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KCSKRI DO@OK@   Go pkarm, mh `is `kreis ` kreis kûis am` smeuhai mxo`oi (;?>?-;?4=) rmnirakck nih histk`eok su Khhuk` nrþhonks nigi Nirrmspihsk` am Eumrrk am @k @ocmrtka. His nihtkck rmnumrais am kqum` jirroc`m vmrkhi amrog, ;?3;uhmhgiri m` qum m` mbïrnoti mspkûi` sudroþ m` gkyir amsnk`kcri amnihtrk su jostirok k gkhis am Kca-m`-Lrog, Kca-m`-L tmgoc`m t mgoc`m qum `ierþ ke`utohkr ke`uto hkr `is iaois am `ks lkco`ks Mspkûk. «Nu «Nuëhti ëhti gm eustkrçk ‑his amnçk‑ nihsmeuor uh mbmgp`kr am msm `ocri y rm`mmr gos vosoihms y mxpmromhnoks mh kqum` Sod turcu`mhti mh m` qum humstris hic`ms si`akais sudrçkh mspkhtisis sudrogomhtis. @k kagohostrknoþh mspkûi`k, nirruptk y amsvmreihzkak, hi privmçk k` mbïrnoti am `is gktmrok`ms qum mxoeçk `k eumrrk, pmrgotomhai qum uhis rodmûis vk`mrisis, soh irekhozknoþh go`otkr, amrritkrkh k tripks rmeu`krms qum sm supihçkh supmroirms.¼ Khhuk`  ms uhk jostirok-rmquosotirok mh `k qum, nih pksoþh, sm smûk`kh `ks ohgirk`oakams am `is curþnrktks qum pkekckh nih skherm `is gizis mspkûi`ms. @ks nrþhonks qum vmhçkh am Gkrrumnis mrkh roeuriskgmhtm nmhsurkaks pkrk inu`tkr k `k ipohoþh pòc`onk, `k ai`irisk rmk`oaka. rmk`o aka. Mh Khhuk` go pkarm rmuhoþ sus nrþhonks soh `ks guto`knoihms am` nmhsir. Mh Mh su progmr mxo`oi, amspuïs am` ei`pm ohaunoai o haunoai am` bmrmzkhi Vrogi am Sovmrk, msnrocoþ, amsam Vkrçs, mstk orþhonk nukrtmtk2  Go qumroai Nirihm` Nirih m`  @mbis am su `ëpoz `ëp oz ribi  Msnrocorï kquç k quç k go khtibi khti bi Ckbi `k erkh Qirrm Moddm` Moddm`

Mh `k smeuhak pkrtm am Khhuk`  sm jknm uh nmrtmri aokehþstoni am `is mstmrtirms am `k Smstkurknoþh. @k gihkrquçk circþhonk mstkck piaroak y sþ`i uh sknuaþh sk`vkrçk k Mspkûk am nihvmrtorsm mh m` nkaëvmr am uh "m`mdkhtm gumrti". Amsam Drkhnok, nih `k ni`kcirknoþh am Aih Goeum` am ]hkguhi, tkgcoïh mgoerkai mh msm pkçs, amspuïs am su pkskhtçk nkhkrok, puc`onþ Jibks @ocrms, qum sm ohtriaunçkh n`khamstohkgmhtm mh Mspkûk, k trkvïs am `ks vmrmaks nihtrkckhaostks am `is Vkçsms Tksnis. Tohi Tohi `umei m` Vknti am ^kh ^mckstoëh, susnroti pir go pkarm, `k OO Smpòc`onk, Smpòc`onk, `k Eumrrk Novo` y `is kûis gosmrkc`ms am uhk aontkaurk nurmrk, nrum` y kekrckhzkak. ]hkguhi, khtms am giror mh su ^k`kgkhnk am pomarks airkaks, rmnirakhai k su jigþhogi, nk`odonþ k` rïeogmh am "aontkc`khak", k` nigpkrkr`i nih `i qum vmçk. Kjirk, erknoks k Maukrai Somstrk, maotir am Maonoihms m` Tomhti, jm piaoai `mmr  Khhuk` nih uh rmtrksi am :: kûis y aok`iekr nih go pkarm. K ï`, pkarm humstri, uh kcrkzi am jobis, homtis y coshomtis, smgcrkais mh tomrrks kgmronkhks. Mspkûk sm knmrnk jiy k `is oamk`ms m o`usoihms pir `is qum tkhti `unjkstm. Bukh G. Irtmek Nkrknks, 3= am smptomgcrm am 366:

 

VSÞ@IEI \;W Qrkhsnurrçk `k ò`togk ò`t ogk amnmhk am` gms g ms am bu`oi am` pkskai kûi. Hoheòh Hoheòh ohaonoi mxtmroir rmvm`kck ohquomtuams ho prminupknoihms mh `k ipohoþh pòc`onk. M` ksuhti am Gkrrumnis mrk pkrk `k ktmhnoþh emhmrk` nigi uhk vombk ohnigiaoaka mh `k qum hkaom pmhskck. Aigohkck sþ`i mh Gkaroa pir kqum``is açks m` trkbçh am `is vokbms vmrkhomeis, mh qum m` jigcrm `kciroisi cusnk uh hmnmskroi amsnkhsi, i mh qum uhk gu`totua drovi`k jknm nkgcokr am pisturk k su inoisoaka mh `ks p`kyks nihnurroaks. Mstk trkhquo`oaka, mstk ohnihsnomhnok, sm voi sòcotkgmhtm turckak pir hitonoks erkvçsogks, qum khuhnokckh uh dumrtm amsnk`kcri sudroai pir humstrks tripks am `k zihk am Gm`o``k. M` rugir mrk ohonok`gmhtm ogprmnosi, vkei, pmri pirtkair am uhk amhsk icsnuroaka, nigi msks hucms p`igozks qum kgmhkzkh nih m` pmarosni. Vini k pini kqum``k kqum``k ogprmsoþh ogprmso þh sm dum pic`khai am amtk``ms trëeonis, y m` nihtirhi am `k amsaonjk duï kpkrmnomhai khtm m` pòc`oni nih tmrroc`m aokdkhoaka. ]hi am `is dmhþgmhis ni`mntovis gës aoehi am smr mxkgohkai, y qum tomhm mh mstm prþ`iei su ipirtuhoaka, ms m` am `k titk` sirprmsk k qum khtms k`uaçk, nih qum `k nktëstridm ``meþ k sknuaor dumrtmgmhtm `is kairgmnoais hmrvois am `k ipohoþh. Mstk ohvmtmrkak ohn`ohknoþh k` sumûi, tkh akûisi pirqum hi prmvomhm, y k` hi nihstotuorsm mh knonktm am `i Eicomrhis ohvçtk`ms tkgcoïh k `k hme`oemhnok y k` kckhaihi, ¹ms hkturk` mh m``k i privinkak pir m` rïeogmh mh qum vovogis9 ^oh hmekr uhk pkrtm am nu`pk mh msm kckhaihi k humstrk oaoisohnrksok gmroaoihk`, m``k hi smrçk ckstkhtm k priaunor tkh `kgmhtkc`ms mdmntis soh so h m` mrrir krnkoni mh humstris eicmrhkhtms am nihsoamrkr nigi prohnopk` rmgmaoi m` usi y m` kcusi am `k girdohk. Viarçkgis amnor qum `is Ekcohmtms qum sm sunmamh mh `k aormnnoþh am `k pi`çtonk y am humstrk voak hknoihk` sih mgpmnktkais girdohþgkhis. Nihsoamrkh am cumhk dm, nigi mxnm`mhtm hirgk am aosnop`ohk sinok`, m` kos`kr k` pòc`oni am `k mxkntk vosoþh am sus pric`mgks y am `k nigp`mtk erkvmaka am `is sunmsis amserknokais. _ nigi m` progmr dkntir pkrk qum mxostk uhk ipohoþh mspkûi`k ms qum sm mhnumhtrm ksostoak am ohdirgknoihms vmrçaonks, hi ms am mxtrkûkr `k privinkak ohnihsnomhnok mh qum `is gës dumrtms y tmrroc`ms knkmnogomhtis sirprmhamh k kqum``k. ^o `k Vrmhsk, knksi nugp`omhai k`tis amcmrms, prmvomhm `is pm`oeris, hi dk`tkh kerois pktroitmris qum `k nk`odoqumh am k`krgostk. _i msnroci m` vomrhms = am hivomgcrm am ;?36 m` krtçnu`i ohonok` am  @k @ocmrtka, hi dorgkai mh qum sm amhuhnokck `k msnksmz y amdonomhnok am` gktmrok` am eumrrk am humstri mbmrnoti gkrriquç y sm jknçkh prmvmhnoihms sicrm su pisoc`m ohmdonknok. Am msm trkckbi pmroiaçstoni nipoi m` soeuomhtm përrkdi2  Mh m` prmsupumsti prmsupum sti am Eumrrk jknm mm`` nihtrocuymht nihtr ocuymhtmm sicrkais ssknrod knrodonoi onoiss pkrk mxoeor mxo eor qum humstrk knnoþh mh vmgis G krrumnis Gkrrumnis mstï knigpkûkak am nih nukhtis gma gmaois ois smkh nihvmhomhtms. Vir msi nih ai`ir y nihsoehkgis trostmzk, o htmrprmtkhai ohtmrprmtkhai m` smhtor emhmrk`, `ks gkhodmstknoihms qum kutirozkais tïnhonis, buhtkgmhtm nih `is ohdirgkairms pmroiaçstonis qum jkh ksostoai k `ks ò`togks ipmrknoihms dirgu`kh sicrm `k mvoamhtm nkrmhnok am` gktmrok` am eumrrk kamnukai. Ho tkhqums am ktkqum, ho krto``mrçk

 

giamrhk y kcuhakhtm, ho kmrip`khis, krgk am uh vk`ir mst giamrhk mstrktïeoni rktïeoni mh mstk n`ksm am nigcktms, nigck tms, tomhmh humstris si`akais am Kdronk nih `k pridusoþh hmnmskrok pkrk gu`top`onkr su knnoþh y kjirrkr m` sknrodonoi am su skherm. Mstm eïhmri am hme`oemhnok, mh m` qum sm numhtk sþ`i nih m` jmriçsgi am `is idonok`ms y si`akais, smrë guy am `k vombk smhtogmhtk`oaka cërckrk, qum oeuk`kck k `is nigcktomhtms mh uh buonoi am Aois i mh uhk `unjk nkck``mrmsnk pir `k akgk i m` jihir< pmri humstris si`akais tomhmh amrmnji k hi mstkr mxpumstis k uh numrpi k numrpi nih uh gihtkûïs am Zkumh. @k supmroiroaka am  pmrtmhmnmr  pmrtmh mnmr k uhk hkno hknoþh þh novo novo`oz `ozkak, kak, qum tomhm tomh m k su smrvonoi smrvo noi k `k no nomhnok mhnok y k ``k k tïnho tïnhonk nk giamrhks, giamrh ks, sm jk am pmrnocor mh m` nihbuhti nigi mh `is amtk``ms, y smrë mhirgm `k rmspihskco`oaka am humstris emhmrk`ms i am` Eicomrhi, ``kgkais ``kgkais k pihamrkr sus dumrzks, so sm sknkh `ks tripks amseukrhmnoaks am nukhtis gmaois gmaois smkh prmnosis pkrk m` trouhdi, soh qumcrkhtis ho girtk`ms kheustoks, nigi tomhm amrmnji y pisoco`oaka am ictmhmr`is  Mspkûk drmhtm drmht m k uhks trocus tro cus cm`onisks. cm`o nisks.

Vinis açks khtms am` amskstrm, m` açk ;= am bu`oi, m` nigpmtmhtm msnrotir Gkxogo`okhi Gkxog o`okhi Goûþh, mh krtçnu`i amaonkai k `ks Buhtks go`otkrms, msnrocçk mstm përrkdi, qum mrk `k pridmnçk am` amrrugckgomhti, mh qum khtonopkakgmhtm sm mgp`mkck mstk pk`kcrk, qum jk soai `umei `k gës sohtïtonk mxprmsoþh am` amskstrm2 ¡[um amsaonjk y qum pm`oerisk sotuknoþh!... sot uknoþh!... ]h ]h Mstkai sistmhoai pir uh Mbïrnoti ksç, ms, vk`ek `i gkhismkai am `k nigpkrknoþh mh erknok k `k mxkntotua, nigi uhk porëgoam sistmhoak pir m` vïrtonm. Ksç vovo vovogis gis nig nigi i am go`keri, mh nihtohui sicrmsk`ti, mspmrkhai y tmgomhai k nkak jirk m` trmgmhai amrrugckgomhti.

Vmri mstis k`akcihkzis nih qum k`euhks pmrsihks mhtmrkaks am` pric`mgk pric`mg k pumamh jkcmr trktkai am prmvmhor k `k ipohoþh, tmhçkh dirziskgmhtm qum smr ohmdonknms. M` Eicomrhi sm mhnkrekck am gkhtmhmr kos`kak `k zihk am humstri pritmntirkai am` kgcomhtm hknoihk`, nihsmrvkhai k``ç msk gircisk ohai`mhnok qum nih tkhtk skherm jmgis pkekai. ]h jmnji tkh erkvm nigi m` am `k ` k pïraoak am` gihtm Kckrëh, rmsu`tkai am uhk voi`mhtk mdmrvmsnmhnok mh `k jisto`oaka am `is cmhourrokeum` vmgis nigi sm aosdrkzkck am sunmsi gçhogi m ohtrksnmhamhtm mh m` pkrtm idonok` qum k nihtohuknoþh nipokgis2  M` emhmrk` smeuhai s meuhai bmd bmdmm am `k Nigkhakhnok emhmrk` emhmr k` am` Gm`o` G m`o``k `k niguhonk k mstm ms tm gohostmroi, k `ks ainm am` açk =, qum m` emhmrk` ^o`vmstrm jk gkrnjkai gkrnjkai mh m` nkûihmri  @kyk, k nihdmrmhnokr nihdmrmh nokr nih m` k`ti nigoskroi nigos kroi drmhtm d rmhtm k ^oao-Aros ^o ao-Aros am keisti.

 

QSO^QM GO^OÞH Ms jiy guy msnksi m` tomgpi qum m` trkckbi am ohakekr hitonoks nihnrmtks m ohmquçvinks sicrm `is erkvms y amsaonjkais sunmsis qum inurrmh mh mstk zihk his ambk pkrk trks`kakr`is k` pkpm`. @k gosoþh k qum m` amstohi gm jk mhtrmekai pir go mhkramnogomhti m ohtmrïs am mspkûi`, hi pumam smr gës trostm ho gës ai`irisk. Kuhqum am mstis gk`ms prmsmhtms, so skcmgis rmnocor sus `mnnoihms, rmgmaois y gmbirkgomhtis ms `i nomrtihmerks qum, pir am prihti,y tmhmgis m`pumamh oherktisureor amcmr am or ao`uymhai sicrm am` `ks privmhor, c`khnks nukrto``ks, kgkreurks jugo``knoihms. Am itrk pkrtm, mstk `kcir ms aurk y soh so h nihsum`is. ¹Knksi sorvm am k`ei9 Tkroks trohnjmrks tro hnjmrks am nmhsirms sm ohtmrpihmh mhtrm `ks skhks vmrakams qum qumrmgis jknmr ``mekr k humstris nigpktroitks y m` pòc`oni. Kcsurais nrotmrois am jostmrok, am girdohk y am khogoaka kpinkak, prmsoamh `k sm`mnnoþh am humstrks hitonoks, rmnieoaks am` gkhkhtok` voeirisi am `k rmk`oaka gosgk. _ m` sknrodonoi am tiai iramh nih qum mstks hitonoks sih cusnkaks mh gmaoi am `is nkgpis pkrk piamr idrmhakr uh tmstogihoi aormnti, nih m` mspçrotu `oemri y nþgiakgmhtm krrm``khkai mh uhk cutknk, m` nmhsir `ks tknjk.  @K M^N] M^N]KAS KASO@@K O@@K AM AM KMSIV KMSIV@KH @KHI^ I^ Kymr, k ò`togk jirk am `k tkram, gm trks`kaï k` nkgpi am kvoknoþh, ohstk`kai mh `ks ``khkaks am `k jçponk. @k msnukaro``k rmk`ozk mh `k gkaruekak y k` khinjmnmr vum`is am mxp`irknoþh, òhoni gmaoi am kaquoror humvks am `is erupis am Rm`uëh y Gihtm Krruot. Qrms kpkrktis sm m`mvkrih y amspuïs am k`nkhzkr k`turk sm pmraomrih mh m` jirozihtm duhaoïhaism nukhai sm aovoskckh nigi uh puhti mh `k `mbkhk hmc`ohk mh aormnnoþh am `ks gihtkûks am Rm`uëh. ¡Cumhk ¡Cumhk sumrtm! _i msnuaroûkck nih khsomaka m` nom`i, amsmisi am vmr`is rmtirhkr. Kamgës am `is pm`oeris am` korm, `ms knmnjkck `k jisto`oaka am `k tomrrk. Nihdirgm pkskckh `is gohutis soh qum `ks hucms his amvi`vomrkh su prmsk, m` nirkzþh `ktçk nih gkyir nm`mroaka. Vir doh vum`vm k `is vmohtonohni gohutis m` qum progmrkgmhtm jkcçk sk`oai. Vkskhai k` rks am `is ò`togis njkrnis am Gkr Njonk, ktmrrozk nih gkmstrk prmnosoþh. Vini amspuïs vmçkgis m` smeuhai puhti mh m` jirozihtm, qum oeuk`gmhtm krrock k` nkgpi soh hivmaka. ¹@m inurrorë k`ei k` tmrnmri9 t mrnmri9 Tkh trkhsnurromhai gës am nukrmhtk gohutis go hutis amsam su pkrtoak. Vir doh, jirkakhai m` nom`i nih `is ibis, nihsmeuogis vmr`m. Vmri nihdirgm sm kprixogk, pmrnocogis k`ei mxtrkûi mh su gkrnjk, y his priaunm `k smhsknoþh am qum vomhm nibmkhai pir `is korms. @k zizicrk his jkrçk amsmkr m` pismmr uhk dumrzk gkehïtonk qum `m sistuvomsm mh mquo`ocroi pmrdmnti, pums su knksi k`k ozquomrak amn`ohk vosoc`mgmhtm, sm hirgk`oaka. nigprmham qum tiai m` msdumrzi y pmronok am` kvokair hi smkh ckstkhtms pkrk ktmrrozkr ynih Vir dirtuhk, humstris tmgirms t mgirms sih mxkemrkais. _k _k sm iym m` rihquoai am` gitir< rumak r umak sicrm m` nkgpi `mvkhtkhai uhk turcihkak am pi`vi, mhribmnoai pir `is rkyis am` si` pihomhtm.

nkgpi `mvkhtkhai uhk turcihkak am pi`vi, mhribmnoai pir `is rkyis am` si` pihomhtm. K` kprixogkrhis k` kpkrkti, m` kvokair, qum mrk m` tmhomhtm Joak`ei, sk`tk k tomrrk.  

Mh Gihtm Krruot, pkrk nugp`or gmbir su krromsekak gosoþh, sm amsni`eþ jkstk nomh gmtris am` sum`i. ]hk ``uvok am ck`kzis giris `ms knieoþ. @ks k`ks sm vmçkh pmrdirkaks pir gës am vmohtm irodonois. ]h tmhsir am `is qum `ks submtkh, qum ms am dirtçsogi knmri, mstkck pkrtoai, pkrto ai, y mh `k ni`k, m` togþh am priduhaoaka `i jkcçk riti m` rkspihkzi am uhk ck`k. @k trkymntirok am uhk ck`k mh `k gkamrk am `k ckrquo``k amgistrkck jkcmr tinkai k uhis go`çgmtris am `k nkcmzk am` kvokair. ^þ`i `k gkmstrk smrmhoaka am` bivmh po`iti, tkh bivmh qum pkrmnm uh hoûi, jkcçk piaoai vmhnmr, nigpmhskhai `k dk`tk am togþh nih uh jëco` gkhmbi am `ks pk`khnks, `k pm`oerisk kvmrçk.  SMHAONOÞH  SMH AONOÞH AM RM@] RM@]ËH  ËH  Vir `i amgës, `is pëbkris trkçkh mh su vum`i gk`ks hitonoks. @k K`nkzkck am Rm`uëh mstkck kraomhai y, y, pir `i tkhti, pmraoak soh s oh rmgmaoi kqum``k crkvk eukrhonoþh, qum aurkhtm nktirnm açks sm jk sistmhoai vk`omhtmgmhtm, soh qum jkyk piaoai smr sinirroak pir `ks dumrzks am `k p`kzk. Mh mdmnti, mstk gkûkhk tuvogis yk `k tmrroc`m nihdorgknoþh. K` vmr `k ogpisoco`oaka am tiak amdmhsk, `k eukrhonoþh, nigpumstk mh kqum` gigmhti am uhis 166 jigcrms, nkpotu`þ. M` ohnmhaoi `ms nmrnkck. @i tmrroc`m, smeòh `ks hitonoks qum k hisitris ``mekh, ms qum m` ohdoamhtm y dmriz mhmgoei hi rmspmtþ `ks nihaonoihms, smeòh `ks nuk`ms sm amcçk pmrgotor `k sk`oak am `k dumrzk soh krgks y su k `ksqum `çhmks mspkûi`ks. K`hisk`or am `k K`nkzkck ohamdmhsis kqum``is si`akais sm sunmaçkh `ksrmtorkak amsnkreks `is khoquo`kckh, jkcomhai piaoai ``mekr k `k p`kzk gës qum ais. ]hi am m``is sm doheoþ gumrti mhtrm m` pm`itþh am nigpkûmris qum nih ï` sk`omr sk`omrkh kh am `k K`nkzkck, K`nkzkck, y qum rmk`gmhtm nkyþ mxëhogm. @is giris, pkrk prickr so rmk`gmhtm mstkckh gumrtis, `ms pohnjkckh nih uh k`do`mr. Mstm si`akai rmsostoþ m` ai`ir soh qum uh si`i givogomhti hmrvoisi `m jonomrk pmramr su roeoamz m ohgivo`oaka. @m amshuakrih mhtihnms, ambëhai`m kckhaihkai, y nukhai `m pkrmnoþ qum m` gigmhti mrk priponoi, pums `is giris sm jkcçkh rmn`uoai mh m` pic`kai, juyþ rmnirromhai `is inji lo`þgmtris prþxogkgmhtm prþxog kgmhtm qum smpkrk Rm`uëh am `ks gëremhms am Gkr Njonk. K``ç K``ç sm krribþ k` keuk, y hkakhai `i ktrkvmsþ mh `çhmk rmntk jknok m` Ktk`kymh. Ktk`kymh. Mh `k p`kyk dum rmnieoai, soh dumrzks pkrk or gës kam`khtm. Jkstk kquç m` trëeoni t rëeoni mposiaoi am Rm`uëh.  M@ EMHM EMHMSK@ SK@ HKTKSS HKTKSSI I Am Gihtm Krruot, `ks vmrsoihms gës kutirozkaks jknmh nrmmr qum nihtohòk `k amdmhsk am msk pisonoþh. Vir uh si`akai qum amsam k``ç jk `ierkai vmhor k `k p`kzk, sm skcmh k`euhks hitonoks. Gkhodomstk qum `is giris riamkh mh erkh hògmri `k pisonoþh y qum hi jisto`ozkh `is vokbms am` nkrri-nuck jkstk m` krriyi mh qum jknmh keukak. Vmri nigi hi ms ckstkhtm pkrk m` sugohostri am kqum``ks dumrzks, y `is si`akais, nih `is krairms am `k mstknoþh, kerkvkais mh mstks `ktotuams, hi pumamh nihtmhmr `k sma, nigmtmh `k ogpruamhnok am sk`or am `is pkrkpmtis pkrk cusnkr m` keuk. Mhtihnms `is duso`kh `is giris k``ç kpistkais.

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Mstk gkûkhk jm vosotkai am humvi `k pisonoþh am` zini am` Jka, gkhakak pir m` nirihm` Soqum`gm. Ms m` zini am` Jka `k gës ogpirtkhtm pisonoþh am nukhtks amdomhamh Gm`o``k. Nihstotuym uhk am `ks ais pisoc`ms mhtrkaks pkrk m` mhmgoei. Mstë pmrdmntkgmhtm prmpkrkak. Qomhm pridusks k`kgcrkaks, disis y nkgohis nucomrtis nih pkrkpmtis am sknis am krmhk. Vir nomrti qum k``ç tuvogis t uvogis m` jihir am sk`uakr sk` uakr k` Ohdkhtm A. K`dihsi am Circþh Circþh.. Kuhqum hi skcçkgis qum k``ç inurromrk hkak, humstrk kntovoaka ohdirgktovk jkcçk soai comh euokak. Drmhtm k` zini am` Jka, y nigi k trms lo`þgmtris, lo` þgmtris, jky itrk pisonoþh smnuhakrok, y qum am `k progmrk ampmham, qum jkcçk soai ktknkak k` kgkhmnmr. Amsam uhk am mstks nksunks pkraks y njktks am `is giris, guy prþxogk k msk pisonoþh, qum sm ``kgk am Qokzzk, jkcçkh jmnji ïstis k`euhks amsnkreks. @is si`akais, qum mstkckh trkhquo`kgmhtm ksigkais k `k trohnjmrk, sudromrih k`euhks ckbks. Juci ais gumrtis y quohnm jmroais, mhtrm ïstis uh idonok`. ido nok`. Mh m` gigmhti mh qum ``meëckgis k` nkgpkgmhti am` zini, uhk smnnoþh am rmeu`krms jkcçk sk`oai pir `k amrmnjk y ais nigpkûçks pir `k ozquomrak, pkrk pritmemr uh nihviy am keuk qum sm ``mvkck k Qokzzk. ^m içkh drmnumhtms amsnkreks am `is rmeu`krms k` pkskr pir `ks ohgmaoknoihms am uh kaukr qum mstë sotukai k gmaok `kamrk am `ks prþxogks gihtkûks. Mh m` vosi am uhk am m``ks pmrnocomrih `is krto``mris k`euhis erupis am giris, y pkrk ogpmaor`ms puaomrkh ktknkr k humstrks dumrzks sm aoi m` tiqum am dumei. Vrihti mstuvomrih `ks pomzks am nkûþh aospumstks y kpuhtkaks. Amspuïs Amspuïs am` vocrkhtm mstkgpoai, mstkgpo ai, sm iyþ rksekr m` korm, nigi so dumrk smak, k `k piamrisk ck`k, y k pini, sicrm `k gosgk nkcmzk am` erupi mhmgoei, sureoþ uh rmsp`khair vovçsogi. Jkcçk jmnji mxp`isoþh, erknoks k `k mspi`mtk am` tomgpi, mh m` gigmhti y sotoi prmnoskgmhtm nk`nu`kai. @is si`akais knieomrih n`kgiriskgmhtm `k mxkntk puhtmrçk am` nkpotëh. @ks ckbks jmnjks mh `k gkaruekak qumakckh nkstoekaks nih msm tori. Gm`o``k, 1 am keisti.

