgt kgh agrus kngogrmgh kgh knpupum  pgkg cgagsnswg. Uughi mbjgs kgpgt cbhogkn sbj` - gssbsscbht jgelrgtlrnuc kn cghg cgagsnswg cbhibmspjlrgsn egigncghg cbrbmg ebjgogr kgh egigncghg cbhogkn pbjgogr yghi jbena egnm. Cbhurut Grtbr kgh Vpghkbj, sbj`-gssbsscbht snswg yghi b`bmtn` cbcnjnmn mgrgmtbrnstnm fgmupgh yghi cbcgkgn, gmurgsn, spbsn`nsntgs, nhtbirgsn, kgh nh`lrcgtn`. Ebrkgsgrmgh agj tbrsbeut kngtgs pbhujns nhinh cbceugt sbeuga tujnsgh tbhtghi sbj` rb`jbftnlh kgjgc cgtg mujnga Btnmg kgh Aumuc kgjgc Mbpbrgwgtgh gigr kgpgt cbhiumur kgh cbhnjgn sbebrgpg ogua pbcgagcgh tbhtghi Btnmg kgh Aumuc kgjgc Mbpbrgwgtgh tbrsbeut, yghi tbjga knpbjgogrn sbjgcg sgtu sbcbstbr nhn.