 

KCA-M@-LSOG  JO^QISOK AM ]HK ]HK KAJM^OÞH KAJM^OÞH _ ]HK ]HK MHMGO^Q MHMGO^QKA KA Ms am uh erkh ohtmrïs nihinmr `ks nuk`oakams am` mhmgoei. Ohampmhaomhtmgmhtm am `k `meçtogk nuroisoaka am` pòc`oni, am `k qum quosoïrkgis smr dom`ms smrvoairms, ms pisoc`m qum khtm `k doeurk am Kca-m`-Lrog, sus khakhzks pir `k zihk gm`o``mhsm, `k kgostka qum aurkhtm gunji tomgpi gkhtuvi nih `is mspkûi`ms y prmsmhtkr `ks nkusks qum priaubmrih su jisto` mhibi, m` `mntir tmhek, mh gës am uh gigmhtis, qum mnjkrsm `ks gkhis k `k nkcmzk y mxn`kgkr2 «¹Vmri ksç sm nigprigmtmh ohtmrmsms tkh am`onkais9 ¹K msi sm kpm``oak pi`çtonk gkrriquç9¼. Humstri kavmrskroi, m` kntuk` bmdm am `k bkrlk, sm ``kgk Kca-m`-Lrog-cmh-Gijkgma-m`-Bkckto. Hknoþ mh m` pic`kai am Kekaor-Kkod-Busmd-u-K`o, mhn`kvkai mh `k mxtmhsk y pipu`isk lkco`k am Cmhourrokeum`. ^u pkarm, qum jk gumrti guy khnokhi, jknm pinis gmsms, mrk m` bmdm am` pic`kai. Nihvomhm aostoheuor mhtrm msk bmdkturk y `k am `k lkco`k mhtmrk. Mh `k irekhozknoþh pktrokrnk`, y gunjks vmnms smnu`kr, am mstis gihtkûmsms, nkak hòn`mi am nksks, pir pmqumûi qum smk, tomhm uh mdm.@kHism`vëtonk somgprmohaovoauk`oaka sm amstknk mhtrm soh mgckrei, uh bmdm `k lkco`k.aosnop`ohk amm``is, `is cmrmcmrms hi sum`m ti`mramkrtiak ti`mrkr msk supmroir aosnop`o hk gës qum mh m` nksi am qum `is knihtmnogomhtis i m` prmstoeoi am `ks vontiroks i am `k dumrzk `i ogpihekh. @is ksuhtis qum k `k lkco`k mh emhmrk` kdmntkh, mh sus rm`knoihms am vmnohaka nih `ks itrks, sum`mh amnoaor`is, rmuhoais, `is bmdms am` pic`kai. Kca-m`-Lrog, qum tomhm, smeòh `is aktis mxostmhtms mh `k idonohk am Vi`onçk ohaçemhk, trmohtk y nohni kûis, ms am gmaokhk mstkturk, y su dkz idrmnm m` kspmnti nkutm`isi am uh nkgpmsohi. Ms, soh mgckrei, jigcrm am pisotovk nu`turk. Mstuaoþ Amrmnji gusu`gëh mh Dmz. Vir `i tkhti, su pridmsoþh ms `k am kciekai y hi `k am eumrrmri. Amspuïs am tmrgohkr su maunknoþh, y jkc`khai yk nirrmntkgmhtm m` nkstm``khi, vohi k Gm`o``k mh m` kûi ;?6?, ni`inkai mh `k idonohk ohaçemhk nigi lkao, msti ms, bumz pkrk `ks numstoihms nrogohk`ms qum mhtrm `is giris sureomsmh. Amgistrþ su n`krk ohtm`oemhnok mh m` amsmgpmûi am msk duhnoþh, y mh m` kûi ;?;1 dum ksnmhaoai k lkao liak, i smk bumz am bumnms, msto`i am gkeostrkturk supmroir, qum amnoam `ks k`zkaks y rmnursis. Aurkhtm tiai mstm pmrçiai su kutiroaka mh `k zihk am Gm`o``k mrk erkham. Jm jkc`kai kquç nih gunjks pmrsihks qum drmnumhtkrih su trkti y tiaks gkhodomstkh qum mrk ohtm`oemhtm y kerkakc`m y qum amgistrkck somgprm vmrakamrk kajmsoþh k `k nkusk am Mspkûk, am nuyi pritmntirkai mspmrkck m` gmbirkgomhti y nu`turk am sus pkoskhis. Gistrkck erkh kdonoþh k ksostor k kskgc`mks i rmuhoihms, mh qum pmaçk somgprm `k pk`kcrk y mxprmskck sus ipohoihms nih erkh n`kroaka. Qkgcoïh mrk ohn`ohkai k` pmroiaosgi. Aurkhtm `krei tomgpi ni`kcirþ mh   M` Qm`merkgk am` Sod,   mh m` nuk` rmakntkck uhk smnnoþh mh ërkcm. Mhvoþ k Mspkûk, pkrk qum jonomsm sus mstuaois am ohemhomri am Gohks, k uh jmrgkhi suyi, nih

m` qum `m nihduhaomrih mh `ks progmrks ohdirgknoihms pmroiaçstonks, `i nuk` jozi nrmmr qum m` nkuao``i am `k bkrlk jkcçk vovoai mh Gkaroa.  

Qiais mstis aktis, su nu`turk, qum `m ` m ohn`ohkck, nih `is dumrt dumrtms ms `kzis am` mspçrotu, jknok Muripk, jknmh pmhskr mh qum jkstk msm ohstkhtm su `mk`tka k `k nkusk am` pritmntirkai mrk sohnmrk. so hnmrk. Vrihti, soh mgckrei, ockh k mhvmhmhkrsm sus rm`knoihms nih hisitris. ^meòh `is m`mgmhtis am uonoi qum jkstk kjirk tmhei, qum jm am nigp`mtkr kòh gës pirqum m` ksuhti gmrmnm smr msnuaroûkai, sm jozi nkrei am `k aormnnoþh am `k Idonohk ohaçemhk, mh m` kûi ;?;5, m` nirihm` A. Bukh Eo` y Eo`. Mstm smûir pkrmnm qum rmvi`voþ uh tkhti `is am`onkais ksuhtis am pi`çtonk y `k trkckzþh am ohtmrmsms pmrsihk`ms k``ç nrmkais. nr mkais. Qþgksm nigi votkhak y ams`mk` uhk ipohoþh mxprmskak pir Kca-m`-Lrog, smeòh `k qum mrk amdmhsir y pkrtoakroi am `k knnoþh mspkûi`k pirqum k` trkmr k mstk nigkrnk eïrgmhms am nu`turk y priermsi kcrçk m` nkgohi pkrk qum su rkzk sk`omsm am `k rutohkrok pkrk`ozknoþh mh qum vovçk amsam soe`is, puaomhai knksi, mh uh pirvmhor rmgiti, smr uhk hknoþh. K hisitris, y nih pmraþh am quomhms mhtihnms sm k`krgksmh, his pkrmnm qum so `i ``kgkai pi`çtonk gkrriquç ms k`ei gës qum uhk dkrkgk``k, smrçk aodçno` mhnihtrkr uhk dþrgu`k gës jëco` ho gës mxkntk pkrk mbmrnotkr`k. Hi ms m``k, sohi uh amskrri``i y uhk mxprmsoþh am nukhti mh `k bmrek aop`igëtonk supihm humstri pritmntirkai mh mstk zihk. ^meòh gos niguhonkhtms, soh mgckrei, m` ^r. Eo` y Eo` sm sohtoþ prminupkai, y m` lkao-liak nigmhzþ k mxpmrogmhtkr drok`akams y gi`mstoks. ]h ohnoamhtm erkvm mhrmaþ yk `ks nisks aokcþ`onkgmhtm. Kca-m`-Lrog jknçk istmhtknoþh am emrgkhido`ok. Aosnutçk nuk` tkhtis mspkûi`ms mh `k gmsk am` nkdï sicrm `is trmgmhais njiqums am `k eumrrk muripmk, y nigi amtk``m nuroisi qum mxprmskck sus sogpktçks, aormgis qum ni`ekck am su nkamhk uh aobm qum rmprmsmhtkck uh gohòsnu`i go hòsnu`i nksni prusokhi. Kuhqum m` iroemh am `k ohonoktovk hi mstë n`kri, sm aonm qum, ktmhaomhai k rmn`kgknoihms am `k aop`igknok drkhnmsk, m` gohostmroi am Mstkai iramhþ qum dumsm mhnkrnm`kai y prmvokgmhtm amspismçai am su nkrei. Mh mstm gigmhti hi aospihei am` nk`mhakroi am humstris gohostris, pums nkso nigi m` skhtirk` vkrçkh, m oehiri k quoïh nirrmspiham `k duhmstk rmspihskco`oaka am msk gmaoak. Nm`mcri, pir itrk pkrtm, qum ksç smk, pirqum am tk` sumrtm m` nigmhtkroi qum gmrmznk hi piarë smr tknjkai am pmrsihk`ostk ho pkrnok`. Dum, mh nihsmnumhnok, amtmhoai mh m` dumrtm am Sistrieirai, buhtkgmhtm nih itris gunjis knuskais am jkcmr pmrtmhmnoai k `k bkrlk am Kca-m`-Gk`ml, qum ms m` nkuao``i qum aoroem `k eumrrk mh `k zihk drkhnmsk. K `is pinis gmsms am su mhnomrri ohtmhtþ Kca-m`-Lrog duekrsm y sm amsni`eþ am `ks tkpoks am` dumrtm< pmri m` ei`pm dum tkh erkham qum sm rigpoþ uhk pomrhk. @is nmhtohm`ks `m mhnihtrkrih y am humvi vi`voþ k su prosoþh. M` gïaoni, si`çnotkgmhtm, prinurþ nurkr`m. @k drknturk mrk smhno``k y jkcrçk qumakai comh. Vmri m` iaoi jkcçk emrgohkai yk mh m` nirkzþh am` giri, y nih `k mxtrmgk voru`mhnok am mstis tmgpmrkgmhtis hi qumrçk am `is nrostokhis ho `k sk`ua. Hi nihsohtoþ, pums, qum `i nurksmh, y pir msi ms nibi, nih nibmrk qum `m ic`oek k nkgohkr guy aodçno`gmhtm aodçno`g mhtm y nih hoheuhk gkrnok`oaka eumrrmrk. Qk` Qk` ms, pir `i tkhti, m` kak`oa am `k ttmgoc`m mgoc`m bkrlk2 ¡uh kciekai nibi! Qmrgohþ `k eumrrk muripmk. Mhtihnms dum pumsti mh `ocmrtka, y pir emstoihms emst oihms guy jëco`ms y comh co mh

ohtmhnoihkaks, mh m` smhtoai am qum sm `m kp`knksmh `ks orks y hknomrk humvkgmhtm `k kgostka mh m` vmbkai Kca-m`-Lrog, Kca-m`-Lrog, dum rmohtmerkai rmo htmerkai mh m` nkrei am lkao-liak.  

Vmri m``i dum mstïro`. _k hi mrkh pkrk ï` `is gosgis gm`o``mhsms, y su mxprmsoþh, am niraok` y sogpëtonk, sm nihvortoþ mh jisnk y nmrrkak. ^m kos`þ am sus vombks rm`knoihms, khtm `ks qum sm smhtçk jugo``kai, y prihti kckhaihþ mstk nouaka nih m` prmtmxti am or k vosotkr k su pkarm mhdmrgi. @`kgþ k su jmrgkhi, qum, nigi jmgis aonji, mstkck mh Gkaroa, y nigmhzþ k irekhozkr `k krlk, aonomhai, nih nkutm`k guy am su pridmsoþh, qum sþ`i tmhçk dohms amdmhsovis khtm `is kvkhnms am `ks tripks mspkûi`ks. Nigi su pkarm, pir sus gunjis kûis, hi mstkck òto` pkrk `is ksuhtis, dum mh su `uekr ` uekr higcrkai mdm am` pic`kai, y pir su prmstoeoi mhtrm `is giris y `k supmroiroaka qum su nu`turk `m akck dum prihti bmdm am `k bkrlk mh dirgknoþh. dirgkno þh. Hi icstkhtm, su gmhtk`oaka ho su nkrëntmr pini cm`onisi `m ``mvkckh k ohonokr knnoihms idmhsovks. Vir nihaunti am uhk mhtoaka guy ogpirtkhtm am Gm`o``k, mhtkc`þ uhk hmeinoknoþh nih m` emhmrk` ^o`vmstrm pkrk nihtohukr somhai kgoei am Mspkûk, kuh amspuïs am` erkvm knnoamhtm am `k pisonoþh am` gihtm Kckrrëh, mh `k qum, nih vmrakamrk jmrionoaka y hi nigi `k qum k vmnms sm priaoek mh `mtrks am gi`am, guroþ ^k`kdrkhnk. Amnçk Kca-m`-Lrog2  ‑@i inurroai inurro ai mh Kckrrëh jk soai nihtrk go amsmi. @is turcu`mhtis turcu` mhtis am `k bkrlk `i jkh jmnji nihtrk go vi`uhtka Kòh ms tomgpi am qum rmkhuamgis `k kgo kgostka, stka, cirrkhai mstm jmnji. Hi dumdumktmhaoak ho mstogkak mstk emstoþh y, smeòh `ks hitonoks qum k gç jkh ``mekai, `k rmspumstk voi`mhtçsogk. Khtms am Kckrrëh jkcçk msnroti uhk nkrtk k` emhmrk` ^o`vmstrm mh m` gosgi smhtoai, qum dum amsamûkak. Mh `is amstohi mspkûi`ms, mstk am`onkak duhnoþh am `k pi`çtonk ohaçemhk, pkrk `k nuk`, so hi sm quomrm nihvmrtor`k mh nihtrkpriaunmhtm, `is amais qum `k gkhmbmh jkh am tmhmr `k suto` ao`oemhnok qum pkrk jknmr mhnkbm am ci`o``is, mstë m` prinmamr nih `k ohnihnmcoc`m tirpmzk qum jmgis vosti. Khë`iei prinmamr prinmamr dum m` qum sm soeuoþ nih m` Skosuho, nuyk mhmgostka, ogpruamhtmgmhtm nkuskak y mhvmhmhkak, jk jmnji tkhtis qumcrkhtis. ^m nrmk m` pmrsihkbm, sm `m ak ogpirtkhnok y mdonomhnok, y nukhai puaoïrkgis ictmhmr m` rmsu`tkai am` kgostisi trkti y am `k emhmrisk nihauntk, `k vmrskto`oaka y kuh `ks mgu`knoihms am `is qum kquç ``mvkh mstis ksuhtis i `ks tirpmzks gohostmrok`ms go hostmrok`ms jknmh uh mhmgoei, k` qum kamgës sm ambk mh `ocmrtka am akûkrhis. Jiy, Kca-m`-Lrog ms uh kavmrskroi am Mspkûk qum amcm rmnocor m` nkstoei am tkhtk skherm vmrtoak. Vmri mstm rm`kti, nigp`mtkgmhtm ogpkrnok`, y qum trks`kai nigi kquç `i jm rmnieoai, ¹hi sueomrm knmrcis nigmhtkrois9 ¹Ms msti eicmrhkr nih smrmhoaka y pruamhnok, i mhtrmekr `is gës aodçno`ms y trkhsnmhamhtms pric`mgks k `k gës puhoc`m `oemrmzk9 Gm`o``k, 4 am keisti.

 

M@ K@GK AM @K SKRK Amspuïs am` skheromhti amsmh`knm am `k rmsostmhnok am Rm`uëh, qum mh pripois y mxtrkûis jk am amspmrtkr ohaoehknoþh, tiaks `ks khsomakams nihvmremh jknok `k ni`ughk am` emhmrk` Hkvkrri, qum mh `k pisonoþh am Gihtm Krruot sm sistomhm. Aormgis khtms am pkskr kam`khtm, qum `is si`akais am Rm`uëh jkh soai vontogks am su kustmri nihnmpti amcmr . @k niaonok am mstis‑qum rodmûissoehodonk sm nodrk mh mh `is duso`ms giamrhis. K htmibis uh Gkusmr uh @mcm`,am` qumamcmr. m``is ``kgkh "krckok" ërkcm nuktri toris‑, Khtm sus am domrki gihtkrkz cro``kh cro` `kh nih m` vovi amsmi am `k pismsoþh. _i `i jm icsmrvkai kuh mhtrm `is giris kgoeis qum nih trkhquo`k kpkromhnok pksmkh mhtrm `ks tripks. Ms m` ohstohti eumrrmri am su rkzk m` qum `ms jozi tmgoc`ms mhmgoeis am `ks `meoihms rigkhks y `ms sistomhm jiy mh `unjk ohtmrgohkc`m drmhtm k `k novo`ozknoþh muripmk. Mh `k nkpotu`knoþh am Rm`uëh, `k n`ëusu`k progmrk nihsostçk mh `k mhtrmek am` krgkgmhti< pmri m` puhaihir am msis go`otkrms, riamkais pir `ks ``kgks y kniskais am tiaks pkrtms, hi puai ohtmrprmtkr msk nihaonoþh gës qum mh m` smhtoai am qum `ks krgks mhtrmekaks huhnk puaomrkh smrvor pkrk gktkr k sus nigpkûmris. Vir msi quotkrih `is nmrribis k `is duso`ms y `is ohuto`ozkrih nigp`mtkgmhtm. Kavortoïrih`i `is rodmûis k` rmniemr m` kgconoihkai citçh. Nrmymrih qum m` nksi nihstotuçk ohnugp`ogomhti am `i nihvmhoai, y sm amsciraþ mh `k turck, rkcoisk kamgës pir tkh `krek rmsostmhnok, `k nþ`mrk, nuyis skheromhtis mdmntis nihinmh humstris `mntirms. @ks kgmtrk``kairks tkgcoïh jkcçkh soai ritks. Vir nomrti qum, nigi amtk``m nuroisi y tmrroc`m, nihtkrï qum mh `k erkh msnksmz am keuk qum sudromrih ``mekrih k cmcmrsm m` ampþsoti rmdroemrkair qum msis kpkrktis tomhmh pkrk mhdrokr m` nkûþh, m` nuk`, am itrk sumrtm, hi piarçk sipirtkr sus gò`top`ms aospkris. @ks nucks qum jkcçkh tmhoai keuk, nigi nihsmrvkckh uh rmsti am jugmaka, dumrih amsjmnjks, y su gkamrk, nirtkak mh trizis, mrk gksnkak pkrk mhekûkr m` akhtmsni tirgmhti am `k sma. Mh Gihtm Krruot, Krruot, nigi khtms ohaonkgis, `ks tripks t ripks sm sistomhmh nih m`mvkak aosnop`ohk y tmsþh. Jiy humstrk rkzk mstë amnkçak mh inksoihms, nigi jmgis vosti jk pini, jkstk `k vmreðmhzk, hi pir aosgohunoþh am msks nk`oakams y docrks voeirisks am` k`gk mspkûi`k, sohi pir m` ohirekhosgi, `k khkrquçk y `k amsgirk`ozknoþh am `is m`mgmhtis ni`mntovis.  OH^MH^OCO@OAK  OH^MH ^OCO@OAKA A AM @I^ VI@ÇQONI^ VI@ÇQONI^ Nkak açk mstks kp`kstkhtms mhsmûkhzks gm kdorgkh gës mh go vosoþh am `k rmk`oaka hknoihk`. Nukhai mh m` Vkr`kgmhti, y nih gos msnksis gmaois, gm jm smhtoai aigohkai pir mxk`tknoihms ohaoehkaks, mh gokhtm ohn`ohknoþh, kamgës auakr am gç qum gosgi, qum go smhsoco`oaka, jm nkso``mekai kos`kak ky nrmmr amsksostoak, `is dmhþgmhis am kamsnigpisonoþh prmsmhnokck, mrk mxkemrkak. Ksç puam supihmr`i k` hi vmr`k nigpkrtoak. Jiy, k` tinkr `is mdmntis, rmotmri gos

nihvonnoihms. @is mquovinkais sih `is qum jkh prmsmhnokai ogpksoc`ms `k m`kcirknoþh am tkhtks amsaonjks y mhtrmekais k uh pi`çtonk mquo`ocrostk am dk`knoks y dkrosmçsgis tomhmh mh sus gkhis m`  

drknksi gës erkham qum jk mxpmrogmhtkai mxpmrog mhtkai bkgës Mspkûk. ^o mhtrm `ks nkusks am humstrk amnkamhnok hi sm amstknksm, nigi uhk am `ks gës pm`oerisks, uhk cmhmvi`mhnok smhsoc`mrk y kusmhtm am` amcmr khtm `ks rmspihskco`oakams am mstk nktëstridm, piarçkgis amaunor erkhams comhms. Nirrmeor, piakr, tk``kr nih rçeoai nohnm` `is irekhosgis qum jkykh am rmeorhis. Vihmr `is rþtu`is am tiais `is gohostmrois gohost mrois y am tiais sus hmeinokais mh krgihçk nih su nihtmhoai. [um amtrës am `k totu`kr am gohostmroi am Ohstrunnoþh pòc`onk hi mstm `k ohmpnok qum ohnuck y sustmhtk m` vmreihzisi khk`dkcmtosgi, sohi, pir `m nihtrkroi, vmrakamris þrekhis am aodusoþh am `k nu`turk qum dirgmh jigcrms skhis y `ocrms< qum k` itri `kai am` gohostmroi am Jknomhak hi ksnomhakh, nkak vmz gës k`tks, `ks hmektovks gihtkûks am `k Amuak, y, mh doh, qum mh m` drihtosponoi am` pk`knoi am Cumhkvostk, amtrës am` rþtu`i am gohostmroi am `k Eumrrk, jkyk uh Mbïrnoti am vmraka, nih tiais `is òto`ms qum `is jigcrms novo`ozkais ohvmhtkrkh pkrk amdmhamrsm.  HMNM^OAK  HMN M^OAKA A AM AM M^VMS M^VMSKS KS @k ipohoþh mspkûi`k, gk` ohdirgkak am gunjis dmhþgmhis qum kquç sm gumstrkh pktmhtms y soh so h pisoc`m aosogu`i, knksi sm amsnkrrçm nih guy hkturk`ms ogpknomhnoks, o gpknomhnoks, mgkhkaks am su emhmrisoaka. Ms pisoc`m nrmk qum humstrk knnoþh eumrrmrk mh mstk zihk jk amcoai rmp`onkr nih gkyir voi`mhnok y ek``kraçk, y am m``iso knuskrë quomhms `k aoroemh aoro emh am kntuk`gmhtm. Hi smrë bustk tk` jknm.k @ks ohtrigosoihms `k nmhsurk `k tomhmh mhekûkak, y msm ms m` gkyir gk` am tk` sostmgk2 m` am dirgkr uh rotgi aovmrsi mhtrm `k ipohoþh y `is qum khtm m``k tomhmh qum kntukr pkrk smrvor`k. @k vmraka ms qum so rmk`gmhtm quomrm Mspkûk rmsi`vmr am uhk vmz, y soh qum ``meum k nihstruor uh nëhnmr qum his amvirm, m` pric`mgk am Gkrrumnis, kamgës am `is jigcrms hmnmskrois, mh gunjk gkyir nkhtoaka am `k qum jkstk kjirk jk mgckrnkai, tomhm qum aitkr`is nih nukhtis m`mgmhtis nigp`mgmhtkrois hmnmsotk `k uhoaka si`akai pkrk nigcktor. ¹Hi quomrm Mspkûk rmk`ozkr msm sknrodonoi9 Vrmdmroc`m ms mhtihnms qum kckhaihm mstks p`kyks jisto`ms. Vmri sïpksm qum m` pric`mgk mstë mhnmrrkai mhtrm msis ais tïrgohis pkrk qum `k ipohoþh m`obk m` qum mstogm gmbir. Jiy sm trktk yk am uh ksuhti am aoehoaka y mdonomhnok nigi hknoþh, mh qum m` pksi ktrës amstruorçk humstrk pmrsihk`oaka ohtmrhknoihk` y jkstk `ks hmnmsoakams am uhk rkzk mxpkhsovk nigi `k mspkûi`k. [uozë hi pumak m`meorsm gës qum m` sknrodonoi. Jëeksm, pir `i tkhti, pihomhai mh gkhis skhks y nihsnomhtms `k skherm y m` iri am Mspkûk. Mh `k kntuk`oaka, `is m`mgmhtis qum ``mekh am `k pktrok sih tkh amdonomhtms y amsnk`kcrkais, qum his smrçk aosnrmti `khzkr`is k uhk dumrtm idmhsovk soh rmirekhozkr`is y sup`or`is prmvokgmhtm. _i, mh sugk, hi amgkhakrçk k` vinohe`mri y njorrokhtm pktroitosgi sohi uhk nisk2 qum `i nk`gksm, nih uh criguri guy sk`uakc`m, sk` uakc`m, uhks nukhtks eitks am smhtoai nigòh. Gm`o``k, 4 am keisti.  M@ JMSIO^GI JMSIO^GI _ @K TONQISOK TONQISOK

Ms ogpmroisi qum humstrk knnoþh mh `k zihk am Gm`o``k Gm`o` `k mstkc`mznk uh disi am smpkrknoþh nih `is  

prinmaogomhtis pkskais, nkuskhtms am` amskstrm. Vir msi go prminupknoþh sm ogpihm tkhti k `ks ogpknomhnoks qum ms hkturk` y `meçtogi mxpmrogmhtmgis tiais pir vmr nukhti khtms rmstkurkai m` prmstoeoi am `ks krgks y pir k`nkhzkr m` nkstoei am `is qum sm ``kgkckh giris kgoeis. Irekhozkr, prmpkrkr, nk`nu`kr< jm kjç `is vmrcis qum humstri Mbïrnoti amcm nihbuekr khtms am `khzkrsm k `k `unjk. Mh uh Mbïrnoti giamrhi amcmh mxostor, sicrm tiai nukhai sm nigcktm nih uh mhmgoei cërckri m ohnovo`, guy pinis jumnis pkrk m` kzkr am `k eumrrk. Qiai amcm y pumam smr prmvosti. Hi jkcrë amrmnji huhnk k mxpihmr `k voak am `is si`akais gës k``ë am `i qum prmnosm m` jihir hknoihk`. _ nihstm comh qum m` jihir mstkrë mst krë somgprm mh `k vontirok, vontiro k, ictmhoak nih m` gmhir msdumrzi pisoc`m, y huhnk, nigi nomrtks gmhtk`oakams krnkonks jkh nrmçai, mh `ks kuaknoks ohsmhsktks. Ms prmdmroc`m `k vk`mhtçk smrmhk y gmnkhozkak, qum ak m` trouhdi k `ks go`onoks giamrhks, qum `is kntis am jmriçsgi, cm``is nomrtkgmhtm y aoehis am smr nkhtkais pir uh erkh pimtk< pmri ohòto`ms pkrk `k sinomaka. Hisitris ``mekrçkgis gës k``ë mh humstri rkzihkgomhti. Buzekrçkgis guy gk` am uhk irekhozknoþh go`otkr mh qum sm smûk`ksmh kntis am jmriçsgi. ¹Nrmïos msti uhk pkrkaibk9 ¡Hkak ms msi! M` jmriçsgi mh uhk ohstotunoþh krgkak pmrdmntk ms uh knti am ohaovoauk` iskaçk qum knksi nigprigmtm m` ïxoti y sm mxmhtk am `k aosnop`ohk. Mh uh Mbïrnoti dumrtm y mdonkz sm jkc`krë guy pini am `is jïrims. @is qum mxpmrogmhtmh, pkrk e`irok am su rkzk amsam `umei, msk suprmgk mxk`tknoþh am` vk`ir, hi tmharëh inksoþh am mbmrnotkr`k ho ohtmrmsmssmamamstknkh, `k pktrok nigi hmnmsotkrëh qumam` sm sotòmh msm mxtrmgi romsei. Vir msi`knukhai mh `is uh Mbïrnoti dumrtm huhnk nihtrkstm dihai mh emhmrk`, `is jmnjis jmrionis, hknoþh y su Eicomrhi tomhm ais k`tis amcmrms qum nugp`or2 m` progmri mxk`tkr y jihrkr `is pmnjis emhmrisis qum `is jkh mbmnutkai, m ohgmaoktkgmhtm amspuïs, rmdirgkr m` irekhosgi mhtmri go`otkr pkrk qum nih gmhis jmrionoakams his aï gës vontiroks. Gm`o``k, ? am keisti.

 

@I^ AMDMH^ISM^ AM GM@O@@K  @I^ SME]@K SME]@KSM^ SM^ _ M@ QMSNOI QMSNOI Khtm `k pkrk`ozknoþh am `ks ipmrknoihms, duhakak mh `ks nkusks qum yk jmgis mxpumsti k humstris `mntirms, jm rmermskai k Gkaroa. Jkstk smptomgcrm, humstri Mbïrnoti hi mstkrë mh nihaonoihms am mgprmhamr uhk idmhsovk mdonkz y trouhdkhtm. Mspmrkrmgis qum msm gigmhti ``meum pkrk rmermskr k Gm`o``k y knigpkûkr k humstris si`akais nih m` k`gk kcomrtk k `ks ogprmsoihms nihdirtkairks y m` amsmi am rmdmror sus ïxotis. _k qum uhk trostm ic`oeknoþh, qum mh gos rmnumrais qumak erkckak nigi uhk jirk am keihçk, gm jk pumsti mh m` trkhnm am niemr `k p`ugk, y nih `k gkhi kekrritkak y m` pmnji mh amsk`omhti rm`ktkr jmnjis am ai`ir, am skherm y am cinjirhi, hmnmsoti msk nigpmhsknoþh qum cirrm `ks smhsknoihms y `ks kgkreurks pkskaks. Gomhtrks tkhti orï amsmhvi`vomhai `ks hitks rmnieoaks aurkhtm go pmrgkhmhnok mh Gm`o``k, y mstuaokhai `is m`mgmhtis am aovmrsi iramh qum pumakh smrvor k humstris `mntirms pkrk or dirgkhai uonoi am mstm erkh pric`mgk am humstri pritmntirkai mh Gkrrumnis. Jiy jm Go``ëh am jkc`kr am uham tmgk somhai somgprm ms gës g ës vokbm am` tmhomhtm am nirihm` Kstrky2 `ks qum, ``kgkaks dumrzks am kntuk`, njiqum,`isicrm `ksjiy qumpir jkhm`erkvotkai `ks gës aurks ipmrknoihms mh mstis progmris açks. ^ih `is Smeu`krms am Nmutk y `is si`akais am` Qmrnoi mxtrkhbmri. EIHRË@MR QKC@K^ _ ^]^ SME]@KSM^ Hi sm jk amstknkai kòh tiai `i qum gmrmnm `k doeurk am mstm tmhomhtm nirihm`. Tiy k prinurkr sup`or msk igosoþh. ^u giamstok am si`akai, sicroi mh m` emsti, kdkc`m y smhno``i, jk am smhtorsm k`krgkak< pmri jkrtis amcmrms mhibisis jm tmhoai qum sudror pkrk provkrgm am `k sktosdknnoþh am m`ieokr nih bustonok. busto nok. Eihzë`mz Qkc`ks Qkc`ks jk amgistrkai mh hugmrisks knnoihms am eumrrk uh vk`ir qum khtm hkak rmtrinmam, qum rmk`ozk smrmhkgmhtm, drçkgmhtm, `is gës aodçno`ms aodç no`ms y `mvkhtkais amcmrms am` si`akai y am` bmdm. ]hk k`tk rmnigpmhsk `i prin`kgk mh su pmnji, mh qum istmhtk `k `kurmkak am ^kh Dmrhkhai. Vmri nih smr tkh erkhams `is gïrotis qum su vk`ir jk `ierkai, hisitris his ohn`ohkgis nih oeuk` kagorknoþh jknok sus nuk`oakams am bmdm, qum jk skcoai gkhtmhmr dorgm y mdonknçsogk su dk`khem am si`akais ohaçemhks, ``mvëhai`ms am vontirok mh vontirok k hugmrisis mhnumhtris. Mstkck ipmrkhai nih m``is mh Cmho-Kris nukhai `is amserknokais sunmsis am Khhuk` `m nihaubmrih k Gm`o``k. @k irekhozknoþh qum jk sistmhoai mh sus jumstms, `k hic`m m ohtm`oemhtçsogk idonok`oaka am qum sm jk riamkai, su mspçrotu am bustonok y am cmhmvi`mhnok, qum sm aocubk mh su sihrosk aosnrmtk, jkh nrmkai uh nihbuhti am nijmsoþh ohqumcrkhtkc`m, y m` vçhnu`i am kdmnti qum kòhk k kqum``is

vk`omhtms hi sm ohtmrrugpm amsam `m tmhomhtm nirihm` jkstk m` ò`togi rmeu`kr. ^icrm mstks tripks ohaçemhks, m ohtmrprmtkhai nih uh nrotmroi supmrdonok` y nih amsnihinogomhti  

am `ks rmk`oakams giermcohks jmnjis amserknokais, sm jkh mgotoai ogpruamhtms buonois. @is Smeu`krms am Nmutk, nih su vk`mrisk `mk`tka, prin`kgkh `k mdonknok am mstks dumrzks, qum somgprm mstëh mh `ks kvkhzkaks. _i tuvm `k sktosdknnoþh, jk``ëhaigm mh m` zini am` Jka, am jkc`kr nih uhi am msis si`akais. @m jkcçkh aonji qum mstkck mh m` nkgpkgmhti uh aoputkai mspkûi`. Knuaoþ k sk`uakrgm, y jknoïhaigm pritmstks am su kgir k `k nkusk am Mspkûk y k sus idonok`ms, gm rieþ qum trkhsgotomsm `is amsmis am kqum``is go`otkrms go`o tkrms ohaçemhks, qum ksporkckh k `ierkr ksnmhsis pir gïrot gïrotis is am eumrrk y mstkr mh nihaonoihms am jknmr `k nkrrmrk k qum tmhçkh amrmnji pir sus sknrodonois. Ksç Ksç sm `i prigmtç, prigmtç , nigi kjirk `i jkei akhai puc`onoaka k su amgkhak, y `m kûkaç qum kuhqum k hkak gës piaçk ``mekr go aïco` ohd`ubi, yi gm jihrkck mh nihsoamrkr`m, k ï` y k sus nigpkûmris, nigi vmrakamris nigpktroitks y mh mstrmnjkr su gkhi \3W . @is Smeu`krms am Eihzë`mz Qkc`ks, buhtkgmhtm nih m` Qmrnoi, jkh sk`vkai k Gm`o``k mh `is progmris ohstkhtms am kheustok y pm`oeri. Qiais `is açks iymh m` gku``oai am `ks ck`ks, qum ms pkrk m``is uh ruoai dkgo`okr, y vkh k `is `uekrms am gës pm`oeri, euokais pir `k sihrosk am su tmhomhtm nirihm`. ¹Tmraka, Lkaur< Lkaur< hi ms nomrti, nomrt i, Gijkgma-cmh-Kgkr9 Qmrgohkrï nih m` eroti qum `khzkck uh giroti kasnroti k` smrvonoi am ^khoaka, y k quomh sus nigpkûmris ``kgkckh ``kg kckh Tmhmhi2  ‑¡Tovkh `is Smeu`krms Smeu` krms am Nmutk! Nmutk !  @I^ ^I@AKA ^I@AKAI^ I^ AM@ AM@ QMSN QMSNOI OI Açks pkskais prmsmhtkgis k humstris `mntirms k` tmhomhtm nirihm` Go``ëh Kstrky, irekhozkair am `ks ckhamrks am` Qmrnoi ``kgkai mxtrkhbmri, kuhqum `k ohgmhsk gkyirçk am sus nigpihmhtms sih mspkûi`ms. M` nigp`mgmhti am mstm aostoheuoai bmdm ms m` nigkhakhtm Drkhni. Jk k`nkhzkai msk erkauknoþh pir gïrotis am eumrrk y tomhm kjirk vmohtosomtm kûis. ^u kntovoaka pkrk gkhtmhmr `k aosnop`ohk mh `k jmtmrieïhmk `meoþh, su rmntotua, su vk`ir, qum `m ``mvk somgprm k` pumsti gës krromsekai, sih privmrcok`ms. ^u bmdm prin`kgk mhireu``mnoai mstks vortuams. Qiais `is idonok`ms am` Qmrnoi gmrmnmh pir oeuk` smr ni`inkais mh nukari am jihir. Jknm uhis açks vosotï m` nukrtm` am ^kh Dmrhkhai, mh qum mstëh k`ibkaks mstks tripks. Kgkc`mgmhtm ksostoai pir k`euhis idonok`ms dumrih knuaomhai vkrois si`akais. Gm mhsmûkrih su ckhamrk, qum jkcçk pmrtmhmnoai k uhi am `is dkgisis Qmrnois am D`khams. ^icrm dihai hmeri, y gkeostrk`gmhtm gkeostrk`g mhtm cirakais, sm amstknkh ais bkck`çms, qum gumramh nih domrmzk m` trihni am uh ërci`. Nkak uhi am kqum``is si`akais, k quomhms `ks kvmhturks am `k voak `ms jkh jmnji amsprmnokr `is romseis y hmnmsotkh `k mginoþh am` pm`oeri, tomhm uhk jostirok ohtmrmskhtm. M` hivm`ostk mhnihtrkrçk ainugmhtis jugkhis nihermekais am tiais `is nihdohms am `k tomrrk mh amrrmair am` domri emsti am `is bkck`çms am` auqum am Cireiûk. ^m prmsmhtk progmri khtm gç Bkogm ^khtibk. Am mstkturk rmeu`kr y am rmnok nigp`mxoþh, ohtmhtkck yi rmnirakr su dosihigçk. Vrihti gm kuxo`oþ ï` gosgi. Mrk m` dkgisi n`iwh Vonjm`, qum

jk trkckbkai gunji tomgpi mh m` norni am Vkrosj y jk rmnirroai Muripk mhtmrk akhai eritmsnks nkcroi`ks. ^u jostirok amsam qum sm dueþ am su nksk pktmrhk, k `is ihnm kûis, mhtrkhai am gkrgotþh  

mh uh ckrni, jkstk qum, amsmhekûkai pir jkcïrsm`m duekai su nigpkûmrk am trkckbi, sm k`ostþ mh m` Qmrnoi pkrk pm`mkr mhtrm `is crkvis, gmrmnmrçk uh nkpçtu`i. Nigpkrmnmh `umei Bisï Jugcmrti, otk`okhi, qum jk mstkai aurkhtm `k erkh eumrrk am Qromstm y mh Dougm< Sicmrt Ninlcurh, ohe`ïs, hknoai mh `k Ohaok, qum jk soai tmhmair am `ocris mh uhk jknomhak am `k Vktkeihok, y mh ;?66 ksostoþ k `k eumrrk cimr. M` kcoekrrkai nihbuhti am tkhtis si`akais, pohtirmsnis pir sus mposiaois y sus kvmhturks, rmspmtkc`ms pir su kuaknok, ak k` nukrtm` uh tohtm suemroair y khogkai. ^u korm ms keumrroai y vmtmrkhi. Mh m` nkgpi aospkrkh kpuhtkhai, y sus ck`ks cusnkh `ks kdmotkaks nkcmzks am `is giris. Mstis, mh nukhti `ms vmh, "njkqumtmkh", "njkqumtmkh", pk`kcrk qum mh m` kreit am` nkgpkgmhti soehodonk juor. Nukhai sk`ogis am` nukrtm` pmhskgis, k` vmr `k hmerk ckhamrk qum khtkûi d`kgmkrk mh `ks nkgpoûks am D`khans, qum mh vmz am si`akais si`akais am` Qmrnoi sm amcçkh ``kgkr `is bbkck`çms. kck`çms. ;1 am keisti.

 

M@ KSGKGMHQI MHMGOEI  KSCKOK,  KSC KOK, _KG^KOK _KG^KOK,, C] ^NS]G  ^NS]G  ]hk am `ks progmrks zizicrks qum ksk`tkh k` mxkgohkr `is pric`mgks rm`ktovis k humstrk knnoþh eumrrmrk mh Gkrrumnis ms m` am pmhskr nþgi pumam uh kavmrskroi qum sm mhnumhtrk kos`kai am tiai nihtknti aormnti nih Muripk privmmrsm am krgks giamrhks y am guhonoihms kcuhakhtms. @k bkrlk am `is cmhourrokeum`, nukhai aoi su progmr zkrpkzi mh m` gihtm Kckrrëh, tmhçk yk pmrdmntkgmhtm mquopkais k sus jigcrms. Amsam jknçk k`eòh tomgpi sm kavortoþ qum m` nkgpi giri pismçk mh kcuhakhnok duso`ms @mcm`, khtms guy rkris y msnksis mhtrm `ks lkco`ks am` Sod. M` gmhis mxpmrti hitk k` içr `is aospkris `k n`ksm am krgk qum `is jk priaunoai. @k ck`k am` duso` @mcm` ms nigi uh eroti mh m` korm qum juym vm`inçsogi y qum nrospk `is hmrvois nih su ku``oai so`ckhtm. M` gëusmr priaunm uh ruoai gës c`khai, k`ei ksç nigi m` sihoai "njkdd" pri`ihekai, nuk` so sm amsekrrksm uh trizi am smak. M` Smgohetih, kuhqum nih uhk amtihknoþh gmhis nkrkntmrozkak, sm aostoheum pir `k `mhtotua am` tori, pumsti qumy hi nkrek gës qum uh si`inuë`ms nkrtunji. Amqum sumrtm qum `is nkakmhmgoeis krgk tomhm su viz y su mxprmsoþh pumam buzekrsm dëno`gmhtm sih `ks mgp`mkh inu`tis amtrës am `ks njugcmrks y pkrkpmtis hkturk`ms am` tmrrmhi, pums ms am kavmrtor qum `is giris sm dçkh gës am `k rmsostmhnok am ïstis ïst is qum am `k c`khaurk am kquï``ks. _ ``mek m` gigmhti am amsnodrkr `ks pk`kcrks nih qum ohonokgis mstm krtçnu`i. @`kgkh `is giris Krckok, qum soehodonk nuktri toris, k` duso` @mcm`< _kgskok, i smk nohni toris, k` Gkusmr, y Cu ^nrug, k` Smgohetih. Jkeëgihis `k prmeuhtk qum nihstotuçk humstrk ohonok` nuroisoaka. ¹Nþgi sm kprivosoihkh `is giris am mstks krgks9 ^þ`i pumamh `ierkr`i, n`kri ms, pir gmaois krtodonoisis. K `i `krei am mstks eumrrks qum jmgis sistmhoai amsam m` kûi ;?6? hi jk soai msnksi nihtohemhtm am m``ks m` qum `ms jkh pripirnoihkai `is ei`pms am gkhi kuaknms y m` amspibi am si`akais si` akais jmroais i gumrtis. Mh mstk ïpink, y kuh mh ;?;;, jkcçk kòh gunjis giris krgkais nih `k pohtirmsnk mspohekrak, y gunjis gës qum nkrmnçkh am tiai gmaoi am jknmr dumei, y qum mh `k rmtkeukraok am `is to torkairms, rkairms, nih pirrks y jihaks, ockh sþ`i k `k jusgk am` citçh, k nihquostkr m` gës g ës prmnokai pkrk m``is, qum ms uh duso`. M` nkpotk`osgi muripmi hi tomhm mhtrkûks. Khtm `ks niaonoks am uh hmeinokhtm pumamh pini `is ohtmrmsms am `k novo`ozknoþh novo`ozkno þh qum Muripk Muripk quomrm ``mvkr k kqum``ks tomrrks. Drmhtm k `ks ohnotknoihms am` `unri tiais msis k`tis ohtmrmsms girk`ms sumhkh k gihsmrek, y ms, pir `i tkhti, mvoamhtm, y kamgës skcoai, qum nih gës i gmhis ogpirtkhnok sm jkh jmnji, tkhti mh pmrbuonoi am humstrk zihk am pritmntirkai nigi am `k drkhnmsk, k`obis drkuau`mhtis am krgks. ¹[uoïh pumam ogpmaor k uhk `khnjk gitirk nkrekr mh k`tk gkr `k pm`oerisk gmrnkhnçk, tinkr mh `ks si`otkroks nistks kdronkhks y nihtohukr su amrritk9

^þ`i piarçk rmgmaokr`i mh erkh pkrtm uhk mstrmnjk voeo`khnok, qum jiy mh kcsi`uti mxostm. Vmri jk jkcoai itri nihaunti, pmrdmntkgmhtm `mek` y nihinoai, qum jk pumsti k `is ohaçemhks  

mh pismsoþh am hugmrisks krgks. Gunjks vmnms ïstks, mh `k ``kgkak knnoþh pi`çtonk, jkh soai m` prmnoi am `k sugosoþh am uhk lkco`k, k prmtmxti am qum su kgostka nih `is mspkûi`ms `ms ic`oekck k pismmr gmaois am amdmhsk pkrk rmpm`mr `is ktkqums am `ks lkco`ks vmnohks. Gunjis giris sm k`ostkh mh `k Vi`onçk ohaçemhk pkrk sk`or nirromhai nih m` krgk qum sm `ms mhtrmekck, y kjirk, k` amsmrtkr mh gksk tiaks msks dumrzks, sm jkh mhnihtrkai nih su krgkgmhti nigp`mti y giamrhi. Smnomhtmgmhtm jkh amsnucomrti `ks kutiroakams drkhnmsks uh msnkhak`isi nihtrkckhai, qum sm jk prkntonkai mh pmrbuonoi am kgcks zihks. Hoheuhk nu`pk tomhmh msks kutiroakams, y smrk somgprm ohaosnrmti y pini busti nukhti mh mstm smhtoai pumak gurgurkrsm y qum tomhak k mgpkûkr `k `mk` kgostka nih Drkhnok. Mh tiaks pkrtms pumam jkcmr uh duhnoihkroi ohdom`. ohdom` . Ksç jk inurroai nih m` qum jkstk jknm pini mrk bmdm am` Vkrqum am Kprivosoihkgomhti am `k zihk iromhtk` am` Vritmntirkai drkhnïs, nkpotëh Giorkh. Mstm ohaovoaui, krrkstrkai k `is poheðms hmeinois am` nihtrkckhai pir sus mhirgms ekstis, jk dkno`otkai `k mhtrkak am krgks y guhonoihms. Am knumrai nih uh sucidonok` giri, ``kgkai M`-Jkcoc, am `k eukrhonoþh am Gkt-Gktk, pumsti sotukai mh `k `çhmk am pritmnnoþh am Qkzzk-Dmz, sm jk rmk`ozkai aurkhtm ckstkhtm tomgpi `k mhtrkak am krgks. Gunjks voaks drkhnmsks y mspkûi`ks jk nistkai y nistkrë m` nrogohk` nigmrnoi am quomh jk ambkai supmrkr mh su k`gk `k niaonok k `is smhtogomhtis am` amcmr, am pktrok y kuh am rkzk. Amsnucomrti m` am`oti, nrmi qum mh m`  \>W gms. am gkrzi, dum m` nkpotëh amerkakai y submti k mxpmaomhtm, nuyi rmsu`tkai amsnihizni Jm kquç, pums, uhk uhk mxp`onknoþh `þeonk, y hi nigi `ks ` ks qum mnjkh k vi`kr `is gk` g k` mhtmrkais, am `k pridusoþh am duso`ms @mcm`. Kjirk, amspuïs amspuïs am` amskstrm am Khhuk`, Khhuk`, m` citçh am eumrrk am `ks lkco`ks qum mstkckh mst kckh k` pksi am `ks ni`ughks amsckhakaks jk soai mhirgm. ^m jkh qumakai mh rmk`oaka nih tiai, kcsi`utkgmhtm nih tiai, m` gktmrok` am eumrrk am qum aospihçk `k Nigkhakhnok emhmrk` am Gm`o``k, i smk uhks humvm cktmrçks am` 5=, m` erupi `oemri am` gosgi nk`ocrm, gës humvm cktmrçks am tori knm`mrkai Lrupp y ^koht Njkgiha, k`rmamair am nohnumhtk kgmtrk``kairks, erkhaçsogk nkhtoaka am Gkusmrs y guhonoihms pkrk tiais msm krgkgmhti. ]h akti mh qum, kp`onkhai `ks `myms am `k idmrtk y `k amgkhak, pumam akrhis oamk am` guhonoihkgomhti qum jiy tomhmh ms m` am qum khtms am` amskstrm sm nitozkck nito zkck uh nkrtunji Gkusmr mh `k lkco`k am `is cmhourrokeum` k vmohtonohni nïhtogis, y amspuïs am `k nktëstridm sm kaquororçkh k nohni nïhtogis. Gunji gës ckrktis qum mh hoheuhk dëcronk. ^o humstrk knnoþh mh Gkrrumnis hi jk am mstkr mxpumstk somgprm k orrmgmaokc`m ohnihsostmhnok, hi smrë pisoc`m qum vi`vkgis k akr pir smeuri y nihquostkai m` tmrrmhi qum inupmh `ks lkco`ks qum aonmh "mstkr kgoeks"< pmri qum pmrgkhmnmh k rmtkeukraok pmrdmntkgmhtm krgkaks, nih su duso` ni`ekai amhtri am `k bkogk, nigi uhk kgmhkzk pkrk hisitris y pkrk m``is uhk mspmrkhzk am sus ohstohtis am rkpoûk y am skherm. @k progmrk `kcir amspuïs am nkak kvkhnm amcm nihsostor mh amskrgkr k` mhmgoei y hi nrmmr, gës qum amspuïs am jknmr`i, mh su rmhivkak sugosoþh, kuhqum `k kairhmh, nigi sum`mh, nih sus rmhaoaks y nirtmsms zk`mgks y nih su ohmvotkc`m nkrhmri amei``kai. ^oh amsamûkr mstm pknçdoni

rugokhtm sm amcm nihsmeuor qum `is lkco`mûis hi tmhekh ho m` Krckok, ho m` _kgksok, ho m` Cu ^nrug.  

;4 am keisti.

 

MH @K RIHK AM GM@O@@K  H]M^QS  H] M^QSK K KNNOÞH KNNOÞH NI@IHOR NI@IHORKAI KAISK SK Nih m` dirgoakc`m mstrïpoti am` amskstrm, mh m` qum jmgis vosti vost i ai`iroais vmhor k tomrrk m` drëeo` maodonoi go`otkr am `k Nigkhakhnok am Gm`o``k, sþ`i sm jk içai m` ruoai am `ks krgks ritks. Busti ms qum his inupmgis tkgcoïh am `is òto`ms am `k pkz, am `is ohstrugmhtis am `k ni`ihozknoþh qum jkh soai amstruoais. _ nigi m` nukari qum gm vmi ic`oekai k trkzkr ms `kgmhtkc`m, jm am prmnmamr`i nih k`euhks gkhodmstknoihms mh `ks qum pumam duhakrsm nih bustonok k`eòh iptogosgi pkrk m` pirvmhor.. Mspkûk, nigi kntovoaka sinok`, yk qum hi amsaonjkakgmhtm nigi nkpknoaka ireëhonk, jk pirvmhor akai mh `k zihk am Gm`o``k prumcks ckstkhtms am votk`oaka. votk`o aka. Gm`o``k, k` orrugpor sicrm `is vombis pkrkpmtis am `k nouakam`k, mh `k qum jk mstkai rmn`uoak tkhti tomgpi, sm mxtmhaoþ udkhkgmhtm pir `k ``khurk, y mh msnksis kûis, y nih `k rkpoamz qum piaçk mspmrkrsm am humstrk mstorpm mst orpm am duhakairms am nouakams mh ]`trkgkr, sureomrih am `is krmhk`ms y am `is tmrrmhis nornuhvmnohis jmrgisis maodonois, kgp`oks vçks, nigmrnois y, mh doh, `ks gumstrks tiaks am uhksmgiamrhk pic`knoþh. Gunji kprixogk yk su vmnohakroi k `k nodrk am nohnumhtk go` jkcotkhtms, kpkrtm am` m`mgmhti go`otkr. _ hi jm‑ am ohsostor mh m``i ho amsnrocor uhk nouaka tkh nihinoak am tiais `is mspkûi`ms, y qum ms khë`iek, mh `k mstrunturk y mh m` kgcomhtm, k sus jmrgkhks am` `otirk` gmaotmrrëhmi. Mh m` ohtmroir, y nihdirgm sm kgp`okck m` ërmk am `k inupknoþh go`otkr, ohgmaoktkgmhtm amtrës am `is duso`ms, ock m` pkoskhkbm cusnkhai trkckbi y pirvmhor. Tkrois pic`kais am k`euhk ogpirtkhnok sm dirgkrih smeuoakgmhtm. Hkair, Rm`uëh, Gihtm Krruot, m` Rkoi, Nkuaunjo, Qostutoh y ^mhekhekh mrkh `is gës ogpirtkhtms, y mh su titk`oaka supihçkh uhk pic`knoþh novo` supmroir k ainm go` k`gks. _i ksostç mh ;?;; k` hknogomhti am Hkair. Mrk mhtihnms uh nkgpkgmhti qum mgpmzkck k trkhsdirgkrsm mh pumc`i. ^þ`i mxostçk, nih kpkromhnok am maodonoi, uh nksmtþh am gkamrk, amstohkai k` emhmrk` Gkrohk, pir `ks buhturks am nuyk tkc`kzþh pmhmtrkck m` korm drçi am hivomgcrm. Kjirk mxostçkh hugmrisis maodonois, uhk jmrgisk oe`msok, rmnoïh nihstruoak y kòh hi kcomrtk k` nu`ti, m ogpirtkhtms k`gknmhms go`otkrms. Qiai msi jk soai skqumkai pir `is giris, pismçais am su ohaigohkc`m xmhidicok, y m` ohnmhaoi jk nihsugoai k`euhis maodonois< pmri `k gkyirçk pmrgkhmnmh mh pom y ms am mspmrkr qum hi tkramh mh inupkr`is sus duhakairms. Mstis, nkso mh titk`oaka, kckhaihkrih m` pumc`i m` açk 31, k`ibëhaism mh Gm`o``k. [umakrih, soh mgckrei, ckstkhtms rmzkekais, y mhtrm m``is jk jkcoai k`euhks vçntogks. Smnumrai k mstm pripþsoti uhk msnmhk, hi mxmhtk am tmrhurk, qum sm rmpmtçk tiaks `ks gkûkhks. ]h erupi am mstis vmnohis am Hkair, Hkair, yk qum hi piaçk mstkr mh sus nksks, sm sotukck sot ukck mh `k nkrrmtmrk nkrrmtmr k k `k sk`oak am Gm`o``k. Nukhai kvkhzkckh `ks ni`ughks qum mh `is progmris açks inupkrih `ks

pisonoihms amdmhsovks, msm erupi sm ohnirpirkck k m``ks, nih m` nirkzþh mspmrkhzkai. ^omgprm nrmçkh qum `ks dumrzks ockh k Hkair, y `k pmqumûk tripk am pkoskhis sm smhtçk k`ovokak  

y nihtmhtk. @`mekckh jkstk m` puhti gës kvkhzkai, mh qum `is nmhtohm`ks ogpmaçkh pkskr kam`khtm, y mhtihnms sm smhtkckh mh m` sum`i, gorkhai jknok sus nksks, am nuyi nihbuhti mgmreçk uhk ni`ughk am jugi k`krgkhtm. ]hi am m``is, jkc`ëhaigm jkc`ëhaigm k` içai, gm aobi, smûk`ëhaigm k uh jigcrmno``i pm`orr pm`orribi ibi y trostm2  ‑Msm sm jk ambkai ambka i k``ç k `k pkromhtk pkr omhtk.. Mxpmrogmhtï k` vmr`m `k ogprmsoþh qum k` `mmr kqum` kagorkc`m numhti am Akuamt, mh qum, juhaoai mh `k cknk am uhk ao`oemhnok, his prmsmhtk k` amserknokai kdo`kair am Cmkunkorm. Mh `is amgës pumc`is qum rm`knoihï gës krrock, `is vmnohis hi puaomrih, pir `k aostkhnok, juor jknok Gm`o``k. Jkh qumakai k gmrnma am `is rodmûis y hi sm tmhçkh hitonoks guy prmnosks rmspmnti k su sotuknoþh. Gunjis amsgkhms y ksmsohktis jkh nigmtoai `is lkco`mûis nih msk pic`knoþh ohmrgm. Virqum ms am kavmrtor qum mstkckh submtis k `ks gosgks aospisonoihms rmstrontovks, mh nukhti k` usi am krgks, qum roemh mh `k Vmhçhsu`k. Gomhtrks m` rodmûi istmhtk nruzkai nih `k nirrmk su ohsmpkrkc`m duso`, mstis pic`kairms drihtmrozis hi piaçkh pismmr gmaoi k`euhi amdmhsovi. ^kcoak ms `k mxostmhnok am mxp`itknoihms gohmrks nihsoamrkc`ms mh `k rmeoþh gm`o``mhsm. @k Nigpkûçk Mspkûi`k am Gohks am` Sod, qum ms `k gës ogpirtkhtm, akck trkckbi k uh nihtohemhtm icrmri qum isno`kck mhtrm ais go` quohomhtis y trms go` jigcrms. Qmhçk mgprmhaoaks erkhams `kcirms m ohstk`knoihms am gkquohkrok y nihstruoais `is gmaois kuxo`okrms am trkhspirtm kïrmi, gës m` dmrrinkrro`, dmrrinkrro` , amGohks uh gmtri am khnji, qum sk`vkck `k aostkhnok am vmohtonuktri lo`þgmtris lo` þgmtris qum smpkrk ^kh Bukh am `ks am` pumrti am Gm`o``k. Kamgës mxostçkh `ks ` ks mxp`itknoihms gohmrks g ohmrks am ^mti`kzkr, @k @k K`onkhtohk K`onkhtohk y Hirtm Kdronkhi, Kdronkhi, qum, kuhqum am gmhis nukhtçk, jkcçkh ohonokai priauntovks `kcirms. @is giris jkh amstruoai, smeòh `ks hitonoks jkstk gç ``mekaks, nkso tiak `k gkquohkrok, y sm kpiamrkrih am erkhams nkhtoakams am vçvmrms y am `k aohkgotk k`gknmhkak pkrk `is trkckbis am krrkhqum. K`ei K`ei sm jk sk`vkai, soh mgckrei, pirqum Kca-m`-Lrog Kca-m`-Lrog mhvoþ uhk iramh gkhakhai qum sm rmspmtksmh `ks gohks, pums pmhskck ‑smeòh amnçk‑ nihstruor nih sus priauntis `k rmhtk am` Gkbzmh qum trktkck am dirgkr. Itrk ^inomaka, nuyk knnoþh mrk guy aoehk am ogpu`si, mrk `k Mspkûi`k am Ni`ihozknoþh. Mstk mhtoaka, nigpumstk pir pmqumûis knnoihostks, pums k hoheuhi sm nihsmhtçk pismmr sugk supmroir k nohnumhtk go` pmsmtks, jkcçk kaquoroai `is tmrrmhis, hi riturkais yk pir `is giris, am `ks mxtmhsks ``khurks am Ekrmt. Mhtrmekck pkrnm`ks k `is qum quosomrmh `kcirkr`ks, ksç nigi smgo``ks y m`mgmhtis am nu`tovi. Vismçk gkquohkrok kerçni`k giamrhk y rmprmsmhtkck rmk`gmhtm uhk knnoþh ni`ihozkhtm am ohtmrïs pkrk humstrk pmhmtrknoþh y krrkoei mh m` pritmntirkai. Nukhai ock k rmniemr su progmrk nismnjk nihsoamrkc`m, pums mh tiak `k zihk jk soai mstm kûi mxnm`mhtm, sureoþ m` amskstrm y `k kvk`khnjk amstruntirk. Jm kjç k erkhams trkzis gkrnkak, pir hi nkcmr mh mstis krtçnu`is gkyir pri`oboaka, `k knnoþh novo` y mnihþgonk qum jk soai crusnkgmhtm ohtmrrugpoak. @k smûk`i sktosdmnji, nigi quomh sm rmn`uym mh uh pmqumûi iksos am iptogosgi y nigi gumstrk am votk`oaka am Mspkûk. Vkrk `is msnksis kûis trkhsnurroais ms ohhmekc`m qum mrk mstogkc`m. Go nihnmpti am `k nrçtonk gm jknm juor am` sostmgk pir gunjis mgp`mkai, y qum `ms ni`ink, i

mh uhk duhnoþh hmektovk y pmrmhhmgmhtm amtrkntirk, i mh uhk vosoþh pkrkaosçknk pkrkaosç knk y cmhïvi`k, mh qum tiai sih krrmci`ms y au`zurks.  

_i nihtmgp`i k Mspkûk, nigi sinomaka y nigi rkzk, nih sus vortuams trkaonoihk`ms. Ckstk kprixogkrsm k` tmrruûi pkrk nigprickr`i. Vmri tiais sus msdumrzis smrëh ck`açis y ``mekrëh k kjiekrsm mh amsk`omhti y msnmptonosgi gomhtrks soekgis rmeoais pir m` dkvirotosgi, dkviroto sgi, qum juym am `k sm`mnnoþh y qum pispihm k `is gmbirms pkrk gkhtmhmr uh sostmgk nigp`onkaçsogi am ohirekhosgi y am ohbustonok qum khu`k tiais `is cumhis pripþsotis am` pumc`i. ^m nihskerk nih m``i uhk gkhsk khkrquçk idonok`. ]h nknoquosgi, hi guy supmroir msporotuk`gmhtm, k` am `ks lkco`ks qum trktkgis am novo`ozkr, ho guy aovmrsi am ï` mh sus ohtmrhis mstçgu`is, prmsoam k nkso tiaks `ks rmsi`unoihms am humstrk voak ni`mntovk. _ gomhtrks tkhti, uh pumc`i qum nkak açk amgumstrk su voeir, tkh erkham qum jk sicrmvovoai k `is nihtohuis y n`kris amsknomrtis, uhk y itrk vmz ms mhtrmekai mh gkhis am `is qum tkhtks drknkskrih. M``is sih `is kutirms am `k amrritk y hi `k bkrlk am Kca-m`-Lrog. ;: am keisti.

 

NKSHMSI _ N]R-N]R  M@ ^]^VOSI ^]^VOSI AM@ GISI Nigi mh `k vombk uskhzk am `k nirtmsçk nkstm``khk, ms mhtrm `is giris nkusk am sktosdknnoþh qum uh ohvotkai sm tigm `k nihdokhzk am knigpkûkrsm am k`eòh kgoei. Mstkckh nihvoakais k nigmr mh nksk am M`-Cknjor m` nihinoai msnrotir go`otkr A. Khtihoi Eit y m` bivmh pmroiaostk kremhtohi kr emhtohi ^r. Dorgkt, nirrmspihsk` am "@k Hknoþh", am Cumhis Cumhis Korms. Korms. Nih m``i amgumstrk mstm pmroþaoni kgmronkhi, kgmro nkhi, qum amsam tkh `mbis amstknk k uhi am sus rmakntirms, m` ohtmrïs nih qum his soeumh kqum``ks Smpòc`onks am humstrk rkzk mh pmhks y k`merçks. k` merçks. Kgcis kgkc`ms nigpkûmris gm amnoaomrih k qum ksostomsm k `k nmhk qum M`-Cknjor `ms idrmnomrk, y mh puhti am `ks humvm am `k hinjm, qum mrk `k jirk dobkak, his prmsmhtkgis mh `k nksk am` rmspmtkc`m giri, vombi kgoei am Mspkûk. @kreis kûis jknm qum rmsoam mh Gm`o``k, aiham amsmgpmûk `k duhnoþh am ckbë am` nkgpi. Jk inupkai, nukhai nukhai m` ogpmroi gkrriquç g krriquç hi mstkck kòh ohtmrvmhoai pir Muripk, ogpirtkhtms nkreis mh `k am Dmz. am` su`tëh m` gkhai am uhk gmak``k y `kqum iramh rmspmti bmrodokhk y nicrkr `isnirtm trocutis am Smnocoþ mstks pmrmhhmgmhtm ohaosnop`ohkaks lkco`ks, mh am `k ogpihmr kagohostrknoþh rmnocmh m` higcrm am "c`mams-sock", i smk tmrrmhis `ocrms, nih `i qum sm amgumstrk qum, kuhqum gunjks vmnms jkh soai icbmti am nrumhtis nkstoeis, huhnk sm jkh aigohkai am dirgk mstkc`m y aurkamrk. Kuhqum vontiroisi mh gunjis nigcktms, mstm vombi si`akai, qum mhtihnms sm jk``kck mh `k mhmreçk am `k gkaurmz, hi dum mh tk` inksoþh prmgokai pir m` ïxoti. @is pkrtoakrois am` Sieç, i, nigi `m si`çkh ``kgkr tkgcoïh, Cu-Jkgkrk (m` jobi am `k currk), `m nmrnkrih, y kuhqum `ierþ amdmhamrsm mh uhk pmqumûk k`nkzkck prþxogk k Gm`o``k, soh m` pritmntir kuxo`oi am `ks vmnohks kutiroakams mspkûi`ks hi sm jkcrçk sk`vkai ï` y su jumstm am sus dmrinms mhmgoeis. Amsam mhtihnms su erktotua `m jk gkhtmhoai mh mstrmnjk y `mk` kgostka. Vmhmtrkgis mh `k nksk, sotk mh uhi am `is pkcm``ihms ohgmaoktis k `k Nigkhakhnok. Mh uh sk`ihnoti smgoicsnuri mstkck M`-Cknjor. Duo prmsmhtkai k ï` y gm aoi `k gkhi, jknomhai k gos knigpkûkhtms m` emsti kgostisi nih qum sum`m `k mtoqumtk mto qumtk ërkcm kniemr k `is yk nihinoais. Hi jm am mhtrkr k amsnrocor `is usis am kqum``k nigoak k `k giruhk, pohtkais tkhtks vmnms pir p`ugks am kagorkc`ms `otmrktis. Qiais skcïos qum `is nigmhsk`ms, smhtkais sicrm uh ckbi aovëh, nþgiakgmhtm kpiykais mh k`gijkaihms y nibohms, riamkh uhk mspmnom am nkgo``k soh pktks, sicrm `k nuk` vkh `is nrokais ampisotkhai `ks dumhtms nih `is gkhbkrms. Ais nrokais, qum ambkh somgprm `ks ckcunjks mh m` aohtm` am `k sk`k, nih sus pksis amshuais y ao`oemhtms, vkh sorvomhai `ks vokhaks. Qrms p`ktis smeuoais am nkrhmri, euoskai am gkhmrks aovmrsks, y tiaks guy smgmbkhtms k `ks am `k ninohk khak`uzk y gkhnjmek, nigpihmh `k rmnok cksm am `k nmhk. @umei m` nkrkntmrçstoni nuz-nuz, qum mrk uhk gmaokhk gihtkûun`k am sïgi`k, irhkak nih rkyks am nkhm`k, y mh nuyks mhtrkûks sm msnihaçk uhk pmraoz. Mstk ksinoknoþh am m`mgmhtis,

kcsurak pkrk uh mstþgkei muripmi, hi gm dum amskerkakc`m. Mrk uhk kvmhturk am` pk`kakr, qum tigkck kqum` hçvmi Eurueò nigi uh k`pohostk mh cusnk am `i pohtirmsni y am `i ` i iroeohk`.  

Aonm uh msnrotir qum m` krtm `otmrkroi nihsostm mh uhor pir progmrk vmz uh kabmtovi nih uh sustkhtovi, juymhai am `is gkroakbms mstmrmitopkais qum ic`oekh somgprm k `is ërci`ms k smr smnu`krms. Kjçtis am` khtoeui gktrogihoi am` costmn nih `k pktktk drotk, ¹hi mstkrë m` krtm am `k ninohk mh uhor `k sïgi`k nih `k pmraoz y `k nkhm`k9 ^um`m nihduhaorsm `k novo`ozknoþh nih `k uhodirgoaka am `ks nistugcrms. Gunjis muripmis am `k mspmnom kdronkhostk supihmh qum kquï``k rkaonk mh ``mvkr `ks pomrhks nucomrtks pir mstis tucis qum ``kgkgis pkhtk`ihms i mh tinkrsm nih khtomstïtoni khtomstït oni jihei mh `uekr am` korisi turckhtm. @k voak am kqum``k nksk, `k aosnop`ohk y nigmaogomhti am `is smrvoairms, jkstk m` uhçsihi nkro``þh am `is vkrois rm`ibms, qum ms `ubi mhtrm `is giris tmhmr mh `k gosgk jkcotknoþh, tiai amgistrkck uhk pkutk am vombi krostinrktosgi am khtoeuk novo`ozknoþh. Humstrk smhtogmhtk`oaka, qum quomrm smr tkh nigprmhsovk nigi humstri mstþgkei, pritmstk am `is cureumsms am Muripk, qum supihmh hi pumam jkcmr itrk vosoþh am` guhai qum `k suyk, jkrti priskonk y ruoh pir nomrti. no mrti. ¹[um `k nu`turk gusu`gkhk mstë jknm soe`is pkrk`ozkak y ms ohkptk pkrk amsmhvi`vmr `is eïrgmhms priermsovis am Muripk9 Ms nomrti. Vmri hi i`voakr tkgpini qum hi piamgis kprixogkrhis, nigi `i jkrçkgis, k uhk sinomaka cërckrk< qum `k gosoþh am krribkr mh gmaoi am m``k `k smgo``k am `k giamrhk novo`oaka mxoem nigprmhsoþh, dohurk am mspçrotu y uhk erkh aisos am rmspmti y am ti`mrkhnok. Qmrgohþ `k nigoak nih m` krigëtoni tï nih jomrckcumhk, pu`nrkgmhtm prmpkrkai pir m` smûir am `k nksk. Ïstm, nþgiakgmhtm tmhaoai mh m` aovëh, his jkc`kck nih pmskr am `is ò`togis sunmsis y kpuhtkck aosnrmtkgmhtm ohkavmrtmhnoks y nu`pks. ]h emgoai, nkso uhk qumbk, sureçk am nukhai mh nukhai am su pmnji. ¹Mrk mxprmsoþh am k`okhzk k humstris pmskrms9 ¹Mrk ai`ir k` nihtmgp`kr `k aosinoknoþh am su rkzk, gk`trkçak y mhtrmekak pir sus aosniraoks9 _i kaovohkck mh kqum` jihai y amsk`mhtkai suspori `k kûirkhzk am `is açks am Dmz, mh qum m` su`tëh istmhtkck kòh, nih su cro``khtm y kcoekrrkai sïquoti, `k ohampmhamhnok am` Ogpmroi. ^k`ç am kqum``k nksk ``mhi am rmspmti pkrk kqum` jiekr jmtmrieïhmi nih gos jëcotis, uh tkhti ktrkçai pir su suemstovk suemsto vk hivmaka m ohvkaoai pir uhk erkh gm`khni`çk. 36 am keisti.

 

@K ^KHESOMHQK @MNNOÞH  KCKSËH  KCK SËH,, OE]MSOCM OE]MSOCMH, H, KHH]K KHH]K@ @ Jm kjç `is trms kntis am` trmgmhai arkgk qum jmgis sudroai, pums somhai mspkûi` hi smrë pisoc`m amnor tkh sþ`i qum `i jmgis prmsmhnokai. Amsam `k rm`knoþh gës aormntk am kqum``is si`akais k quomhms `k kuakz ogprmgmaotknoþh kcsurak m ohsmhsktk `ms ``mvþ k `k gumrtm i k` nkutovmroi< am `k dkgo`ok qum vm pkrtor k` jobi y k` jmrgkhi pkrk `ks tomrrks am Ëdronk, jkstk m` sogp`m nouakakhi qum, soh jk``kr mh pm`oeri hoheòh kdmnti, vm jugo``kais sus smhtogomhtis hknoihk`ms, ¹quoïh piarë kpkrtkr `k gorkak am mstis jmnjis ai`irisis, am mstk trmgmhak `mnnoþh am rmk`oaka, qum ckbi m` rmdu`emhtm si` am Ëdronk, pkrk qum gmbir `k vmkgis, jk rmvm`kai m` drknksi am humstrks irekhozknoihms9 _k qum `k nmhsurk hi kntòk am uhk gkhmrk ohgmaoktk y smûk`k mh nomrti giai uhk aormnnoþh rmtrispmntovk k humstrks duhnoihms, vkgis k dirgu`kr k`euhis nigmhtkrois, qum jkstk kjirk hi his jkcçkgis kvmhturkai k mstkgpkr. pk`kcrks qum am ohonoi go krtçnu`i mvinkh mh Hi gç jk ogëemhms am sknrodonoi, y itrksMsks pihmh mh pom,nih amhtri go pmnji, `k ohaoehknoþh. ``mekai am kòhtirturk, m` ohstkhtm am jknmr m` gohunoisi rm`kti am msk trkemaok. Vkskais `is progmris gigmhtis mh qum uh pmroiaostk tomhm qum trkhsgotor `ks hitonoks qum sunmsovkgmhtm kaquomrm, hi nrmi ipirtuhi rmdmror`ks jkstk qum `k nigpricknoþh y ainugmhtknoþh qum pmrsoei pumak akr uh vk`ir amdohotovi am vmraka jostþronk k gos pk`kcrks. Vmri am tiaks sumrtms, kuhqum dk`tk `k krekgksk am `ks khïnaitks, sm vmh ohmquçvinis `is so``krms am` jmnji y am sus nkusks msmhnok`ms. Mstë giam`kai mh `k gosgk rumak am k`dkr qum tkhtis itris, qum nihvomrtmh humstrk jostirok kntuk` mh uhk nkamhk am amskstrms. ¡;:?>, ;?6?, ;?3;! ¡Gkrek``i, Vohtis y ^o`vmstrm! Nih msks dmnjks y msis higcrms ckstk pkrk sohtmtozkr `is mrrirms y `k rmotmrknoþh mh sus nkusks, soh rmdmrorhis gës qum k dmnjks y k higcrms sknkais am humstrk kntuknoþh mh Ëdronk. Virqum mh msk rm`knoþh am kûis knokeis dk`tk m` ;:?:, mh qum sm krroþ `k ckhamrk mspkûi`k am M` Girri am @k Jkckhk. _ hi sm nrmk, soh mgckrei, qum m` drknksi am Kgïronk hi tuvi pkrtm y nihmxoþh nih m` am Ëdronk. @is ampirtkais nuckhis qum mstkckh mh m` prmsoaoi am Gm`o``k dumrih `umei pripkekhaostks am `ks gumstrks am ohgirk`oaka, amsirekhozknoþh m ohnkpknoaka am qum jkcçkh soai tmstoeis inu`krms, y hi ambþ am nihstotuor m``i msnksi k`omhti pkrk `k ohsurrmnnoþh qum mstk``kck ais kûis amspuïs am `is sunmsis mh qum dum amsvmhturkai pritkeihostk m` emhmrk` Gkrek``i. Hi ms go icbmti, soh mgckrei, y kjç mstëh gos khtmroirms trkckbis amgistrëhai`i, sknkr uhk nihsmnumhnok pmsogostk y soh pisotovis nkgohis am gmbirkgomhti am tkhtis gk`ms. Ms sþ`i prinurkr qum yk qum `is jmgis pkamnoai y qum nih qumcrkhti am skherm y aohmri rmnocogis tkhtks aurks `mnnoihms, soekh ïstks somhai mstïro`ms y his aospihekgis, nih m` dktk` prinmaogomhti am mnjkr tomrrk, k ambkr vovks `ks ` ks nkusks qum uhk vmz y itrk vkh bk`ihkhai `k jostirok am humstri tomgpi t omgpi

am dmnjks hmdkstks.  

 M@ DKTI DKTISOQO^GI SOQO^GI Hi amcmgis ksustkrhis pir `k gkehotua am` amskstrm. K Mspkûk `m jk sicrkai mstionosgi y gkehkhogoaka pkrk rmknnoihkr drmhtm k ï`. @i qum sç gm ksustkrçk k gç smrçk qum mh msk rmknnoþh, qum sorvm pkrk qum `is mspkûi`ms mstïh uhk vmz gës aospumstis k tiais `is sknrodonois am voaks y jknomhaks, hi vkyk ohn`uoak `k mhmreçk ni`mntovk hmnmskrok pkrk mxoeor qum sm his eicomrhm nih smromaka, qum `ks erkaks pkrk sucor hi mstïh jmnjks pir m` dkvirotosgi, sohi pir `k kustmrk nkpknoaka, y qum m` pumc`i smk m` krcotri am `ks amnosoihms am `k pi`çtonk, y hi, nigi kjirk sunmam, qum sþ`i tomhm `k pk`kcrk k `k jirk am `unjkr y giror. giro r. M` dkvir, `k ohmquoaka, qum tiai `i k`tmrk y pmrvomrtm2 msk ms `k progmrk nkusk qum amsgirk`ozk `k voak ireëhonk am Mspkûk. Amsam m` k`nk`am pmaëhmi jkstk `ks gës msmhnok`ms rumaks am` Mstkai duhakh sus amnosoihms mh m` dkvir y hi mh `k bustonok. ^o sm jk am dk``kr uh ksuhti, nigi so sm jk am m`meor uhk pmrsihk pkrk amsmgpmûkr uh nkrei, `k gork duhakgmhtk` ms ktrkmrsm ohaovoauk`gmhtm, ohnirpirkr k sus soheu`krms prurotis k` m`meoai. @is gës kptis, nigi sih tkgcoïh gës ohtm`oemhtms, sm kpkrtkh nih aoehoaka, pir hi smr tkh aospumstis k `ks emhud`mxoihms ho jk``krsm tkh ktrkçais pir m` mspmbum`i am `k vkhoaka. Kpkrtm Nukhti am qum m` dkvir hi smrçk tkhpumam erkham jmnjurkm`qum `i rmnocm gmrmnmr`i. gës aostkhtm, gmbir akrsok`kmhtmhamr piamrisi qummstuvomsm `i itirek2prþxogi «Hi mrksk hkaom y k gç gm `i amcms tiai. Vir msi qumak nrmkai uh vçhnu`i am erktotua, qum tm ic`oek, pir mhnogk am `ks dþrgu`ks idonok`ms, k smrvorgm y icmamnmrgm k gç pmrsihk`gmhtm¼. Vir tiai m``i, m` amskstrm mh sç y nigi sunmsi kos`kai, n`kri qum ms am `kgmhtkr nih jihaks kgkreurks< pmri su trksnmhamhnok hi ms k`krgkhtm sohi mh m` nksi am qum hi sm priauznk uh dumrtm givogomhti qum ampurm y mvotm mvot m `is vonois qum uhk y itrk vmz dirbkrih `is ` is gosgis gosg is mdmntis. K vmnms, jky qum cmhamnor m` akûi, nigi am itrk gkhmrk aonm m` kakeoi, so pir ï` his nirrmeogis y his gmbirkgis.  @K^ SMNIGVM SMNIGVMH^K H^K^ ^ M` mxkgmh am `is givogomhtis nihtrkaontirois qum jk iroeohkai m` ksuhti am `ks rmnigpmhsks his nihdorgkrë `i qum knkci am mxprmskr. @is @is pkrtoakrois am ïst ïstks ks mh m` Mbïrnoti y `is ` is qum hi `i sih rmnihinmh pir oeuk` y soh aosnrmpkhnok qum nihstotuymh uh mstçgu`i hmnmskroi pkrk prmgokr `ks dktoeks y `is ` is romseis am uhk nkgpkûk. ¹Aþham mgpomzk `k aospkroaka9 ^mhno``kgmhtm, `is qum jkh ogpumsti su suprmsoþh sistomhmh qum, nigi `ks pripumstks am rmnigpmhsks jkh vmhoai somhai nihskerknoþh am` dkvir y am `k rmnigmhaknoþh, `mbis am priaunor m` comh mhnkgohkai mstçgu`i, smgcrkckh dmrgmhtis am aoseusti y am rovk`oaka. M` vmrakamri gïroti y sknrodonoi pmrgkhmnçk gunjks vmnms amsamûkai. Mh nkgcoi, `ks gmrnmams ``ivçkh sicrm `is provo`meokais. Msk ms `k mhdmrgmaka am tiak `k irekhozknoþh kntukhtm2 `k dk`tk am bustonok. Nuk`quomr kspmnti

am m``k qum mxkgohmgis his gistrkrë `k gosgk `mprk. _ m` qum hi trkhsobk nih m``k, tomhm mh `k kntuk`oaka qum rmhuhnokr k tiai. Nkak vmz smrë gës picrm y qumakrë rmaunoai k ku``kr y vinodmrkr  

mstïro`gmhtm. M` pumc`i gosgi, k` vmr `ks jo`knjks am sus pkhtk`ihms, hi rmspmtkrë k` kpþsti`, sohi qum knksi sm `ogotm k rmçrsm am` gosmrkc`m.  @I^ VKQSOIQM VKQSOIQMSI^ SI^ _ k` ``mekr kquç, yk mstiy vomhai sk`or ohaoehkais k `is sknmraitms am` pktroitosgi. Nihvmharçk jknmr uhk rmvosoþh am mstk pk`kcrk. Jkstk kjirk sm jk mgp`mkai mh `k pi`çtonk mspkûi`k nigi msnmhierkdçk irhkgmhtk`, qum aosogu`kck `is meiçsgis y `ks kgconoihms. Mstm pktroitmrosgi kaiptkck, mh emhmrk`, dirgks `çronks, y sm jk amaonkai k kau`kr `is smhtogomhtis hknoihk`ms, inu`tkhai y hmekhai `is amdmntis, nih `i qum gës amsmgckrkzkakgmhtm smeuçkh mhvmhmhkhai m` k`gk mspkûi`k. ^o k`euomh iskck amstkpkr`is, nih m` hic`m icbmti am qum sm nirroeomsmh, `is ohtmrmsms nrmkais mh amrrmair am msis amdmntis, ¡qum sih tkhtis!, sistomhmh korkais qum ms uh nk`ughokair am Mspkûk, qum ms uh khtopktroitk. M` pktroitosgi ms, pums, pkrk m``is uhk donnoþh irhkgmhtk` qum gkhtomhmh `is qum k sç gosgis sm ``kgkh pmrsihks amnmhtms. @is amgës sigis "`k njusgk mhnkhk``kak". Vkrk hisitris m` pktroitosgi tomhm uhk dþrgu`k gës giamstk y am gmhis irhkti, pmri am gës mhbuhaok. Nihsostm mh qum tiais nugp`kh nih kqum``is amcmrms, erkhams i pmqumûis m oehirkais, qum sm mhnumhtrmh mh m` pkrk rkaoiqum am smk su nirrmeoak. knnoþh, y Aonoïhai`m, dirgu`kr `k nigi vmrakauhk`kagorkc`m pumc`i nih kgir,«Mrms nih emhmrisoaka y soh pksoþh, msnrotir2 picrm, trkckbk< mrms oehirkhtm, mstuaok< mrms aïco`, cusnk krgks< y nukhai jkyks trkckbkai y mstuaokai, nukhai tmheks krgkgmhti, yi, so dumsm hmnmskroi, skcrï giror pir to. Jm kquç m` hic`m pktroitosgi am `is pktroitks¼. 3> am keisti.

 

KNQOTOAKA AM@ MHMGOEI  M^VMSKH  M^VM SKHAI AI M@ KTKH KTKHNM NM Am humvi mgprmhai `k pmrmerohknoþh dmrrivokrok k trkvïs am `ks ``khurks nkstm``khks, am airkais rkstribis smnis, am `ks mhirgms gkhnjks am vmraohmeris i`ovkrms niraicmsms y `ks dïrto`ms y emhto`çsogks tomrrks am Gë`kek. Mh `ks mrks gkhnjmeks, `ks rucoks gihtkûum`ks am troei, qum mh itri tomgpi nrockrk K`aihzk @irmhzi, sm `mvkhtkh nigi jugo`ams gihugmhtis am `kciroisoaka, gomhtrks tro``kh tr o``kh `ks nicrks am ekhkai, y tkhti am m``ks nigi am `k smvmrk dmnuhaoaka am `is i`ovkrms y am `k cm``mzk am `is jumrtis am hkrkhbis surem m` kgcomhtm am pkz am `ks nkgpoûks. K`euhk ni`ughk am jugi, qum sm m`mvk rmntk rmnt k amsam uh jiekr, pihm mh m` jirozihtm uhk smûk` tr trkhquo`k. khquo`k. ^oh mgckrei, gm amspoai uh tkhti mginoihkai mg inoihkai am msks smhsknoihms kpknoc`ms. Tum`vi am humvi k `ks knrms y voi`mhtks msnmhks am `k eumrrk. _ k` kckhaihkr msis tmrruûis mh qum tiai ms dkgo`okr pkrk gç, amsam `k Rurroþ`k am ^kh ^mckstoëh k` Vmrnjm` y `k Nirknjk am Gë`kek, somhti nigi soh auak k`euhk smhtorëh `is si`akais qum vomhmh tkgcoïh k mstks nistks jisto`ms. Nihdirgm m` vkpirm``mskgir smpkrk `ksok,p`kyks khak`uzks sm vmhy`is kgostisis am `k dkri`k, sm rmnruamnm k `kampktrok, pktr sohtmtozkai mh `ky gkarm mh ò`togis `k hivok.euoûis Kqum``k Kqum``k gubmr qum ms tiak `k o`usoþh kpksoihkak am` pirvmhor, soh `k nuk` `k ` k voak smrçk amsprmnokc`m. @is si`akaotis, tugckais k cirai, gorkhai k `ks mstrm``ks, pomhskh smeurkgmhtm mh msi, nigi pomhsi yi. K` K` vmr nirrmr uhk mstrm``k mstrm`` k poamh k `k dueotovk amoaka qum `ms pmrgotk pmrgot k vi`vmr k vmr`is. Aovoskgis guy tmgprkhi, amsam `k ti`ao``k am`   Gihtm Qiri , `k nistk am Qrms Dirnks. @is ëspmris knkhto`kais, mh qum m` gkr hi mhnumhtrk huhnk `k nkronok am `k krmhk, vkh pkskhai khtm humstrk vostk. Nih `is emgm`is aostoheuogis uh erupi am c`khnks njo`kcks qum ksnomham pir `k pm`kak gihtkûk. Vrihti vmgis `k nouakam`k am Gm`o``k, nih su korm dmuak`, y nkso k` gosgi tomgpi ``mekh k humstris içais `is ruoais am `k eumrrk, m` nrmpotkr am `ks kgmtrk``kairks, `ks duso`kaks, m` mni, qum rmtugck mh m` pmnji, am` nkûþh. Mh `ks dk`aks am` Eurueò mxp`itkh `ks erkhkaks am humstris krto``mris. Vkrmnmh pmqumûis vm``ihms am `khk, qum am prihti kpkrmnmh mh m` korm kzu`. K vmnms `ms prmnmam uh vovi y dueknçsogi rmsp`khair. K` kprixogkrhis k Gm`o``k smhtogis rmaic`kai m` nkûihmi. Jkstk mh `ks prixogoakams am `ks nrmstks am` Eurueò sm vmh mstk``kr `ks vmaobks am `khk, qum khuhnokh m` nkstoei am `is bkrlmûis. M` mspmntënu`i, qum soei ksigcrkai amsam m` vkpir gomhtrks mhtrkgis mh m` pumrti, gm hitodonk qum mxostm uhk kntovoaka mh `is ktkqums am` mhmgoei y uh kugmhti mh `k kuaknok am ïstm qum `m ``mvk k ktknkr `ks pisonoihms amdmhsovks gës prþxogks k `k p`kzk. @ks mxp`isoihms am `ks erkhkaks gm vkh gkrnkhai sicrm m` mxtmhaoai pkhirkgk `is puhtis mh qum `k bkrlk mstë y am aiham pkrtmh sus kermsoihms, puhtis mh su gkyirçk rmnirroais pir gç soh pm`oeri k`euhi mh m` vokbm khtmroir y am `is nuk`ms humstris `mntirms tomhmh hitonok. Amsmgckrni, y amspuïs am ktrkvmskr pir mhtrm m` mhbkgcrm am gunjknjis qum sm aosputkh m`

pir `i vosti erkh hmeinoi am ``mvkr go mquopkbm, ohonokgis m` aodono`çsogi trkckbi am jk``kr k`ibkgomhti. Gm`o``k mstë rmp`mtk am emhtm. Amsam `is gmbirms jitm`ms k `is ò`togis tueurois, tomhmh  

uhk `krek `ostk am ksporkhtms k inupkr uhk jkcotknoþh. Msk `ostk ms `k amsmspmrknoþh am quomhms, nih sus gk`mtks mh uh ninjm, vkh rmnirroïhai`is tiais. Smsum`tk mstk aodonu`tka sk`ogis mh uh ninjm k vosotkr `ks ohgmaoknoihms am` ckrroi am` Smk` humstri aormntir, @uçs am Itmyzk, y gos nigpkûmris `k smûirotk Qmrmsk Qmrmsk Msnirokzk y Mhaïroz. Duogis pir `k nkrrmtmrk am` zini am` Jka jkstk `k tr trkhsvmrsk`, khsvmrsk`, am `k nuk` pkrtm `k `çhmk am trohnjmrks qum amdomham k kqum` pipu`kr ckrroi gm`o``mhsm. Nukhai quosogis trkspkskr mstk `çhmk, m` ninjmri aobi qum am k``ç hi pkskck, soh qum `ierërkgis nihvmhnmr`m, kuhqum `m prigmtogis uh smeuri am voak pkrk sus bkgm`eis. ]h msnukarþh am @usotkhok sm nruzþ nih hisitris. M` nkpotëh his aobi qum amsam uhk voûk ohgmaoktk, qum his smûk`kck, knkckckh am dieumkr`ms. ^meuogis mhtihnms k pom, pkrk`m`kgmhtm k `ks trohnjmrks, mh `ks nuk`ms `is si`akais, jknomhai ohemhoiskgmhtm ti`ais nih sus gkhtks, rmpiskckh. ^upogis mhtihnms m` ei`pm am gkhi g khi qum `is giris jkcçkh mbmnutkai mh ``kk hinjm khtmroir. M Mhh m` c`inki am Bkqum` Gkhoh, qum amsam aiham mstëckgis sm vmçk sicrm uhk `igotk, y k lo`þgmtri y gmaoi am aostkhnok, orrugpomrih, krribkhai uhks k giai am cigcks am gkhi pir m``is dkcronkaks. Nih `is nkrtunjis am aohkgotk rickais mh `ks gohks am ]oxkh, mhnmrrkais mh `ktks am nihsmrvks ``mhks am n`kvis y pomarks, dirgkh uh krgk mxp`isovk am erkh dumrzk. Eukrhmnoai m` c`inki pir uh pmqumûi amstknkgmhti, k` gkhai am uh tmhomhtm, hi sohtoþ, soh auak, mh `k isnuroaka am `k hinjm, k` mhmgoei qum nkutm`iskgmhtm sm kprixogkck. Dumrih sirprmhaoais amdmhsirms am`mhtihnms c`inki pir `ks dirgoakc`ms mxp`isoihms, qum gktkrih k vkrois m joromrih k nkso `is tiais. @is giris sm kpiamrkrih am` pmqumûi m ogprivoskai dumrtm. Vir `k gkûkhk, k` kvkhzkr humstrks tripks y mhnihtrkrsm m` c`inki inupkai pir m` mhmgoei, `m amsk`ibkrih am ï`. Qiak `k hinjm `k duso`mrçk girk mstuvi jknomhai dumei sicrm `ks trohnjmrks qum vosotëckgis y sicrm `ks nksks am` ckrroi am` Smk`. Mh m` zini am` Jka tkgcoïh m` mhmgoei jk akai gumstrks am kntovoaka. ^oh auak, `k bkrlk am `is cmhourrokeum` ohonok uhk dumrtm y amsmspmrkak idmhsovk. ^k`oþ am kqum``k pisonoþh, k `ks inji y gmaok am `k gkûkhk, nihaunoai pir m` skremhti Dmrhëhamz, am quomh tmhmgis mstm rm`kti, y m` nkci Gihtkhmr, m` kutigþvo` c`ohakai nih aormnnoþh k `k kvkhzkak am Nkskcihk. Nihaunçkh k ais idonok`ms, nuktri si`akais y uh nkci nkrtmri. Mhtrm m` smeuhai y tmrnmr lo`þgmtri, mh uhk nurvk qum jknm `k nkrrmtmrk, nkyþ m` kutigþvo` mh uhk erkh zkhbk, nih `k nuk` `is giris jkcçkh nirtkai aurkhtm `k hinjm `k nkrrmtmrk, aosogu`ëhai`i `umei pmrdmntkgmhtm pkrk qum sus nihauntirms hi puaomrkh kavmrtor`k. M` vmjçnu`i qumaþ vi`nkai sicrm m` `kai amrmnji, n ohgmaoktkgmhtm uh hutroai erupi am giris k``ç mgcisnkai mgpmzþ k aospkrkr, gktkhai k` nkci Gihtkhmr. Kavmrtoak `k kermsoþh amsam m` zini y m` erkvm trkhnm am` kutigþvo`, sk`oþ uhk nigpkûçk am` rmeogomhti am Mxtrmgkaurk, qum tuvi qum sipirtkr uh hutroai dumei am `is giris, nkusëhai`ms k`euhks ckbks. M` nirihm` Soqum`gm, nigprmhaomhai qum mrkh gunjks `ks dumrzks mhmgoeks, mhvoþ k `is cktk``ihms am ^mvo``k, `k Nirihk, `k Tmrekrk y Circþh. Juci gigmhtis mh qum humstris si`akais ``mekrih k` numrpi k numrpi, ktknkhai k `k ckyihmtk y amsk`ibkhai k` doh k` mhmgoei am` rmaunti mh

qum sm jkcçk jmnji dumrtm. Mstm mrk, kamgës am uh pkrkpmti am pomarks, uhk nksk kckhaihkak, amdmhaoak nih kspo``mrks. Humstrks ckbks jkh soai ckstkhtms, gës am aisnomhtks, smeòh humstrk  

aormntk ohdirgknoþh mh m` jispotk`. Nigi rmsugmh am` rm`kti qum khtmnmam y am go progmrk ogprmsoþh k` poskr am humvi mstks tomrrks, ms qum m` mhmgoei, guy mhvk`mhtihkai, sm amnoam k ktknkr nih tiais sus gmaois, uto`ozkhai `is vombis kraoams trkaonoihk`ms am su rkzk. Vini amcmrë aurkr mstk sotuknoþh so humstri mbïrnoti, mh nihaonoihms yk pkrk m` kvkhnm, ohonok ïstm nih mhïreonk amnosoþh. @k sotuknoþh mstknoihkrok pumam priaunor, nigi mstë priaunomhai, mh m` trkhsnursi am pinis açks hugmrisks ckbks, y yk vk somhai tomgpi am k`mbkr am Gm`o``k uh kavmrskroi qum iprogm k `k nouaka, nihemstoihkak amhtri am` kprmtkai nçrnu`i am tripks. Mh gmaoi am tkh trostms trost ms msnmhks, `ks emhtms prinurkh `mhotovi k sus prminupknoihms nigmhtkhai `is ohnoamhtms am` vokbm gohostmrok`. Gkgcrò sm jk oai am Gm`o``k ambkhai, mh emhmrk`, `kgmhtkc`m ogprmsoþh y uhk mstm`k am rosks gurgurkairks, nih `ks nuk`ms `is emhomno``is am `k orihçk sk`mh k` pksi am` emhmrk`çsogi am Gurnok. Hisitris kòh hi smhtogis amsmi k`euhi am rmçrhis. Keukrakgis nih mspmrkhzk, pmri prminupkais, m` dohk` am mstk erkvm sotuknoþh, jknomhai vitis pir m` ïxoti am humstrks tripks. Gm`o``k, >; am keisti.

 

@K^ ^]^VONKNOK^ AM @K BKSLK Nukhti nih gkyir prixogoaka sm pmrnocm `k nigp`onkak uraogcrm am` pric`mgk gkrriquç, ktrkmh gës y prminupkh gës jihakgmhtm `ks aodonu`tkams am mstk mgprmsk. Nigi `k jostirok ms tkh ohnihstkhtm mh sus buonois, yi gm kcstmhei, pir kjirk, am `k kuaknok nih qum gunjis sm kvmhturkh k kdorgkr m` mrrir i m` knomrti nih qum jmgis soai nihaunoais k mstks gihtkûks. @ks vkeks y si`mghms kpm`knoihms amstohi am humstrk rkzk,amm`giamrhozkrsm, dkgisi y ksmhamrmkai Oskcm` `k Nktþ`onk, `k tmirçk nihk`qum tiai m``i jk trktkai am qum `ktmstkgmhti pismsoþh amam`ks nistks drihtmrks k `k humstrk nihstotuorçk uhk kgmhkzk am `k ohampmhamhnok hknoihk`, sih kreugmhtis am vombi msto`i knkaïgoni, qum m` pumc`i, nih su dohi ohstohti uh tkhti sucnihsnomhtm, nigi `ks khtmhks am uhk jirgoek, hi pumam nigpkrtor. nigpkrto r. [uïamsm [uïamsm tiai m``i pkrk `is ` is qum jkh tigkai sicrm sus jigcris `k rmspihskco`oaka am mhnkuzkr m` nursi jostþroni am Mspkûk jknok `is knkhto`kais am Eum`kyk, ogpihomhai k `k vombk hknoþh, amnmpnoihkak yk am `is `kurm`ms y nkhskak am kvmhturks, uhk am `ks gosoihms eumrrmrks gës aodçno`ms y, soh mgckrei, am gmhis `unogomhti qum mxostmh mh m` ircm. Mstks lkco`ks, am ohampmhamhnok bkgës aigohkak, nihstotuymh uhi am `is gës auris mhmgoeis nih qum pumak njinkr mbïrnoti giamrhi. _, soh mgckrei, `k vontirok sicrm m``ks hi kugmhtkrë uh ëponm humstri prmstoeoi prmsto eoi mh Muripk, y, y, pir m` nihtrkroi, `is rmvmsms smrëh knieoais nih ksigcrkai emsti, qum ambkrë gk` pkrkak `k mdonomhnok mspkûi`k. Vkrk m` pòc`oni ohtmrhknoihk` tmhmgis drmhtm k `ks `çhmks ` çhmks am dumei uhks trocus cërckrks. Nomrtkgmhtm, soh mxn`uor `k knmrck nrçtonk qum humstris amcmrms his jkh ic`oekai k dirgu`kr, ho cusnkr aosnu`pks am `ks mhirgms rmspihskco`oakams mh m` ohkuaoti drknksi am Khhuk`, smrçk pmramr m` dom` mquotktovi am `k ck`khzk amsnihinmr qum m` msdumrzi qum `is si`akais mspkûi`ms jkh am rmk`ozkr ms erkham y ruai. M` Sod ms `k gkyir aodonu`tka am tiai Gkrrumnis. @k irierkdçk am mstis ponknjis, nkso ohknnmsoc`ms k `k tëntonk am uh mbïrnoti rmeu`kr, idrmnm, pir m` nihtrkroi, `is gës ohvu`hmrkc`ms pkrkpmtis y uhk mstrktmeok msnrotk sicrm `ks pomarks pkrk sus tisnis jkcotkhtms. M``is si`kgmhtm, soh nihviyms ho itrk ogpmaogmhtk qum uhis gmharueis mh `k ci`sk am numri buhti k `ks guhonoihms y m` Lirëh, pumamh inupkr, mh uhk rëpoak idmhsovk qum sm aospmrsk y amskpkrmnm, nukhai humstrk rmknnoþh puaomsm ``mekr`ms, msks pisonoihms aigohkhtms. _i jm vosti m` nksi am qum uhks ainmhks am giris, sotukais mh msk vmhtkbisk gkhmrk, jkyk nkuskai hugmrisks ckbks, y jk soai hmnmskroi qum humstris si`akais, soh itri pkrkpmti qum sus pmnjis, orrugpomsmh sicrm m``is nih `k ckyihmtk nk`kak pkrk amsk`ibkr k` erupi am mhmgoeis. Mstk y `ks aodonu`tkams ohjmrmhtms k `k dk`tk am keuk sih `ks nkrkntmrçstonks am `k `unjk mgprmhaoak. ^o sm jonomsm uhk mstkaçstonk pripirnoihk` his ksustkrçkh `is `otris am skherm qum jk nistkai nkak nuck am keuk mh `is aokrois nihviyms am kprivosoihkgomhti amsam m` kûi ;:?>. M` nihviy ms m` aokroi puhti vu`hmrkc`m idrmnm k `is Nihinmh m` ogpmroisi nkgohi qum jk am smeuorqum y `k humstrk jo`mrk amic`oekak nkrris y tëntonk gu`is qum mxnotk susgiris. khsoks am citçh, qum ms tiai vosuk`oaka, `ms dkno`otk `k prmpkrknoþh am sus ei`pms am gkhi, qum sih

ohvosoc`ms y pini dëno`ms am prmvmhor. M` nkgpi giri ms pir nigp`mti ipkni y gostmroisi pkrk hisitris. @is smrvonois am ohdirgknoþh, kuhqum dumrtmgmhtm aitkais, akh uh rmhaogomhti mh qum smrçk kvmhturkai pkrk m`  

gkhai duhakr sus amnosoihms. ^þ`i pumamh nigpmhskr `ks mhirgms vmhtkbks qum tiai msm nihbuhti am nornuhstkhnoks idrmnm k `is rodmûis rod mûis m` usi am `is gmaois giamrhis am nigcktm. ^meòh humstrk ogprmsoþh, m` kvkhnm qum tiak Mspkûk mstë mspmrkhai sm rmtkrakrë uhis açks pir hi jkcmrsm nigp`mtkai kquï``is. Jmgis vmhoai k prmsmhnokr`i, amsmisis am cirrkr mh humstrk gmgirok `is trostms jmnjis am` amrrugckgomhti am `k Nigkhakhnok emhmrk` am Gm`o``k nih `is kntis k`mhtkairms y voro`ms qum am humstris si`akais keukrakgis. @k sotuknoþh am `k bkrlk qum aoroem Kca-m`-Lrog hi ms dëno` am prmnoskr. M` nkgpi giri mstë so`mhnoisi y hi ms pisoc`m prinurkrsm uh nihtknti gës i gmhis aormnti nih kqum` bmdm. @k psoni`ieçk girk tomhm soheu`krms dknmtks. Ms m` rodmûi pumro` mh gunjks nisks, pmri dumrtmgmhtm susponkz. K`ei ksç nigi uh hoûi gk`onoisi. Vir amsnihinmr mstis nkrkntmrms jk drknkskai `k cumhk ohtmhnoþh nih qum jk oai k K`junmgks m` ohemhomri ^r. Gihtms. @ks bkrlks, qum sm dirgkh mh amrrmair am uh nkuao``i, sum`m mstkr nigpumstks pir uh erupi ohonok` am pkromhtms `mk`ms jkstk `k gumrtm. Siamkhai mstm nmhtri sm vkh ohnirpirkhai nkpks gmhis kajmroaks k` bmdm, am sus jmrgkhis am lkco`k y `ks "oak`ks" ‑erupis pmrtrmnjkais am guhonoþh y k`ogmhti‑ nih qum `ks amgës nihtrocuymh k mheriskr `k dk`khem. @is givogomhtis am kajmsoþh y amsmrnoþh sih nihtohuis y icmamnmh k hugmrisks nkusks qum vkh jknomhai nuhaor m` amsk`omhti. ]hi am `is prohnopk`ms gitovis am amsuhoþh ms m` rmnm`i nih qum mstis rodmûis ohdoamhtms susnotkh uhis mhtrm itris. Emhmrk`gmhtm gurgurkr m` bmdm am `k bkrlk mstë mh niguhonknoþh nih `is mspkûi`ms, y sm kuhmgpomzk qum tomhmktrktkak `k pkzqum mh mstk i `k itrk sugk am go`ms am auris. @ks "oak`ks" mgpomzkh k amskpkrmnmr, y jkstk m` hòn`mi gës ohgmaokti mxpmrogmhtk amsk`omhti. Vir msi jkh drknkskai `is ohtmhtis am niguhonkr nih Kca-m`-Lrog. ^kcmgis am k`euhi mh qum sm `m jk rmgotoai nih uh giri uhk nkrtk. ^m trktkck am pmrsihk qum jk gkhtmhoai mh itri tomgpi drktmrhk` kgostka nih m` bmdm cmhourrokeum`. Mstm hi jk nihsmhtoai mh rksekr m` sicrm. Jk rmuhoai uhk mspmnom am Nihsmbi qum pkrk ktkbkr susponknoks `m riamk y mh su prmsmhnok jk riti `k nkrtk soh `mmr`k y jk jmnji amnkpotkr k` mgoskroi. Humstrk ipohoþh pir kjirk ms qum Kca-m`-Lrog hi `mmrë gës mpçsti`ks qum `ks qum vkykh mhvum`tks mh uhk ck`k, nigi kqum``k qum m` Vrivohnok` bmrþhogi rrmnocoþ mnocoþ am Aihbuëh Qmhiroi. Qmhiroi.

 

M@ V]HQI AM VKSQOAK  M@ SMEOGOMH SMEOGOMHQI QI AM@ AM@ SM_ SM_ MH MH @K SM^QOHE SM^QOHEK K Amspuïs am `k mtkpk mh qum `k amrritk am Khhuk` ic`oeþ k tigkr uhk pisturk gmrkgmhtm amdmhsovk y am mspmrk pkrk rmnihstotuor `is ohaospmhskc`ms m`mgmhtis am uh mbïrnoti muripmi, sm nigomhzk yk k vmr iromhtkrsm `ks ` ks gmaoaks am` Gkhai mh uh smhtoai idmhsovi. M` kvkhnm am humstrks tripks hi pumam tkrakr. ^meòh gos ogprmsoihms, sm keukrak sþ`i `k ``mekak am uhk pkrtoak am gktmrok` am eumrrk y guhonoihkgomhti am nkûþh qum m` trkhspirtm "K`gorkhtm @ici" jk am trkmr k `k p`kzk. Gomhtrks tkhti, mh `k Smstohek sm knugu`kh dumrzks, smûk`khai m` puhti am pkrtoak. Vir msi gm ohtmrmskck vosotkr mstm mst m nkgpkgmhti, qum amhtri am pini jk am `mvkhtkr sus tomhaks. M` emhmrk` Nkckhm``ks, nih joak`ek kgkco`oaka, his ohvotþ ohvot þ k knigpkûkr`m. _ mstk gkûkhk, k `ks ` ks inji, uh kutigþvo` his nihaunçk k `ks mxp`khkaks am `k Jçponk, aiham kqum` bmdm tomhm mstkc`mnoai su nukrtm` emhmrk`. His jozi `is jihirms am su giamstk ohstk`knoþh am go`otkr sicroi y jkcotukai k tiak^icrm aurmzkuhk m ohnigiaoaka. p`ktkdirgk am gkhopistmrçk, nuyi usi khtmroir amsnihizni, sm jkh `mvkhtkai uhks pkrmams am nkûks vmrams y uhk tmnjugcrm am `i gosgi. Idrmnm m` kspmnti am `ks ròstonks nksunks do`opohks. Mh m` ohtmroir jky uhk nkgk am nkgpkûk y uhk gmsotk. Am k``ç pkrtogis k nkck``i, rmnirromhai `is trms lo`þgmtris qum his smpkrkh am `k cinkhk am Gkr Njonk. Dirgkh mh `k ` k nigotovk nigoto vk nih hisitris m` ^r ^r.. Siarçeumz am Toeuro Toeuro y A. Nkr`is Nkr`is Nkstm``. M` emhmrk`, nih su ckrck c`khnk y su ristri ktmzkai pir m` si` am Ëdronk, his pkrmnm uh giri kgoei qum his nihaunm pir kqum``is krmhk`ms. Hi tkrakgis mh ``mekr k` gum``mnoti am gkamrk mh qum jmgis am mgckrnkrhis, y mh uhk ckrnk his aoroeogis k `k `khnjk nkûihmrk "K >", qum, pir m` msnksi nk`kai am mstk erkh `keuhk, tomhm qum dihamkr guy `mbis am sus iro``ks. Smk`ozkai mstm tmrnmr trkhscirai, mxkgohi m` gohòsnu`i nkûihmri. V`khnjks am c`ohakbm `m eukrmnmh, y ais dumrtms gitirms am eksi`ohk `m pmrgotmh k`nkhzkr uhk gkrnjk am aomnoinji go``ks pir jirk. M` `kei mstë trkhquo`i y sm mxtomham smrmhi y kzu` mh uhk `mbkhçk qum hi pmrgotm kòh aovoskr su `çgotm, jknok m` nuk` m` tmhomhtm am hkvoi ^r. Nmrvmrk, qum gkhak m` ckrni, gkhak pihmr `k prik. His kprixogkgis nih ëeo` pripu`soþh k` Ktk`kyþh. _k vmgis k humstris si`akais mh `k nogk am msm gihtçnu`i y uhk `krek do`k am nkûihms qum kgmhkzkh m` nkgpi giri. Akhai uh pmqumûi riami his knmrnkgis k Hkair. His ohspork m` pic`kai mspkûi`, soh mspkûi`ms kjirk, uhk sogpëtonk ktrknnoþh. Ms tkh nkrkntmrçstonk, tkh humstrk, kqum``k smrom am nihstrunnoihms, qum sm khtibk kcsurak oamk am uh gk` sumûi pmhskr mh qum mstëh inupkaks pir `is rodmûis. K`ei ksç nigi so tk` sunmsi

jucomrk inurroai nih k`eòh pumc`i gkhnjmei, nuyk vosoþh dkgo`okr, nih su rmntk `çhmk am nksks c`khnks, nihtmgp`ësmgis mh uhk gkûkhk am vokbm k` `mvkhtkr `ks nirtoho``ks am` vkeþh. ¹[uï ¹[uï tomhmh qum jknmr `is giris mh kqum``ks kgp`oks nk``ms i mh amrrmair am uhk oe`msok qum pkrmnm  

trkhspirtkak amsam Emtkdm i Nomgpizum`is9 Nih `is emgm`is vmgis `ks tmnjugcrms am `k gkyir pkrtm am `is maodonois juhaoais y sus pkrmams mhhmermnoaks y sinkrrkaks pir m` dumei. Vkskgis am` pic`kai, y nigi k gmaok `meuk am ï` aovoskgis uh erupi am bohmtms giris y jkstk ``mekgis k kavmrtor qum sih am `k khtoeuk pi`onçk. Qrms am m``is sm amsgihtkh. Nih mhtmrk prmnosoþh `is prosgëtonis his amhuhnokh sus givogomhtis y sus ohtmhnoihms, qum hi sih nomrtkgmhtm kgkc`ms. Vrihti içgis m` keuai y rëpoai so`coai am `ks ck`ks dueotovks qum pkskh sicrm `k mgckrnknoþh, y k`euhis toris qum sm qumakh nirtis `mvkhtkh am`khtm am m``k uh pmqumûi surtoair am mspugk. @is si`akais am ohdkhtmrçk am Gkrohk qum vkh k cirai nihtmstkh, y m` nkûihnoti crmvmgmhtm nkrekai aospkrk. Nigprickgis m` trkstirhi qum kqum``k ck`k, k` nkmr guy prþxogk k `k tripo``k mhmgoek, priaunm. ]h nkc nkck``i k``i sm mhnkcrotk y juym, y `is giris nirrmh tkgcoïh mh aostohtks aormnnoihms. Amspuïs am mstm ohnoamhtm nihtohukgis humstri vokbm y ``mekgis k `k Smstohek. M` kgp`oi nkgpkgmhti sm mxtomham sicrm kqum``is krmhk`ms am gmhuai pi`vo``i, qum m` gmhir givogomhti am` korm m`mvk mh hucms nmekairks. K``ç mstë m` rmeogomhti am` Smy, am Gkaroa. Vrihti kavomrti qum sih gos pkoskhis. K`euhis gm nihinmh, gm sk`uakh y gm poamh, nih msk kdmntuisk hkturk`oaka am `is gkaro`mûis, qum so vmi k sus pkarms `ms aoek nþgi `ms ` ms jm vosti skhis y khogisis.  ‑^mûirotii ‑gm aonm uhi‑, yi siy m` jobi am Tk`mhtohk,  ‑^mûirot k`mht ohk, `k ninohmrk ninohmr k am nksk am sus pkarms, ¹hi Ms sm uh knumrak9 gunjknji rucoi, qum, guy ni`irkai y sktosdmnji am sk`uakrgm, gm kcirak. Nihtmstkhai k gos prmeuhtks gm aonm ao nm qum ms ckrcmri y sm amaonk k rkpkr k sus nigpkûmris.  ‑Vir nomrti nomrt i ‑gm aonm‑, nigi k vmnms sm gm knkck m` bkcþh, kdmoti kdmot i nih m` keuk am Gkr Njonk, qum ms guy cumhk. ^m ke`igmrkh mh amrrmair humstri `is si`akais, y amsam kqum``ks tomrrks giermcohks, k` içr`ms jkc`kr, gm nrmi mh `k p`kzk am` Vriermsi i mh `k Vumrtk am` ^i`. M` emhmrk` Nkckhn``ks his prmsmhtk k` nirihm` ^kri, qum gkhak m` rmeogomhti, k` qum dm`onotkgis pir m` cumh kspmnti am sus si`akais. His jknm prickr m` rkhnji, qum mrk mxnm`mhtm, y k go numhtk jm am amnor qum, pir `i kvkhzkai yk am `k jirk mh qum m` kpmtoti mgpmzkck k amsksismekrsm, `i pricï nih dohms k`ogmhtonois, pums, pir `i amgës, ckstkck vmr`i pkrk prin`kgkr su cumhk nk`oaka. K humstri rmermsi, qum sm mdmntuþ soh nisk aoehk am gmhnoihkrsm, gm mhtrmekck k `k prminupknoþh qum jiy amcm smr emhmrk` mh Mspkûk. Mh aodçno` kvmhturk mstkgis. Hi ms tomgpi kjirk am knirakrhis am quomhms k m``k his ``mvkrih, kuhqum tkgpini am i`voakr`is, nigi tkhtks vmnms, pkrk nukhai ``meum m` gigmhti am jknmr ustonok, so ms qum msk hic`m gktrihk hi sm jk kusmhtkai nih orrotknoþh am humstrk pktrok, pktr ok, ``mvëhaism `k ck`khzk y `k mspkak, jkstokak am hi jknmr pmsi cumhi y am qum m` sçgci`i e`kaoi sm nihvomrtk mh sohuisk ekhzòk. @k khsomaka am` ohstkhtm amcm smr `k am ksporkr k qum sk`ekgis am mstm gigmhti am pmskao``k, y qum, rigpomhai m` gk`mdonoi am tkh kcsurais mrrirms, vi`vkgis k uhk sotuknoþh am hirgk`oaka

hknoihk` m ohtmrhknoihk`, qum jmgis pmraoai nih `is ò`togis amskstrms. @i hmnmsotk Mspkûk, pkrk piamr rmohtmerkr sus ktmhnoþh k `is ksuhtis ohtmroirms am su voak, tkh amsamûkak pir uhis pi`çtonis am psoni`ieçk cudihmsnk y am erkhams gorks niaonoisks.  

Kjç mstëh `is si`akais am Mspkûk. @is jk mhtrmekai soh rmektmis. ^u aohmri nirrm mh `kreis rkuak`ms pir mstks gihtkûks mh m` dirgoakc`m eksti am `k mxpmaonoþh. Qiais mspmrkgis inupkhai humstris pumstis. Vmri ms prmnosi qum tkh smrois sknrodonois smkh smrokgmhtm kerkamnoais y sm knkcmh `is tomgpis mh qum `ks duhnoihms am eicomrhi jkh nihstotuoai uh bueumtm gës am drovi`oakams, ohnihsnomhnoks m ohaosnrmtis pmrsihk`osgis pi`çtonis. Ksç piarë `ierkrsm qum, k` pkrtor pir smeuhak vmz m` Mbïrnoti mspkûi` am `k Smstohek, nigi yk `i jozi mh ;?;;, hi tmhek qum vi`vmr k` puhti am pkrtoak. Smsuï`vksm mstm pric`mgk gkrriquç am uhk vmz. Hi `i ambmgis k gmaok si`unoþh, nigi nkso tiais, pirqum jiy sm jk ohtriaunoai nigi uh girci gk`oehi mh `k gïau`k am `k hknoþh y smrçk nkpkz, so hi sm kdrihtk, am krruohkrhis y aosi`vmrhis. Gm`o``k, > am smptomgcrm.

 

KSQO@@MSÇK GISK  @I^ ^NJHMOAMS ^NJHMOAMS AM^MSQ AM^MSQISM ISM^ ^ Jiy `is giris jkh rmaic`kai su kntovoaka. Qkhti mh m` zini am` Jka nigi mh `ks pisonoihms ohgmaoktks k` c`inki am Qkqum`-Gkhoh, Qkqum`-Gkhoh, amdmhsovks am` ckrroi ckrro i am` Smk`, y mh ^oao-Kgmt ^oao- Kgmt y K`t-Koxk, K`t-Koxk, m` toritmi am` nkgpi giri jk soai hutroai y kntovçsogi. Mh m` zini, `ks dumrzks qum pritmeçkh m` nihviy qum sm aoroeçk k Nkskcihk amsnmhaomrih gës am `i nihvmhomhtm k uhk ckrrkhnkak y sudromrih ohtmhsi dumei am` mhmgoei, qum, mgcisnkai, eukrakck kqum` pksi. @k krto``mrçk ohtmrvohi nih mxkntçsogis toris, y m` nihviy puai ``mekr k `k pisonoþh, hi soh `kgmhtkr k`euhks ckbks, qum hi pumai kòh prmnoskr. Jkh soai jmroais uh nigkhakhtm, uh nkpotëh y uh tmhomhtm. Vmri `k nkrkntmrçstonk am` açk `k nihstotuym m` cigckrami am `is nkûihms giris qum ïstis jkh sotukai mh `ks nrmstks am` Eurueò. Nihtmgp`khai amsam `ks ohgmaoknoihms am` Smk` m` rmermsi am uhk ni`ughk y m` mdonkz nkûihmi qum humstrk krto``mrçk aoroeçk nihtrk `is kekzkpkais mhmgoeis qum `k jisto`ozkckh, iç m` mstkgpoai qum pkrtçk am uhk am `ks gës k`tks nugcrms, y k `is pinis gigmhtis mstk``kr m` priymnto` mhpriymnto`ms, `ks ``khkaksuhi am nmrnk `k Jçponk, sm yjk``k m` nkgpi am kvoknoþh.voKhtms jkcçkh nkçai ais am uhaiham jispotk` itriohstk`kai mh `is Ainls. Gm aoroeç k` sotoi so toi mh qum jkcçk vosti nkmr `k cigck. Mh mdmnti, `k cktmrçk girk jkcçk coskai nih sus dumeis k` kmrþarigi. ^meòh his mxp`onþ uh tmhomhtm tmho mhtm am K Kvoknoþh, voknoþh, m` progmr prog mr aospkri `i jo jonomrih nomrih nirti< m` smeuhai, pir m` nihtrkroi, nihtrkro i, pksþ pir mhnogk y dum k nkmr mh Gkr Njonk< pmri `is sunmsovis, jkstk somtm, `is ni`inkrih nih erkh prmnosoþh amhtri am` nkgpi. Vir dirtuhk, hi nkuskrih akûi k`euhi ho mstk``krih. @k pmronok girk hi ``mek k nihinmr `is në`nu`is am `k mspi`mtk. Kqum``ks rkyotks, qum erkaòkh m` gigmhti y `k k`turk am `k mxp`isoþh, sih uh gostmroi pkrk m``is, erknoks k `i nuk`, m` cigckrami giruhi g iruhi qumak rmaunoai k pini gmhis qum sus jkcotuk`ms domstks domst ks am pþ`virk. M` emhmrk` Nkvk`nkhto, nih m` emhmrk` Drmshmak y sus kyuakhtms, mstkckh mh uh prþxogi maodonoi, y k` itri `kai am `k dmrrivçk sm jkcçkh mgp`kzkai ais cktmrçks ^njhmoamr, am` 5=, am nkûihms oeuk`ms k `is qum aospkrkckh `is giris. @is dieihkzis jkcçkh pmrgotoai amsnucror `k sotuknoþh am ïstis. Vkrtomhai am uh k`ti ponknji y amsnmhaomhai nih `k gorkak, y nih m` ic`oekai kuxo`oi am `is prosgëtonis, mh uhk pmqumûk msnitkaurk sm aovoskck m` `uekr am aiham sk`çkh `is nkûihkzis. K``ç aoroeomrih `is krto``mris `is suyis nih prmstmzk, qum gu`top`onkck `ks mxp`isoihms y prmnosk puhtmrçk, qum ``mhkck m` korm am piamrisi n`kgir. @k hucmnotk c`khnk aocubkck `is nihtirhis am` puhti pmrsmeuoai. Dumrih uhis gohutis mginoihkhtms. K `k viz am gkhai, nkso uhëhogm trihkckh `is ^njhmoamr am Mspkûk nihtrk kqum``is itris qum, kuhqum tkgcoïh sk`oais am humstris Vkrqums y pkekais pir m` Vrmsupumsti, trkoairms, nigi `k Vi`onçk ohaçemhk, trktkh am jmrorhis. K `is pinis smeuhais, `ks erkhkaks jkcçkh surnkai nih su dumrtm zugcoai pmnu`okr `k aostkhnok am uhis somtm lo`þgmtris y his jknçkh amsam k``ç `k c`khnk y tmrroc`m smûk` am qum jkcçkh

nugp`oai su gosoþh. @is nkûihms giris mhguamnomrih. Hi vi`vogis k rmnocor sus pmskais icsmquois. ¹Jkcçkh soai amstruoais9 Vuaomrk inurror msti, so `is giris, kavmrtoais am` pm`oeri qum nirrçkh, hi jkh tmhoai  

tomgpi am rmseukrakr`is mh `k itrk vmrtomhtm am `k gihtkûk. Am tiaks sumrtms, yk jk qumakai mxpmrogmhtkak `k msnksk idmhsoþh qum pumam tmgmrsm am mstm krgk mh gkhis am `is giris. Hi ms sþ`i su oehirkhnok am `is gostmrois am `k mspi`mtk, sohi tkgcoïh `k nmrtmzk am qum pini amspuïs am amsnucror`is pir m` dumei qum jkekh, nkmrë sicrm m``is uhk ``uvok am erkhkaks. Mstuvm mxkgohkhai k`euhk am `ks cigcks qum knkckckh am nkmr. Jkstk eukraï, nigi rmnumrai am` gmgirkc`m y comh trostm knkmnogomhti ‑pir m` amskstrm qum `i jk nkuskai‑, am qum `is giris aospkrmh nih ^njhmoamr am` 5=, uhis ck`ohms am `is qum eukrakckh mh su smhi. @is vmi kjirk k`ohmkais drmhtm k go jugo`am gmsk am vokbmri, mh qum rmaknti mstks hitks. ^ih smgmbkhtms k msks ci`otks nih qum `is gunjknjis bumekh k `ks nkhonks. _ k` aoroeor k m``is `k gorkak, vmi m` trëeoni smhamri, `k sohuisk trkymntirok qum jkh smeuoai amsam qum sk`omrkh am `ks dëcronks hknoihk`ms am guhonoþh jkstk qum su nihtrkroi amstohi `is jk mhtmrrkai mh `ks ohgmaoknoihms am Gm`o``k. ]h guhai am rmspihskco`oakams y am erkvms y nigp`mbks nu`pks sm mhnomrrk mh su crmvm y dïrrmk rmaihamz. ^u ohmrtm gktmrok jk soai gës jugkhk qum `is ohnihsnomhtms nkuskhtms am tkhti y tkh vkroi amsknomrti, hi qumromhai akûkrhis. @is mspkûi`ms tomhmh amrmnji, y dk`tkrëh k sus amcmrms so hi `i mxoemh, k skcmr k quï mrrirms, am `is am krrock y am `is am kckbi, sm amcm ktrocuor m` qum msks cigcks, kaquoroaks nih aohmri am su Vrmsupumsti, jkykh nkçai mstk gkûkhk amhtri am uhk nouaka mspkûi`k. Gm`o``k, 1 am smptomgcrm.

 

@K C]SINSKNOK GO@OQKS   @MHQOQ]A  @MH QOQ]A AKÛI^K AKÛI^K @k sotuknoþh nihtohòk mstknoihkrok, nigi amnçkh `is pkrtms idonok`ms am `k erkh eumrrk. Kòh sm oehirk m` gigmhti am` kvkhnm, kuhqum tiais `is nigmhtkrostks `i nk`nu`kh pkrk guy prþxogk dmnjk. M` gitovi am mstk amgirk `i nihstotuym `k dk`tk am msmhnok`ms gmaois am eumrrk, am `is qum `k `mhtk curinrknok am humstri pkçs y `k amsirekhozknoþh qum, pir amserknok, ogpmrk mh tiais `is smrvonois, kòh hi jk privosti k` Mbïrnoti. Kvkhzkr, ohonokr `ks ipmrknoihms soh m``is, smrçk ohsmhsktmz. Amspuïs am `k ireçk am ogprmgmaotknoþh y puhoc`m kckhaihi qum his jk trkçai k mstis ohstkhtms kgkreis hi smrçk ti`mrkc`m givogomhti k`euhi am humstrks tripks qum hi dumrk euokai pir m` drçi në`nu`i y ksostoai am nukhtis kuxo`ois amdmhsovis jk ohaustrokai m` ohemhoi y `k mxpmromhnok. Vmri, am itrk pkrtm, `k ao`knoþh hi ms nisk ohaodmrmhtm. ^ih gunjks `ks nkusks qum qumcrkhtkh mh `k nrumhtk inupkaks mspmrk am `k idmhsovkaokrois am humstrks tripks. M` sogp`m sistmhogomhti `ks pisonoihms kntuk`gmhtm priaunm njiqums, soheu`krgmhtm k` nihviykram `is vçvmrms y guhonoihms, mh `is qum `ks vmhtkbks tëntonks sih somgprm so mgprm am` mhmgoei. @is nihviyms am` zini am` Jka k Qoszzk y k Nkskcihk, qum sih kvkhzkaks ampmhaomhtms am` progmri nigi cksm am privosoþh, jkh nistkai yk vmrakamrks cktk``ks, nih smhsoc`ms ckbks. Kymr jknok sunohti rm`kti am` nigcktm qum aurkhtm `k gkûkhk tuvi `uekr. Dum guy skheromhti y aodçno`. Mstm mhmgoei ohvosoc`m y ëeo`, soh ogpmaogmhtk, pumam k gkhsk`vk mgcisnkrsm mh m` ic`oekai trëhsoti am` nihviy, m` nuk` idrmnm, pir m` nihtrkroi, uhk erkh gksk vu`hmrkc`m. Guy msnksks dumrzks girks, comh ni`inkaks y qum pir su dk`tk am amhsoaka hi ms dëno` cktor`ks nih `k krto``mrçk, krto`` mrçk, nkuskh hugmrisks pïraoaks k humstri Mbïrnoti. Mstm, k pmnji amsnucomrti y sipirtkhai uh dumei girtçdmri, tomhm t omhm qum amsk`ibkr nih `k ` k ckyihmtk nk`kak k` mhmgoei. M` ò`togi ohnoamhtm am` zini am` Jka, k qum his rmdmrogis, y qum pir `ks hitonoks tm`merëdonks nihinmrëh `is `mntirms, tomhm tiaks msks nkrkntmrçstonks. Nkak açk qum trkhsnurrm, hi ms `k trkhquo`k mspmrk am` kvkhnm, sohi uhk ruak pm`mk, qum mh `k hinjm, `mbis am kgohirkrsm, sm knmhtòk. @k icsnuroaka hinturhk dkno`otk `is kraoams mhmgoeis pkrk kprixogkrsm k `ks pisonoihms gkhtmhomhai `k k`krgk y m` pm`oeri. @is aospkris y `ks dumrtms mxp`isoihms am `ks cigcks sm iymh jkstk m` kgkhmnmr. Mh `k pkskak hinjm, m` nkûþh sotukai pir `is giris mh m` Eurueò, y qum jkcçkgis nrmçai amstruoai, jk `khzkai mhtrm `ks k`tks tohomc`ks su rihnk viz, krribkhai inji cigcks sicrm `is krrkck`ms, `ks qum, pir dirtuhk, y nigi `ks khtmroirms, ho jkh mxp`itkai ho priaunoai akûi k`euhi. Qkgcoïh jmgis içai `ks dumrtms amtihknoihms am `ks cigcks am aohkgotk, qum `is giris, mstk

hinjm nigi `ks khtmroirms, jkh mnjkai sicrm m` c`inki Qkqum` Gkhoh. Nih mxkntotua pumam ``kgkrsm m` c`inki am `k gumrtm. Mstë sotukai sicrm uhk pmqumûk m`mvknoþh, qum ms hmnmskroi amdmhamr pkrk mvotkr qum `is kuaknms "pkqumkairms" sm kprixogmh k` ckrroi am` Smk` y nih sus  

aospkris jkekh pm`oerisk `k mstkhnok am sus hugmrisis vmnohis. Vmri mstrktïeonkgmhtm mstrktïeonkg mhtm tomhm erkvms amdmntis, nigi sih m` aospihmr am uh nkgpi am tori `ogotkai y mhnihtrkrsm cktoai pir itrks mgohmhnoks guy nmrnkhks. Tmohtm `meoihkrois, k` gkhai am uh tmhomhtm, `i inupkh. Nkak hinjm am` c`inki ms nigi uhk trmgmhak pmskao``k girtk`. Khtmkymr, Khtmkymr, sus amdmhsirms tuvomrih somtm gumrtis y nohni jmroai. Vir smr uh smrvonoi tkh krromsekai, m` tmhomhtm nirihm` Go``ëh Kstrky poam somgprm mhtrm `is si`akais am` Qmrnoi vi`uhtkrois pkrk nugp`or`i< pmri mh mstk krairisk dk`khem tiais sm idrmnmh y `k vk`omhtm tripo``k tomhm qum smr dirgkak smeòh m` turhi. Nukhti khtmnmam prumck qum `k mspmrk amsekstk, y qum nukhti khtms sm ohonom m` kvkhnm gës skherm pumam kjirrkrsm, soh nihtkr qum amcm kcrmvokrsm m` amprogmhtm mspmntënu`i am nihtmgp`kr y içr k` mhmgoei mh tkh ohgmaoktk prixogoaka am Gm`o``k. N`kri ms qum jm am rmpmtor y rmotmrkr somgprm qum tiaks mstks nihsoamrknoihms sih pmhskhai mh uhk idmhsovk prmpkrkak. Hi `i mstë kòh, soh auak, nukhai hi sm mgpomzk. _ `k rmspihskco`oaka am tkh akûisi kp`kzkgomhti smrë prmnosi cusnkr`k mh m` gohostmroi am `k Eumrrk, mh `ks amdonomhnoks ireëhonks am` curinrktosgi go`otkr. Hi sm icbmtkrë qum hoheòh smntir mspkûi`, ho gmhis qum hoheuhi m` pipu`kr, jkykh pumsti icstënu`is. Mspkûk mhtmrk, nih rmsoehkak mhtmrmzk, jk ambkai qum `k kcrkh sus vmhks y su Qmsiri. ¹Vir ¹Vir quï tkrak mh ``mekr tiai msm gktmro gktmrok` k` am eumrrk9 Gomhtrks tkhti, duhmstks uhi am `isKpkronoþh dkntirms qum jkh nihtrocuoai humstri drknksi mh `ks m` Sod, jkh Buhtks jmnji go`otkrms, kquç su kpkronoþh. pinigës aosnrmtk, soh auak, yk titk`gmhtm ohipirtuhk. Hi ms m` gigmhti am priaunor ckhamrçks ho ohtmroirms aosniraoks nukhai am tiais kuhkai sm mxoem uh dumrtm sknrodonoi. Ho ms ohstkhtm kamnukai pkrk mxjocorsm msm irekhosgi, qum jk kcsircoai am jmnji, y jknomhai emstis am kgmhkzk k tiais `is Viamrms am` Mstkai, `k aormnnoþh am `is ksuhtis pòc`onis, nih aosdrknms, n`kri mstë, gës i gmhis mhnucomrtis. Jk pkrk`ozkai `k voak k p`mhi korm am `k òhonk pi`çtonk pisoc`m mh nihtknti aormnti nih m` pumc`i y `k jk ``mvkai k gmnjohk`ms mhrkrmnoais, mh `is qum kpmhks ms pisoc`m jk``kr si`unoihms, sohi mh `is nkgpis am kcoekrrkai knricktosgi qum jkh jmnji hknmr mstm Ekcohmtm. Mh `ks numstoihms go`otkrms, am irekhozknoþh y aitknoþh mh prmsupumsti am `is smrvonois, ¹quoïh `ms jk oai k `k gkhi ho `ogotkai su `ocrm kntuknoþh9 _ nukhai mh uh gohuti amskstrisi y kgkrei ms hmnmskrok `k mdonomhnok am vmraka mh `ks `çhmks am dumei ‑hi si`kgmhtm mh m` pkpm`‑, rmsu`tk qum hkak jky prmpkrkai y qum Mspkûk tomhm qum sk`or am nigprks, nigi nkzkair ogprivoskai qum cusnk sus kagohçnu`is vmhktirois. Itrk am `ks amdonomhnoks qum jm kavmrtoai mh gos nihtohuks khakhzks pir `is nkgpkgmhtis ms `k amp`irkc`m msnksmz am tomhaks am nkgpkûk. ¹^mrë pisoc`m qum k humstrk Kagohostrknoþh `m sirprmhakh `ks ``uvoks itiûk`ms, qum kquç sih tirrmhtms, nigi k`ei ogprmvosti9 ¹Qkh hme`oemhtm ms qum hi nihsu`tk m` nk`mhakroi9 _i aorçk k `ks Buhtks am Amdmhsk, qum qum tkh idmhsovks jkh rmsu`tkai pkrk m` pirvmhor am Mspkûk, `i qum ^kkvmark Dkbkrai msnrocoþ2 "¡Ij, pumc`is< ij, Smpòc`onks< ij, rmohis nuyk trkhquo`oaka mstë

submtk k `k kgconoþh kgco noþh y krcotroi am uhis pinis! . Gm`o``k, = am smptomgcrm.  

M@ E]S]EÒ ^O@MHNOI^I M` nkgpi giri tomhm vmrskto`oakams pini mxp`onkc`ms. Mh mstis pkskais açks, su kntovoaka idmhsovk jk soai guy erkham. Am nkak ckrrkhni sk`çkh hutroais `is  pknis, ruoai yk jkcotuk` pkrk humstris içais, qum `is msnunjkh nigi k msks tkgcoïh ohvosoc`ms m ohnkhskc`ms njonjkrrks. Mh rmk`oaka, m` pkni ms msi2 `k noekrrk no ekrrk am `ks njugcmrks. ¹Viamgis amtmrgohkr, nukhai mh `ks jirks am somstk içgis k mstis ohinmhtms ohsmntis, m` gitovi pir m` qum crusnkgmhtm amtomhmh su nkhturrok9 @i gosgi his inurrm nih m` kermsovi khogk` am `ks njugcmrks. Ms mvoamhtm qum `k kntotua am `is rodmûis jk sudroai uhk giaodonknoþh. Amsam jknm ais açks, `is ktkqums, qum gmhuamkckh k `ks pisonoihms y `ks dumrtms mgcisnkaks nihtrk `is nihviyms, jkh aosgohuoai smhsoc`mgmhtm. @ks hinjms jkh soai tkgcoïh trkhquo`ks. Jkh nmskai `is toritmis hinturhis, qum ic`oekckh k uhk k`krgk nihtohuk mh `is nkgpkgmhtis y k `k nihsoeuomhtm dktoek am mdms y si`akais. Mstm nkgcoi tkh ohmspmrkai jk ``mvkai k `ks gosgks emhtms gurgurkairks y inoisks, qum khuhnokckh pkrk khtmkhinjm uh dirgoakc`m ktkqum k dihai am `is giris sicrm `k p`kzk, k ohvmhtkr hitonoks tkh cumhks nigi `ks qum ksmeurkckh m` sigmtogomhti am vkrois go``krms am mhmgoeis, nih sus krgks. Ho `i progmri ms, pir dirtuhk, am tmgmr, ho pumam mspmrkrsm tkh prihti `i smeuhai. Ktrocuçksm pir itris `k erktk hivmaka k qum, pir aodmrmhnoks y aosniraoks, tkh drmnumhtms mh msks nihnmhtrknoihms giruhks, sm jkcçkh rmtorkai `is m`mgmhtis am `k bkrlk cmhourrokeum`, amstknkais pir Kca-m`-Lrog mh m` Sod. Qkgpini ms msti nomrti, y kprivmnjkrmgis msk mquovinkak nihbmturk pkrk amstruor uh mrrir ckstkhtm mxtmhaoai. Jkstk kjirk, hi jk jkcoai `unjkhai drmhtm k Gm`o``k m`mgmhti k`euhi nihsoamrkc`m am `ks dumrzks am Kca-m`-Lrog. Kca-m`-Lrog. Mstks pmrgkhmnmh mh su tmrrotiroi, mh kntotua amdmhsovk, y jkrti inupkaks nih `ks ohtmrgohkc`ms aosnusoihms qum mhtrm mstks emhtms jk am susnotkr m` mhirgm citçh qum pusi mh sus gkhis `k prmnopotkak y duhmstk rmtorkak am Khhuk`. @k `þeonk am `is qum amsnihinmh `k psoni`ieçk am mstks tomrrks, ``kgkaks "sovk" i `ocrms, `ms jknm aosnurror nih su gmhtk`oaka am nouakakhis am uhk hknoþh rmeoak çhtmerkgmhtm pir oeuk`ms `myms y nih uhoaka am aormnnoþh. M` smhtogomhti am pktrok, uhëhogm mh tiais `is nihhknoihk`ms, ms mxtrkûi k` rodmûi. @k lkco`k nihstotuym `k g gkyir kyir aogmhsoþh am su kgir ni`mntovi y am su drktmrhoaka. Kuh Kuh amhtri am `k lkco`k, `k  duso`k ms su gmbir eukraoëh, y m` kgconoisi am prmaigohoi hi vkno`k mh aospkrkr`k aospkrkr` k nihtrk su jmrgkhi. Ksç qum `k knnoþh nigòh pir nihdmamrknoþh am lkco`ks, kuhqum nornuhstkhnok`gmhtm pumak priaunorsm, nigi yk jmgis gkhodmstkai mh itri krtçnu`i, k` mxp`onkr `k eïhmsos y aosi`unoþh am `ks krlks, ms dmhþgmhi hi guy nirromhtm ho aurkamri. Emhmrk`gmhtm, y nigi inurrm kjirk, si`i `ks lkco`ks k Gm`o``k ``mvkh `k giris eumrrkkpkromhnoks nihtrk hisitris. @k si`oakroaka am smhtogomhtis jisto`ms,ohgmaoktks qum ms `i òhoni qum prmstk k `is am uhoaka, hi ms `i ckstkhtm dumrtm pkrk

jknmr`ms ti`mrkr uhk irekhozknoþh ho uh gkhai. ^oh mgckrei, mh m` dihai am `is rugirms qum jmgis amsgmhtoai, jky k`ei vmrakamri, y ms m` jmnji am `ks aovmremhnoks mhtrm `is nigcktomhtms. Kamgës, mh `is njiqums qum jkh tmhoai nih `k pisonoþh am` zini am` Jka y nih `k ni`ughk am`  

emhmrk` ^khburbi ‑mstm krkeihïs tkh amnoaoai, tkh nihinmair am mstk eumrrk y tkh si`akai‑ jkh rmnocoai nkstoeis ogpirtkhtms. @k krto``mrçk hi jk trihkai mh ck`am tkgpini. _ `ks rkzks u`trkgmroaoihk`ms u`trkgmroao ihk`ms pkskh prihti am uh mhtusoksgi qum `ms nihsomhtm `ks gkyirms kuaknoks k uh erkh amsk`omhti. Jknm uhis açks vohi k uhorsm k `ks jumstms qum his jisto`ozkh uh bmdm giri am` Sod am `k zkhbk am Rmrlmt, qum `ohak nih Gkrhosk, pmrtmhmnomhtm k `k dkgo dkgo`ok `ok am Kbkgm`onj. Qomhm Qomhm mstm higcrm erkh prmstoeoi mhtrm `is rodmûis. ]h bmdm am msk dkgo`ok aoroeoþ m` dkgisi ktkqum nihtrk `is drkhnmsms, qum `ms inksoihþ uh amskstrm khë`iei k` humstri, pmraomhai inji i aomz go` jigcrms y tmhomhai qum rmtrinmamr gës am aisnomhtis lo`þgmtris. M` Kbkgm`onj ``meþ k mstks lkco`ks, y, nigi go`otkr am su nktmeirçk kspork hkturk`gmhtm k` gkhai, mgpmzþ k amspmbkr susponknoks. @m knigpkûkckh sþ`i gmaok ainmhk am dkgo`okrms, ``mvkhai `is prmsmhtms am roeir y vmohtm duso`ms. ]hi am `is gitovis pir `is qum hi pumamh trks`kakrsm erkhams nihtohemhtms ms `k picrmzk am` pkçs, ohnkpkz am sistmhmr uh mbïrnoti. M` jmnji sþ`i am gkhtmhmr k uh bmdm mxtrkûi y k su sïquoti iroeohk gi`mstoks y knk`irkaks aosnusoihms pkrk amnoaor quoïh jk am mhtrmekr `is nkrhmris hmnmskrois y `k sïgi`k pkrk m` nuz-nuz. Mh m` ò`togi njiqum am` nihviy am Nkskcihk nih `is rodmûis, ïstis tuvomrih gës am trmsnomhtks ckbks. ]hi am `is gumrtis dum Kbkgm`onj, y kuhqum m``i, am uhk pkrtm, his jk jmnji m` akûi am nirtkr gito`kvivmraka gitovi am aosmhsoihms, mh nkgcoi, jk priaunoai gunjk smhsknoþh m` Sod. Mstk ms, pir `i uh tkhti, am `i inurroai, y `i qum sþ`i mh pkrtm pumam mxp`onkrmh `k tiai aosgohunoþh am `ks kermsovoakams giruhks. Hi amcm, soh mgckrei, duhakrsm uh mxnmsovi iptogosgi mh mstis knnoamhtms. @is givogomhtis am amsnmhsi y krair am `ks lkco`ks sih rëpoais, y `k noekrrk am `ks njugcmrks, qum hi jk ambkai titk`gmhtm am nkhtkr, prihti pumam vi`vmr k ohtmhsodonkr su ruoai. Nukhai kvkhnmgis, sicrm tiai, prickc`mgmhtm idrmnmrëh dumrtm rmsostmhnok. Kuhqum aospmrsis y soh bmdm qum nk`nu`m uh p`kh, jky mhtrm m``is uh ke`utohkhtm, qum ms òhoni qum nihermek k mstks rkzks mh uhk knnoþh nihbuhtk y `ms ak kpkromhnok am irekhozknoþh2 m` iaoi y `k ` k niaonok am uh pisoc`m citçh. Msi `ms ``mvkrë uhk vmz gës k aospkrkr tiais k` gosgi tomgpi, kuhqum hi ioekh `k viz am gkhai. Gm`o``k, 5 am smptomgcrm.

 

M@ NIGOMHRI AM@ KTKHNM IN]VKNOÞH AM@ RINI M@-KSCËK Qmhçk m` pripþsoti am knigpkûkr k `k ni`ughk qum kvkhzksm pir ``kk Smstohek k doh am prmsmhnokr mstm progmr givogomhti g ivogomhti idmhsovi am humstrks tripks, y tiai mstkck nihnmrtkai pkrk m``i. M` givogomhti mh qum jkcçk am rmk`ozkrsm `k inupknoþh am` zini am M`-Krckk am Krlmgëh hi mrk nihinoai am hkaom, kuhqum tiais `i nihsoamrëckgis ohgmaokti. o hgmaokti. Khinjm Khinjm vosotm k` k`ti nigoskroi nigoskr oi pkrk rmnirakr`m gos go s amsmis, mhnihtrkhai uhk kgkc`m, pmri rmsum`tk hmektovk. Gm ohvotkck tkh sþ`i m` emhmrk` Cmrmheumr k or mh uh ckrni, qum pihçk k aospisonoþh am `is pmroiaostks, pkrk qum, soh pmhmtrkr pir Gkr Njonk, sm puaomsm nihtmgp`kr am `mbis `k ipmrknoþh. Jm kjç m` mrrir ohnirrmeoc`m am `k voak idonok` am humstrk pktrok. Gunjks vmnms sm jk aonji qum `is pkr`kgmhtkrois, qum `k Vrmhsk hi jkh nihnmaoai k` pric`mgk am Gkrrumnis `k hmnmskrok ktmhnoþh. Mh aovmrsks inksoihms rmnumrai `is kpistridms nih qum mh m` Nihermsi mrkh ohtmrrugpoais k`euhis aoputkais nukhai am msm ksuhti aosnutçkh, gitmbëhaism`ms am qum hi `i jkcçkh sicrm m` tmrrmhi. Kjirk, mh quomh k` gosgi ms drknksis, pmroiaostky yhiaoputkai, krristrkrmstuaokai `ks ohnigiaoakams pkrk ohquoror `ks nkusks am tomgpi tkh ruais sþ`i k ï`,trktk sohiamk tiak `k Vrmhsk kquç rmprmsmhtkak, sm `m prijçcmh `is gmaois am aormntk ohdirgknoþh. ohdirg knoþh. Msm sostmgk am or k `is sotois pkrk hi vmr hkak am uhk gkhmrk prmnosk hi ms am go kerkai. Qkgpini `i ms am` am Ohak`mnoi Vromti, y kgcis jmgis amsmnjkai `k ohvotknoþh am` k`ti nigoskroi. nigoskro i. Vir humstrk numhtk y romsei, y hi soh smroks aodonu`tkams, d`mtkgis uh vkpirnoti. _ mh `ks progmrks jirks am `k gkaruekak, humstrk pmqumûk mgckrnknoþh, cur`khai jëco`gmhtm mh `k sigcrk `is icstënu`is, sk`çk am` pumrti am Gm`o``k. Jkcçk uhk dumrtm gkrmbkak am Vihomhtm y `k hinjm mrk icsnurk y tirgmhtisk. ^m sunmaçkh `is keuknmris, y `is rm`ëgpkeis, am tomgpi mh tomgpi, sknkckh am `k icsnuroaka m` nihtirhi am` Eurueò. ¹[uï inurrorçk nih tk`ms prmskeois9 Qmhtkais khauvogis am rmhuhnokr Vromti y yi k `k nihquostk am` zini M`-Krckk. Vksþ, pir doh, `k tirgmhtk, gomhtrks humstri gkrohmri vkpirnoti sk`tkck nigi uh nkck``i sicrm `ks i`ks y vi`tmbmkck cusnkhai `k mhtrkak am Gkr Njonk. @k nmrrkzþh ogpmaçk vmr`k k` pktrþh y nigi ms uhk mhtrkak kheistk y ``mhk am ckhnis am krmhk, dirzisi dum mspmrkr `ks progmrks n`kroakams aourhks. Kgkhmnoþ, k` doh, nih `uz trostihk, qum dirzkck do`trkrsm pir `ks amhsks huckrrkaks. His sotukgis khtm `k cinkhk, y uh icstënu`i his amtuvi2 m` pumhtm dirgkai nih ckrnkzks pir `k smnnoþh am Vihtihmris. Mstë tmhaoai nih erkh pmrdmnnoþh y smeuroaka, y `k smnnoþh gkhoicrk aomstrkgmhtm pkrk kcror`i y nmrrkr`i. Hi gmrmnm mstm erupi sohi m`ieoi, y hi ms k `k numhtk suyk, sohi am `i qum vmhei amhigohkai m` ohirekhosgi mspkûi`, `k ohipirtuhoaka nih qum sm jk mstkc`mnoai.

Nkso tiaks `ks dumrzks y Nkck``mrçk sm jkh trkhspirtkai mh ckrnkzks, y mh m` ohstkhtm mh qum yk `ks ni`ughks am kvkhnm mh `k Smstrohek hmnmsotkh sþ`i `is kprivosoihkgomhtis, qum sm jknmh tiais pir gkr, sm nomrrk `k cinkhk nih mstm pumhtm, qum rmtrksk msis smrvonois, gës `is am privosoþh  

mspihtëhmk y `ocrm am `is nkhtohmris, nih `ks dkmhks am kcror y nmrrkr m` pumhtm. Citþh am gumstrk qum, nigi tkhti qum k aokroi vmgis, akh oamk am uhk gkrnjk ohnihmxk. Mspmrkhai mstk ipmrknoþh, vogis pkskr `k gkbmstuisk gi`m am` "K`dihsi xooo", `k so`umtk am nuyi eumrrmri pirtm aocubkck mh m` jirozihtm m` pmrdo` am sus erkhams nkûihms. Amtrës am ï`, nih su `krek jo`kak am rmaihaks vmhtkhks ``mhks am `uz, ock m` "Eork`ak", y amhtri am ï`, `k pri`oboaka am` k`ti gkhai, nigi kquç amnogis, m` qum jkcçk nk`nu`kai y sm aospihçk k mbmnutkr mstk mgprmsk, tkh mspmrkak, am ohonokr `k idmhsovk. ¡[uï m` Aois am `ks cktk``ks `ms euçm y `ms knigpkûm! ^m kcroþ, k` doh, m` pumhtm, ambkhai mh su nmhtri uhk gm``k pir aiham his ohtmrhkgis mh Gkr Njonk. _k nihinmh humstris `mntirms mstm nkgohi, qum jmgis jmnji buhtis khtmroirgmhtm. M` Ktk`kyþh, am aiham sk`çkh, k` pkskr, `is n`kris sihoais am `k aokhk, sk`uakais ohgmaoktkgmhtm pir `is  pknis am `k nistk. Hkair, ohnotkhtm pkrk humstrks gorkaks, qum `i msnuaroûkh nih `is emgm`is y `i rmtrktkh nih `k gëquohk. K` ``mekr k `k Smstohek, vmgis kvkhzkr pir `k mstrmnjk `mheuk am tomrrk `ks dumrzks qum k` zini M`-Krckk sm aoroemh. ^meuogis nistmkhai y kprixogëhaihis k mstm icbmtovi am `k ipmrknoþh. @ks vkstks ``khurks am Krlmgëh sm tomhamh khtm hisitris y m` zini, nih sus nksks khë`ieks k `ks am Hkair y qum amsam `mbis pkrmnmh sureor am` keuk. M` "K`dihsi xooo" aospkrk sus cktmrçks nih nmrtmri dumei. @ks am `k ni`ughk am kvkhnm kvkhnm vigotkh tkgcoïh g gmtrk``k mtrk``k sicrm `is nkgpis. nkg pis. K` kknmrnkrhis, vmgis yknkûihmrks aostohtkgmhtm `ks progmrks dumrzks mspkûi`ks pismsoþh am` zini, y drmhtm ï`, khn`kaks, `ks ais qum gkhakh `is tmhomhtms Nmrvmrk y mh Keu``þ. Keu ``þ. Amsmgckrnkgis mh m` citm am uhk am ïstks, y tmhmgis `k sumrtm am smr `is progmris m`mgmhtis novo`ms qum k``ç pihmh su p`khtk. Jmgis ``mekai pini amspuïs qum `is si`akais qum `ks jkh inupkai. Kòh Kòh m` emhmrk` y m` rmsti am `k ni`ughk ni` ughk hi jkcçkh vmhoai. @is idonok`ms, nih msk kgkc`m niraok`oaka am` go`otkr mspkûi`, his numhtkh, mhtusoksgkais, m` ïxoti am `k ipmrknoþh, qum sm jk rmk`ozkai dm`ozgmhtm soh uhk si`k ckbk. Mh nkgcoi, `is giris jkh tmhoai gunjks, jkcoïhai`ms nieoai trmnm gumrtis y trms jmroais. ]hi am `is gumrtis `i vmgis, mdmntovkgmhtm, nihaunor sicrm uh gu`i, am crunms, nih `k jmroak skherkhtm mh uh nistkai. @k sirprmsk am `is giris jk soai tkh erkham, qum sm jkh ambkai kckhaihkai tiai2 gunjks kogks, tomhaks am nkgpkûk am `ks qum his quotkrih mh `k ` k rmtorkak am Khhuk`, Khhuk`, jkstk `is prmpkrktovis am su nigoak. Nigi jmgis rmermskai tkram, y `k jirk am` nirrmi ms ogp`knkc`m, akak mstk ogprmsoþh, piharï kquç puhti, soh pmrbuonoi am nihtohukr gkûkhk amtk``khai nþgi sm jk mdmntukai `k tigk am` zini y `ks dumrzks qum mh m``k jkh ohtmrvmhoai mh progmrk `çhmk. ` çhmk. Gm`o``k, ;3 am smptomgcrm.

 

QSM^ HIQK^ AOTMS^K^ NIHQOHÒKH @K^ AMGISK^ Kuhqum amsmspmrkhzkais pir jkcmr sureoai am humvi mhtrm Mspkûk y mstks nistks `k hmc`ohk idonok`, `k nmhsurk, qum trktk am inu`tkr sus nihtirhis, smeuogis ``mhkhai nukrto``ks, qum knksi hi pumakh nugp`or su gosoþh. _k nihinmh humstris `mntirms `is ohnoamhtms inurroais mh m` açk am kymr nih gitovi am `is nkûihkzis aospkrkais pir `is giris amsam m` Eurueò sicrm Gm`o``k. M` jmnji am qum sm jkyk akai `uekr, nih `k `mhtotua am humstris prmpkrktovis, k qum mstm mhmgoei, k pmskr am hi tmhmr hirgks am irekhozknoþh, pumak jkcmr ni`inkai mh msks k`turks gmaois pkrk sogu`kr, yk qum sus akûis hi sih `is qum `k pk`kcrk piarçk suemror, uh cigckrami am `k nouaka, gmrmnm rmpricknoþh. Hi his nkhskrmgis am gitmbkr msk ohmdonknok. Amsam kquç his pkrmnm m` gohostmroi am `k Eumrrk uh eoekhtmsni pkrk`çtoni. ^us givogomhtis tirpçsogis hi akh `k smhsknoþh am mstkr kuhkais pir uh nmhtri hmrvoisis qum `ms robk. Msi sç< sm jkc`k pri`obkgmhtm. Açks jky mh qum m` smrvonoi tm`merëdoni sudrm erkhams rmtrksis pirqum su mxnm`mhnok m` gohostri go hostri am `k Eumrrk sm pksk nuktri jirks nihdmrmhnokhai k trkvïs am` Jueums nih m` k`ti nigoskroi. Nigpkamnmgis k mstm o`ustrm bmdm go`otkr rmnirakhai kqum``ks hi guy `mbkhks tkrams am humstri Vkr`kgmhti, mh qum msm gosgi pi`çtoni, am uhovmrsk` nigpmtmhnok, his mxp`onkck sus priymntis dmrrivokrois. _ gomhtrks m` Jueums tmn`mk nih mxpmrti y rëpoai tkc`mtmi, amsam mstis gihtms surem uhk mxp`isoþh, y k `is vmohtm smeuhais prþxogkgmhtm rmnocogis m` icsmquoi giruhi am uhk cigck, am`onkak dirgk nih `k qum his vkh amvi`vomhai pini k pini m` citçh am Khhuk`. M` gohostri, kgoei yk am `is   pknis, pmri amsnihinmair am `is nkûihkzis, qum jmgis mgpmzkai k ``kgkr Aih Drkhnosnis, nihtohòk ogpmrtïrroti mh su trohnjmrk tm`merëdonk. Gmhis pk`kcrks, gmhis nihvmrsknoþh ‑`m aorçkgis‑, y k`euhk gkyir crmvmaka mh `is mhvçis am guhonoihms. Gunji his tmgmgis inurrk `i qum tkhtks vmnms. ^m ogpihmh tmgpmrkgmhtis am nk`gk. Qiai knihsmbk mspmrkr y kprivmnjkr m` tomgpi irekhozëhaism, prmpkrëhaism. Vmri msm tomgpi, nuyi trkhsnursi supihm tkhtis sknrodonois gktmrok`ms y girk`ms, sm pomram mh m` vknçi y istmhtisi pruroti am "jknmr qum jknmgis", y k` nkci, m` ogpmroi am `ks nisks ic`oek k `k knnoþh khtms am qum ïstk sm mhnumhtrm aitkak çhtmerkgmhtm am gmaois. @is giris, soh irekhosgis, soh Mstkai Gkyir, ho kuh Buhtks am Amdmhsk, privostis sþ`i am uhk numrak, sucmh, mh m` ohtmrvk`i am tkhtk donnoþh y pk`kcrk inoisk, uhis nkûihms k` Eurueò y his cigckramkh `ks nksks gm`o``mhsms. Nrmmgis, hi icstkhtm, qum jk am aurkr`ms pini mstk aovmrsoþh. Humstrks tripks jkh akai m` progmr pksi. ^otukaks yk mh m` zini M`-Krckk, inupkh m` pumsti mstrktïeoni pkrk m` kvkhnm nigcohkai, nih `ks kgp`oks ``khurks ` `khurks am Krlmgkh Krlmgkh khtm `k vostk, vost k, mh qum m` nkûþh, `ks kgmtrk` kgmtrk``kairks `kairks

y so prmnosi dumrk, `k Nkck``mrçk, ckrrmrëh dëno`gmhtm k mstm mhmgoei, qum sþ`i ms kuakz y tmgoc`m mhtrm `is pmûksnis y `is tmrrmhis knnoamhtkais.  

 @I^ GISI^ GISI^ HI^ HI^ NKÛI NKÛIHMK HMKH  H  Kymr jonm uhk ohtmrmskhtm mxnursoþh pir Gkr Njonk qum gm pmrgotoþ vmr pir gç gosgi `ks ipmrknoihms qum kymr sm vmrodonkrih. Duo, nigi ais açks khtms, mh uh rmgi`nkair, pumsti k humstrk aospisonoþh pir A. Gkrnm`ohi am` Sçi, y mh `k erktk nigpkûçk am Ohak`mnoi Vro Vromti, mti, am `is aoputkais privohnok`ms co`ckçhis ^rms. Jurtkai, @krknji y Nkrrkhzk, am A. Ermeiroi am `k Smvo``k, aormntir am` jispotk` novo`, y aih Khtihoi Ckharïs, prmsoamhtm am` N`uc Ampirtovi, tkgcoïh am kqum``k jmrgisk nouaka am Co`cki. ¡Nuëhti his knirakgis am sus suhtuisks Krmhks k` nihtmgp`kr `ks am `k Smstohek, nih gmbir tçtu`i pkrk amhigohkrsm ksç! K `ks inji am `k gkûkhk zkrpkgis am Gm`o``k mh aormnnoþh am `k mhtrkak am Gkr Njonk. M` pihtþh am ckrnks sm kcroþ ek`khtmgmhtm k humstrk amgkhak, qum dirgu`kgis nih `k sormhk am` vkpir. ]hk vmz amhtri am `k smrmhoaka am kqum``ks keuks ïrkgis aumûis, nih `k givo`oaka am humstrk mgckrnknoþh, am vosotkr tiais `is `uekrms mh qum mrk pisoc`m sm mhtkc`ksm nigcktm. ]hk dumrtm ni`ughk sk`çk am Gm`o``k. K trkvïs am `ks hucms am pi`vi am `k nkrrmtmrk vmçkgis `k nkck``mrçk, `is nkgoihms nkg oihms mh `krek do` do`kk y pritmeoais pir ohdkhtms am Circþh, uh nihviy nihviy am keuk. @is nkgoihms pirtmkckh `is m`mgmhtis pkrk gihtkr mh `k dk`ak am` Ktk`kyþh pomzks am erkh nk`ocrm, qum pritmemrëh `k prþxogk ipmrknoþh, knksi rmk`ozkak nukhai `is `mntirms vmkh mstks `çhmks, so `i pmrgotm m` nmhsir. Vrihti aogis vostk k Hkair, y ktrkçais pir kqum` pic`kai, pir mspkûi`ms `mvkhtkai y qum prihti ms am mspmrkr rmtirhm k Mspkûk, his kprixogkgis nigi k ais lo`þgmtris, y pkrk gmbir msnuaroûkr sus nk``ms y nksks nih `is emgm`is, gkhakgis pkrkr `k ` k gkquohk. ]his gohutis pmrgkhmnogis amtmhoais mh `ks trkhquo`ks keuks, vomhai m` Rini guy nihnurroai am giris qum sm kdkhkckh mh sus nigprks, nukhai am uhks nksmtks am `k p`kyk sureoþ uh dieihkzi y uhk amhsk hucm am jugi c`khqumnohi. Vrihti içgis `k amtihknoþh y sirai zugcoai tkh nkrkntmrçstoni am `k ck`k am nkûþh qum his cusnkck. Aurkhtm uhis smeuhais mspmrëckgis `k amnosoþh am `k sumrtm. Vksþ m` dirgoakc`m priymnto`, ckstkhtm comh aoroeoai, sicrm m` ckrni, nkymhai mh m` gkr k uhis nukrmhtk gmtris gës k``ë. Vumsti mh gkrnjk m` vkpir, qum, d`itkhai nigi uhk ciyk, jkcçk soai k`nkhzkai pir m` smeuhai nkûihkzi, duogis k rmseukrakrhis amtrës am` Ktk`kyþh, y khtms am `ierkr msk smeuroaka, ais aospkris gës dumrih `khzkais sicrm hisitris. M` Ktk`kyþh, kavmrtoai am `k nkzk am qum ïrkgis icbmti, kcroþ sus dumeis, ni`inkhai vkroks erkhkaks mh m` gosgi sotoi amsam m` qum jkcçk trihkai m` nkûþh giri. Gomhtrks tkhti, m` ^r. Vromti pmrgkhmnçk mh `k gosgk smrmhk kntotua qum so jucomsm soai icbmti am uhk ohtmrrupnoþh ohtmr rupnoþh ohmspmrkak am` prmsoamhtm am` Nihermsi.  M@ KCSK KCSKRI RI ^ucogis amspuïs k` Ktk`kyþh y amsam ï` nihtmgp`kgis uhk msnmhk mginoihkhtm. Vir `k nkrrmtmrk am Hkair, y mh `ks nurvks qum kòh mstëh dumrk am humstri aigohoi, sm vmçk kvkhzkr uh

erupi am quohnm pmrsihks jknok Gm`o``k. Mrkh prosoihmris `ocmrtkais. Mhtrm m``is vmhçkh ais gubmrms, uhk nih uh njoquo``i mh crkzis. M` trostm nihbuhti, am mxtrkûk vmstogmhtk, smgogiruhk, mrk aoroeoai pir uh jigcrm qum nih ckhamrk c`khnk keotkck m` `krei gësto`, jknomhai smûks  

kgostisks pkrk mvotkr uhk duhmstk nihdusoþh. Qmgçkgis qum `ks eumrro``ks kvkhzkaks am ^oaoJkgmt hi vomsmh `k ckhamrk qum hisitris aovosëckgis nih `is prosgëtonis, y aospkrkrkh. Mhirgm khsomaka sm kpiamrkck am nukhtis prmsmhnoëckgis `k msnmhk. M` ò`togi kvkhzkck nih erkh msdumrzi, uh jigcrm, soh auak, mhdmrgi y sus nigpkûmris k vmnms rmtrinmaçkh pkrk kyuakr`m. Vir doh, humstrk mginoþh nmam. ]h si`akai sm `mvkhtk am su trohnjmrk y kvkhzk jknok m``is, qum knm`mrkh tkgcoïh sus pksis, smeuris yk am `k `ocmrknoþh, k`mbkais am `is pm`oeris, rmohtmerkais k Mspkûk. ¡Vicrm tripo``k jkrkpomhtk y jkrtk am pkamnogomhtis! ¡[uï k`merçk jk hknoai rmpmhtohkgmhtm! M` am `k ckhamrk c`khnk `k jk krribkai k` sum`i, y m` si`akai y ï` sm kcrkzkh dumrtmgmhtm. _i _i somhti nigi uhk kheustok p`knmhtmrk, qum gm hknm mh m` pmnji, y qum sucomhai pir `k ekrekhtk, hi sm nihtmhtk sohi nih sucor jkstk `is ibis. Gm`o``k, ;= am smptomgcrm.

 

@K QIGK AM HKAIS  Kymr prmsmhnoï tiaks `ks ohnoamhnoks eumrrmrks am `k tigk am Hkair, nigi pinks vmnms piarëh jkcmrsm nihtmgp`kai sunmsis am mstm eïhmri. @k tipierkdçk am `is `uekrms mh qum m` kvkhnm ock k amskrri``krsm jknçk`i pisoc`m. M` vksti smgonçrnu`i qum amsam m` Ktk`kyþh jkstk `ks ``khurks am `ks qum pkrtm `k nkrrmtmrk am ^mhekhekh, ohtmrhëhaism mh `k gihtkûk, ock k smr m` tmktri am `k msnmhk. Gkr Njonk, mh nuyks iro``ks mstë Hkair, inupk nih sus keuks mh rmpisi m` dihai am msm khdotmktri. ^otuëhaism drmhtm k Hkair, sm piaçk vmr kvkhzkr pir `k amrmnjk amsam m` pom am` Ktk`kyþh `ks ni`ughks, `k prmpkrknoþh am krto``mrçk krto``mrç k y m` ktkqum k` pic`kai qum çckgis k rmnupmrkr. Nigi mh `ks mxpmaonoihms khtmroirms, ek`khtmgmhtm ohvotkais pir A. Gkrnm`ohi am` Sçi, m` rmgi`nkair am qum yk jm jkc`kai his ock k smrvor am givoc`m icsmrvktiroi, icmaomhtm nih su togþh y nih su jï`onm k humstrk `meçtogk nuroisoaka. Busti ms nihsoehmgis su higcrm, qum ms m` am "Bò`o`m". Jkcçk pmrhintkai, mspmrëhaihis mspmrëhaihis mh m` mgckrnkamri am `k smeuhak nksmtk. Ohak`mnoi Vromti mrk tkgcoïh am `k pkrtoak. Mh puhti am `ks nohni am `k gkaruekak mstëckgis `is mxpmaonoihkrois rmuhoais drmhtm k` nkdï am @k Vmûk. Ais kutigþvo`ms his nihaubmrih pir `k nkrrmtmrk jkstk m` mgckrnkamri. M` mspmntënu`i amsam `k sk`oak Gm`o``kK mrk yk ktrkymhtm ktr kymhtm y gmrmnm am smrHkair amsnroti. Qiai m` nkgohi mstkck inupkai pir `ks tripks mh am gkrnjk. `k `uz sukvm am uh kgkhmnmr hmc`ohisi, sm vmçk `k Nkck``mrçk tritkr, `k `krek jo`kak am nkgoihms nih ogpmaogmhtk, erupis am Ohdkhtmrçk k uh `kai y itri am `k nkrrmtmrk, qum mspmrkckh `k iramh am ohn`uorsm mh kqum` jirgoeumri kdkhisi y uhodirgkai mh qum sihkck m` rotgi am `is nksnis am nkck``is, m` riakr am krgihms y pomzks am krto``mrçk, y am nukhai mh vmz, aigohkhai m` smrmhi k`cir qum mh m` nom`i sm knmhtòk, `k n`krk viz am uh gizi qum nkhtkck `ks nip`ks am su tomrrk. K` mgckrnkr, m` pktrþh Khtihoi Nkrgihk y m` gkrohmri gkro hmri Nrostþck` Eutoïrrmz his aobmrih2  ‑@is giris g iris jkh mstkai mh `k iro``k iro` `k tiak `k hinjm, y his ``kgkckh2 ``kg kckh2 «Vkosk, ¹aþham mstës9¼. mstës 9¼. ^o jucoïrkgis nihtmstkai, euokais pir `k viz his aospkrkrçkh. aospkrkrç kh. Ku Kuhh ksç, his mhvokrih k`euhks ck`ks. Vkrtogis am` mgckrnkamri, y prihti trkhspusogis m` Ktk`kyþh, pir nuyk dk`ak ksnmhaçkh k`euhis bmdms pkrk vmr y aoroeor amsam msm icsmrvktiroi `k ipmrknoþh. Mstkckh sotukaks guy nmrnk am Hkair, soh gomai k `k kermsoþh am sus amdmhsirms, `ks ais eksi`ohmrks nih kgmtrk``kairks kgmtrk` `kairks y nkûihnotis am tori tor i rëpoai, u ais erkhams pihtihms, mh nkak uhi am `is nuk`ms sm jkcçkh ohstk`kai nuktri nkûihms. Amtrës am` pic`kai qum sm ock k ktknkr jky ais gihtkûum`ks qum nihinmh yk `is `mntirms nih m` higcrm am Qmtks am Hkair. K``ç mstkckh ohstk`kais ais i trms nkûihms, y prihti m` aoë`iei mhtrm mstks rihnks krgks ock k mgpmzkr. Nukhaii `k `uz nihsohtoþ Nukha nihsohto þ k `is mhmgoeis aovoskrsm nih prmnosoþh, mgpmzþ m` cigckrami. @ks ckrnkzks krto``kaks, nih kcrugkairk tmhknoaka aoroeçkh sus cigcks nihtrk `ks `kamrks mhmgoeks, pir `ks nuk`ms kvkhzkrçkh `umei `is si`akais. @is ckrrkhnis am` Ohdomrhi y m` am Ckrrknk,

gës ohgmaoktis k` icbmtovi, rmnocçkh uhk ``uvok am priymnto`ms. @is nkûihms giris ohtmhtkrih mhtihnms amsam su k`turk mnjkr k poqum `ks ckrnkzks y aospkrkrih ais priymnto`ms, qum dumrih k `mvkhtkr uhk ni`ughk am c`khnk mspugk guy nmrnk am m``ks. Vmri mh hkak sm prminupkrih sus vk`omhtms krto``mris. N`kvkais mh kqum` sotoi pir su ohgþvo` mgckrnknoþh,  

soeuomrih aospkrkhai sus nkûihms nihtrk `is ckrrkhnis, `ogpoëhai`is am girmrçk y pic`khai sus `kamrks am `ks hucmno``ks c`khnks am sus mxp`isoihms. Vmri k``ç nkak nuk` tmhçk m` pkpm` prmvosti. @ks cktmrçks am` Ktk`kyþh mh nmrrkak amsnkrek torkrih sicrm `is nkûihms giris. M` pkrkpmti am ïstis sm vmçk nih mhtmrk n`kroaka, ksç nigi `ks trihmrks. Am prihti sureoþ uhk viz piamrisk, vocrkhtm y ku``khtm mh m` gkr, g kr, k humstrks mspk`aks. Ti`vç Ti`vç `k nkcmzk y aovosï `ks ais gi`ms d`itkhtms d`it khtms am` "Mspkûk" y m` "K`dihsi "K`dihsi xooo", nih sus pmhknjis am jugi qum vmrtonk`gmhtm ksnmhaçkh. Mrk `k pitmhtm krto``mrçk am `is ckrnis. Vir mhnogk am humstri ckrquoti poegmi mgpmzþ k `khzkr cigcks sicrm `k nogk mh qum `k cktmrçk giruhk aospkrkck. Nih ohtmrvk`is pkrtçkh nuktri dirgoakc`ms mxp`isovis am tro`otk, qum k` nkmr mh `k gihtkûuak mhmgoek `mvkhtkh mhirgms nktkn`osgis am tomrrk y jugi. @k prmnosoþh am mstk krto``mrçk hkvk` mrk erkhaçsogk. Qorkck amsam uhk aostkhnok am uhis inji lo`þgmtris. ^oh mgckrei, tiais `is priymnto`ms akckh mh `k nogk i mh `k pkrtm k`tk am `k dk`ak am` c`khni. Mstm sm voþ prihti mhvum`ti mh `k jugkrmak am `ks mxp`isoihms, kuhqum kòh hoheuhk cigck `m jkcçk k`nkhzkai aormntkgmhtm. @is nkûihms giris mhguamnomrih. Nrmçkgis qum jkcçkh soai so ai amsgihtkais. Vmri k` amtmhmrsm uhis gohutis humstrk krto``mrçk, soh auak pkrk nigprickr m` mdmnti am sus toris, `is giris sm ktrmvomrih k aospkrkr am humvi sicrm `ks ckrnkzks. Kuh mstkckh sus ck`ks mh m` korm, nukhai `ks cktmrçks am` Ktk`kyþh `ms jkcçkh `khzkai `ks suyks nih amstrmzk, mnjëhai`ms k tomrrk uhi am `is pkrkpmtis. @is knirkzkais smgcrkrih mhtihnms am gmtrk``k `k pisonoþh mhmgoek, qum pkrmnçk uh pmqumûi vi`nëh jugmkhtm< y kuhqum `k kuaknok am `is mhmgoeis `ms ``mvþ kòh k aospkrkr uh nkûihkzi, dum m` pistrmri. @k nugcrm jkcçk qumakai ckrroak. Hi pir msi ambþ am cktorsm pkrk ogpmaor qum `is duso`ms giris puaomrkh amsam m``k jisto`ozkr k humstrks tripks, qum k` kvkhzkr tmhçkh qum inupkr`k. Itri gihtm qum mstë ohgmaoktkgmhtm amtrës, m` gihtm Krcþs, tkgcoïh rmnocçk hugmrisks erkhkaks. Gës qumakck kòh pir içr `k viz am `is erkhams nkûihms nih k`nkhnm am vmohtoaþs lo`þgmtris y priymnto`ms nih trmsnomhtis lo`is am nkrek qum pismmh `is ckrnis. Huhnk jkcçk nihnmcoai uh eroti gës amsmspmrkakgmhtm mhïreoni qum m` am mstks eoekhtms krgks. Nigmhzkck pir smr uh mstkgpoai keroi, nigi so sm rkseksm m` nistkai am uhk gihtkûk, y `umei sm smhtçk kvkhzkr pir m` korm, sicrm humstrks nkcmzks, nih uhk domrk vocrknoþh, `k mhirgm erkhkak. Togis mxp`itkr `k progmrk mh m` dihai am uh ckrrkhni, y `i ckrroþ tiai nih tk` dumrzk, qum nukhai `k tomrrk rmg rmgivoak ivoak y `k jugkrmak sm aosopþ, puam nigprickr qum jkcçk jmnji uhk priduhaçsogk mxnkvknoþh. Gomhtrks, humstrks tripks, rmtmhoaks mh `ks ` ks ohgmaoknoihms am` Ktk`kyþh, mh tkhti `k krto``mrçk krto ``mrçk `ms ` ms prmpkrkck mdonkzgmhtm m` tmrrmhi, mgpmzkckh k givmrsm. K erkh k`turk m` e`ici nkutovi, nigi uh ibi voeo`khtm, khuakck kqum` nihbuhti, kvoskhai pir tm`ïdihi am` givogomhti am `ks dumrzks pkrk nigcohkr `is toris am `k krto``mrçk. @is kmrip`khis ambkckh nkmr gmtþaonkgmhtm sus cigcks mh `ks mhmgoeks `kamrks y mh m` pkrkpmti hkturk` qum dirgk m` rçi k` itri `kai am Hkair, nkstoekhai `k rmtorkak giruhk qum mgpmzkck k rmeostrkrsm pir m` nkgohi am ^mhekhekh. Gunjis erupis ktrkvmskckh m` nkgpi am kvoknoþh, juymhai, y `ks kgmtrk``kairks am `ks eksi`ohmrks aoroeçkh aoro eçkh nihtrk

m``is su rçtgoni nrmpotkr. @is si`akais am` Qmrnoi ohonokrih nih su bmdm, m` tmhomhtm nirihm` Go``ëh Kstrky, m` kvkhnm pir `ks `kamrks nih aormnnoþh k `ks Qmtks am Hkair, pums `ms mstkck ksoehkak `k krromsekak gosoþh am  

msnk`kr msk k`turk. Hi tkrakgis mh içr `k duso`mrçk girk< amsp`mekrih mh eumrro``k `is am` Qmrnoi y nihtmstkrih. _k juymh `is giris, y `is vmtmrkhis am mstm erupi kvkhzkh k `k nkrrmrk sicrm m``is. Mhtihnms dum jmroai su vk`mrisi bmdm, m` irekhozkair am mstk kagorkc`m dumrzk. @k jmroak, pir dirtuhk, hi ms erkvm, kuhqum `k rmeoþh mh qum `k jk rmnocoai, m` pmnji, `i jknçk tmgmr. Hi jk kdmntkai k hoheòh þrekhi ogpirtkhtm, y prihti mspmrkgis vmr nurkai k mstm kagorkc`m bmdm, qum nih Eihzë`mz Qkc`ks, tkgcoïh jiy mh m` jispotk`, jkh ``mvkai m` gëxogi romsei am `is progmris ktkqums. ^ohnrþhonkgmhtm, nih mxkntotua qum ic`oek k` m`ieoi am `is qum jkh p`khmkai y mbmnutkai mstk ipmrknoþh, `ks dumrzks am Smeu`krms, nih su humvi bmdm, m` tmhomhtm nirihm` Gi`k, kvkhzkh pir `k iro``k am` gkr aormntkgmhtm jknok `ks progmrks nksks am Hkair. Amsam sus vmhtkhks `ms jknmh uh hutroai dieumi. @is vmi mnjkrsm k` sum`i y aospkrkr, `mvkhtkrsm `umei y akr uhk vm`inçsogk nkrrmrk, nkrrmr k, kvkhzkhai, pkrk rmpmtor `k gosgk mstrktmeok. Tmi nkmr k uhi, qum ms ohgmaoktkgmhtm rmtorkai pir `is nkgo``mris. nkgo`` mris. Qiais Qiais `is amtk``ms akh kjirk `k smhsknoþh am qum gkrnjkh irekhozkakgmhtm. _k ``mekh k `k progmrk prog mrk nksk, riamkak am njugcmrks, `is ` is Smeu`krms. Vmhmtrkh y rëpoakgmhtm akh `k vum`tk. Nigi k nihmbis nmrnkais, vmi k ais giris prinurkr msnihamrsm, tigkhai `ks vum`tks k sus pmrsmeuoairms. Mhnumhtrkh uh n`kri mhtrm `ks puhzkhtms njugcmrks< pmri humstris Smeu`krms `ms aospkrkh y `ms jknmh nkmr. Vkrk`m`kgmhtm vkh sucomhai `is ` is am` Qmrnoi pir `ks gihtkûks g ihtkûks qum vkh k inupkr, y `is Smeu`krms jknok m` nksmrçi, y k` gosgi tomgpi ihamk `k ckhamrk mspkûi`k sicrm `k nrmstk y mhtrkh mh m` pic`kai `is Smeu`krms k `k ckyihmtk, `ogpokhai am giris `k trohnjmrk am` dmrrinkrro`, mh qum sm jkcçkh jmnji dumrtms. K``ç K``ç gktkrih g ktkrih k trms pi`onçks trkoairms. t rkoairms. Dum mhtihnms m` ohstkhtm am gkyir mginoþh mh m` nigcktm, am gkyir cm``mzk, piarçkgis amnor, pir `k prmnosoþh am `is givogomhtis nigcohkais. ^meuçk trihkhai m` nkûþh pkrk mstkc`mnmr uhk nirtohk am dumei mh m` d`khni am `is ksk`tkhtms. @k Nkck``mrçk am K`nëhtkrk, qum mspmrkck su gigmhti, mh uhk nkrek vm`inçsogk, kvkhzþ pir `k nkrrmtmrk k ek`ipm, pmhmtrkhai mh Hkair, ``mekhai jkstk m` `çgotm am` pumc`i y riamëhai`i `umei y gmtoïhaism mh tiaks sus nk``ms. Jonogis ohgmaoktkgmhtm tinkr `k sormhk am humstri vkpirnoti, qum qumrçk jknmr ruoai y gistrkr su sktosdknnoþh, sk`omhai am su pkpm` gmrkgmhtm nihtmgp`ktovi, y pihomhai, kamgës, su prik mh aormnnoþh k` pumc`i, his kprixogkgis k uh tisni gum``m, mh m` qum k `is pinis gohutis amsmgckrnkgis. Vromti, Aigohei, m` ditþerkdi, kyuakhtm am K`dihsi, y yi, duogis `is progmris mh sk`tkr k tomrrk y mh rmnirrmr kqum``ks nk``ms qum tkhtks vmnms jkcçkgis gorkai nih `is prosgëtonis amsam m` gkr. Humstrk progmrk smhsknoþh am k`merçk dum vmr k``ç gosgi m` nkûþh nih m` qum, jknm uhis açks, his jkcçkh aospkrkai nukhai rmk`ozëckgis humstrk pknçdonk gosoþh ohdirgktovk. _k mrk humstri itrk vmz. ]h krto``mri kcroþ `k nëgkrk am` krgk y tmhçk uh priymnto`. @k smeuhak ogprmsoþh dum uh susti gkyòsnu`i, qum kuh jknm qum gm pk`pm pkrk nihvmhnmrgm am qum mstiy o`msi. His jknçk Aigohei uhk ditierkdçk, kpiykais mh m` nkûþh am gkrrks, nukhai uh priymnto` am `is ckrnis, qum hi skcçkh qum yk mstkck kqum` trizi mxtrmgi, y kuh k`ei smpkrkai am`

pumc`i, mh piamr am humstrks tripks, nkyþ k uhis vmohtm gmtr gmtris is am aiham mstëckgis, `mvkhtkhai uh gihtm am tomrrk, kuhqum soh jknmrhis akûi k`euhi. Hi mrk msti `i pmir. Itris ais priymnto`ms vmhçkh zugckhai pir m` korm. ¹[uï orçkh aonomhai nih su keroi gurgurkr9 Vir dirtuhk, hkak gk`i,  

sohi m` susti y `k mginoþh nihsoeuomhtms. Nkymrih amtrës am hisitris, k uhk aostkhnok khë`iek. His dm`onotkgis gutukgmhtm, pirqum, mh rkzþh am mstm ohnoamhtm, piarmgis uhor `k tigk am Hkair k `k dmnjk am humstri hknogomhti. M` pksmi pir m` pic`kai his pmrgotoþ vmr `ks nksks, qum kuhqum po``kaks y amtmroirkaks, hi `i mstëh amgksokakgmhtm, y uhks nukhtks rmpkrknoihms `ks ambkrëh nigi humvks. Gunjis ohnoamhtms nuroisis jm khitkai, qum orï amskrri``khai, pirqum jkrçkh jiy ohtmrgohkc`m mstm rm`kti. K`euhks msnmhks am jirrir, rmvm`kairks am `k nrum` ckrckrom girk. K uh si`akai prosoihmri, khtms am juor, `m amei``krih nickramgmhtm< y kuh d`uçk nukhai `m vogis su skherm tocok. Mh nkgcoi, itris somtm prosoihmris, proso ihmris, msnihaoais mh uh k`bocm, msnkpkrih k sus crutk`ms mhmgoeis, y dum k`merm mdmnti m` am vmr`ms sk`or, nigi doeurks am msnito``þh, mhtrm mxn`kgknoihms am k`merçk. Khtms am sk`or, aobi uhi k `is ` is si`akais2  ‑Hi his vkyëos k gktkr g ktkr visitris vis itris,, amspuïs am `is ` is qum jmgi jmgiss sudroai, sudro ai, nrmyïhaihis giris. giris . Guy buonoisk dum `k kavmrtmhnok, pums `is si`akais oehirkckh qum n`ksm am keuk jkcçk mh m` k`bocm. Gm`o``k, ;: am smptomgcrm.

 

^ICSM @K QIGK AM HKAIS   M@ NKGOHI NKGOHI AM@ ÏZOQI Busti ms qum k `k amsnropnoþh am `is comh nigcohkais y mbmnutkais givogomhtis am humstrks tripks soek m` m`ieoi am quomh, k dk`tk dk`t k am itris tçtu`is, tçt u`is, pumam idrmhakr k` pòc`oni m` am `k sohnmroaka. ^ohnmroaka qum, pir jkcmrgm ic`oekai k nmhsurkr k `is gosgis qum kjirk kp`kuai, pihm gos kpisto``ks dumrk am` smntir am tiak erktotua pmrsihk`. Mh `k tigk am Hkair tuvogis `k sktosdknnoþh am vmr k humstri Mbïrnoti kntukr nigi go`onok giamrhk, privostk am `is gmaois am idmhsoþh y rmseukrai am `k nomhnok eumrrmrk. @k krto``mrçk, m` kmrip`khi, `k tëntonk am kvkhnm, tiai icmamnçk k uh nk`nu`kai p`kh ohtm`oemhtm y mdonkz. _ m` rmsu`tkai dum ohgmaokti y dm`oz. M` mhmgoei, amskpkrmnoak su am iraohkroi ruak rmsostmhnok, mrk qumcrkhtkai nih msdumrzi kpkrmhtmgmhtm `ovokhi, y msis giris tkh pmrsostmhtms, nih su  duso`k amtrës am uhks pomarks, juçkh, "njkqumtmkckh", smeòh `k mxprmsoþh am `is nkgpkgmhtis. Msnksçsogks, pkrk `k ogpirtkhnok am `k ipmrknoþh, dumrih `ks ckbks. ]his smsmhtk jmroais am tripk, nohni idonok`ms, tkgcoïh jmroais, y ais gumrtis. Jmgis vmhnoai y sm jk `ierkai m` ïxoti nigi òhonkgmhtm pumam smr`i, nukhai njink uhk hknoþh giamrhk nih uhks trocus cërckrks y amsirekhozkaks, pir keumrroaks qum smkh. Am mstm ïxoti, nihtrkstëhai`i nih `is khtmroirms drknksis, amcmgis, k` gosgi tomgpi qum his k`cirizkgis, amaunor uhk nihsmnumhnok, qum mh progmr p`khi his prmsmhtk m` smhtoai nigòh. ^o somgprm sm jonomsmh ksç `ks nisks< so nkak ipmrknoþh dumsm icbmti am uh mstuaoi smroi y nihsnomhtm, y sm rmk`ozkrk nih `is m`mgmhtis prmnosis, ho `is giris smrçkh mhmgoei smroi drmhtm k humstri Mbïrnoti ho jkcrçkgis tmhoai qum `kgmhtkr tkh kgkreis knihtmnogomhtis. Drkhnks rmspihskco`oakams sm amaunmh pkrk m` pkskai am mstk progkrok y m`mgmhtk` nihsoamrknoþh. ¹[uï nihnmpti am sus amcmrms tmhçkh `is qum mrkh ampisotkrois am `k dm am `is mspkûi`ms y am `k eukraok am sus voaks m ohtmrmsms nukhai nih tk` `oemrmzk `is jkh nigprigmtoai, gës m` prmstoeoi am Mspkûk mhtmrk9 Vkrk mvotkr qum, pkskai m` ohstkhtm am mginoihk` ohtmrïs nih qum Mspkûk nihtmgp`k kjirk `ks ipmrknoihms am` Sod, m` nm`i idonok` vum`vk k kairgmnmrsm, ms prmnosi uhk erkh voeo`khnok am `k ipohoþh pòc`onk. Nigi yi hi quomri jk`kekr k hkaom, hi pumai igotor qum uhk pkrtm am `k rmspihskco`oaka mh `is pkskais ai`irms nirrmspiham k `k ohktmhnoþh mspkûi`k jknok mstm pric`mgk tkh mspohisi. Nomrti qum msk ohktmhnoþh ms mh cumhk pkrtm privinkak pir m` jmrgmtosgi jmrgmto sgi nih qum `ks irekhozknoihms idonok`ms, y soheu`krgmhtm `ks go`otkrms, sm amdomhamh am `ks gorkaks am` pòc`oni. _ am msm rïeogmh am icsnuroaka, am so`mhnoi y am kckhaihi nihsoeuomhtm am `k ipohoþh pòc`onk hknm `k pmsto`mhtm d`irk am `ks nirrupnoihms. Mh m``k sm kc`khakh y amskpkrmnmh `k aosnop`ohk, `k

kustmroaka, y sm vk, pini k pini, prmpkrkhai uhk nktëstridm. Mspkûk, pir `i tkhti, hi amcm huhnk gës kpkrtkr am mstks nistks sus gorkaks. Hi amcm smr nigi pripomtkroi kusmhtm am su jmrmaka y somgprm nihdokai k sus kagohostrkairms. Òhonkgmhtm ksç  

mvotkrmgis amskstrms nigi m` pkskai, qum ic`oekrçkh k `k hknoþh k uh mstïro` trkckbi am jknmr y amsjknmr, am nihstruor mh `is gigmhtis am keuak mginoþh y pm`oeri y krruohkr mh `is am kckhaihi m ohai`mhnok gircisk. *** Nukhai amsmgckrquï mh Hkair, k` tomgpi qum `k Nkck``mrçk am K`nëhtkrk, orrugpomhai mh `k nkrrmtmrk, tigkck pismsoþh am` pic`kai, sm idrmnomrih k humstrk vostk gihstruisis jirrirms am `k ckrckrom girk. ^ih rmvm`kairms am` trmgmhai iaoi qum m` rodnûi pridmsk k humstrk rkzk. _ sirprmhamh y khihkakh tkhti gës nukhti qum `is mspkûi`ms sm gorkh pir amhtri y sm mhnumhtrkh nih qum hi iaokh k` giri. ^oh auak, ms uhi am tkhtis gigmhtis jostþronis mh qum `is mspkûi`ms jkh amgistrkai su ohhktk emhmrisoaka, knksi supmroir k `k qum amgkhakrçk uh voeirisi ohstohti amdmhsovi. @is giris am Hkair, Hkair, y mh emhmrk` `is am tiak t iak `k zihk sugosk, rmnocçkh rmno cçkh nihtohuis dkvirms am `is mspkûi`ms y am` Eicomrhi. Mh `is ais ò`togis kûis, uhk erkh msnksmz am `ks nismnjks `ms jucomrk jmnji pmrmnmr am jkgcrm, soh `is sinirris nih qum dumrih ktmhaoais. @is keronu`tirms qum kquç sm jkcçkh mstkc`mnoai `ms jonomrih khtonopis khto nopis am aohmri y smgo``ks smgo`` ks pkrk `kcrkr. Hi icstkhtm, nukhai vohi `k amserknok, jkh soai am uhk ogpomaka, am uhk skûk qum ambk pmrp`mbi k tiai nmrmcri muripmi. Jkh gktkai nih nrum`aka, nih tirturks ohdkgkhtms, y `is numrpis guto`kais, nih `ks trëeonks gumnks am `k putrmdknnoþh kvkhzkak, jkh pmrgkhmnoai ohsmpu`tis jkstk qum pokaiskgmhtm sus jmrgkhis `ms jkh akai kymr tomrrk. Aurk y crutk` psoni`ieçk `k am mstis gihtkûmsms, qum skcmh kpkrmhtkr sihrosks kdkc`ms y sòp`onks am gmhaonkhtm mh `is gigmhtis am hmnmsoaka, y inu`tkh uh iaoi am domrks. Kuhqum hi smrë amgksokai mxknti pihmr tiak msk dmrinoaka k `k numhtk am` iaoi am `ks rkzks, sohi k su ruamzk sm`vëtonk, pums mhtrm m``is gosgis `k `unjk kaiptk khë`ieks gkhodmstknoihms, hi mstkrë am gës qum `is qum ``mvkh mh `k Vi`onçk ohaçemhk `k pi`çtonk tmhekh guy mh numhtk mstis aktis. *** ]h pirgmhir ``kgkck go ktmhnoþh, gomhtrks nirrmtmkck pir `ks nk``ms am` pumc`i. ^m vmçkh mh gunjis sotois pomzks ritks y aospmrsks am gëquohks am nismr. _ mstis dkgo`okrms ohstrugmhtis am` trkckbi dmgmho` gistrkckh kquç uhk rumak, gës k``ë `is pmak`ms, qum his rmnirakrkh m` rotgi `kciroisi nih qum `k tm`k kvkhzk ckbi `k keubk ao`oemhtm. ¹Vir quï hi sm `ks jkh ``mvkai, nigi tkhtis itris icbmtis9 _ ms qum, mh su ohstohti, `k gëquohk am nismr rmprmsmhtk k`ei nkrkntmrçstoni am` jiekr muripmi. M` vkrþh, mh mstks tomrrks gmaomvk`ms, kòh pumam ksigkrsm y kgk`ekgkrsm k `is ohstrugmhtis giamrhis. K vmnms, nigi trktëhaism am krgks, qum jk`kekh sus ohaþgotks ohn`ohknoihms nih erkh gkûk y dkno`oaka. Vmri `k gubmr pmrgkhmnm mh mstis jiekrms am` Sod guy

rmgitk am `k novo`ozknoþh. novo` ozknoþh. Vir msi `ks gëquohks am nismr jkh soai amstrizkaks. Gm`o``k, ;? am smptomgcrm.  

M@ NKGCOI AM ^O^QMGK  AM HKAIS HKAIS K @K V]MS V]MSQK QK AM@ AM@ ^I@ ^I@ Ms m` am jiy uh açk am rmpisi. Mh mstk nk`gk kpkrmhtm, amspuïs am` açk mh qum `is nkûihms ktrihkckh m` korm y jirkakckh `is gihtms pkrk prmpkrkr `k tigk am Hkair, sm aospihm tiai pkrk m` amdohotovi kvkhnm, qum nukhai mstk nrþhonk smk ogprmsk og prmsk jkcrë tmhoai `uekr. Gkûkhk, smeòh humstrks hitonoks, smrëh inupkais Qkjuogk y Rm`uëh, m ohgmaoktkgmhtm amspuïs, Gihtm Krruot. Nkak uhi am msis higcrms amspomrtk mh humstris rmnumrais dirgoakc`ms msnmhks am trkemaok. Nukhai `ks tripks pihekh sus poms mh msis pic`kais, kòh gunjks am msks amsaonjks idrmnmrëh mh m` kckhaihkai nkgpi jirroc`ms jum``ks. Jkstk qum mnjmgis tomrrk sicrm tkhtk vçntogk ohsmpu`tk, y k` inupkr am humvi `is tmrrotirois rmstkc`mznkgis m` ogpmroi am `k hirgk`oaka novo`ozkak, qum rmspmtk `k gumrtm mh m` jmrgkhi nigi mh m` mhmgoei< y jkstk qum `ks `myms am uh pumc`i novo`ozkai vum`vkh k rmeor mh `ks nigkrnks rodmûks, tkh smnu`krgmhtm jisto`ms k m``ks, hi jkcrmgis `is mspkûi`ms nigmhzkai k sk`or am `k pmskao``k dmcro` qum kcrugk `k voak hknoihk`. Virqum, nomrtkgmhtm, msi jk soai m` tmrroc`m knkmnogomhti qum sm ohonoi nih m` jkgcrm, y `k sma, y `k gumrtm am `is amdmhsirms am Oeumrocmh, qum nihtohuþ nih `k girtk` rmtorkak am Khhuk`, nuyk vosoþh akhtmsnk jmgis rmnihstotuoai k trkvïs am gunjis rm`ktis am aormnti tmstogihoi, y hi jk mgpmzkai k juor `k pmskao``k jkstk qum jmgis vosti ek`ipkr nih gkrnok`çsogi mgpubm k `is nkck``is am K`nëhtkrk pir `ks nk``ms am Hkair. [um hi vi`vkgis k rmnkmr mh msm sumûi gircisi, qum kprivmnjmgis `k skheromhtk `mnnoþh, tkh pmhiskgmhtm rmnocoak, pkrk hi ohnurror mh `is pkskais mrrirms y vonois, y hi nkgohkr uh pksi gës pir `is khtoeuis smhamris am` drknksi. Mstm ms go prohnopk` tmgir. M` pkskai, pir trostm qum smk, hi pumam i hi amcm mhemharkr amsk`omhtis. ^þ`i `is so `ks irekhozknoihms mspkûi`ks rmniemh `ks nihsmnumhnoks qum tkh ruakgmhtm hismxpmrogmhtkrçk jkh soai gistrkaks, g istrkaks, pkrk m`kcirkr nih krrme`i hi k m``ks uh humvi pirvmhor. _ hi amcmrmgis pmaor òhonkgmhtm k msks irekhozknoihms su nirrmnnoþh, su gkrnjk gkr njk pir nkgohis am smhsktmz y girk`oaka. M` pumc`i tkgcoïh amcm nirrmeorsm. Mstë kdmntkai pir nkusks nigp`mbks, k`euhks emhmrk`ms y niguhms nih `ks am itris pkçsms, `ks gës emhuohks am uhk voak ni`mntovk ohtmroir amsdk``mnoak, am uh erkh mrrir2 am` kcsmhtosgi pi`çtoni. M` pumc`i mspkûi` sm jk sotukai am mspk`aks k `k pi`çtonk. pi`çto nk. Hi quomrm içr jkc`kr am m``k. _ k sus mspk`aks, qum sih kgp`oks y rmsostmhtms, rmso stmhtms, `k gmaoinroaka am uhk pi`çtonk amsprminupkak y skcmairk am su orrmspihskco`oaka am jmnji, sm ktrmvm k tiai y sm mhtrmek k sus kgconoihms, k sus vkhoakams, nih uh ogpuair qum, so gorkrk Mspkûk, kuhqum kuhqum hi dumrk sohi am rmibi, smhtorçk smhto rçk cksnks ohaigohkc`ms. _ so `is mspkûi`ms hi sm ohtmrmskh pir `is ksuhtis am su pkçs, ¹nþgi mvotkr `is amsgkhms am `ks pkhao``ks ogpuamhtms y meiçstks9

^oh auak qum uhi am `is gitovis qum jkh ``mvkai k` pumc`i k amsohtmrmskrsm am `k pi`çtonk ms m` msnmptonosgi qum mh su k`gk jk nrmkai `k mstmro`oaka am tiais sus msdumrzis. Bkgës `ks nkgkro``ks smuaipi`çtonks jkh ti`mrkai `k nigp`mtk y sohnmrk mdonknok am `is amrmnjis pipu`krms. Mh m` tm`þh  

am dihai sm jk pohtkai uhk Nihstotunoþh. Amsam m` kûi ;:;3 jkstk `k ` k dmnjk msm tm`þh t m`þh jk soai vkroks vkro ks vmnms sustotuoai pir aodmrmhtms Nihstotunoihms, khë`iekgmhtm pohtkaks mh `k tm`k. Ms oeuk`< hoheuhk jk soai rmk`gmhtm nugp`oak ho jk eizkai am gës mdonomhnok qum `k am ic`oekr k` Viamr mbmnutovi k` mgp`mi am k`euhks sogu`knoihms y dþrgu`ks am purk rmtþronk. Mstkgis, pums, kpkrmhtmgmhtm vmstoais k `k giamrhk, nih uhk m`mekhtm Nihstotunoþh, trkbm am mtoqumtk am Muripk. Vir amhtri, `k gmnëhonk am humstrk pi`çtonk, hi his mhekûmgis, ms guy smgmbkhtm, oaïhtonk mh sus `çhmks msmhnok`ms, k `k igohisk am `is tomgpis to mgpis am Dmrhkhai TOO. TOO. ^mrçk ohbusti ambkr am vmr itrk smrom am gitovis qum sm mhnumhtrkh mh m` rmvmrsi am `i khtmroirgmhtm aonji. Mh `k pkskak ïpink, `is jigcrms am mxtrmgi rkaonk`osgi sm jkh i`voakai tkgcoïh am tiai smhtoai mh `k rmspihskco`oaka am su kntuknoþh. Jkh nrmçai qum amcçkh sþ`i amstruor, kuhqum kcromrkh nkgohis jknok nkgpis mh qum sþ`i piarëh vovor `is ohsmhsktis y `is mhmreògmhis. Jkh nihduhaoai `k çhtogk sucstkhnok am` `ocmrk`osgi, qum smrë mtmrhk y qum ms `k ti`mrkhnok am tiais `is amrmnjis, euokais pir nkunms am gutui rmspmti r mspmti y `mek`oaka soh provo`meois, nih uh eïhmri am pritmstks keroks, mh qum m` tçtu`i am `ocmrtka mrk amdirgkai y amerkakai pir m` gk` eusti. @is mspçrotus çhtogkgmhtm amgþnrktks hi piaçkh smhtorsm rmprmsmhtkais pir emhtms qum sustotuçkh `k vinodmrknoþh pir m` rknoinohoi y qum, kuh ksostoais gunjks vmnms am `k bustonok, `k mhvo`mnçkh pir `k voi`mhnok am sus pksoihms y pir `i mquçvini am sus meiçsgis. Itri erkh mrrir am `ks nkgpkûks rkaonk`ms jk soai m` hi skcmr nmhsurkr mh `i gunji qum `i gmrmnçkh, y soeumh gmrmnomhai, `ks ohstotunoihms hknoihk`ms, nih pripþsoti am gmbirkr`ks. ^þ`i rmsu`tkck uhk knnoþh am iaois kpksoihkais nihtrk tiaks m``ks mh su ohtmeroaka, qum huhnk piaçk ksporkr k rmniemr `ks kajmsoihms y m` kuxo`oi am `is m`mgmhtis skhis qum dirgkckh mh m``ks. Ohstohtovkgmhtm, ockh k nicobkrsm mh `k zihk am gës rmdohkai meiçsgi am `is m`mgmhtis nihsmrvkairms qum nu`tovkckh nih mstuaokak jopinrmsçk m` hmeinoi am amdmhamr`ks. Mh k`euhis sçhtigks qum mgpomzkh k amspmrtkrsm, kpmhks ohonokai m` kvkhnm am humstrks tripks, gm pkrmnm kavmrtor qum `is trëeonis nkrro`ms qum mh Gkrrumnis his jkh ``mvkai k` drknksi vkh k smeuor mh su sotoi. @k rutohk ms tkh trmgmhai gk` mh `is smntirms tiais am humstrk Kagohostrknoþh, qum tmgi sm nkrmznk am mhmreçks pkrk amstruor`is y m`meor humvis rugcis. ^o tk`ms sçhtigks sm nihdorgksmh, gm nihsoamrkrçk mh m` amcmr am nigcktor`is dumrtmgmhtm. _ k tiai msti ‑aorçkh knksi `i `mntirms‑, pkrk msnrocor msm krtçnu`i hi mrk hmnmskroi mstkr mh Gkrrumnis. Ckstkck nih inupkr `k gmsk (am `k qum pir nomrti tmhei yk kûirkhzks) am `k rmaknnoþh am @k @ocmrtka. Smnihizni qum ms ksç, y msti gm ic`oek k nihdmskr qum, hi icstkhtm gos khakhzks pir mstks tomrrks rodmûks, juorï somgprm am tiais `is kdronkhosgis, nihvmhnoai nigi mstiy am qum amcoïrkgis mstkr gorkhai k ohtmrvk`is jknok Muripk y k humstrk ohtmroir rmsurrmnnoþh. ^o gm ohtmrmskh Hkair, Hkair, y Q Qkjuogk, kjuogk, y Rm`uëh, y mstks rinks r inks tkh pm`kaks nigi `ks nkcmzks am `is ` is giris, ms pirqum `is mrrirms am humstris pi`çtonis jkh jmnji qum am` pric`mgk kquç nrmkai ampmhak `k trkhquo`oaka mh Mspkûk mhtmrk. Msti ms, qum so gm k`cirizk `k tigk am Hkair ms pkrk qum piakgis

rmnihquostkr humstri amrmnji k `k voak y k` priermsi mh `k Vumrtk am` ^i`. Gm`o``k, 3; am smptomgcrm.  

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